1 00:00:33,570 --> 00:00:35,620 - Rachel, it's just every time 2 00:00:35,620 --> 00:00:37,577 I try to make a change for myself I.. 3 00:00:38,444 --> 00:00:39,277 - I've been trying what you said 4 00:00:39,277 --> 00:00:42,850 and asking for what I want, but nothing's changing. 5 00:00:42,850 --> 00:00:44,450 It's just like people would rather punch themselves 6 00:00:44,450 --> 00:00:46,600 in the throat than interact with me. 7 00:00:46,600 --> 00:00:49,189 - Remind me of what it is you want. 8 00:00:49,189 --> 00:00:50,277 - I don't know, 9 00:00:51,370 --> 00:00:52,940 a steady paycheck. 10 00:00:52,940 --> 00:00:55,290 - I'm here to be your accountability. 11 00:00:55,290 --> 00:01:00,290 The point being is that this'll take some time. 12 00:01:00,690 --> 00:01:01,523 - Time? 13 00:01:02,370 --> 00:01:03,203 I don't have time. 14 00:01:03,203 --> 00:01:04,069 - Like, okay, forget the debt. 15 00:01:04,069 --> 00:01:06,250 I just don't really know what I'm doing. 16 00:01:06,250 --> 00:01:08,290 Like, what am I really good for at this? 17 00:01:08,290 --> 00:01:10,340 I dunno... nothing. 18 00:01:10,340 --> 00:01:13,930 - Have you considered the culinary arts? 19 00:01:13,930 --> 00:01:14,940 - Cooking? 20 00:01:14,940 --> 00:01:16,580 No, never. 21 00:01:16,580 --> 00:01:18,690 Isn't that something that only poor people have to, 22 00:01:18,690 --> 00:01:19,523 you know, do ? 23 00:01:19,523 --> 00:01:21,490 - I have to go to work, run my business. 24 00:01:21,490 --> 00:01:23,240 Go take my dog to the chiropractor. 25 00:01:24,954 --> 00:01:26,428 I don't have time. 26 00:01:26,428 --> 00:01:29,678 - Now, what is it that you really want? 27 00:01:33,570 --> 00:01:35,266 - I want a haircut. 28 00:01:37,550 --> 00:01:38,803 Maybe some new shoes. 29 00:01:39,910 --> 00:01:40,743 Yeah. 30 00:01:41,630 --> 00:01:44,730 - Give yourself permission to connect with what drives you. 31 00:01:44,730 --> 00:01:47,350 What I'm trying to say is that 32 00:01:49,450 --> 00:01:51,116 I love you, 33 00:01:51,116 --> 00:01:54,833 but it doesn't matter if you don't love yourself. 34 00:01:56,450 --> 00:01:58,102 - You know what? 35 00:01:58,102 --> 00:01:59,852 It's exactly what I needed to hear. 36 00:02:00,800 --> 00:02:03,370 I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna talk to him. 37 00:02:03,370 --> 00:02:06,030 - Yes, share your thoughts with your man. 38 00:02:06,030 --> 00:02:09,842 There's likely something more internal going on. 39 00:02:10,800 --> 00:02:12,460 - And if he doesn't listen? 40 00:02:12,460 --> 00:02:15,410 - We could talk about it at our next session in three days. 41 00:02:16,300 --> 00:02:17,700 - Love you. 42 00:02:17,700 --> 00:02:18,533 So ready. 43 00:02:19,650 --> 00:02:22,544 Oh, this month's payment is coming late. 44 00:02:22,544 --> 00:02:23,600 I didn't want you to think that I- 45 00:02:23,600 --> 00:02:24,940 - Don't stress it. 46 00:02:24,940 --> 00:02:27,470 I just powered through like a hundred free consultations, 47 00:02:27,470 --> 00:02:30,710 so this takes time. 48 00:02:30,710 --> 00:02:32,850 We're just getting started. 49 00:02:32,850 --> 00:02:33,683 Talk soon. 50 00:03:29,750 --> 00:03:30,583 Hello. 51 00:05:12,682 --> 00:05:13,913 - I am sorry about that. 52 00:05:23,630 --> 00:05:25,493 Thanks for coming to my rescue friend. 53 00:05:28,900 --> 00:05:31,783 I'm Brady, we talked a couple of days ago. 54 00:05:33,090 --> 00:05:33,973 Polar vortex? 55 00:05:34,890 --> 00:05:35,723 No? 56 00:05:40,050 --> 00:05:42,850 Anyway, I don't know, this might be bad timing, 57 00:05:42,850 --> 00:05:45,483 but I thought if you're free some time we could, 58 00:05:49,825 --> 00:05:50,658 maybe not. 59 00:06:00,490 --> 00:06:01,907 - You're welcome. 60 00:06:12,340 --> 00:06:14,450 19 ounces, divided by 61 00:06:16,707 --> 00:06:18,374 four, we'll call it, 62 00:06:23,812 --> 00:06:24,729 4.8 ounces. 63 00:07:54,517 --> 00:07:56,253 - Hey honey, here's your mail, 64 00:07:57,420 --> 00:07:58,253 garbage? 65 00:07:59,620 --> 00:08:01,961 - Yes, of course, that's okay. 66 00:08:01,961 --> 00:08:02,794 - No rush. 67 00:08:15,220 --> 00:08:16,380 - Thanks so much. 68 00:08:16,380 --> 00:08:19,099 - Oh and sweetie by the way, 69 00:08:19,099 --> 00:08:21,960 I was just gonna tell you it was so nice to see you out, 70 00:08:21,960 --> 00:08:24,470 quite the fall, how are the groceries? 71 00:08:24,470 --> 00:08:28,163 - Right, lost my jelly. 72 00:08:30,240 --> 00:08:32,850 - Sweetie, your mom called and she- 73 00:08:32,850 --> 00:08:33,897 - No thank you. 74 00:08:35,489 --> 00:08:37,203 - No, no, no, you're right. 75 00:08:37,203 --> 00:08:38,486 Okay. - Okay. 76 00:08:38,486 --> 00:08:43,486 - Bye honey. 77 00:09:36,390 --> 00:09:37,853 - Life, volume one. 78 00:09:39,415 --> 00:09:41,287 Why aren't you outside right now? 79 00:09:47,620 --> 00:09:49,220 That's the beauty of it. 80 00:09:49,220 --> 00:09:50,720 You're doing it. 81 00:09:50,720 --> 00:09:54,490 - It's true and I don't know. 82 00:09:54,490 --> 00:09:56,870 It's like everything's been so amazing. 83 00:09:56,870 --> 00:09:58,200 Like, is this real life? 84 00:09:58,200 --> 00:09:59,313 - Oh my God, yes. 85 00:10:00,550 --> 00:10:04,063 I love hearing it, girl, the goddess of fanny packs is here. 86 00:10:06,320 --> 00:10:09,010 - Okay, so I'm celebrating, 87 00:10:09,010 --> 00:10:12,313 by taking a trip to Hawaii and Rachel, 88 00:10:13,170 --> 00:10:14,520 I want you to come with me. 89 00:10:16,499 --> 00:10:18,240 - I.. 90 00:10:18,240 --> 00:10:22,230 - It's on me, you've been too good to me for too long. 91 00:10:22,230 --> 00:10:25,180 Helping me become who I've always dreamed of, 92 00:10:25,180 --> 00:10:26,793 please, what do you say? 93 00:10:28,220 --> 00:10:29,430 - I can't. 94 00:10:29,430 --> 00:10:30,840 - What do you mean? 95 00:10:30,840 --> 00:10:34,790 - Travel, it's just, you go, 96 00:10:34,790 --> 00:10:35,660 celebrate. 97 00:10:35,660 --> 00:10:39,200 - Rachel, it's Hawaii with me. 98 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:40,879 Why don't you just think about it and- 99 00:10:40,879 --> 00:10:43,410 - No, I can't. 100 00:10:43,410 --> 00:10:44,243 No. 101 00:10:45,602 --> 00:10:47,550 - Well, listen, I was hoping to give you the good news 102 00:10:47,550 --> 00:10:51,500 over the trip, but I don't know. 103 00:10:53,856 --> 00:10:54,939 - What is it? 104 00:10:55,970 --> 00:11:00,480 - I think I'm ready to graduate. 105 00:11:00,480 --> 00:11:01,563 - Graduating? 106 00:11:04,300 --> 00:11:05,163 That's amazing. 107 00:11:06,950 --> 00:11:08,073 - I'm gonna miss this. 108 00:11:12,200 --> 00:11:13,060 - What? 109 00:11:13,060 --> 00:11:14,883 - Putting myself out there again, 110 00:11:15,930 --> 00:11:17,423 has been so great. 111 00:11:22,173 --> 00:11:25,490 I'm sorry, I'm being selfish about this. 112 00:11:25,490 --> 00:11:28,660 - No, no, you should be proud of yourself. 113 00:11:28,660 --> 00:11:29,633 That's amazing. 114 00:11:31,750 --> 00:11:32,890 Look, 115 00:11:32,890 --> 00:11:37,350 just keep doing what you're doing, 116 00:11:37,350 --> 00:11:38,800 we'll catch up at some point. 117 00:11:40,500 --> 00:11:43,433 I'll send an email regarding this being our last session. 118 00:11:46,160 --> 00:11:47,673 Enjoy Hawaii, okay? 119 00:11:50,088 --> 00:11:52,500 - So I guess this is it? 120 00:11:53,860 --> 00:11:54,943 - I guess so. 121 00:11:56,745 --> 00:11:58,330 - Love you. 122 00:11:58,330 --> 00:11:59,580 - Love you too. 123 00:12:00,443 --> 00:12:01,276 Bye. 124 00:12:53,293 --> 00:12:54,126 I'm not, 125 00:12:56,191 --> 00:12:57,441 needed anymore. 126 00:14:01,430 --> 00:14:03,090 Mom. 127 00:14:03,090 --> 00:14:04,790 - Rachel everything okay? 128 00:14:05,659 --> 00:14:06,492 - I need help. 129 00:14:07,380 --> 00:14:09,974 - Honey you need to see a doctor. 