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Is your 4K on?

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Yeah.
-Yeah.

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On this side, yeah.

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I wanna aim for, like, five minutes
of a jack-off instructional.

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Go back there. I wanna see.

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You look really cute.
Lighting is good.

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Are you ready?
-Mm-hmm.

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Ready, set...

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Today, we're gonna jack off together,

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and I can't wait.

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I want to see you stroke your cock

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and I want you to come
when I tell you to come

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while you're thinking about these titties

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all over your fucking face.

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I decided beginning of 2019
to move to Las Vegas.

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It's cheaper here.

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The cost of living in Seattle
keeps going up,

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and for half as much as I pay there,

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I get more space.

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Hugh Hefner Drive.

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That's great.

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Only in Las Vegas.

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A lot has changed in the past two years.

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I went on a multi-city tour

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over the course of 2018 around the country

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to make money working.

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It was probably
the best experience of my life.

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I want you to stroke your dick so slow,

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and I know it feels so good.

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Heck yeah.

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Do you know...

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This is literally me every time.

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I put my body through a lot
for sure that 2018.

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I went really, really hard.

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Mostly I was getting booked
for, like, four, five, six hour dates,

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dinner dates, so I would just fill my days
with clients

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until I was booked.

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I would stay in a city
probably about three, four days

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and then I would travel to the next city

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and then I would go back home.

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Being away from my son was probably
one of the hardest things I did,

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and I'm very fortunate and privileged

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that I have family

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that has the means to provide for him

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while I was away from home.

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I don't approve
because I believe that you're worth more.

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The job is not who you are.

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The job is just what you do.

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Me and my mom's relationship has grown.

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She's more accepting of what I do
because I don't ask her for anything,

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so she doesn't need to provide for me
financially.

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When I came out to you a couple years ago,

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I told you that I was escorting
to provide for myself

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in order for me to go to school.

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How do you feel about me
still not being in school?

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School is tough.

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I didn't go back to school
till I was 30-something years old.

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I would like you to do something
that you wanna do,

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whether that's massage therapy or...

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What if what I want to do is sex work?

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I'm going to pray that
out of your system.

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That's what I'm gonna do.

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You're feeding someone's addiction.

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People that are paying it,
to me, are sick people.

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They can't get it anywhere else,
so they're gonna pay for it.

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That's a sickness.

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She always tells me
she's praying for me.

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All the time.

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You know, she's concerned still,
but still very supportive.

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She picked up and left,
though, Washington.

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Bought a house in Florida

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and went to retire with her husband.

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My son was there for two months
while I moved.

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Why do you feel like
prostitution is illegal?

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Because sex, making love,

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should be between a married man
and a married woman.

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Okay.

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That sounds wild to me,
and I'm gonna keep my...

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That's crazy.

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This is the site
where I make most of my income.

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You post your videos
and people are able to see your content.

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This is where they come
to see all of my juicy smut.

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I like the act
of being able to, like, perform

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what I do for clients

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actually on camera and get paid for it.

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It is not illegal to sell content,
so, like, it legalized my sex work.

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I... that's what I most love about you
on social media.

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It is, like...
-I always see booty jiggling.

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Always.

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Oh, yeah, baby.
Stroke that cock.

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There's a network of girls
that we all promote each other.

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-$40 for 10 minutes?
-Yeah.

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I'm undercharging.

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Yeah, 40.

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And it's been working out for me.

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I still see clients.

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I'm able to raise my rates
because I have a sustainable income.

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I'm a producer, I'm an editor,

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I film myself, I'm the makeup artist,

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I come up with the costume,
I come up with the storyline.

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I'm my own one-woman working machine.

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We need to do more content together.
Like, can you film me?

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Yes!
-Because I feel like that helps.

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And it's so hard
and it's like you can't get the...

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Not all the angles.
-That you want.

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Like, that angle you got from the side?
-Yeah.

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Hot.

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I've gotten to a place of privilege
in my work.

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It went from survival sex work,
I'm doing this to survive, to get going,

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to now this is a choice.

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I don't have to see a client.

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I can choose who I see, when I see,

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if I even see you,
if I even feel like it.

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If I don't feel like it,
I don't have to see you.

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Everyone's allowed to buy pussy.

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To each their own.

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I think everyone should.
Like, why not?

