1 00:01:33,881 --> 00:01:37,589 WORST PERSON IN THE WORLD 2 00:01:38,173 --> 00:01:41,797 A movie in 12 chapters, a prologue and an epilogue. 3 00:01:50,021 --> 00:01:56,032 You have talked about subcutaneous tissue, skin, musculature. This week it's only internal organs. 4 00:01:56,073 --> 00:02:00,189 Julie was disappointed in herself. She usually had an easy time with this. 5 00:02:00,979 --> 00:02:04,210 She was one of the best, but there were too many distractions. 6 00:02:05,000 --> 00:02:08,137 Too many messages, updates, too much in the feed. 7 00:02:08,178 --> 00:02:12,199 Way too much in the world, hun could not do anything about. 8 00:02:12,990 --> 00:02:18,189 She must have known that. The nagging one restlessness she had repressed in all the rote learning. 9 00:02:18,979 --> 00:02:21,979 Drowned in digital distractions. 10 00:02:24,178 --> 00:02:27,990 It was wrong. This wasn't her. 11 00:02:28,032 --> 00:02:33,199 She went here only because everything worked in high school, medicine paid off. 12 00:02:33,990 --> 00:02:38,011 That meant all hers top marks actually something. 13 00:02:43,085 --> 00:02:45,147 Then it hit her. 14 00:02:45,189 --> 00:02:50,053 Her great interest was the soul. Thoughts, not the body. 15 00:02:50,095 --> 00:02:56,137 Surgery is so... Very specific. Almost like a carpenter or… 16 00:02:56,178 --> 00:02:58,178 But now... 17 00:02:58,969 --> 00:03:03,189 I've always been passionate about it, what happens inside, thoughts and feelings. 18 00:03:03,979 --> 00:03:07,053 - A window had been opened. - Not the body. 19 00:03:07,095 --> 00:03:11,210 If psychology makes you happy, then, well… Select it. 20 00:03:12,000 --> 00:03:15,074 I think that's incredibly brave. 21 00:03:15,116 --> 00:03:18,126 I can't take it anymore. I don't want any more. 22 00:03:18,168 --> 00:03:22,043 She broke up. He was devastated. 23 00:03:22,085 --> 00:03:26,189 But he admired her for taking control of her life. 24 00:03:51,137 --> 00:03:56,043 She looked at the other psychology students. Norway's future caregivers. 25 00:03:56,085 --> 00:04:01,210 They were pretty much all the same cute girls on the brink of an eating disorder. 26 00:04:02,001 --> 00:04:04,095 Julie was still stuck in her schoolwork. 27 00:04:04,137 --> 00:04:08,158 All that memorization. When did life really begin? 28 00:04:08,199 --> 00:04:11,980 What is your name? 29 00:04:12,022 --> 00:04:15,199 - Juliet. - The person's name is Julie, and... 30 00:04:15,991 --> 00:04:19,064 Let's say Julie is for a cocktail party with me. 31 00:04:19,105 --> 00:04:24,189 We can feel that there is someone form of attraction. Completely hypothetical. 32 00:04:37,209 --> 00:04:41,022 She was really a visual person. 33 00:04:41,064 --> 00:04:45,189 I can feel that I want to be a photographer. 34 00:04:45,980 --> 00:04:48,168 Photographer? Yes 35 00:04:48,209 --> 00:04:52,074 Julie used the rest the student loan for camera and optics. 36 00:04:52,116 --> 00:04:57,043 - It is important that you stay safe. - It was the end of looking for security. 37 00:04:57,085 --> 00:05:01,137 - Do you need help? - She got a job in a bookstore. 38 00:05:01,177 --> 00:05:05,074 - She started a photography course. - Crazy good. 39 00:05:05,116 --> 00:05:09,137 She made new friends. It was like coming home. 40 00:05:12,116 --> 00:05:17,105 Oslo was suddenly a completely different city. Other places and new people. 41 00:05:17,147 --> 00:05:19,105 Hello. Shaft. 42 00:05:19,147 --> 00:05:23,980 - Ada has been talking about you. You make Los. - He was the one who drew Los. 43 00:05:28,074 --> 00:05:30,157 Loos towards Oslo Loos towards the world. 44 00:05:30,198 --> 00:05:32,991 Loos against the culture. 45 00:05:33,033 --> 00:05:37,043 - Have you read them? - Yes. 46 00:05:37,085 --> 00:05:39,991 She pretended to read them. 47 00:05:40,033 --> 00:05:45,012 She could only remember one strip, she had perceived as mildly sexist. 48 00:05:59,188 --> 00:06:03,188 I'm a bit like that too. Never really satisfied with anything. 49 00:06:03,980 --> 00:06:08,085 The only one who is worse than all the idiots out there are yourself but… 50 00:06:08,125 --> 00:06:14,053 If this keeps up, I'll just stay in love with you and then it's too late. 51 00:06:14,095 --> 00:06:20,980 Shouldn't we just say that... we stop seeing each other now. 52 00:06:22,085 --> 00:06:25,209 - Okay? - The age difference is a problem. 53 00:06:26,001 --> 00:06:32,146 It's not bad, but I'm afraid that we end up in a vicious circle where you... 54 00:06:32,188 --> 00:06:35,188 You start to wonder on who you are and then… 55 00:06:35,980 --> 00:06:39,136 And I'm over 40 and walking entering a new phase of life... 56 00:06:39,177 --> 00:06:43,104 You have to spend time to find out who you are. 57 00:06:43,146 --> 00:06:49,146 But I don't want to sit and wait for it. You must be completely free in it. 58 00:06:49,188 --> 00:06:53,073 I'm afraid we'll get there. 59 00:07:00,012 --> 00:07:05,167 Later she told that it was there she fell in love with him. 60 00:07:19,125 --> 00:07:21,177 Yes, thank you. 61 00:07:24,033 --> 00:07:27,032 Should I carry the bag into the bedroom? 62 00:07:27,073 --> 00:07:29,980 Yes, thank you. 63 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:42,115 - I have two copies of a book. - What? 64 00:07:42,157 --> 00:07:45,157 Yes. I can throw that one out. 65 00:07:45,198 --> 00:07:49,032 Can I have two bookshelves? 66 00:07:50,991 --> 00:07:54,104 Yes, and how many wardrobes do you need? 67 00:07:54,146 --> 00:07:59,011 - How many can I get? - No, we don't play like that. 68 00:07:59,052 --> 00:08:05,146 Just this one has old windows in it. No, you shouldn't. Not like that. 69 00:08:05,188 --> 00:08:09,042 No, no, no. You have to take that haspe. 70 00:08:09,084 --> 00:08:15,042 I'm afraid it will break. I like to sit there and look out. 71 00:08:15,084 --> 00:08:19,073 That's how it is. And that's what being in a relationship is like. 72 00:08:19,115 --> 00:08:24,000 She is a little cold towards me. She hasn't been like that before. 73 00:08:24,042 --> 00:08:28,969 - I wonder what it's about? - It's a bit embarrassing, but I... 74 00:08:29,011 --> 00:08:34,021 We have been single together and lived that life, and then… 75 00:08:34,063 --> 00:08:37,115 Suddenly I move in with you and... 76 00:08:37,157 --> 00:08:39,198 - Are you happy? - A little happy. 77 00:08:39,990 --> 00:08:42,136 No, no, no. 78 00:08:42,177 --> 00:08:46,136 - Have you been with him? - For a very short period of time. 79 00:08:46,177 --> 00:08:50,157 - Okay. One... - No, that is! 80 00:08:53,063 --> 00:08:58,052 - You are so crazy. - We can also just roll. 81 00:09:15,177 --> 00:09:17,136 Hello. 82 00:09:17,630 --> 00:09:21,671 CHAPTER 1 THE OTHERS 83 00:09:24,042 --> 00:09:29,000 - Good to see you. - And good to see you. 84 00:09:29,042 --> 00:09:34,084 - Hi, Martin. - It was great that you could come. 85 00:09:35,125 --> 00:09:41,979 Dad drew it. We didn't want to do anything about it. 86 00:09:42,021 --> 00:09:44,021 That's super fine. 87 00:09:44,063 --> 00:09:47,136 Yes, but there are some things. There is moisture. 88 00:09:56,115 --> 00:09:59,969 We have to sleep here because we don't have children. 89 00:10:00,011 --> 00:10:02,125 Helle for the top bunk. 90 00:10:02,167 --> 00:10:08,115 - I guess Tone doesn't like me. - She's just a little shy. 91 00:10:09,115 --> 00:10:12,104 That's what you always call people who are boring. 92 00:10:12,146 --> 00:10:16,063 - I'll try that one. - Okay. 93 00:10:17,157 --> 00:10:21,146 - Thank you. - Wine. 94 00:10:21,188 --> 00:10:24,000 - White wine. - Yes, thank you. 95 00:10:24,042 --> 00:10:26,042 No! 96 00:10:26,084 --> 00:10:31,042 Are you used to families with children? Is there many families with children in your circle of friends? 97 00:10:31,084 --> 00:10:33,084 There is one. 98 00:10:33,125 --> 00:10:36,209 Then it's probably a bit unfamiliar to you. 99 00:10:37,000 --> 00:10:40,032 - They are adorable. - Thank you. 100 00:10:40,073 --> 00:10:46,063 What are you doing now, Julie? Aksel said, you write a little. 101 00:10:46,104 --> 00:10:49,979 I can't call it writing... 102 00:10:50,021 --> 00:10:54,146 - Are you modest? - No. 103 00:10:54,188 --> 00:11:01,104 Is there anything you want? So, like you would like to work with? 104 00:11:01,146 --> 00:11:03,167 Quite a lot of questions. 105 00:11:03,209 --> 00:11:06,188 When we read, it was almost vulgar to talk about what one should be. 106 00:11:06,979 --> 00:11:08,979 - Nice. - Yes, actually. 107 00:11:09,021 --> 00:11:13,125 There was a lot of freedom in it. Being young today is different. 108 00:11:13,167 --> 00:11:18,157 The pressure is so great, and there is not time and peace for reflection. 109 00:11:18,198 --> 00:11:23,125 In a way, there is always something. I can see that with William. 110 00:11:23,167 --> 00:11:26,146 We have to pull him off the screen. 111 00:11:32,188 --> 00:11:36,042 - Okay. - So it's not you now. 112 00:11:36,084 --> 00:11:40,969 - No, it's... - Julie is the closest. 113 00:11:45,125 --> 00:11:47,177 Keep your distance, girls. 