1 00:00:02,160 --> 00:00:03,100 Happy birthday. 2 00:00:04,170 --> 00:00:05,770 -I heard a noise. -Yeah, I guess 3 00:00:05,970 --> 00:00:06,940 I was just talking to myself. 4 00:00:07,040 --> 00:00:09,340 Okay. Was it just me or did anybody else 5 00:00:09,410 --> 00:00:11,280 dream a tad more vividly last night? 6 00:00:11,350 --> 00:00:13,680 Whatever is in these, Dee, keep 'em coming. 7 00:00:13,750 --> 00:00:15,960 -I'm not gonna make it. -You're not gonna make it where? 8 00:00:16,090 --> 00:00:17,190 To the end of the week. 9 00:00:17,290 --> 00:00:20,030 -The end of the year. -Don't you look at me like-- 10 00:00:20,100 --> 00:00:22,400 don't stare at me like I'm a fucking psycho. 11 00:00:22,470 --> 00:00:26,410 We are on the precipice of something great. 12 00:00:26,480 --> 00:00:28,350 Stay with me. Stay together. 13 00:00:28,450 --> 00:00:29,780 Mom! Mom! 14 00:00:32,720 --> 00:00:34,760 He's here, isn't he? 15 00:00:34,930 --> 00:00:35,930 It's you. 16 00:00:36,230 --> 00:00:37,230 You're the key. 17 00:02:54,050 --> 00:02:55,950 Money makes the world Go around 18 00:02:56,020 --> 00:02:58,420 The world go around The world go around 19 00:02:58,490 --> 00:03:00,560 Money makes the world Go around 20 00:03:00,630 --> 00:03:04,100 It makes the world go round 21 00:03:04,170 --> 00:03:06,470 A mark, a yen, A buck, or a pound 22 00:03:06,540 --> 00:03:08,940 A mark, a yen, A buck, or a pound 23 00:03:09,010 --> 00:03:11,150 Is all that makes the world Go around 24 00:03:11,210 --> 00:03:13,490 That clinking Clanking sound 25 00:03:13,550 --> 00:03:16,260 That makes the world Go 'round 26 00:03:16,330 --> 00:03:17,630 Who are you? What did you-- 27 00:03:17,890 --> 00:03:19,500 Money, money, money Money, money, money 28 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:21,340 Money, money, money, Money, money 29 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:23,040 Can you believe you gave me 30 00:03:23,140 --> 00:03:25,410 a hundred and twenty-eight thousand dollars? 31 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:28,020 I bet you feel dumb. 32 00:03:31,490 --> 00:03:32,490 Shit. 33 00:03:49,430 --> 00:03:51,030 Son of a-- 34 00:03:51,100 --> 00:03:52,300 Money, money, money 35 00:04:10,340 --> 00:04:12,240 Ari was never my son. 36 00:04:13,410 --> 00:04:14,980 He's my cousin's son. 37 00:04:15,280 --> 00:04:17,620 If you happen to be rich If you find you've been left 38 00:04:17,680 --> 00:04:19,050 By your lover Though you moan 39 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:21,360 And you groan quite a lot You can take it on the chin 40 00:04:21,420 --> 00:04:22,990 Call a cab And begin to recover 41 00:04:23,060 --> 00:04:24,230 On your 14-karat yacht 42 00:04:24,300 --> 00:04:26,500 You're a small man, Paul Drabble. 43 00:04:28,610 --> 00:04:31,110 Money, money, money Money, money, money 44 00:04:31,180 --> 00:04:32,110 Money, money-- 45 00:04:47,480 --> 00:04:48,510 Faggot. 46 00:04:53,220 --> 00:04:56,030 -What did you call me? -He said faggot. 47 00:04:56,330 --> 00:04:58,030 Faggot, faggot! 48 00:04:58,100 --> 00:04:59,540 Faggot, faggot! 49 00:04:59,600 --> 00:05:01,240 Faggot, faggot! 50 00:05:01,310 --> 00:05:02,710 Faggot, faggot! 51 00:05:02,980 --> 00:05:04,610 Faggot, faggot! 52 00:05:04,710 --> 00:05:07,190 Faggot, faggot, faggot! 53 00:05:11,690 --> 00:05:13,260 What are you doing here? 54 00:05:13,600 --> 00:05:15,640 I hate bullies. 55 00:05:17,240 --> 00:05:19,140 How do you know what I was dreaming? 56 00:05:19,340 --> 00:05:23,080 I use a little auditory subliminal stimuli. 57 00:05:23,150 --> 00:05:25,660 I put in a chemical catalyst, and... 58 00:05:26,320 --> 00:05:29,630 I can see your past trauma with bullies. 59 00:05:30,230 --> 00:05:32,400 What exactly are you giving me? 60 00:05:32,470 --> 00:05:36,040 What I'm giving you is a story. 61 00:05:36,240 --> 00:05:38,110 This is going to be yours. 62 00:05:38,180 --> 00:05:39,480 It's not connected to the internet, 63 00:05:39,550 --> 00:05:41,290 but the camera is working just fine. 64 00:05:41,350 --> 00:05:44,260 So I want you to document all of the events 65 00:05:44,330 --> 00:05:46,270 that you see today. I want you to record them, 66 00:05:46,330 --> 00:05:49,470 to write them down. I want you to do it all. 67 00:05:51,180 --> 00:05:53,510 Why? What's about to happen? 68 00:05:53,750 --> 00:05:55,380 Well for starters... 69 00:05:56,120 --> 00:05:58,460 You are about to happen. 70 00:05:58,790 --> 00:06:01,460 Your whole life has been about tearing down. 71 00:06:01,530 --> 00:06:03,500 You target the bullies. 72 00:06:03,570 --> 00:06:05,070 Destroy them. 73 00:06:05,470 --> 00:06:07,140 The question is... 74 00:06:08,440 --> 00:06:11,050 have you ever nurtured anything? 