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A NETFLIX SERIES

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[waves crashing]

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[dramatic music plays]

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Take me with you, please. Please.

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Take me.

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CRETE, 1924

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Take me with you. Take me with you.
Please, take me with you.

8
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You have to take me with you.

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Halit. Halit, please.

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I beg you. Take me.
Halit, take me with you.

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Please, please, Halit.

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Eleni, you can still stay,
but we're exiled from Crete.

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Halit, please, don't do this.

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Halit, how can you say this to me?

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We're neighbors, Halit. Take me with you.
Take me with you.

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We're not neighbors now, Eleni.

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Listen to me. We're no longer wanted here.

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We need to escape, and we have
no place for you, no place on this boat.

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Don't do this, Halit, please.

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Halit, please take me with you.
I'm begging you to take me with you.

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Please, Halit.

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They took my husband and my children.

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They left me here.

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Just because they're Turkish
and I'm Greek.

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How could I... How could I ever find them
if I don't go after them?

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Please, please. Take me to them.
I'm begging you, Halit, please.

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[Eleni panting]

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[woman singing in Turkish]

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I beg you, please.

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[woman continues singing]

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[theme music plays]

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[Zaman] All right,
what we're going to do here today

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is called Expanding the Origin Family.

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Our aim is to get to the bottom
of our current problems,

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our worries, our troubles, uh...
and some of our painful endless spirals.

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And through all that,
be able to get much more in touch

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with our feelings and deeper emotions.

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All right.

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- [whispers] What are you doing here?
- I could ask you the same thing.

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Shh.

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[Zaman] This is, um,

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not drama class, and it's not a game

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or psychodrama therapy.

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What this is, is a spiritual practice.

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And, soon enough,
you're going to experience it yourselves

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and get to see that.

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- Can we maybe talk after this?
- Shh.

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[Zaman] Let both your feet
touch the ground, hands at your side.

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Now tell us your name.

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Leyla.

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Perfect. Leyla. Uh...

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Today's practice will be about Leyla.

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Um, now you need to pick
someone to represent you.

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Doesn't matter
if they're a woman or a man.

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[Leyla] Um...

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This guy.

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[clears throat]

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[water burbling]

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[breathes deeply]

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[water splashing gently]

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[wood creaking]

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[inhales]

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[exhales]

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[exhales deeply]

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All right, how are you? How's Leyla?

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[choking]

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[breathes deeply, shivers]

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[Fiko] I'm not okay.

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I'm drowning.

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Oh, sir.

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When I try to walk into the water,
I can't...

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I mean, this is exactly
what happens to me. Yeah.

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- [Zaman] You don't need to say sir. Okay?
- [Leyla] What he said.

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[exhales]

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[sighs]

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[Zaman] Pick someone
to be that drowning feeling.

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Uh... Okay, let's see. Who could I...?

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Um...

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- Ada.
- Okay.

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[Zaman] All right. Come here, Ada.

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No. [chuckles]

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Thank you, but I'm good.
Acting is really not my forte.

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Okay, you can leave
if you don't want to take part in this.

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[whispers] Hey.

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- [sighs]
- Okay, come with me.

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Over here.

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Just right here. All right.

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Now close your eyes.

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You are Leyla's drowning feeling.

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[Ada] Mm.

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[Zaman] Repeat to yourself
what and who you represent,

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and when you're ready
you can open your eyes.

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And, once your eyes are open, you can...

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you can do whatever feels right,

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and act however you would like to
in this space. Okay? Go on.

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[wind gusts]

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[rattles]

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[Ada thinking] <i>What the hell
is this place?</i>

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<i>I'm "Leyla's drowning feeling"?</i>

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[groans softly] <i>This is crazy.</i>

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<i>Is the ground shaking?</i>

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<i>This is ridiculous. What's the point?</i>

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[Zaman] And how are you?

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Leyla's drowning feeling, how are you?

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[Zaman] Hm?

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[groans softly]

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- What's wrong?
- [groans]

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I... have this ache in my head.

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[Ada groans, coughs]

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[coughs]

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Let me ask you... Uh, on your mother's side,

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do you know
if anyone in your family drowned?

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- Um...
- [Ada coughs]

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My, uh... my mother's family is from Crete.

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- My mother's grandmother, she was Greek.
- Mm-hm.

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- My great-grandfather was Turkish.
- Mm.

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And, when they left Crete, they left
by boat during the population exchange.

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But then, on their way back...

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[melancholy music plays]

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- [water splashes]
- [Halit] Eleni.

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Eleni, a chest went overboard.
Could you pull it up?

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Okay, Halit. Don't worry.
I'm gonna get it for you.

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[Eleni] Where is it?

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Halit?

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I can't see it.

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- Are you sure it fell over?
- [grunts]

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[music intensifies]

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[Leyla] <i>A while after that,
a body washed up onto the shore,</i>

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and people said that it looked like her.

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<i>Some people thought she was killed
and robbed of the gold she was carrying.</i>

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<i>Others thought she just fell and drowned.</i>

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<i>Either way, my great-grandfather
spent his entire life waiting for her.</i>

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<i>Her name was Eleni.</i>

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[breathes haltingly]

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[Ada thinking] <i>I... I can't breathe.</i>

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All right.

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Now pick one more person.

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[Leyla] Uh...

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Toprak.

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[Zaman] Fine.

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Come up here, Toprak.

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Come. Stand right here.

143
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Only you know
what or whom you represent. Okay?

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Come with me.

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Here.

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[Zaman] How do you feel? Huh? Hm?

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What's the first thing
you feel like doing right now?

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- First thing that comes to mind?
- [Ada] Mm.

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What do you feel like doing?

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I feel like I want to hurt him.

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Then go ahead.

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[Ada grunts]

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- Good.
- [grunts loudly]

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Okay.

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This man is the reason why you're dead.

156
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He's the one who caused you all this pain.

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[Sevgi] Where are you going?

158
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We've had enough of this bullshit.
We're going back to Istanbul, Sevgi.

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[Sevgi] But that was not our deal.

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[Ada scoffs] What do you mean?

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I sat through all of that crazy bullshit
for you. You know I did.

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Ada, it wasn't even your turn yet.
Come on.

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Don't you see
that guy's clearly a scammer?

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I'm gonna report him
and get this place shut down.

165
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Hey, wait a second. Chill.

166
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What do you mean, you'll report him?

167
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Ada, you really don't get it, do you?

168
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Either we go back to Istanbul,
or I'm gonna report that idiot.

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These are your only options.

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[sighs]

171
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Okay, but we should at least find Leyla.

172
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Where is she?

173
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Mm, mm.

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[cell phone chiming]

175
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Oh.

176
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Hey, Sevgi?

177
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Where are you? Why'd you storm out?

178
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[Sevgi]<i> Yeah, it's Ada.
I guess we're going back to Istanbul.</i>

179
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<i>- I told her we should wait for you.</i>
- No. No, no. It's okay. Don't wait for me.

180
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I'll just stay in the village. I think
it'll be a nice vacation for Sarp too.

181
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<i>And what about Erdem?</i>

182
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Erdem? Yeah, I'll tell him.
It's not a big deal.

183
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But, listen, drive carefully,

184
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and make sure that you call me
when you get there,

185
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'cause I'm gonna be worried.

186
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Okay, bye-bye. Love you. Yeah, bye.

187
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[sighs] Erdem.

188
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Erdem, where are you now?

189
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Leyla?

190
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- Toprak?
- Are you all right?

191
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Well,

192
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I don't really know.

193
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I'm just so shocked.

194
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Don't you think
what happened back there was weird?

195
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- Have you been to this place before?
- Yeah, I have been.

196
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Hm.

197
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It's just weird to see you again.

198
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I mean, here of all places.

199
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But you look really great.

200
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- Thanks, you look good too.
- [Leyla chuckles]

201
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- Did Ada leave?
- She did.

202
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They're headed back right now.

203
00:11:56,875 --> 00:11:59,833
Ada was really annoyed
with that whole session, honestly.

204
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[chuckles] I could tell.

205
00:12:02,541 --> 00:12:04,583
Uh, Leyla, can I ask you a favor?

206
00:12:05,291 --> 00:12:06,291
Sure, yeah.

207
00:12:06,375 --> 00:12:07,875
Could I get Ada's number?

208
00:12:08,958 --> 00:12:09,958
Uh...

209
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[sighs] Toprak,
that's not a very good idea.