114 00:11:49,104 --> 00:11:55,094 - It's bedtime. - She has been up a little too long. 115 00:11:55,136 --> 00:11:57,146 - No. - Yeah. 116 00:11:57,188 --> 00:12:03,021 - No, I don't want to go to bed. - Now she has become overtired. 117 00:12:03,063 --> 00:12:07,021 Eva, we can't bear another scene tonight. Come here. 118 00:12:07,063 --> 00:12:10,084 - Catch her. - I don't want to! 119 00:12:14,084 --> 00:12:19,115 - Let go! Stop, you fool. - I don't want to go to bed. 120 00:12:19,157 --> 00:12:25,011 - I say you must. - No, I don't want to. I don't want to! 121 00:12:25,052 --> 00:12:28,209 I don't want to go to bed. 122 00:12:30,021 --> 00:12:34,188 - It's crazy... with kids like that. - That's fine enough. 123 00:12:35,188 --> 00:12:39,990 - They're funny, kids like that. - Yes. 124 00:12:40,032 --> 00:12:44,146 - Can't we just enjoy ourselves? - Leave it now. We must not argue. 125 00:12:44,188 --> 00:12:48,969 There are children and chaos, and they… But try like… 126 00:12:49,011 --> 00:12:53,032 Can't you try to play with them or something? 127 00:12:53,073 --> 00:12:55,969 You should not start it with children. 128 00:12:56,011 --> 00:13:00,094 Sorry. It wasn't me who started it. 129 00:13:00,136 --> 00:13:05,011 You are with someone who is much younger than you and you are behind. 130 00:13:05,052 --> 00:13:10,104 You're about to turn 30, so that's it not a stupid age to have children. 131 00:13:10,146 --> 00:13:13,969 I am 44 and want to move on with life with you. 132 00:13:14,011 --> 00:13:17,188 It has nothing to do with the others here. 133 00:13:17,979 --> 00:13:23,042 You walk around waiting for something, and I no longer know what it is. 134 00:13:23,084 --> 00:13:28,021 - Hello? - Yes, but... I don't want to get into this. 135 00:13:28,063 --> 00:13:35,115 Really not. And that... Everything takes place on your terms. 136 00:13:35,157 --> 00:13:39,094 - Now you have time off, and then we're on holiday. - Yes, it was an agreement. 137 00:13:39,136 --> 00:13:44,167 Every time you finish one publishing, are you bored talking about children. 138 00:13:44,209 --> 00:13:48,084 And now you are with one lots of kids, and then it comes up. 139 00:13:48,125 --> 00:13:52,167 - You know very well that it doesn't fit. - That fits. 140 00:13:52,209 --> 00:13:58,198 Then you get an idea for something new, and then you sit bent over the drawing table. 141 00:13:58,990 --> 00:14:04,125 What are you saying, Julie? Don't start on that fart. 142 00:14:04,167 --> 00:14:08,021 I had been there then, if we had children. 143 00:14:08,063 --> 00:14:11,052 I do want to have children. 144 00:14:11,094 --> 00:14:16,157 I also want to have children. At one point or another. 145 00:14:16,198 --> 00:14:19,157 But I have zero maternal instinct. 146 00:14:19,198 --> 00:14:24,157 You would be a great mother. I'm absolutely sure of that. 147 00:14:24,198 --> 00:14:29,125 I want to have children. At one point or another. 148 00:14:29,167 --> 00:14:34,969 What exactly are we waiting for? What needs to happen before we have a child? 149 00:14:35,011 --> 00:14:37,167 I don't know that. 150 00:14:39,969 --> 00:14:45,063 - I want to accomplish something more before that. - What is it that you want to accomplish? 151 00:14:45,104 --> 00:14:49,094 - What is standing in the way? - Why do you want to know? 152 00:14:49,136 --> 00:14:52,104 I'm just saying the concept is wrong. 153 00:14:52,146 --> 00:14:57,188 Many people have children without be settled with everything possible in life. 154 00:14:57,979 --> 00:15:01,167 - "The concept is wrong." - You have to take it as it comes. 155 00:15:01,209 --> 00:15:07,167 I don't want that everything must take place on your terms. 156 00:15:07,209 --> 00:15:10,146 Fine. So what do you want? 157 00:15:10,188 --> 00:15:13,188 Damn... We have to stop now. 158 00:15:15,198 --> 00:15:21,094 I must sleep if I must be strong to be with them tomorrow. 159 00:15:50,146 --> 00:15:55,073 I have a friend who thinks that we have... that one has... 160 00:15:55,115 --> 00:15:58,032 You have a fixed number of sperm cells. 161 00:15:58,073 --> 00:16:02,125 Let's say three thousand. Or three trillion in a lifetime. 162 00:16:02,167 --> 00:16:06,188 If you masturbate too much, they let go. I don't know if it fits. 163 00:16:06,979 --> 00:16:10,052 - Take it easy, Portnoy. - It's interesting. 164 00:16:10,094 --> 00:16:15,188 I have the full overview about what men struggle with. 165 00:16:15,979 --> 00:16:21,136 Erectile dysfunction, morning sickness, fascination with young girls and… 166 00:16:21,177 --> 00:16:24,052 - Premature ejaculation. - Great, Axel. 167 00:16:24,094 --> 00:16:28,094 - She puts you in a good light. - After all, all books and films are about it. 168 00:16:28,136 --> 00:16:34,052 But where are women's periods, orgasm and lust? 169 00:16:34,094 --> 00:16:37,063 Yes, tell about it in juicy detail. 170 00:16:37,104 --> 00:16:41,146 That is not the point. It should be okay to talk about here… 171 00:16:41,188 --> 00:16:47,000 If men had menstruated, then we hadn't heard of anything else. 172 00:16:47,042 --> 00:16:51,104 - If you had had your period... - Can you womansplain it a little better? 173 00:16:51,146 --> 00:16:56,136 - What are you thinking about? - Like in the mansplaine version. 174 00:16:57,199 --> 00:17:01,157 - What? - Just like with mansplaining... 175 00:17:01,199 --> 00:17:07,167 When a 45-year-old man explains a little younger girl, how things fit together. 176 00:17:07,210 --> 00:17:11,073 - Thanks for the demonstration. - Get well. 177 00:17:11,115 --> 00:17:14,011 - Good. - Shall we have more whiskey? 178 00:17:24,125 --> 00:17:29,011 Is there anyone who does not subscribe to "We over 60" over there? 179 00:17:42,073 --> 00:17:44,158 Okay... 180 00:18:01,168 --> 00:18:06,000 - Now come along. - I just want to sit here. 181 00:18:38,063 --> 00:18:40,990 Look who's coming here. 182 00:19:04,011 --> 00:19:06,085 are you ok 183 00:19:08,042 --> 00:19:11,042 Aw! Shit... No. 184 00:19:11,085 --> 00:19:16,095 - I'm just going to see if there's anything... - Here's some paper. 185 00:19:17,158 --> 00:19:23,199 You can only laugh at it. Karianne is just a drama queen. 186 00:19:23,990 --> 00:19:28,116 - I always get something going. - It wasn't your fault, Julie. 187 00:19:28,158 --> 00:19:31,990 Yes. I'm too much... Always. 188 00:19:32,032 --> 00:19:36,074 I know well that it's not so cool for you, but... 189 00:19:36,116 --> 00:19:42,043 I don't feel at home either in that family idyll thing. 190 00:19:42,085 --> 00:19:46,126 I think it was cool, we partied a little. 191 00:19:46,168 --> 00:19:51,969 - Good for you that you enjoyed yourself. - Now what is it for? 192 00:19:52,011 --> 00:19:55,199 Is there anything wrong with enjoying yourself? Didn't you enjoy yourself? 193 00:19:55,990 --> 00:19:59,000 - No, I didn't. - That was also terrible. 194 00:19:59,043 --> 00:20:03,085 Yes, not that I hit my head, but that you don't care about me. 195 00:20:03,126 --> 00:20:05,210 Now shut up! 196 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:09,168 - You don't care about me. - Am I? 197 00:20:13,064 --> 00:20:18,095 - Are we going to have a baby or what? - Fuck you. 198 00:20:30,189 --> 00:20:33,105 - Hello. - Good morning. 199 00:20:33,147 --> 00:20:36,001 There is coffee. And a mug. 200 00:20:36,043 --> 00:20:40,033 Thanks. It's lovely. 201 00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:58,970 - And a little towards me. - Yes. 202 00:22:05,504 --> 00:22:10,000 CHAPTER 2 ADULTERY 203 00:22:10,157 --> 00:22:14,970 I can't quite remember... What are you doing now? 204 00:22:15,012 --> 00:22:18,209 - I work in a bookstore. - Which bookstore? 205 00:22:19,001 --> 00:22:22,991 - Norli on Universitetsgata. - Yes... 206 00:22:23,033 --> 00:22:26,116 Do you want me to apologize? 207 00:22:27,980 --> 00:22:32,146 - Hello. Do you want to sign... - Yes. I just have to... 208 00:22:32,188 --> 00:22:37,074 - Are there more Los on the way? - I'm busy with some other things now. 209 00:22:37,116 --> 00:22:41,209 Do you work full-time there, or is it...? 210 00:23:02,022 --> 00:23:04,157 - Sorry. - Hello. 211 00:23:04,198 --> 00:23:09,043 - I think I'll slip home. - Okay? 212 00:23:09,085 --> 00:23:12,970 - Is that all right? - That's perfectly fine. 213 00:23:13,012 --> 00:23:15,970 - I can stay. - No, no. 214 00:23:16,012 --> 00:23:20,053 - I think I should stay a little longer. - Yes, of course. 215 00:23:20,094 --> 00:23:22,188 See you at home. 216 00:25:44,146 --> 00:25:48,979 - Excuse me? Can I have a smoke? - Yes, of course. 217 00:26:36,084 --> 00:26:39,990 When I got number two, the oldest had turned ten. 218 00:26:40,032 --> 00:26:43,990 Then suddenly you have to only breastfeed for four months. 219 00:26:44,032 --> 00:26:48,177 Like what happened to the research of those years? It was confusing. 220 00:26:48,969 --> 00:26:52,063 - Do you enjoy being with the children a lot? - Yes, of course. 221 00:26:52,104 --> 00:26:56,042 You mustn't. Then they become drug addicts. 222 00:26:56,084 --> 00:27:01,969 - Do they become drug addicts because we have fun? - Yes, new research shows. 