1 00:00:13,041 --> 00:00:15,083 Dear parishioners, 2 00:00:15,166 --> 00:00:20,833 some scholars define thinking for brain function. 3 00:00:20,916 --> 00:00:24,166 According to the teachings of Sufism - 4 00:00:24,250 --> 00:00:28,791 however, thinking is an activity of the heart. 5 00:00:29,708 --> 00:00:34,083 If the heart is pure and undefiled - 6 00:00:34,166 --> 00:00:38,958 and in it flow balls and clear waters, 7 00:00:39,041 --> 00:00:44,500 then the mind cannot taint actions. 8 00:00:44,583 --> 00:00:49,833 Such a person has purified from the murky waters of his heart: 9 00:00:49,916 --> 00:00:56,666 of pride, blasphemy and trampling on the rights of others. 10 00:00:56,750 --> 00:01:00,833 God lives in the heart of such a person. 11 00:01:01,708 --> 00:01:03,833 Allahu Akbar. 12 00:01:13,458 --> 00:01:15,625 May God hear your prayers. 13 00:01:26,916 --> 00:01:32,666 ANOTHER SELF 14 00:01:49,458 --> 00:01:50,416 Morning. 15 00:01:53,208 --> 00:01:54,500 Good morning. 16 00:01:56,291 --> 00:01:58,791 Or stem cells? -What? 17 00:02:00,708 --> 00:02:05,208 You talked in your sleep. "Stem cells are the key." -I don't. 18 00:02:05,291 --> 00:02:07,666 I'm serious. -Did I really talk? 19 00:02:07,750 --> 00:02:09,666 You spoke. - I don't remember that. 20 00:02:10,916 --> 00:02:12,833 Is something weighing on your mind? 21 00:02:16,166 --> 00:02:18,875 I don't know. Clinic… 22 00:02:20,250 --> 00:02:24,375 What do I do? How do I explain it to people? 23 00:02:25,666 --> 00:02:27,625 That worries me. 24 00:02:29,791 --> 00:02:32,750 I'm curious to see what you come up with. 25 00:02:33,958 --> 00:02:37,875 I wish I could have it special treatment from Dr. Ada? 26 00:02:37,958 --> 00:02:42,458 We cannot accept you as a patient. - Why not? 27 00:02:42,541 --> 00:02:46,791 Because we have become a little too close. 28 00:02:47,916 --> 00:02:53,416 You have lost me as your doctor and therapist. 29 00:02:53,500 --> 00:02:55,208 Does that mean 30 00:02:56,208 --> 00:02:57,291 that you are - 31 00:02:58,791 --> 00:03:00,625 something else for me? 32 00:03:02,416 --> 00:03:04,625 Can we say that? - I don't know. 33 00:03:05,416 --> 00:03:06,666 Perhaps. 34 00:03:08,250 --> 00:03:10,208 I have a suggestion. -What? 35 00:03:12,125 --> 00:03:15,375 Would you come to my lecture today? -Of course. 36 00:03:15,458 --> 00:03:19,375 Become a speaker. - Can you talk? 37 00:03:19,458 --> 00:03:21,958 What would I talk about in your lecture? 38 00:03:22,041 --> 00:03:26,416 They say the best ideas are born - 39 00:03:27,416 --> 00:03:28,625 in the shower. 40 00:03:28,708 --> 00:03:31,333 Will they be born? - So they say. 41 00:04:17,500 --> 00:04:20,250 DEPARTURE TO AFRICA 42 00:04:35,541 --> 00:04:39,791 where have you been Your phone was off all night. 43 00:04:40,416 --> 00:04:42,041 I was in a hotel. 44 00:04:42,125 --> 00:04:45,458 My wife humiliated me compared to vent guests. 45 00:04:45,541 --> 00:04:47,208 I needed my own time. 46 00:04:47,291 --> 00:04:50,666 Listen. Sevgi studied those guys. 47 00:04:50,750 --> 00:04:54,500 They were going to demolish the tavern and build a hotel. 48 00:04:54,583 --> 00:04:57,791 The project was ready. Why would I have agreed? 49 00:04:57,875 --> 00:05:03,208 You didn't even agree. Bravo. I hope you get your medal soon. 50 00:05:03,291 --> 00:05:06,916 Erdem. - Apparently your task is to save the world. 51 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:12,666 We don't have kids or anything. - I refused for the sake of our children. 52 00:05:12,750 --> 00:05:18,166 I finally feel useful and to achieve. Why don't you get it? 53 00:05:18,250 --> 00:05:22,333 Don't bother grinding. Do you think I'm stupid? 54 00:05:22,416 --> 00:05:26,666 I do know what's going on. -Well what? 55 00:05:27,833 --> 00:05:30,125 What's going on? 56 00:05:31,000 --> 00:05:35,625 I saw the way you looked at him. -Who was I looking at? 57 00:05:35,708 --> 00:05:38,458 You know who I'm talking about! 58 00:05:38,541 --> 00:05:43,333 You visited him at the farm and you took Mav along. 59 00:05:43,416 --> 00:05:48,875 Sarp told everything! What the hell? -You're accusing me of something terrible. 60 00:05:48,958 --> 00:05:54,625 You don't know what I went through in the stables. -You don't know anything about anything! 61 00:05:55,208 --> 00:05:58,458 I can't even get a loan because of the bankruptcy. 