130 00:14:09,974 --> 00:14:11,310 - No I don't. 131 00:14:11,310 --> 00:14:12,677 - Where are you right now? 132 00:14:14,378 --> 00:14:15,211 - It's been a week since you called. 133 00:14:15,211 --> 00:14:16,400 - It's just, 134 00:14:16,400 --> 00:14:19,550 it's just, do you know anyone who needs.. 135 00:14:19,550 --> 00:14:20,790 - I can pay for your ticket. 136 00:14:20,790 --> 00:14:22,101 You- 137 00:14:22,101 --> 00:14:22,934 - Stop you're not listening to me, 138 00:14:22,934 --> 00:14:24,701 I don't wanna see you. 139 00:14:49,106 --> 00:14:50,350 Hello? 140 00:14:50,350 --> 00:14:51,183 - Hello. 141 00:14:51,183 --> 00:14:52,016 - Nora. 142 00:14:52,016 --> 00:14:54,440 - Oh is this Rachel? 143 00:14:54,440 --> 00:14:55,273 - That's me. 144 00:14:55,273 --> 00:14:57,346 - Of course, hi, 145 00:14:57,346 --> 00:14:58,650 so still life coach? 146 00:14:58,650 --> 00:15:03,073 - That's right, but some people do prefer success coach. 147 00:15:06,170 --> 00:15:07,003 Hello? 148 00:15:07,003 --> 00:15:08,100 Sarah hi. 149 00:15:08,100 --> 00:15:09,470 - Oh my gosh hi. 150 00:15:09,470 --> 00:15:10,380 - How's life? 151 00:15:10,380 --> 00:15:12,140 - We just got back from our honeymoon. 152 00:15:12,140 --> 00:15:13,420 - Recently married? 153 00:15:13,420 --> 00:15:14,550 - Last month. 154 00:15:14,550 --> 00:15:16,154 - Great. 155 00:15:16,154 --> 00:15:18,250 I'm so happy for you. 156 00:15:18,250 --> 00:15:19,083 Hi. 157 00:15:19,083 --> 00:15:20,220 Rachel 158 00:15:20,220 --> 00:15:21,710 - Oh my gosh, you still have my number saved? 159 00:15:21,710 --> 00:15:24,790 - Of course, don't be silly, what's up? 160 00:15:24,790 --> 00:15:29,690 - Listen, I have a new spot on my roster. 161 00:15:29,690 --> 00:15:31,030 - Well, Ben and I are still 162 00:15:31,030 --> 00:15:33,103 working out our finances. 163 00:15:39,900 --> 00:15:41,273 - Support group, 164 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:45,097 great place to find your clientele 165 00:15:46,690 --> 00:15:48,707 and it's right down the street 166 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:51,873 and 167 00:15:54,860 --> 00:15:55,967 hasn't happened yet. 168 00:16:36,788 --> 00:16:39,121 You got this, you can do it. 169 00:17:16,670 --> 00:17:17,920 Recommendation. 170 00:17:28,998 --> 00:17:29,829 - Hello? 171 00:17:29,829 --> 00:17:30,664 - Is this Gary? 172 00:17:30,664 --> 00:17:32,402 - You're the life coach right? 173 00:17:32,402 --> 00:17:33,233 When can I start? 174 00:17:33,233 --> 00:17:34,319 - I'm sorry, what? 175 00:17:34,319 --> 00:17:35,569 - When do I start? 176 00:17:40,190 --> 00:17:41,190 - You're interested. 177 00:17:42,040 --> 00:17:45,453 I mean, why yes of course. 178 00:17:47,304 --> 00:17:49,329 Let me see, I don't have many openings for new clients, 179 00:17:49,329 --> 00:17:53,390 so this is an opportunity for you and for me. 180 00:17:53,390 --> 00:17:54,880 - Men usually sign up too? 181 00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:58,113 - Yes, yes, men do bring on life coaches too. 182 00:17:58,970 --> 00:18:00,973 You don't have to be nervous. 183 00:18:00,973 --> 00:18:02,079 - Can I have the address there, 184 00:18:02,079 --> 00:18:02,913 does tomorrow work? 185 00:18:02,913 --> 00:18:03,746 - Tomorrow. 186 00:18:03,746 --> 00:18:05,440 - Yeah I can come by. 187 00:18:05,440 --> 00:18:06,313 - In person? 188 00:18:07,339 --> 00:18:08,173 - Yeah. 189 00:18:08,173 --> 00:18:10,236 - Whatever gets you to- 190 00:18:10,236 --> 00:18:12,190 I mean whatever you're comfortable with. 191 00:18:12,190 --> 00:18:14,260 - I'm available at three. 192 00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:16,220 - Please, why not? 193 00:18:16,220 --> 00:18:17,630 - 3.00 p.m then. 194 00:18:17,630 --> 00:18:18,463 - All right. 195 00:18:19,590 --> 00:18:20,860 See you tomorrow. 196 00:18:20,860 --> 00:18:23,013 - Okay I gotta go. - Bye. 197 00:18:28,910 --> 00:18:29,743 - In person. 198 00:18:59,655 --> 00:19:03,572 - I know, I know, good to see you sweetie, bye. 199 00:19:08,523 --> 00:19:09,356 - Hello, 200 00:19:10,888 --> 00:19:12,180 Gary, 201 00:19:12,180 --> 00:19:17,047 hello, welcome. 202 00:19:17,047 --> 00:19:17,880 Welcome Gary. 203 00:20:02,973 --> 00:20:04,337 Session 204 00:20:04,337 --> 00:20:05,170 one 205 00:20:06,740 --> 00:20:08,648 Gary... Happy face. 206 00:20:11,110 --> 00:20:11,943 Welcome, 207 00:20:12,918 --> 00:20:13,835 Gary is it? 208 00:20:16,340 --> 00:20:21,210 Thank you for allowing me to be your new life coach 209 00:20:21,210 --> 00:20:24,360 or success coach, whichever you prefer. 210 00:20:24,360 --> 00:20:26,210 I don't mind either. 211 00:20:26,210 --> 00:20:27,920 - You're my first. 212 00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:29,280 - Excuse me? 213 00:20:29,280 --> 00:20:32,373 - You said new, I've never had one before. 214 00:20:33,410 --> 00:20:36,120 - Oh, swell then. 215 00:20:38,700 --> 00:20:40,653 Today is your lucky day. 216 00:20:41,740 --> 00:20:44,513 Please stand with me like so, 217 00:20:48,130 --> 00:20:50,283 there you go, good job, brilliant. 218 00:20:56,999 --> 00:20:58,450 - Are you hiding from somebody too? 219 00:20:58,450 --> 00:20:59,283 - Sorry? 220 00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:03,220 Let's not change the subject now Gary. 221 00:21:06,440 --> 00:21:08,380 Out there is our future 222 00:21:09,510 --> 00:21:12,060 and the only way we can get there, 223 00:21:12,060 --> 00:21:14,173 is if we work together, 224 00:21:15,810 --> 00:21:18,633 we just have to figure out where it is we want to go. 225 00:21:25,810 --> 00:21:27,683 - Middle of the fucking forest. 226 00:21:30,180 --> 00:21:31,393 - Why is that Gary? 227 00:21:32,652 --> 00:21:34,730 - I don't know, people 228 00:21:34,730 --> 00:21:36,800 it's too many of them. 229 00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:39,600 I always feel like I'm being watched. 230 00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:41,260 - No, no, no, 231 00:21:41,260 --> 00:21:42,403 no smoking in here. 232 00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:45,153 Sorry. 233 00:21:49,570 --> 00:21:50,403 That's fine. 234 00:22:00,061 --> 00:22:01,443 - You were recommended to me. 235 00:22:02,591 --> 00:22:04,154 - By whom if I may? 236 00:22:04,154 --> 00:22:05,093 - I feel so stupid. 237 00:22:06,281 --> 00:22:08,250 I just want a new life. 238 00:22:08,250 --> 00:22:10,130 Don't you know what that feels like? 239 00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:15,520 - Listen to me very closely okay? 240 00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:16,733 You are not alone. 241 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:19,850 You are good enough. 242 00:22:19,850 --> 00:22:20,703 It's just, 243 00:22:21,870 --> 00:22:24,593 we have to figure out what your next right move is. 244 00:22:26,500 --> 00:22:28,350 Now, if you wouldn't mind sitting up. 245 00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:30,680 - All right. 246 00:22:39,060 --> 00:22:42,143 We have a confidentiality agreement thing, correct? 247 00:22:43,690 --> 00:22:44,523 - To an extent but- 248 00:22:44,523 --> 00:22:46,153 - I've stolen a lot of money. 249 00:22:47,630 --> 00:22:48,583 That's a lie. 250 00:22:49,460 --> 00:22:51,743 I made it illegally selling drugs, 251 00:22:53,290 --> 00:22:54,603 actually both. 252 00:22:55,930 --> 00:22:56,763 - Really? 253 00:22:58,090 --> 00:22:59,943 - I want to be a provider you see. 254 00:23:02,055 --> 00:23:04,155 I've had to accomplish such goals by means 255 00:23:05,492 --> 00:23:06,592 I'm not very proud of. 256 00:23:09,620 --> 00:23:13,880 - I too have done things I'm not happy about, 257 00:23:13,880 --> 00:23:18,460 but it's taken me a long time to get to where I am 258 00:23:19,750 --> 00:23:23,223 and I wouldn't change any of that for the world. 