223 00:27:02,011 --> 00:27:05,146 Shows new research, that you shouldn't have fun with your children? 224 00:27:05,188 --> 00:27:10,115 It's probably very counterintuitive as a mother, or... 225 00:27:10,157 --> 00:27:13,063 Your limbic system is completely out of whack. 226 00:27:13,104 --> 00:27:18,094 That the children become drug addicts, because... Do you actually have children? 227 00:27:18,136 --> 00:27:23,000 No, but I'm a doctor. I speak from a clinical perspective. 228 00:27:23,042 --> 00:27:28,042 If my child is lying and screaming too to communicate with me 229 00:27:28,084 --> 00:27:31,969 then mother has to take it up. Or father. If there is a father. 230 00:28:07,115 --> 00:28:09,115 - Hello. - Hello. 231 00:28:12,146 --> 00:28:16,167 - You don't ask the regular questions? - What are the fixed questions? 232 00:28:16,209 --> 00:28:21,021 - Who I am and what I do. - Who are you and what do you do? 233 00:28:21,063 --> 00:28:27,011 - I hate being asked about it. - It's annoying when you're a doctor. 234 00:28:27,052 --> 00:28:31,094 - Are you a doctor? - No. You are a doctor. 235 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:43,011 So what should I ask you? 236 00:28:47,969 --> 00:28:51,021 You have to ask me about… who I know here. 237 00:28:51,063 --> 00:28:54,990 - Who do you know? - I don't know anyone. 238 00:28:55,032 --> 00:28:58,969 - I snuck in. - Did you just walk in? 239 00:29:01,042 --> 00:29:03,063 Okay... 240 00:29:26,042 --> 00:29:30,979 Nothing must happen between us. I have a girlfriend that I love. 241 00:29:31,021 --> 00:29:36,136 I have that too. And I have experienced adultery before and don't mind it. 242 00:29:36,177 --> 00:29:40,969 - No, adultery is not... - It's not good. 243 00:29:47,188 --> 00:29:51,146 But where does the line really go? 244 00:29:52,979 --> 00:29:56,188 - You can probably feel that. - Is this... 245 00:30:00,198 --> 00:30:04,157 - Is this cheating? - No. 246 00:30:07,136 --> 00:30:11,011 What if I do something like this? 247 00:30:15,104 --> 00:30:19,136 - No, it's fine. - Is it? 248 00:30:25,063 --> 00:30:30,011 To inflict pain on someone other than the boyfriend? Is it adultery? 249 00:30:33,125 --> 00:30:35,979 Did it hurt? 250 00:30:38,042 --> 00:30:40,157 Did it? 251 00:30:49,115 --> 00:30:52,167 - Was it good? - Yes, it was... 252 00:30:52,209 --> 00:30:55,021 Okay... 253 00:30:56,063 --> 00:31:00,125 - I want to smell your sweat. - No. Do you mean it? 254 00:31:00,167 --> 00:31:04,000 Yes, yes. It's alright. 255 00:31:10,146 --> 00:31:12,177 - It smells really bad. - Yes. 256 00:31:12,969 --> 00:31:17,011 The kind of smell one never ever forgets. 257 00:31:17,052 --> 00:31:21,032 Yes, it was bad. Let me smell you. 258 00:31:21,073 --> 00:31:27,063 - No. Now I regret it. - Let me smell, let me smell. 259 00:31:33,209 --> 00:31:36,209 I think you smell good. 260 00:31:53,167 --> 00:31:56,167 I don't know if... 261 00:32:01,011 --> 00:32:04,094 If it... is allowed. 262 00:32:08,094 --> 00:32:13,990 Yes, just come. Say it and I'll say mine afterwards. 263 00:32:14,032 --> 00:32:18,084 I actually think sex is best 264 00:32:18,125 --> 00:32:21,209 when the dick is not completely hard. 265 00:32:22,990 --> 00:32:26,115 Because in a way 266 00:32:26,157 --> 00:32:32,094 then it's me who makes it hard. In a way. 267 00:32:35,104 --> 00:32:41,084 Now this is going to sound wrong. I must have misunderstood it a bit, because... 268 00:32:42,115 --> 00:32:46,104 I just wanted to say, that Barcode is beautiful. 269 00:32:46,146 --> 00:32:49,157 I often think that when I go to work. 270 00:32:49,198 --> 00:32:55,167 - Here I reveal a secret... - We talked about something no one else knows. 271 00:32:55,209 --> 00:32:59,990 - Why haven't you said that? - Because everyone thinks it's so ugly. 272 00:33:01,167 --> 00:33:03,167 Hello. 273 00:33:08,990 --> 00:33:13,021 - Sorry. - No, no. It is us who... 274 00:33:24,990 --> 00:33:27,011 Okay... 275 00:33:31,042 --> 00:33:35,021 - Can I whisper it? - Okay. 276 00:33:40,136 --> 00:33:42,136 Okay... 277 00:33:53,990 --> 00:33:55,990 What is there? 278 00:33:59,979 --> 00:34:04,073 It's alright. Sorry. I'm sitting on top of it all. 279 00:34:04,115 --> 00:34:07,104 It wasn't meant to be. 280 00:34:33,084 --> 00:34:38,021 - There is nothing sexual about it. - No, there isn't. 281 00:34:41,178 --> 00:34:45,011 - You who like soft dicks. - Yes. 282 00:34:46,094 --> 00:34:49,042 Then it's your turn. 283 00:35:02,979 --> 00:35:07,137 - I can't pee. - You just have to relax. 284 00:36:15,969 --> 00:36:18,199 I have to get up here. 285 00:36:21,969 --> 00:36:23,969 Okay... 286 00:36:30,095 --> 00:36:33,168 - What's your name? - Juliet. 287 00:36:33,210 --> 00:36:36,969 - My name is Eivind. Eivind... - You mustn't say that. 288 00:36:37,012 --> 00:36:41,043 - Why not? - Then I'll find you on Facebook and... 289 00:36:41,085 --> 00:36:44,064 It's alright. 290 00:36:44,105 --> 00:36:48,979 - Okay. Hello. - Hello. 291 00:36:49,022 --> 00:36:53,105 - We weren't unfaithful. - No, we weren't. 292 00:37:21,004 --> 00:37:25,499 CHAPTER 3 ORAL SEX I 293 00:37:52,970 --> 00:37:55,126 Shaft? 294 00:37:56,970 --> 00:38:00,158 Axel, I have something to say to you. Shaft? 295 00:38:26,980 --> 00:38:29,022 A friend told about sex with a man 296 00:38:29,064 --> 00:38:34,116 who drove his member back and forth in her mouth as he held her tight. 297 00:38:34,158 --> 00:38:38,053 She was totally confused, because she had enjoyed it. 298 00:38:38,095 --> 00:38:40,198 She turned it on. 299 00:38:40,991 --> 00:38:45,168 "Can you be a feminist and at the same time enjoy being stuffed in the mouth?" 300 00:38:45,209 --> 00:38:49,022 Most women have an ambivalent relationship with oral sex. 301 00:38:49,064 --> 00:38:52,991 Either because it's boring, or because you pretend to like it 302 00:38:53,033 --> 00:38:57,116 but in reality with a pathetic expectation that you turn it on. 303 00:38:57,158 --> 00:39:01,033 I like it, it's loose. Then I create the stiffness 304 00:39:01,074 --> 00:39:04,074 instead of me having to "unwind" it. 305 00:39:29,033 --> 00:39:32,991 - That's good. - Yes? 306 00:39:33,033 --> 00:39:37,125 I may not agree with everything, but it is really well written and… 307 00:39:37,167 --> 00:39:42,095 Original and damn good. What will happen to it? 308 00:39:42,136 --> 00:39:45,095 I don't know that. 309 00:39:46,991 --> 00:39:50,980 - Do you think it was good? - Yes. Particular. 310 00:39:51,022 --> 00:39:54,991 - Sure? - Yes, of course. I'm not lying. 311 00:40:02,053 --> 00:40:06,209 - Are you sure about that? - You mustn't doubt it. 312 00:40:07,001 --> 00:40:13,085 It's quite intellectual, but... it also made me a little horny. 313 00:40:13,125 --> 00:40:15,167 - Is that right? - A little. 314 00:40:15,209 --> 00:40:19,084 Is that why you wrote it? Intellectual Viagra? 315 00:40:19,125 --> 00:40:21,177 - Yes. - It worked. 316 00:40:21,970 --> 00:40:27,188 The text "Oral sex in was published on jubel.no. 317 00:40:27,980 --> 00:40:32,980 It got many shares and was heavily debated on Facebook. 318 00:40:36,970 --> 00:40:39,967 And with the strong painkillers I can't drive either. 319 00:40:40,170 --> 00:40:43,545 CHAPTER 4 OUR OWN FAMILY 320 00:40:45,094 --> 00:40:48,033 I thought it would work, but… 321 00:40:48,073 --> 00:40:51,970 A bus ride of one hour... It won't work with that back. 322 00:40:52,012 --> 00:40:55,001 That's perfectly fine. 323 00:40:55,043 --> 00:41:00,980 Are you not coming to Hønefoss this weekend? Then we can properly say congratulations. 324 00:41:01,022 --> 00:41:06,198 - I have to say hello from Nathalie... - Yes. You must say hello again. 325 00:41:07,188 --> 00:41:12,012 - Nice to see you. It's been a long time. - Yes, it's been far too long. 326 00:41:12,052 --> 00:41:18,012 - Then you must have a good birthday. - Thank you. Okay. 327 00:41:18,052 --> 00:41:21,209 - Am I thin? - You work too much. 328 00:41:22,001 --> 00:41:24,177 Yes. We'll talk by. 329 00:41:24,970 --> 00:41:27,136 Hello. Congratulations on the day. 330 00:41:29,980 --> 00:41:34,125 - Why do I always have to go up there? - He's not coming? 331 00:41:34,167 --> 00:41:41,084 - He has a pain in his back. - There is always something with him. 332 00:41:41,125 --> 00:41:45,991 Then he won't come. It's not okay. 333 00:41:46,032 --> 00:41:50,094 He wanted to come but his back hurts. 334 00:41:51,094 --> 00:41:55,000 What does he really think it does to you? He is completely... 335 00:41:55,042 --> 00:41:57,990 His back hurts, mom. 336 00:41:58,032 --> 00:42:03,115 - Sorry. Please take for yourselves... - Thank you very much. It looks super good. 337 00:42:03,157 --> 00:42:05,167 I hope it tastes good. 338 00:42:14,115 --> 00:42:19,084 When Julie's mother, Eva, turned 30, she was divorced in the second year 339 00:42:19,125 --> 00:42:23,167 single mother of little Julie and employed in the accounting department at Gyldendal. 340 00:42:32,136 --> 00:42:35,063 Congratulations! 