1 00:00:04,771 --> 00:00:06,440 -Previously on "Brilliant Minds"... 2 00:00:06,473 --> 00:00:07,966 -I saw Sofia again. 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:09,643 -Sofia was with you for quite some time. 4 00:00:09,710 --> 00:00:13,447 -You created a fantasy version of her to help you. 5 00:00:13,480 --> 00:00:15,582 -She is real. I just haven't met her. 6 00:00:15,649 --> 00:00:17,084 -So, are you from out of town? 7 00:00:17,150 --> 00:00:18,986 -I'm just in from California. 8 00:00:19,052 --> 00:00:20,587 -Information on your birth mom. 9 00:00:20,687 --> 00:00:23,148 -My mom's name is Joan. 10 00:00:23,181 --> 00:00:25,651 -I'm pretty sure we said we wouldn't do this at work. 11 00:00:25,684 --> 00:00:28,228 -And I'm pretty sure you're the one who started it. 12 00:00:28,295 --> 00:00:30,647 -Beau thinks I still have feelings for you. 13 00:00:30,681 --> 00:00:31,924 -Well, what do you think? 14 00:00:31,990 --> 00:00:33,467 -I'm figuring it out. 15 00:00:33,500 --> 00:00:35,469 -Josh, I want to be with you. 16 00:00:35,502 --> 00:00:36,595 Marry me. 17 00:00:45,412 --> 00:00:46,613 -It's cold out. 18 00:00:46,713 --> 00:00:47,915 -You okay, old-timer? 19 00:00:47,981 --> 00:00:49,883 -Hey, Coach. I was just headed home. 20 00:00:51,201 --> 00:00:52,486 72... 21 00:00:52,619 --> 00:00:53,837 20... 22 00:00:53,870 --> 00:00:54,988 14... 23 00:00:59,593 --> 00:01:02,496 -72...20...14... 24 00:01:11,305 --> 00:01:12,406 -72... 25 00:01:13,307 --> 00:01:14,491 20... 26 00:01:33,160 --> 00:01:35,596 -Your father never threw anything away either. 27 00:01:35,662 --> 00:01:37,255 -Well, these are all of my patient archives. 28 00:01:37,322 --> 00:01:38,999 Every file here has a story. 29 00:01:39,066 --> 00:01:40,759 -Well, it's always a good idea to get your house in order 30 00:01:40,826 --> 00:01:42,436 before a vacation. 31 00:01:43,503 --> 00:01:45,405 Now, do you prefer window or aisle? 32 00:01:45,439 --> 00:01:46,740 -Uh, window. 33 00:01:46,807 --> 00:01:48,775 -You know, I can book my own travel, Mom. 34 00:01:50,410 --> 00:01:51,745 -Of course you can. 35 00:01:54,614 --> 00:01:56,116 Oh, my gosh. 36 00:01:56,183 --> 00:01:59,386 This poor woman actually mistook her husband for a hat. 37 00:01:59,486 --> 00:02:01,079 -Pastor Thomas. 38 00:02:01,113 --> 00:02:03,290 It was a fascinating presentation of glioblastoma. 39 00:02:03,357 --> 00:02:05,225 -The Disembodied Woman... 40 00:02:05,359 --> 00:02:06,727 The Colorblind Painter... 41 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:08,962 They sound like chapter titles. 42 00:02:09,029 --> 00:02:10,956 The way that you write about your patients, 43 00:02:11,023 --> 00:02:12,916 it says a lot about you as a doctor. 44 00:02:12,949 --> 00:02:15,385 You lead with your heart, Oliver. 45 00:02:16,570 --> 00:02:19,306 It makes me feel like I did something right. 46 00:02:19,373 --> 00:02:21,975 -You did a lot right, Mom. 47 00:02:25,445 --> 00:02:26,680 -What does this remind you of? 48 00:02:26,747 --> 00:02:29,416 -Maple syrup urine syndrome! 49 00:02:29,483 --> 00:02:32,719 Oh, my God. Van, you missed Wolf drinking hand sanitizer. 50 00:02:32,786 --> 00:02:34,771 Come on. Don't you have a little FOMO? 51 00:02:34,805 --> 00:02:35,856 -Nope. 52 00:02:35,956 --> 00:02:37,024 By the way, 53 00:02:37,090 --> 00:02:38,091 I heard about you and Katie. 54 00:02:38,125 --> 00:02:39,776 You good? -Yeah. 55 00:02:39,810 --> 00:02:42,154 It's been hard, but I've been doing my best to cope. 56 00:02:42,220 --> 00:02:43,764 -She slept with someone the day they broke up. 57 00:02:43,797 --> 00:02:45,791 -Damn, Dang. You move on fast. 58 00:02:45,824 --> 00:02:48,168 -Yeah. Well, so did my one-night stand. 59 00:02:48,235 --> 00:02:49,870 She bailed before I even woke up. 60 00:02:49,970 --> 00:02:52,130 -Hmm. -Oh, hey. 61 00:02:52,831 --> 00:02:54,041 -Hi. -Ready? 62 00:02:54,141 --> 00:02:55,667 -Yeah. Thank you, Joan Marie. -Mm-hmm. 63 00:02:55,734 --> 00:02:57,878 You make the best French roast in Sunnyside. 64 00:02:57,944 --> 00:02:59,613 -Thank you, honey. 65 00:03:02,215 --> 00:03:03,683 Good to see you. 66 00:03:05,010 --> 00:03:06,853 -When are you gonna tell her who you are? 67 00:03:06,920 --> 00:03:08,513 -Uh... 68 00:03:08,580 --> 00:03:09,690 -Trust me, Kinney. 69 00:03:09,756 --> 00:03:11,324 You don't want to wake up one day 70 00:03:11,391 --> 00:03:13,493 and regret all the things you didn't say. 71 00:03:19,266 --> 00:03:20,801 -Uh... 72 00:03:20,834 --> 00:03:22,769 Excuse me. I-I need a doctor. 73 00:03:22,869 --> 00:03:24,871 It feels like a-a zipper 74 00:03:24,938 --> 00:03:26,606 is being pulled through my chest. 75 00:03:26,673 --> 00:03:28,241 -Okay. Clear the trauma bay! Give me a gurney! 76 00:03:28,308 --> 00:03:29,543 Sir, you're coming with me. 77 00:03:29,609 --> 00:03:30,710 Alright? -Aah! 78 00:03:31,344 --> 00:03:32,838 -Just lay flat. -There we go. 79 00:03:32,871 --> 00:03:35,048 -Rule out dissection. We're coming back! 80 00:03:35,115 --> 00:03:36,750 -Coming through! -Yeah, we got you. 81 00:03:36,850 --> 00:03:38,351 -You ever had surgery before? 82 00:03:38,418 --> 00:03:39,653 -No, no. Why? 83 00:03:45,125 --> 00:03:47,594 Alright. Standing by. 84 00:03:50,288 --> 00:03:52,933 -Dilated root and an intimal flap. 85 00:03:52,999 --> 00:03:54,334 Damn it! Call me a CT surg! 86 00:03:54,468 --> 00:03:56,837 Sir, the main vessel emerging from the heart, 87 00:03:56,870 --> 00:03:58,171 the aorta, has a dangerous tear. 88 00:03:58,305 --> 00:04:00,357 It's 100% fatal without open-heart surgery. 89 00:04:00,390 --> 00:04:02,342 So I need your consent, and then we can move forward. 90 00:04:02,375 --> 00:04:04,578 -No, no. Stop. I-I won't give consent. 91 00:04:05,345 --> 00:04:07,030 I don't want you to open me up. 92 00:04:08,982 --> 00:04:11,017 -Hey. Did you know that resin from the papelillo tree, 93 00:04:11,118 --> 00:04:14,087 native to Sayulita, can be used to treat gout and muscle strain? 