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A NETFLIX SERIES

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- [music box plays]
- [children chatter]

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[woman] <i>Is it possible that our past,
whether or not we remember it,</i>

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<i>is always saved somewhere?</i>

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Hi, Papa!

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[girl giggles]

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[man 1] Be careful, baby.
Hold on tight, okay?

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Pomegranate!

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[man 1] All right, I'll get you one.

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[woman] <i>You know how
a flight recorder saves the data on it,</i>

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<i>no matter how damaged it gets?</i>

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<i>The past works the same way.</i>

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<i>Tastes, smells, moments.</i>

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<i>They all wait for the right time
to be remembered one day.</i>

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- [man 1] How is it? Do you like it?
<i>- </i>Yeah, it's delicious.

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You want some?

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[dramatic music plays]

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[woman]<i> And, even though we forget it,</i>

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<i>does the past stay with us?</i>

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[panting]

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[girl] Papa?

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[theme music plays]

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[applause]

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[man 2] Thank you all for coming.

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I'd like to introduce you
to my esteemed colleague,

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a doctor whose success...

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- [cell phone chimes]
- ...in breast cancer operations

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has brought this award to our hospital.

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In addition to her work here,
he's also recently been nominated...

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LEYLA - WHAT DO YOU THINK?

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...for a position on our
cancer research committee in Brussels.

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SEVGİ - AWESOME. GET THEM FOR SURE.

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Please welcome
General Surgeon, Ada Korkmaz.

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ADA - NO! DON'T YOU DARE!

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[applause]

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Thank you so much.

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- Thank you, everyone.
- [audience applauds]

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[whistles]

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Bravo!

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[Ada] I'd like to dedicate this award

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to all the patients
who are battling cancer,

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to all the tenacious scientists
who are with us in this fight,

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and to our healthcare personnel.

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And to my dear father.

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[Ada] Thank you.

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Wait, wait, wait. Hold it!

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Deniz! Long time no see, honey.

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How's everything going with the chemo?

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I actually already
finished my chemo, Sevgi.

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I'm all fine now.

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[soft music plays]

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Our prayers are with you.

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[woman] <i>A man called Zaman.</i>

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He is amazing.

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He did wonders for us.

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- Maybe he can help you too, huh?
- Hm?

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Look, I can give you his contact info.
Give me one second.

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[soft music continues]

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I thought surgery went well.

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Her vitals were improving.

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We can't start medication now.

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She's gonna need some time to recover.

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- Hm.
- [cell phone chimes]

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SEVGİ - CHEMO TIME

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Would you mind
if I told her instead, Doctor?

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[doctor] Sure, I was covering that file...

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- All right then... [sighs]
- [door opens]

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[Sevgi] No, I guess I couldn't explain.

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Sure, if you want.

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Girlfriend, I'm so proud of you.

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- Was that Ayça on the phone?
- Uh-huh.

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They still haven't given me my meds.
I'm gonna be late, Ada.

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Excuse me, Nurse?

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She wants me to pick up the client,
but he's not answering.

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Does she want me to wait at his door?

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Hey. Listen, they won't be giving you
the meds today.

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[chuckles] What do you mean they won't?

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Ada, do you even know the hoops
I had to jump through to leave work?

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Sevgi.

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Come on. Let's go get some coffee.

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Oh, I can't believe it's happening.

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Seriously, so pretty, a work of art.

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And, Leyla, I can guarantee you
yours will be even better.

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Oh! I'm so excited,
I won't be able to sleep.

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Thank you so much for everything.
Okay, I'll see you in the morning.

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- [boy] Yah!
- [exclaims] Sarp!

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- God damn it, you little...
- Yah!

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- Here come the troops!
- He doesn't want to eat.

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- He's out of control.
- Come on. Get it together, Marsa, huh?

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I'll be in the hospital tomorrow.
What are you gonna do without me then?

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Unbelievable, that damn woman
is good for nothing.

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SEVGİ - CHEMO TIME

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[sighs]

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LEYLA - HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, HONEY!
CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE DONE.

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[Ada] I'll send your file
to the committee in Belgium.

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I'll try other meds.

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Just stay positive.
Okay, honey? Stay positive.

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[cell phone chimes]

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- [gasps] I'm late!
- For what?

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- I told you already. I have a hearing.
- Sevgi.

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Honey, I don't think
you're listening right now.

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There's no hearing, no work, nothing.
We're gonna admit you, okay?

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[chuckles] Yeah, right.
You wanna tell that to Ayça yourself then?

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Fuck Ayça. I'll send her an explanation,
and she'll deal with it.

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Ma'am, there's an emergency patient.
They're waiting for you in the OR.

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Listen to me.

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Take Sevgi for her tests, please,
and admit her to the second floor.

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[Sevgi] Would it even matter
if I said no, Ada?

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Hm.

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[Ada] What do you think?

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Ada?

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Hm?

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Don't say anything about this
to my mother, please?

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Okay?

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[nurse] The patient is Ayşe Kara.
She's 18.

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She fell down some stairs.

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[monitor beeping]

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[Ada] Ayşe? Hello, honey.

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I'm Dr. Ada.

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The fracture in your rib
has ruptured your spleen.

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We're gonna take care of it, okay?

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Anesthesia, please.

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[nurse] We're ready, ma'am.

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[monitor continues beeping]

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[Sevgi] <i>Mom, I'm okay, I swear.</i>

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Okay, Mom.

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Listen, I have to go. The doctor's here.

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I love you. Stop worrying. Okay, bye.

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- Have a good one.
- Mm.

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EXPANSION OF ORIGIN FAMILY
YOU'RE THE MASTER OF YOUR LIFE...

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[suspenseful music plays]

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IF YOU'RE READY TO MEET YOUR HERITAGE...

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[cell phone buzzing]

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MRS. AYÇA

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[scoffs]

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[breathes deeply]

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[music intensifies]

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[touchscreen keys clicking]

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[clears throat]

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- [line rings]
- Hello?

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Uh, yes, hello.

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My name is Sevgi.

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I'm calling 'cause I'd like to set up
an appointment.

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How soon would that be possible?

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Tomorrow, you said?

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Mm. What made you
think of Ayvalık, sweetie?

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Ow!

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Sarp! That's enough.
Get outta here. Get out!

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<i>That's it. Go away.</i>

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Leyla, I need to be there at 10:00 a.m.
What do you think? Can you help me?

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Love, I'm having an operation tomorrow.
Can it wait?

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<i>Or maybe just ask Ada to take you there?</i>

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[gasps] No way!

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Leyla, listen.
Ada can't know about this. You hear me?

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[soft music plays]

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How do you expect me to be calm?

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Something's wrong.
I hear it in your voice, Ada.

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<i>What's wrong with my daughter?
Tell me right now.</i>

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We'll keep Sevgi for a few days, Muko.

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She needs some rest.

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But please don't worry.
I'm taking care of her, all right?

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Sevgi?

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[suspenseful music plays]

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- [Leyla] Hey. I was about to call you.
- [mockingly] Hey.

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- Where have you been?
- What?

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Come on. What do you want from me?
I had to explain to Erdem and pack a bag.

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Why do you need a bag?
We're just staying one night.

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What, am I not allowed to post a vlog
while we're in Ayvalık? Gimme a break.

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- Are you all right, sweetie?
- I'm fine. Just go.

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Look, I want to know everything.
Tell me. Who is this guy? What's he doing?

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- What's his method?
- Leyla, go!

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- Oh shit.
- [groans]

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Are you trying to drive me crazy or what?

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Really?

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[Leyla] Ada.

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What's up? We're going to Ayvalık, love.
You should come.

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Sevgi, get out, please.

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I can't, dear. All right, we're leaving.
I was gonna call you tonight anyway.

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Ayvalık? Can you tell me
exactly what you're hoping to find?

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Who knows? Raki, fish,
maybe the Ayvalık trio?

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- [Ada and Sevgi] Leyla!
- Get off my back.

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[Ada] Sevgi.

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- You need to get out now, please.
- [Sevgi] Ada.

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Sevgi, come on.

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You either come with us
or you get out of the way.

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But I have to go. There's no other choice.

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Please.

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So this is it?

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This is what
you're risking your health for?

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Risking what health, Ada?

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[Ada sighs]

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Hey, girls, um, just wondering
if anyone feels like telling me

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what the hell has gotten into you today?

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[retches, grunts]

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[Leyla] I'm talking to you.
What is going on?

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- [Sevgi clears throat]
- Leyla.

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- [Leyla] Hm?
- Pull over at the gas station, please.

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- We have enough gas already.
- Leyla, you need to start signaling.

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[groans] You're too much today, Ada.
You're seriously suffocating me.

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I'm pulling over now.

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[Leyla] We just hit the road,
and she wants to pull over.

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Listen, I'm fine.

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You cannot go on a road trip
in your condition.

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Ada, I don't want to be
in a hospital, okay?

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And I don't want you
to get your hopes up for nothing.

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I don't want to see you unhappy again.

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Then please stop making me unhappy, girl.

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Let me out. I'm going to the bathroom.

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What's your problem, Ada?

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Why do you have to make this
such a big deal?

211
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Girl's been through chemo.
Give her a break.