341 00:42:40,979 --> 00:42:42,125 Thank you very much. 342 00:42:42,167 --> 00:42:46,073 - Have you read Julie's article? - Yes, yes. 343 00:42:46,115 --> 00:42:50,188 - It was good, wasn't it? - Really good. Have you read it, mom? 344 00:42:50,979 --> 00:42:54,157 The article Julie has written. It is really good. 345 00:42:54,198 --> 00:42:59,052 When Julie's grandmother was 30, she was married in the tenth year, had three children 346 00:42:59,094 --> 00:43:04,073 and played Rebecca West in "Rosmersholm" at the National Theater. 347 00:43:04,115 --> 00:43:11,021 When Julie's great-grandmother turned 30, she was a widow and alone with four children. 348 00:43:11,063 --> 00:43:17,115 Julie's great-great-grandmother had had seven children. Two of them had died of tuberculosis. 349 00:43:17,157 --> 00:43:22,032 Julie's great-great-great-grandmother, Herta, was married in the 12th year with wholesaler Ludvig Aabel 350 00:43:22,073 --> 00:43:25,167 and had six children in a loveless marriage. 351 00:43:25,209 --> 00:43:30,063 Julie's great-great-great-great-great-great-grandmother, Agnes Pedersen, born Lauring, did not turn 30. 352 00:43:30,104 --> 00:43:35,063 In 18th century Norway it was life expectancy for women 35 years. 353 00:43:35,104 --> 00:43:41,011 I don't feel like it to bother you with it, but… 354 00:43:42,052 --> 00:43:47,021 I found it harder and harder to… To put it bluntly: Pissing. 355 00:43:47,063 --> 00:43:51,188 I thought it was prostate cancer, but it wasn't. 356 00:43:53,125 --> 00:43:56,125 - That's good. - Yes. 357 00:43:56,167 --> 00:43:59,136 Or... 358 00:43:59,177 --> 00:44:04,157 I have to go to the toilet all the time. And then... it's delicious. 359 00:44:07,032 --> 00:44:12,146 Thank you very much for the jacket. I've been thinking about that I should start walking. 360 00:44:12,188 --> 00:44:16,042 - Hello. - Hello. 361 00:44:16,084 --> 00:44:20,115 - Sorry we're coming so late. - Hello. 362 00:44:20,157 --> 00:44:23,094 Hello. 363 00:44:23,136 --> 00:44:26,167 - You haven't served coffee. - That's perfectly fine. 364 00:44:26,209 --> 00:44:30,052 - I'm doing something. - How did it go? 365 00:44:30,094 --> 00:44:34,209 - It went really well. - Many rescues? Fine. 366 00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:39,011 Happy birthday. 30 years is a long time. 367 00:44:39,052 --> 00:44:45,052 It was a pity we couldn't come. The tournaments take the whole day. 368 00:44:45,094 --> 00:44:48,011 That's perfectly fine. 369 00:44:48,052 --> 00:44:51,052 She is on target. You have to see her play. 370 00:44:51,094 --> 00:44:55,000 No. It is not necessary. 371 00:44:55,042 --> 00:44:58,990 She is super good. I say see you next time. 372 00:44:59,032 --> 00:45:03,000 Yes, do it. Do it. Fine. 373 00:45:05,188 --> 00:45:09,052 Did you get the article I sent you? 374 00:45:09,094 --> 00:45:14,104 Yes... I have to ask you that. I could not open the link. 375 00:45:14,146 --> 00:45:20,011 There is something wrong with the PC. Do you understand PCs, Aksel? 376 00:45:20,052 --> 00:45:26,094 Yes, but isn't it just to send the email again, and then see if… 377 00:45:26,136 --> 00:45:30,021 Didn't come a... It didn't come as an email, did it? 378 00:45:30,063 --> 00:45:32,177 It was attached to the email. 379 00:45:32,969 --> 00:45:36,146 I pressed that button on the mouse. 380 00:45:36,188 --> 00:45:39,136 Then I put the arrow on the square. 381 00:45:39,177 --> 00:45:43,021 I tried that twice, and then it disappeared. 382 00:45:43,063 --> 00:45:50,136 - Maybe I sent a wrong version. - Let's look at it. 383 00:45:50,177 --> 00:45:55,032 Because you have to read the article. It's really good and it's... 384 00:45:55,073 --> 00:46:00,042 Very... It is well written and... Yes. 385 00:46:00,084 --> 00:46:02,969 You are talented. 386 00:46:05,011 --> 00:46:08,969 Per Harald, you're not coming and visit us one day? 387 00:46:09,011 --> 00:46:12,073 It could be nice. Come and see how your daughter lives. 388 00:46:12,115 --> 00:46:15,115 - Yes, but... - It could be nice. 389 00:46:15,157 --> 00:46:19,021 It's just completely impossible to drive around the city center. 390 00:46:19,063 --> 00:46:25,198 After all, it has been built... Residential park... Resident parking there isn't there? 391 00:46:25,990 --> 00:46:32,167 Yes. But it is easier to find a parking space, when you have to pay. 392 00:46:32,209 --> 00:46:37,011 And then you have to move the car every half hour or something like that. 393 00:46:38,136 --> 00:46:43,177 Is that why you don't come to visit? Because it is… 394 00:46:43,969 --> 00:46:47,021 Because it is difficult to drive in the city? 395 00:46:47,063 --> 00:46:51,000 - Or why? - You know that... 396 00:46:51,042 --> 00:46:57,063 Sometimes I take then very painful that I can't drive. 397 00:47:03,969 --> 00:47:11,042 It is positive that he tells so open about the pain and the prostate. 398 00:47:18,115 --> 00:47:21,969 You have to make your own family. 399 00:47:31,587 --> 00:47:36,082 CHAPTER 5 BATH TIMING 400 00:48:14,979 --> 00:48:17,063 - Excuse me? - Hello. 401 00:48:17,104 --> 00:48:19,198 Do you have "Green Yoga"? 402 00:48:22,052 --> 00:48:24,157 I can look it up. 403 00:48:24,198 --> 00:48:29,000 - Now what was that? - "Green Yoga". It came last year. 404 00:48:32,063 --> 00:48:36,198 - It must be ordered home. - How long does it take? 405 00:48:36,990 --> 00:48:39,209 Two weeks. 406 00:48:41,115 --> 00:48:44,042 Okay. No thanks. 407 00:48:44,084 --> 00:48:47,084 - They don't have it here either. - Okay. 408 00:48:47,125 --> 00:48:50,000 - Then we try in Ark. - Yes. 409 00:48:50,042 --> 00:48:52,094 Thanks. 410 00:48:53,125 --> 00:48:56,063 - Hello. - Hello. 411 00:49:15,979 --> 00:49:18,979 Hello. i said I forgot my glasses. 412 00:49:19,021 --> 00:49:23,073 I just wanted to say… I know what we said. 413 00:49:23,115 --> 00:49:26,084 But I think about you all the time. 414 00:49:26,125 --> 00:49:31,136 And... But I won't bother you, if you are happy and such. 415 00:49:31,177 --> 00:49:34,052 Are you? 416 00:49:35,094 --> 00:49:38,084 I don't know what to say. 417 00:49:38,125 --> 00:49:42,969 I would like to meet with you. And just talk together. 418 00:49:43,011 --> 00:49:46,094 I, well, I don't want to… 419 00:49:46,136 --> 00:49:51,157 But... I want to see you again. Just like that... 420 00:49:51,198 --> 00:49:56,032 Come down to Open Bakery in Barcode. I'm there almost every day. 421 00:49:56,073 --> 00:50:00,063 I work there. If you feel like it. 422 00:50:00,104 --> 00:50:03,167 Okay. Yes. 423 00:50:06,073 --> 00:50:11,177 - Eivind? You forgot the sunglasses. - Well, yes. Shit. Sorry. 424 00:50:12,177 --> 00:50:15,011 Okay... 425 00:50:25,011 --> 00:50:29,167 I think that the way to the human mind passes through the language. 426 00:50:29,210 --> 00:50:34,115 Freud was a great stylist, and he was able to be self-critical. 427 00:50:34,157 --> 00:50:37,199 And was able to revise his own theories. 428 00:50:37,990 --> 00:50:42,125 And he considered each patient as a research project. 429 00:50:42,168 --> 00:50:46,115 Freud did not distinguish between therapy and research and it is… 430 00:50:46,157 --> 00:50:50,168 It is incredibly relevant in modern times 431 00:50:50,210 --> 00:50:56,115 where everything seems to... Everything must be proven wrong. 432 00:50:56,158 --> 00:50:59,042 In humanities. 433 00:50:59,084 --> 00:51:04,199 Fine with Freud, but how is it going with the movie? Where is it in the process? 434 00:51:04,990 --> 00:51:08,084 - I've seen it, but I... - Have you seen it? 435 00:51:08,125 --> 00:51:12,990 - I don't feel anything for it. - Will it be as bad as you feared? 436 00:51:13,032 --> 00:51:16,210 The worst is, that they have made Los very much the living room. 437 00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:23,000 It is highly disinfected and safe... Besides, I have something to show you. 438 00:51:23,042 --> 00:51:28,094 I have received a draft of the movie poster. 439 00:51:28,137 --> 00:51:33,084 And it's embarrassing to have his name on this, but… 440 00:51:33,126 --> 00:51:37,178 Is it...? That is a lie. You are gassing us. 441 00:51:37,969 --> 00:51:40,199 It's the poster. Watch it right now. 442 00:51:40,990 --> 00:51:46,084 You have seen the… He looks like Chip and Chap. 443 00:51:46,126 --> 00:51:49,032 Should I laugh or cry? 444 00:51:49,073 --> 00:51:53,979 It is pervasive. The story and a lot of details are... 445 00:51:54,021 --> 00:51:59,116 - They have removed the "star". - I was hooked. What is it? 446 00:51:59,158 --> 00:52:05,116 Yeah, so... Asshole. Anus. In the movie, he just needs a smooth ass. 447 00:52:05,158 --> 00:52:08,168 And that which has been removed. 448 00:52:08,210 --> 00:52:11,095 It is serious. 449 00:52:11,137 --> 00:52:17,011 In underground cartoons you screw up. You throw up and throw up. 450 00:52:17,052 --> 00:52:21,158 Lynx is... a wild cat among... in a world of domesticated domestic cats. 451 00:52:21,199 --> 00:52:24,199 He is in opposition to the bourgeois. 452 00:52:24,990 --> 00:52:27,199 It is one of the most symbolic assholes. 