259 00:23:24,510 --> 00:23:28,550 What we see as mistakes are just little- 260 00:23:28,550 --> 00:23:30,373 - 12 Weeks of sessions. 261 00:23:37,264 --> 00:23:38,640 - I see. 262 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:40,083 - She deserves better. 263 00:23:42,970 --> 00:23:44,633 I don't know how to change. 264 00:23:50,890 --> 00:23:52,140 - Let me fix us some tea. 265 00:24:09,323 --> 00:24:12,470 - Rachel, thanks for the drinks and the snacks 266 00:24:12,470 --> 00:24:14,063 and for your time. 267 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:19,763 I feel like there's something you're not telling me. 268 00:24:20,920 --> 00:24:25,633 Don't misunderstand, but please, plainly, what can I do? 269 00:24:29,780 --> 00:24:33,520 - Go home, write out a list of what you feel 270 00:24:34,447 --> 00:24:37,159 your flaws are, your strengths 271 00:24:37,159 --> 00:24:39,659 and all the reasons why you wanna keep your woman. 272 00:24:41,710 --> 00:24:42,543 It's late. 273 00:24:46,860 --> 00:24:47,693 Thank you. 274 00:24:49,042 --> 00:24:50,290 We got this, don't you worry. 275 00:24:50,290 --> 00:24:51,490 - Please don't touch me. 276 00:24:53,240 --> 00:24:54,203 - So sorry. 277 00:24:55,690 --> 00:24:57,153 - Something smells. 278 00:25:00,250 --> 00:25:01,213 - Sorry again. 279 00:25:10,190 --> 00:25:11,380 Thanks again for coming in person, 280 00:25:11,380 --> 00:25:13,689 I feel adds a level of intimacy 281 00:25:13,689 --> 00:25:15,230 that may help us reach new heights. 282 00:25:15,230 --> 00:25:17,773 - Yes, 100% yes. 283 00:25:22,595 --> 00:25:24,550 - Well, let's start with you filling me in 284 00:25:24,550 --> 00:25:25,600 on how the talk went. 285 00:25:26,670 --> 00:25:28,903 - I don't know, it's odd. 286 00:25:29,820 --> 00:25:31,673 To talking it out helped a lot, 287 00:25:33,288 --> 00:25:36,130 you're very supportive of me wanting more Susan time. 288 00:25:36,130 --> 00:25:37,203 - Beautiful. 289 00:25:38,388 --> 00:25:39,221 You've honored yourself. 290 00:25:39,221 --> 00:25:40,054 - Yes. 291 00:25:40,980 --> 00:25:43,003 - And how does that make you feel? 292 00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:46,113 - I'm over the moon. 293 00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:50,753 - I love the smile, but something's missing. 294 00:26:14,510 --> 00:26:15,343 Please sit. 295 00:26:21,510 --> 00:26:24,223 I have just the remedy. 296 00:26:26,910 --> 00:26:30,130 - I didn't know you were allowed to prescribe medication. 297 00:26:30,130 --> 00:26:34,560 - Well, I can prescribe you other things. 298 00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:38,013 You think things are good now, I'm prescribing you this. 299 00:26:48,170 --> 00:26:51,040 - The next right move is sex? 300 00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:51,990 - Yes. 301 00:26:51,990 --> 00:26:55,260 - It's just, it's been a while. 302 00:26:55,260 --> 00:26:57,860 I never know when it's okay to make a move, 303 00:26:57,860 --> 00:26:59,513 he's been so tense. 304 00:27:00,389 --> 00:27:02,190 - Have fun, the only thing better than having fun, 305 00:27:02,190 --> 00:27:04,493 is sharing in the fun, you know what I mean? 306 00:27:05,570 --> 00:27:08,170 Also remember, 307 00:27:08,170 --> 00:27:11,730 it's not really about the sex, 308 00:27:11,730 --> 00:27:14,023 it's just helping things get started. 309 00:27:15,990 --> 00:27:19,023 - You're right, thanks for this. 310 00:27:22,700 --> 00:27:23,533 - Tea? 311 00:27:25,504 --> 00:27:26,337 - Sure. 312 00:27:34,368 --> 00:27:36,201 - What's on your mind? 313 00:27:38,010 --> 00:27:41,690 - Feel like he has a wall up, hardly laughs anymore 314 00:27:42,690 --> 00:27:45,120 and when we do talk, it's always good news. 315 00:27:45,120 --> 00:27:46,597 Which is odd, right? 316 00:27:48,115 --> 00:27:49,198 I don't know. 317 00:27:50,117 --> 00:27:52,117 Whoever only has good news all the time? 318 00:27:53,150 --> 00:27:57,110 - Don't put it all on yourself, men, 319 00:27:57,110 --> 00:28:00,800 well, all people, but especially men 320 00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:02,580 have a harder time breaking down those walls 321 00:28:02,580 --> 00:28:04,320 after they're built. 322 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:06,923 - You're saying I might not break through? 323 00:28:08,220 --> 00:28:10,050 - All you can do is try, 324 00:28:10,050 --> 00:28:13,080 every time I've been stubborn enough to keep pushing, 325 00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:15,530 I've always come up with some sort of resolution. 326 00:28:18,490 --> 00:28:21,190 - What about the time when you couldn't break through? 327 00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:32,530 - It looks like we should get you out of here. 328 00:28:32,530 --> 00:28:35,063 Lots of work, I mean fun, for you to have. 329 00:28:36,070 --> 00:28:39,587 - I'm so sorry if I stepped over the line, I didn't- 330 00:28:40,850 --> 00:28:42,833 - No, no another time maybe. 331 00:28:47,677 --> 00:28:49,457 Do you have your session payments? 332 00:28:51,150 --> 00:28:53,133 - I was gonna bring it next week. 333 00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,263 I promise. 334 00:28:58,467 --> 00:28:59,300 - Okay. 335 00:29:32,840 --> 00:29:37,640 - You and Brady or...? You need his number don't you? 336 00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:39,490 Don't worry, I've got it, 337 00:29:39,490 --> 00:29:40,910 you know, perks of the job, 338 00:29:40,910 --> 00:29:42,483 but only if you want it, okay? 339 00:29:43,514 --> 00:29:44,353 Not gonna push anything. 340 00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:48,010 - No, no, I have it too. 341 00:29:48,010 --> 00:29:51,247 We've been talking so I definitely made sure to get it. 342 00:29:52,916 --> 00:29:54,291 - Look at you. 343 00:29:55,607 --> 00:29:57,224 - Rooting for you, 344 00:29:57,224 --> 00:29:58,557 rooting for you. 345 00:30:07,169 --> 00:30:08,519 - What to buy, what to buy. 346 00:30:32,123 --> 00:30:34,530 Hi, got a package. 347 00:30:34,530 --> 00:30:36,323 Just sign please. 348 00:31:02,324 --> 00:31:03,970 Alrighty. 349 00:31:03,970 --> 00:31:04,803 Here- 350 00:31:21,002 --> 00:31:22,110 Here you go. 351 00:31:22,110 --> 00:31:23,060 You have a nice da- 352 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:45,193 - Hi there. 353 00:31:46,228 --> 00:31:47,061 - Hey. 354 00:31:49,650 --> 00:31:51,623 Forget my delivery downstairs? 355 00:31:52,590 --> 00:31:53,640 - Yes sorry, one sec. 356 00:31:54,895 --> 00:31:57,005 - I was just kidding. 357 00:31:57,005 --> 00:31:58,505 - Yeah, I was too. 358 00:32:00,909 --> 00:32:02,159 - Me too, yeah. 359 00:32:06,612 --> 00:32:07,445 It's hot out. 360 00:32:09,060 --> 00:32:09,893 Almond milk? 361 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:12,793 - Water? 362 00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:15,473 - Yeah I have that too. 363 00:32:16,460 --> 00:32:18,023 - Thanks I'm parched. 364 00:32:35,270 --> 00:32:37,170 - Mind if I play some jams? 365 00:32:37,170 --> 00:32:38,003 - Sure. 366 00:32:45,713 --> 00:32:48,213 - I don't think I have touched a puzzle since I was a kid. 367 00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:50,573 - Keeps me entertained. 368 00:32:55,851 --> 00:32:59,300 - It's a nice place, less traffic out here. 369 00:32:59,300 --> 00:33:00,890 Quieter. 370 00:33:00,890 --> 00:33:02,333 - Yeah, right. 371 00:33:08,310 --> 00:33:09,863 - So what do you do? 372 00:33:12,249 --> 00:33:13,593 - I like to cook. 373 00:33:14,844 --> 00:33:16,033 I used to do yoga, but- 374 00:33:16,940 --> 00:33:17,773 - Like, for work. 375 00:33:22,356 --> 00:33:25,573 - I don't, currently unemployed. 