75 00:06:12,450 --> 00:06:14,490 -No. -No. 76 00:06:15,590 --> 00:06:18,060 Have you ever been a vehicle for growth? 77 00:06:19,270 --> 00:06:20,330 No. 78 00:06:21,170 --> 00:06:24,410 I am gonna offer you the chance to build something. 79 00:06:26,110 --> 00:06:29,190 Something extraordinary. 80 00:06:30,160 --> 00:06:31,120 So... 81 00:06:31,820 --> 00:06:35,130 you came here to boost your career. 82 00:06:36,270 --> 00:06:41,240 Instead you get a legacy, you get the chance 83 00:06:41,310 --> 00:06:44,750 to be the one who told the world. 84 00:07:07,130 --> 00:07:09,770 Wait. So, what do you mean, she controlled your dream? 85 00:07:10,770 --> 00:07:13,280 I've heard of it being done with hypnosis. 86 00:07:14,080 --> 00:07:16,280 She does it with drugs and audio. 87 00:07:16,620 --> 00:07:18,590 Like brain entrainment. 88 00:07:18,650 --> 00:07:20,760 So she knew you'd be having a butt baby? 89 00:07:21,530 --> 00:07:23,260 I'm sorry. Was I talking to you? 90 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:24,870 No, but you were talking loud enough 91 00:07:25,130 --> 00:07:26,540 that I could overhear your conversation. 92 00:07:26,600 --> 00:07:28,670 And by the way, it's my baby too, Lars. 93 00:07:29,380 --> 00:07:30,340 I know my rights. 94 00:07:30,580 --> 00:07:33,120 Okay. Let's not be the Bickersons today. 95 00:07:33,180 --> 00:07:34,890 We had this lovely party last night. 96 00:07:35,220 --> 00:07:38,560 We-- We all sang and danced. 97 00:07:39,260 --> 00:07:41,570 Hi, good morning. Good morning. 98 00:07:41,630 --> 00:07:43,910 -So, what'd I miss? -Oh, apparently 99 00:07:44,170 --> 00:07:46,640 Masha's been manipulating Lars's dreams 100 00:07:46,710 --> 00:07:48,420 with mind control or something. 101 00:07:48,480 --> 00:07:50,450 -Drugs and entrainment. -Whatever. 102 00:07:50,520 --> 00:07:52,420 She's controlling our dreams now? 103 00:07:52,520 --> 00:07:55,160 -That explains a lot. -Why, what happened? 104 00:07:55,930 --> 00:07:57,230 Hello, everybody. 105 00:07:58,470 --> 00:08:00,770 How are you all doing this morning? 106 00:08:01,470 --> 00:08:04,250 Not-- not great. I-- I'm not sure what you're doing, 107 00:08:04,310 --> 00:08:07,890 dosage-wise, but I had some kind of hallucination 108 00:08:08,190 --> 00:08:10,860 or dream last night where Paul Drabble 109 00:08:11,130 --> 00:08:12,460 was like the size of a, you know, 110 00:08:12,530 --> 00:08:13,700 like a garden gnome. 111 00:08:14,500 --> 00:08:17,440 I know it's maybe offensive to talk about someone's size, 112 00:08:17,510 --> 00:08:19,510 but he's an offensive, tiny little man. 113 00:08:19,650 --> 00:08:22,780 -So he-- it's fine. -What was he doing? 114 00:08:23,290 --> 00:08:25,290 He was singing a song from Cabaret. 115 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:26,790 Willkommen, bienvenue-- 116 00:08:26,860 --> 00:08:28,600 No, not that one. The-- 117 00:08:28,700 --> 00:08:30,570 Maybe this time I'll be lucky 118 00:08:30,700 --> 00:08:32,240 -Maybe this time, maybe-- -No. 119 00:08:32,370 --> 00:08:34,440 I don't even know that one. The-- it was-- 120 00:08:34,580 --> 00:08:36,280 -Money, money, money... -Yes, "Money". "Money". 121 00:08:36,350 --> 00:08:37,750 He was singing, "Money, money, money," 122 00:08:37,850 --> 00:08:40,450 across the floor, by my bed, and then... 123 00:08:40,820 --> 00:08:42,860 inside my toilet. 124 00:08:42,930 --> 00:08:45,330 And I mean, I did not come here 125 00:08:45,430 --> 00:08:48,300 to have a Lilliputian-sized internet hustler 126 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:50,610 sing show tunes to me from the toilet. 127 00:08:50,740 --> 00:08:53,650 -That must've been terrifying. -Well, it wasn't a good show. 128 00:08:53,720 --> 00:08:55,220 Yeah. 129 00:08:56,290 --> 00:08:57,920 How did the dream end? 130 00:08:58,460 --> 00:09:00,630 I-- I flushed him down the toilet. 131 00:09:01,860 --> 00:09:03,400 If I had told you from the start 132 00:09:03,470 --> 00:09:04,910 that you will gonna flush Paul Drabble 133 00:09:05,170 --> 00:09:06,610 down the toilet, what would have you done? 134 00:09:06,710 --> 00:09:07,910 I would have paid you double. 135 00:09:09,580 --> 00:09:13,250 We are all experiencing new things here. 136 00:09:15,190 --> 00:09:16,900 Zoe. Zoe beautifully expressed 137 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:19,370 her sense of family to you last night. 138 00:09:19,770 --> 00:09:22,610 Ben, Jessica rediscovering each other. 139 00:09:22,670 --> 00:09:24,510 Tony. How about you? 140 00:09:24,910 --> 00:09:27,520 What were you feeling? It looked like tenderness. 141 00:09:28,520 --> 00:09:31,760 You are okay being a little vulnerable? 