453 00:53:06,189 --> 00:53:09,043 - Coffee? - Yes. 454 00:55:33,168 --> 00:55:36,022 No, no... 455 00:56:41,053 --> 00:56:44,053 I don't quite know what to do. 456 00:57:16,115 --> 00:57:18,136 I have to run. 457 00:58:33,157 --> 00:58:37,063 Axel, I need to talk to you. 458 00:58:38,136 --> 00:58:42,052 Yes, of course. Has something happened? 459 00:58:42,094 --> 00:58:45,209 Julie said she had thought about it for a long time. 460 00:58:46,000 --> 00:58:49,032 It wasn't his fault. 461 00:58:49,073 --> 00:58:55,042 It's not something you did or your fault but i feel… 462 00:58:55,084 --> 00:58:59,198 It was about things they had argued about a thousand times. 463 00:58:59,990 --> 00:59:04,084 It was bad timing. They had met since they were in different places. 464 00:59:04,125 --> 00:59:08,979 - They wanted too many different things. - Very different things. 465 00:59:15,209 --> 00:59:18,063 Are you breaking up with me? 466 00:59:18,104 --> 00:59:20,032 Yes. 467 00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:25,073 I think we should stop here. 468 00:59:31,011 --> 00:59:33,032 Okay. 469 00:59:39,157 --> 00:59:41,969 Okay. 470 00:59:50,125 --> 00:59:55,146 Are you even present in this? 471 00:59:55,188 --> 00:59:59,104 - What do you mean? - Do you know what you... 472 00:59:59,146 --> 01:00:04,094 Do you know what you are doing? What you destroy and what it… 473 01:00:04,136 --> 01:00:09,146 Yes, of course. That's why it's so hard. 474 01:00:16,188 --> 01:00:19,073 Where are you going to live? 475 01:00:19,386 --> 01:00:19,490 Where are you going to live? 476 01:00:19,532 --> 01:00:22,595 - I don't know. - You don't know? 477 01:00:23,386 --> 01:00:25,501 At mother's or... 478 01:00:29,417 --> 01:00:34,532 - Move home with mom? - Yes. Until I find something. 479 01:00:35,553 --> 01:00:37,575 Okay. 480 01:00:42,542 --> 01:00:45,532 - No, honestly, it... - No. 481 01:00:46,575 --> 01:00:49,438 It's over. 482 01:00:49,480 --> 01:00:52,616 I don't want any more. I have nothing more to say. 483 01:00:53,407 --> 01:00:56,616 Is there anything else that you just let go of me? 484 01:00:57,407 --> 01:01:02,595 No. I've thought about it for a long time. And it feels just right. 485 01:01:07,407 --> 01:01:10,543 - Have you met someone else? - No. 486 01:01:16,585 --> 01:01:22,554 This is too much, Julie. I can't stand it. 487 01:01:24,533 --> 01:01:26,595 But then you have to… 488 01:01:27,386 --> 01:01:30,616 Then you must go. If that's what you want. 489 01:01:32,407 --> 01:01:35,480 I'll slip while you pack. 490 01:02:01,595 --> 01:02:06,449 Julie said he deserved it to get someone who was in the right place in life. 491 01:02:06,491 --> 01:02:12,575 One who was ready to have children and who didn't come up with something new every six months. 492 01:02:15,396 --> 01:02:17,606 i like you come up with something new. 493 01:02:18,396 --> 01:02:23,449 Aksel said he liked it. He needed someone who was like that. 494 01:02:23,491 --> 01:02:27,522 Because then he was forced out of his bubble at the drawing board. 495 01:02:27,564 --> 01:02:31,428 And the thing with children... 496 01:02:32,585 --> 01:02:38,407 He would rather have her and be without children than have children with someone else. 497 01:02:38,450 --> 01:02:44,470 - It's not just that, it's about. - So what is it about? 498 01:02:44,512 --> 01:02:48,606 It's about the whole life situation, not only that. 499 01:02:49,396 --> 01:02:52,616 Yes, okay. I understand that you are in crisis. 500 01:02:53,407 --> 01:02:55,460 I understand you very well. 501 01:02:55,502 --> 01:03:00,616 If you care about me and love me, then we'll figure out everything else. 502 01:03:01,407 --> 01:03:03,439 Yes, I love you. 503 01:03:03,481 --> 01:03:05,543 But I don't love you. 504 01:03:05,585 --> 01:03:09,616 Julie felt that in that line, in the way she said it 505 01:03:10,407 --> 01:03:14,564 and where she applied the pressure gave expression for the impossible in the whole situation. 506 01:03:14,606 --> 01:03:18,502 That I stand on the sidelines in my life. 507 01:03:19,543 --> 01:03:23,396 That I just have a supporting role in my own life. 508 01:03:29,396 --> 01:03:33,460 I understand you feel stuck. And that you need change. 509 01:03:33,502 --> 01:03:36,554 But then you get to this point? 510 01:03:36,595 --> 01:03:39,606 This is exactly what it is, I'm talking about. 511 01:03:40,397 --> 01:03:45,533 I say how I feel and then you define how I feel. 512 01:03:45,575 --> 01:03:50,585 - I just see what you're doing. - What? Tell me that. 513 01:03:50,627 --> 01:03:54,627 I probably will. But shut up! Then I'll tell you what you're up to. 514 01:03:55,418 --> 01:03:59,439 You try to make a deal, you didn't dare go with your father. 515 01:03:59,481 --> 01:04:03,543 If you want to use me for that… So it's pathetic. 516 01:04:03,585 --> 01:04:08,554 Well, so I do? How do you know that? There is only something in our relationship 517 01:04:08,595 --> 01:04:13,418 which is true if you feel something and puts it into words. 518 01:04:13,460 --> 01:04:17,408 Instead of just being able to feel it, be in it and be… 519 01:04:17,450 --> 01:04:21,418 You must be so damn strong all the time and it is… 520 01:04:21,460 --> 01:04:25,595 You believe that being strong is to put something into words. 521 01:04:26,387 --> 01:04:30,606 And to know exactly, what happens on all psychological levels. 522 01:04:31,397 --> 01:04:37,387 If you know it, you are strong. But I have less overview, and then I am weaker. 523 01:04:41,554 --> 01:04:45,564 She said she was terrified to live alone and live without him. 524 01:04:45,606 --> 01:04:51,460 That as soon as she walked out the door, would she be Bambi on ice cream. 525 01:04:51,502 --> 01:04:56,595 But that it was exactly why she had to do it. 526 01:04:57,387 --> 01:05:01,429 Axel said something, she didn't hear. It sounded like comfort. 527 01:05:01,470 --> 01:05:06,470 She thought only that she as a 30-year-old had compared himself to Bambi. 528 01:05:13,387 --> 01:05:16,502 - I'm pathetic. - That's not what I meant. 529 01:05:16,543 --> 01:05:18,543 Little? 530 01:05:30,491 --> 01:05:32,512 Axle... 531 01:06:13,481 --> 01:06:15,543 You? 532 01:06:16,584 --> 01:06:22,470 - Sorry for everything I said. - Never mind. I said a lot too. 533 01:06:25,605 --> 01:06:28,450 Stay here a little. 534 01:06:31,584 --> 01:06:34,450 You will regret it. 535 01:06:36,450 --> 01:06:39,397 I sure do. 536 01:06:39,439 --> 01:06:44,615 That's why it's so tragic. In a few years you will have children anyway. 537 01:06:45,408 --> 01:06:49,408 You come to to experience more relationships, and then… 538 01:06:49,450 --> 01:06:52,626 Then you realize that, we have now, is unique. 539 01:06:53,418 --> 01:06:55,542 - I know that well. - No. 540 01:06:55,584 --> 01:07:00,511 I know because I've had many relationships and know how hard it is. 541 01:07:00,553 --> 01:07:06,542 No one talks like us. And no one laughs together that much. 542 01:07:14,490 --> 01:07:19,397 Who knows? It can be... we will meet again. 543 01:07:19,439 --> 01:07:23,450 That's exactly where she meant it. 544 01:07:23,490 --> 01:07:25,615 I mean it. 545 01:07:46,419 --> 01:07:50,085 CHAPTER 6 FINNMARKKODUOTTAR 546 01:08:00,563 --> 01:08:03,459 - Are you freezing? - Yes. 547 01:08:06,584 --> 01:08:11,584 - It looked easier on YouTube. - Yes. I said we should test it. 548 01:08:14,387 --> 01:08:16,480 The... This one first. 549 01:08:16,521 --> 01:08:18,594 - Are you sure? - It must be at the top. 550 01:08:19,387 --> 01:08:22,563 Should it look at it first, when it must be at the top? 551 01:08:22,605 --> 01:08:26,480 - Shouldn't this be on the pole? - No, it must be at the top. 552 01:09:07,480 --> 01:09:11,563 Eivind told others as a funny story. 553 01:09:11,605 --> 01:09:15,490 But for her had it touched something deeper. 554 01:09:15,532 --> 01:09:20,438 Something had been awakened in her. She googled her grandfather's last name. 555 01:09:20,480 --> 01:09:23,469 He came from somewhere even further north. 556 01:09:23,511 --> 01:09:28,490 The DNA test she sent to one American website, made her sure. 557 01:09:33,459 --> 01:09:36,563 Eivind didn't quite understand, why her newfound identity 558 01:09:36,605 --> 01:09:41,480 as 3.1% Sami should lead her to psychedelic drugs 559 01:09:41,521 --> 01:09:46,605 and rituals of other cultures, but tried to support her. 560 01:09:47,396 --> 01:09:50,563 Environmental commitment grew in step with the understanding of 561 01:09:50,605 --> 01:09:55,449 how hard climate change affects the world's indigenous peoples. 562 01:09:56,490 --> 01:09:59,594 - Hello. - Hello. 563 01:10:00,386 --> 01:10:05,490 Canada's Inuit starve due to seal shortage. The reindeer cannot find food. 564 01:10:05,532 --> 01:10:08,584 Aborigines die of skin cancer due to holes in the ozone layer. 565 01:10:11,386 --> 01:10:17,490 Eivind could well forget everything about his dream of flying to New York. 566 01:10:17,532 --> 01:10:23,428 She made them live more truly. More sustainable. 567 01:10:23,469 --> 01:10:27,459 He could always have done more. Read everything that was written on the packaging. 568 01:10:27,501 --> 01:10:30,584 Each and every purchase was one complicated environmental accounting. 