94 00:04:14,154 --> 00:04:16,690 -Everyone knows that, Wolf. -Oh, I'm sorry. 95 00:04:16,823 --> 00:04:18,717 I'm going on vacation. To Mexico. 96 00:04:18,750 --> 00:04:21,762 Uh, yes. The new me takes time off and goes places. 97 00:04:21,828 --> 00:04:23,363 Hudson Oaks did not count. 98 00:04:23,430 --> 00:04:25,198 -I figured since you're interim chief, 99 00:04:25,232 --> 00:04:27,217 I would put in a formal request. 100 00:04:27,250 --> 00:04:28,368 -You can drop the interim. 101 00:04:28,502 --> 00:04:30,270 As of last night, I have the job. 102 00:04:31,004 --> 00:04:33,039 -Oh, congratulations. That's, uh, amazing. 103 00:04:33,140 --> 00:04:36,835 And so... well-deserved, Nichols. Um... 104 00:04:36,902 --> 00:04:38,345 Thank you. 105 00:04:38,445 --> 00:04:41,481 -Joshua, we have a family emergency on our hands. 106 00:04:41,548 --> 00:04:43,008 Mom and dad are on their way up now, 107 00:04:43,108 --> 00:04:44,384 so I need you to put on your big-boy pants 108 00:04:44,518 --> 00:04:45,685 and take my side for once. 109 00:04:45,752 --> 00:04:47,888 It's a private family matter. 110 00:04:47,954 --> 00:04:49,356 -Wolf, my sister Serena. 111 00:04:49,422 --> 00:04:51,258 -This is Wolf? Wow. 112 00:04:51,324 --> 00:04:53,118 Don't you have some bonsais to tend to? 113 00:04:53,185 --> 00:04:55,620 -Um, I grow ferns. There's a big difference. 114 00:04:55,687 --> 00:04:56,997 You two share DNA? 115 00:04:57,063 --> 00:05:00,025 -I see Serena is already poisoning the well. 116 00:05:00,091 --> 00:05:01,434 -"Poisoning the well"? 117 00:05:01,468 --> 00:05:03,069 Dad went missing for hours last night. 118 00:05:03,103 --> 00:05:04,404 He could have frozen to death. 119 00:05:04,437 --> 00:05:06,139 -Slow down. What's happening? 120 00:05:06,206 --> 00:05:08,375 -Hey, Doc. You have a bar cart in this establishment? 121 00:05:08,441 --> 00:05:09,576 -This is my office, remember? 122 00:05:09,609 --> 00:05:11,536 Dr. Wolf is, uh, my colleague. 123 00:05:11,636 --> 00:05:12,804 -Bonnie Nichols. 124 00:05:12,871 --> 00:05:14,614 Lovely to meet you. -Likewise. Yeah. 125 00:05:14,681 --> 00:05:15,882 If there's anything I can do to help -- 126 00:05:15,982 --> 00:05:17,042 -We're good. 127 00:05:17,108 --> 00:05:18,485 You can go. 128 00:05:18,552 --> 00:05:19,953 -Um... 129 00:05:20,020 --> 00:05:22,522 Hey, Mom, I've been trading calls with his doctors. 130 00:05:22,589 --> 00:05:24,157 But you said his cognitive decline 131 00:05:24,224 --> 00:05:26,109 had been minimal since his last appointment. 132 00:05:26,142 --> 00:05:28,220 -I didn't want to worry you, too. -Serena, would you just -- 133 00:05:28,286 --> 00:05:29,796 -She's -- Stop it, kids. 134 00:05:29,830 --> 00:05:31,965 -Stop. What is this system? -You know 135 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:34,993 he would not like to be seen like this. 136 00:05:35,060 --> 00:05:38,238 - Mr. Nichols? - Stop staring at me! 137 00:05:48,907 --> 00:05:50,475 -Homeboy right here needs CT surgery 138 00:05:50,508 --> 00:05:53,253 for his aortic root dissection, but refuses consent. 139 00:05:53,320 --> 00:05:54,621 But he doesn't want to go home and die, 140 00:05:54,688 --> 00:05:56,590 so now I'm running an ICU in my E.D., 141 00:05:56,656 --> 00:05:58,191 trying to keep this guy alive. 142 00:05:58,258 --> 00:06:00,227 Could you please validate 143 00:06:00,293 --> 00:06:02,429 that he is not fit to make medical decisions 144 00:06:02,495 --> 00:06:04,364 so that we can admit his ass into the surgery? 145 00:06:05,098 --> 00:06:06,992 -Uh, I'll see what I can do. 146 00:06:09,861 --> 00:06:11,638 -Mr...Caldwell, 147 00:06:11,738 --> 00:06:13,940 I'm Dr. Pierce, the on-call psychiatrist. 148 00:06:14,007 --> 00:06:16,543 Dr. Thorne just ran through your case with me. 149 00:06:16,643 --> 00:06:19,579 You're young and otherwise healthy. 150 00:06:19,646 --> 00:06:22,148 You've got a lot of good years ahead of you. 151 00:06:23,917 --> 00:06:27,545 Do you understand that your life is at risk without this surgery? 152 00:06:27,612 --> 00:06:29,990 -I don't want open-heart surgery. 153 00:06:30,056 --> 00:06:33,159 My dad had the same procedure when I was a kid. 154 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:35,328 He suffered for years. 155 00:06:35,362 --> 00:06:37,722 I'm not gonna let that be me. 156 00:06:37,789 --> 00:06:41,501 So if that means I die, then I die. 157 00:06:43,303 --> 00:06:46,022 -You know, I don't always recognize 158 00:06:46,056 --> 00:06:47,699 my own reflection either. 159 00:06:47,732 --> 00:06:49,009 -At least there's someone who can relate. 160 00:06:49,042 --> 00:06:50,510 Can we go home now? 161 00:06:50,610 --> 00:06:53,313 -He's been getting confused more and more lately. 162 00:06:53,380 --> 00:06:54,914 Even when we're at the house, 163 00:06:55,015 --> 00:06:56,683 he keeps saying he wants to go home. 164 00:06:56,716 --> 00:06:58,910 I keep telling him we are home. 165 00:06:58,977 --> 00:07:02,455 And then he gets angry, sometimes aggressive. 166 00:07:02,522 --> 00:07:04,758 -Is that why the nurses I hire keep quitting? 167 00:07:05,592 --> 00:07:08,662 -These are important conversations to be having, 168 00:07:08,728 --> 00:07:12,532 but let's try and have them with Duke instead. 169 00:07:12,565 --> 00:07:15,402 These mood swings that your wife is describing 170 00:07:15,468 --> 00:07:17,203 are very common for Alzheimer's patients. 171 00:07:17,237 --> 00:07:18,538 It's nothing to be ashamed of. 172 00:07:18,571 --> 00:07:20,732 But we should find tools to manage it. 173 00:07:20,765 --> 00:07:22,042 -How could I help manage it when I don't even know 174 00:07:22,108 --> 00:07:23,268 what's going on half the time? 175 00:07:23,335 --> 00:07:24,602 -Watch your tone, young man! 176 00:07:24,669 --> 00:07:27,213 -Honey, Josh is just trying to help. 177 00:07:27,347 --> 00:07:29,282 Do you know that your boy 178 00:07:29,349 --> 00:07:31,885 has just been named chief of the hospital? 