62 00:05:58,541 --> 00:06:02,833 I have been in chains for years because of your nonsense. 63 00:06:02,916 --> 00:06:07,958 Is it my fault you cheated people and you went bankrupt? 64 00:06:08,041 --> 00:06:09,250 Hear… - Mother. 65 00:06:10,166 --> 00:06:14,208 Mavi is crying. -Go see him. I will come soon. 66 00:06:15,666 --> 00:06:18,958 You don't talk about this in front of the kids anymore. 67 00:06:19,041 --> 00:06:25,125 You fire that Yorgos bastard or I'll beat him so bad 68 00:06:25,708 --> 00:06:28,166 that he cannot come before men. 69 00:06:42,375 --> 00:06:48,041 Mrs. Sultan, I am exploring the possibilities after our conversation yesterday. 70 00:06:48,666 --> 00:06:53,041 Halime doesn't say anything himself, and you didn't see anything. 71 00:06:53,125 --> 00:06:57,416 The prosecutor needs some basis for investigation. 72 00:06:57,500 --> 00:07:01,916 That's what they said at the police station too. That's why I came to you. 73 00:07:03,833 --> 00:07:07,666 The girl already lost everything in the earthquake. 74 00:07:07,750 --> 00:07:14,250 He's just been sitting at home After coming from Hatay. Orphan girl parka. 75 00:07:15,208 --> 00:07:19,333 I've been a nervous wreck after seeing those bruises. 76 00:07:20,041 --> 00:07:24,583 I asked if he ran into anything. He replied that he had crashed. 77 00:07:24,666 --> 00:07:29,333 As soon as the bruises heal, new ones appear instead. 78 00:07:29,875 --> 00:07:36,000 I thought he had some illness. Maybe I'm just overreacting. I can't say. 79 00:07:36,083 --> 00:07:39,916 I feel her like my own daughter. -I suggest something. 80 00:07:40,541 --> 00:07:47,083 My close friend is a surgeon. Let him examine Halime. 81 00:07:47,166 --> 00:07:52,208 Does it fit? - Thank God. It fits really well. 82 00:08:04,041 --> 00:08:07,333 Death is in anthropology a significant concept. 83 00:08:07,416 --> 00:08:10,958 In different cultures, societies and religions - 84 00:08:11,041 --> 00:08:14,166 is unique rituals related to death. 85 00:08:14,250 --> 00:08:18,750 Anthropology deals with them as important rites of passage. 86 00:08:19,750 --> 00:08:21,500 How does recovery take place? 87 00:08:22,125 --> 00:08:28,958 Humanity has always sought an answer to that. It's like a shared cultural heritage. 88 00:08:29,583 --> 00:08:33,833 Is it possible to recover, if he makes peace with his past? 89 00:08:33,916 --> 00:08:39,083 Article author, surgeon Ada Korkmaz, is here today. 90 00:08:39,833 --> 00:08:41,458 Please, Dr. Ada. 91 00:08:48,750 --> 00:08:49,833 Greeting. 92 00:08:49,916 --> 00:08:53,708 Thank you, Dr. Özgür. This came out of the blue. 93 00:08:53,791 --> 00:08:57,333 Thanks to yourselves. Welcome. -Thanks. 94 00:08:57,416 --> 00:08:59,583 Anyone have any questions? 95 00:09:00,375 --> 00:09:01,375 Belize. 96 00:09:01,958 --> 00:09:07,000 You talk in the article about the transmission of traumas across generations. 97 00:09:07,083 --> 00:09:13,083 Why do we experience the pain of our predecessors? Isn't that unfair? 98 00:09:13,166 --> 00:09:17,375 Belize tries to ask, what does some museum stuff matter? 99 00:09:17,916 --> 00:09:21,291 Atakan is known from its scientific approach. 100 00:09:21,375 --> 00:09:25,375 "Museokama" is a cool way to talk about people. Let's get back to it. 101 00:09:26,333 --> 00:09:30,208 Great question. Thank you, Beliz and Atakan. 102 00:09:30,291 --> 00:09:34,041 Why do we suffer from something, that we didn't cause? 103 00:09:34,125 --> 00:09:40,291 Why the next generation should suffer from our problems? 104 00:09:41,333 --> 00:09:48,208 If we are united by the invisible threads that have been proven to exist? 105 00:09:49,208 --> 00:09:52,708 You must have heard of stem cells. 106 00:09:53,750 --> 00:09:56,375 The first drop of life is born, 107 00:09:56,458 --> 00:10:01,791 when the father's sperm meets the mother's ovum. 108 00:10:02,708 --> 00:10:05,250 What does this beginning of life entail? 109 00:10:05,333 --> 00:10:08,833 That's where our parents are and knowledge passed down from our ancestors. 110 00:10:08,916 --> 00:10:15,333 Right. In addition, it contains information on stress reactions. 111 00:10:16,791 --> 00:10:20,208 This little cell begins to grow. 112 00:10:21,458 --> 00:10:25,166 Which part of our body forms first? 113 00:10:25,250 --> 00:10:27,000 Heart. -Any other ideas? 