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Leyla, I can't let her go
all the way down to that place

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just so you can get a few Instagram pics.

214
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Thanks, Ada!
You're not making any sense right now.

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I cancelled the operation
I've been waiting for for months.

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I left my kid all alone.
What are you talking about?

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- All because she asked me to go with her.
- Leyla, Sevgi is not doing well.

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It's relapsed.

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Why else do you think
that I would get in your way?

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[melancholy music plays]

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Leyla.

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[retches, coughs]

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[music intensifies]

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[sobs]

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Sevgi will be fine.

226
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But, right now, she needs to be
under constant care, inside a hospital.

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You're positive?

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- You're sure she'll be okay?
- How can you ask me that, Leyla?

229
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Of course I'm not sure.

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How could I be?

231
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Then we'll do what she wants to do, Ada.

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If she wants to go to Ayvalık,
then that's where we're going.

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[sniffles]

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[Leyla clears throat]

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Oh my God!

236
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That lipstick looks so good on you.

237
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You're so cute.

238
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- You look great, sweetie.
- You're so cute.

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Looks like someone decided
to come with us.

240
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You didn't think
you were really gonna go without me?

241
00:13:14,625 --> 00:13:15,458
Let's go, then.

242
00:13:15,541 --> 00:13:17,375
[Turkish pop song plays on car stereo]

243
00:13:17,458 --> 00:13:18,666
[Leyla] All right, then.

244
00:13:19,541 --> 00:13:21,125
Let the road trip begin.

245
00:13:21,625 --> 00:13:22,625
[Ada and Sevgi] Yeah!

246
00:13:22,666 --> 00:13:24,375
[song continues]

247
00:13:24,458 --> 00:13:27,291
[lip-syncing]

248
00:13:29,458 --> 00:13:31,083
Windows, please.

249
00:13:31,583 --> 00:13:33,166
[singing in Turkish]

250
00:13:33,250 --> 00:13:34,625
[both singing in Turkish]

251
00:13:57,000 --> 00:13:58,541
Get inside!

252
00:13:58,625 --> 00:14:01,625
[all continue singing]

253
00:14:01,708 --> 00:14:03,208
[song ends]

254
00:14:03,291 --> 00:14:05,708
[Ada] <i>And so the journey
we were forced to take</i>

255
00:14:05,791 --> 00:14:10,000
<i>changed not only Sevgi's life,
but all of ours.</i>

256
00:14:10,500 --> 00:14:11,916
<i>Of course, we had no idea then.</i>

257
00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:14,208
[automated voice] <i>In 200 meters,
turn right.</i>

258
00:14:14,291 --> 00:14:16,625
<i>Continue straight for 17 kilometers.</i>

259
00:14:18,041 --> 00:14:21,541
[Ada] <i>We also didn't know
not to trust Leyla with directions.</i>

260
00:14:22,625 --> 00:14:24,333
[Sevgi] It says Temple of Athena.

261
00:14:24,916 --> 00:14:26,541
Go back. You took a wrong turn.8

262
00:14:27,375 --> 00:14:30,625
Girls, I think it's time
for an Instagram post.

263
00:14:31,083 --> 00:14:34,203
- [Ada] Oh no, Leyla. Don't be silly.
- [Sevgi] For God's sake, Leyla. Stop it.

264
00:14:34,250 --> 00:14:36,875
[Leyla] What's the problem?
It's not even gonna take ten minutes.

265
00:14:36,958 --> 00:14:37,958
As most of you know,

266
00:14:38,041 --> 00:14:41,625
in Greek mythology,
Athena is known as the goddess of war.

267
00:14:41,708 --> 00:14:45,833
And, in fact, she's also a goddess
capable of seeing things from every angle,

268
00:14:45,916 --> 00:14:48,125
opening new paths, and giving direction.

269
00:14:48,625 --> 00:14:52,000
That's why the owl is
the symbol of Athena.

270
00:14:52,500 --> 00:14:56,583
You know it can turn its head
270 degrees? That's all for now.

271
00:14:56,666 --> 00:14:58,625
Leyla, if you think
that's enough enlightenment,

272
00:14:58,708 --> 00:15:00,291
can we please be on our way?

273
00:15:00,375 --> 00:15:02,208
Just one more thing, love, hang on.

274
00:15:02,291 --> 00:15:03,791
- Sevgi, come here.
- Hm?

275
00:15:03,875 --> 00:15:05,875
Come on, come on, come on.
- Oh, but I'm so tired.

276
00:15:05,958 --> 00:15:08,875
Yeah, I know, but we can't leave
without doing this first. Okay?

277
00:15:08,958 --> 00:15:11,750
Girls, let's hold hands.
Gimme yours. Come on, come on.

278
00:15:11,833 --> 00:15:14,625
[inhales deeply]
We're gonna close our eyes now,

279
00:15:14,708 --> 00:15:15,708
take a deep breath,

280
00:15:16,333 --> 00:15:19,833
and then, we're all simultaneously
going to make a wish.

281
00:15:19,916 --> 00:15:21,458
And Athena will listen to us.

282
00:15:21,958 --> 00:15:22,958
You with me?

283
00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:26,291
[breathes deeply]

284
00:15:26,375 --> 00:15:27,791
[Sevgi] <i>I want to get well.</i>

285
00:15:28,666 --> 00:15:30,000
<i>I want to live.</i>

286
00:15:30,708 --> 00:15:32,250
<i>I want to fall in love.</i>

287
00:15:32,916 --> 00:15:34,875
[Leyla] <i>I want Sevgi to get well.</i>

288
00:15:34,958 --> 00:15:37,375
<i>And I want to have beautiful tits.</i>

289
00:15:37,458 --> 00:15:40,750
<i>I want my tits to look
just like Erdem likes them, please.</i>

290
00:15:41,541 --> 00:15:42,708
[Ada] <i>I need to pee.</i>

291
00:15:43,791 --> 00:15:46,500
<i>And can't we eat something? I'm starving.</i>

292
00:15:53,541 --> 00:15:56,666
<i>I'd like to be picked
for the cancer research team in Brussels.</i>

293
00:15:58,708 --> 00:16:01,333
<i>And, please, just help Sevgi get well.</i>

294
00:16:05,750 --> 00:16:08,875
- [Sevgi] <i>I want to get well.
- </i>[Leyla] <i>I want Sevgi to get well.</i>

295
00:16:25,500 --> 00:16:26,333
Leyla, honey,

296
00:16:26,416 --> 00:16:29,125
did you pack Erdem in this bag
because you can't be away from him?

297
00:16:29,208 --> 00:16:31,166
[laughs sarcastically] Oh, yeah, honey.

298
00:16:31,250 --> 00:16:33,583
You're just hilarious tonight, aren't you?

299
00:16:33,666 --> 00:16:35,791
Well then, did you guys bring
anything to wear?

300
00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:37,208
No. Right?

301
00:16:37,291 --> 00:16:40,250
Who's the one thinking about you
every single time? Leyla.

302
00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:41,875
Leyla, it's just one day.

303
00:16:41,958 --> 00:16:44,125
For one day, I'll save you
from those hideous clothes.

304
00:16:44,208 --> 00:16:46,208
- [Ada] Take it. You carry it.
- I'm not gonna. No.

305
00:16:46,250 --> 00:16:48,434
[Ada] You always do this.
I'm not carrying your luggage.

306
00:16:48,458 --> 00:16:49,750
Where is it? Is this it?

307
00:16:49,833 --> 00:16:52,041
- [Leyla] There it is. That's it.
- [Ada] Which one?

308
00:16:52,125 --> 00:16:53,565
- This is it.
- [Sevgi] Are you sure?

309
00:16:54,791 --> 00:16:55,791
Ow.

310
00:16:56,666 --> 00:16:58,333
- [grunts]
- [Ada] Come on. Come here.

311
00:16:58,416 --> 00:17:00,875
- I can't stand watching this.
- Mm, you're so sweet, my love.

312
00:17:02,416 --> 00:17:05,250
[Leyla] Okay, GPS says it's
somewhere around here, but I don't see it.

313
00:17:05,333 --> 00:17:08,750
God, I'm gonna be so late. Zaman told me
to be there at 10:00 a.m. sharp.

314
00:17:08,833 --> 00:17:11,375
I mean, what kind of name
is Zaman, anyway?

315
00:17:11,458 --> 00:17:12,625
- [sighs]
- [Leyla] Hey.

316
00:17:13,250 --> 00:17:14,708
[Leyla] I think this might be it.

317
00:17:15,791 --> 00:17:17,750
[Sevgi] Yep. This is it. We're here.

318
00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:21,458
[Ada] I'm coming with you, Sevgi.

319
00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:23,541
I'm going alone. Call you when I'm done.

320
00:17:24,083 --> 00:17:25,250
Ada.

321
00:17:27,291 --> 00:17:28,851
- [Leyla] Leave her be, sweetie.
- [sighs]

322
00:17:28,875 --> 00:17:31,791
We'll come back for her, anyway.
It's not like she's leaving without us.

323
00:17:31,875 --> 00:17:35,333
Come on now. Come take a picture of me
over there. The path is gorgeous.

324
00:17:36,583 --> 00:17:38,375
[Leyla] Hang on. I'm setting it up. Here.