179 00:07:31,952 --> 00:07:33,611 Aren't we proud of him? 180 00:07:33,678 --> 00:07:35,088 -Chief? All he cares about is work. 181 00:07:35,121 --> 00:07:36,356 When are you gonna finally settle down 182 00:07:36,423 --> 00:07:37,958 and find yourself a nice girl? 183 00:07:43,254 --> 00:07:44,931 -We had a long night. 184 00:07:44,998 --> 00:07:48,568 How about we go to the cafeteria and get some coffee? 185 00:07:48,635 --> 00:07:50,070 -Okay, okay. 186 00:07:55,575 --> 00:07:57,802 -Your dad doesn't know you're gay? 187 00:07:57,869 --> 00:07:59,245 -Oh, no, he knows. 188 00:07:59,279 --> 00:08:01,314 But he's never really acknowledged it. 189 00:08:02,540 --> 00:08:06,152 Me coming out is why our relationship is, uh... 190 00:08:07,287 --> 00:08:08,405 strained. 191 00:08:09,756 --> 00:08:12,609 I wonder if there's something we could be missing here. 192 00:08:12,642 --> 00:08:14,260 Leaving the house, getting lost -- 193 00:08:14,394 --> 00:08:15,887 I mean, this -- this degree of progression, 194 00:08:15,954 --> 00:08:17,197 it just feels atypical. 195 00:08:17,263 --> 00:08:19,265 -Let me take him on as my patient. 196 00:08:19,332 --> 00:08:20,959 I'll do a full workup. 197 00:08:20,992 --> 00:08:22,494 Let's be sure there's nothing reversible 198 00:08:22,560 --> 00:08:24,971 that's caused his acute worsening. 199 00:08:25,004 --> 00:08:27,273 Hey, we'll handle it. 200 00:08:27,374 --> 00:08:28,925 Whatever it is. 201 00:08:35,865 --> 00:08:38,184 -Mr. Nichols, can you spell "flower" backwards? 202 00:08:38,251 --> 00:08:39,619 -No. I've been poked and prodded. 203 00:08:39,652 --> 00:08:41,488 I want to go home, now! 204 00:08:41,521 --> 00:08:45,417 -Okay. Well, can you write down your home address? 205 00:08:45,517 --> 00:08:47,852 But we can also take a break, 206 00:08:47,919 --> 00:08:51,614 give you some time to collect your thoughts. 207 00:08:53,933 --> 00:08:55,326 -Okay. 208 00:08:58,671 --> 00:09:01,366 You know what I remember most? 209 00:09:01,433 --> 00:09:03,126 He was stationed in Alaska. 210 00:09:03,810 --> 00:09:05,545 I was a crew chief on an F-15. 211 00:09:05,612 --> 00:09:07,514 -You were in Alaska in the 1970s 212 00:09:07,547 --> 00:09:09,716 when they were planning for the Soviet interception drills? 213 00:09:11,684 --> 00:09:12,969 -Sure was. 214 00:09:26,299 --> 00:09:28,359 Hey... 215 00:09:28,393 --> 00:09:32,188 Yo, can I -- can I go home now? 216 00:09:32,222 --> 00:09:33,673 -Duke, when you say home, 217 00:09:33,807 --> 00:09:35,375 are you referring to the place where you currently live 218 00:09:35,442 --> 00:09:38,495 or even a feeling of comfort or safety? 219 00:09:39,479 --> 00:09:44,709 What if you drew what home looks like for you? 220 00:09:45,985 --> 00:09:47,871 -Okay. 221 00:09:51,549 --> 00:09:53,359 -What if it's a date? 222 00:09:53,393 --> 00:09:55,995 7/2/2014. -Hmm. 223 00:09:56,062 --> 00:09:58,698 -Maybe something important happened July 2, 12 years ago. 224 00:09:58,731 --> 00:10:00,967 -Well, we know that Duke is ex-military. 225 00:10:01,034 --> 00:10:03,236 Maybe it's GPS coordinates. 226 00:10:03,269 --> 00:10:05,205 -The numbers could be a winning lotto ticket for all I care. 227 00:10:05,271 --> 00:10:07,765 Why is no one talking about the real bochinche? 228 00:10:07,832 --> 00:10:10,043 Wolf is treating Josh's dad. 229 00:10:10,076 --> 00:10:11,544 -Oh, you think this is a pivotal moment 230 00:10:11,578 --> 00:10:13,413 in their "Will they, won't they?", saga? 231 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:16,449 -I did, until my sources told me that Beau proposed to Nichols. 232 00:10:16,549 --> 00:10:19,844 What if he said yes to the dress? 233 00:10:19,944 --> 00:10:22,038 -Mm. 234 00:10:23,281 --> 00:10:24,190 -Oh! 235 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:29,095 Margot from the other night is here, stalking me! 236 00:10:29,129 --> 00:10:30,630 I knew she'd regret sneaking out in the morning. 237 00:10:31,498 --> 00:10:33,299 Don't look at me! Eyes up, 2:00! 238 00:10:40,298 --> 00:10:41,366 -Hi. 239 00:10:41,432 --> 00:10:42,609 Dana, right? 240 00:10:46,146 --> 00:10:47,180 Were you hiding from me? 241 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:48,481 -What? No. 242 00:10:48,548 --> 00:10:50,884 I was just looking for my contact. 243 00:10:50,950 --> 00:10:52,310 Found it. 244 00:10:52,377 --> 00:10:55,822 Uh, remind me. Did we discuss my place of work? 245 00:10:55,922 --> 00:10:57,924 I was over-served. -Yes. 246 00:10:57,957 --> 00:11:00,952 -I believe you said you were Bronx General's star intern 247 00:11:00,985 --> 00:11:04,113 and that any paramedic would be lucky to date you. 248 00:11:04,147 --> 00:11:06,332 -Strange. Does not sound like me. 249 00:11:06,432 --> 00:11:07,767 And honestly, you 250 00:11:07,901 --> 00:11:09,335 did not have to come all this way 251 00:11:09,402 --> 00:11:11,104 just to apologize for going AWOL. 252 00:11:11,170 --> 00:11:13,173 -I didn't. I'm here to see my brother. 253 00:11:13,239 --> 00:11:15,508 -I'm so sorry. I did not know he was in the hospital. 254 00:11:15,575 --> 00:11:17,335 Uh, I can look up his room number. 255 00:11:17,402 --> 00:11:19,946 What's his name? -He's a doctor -- Oliver Wolf. 256 00:11:20,046 --> 00:11:21,681 -Oh! 257 00:11:25,076 --> 00:11:27,103 I'll show you to his office. 258 00:11:28,513 --> 00:11:29,622 -Mm. 259 00:11:32,325 --> 00:11:35,144 -Dana, you slept with Wolf's sister?! 260 00:11:35,178 --> 00:11:36,563 -Yeah. 261 00:11:36,629 --> 00:11:39,090 -I didn't even know he had a sister. 262 00:11:39,157 --> 00:11:41,467 -God, I love this job. 263 00:11:43,970 --> 00:11:46,873 - Do not. - I'm so sorry. 