210
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I need to talk to her.

211
00:12:16,541 --> 00:12:17,541
Hm.

212
00:12:20,083 --> 00:12:21,083
Come on.

213
00:12:22,375 --> 00:12:25,666
Why the hell are all of you leaving
in such a hurry right now?

214
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If I had known,
I would have come with you.

215
00:12:27,541 --> 00:12:28,750
Muko, we...

216
00:12:29,250 --> 00:12:32,666
Sevgi needs to have tests done.
But you know she's safe with me, right?

217
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I made these for Zaman,
but it's your lucky day.

218
00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:37,434
- Thank you so much, Mommy. [kisses]
- You made these for Zaman?

219
00:12:37,458 --> 00:12:39,750
Why is suddenly Zaman such a hotshot?

220
00:12:39,833 --> 00:12:41,513
Muko, you got caught in this trap too now?

221
00:12:41,583 --> 00:12:42,875
What trap, Ada?

222
00:12:42,958 --> 00:12:47,250
For heaven's sake, my girl's
feeling better thanks to that place.

223
00:12:47,333 --> 00:12:51,000
All I did was make him
some stuffed zucchini blossoms.

224
00:12:51,083 --> 00:12:53,833
Sevgi's feeling better because of
the treatment she's been getting.

225
00:12:53,916 --> 00:12:58,041
- Zaman clearly has nothing to do with it.
- Of course, whatever you say, Doctor.

226
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Either way, I'm just happy
that my sweet daughter is feeling better.

227
00:13:01,625 --> 00:13:04,041
- Aw, Mom. Okay. Oh. [kisses]
- Okay, okay, have a safe trip.

228
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[Muko kisses] Call me when you get there.

229
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- [Ada] We'll call when we get back.
- Goodbye.

230
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- [Muko] Call me. Bye.
- [Sevgi] We'll see you later.

231
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[Muko] Come on, come on.
We need to splash some water.

232
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Come on. Good. Wait right here.

233
00:13:17,166 --> 00:13:20,416
Ah, God, some good news, please.

234
00:13:20,500 --> 00:13:22,458
Pour it. Yes. Goodbye.

235
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[line rings]

236
00:13:23,916 --> 00:13:26,809
[automated voice] The person you've called
can't be reached at the moment.

237
00:13:26,833 --> 00:13:29,333
Where are you, Erdem?
Where the hell are you?

238
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[clears throat]

239
00:13:36,041 --> 00:13:37,041
[cell phone chimes]

240
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Greetings to you from gorgeous Cunda.

241
00:13:40,583 --> 00:13:44,000
I've just had one of the most
interesting experiences of my entire life.

242
00:13:44,083 --> 00:13:46,003
I'm not at liberty
to tell you much about it yet,

243
00:13:46,041 --> 00:13:47,916
but I just wanted to pop on here
and say this.

244
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Running away from things doesn't work.

245
00:13:50,500 --> 00:13:53,041
Turning off your phone,
disappearing into thin air,

246
00:13:53,125 --> 00:13:56,041
all those things are terrible ways
to try and solve your problems.

247
00:13:56,125 --> 00:13:57,000
[chuckles]

248
00:13:57,083 --> 00:13:59,541
Anyway, Cunda is really amazing.

249
00:13:59,625 --> 00:14:02,625
And I'll be sure to upload a video
with all the details very soon.

250
00:14:02,708 --> 00:14:04,291
Kisses to all of you, my dears.

251
00:14:04,375 --> 00:14:05,958
[kisses] Bye.

252
00:14:06,041 --> 00:14:07,083
[cell phone chimes]

253
00:14:09,958 --> 00:14:11,833
[Sevgi] Okay, you don't believe it.

254
00:14:11,916 --> 00:14:13,666
How do you explain
what happened back there?

255
00:14:13,750 --> 00:14:17,041
Oh, come on. Stop it, for God's sake.
That was all bullshit.

256
00:14:17,125 --> 00:14:20,375
Ada, what you call bullshit is something
that's practiced all over the world,

257
00:14:20,458 --> 00:14:23,017
and so many people have actually benefited
from it, so let it be.

258
00:14:23,041 --> 00:14:24,601
What, so are you that guy's lawyer now?

259
00:14:24,666 --> 00:14:26,166
You think it's about Zaman, honey?

260
00:14:26,250 --> 00:14:27,791
This is about you denying everything

261
00:14:27,875 --> 00:14:29,595
you can't immediately
wrap your head around.

262
00:14:29,666 --> 00:14:32,026
Because we have reason and science.
What about those things?

263
00:14:32,083 --> 00:14:33,875
Who said anything against science, man?

264
00:14:33,958 --> 00:14:35,678
"You've got cancer
because of daddy issues."

265
00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:38,916
"Oh, Leyla's something and something
of her great-great-grandmother's."

266
00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:39,833
[groans]

267
00:14:39,916 --> 00:14:43,166
I just don't understand
why you care so much about all this shit.

268
00:14:43,875 --> 00:14:46,958
- Why are you so angry about this?
- I'm not angry. I'm disappointed.

269
00:14:47,041 --> 00:14:48,481
I'm disappointed 'cause you act like

270
00:14:48,541 --> 00:14:51,375
the years I spend studying medicine
are worthless.

271
00:14:53,541 --> 00:14:54,541
Maybe these...

272
00:14:55,250 --> 00:14:58,041
these diseases are just trying
to teach us something.

273
00:14:58,833 --> 00:15:01,833
Maybe I should stop fighting cancer,
and I should start thanking it.

274
00:15:01,916 --> 00:15:03,416
- Try something new, huh?
- Huh?

275
00:15:03,958 --> 00:15:04,958
[Sevgi] Mm.

276
00:15:05,541 --> 00:15:07,666
Sevgi, do you even hear yourself?

277
00:15:07,750 --> 00:15:08,583
You can't...

278
00:15:08,666 --> 00:15:09,833
You can't honestly think

279
00:15:09,916 --> 00:15:12,208
I should thank cancer
for taking my dad's life.

280
00:15:12,291 --> 00:15:16,500
Seriously, I have absolutely no idea
where you're coming from right now.

281
00:15:16,583 --> 00:15:19,750
[groans] Let it go, Ada.
Never mind. Let's just drop this please.

282
00:15:19,833 --> 00:15:21,208
I know how it goes.

283
00:15:21,291 --> 00:15:24,083
You know everything best,
and you're always right.

284
00:15:26,458 --> 00:15:28,458
[soft music plays]

285
00:15:29,208 --> 00:15:32,041
[Ada] <i>Sevgi had a point. I was angry.</i>

286
00:15:33,250 --> 00:15:36,125
<i>As a doctor, I couldn't explain
what happened back there.</i>

287
00:15:36,750 --> 00:15:40,458
<i>The aching I felt,
the pain coming out of me, the anger.</i>

288
00:15:41,458 --> 00:15:42,541
<i>I'm not gonna lie.</i>

289
00:15:43,333 --> 00:15:46,375
<i>It all seemed so intense
and intimidating at first.</i>

290
00:15:46,458 --> 00:15:48,833
[sniffles, exhales]

291
00:15:49,666 --> 00:15:50,875
[music continues]

292
00:15:50,958 --> 00:15:53,333
[Zaman] And what do you feel right now?
Huh?

293
00:15:54,541 --> 00:15:55,541
I'm...

294
00:15:56,625 --> 00:15:57,666
I don't care much.

295
00:15:59,416 --> 00:16:00,875
Then why don't you tell her?

296
00:16:02,708 --> 00:16:03,791
I'm your killer.

297
00:16:05,708 --> 00:16:08,708
- But I don't...
- Look at her. Just look her in the eyes.

298
00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:22,791
You've been carrying
this pain with you for years.

299
00:16:23,458 --> 00:16:25,500
Are you ready to put an end it now?

300
00:16:29,458 --> 00:16:30,708
No, I won't do that.

301
00:16:34,041 --> 00:16:37,000
[music continues]

302
00:16:52,250 --> 00:16:54,583
And then he passed
the last piece of his meatball

303
00:16:54,666 --> 00:16:56,208
over to her with his paw.

304
00:16:56,708 --> 00:16:59,458
Bibi and Fifi had finally found peace.

305
00:17:08,958 --> 00:17:10,791
When is Dad coming back, Mom?

306
00:17:14,666 --> 00:17:15,833
[Leyla] Oh, baby.