569 01:10:30,626 --> 01:10:36,386 Plastic is killing the oceans. Even Norwegian cod could be shipped to China and back. 570 01:10:36,428 --> 01:10:41,459 Cobalt mining destroyed the Congo from within. Batteries also had blood on them. 571 01:10:43,521 --> 01:10:47,459 The bad conscience of the West sat next to him on the sofa. 572 01:10:47,501 --> 01:10:49,626 Lay in bed with him. 573 01:10:51,605 --> 01:10:55,584 Everything was measured in relation to the great cause. 574 01:11:10,626 --> 01:11:15,438 He felt that he betrayed Sunniva and the Sami. 575 01:11:19,490 --> 01:11:24,469 He felt like the worst person in the world, but could not resist it. 576 01:11:25,532 --> 01:11:30,438 - I forgot my sunglasses in there. - Yes. 577 01:11:30,480 --> 01:11:33,511 I'm in a hurry. 578 01:11:40,460 --> 01:11:43,002 CHAPTER 7 A NEW CHAPTER 579 01:11:57,469 --> 01:12:00,563 I have to pee... 580 01:12:28,574 --> 01:12:31,417 Eivind didn't want children either. 581 01:12:31,459 --> 01:12:35,459 Even the most sober climate reports was bad news for the next generation. 582 01:12:35,501 --> 01:12:40,490 And overpopulation was the biggest reason for that everything went wrong. 583 01:12:51,605 --> 01:12:58,511 Julie liked the black eye as a contrast to his good mood. 584 01:12:58,553 --> 01:13:03,511 But she thought that there was probably something else behind the decision. 585 01:13:03,553 --> 01:13:05,553 Self absorbed. 586 01:13:05,594 --> 01:13:10,438 Eivind's father, like Julie's, had not remembered all birthdays. 587 01:13:10,480 --> 01:13:13,490 Eivind often said: "According to my father's reckoning" 588 01:13:13,532 --> 01:13:15,594 then I'm only 12 years old. 589 01:13:16,386 --> 01:13:18,626 They are tough. There are no soft ones. 590 01:13:19,417 --> 01:13:25,469 People die from lack of water in Chile, because they have to have so much water. 591 01:13:43,615 --> 01:13:47,584 Do you still follow Sunniva on Instagram? 592 01:13:47,626 --> 01:13:53,542 Yes, we... She has good links for environmental protection and such. 593 01:13:53,584 --> 01:13:56,521 We have no contact with each other. 594 01:13:56,563 --> 01:14:00,428 After all, she has over 30,000 followers. 595 01:14:00,469 --> 01:14:03,511 Because she's showing her butt? 596 01:14:03,553 --> 01:14:08,459 No, she's not showing her butt. It's a yoga... She practices yoga. 597 01:14:11,396 --> 01:14:16,386 - She might show it a little. - It's okay for you to follow her. 598 01:14:16,428 --> 01:14:21,574 There is nothing wrong with that, but that... I don't want to be 599 01:14:21,615 --> 01:14:26,574 the sensible choice, and then she is the wildly sexy one. 600 01:14:33,563 --> 01:14:36,521 There is nothing sane about you. 601 01:14:36,563 --> 01:14:39,521 - So... - Yes. 602 01:14:39,563 --> 01:14:44,501 - The position in the pelvis... - It's yoga, but it's... 603 01:14:44,542 --> 01:14:47,449 That is not yoga. The legs are... 604 01:14:47,490 --> 01:14:51,521 You liked it! Oh god! 605 01:14:51,563 --> 01:14:55,449 - It was far... - I had to like it! 606 01:15:00,542 --> 01:15:03,542 Oh shit! 607 01:15:03,584 --> 01:15:07,449 Like that! 608 01:15:07,490 --> 01:15:10,417 So... it was... 609 01:15:10,460 --> 01:15:13,869 CHAPTER 8 JULIE'S NARCISSISTIC CIRCUS 610 01:15:13,893 --> 01:15:15,456 That was why people had to look at me when we danced. 611 01:15:15,480 --> 01:15:18,553 It's always pissed me off a lot 612 01:15:18,594 --> 01:15:23,490 that you can look cool while you dance. I'm going all in. 613 01:15:23,532 --> 01:15:29,428 I have also experienced it, when we dance, that you take up too much space. 614 01:15:41,605 --> 01:15:45,459 "Now look here. Look at me." 615 01:15:45,501 --> 01:15:53,396 You're more like a little mysterious and stuff. I enter the room quietly... 616 01:15:53,438 --> 01:15:57,449 Well, so you still have your stash? 617 01:15:57,490 --> 01:16:01,542 - What is it? - Bridge? 618 01:16:03,386 --> 01:16:05,459 Where did you find it? 619 01:16:05,501 --> 01:16:10,449 - What is it? - It's a nude hat. 620 01:16:16,469 --> 01:16:19,542 Have you taken it? 621 01:16:19,584 --> 01:16:22,417 Yes. 622 01:16:26,584 --> 01:16:29,438 Yes. 623 01:16:29,480 --> 01:16:32,616 - Why did you do that? - Damn it! 624 01:16:33,407 --> 01:16:36,501 It tastes of earth. Anyone? 625 01:17:31,501 --> 01:17:35,595 So I don't think they work. They must have gotten too old, so... 626 01:17:36,386 --> 01:17:40,459 - I'm slipping. - Are you sure? It can be a bit risky. 627 01:17:40,501 --> 01:17:46,543 - Bro, we've done this before. - We'll call tomorrow. 628 01:17:54,554 --> 01:17:56,595 Fair? 629 01:18:05,575 --> 01:18:08,428 Can you say something? 630 01:18:15,595 --> 01:18:19,564 It's really working on him now. 631 01:18:22,606 --> 01:18:25,543 Julie? Has it started working? 632 01:18:26,575 --> 01:18:28,575 Drink some water. 633 01:18:29,616 --> 01:18:32,502 Drink lots of water. 634 01:18:33,490 --> 01:18:36,522 Such. You must drink it. 635 01:18:36,564 --> 01:18:40,554 It will probably work. Just so you know. I'm here. 636 01:18:46,386 --> 01:18:48,564 Julie? Drink some water. 637 01:18:49,564 --> 01:18:52,417 Julie? 638 01:18:52,459 --> 01:18:57,386 I'm here. I'm here all the time. You need to drink some water. 639 01:18:59,396 --> 01:19:02,543 It will probably work. I'm here! 640 01:20:11,616 --> 01:20:14,429 Julie? Does it work? 641 01:20:19,450 --> 01:20:24,387 - I thought it would work, but... - Does it work? 642 01:20:24,429 --> 01:20:26,554 Julie? Julie? 643 01:20:39,533 --> 01:20:42,439 No, no... 644 01:21:46,397 --> 01:21:49,418 I thought we needed some coffee. 645 01:21:51,522 --> 01:21:55,450 We will not do this again. 646 01:21:59,491 --> 01:22:04,522 - You should probably do a floor wash. - Do I smell bad? 647 01:22:05,564 --> 01:22:10,512 Oh god oh god... I'm just going to take a shower. 648 01:22:10,554 --> 01:22:14,615 Shall I make some... You don't have to... Shall I cook? 649 01:22:26,554 --> 01:22:31,397 I feel like I can relax right off with you. 650 01:22:34,439 --> 01:22:38,470 - You haven't done it before now? - Yes, but I felt... 651 01:22:39,470 --> 01:22:46,584 That I should be a bit like that... as I was in the beginning when we met. 652 01:22:59,574 --> 01:23:04,387 - Thank you for empowering me. - I love you. 653 01:23:40,209 --> 01:23:44,042 CHAPTER 9 LOS SPOILS CHRISTMAS 654 01:23:53,481 --> 01:23:57,397 LOS SPOILS CHRISTMAS 655 01:24:16,450 --> 01:24:21,450 tried to read them old Los comics as an adult? 656 01:24:21,490 --> 01:24:28,408 Because today is... Much of it is so unethical 657 01:24:28,450 --> 01:24:31,397 that it is almost nauseating. 658 01:24:31,439 --> 01:24:37,439 It is unpleasant that the figure has become so popular at the expense of women. 659 01:24:37,480 --> 01:24:42,418 Yes, okay. So art must be pleasant, do you think, or...? 660 01:24:42,459 --> 01:24:45,501 Do you think it's art? I have... 661 01:24:45,542 --> 01:24:48,615 I have taken some of your previous series with. 662 01:24:49,408 --> 01:24:53,584 Los is one thing, but we have also Pikulv Pik, Pædo Parrot... 663 01:24:53,626 --> 01:24:57,542 I don't really think this is the right place 664 01:24:57,584 --> 01:25:01,408 to try and explain the humor in a cartoon. 665 01:25:01,449 --> 01:25:08,449 What do you think readers might have been exposed to incest or rape? 666 01:25:08,490 --> 01:25:13,542 Should we then stop doing something, that someone might react negatively to? 667 01:25:13,584 --> 01:25:18,584 People get killed for drawing something, which some find offensive. 668 01:25:18,626 --> 01:25:24,553 So you compare it to drawing Muhammad with drawing ladies with big breasts? 669 01:25:24,594 --> 01:25:29,521 - Or with incest? Or what do you say? - No, or yes, I might. 670 01:25:29,563 --> 01:25:34,574 Convenient to talk about freedom of speech, when you are criticized. 671 01:25:34,615 --> 01:25:37,563 Besides, we are sitting here and debate your work. 672 01:25:37,605 --> 01:25:40,449 No one is censoring you. 673 01:25:40,490 --> 01:25:46,542 I am provoked and insulted. Although you mustn't say it anymore. 674 01:25:46,584 --> 01:25:52,490 You don't have to let yourself be offended. After all, it is a choice you have. 675 01:25:52,532 --> 01:25:55,521 That is very generation-specific. 676 01:25:55,563 --> 01:26:03,542 The responsibility cannot lie solely with me. Art must be allowed to be free and... 677 01:26:03,584 --> 01:26:06,438 Art is a little dangerous, and that's a good thing. 678 01:26:06,480 --> 01:26:10,407 I would like to have that art is a public therapy space 679 01:26:10,449 --> 01:26:15,459 where I can think out loud and vent and air for my unacceptable thoughts 680 01:26:15,501 --> 01:26:18,501 and all my darkest impulses. 681 01:26:18,542 --> 01:26:23,501 You are a privileged man who uses your comics to kick down. 682 01:26:23,542 --> 01:26:29,626 So I have a hard time categorizing it like art and humor. And not satire at all. 683 01:26:30,417 --> 01:26:33,396 This isn't about me. 684 01:26:33,438 --> 01:26:36,553 When I do something, I'm not just speaking for myself. 