114 00:10:27,083 --> 00:10:29,083 Brain. -Any guesses yet? 115 00:10:29,166 --> 00:10:30,083 Blood. 116 00:10:31,875 --> 00:10:33,083 Nervous system. 117 00:10:33,958 --> 00:10:37,083 Before brain or heart the nervous system is formed, 118 00:10:37,166 --> 00:10:41,500 which stores memories already on the 20th day of pregnancy. 119 00:10:41,583 --> 00:10:43,583 This is important. 120 00:10:43,666 --> 00:10:50,500 Information is not passed on because of some unfair punishment. 121 00:10:50,583 --> 00:10:51,666 Vice versa. 122 00:10:51,750 --> 00:10:56,208 It creates a defense mechanism, which protects against painful experiences. 123 00:10:56,291 --> 00:11:00,125 How do we figure out what has our family passed down to us? 124 00:11:00,208 --> 00:11:04,000 You can start with a family tree. 125 00:11:04,083 --> 00:11:05,916 Ask your parents - 126 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:10,125 or from other elderly relatives of your ancestors, 127 00:11:10,208 --> 00:11:14,708 disappearances, adoptions or early deaths. 128 00:11:14,791 --> 00:11:18,958 Did a mother lose a child before you, or did she have an abortion? 129 00:11:19,041 --> 00:11:22,791 All of this is part of our family tree. 130 00:11:23,625 --> 00:11:28,333 People don't want to talk about their losses, because it hurts. 131 00:11:28,416 --> 00:11:34,916 Talking and making space in the heart however, eases the trauma. 132 00:11:38,166 --> 00:11:39,125 Mr. Rıza? 133 00:11:41,916 --> 00:11:42,750 What now? 134 00:11:44,291 --> 00:11:50,291 The kids said you need to rest. - I've caused you a lot of trouble. 135 00:11:50,375 --> 00:11:53,250 Not at all. -Oh yes. 136 00:11:54,208 --> 00:11:56,125 I will return to Adana. 137 00:11:56,875 --> 00:12:00,000 I don't want to be a burden to anyone. 138 00:12:02,750 --> 00:12:07,041 I won't let you go without a teacup. 139 00:12:07,125 --> 00:12:11,416 I'll get hurt if you don't worry about it. Let's drink a cup of tea. 140 00:12:17,291 --> 00:12:21,041 Come and get the coupon. 141 00:12:23,458 --> 00:12:25,666 I've been thinking about something. 142 00:12:27,583 --> 00:12:30,416 Why do you call Fiko Tevfik? 143 00:12:35,875 --> 00:12:38,916 "I'm not looking to benefit anyone. 144 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:41,875 I am not asking for anyone's protection. 145 00:12:43,375 --> 00:12:48,125 I walk in my own space, under my own sky." 146 00:12:49,833 --> 00:12:51,000 Tevfik Fikret. 147 00:12:52,541 --> 00:12:53,875 Beautiful. 148 00:12:54,458 --> 00:12:58,750 My son goes by the name Fikret, and I call him Tevfik. 149 00:12:59,583 --> 00:13:04,333 I can't agree with the jerk about that either. -Fiko is no jerk. 150 00:13:05,791 --> 00:13:07,750 He is the best son-in-law in the world. 151 00:13:07,833 --> 00:13:12,958 He never hurts my daughter, but does everything asked. 152 00:13:13,041 --> 00:13:16,208 He respects and loves Sevgi. 153 00:13:18,916 --> 00:13:20,166 my love - 154 00:13:21,791 --> 00:13:24,166 cheated death. 155 00:13:24,958 --> 00:13:30,875 Fiko was always by his side. Who did Fiko learn it from? 156 00:13:32,750 --> 00:13:34,125 I want to… 157 00:13:36,041 --> 00:13:43,041 As a mother, I want to thank you my daughter's happiness. 158 00:13:44,708 --> 00:13:45,708 Listen. 159 00:13:47,125 --> 00:13:50,375 Would you still consider staying? 160 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:58,833 Ada is a great doctor. You are in good hands here. 161 00:13:59,541 --> 00:14:01,500 Don't go. 162 00:14:03,083 --> 00:14:04,666 Think about it. 163 00:14:05,250 --> 00:14:10,375 When we face a threat, our nervous system reacts automatically. 164 00:14:11,291 --> 00:14:12,125 Getaway. 165 00:14:14,375 --> 00:14:15,875 Fight. 166 00:14:18,458 --> 00:14:19,625 Freezing. 167 00:14:22,083 --> 00:14:23,625 Pleasing. 168 00:14:26,166 --> 00:14:27,208 Collapse. 169 00:14:31,041 --> 00:14:36,333 You know how hares freeze, when they face danger? 170 00:14:36,416 --> 00:14:38,666 The same goes for us. 171 00:14:40,208 --> 00:14:46,083 Freezing is common in death, separation, in the context of trauma and abuse. 172 00:14:46,583 --> 00:14:53,458 Those who experience it often feel guilty, although the reaction cannot be controlled. 173 00:14:54,041 --> 00:14:59,458 The nervous system gives the command to freeze based on centuries of experience. 