1 00:00:02,628 --> 00:00:04,003 If you wanna stay tonight... 2 00:00:04,004 --> 00:00:06,297 I don't know how I could sleep right now. 3 00:00:06,298 --> 00:00:07,715 How much gas do you have in your car? 4 00:00:07,716 --> 00:00:10,218 [upbeat music] 5 00:00:10,219 --> 00:00:11,970 - That's $500. - Yeah. 6 00:00:13,555 --> 00:00:15,306 - Oh, oh! - Oh, my God, Danny! 7 00:00:15,307 --> 00:00:16,849 - You won! - [laughs] 8 00:00:16,850 --> 00:00:18,352 Oh, my God! 9 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:23,231 - Okay. - There you go. 10 00:00:23,232 --> 00:00:24,899 There's this woman at work. 11 00:00:24,900 --> 00:00:28,110 Nothing happened, but I think maybe I wanted it to. 12 00:00:28,111 --> 00:00:29,612 What about Leigh? 13 00:00:29,613 --> 00:00:32,699 [thunder rumbles] 14 00:00:49,466 --> 00:00:52,469 [birds chirping] 15 00:01:02,646 --> 00:01:06,315 - I'm just... I'm sorry. - I'm... okay. 16 00:01:06,316 --> 00:01:08,734 You end up in some casino in the middle of nowhere, 17 00:01:08,735 --> 00:01:10,903 and that's where you finally dream 18 00:01:10,904 --> 00:01:13,030 about Matt for the first time since he died? 19 00:01:13,031 --> 00:01:14,282 I know. 20 00:01:14,283 --> 00:01:15,575 So can you just get to the part 21 00:01:15,576 --> 00:01:17,201 where you tell me if you think it's any good? 22 00:01:17,202 --> 00:01:18,828 I'm publishing it today. 23 00:01:18,829 --> 00:01:21,163 - It's your day off. - Oh, boohoo. 24 00:01:21,164 --> 00:01:23,583 - I'll get myself a treat. - [laughs] 25 00:01:23,584 --> 00:01:25,919 What do you think of this as a title? 26 00:01:28,172 --> 00:01:30,673 "My Husband Died Six Months Ago. 27 00:01:30,674 --> 00:01:33,051 I Found Him Last Week at a Casino." 28 00:01:34,386 --> 00:01:37,346 This makes it sound like Matt faked his death 29 00:01:37,347 --> 00:01:39,765 so that he could leave me for a high-class hooker. 30 00:01:39,766 --> 00:01:41,058 [laughs] 31 00:01:41,059 --> 00:01:43,395 Clickbait or no one reads it. 32 00:01:45,522 --> 00:01:46,690 Kay. 33 00:01:49,693 --> 00:01:50,902 You okay? 34 00:01:50,903 --> 00:01:52,112 Yeah. 35 00:01:54,406 --> 00:01:58,242 I just... I can't get over how real 36 00:01:58,243 --> 00:02:00,161 this dream felt. 37 00:02:00,162 --> 00:02:02,413 I mean, I... I touched him. 38 00:02:02,414 --> 00:02:05,208 It felt like this. 39 00:02:05,209 --> 00:02:08,169 It must have been really something. 40 00:02:08,170 --> 00:02:11,547 It was the most amazing thing that had ever happened to me. 41 00:02:11,548 --> 00:02:13,341 I'm really glad, 42 00:02:13,342 --> 00:02:14,675 because when I texted you the other day 43 00:02:14,676 --> 00:02:16,844 and you said you were drunk off your ass 44 00:02:16,845 --> 00:02:18,554 at some club, I was like, 45 00:02:18,555 --> 00:02:20,473 "Hmm, it's Wednesday. 46 00:02:20,474 --> 00:02:22,600 "What kind of crazy midweek bender 47 00:02:22,601 --> 00:02:23,601 is Leigh off on?" 48 00:02:23,602 --> 00:02:25,186 I wasn't on a bender. 49 00:02:25,187 --> 00:02:26,687 Oh, you were on a something. 50 00:02:26,688 --> 00:02:28,064 I read your essay, okay? 51 00:02:28,065 --> 00:02:31,526 Great, well, I'm actually on the inside 52 00:02:31,527 --> 00:02:34,071 of this thing, and I know what's going on. 53 00:02:35,864 --> 00:02:38,157 Okay. 54 00:02:38,158 --> 00:02:39,242 [exhales] 55 00:02:39,243 --> 00:02:41,328 So, what do you wanna talk about? 56 00:02:42,412 --> 00:02:44,163 - I don't know. - This hike kicked my ass. 57 00:02:44,164 --> 00:02:46,332 Can we just get down the hill and eat sugar? 58 00:02:46,333 --> 00:02:47,542 [gasps] 59 00:02:47,543 --> 00:02:48,918 Kettle Glazed? 60 00:02:48,919 --> 00:02:51,045 Oh, yeah, give me all da donuts. 61 00:02:51,046 --> 00:02:52,129 Loser pays! 62 00:02:52,130 --> 00:02:53,422 - No. - Come on. 63 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:55,800 I have the blisters on the bottom of my feet. 64 00:02:55,801 --> 00:02:58,094 - Forget the blisters. - I don't like running! 