307
00:17:17,750 --> 00:17:18,958
Just go to sleep, please.

308
00:17:19,041 --> 00:17:20,250
I want to see my dad again.

309
00:17:20,333 --> 00:17:22,416
I don't want to stay
in this gross place anymore.

310
00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:23,708
Hey, Sarp.

311
00:17:24,416 --> 00:17:26,666
I told you your dad was away for work.

312
00:17:26,750 --> 00:17:27,875
He's gonna make some money,

313
00:17:27,958 --> 00:17:29,833
and we'll go back to our own home
very soon.

314
00:17:29,916 --> 00:17:32,208
Besides, we're on a vacation, aren't we?

315
00:17:32,291 --> 00:17:36,083
And listen, you can't call
other people's homes gross. That's rude.

316
00:17:36,166 --> 00:17:37,000
But it's gross.

317
00:17:37,083 --> 00:17:39,333
- Don't they have help in this house?
- [sighs]

318
00:17:41,333 --> 00:17:42,875
Honey, just go to sleep.

319
00:17:42,958 --> 00:17:44,750
Sleep, and the morning will come.

320
00:17:44,833 --> 00:17:46,583
Maybe your dad will call you
in the morning.

321
00:17:46,666 --> 00:17:49,375
Come on. Close your eyes.
Close your eyes, baby.

322
00:17:49,875 --> 00:17:50,708
[kisses]

323
00:17:50,791 --> 00:17:53,000
I'll get some water
and be right back, okay?

324
00:18:02,583 --> 00:18:03,833
Close your eyes.

325
00:18:06,041 --> 00:18:07,291
[gasps]

326
00:18:07,375 --> 00:18:08,750
Ah! [sighs]

327
00:18:08,833 --> 00:18:10,875
You scared me to death. God!

328
00:18:10,958 --> 00:18:13,000
Sometimes this place
is like a haunted house.

329
00:18:13,083 --> 00:18:15,750
What happens if Sevgi's results are bad?

330
00:18:15,833 --> 00:18:17,208
What if she gets worse, again?

331
00:18:17,291 --> 00:18:19,458
Oh, Muko, here.

332
00:18:20,083 --> 00:18:21,166
Come on.

333
00:18:21,666 --> 00:18:23,541
How about I make you some tea?

334
00:18:23,625 --> 00:18:25,000
Come on, darling. Let's go.

335
00:18:27,375 --> 00:18:28,583
[sighs]

336
00:18:31,791 --> 00:18:35,333
Maybe I should hop on a bus over there,
so she isn't all by herself.

337
00:18:36,458 --> 00:18:37,458
Muko, listen.

338
00:18:38,833 --> 00:18:40,583
You have to let the girl be.

339
00:18:40,666 --> 00:18:42,041
I'm begging you.

340
00:18:42,125 --> 00:18:43,791
Look, she's a strong attorney.

341
00:18:43,875 --> 00:18:45,416
She knows how to take care of herself.

342
00:18:45,500 --> 00:18:47,000
That's easy for you to say.

343
00:18:48,125 --> 00:18:50,166
You don't know what I'm going through.

344
00:18:51,250 --> 00:18:53,125
I didn't raise my kid
with a bunch of nannies.

345
00:18:53,208 --> 00:18:55,250
You don't need to worry about me.

346
00:18:55,333 --> 00:18:58,293
Sarp's probably not gonna grow up
with nannies, anyway. I'll tell you that.

347
00:18:59,541 --> 00:19:02,166
[sighs] Do you let him
watch a lot of movies?

348
00:19:02,250 --> 00:19:05,041
You wouldn't believe
what he's been telling me all day.

349
00:19:05,125 --> 00:19:07,250
His dad ran away and took all the money.

350
00:19:07,333 --> 00:19:11,833
You don't have a place to live.
You're out on the streets. Good God!

351
00:19:16,291 --> 00:19:17,333
Leyla.

352
00:19:18,250 --> 00:19:20,958
I know Erdem never gives you
a breather, normally.

353
00:19:21,041 --> 00:19:22,833
He'd have called 40 times.

354
00:19:23,875 --> 00:19:24,875
Is something wrong?

355
00:19:26,875 --> 00:19:29,125
Muko, look.

356
00:19:30,750 --> 00:19:34,250
Please don't tell the girls about this.
They have no idea what's going on, okay?

357
00:19:34,333 --> 00:19:37,166
Oh, honey. I promise. Come on.

358
00:19:38,250 --> 00:19:39,833
Tell me what's going on.

359
00:19:54,166 --> 00:19:55,250
[sighs]

360
00:19:55,875 --> 00:19:56,875
[cell phone chiming]

361
00:19:56,958 --> 00:20:02,083
INCOMING CALL FROM MOM...

362
00:20:04,458 --> 00:20:05,583
[chiming stops]

363
00:20:05,666 --> 00:20:08,250
[soft music plays]

364
00:20:08,333 --> 00:20:11,291
[Zaman] Can you give her back
what was rightfully hers?

365
00:20:11,375 --> 00:20:13,375
[music continues]

366
00:20:17,083 --> 00:20:20,666
Can you take back from him
what belongs to you?

367
00:20:33,458 --> 00:20:37,833
And now, with only one step,
you can get out of this expansion.

368
00:20:37,916 --> 00:20:39,208
[Zaman] Good.

369
00:21:10,375 --> 00:21:11,291
I'll be outside.

370
00:21:11,375 --> 00:21:13,250
You can just call me if you need anything.

371
00:21:13,750 --> 00:21:14,750
- Ada?
- Hm?

372
00:21:17,083 --> 00:21:19,875
What... what if you were right,
and the test results were false?

373
00:21:20,541 --> 00:21:23,333
Sevgi, I didn't say that
to make you upset.

374
00:21:23,416 --> 00:21:25,750
No, I know, honey. I know that, but...

375
00:21:25,833 --> 00:21:29,583
but just, sometimes being too technical
doesn't make me feel better, Ada.

376
00:21:29,666 --> 00:21:32,146
You're just trying to fix everything
by making me take my meds,

377
00:21:32,208 --> 00:21:34,000
or putting me in a hospital, but...

378
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:37,125
Nobody ever asks me how I actually feel.

379
00:21:37,875 --> 00:21:40,833
Nobody asks me
what makes me feel good deep down.

380
00:21:40,916 --> 00:21:43,500
I'm so sorry. You are right.

381
00:21:44,125 --> 00:21:45,725
I never ask you what made you feel good.

382
00:21:47,666 --> 00:21:50,708
- You know what made me feel super good?
- [chuckles ] What was that, huh?

383
00:21:50,791 --> 00:21:53,000
Getting a new perspective
made me feel good.

384
00:21:53,083 --> 00:21:54,000
Cunda's good for me.

385
00:21:54,083 --> 00:21:57,500
Well, I mean, a slow, quiet,
anxiety-free life is good for me.

386
00:21:57,583 --> 00:22:00,083
The sun is good for me,
and maybe stuffed zucchini blossoms

387
00:22:00,166 --> 00:22:01,208
are also good for me.

388
00:22:01,291 --> 00:22:02,500
[chuckles] You're crazy.

389
00:22:03,833 --> 00:22:06,833
And remembering my dad
was such a blessing, honestly.

390
00:22:07,833 --> 00:22:12,041
I mean, despite the pain,
it felt good to revisit that day.

391
00:22:13,125 --> 00:22:15,458
His words made me feel
so wonderful inside.

392
00:22:17,375 --> 00:22:19,708
That's why I wanted you
to come with me there.

393
00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:23,250
Because you're like me, honey.

394
00:22:23,333 --> 00:22:26,083
You always try to heal everyone.

395
00:22:26,750 --> 00:22:28,791
Like you have no wounds of your own.

396
00:22:30,583 --> 00:22:33,958
I've been thinking about your father
since the moment I was diagnosed.

397
00:22:34,458 --> 00:22:37,583
- About you, Belgin as well.
- Hey, don't be silly. Come on.

398
00:22:38,083 --> 00:22:40,500
Your condition is nothing like my dad's
at all.

399
00:22:40,583 --> 00:22:42,708
You're going get better. You hear me?

400
00:22:43,458 --> 00:22:45,083
[assistant] <i>We're ready, doctor.</i>

401
00:22:45,625 --> 00:22:46,666
Okay, it's time.

402
00:22:47,375 --> 00:22:48,666
- Let's go.
- [sniffles]

403
00:22:50,250 --> 00:22:52,708
This won't take long,
so nothing to worry about.