174 00:15:22,541 --> 00:15:26,291 If you experience childhood trauma, 175 00:15:26,375 --> 00:15:30,125 a part of me may freeze in a moment of trauma. 176 00:15:30,208 --> 00:15:34,416 Even as an adult it can be difficult to make sound decisions. 177 00:15:34,500 --> 00:15:39,083 The good news is, that the situation can be changed. 178 00:15:40,833 --> 00:15:45,000 I stayed away for years, even if you weren't the problem. 179 00:15:45,625 --> 00:15:47,333 Now we can make a deal. 180 00:15:56,125 --> 00:15:58,666 I don't understand, but it sounds nice. 181 00:16:05,500 --> 00:16:06,916 It's from this book. 182 00:16:08,458 --> 00:16:09,750 What I said. 183 00:16:13,208 --> 00:16:15,708 TELL ME, ZORBAS 184 00:16:15,791 --> 00:16:18,916 This is in Turkish. I'm reading. 185 00:16:19,958 --> 00:16:23,166 "Happiness is difficult to notice in the moment of happiness. 186 00:16:23,250 --> 00:16:30,250 We remember it with amazement and admiration only when it is left behind. 187 00:16:30,333 --> 00:16:31,750 Nevertheless - 188 00:16:33,166 --> 00:16:38,458 when I experienced happiness on the shore of Cunda Island, I knew I was happy." 189 00:16:42,916 --> 00:16:44,041 Beautiful. 190 00:16:46,666 --> 00:16:48,208 Why did you come to visit? 191 00:16:50,291 --> 00:16:51,125 Yorgos. 192 00:16:55,291 --> 00:17:00,375 What you did for Elen's Tavern, is special to me. 193 00:17:01,458 --> 00:17:02,791 It's important. 194 00:17:03,750 --> 00:17:05,458 I am grateful. 195 00:17:06,041 --> 00:17:08,791 Thanks to you, we got more customers. 196 00:17:09,291 --> 00:17:11,791 I can't replace… - You're firing me. 197 00:17:26,333 --> 00:17:29,916 Don't force a translation program. I don't understand you. 198 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:34,333 I said you're right. It's okay to fire me. 199 00:17:40,666 --> 00:17:41,833 The book is yours. 200 00:17:51,791 --> 00:17:52,916 Adios, Yorgos. 201 00:17:53,708 --> 00:17:55,291 I think it was Spanish. 202 00:17:56,333 --> 00:17:57,500 You can do it. 203 00:18:09,916 --> 00:18:13,291 When are you going to come back? -What has happened? 204 00:18:13,375 --> 00:18:17,708 I need your help with something. -Can't you tell on the phone? 205 00:18:17,791 --> 00:18:21,000 I will be in Istanbul for a couple more days with Özgür. 206 00:18:21,083 --> 00:18:24,083 We'll talk when you get back. -Clear. 207 00:18:24,166 --> 00:18:28,375 Have a good time. You sound happy. - That's what I am. 208 00:18:28,458 --> 00:18:30,916 I'm at university. I'll call later. 209 00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:32,875 All right. -Bye. 210 00:18:39,166 --> 00:18:42,500 Dr. Özgür is on the move. Did he break up with Ceyda? 211 00:18:42,583 --> 00:18:46,416 You know they're going to get back together. 212 00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:50,250 Ceyda won't let go of Dr. Özgür. -So. 213 00:18:50,833 --> 00:18:54,875 He only stayed here because of Özgür. Of course he tries. 214 00:18:55,583 --> 00:18:58,583 Is this it? Clear. 215 00:18:58,666 --> 00:19:00,708 Can I borrow a pen? - Just take it. 216 00:19:00,791 --> 00:19:02,625 Thanks. 217 00:19:02,708 --> 00:19:06,041 I have done a great part, but something may be missing. 218 00:19:06,125 --> 00:19:08,708 Please send this to me to complete. 219 00:19:08,791 --> 00:19:12,625 That's not needed. -This is going to be really good. 220 00:19:13,375 --> 00:19:15,083 That part is not so… 221 00:19:15,166 --> 00:19:19,875 Let me introduce you. Dr. Ada, Miss Ceyda is our assistant. 222 00:19:19,958 --> 00:19:23,791 Nice to meet you. You communicate well with the class. 223 00:19:24,375 --> 00:19:25,375 Congratulations. 224 00:19:28,125 --> 00:19:30,791 Thanks. Nice to meet you. 225 00:19:30,875 --> 00:19:34,250 Ceyda did research in the Taurus Mountains. 226 00:19:34,333 --> 00:19:37,333 We found your father's last name from his archives. 227 00:19:39,833 --> 00:19:42,291 Really? Thank you very much. 228 00:19:42,375 --> 00:19:47,166 I also have photos. I can send them to you. 229 00:19:48,625 --> 00:19:54,333 I have to go back to Ayvalık. -What happened? Are you OK? 230 00:19:54,416 --> 00:19:57,500 Sevgi called. He didn't say what it was about. 231 00:19:57,583 --> 00:20:00,000 I have to go. -Okay, but... 232 00:20:00,083 --> 00:20:04,000 Dr. Özgür, we need to talk about yesterday's meeting. 233 00:20:23,333 --> 00:20:26,666 I never want to again to be in that situation. 