142 00:09:32,460 --> 00:09:33,830 Yeah. I'm okay with it. 143 00:09:35,670 --> 00:09:36,840 So we're making progress here. 144 00:09:36,900 --> 00:09:39,610 And now we are gonna build on that progress. 145 00:09:39,680 --> 00:09:41,550 We have a slightly higher dose. 146 00:09:41,850 --> 00:09:43,380 I mean, you don't have to take it, 147 00:09:43,480 --> 00:09:44,990 it is up to you, but if you do, 148 00:09:45,450 --> 00:09:46,720 there's a couple more rules, 149 00:09:46,820 --> 00:09:48,690 no climbing, no going near water. 150 00:09:48,760 --> 00:09:50,500 We will also employ the buddy system. 151 00:09:50,560 --> 00:09:52,700 So the Marconis, Ben and Jessica, 152 00:09:52,770 --> 00:09:55,010 Carmel, Lars, and Tony, Frances. 153 00:09:55,270 --> 00:09:56,980 -Love it. -It's your choice, 154 00:09:57,880 --> 00:09:59,020 but it is safe. 155 00:09:59,820 --> 00:10:01,450 Sounds safe to me. 156 00:10:01,550 --> 00:10:03,660 -Cheers? -L'chaim. 157 00:10:04,430 --> 00:10:05,500 Hey, buddy. 158 00:10:05,960 --> 00:10:07,500 Here's to my new run. 159 00:10:08,630 --> 00:10:09,840 Down it. 160 00:10:09,900 --> 00:10:11,980 Et tu, Brute? 161 00:10:13,610 --> 00:10:15,580 Then fall Napoleon. 162 00:10:16,790 --> 00:10:18,590 It's gonna be a glorious day. 163 00:10:18,920 --> 00:10:20,060 Yay. 164 00:10:27,870 --> 00:10:28,910 Masha? 165 00:10:30,780 --> 00:10:32,450 Can I see you in private? 166 00:10:32,550 --> 00:10:35,020 My concern is about how this psychedelic 167 00:10:35,090 --> 00:10:39,060 might affect or react, you know, with other medications. 168 00:10:40,100 --> 00:10:42,640 I'm on a few psychotropics. 169 00:10:44,710 --> 00:10:45,840 I was afraid 170 00:10:45,980 --> 00:10:47,880 I might not be accepted here if you knew. 171 00:10:47,950 --> 00:10:49,120 -So I didn't-- -Yes. 172 00:10:49,590 --> 00:10:51,490 You're on psychotropics, we know this. 173 00:10:51,560 --> 00:10:54,530 We did your blood work. It's all right. You're fine. 174 00:10:54,660 --> 00:10:57,570 -Nothing to worry about. -Okay. 175 00:10:58,500 --> 00:11:00,740 Well, good. Thank you so much. 176 00:11:04,010 --> 00:11:06,450 But I am gonna need to tell you something... 177 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:12,070 so we can move forward to the next step. 178 00:11:12,130 --> 00:11:13,130 Okay. 179 00:11:17,510 --> 00:11:18,610 I know... 180 00:11:20,380 --> 00:11:21,880 I know why you came here. 181 00:11:24,490 --> 00:11:27,030 -I'm sorry? -It wasn't a coincidence. 182 00:11:27,460 --> 00:11:32,840 You came to a retreat, this retreat, because... 183 00:11:35,850 --> 00:11:37,850 I had an affair with your husband. 184 00:11:40,820 --> 00:11:43,060 -Oh my God, am I in trouble? -No. 185 00:11:43,130 --> 00:11:44,660 -I'm in trouble. -No. Of course, 186 00:11:44,730 --> 00:11:45,670 you're not in trouble. 187 00:11:45,730 --> 00:11:47,570 I mean, unless you're trying to kill me. 188 00:11:49,910 --> 00:11:50,910 -What? -Are you? 189 00:11:51,010 --> 00:11:53,520 Somebody is sending me nasty threats. 190 00:11:54,450 --> 00:11:56,160 Somebody wants to scare me. 191 00:11:57,590 --> 00:11:59,700 Really? Not-- no, it's not me. 192 00:11:59,760 --> 00:12:01,930 I-- I came here to know you. 193 00:12:02,570 --> 00:12:05,610 To see what he saw, to-- 194 00:12:05,910 --> 00:12:09,720 to see the what and the why. 195 00:12:09,980 --> 00:12:11,190 The why... 196 00:12:14,630 --> 00:12:15,730 Finish that. 197 00:12:16,830 --> 00:12:18,730 Well, it's just that you-- 198 00:12:19,470 --> 00:12:21,870 You were the catalyst for it all. You-- You... 199 00:12:23,210 --> 00:12:26,820 opened his mind to the idea that there were beautiful girls 200 00:12:26,880 --> 00:12:28,150 out there to be had... 201 00:12:29,560 --> 00:12:32,930 including the pretty little bimbo he's with now. 202 00:12:36,040 --> 00:12:38,010 Did you know we were in love, Masha? 203 00:12:39,510 --> 00:12:42,250 Masha, he was crazy about me. 204 00:12:42,820 --> 00:12:44,890 We were-- we were in love. 205 00:12:45,260 --> 00:12:47,630 So you came here to confront me? 206 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,230 I came to study you. 207 00:12:49,500 --> 00:12:53,710 To study you, in the hopes of-- of... 208 00:12:53,970 --> 00:12:55,110 of becoming you. 209 00:12:57,550 --> 00:13:00,250 And then he-- he might want me back. 210 00:13:02,560 --> 00:13:06,630 -I'm sorry. -No. I should apologize to you. 211 00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:11,510 I was a different person then, Carmel. 212 00:13:13,150 --> 00:13:17,720 May I ask what was he to you? 213 00:13:19,730 --> 00:13:21,830 You're not gonna like this answer 214 00:13:21,930 --> 00:13:24,240 but he was nothing. He was a placeholder. 