404
00:22:53,375 --> 00:22:55,791
Afterwards, go home and get some rest.

405
00:22:56,875 --> 00:23:00,208
And then we'll meet at my place, okay?
Careful.

406
00:23:00,291 --> 00:23:03,125
- And I will be cooking for you tonight.
- Oh God, we'll starve then.

407
00:23:03,208 --> 00:23:04,208
[chuckles] Idiot.

408
00:23:05,125 --> 00:23:06,916
- [Sevgi] Ada?
- Hm?

409
00:23:07,666 --> 00:23:09,291
- [kisses]
- [kisses]

410
00:23:13,750 --> 00:23:14,791
[Ada] Mm-hm.

411
00:23:19,250 --> 00:23:22,208
Doctor, the chief of staff
wants to see you in his office.

412
00:23:23,708 --> 00:23:25,416
[Chief of Staff] <i>Congratulations, Ada.</i>

413
00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:28,458
And we'd be happy to have you back
when you return from Brussels.

414
00:23:28,541 --> 00:23:30,375
Thank you so much. I appreciate it.

415
00:23:31,666 --> 00:23:33,826
This says I'm not allowed
to have a baby for two years.

416
00:23:33,875 --> 00:23:35,250
Oh, yes, that's one of the terms,

417
00:23:35,333 --> 00:23:37,791
but you're gonna be working with
the top experts in the field.

418
00:23:37,875 --> 00:23:40,458
And if you bail out
to have a baby after six months,

419
00:23:40,541 --> 00:23:41,833
all this would be in vain.

420
00:23:41,916 --> 00:23:43,208
You understand, don't you?

421
00:23:43,708 --> 00:23:45,875
Here you go. We're extremely proud of you.

422
00:23:47,166 --> 00:23:48,166
Mm.

423
00:23:55,416 --> 00:23:57,666
Well, I believe I've taken
much of your time already,

424
00:23:57,750 --> 00:24:00,416
so I'll take this home.
I'll sign it after I celebrate with Selim.

425
00:24:00,500 --> 00:24:02,000
Thank you very much for everything.

426
00:24:02,083 --> 00:24:04,163
- Thank you for your support.
- Of course, of course.

427
00:24:05,416 --> 00:24:06,416
How are you, babe?

428
00:24:07,208 --> 00:24:08,458
How is Sevgi?

429
00:24:08,541 --> 00:24:09,708
[Ada] <i>We had a PET scan done.</i>

430
00:24:09,791 --> 00:24:11,083
We'll have results tonight.

431
00:24:11,166 --> 00:24:13,083
<i>Let me know when you get them.
I'm worrying.</i>

432
00:24:13,166 --> 00:24:15,500
Work's not finished.
I can't come back before tomorrow.

433
00:24:15,583 --> 00:24:17,875
Selim, I heard back from Brussels.

434
00:24:17,958 --> 00:24:20,083
They sent me a contract. I got the job.

435
00:24:21,500 --> 00:24:22,500
Wow.

436
00:24:23,250 --> 00:24:24,250
Really?

437
00:24:24,833 --> 00:24:25,833
Congratulations.

438
00:24:26,291 --> 00:24:27,875
You were the best choice for sure.

439
00:24:27,958 --> 00:24:30,083
<i>Selim, please. Please don't do this now.</i>

440
00:24:30,166 --> 00:24:33,041
<i>I know you're upset with me,
and I won't be comfortable doing this.</i>

441
00:24:33,125 --> 00:24:34,500
Why would I be upset?

442
00:24:34,583 --> 00:24:35,583
Come on. That's silly.

443
00:24:35,666 --> 00:24:38,125
You told me a long time ago
this was important to you,

444
00:24:38,208 --> 00:24:39,708
and you really had to go.

445
00:24:41,125 --> 00:24:42,416
What more can I say now?

446
00:24:44,291 --> 00:24:47,291
By the way,
you should know that I can't leave.

447
00:24:47,375 --> 00:24:48,975
We have at least two years of work here.

448
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:52,375
Well, it's not so far, anyway. I mean,
come on. It's just a three-hour flight.

449
00:24:53,041 --> 00:24:54,041
You're right.

450
00:24:55,625 --> 00:24:57,250
Honey, I should probably go.

451
00:24:57,333 --> 00:25:00,541
They're calling me right now.
We'll talk about this when I get back.

452
00:25:01,583 --> 00:25:02,583
Congratulations.

453
00:25:07,125 --> 00:25:08,916
- [baby cooing]
- [soft music plays]

454
00:25:28,416 --> 00:25:31,791
Ayça, hello, yeah. I would just like
a minute of your time, if you don't mind.

455
00:25:31,875 --> 00:25:33,875
<i>Sevgi, you don't need to extend
your medical leave.</i>

456
00:25:33,916 --> 00:25:35,916
<i>We've already started
the dismissal process.</i>

457
00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:37,250
What? I'm not following.

458
00:25:37,333 --> 00:25:40,666
<i>You know, because of your condition.
It's been affecting the clients as well.</i>

459
00:25:40,750 --> 00:25:43,083
<i>But, don't worry,
you'll get your severance package.</i>

460
00:25:43,750 --> 00:25:45,875
Ayça, I've been working for you
for six years,

461
00:25:45,958 --> 00:25:47,838
and you're just going to fire me
over the phone,

462
00:25:47,875 --> 00:25:50,041
and you're not even gonna
ask me about how I'm doing?

463
00:25:50,125 --> 00:25:51,125
<i>I'll send you an email.</i>

464
00:25:51,208 --> 00:25:53,333
<i>A client's been asking
for you specifically.</i>

465
00:25:53,416 --> 00:25:56,666
<i>Since you're not working for us anymore,
you can take the client independently.</i>

466
00:25:56,750 --> 00:25:57,875
<i>I hope you get well.</i>

467
00:25:57,958 --> 00:25:59,791
Wait a second. Hold on. Hold on a minute.

468
00:25:59,875 --> 00:26:02,500
I actually have a few words for you, too,
if you'll allow me.

469
00:26:02,583 --> 00:26:03,875
<i>I don't have much time.</i>

470
00:26:03,958 --> 00:26:05,708
No, no. Don't worry. I'll be very brief.

471
00:26:05,791 --> 00:26:07,791
Go fuck yourself, Ayça! You hear me?

472
00:26:08,791 --> 00:26:12,416
Fuck your case and fuck your email
and fuck all of this fucking shit.

473
00:26:18,125 --> 00:26:19,250
"Erdem Işık"?

474
00:26:19,333 --> 00:26:22,041
[automated voice] <i>Leyla Işık,
your credit card payment</i>

475
00:26:22,125 --> 00:26:23,583
<i>is currently overdue.</i>

476
00:26:23,666 --> 00:26:24,833
[cell phone beeps]

477
00:26:24,916 --> 00:26:26,000
<i>Next message.</i>

478
00:26:26,958 --> 00:26:28,833
[man] <i>Hello, I'm calling
from Sarp's school.</i>

479
00:26:28,916 --> 00:26:31,916
<i>You were supposed to make a payment
for his re-enrollment.</i>

480
00:26:35,791 --> 00:26:36,791
[sighs]

481
00:26:37,375 --> 00:26:39,375
[cell phone chiming]

482
00:26:41,208 --> 00:26:42,208
Hello?

483
00:26:42,541 --> 00:26:44,041
Honey, did you get the results back?

484
00:26:44,125 --> 00:26:45,833
Leyla, where is Erdem?

485
00:26:45,916 --> 00:26:47,500
Beats me. Why do you ask?

486
00:26:47,583 --> 00:26:50,500
Well, look, if he calls you,
or if you happen to learn where he is,

487
00:26:50,583 --> 00:26:51,750
call the police immediately.

488
00:26:51,833 --> 00:26:54,208
Don't try to hide it,
or you'll be in trouble too.

489
00:26:54,916 --> 00:26:56,916
Sevgi, what's going on?

490
00:26:57,000 --> 00:26:58,916
<i>They've issued a warrant for Erdem.</i>

491
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:00,000
[gasps]

492
00:27:01,250 --> 00:27:02,375
[sighs]

493
00:27:03,625 --> 00:27:06,958
Why am I seriously not surprised at all?
That's just typical Erdem, as always.