234 00:20:35,958 --> 00:20:41,500 In addition to those drawn in the office there are also these pictures from Sultan. 235 00:20:42,041 --> 00:20:43,666 Now. 236 00:20:46,250 --> 00:20:49,791 This could be sexual abuse. -Oh, Ada. 237 00:20:50,375 --> 00:20:53,041 These sharp lines… 238 00:20:53,125 --> 00:20:58,166 He always wears black and always draws the same things. 239 00:20:58,958 --> 00:21:00,916 Sultan may be right. 240 00:21:02,083 --> 00:21:06,625 The bruises may not have come from a fall, but someone hurt the girl. 241 00:21:09,166 --> 00:21:10,416 Ada. 242 00:21:11,041 --> 00:21:13,958 It is normal for the child not to tell about it. 243 00:21:14,041 --> 00:21:18,375 He feels that he has found a refuge after heavy losses. 244 00:21:19,333 --> 00:21:22,166 He needs professional help. 245 00:21:25,000 --> 00:21:28,166 Sevgi, can we do something? 246 00:21:30,916 --> 00:21:35,291 Can you make your statement a written report? 247 00:21:35,375 --> 00:21:36,791 Of course. 248 00:21:36,875 --> 00:21:40,500 Good. I'll take it to the prosecutor for reporting a crime. 249 00:21:41,250 --> 00:21:44,125 Halime will probably get protection. 250 00:21:45,916 --> 00:21:49,208 I'll find the culprit in my hands. 251 00:21:50,416 --> 00:21:55,750 I should have visited complete the psychology lectures for this. 252 00:22:02,208 --> 00:22:04,250 how about you 253 00:22:04,916 --> 00:22:09,333 You were supposed to go with Özgür. Did something happen? 254 00:22:11,666 --> 00:22:14,458 I trusted him too quickly. 255 00:22:20,333 --> 00:22:23,166 I don't think he's being completely honest. 256 00:22:24,583 --> 00:22:26,333 You were right. 257 00:22:28,083 --> 00:22:33,208 I always apply for difficult relationships, but this time - 258 00:22:34,250 --> 00:22:37,416 difficulties are not attractive at all. 259 00:22:38,583 --> 00:22:41,041 Everything was too perfect. 260 00:22:43,958 --> 00:22:48,000 Why something always goes wrong when everything is perfect? 261 00:22:48,083 --> 00:22:51,333 Because life is cruel. 262 00:23:00,500 --> 00:23:02,708 Do you want to hear some good news? 263 00:23:02,791 --> 00:23:04,875 I want to. -Absolutely. 264 00:23:07,041 --> 00:23:11,666 The clinic received a business license and the Ministry's approval. 265 00:23:12,416 --> 00:23:15,541 Good luck, honey. -Really? 266 00:23:17,041 --> 00:23:18,416 Lovely! 267 00:23:19,208 --> 00:23:23,000 Let's go open a clinic. - Let's go right away. 268 00:23:23,083 --> 00:23:25,458 Everyone needs to get better. - That's right. 269 00:23:25,541 --> 00:23:27,625 Let's heal ourselves first. 270 00:23:32,875 --> 00:23:37,000 How about these brand new glasses can be dirty? 271 00:23:39,416 --> 00:23:42,833 Would you put it among rocks and stuff? 272 00:23:42,916 --> 00:23:44,458 I'll put this here. 273 00:23:50,500 --> 00:23:53,583 I'm relaxing a bit. - Back to work now. 274 00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:04,208 Phone. - I'll look later. 275 00:24:06,500 --> 00:24:08,375 Well then… - Then... 276 00:24:08,958 --> 00:24:10,375 Let's dance! 277 00:24:10,458 --> 00:24:12,708 Is this whistle even mine? 278 00:24:19,083 --> 00:24:20,666 Everything spilled. 279 00:24:21,291 --> 00:24:23,000 I spilled everywhere. 280 00:24:26,708 --> 00:24:29,541 Sign here. I'll take care of the rest. 281 00:24:32,708 --> 00:24:34,750 Congratulations. 282 00:24:47,333 --> 00:24:51,458 I AM WORRIED. ARE YOU OK? 283 00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:07,000 ADA KORKMAZ GENERAL SURGEON AND PSYCHOTHERAPIST 284 00:25:08,125 --> 00:25:10,125 Perfect. 285 00:25:11,041 --> 00:25:13,041 It looks great. 286 00:25:17,541 --> 00:25:18,500 Hello. 287 00:25:19,375 --> 00:25:20,458 Welcome. 288 00:25:20,541 --> 00:25:24,666 Why aren't you sleeping? - I wanted to see you. 289 00:25:30,791 --> 00:25:32,041 how did it go 290 00:25:32,958 --> 00:25:36,625 It was nice, but now it's tiring. 291 00:25:37,291 --> 00:25:40,958 The legs are almost numb. 292 00:25:42,208 --> 00:25:47,333 It was still fun. I got good tips. -Nice. 293 00:25:48,333 --> 00:25:53,375 Yorgos left. The restaurant is closed until we find a new chef. 294 00:25:53,458 --> 00:25:55,208 Really? -Yeah. 295 00:25:55,708 --> 00:25:56,791 I see. 296 00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:13,000 For food expenses and other bills. I want to pay my share. 