65 00:02:58,095 --> 00:03:01,098 [somber music] 66 00:03:10,274 --> 00:03:12,484 [knocking at door] 67 00:03:18,991 --> 00:03:20,533 Hey. 68 00:03:20,534 --> 00:03:22,703 - Hey. - [laughs] 69 00:03:24,329 --> 00:03:26,123 I brought you something. 70 00:03:27,624 --> 00:03:29,168 [laughs] 71 00:03:30,335 --> 00:03:32,211 - Ah, donuts. - [both laugh] 72 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:34,505 Drew and I got them after our hike. 73 00:03:34,506 --> 00:03:37,300 Did you tell him about, um... 74 00:03:37,301 --> 00:03:39,719 N... I thought I might, 75 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:42,430 but he was... 76 00:03:42,431 --> 00:03:45,349 in a very weird, judgmental place. 77 00:03:45,350 --> 00:03:48,060 Yeah, no, I got an earful from my mom this morning. 78 00:03:48,061 --> 00:03:50,021 Wait, you... you didn't? 79 00:03:50,022 --> 00:03:51,814 - No way. - She would have lost it. 80 00:03:51,815 --> 00:03:54,192 Yeah, she definitely would have. 81 00:03:54,193 --> 00:03:56,319 What are we gonna do? 82 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:57,446 Mm. 83 00:03:58,655 --> 00:04:01,283 So, what's... what's this? 84 00:04:02,701 --> 00:04:06,162 This is a TV stand with doors. 85 00:04:06,163 --> 00:04:07,455 - Oh. - [laughs] 86 00:04:07,456 --> 00:04:09,207 Right? You wanna help me build it? 87 00:04:09,208 --> 00:04:11,792 You really know how to show a girl a good time. 88 00:04:11,793 --> 00:04:13,127 Damn straight. 89 00:04:13,128 --> 00:04:15,171 [laughs] 90 00:04:15,172 --> 00:04:17,548 Okay. So where are the instructions? 91 00:04:17,549 --> 00:04:19,426 [smacks lips] I threw 'em out. 92 00:04:21,178 --> 00:04:23,387 I mean, if you think you need 'em... 93 00:04:23,388 --> 00:04:26,182 I mean, yeah, I have this really out-there theory 94 00:04:26,183 --> 00:04:29,853 that instruction manuals exist for a reason, but... 95 00:04:34,775 --> 00:04:37,318 Oh, fun. Thank you. 96 00:04:37,319 --> 00:04:41,073 They didn't have almond milk, so I got it with oat. 97 00:04:42,366 --> 00:04:45,034 I can't believe you came all the way here 98 00:04:45,035 --> 00:04:46,369 to bring me coffee. 99 00:04:46,370 --> 00:04:47,453 I wanted to see you, 100 00:04:47,454 --> 00:04:48,454 and you're always working, so... 101 00:04:48,455 --> 00:04:50,289 - Hey, lady. - Hey. 102 00:04:50,290 --> 00:04:52,583 - When do we get you back? - I don't wanna tell you. 103 00:04:52,584 --> 00:04:53,668 It's too depressing. 104 00:04:53,669 --> 00:04:55,461 Okay, well, we miss you class. 105 00:04:55,462 --> 00:04:57,256 I miss you guys too. 106 00:04:59,007 --> 00:05:00,299 I'm gonna be so out of shape. 107 00:05:00,300 --> 00:05:01,467 By the time I'm back on my feet, 108 00:05:01,468 --> 00:05:02,468 I won't be able to get through 109 00:05:02,469 --> 00:05:04,220 the first five minutes of class. 110 00:05:04,221 --> 00:05:06,557 [sighs] Okay. 111 00:05:07,599 --> 00:05:08,808 What are you doing? 112 00:05:08,809 --> 00:05:10,643 I am looking up strength training 113 00:05:10,644 --> 00:05:12,186 you can do with a leg injury. 114 00:05:12,187 --> 00:05:16,107 Looks like... bicep curls, 115 00:05:16,108 --> 00:05:18,484 bench dips, and core work. 116 00:05:18,485 --> 00:05:20,279 Okay. We got this. 117 00:05:22,197 --> 00:05:24,031 Wait, you're not just gonna let me whine? 118 00:05:24,032 --> 00:05:26,284 Mm, no. 119 00:05:26,285 --> 00:05:29,329 Studio's empty. Come on, let's go. 120 00:05:30,455 --> 00:05:32,373 - Come on. - Okay. 121 00:05:32,374 --> 00:05:34,750 - Thank you. - [laughs] 122 00:05:34,751 --> 00:05:38,087 So... 123 00:05:38,088 --> 00:05:42,968 Drew is gonna publish another one of my essays. 124 00:05:44,052 --> 00:05:46,470 But you... but you didn't, like, you know, 125 00:05:46,471 --> 00:05:47,930 have another breakdown. 126 00:05:47,931 --> 00:05:49,932 [laughs] No. 127 00:05:49,933 --> 00:05:54,145 I did this one the normal way or kind of normal. 