215 00:13:24,500 --> 00:13:26,010 I was consumed with work. 216 00:13:26,140 --> 00:13:28,240 I had affairs with married men 217 00:13:28,510 --> 00:13:30,720 who wouldn't get attached and that was it. 218 00:13:33,190 --> 00:13:36,660 I would never ever hurt you now. 219 00:13:37,660 --> 00:13:40,030 So if you knew my story, why did you accept me? 220 00:13:40,100 --> 00:13:42,570 I want you to heal. 221 00:13:43,040 --> 00:13:47,150 I want you to get all of this hatred out of your heart. 222 00:13:49,950 --> 00:13:52,060 I wanna say I'm sorry to you. 223 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:00,340 Yeah. Come, come. 224 00:14:00,780 --> 00:14:02,210 That's all right. 225 00:14:03,950 --> 00:14:05,850 Oh, lapochka. 226 00:14:06,190 --> 00:14:07,860 You can trust me. 227 00:14:08,260 --> 00:14:10,000 You're safe with me. 228 00:14:11,630 --> 00:14:14,770 I would never hurt you. You take the medicine. 229 00:14:14,870 --> 00:14:17,140 -I trust you. -Just trust me. 230 00:14:17,210 --> 00:14:18,550 Okay. 231 00:15:13,890 --> 00:15:16,100 Twist to the right... 232 00:15:16,770 --> 00:15:19,940 Now towards the sun, and you come down gently. 233 00:15:20,340 --> 00:15:26,150 Just hip level. Gently come up, keep breathing. 234 00:15:28,120 --> 00:15:30,860 -Are you okay? -Wobbly. 235 00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:32,660 We have that in common. 236 00:15:35,900 --> 00:15:40,910 Masha, why are you pushing this protocol so fast? 237 00:15:41,210 --> 00:15:44,690 -Because the time is now. -Is it now or never? 238 00:15:45,820 --> 00:15:47,260 What are we, out of money? 239 00:15:47,330 --> 00:15:48,970 We're not out of money. 240 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:55,410 Well, I know that this lawsuit was a big-- pretty big drain. 241 00:15:55,680 --> 00:15:57,180 We're not out of money. 242 00:15:59,420 --> 00:16:01,920 I saw you last night, eating sugar. 243 00:16:02,730 --> 00:16:03,890 The cake? 244 00:16:05,260 --> 00:16:06,330 That was you? 245 00:16:07,900 --> 00:16:09,740 It was actually kind of sweet. 246 00:16:10,240 --> 00:16:11,340 You actually-- 247 00:16:12,080 --> 00:16:14,050 You actually seemed kind of mortal. 248 00:16:14,120 --> 00:16:15,850 Like the rest of us. 249 00:16:16,390 --> 00:16:18,420 Giving into temptation. 250 00:16:21,260 --> 00:16:24,440 I was trying to connect to the little girl within me. 251 00:16:26,980 --> 00:16:29,210 -Did you? -Not yet. 252 00:17:12,840 --> 00:17:13,970 Tony. 253 00:17:15,810 --> 00:17:17,010 Tony. 254 00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:21,120 Your buddy. 255 00:18:27,960 --> 00:18:29,790 -Oh, Leon. -Dad? 256 00:18:30,860 --> 00:18:34,440 Oh. It just erupted out of me, huh? 257 00:18:34,540 --> 00:18:36,470 It's normal, it's-- that's a great thing. 258 00:18:36,570 --> 00:18:39,410 -That's not normal. -Wow. Okay. 259 00:18:39,480 --> 00:18:41,920 Mount St. Napoleon onwards. 260 00:18:41,990 --> 00:18:44,360 -Are you sure you're okay? -Oh, perfect. Better than ever. 261 00:18:44,490 --> 00:18:47,060 Wow. Maybe a little water. Yeah. 262 00:18:51,240 --> 00:18:53,210 You're a pretty little thing. 263 00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:04,330 Hey. What are you doing? 264 00:19:04,400 --> 00:19:06,800 Gallivanting off like that without your buddy? 265 00:19:07,370 --> 00:19:08,370 Sorry. 266 00:19:09,270 --> 00:19:11,310 -How's your head? -I don't know. 267 00:19:11,380 --> 00:19:14,890 It's kind of-- it feels like a puffy cloud, 268 00:19:14,950 --> 00:19:16,290 little bit, you know, 269 00:19:16,360 --> 00:19:19,460 like a cumulus cloud, pretty with a chance of rain. 270 00:19:24,510 --> 00:19:26,910 Anyway, you shouldn't really go off like that 271 00:19:26,980 --> 00:19:28,280 and stuff, you know. 272 00:19:29,220 --> 00:19:31,020 Oh, right. Because of the buddy system. 273 00:19:31,090 --> 00:19:33,920 -Yeah. -We're buddies. 274 00:19:35,460 --> 00:19:36,960 Right? You and me? 275 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:39,200 Yeah. 276 00:19:44,580 --> 00:19:46,150 Oh, my God, he's going in. 277 00:19:46,990 --> 00:19:48,290 -What? -What? 278 00:19:48,350 --> 00:19:50,090 -What'd you say? -I didn't say anything. 279 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:52,060 You did, you just said, "Oh my God. He's going in." 280 00:19:52,660 --> 00:19:55,070 -Did I say that out loud? -Yeah. 281 00:19:56,140 --> 00:19:57,640 I thought it. 282 00:19:57,910 --> 00:20:00,910 I didn't think I said it out loud. 283 00:20:01,350 --> 00:20:03,390 These-- these mushrooms are like a doozy-- 284 00:20:03,450 --> 00:20:04,960 What does that even mean though? 