494
00:27:07,041 --> 00:27:08,791
<i>Ada, can you please just drop it?</i>

495
00:27:08,875 --> 00:27:11,666
Oh, sure. Let's drop it.
Yeah, we'll just drop it. Sure, sure.

496
00:27:11,750 --> 00:27:14,166
No way, Leyla.
Of course we are not dropping this.

497
00:27:14,250 --> 00:27:15,583
How could you not tell us?

498
00:27:15,666 --> 00:27:18,250
And you're saying
the guy's been missing for a month?

499
00:27:18,333 --> 00:27:19,666
You're kidding me, right?

500
00:27:19,750 --> 00:27:22,125
<i>Sevgi, honey, we all have our problems.</i>

501
00:27:22,208 --> 00:27:24,458
<i>I didn't wanna smother you
with all this mess.</i>

502
00:27:24,541 --> 00:27:27,101
<i>Also, how could I have known
it would turn into such a huge deal?</i>

503
00:27:27,125 --> 00:27:28,285
<i>He said he'd take care of it.</i>

504
00:27:28,333 --> 00:27:31,583
And that moron is actually trying
to hire me as his lawyer.

505
00:27:31,666 --> 00:27:34,833
The guy's nowhere to be found,
but he's given me power of attorney.

506
00:27:34,916 --> 00:27:37,708
I checked his file,
and there's aggravated fraud,

507
00:27:37,791 --> 00:27:39,541
contraband, tax evasion...

508
00:27:39,625 --> 00:27:40,916
I mean, you name it, girlfriend.

509
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:42,750
<i>Let's just drop this, please.</i>

510
00:27:42,833 --> 00:27:45,750
<i>Seriously, I'm suffocating.
I've had enough of this.</i>

511
00:27:45,833 --> 00:27:48,708
<i>Please, just tell me
some kind of good news or something.</i>

512
00:27:48,791 --> 00:27:52,916
The great general surgeon,
the lovely Ada Korkmaz,

513
00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:54,625
is going to Brussels.

514
00:27:54,708 --> 00:27:55,750
<i>Oh.</i>

515
00:27:55,833 --> 00:27:57,166
<i>- You're kidding me!</i>
- Mm-hm.

516
00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:01,833
<i>- What did Selim say about that?</i>
- What do you think? He's thrilled for me.

517
00:28:01,916 --> 00:28:03,958
<i>Ada, don't be ridiculous.</i>

518
00:28:04,041 --> 00:28:05,521
<i>How can you keep a relationship going</i>

519
00:28:05,583 --> 00:28:08,125
<i>while you two live
in different countries for so long?</i>

520
00:28:08,208 --> 00:28:10,767
<i>- I mean, the guy's got a libido.
- </i>That's not even the real issue.

521
00:28:10,791 --> 00:28:13,333
Ada's not allowed to have kids
for two years. Did you know that?

522
00:28:13,416 --> 00:28:16,083
<i>But Selim wants kids, though.
What's she gonna do?</i>

523
00:28:16,916 --> 00:28:19,833
Come on, ladies. You really think
Selim wouldn't understand this?

524
00:28:19,916 --> 00:28:22,750
He's on my side, and he supports me.
We're fine. We're good.

525
00:28:22,833 --> 00:28:24,916
<i>I feel like this is just an excuse.</i>

526
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:28,125
I mean, you don't want kids,
so this job's a way to justify it.

527
00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:31,583
[Ada]<i> Leyla, honey, you dropped
your psych degree in senior year, right?</i>

528
00:28:31,666 --> 00:28:33,166
<i>So you're not exactly a therapist.</i>

529
00:28:34,041 --> 00:28:36,875
- Mom! Muko won't give her phone to me.
- Cut it... [sighs]

530
00:28:36,958 --> 00:28:39,208
- That boy is such a handful.
- Go sit down, now.

531
00:28:39,291 --> 00:28:41,375
Actually, I'm taking back
everything I said,

532
00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:43,583
I really do think
moving to Brussels is a great idea.

533
00:28:43,666 --> 00:28:45,916
[cell phone chiming]

534
00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:48,208
Wait, girls, it's the hospital calling.

535
00:28:48,291 --> 00:28:50,041
The hospital? [gasps]

536
00:28:50,125 --> 00:28:51,833
- Okay.
- Oh God.

537
00:28:51,916 --> 00:28:54,208
- Come on. Oh God, please, some good news.
- Oh/

538
00:28:54,291 --> 00:28:56,375
[suspenseful music plays]

539
00:28:56,458 --> 00:28:57,791
I'm listening.

540
00:28:57,875 --> 00:29:00,000
And you've already
emailed them to me, yes?

541
00:29:00,791 --> 00:29:01,791
All right.

542
00:29:14,750 --> 00:29:15,666
It's clean.

543
00:29:15,750 --> 00:29:17,375
- [gasps]
- It's clean, sweetie.

544
00:29:17,458 --> 00:29:18,375
[sobs]

545
00:29:18,458 --> 00:29:19,958
There are only some small lesions.

546
00:29:20,041 --> 00:29:21,961
- Oh God, thank you.
- No metastasis. It's clean.

547
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:25,291
[exclaims] Sevgi's all right, Muko.
Sevgi's okay.

548
00:29:25,375 --> 00:29:27,541
Good riddance.
We can finally stop worrying.

549
00:29:27,625 --> 00:29:29,875
- Finally. [kisses]
- Sevgi. [whimpers]

550
00:29:29,958 --> 00:29:33,000
Oh, my Sevgi. My sweet girl.

551
00:29:33,083 --> 00:29:34,083
[sobs]

552
00:29:34,125 --> 00:29:34,958
It's clean.

553
00:29:35,041 --> 00:29:37,375
[both giggling]

554
00:29:37,458 --> 00:29:38,583
[Sevgi] Mom.

555
00:29:38,666 --> 00:29:41,208
Mom. It's okay. It's over.

556
00:29:41,291 --> 00:29:43,958
It's all over now. It's all gone, Mom.

557
00:29:44,458 --> 00:29:45,583
[Toprak] Ah, come on.

558
00:29:45,666 --> 00:29:47,666
Tackle him, tackle him. Come on.

559
00:29:47,750 --> 00:29:50,125
- [yells] Goal. Goal, man.
- [Toprak] Goal. Goal.

560
00:29:50,208 --> 00:29:52,625
- Beat 'em. Hell yeah!
- My man! We scored, my man.

561
00:29:52,708 --> 00:29:55,250
We finally did it.
It's because of you. You bring good luck.

562
00:29:55,333 --> 00:29:57,541
You're gonna be here with me
for every game.

563
00:29:57,625 --> 00:29:59,465
Forget about the whistle.
This is finally over.

564
00:29:59,500 --> 00:30:01,625
[Toprak] Don't count on me, man.
I'll be gone soon.

565
00:30:02,541 --> 00:30:04,125
- When are you heading back?
- Oh...

566
00:30:04,791 --> 00:30:06,250
I'm hoping for next week.

567
00:30:06,916 --> 00:30:09,208
- Hmm.
- Just a few more documents for the visa.

568
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,208
I'm waiting on those.

569
00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:13,958
Like hell you're waiting on those.

570
00:30:14,041 --> 00:30:15,041
[both chuckle]

571
00:30:16,916 --> 00:30:18,500
Nothing escapes you, bro.

572
00:30:23,458 --> 00:30:24,750
- Hey, would you like some?
- No.

573
00:30:24,833 --> 00:30:26,333
- Nothing for you?
- Some water.

574
00:30:31,916 --> 00:30:33,208
Yeah, well...

575
00:30:34,750 --> 00:30:36,791
I was pretty shaken up yesterday.

576
00:30:39,625 --> 00:30:40,750
[clears throat]

577
00:30:42,500 --> 00:30:45,708
It's so weird that I was there with Ada
after all these years.

578
00:30:47,375 --> 00:30:49,625
The two of us, just standing there.

579
00:30:51,791 --> 00:30:54,458
I'm the killer. She's the victim.

580
00:30:58,125 --> 00:30:59,208
That a coincidence?

581
00:30:59,291 --> 00:31:00,541
I wouldn't know that.

582
00:31:01,750 --> 00:31:03,041
Do you think that it was?

583
00:31:03,958 --> 00:31:05,208
I see, brother.

584
00:31:05,291 --> 00:31:06,916
No talk off-premises.

585
00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:08,291
What happens there, stays there.

586
00:31:08,375 --> 00:31:09,750
I've closed up shop for today.