128 00:05:54,146 --> 00:05:57,523 I, um, actu... I wrote it in the car yesterday 129 00:05:57,524 --> 00:05:58,608 on the way back. 130 00:05:58,609 --> 00:06:02,070 So thank you for driving. 131 00:06:04,406 --> 00:06:08,743 It's... actually about... 132 00:06:08,744 --> 00:06:13,122 a dream I had about Matt 133 00:06:13,123 --> 00:06:15,292 on our trip. 134 00:06:17,461 --> 00:06:20,505 I thought we said that was just gonna be about us. 135 00:06:20,506 --> 00:06:23,175 Right, well, I mean, I can't control what I dream. 136 00:06:26,261 --> 00:06:30,806 I just didn't want to not tell you 137 00:06:30,807 --> 00:06:32,309 about the piece. 138 00:06:33,519 --> 00:06:35,771 Yeah, that's fine. 139 00:06:38,524 --> 00:06:40,066 [grunts] 140 00:06:40,067 --> 00:06:43,945 [heavy breaths] 141 00:06:43,946 --> 00:06:45,238 Ooh. 142 00:06:45,239 --> 00:06:48,491 You are sexy when you're gasping for breath. 143 00:06:48,492 --> 00:06:51,202 [laughs] I'm not gasping. 144 00:06:51,203 --> 00:06:53,329 Oh, okay, well, then keep going. 145 00:06:53,330 --> 00:06:54,748 Come on. 146 00:06:55,916 --> 00:06:57,416 - [grunts] - [laughs] 147 00:06:57,417 --> 00:07:00,711 I guess you're done. 148 00:07:00,712 --> 00:07:04,841 Yeah, I actually have a ton of paperwork to do 149 00:07:04,842 --> 00:07:05,967 while the studio's closed. 150 00:07:05,968 --> 00:07:08,761 - Mm. - [giggles] 151 00:07:08,762 --> 00:07:11,598 So, what are you doing after paperwork? 152 00:07:12,850 --> 00:07:15,685 Chilling out and then having dinner with my sister. 153 00:07:15,686 --> 00:07:19,146 Well, what if you did work later 154 00:07:19,147 --> 00:07:22,984 and you, you know, chilled out now? 155 00:07:22,985 --> 00:07:24,527 [laughs] 156 00:07:24,528 --> 00:07:26,988 Uh... 157 00:07:26,989 --> 00:07:30,284 - Come on. - Play hooky with me. 158 00:07:35,289 --> 00:07:37,206 [groans] 159 00:07:37,207 --> 00:07:39,208 Whoo! 160 00:07:39,209 --> 00:07:41,669 [laughs] Thank you. 161 00:07:41,670 --> 00:07:43,046 Hoo. 162 00:07:46,091 --> 00:07:49,136 Hey, tell me about your Matt dream. 163 00:07:50,637 --> 00:07:53,055 Oh, we don't have to talk about it. 164 00:07:53,056 --> 00:07:56,560 Well, I want to. 165 00:07:59,479 --> 00:08:01,189 Okay. 166 00:08:01,190 --> 00:08:04,735 Um... well, he... 167 00:08:06,904 --> 00:08:08,697 He was looking out a window... 168 00:08:10,407 --> 00:08:12,867 And I walked up to him. 169 00:08:12,868 --> 00:08:16,120 He was... I mean, he was there. 170 00:08:16,121 --> 00:08:20,917 He was just right in front of me, 171 00:08:20,918 --> 00:08:23,336 and I... 172 00:08:23,337 --> 00:08:27,840 I had this feeling of... 173 00:08:27,841 --> 00:08:31,011 being loved and taken care of. 174 00:08:38,101 --> 00:08:40,061 Sorry, should I not have told you? 175 00:08:40,062 --> 00:08:42,396 No, I asked you to. 176 00:08:42,397 --> 00:08:45,316 It's just, um... 177 00:08:45,317 --> 00:08:47,401 I've been dreaming about Matt too. 178 00:08:47,402 --> 00:08:51,155 - Oh. - Not good dreams. 179 00:08:51,156 --> 00:08:53,824 What happens in them? 180 00:08:53,825 --> 00:08:56,828 [melancholy music] 181 00:09:18,642 --> 00:09:20,269 Leigh? 182 00:09:21,687 --> 00:09:23,229 This is your house? 183 00:09:23,230 --> 00:09:25,858 It's my mom's, but she's, um... 184 00:09:26,984 --> 00:09:29,110 It's not important. 185 00:09:29,111 --> 00:09:30,528 Mm-mm. 186 00:09:30,529 --> 00:09:33,532 [upbeat music] 187 00:09:40,080 --> 00:09:43,083 [laughing] 188 00:10:23,832 --> 00:10:26,250 [chuckling] 189 00:10:26,251 --> 00:10:28,253 Are we missing a leg? 190 00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:31,923 How? 191 00:10:31,924 --> 00:10:33,591 This place is the size of a closet. 192 00:10:33,592 --> 00:10:34,842 I don't know. 193 00:10:34,843 --> 00:10:38,054 Maybe they just gave you three by accident. 194 00:10:38,055 --> 00:10:39,931 It's gotta be around here somewhere. 