264 00:11:59,118 --> 00:12:01,838 -Hey, Silva, can I get a minute of your time? 265 00:12:06,492 --> 00:12:09,028 She's -- You see her? She's real? 266 00:12:09,095 --> 00:12:11,130 -Yes. See her. 267 00:12:11,197 --> 00:12:12,398 You good, Dr. Wolf? 268 00:12:12,465 --> 00:12:14,350 -Yeah, I'm good, yeah. Thank you. 269 00:12:17,061 --> 00:12:19,172 -I came here a few days ago to meet you, 270 00:12:19,205 --> 00:12:22,008 but I lost my nerve. 271 00:12:22,041 --> 00:12:25,144 I'm Margot Williams. 272 00:12:25,211 --> 00:12:27,847 Did my father tell you about me? 273 00:12:27,947 --> 00:12:30,650 -No, he did not. 274 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:32,352 But I came across some family photos, 275 00:12:32,485 --> 00:12:34,746 and I put the pieces together for myself. 276 00:12:34,812 --> 00:12:37,023 You are my sister. 277 00:12:37,123 --> 00:12:39,584 -Half-sister. -Okay. 278 00:12:39,651 --> 00:12:41,728 -The number of times I had to pretend 279 00:12:41,794 --> 00:12:44,631 I was interested in the formation of igneous rocks. 280 00:12:44,731 --> 00:12:46,766 A lot of pressure for an only child. 281 00:12:46,833 --> 00:12:49,636 I'm sure it thrilled him to no end 282 00:12:49,702 --> 00:12:51,204 that he had a lasting impact on you. 283 00:12:51,337 --> 00:12:53,873 -Yeah, well, I suppose it made me feel closer to him 284 00:12:53,906 --> 00:12:56,342 all the years that he was gone. 285 00:13:03,249 --> 00:13:06,569 -He only told me about you a couple weeks ago. 286 00:13:06,602 --> 00:13:09,555 He got into a motorcycle accident back home. 287 00:13:09,622 --> 00:13:11,557 -Where -- Where's home? 288 00:13:11,658 --> 00:13:13,059 -Marin County. 289 00:13:13,092 --> 00:13:15,895 My Bronx General is Mount Zion. 290 00:13:15,962 --> 00:13:18,414 Dad worked there. I used to, as well. 291 00:13:18,448 --> 00:13:19,899 -You said he got into an accident. 292 00:13:19,966 --> 00:13:21,634 Is he okay? 293 00:13:23,403 --> 00:13:26,964 -I wish I didn't have to be the one to tell you this. 294 00:13:27,031 --> 00:13:29,475 He didn't make it. 295 00:13:29,542 --> 00:13:31,310 He died. 296 00:13:32,870 --> 00:13:35,114 I'm really sorry. 297 00:13:37,517 --> 00:13:40,653 I honestly haven't had a lot of time to process it. 298 00:13:41,788 --> 00:13:43,990 -I've had 30 years. 299 00:13:44,057 --> 00:13:46,859 -He left a few things for you in his will. 300 00:13:46,926 --> 00:13:50,763 -And apparently he has a secret pied-à-terre 301 00:13:50,797 --> 00:13:52,457 I need to clean out. 302 00:13:53,466 --> 00:13:56,602 Would you maybe want to help me? 303 00:13:56,669 --> 00:13:59,922 -Uh...Yeah, of course. 304 00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:02,425 Thank you... 305 00:14:04,010 --> 00:14:04,944 for -- for coming here. 306 00:14:05,078 --> 00:14:06,779 Thank you for telling me. 307 00:14:19,709 --> 00:14:22,528 -Duke's safety is my number-one priority. 308 00:14:22,628 --> 00:14:25,523 I've hidden all the sharp objects, 309 00:14:25,590 --> 00:14:28,626 taken down all the mirrors. 310 00:14:28,659 --> 00:14:32,655 I cook all of his meals, make sure he eats enough. 311 00:14:32,688 --> 00:14:34,098 -Mom, we can get you more help. 312 00:14:34,132 --> 00:14:35,967 You know, I-I got it covered. 313 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,710 -Oh, I like to do it. 314 00:14:37,810 --> 00:14:40,438 You know, he is at his happiest when he eats. 315 00:14:40,505 --> 00:14:42,874 -I think your efforts are incredibly admirable. 316 00:14:42,974 --> 00:14:46,119 But sometimes prioritizing safety over autonomy 317 00:14:46,185 --> 00:14:49,655 can have negative effects on the people we're caring for. 318 00:14:49,722 --> 00:14:51,616 -It's easy for you to say when it's not your dad. 319 00:14:51,649 --> 00:14:52,558 -Serena... 320 00:14:54,093 --> 00:14:55,461 -Uh, it's okay. 321 00:14:55,528 --> 00:14:57,964 I recommend striking a balance. 322 00:14:58,030 --> 00:15:00,633 Let him help out with some of the chores around the house. 323 00:15:00,700 --> 00:15:02,318 -Do you think there was ever a time 324 00:15:02,385 --> 00:15:04,829 when I didn't have to ask him to take out the trash? 325 00:15:04,862 --> 00:15:08,324 Oh, no. I would gladly do it, because I hate it. 326 00:15:09,575 --> 00:15:11,477 He can stay. 327 00:15:11,511 --> 00:15:13,613 -Can I ask, does Duke play? 328 00:15:13,646 --> 00:15:16,816 -First time I saw him, we were at a party. 329 00:15:16,883 --> 00:15:18,885 He had a banjo strapped to him 330 00:15:18,951 --> 00:15:21,979 and started playing Simon and Garfunkel. 331 00:15:22,046 --> 00:15:26,017 I thought right then, "I am going to marry him." 332 00:15:26,083 --> 00:15:29,821 -Music can be such a powerful sensory tool. 333 00:15:29,887 --> 00:15:33,191 I've had success in the past with other dementia patients. 334 00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:46,445 Duke, may I? -Please. 335 00:16:48,541 --> 00:16:49,934 Dad? 336 00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:54,438 -I missed you, old man. 337 00:16:57,008 --> 00:16:58,142 Let's go home. 338 00:16:59,051 --> 00:17:01,270 -It's okay to let him think that... 339 00:17:02,171 --> 00:17:03,522 -No, no. 340 00:17:04,390 --> 00:17:06,250 -Dad, it's me... 341 00:17:06,284 --> 00:17:08,127 Josh. I'm your son. 342 00:17:11,455 --> 00:17:13,257 -I don't have a son! 343 00:17:24,610 --> 00:17:26,379 -Alright. Look right here for me. 344 00:17:26,979 --> 00:17:29,006 I'll be right back. -Yeah. 345 00:17:29,106 --> 00:17:32,168 -I have spoken to him three times. 346 00:17:32,201 --> 00:17:34,720 He's not intoxicated. He's not psychotic. 347 00:17:34,820 --> 00:17:37,123 He's proven he has capacity. 348 00:17:37,156 --> 00:17:39,792 I can't portray him as otherwise. 349 00:17:39,825 --> 00:17:41,160 -So now what? We just let him die? 350 00:17:41,260 --> 00:17:44,597 All you need to do is sign a piece of paper 351 00:17:44,664 --> 00:17:46,098 and you will save his life. 352 00:17:46,799 --> 00:17:48,534 -You don't think I want to do that? 353 00:17:48,601 --> 00:17:50,836 Thorne, I've already risked my job once 354 00:17:50,903 --> 00:17:51,971 for an ethics violation. 