325
00:17:38,916 --> 00:17:40,796
- You have to get me walking.
- [Ada] All right.

326
00:17:40,833 --> 00:17:42,875
[Leyla] It needs to look cool,
like a model shoot.

327
00:17:43,791 --> 00:17:46,000
With the wind at my back,
it'll be perfect.

328
00:17:46,083 --> 00:17:47,750
It's gonna be such a good post.

329
00:17:47,833 --> 00:17:49,833
[rhythmic meditative music plays]

330
00:18:08,958 --> 00:18:10,333
[inaudible]

331
00:18:18,083 --> 00:18:20,041
- [man] Oh!
- Oh my God. I'm terribly sorry.

332
00:18:20,125 --> 00:18:21,208
No, I'm sorry.

333
00:18:22,416 --> 00:18:24,166
Um, is this Mr. Zaman's place?

334
00:18:24,250 --> 00:18:25,500
Yeah, it is. Come in.

335
00:18:31,958 --> 00:18:33,500
[chattering]

336
00:18:36,875 --> 00:18:38,208
Can I help you?

337
00:18:39,875 --> 00:18:41,125
Which one is Zaman?

338
00:18:41,875 --> 00:18:44,125
Oh, you're new. I'm Fiko.

339
00:18:45,458 --> 00:18:47,833
Fikret. They call me Fiko

340
00:18:49,208 --> 00:18:50,208
Sevgi.

341
00:18:50,250 --> 00:18:51,458
They call me Sevgi.

342
00:18:51,541 --> 00:18:54,958
Zaman's office is upstairs.
You can't miss it. Want some tea?

343
00:18:55,541 --> 00:18:57,458
No. Thanks.

344
00:18:57,958 --> 00:18:58,958
[Fiko] Thank you.

345
00:19:02,458 --> 00:19:04,458
[folk guitar music plays on stereo]

346
00:19:21,958 --> 00:19:23,041
Come in.

347
00:19:23,125 --> 00:19:24,208
Excuse me, Zaman?

348
00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:30,041
I called yesterday. I'm Sevgi.

349
00:19:30,625 --> 00:19:31,625
Ah, that's right.

350
00:19:34,250 --> 00:19:36,916
- Have a seat, please. Welcome.
- [door closes]

351
00:19:49,583 --> 00:19:50,583
Pomegranate.

352
00:19:51,333 --> 00:19:52,333
Hm.

353
00:19:52,791 --> 00:19:56,958
They say it's a symbol of abundance
and fortune, as well as life after death.

354
00:19:57,541 --> 00:19:58,541
So

355
00:20:00,041 --> 00:20:04,416
it reminds us that within one's life
there are other lives as well.

356
00:20:05,583 --> 00:20:06,583
Would you like some?

357
00:20:07,250 --> 00:20:09,500
I can't even remember
what pomegranate tastes like.

358
00:20:09,583 --> 00:20:11,875
- It's been so long since I had one.
- Hm.

359
00:20:20,083 --> 00:20:22,791
Welcome, Sevgi.
How can I be of help to you?

360
00:20:24,166 --> 00:20:26,041
- I'm here 'cause I have cancer.
- Mm-hm

361
00:20:26,750 --> 00:20:28,083
It started in my liver.

362
00:20:29,000 --> 00:20:32,625
I had surgery, and then we started
a chemotherapy treatment regimen.

363
00:20:32,708 --> 00:20:34,708
But now the cancer came back.

364
00:20:36,000 --> 00:20:38,583
Do you think there's possibly
a way you can help me?

365
00:20:38,666 --> 00:20:42,791
I mean, the treatments you're doing here.
Do you think your treatment could help me?

366
00:20:43,291 --> 00:20:45,041
Now, Sevgi. [sighs]

367
00:20:46,333 --> 00:20:51,083
Expansion of Origin Family...
hm... does not offer medical treatment.

368
00:20:52,333 --> 00:20:54,916
We leave that to doctors.
That's not what we do.

369
00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:58,333
What we deal with
is the spiritual origins of diseases.

370
00:20:58,833 --> 00:21:01,500
If we can tap into the source...

371
00:21:02,916 --> 00:21:06,208
the disease... could begin to heal.

372
00:21:06,291 --> 00:21:07,875
Although, there's no guarantee.

373
00:21:09,125 --> 00:21:10,125
Sevgi.

374
00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:13,125
That's a pretty name.

375
00:21:13,208 --> 00:21:14,666
Thank you so much. [chuckles]

376
00:21:17,875 --> 00:21:18,875
All right.

377
00:21:19,458 --> 00:21:21,958
If I may, the other hand.

378
00:21:32,500 --> 00:21:34,875
[heart beating]

379
00:21:37,125 --> 00:21:38,875
[heartbeat intensifies]

380
00:21:38,958 --> 00:21:40,958
[breathes deeply]

381
00:21:46,750 --> 00:21:47,916
Excuse me.

382
00:21:49,416 --> 00:21:51,041
I'm not feeling well.

383
00:21:52,625 --> 00:21:54,291
That's it. Let it out.

384
00:21:54,375 --> 00:21:55,208
[exhales]

385
00:21:55,291 --> 00:21:57,625
[Zaman] You've held it inside too long,
haven't you?

386
00:22:01,166 --> 00:22:02,375
[inhales]

387
00:22:03,375 --> 00:22:05,125
- Sevgi?
- [inhales]

388
00:22:06,291 --> 00:22:08,250
Do you think you could thank cancer?

389
00:22:08,333 --> 00:22:10,208
[chuckles, sniffles]

390
00:22:11,125 --> 00:22:12,125
[Zaman] Mm.

391
00:22:16,916 --> 00:22:18,500
[sniffles]

392
00:22:18,583 --> 00:22:19,583
[sighs]

393
00:22:25,750 --> 00:22:27,041
No. Of course I can't.

394
00:22:29,958 --> 00:22:32,083
I've never smoked once in my life.

395
00:22:32,166 --> 00:22:33,166
[Zaman] Mm-hm.

396
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:35,375
I try to be healthy.

397
00:22:37,041 --> 00:22:39,250
And I've always tried to be a good person.

398
00:22:40,458 --> 00:22:42,416
I didn't do anything to deserve this.

399
00:22:44,208 --> 00:22:45,208
Hm.

400
00:22:46,041 --> 00:22:47,083
So... [sighs]

401
00:22:47,916 --> 00:22:49,416
No, I cannot be thankful.

402
00:22:50,791 --> 00:22:53,583
I just want this thing
to get the hell away from me.

403
00:22:56,500 --> 00:22:57,500
Fine.

404
00:23:01,083 --> 00:23:02,083
Follow me.

405
00:23:08,083 --> 00:23:11,208
Maybe this disease
wants you to remember something. Hm?

406
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:13,166
Come, let's see.

407
00:23:13,250 --> 00:23:15,250
[suspenseful music plays]

408
00:23:22,791 --> 00:23:23,916
[whistles]

409
00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:27,500
[music intensifies]

410
00:23:28,666 --> 00:23:30,666
[continues whistling]

411
00:23:41,958 --> 00:23:42,958
Go ahead.

412
00:23:57,166 --> 00:23:58,208
[camera shutter clicks]

413
00:23:59,625 --> 00:24:02,541
[camera shutter clicking]

414
00:24:02,625 --> 00:24:05,392
- [Ada] I think this is good. Check it out.
- No, wait. Do a couple more.

415
00:24:05,416 --> 00:24:06,456
- [Ada] Come on.
- [groans]

416
00:24:06,541 --> 00:24:08,416
- [Ada] Here.
- [sighs] Oh, you...

417
00:24:08,500 --> 00:24:10,684
I really don't understand
how you're so cool about this.

418
00:24:10,708 --> 00:24:12,458
We just left her alone
at that weird place.

419
00:24:12,541 --> 00:24:15,101
What do you want me to do?
This is how I keep my mind off things.

420
00:24:15,166 --> 00:24:16,500
What's wrong with that?

421
00:24:16,583 --> 00:24:19,708
Mm, these are pretty good.
Well done, girl.

422
00:24:19,791 --> 00:24:21,750
Oh my gosh. Oh God. [gasps]

423
00:24:22,833 --> 00:24:24,750
Natural breast enlarge...

424
00:24:24,833 --> 00:24:28,125
Are you seeing this? It says
they can enlarge breasts naturally.

425
00:24:28,208 --> 00:24:30,875
Ah! Babe, go grab
an Ayvalık grilled cheese or something.

426
00:24:30,958 --> 00:24:31,958
I'll call you later.

427
00:24:32,458 --> 00:24:33,625
[blows kiss] Bye-bye.

428
00:24:42,750 --> 00:24:44,041
Good morning, love.

429
00:24:44,541 --> 00:24:45,541
How's Sevgi?

430
00:24:45,583 --> 00:24:47,125
Not good, Selim, not good.

431
00:24:47,208 --> 00:24:49,416
She acts fine,
but really she's devastated.

432
00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:52,458
You went all that way,
you should at least enjoy it.

433
00:24:52,541 --> 00:24:55,125
- Get an Ayvalık grilled cheese.
- That's the last thing I need.