195 00:10:39,932 --> 00:10:44,520 Um, well, I'm looking. 196 00:10:50,734 --> 00:10:53,277 You know, if you do ever wanna talk about 197 00:10:53,278 --> 00:10:57,323 your not-good dreams, 198 00:10:57,324 --> 00:11:00,201 I did take a class in college 199 00:11:00,202 --> 00:11:02,620 on Carl Jung, so I'm kind of like an expert 200 00:11:02,621 --> 00:11:04,247 [exaggerated] at dream analysis. 201 00:11:04,248 --> 00:11:05,957 [chuckles] 202 00:11:05,958 --> 00:11:08,918 - I'm good, thanks. - Okay. 203 00:11:08,919 --> 00:11:10,419 Well, if you change your mind, 204 00:11:10,420 --> 00:11:12,673 no one knows what you're going through more than me. 205 00:11:14,299 --> 00:11:16,634 - I don't think that's true. - What do you mean? 206 00:11:16,635 --> 00:11:18,515 We're not going through the same thing, Leigh. 207 00:11:19,721 --> 00:11:21,389 That's okay. 208 00:11:21,390 --> 00:11:23,308 You see Matt differently than I do. 209 00:11:24,852 --> 00:11:26,310 How do I see Matt? 210 00:11:26,311 --> 00:11:30,022 Like he went through life wearing a superhero cape. 211 00:11:30,023 --> 00:11:31,524 How do you see him? 212 00:11:31,525 --> 00:11:33,067 Not as the Matt that made everyone feel 213 00:11:33,068 --> 00:11:34,777 loved and cared for, that's for sure. 214 00:11:34,778 --> 00:11:37,113 - But he did. - Come on, let's be real. 215 00:11:37,114 --> 00:11:38,281 He was a depressed mess 216 00:11:38,282 --> 00:11:39,992 who brought everyone down with him. 217 00:11:41,451 --> 00:11:44,704 Ooh, that is... that's just not true. 218 00:11:44,705 --> 00:11:46,289 You know damn well that's true. 219 00:11:46,290 --> 00:11:49,333 He had his stuff to deal with, 220 00:11:49,334 --> 00:11:50,918 but we all have our stuff. 221 00:11:50,919 --> 00:11:53,462 But that's just not what this is about, is it? 222 00:11:53,463 --> 00:11:54,672 What's this about then, Leigh? 223 00:11:54,673 --> 00:11:56,674 You don't have to be shitty about Matt 224 00:11:56,675 --> 00:11:58,009 to feel okay about being with me. 225 00:11:58,010 --> 00:12:00,094 I'm being this way about Matt, 226 00:12:00,095 --> 00:12:01,220 because he was shitty. 227 00:12:01,221 --> 00:12:03,931 - No he wasn't! - He was the greatest. 228 00:12:03,932 --> 00:12:08,853 I mean, he... he made so many days 229 00:12:08,854 --> 00:12:11,105 the best days of my life. 230 00:12:11,106 --> 00:12:13,900 Like, ex... explain the night we met. 231 00:12:13,901 --> 00:12:17,236 Explain the day he proposed. 232 00:12:17,237 --> 00:12:19,322 Like, explain New Orleans. 233 00:12:19,323 --> 00:12:20,531 - New Orleans? - Oh, my God. 234 00:12:20,532 --> 00:12:22,951 I don't have to justify Matt to you. 235 00:12:24,620 --> 00:12:28,289 Okay, I'm gonna... um, I'm just gonna go home. 236 00:12:28,290 --> 00:12:31,167 Jules wants to have dinner. 237 00:12:31,168 --> 00:12:35,213 So I'll just... I'll be on time for once. 238 00:12:35,214 --> 00:12:36,589 Why does Jules wanna have dinner? 239 00:12:36,590 --> 00:12:37,840 I don't know. 240 00:12:37,841 --> 00:12:40,843 Maybe because she is my sister and she likes me. 241 00:12:40,844 --> 00:12:41,969 Whatever. 242 00:12:41,970 --> 00:12:43,596 I gotta find that stupid table leg. 243 00:12:43,597 --> 00:12:46,600 [paper rustling] 244 00:12:49,770 --> 00:12:52,773 [solemn music] 245 00:12:53,774 --> 00:12:55,317 Okay. 246 00:13:00,948 --> 00:13:02,574 Okay. 247 00:13:07,579 --> 00:13:10,123 - Hey. - Hey. 248 00:13:20,801 --> 00:13:22,468 Drumroll, please. 249 00:13:22,469 --> 00:13:25,096 - Oh, what kind of a drumroll? - A standard drumroll. 250 00:13:25,097 --> 00:13:27,056 Oh, good, 'cause that's the only thing I can do. 251 00:13:27,057 --> 00:13:28,767 [laughs] 252 00:13:41,738 --> 00:13:44,115 Whoa. 253 00:13:44,116 --> 00:13:46,660 New Orleans. 254 00:13:47,786 --> 00:13:49,036 This ticket's for tonight. 255 00:13:49,037 --> 00:13:51,038 Yeah, you know, I don't have school Monday. 