355 00:17:52,038 --> 00:17:53,506 I'm not going to do that again. 356 00:17:53,606 --> 00:17:56,325 -If he doesn't want to live, that is his prerogative. 357 00:17:57,209 --> 00:17:58,911 But I won't be an accomplice. 358 00:18:02,248 --> 00:18:03,549 -Banjo, huh? 359 00:18:03,649 --> 00:18:05,343 -I had a patient a few years ago who played. 360 00:18:05,409 --> 00:18:07,670 I like to pick up my patients' hobbies. 361 00:18:07,737 --> 00:18:09,413 My God. 362 00:18:09,513 --> 00:18:13,150 They have kept a shrine to you. 363 00:18:13,184 --> 00:18:16,329 Please tell me they turned Serena's bedroom into an office. 364 00:18:16,395 --> 00:18:18,923 -My mother's craft room. -Oh. 365 00:18:19,023 --> 00:18:20,992 -When I look at these pictures, 366 00:18:21,058 --> 00:18:24,261 I just see a sad kid, 367 00:18:24,328 --> 00:18:27,031 desperately trying to connect with his dad. 368 00:18:27,064 --> 00:18:31,110 I thought if I followed his footsteps, he might respect me. 369 00:18:31,143 --> 00:18:33,479 I played baseball. I joined the military. 370 00:18:33,546 --> 00:18:35,840 -For what it's worth, I did the same thing. 371 00:18:36,540 --> 00:18:39,585 Except for me, it was gems and minerals 372 00:18:39,685 --> 00:18:43,372 and Bach and motorcycles. 373 00:18:44,357 --> 00:18:46,692 I think Duke mistaking you for his own father 374 00:18:46,759 --> 00:18:48,878 was an attempt to connect with you. 375 00:18:48,944 --> 00:18:50,746 -Maybe. 376 00:18:50,780 --> 00:18:53,299 For years, all I've wanted to do 377 00:18:53,332 --> 00:18:55,868 was have a real conversation with my dad, 378 00:18:55,935 --> 00:19:01,707 for him to recognize me and -- and be proud of who I am. 379 00:19:01,774 --> 00:19:04,644 I naively thought I'd have more time to get through to him. 380 00:19:07,772 --> 00:19:10,249 -I realize there is no simple solution, 381 00:19:10,349 --> 00:19:12,718 but focused ultrasound with microbubbles 382 00:19:12,752 --> 00:19:14,954 could help slow the progression of his dementia. 383 00:19:15,054 --> 00:19:18,057 You know how Josh feels about experimental procedures. 384 00:19:18,124 --> 00:19:20,459 I thought maybe if he heard it from you. 385 00:19:20,526 --> 00:19:23,696 -I, um, already discussed this with Serena earlier. 386 00:19:23,763 --> 00:19:26,065 -Oh. -She and I have always been -- 387 00:19:26,098 --> 00:19:29,735 How is it that you say -- peas in a pod? 388 00:19:29,802 --> 00:19:32,071 Anyway, she wanted a second opinion, 389 00:19:32,138 --> 00:19:35,441 and I told her that given Duke's age and advanced dementia, 390 00:19:35,508 --> 00:19:37,168 focused ultrasound wouldn't make sense. 391 00:19:37,268 --> 00:19:40,012 I'm sorry. I wish I could help. 392 00:19:41,847 --> 00:19:44,984 Please ask Josh if there's anything else I can do. 393 00:19:45,051 --> 00:19:49,688 -Oh, he's in his office if you want to talk to him yourself. 394 00:19:49,722 --> 00:19:52,191 -You don't know? 395 00:19:53,117 --> 00:19:54,493 Josh and I broke up. 396 00:19:56,595 --> 00:19:59,965 I don't know, Wolf, if you were the rebound or if I was. 397 00:20:00,032 --> 00:20:01,400 The first time around, 398 00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:03,135 I wasn't ready for all the things Josh wanted. 399 00:20:03,202 --> 00:20:05,696 I hope you're ready for all the things he wants. 400 00:20:05,796 --> 00:20:08,632 It would be a shame for him to get hurt again. 401 00:20:20,386 --> 00:20:22,346 -Home plate. 402 00:20:27,585 --> 00:20:29,562 -A shift of perspective. 403 00:20:29,695 --> 00:20:34,358 Do the numbers 72, 20, 14 have any significance to you? 404 00:20:35,059 --> 00:20:38,504 -No. -These are dad's high-school baseball stats. 405 00:20:38,571 --> 00:20:40,272 72 hits, 20 home runs. 406 00:20:40,339 --> 00:20:42,575 -14 bases stolen. 407 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,711 -We are on to something. 408 00:20:45,811 --> 00:20:48,881 Now, I know how hard this disease can be, 409 00:20:48,981 --> 00:20:51,675 how much has been taken from Duke, 410 00:20:51,742 --> 00:20:52,685 from all of you. 411 00:20:52,752 --> 00:20:54,420 But he is still there. 412 00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:58,124 The Alzheimer's has caused his hippocampus to atrophy. 413 00:20:58,190 --> 00:20:59,492 That's the area of the brain 414 00:20:59,558 --> 00:21:01,093 that allows him to form new memories. 415 00:21:01,227 --> 00:21:04,213 But his long-term memories are still preserved. 416 00:21:04,246 --> 00:21:07,725 I know how much we want to bring Duke into the present 417 00:21:07,758 --> 00:21:09,068 to orient him, 418 00:21:09,101 --> 00:21:11,370 but I would actually like to help Duke 419 00:21:11,403 --> 00:21:13,405 by bringing him back to a time 420 00:21:13,539 --> 00:21:16,275 when his most powerful memories were formed -- 421 00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:19,211 on the baseball field. 422 00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:21,605 -Reminiscence therapy? 423 00:21:21,739 --> 00:21:24,049 You want us to enter dad's dementia along with him? 424 00:21:24,083 --> 00:21:25,851 -That is one way to phrase it. 425 00:21:25,918 --> 00:21:28,487 Another is that I can offer you 426 00:21:28,554 --> 00:21:30,456 a low-tech, low-risk intervention 427 00:21:30,556 --> 00:21:32,391 that has been shown to improve mood, 428 00:21:32,458 --> 00:21:35,227 decrease social isolation, nurture connectedness. 429 00:21:35,261 --> 00:21:38,030 -Our first date was at a Yankees game. 430 00:21:38,097 --> 00:21:41,225 We'll try anything if it will help my husband. 431 00:21:41,292 --> 00:21:43,102 I want to do it. -Mom... 432 00:21:43,235 --> 00:21:44,703 he's asking a man in his 70s 433 00:21:44,770 --> 00:21:46,505 to play baseball in the height of winter. 