434
00:24:55,208 --> 00:24:57,041
Selim, I had to postpone
two surgeries today,

435
00:24:57,125 --> 00:24:58,875
I am not in vacation mode.

436
00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:02,333
Honey, I think I'm lost.

437
00:25:02,416 --> 00:25:03,583
Uh, I have to go.

438
00:25:04,125 --> 00:25:06,708
- I'll call you later.
- <i>Okay. Love you.</i>

439
00:25:07,875 --> 00:25:10,666
[vendor 1] Peaches from Bursa,
peaches from Bursa.

440
00:25:13,333 --> 00:25:15,625
[vendor 2] Strawberries from Mount Ida.

441
00:25:16,541 --> 00:25:20,000
Get your sweet strawberries
straight from Mount Ida.

442
00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,833
- Good morning.
- Hello there.

443
00:25:22,333 --> 00:25:24,000
Would you like a kilo of these, honey?

444
00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:26,041
- [Ada] I'll take it.
- Sure thing, sweetheart.

445
00:25:28,291 --> 00:25:29,750
[melancholy music plays]

446
00:25:46,458 --> 00:25:47,333
[Ada] <i>Shit!</i>

447
00:25:47,416 --> 00:25:49,541
[music stops]

448
00:25:49,625 --> 00:25:53,000
[vendor 2] Excuse me.
Miss, you forgot your strawberries!

449
00:25:54,083 --> 00:25:56,603
- Your head must be in the clouds, honey.
- I'm so sorry, ma'am.

450
00:25:56,666 --> 00:25:58,250
Thank you very much. Thank you.

451
00:25:59,750 --> 00:26:00,750
Ada?

452
00:26:04,416 --> 00:26:05,416
It's Toprak.

453
00:26:06,500 --> 00:26:08,333
I'm sorry. I didn't recognize you.

454
00:26:09,583 --> 00:26:11,864
That's good. I thought
you were just running away from me.

455
00:26:11,916 --> 00:26:13,666
[Ada thinking] <i>He hasn't changed a bit.</i>

456
00:26:13,750 --> 00:26:14,833
[melancholy music resumes]

457
00:26:16,625 --> 00:26:17,625
How are you?

458
00:26:18,791 --> 00:26:20,583
[Ada thinking] <i>Ugh. My hair's a mess.</i>

459
00:26:21,250 --> 00:26:22,250
Fine.

460
00:26:22,666 --> 00:26:23,666
I'm good.

461
00:26:23,708 --> 00:26:24,708
You look good.

462
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:29,250
[Ada thinking] <i>You, too, bastard.</i> [scoffs]

463
00:26:29,333 --> 00:26:32,250
So what are you doing here?
I thought you lived abroad.

464
00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:34,291
Well, I'll be here for a little bit.

465
00:26:34,375 --> 00:26:35,416
- [sighs]
- [Ada] Mm.

466
00:26:36,750 --> 00:26:37,750
And what about you?

467
00:26:37,833 --> 00:26:38,833
Here for a vacation?

468
00:26:40,208 --> 00:26:41,208
Yeah, kinda.

469
00:26:43,958 --> 00:26:45,125
You haven't changed.

470
00:26:46,041 --> 00:26:48,000
[Ada thinking] <i>He still has that smile.</i>

471
00:26:48,083 --> 00:26:50,958
You have, though.
You're not taking care of yourself.

472
00:26:51,625 --> 00:26:54,208
[chuckles] You're exactly the same.
Blunt as ever.

473
00:26:58,250 --> 00:26:59,250
Anyway.

474
00:26:59,875 --> 00:27:01,083
Have a nice holiday.

475
00:27:04,583 --> 00:27:06,000
Ada. Ada.

476
00:27:08,666 --> 00:27:10,000
Do you have time to get coffee?

477
00:27:11,250 --> 00:27:12,375
Sure, Toprak.

478
00:27:12,458 --> 00:27:15,833
Why don't we just get dinner and reminisce
about the good ol' days, yeah?

479
00:27:16,375 --> 00:27:17,250
You're still angry.

480
00:27:17,333 --> 00:27:19,833
[Ada thinking] <i>I'm not angry, moron.
I'm hurt.</i>

481
00:27:19,916 --> 00:27:22,000
It's been many years. I'm not angry.

482
00:27:22,083 --> 00:27:23,333
We're not children anymore.

483
00:27:23,833 --> 00:27:24,833
Anyway,

484
00:27:25,375 --> 00:27:26,833
the girls are waiting for me.

485
00:27:28,000 --> 00:27:29,458
My number hasn't changed.

486
00:27:30,541 --> 00:27:31,541
Mine has.

487
00:27:36,125 --> 00:27:37,333
[Leyla]<i>You're kidding me.</i>

488
00:27:37,416 --> 00:27:40,291
Mr. Toprak is in town, for real? [gasps]

489
00:27:40,375 --> 00:27:41,541
Leyla.

490
00:27:41,625 --> 00:27:44,291
Keep it down.
He might be around here somewhere.

491
00:27:44,375 --> 00:27:45,375
[Ada sighs]

492
00:27:45,416 --> 00:27:48,458
I mean, would it kill you
to just have one coffee?

493
00:27:48,541 --> 00:27:51,125
Haven't you ever wondered
where the guy has been?

494
00:27:51,208 --> 00:27:53,125
I mean, what has he been doing
this whole time?

495
00:27:53,208 --> 00:27:54,708
I haven't, Leyla. Why would I?

496
00:27:54,791 --> 00:27:58,125
I mean, with everything going on,
why would I be thinking about him?

497
00:27:58,208 --> 00:27:59,500
Okay, look at me, sweetie.

498
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:00,833
Psst.

499
00:28:00,916 --> 00:28:04,156
Hey. Stop it. Wait a second. Look at me.
Look, we're gonna take these glasses off.

500
00:28:04,208 --> 00:28:05,666
- [Leyla] Mm-hm.
- Hm.

501
00:28:05,750 --> 00:28:07,416
Now look deep into my eyes, love.

502
00:28:08,500 --> 00:28:10,458
How did you feel when you saw Toprak?

503
00:28:10,541 --> 00:28:11,541
Tell me the truth.

504
00:28:13,041 --> 00:28:15,625
Are you stupid or something, Leyla?
I am married.

505
00:28:16,833 --> 00:28:18,458
Oh, that's right.

506
00:28:18,541 --> 00:28:21,708
'Cause people totally stop feeling things
once they're married.

507
00:28:21,791 --> 00:28:23,791
Damn it. I totally forgot about that.

508
00:28:24,333 --> 00:28:25,333
[sighs]

509
00:28:27,125 --> 00:28:28,125
Hey!

510
00:28:28,166 --> 00:28:29,000
Psst.

511
00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,125
Listen, Ada, you can't run.

512
00:28:31,208 --> 00:28:33,791
You can't run away from me,
we're going to talk about this!

513
00:28:39,541 --> 00:28:40,583
Come.

514
00:28:40,666 --> 00:28:41,541
No.

515
00:28:41,625 --> 00:28:42,791
[Ada] I got you.

516
00:28:43,500 --> 00:28:45,416
No, it's too cold anyway. It's too cold.

517
00:28:48,125 --> 00:28:51,083
Hey, listen, you and I
are gonna talk about this. This is not...

518
00:28:51,166 --> 00:28:53,166
[water whooshing]

519
00:29:00,791 --> 00:29:02,416
Mm, mm, mm.

520
00:29:03,791 --> 00:29:04,791
You know,

521
00:29:05,791 --> 00:29:07,916
I've never felt anything like that
in my whole life.

522
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:09,958
So spill. What happened then?

523
00:29:10,041 --> 00:29:13,291
It's not something I can describe.
You have to experience it.

524
00:29:13,375 --> 00:29:14,625
[Leyla] To experiencing it.

525
00:29:14,708 --> 00:29:15,708
[Sevgi] Hm.

526
00:29:18,333 --> 00:29:21,208
Mr. Zaman, though, he told me
not to tell anyone about it for a month.

527
00:29:21,291 --> 00:29:23,500
So, what, he decides
whether you tell us or not?

528
00:29:23,583 --> 00:29:25,166
Be patient. I'll tell you in a month.

529
00:29:25,250 --> 00:29:26,517
- Excuse me.
- [Leyla] Let it go.

530
00:29:26,541 --> 00:29:28,341
- Could we get another order?
- Don't push it.

531
00:29:28,375 --> 00:29:30,791
I mean, she looks good right now,
really good.

532
00:29:30,875 --> 00:29:33,916
But, love, you shouldn't eat that much.
You're gonna upset your stomach.

533
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:35,125
Oh, stop it, Leyla.

534
00:29:35,208 --> 00:29:37,888
It's the first I've been able to eat
without getting sick in months.

535
00:29:37,916 --> 00:29:40,250
Well, then go ahead, baby.
Enjoy all of it.

536
00:29:40,333 --> 00:29:42,958
[Leyla] Enjoy it, love.
Let's do another toast, then!

537
00:29:43,041 --> 00:29:44,267
- Cheers!
- Toast to your health.

538
00:29:44,291 --> 00:29:46,601
- Yeah, to my health! There you go.
- [Leyla] To your health.