256 00:13:51,039 --> 00:13:54,292 So I thought we could do 48 hours in Nola. 257 00:13:54,293 --> 00:13:56,127 What's happening right now? 258 00:13:56,128 --> 00:13:57,253 Well, I don't know. 259 00:13:57,254 --> 00:13:59,672 I just... well, I just kind of feel like 260 00:13:59,673 --> 00:14:02,008 we've been on different wavelengths lately. 261 00:14:02,009 --> 00:14:04,635 Yeah. 262 00:14:04,636 --> 00:14:08,348 I've felt that too. 263 00:14:13,520 --> 00:14:15,230 Um... 264 00:14:16,940 --> 00:14:18,107 I don't want things to keep going 265 00:14:18,108 --> 00:14:19,484 the way they've been going. 266 00:14:21,904 --> 00:14:23,946 So, New Orleans? 267 00:14:23,947 --> 00:14:27,533 It's like going to France without a passport. 268 00:14:27,534 --> 00:14:28,868 Mm-hmm. 269 00:14:28,869 --> 00:14:30,703 Yeah, when you walk down the streets, 270 00:14:30,704 --> 00:14:33,539 music spills out of open doors, 271 00:14:33,540 --> 00:14:37,460 and there's at least one parade 272 00:14:37,461 --> 00:14:38,878 every day. 273 00:14:38,879 --> 00:14:40,463 You hate parades. 274 00:14:40,464 --> 00:14:44,300 Okay, so we dodge the parades 275 00:14:44,301 --> 00:14:47,053 and we just walk and talk. 276 00:14:47,054 --> 00:14:50,056 [giggling] 277 00:14:50,057 --> 00:14:53,060 [smooching] 278 00:14:56,104 --> 00:14:57,730 [chuckles] 279 00:14:57,731 --> 00:15:00,566 - [smooches] - [chuckles] 280 00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:03,819 Let's see. 281 00:15:03,820 --> 00:15:07,490 You have a lot of dance music. 282 00:15:07,491 --> 00:15:12,036 Yeah, that's what happens when you teach a dance class... 283 00:15:12,037 --> 00:15:14,957 or did, when I could move without crutches. 284 00:15:16,458 --> 00:15:17,750 - Oh, wait. - What's this? 285 00:15:17,751 --> 00:15:19,627 "Which way to the market?" 286 00:15:19,628 --> 00:15:22,255 [speaks Vietnamese] 287 00:15:22,256 --> 00:15:25,716 Oh, I was trying to learn some Vietnamese. 288 00:15:25,717 --> 00:15:27,468 Right on. 289 00:15:27,469 --> 00:15:29,053 Yeah. 290 00:15:29,054 --> 00:15:32,098 My birth family's from Vietnam. 291 00:15:32,099 --> 00:15:34,351 Have you ever been back to visit? 292 00:15:37,271 --> 00:15:40,648 I was thinking about it before Mom left 293 00:15:40,649 --> 00:15:43,985 and the studio took over my life. 294 00:15:43,986 --> 00:15:47,446 But honestly, I don't know if I'm ready 295 00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:50,324 for I'd find there or not find. 296 00:15:50,325 --> 00:15:52,702 Well, you may surprise yourself 297 00:15:52,703 --> 00:15:54,871 with what you can handle. 298 00:15:54,872 --> 00:15:56,622 I mean, I never thought I'd make it through prison. 299 00:15:56,623 --> 00:15:58,375 [laughs] 300 00:16:01,795 --> 00:16:03,254 Oh. 301 00:16:03,255 --> 00:16:05,923 Um, the way you said that, 302 00:16:05,924 --> 00:16:07,133 I thought it was a joke, 303 00:16:07,134 --> 00:16:11,555 but it... was not. 304 00:16:17,895 --> 00:16:20,146 Do you wanna know why I was in prison? 305 00:16:20,147 --> 00:16:25,194 Um... only if you wanna tell me. 306 00:16:28,822 --> 00:16:30,782 It was for assault. 307 00:16:35,704 --> 00:16:37,788 I hadn't really dealt with any of my Catholic 308 00:16:37,789 --> 00:16:40,458 and family stuff. 309 00:16:40,459 --> 00:16:43,712 I was just holding onto a lot of anger at the time. 310 00:16:45,923 --> 00:16:48,508 I was at a gay bar. 311 00:16:48,509 --> 00:16:51,970 Straight guy walked in, sat down, he wouldn't leave. 312 00:16:53,639 --> 00:16:55,516 And... 313 00:16:57,309 --> 00:17:00,062 I don't know. I thought he laughed at me. 314 00:17:01,688 --> 00:17:02,939 Maybe he did, maybe he didn't, 315 00:17:02,940 --> 00:17:04,273 I don't... doesn't really matter. 316 00:17:04,274 --> 00:17:08,028 But I hit him with a beer bottle. 