376 00:33:27,080 --> 00:33:29,893 I have a savings though, lucky right? 377 00:33:33,260 --> 00:33:34,653 - What's your dream? 378 00:33:36,960 --> 00:33:38,080 - What's yours? 379 00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:39,387 - I asked you first. 380 00:33:40,419 --> 00:33:41,252 - Fine, 381 00:33:42,900 --> 00:33:44,530 traveling. 382 00:33:44,530 --> 00:33:45,550 - Same. 383 00:33:45,550 --> 00:33:47,590 Italy, France, Southeast Asia, 384 00:33:47,590 --> 00:33:49,800 I wanna eat my way around the world. 385 00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:52,003 Did you grow up here or where are you from? 386 00:33:54,110 --> 00:33:55,123 - Can we just? 387 00:33:56,709 --> 00:33:57,542 - Yeah. 388 00:34:04,770 --> 00:34:07,153 What's this thing supposed to look like anyways? 389 00:34:08,280 --> 00:34:09,630 - Only one way to find out. 390 00:34:11,547 --> 00:34:15,987 ♪ There's no way I'm not a mistake I'm a suck up to myself ♪ 391 00:34:15,987 --> 00:34:18,187 ♪ Wish I was someone else ♪ 392 00:34:18,187 --> 00:34:21,353 ♪ Face to face trying to erase ♪ 393 00:34:32,831 --> 00:34:34,938 - No, no, no don't. 394 00:34:40,070 --> 00:34:40,902 Sorry. 395 00:34:46,179 --> 00:34:49,469 There's no way, you have to know. 396 00:34:49,469 --> 00:34:51,074 - Nope. 397 00:34:51,074 --> 00:34:51,908 - Take a guess. 398 00:34:55,690 --> 00:34:56,523 - Obama. 399 00:35:01,128 --> 00:35:01,960 - Must be nice. 400 00:35:03,250 --> 00:35:05,402 And you said no dating for how long? 401 00:35:06,520 --> 00:35:08,362 - Almost three years. 402 00:35:09,530 --> 00:35:11,053 - My mind. 403 00:35:15,340 --> 00:35:16,190 - What's it like? 404 00:35:17,594 --> 00:35:18,427 - What's what like? 405 00:35:18,427 --> 00:35:19,260 - Being normal? 406 00:35:21,850 --> 00:35:24,080 - What's normal anyway? 407 00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:26,219 I mean like I hate when people pretend 408 00:35:26,219 --> 00:35:28,123 like weird is a bad thing. 409 00:35:29,186 --> 00:35:30,580 Normal people are just pushing down their weird, 410 00:35:30,580 --> 00:35:34,123 which is blah you know? 411 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:39,020 - You know, some people are just more broken, 412 00:35:39,020 --> 00:35:41,072 I believe, you can tell. 413 00:35:42,996 --> 00:35:45,610 - And how you're not eating all that delicious food? 414 00:35:45,610 --> 00:35:46,443 - See? 415 00:35:47,340 --> 00:35:48,303 It's so apparent. 416 00:35:57,389 --> 00:35:58,553 And that's cheating. 417 00:36:06,520 --> 00:36:07,850 - Think I'm gonna do it. 418 00:36:07,850 --> 00:36:09,030 - Do what? 419 00:36:09,030 --> 00:36:10,360 - Start a business. 420 00:36:11,558 --> 00:36:13,208 I don't know, maybe too daunting. 421 00:36:14,060 --> 00:36:14,893 - For you? 422 00:36:16,029 --> 00:36:17,770 - Don't think so? 423 00:36:17,770 --> 00:36:19,210 - Once people know you exist, 424 00:36:19,210 --> 00:36:21,699 they won't be able to help themselves. 425 00:36:21,699 --> 00:36:23,230 Just do it. 426 00:36:23,230 --> 00:36:24,670 Go for it. 427 00:36:24,670 --> 00:36:27,370 As much as I enjoy you bringing me gifts all the time. 428 00:36:29,179 --> 00:36:30,033 - Personal chef. 429 00:36:30,900 --> 00:36:33,163 - Oh my God, yes. 430 00:36:34,382 --> 00:36:35,560 You're a terrific cook. 431 00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:39,373 - I did study at the CIA of New York so, yeah. 432 00:36:40,812 --> 00:36:42,229 - Give that back. 433 00:36:54,710 --> 00:36:55,543 Delicious. 434 00:36:56,713 --> 00:36:58,713 - That's what I thought. 435 00:37:22,477 --> 00:37:25,644 You're not reading the book I got you. 436 00:37:29,240 --> 00:37:30,423 - Title was the point I thought. 437 00:37:31,634 --> 00:37:34,053 - But, yes and no. 438 00:37:36,500 --> 00:37:38,890 - I have to finish this one first. 439 00:37:38,890 --> 00:37:42,113 Promised myself, it's a thing I'm trying. 440 00:37:43,740 --> 00:37:44,583 Slow reader. 441 00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:52,373 But I can read yours first. 442 00:37:53,377 --> 00:37:55,433 - Well I appreciate your dedication. 443 00:37:57,540 --> 00:38:00,017 I mean, I did read it and I wanna talk to you about it, 444 00:38:00,017 --> 00:38:02,763 so if you could read at some point, be great. 445 00:38:04,779 --> 00:38:05,612 - Are you sure? 446 00:38:05,612 --> 00:38:07,180 - I'm sure. 447 00:38:07,180 --> 00:38:10,743 I mean, I'm not happy about it, 448 00:38:12,157 --> 00:38:13,324 but it's fine. 449 00:38:16,841 --> 00:38:17,964 - Well thank you. 450 00:38:17,964 --> 00:38:19,381 - You're welcome. 451 00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:34,460 - Again tomorrow yeah? 452 00:38:35,490 --> 00:38:38,150 - Yeah, tomorrow's great. 453 00:38:38,150 --> 00:38:39,253 Pretty sure I'm free. 454 00:38:53,210 --> 00:38:54,043 I, 455 00:38:58,010 --> 00:38:59,003 drive safe okay? 456 00:39:03,532 --> 00:39:06,199 - Let me take you out next time. 457 00:39:08,780 --> 00:39:10,870 - My place is just so comfy. 458 00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:13,203 - My treat, anywhere you like, 459 00:39:15,020 --> 00:39:17,820 seriously, where's your favorite place to eat? 460 00:39:17,820 --> 00:39:19,583 I'm sure we can make it happen. 461 00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:23,533 - Let me think on it and let you know tomorrow. 462 00:39:24,900 --> 00:39:25,733 - Works for me. 463 00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:33,540 - Please excuse my dogs, they're friendly. 464 00:42:35,343 --> 00:42:36,176 You okay? 465 00:42:38,519 --> 00:42:39,352 Come on. 466 00:43:20,438 --> 00:43:21,488 - She said one thing, 467 00:43:22,947 --> 00:43:24,797 I think we're gonna be great friends. 468 00:43:26,710 --> 00:43:28,053 - You're serious? 469 00:43:29,180 --> 00:43:34,180 - Yeah, I mean we've exchanged multiple text messages 470 00:43:34,580 --> 00:43:37,513 over the course of the last 24 hours. 471 00:43:40,770 --> 00:43:43,800 What I'm trying to say Gary is, 472 00:43:43,800 --> 00:43:45,710 that's how I feel about this. 473 00:43:45,710 --> 00:43:49,720 - Yeah, I'm not looking for any new friends. 474 00:43:49,720 --> 00:43:51,773 - But you have listed here that's why- 475 00:43:53,065 --> 00:43:53,898 - I've changed my mind. 476 00:43:53,898 --> 00:43:55,554 - Look we cant' just- 477 00:43:55,554 --> 00:43:57,429 - You know what, it's quite clear that you- 478 00:43:57,429 --> 00:43:58,453 - Gary it's just- 479 00:43:58,453 --> 00:43:59,286 - You don't have any experiences 480 00:43:59,286 --> 00:44:01,110 and you don't know me. 481 00:44:01,110 --> 00:44:02,186 - Then why are you here? 482 00:44:02,186 --> 00:44:03,390 - What? 483 00:44:03,390 --> 00:44:05,270 - Why are you here? 484 00:44:05,270 --> 00:44:06,483 - For my wife. 485 00:44:07,580 --> 00:44:09,803 - How do you feel about her? 486 00:44:11,300 --> 00:44:12,133 - Love her. 487 00:44:14,860 --> 00:44:15,933 Love my wife. 488 00:44:18,830 --> 00:44:22,660 - Good, now if we can just use that 489 00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:23,740 as a starting point. 490 00:44:23,740 --> 00:44:25,960 - Let's do this, swap me out, 491 00:44:25,960 --> 00:44:28,580 put me under, whatever it is you do, I'm ready. 492 00:44:28,580 --> 00:44:30,030 - Gary. 493 00:44:30,030 --> 00:44:32,380 - Yeah I've thought about this don't you worry. 494 00:44:34,286 --> 00:44:35,119 It's okay. 495 00:44:35,119 --> 00:44:38,593 - We're here to make your life, the one worth living Gary. 496 00:44:40,110 --> 00:44:41,733 Not to change who you are. 497 00:44:43,174 --> 00:44:44,674 - I don't wanna be me anymore. 