587
00:31:09,833 --> 00:31:10,833
[chuckles] I get it, bro.

588
00:31:11,458 --> 00:31:13,458
- Zaman, hey, what can I get you?
- What? Nothing.

589
00:31:13,541 --> 00:31:15,333
- Culuk, clean up the table.
- Wait. No.

590
00:31:15,416 --> 00:31:17,056
- This is embarrassing.
- We're good here.

591
00:31:17,083 --> 00:31:19,333
No, just sit down.
What are you doing? Don't bother him.

592
00:31:19,416 --> 00:31:20,916
No, man, my ass is on fire.

593
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,291
I booked some players,
and they bailed last minute.

594
00:31:23,375 --> 00:31:25,083
I have a group of 30 people coming in.

595
00:31:25,166 --> 00:31:27,625
When you say players,
are you talking about musicians?

596
00:31:27,708 --> 00:31:29,416
[Zaman] Are you in need of musicians?

597
00:31:32,291 --> 00:31:33,458
Don't look at me, man.

598
00:31:39,833 --> 00:31:41,291
Well, Sevgi,

599
00:31:41,916 --> 00:31:44,541
whatever you've been doing the past month,
keep it up.

600
00:31:44,625 --> 00:31:47,125
I mean, whatever it is,
it's obviously very good for you.

601
00:31:47,208 --> 00:31:48,791
[chuckles]

602
00:31:48,875 --> 00:31:52,083
And, uh, she still needs to keep taking
her medication, Doctor, correct?

603
00:31:52,166 --> 00:31:54,766
That's right, you'll need to continue
taking your oral medication,

604
00:31:54,833 --> 00:31:57,833
and we'll be scheduling regular checkups
throughout the next few months.

605
00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,250
Thank you so much, Doctor.

606
00:31:59,333 --> 00:32:01,750
I'm so grateful to you.
I can never repay you for this.

607
00:32:02,458 --> 00:32:03,500
[chuckles]

608
00:32:04,250 --> 00:32:07,166
Now, you need to make sure
not to skip any of your medications.

609
00:32:07,250 --> 00:32:09,333
Also, be mindful of your sleep schedule
and diet.

610
00:32:09,416 --> 00:32:11,216
Then we'll take another look at it
next month.

611
00:32:11,291 --> 00:32:12,851
- How does that sound to you, hm?
- Okay...

612
00:32:12,875 --> 00:32:15,583
Oh! And I live in Ayvalık now,
and I'd love to have you over.

613
00:32:15,666 --> 00:32:17,250
Come visit us. Please, you should come.

614
00:32:17,333 --> 00:32:18,583
I'm very happy for you, Sevgi.

615
00:32:18,666 --> 00:32:20,706
Honestly, I think it's good
you got rid of that job.

616
00:32:20,750 --> 00:32:23,375
Yeah, I agree. [giggles]

617
00:32:23,458 --> 00:32:25,791
- Thank you so much for everything.
- You're welcome.

618
00:32:27,583 --> 00:32:30,583
- Thank you so much, Doctor.
- Doctor, this is truly unbelievable.

619
00:32:30,666 --> 00:32:31,826
How do you think it happened?

620
00:32:32,375 --> 00:32:34,041
Raki, fish, and Ayvalık, I guess.

621
00:32:38,041 --> 00:32:39,625
So, you heard Nalan, right?

622
00:32:39,708 --> 00:32:41,875
She told me to keep doing what I'm doing.

623
00:32:42,375 --> 00:32:45,000
Ada. These came in for you this morning.

624
00:32:46,875 --> 00:32:48,583
- Thank you so much.
- Of course.

625
00:32:51,125 --> 00:32:54,083
"Congratulations, my beautiful wife."

626
00:32:54,750 --> 00:32:57,125
"Brussels is so lucky to have you."

627
00:33:00,083 --> 00:33:01,375
Ada, babe?

628
00:33:02,250 --> 00:33:05,083
Maybe you should reconsider
the whole Brussels thing.

629
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,000
[soft music plays]

630
00:33:25,416 --> 00:33:27,416
[music intensifies]

631
00:33:46,583 --> 00:33:48,583
[upbeat instrumental pop plays]

632
00:34:06,708 --> 00:34:08,708
Leyla, tell me how to put this on.

633
00:34:08,791 --> 00:34:11,458
I swear to God,
I'm gonna cut it up and throw it away.

634
00:34:11,541 --> 00:34:13,181
[Leyla] <i>Honey, you can transplant organs,</i>

635
00:34:13,250 --> 00:34:15,583
<i>but you can't figure out
how to put a damn garter on?</i>

636
00:34:15,666 --> 00:34:17,291
Come on, tell me, Leyla.

637
00:34:17,375 --> 00:34:19,416
<i>Hey, I think I have a better idea.</i>

638
00:34:19,500 --> 00:34:21,625
<i>If you can't put it on yourself, then</i>

639
00:34:22,125 --> 00:34:23,708
<i>maybe let Selim help with it.</i>

640
00:34:23,791 --> 00:34:25,625
[mockingly] Ha-ha, ha-ha.

641
00:34:27,416 --> 00:34:28,416
Wait, I think I got it.

642
00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:31,000
<i>Success! Bravo!</i>

643
00:34:31,583 --> 00:34:32,416
All done.

644
00:34:32,500 --> 00:34:34,916
- [lock clicks]
- [soft jazz plays on stereo]

645
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:46,833
Ada?

646
00:34:46,916 --> 00:34:48,958
[footsteps]

647
00:34:53,625 --> 00:34:54,625
Welcome home, baby.

648
00:34:56,458 --> 00:34:57,666
[keys clatter]

649
00:34:58,916 --> 00:35:02,125
I just wanted to surprise <i>you </i>this time.

650
00:35:09,666 --> 00:35:10,666
[sighs]

651
00:35:12,041 --> 00:35:13,041
What?

652
00:35:14,375 --> 00:35:15,375
[sighs]

653
00:35:16,916 --> 00:35:18,000
No good, right?

654
00:35:18,500 --> 00:35:20,291
[Selim] Oh no. No, no. No.

655
00:35:21,458 --> 00:35:22,583
You look amazing.

656
00:35:23,666 --> 00:35:24,916
[Ada chuckles]

657
00:35:29,083 --> 00:35:30,083
So, baby.

658
00:35:32,041 --> 00:35:34,666
I know that
I've been neglecting you lately.

659
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:38,291
And I was never that romantic anyway.

660
00:35:47,125 --> 00:35:50,166
No one else would have agreed
to the Brussels thing.

661
00:35:50,250 --> 00:35:51,666
You know that, right?

662
00:36:01,041 --> 00:36:02,750
You are very special to me.

663
00:36:05,666 --> 00:36:06,708
Thank you so much.

664
00:36:15,583 --> 00:36:16,583
[exhales]

665
00:36:20,708 --> 00:36:21,541
Ada?

666
00:36:21,625 --> 00:36:22,625
Hm?

667
00:36:26,541 --> 00:36:27,791
I slept with someone.

668
00:36:32,875 --> 00:36:33,875
Huh?

669
00:36:35,166 --> 00:36:36,250
I was so upset.

670
00:36:36,916 --> 00:36:38,250
And I was drunk.

671
00:36:38,333 --> 00:36:41,541
I... I was angry with you
because you'd just leave me.

672
00:36:42,625 --> 00:36:45,791
[sighs] I'm really sorry.
I'm so, so sorry.

673
00:36:45,875 --> 00:36:47,835
- You were upset and angry with me?
- I regret it.

674
00:36:47,875 --> 00:36:49,291
- And drunk?
- I'm sorry.

675
00:36:49,916 --> 00:36:51,166
I'm really sorry.

676
00:36:52,166 --> 00:36:53,958
Even you, Selim?

677
00:36:54,041 --> 00:36:55,291
Even you.

678
00:36:58,291 --> 00:36:59,291
Ada?

679
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,000
Ada?

680
00:37:02,583 --> 00:37:03,875
Ada, wait a second.

681
00:37:04,625 --> 00:37:05,625
Ada.

682
00:37:12,041 --> 00:37:14,625
- Ada. Can we just talk?
- Don't come in. Stay there.

683
00:37:14,708 --> 00:37:18,041
Stay there. Get back.
Just don't... don't come near me.

684
00:37:18,125 --> 00:37:19,250
Ugh.

685
00:37:21,416 --> 00:37:24,375
- Look, come on. Just let me explain, okay?
- What? Explain what?