317 00:17:09,112 --> 00:17:10,530 He knocked his head on the ground, 318 00:17:10,531 --> 00:17:14,535 and he was in a coma for a couple of days. 319 00:17:16,620 --> 00:17:18,580 Um... 320 00:17:20,958 --> 00:17:22,751 Wow. 321 00:17:24,711 --> 00:17:28,256 Yeah, it... um, it took me awhile to realize 322 00:17:28,257 --> 00:17:32,134 that it wasn't really about him. 323 00:17:32,135 --> 00:17:34,096 Therapy helped. 324 00:17:36,265 --> 00:17:37,515 And I'd like to think 325 00:17:37,516 --> 00:17:39,560 that I'm not that person anymore. 326 00:17:44,022 --> 00:17:47,109 I... uh, I know that that's a lot. 327 00:17:52,239 --> 00:17:55,242 [sentimental music] 328 00:18:12,801 --> 00:18:15,554 Where is this damn leg? 329 00:18:26,398 --> 00:18:29,401 [phone clacking] 330 00:18:32,070 --> 00:18:33,906 [phone whooshes] 331 00:18:38,452 --> 00:18:40,037 [phone thuds] 332 00:18:45,334 --> 00:18:47,294 [phone bleeps] 333 00:19:03,060 --> 00:19:06,063 [buzzing] 334 00:19:11,860 --> 00:19:13,778 [buzzing stops] 335 00:19:13,779 --> 00:19:15,446 Hello? 336 00:19:15,447 --> 00:19:17,073 Who is this? 337 00:19:17,074 --> 00:19:18,908 Who the hell are you? 338 00:19:18,909 --> 00:19:21,619 - I'm Tatiana. - Why'd you text me? 339 00:19:21,620 --> 00:19:22,954 Tati, who you talking to? 340 00:19:22,955 --> 00:19:25,498 Give me that phone. Who's this? 341 00:19:25,499 --> 00:19:28,292 Sorry, I just, um... 342 00:19:28,293 --> 00:19:30,336 was trying to get ahold of someone else. 343 00:19:30,337 --> 00:19:31,963 Yeah, my daughter just got a phone. 344 00:19:31,964 --> 00:19:33,840 This is her number now. 345 00:19:33,841 --> 00:19:37,468 - My bad, won't happen again. - Yeah. Thanks. 346 00:19:37,469 --> 00:19:39,136 - Yeah, you... - [line disconnects] 347 00:19:39,137 --> 00:19:41,598 [somber music] 348 00:19:50,399 --> 00:19:52,234 [phone clatters] 349 00:20:02,536 --> 00:20:06,414 Have you heard from your national parks nerd? 350 00:20:06,415 --> 00:20:08,875 When's the next road trip? 351 00:20:08,876 --> 00:20:12,295 Yeah, I don't know 352 00:20:12,296 --> 00:20:14,590 if I'm gonna see him again. 353 00:20:16,091 --> 00:20:17,967 - Is everything okay? - Mm-hmm. 354 00:20:17,968 --> 00:20:20,428 Yeah. 355 00:20:20,429 --> 00:20:23,139 So, Mom... Mom sent a postcard? 356 00:20:23,140 --> 00:20:25,808 Yeah, apparently, she's been snowshoeing 357 00:20:25,809 --> 00:20:28,644 and chasing alpenglow. 358 00:20:28,645 --> 00:20:30,688 What's alpenglow? 359 00:20:30,689 --> 00:20:32,773 - You got me. - [both laugh] 360 00:20:32,774 --> 00:20:35,818 So, 361 00:20:35,819 --> 00:20:38,447 what's... what's up with you? 362 00:20:40,949 --> 00:20:42,659 Um... 363 00:20:44,369 --> 00:20:47,163 I met someone. 364 00:20:47,164 --> 00:20:49,874 - That's great. - Yes. 365 00:20:49,875 --> 00:20:52,126 Her name's Tommy like the musical. 366 00:20:52,127 --> 00:20:53,544 [laughs] 367 00:20:53,545 --> 00:20:56,380 She's smart and funny and hot. 368 00:20:56,381 --> 00:20:58,633 Wow. 369 00:20:58,634 --> 00:21:00,343 - Yeah. - Yeah, yeah. 370 00:21:00,344 --> 00:21:02,512 [both laugh] 371 00:21:02,513 --> 00:21:07,058 And I guess if she was telling her family about me, 372 00:21:07,059 --> 00:21:10,478 I'd want her to be... I mean, I'd like to hope 373 00:21:10,479 --> 00:21:12,605 that she wouldn't lead with "Jules is an alcoholic," 374 00:21:12,606 --> 00:21:13,606 but... 375 00:21:13,607 --> 00:21:16,485 I'm sorry, I just lost ya. 376 00:21:17,945 --> 00:21:20,280 Tommy was in prison. 377 00:21:23,659 --> 00:21:25,536 Okay. 378 00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:31,290 For... for what? 379 00:21:31,291 --> 00:21:34,086 - Assault. - Oh. 380 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:40,843 But she's done a lot of work on herself. 381 00:21:42,386 --> 00:21:45,848 Do you feel safe with her? 382 00:21:47,975 --> 00:21:51,143 I really do, 383 00:21:51,144 --> 00:21:53,855 and what's happening with us 384 00:21:53,856 --> 00:21:57,150 feels really right. 385 00:22:01,530 --> 00:22:03,781 Go ahead. 