285 00:20:05,020 --> 00:20:06,690 "Oh my God. He's going in." What does that mean? 286 00:20:07,560 --> 00:20:08,930 You had a-- 287 00:20:10,700 --> 00:20:15,580 a look on your face like you were gonna kiss me. So... 288 00:20:17,680 --> 00:20:19,180 Were you thinking that? 289 00:20:19,720 --> 00:20:21,690 Yeah, I mean, I was thinking it. 290 00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:24,530 And? 291 00:20:25,530 --> 00:20:28,400 And I remembered that everything I ever touch I hurt. 292 00:20:29,540 --> 00:20:31,340 Especially the people I love. 293 00:20:33,650 --> 00:20:36,390 I don't wanna do that to you, Frances. I don't wanna hurt you. 294 00:20:36,450 --> 00:20:39,260 -Is that why you didn't kiss me? -That and it would involve leaning 295 00:20:39,330 --> 00:20:40,730 and I don't think I could do that right now. 296 00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:42,370 I'm pretty dizzy. I'm afraid I'm gonna fall. 297 00:20:42,670 --> 00:20:45,740 I'll catch you. God, I've written this scene 298 00:20:46,170 --> 00:20:48,380 like a million times, I'm sure Paul would say like 299 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:50,210 it's a very gimmicky scene, but-- 300 00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:51,650 Just forget about Paul for a second. 301 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:53,150 -Yup. -Okay. 302 00:20:53,220 --> 00:20:55,590 Full disclosure, I'm a terrible kisser. 303 00:20:56,030 --> 00:20:59,370 So when it is awful-- 304 00:20:59,470 --> 00:21:00,500 Just lay it on me. 305 00:21:01,270 --> 00:21:02,570 I'm not gonna make the first move. 306 00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:04,410 No, I'm gonna make the move. 307 00:21:04,480 --> 00:21:06,610 -Are you? -Yeah. Come and see. 308 00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:11,660 It's kind of funny you're this big football, you know, guy. 309 00:21:11,720 --> 00:21:13,700 I mean-- it's like cute-- 310 00:21:42,760 --> 00:21:44,560 You weren't kidding. That was terrible. 311 00:21:45,060 --> 00:21:46,060 Thanks. 312 00:21:47,670 --> 00:21:49,470 If that was terrible, I can't even imagine 313 00:21:49,540 --> 00:21:51,670 -what a good one is like. -Oh my God, I'm going in. 314 00:21:54,310 --> 00:21:55,580 What are you doing? 315 00:21:56,150 --> 00:21:57,420 You said you were gonna catch me. 316 00:21:57,480 --> 00:21:59,460 I can't catch you, I have no upper body strength. 317 00:22:01,730 --> 00:22:03,330 How you doing? You feeling okay? 318 00:22:03,560 --> 00:22:05,370 I feel nothing. I can't feel my legs. 319 00:22:21,170 --> 00:22:22,240 Sweetheart. 320 00:22:23,200 --> 00:22:24,410 Are you okay? 321 00:22:24,810 --> 00:22:26,680 Yeah, I barely feel anything. 322 00:22:28,350 --> 00:22:31,220 Well, it hits people at different times. 323 00:22:34,190 --> 00:22:35,560 I'm absolutely bonkers. 324 00:22:37,270 --> 00:22:38,870 It's just really just a matter of perspective. 325 00:22:39,140 --> 00:22:40,640 It's just a trick of the mind 326 00:22:40,710 --> 00:22:42,710 because everything you think you are is a story 327 00:22:42,780 --> 00:22:45,220 you tell yourself about yourself, right? 328 00:22:46,550 --> 00:22:49,490 -The vomit was real. -Yeah, it was. 329 00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:52,300 I'm gonna go for a walk. 330 00:22:53,270 --> 00:22:55,270 I think we should stick together. 331 00:22:55,700 --> 00:22:57,840 I got high once at a Fleetwood Mac concert 332 00:22:57,910 --> 00:23:01,750 and I went wandering and I got lost for hours. 333 00:23:02,850 --> 00:23:04,490 I'm gonna be okay. 334 00:23:15,510 --> 00:23:16,550 Zoe. 335 00:23:18,550 --> 00:23:20,320 Oh, boy. Look at that. 336 00:23:22,430 --> 00:23:23,490 Oh, wow. 337 00:24:03,340 --> 00:24:04,750 Can I ask you something? 338 00:24:05,410 --> 00:24:06,420 Yeah. 339 00:24:09,620 --> 00:24:11,660 You ever think about not going on? 340 00:24:14,470 --> 00:24:15,630 What do you mean? 341 00:24:16,770 --> 00:24:18,740 What do you mean, what I mean? 342 00:24:19,340 --> 00:24:22,180 What I said, do you ever think about not going on? 343 00:24:23,580 --> 00:24:27,560 Jesus, that's... a bit of a buzzkill. 344 00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:32,570 I've thought about it a lot, of late. 345 00:24:33,470 --> 00:24:34,810 Before I came here. 346 00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:37,650 Just everything, you know, 347 00:24:38,350 --> 00:24:40,790 my career ending, my marriage... 348 00:24:42,220 --> 00:24:43,460 my girls. 349 00:24:46,560 --> 00:24:49,240 It's kind of felt like the-- the bottom-bottom. 