686
00:37:24,458 --> 00:37:25,583
What are you gonna explain?

687
00:37:25,666 --> 00:37:27,958
It was a one-time thing,
and I said I'm sorry.

688
00:37:28,041 --> 00:37:29,708
And it meant absolutely nothing.

689
00:37:29,791 --> 00:37:31,291
Uh-huh. Typical.

690
00:37:32,541 --> 00:37:34,375
It never means anything, does it?

691
00:37:36,125 --> 00:37:38,333
- [sighs] I'm gonna lose it.
- [cell phone chiming]

692
00:37:38,416 --> 00:37:39,416
[Ada] Hello.

693
00:37:40,125 --> 00:37:41,791
But isn't there anyone else?

694
00:37:43,166 --> 00:37:44,166
No?

695
00:37:44,791 --> 00:37:46,231
- Yeah, okay.
- [cell phone clatters]

696
00:37:47,125 --> 00:37:48,166
Where are you going?

697
00:37:49,833 --> 00:37:51,375
[shouts] Where are you going?

698
00:37:51,875 --> 00:37:52,708
- Move.
- Ada.

699
00:37:52,791 --> 00:37:54,041
They need me at the hospital.

700
00:37:54,125 --> 00:37:55,476
- Why do they need you now?
- Move.

701
00:37:55,500 --> 00:37:57,500
Don't they have another surgeon
in that hospital?

702
00:37:57,583 --> 00:38:00,125
- The minister's been injured.
- What minister?

703
00:38:00,208 --> 00:38:02,392
I told you I cheated,
and you're going to that hospital?

704
00:38:02,416 --> 00:38:05,333
Yeah, I got it. Don't say it again.
I heard you the first time, okay?

705
00:38:05,416 --> 00:38:07,166
Just move.

706
00:38:07,250 --> 00:38:08,375
Ada.

707
00:38:08,458 --> 00:38:12,375
For just one time in your life,
would it kill you to just put us first?

708
00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,916
Ada! Do you realize
we're basically finished?

709
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,541
We were already finished
the minute that you did that shit.

710
00:38:18,625 --> 00:38:19,916
There's no "us" anymore.

711
00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:21,000
Ada, don't leave.

712
00:38:21,833 --> 00:38:23,208
Just be gone before I'm back.

713
00:38:23,791 --> 00:38:24,791
[door slams]

714
00:38:29,166 --> 00:38:30,166
[sighs]

715
00:38:32,125 --> 00:38:33,125
[sniffles]

716
00:38:35,750 --> 00:38:37,041
[sighs, gasps]

717
00:38:39,083 --> 00:38:40,250
[whimpers] Why is it...

718
00:38:43,375 --> 00:38:45,625
[crying] Why is it always the same story?

719
00:38:45,708 --> 00:38:46,541
[soft music plays]

720
00:38:46,625 --> 00:38:49,041
[sobs] Why is it always the same story?

721
00:38:49,125 --> 00:38:51,708
Why is it always the same old story?

722
00:38:51,791 --> 00:38:53,750
[sobbing]

723
00:38:53,833 --> 00:38:55,375
[Selim chuckles] <i>Will you marry me?</i>

724
00:38:59,458 --> 00:39:01,083
I promise I'll never hurt you.

725
00:39:02,166 --> 00:39:03,208
Ever.

726
00:39:05,791 --> 00:39:07,000
I'll marry you.

727
00:39:07,083 --> 00:39:09,791
- [Selim laughs]
<i>- </i>[Ada chuckles]

728
00:39:09,875 --> 00:39:11,166
[Selim] You come here.

729
00:39:11,250 --> 00:39:13,250
- [Selim sighs]
- [Ada chuckles]

730
00:39:16,833 --> 00:39:18,333
[Ada] God, it's hot in here.

731
00:39:19,291 --> 00:39:20,291
[sighs]

732
00:39:21,500 --> 00:39:23,166
[Selim whispers] We're getting married.

733
00:39:23,250 --> 00:39:24,750
[Selim] We're getting married!

734
00:39:25,375 --> 00:39:28,250
- [shouts] We're getting married!
- [Ada] Whoo!

735
00:39:28,333 --> 00:39:30,250
[elevator bell rings]

736
00:39:30,333 --> 00:39:32,875
[Ada] <i>If we're living something
over and over again,</i>

737
00:39:33,791 --> 00:39:37,125
<i>and the same cycle manifests itself
in different ways,</i>

738
00:39:37,833 --> 00:39:42,208
<i>is it possible that the cause is a wound
from the past we're not even aware of?</i>

739
00:39:42,708 --> 00:39:46,416
<i>When you talk about the past,
it's only your past that you can think of.</i>

740
00:39:47,083 --> 00:39:51,375
<i>But think of your grandmothers,
grandfathers, or even their parents.</i>

741
00:39:51,458 --> 00:39:53,958
[Zaman] <i>You can light candles
for your grandma.</i>

742
00:39:54,708 --> 00:39:58,625
<i>If you honor her,
you will live in abundance and plenty.</i>

743
00:39:58,708 --> 00:39:59,708
For you.

744
00:40:00,791 --> 00:40:03,250
I'm going to do great things
in your name, Eleni.

745
00:40:03,750 --> 00:40:05,416
I know you can hear me somehow.

746
00:40:07,416 --> 00:40:09,000
May your soul find peace.

747
00:40:10,833 --> 00:40:12,333
Your granddaughter remembers you.

748
00:40:14,666 --> 00:40:16,750
[Ada] <i>Do you think that
our health problems,</i>

749
00:40:16,833 --> 00:40:21,000
<i>our shattered relationships,
our financial or spiritual losses</i>

750
00:40:21,500 --> 00:40:24,875
<i>could all be caused by wounds
from generations past?</i>

751
00:40:25,541 --> 00:40:30,583
<i>And is it possible to change it all
by simply accepting those wounds?</i>

752
00:40:30,666 --> 00:40:32,666
[monitor beeping]

753
00:40:32,750 --> 00:40:34,750
[suspenseful music plays]

754
00:40:49,708 --> 00:40:51,458
[Ada] Oh, damn it. I cut the hepatic vein.

755
00:40:51,541 --> 00:40:53,916
Aspirator, now. Compress, quickly.
Give me the compress.

756
00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:55,000
[nurse] Compress.

757
00:41:01,541 --> 00:41:03,375
[Ada] Tell Dr. Faruk
to take over the patient.

758
00:41:06,291 --> 00:41:07,291
Right now.

759
00:41:21,750 --> 00:41:25,041
[grunting]

760
00:41:29,125 --> 00:41:31,666
[Chief of Staff] We've received reports
of similar problems

761
00:41:31,750 --> 00:41:33,083
during your recent surgeries.

762
00:41:33,708 --> 00:41:37,208
You've been to the neurology department,
but they couldn't diagnose you.

763
00:41:37,958 --> 00:41:40,750
Do you realize you're putting
not only your patients' lives at risk,

764
00:41:40,833 --> 00:41:42,083
but the hospital as well?

765
00:41:44,750 --> 00:41:45,916
You're right, of course.

766
00:41:46,416 --> 00:41:48,291
Just give me a month. I'll deal with it.

767
00:41:48,375 --> 00:41:50,041
No, I'm asking for your resignation.

768
00:41:50,833 --> 00:41:51,833
What?

769
00:41:52,166 --> 00:41:54,458
And Faruk will be replacing you
in Brussels.

770
00:41:54,541 --> 00:41:56,208
The board is adamant about that.

771
00:41:57,125 --> 00:41:58,208
I'm sorry.

772
00:42:12,250 --> 00:42:14,750
I worked for years
to get onto that committee.

773
00:42:14,833 --> 00:42:15,916
For years!

774
00:42:16,458 --> 00:42:19,083
You gave me an award only... last month.

775
00:42:19,166 --> 00:42:21,333
You thanked me personally,
and now, just like that,

776
00:42:21,416 --> 00:42:24,208
you're casting me aside
because of one mistake?

777
00:42:24,291 --> 00:42:26,291
- Ada.
- Well, I quit.

778
00:42:26,875 --> 00:42:27,875
You got that?

779
00:42:27,958 --> 00:42:29,541
Don't ever call me again.

780
00:42:29,625 --> 00:42:30,625
Just don't.