498 00:44:47,773 --> 00:44:50,840 I can never be what I need to be for my lady. 499 00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:51,823 I've tried. 500 00:44:54,260 --> 00:44:55,633 - What have you tried? 501 00:44:57,310 --> 00:45:00,810 Step one is love yourself. 502 00:45:00,810 --> 00:45:03,193 If you love you, then she will too. 503 00:45:05,110 --> 00:45:06,460 Do you wanna stay with her? 504 00:45:07,590 --> 00:45:09,610 - More than anything else. 505 00:45:09,610 --> 00:45:11,293 - Then talk to her. 506 00:45:12,630 --> 00:45:14,430 Share your feelings. 507 00:45:14,430 --> 00:45:19,007 You can't expect anyone to be a mind reader. 508 00:45:41,740 --> 00:45:43,493 - Sharing is caring? 509 00:45:46,190 --> 00:45:47,023 - It is. 510 00:45:58,220 --> 00:45:59,240 - Should I get it? 511 00:45:59,240 --> 00:46:01,213 - No, no, no I.. 512 00:46:01,590 --> 00:46:02,520 Thanks come in. 513 00:46:09,937 --> 00:46:12,187 - I was just on my way out. 514 00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:21,663 Sorry to take up so much of your time. 515 00:46:22,650 --> 00:46:25,780 Don't you worry, I'll have those weeds pulled 516 00:46:25,780 --> 00:46:29,063 and my motivations reexamined by next week. 517 00:46:30,770 --> 00:46:33,770 Gary, the gardener, 518 00:46:33,770 --> 00:46:37,670 - Brady, the boyfriend? 519 00:46:37,670 --> 00:46:38,970 - You two have a good day. 520 00:46:52,440 --> 00:46:53,863 - Held onto it all day. 521 00:46:55,820 --> 00:46:56,653 - Thank you. 522 00:47:01,250 --> 00:47:02,803 - So he's not your gardener, 523 00:47:04,710 --> 00:47:06,893 he's not a lover. 524 00:47:08,510 --> 00:47:09,940 - Look- - Wait, 525 00:47:09,940 --> 00:47:10,943 I wanna guess. 526 00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:17,553 You look terrific, you've kept the lighting moody, 527 00:47:19,297 --> 00:47:20,597 the air's a little stuffy. 528 00:47:22,800 --> 00:47:24,810 He's a private investigator. 529 00:47:24,810 --> 00:47:28,000 You hired to track down a previous ex for a car 530 00:47:28,000 --> 00:47:29,983 they stole in the breakup. 531 00:47:31,910 --> 00:47:34,930 - Sorry about that, he was a client of mine. 532 00:47:34,930 --> 00:47:39,100 - Last I asked, you said you didn't work. 533 00:47:39,100 --> 00:47:40,100 - Boyfriend? 534 00:47:40,100 --> 00:47:42,975 You told him you were my- 535 00:47:42,975 --> 00:47:43,808 - I did not say I was your boyfriend. 536 00:47:43,808 --> 00:47:45,300 - Yeah, you did. 537 00:47:45,300 --> 00:47:48,240 You meet this guy for the first time 538 00:47:48,240 --> 00:47:52,030 and you introduced yourself to him as my boyfriend. 539 00:47:52,030 --> 00:47:54,350 I mean like we've never even talked about it. 540 00:47:54,350 --> 00:47:56,430 - I asked in sort of a cute way, it doesn't matter. 541 00:47:56,430 --> 00:47:59,670 What matters is, I need to know who that was 542 00:47:59,670 --> 00:48:00,890 and what you do for work. 543 00:48:00,890 --> 00:48:02,013 - Life coach. 544 00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:09,133 I'm a life coach. 545 00:48:12,400 --> 00:48:13,233 Behold. 546 00:48:15,660 --> 00:48:16,553 - Spicy. 547 00:48:25,620 --> 00:48:27,570 How do I know you're telling the truth? 548 00:48:29,160 --> 00:48:30,840 What's in the box? 549 00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:33,340 - It's just my refills on shampoo and conditioner. 550 00:48:35,690 --> 00:48:36,523 Fine, look. 551 00:48:40,530 --> 00:48:41,680 - Off the hook for now. 552 00:48:43,959 --> 00:48:45,498 That guy did scare me though. 553 00:48:45,498 --> 00:48:46,331 - Yeah. 554 00:48:48,400 --> 00:48:49,750 So what are we doing today? 555 00:48:51,260 --> 00:48:52,660 - I don't know, you tell me. 556 00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:55,693 - How adventurous are you feeling? 557 00:48:57,280 --> 00:48:58,913 - A library sounds fun. 558 00:49:00,920 --> 00:49:05,300 - Well, in that case, it's no library. 559 00:49:05,300 --> 00:49:06,133 - Almond milk? 560 00:49:07,834 --> 00:49:10,509 - Close second though, I've got a friend who's hosting 561 00:49:10,509 --> 00:49:11,940 this cool hangout thing, I know it's gonna be fun, 562 00:49:11,940 --> 00:49:13,953 love for you being a plus one if you, 563 00:49:15,200 --> 00:49:16,333 feel free to say no. 564 00:49:17,500 --> 00:49:18,773 - I want to, 565 00:49:21,140 --> 00:49:24,203 but you're gonna judge me. 566 00:49:26,890 --> 00:49:27,723 - No, 567 00:49:30,260 --> 00:49:31,093 try me. 568 00:49:31,568 --> 00:49:32,946 People… 569 00:49:33,306 --> 00:49:35,306 - People, don't like me. 570 00:49:49,030 --> 00:49:51,470 - So you don't leave your apartment? 571 00:49:51,470 --> 00:49:52,810 - See if you're gonna judge me, 572 00:49:52,810 --> 00:49:54,083 they're gonna judge me. 573 00:49:55,130 --> 00:49:58,343 - I mean, it doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you. 574 00:49:59,626 --> 00:50:01,143 - Look, I want to go. 575 00:50:02,420 --> 00:50:06,073 - If you wanna go, let's give it a shot. 576 00:50:07,540 --> 00:50:10,010 They're all super friendly. 577 00:50:10,010 --> 00:50:11,113 They'll love you. 578 00:50:13,210 --> 00:50:14,043 Shall we? 579 00:50:20,670 --> 00:50:21,952 - Okay. 580 00:50:48,330 --> 00:50:50,400 - Made it, how you feeling? 581 00:50:52,140 --> 00:50:54,021 - Feeling great. 582 00:50:54,430 --> 00:50:55,701 Yeah. 583 00:50:58,210 --> 00:50:59,043 Shall we? 584 00:51:26,861 --> 00:51:28,961 - Brady, my dude. 585 00:51:28,961 --> 00:51:30,321 - My man. 586 00:51:30,321 --> 00:51:31,154 - Buddy. 587 00:51:31,154 --> 00:51:32,747 - Happy to see you. 588 00:51:32,747 --> 00:51:33,580 - You too. 589 00:51:33,580 --> 00:51:34,481 - I'm Amy. 590 00:51:34,481 --> 00:51:35,314 - Hi. 591 00:51:36,521 --> 00:51:39,198 - Looks like you guys lost some weight, congrats. 592 00:51:40,739 --> 00:51:42,191 - Keto. - Keto. 593 00:51:42,191 --> 00:51:43,841 - Thanks for calling it out, jerk. 594 00:51:45,031 --> 00:51:45,881 - This is Rachel. 595 00:51:47,171 --> 00:51:48,704 - I'm Nolan. 596 00:51:54,011 --> 00:51:56,181 Okay, you guys want some drinks or? 597 00:51:56,181 --> 00:51:58,784 - Designated driver, so just a water. 598 00:52:00,761 --> 00:52:02,344 - You want a drink? 599 00:52:05,451 --> 00:52:07,059 Cool. 600 00:52:07,059 --> 00:52:08,719 - Please make yourselves at home. 601 00:52:08,719 --> 00:52:10,136 - Yeah all right. 602 00:52:57,091 --> 00:52:58,621 - Come join the conversation? 603 00:52:58,621 --> 00:52:59,934 Talk about life goals. 604 00:53:00,941 --> 00:53:02,191 - People talk about that? 605 00:53:03,141 --> 00:53:04,754 - No, they don't. 606 00:53:06,141 --> 00:53:08,331 We're actually talking about the generational gap 607 00:53:08,331 --> 00:53:10,381 and how millennials will likely be the ones 608 00:53:10,381 --> 00:53:11,931 to step up and save the planet. 609 00:53:13,481 --> 00:53:14,531 Kidding again, sorry. 610 00:53:15,941 --> 00:53:17,191 We're just grilling Demi. 611 00:53:18,881 --> 00:53:20,454 - Make this easy on me please. 612 00:53:21,561 --> 00:53:24,171 - Of course, what are you thinking? 613 00:53:24,171 --> 00:53:25,344 We can leave or, 614 00:53:33,735 --> 00:53:34,568 shall we? 615 00:53:39,266 --> 00:53:42,091 - I don't know, I handled it like anything else, 616 00:53:42,091 --> 00:53:44,501 I was down, but you know what? 617 00:53:44,501 --> 00:53:47,131 I picked myself up by my bootstraps. 618 00:53:47,131 --> 00:53:48,171 - Right, right. 619 00:53:48,171 --> 00:53:49,914 - Wait so no second date? 620 00:53:51,364 --> 00:53:52,716 - Well, I don't know, 621 00:53:52,716 --> 00:53:56,151 but, well I do know it's not that interesting. 622 00:53:56,151 --> 00:53:57,524 - She loves to hype. 623 00:53:58,460 --> 00:54:00,162 - Fine, I'll tell you. 624 00:54:00,162 --> 00:54:00,995 No, you won't. 625 00:54:00,995 --> 00:54:02,624 - Yes I will, watch me. 626 00:54:02,624 --> 00:54:03,676 - No, you won't. 627 00:54:03,676 --> 00:54:04,509 - I'm watching. 