434 00:21:46,572 --> 00:21:47,773 -Well, I'm not one 435 00:21:47,873 --> 00:21:48,941 to let a little weather interfere 436 00:21:49,041 --> 00:21:50,768 with my treatment options. 437 00:21:50,801 --> 00:21:53,737 So I enlisted some friends to help with a contingency plan -- 438 00:21:53,804 --> 00:21:56,282 a simulation in a controlled environment. 439 00:22:01,253 --> 00:22:05,074 Duke, I know you want to go home. 440 00:22:06,458 --> 00:22:09,286 So that's where we're gonna take you. 441 00:22:09,929 --> 00:22:12,448 -Justine, did Mr. Caldwell pass? 442 00:22:12,481 --> 00:22:14,233 If so, I'd like to check in with his family. 443 00:22:14,266 --> 00:22:16,735 -Slow your roll. Dr. Pierce is still in surgery. 444 00:22:16,802 --> 00:22:18,103 -Surgery? 445 00:22:18,170 --> 00:22:19,663 He finally consented. 446 00:22:19,797 --> 00:22:22,625 -No. I think Dr. Chan said he didn't have capacity. 447 00:22:23,325 --> 00:22:26,846 But don't quote me on that. I don't know. 448 00:22:32,668 --> 00:22:34,111 -You went behind my back. 449 00:22:34,178 --> 00:22:36,113 -He has a family. I got a second opinion. 450 00:22:36,180 --> 00:22:38,457 I won't apologize. -I don't expect you to. 451 00:22:38,524 --> 00:22:42,478 -Alright. -I just thought you had a little more integrity. 452 00:22:46,599 --> 00:22:47,499 Carol... 453 00:22:53,297 --> 00:22:54,990 -Can I get you a menu, honey? 454 00:22:55,024 --> 00:22:56,175 -Sure. 455 00:22:56,208 --> 00:22:58,335 -And I'll take a cup of coffee. 456 00:22:59,044 --> 00:23:01,680 -Did you ever live in Bed-Stuy, 457 00:23:01,814 --> 00:23:04,650 over by Fulton? -I grew up upstate. 458 00:23:04,717 --> 00:23:07,052 -I guess you must just have one of those faces. 459 00:23:08,420 --> 00:23:09,555 Hmm. 460 00:23:10,155 --> 00:23:12,516 -Do you actually have a second? 461 00:23:12,549 --> 00:23:14,218 -Mm. 462 00:23:16,553 --> 00:23:19,565 The truth is that I was born in Brooklyn. 463 00:23:20,699 --> 00:23:23,360 But I was given up for adoption. 464 00:23:23,394 --> 00:23:26,705 I obviously don't remember my birth mother, 465 00:23:26,772 --> 00:23:30,109 but I was told that she was a good person 466 00:23:30,175 --> 00:23:33,912 who just couldn't take care of me. 467 00:23:34,647 --> 00:23:36,707 I think she might be you. 468 00:23:36,740 --> 00:23:38,909 -Is that right? 469 00:23:39,743 --> 00:23:42,054 -I'm sorry if this feels like an ambush. 470 00:23:42,154 --> 00:23:43,706 Uh... 471 00:23:43,739 --> 00:23:46,859 I just really needed to meet you. 472 00:23:46,959 --> 00:23:51,597 -I'm sorry, but I never gave up a baby for adoption. 473 00:23:52,898 --> 00:23:55,401 I'll get you that coffee to go. 474 00:24:13,544 --> 00:24:15,120 -Oh, hey. 475 00:24:16,271 --> 00:24:17,548 -Hey. 476 00:24:21,894 --> 00:24:23,712 Oh! 477 00:24:44,950 --> 00:24:46,777 -Ice cream for you! 478 00:24:46,810 --> 00:24:48,078 Step right up! 479 00:24:58,756 --> 00:25:00,299 If you build it, he will come. 480 00:25:00,399 --> 00:25:02,901 Man, this takes grand gesture to a whole new level. 481 00:25:02,968 --> 00:25:07,272 -It pays to have access to a motorcycle gang's warehouse. 482 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:10,409 I just wanted Josh to have that moment with his dad 483 00:25:10,442 --> 00:25:11,794 that I never got with mine. 484 00:25:26,508 --> 00:25:28,193 -Dad. 485 00:25:29,486 --> 00:25:31,363 You look so handsome. 486 00:25:31,463 --> 00:25:32,998 -Hey, no crying in baseball. 487 00:25:34,299 --> 00:25:35,651 -Go get him, Dad. 488 00:25:38,137 --> 00:25:39,838 -I got your mitt. 489 00:25:58,657 --> 00:26:02,060 -So, Beau and I are officially over. 490 00:26:03,529 --> 00:26:05,531 Yeah, no, it was -- it was the right decision. 491 00:26:05,631 --> 00:26:06,732 -Okay. 492 00:26:08,567 --> 00:26:10,727 -Suddenly, it feels like 493 00:26:10,861 --> 00:26:13,405 there's nothing standing in the way of me and Wolf. 494 00:26:13,505 --> 00:26:15,207 -So what's holding you back? 495 00:26:15,240 --> 00:26:17,367 -I'm scared that something will go wrong for Wolf 496 00:26:17,401 --> 00:26:19,244 and he'll run away again. -Mm. 497 00:26:20,646 --> 00:26:22,372 -Um... 498 00:26:23,732 --> 00:26:25,209 Josh... 499 00:26:26,376 --> 00:26:29,037 He didn't want to tell you, but his dad passed away. 500 00:26:29,071 --> 00:26:31,523 He just found out a few days ago. 501 00:26:31,557 --> 00:26:32,891 He's okay. 502 00:26:32,991 --> 00:26:35,519 Honestly, he grieved his dad a long time ago. 503 00:26:35,586 --> 00:26:39,898 Point is, that doesn't look like someone 504 00:26:39,998 --> 00:26:41,500 who's running away to me. 505 00:26:41,533 --> 00:26:44,428 -Let's play ball! 506 00:26:45,929 --> 00:26:47,556 -That's -- That's what people say, right? 507 00:26:47,589 --> 00:26:49,208 -Yeah! 508 00:26:49,241 --> 00:26:52,102 Go, Duke! Let's go! 509 00:26:52,236 --> 00:26:53,537 -Yeah, Duke! 510 00:27:15,167 --> 00:27:17,085 -Let's go, Duke! 511 00:27:25,435 --> 00:27:27,012 -See what you got, Duke. 512 00:27:30,616 --> 00:27:32,451 -Okay, you got this, Dad. Here we go, here we go. 513 00:27:34,912 --> 00:27:35,954 -Let's go. 514 00:27:40,559 --> 00:27:41,952 -Safe! 515 00:27:41,985 --> 00:27:43,820 -Yeah! -Damn, Silva. 516 00:27:43,954 --> 00:27:45,597 Got an arm. 517 00:27:45,664 --> 00:27:46,632 -I'm good at baseball. 518 00:27:46,698 --> 00:27:47,866 -A great hustle! 519 00:27:52,671 --> 00:27:53,956 -You're out! 520 00:27:57,409 --> 00:27:59,244 -Whoo! 521 00:27:59,311 --> 00:28:01,413 -Yeah, Duke! -Here you go. 522 00:28:04,508 --> 00:28:05,717 -Whoo! Go, Dad! 523 00:28:05,784 --> 00:28:07,477 -Alright, Dad. Alright, Dad. 524 00:28:07,511 --> 00:28:08,971 -Let's go, Duke! 525 00:28:11,490 --> 00:28:12,691 -Go, Dad! 526 00:28:13,492 --> 00:28:15,310 -Duke! -Go, Duke! 527 00:28:15,344 --> 00:28:16,795 -Duke. 528 00:28:16,862 --> 00:28:18,830 -Bring me home, baby! 529 00:28:20,524 --> 00:28:21,959 -Come on, Duke! 530 00:28:53,498 --> 00:28:54,816 -You did it, Dad. 531 00:28:55,567 --> 00:28:58,370 -Come on. Let's go home. 532 00:28:58,437 --> 00:28:59,705 Let's go home. 533 00:28:59,838 --> 00:29:01,607 -Go. -Let's go. 534 00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:18,882 -Go on, Duke! Let's go! 535 00:29:20,258 --> 00:29:22,377 -Come on, Dad! Let's go! 536 00:29:42,939 --> 00:29:45,784 -Well, it seems like Duke had a really good time out there. 