539
00:29:46,625 --> 00:29:47,791
[all chuckle]

540
00:29:47,875 --> 00:29:50,500
[retches, coughs]

541
00:29:50,583 --> 00:29:51,583
[spits]

542
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:55,000
[sniffles]

543
00:29:58,333 --> 00:30:00,125
[upbeat folk dance music plays]

544
00:30:00,208 --> 00:30:02,166
[Sevgi] I feel like
I should call Ayça right now,

545
00:30:02,250 --> 00:30:04,750
and tell her I'm not gonna
put up with her shit anymore.

546
00:30:04,833 --> 00:30:06,458
Tell her I'm quitting. I'm done.

547
00:30:07,208 --> 00:30:08,125
[chuckles]

548
00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:09,250
[Ada] Come here, baby.

549
00:30:09,333 --> 00:30:12,750
Oh, and I could rent a place
with a full view of the ocean.

550
00:30:12,833 --> 00:30:14,958
Why not just go ahead and buy it then?

551
00:30:15,041 --> 00:30:18,001
I mean, if you want it that much,
we could rent a place for you right here.

552
00:30:18,041 --> 00:30:20,458
Sweetie, there aren't any good hospitals
around here though.

553
00:30:20,541 --> 00:30:22,291
I'd definitely come visit you
all the time.

554
00:30:22,375 --> 00:30:24,934
- [gasps] You'd bring your son too? Uh?
- Are you out of your mind?

555
00:30:24,958 --> 00:30:27,125
I swear, living with Sarp
for even one single day

556
00:30:27,208 --> 00:30:28,666
is enough to give you cancer.

557
00:30:29,541 --> 00:30:32,041
[Ada] I think... maybe you've had enough.

558
00:30:33,458 --> 00:30:34,291
[gasps]

559
00:30:34,375 --> 00:30:35,916
Oh God, I'm so sorry.

560
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,160
- Love, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that.
- [chuckling]

561
00:30:38,208 --> 00:30:40,288
You know me, babe.
I just blurt things out sometimes.

562
00:30:40,333 --> 00:30:42,142
- I'm so sorry. Was that offensive?
- [laughing]

563
00:30:42,166 --> 00:30:44,791
[sighs] I mean, the good news is,

564
00:30:44,875 --> 00:30:47,791
that's not a problem for me,
so you can just bring him anyway.

565
00:30:47,875 --> 00:30:49,583
[laughs]

566
00:30:49,666 --> 00:30:51,000
You know how people always say,

567
00:30:51,083 --> 00:30:52,833
"Oh, don't eat that.
It'll give you cancer"?

568
00:30:52,916 --> 00:30:53,916
[laughs]

569
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:56,208
And, "Don't drink that,
or else you'll get cancer"?

570
00:30:56,291 --> 00:30:57,500
[chuckles awkwardly]

571
00:30:57,583 --> 00:31:00,392
I don't have to worry anymore...
[sing-song]...'cause I already have it.

572
00:31:00,416 --> 00:31:01,791
- [Leyla] Oh my God, stop.
- Stop.

573
00:31:01,875 --> 00:31:03,208
[all chuckle]

574
00:31:03,291 --> 00:31:04,771
- I wanna make love so bad.
- [coughs]

575
00:31:05,625 --> 00:31:07,708
- What's that?
- [Sevgi] What's wrong with that?

576
00:31:08,541 --> 00:31:10,333
I want to fall in love.

577
00:31:10,416 --> 00:31:13,125
- I want somebody in my life. Why not?
- [clears throat]

578
00:31:13,208 --> 00:31:15,728
Love, don't worry. You're not
missing out on anything, for real.

579
00:31:15,791 --> 00:31:17,541
I'm having sex all the time, and so what?

580
00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:19,875
Orgasms, that's what. You remember those?

581
00:31:19,958 --> 00:31:21,250
[scoffs]

582
00:31:21,333 --> 00:31:23,375
Please. I mean, that's just insulting.

583
00:31:23,458 --> 00:31:24,791
Of course I have orgasms.

584
00:31:24,875 --> 00:31:27,934
Do you actually think I would go through
all the trouble if I didn't have any?

585
00:31:27,958 --> 00:31:30,125
- [Sevgi] Stupid.
- [chuckles] She has a point.

586
00:31:30,208 --> 00:31:32,291
[chuckles]

587
00:31:32,375 --> 00:31:34,625
Honestly, I can't remember what it's like.

588
00:31:35,416 --> 00:31:37,416
Doc? What about you?

589
00:31:38,625 --> 00:31:40,291
[inhales]

590
00:31:40,791 --> 00:31:42,625
- Do fake orgasms count?
- [tsks]

591
00:31:42,708 --> 00:31:43,708
[Ada] It's been a while.

592
00:31:43,750 --> 00:31:46,750
You know, the fake ones
just make you appreciate the real ones.

593
00:31:47,375 --> 00:31:48,916
But, if you want to have orgasms,

594
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:51,250
you have to really
put some effort into it, right?

595
00:31:51,333 --> 00:31:52,791
Leyla, do you even realize

596
00:31:52,875 --> 00:31:54,958
how many surgeries
I have to do every week?

597
00:31:55,041 --> 00:31:57,708
I just don't have time
for fantasies like that, all right?

598
00:31:57,791 --> 00:31:59,041
Oh, come on, Ada.

599
00:31:59,125 --> 00:32:01,916
Like you're too busy to just buy
some cute lingerie or something?

600
00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,583
[scoffs] So buy lingerie, have an orgasm.
It's that simple?

601
00:32:04,666 --> 00:32:05,583
Yeah, it is.

602
00:32:05,666 --> 00:32:08,416
'Cause you can only have an orgasm
when you feel sexy and comfortable

603
00:32:08,500 --> 00:32:09,833
- in the way you look.
- Mm.

604
00:32:09,916 --> 00:32:12,625
You were having real orgasms
with Toprak, though.

605
00:32:12,708 --> 00:32:13,958
- [Sevgi] Wait, what?
- Leyla.

606
00:32:14,041 --> 00:32:16,322
- What's Toprak got to do with this?
- I can't hold it in.

607
00:32:16,375 --> 00:32:19,166
Guess who she saw today?
Toprak, she just ran into him.

608
00:32:19,250 --> 00:32:20,416
And how was that?

609
00:32:21,791 --> 00:32:23,750
Enough. Come on.
Just drop it, drop it, please.

610
00:32:23,833 --> 00:32:25,433
Or, at least, I'm done talking about it.

611
00:32:25,458 --> 00:32:27,538
- You two suit yourselves.
- Yeah, we should drop it.

612
00:32:27,583 --> 00:32:30,291
I mean, if Selim heard about it,
he'd lose his mind.

613
00:32:30,375 --> 00:32:32,541
Honestly, Selim is gonna
lose his mind anyway

614
00:32:32,625 --> 00:32:34,333
when he hears all about Brussels.

615
00:32:34,416 --> 00:32:36,517
Don't you worry about Selim.
What's on your arm there?

616
00:32:36,541 --> 00:32:38,461
Oh. Oh, I guess
you wouldn't understand, sweetie.

617
00:32:38,500 --> 00:32:40,625
It's a fantasy thing.
I got it from pole dancing.

618
00:32:40,708 --> 00:32:42,625
- Pole dancing, you said?
- Exactly.

619
00:32:44,083 --> 00:32:45,833
So, just out of curiosity...

620
00:32:45,916 --> 00:32:50,083
So you do pole dancing for Erdem,
but what does he ever do for you?

621
00:32:50,166 --> 00:32:51,541
[Sevgi] Yeah, exactly.

622
00:32:51,625 --> 00:32:53,458
- Like, maybe a gladiator costume.
- Mm!

623
00:32:53,541 --> 00:32:55,958
With leather straps and handcuffs
and all that kind of stuff.

624
00:32:56,041 --> 00:32:57,291
[Sevgi] Maybe a whip too.

625
00:32:57,375 --> 00:32:59,642
- [Ada] A whip. [chuckles]
- [Sevgi imitates whip cracking]

626
00:32:59,666 --> 00:33:01,791
Well, true, he doesn't do anything for me.

627
00:33:01,875 --> 00:33:04,500
But at least he doesn't do anything
for the other ones either.

628
00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:06,958
- Huh?
- What's that?

629
00:33:07,541 --> 00:33:08,750
What do you think?

630
00:33:09,708 --> 00:33:11,250
Erdem cheats on me.

631
00:33:11,333 --> 00:33:13,083
All the time, ladies.

632
00:33:14,708 --> 00:33:15,791
Is there any more raki?

633
00:33:15,875 --> 00:33:17,833
- [server] I'm afraid not.
- [Leyla] You're out?

634
00:33:19,750 --> 00:33:20,791
Guess I'm out as well.

635
00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:22,375
Leyla, hon...

636
00:33:23,041 --> 00:33:24,791
Why didn't you tell us earlier?

637
00:33:25,291 --> 00:33:26,291
[Sevgi] Look.

638
00:33:26,625 --> 00:33:28,875
- In one hearing, I'll have you divorced.
- Mm-hm.

639
00:33:28,958 --> 00:33:31,500
We'll take everything that bastard's got,
down to his underwear.