628 00:54:04,509 --> 00:54:05,342 - She didn't like it when I mentioned, 629 00:54:05,342 --> 00:54:07,884 that I liked to sit in what we call the power seat. 630 00:54:09,187 --> 00:54:10,504 - What "we" call the ? 631 00:54:10,504 --> 00:54:13,101 - We don't call - No, I don't think, 632 00:54:13,101 --> 00:54:15,561 - that's ever been a thing. - Maybe kind of a new thing. 633 00:54:15,561 --> 00:54:17,059 - Yeah. 634 00:54:17,059 --> 00:54:18,651 - That isn't a thing is it? 635 00:54:18,651 --> 00:54:19,873 - No. 636 00:54:19,873 --> 00:54:21,841 - Yeah, you got it, you totally get it. 637 00:54:21,841 --> 00:54:24,521 Who cares, if I like to sit in the middle 638 00:54:24,521 --> 00:54:26,741 of the establishment and see the entrance 639 00:54:26,741 --> 00:54:28,854 and exit of the place, come on, 640 00:54:29,731 --> 00:54:32,621 don't act like you don't do this. 641 00:54:32,621 --> 00:54:34,151 - Are you sure it was even a date? 642 00:54:34,151 --> 00:54:35,401 - Well, it sounds like a date. 643 00:54:35,401 --> 00:54:37,164 - It doesn't sound like a date. 644 00:54:37,164 --> 00:54:38,079 - It doesn't sound like a date, 645 00:54:38,079 --> 00:54:38,972 it sounds like a seating arrangement. 646 00:54:38,972 --> 00:54:39,922 - Rachel any ideas? 647 00:54:42,341 --> 00:54:44,384 She's a life coach of sorts. 648 00:54:45,899 --> 00:54:47,621 Go ahead, she won't take offense. 649 00:54:47,621 --> 00:54:49,331 - Jeez thanks. 650 00:54:49,331 --> 00:54:50,934 So a life coach, huh? 651 00:54:52,021 --> 00:54:54,061 - I would never have even guessed that. 652 00:54:54,061 --> 00:54:57,161 I would have said maybe school teacher or nurse even. 653 00:54:57,161 --> 00:54:59,041 - Oh yeah, or like a receptionist. 654 00:54:59,041 --> 00:55:00,091 - Librarian. 655 00:55:00,091 --> 00:55:01,131 - Cleaning technician. 656 00:55:01,131 --> 00:55:02,791 - Yeah or a school teacher. 657 00:55:02,791 --> 00:55:04,251 - No, I said school teacher. 658 00:55:04,251 --> 00:55:05,084 - Oh yeah. 659 00:55:05,084 --> 00:55:06,640 - Restroom? 660 00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:08,057 - Oh yeah, it's.. 661 00:55:36,529 --> 00:55:37,664 - Rachel, you in there? 662 00:55:38,999 --> 00:55:41,581 Did you see a girl in a denim jacket go in there? 663 00:55:41,581 --> 00:55:42,414 Okay. 664 00:55:46,281 --> 00:55:47,581 You guys see Rachel leave? 665 00:55:50,021 --> 00:55:52,414 - She didn't pass out in our bedroom did she? 666 00:55:53,496 --> 00:55:54,669 - Think I offended her 667 00:55:54,669 --> 00:55:55,502 with that whole school teacher thing? 668 00:55:58,024 --> 00:55:59,698 Smells like throw up everywhere over here. 669 00:56:09,312 --> 00:56:11,411 - You don't have to do this. 670 00:56:11,411 --> 00:56:12,244 - But I want to. 671 00:56:31,811 --> 00:56:32,894 You're so strong. 672 00:56:34,385 --> 00:56:35,916 - What? 673 00:56:35,916 --> 00:56:37,333 - Think about it. 674 00:56:38,295 --> 00:56:39,128 Look where you are. 675 00:56:40,551 --> 00:56:44,361 Out of your apartment all the way across the city even, 676 00:56:44,361 --> 00:56:46,431 when's the last time you've been out like this? 677 00:56:46,431 --> 00:56:48,021 - It's all new. 678 00:56:48,021 --> 00:56:49,271 - Even more amazing then. 679 00:56:50,591 --> 00:56:52,404 I'm surprised you trusted me, honestly. 680 00:56:54,302 --> 00:56:55,652 - You make it look so easy. 681 00:56:56,711 --> 00:56:57,661 - It's all a cover. 682 00:56:58,501 --> 00:57:00,701 Took a lot of work to make this look like 683 00:57:00,701 --> 00:57:02,641 I got my shit together. 684 00:57:02,641 --> 00:57:04,151 Seriously. 685 00:57:04,151 --> 00:57:06,241 I have to go to Johnny's at least twice a week 686 00:57:06,241 --> 00:57:08,411 to get a bagel sandwich and a chocolate cupcake 687 00:57:08,411 --> 00:57:09,904 just to maintain my sanity. 688 00:57:10,921 --> 00:57:11,754 It's true. 689 00:57:17,357 --> 00:57:18,190 - I.. 690 00:57:20,935 --> 00:57:21,768 - What? 691 00:57:23,231 --> 00:57:25,334 - I don't know, it's just, 692 00:57:27,361 --> 00:57:29,464 I think too much, it's stupid. 693 00:57:32,821 --> 00:57:34,400 You see, 694 00:57:34,825 --> 00:57:37,719 my dad was never a good listener, 695 00:57:38,210 --> 00:57:40,390 growing up we'd always argue, 696 00:57:40,870 --> 00:57:43,940 I felt the need to stand up to him, 697 00:57:44,931 --> 00:57:47,671 but this one time when we were driving, 698 00:57:47,671 --> 00:57:49,054 just the two of us, 699 00:57:50,371 --> 00:57:51,654 we got into it bad, 700 00:57:54,261 --> 00:57:57,574 I couldn't take it anymore, so I told him to pull over. 701 00:58:02,418 --> 00:58:03,834 I got out and he left. 702 00:58:04,971 --> 00:58:07,121 I realized I left my cell phone in the car. 703 00:58:10,272 --> 00:58:13,111 Sorry, you don't wanna hear this. 704 00:58:13,111 --> 00:58:14,111 - It's fine. 705 00:58:16,301 --> 00:58:17,714 - It's also, 706 00:58:20,976 --> 00:58:22,724 I panicked. 707 00:58:25,072 --> 00:58:26,254 I felt like I was gonna die. 708 00:58:27,151 --> 00:58:29,244 My heart hurt and that was it. 709 00:58:30,461 --> 00:58:35,224 There was just all these people looking at me, 710 00:58:36,751 --> 00:58:40,384 some were laughing, some looked disgusted. 711 00:58:44,806 --> 00:58:45,811 - That's.. 712 00:58:45,811 --> 00:58:48,314 - I ran as fast as I could, 713 00:58:49,491 --> 00:58:51,014 hoping he'd still be there, 714 00:58:53,191 --> 00:58:54,024 he was, 715 00:58:57,271 --> 00:58:59,774 I got there just in time to see, 716 00:59:05,700 --> 00:59:07,810 to see him get hit. 717 00:59:11,832 --> 00:59:14,121 I'm sure he took one look at me and saw how broken. 718 00:59:14,121 --> 00:59:18,350 - Stop that is not fair. 719 00:59:19,661 --> 00:59:21,750 - So you did think that? 720 00:59:21,930 --> 00:59:23,461 - I didn't say that. 721 00:59:23,461 --> 00:59:25,340 You're a good person. 722 00:59:26,340 --> 00:59:29,480 That's what I saw and I liked it. 723 00:59:33,259 --> 00:59:34,937 - Thank you. 724 00:59:34,937 --> 00:59:36,391 - For what? 725 00:59:36,391 --> 00:59:37,504 - For listening to me. 726 00:59:42,970 --> 00:59:44,999 - I think the coast is clear, 727 00:59:44,999 --> 00:59:46,996 ready to break out of here? 728 00:59:46,996 --> 00:59:48,746 Let's do it, come on. 729 00:59:54,960 --> 00:59:57,210 - Now I really have to pee. 730 01:00:46,230 --> 01:00:47,790 Thanks for everything. 731 01:00:48,220 --> 01:00:49,630 - Anytime. 732 01:00:53,010 --> 01:00:54,340 - Thanks again. 733 01:00:54,840 --> 01:00:56,280 - No problem, 734 01:00:56,810 --> 01:00:59,230 - so yes… - I wanna say something. 735 01:00:59,570 --> 01:01:00,736 - OK. 736 01:01:10,204 --> 01:01:11,287 - I like you. 737 01:01:12,631 --> 01:01:14,048 - I like you too. 738 01:01:15,480 --> 01:01:16,626 - I want.. 739 01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:24,000 I think, 740 01:01:27,078 --> 01:01:28,495 I don't know, I.. 741 01:01:29,347 --> 01:01:32,030 - I think you did really well back there. 742 01:01:32,690 --> 01:01:35,777 Next time we'll do something more low-key. 743 01:01:35,777 --> 01:01:36,728 - What? 744 01:01:36,728 --> 01:01:37,701 - Just the two of us, there's no pressure. 745 01:01:37,701 --> 01:01:39,430 - Next time? 746 01:01:40,461 --> 01:01:41,294 - Yeah. 747 01:01:48,920 --> 01:01:50,830 - I just need to be alone. 748 01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:53,046 Thanks. 749 01:03:57,680 --> 01:03:58,713 Oh, 750 01:03:59,316 --> 01:04:00,501 hey. 751 01:04:01,365 --> 01:04:02,198 - Hey. 752 01:04:33,431 --> 01:04:36,664 - I've been logging it all, so much progress. 753 01:04:37,521 --> 01:04:38,424 You know why? 754 01:04:41,115 --> 01:04:45,240 - Were you let down and left with a bunch of time? 755 01:04:45,240 --> 01:04:49,311 - No, I know the truth, I've allowed myself to be inspired. 