537 00:29:46,852 --> 00:29:49,788 -Thank you for everything you've done for our family. 538 00:29:49,921 --> 00:29:53,091 -Mm. -It's been a long time 539 00:29:53,191 --> 00:29:55,919 since I've seen that version of my husband. 540 00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:59,298 -Duke is still in there. 541 00:29:59,431 --> 00:30:02,534 -Over the years, being married to Duke 542 00:30:02,601 --> 00:30:06,388 we've been the keepers of each other's memories. 543 00:30:07,539 --> 00:30:11,176 I always thought we'd spend our golden years 544 00:30:11,243 --> 00:30:14,237 looking back on that time together. 545 00:30:14,304 --> 00:30:18,417 And now he's -- he's forgetting all of it. 546 00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:20,277 It's so sad. 547 00:30:21,653 --> 00:30:24,589 Makes me feel...alone. 548 00:30:28,085 --> 00:30:29,653 -At least you know you picked the right person 549 00:30:29,786 --> 00:30:30,962 to make memories with. 550 00:30:31,063 --> 00:30:33,115 You're right. 551 00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:37,502 -And that's what I want for my kids. 552 00:30:37,569 --> 00:30:39,096 I, uh... 553 00:30:39,996 --> 00:30:43,959 I'm very proud to have raised a fine neurosurgeon. 554 00:30:43,992 --> 00:30:46,745 Josh takes after his dad in that department, 555 00:30:46,812 --> 00:30:49,081 always making decisions with his head. 556 00:30:50,682 --> 00:30:54,252 I just hope somewhere along the way... 557 00:30:54,286 --> 00:30:57,656 I taught my son to follow his heart. 558 00:31:01,259 --> 00:31:02,310 -Pierce. 559 00:31:02,344 --> 00:31:03,829 -Hey. 560 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:06,823 I can't apologize if you don't let me. 561 00:31:09,468 --> 00:31:12,162 I've had a pit in my stomach all day. 562 00:31:12,195 --> 00:31:14,865 I don't like arguing with you. I'm sorry. 563 00:31:14,998 --> 00:31:17,534 -I don't like fighting with you either, Anthony. 564 00:31:17,667 --> 00:31:21,880 But maybe we aren't good at mixing business with pleasure. 565 00:31:21,947 --> 00:31:25,500 -Carol, it was one hiccup. 566 00:31:25,534 --> 00:31:26,852 I didn't want to let the guy die. 567 00:31:26,952 --> 00:31:28,503 -And I don't like being lied to. 568 00:31:28,537 --> 00:31:30,172 -I am not your ex-husband. 569 00:31:30,205 --> 00:31:33,058 -And I'm not that easy, breezy girl from 20 years ago. 570 00:31:34,292 --> 00:31:38,346 I've had too much life experience, 571 00:31:38,380 --> 00:31:41,333 too much heartbreak, and too much baggage. 572 00:31:41,366 --> 00:31:44,161 I need to hit the pause button. 573 00:31:47,806 --> 00:31:49,074 -Okay. 574 00:31:50,041 --> 00:31:51,193 I can respect that. 575 00:31:53,737 --> 00:31:56,364 Just let me know when you're ready to hit play again. 576 00:32:12,247 --> 00:32:14,566 -You did great out there. 577 00:32:14,699 --> 00:32:17,202 Who taught you how to throw a slider like that? 578 00:32:17,302 --> 00:32:19,062 -You did, Dad. 579 00:32:20,572 --> 00:32:21,932 -You know, I still think about 580 00:32:22,032 --> 00:32:23,341 when you coached my little league team. 581 00:32:23,408 --> 00:32:25,243 I was always the weakest batter, 582 00:32:25,343 --> 00:32:27,863 but you put me in the four hole to clean up. 583 00:32:29,214 --> 00:32:30,982 There was that one game. 584 00:32:31,049 --> 00:32:33,051 Ninth inning, bases loaded. 585 00:32:33,084 --> 00:32:35,403 We were down by three. I was at bat. 586 00:32:35,437 --> 00:32:37,956 I...I struck out looking. 587 00:32:38,056 --> 00:32:40,250 -Mm. -We lost. 588 00:32:40,283 --> 00:32:45,080 I was so mad at you for putting me in that position. 589 00:32:45,113 --> 00:32:47,766 But you insisted that we stay late. 590 00:32:47,899 --> 00:32:49,734 Hit some balls. Just the two of us. 591 00:32:49,835 --> 00:32:51,136 Just for fun. 592 00:32:51,953 --> 00:32:54,264 That night, I hit my first home run. 593 00:32:54,297 --> 00:32:55,765 And you cheered, 594 00:32:55,799 --> 00:32:58,810 like the stands were packed with thousands of fans. 595 00:32:58,910 --> 00:33:00,979 Put me up on your shoulders. 596 00:33:01,079 --> 00:33:04,766 You made me feel like I won the World Series. 597 00:33:07,811 --> 00:33:09,779 I'm so proud of you. 598 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:13,575 Look at you, a doctor. 599 00:33:15,585 --> 00:33:18,163 Are you dating anyone special? 600 00:33:19,256 --> 00:33:20,298 -Not at the moment. 601 00:33:23,168 --> 00:33:25,086 But there is someone. 602 00:33:27,105 --> 00:33:28,607 It's complicated. 603 00:33:28,673 --> 00:33:31,343 -Good ones usually are. 604 00:33:33,044 --> 00:33:34,963 Want to tell me more about him? 605 00:33:39,484 --> 00:33:41,102 -Well, for starters, he's a... 606 00:33:41,987 --> 00:33:43,805 He's a brilliant neurologist. 607 00:33:43,838 --> 00:33:47,025 Stubborn as an ox. 608 00:33:47,993 --> 00:33:49,995 -But I'm just crazy about him. 609 00:33:53,665 --> 00:33:57,269 -I figure we could take what we want and donate the rest. 610 00:33:57,335 --> 00:33:59,029 Dad was a pack rat. 611 00:33:59,162 --> 00:34:01,298 Mm. 612 00:34:01,364 --> 00:34:02,832 What's so funny? 613 00:34:02,866 --> 00:34:05,794 -Oh, uh, nothing. You know, you're just... 614 00:34:06,645 --> 00:34:08,496 not at all what I imagined. 615 00:34:08,530 --> 00:34:11,499 -Well, I thought you'd be taller. 