640
00:33:31,583 --> 00:33:33,000
You know that, don't you, babe?

641
00:33:33,083 --> 00:33:34,208
I know it, sweetie.

642
00:33:34,708 --> 00:33:36,625
That's exactly why
I haven't told you already.

643
00:33:36,708 --> 00:33:37,541
But why is that?

644
00:33:37,625 --> 00:33:38,625
Because, babe,

645
00:33:39,666 --> 00:33:41,125
I actually love my husband.

646
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,916
Leyla, he cannot treat you like this.

647
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:50,541
Do you really think
that this is what you deserve?

648
00:33:50,625 --> 00:33:51,875
I swear, if Selim...

649
00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:56,541
If Selim ever did that to me,
I would never forgive him. Ever.

650
00:33:57,500 --> 00:33:59,125
Not everyone's like you, you know.

651
00:33:59,208 --> 00:34:01,166
For some, pride doesn't come first, okay?

652
00:34:01,250 --> 00:34:03,250
Yeah, but apparently, comfort does.

653
00:34:03,333 --> 00:34:06,250
It seems like it doesn't matter
what your man does,

654
00:34:06,333 --> 00:34:09,166
as long as the credit card keeps working,
that's what really matters.

655
00:34:09,250 --> 00:34:10,833
Are you kidding me right now?

656
00:34:10,916 --> 00:34:12,556
Do you actually believe I think that way?

657
00:34:12,583 --> 00:34:14,916
No, I don't. That's exactly why
I'm getting upset with you.

658
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:16,000
Guys.

659
00:34:17,208 --> 00:34:20,083
At least you aren't sleeping
all by yourself every single night, right?

660
00:34:21,250 --> 00:34:22,625
And, even better than that,

661
00:34:22,708 --> 00:34:25,666
when you wake up every morning,
you don't have to wonder

662
00:34:25,750 --> 00:34:27,375
how much time you have left. Right?

663
00:34:27,458 --> 00:34:28,458
Hey.

664
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:30,708
Don't say that, Sevgi.

665
00:34:31,208 --> 00:34:33,250
You're not alone. You have us. Always.

666
00:34:34,250 --> 00:34:35,125
[sighs]

667
00:34:35,208 --> 00:34:36,208
[Sevgi] It's just

668
00:34:36,750 --> 00:34:37,750
this right here.

669
00:34:39,458 --> 00:34:40,750
It's totally empty.

670
00:34:42,583 --> 00:34:46,791
And it feels like
I'm somehow hollow inside. [sniffles]

671
00:34:51,041 --> 00:34:54,666
I mean, I just wonder
what if I've already run out of time?

672
00:34:54,750 --> 00:34:55,833
[sniffles]

673
00:34:55,916 --> 00:34:57,500
Sevgi! [grunts]

674
00:34:57,583 --> 00:34:58,666
Don't be stupid.

675
00:34:59,833 --> 00:35:01,666
You just have to keep going.

676
00:35:01,750 --> 00:35:02,583
Scoot over.

677
00:35:02,666 --> 00:35:05,583
Who knows how much time
any of us has left?

678
00:35:06,083 --> 00:35:07,791
Anything can happen at any moment.

679
00:35:07,875 --> 00:35:08,875
I'm right, aren't I?

680
00:35:08,958 --> 00:35:10,375
Here's what we're gonna do.

681
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,416
Starting from now, we're gonna need
to stop putting things off.

682
00:35:15,916 --> 00:35:19,708
So, wherever you feel good,
that's where you should be.

683
00:35:20,708 --> 00:35:22,625
And us too. We'll be right there with you.

684
00:35:22,708 --> 00:35:24,166
Everything will be all right.

685
00:35:24,708 --> 00:35:26,125
I'm going to stay here then.

686
00:35:26,625 --> 00:35:27,791
Good for you.

687
00:35:27,875 --> 00:35:29,833
I'm not going back to Istanbul.

688
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:35,000
So don't.

689
00:35:36,208 --> 00:35:38,541
And I'm getting a boob job
when I get back.

690
00:35:38,625 --> 00:35:39,458
[all chuckle]

691
00:35:39,541 --> 00:35:41,750
- [Ada] You're stupid.
- And you're buying lingerie.

692
00:35:41,833 --> 00:35:43,583
Oh, shut up, for heaven's sake.

693
00:35:43,666 --> 00:35:45,958
- Just go buy it already.
- [laughs] Fine, I'll do it.

694
00:35:46,041 --> 00:35:48,250
[Leyla] Okay, but you have to let me
come with you.

695
00:35:48,333 --> 00:35:49,413
- Come on.
- [both laughing]

696
00:35:55,416 --> 00:35:58,375
[smooth jazz plays]

697
00:36:18,041 --> 00:36:19,666
[Selim] Mm.

698
00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:23,250
[Selim exhales]

699
00:36:24,250 --> 00:36:25,916
Happy seventh anniversary.

700
00:36:26,625 --> 00:36:27,708
[chuckles]

701
00:36:27,791 --> 00:36:29,250
[sniffs]

702
00:36:33,416 --> 00:36:35,375
Selim, I'm really sorry.

703
00:36:35,458 --> 00:36:36,833
[Selim] Sh.

704
00:36:38,625 --> 00:36:39,666
It's okay.

705
00:36:49,041 --> 00:36:51,500
You go ahead.
I'll get the wine and be right with you.

706
00:36:51,583 --> 00:36:52,583
All right, then.

707
00:36:53,250 --> 00:36:54,250
[Ada] Mm.

708
00:36:54,916 --> 00:36:58,958
Tonight is supposed to be
the perfect night to make a baby.

709
00:36:59,541 --> 00:37:01,291
At least, according to the astrologers.

710
00:37:01,375 --> 00:37:02,958
- [Ada] Mm.
- Uh-huh.

711
00:37:03,041 --> 00:37:04,375
As if you believe them.

712
00:37:05,916 --> 00:37:07,375
Oh, I believe them right now.

713
00:37:07,958 --> 00:37:09,791
[chuckles, sniffs]

714
00:37:16,458 --> 00:37:18,083
- Selim.
- Mm-hm?

715
00:37:24,666 --> 00:37:26,291
I heard back from Brussels.

716
00:37:27,416 --> 00:37:29,458
- Mm?
- There are three final candidates.

717
00:37:30,541 --> 00:37:31,666
And I'm one of them.

718
00:37:34,041 --> 00:37:37,375
And if... they do accept me...

719
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:42,250
it's a two-year research program.

720
00:37:42,333 --> 00:37:43,166
Hm?

721
00:37:43,250 --> 00:37:45,250
- [Selim] Two years?
- Uh-huh.

722
00:37:45,916 --> 00:37:48,625
It's a very important committee.
We talked about this.

723
00:37:50,333 --> 00:37:52,416
Except for the two-year part.

724
00:38:00,708 --> 00:38:02,666
Well, maybe you can come with me, babe.

725
00:38:04,166 --> 00:38:05,291
We'll go together.

726
00:38:06,208 --> 00:38:07,208
Hm?

727
00:38:08,583 --> 00:38:09,583
[scoffs]

728
00:38:10,583 --> 00:38:11,583
Sure.

729
00:38:13,250 --> 00:38:16,583
Maybe I could just put off
the construction work in Ankara.

730
00:38:16,666 --> 00:38:18,625
Or I have a much better idea.

731
00:38:22,083 --> 00:38:24,291
I could just sit around
and drink beer all day.

732
00:38:26,166 --> 00:38:27,166
Selim.

733
00:38:28,375 --> 00:38:31,125
I'm cold. I'm getting out. You stay here.

734
00:38:44,333 --> 00:38:47,125
[smooth jazz plays]

735
00:39:04,833 --> 00:39:05,833
[cell phone chimes]

736
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:20,000
Leyla?

737
00:39:20,625 --> 00:39:21,875
Yes, my love?

738
00:39:24,083 --> 00:39:25,083
I'm screwed.

739
00:39:27,083 --> 00:39:28,333
[sighs]

740
00:39:29,083 --> 00:39:30,541
Baby, we're completely broke.

741
00:39:30,625 --> 00:39:32,458
[moans] Ah...

742
00:39:32,541 --> 00:39:34,041
- Hm?
- [music stops]

743
00:39:35,083 --> 00:39:36,541
Bankruptcy fantasy, babe?

744
00:39:37,166 --> 00:39:38,375
Leyla, I'm serious.

745
00:39:39,750 --> 00:39:40,791
We lost everything.

746
00:39:41,541 --> 00:39:43,000
But this isn't over.

747
00:39:44,541 --> 00:39:46,458
I'll take care of it. Don't worry.

748
00:39:46,958 --> 00:39:48,291
Open the safe for me?

749
00:39:49,166 --> 00:39:50,291
Why, Erdem?

750
00:39:51,416 --> 00:39:53,625
A MONTH LATER

751
00:39:56,500 --> 00:39:58,916
[melancholy music plays]

752
00:40:09,625 --> 00:40:11,291
[cell phone chimes]

753
00:40:13,708 --> 00:40:19,333
SEVGİ - GIRLS! COME VISIT CUNDA RIGHT NOW!