297 00:26:15,125 --> 00:26:18,666 By the way, I looked at that brochure. 298 00:26:19,833 --> 00:26:23,541 I signed up for therapy. Thanks. 299 00:26:25,500 --> 00:26:27,083 Thanks are due to you. 300 00:26:30,375 --> 00:26:32,416 You made the right decision. 301 00:26:35,916 --> 00:26:40,250 Take the money back. Save for dance school. 302 00:26:45,625 --> 00:26:47,750 Good night. -Good night. 303 00:26:59,666 --> 00:27:02,250 Ada! -Ada! 304 00:27:03,333 --> 00:27:07,583 We are here! -We are celebrating your first day. Come on! 305 00:27:08,833 --> 00:27:11,458 First day! -Come here! 306 00:27:11,541 --> 00:27:14,500 Lovely! -Run! 307 00:27:15,583 --> 00:27:17,041 Welcome. 308 00:27:17,125 --> 00:27:22,000 What is this? Show. - It's a pomegranate tree seedling. 309 00:27:22,083 --> 00:27:24,791 It brings us abundance and prosperity. 310 00:27:24,875 --> 00:27:28,125 It's beautiful. -Look. It has chicks. 311 00:27:29,125 --> 00:27:32,500 Surprise! -What is this, girls? 312 00:27:33,333 --> 00:27:35,333 It's not real! 313 00:27:35,416 --> 00:27:39,333 I'm not breastfeeding anymore so I thought, that you could mend my breast. 314 00:27:39,416 --> 00:27:42,541 Why not? -You know what, Ada? 315 00:27:42,625 --> 00:27:47,750 Mend her breast, that there is no need to talk about them anymore. 316 00:27:47,833 --> 00:27:50,291 I don't do cosmetic surgery. 317 00:27:50,375 --> 00:27:51,833 Oh, now. -Attack. 318 00:27:56,666 --> 00:27:58,000 Really good. 319 00:27:58,083 --> 00:28:01,708 This is the only cosmetic surgery, which you will see. 320 00:28:02,416 --> 00:28:05,583 It's good. -Doctor, the first patient came. 321 00:28:07,083 --> 00:28:08,791 Is there something on the lips? - It isn't. 322 00:28:08,875 --> 00:28:11,458 What about the teeth? - You are amazing. 323 00:28:11,541 --> 00:28:12,916 Listen. -So? 324 00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:19,625 Everything is going great. You are good at this. It goes better than you expect. 325 00:28:19,708 --> 00:28:24,958 Remember what is possible, and Remind them of it. 326 00:28:25,041 --> 00:28:28,708 You are the best possible gifts. I love you guys. 327 00:28:29,291 --> 00:28:31,416 Gotta go. - We'll wait here. 328 00:28:31,500 --> 00:28:32,833 All right. Go on. 329 00:28:47,583 --> 00:28:48,625 Healthy. 330 00:28:57,166 --> 00:28:58,916 It wouldn't have been necessary. 331 00:28:59,583 --> 00:29:04,000 You didn't answer my calls. There was no other choice. 332 00:29:05,208 --> 00:29:06,250 It was busy. 333 00:29:09,416 --> 00:29:11,166 The place looks amazing. 334 00:29:12,375 --> 00:29:15,500 You did great. -Thanks. 335 00:29:17,125 --> 00:29:19,833 Could you tell me what happened? 336 00:29:19,916 --> 00:29:24,291 This is not a good time. The right patient will come soon. 337 00:29:25,416 --> 00:29:26,250 Clear. 338 00:29:27,750 --> 00:29:31,083 I can wait. - It's not necessary. 339 00:29:31,166 --> 00:29:37,291 I have a consultation first, then a therapy session. It can last. 340 00:29:38,583 --> 00:29:40,083 Can I come along? 341 00:29:46,250 --> 00:29:51,041 Welcome to the clinic's first therapy session. 342 00:29:51,125 --> 00:29:55,458 Thank you for agreeing to participate. 343 00:29:56,791 --> 00:29:58,041 Mr. Rıza. 344 00:29:59,208 --> 00:30:03,208 How can we help? What can I do for you? 345 00:30:09,791 --> 00:30:13,416 Are you Rıza Seyhan, Mehmet Akif Seyhan's father? 346 00:30:16,458 --> 00:30:17,458 I am. 347 00:30:17,541 --> 00:30:24,166 He did his military service at the border and has unfortunately fallen in battle. 348 00:30:25,833 --> 00:30:26,958 My participation. 349 00:30:35,041 --> 00:30:36,583 For the motherland. 350 00:30:37,291 --> 00:30:39,375 FALLEN IN SERVICE 351 00:30:42,666 --> 00:30:48,875 After that day I did not enter the mosque, but I resorted to rak. 352 00:30:50,125 --> 00:30:56,166 I lived with my cursed disease, but now I'm exhausted. 353 00:30:56,708 --> 00:30:58,166 I want to rest. 354 00:30:59,166 --> 00:31:06,125 This is what we do now. You give the slip to three people of your choice. 355 00:31:06,916 --> 00:31:10,708 Those with a tag can enter the ring. 356 00:31:10,791 --> 00:31:13,750 Stand where you want and close your eyes. 357 00:31:13,833 --> 00:31:19,041 When you feel something, you can open your eyes and move freely. 358 00:31:35,958 --> 00:31:38,791 How do you feel? - Weird. 