350 00:24:53,340 --> 00:24:56,590 And Lars said that thing about her picking us. 351 00:24:57,750 --> 00:25:02,530 And Masha made that comment about desperate people that-- 352 00:25:03,230 --> 00:25:06,200 I mean, Frances, she picked nine people 353 00:25:06,270 --> 00:25:07,980 who needed to be in a place 354 00:25:08,710 --> 00:25:10,810 where they would try anything she wanted. 355 00:25:12,890 --> 00:25:15,820 I mean, every one of us drank the Kool-Aid this morning. 356 00:25:15,890 --> 00:25:17,290 Every one of us. 357 00:25:18,560 --> 00:25:20,900 Except this morning, I didn't drink out of despair. 358 00:25:20,970 --> 00:25:22,570 I drank out of hope. 359 00:25:23,910 --> 00:25:25,910 Because of what she's already given me. 360 00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:30,420 Because of what you've given me, Frances. 361 00:25:32,390 --> 00:25:33,890 When I woke up this morning, 362 00:25:33,960 --> 00:25:36,000 this morning, you know what I thought about? 363 00:25:38,400 --> 00:25:39,540 Painting my house. 364 00:25:42,650 --> 00:25:44,320 Maybe getting a dog. 365 00:25:46,720 --> 00:25:48,760 Definitely taking you out to dinner. 366 00:25:52,030 --> 00:25:53,370 That was... 367 00:25:57,740 --> 00:25:59,910 If I ever do write romance again, 368 00:26:01,890 --> 00:26:03,490 I'm gonna steal that. 369 00:26:14,850 --> 00:26:18,950 So you're basically stalking her? 370 00:26:19,420 --> 00:26:22,630 Well, in a way. I don't know, studying her. 371 00:26:23,360 --> 00:26:26,670 I mean, I just-- I came with a lot of hate. 372 00:26:27,070 --> 00:26:29,040 Like she was the reason that I lost my family 373 00:26:29,340 --> 00:26:31,680 or at least the precipitating factor which... 374 00:26:32,650 --> 00:26:34,480 you know, it's probably isn't true. 375 00:26:34,550 --> 00:26:36,720 I mean, in many ways, it's actually... 376 00:26:37,890 --> 00:26:40,430 -just the opposite. -What do you mean? 377 00:26:40,630 --> 00:26:42,100 I just feel like in many ways 378 00:26:42,370 --> 00:26:44,610 she's given us family. 379 00:26:44,670 --> 00:26:48,580 You know, you saw the way we all were last night, dinner. 380 00:26:49,050 --> 00:26:50,420 We danced. 381 00:26:53,860 --> 00:26:54,830 Listen... 382 00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:01,670 full disclosure 'cause you're my buddy, right? 383 00:27:01,770 --> 00:27:02,640 Okay. 384 00:27:04,350 --> 00:27:06,520 I just-- I-- I'm just-- 385 00:27:06,580 --> 00:27:09,790 I'm a little freaked out that Frances hallucinated her ex. 386 00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:12,600 'Cause should that happen to me, I mean, that... 387 00:27:14,370 --> 00:27:17,640 I think that wouldn't be pretty. I attacked my ex with a fork. 388 00:27:18,370 --> 00:27:20,110 What if suddenly, I mean, I don't know, 389 00:27:20,410 --> 00:27:22,080 you should look like him to me? 390 00:27:23,120 --> 00:27:24,890 I-- I don't think that would happen. 391 00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:29,800 Okay. 392 00:27:31,470 --> 00:27:33,640 But what about you? I mean... 393 00:27:33,710 --> 00:27:36,710 you just broke up with your partner, right? 394 00:27:36,950 --> 00:27:39,990 I mean, do you ever get any visions of him, this Ray guy? 395 00:27:40,920 --> 00:27:41,920 No. 396 00:27:44,430 --> 00:27:46,970 Wow, you are... 397 00:27:48,040 --> 00:27:49,640 lucky, I guess. 398 00:27:50,840 --> 00:27:51,840 Maybe. 399 00:27:53,510 --> 00:27:54,520 Maybe not. 400 00:27:59,430 --> 00:28:01,430 I knocked your camera over. 401 00:28:01,500 --> 00:28:02,670 That's all right, we're done. 402 00:28:02,770 --> 00:28:04,470 How do I look? Look at the tape. 403 00:28:04,540 --> 00:28:06,040 -Beautiful. -Yeah? 404 00:28:08,380 --> 00:28:10,380 -Let me see. -Like a young Gloria Gaynor. 405 00:28:11,750 --> 00:28:12,750 -Gee. -You like that? 406 00:28:12,820 --> 00:28:13,890 Yeah. 407 00:28:25,010 --> 00:28:27,050 We're good. We're good. 408 00:28:27,950 --> 00:28:29,120 You look cute. 409 00:28:34,560 --> 00:28:35,700 Ew, what is-- 410 00:28:36,130 --> 00:28:37,440 What is that? 411 00:28:53,700 --> 00:28:54,710 Oh my God. 412 00:28:55,140 --> 00:28:56,180 What? 413 00:28:58,980 --> 00:29:00,120 Oh my-- 414 00:29:07,830 --> 00:29:09,170 What? What is that? 415 00:29:09,440 --> 00:29:11,540 What? Jessica-- 416 00:29:11,610 --> 00:29:14,850 -My nose! My nose is gone! -What is wrong with you? 417 00:29:14,910 --> 00:29:16,150 My nose! 418 00:29:17,620 --> 00:29:19,120 -Your nose is literally-- -Look at me! 419 00:29:19,190 --> 00:29:20,990 -I'm looking at you don't-- -Look at me! 420 00:29:21,060 --> 00:29:22,930 Goddamn it. Your nose is on your face, okay? 421 00:29:23,830 --> 00:29:26,640 -My nose. My nose. -Look, look in the mirror. 422 00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:29,140 You see that? You see your nose? Relax. 