754
00:40:22,458 --> 00:40:24,541
[Leyla] God, I hope Sevgi is okay.

755
00:40:25,041 --> 00:40:27,161
[Ada] Yeah, well,
we need to be prepared for anything.

756
00:40:27,833 --> 00:40:30,958
[Leyla] It's gotta be somewhere
around here. Oh, maybe that one?

757
00:40:37,416 --> 00:40:40,416
[Leyla] There's no number on the door.
I guess this is it.

758
00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:43,208
Welcome, my dear girls.

759
00:40:43,833 --> 00:40:44,833
[Sarp] Muko!

760
00:40:46,166 --> 00:40:47,291
[Muko] Come here, boy.

761
00:40:48,833 --> 00:40:50,666
Did you make me those cookies
I love so much?

762
00:40:50,750 --> 00:40:52,625
Well, were you good in the car? [chuckles]

763
00:40:52,708 --> 00:40:55,083
- Muko, is Sevgi okay?
- Mm-hm.

764
00:40:55,166 --> 00:40:57,833
Muko, we've been so worried.
How've you guys been?

765
00:40:58,500 --> 00:40:59,791
It was an act of God.

766
00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:01,726
- [Muko] God helped us.
- [chuckles]

767
00:41:01,750 --> 00:41:03,125
Welcome, ladies!

768
00:41:07,541 --> 00:41:08,958
Good to see you.

769
00:41:10,125 --> 00:41:11,750
Yeah, good to see you.

770
00:41:11,833 --> 00:41:13,916
But your hair looks so beautiful.

771
00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:16,708
- Transplanted, dear.
- [Muko] Come on. Come in. Come on.

772
00:41:18,416 --> 00:41:21,041
[Sevgi] Come on. Come on,
come on, come on. Have some chocolate.

773
00:41:21,541 --> 00:41:23,833
[instrumental soft rock plays]

774
00:41:23,916 --> 00:41:25,125
I call dibs.

775
00:41:34,875 --> 00:41:36,500
[Sevgi] <i>So what do you think?</i>

776
00:41:36,583 --> 00:41:37,583
<i>Do you like it?</i>

777
00:41:37,666 --> 00:41:40,875
<i>It came furnished, but I'll bring
a few of my things from Istanbul.</i>

778
00:41:41,375 --> 00:41:42,583
<i>It's pretty like this, right?</i>

779
00:41:42,666 --> 00:41:45,416
[Ada] <i>Sweetie, is this
why you brought us here?</i>

780
00:41:45,500 --> 00:41:48,291
[Sevgi] <i>Yeah. I wanted you
to see my new place.</i>

781
00:41:48,375 --> 00:41:50,935
[Leyla] <i>Love, we were worried
that something bad happened to you.</i>

782
00:41:51,000 --> 00:41:52,500
[Ada] <i>You're unbelievable, Sevgi.</i>

783
00:41:52,583 --> 00:41:56,083
[Sevgi] <i>I'm fine, don't worry.
In fact, I've never been better.</i>

784
00:41:56,708 --> 00:41:58,750
[Sevgi] <i>Look, my vitals are improving.</i>

785
00:41:59,416 --> 00:42:00,416
<i>This worked.</i>

786
00:42:06,416 --> 00:42:08,041
<i>This place is good for me.</i>

787
00:42:08,125 --> 00:42:09,750
<i>And Mr. Zaman too, of course.</i>

788
00:42:11,583 --> 00:42:14,208
<i>Now I can tell you
what happened to me that day.</i>

789
00:42:14,291 --> 00:42:16,458
<i>It doesn't really make sense,
if you think about it,</i>

790
00:42:16,541 --> 00:42:18,221
<i>'cause no one knows each other over there.</i>

791
00:42:19,166 --> 00:42:22,958
[Zaman] All right.
You're here to represent Sevgi.

792
00:42:26,041 --> 00:42:29,166
In your mind, tell yourself
who and what you're representing.

793
00:42:31,583 --> 00:42:33,833
You can open your eyes
whenever you're ready.

794
00:42:34,458 --> 00:42:36,583
Then, you can move your body

795
00:42:36,666 --> 00:42:39,500
and go throughout the entire space
however you desire.

796
00:42:58,833 --> 00:43:00,666
- [woman sobs]
- [Zaman] Right.

797
00:43:03,083 --> 00:43:05,083
How are you? How's Sevgi?

798
00:43:06,041 --> 00:43:07,291
It hurts here.

799
00:43:10,958 --> 00:43:15,000
Sevgi, what happened when you were five
or six years old? Did you lose someone?

800
00:43:15,083 --> 00:43:17,083
[music box plays]

801
00:43:20,333 --> 00:43:21,166
My father.

802
00:43:21,250 --> 00:43:22,458
[girl giggles]

803
00:43:22,541 --> 00:43:24,083
It was my birthday.

804
00:43:24,166 --> 00:43:26,500
<i>My father took me to an amusement park.</i>

805
00:43:26,583 --> 00:43:28,743
<i>- Turned out loan sharks were after him.</i>
- Hey. Wait...

806
00:43:29,625 --> 00:43:33,458
<i>- They were just supposed to scare him...</i>
- Papa! Papa!

807
00:43:33,541 --> 00:43:36,583
<i>I was so convinced
that he died because of me,</i>

808
00:43:37,166 --> 00:43:39,083
<i>that I wished it had been me instead.</i>

809
00:43:39,166 --> 00:43:40,916
- It's okay, sweetie.
- [sobs]

810
00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:45,000
<i>So, starting that day,
I began to break down, bit by bit.</i>

811
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:48,500
<i>I felt so much rage
toward the man who killed him.</i>

812
00:43:48,583 --> 00:43:50,208
<i>That's why I became an attorney.</i>

813
00:43:51,166 --> 00:43:52,583
<i>To fight criminals.</i>

814
00:43:55,875 --> 00:43:57,000
<i>But, in reality,</i>

815
00:43:57,500 --> 00:43:59,791
<i>those battles just consumed me even more.</i>

816
00:44:09,416 --> 00:44:11,458
[killer's proxy] <i>I had no idea
this would happen.</i>

817
00:44:11,958 --> 00:44:13,458
[both sobbing]

818
00:44:15,458 --> 00:44:17,625
[breathing shakily]

819
00:44:18,458 --> 00:44:21,166
- [sniffles]
- [Zaman] And how are you now? How's Sevgi?

820
00:44:22,083 --> 00:44:24,166
[sobs] She's carrying a burden.

821
00:44:25,125 --> 00:44:27,083
[woman gasps, sobs]

822
00:44:27,958 --> 00:44:29,041
[sobs]

823
00:44:29,625 --> 00:44:31,875
[proxies sobbing]

824
00:44:34,416 --> 00:44:36,875
[sobbing]

825
00:44:40,083 --> 00:44:42,833
Could you ignore your daughter
and touch the man on the ground?

826
00:44:42,916 --> 00:44:43,833
- [Muko's proxy] No.
- Hm?

827
00:44:43,916 --> 00:44:45,236
[Muko's proxy] No, I'm fine here.

828
00:44:45,291 --> 00:44:48,541
All right, but your daughter
is not doing well.

829
00:44:48,625 --> 00:44:50,708
She's doubled over. Hm?

830
00:44:51,208 --> 00:44:53,208
- Look. Touch the man on the floor.
- [sobbing]

831
00:44:53,291 --> 00:44:57,083
[Zaman] See whether you belong
here or there. Okay.

832
00:44:59,500 --> 00:45:00,875
[Sevgi] <i>And then it hit me.</i>

833
00:45:01,541 --> 00:45:04,458
<i>To spare my mother
the pain of losing a husband,</i>

834
00:45:04,541 --> 00:45:06,500
<i>I had started to take his place.</i>

835
00:45:08,500 --> 00:45:10,000
<i>But I am just her daughter.</i>

836
00:45:12,375 --> 00:45:14,666
[young Sevgi sobbing]

837
00:45:19,750 --> 00:45:23,416
[Sevgi]<i> I'm dropping the burden I've been
carrying for you all these years.</i>

838
00:45:23,500 --> 00:45:25,250
I am just a child.

839
00:45:25,833 --> 00:45:27,753
- [Sevgi's proxy] <i>And you are my mother.</i>
- [sobs]

840
00:45:27,791 --> 00:45:29,833
[Sevgi's proxy]<i>This is too much for me.</i>

841
00:45:30,333 --> 00:45:31,833
[sobbing]

842
00:45:38,041 --> 00:45:39,041
Let's see.

843
00:45:40,416 --> 00:45:43,041
Do you want to say anything to Sevgi now?

844
00:45:43,708 --> 00:45:45,125
- [Fiko] I do.
- [Zaman] Okay.

845
00:45:46,666 --> 00:45:47,708
[Zaman] Then tell her...

846
00:45:47,791 --> 00:45:48,625
[sobs]

847
00:45:48,708 --> 00:45:50,833
[Zaman] "The best thing
you can do for me..."

848
00:45:51,333 --> 00:45:53,791
The best you can do for me

849
00:45:54,666 --> 00:45:56,000
is to live your life

850
00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:59,291
<i>fully, freely.</i>

851
00:45:59,875 --> 00:46:00,916
<i>Enjoy it.</i>

852
00:46:01,916 --> 00:46:03,708
<i>Open yourself up to love.</i>

853
00:46:04,333 --> 00:46:06,416
I'll always be with you.