359 00:31:40,625 --> 00:31:42,916 I'm lost. 360 00:31:44,166 --> 00:31:48,208 I feel like no one can see me. 361 00:31:50,125 --> 00:31:51,791 You can open the note. 362 00:31:54,958 --> 00:31:58,291 You represent his dead son. 363 00:32:04,833 --> 00:32:06,416 How do you feel? 364 00:32:07,166 --> 00:32:08,583 My head hurts. 365 00:32:09,125 --> 00:32:11,250 I just want to look at him. 366 00:32:12,583 --> 00:32:14,000 But you can't. 367 00:32:16,583 --> 00:32:18,166 You can open the note. 368 00:32:23,333 --> 00:32:25,458 You represent Rıza. 369 00:32:32,958 --> 00:32:34,708 How do you feel? 370 00:32:35,416 --> 00:32:36,708 I'm angry. 371 00:32:37,458 --> 00:32:39,000 Really angry. 372 00:32:40,958 --> 00:32:42,666 I want out of here. 373 00:32:44,625 --> 00:32:47,375 You can open the note. He is Fiko. 374 00:32:54,833 --> 00:32:56,666 What changed in you? 375 00:32:58,000 --> 00:32:59,375 My feet… 376 00:33:01,125 --> 00:33:05,500 They feel numb, but… -Mehmet Akif! 377 00:33:09,541 --> 00:33:11,375 He stepped into the mine. 378 00:33:32,041 --> 00:33:33,333 My dear son. 379 00:33:33,416 --> 00:33:35,166 My dear son. 380 00:33:35,250 --> 00:33:38,416 When I lost you, my pain was so great… 381 00:33:39,041 --> 00:33:44,125 When I lost you, my pain was so great, 382 00:33:44,208 --> 00:33:46,875 that I didn't know how to cry for you. 383 00:33:47,500 --> 00:33:53,666 I can only see you now. - I see you only now. 384 00:33:54,375 --> 00:33:59,791 I have always carried you in my heart. -Would you come to your father? 385 00:34:07,666 --> 00:34:09,125 My son! 386 00:34:17,333 --> 00:34:19,625 Would you watch Fiko now? 387 00:34:19,708 --> 00:34:24,500 I've kept my eyes on the ground. -That's why I didn't see you. 388 00:34:24,583 --> 00:34:28,500 That's why I didn't see you. -But now I see you. 389 00:34:29,916 --> 00:34:31,791 But now I see you. 390 00:34:34,625 --> 00:34:36,208 Would you come to your father? 391 00:34:42,791 --> 00:34:44,125 My son. 392 00:35:22,583 --> 00:35:24,166 The place is this size. 393 00:35:24,250 --> 00:35:27,791 We are usually full in the evenings, which of course makes me happy. 394 00:35:27,875 --> 00:35:29,333 Of course there are shortcomings. 395 00:35:29,416 --> 00:35:31,375 That's why we need you. -Clear. 396 00:35:34,583 --> 00:35:37,041 Can you start right away? - I can. 397 00:35:37,125 --> 00:35:38,250 Great. 398 00:35:38,333 --> 00:35:40,125 ELEN'S TAVERN 399 00:35:45,958 --> 00:35:48,250 This is our kitchen. 400 00:35:49,833 --> 00:35:51,000 Erdem. 401 00:35:55,125 --> 00:35:57,250 I… -What? 402 00:36:02,125 --> 00:36:03,583 What? 403 00:36:07,916 --> 00:36:09,333 Deuce. 404 00:36:19,750 --> 00:36:21,541 It was unique. 405 00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:24,166 Thanks. 406 00:36:25,208 --> 00:36:26,708 Thank you for coming. 407 00:36:34,125 --> 00:36:36,041 Can we talk about you? 408 00:36:38,666 --> 00:36:43,916 I heard the students talking about the relationship between you and your assistant Ceyda. 409 00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:45,666 About your on-off relationship. 410 00:36:49,875 --> 00:36:54,625 When doubt arises, nothing is the same. 411 00:36:54,708 --> 00:36:56,833 When the clear water gets cloudy... 412 00:36:57,875 --> 00:36:58,750 That's right. 413 00:37:01,166 --> 00:37:04,958 Doesn't turbidity arise from jumping to conclusions? 414 00:37:05,041 --> 00:37:07,125 When you don't ask and don't listen. 415 00:37:09,458 --> 00:37:12,333 You are right. I'm listening now. 416 00:37:14,916 --> 00:37:20,041 Ceyda and I were close for a while about two years ago. 417 00:37:20,125 --> 00:37:25,500 Just for a moment. We decided the relationship wasn't working and broke up. 418 00:37:29,166 --> 00:37:30,083 I see. 419 00:37:32,583 --> 00:37:35,166 Do you think I'm lying to you? 420 00:37:36,041 --> 00:37:38,125 I don't know you. 421 00:37:38,750 --> 00:37:42,208 You know everything about me even my family tree. 422 00:37:42,291 --> 00:37:45,125 You were there, when there were problems with my sister. 423 00:37:46,791 --> 00:37:49,083 And I don't know anything about you. 424 00:37:51,583 --> 00:37:54,208 Why not ask what you want to know? 425 00:37:55,791 --> 00:37:56,625 All right. 426 00:37:57,916 --> 00:38:01,416 Here it comes. Are you going to Africa? 427 00:38:08,541 --> 00:38:13,041 I will go if I get funding for my research. 