386 00:22:03,782 --> 00:22:06,659 With what? 387 00:22:06,660 --> 00:22:12,039 No, honestly, I am... I'm all out of judgment right now. 388 00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:14,375 Come again. 389 00:22:14,376 --> 00:22:16,794 It would make me really happy 390 00:22:16,795 --> 00:22:20,674 to meet this person that makes you so happy. 391 00:22:22,801 --> 00:22:25,136 Yeah, me too. 392 00:22:25,137 --> 00:22:30,309 I'm... I'm really glad I told you that. 393 00:22:40,819 --> 00:22:42,570 Um, I need to tell you something. 394 00:22:42,571 --> 00:22:44,239 [clears throat] 395 00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:48,619 I... I, um... 396 00:22:51,246 --> 00:22:52,496 I didn't go out of town 397 00:22:52,497 --> 00:22:56,835 with the national parks guy. 398 00:22:58,754 --> 00:23:01,797 I went with Danny. 399 00:23:01,798 --> 00:23:03,674 [fork clatters] 400 00:23:03,675 --> 00:23:07,262 Um, wait, Danny Danny? 401 00:23:14,478 --> 00:23:17,855 That's weird, you know, I'm... 402 00:23:17,856 --> 00:23:20,441 I know I should be completely shocked 403 00:23:20,442 --> 00:23:24,278 and part of me is, but... 404 00:23:24,279 --> 00:23:28,991 the other part of me sees it... 405 00:23:28,992 --> 00:23:30,409 gets it... I don't... 406 00:23:30,410 --> 00:23:32,245 you guys shared this huge thing, and... 407 00:23:32,246 --> 00:23:34,163 Yeah, I'm not sure 408 00:23:34,164 --> 00:23:38,251 what we share anymore. 409 00:23:38,252 --> 00:23:40,337 What do you mean? 410 00:23:42,214 --> 00:23:43,673 I just thought that we were going through 411 00:23:43,674 --> 00:23:46,133 the same thing, but... 412 00:23:46,134 --> 00:23:48,261 Well, I mean, of course it's not the exact same thing. 413 00:23:48,262 --> 00:23:49,971 You'd have to be the same person. 414 00:23:49,972 --> 00:23:53,808 Right, well, I... yeah, I just thought... 415 00:23:53,809 --> 00:23:56,061 I don't know. 416 00:23:59,773 --> 00:24:01,399 What did you always say to me? 417 00:24:01,400 --> 00:24:03,235 Um... 418 00:24:05,237 --> 00:24:08,406 "You can't expect people to grieve 419 00:24:08,407 --> 00:24:12,411 in ways that are convenient for you." 420 00:24:17,082 --> 00:24:19,459 Don't act like the big sister. 421 00:24:20,919 --> 00:24:24,547 You just stay in your lane. 422 00:24:24,548 --> 00:24:25,882 [laughs] 423 00:24:25,883 --> 00:24:28,886 [both laugh] 424 00:24:29,928 --> 00:24:32,931 [solemn music] 425 00:24:44,943 --> 00:24:48,112 What are you saying exactly? 426 00:24:48,113 --> 00:24:52,116 Uncle Justin and Aunt Val have been married 427 00:24:52,117 --> 00:24:53,534 for like, 20 years. 428 00:24:53,535 --> 00:24:57,330 - So? - She's his third wife. 429 00:24:57,331 --> 00:24:59,999 He's her second husband. 430 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:03,628 When you marry someone, you don't actually know. 431 00:25:03,629 --> 00:25:04,921 You're just taking your best guess, 432 00:25:04,922 --> 00:25:06,797 but you don't actually know. 433 00:25:06,798 --> 00:25:08,633 - You're not Uncle Justin. - You're Matt. 434 00:25:08,634 --> 00:25:10,551 - Yeah, I'm aware. - Are you, though? 435 00:25:10,552 --> 00:25:11,719 Are you really? 436 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,137 Well, listen, whatever this is with Nina, 437 00:25:13,138 --> 00:25:14,222 it just happened. 438 00:25:14,223 --> 00:25:15,264 I didn't go looking for it. 439 00:25:15,265 --> 00:25:16,641 That doesn't mean you should 440 00:25:16,642 --> 00:25:18,601 seriously think about throwing your marriage away. 441 00:25:18,602 --> 00:25:20,478 Are you actually gonna bat for Leigh? 442 00:25:20,479 --> 00:25:21,479 I'm going to bat for you. 443 00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:23,189 You're not acting like yourself. 444 00:25:23,190 --> 00:25:24,190 You fell into a rut. 445 00:25:24,191 --> 00:25:25,483 At least try to climb out of it 446 00:25:25,484 --> 00:25:26,526 before you do something stupid. 