781
00:42:33,333 --> 00:42:36,250
[soft music plays]

782
00:43:12,750 --> 00:43:13,750
[exhales]

783
00:43:17,916 --> 00:43:19,916
[cries]

784
00:43:30,041 --> 00:43:31,708
[sobbing]

785
00:44:14,541 --> 00:44:15,833
[sighs]

786
00:44:26,708 --> 00:44:31,416
[Leyla] <i>For the one and only Ada,
welcome to our livestream from Cunda.</i>

787
00:44:32,291 --> 00:44:34,875
<i>Look, sweetie.
Can you guess where we are right now?</i>

788
00:44:34,958 --> 00:44:37,458
<i>We're in Fiko's Tavern.</i>

789
00:44:37,541 --> 00:44:40,208
[Leyla] Oh my God,
the appetizers here are amazing.

790
00:44:40,708 --> 00:44:44,500
And, by the way,
I did exactly what Zaman told me to do.

791
00:44:44,583 --> 00:44:46,875
I lit the candles
and released them out to sea.

792
00:44:46,958 --> 00:44:48,458
And I prayed for Eleni.

793
00:44:48,583 --> 00:44:50,125
- [Sevgi] Eleni.
- Eleni.

794
00:44:51,250 --> 00:44:52,166
Mm.

795
00:44:52,250 --> 00:44:54,541
And Sevgi brought all her stuff
from Istanbul,

796
00:44:54,625 --> 00:44:57,208
but, unfortunately,
the house is totally falling apart.

797
00:44:57,291 --> 00:44:59,517
- It's gonna need work.
- It's great. Don't listen to her.

798
00:44:59,541 --> 00:45:00,958
Oh, it needs a ton of work.

799
00:45:01,041 --> 00:45:02,625
Now, the hottest topic,

800
00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:06,666
We found Sevgi a date this weekend
on a dating website.

801
00:45:06,750 --> 00:45:10,083
She's meeting a guy,
but you're not gonna be here for it.

802
00:45:10,166 --> 00:45:12,086
- [chuckles]
- Like mother, like daughter, right?

803
00:45:12,166 --> 00:45:13,250
These two are unstoppable.

804
00:45:13,333 --> 00:45:15,083
Oh, look. Let me show you. Here's Muko.

805
00:45:15,166 --> 00:45:19,000
Muko made stuffed zucchini blossoms
for Zaman.

806
00:45:19,083 --> 00:45:21,833
- Yeah, baby, stuffed zucchini blossoms.
- [inaudible]

807
00:45:21,916 --> 00:45:24,625
They're just to say thank you,
if you know what I mean.

808
00:45:24,708 --> 00:45:26,375
[guitar playing softly]

809
00:45:26,458 --> 00:45:28,708
[sighs] With Erdem, it's the same.

810
00:45:29,625 --> 00:45:32,226
- No word from him. No word at all.
- [man singing ballad in Turkish]

811
00:45:32,250 --> 00:45:35,666
Um, so I've started
selling my outfits online.

812
00:45:35,750 --> 00:45:39,166
I've already sold some shoes,
and I've sold a couple bags.

813
00:45:39,666 --> 00:45:40,916
Okay, I'm not gonna cry.

814
00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:42,250
[clears throat]

815
00:45:42,958 --> 00:45:45,083
Now are you ready for the real bombshell?

816
00:45:45,166 --> 00:45:47,416
Guess, guess, guess who's back on stage?

817
00:45:48,083 --> 00:45:50,791
<i>Look. Look who it is.
Check it out. I'll show you. Look, look.</i>

818
00:45:50,875 --> 00:45:53,583
<i>Toprak! On the stage!</i>

819
00:45:53,666 --> 00:45:56,541
[singing in Turkish]

820
00:45:59,833 --> 00:46:02,041
[Sevgi] <i>We really wish you were here, Ada.</i>

821
00:46:02,125 --> 00:46:05,000
[Leyla] <i>And if we could fix the house,
that'd be great.</i>

822
00:46:05,083 --> 00:46:08,916
<i>Okay, then, you go and do your surgery,
and get here after that, sweetie.</i>

823
00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:11,625
[both] <i>We love you so much. </i>[kissing]

824
00:46:11,708 --> 00:46:12,833
[Leyla] <i>Bye, then.</i>

825
00:46:15,875 --> 00:46:17,791
[sniffles, exhales]

826
00:46:19,625 --> 00:46:20,833
[cell phone chimes]

827
00:46:21,875 --> 00:46:24,375
I love you both so, so very much too.

828
00:46:24,458 --> 00:46:28,333
Hey, do you have room for one more?
I mean in that haunted house of yours?

829
00:46:31,875 --> 00:46:32,955
[message send alert chimes]

830
00:46:33,000 --> 00:46:35,000
[man singing ballad in Turkish]

831
00:47:13,666 --> 00:47:15,666
[song continues on car stereo]

832
00:47:20,166 --> 00:47:22,083
[cell phone chimes]

833
00:47:23,208 --> 00:47:27,625
[Ada] <i>If we knew how the past affected us,
would we still avoid facing it?</i>

834
00:47:28,916 --> 00:47:32,666
<i>Or, no matter how much we avoid it,
would it never stop chasing us?</i>

835
00:47:32,750 --> 00:47:34,000
[cell phone chimes]

836
00:47:34,083 --> 00:47:36,708
Hey, Mom. I'm driving.
Could I call you back at a better time?

837
00:47:36,791 --> 00:47:37,791
[man on phone] <i>Ada.</i>

838
00:47:39,333 --> 00:47:40,458
<i>It's Toprak.</i>

839
00:47:40,541 --> 00:47:42,791
Please don't hang up.
I need to talk to you.

840
00:47:49,458 --> 00:47:51,458
[theme music plays]

841
00:48:01,916 --> 00:48:07,791
<i>♪ What if the past is not yet history? ♪</i>

842
00:48:07,875 --> 00:48:14,125
<i>♪ And it's why my future
Gets away from me? ♪</i>

843
00:48:14,208 --> 00:48:20,208
<i>♪ The bliss, the joy, and the victory ♪</i>

844
00:48:20,291 --> 00:48:26,416
<i>♪ Are hidden in another self
deep inside of me ♪</i>

845
00:48:26,500 --> 00:48:32,208
<i>♪ So tell me
If the past is not yet history ♪</i>

846
00:48:32,875 --> 00:48:38,875
<i>♪ Could it be
Somewhere we've lost the harmony? ♪</i>

847
00:48:38,958 --> 00:48:45,083
<i>♪ The muse, the spell, and the irony ♪</i>

848
00:48:45,166 --> 00:48:51,833
<i>♪ Are sailing in another self
Deep inside of me ♪</i>

849
00:48:54,541 --> 00:48:57,541
<i>♪ I came to smile
I came to cry ♪</i>

850
00:48:57,625 --> 00:49:00,875
<i>♪ I came to fail, then grow up high ♪</i>

851
00:49:00,958 --> 00:49:03,875
<i>♪ I came to fall
I came to love ♪</i>

852
00:49:03,958 --> 00:49:07,083
<i>♪ I came to remember we're born to fly ♪</i>

853
00:49:07,166 --> 00:49:10,125
<i>♪ I came to sing
I came to fight ♪</i>

854
00:49:10,208 --> 00:49:13,250
<i>♪ I came to lose, then look upside ♪</i>

855
00:49:13,333 --> 00:49:16,333
<i>♪ I came to doubt
I came to trust ♪</i>

856
00:49:16,416 --> 00:49:21,375
<i>♪ I came to remind you
No one's born to die ♪</i>

857
00:49:24,375 --> 00:49:28,250
<i>♪ No one's born to die ♪</i>

858
00:49:30,625 --> 00:49:33,333
<i>♪ No one's born to die ♪</i>

859
00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:50,000
<i>♪ Don't you see
The past is not just history ♪</i>

860
00:49:50,875 --> 00:49:53,333
<i>♪ It's why you are you ♪</i>

861
00:49:53,416 --> 00:49:56,916
<i>♪ And it's why I'm me ♪</i>

862
00:49:57,000 --> 00:50:02,833
<i>♪ The spark, the taste, and the destiny ♪</i>

863
00:50:02,916 --> 00:50:09,250
<i>♪ Are dancing with another self
Deep inside of we ♪</i>

864
00:50:09,333 --> 00:50:14,333
<i>♪ So tell me if your past is not history ♪</i>

865
00:50:15,666 --> 00:50:19,041
<i>♪ But it's why you're here... ♪</i>