685 01:26:36,594 --> 01:26:39,553 - I agree with that. - I don't think so. 686 01:26:39,594 --> 01:26:43,438 If I did a strip about this interview 687 01:26:43,480 --> 01:26:47,605 and the drawn version of me made me want to call you a whore 688 01:26:48,396 --> 01:26:52,615 won't it say that I thought so. It can be a... 689 01:26:53,407 --> 01:26:56,553 A parody of a certain type of insecure man, or it can… 690 01:26:56,594 --> 01:27:01,396 - You used the word "whore". - Yes, I used the word "whore". 691 01:27:01,438 --> 01:27:06,407 - You are uninterested in my opinion. - It's sexualizing, after all. 692 01:27:06,449 --> 01:27:09,428 We are probably not going in that direction. 693 01:27:09,469 --> 01:27:13,511 - You are fucking self-absorbed. - Are you sitting and saying that I...? 694 01:27:13,553 --> 01:27:18,407 No, no, no. Marthe Refstad and Aksel Willmann. Thanks to you guys. 695 01:27:18,449 --> 01:27:21,459 It's actually called sex worker now. 696 01:27:27,459 --> 01:27:30,917 CHAPTER 10 DISCOMFORT IN THE CULTURE 697 01:27:58,480 --> 01:28:00,563 - Hello. - It's been a long time. 698 01:28:00,605 --> 01:28:03,449 - Yes, a lot. - Are you feeling well? 699 01:28:03,490 --> 01:28:06,605 - Yes... And you? - Yeah... Definitely. 700 01:28:08,490 --> 01:28:11,396 Are you talking to Aksel? 701 01:28:11,438 --> 01:28:13,584 - Is he okay? - Yes, or... 702 01:28:13,626 --> 01:28:18,563 - Yes? I heard the interview. - Yes. 703 01:28:18,605 --> 01:28:21,605 He was a bit on it. 704 01:28:26,417 --> 01:28:29,386 It's not really going that well. 705 01:28:29,428 --> 01:28:32,501 Don't you know he's sick? 706 01:28:32,542 --> 01:28:35,438 - Axle? - Haven't you heard that? 707 01:28:35,480 --> 01:28:40,605 That he has cancer? I was sure you knew that. 708 01:28:41,396 --> 01:28:46,553 It has gone very fast, and they discovered it late. Sorry. 709 01:28:46,594 --> 01:28:49,594 Pancreatic cancer. 710 01:28:55,386 --> 01:28:57,407 But... 711 01:29:00,626 --> 01:29:03,386 How is he doing...? 712 01:29:03,428 --> 01:29:07,521 He's fine under the circumstances, but it's rough. 713 01:29:07,563 --> 01:29:10,480 The forecast is... 714 01:29:10,521 --> 01:29:15,511 The prognosis is poor and it is… It only goes one way. 715 01:29:25,594 --> 01:29:31,480 - Yes. Thanks for telling me. - I was sure you knew that. 716 01:29:31,521 --> 01:29:34,480 No, I haven't heard anything... 717 01:29:34,521 --> 01:29:36,553 Just... 718 01:29:38,417 --> 01:29:40,542 I didn't know… 719 01:30:23,449 --> 01:30:27,594 - When did you write this? - Have you read it? 720 01:30:28,386 --> 01:30:31,615 I would move it over in the paper bin, and then… 721 01:30:32,407 --> 01:30:35,459 - It's really good. - Do you think? 722 01:30:35,501 --> 01:30:40,574 Yes, I was sucked into it. It's really, really good. 723 01:30:40,615 --> 01:30:44,521 It really is like that… 724 01:30:44,563 --> 01:30:46,563 It is so... 725 01:30:47,563 --> 01:30:50,542 - What? - No... 726 01:30:54,386 --> 01:30:59,407 I just think it is really nice to read about you. 727 01:30:59,449 --> 01:31:01,626 It's not about me. 728 01:31:02,417 --> 01:31:06,605 The Christmas hall and whatnot well your family right? 729 01:31:07,396 --> 01:31:11,438 Yes, it's fiction. Did you catch that? It's made up. 730 01:31:11,480 --> 01:31:14,605 Yes, yes, it's fiction. But then... 731 01:31:16,542 --> 01:31:19,459 - I just think it's good. - Is it good because it's about me? 732 01:31:19,501 --> 01:31:22,480 No, it's good. That's fine. 733 01:31:22,521 --> 01:31:24,532 "Fine"? 734 01:31:25,574 --> 01:31:32,396 Yes, that's fine. It is well written. The way you phrase yourself is good. 735 01:31:32,438 --> 01:31:35,480 Like... So, this one. 736 01:31:35,521 --> 01:31:40,490 “Too many layers of memories had rendered each other indistinct." 737 01:31:40,532 --> 01:31:45,417 I can recognize myself in it. It is very well written. 738 01:31:45,459 --> 01:31:48,521 It is not well written. 739 01:31:49,532 --> 01:31:52,511 - What's wrong? - It's just interesting that you... 740 01:31:52,553 --> 01:31:58,417 Suddenly you are preoccupied with literature. When was the last time you read a novel? 741 01:32:00,605 --> 01:32:04,469 - Are you okay or what's going on? - What? 742 01:32:04,511 --> 01:32:07,417 At the moment it is as if everything is wrong. 743 01:32:07,459 --> 01:32:12,532 No, but it's wildly invasive, that you rummage through the trash. 744 01:32:12,574 --> 01:32:16,490 - Do you get it? - Yes, but now relax. 745 01:32:16,532 --> 01:32:21,584 "Relax"? You're good at that. You relax and serves coffee until you turn 50. 746 01:32:21,626 --> 01:32:25,407 I want something more! 747 01:32:32,574 --> 01:32:37,584 I'm sorry about that. I don't know what to do. 748 01:33:01,709 --> 01:33:06,204 CHAPTER 11 POSITIVE 749 01:33:32,627 --> 01:33:35,396 Hello? 750 01:33:43,627 --> 01:33:45,627 Hello. 751 01:33:46,417 --> 01:33:48,449 You? 752 01:33:52,501 --> 01:33:56,563 - Have you eaten? - Yes, but I can make some pasta. 753 01:33:56,606 --> 01:34:00,417 No, it... Not if you've eaten. 754 01:35:42,575 --> 01:35:44,575 Sorry. 755 01:35:44,616 --> 01:35:46,616 - Hello. - Hello. 756 01:35:48,595 --> 01:35:50,595 Hello. 757 01:35:58,616 --> 01:36:01,396 I just had a pain in my back. 758 01:36:01,438 --> 01:36:06,470 I've had that before, so I didn't think anything more about it, but… 759 01:36:06,512 --> 01:36:12,533 Then my skin turned yellow. I think I looked good. 760 01:36:13,616 --> 01:36:17,450 But then it was jaundice. 761 01:36:19,450 --> 01:36:24,470 Mom told me I had it, when I was born, and came in a light box. 762 01:36:24,512 --> 01:36:29,627 - Do you have a lot of pain? - No, not really. It is... 763 01:36:30,418 --> 01:36:35,450 They block a nerve center with Botox. 764 01:36:35,491 --> 01:36:37,491 - Good. - Yes, it is... 765 01:36:37,533 --> 01:36:40,564 Then I don't have to take so much painkiller. 766 01:36:45,450 --> 01:36:49,606 - How is the family? - Good. 767 01:36:50,397 --> 01:36:54,439 - Mom follows you on Twitter. - Come on. 768 01:36:54,481 --> 01:36:56,481 What about your father? 769 01:36:58,439 --> 01:37:02,627 - I have actually cut off contact. - Good. 770 01:37:03,418 --> 01:37:06,481 - He can seek me out if he wants to. - Does he? 771 01:37:06,522 --> 01:37:10,481 - No, not exactly. - Two black coffees. 772 01:37:11,533 --> 01:37:14,564 - But they thought it was extremely funny. - Yes, yes. 773 01:37:14,606 --> 01:37:19,470 In some circumstances, I think it can be fun with a little morbid... 774 01:37:19,512 --> 01:37:23,439 - Yes, anal sex for a bar mitzvah. - Yes, I think that's funny. 775 01:37:23,481 --> 01:37:26,522 - But I'm an old man now. - No. 776 01:37:26,564 --> 01:37:29,397 Yeah, you know what… 777 01:37:29,439 --> 01:37:35,460 It feels right. I had stopped to look, long before I got sick. 778 01:37:35,502 --> 01:37:40,627 I was. I only watch old movies I like, again. So... 779 01:37:41,418 --> 01:37:44,439 Lynch and 'Godfather II'. 780 01:37:44,481 --> 01:37:48,397 How many times do you have to watch 'A quirky afternoon'? 781 01:37:48,439 --> 01:37:51,429 - Many times. - Okay. Yes. 782 01:37:52,585 --> 01:37:56,470 - You have to. - You have to. 783 01:37:58,554 --> 01:38:03,564 I might find some new music, which I have not heard. 784 01:38:03,606 --> 01:38:05,595 But... 785 01:38:06,387 --> 01:38:09,429 But it is also old... 786 01:38:09,470 --> 01:38:14,418 There are things I don't know and such, from when I grew up. It... 787 01:38:14,460 --> 01:38:18,554 It feels like I've given up. 788 01:38:18,595 --> 01:38:24,491 I'm... I've grown up for a while without internet and mobile phones. 789 01:38:25,595 --> 01:38:32,533 You know what? Now I sound quite old, but I've thought about it a lot. 790 01:38:32,575 --> 01:38:37,408 That... my world is... 791 01:38:37,450 --> 01:38:42,585 It has disappeared a bit. For me it was all about going to shops? 792 01:38:42,626 --> 01:38:46,564 Go to record stores and… 793 01:38:48,470 --> 01:38:54,491 Take the tram to Voices. Browse used magazines at Pretty Price. 794 01:38:54,533 --> 01:38:59,626 I can close my eyes and watch Video Nova at Majorstua for me. 795 01:39:00,418 --> 01:39:06,533 It's probably something to do with the fact that I've grown up with cultural objects which were physical. 796 01:39:08,408 --> 01:39:11,522 You became interested in them because... 797 01:39:12,564 --> 01:39:16,439 We could surround ourselves with them. We could... 798 01:39:16,481 --> 01:39:20,439 Pick them up and hold them in your hand. Like rate them. 799 01:39:20,481 --> 01:39:23,397 Kind of like books? 800 01:39:23,439 --> 01:39:25,575 Yes, kind of like books. 801 01:39:27,626 --> 01:39:34,408 I don't know... This is what I have. This is what I have spent my life doing. 802 01:39:34,450 --> 01:39:39,543 To collect all those experiences. Albums or books or… 803 01:39:40,584 --> 01:39:42,626 And that... 804 01:39:44,418 --> 01:39:51,429 I continued with it, even though It's been a long time since it really gave me something. 