447 00:25:26,527 --> 00:25:27,652 - How? - I don't know. 448 00:25:27,653 --> 00:25:29,362 Do something. 449 00:25:29,363 --> 00:25:31,447 You got a three-day weekend coming up, right? 450 00:25:31,448 --> 00:25:33,533 Go somewhere with her. 451 00:25:33,534 --> 00:25:35,368 Like where, Santa Barbara? 452 00:25:35,369 --> 00:25:37,995 Oh, my... no. 453 00:25:37,996 --> 00:25:40,332 Take a plane, a real trip. 454 00:25:41,959 --> 00:25:44,210 Dude, New Orleans. 455 00:25:44,211 --> 00:25:45,503 What is it with you and New Orleans? 456 00:25:45,504 --> 00:25:47,129 You go there once, you can't shut up about it. 457 00:25:47,130 --> 00:25:49,465 It's like going to France without a passport. 458 00:25:49,466 --> 00:25:51,926 Music pours from the buildings on the street. 459 00:25:51,927 --> 00:25:54,512 Plus, there's a parade literally every day. 460 00:25:54,513 --> 00:25:56,639 Dude, parades are for psychopaths. 461 00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:57,640 Oh, my God. 462 00:25:57,641 --> 00:25:59,225 Dodge the parades. 463 00:25:59,226 --> 00:26:02,187 Just walk through the streets and talk while music plays. 464 00:26:03,605 --> 00:26:07,401 I'm telling you, man, 48 hours in Nola. 465 00:26:09,486 --> 00:26:11,196 Reconnect. 466 00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:15,742 [tranquil music] 467 00:26:16,869 --> 00:26:18,787 [knocking at door] 468 00:26:50,903 --> 00:26:53,821 I read your essay. 469 00:26:53,822 --> 00:26:55,698 Okay. 470 00:26:55,699 --> 00:26:57,742 I'm trying to meet you halfway, 471 00:26:57,743 --> 00:27:00,953 but you said you had a dream about Matt. 472 00:27:00,954 --> 00:27:04,207 You didn't say it was the first you'd had since he died. 473 00:27:04,208 --> 00:27:07,210 Well, you weren't exactly open to talking about it. 474 00:27:07,211 --> 00:27:09,587 Well, I wanna talk about it now. 475 00:27:09,588 --> 00:27:13,633 I mean, you come over here, we sleep together, 476 00:27:13,634 --> 00:27:16,052 we go out of town, you have this dream. 477 00:27:16,053 --> 00:27:17,428 - Coincidence? - I don't know. 478 00:27:17,429 --> 00:27:19,430 - Stop it, Leigh. - You're using me. 479 00:27:19,431 --> 00:27:22,475 - You're using me to get to Matt. - What about you? 480 00:27:22,476 --> 00:27:25,102 You're so angry at him. 481 00:27:25,103 --> 00:27:27,021 What does screwing your brother's widow 482 00:27:27,022 --> 00:27:28,774 do for you? 483 00:27:33,570 --> 00:27:36,240 [exhales deeply] 484 00:27:39,576 --> 00:27:41,619 Is this it? 485 00:27:41,620 --> 00:27:43,789 Are we done? 486 00:27:46,625 --> 00:27:49,127 Do you want us to be done? 487 00:27:52,548 --> 00:27:54,550 No. 488 00:27:56,718 --> 00:27:58,637 Me neither. 489 00:28:08,021 --> 00:28:09,439 Let's go out. 490 00:28:13,610 --> 00:28:15,152 - Where? - I don't care. 491 00:28:15,153 --> 00:28:16,530 Let's just get out of here. 492 00:28:18,949 --> 00:28:21,743 - Yeah. - Okay. 493 00:28:24,872 --> 00:28:27,875 [gentle pop music] 494 00:28:43,974 --> 00:28:46,809 How would you feel 495 00:28:46,810 --> 00:28:48,769 if I wrote about our relationship 496 00:28:48,770 --> 00:28:50,271 in my next essay? 497 00:28:50,272 --> 00:28:52,064 As long as you mention my fiery calves 498 00:28:52,065 --> 00:28:54,984 and my ferocious stamina. 499 00:28:54,985 --> 00:28:57,069 Goes without saying. 500 00:28:57,070 --> 00:28:58,905 Check this out. 501 00:28:58,906 --> 00:29:00,615 It's our summer calendar. 502 00:29:00,616 --> 00:29:02,783 You'd be a rock star here. 503 00:29:02,784 --> 00:29:05,661 You don't think that my job or my life are good enough. 504 00:29:05,662 --> 00:29:07,788 Like, I'm a fixer-upper. 505 00:29:07,789 --> 00:29:09,790 Did she want a job at the studio? 506 00:29:09,791 --> 00:29:11,083 No. 507 00:29:11,084 --> 00:29:14,045 And you tried giving her one anyway? 508 00:29:14,046 --> 00:29:15,296 I'm an idiot. 509 00:29:15,297 --> 00:29:19,009 - You're not an idiot. - You're just a Shaw.