854
00:46:06,500 --> 00:46:07,708
[sobs]

855
00:46:10,625 --> 00:46:13,625
To life your life to the absolute fullest.

856
00:46:14,708 --> 00:46:17,166
Would you mind
taking a step forward, please?

857
00:46:26,500 --> 00:46:28,000
- Something's missing.
- [Zaman] Mm.

858
00:46:28,083 --> 00:46:30,083
[suspenseful music plays]

859
00:46:34,291 --> 00:46:35,375
Okay, then.

860
00:46:36,958 --> 00:46:38,875
I'll end this expansion here.

861
00:46:38,958 --> 00:46:41,541
You may take a step back and leave.

862
00:46:41,625 --> 00:46:42,625
[clears throat]

863
00:46:45,625 --> 00:46:47,625
[music intensifies]

864
00:46:54,416 --> 00:46:56,750
[inaudible]

865
00:46:58,625 --> 00:46:59,833
It's honestly a mystery.

866
00:47:01,166 --> 00:47:03,000
At least, that's what Zaman said.

867
00:47:03,083 --> 00:47:05,583
He said, in time,
it might manifest itself.

868
00:47:05,666 --> 00:47:08,250
What did he tell you, huh?
[chuckles] Come on.

869
00:47:08,333 --> 00:47:10,666
He said "in time..." [shushes]

870
00:47:10,750 --> 00:47:15,041
He also said, "Your mother will be
manifesting cookies and tea for everyone!"

871
00:47:15,125 --> 00:47:17,333
[chuckles] Stop it! [chuckles]

872
00:47:18,708 --> 00:47:21,916
[Leyla] Wow, Sevgi.
That is so weird. I'm not gonna lie.

873
00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:23,416
Look, it gave me chills.

874
00:47:23,500 --> 00:47:24,750
That wasn't all of it.

875
00:47:25,458 --> 00:47:27,583
After that, I had a vivid dream
about my father.

876
00:47:28,541 --> 00:47:31,208
He brought a basket full of pomegranates.

877
00:47:32,916 --> 00:47:36,500
Sevgi, if you had gone to a therapist,
they would have said the same thing.

878
00:47:36,583 --> 00:47:38,666
- Come on. Have a seat.
- This isn't new information.

879
00:47:38,750 --> 00:47:40,833
I can't explain.
You had to have been there.

880
00:47:40,916 --> 00:47:42,916
These aren't concrete results, Sevgi.

881
00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:44,708
We should go to Istanbul
and do more tests.

882
00:47:44,791 --> 00:47:46,625
- Ada.
- [Ada] It's decided.

883
00:47:49,208 --> 00:47:50,041
[sighs]

884
00:47:50,125 --> 00:47:51,125
Fine then.

885
00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:53,791
I'll go to Istanbul with you.

886
00:47:54,291 --> 00:47:55,666
But there's one condition...

887
00:47:56,875 --> 00:47:59,375
- [Ada] Hm?
- You visit Mr. Zaman for just one session.

888
00:47:59,458 --> 00:48:00,458
All right?

889
00:48:01,916 --> 00:48:03,166
Absolutely not.

890
00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:05,875
[whimsical music plays]

891
00:48:05,958 --> 00:48:06,958
How nice.

892
00:48:07,375 --> 00:48:08,375
Welcome.

893
00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:10,083
[Leyla] Thank you.

894
00:48:10,166 --> 00:48:13,416
Mr. Zaman, my friends would like to join
the session for today.

895
00:48:14,541 --> 00:48:15,541
Uh, hold on.

896
00:48:15,916 --> 00:48:18,166
- I didn't say I'm joining.
- You're joining.

897
00:48:20,291 --> 00:48:21,583
What's your name?

898
00:48:22,166 --> 00:48:23,958
My name is Dr. Ada Korkmaz.

899
00:48:24,666 --> 00:48:25,666
General surgeon.

900
00:48:26,416 --> 00:48:27,875
And, you? You are?

901
00:48:28,625 --> 00:48:30,083
How long has it been?

902
00:48:30,958 --> 00:48:32,458
How long has what been?

903
00:48:34,166 --> 00:48:35,583
The tremors in your hand.

904
00:48:41,750 --> 00:48:45,000
Unless you get to the root of it,
it could get worse.

905
00:48:47,875 --> 00:48:49,041
Right. [clears throat]

906
00:48:51,875 --> 00:48:53,083
Excuse me.

907
00:48:53,166 --> 00:48:55,000
We're about to start the session.

908
00:48:55,083 --> 00:48:57,541
- [Leyla] We'll be there... hopefully.
- [Zaman whistling]

909
00:48:57,625 --> 00:48:59,500
Hey. What are you doing? You promised.

910
00:48:59,583 --> 00:49:01,101
- We had a deal, Ada.
- [Leyla] Exactly!

911
00:49:01,125 --> 00:49:03,165
I didn't think you'd bring me
to such a weird place.

912
00:49:03,208 --> 00:49:04,500
[Leyla] Save it. Come on!

913
00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:07,000
[suspenseful music plays]

914
00:49:12,666 --> 00:49:16,125
[Ada] <i>The past,
whether we remember it or not,</i>

915
00:49:16,916 --> 00:49:18,541
<i>is always saved somewhere.</i>

916
00:49:20,875 --> 00:49:23,291
<i>You know how
a flight recorder saves the data on it,</i>

917
00:49:23,375 --> 00:49:25,375
<i>no matter how damaged it gets?</i>

918
00:49:26,166 --> 00:49:27,666
<i>The past works the same way.</i>

919
00:49:28,166 --> 00:49:30,583
<i>Tastes, smells, moments.</i>

920
00:49:31,458 --> 00:49:34,333
<i>They all wait for the right time
to be remembered one day.</i>

921
00:49:41,541 --> 00:49:42,750
<i>Even if we forget,</i>

922
00:49:43,875 --> 00:49:44,875
<i>the past</i>

923
00:49:46,250 --> 00:49:47,625
<i>stays with us.</i>

924
00:49:51,125 --> 00:49:53,125
[music intensifies]

925
00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:10,541
All right. Who wants to start?

926
00:50:14,791 --> 00:50:16,791
[theme music plays]

927
00:50:27,500 --> 00:50:33,375
<i>♪ What if the past is not yet history? ♪</i>

928
00:50:33,458 --> 00:50:39,708
<i>♪ And it's why my future
Gets away from me? ♪</i>

929
00:50:39,791 --> 00:50:45,791
<i>♪ The bliss, the joy, and the victory ♪</i>

930
00:50:45,875 --> 00:50:51,750
<i>♪ Are hidden in another self
deep inside of me ♪</i>

931
00:50:51,833 --> 00:50:57,791
<i>♪ So tell me
If the past is not yet history ♪</i>

932
00:50:58,458 --> 00:51:04,333
<i>♪ Could it be
Somewhere we've lost the harmony? ♪</i>

933
00:51:04,416 --> 00:51:10,583
<i>♪ The muse, the spell, and the irony ♪</i>

934
00:51:10,666 --> 00:51:17,416
<i>♪ Are sailing in another self
Deep inside of me ♪</i>

935
00:51:20,000 --> 00:51:22,916
<i>♪ I came to smile
I came to cry ♪</i>

936
00:51:23,000 --> 00:51:26,416
<i>♪ I came to fail, then grow up high ♪</i>

937
00:51:26,500 --> 00:51:29,333
<i>♪ I came to fall
I came to love ♪</i>

938
00:51:29,416 --> 00:51:32,666
<i>♪ I came to remember we're born to fly ♪</i>

939
00:51:32,750 --> 00:51:35,625
<i>♪ I came to sing
I came to fight ♪</i>

940
00:51:35,708 --> 00:51:38,833
<i>♪ I came to lose, then look upside ♪</i>

941
00:51:38,916 --> 00:51:41,750
<i>♪ I came to doubt
I came to trust ♪</i>

942
00:51:41,833 --> 00:51:46,958
<i>♪ I came to remind you
No one's born to die ♪</i>

943
00:51:49,750 --> 00:51:53,708
<i>♪ No one's born to die ♪</i>

944
00:51:56,041 --> 00:51:58,666
<i>♪ No one's born to die ♪</i>

945
00:52:10,458 --> 00:52:15,583
<i>♪ Don't you see
The past is not just history ♪</i>

946
00:52:16,250 --> 00:52:18,708
<i>♪ It's why you are you ♪</i>

947
00:52:18,791 --> 00:52:22,458
<i>♪ And it's why I'm me ♪</i>

948
00:52:22,541 --> 00:52:28,333
<i>♪ The spark, the taste, and the destiny ♪</i>

949
00:52:28,416 --> 00:52:34,666
<i>♪ Are dancing with another self
Deep inside of we ♪</i>

950
00:52:34,750 --> 00:52:39,916
<i>♪ So tell me if your past is not history ♪</i>

951
00:52:41,041 --> 00:52:47,125
<i>♪ But it's why you're here
Singing out loud with me... ♪</i>