423 00:29:29,510 --> 00:29:31,050 You're gonna pass out. Your nose is on your face. 424 00:29:31,110 --> 00:29:33,080 You see that? You see it? 425 00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:34,950 It's here. It's on your face. 426 00:29:35,090 --> 00:29:36,560 -It's okay. -Of course, it was. 427 00:29:36,620 --> 00:29:37,930 Nobody's just gonna steal your nose. 428 00:29:38,500 --> 00:29:39,800 And it's back, okay? 429 00:29:39,900 --> 00:29:41,570 Somebody took it, they still be gone. 430 00:29:41,630 --> 00:29:42,640 But it's here, right? 431 00:29:43,170 --> 00:29:44,880 -Now breathe. -Do you have it? 432 00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:48,520 It's on your face. You have it. We have it. 433 00:29:48,620 --> 00:29:51,150 -We good? -We're good. Okay. 434 00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:52,690 Okay. 435 00:29:53,560 --> 00:29:54,730 Hey. Is there something wrong? 436 00:29:54,800 --> 00:29:56,270 -I heard screams. -Oh, perfect. 437 00:29:56,530 --> 00:29:58,540 Hey, did you give us mushrooms? 438 00:29:58,600 --> 00:29:59,870 You was only supposed to give us E. 439 00:30:00,110 --> 00:30:02,740 Yes, you specifically asked for it. 440 00:30:03,310 --> 00:30:06,250 Well, not to make my nose fall off of my face. 441 00:30:06,550 --> 00:30:08,260 You have your nose. 442 00:30:08,760 --> 00:30:10,560 You're fine, look. 443 00:30:10,630 --> 00:30:12,830 -Told you that. -You're fine. 444 00:30:17,640 --> 00:30:19,650 I told her it was still on her face. 445 00:30:20,010 --> 00:30:21,080 Hey, where she come from? 446 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:22,350 I don't know. 447 00:30:52,110 --> 00:30:53,110 Hey. 448 00:30:59,330 --> 00:31:00,300 Hey! 449 00:31:09,820 --> 00:31:10,980 What are you doing? 450 00:31:18,900 --> 00:31:20,400 What am I doing? 451 00:31:20,670 --> 00:31:23,140 Yeah. Spinning around like that. 452 00:31:23,210 --> 00:31:24,680 What are you doing? 453 00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:27,650 I thought I saw something. 454 00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:29,660 What? 455 00:31:31,030 --> 00:31:32,190 I'm not really sure. 456 00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:34,370 What do you think you saw? 457 00:31:35,840 --> 00:31:37,070 I don't know. 458 00:31:39,010 --> 00:31:41,810 What? What's going on? Huh? 459 00:31:42,880 --> 00:31:45,120 -Did you see Zach? -What? 460 00:31:45,860 --> 00:31:47,860 Oh, my God. Did you? Honey? 461 00:31:48,230 --> 00:31:50,030 Did you see him? Here? 462 00:31:50,430 --> 00:31:53,470 You saw him here, right? Yeah? Zach, Zach. 463 00:31:53,970 --> 00:31:55,270 Zachary, Zachary, Zachary. 464 00:31:56,110 --> 00:31:57,110 Zach. 465 00:31:59,820 --> 00:32:00,850 Zachary? 466 00:32:06,100 --> 00:32:08,740 I see him! I see him! He's right there. 467 00:32:08,800 --> 00:32:09,800 I see-- 468 00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:11,940 he's right-- 469 00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:21,090 I did. He was there... 470 00:32:22,930 --> 00:32:24,070 I saw him. 471 00:32:25,300 --> 00:32:28,410 I saw him. I did. I saw him. 472 00:32:29,380 --> 00:32:31,380 Oh, Zach, Zach? 473 00:32:31,450 --> 00:32:34,450 Hey, Mom. What is with the shrooms? 474 00:32:35,290 --> 00:32:38,260 I guess the zero tolerance policy is out the window or-- 475 00:32:38,800 --> 00:32:40,870 I mean, you should've told me, I might've stuck around. 476 00:32:42,470 --> 00:32:45,280 I missed you so much. 477 00:32:45,950 --> 00:32:49,150 Oh, my God. Oh, I-- 478 00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:51,260 look at your face. 479 00:32:53,530 --> 00:32:54,960 Oh, come here. 480 00:32:57,940 --> 00:32:59,440 Look at you. Honey. 481 00:32:59,870 --> 00:33:00,880 Honey? 482 00:33:01,410 --> 00:33:04,080 -What? -I think she's with him. 483 00:33:04,150 --> 00:33:07,960 My boy. Oh, hello, my boy. 484 00:33:11,860 --> 00:33:13,940 I wanna believe this is real. 485 00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:16,210 Oh, please, let this be real. 486 00:33:16,340 --> 00:33:17,510 I know. 487 00:33:19,150 --> 00:33:20,280 I love you. 488 00:33:31,140 --> 00:33:33,340 I want you to tell me why. 489 00:33:34,140 --> 00:33:35,880 You know why, Mom. 490 00:33:36,150 --> 00:33:39,990 Oh, no, I don't. How could I? 491 00:33:40,060 --> 00:33:41,320 How could you? 492 00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:44,570 It's kind of your job, don't you think? 493 00:33:45,170 --> 00:33:46,370 My job? 494 00:33:47,370 --> 00:33:49,110 I don't know what you mean. 495 00:33:51,580 --> 00:33:52,950 Your asthma? 496 00:33:54,450 --> 00:33:56,020 You hung yourself. 