756 01:04:49,311 --> 01:04:52,344 I've given myself permission to connect with what drives me. 757 01:04:53,722 --> 01:04:55,571 I've grown to love myself. 758 01:04:55,571 --> 01:04:58,411 - Great, go on. 759 01:04:58,411 --> 01:05:00,051 - It's been amazing. 760 01:05:00,051 --> 01:05:04,921 Let's see, we've had sex at least once a day 761 01:05:04,921 --> 01:05:06,711 since you prescribed it. 762 01:05:06,711 --> 01:05:10,580 And he's been so open with my me time as well. 763 01:05:11,260 --> 01:05:13,660 I started four new books this week 764 01:05:14,120 --> 01:05:17,040 and next step is Hawaii. 765 01:05:17,170 --> 01:05:18,240 - No. 766 01:05:19,810 --> 01:05:23,100 - Rachel? 767 01:05:23,420 --> 01:05:24,741 Rachel, you don't look at me. 768 01:05:25,200 --> 01:05:26,720 Head up. 769 01:05:27,980 --> 01:05:29,440 What's gotten into you? 770 01:05:32,800 --> 01:05:36,333 Girl, that move got me out of sharing with you. 771 01:05:38,060 --> 01:05:38,893 - It's, 772 01:05:40,790 --> 01:05:41,623 it's nothing. 773 01:05:43,050 --> 01:05:45,200 - I don't wanna have to twist your arm here. 774 01:05:46,540 --> 01:05:49,280 - I'm already in enough pain. 775 01:05:49,280 --> 01:05:51,930 - Oh, I was only poking fun, it's just an expression. 776 01:05:55,040 --> 01:05:56,693 - I'm not good at jokes, 777 01:05:57,718 --> 01:06:00,385 I don't do anything well really. 778 01:06:00,970 --> 01:06:05,540 I don't know how to meet people, I never travel, 779 01:06:05,660 --> 01:06:07,500 I never know how to make friends. 780 01:06:07,580 --> 01:06:09,030 - Stop. 781 01:06:09,635 --> 01:06:10,760 This isn't helping you, 782 01:06:10,770 --> 01:06:12,493 there's nothing wrong with you. 783 01:06:14,120 --> 01:06:16,860 Remember what you tell me all the time? 784 01:06:16,860 --> 01:06:18,350 - What? 785 01:06:18,350 --> 01:06:19,183 Matter? 786 01:06:20,410 --> 01:06:23,010 You're really pulling that on me right now? 787 01:06:23,010 --> 01:06:24,360 - Rachel I.. 788 01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:26,330 - You think I leave this place? 789 01:06:26,530 --> 01:06:30,110 This week is the first time I left my apartment in years 790 01:06:30,110 --> 01:06:32,350 and I want to be of value to people, 791 01:06:32,350 --> 01:06:36,580 but I don't have what it takes to be anything. 792 01:06:38,840 --> 01:06:40,143 - You have me. 793 01:06:41,040 --> 01:06:43,303 We're friends, we'll always be friends. 794 01:06:45,460 --> 01:06:46,293 - I'm sorry. 795 01:06:47,150 --> 01:06:47,983 - Why? 796 01:06:50,460 --> 01:06:52,810 - I'm supposed to be the strong one. 797 01:06:52,810 --> 01:06:54,190 - Please. 798 01:06:54,190 --> 01:06:56,553 There's no reason why we can't trade off. 799 01:06:57,500 --> 01:06:58,423 Let me help you. 800 01:07:00,570 --> 01:07:02,160 If you're up for it, 801 01:07:02,160 --> 01:07:04,160 join me and my hubby for dinner tonight. 802 01:07:18,180 --> 01:07:19,013 - Let's do it. 803 01:07:21,390 --> 01:07:25,020 - Wow, okay then. 804 01:07:26,208 --> 01:07:27,376 - I’ll… 805 01:07:27,510 --> 01:07:31,400 I'll just come back and pick you up in a few hours then? 806 01:07:31,400 --> 01:07:32,233 - Perfect. 807 01:07:39,170 --> 01:07:40,620 - Four thirty? 808 01:07:40,840 --> 01:07:41,510 - Yeah. 809 01:07:41,710 --> 01:07:43,092 - Okay. 810 01:07:48,710 --> 01:07:49,543 Be ready? 811 01:09:48,640 --> 01:09:52,122 ♪ London Paris Rome ♪ 812 01:09:52,122 --> 01:09:55,962 ♪ All the places I'd go ♪ 813 01:09:55,962 --> 01:10:03,500 ♪ If I wasn't alone or stuck at home ♪ 814 01:10:04,707 --> 01:10:11,040 ♪ The parts of you that you feel the most ♪ 815 01:10:11,450 --> 01:10:16,609 ♪ Control you lose is just a… ♪ 816 01:10:18,870 --> 01:10:25,640 ♪ Now it's time to step outside ♪ 817 01:10:27,170 --> 01:10:32,939 ♪ Break down these walls and no longer hide ♪ 818 01:10:35,069 --> 01:10:40,520 ♪ London Paris Rome all the places I'd go ♪ 819 01:10:40,990 --> 01:10:45,229 ♪ If I wasn't alone ♪ 820 01:10:45,506 --> 01:10:48,424 ♪ or stuck at home ♪ 821 01:11:06,993 --> 01:11:08,743 - What are you doing? 822 01:11:09,944 --> 01:11:12,627 - You're always so beautiful. 823 01:11:13,560 --> 01:11:15,210 Rachel. 824 01:11:16,240 --> 01:11:18,130 - What? - I'm ready. 825 01:11:19,970 --> 01:11:21,210 - Brady. 826 01:11:24,170 --> 01:11:25,420 Rachel. 827 01:11:27,870 --> 01:11:29,300 Rachel. 828 01:11:30,939 --> 01:11:32,109 Rachel! 829 01:11:33,620 --> 01:11:34,920 Rachel!! 830 01:11:37,212 --> 01:11:39,680 Oh Rachel, are you okay? 831 01:11:39,950 --> 01:11:41,460 - Maria? - Yeah. 832 01:11:45,529 --> 01:11:46,362 You okay? 833 01:11:47,955 --> 01:11:49,728 Sweetie, the windows were open, 834 01:11:49,728 --> 01:11:52,991 I saw you laying here I had to come in okay? 835 01:11:52,991 --> 01:11:54,599 - No, yeah. 836 01:11:54,599 --> 01:11:57,081 - I know how you can, you know? 837 01:11:57,081 --> 01:11:57,916 - Thank you. 838 01:11:57,916 --> 01:11:58,750 - You're welcome. 839 01:11:58,750 --> 01:12:00,349 - But please. 840 01:12:00,349 --> 01:12:01,910 - Sorry. 841 01:12:01,910 --> 01:12:02,889 But I know how you can- 842 01:12:02,889 --> 01:12:04,344 - Yes. 843 01:12:04,344 --> 01:12:05,179 - Okay. 844 01:12:05,179 --> 01:12:06,010 - Yes, I'm working on it. 845 01:12:06,010 --> 01:12:07,264 - I know. 846 01:12:07,264 --> 01:12:08,096 - I was just taking a nap. 847 01:12:08,096 --> 01:12:08,929 - Okay. 848 01:12:09,649 --> 01:12:11,032 'Cause remember the laundry room? 849 01:12:11,032 --> 01:12:12,621 - Maria, I'm okay. - Okay. 850 01:12:13,736 --> 01:12:15,035 - I'm just tired. - Okay. 851 01:12:16,809 --> 01:12:18,054 Promise? 852 01:12:18,054 --> 01:12:19,483 - Promise. 853 01:12:19,483 --> 01:12:20,317 - Okay. 854 01:12:24,479 --> 01:12:26,005 Okay. 855 01:12:32,050 --> 01:12:32,884 How do you feel? 856 01:12:34,490 --> 01:12:36,934 - I'm okay. - Yeah? 857 01:12:36,934 --> 01:12:38,102 - Yeah. - Okay. 858 01:12:42,679 --> 01:12:44,108 - Ready spaghetti? 859 01:12:44,108 --> 01:12:46,460 - Sorry in the middle of getting ready. 860 01:12:46,460 --> 01:12:48,411 - Say no more, take your time. 861 01:12:49,438 --> 01:12:53,094 Oh, sorry, Susan this is Maria. 862 01:12:56,870 --> 01:12:58,813 - Neighbor. - Hi. 863 01:12:59,938 --> 01:13:01,741 - Sweetie I'm gonna get on my way, 864 01:13:01,741 --> 01:13:04,960 okay but you need to get some rest, please, 865 01:13:04,960 --> 01:13:05,791 okay? 866 01:13:07,029 --> 01:13:08,420 - Okay. 867 01:13:11,819 --> 01:13:15,608 Just one sec. 868 01:13:45,211 --> 01:13:47,718 - Hey what are you doing out there? 869 01:13:47,718 --> 01:13:49,618 I don't want you burning up, come on. 870 01:14:11,920 --> 01:14:13,460 Make yourself at home. 871 01:14:13,550 --> 01:14:15,212 - Thank you. 872 01:14:34,140 --> 01:14:36,471 - I'm so glad you could make it, 873 01:14:36,471 --> 01:14:38,621 heard you been having a rough time as well. 874 01:14:39,911 --> 01:14:40,744 Chocolate? 875 01:14:43,991 --> 01:14:48,040 No, don't want to ruin that appetite right? 876 01:14:48,130 --> 01:14:50,610 Please come in, have a seat. 877 01:15:01,501 --> 01:15:02,334 - Thirsty? 878 01:15:03,901 --> 01:15:06,801 We have some chardonnay some Cab, Merlot. 879 01:15:06,801 --> 01:15:09,101 Even some tequila if you're feeling up for it. 880 01:15:12,231 --> 01:15:13,831 - Almond milk? 881 01:15:13,831 --> 01:15:14,954 - Coming right up. 882 01:15:36,891 --> 01:15:37,724 - I'm starving. 883 01:15:38,550 --> 01:15:41,881 - It's kind of a community, serve yourself type of thing, 884 01:15:41,881 --> 01:15:43,390 so feel free. 885 01:16:04,880 --> 01:16:06,760 - So… 886 01:16:07,355 --> 01:16:10,236 You mentioned that you don't leave your apartment? 887 01:16:10,351 --> 01:16:11,781 - Susan. 