428 00:38:15,166 --> 00:38:16,833 I'll be there for a year. 429 00:38:17,541 --> 00:38:22,250 You are going to be in Africa for a year, but you don't tell me about it. 430 00:38:23,250 --> 00:38:26,958 Funding has not yet been approved. And I thought… 431 00:38:27,666 --> 00:38:31,458 I thought it was too early. 432 00:38:34,208 --> 00:38:35,416 I see. 433 00:38:37,875 --> 00:38:39,375 Shall we sit here? 434 00:38:44,041 --> 00:38:45,208 Let's talk. 435 00:38:57,250 --> 00:38:58,875 I have something to ask you. 436 00:38:59,458 --> 00:39:05,583 When you focus on potential problems and not to where we are and what we are doing, 437 00:39:05,666 --> 00:39:09,208 At the same time, don't you miss the beauty of the moment? 438 00:39:11,291 --> 00:39:17,250 I don't want to waste anyone's time. And I don't want anyone to waste mine. 439 00:39:21,583 --> 00:39:22,541 I see. 440 00:39:25,416 --> 00:39:26,416 Listen, Ada. 441 00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:32,083 We try to get to know each other, and both have their weak points. 442 00:39:32,166 --> 00:39:33,833 There's nothing you can do about it. 443 00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:40,916 I believe that together we can solve everything. 444 00:39:41,666 --> 00:39:45,291 Your marriage ended, because you didn't want children. 445 00:39:46,541 --> 00:39:48,083 Do you still feel the same way? 446 00:39:48,916 --> 00:39:50,583 So far I feel. 447 00:39:53,125 --> 00:39:55,666 I don't think we're looking in the same direction. 448 00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:36,083 Father. 449 00:40:40,291 --> 00:40:42,958 When Akif died I was mad at you. 450 00:40:43,833 --> 00:40:46,875 You didn't seem to be grieving at all. 451 00:40:47,541 --> 00:40:50,416 When condolences were presented to us, 452 00:40:52,875 --> 00:40:55,125 you just stood in a position - 453 00:40:57,458 --> 00:40:59,500 and you said: "For the Fatherland." 454 00:41:02,333 --> 00:41:04,083 For that, of course. 455 00:41:07,791 --> 00:41:09,750 But it seemed 456 00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:12,833 that you don't grieve at all. 457 00:41:13,458 --> 00:41:15,333 It pissed me off. 458 00:41:19,125 --> 00:41:20,666 Forgive me. 459 00:41:27,916 --> 00:41:30,375 I should apologize. 460 00:41:31,541 --> 00:41:34,416 I've always left you alone. 461 00:41:39,625 --> 00:41:40,708 My son. 462 00:41:55,833 --> 00:42:00,083 How could you? I can't fathom! 463 00:42:00,166 --> 00:42:03,833 How could you do this to me? Are you not ashamed at all? 464 00:42:03,916 --> 00:42:08,166 You have a wife and children! How could you betray me? 465 00:42:08,250 --> 00:42:11,875 It was just a spur of the moment. 466 00:42:11,958 --> 00:42:16,250 You flirted with Yorgos yourself. Don't try. 467 00:42:18,416 --> 00:42:22,166 I wasn't flirting. I fell in love with him. 468 00:42:23,833 --> 00:42:25,208 Yes, I fell in love. 469 00:42:25,291 --> 00:42:29,166 I waited and believed that you would change. 470 00:42:29,250 --> 00:42:33,083 I wanted to believe that you wouldn't cheat, and I was always wrong. 471 00:42:33,166 --> 00:42:35,500 Did you fall in love? I'll kill that bastard! 472 00:42:35,583 --> 00:42:40,375 Come on! You are ridiculous! -Get loose! How could you? 473 00:42:40,458 --> 00:42:45,833 At least I'm being honest with myself. You would admit your actions for once! 474 00:42:45,916 --> 00:42:50,208 I admit. I did it. You haven't let me near you in months. 475 00:42:50,291 --> 00:42:55,333 You just order and command! I am like your slave, not your husband! 476 00:42:55,416 --> 00:42:59,666 Deniz became interested and offered intimacy, and I answered it. 477 00:42:59,750 --> 00:43:03,250 I still didn't give up on you! -I gave up on you! 478 00:43:04,625 --> 00:43:09,083 What the hell? Who threw it? -What do we do now! 479 00:43:09,166 --> 00:43:11,375 Be careful! 480 00:43:14,208 --> 00:43:15,791 Moment. -What are we doing? 481 00:43:15,875 --> 00:43:17,166 Help! 482 00:43:18,583 --> 00:43:23,333 Is there anyone there? Please help us! - We can't get out! 483 00:43:23,416 --> 00:43:25,416 Leyla! -Erdem! 484 00:43:26,000 --> 00:43:29,666 No problem. We did come up with something. -Erdem. 485 00:43:34,750 --> 00:43:37,958 Leyla! Wake up! 486 00:47:06,541 --> 00:47:11,541 Subtitles: Aino Tolme