805 01:39:51,470 --> 01:39:54,626 That was when I was in my early 20s. 806 01:39:57,408 --> 01:40:00,542 Despite that, I still… 807 01:40:01,615 --> 01:40:04,605 Now it's the only thing I have. 808 01:40:05,397 --> 01:40:11,429 Knowledge and memories of completely idiotic, unimportant things that no one cares about. 809 01:40:11,470 --> 01:40:15,626 It is not. And you have your albums that you have created. 810 01:40:16,418 --> 01:40:21,460 Wish I had it you have had, and could sit and draw 811 01:40:21,502 --> 01:40:27,460 and don't doubt whether you have chosen to do the right thing. 812 01:40:27,502 --> 01:40:32,387 - I wish I had that. - Yes, but that... 813 01:40:32,429 --> 01:40:37,387 I have cancer and I'm going to die. It is natural that I look back. 814 01:40:38,481 --> 01:40:41,460 But you talk about how you did it before too. 815 01:40:41,502 --> 01:40:44,450 Not long ago. 816 01:40:44,491 --> 01:40:48,521 Only recent years. I have reached a point in my life where… 817 01:40:48,563 --> 01:40:52,439 It happened all of a sudden. 818 01:40:52,481 --> 01:40:54,501 So, so 819 01:40:56,594 --> 01:41:00,397 I begin to cultivate things from the past. 820 01:41:01,626 --> 01:41:06,626 And now I have nothing else. Now there is no future. 821 01:41:08,429 --> 01:41:12,408 I can only look back at things. 822 01:41:14,397 --> 01:41:18,532 And it's not nostalgia. It's just... 823 01:41:18,574 --> 01:41:22,584 Fear of death and... It's just because I'm scared. 824 01:41:29,553 --> 01:41:35,480 It has nothing to do with art. I'm just trying to put it in… 825 01:41:46,605 --> 01:41:50,584 I'm having surgery at nine o'clock tomorrow. 826 01:41:50,626 --> 01:41:57,428 I could tell you everything and you didn't judge me. 827 01:41:57,469 --> 01:42:02,469 You are it least moralizing person I know. 828 01:42:03,490 --> 01:42:09,574 I have no one to talk to like we could talk. 829 01:42:21,553 --> 01:42:26,563 Do you want to say what you used to? I didn't care to hear it 830 01:42:26,605 --> 01:42:32,407 but would you say that you thought I would make a good mother? 831 01:42:35,480 --> 01:42:37,574 Are you pregnant? 832 01:42:46,449 --> 01:42:49,396 Congratulations. Or...? 833 01:42:50,511 --> 01:42:54,615 What do you think about it? Is it good or bad? 834 01:42:55,407 --> 01:42:58,563 I don't quite know. 835 01:42:58,605 --> 01:43:04,521 It just happened. I must have been sloppy. Or I must have. 836 01:43:19,501 --> 01:43:25,469 Were you as sure as you… Or... did you really want kids? 837 01:43:31,449 --> 01:43:37,407 I was scared too, right? I doubted it, of course, but… 838 01:43:37,449 --> 01:43:42,532 I couldn't show that because I... Then you probably wouldn't... 839 01:43:42,574 --> 01:43:46,532 But I had no doubt that you would be a good mother. 840 01:43:46,574 --> 01:43:50,626 I saw how uncertain you were on it and i… 841 01:43:51,417 --> 01:43:56,386 If there is anything I regret, is it that I didn't make you see… 842 01:43:57,490 --> 01:44:03,459 That you didn't have enough confidence together with me to realize how good you are. 843 01:44:22,438 --> 01:44:24,584 What are you thinking about? 844 01:44:26,626 --> 01:44:30,449 I can't bear to hear it... 845 01:44:35,563 --> 01:44:38,563 Are you keeping it? 846 01:44:40,490 --> 01:44:43,417 I don't know that. 847 01:44:50,553 --> 01:44:56,605 I've spent a lot of time fearing that something should go wrong. 848 01:44:57,396 --> 01:45:03,459 The things that actually went wrong, was almost never what I feared. 849 01:45:03,501 --> 01:45:07,615 If the guy is nice, then it's just a matter of getting it. 850 01:45:08,407 --> 01:45:12,563 Then the child will have a nice father and you as a mother, and then… 851 01:45:12,605 --> 01:45:16,511 Then the rest takes care of itself. 852 01:45:28,438 --> 01:45:33,563 I have your voice in my head. I still have good conversations with you. 853 01:45:33,605 --> 01:45:38,480 Is that right? About what? 854 01:45:39,501 --> 01:45:42,532 A bit about comics and... 855 01:45:44,428 --> 01:45:46,532 Eclectic taste. 856 01:45:55,511 --> 01:45:59,615 Actually, I have too. I carry on conversations with you in my head. 857 01:46:14,449 --> 01:46:20,532 There are enough things about you, which I remember but which you have forgotten. 858 01:46:20,574 --> 01:46:25,511 - And vice versa. - Yes, and vice versa, maybe. 859 01:46:29,626 --> 01:46:36,449 when i pass away then those things about you also go away. 860 01:46:46,574 --> 01:46:50,386 Can I ask you something? 861 01:46:50,428 --> 01:46:55,480 Had you already met him, when you made it over with me? 862 01:47:00,553 --> 01:47:02,574 Yes. 863 01:47:04,626 --> 01:47:07,584 Why didn't you say anything? 864 01:47:14,501 --> 01:47:16,594 I don't know that. 865 01:47:17,386 --> 01:47:20,417 I didn't dare. 866 01:47:25,553 --> 01:47:28,511 Are you doing it over with him too? 867 01:47:28,553 --> 01:47:31,438 No. Why do you say that? 868 01:47:31,480 --> 01:47:36,386 Since you are no longer happy for the child perhaps, or... 869 01:47:38,594 --> 01:47:42,594 You are like this now, when something is difficult. 870 01:47:49,626 --> 01:47:53,449 I am happy for the child. 871 01:47:55,438 --> 01:47:57,521 Okay. 872 01:48:00,459 --> 01:48:02,594 Excuse me. 873 01:48:07,511 --> 01:48:09,594 It's alright. 874 01:48:33,480 --> 01:48:37,386 You were the most important relationship in my life. 875 01:48:39,438 --> 01:48:42,438 You don't have to say anything because I… 876 01:48:42,480 --> 01:48:46,438 I know well it's not like that for you and it… 877 01:48:46,480 --> 01:48:51,480 It shouldn't be. You have a lot left. But I... 878 01:48:52,563 --> 01:48:56,574 I know that. I can feel it now. 879 01:48:56,615 --> 01:49:00,386 You just need to know. 880 01:49:03,449 --> 01:49:06,449 You were the great love. 881 01:49:21,407 --> 01:49:24,428 You are very good. 882 01:50:02,386 --> 01:50:06,532 I should have said that but have not been able to. 883 01:50:07,594 --> 01:50:09,616 I am pregnant. 884 01:50:16,501 --> 01:50:19,563 How long have you known? 885 01:50:19,606 --> 01:50:26,490 I know you don't want children. I don't know if I want it. 886 01:50:28,563 --> 01:50:32,438 I feel as if I can't accomplish anything. 887 01:50:32,480 --> 01:50:37,428 That I throw myself into something new all the time. 888 01:50:44,532 --> 01:50:49,627 I need more time to think about this. 889 01:50:50,417 --> 01:50:52,564 Above us. 890 01:51:12,469 --> 01:51:14,490 That's fine. 891 01:51:25,249 --> 01:51:29,666 CHAPTER 12 EVERYTHING HAS AN END 892 01:51:40,616 --> 01:51:44,438 I lived there. 893 01:51:45,512 --> 01:51:49,449 We moved in there when I was eight. 894 01:51:49,490 --> 01:51:53,491 - Shall we knock? - I don't think so. 895 01:52:19,428 --> 01:52:22,407 What do you remember from here? 896 01:52:31,417 --> 01:52:34,543 I can remember the colors here. 897 01:52:39,481 --> 01:52:44,460 It has always been a reference for me when I've drawn comics. 898 01:52:44,502 --> 01:52:46,533 These colors. 899 01:52:52,575 --> 01:52:58,522 And then I remember a friendly drunkard on the other side of the street. 900 01:53:43,481 --> 01:53:47,522 I'm sick of letting as if everything is okay. 901 01:53:58,460 --> 01:54:02,397 It sucks to be in pain. It's some shit. 902 01:54:02,439 --> 01:54:07,564 Everything is shit. It is... 903 01:54:09,502 --> 01:54:15,627 Don't go around remembering me. I don't want to be a voice in your head. 904 01:54:17,460 --> 01:54:22,439 Will not live on in my art and all that. 905 01:54:27,470 --> 01:54:30,564 I just want to continue living in my apartment. 906 01:54:31,606 --> 01:54:33,627 Live in... 907 01:54:37,450 --> 01:54:43,429 Live in my apartment with you. And then we'll have a good time. 908 01:55:27,616 --> 01:55:30,554 - Hello. - Hello. 909 01:55:30,595 --> 01:55:35,564 Hi, Julie. I just wanted to tell you that Aksel has gotten worse. 910 01:55:35,606 --> 01:55:39,522 He should have had a new treatment, but got it too bad. 911 01:55:39,564 --> 01:55:43,429 He might not make it overnight. 912 01:55:43,470 --> 01:55:48,481 His family is with him, but I thought that you would like to know. 913 01:58:38,449 --> 01:58:41,449 There is nothing more to say. 914 01:59:01,521 --> 01:59:06,594 - Thank you! Another one right away. - Good. We'll take a quick one. 915 01:59:07,387 --> 01:59:11,574 - You should be more upset. - Okay. He gets up a little quickly. 916 01:59:11,615 --> 01:59:14,407 You... 917 01:59:14,449 --> 01:59:18,594 - Fine. Then the camera is ready. - Go ahead. 918 01:59:19,387 --> 01:59:22,449 There is nothing more to say. 919 01:59:39,594 --> 01:59:41,626 Thanks! Really good. 920 01:59:42,417 --> 01:59:45,490 - We continue. - Yes. Still images. 921 01:59:49,574 --> 01:59:53,501 I'll just take a few pictures. Do you want to sit... 922 01:59:53,542 --> 01:59:55,542 - Yes. Here? - Yes. 923 01:59:59,542 --> 02:00:03,542 - Hello. Is it fine? - Yes. 924 02:00:06,407 --> 02:00:09,438 I think it went really badly. 925 02:00:09,480 --> 02:00:11,490 Use it. 926 02:00:11,532 --> 02:00:13,574 - Be in what you are in now. - Yes? 927 02:00:13,615 --> 02:00:17,563 - If you look over here, where he was sitting... - Okay. 928 02:07:31,428 --> 02:07:34,480 Danish texts: Martin Ringtved Oneliner