616 00:34:15,879 --> 00:34:18,723 -When I came here and I saw the photos, 617 00:34:18,857 --> 00:34:23,520 I learned that he had a good life with you and your mom. 618 00:34:24,930 --> 00:34:27,232 It hurt, a lot. 619 00:34:27,365 --> 00:34:28,700 I wanted to believe 620 00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:31,570 that he spent the last 30 years grieving me. 621 00:34:33,563 --> 00:34:35,674 I couldn't accept that you got him your whole life 622 00:34:35,774 --> 00:34:37,192 and I didn't. 623 00:34:43,715 --> 00:34:45,016 -If it makes you feel better, 624 00:34:45,050 --> 00:34:47,369 he wanted you to have half his ashes. 625 00:34:58,797 --> 00:35:01,216 Would it have killed the man to have a filing system? 626 00:35:11,926 --> 00:35:15,380 Sorry. This was all just so selfish of him. 627 00:35:15,413 --> 00:35:19,184 -I know. -He had this whole other life. 628 00:35:19,250 --> 00:35:23,121 -I know. -He just drops a bomb on me, and then he dies. 629 00:35:25,774 --> 00:35:27,075 -I know. 630 00:35:31,287 --> 00:35:33,798 -I get that... 631 00:35:33,932 --> 00:35:36,234 I was the lucky one. 632 00:35:36,334 --> 00:35:37,936 But growing up, 633 00:35:38,036 --> 00:35:40,238 it always felt like there was someone else 634 00:35:40,305 --> 00:35:43,224 he was comparing me to. 635 00:35:45,310 --> 00:35:47,078 Now I know. 636 00:35:47,145 --> 00:35:48,596 It was you. 637 00:36:00,725 --> 00:36:02,452 -I'm sorry about your dad. 638 00:36:03,144 --> 00:36:05,597 Thanks. 639 00:36:05,697 --> 00:36:08,283 But I am okay. 640 00:36:11,161 --> 00:36:12,737 Is that for me? 641 00:36:12,804 --> 00:36:17,308 -No. Uh, got it for myself, actually, a few months ago. 642 00:36:17,442 --> 00:36:19,169 It's been a nightmare trying to keep it alive. 643 00:36:19,302 --> 00:36:22,180 Am I watering it too much, not enough? 644 00:36:22,313 --> 00:36:25,642 Try direct sunlight, humidity from the shower. 645 00:36:25,675 --> 00:36:34,025 Strangely, playing Bach is the only thing that seems to help. 646 00:36:35,343 --> 00:36:37,395 -This thing has taken over my life. 647 00:36:37,462 --> 00:36:40,565 It's unpredictable, stubborn, moody. 648 00:36:40,632 --> 00:36:42,267 I never know what it needs. 649 00:36:42,333 --> 00:36:45,495 But it's all I can think about. 650 00:36:47,272 --> 00:36:48,173 -Um... 651 00:36:52,944 --> 00:36:55,447 Are we still talking about a fern? 652 00:37:01,853 --> 00:37:04,089 I love you, Oliver. 653 00:37:04,155 --> 00:37:06,491 I want to play Bach for you. 654 00:37:06,524 --> 00:37:08,860 I want to put you in the sun. 655 00:37:13,498 --> 00:37:14,657 -I love you, too. 656 00:37:17,335 --> 00:37:19,896 But I don't know if I can give you the life you want. 657 00:37:20,029 --> 00:37:22,440 You know me. 658 00:37:22,507 --> 00:37:25,860 Josh, I'm not the one you choose. 659 00:37:25,894 --> 00:37:28,580 -Oh. -Well, see? That's just it. 660 00:37:28,646 --> 00:37:30,915 It's -- It's not a choice. 661 00:37:32,450 --> 00:37:35,703 From the day I met you, you were the one. 662 00:37:35,737 --> 00:37:37,422 I tried to fight it. I... 663 00:37:38,915 --> 00:37:40,024 I really did. 664 00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:44,354 But it was always you. 665 00:37:44,420 --> 00:37:46,256 The life I want, 666 00:37:46,389 --> 00:37:50,560 whatever that looks like, is with you. 667 00:37:57,075 --> 00:37:59,777 -Love is a brain-altering event. 668 00:38:02,272 --> 00:38:05,283 It releases a cascade of neurochemicals. 669 00:38:08,386 --> 00:38:11,189 -Dopamine surges, 670 00:38:11,256 --> 00:38:12,790 creating euphoria... 671 00:38:13,758 --> 00:38:15,126 ...our desire for connection. 672 00:38:17,612 --> 00:38:19,430 -Norepinephrine increases, 673 00:38:19,531 --> 00:38:22,934 causing our hearts to race, palms to sweat. 674 00:38:28,097 --> 00:38:31,609 -Serotonin drops, making us lovesick. 675 00:38:52,797 --> 00:38:56,926 -Our attachment hormones, oxytocin and vasopressin, rise. 676 00:38:57,794 --> 00:39:01,306 The brain clears a path for us to form a bond... 677 00:39:05,101 --> 00:39:10,248 -...and, despite ourselves and all odds, follow our hearts. 678 00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:34,372 -Dr. Thorne, we are here to discuss an interaction 679 00:39:34,439 --> 00:39:37,200 you had with a patient named Alan Caldwell. 680 00:39:37,300 --> 00:39:39,110 -We recovered a body in the trunk of a vehicle 681 00:39:39,143 --> 00:39:40,578 registered to Mr. Caldwell. 682 00:39:40,645 --> 00:39:42,280 The body identified was his wife. 683 00:39:42,347 --> 00:39:43,840 -Wait. Sorry. He... 684 00:39:44,816 --> 00:39:46,843 He killed his wife? -We don't know. 685 00:39:46,876 --> 00:39:50,488 Alan named you and a Dr. Carol Pierce as his alibis. 686 00:39:50,521 --> 00:39:54,008 If you could come with us, we have some questions for you. 687 00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:04,535 -You said no work on vacation. 688 00:40:04,569 --> 00:40:06,496 -Axonal transport kinetics is not work. 689 00:40:06,562 --> 00:40:08,039 It's pleasure. 690 00:40:08,072 --> 00:40:10,541 And please. I see you doing your morning pages. 691 00:40:22,420 --> 00:40:26,424 -Breakfast is in 15, and I will not miss that waffle buffet. 692 00:40:28,051 --> 00:40:29,294 Get up boys. Come on. 693 00:40:29,360 --> 00:40:30,928 Your third wheel is hungry! 694 00:40:31,963 --> 00:40:33,589 So, I've been thinking a lot 695 00:40:33,690 --> 00:40:35,049 about that cocktail you had yesterday, Carol. 696 00:40:35,083 --> 00:40:37,035 -The papaya one or the spicy one? 697 00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:39,395 -There have been so many. How can you keep track? 698 00:40:55,386 --> 00:40:57,755 -Yes. We need multiple ambulances at the Zavar. 699 00:40:57,822 --> 00:40:58,956 Please hurry. 700 00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:02,618 I got a pulse here, but it's thready! 701 00:41:03,795 --> 00:41:05,888 -She's having a seizure. Come on. 702 00:41:11,060 --> 00:41:12,253 -Her pulse is weak and rapid. 703 00:41:14,672 --> 00:41:16,099 What is this?