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It's been working for me,

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so that's why I've continued.

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I wish you had just texted me.

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I wanted you to call me
so I could talk to you.

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No, I know you want me to call you.
-I always want you to call me.

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I know you do, but...

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'Cause you... 'cause you do the little,
like, half sentences with no punctuation.

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I can't tell if you're,
like, mad or happy.

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Yeah, you're not my boyfriend anymore.

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No, you're not my girlfriend anymore

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but we're still friends,
so we gotta communicate.

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I love you.

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I really wanna kiss you right now.

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No, that's absolutely not happening.

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I feel very uncomfortable.

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When we broke up,
I was pretty brutal to him.

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He was pretty heartbroken.
He was like, I supported you.

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But I'm like, yeah,
you also got a free ride though.

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He was definitely benefitting
from the work that I was doing.

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Using my vagina to make money

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when I was in distress

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about all these bills
that I was drowning in, you know,

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if he really didn't want me to do it,
then he would've gotten another job.

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So how's things been with work?

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I haven't seen anyone in a few weeks.

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Yeah? You stopped advertising.

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Mm-hmm.
-You gonna start advertising some more?

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I don't know.
I have to do new pictures if I'm gonna...

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New pictures?
Yeah, you've got a whole new look going.

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I mean, he definitely didn't like the idea

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of his girlfriend, like, going off
for a couple hours with some other guy.

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You wanna go upstairs
and smoke a cigarette?

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Yes.
-Yeah, we do.

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It was the best option that I had
considering the circumstances.

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It's like, 70-hour work week

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or, like, go hang out with this sad,
lonely old guy for a couple hours

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is the easy option.

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Just be safe.
-I am, I have been.

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I know, I know, I know.
-No.

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Come on, give me a kiss.
-No.

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I think, like, since I've started
doing sex work,

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my expectations for how men can treat me

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has exponentially improved.

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My relationship with money
has changed a lot,

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and my relationship with who I allow
into my space has change a lot.

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Like, I'm definitely,
like, much more stern boundaries

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and have no problem no problem
telling guys no now.

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Like where maybe I would've just...
It would've been a silent no,

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now it's like a
I'm gonna run away from you

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And scream no in your face now.

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Bye.
-Bye.

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We'll see.
-All right.

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Bye, Finny.

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Kay, take good care of your daddy, okay?

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I think he thinks
that we'll get back together eventually,

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or that there's no one better
for me than him,

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and I'm just like, I don't...

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I don't know, I disagree.

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A lot of times, I just wanna, like...

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I wanna be angry at him,
but at the same time, it's...

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I'm moved past it,

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so it doesn't... none of it matters anymore

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'cause I'm moved on,

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and life is getting
exponentially better every day.

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Ever since I broke it off with him,
it's been better every day.

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If I do continue

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or decide to move on from sex work,

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then it will be on my own account

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and just based on my own wants and needs

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and not anybody else's.

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I've never been able
to get my voice out there.

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I have the privilege
where I can come forward

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without risking as much as other people.

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Transitioning from survival sex work

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into this place of privilege that I'm at

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has been the biggest change in my life

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because I have a sustainable income

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to where I'm not actually having
to take a client for $100.

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Blow and go.

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Based off of the money
that I've made already,

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I feel comfortable,
like, walking away from it

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if that's what I decide to do.

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Getting society to accept us

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is getting people in general to see
that we're human beings.

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We're not the dead hooker on TV.

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Even if the industry is not perfect,

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the people participating in it
should be protected and accepted,

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not ostracized.

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Sex work isn't sustainable

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just because of how much anxiety
I have from society.

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All these social norms telling you
that what you're doing is wrong

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and you're a bad person.

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I think that's probably the hardest part.

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It's, like, a cruel part
of our society

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that people in the sex industry
often exist on the margins.

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There's so many people
who have never reached out to me

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but would have if they knew
that I existed.

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This is what I want to do.

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I want to be in sex work.

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I get to sell my videos that I make,

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I get to have great sex
with people who I like,

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and I sell it to people who like me.

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I am very, very grateful
for my experiences in the industry.

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I'm grateful for the lessons they taught.

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And I met some incredible people,

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and I feel like I got to make
a positive impact on the world.

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I'm just living the life
that I want, how I want,

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without asking permission

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or without saying sorry.

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