888 01:16:11,781 --> 01:16:12,744 - Let her respond. 889 01:16:14,001 --> 01:16:15,001 - I'm working on it. 890 01:16:16,611 --> 01:16:19,180 - With the help of a Brady? 891 01:16:22,071 --> 01:16:26,601 - I don't really know if he's helping or hurting. 892 01:16:26,601 --> 01:16:27,551 - What do you mean? 893 01:16:28,600 --> 01:16:31,160 - I like this guy, but… 894 01:16:32,688 --> 01:16:34,975 It's not even about that. 895 01:16:35,161 --> 01:16:37,471 - See, it's not even about that. 896 01:16:37,471 --> 01:16:38,754 - Heard her dear. 897 01:16:40,181 --> 01:16:43,921 - It might be quite odd that Susan and I 898 01:16:43,921 --> 01:16:46,331 were both your clients. 899 01:16:46,331 --> 01:16:47,831 - Sorry to keep that from you. 900 01:16:48,941 --> 01:16:51,560 - Yeah, no, I'm sorry. 901 01:16:52,760 --> 01:16:55,080 It is a little weird though. 902 01:16:56,791 --> 01:16:59,370 You two seem so happy. 903 01:17:03,731 --> 01:17:04,564 - Thanks to you. 904 01:17:05,991 --> 01:17:09,951 - Like, I've been seeing both sides of this 905 01:17:09,951 --> 01:17:13,184 and offering my advice, 906 01:17:14,241 --> 01:17:19,100 so like it's been good, 907 01:17:19,391 --> 01:17:22,420 it's all working. 908 01:17:24,011 --> 01:17:27,021 - Yeah, the open communication, 909 01:17:27,021 --> 01:17:29,024 the sharing of feelings. 910 01:17:34,001 --> 01:17:36,324 - But how, 911 01:17:37,171 --> 01:17:42,131 how can you both know everything you know, 912 01:17:42,131 --> 01:17:44,321 and still be able to offer yourselves 913 01:17:44,321 --> 01:17:45,621 fully in the relationship? 914 01:17:46,580 --> 01:17:48,103 - Listen, Rachel, 915 01:17:49,031 --> 01:17:50,274 how do I put this? 916 01:17:52,391 --> 01:17:54,754 We both work really hard at this. 917 01:17:56,151 --> 01:17:59,400 - Something was a bit off for a while, but 918 01:17:59,763 --> 01:18:02,361 you helped us get back on track, 919 01:18:02,361 --> 01:18:04,044 as individuals and as a couple. 920 01:18:05,011 --> 01:18:05,844 - I don't know. 921 01:18:06,801 --> 01:18:09,321 It's nice knowing whether we say it or not, 922 01:18:09,321 --> 01:18:13,794 that our feelings are there for each other. 923 01:18:15,651 --> 01:18:17,321 I know I love Susan too much 924 01:18:17,321 --> 01:18:19,381 to let the little things get in the way. 925 01:18:21,112 --> 01:18:22,633 - Dork. 926 01:18:30,300 --> 01:18:31,919 - Cheers. 927 01:18:34,020 --> 01:18:36,685 - To progress. 928 01:18:48,770 --> 01:18:51,870 - I don't usually like sweets, but this is good. 929 01:18:52,760 --> 01:18:54,603 Oh my gosh, I'm so full. 930 01:18:56,781 --> 01:18:58,711 - Sure you don't want a slice to take with you? 931 01:18:58,711 --> 01:19:00,201 - No, no, no. 932 01:19:00,201 --> 01:19:01,051 Thank you though. 933 01:19:01,991 --> 01:19:04,110 - Thank you for coming. 934 01:19:07,201 --> 01:19:09,954 - Yeah, it was great to have you, 935 01:19:11,601 --> 01:19:13,541 speaking of great to have you, 936 01:19:13,541 --> 01:19:15,924 look Rachel I don't know how to say this because, 937 01:19:17,137 --> 01:19:19,101 - Because you haven't done anything wrong. 938 01:19:19,101 --> 01:19:22,068 - We're in a good place and.. 939 01:19:23,071 --> 01:19:26,094 - And we're not going to need your services anymore. 940 01:19:28,221 --> 01:19:31,191 Rachel we love you and we wanna stay friends, 941 01:19:31,191 --> 01:19:32,024 it's just.. 942 01:19:33,055 --> 01:19:33,927 - Is it, 943 01:19:33,927 --> 01:19:35,604 is it because you think I'm crazy now? 944 01:19:35,604 --> 01:19:36,437 - No. 945 01:19:36,437 --> 01:19:38,161 - Because of what happened earlier? 946 01:19:38,161 --> 01:19:39,696 - Rachel. 947 01:19:39,696 --> 01:19:42,551 - I share a bit of who I am and you run off? 948 01:19:42,551 --> 01:19:43,891 Huh? 949 01:19:43,891 --> 01:19:44,724 I should have, 950 01:19:45,811 --> 01:19:46,681 this is, 951 01:19:46,681 --> 01:19:48,628 I thought this.. 952 01:19:48,710 --> 01:19:50,270 - Rachel please. 953 01:19:50,530 --> 01:19:52,710 - Don't touch me. 954 01:19:53,020 --> 01:19:54,568 - Rachel. 955 01:21:09,370 --> 01:21:10,590 - Thanks. 956 01:21:11,600 --> 01:21:14,704 - Hey, keep it. 957 01:25:33,290 --> 01:25:34,906 - Wow. 958 01:25:41,821 --> 01:25:46,071 Look at you, wow, all this way. 959 01:25:46,071 --> 01:25:47,764 Hashtag impressed. 960 01:25:49,511 --> 01:25:51,561 I'm sorry I said that, 961 01:25:52,706 --> 01:25:54,880 I don't normally do that. 962 01:25:55,030 --> 01:25:56,613 - You're not perfect. 963 01:25:58,550 --> 01:26:00,561 - I'm sorry..? 964 01:26:02,060 --> 01:26:04,951 - Meant to say, you're not perfect 965 01:26:05,791 --> 01:26:09,581 and neither am I and that's okay. 966 01:26:09,581 --> 01:26:10,694 - I'm sorry if I, 967 01:26:11,841 --> 01:26:13,961 I just want to make sure I was giving you enough space 968 01:26:13,961 --> 01:26:15,526 because I know- 969 01:26:15,526 --> 01:26:19,798 - It's okay. Smart move. I just wanted to see you. 970 01:26:20,490 --> 01:26:21,936 - Good. 971 01:26:21,936 --> 01:26:23,334 Thanks for finding- 972 01:26:36,180 --> 01:26:38,233 Did you want some of this? 973 01:26:39,951 --> 01:26:41,444 - Yeah, but just a bite. 974 01:26:46,041 --> 01:26:47,490 Yum thank you. 975 01:26:49,221 --> 01:26:50,054 - Listen, 976 01:26:51,391 --> 01:26:53,084 I'm sorry if, 977 01:26:57,611 --> 01:26:59,991 join me on the rest of my route? 978 01:26:59,991 --> 01:27:01,441 I only have a few stops left. 979 01:27:04,711 --> 01:27:06,850 - Okay, yeah. 980 01:27:23,820 --> 01:27:28,820 ♪ My eyes are bigger than my appetite allows ♪ 981 01:27:32,348 --> 01:27:37,348 ♪ I wanna give myself but someone else comes out ♪ 982 01:27:41,574 --> 01:27:45,751 ♪ I try to impress you ♪ 983 01:27:45,751 --> 01:27:50,112 ♪ Give my best attempt ♪ 984 01:27:50,112 --> 01:27:53,850 ♪ But you would never know it ♪ 985 01:27:53,850 --> 01:27:58,733 ♪ 'cause I'm still such a mess ♪ 986 01:27:58,733 --> 01:28:02,879 ♪ So there's no way I'm not a mistake ♪ 987 01:28:02,879 --> 01:28:07,568 ♪ I'm a suck up to myself wish I was someone else ♪ 988 01:28:07,568 --> 01:28:12,568 ♪ Face to face try to erase but I'm a sucker to myself ♪ 989 01:28:13,755 --> 01:28:16,422 ♪ I'm nobody ♪ 990 01:28:24,949 --> 01:28:29,516 ♪ Another new disguise ♪ 991 01:28:29,516 --> 01:28:33,628 ♪ Versions of a theme ♪ 992 01:28:33,628 --> 01:28:37,460 ♪ I try to figure out my name ♪ 993 01:28:37,460 --> 01:28:41,689 ♪ But it's symbols I can't read ♪ 994 01:28:41,689 --> 01:28:45,706 ♪ I try to dissect it, I hold every piece ♪ 995 01:28:45,706 --> 01:28:49,955 ♪ But everything's different, nothing I can keep ♪ 996 01:28:49,955 --> 01:28:54,302 ♪ Slip through my own fingers, can't seem to connect ♪ 997 01:28:54,302 --> 01:28:59,302 ♪ I know it's not right but just let me pretend ♪ 998 01:28:59,783 --> 01:29:03,850 ♪ So there's no way I'm not a mistake ♪ 999 01:29:03,850 --> 01:29:08,847 ♪ I'm a suck up to myself, wish I was someone else ♪ 1000 01:29:08,847 --> 01:29:13,847 ♪ Face to face try to erase but I'm a suck up to myself ♪ 1001 01:29:14,968 --> 01:29:17,718 ♪ And I'm nobody ♪ 1002 01:29:26,242 --> 01:29:30,913 ♪ I'm a thousand versions of myself ♪ 1003 01:29:30,913 --> 01:29:35,017 ♪ When I wake up ♪ 1004 01:29:35,017 --> 01:29:38,682 ♪ And I don't think any of them ♪ 1005 01:29:38,682 --> 01:29:43,682 ♪ Will ever be enough ♪ 1006 01:29:43,715 --> 01:29:48,715 ♪ I am a thousand versions of myself when I wake up ♪ 1007 01:29:52,188 --> 01:29:57,188 ♪ And I don't think she's ever gonna tell me I'm enough ♪ 1008 01:30:00,826 --> 01:30:04,949 ♪ So there's no way I'm not a mistake ♪ 1009 01:30:04,949 --> 01:30:09,709 ♪ I'm a suck up to myself, wish I was someone else ♪ 1010 01:30:09,709 --> 01:30:13,513 ♪ Face to face I try to erase ♪ 1011 01:30:13,513 --> 01:30:18,513 ♪ But I'm a suck up to myself and I'm nobody ♪