497 00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:57,960 The medication. 498 00:33:58,460 --> 00:34:01,470 No, I-- honey, I'm not following. 499 00:34:01,530 --> 00:34:03,200 I don't understand. 500 00:34:04,270 --> 00:34:05,810 It was all listed. 501 00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:08,110 The side effects, you read the pamphlet. 502 00:34:08,980 --> 00:34:11,290 Side effects: blurry vision, shortness of breath, 503 00:34:11,420 --> 00:34:14,260 blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, nausea, blah, blah, blah, blah. 504 00:34:15,430 --> 00:34:17,270 Suicidal ideation. 505 00:34:18,130 --> 00:34:20,840 Ding, ding, ding, winner. 506 00:34:22,180 --> 00:34:24,450 What do you mean suicidal ideation? 507 00:34:24,550 --> 00:34:26,320 Mom, come on. 508 00:34:29,290 --> 00:34:30,860 You underlined it. 509 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:33,570 Right there. 510 00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:36,940 I didn't-- 511 00:34:39,140 --> 00:34:40,480 What are you talking about? 512 00:34:40,550 --> 00:34:42,950 I-- No. 513 00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:50,370 Oh, no! No, I-- No, I didn't know! No! 514 00:34:50,430 --> 00:34:53,370 No! No, no! No! No! 515 00:34:53,440 --> 00:34:55,440 -Mom? -No! No! No! 516 00:34:55,510 --> 00:34:57,650 -Mom. -No, no! 517 00:34:57,910 --> 00:34:59,620 Honey, Heather calm down. 518 00:34:59,890 --> 00:35:02,660 No! 519 00:35:24,970 --> 00:35:27,140 You wanna get up? Come on, let's get you up. 520 00:35:27,240 --> 00:35:28,340 Let's get you up. 521 00:35:49,450 --> 00:35:51,290 -Dad? -Yeah? 522 00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:55,970 It's gonna be okay. She's gonna be okay. 523 00:35:56,030 --> 00:35:58,970 Oh, yeah. It's gonna be fine, sweetheart. 524 00:36:05,220 --> 00:36:08,490 Heather? If you can follow the light 525 00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:09,960 with your eyes. 526 00:36:12,030 --> 00:36:13,900 All right, let's... 527 00:36:20,150 --> 00:36:23,090 Where... Where has he gone? 528 00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:25,430 -It's okay. -Where is my son? 529 00:36:27,470 --> 00:36:29,600 -Where's my-- -It's okay. 530 00:36:35,010 --> 00:36:36,080 Where's my... 531 00:36:37,950 --> 00:36:40,090 -It's okay. -No. 532 00:36:46,170 --> 00:36:47,070 No. 533 00:36:56,320 --> 00:36:58,090 It's all okay. 534 00:37:03,510 --> 00:37:06,240 Heather? It's gonna be okay. Just a pinch, okay? Okay. 535 00:37:06,650 --> 00:37:08,520 -It's all right. -Look at me. 536 00:37:08,580 --> 00:37:11,220 Look at me. It's fine. 537 00:37:18,000 --> 00:37:19,100 All right. 538 00:37:20,410 --> 00:37:21,410 All right. 539 00:37:24,050 --> 00:37:25,720 Napoleon, Zoe, come. 540 00:37:26,550 --> 00:37:28,490 She had another panic attack, 541 00:37:29,120 --> 00:37:32,460 but she has had a sedative and she's resting. 542 00:37:33,570 --> 00:37:34,740 She'll be out for a couple of hours. 543 00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:37,510 -She's okay, though? -She's gonna be fine. 544 00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:39,650 Absolutely fine. Delilah, can you go check 545 00:37:39,710 --> 00:37:41,350 on the others for me? 546 00:37:41,420 --> 00:37:42,490 Yeah. 547 00:37:44,090 --> 00:37:45,160 Masha? 548 00:37:45,260 --> 00:37:47,500 I think we're a little out of our depths here. 549 00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:50,400 Please Dee, please do this, yes, thank you. 550 00:37:50,540 --> 00:37:51,500 Hey. 551 00:37:56,080 --> 00:37:57,580 She was seeing Zach. 552 00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:00,220 Yeah. Yeah, we all did. 553 00:38:02,160 --> 00:38:04,400 You all saw him? 554 00:38:06,530 --> 00:38:08,070 -Zoe, you-- -Yeah. 555 00:38:08,140 --> 00:38:10,680 Saw stuff I really wish I hadn't. 556 00:38:12,410 --> 00:38:15,590 -And you saw him as well? -Yeah. He's a-- 557 00:38:15,650 --> 00:38:18,660 he was, kind of, flickering in and out, all static-y. 558 00:38:19,230 --> 00:38:21,030 Heather's the one who saw him the most, 559 00:38:21,100 --> 00:38:24,340 it was like they were together having a conversation. 560 00:38:27,210 --> 00:38:30,250 What was the conversation about? 561 00:38:30,780 --> 00:38:32,790 We heard her say asthma 562 00:38:33,060 --> 00:38:35,260 and then something about his medication. 563 00:38:35,360 --> 00:38:38,830 Suicidal ideation. She said suicidal ideation. 564 00:38:39,130 --> 00:38:42,840 Zach had just started a new asthma medication. 565 00:38:43,110 --> 00:38:44,650 Perhaps that was one of the side effects, 566 00:38:44,710 --> 00:38:48,190 I don't know. I-- I never read the pamphlet, but... 567 00:38:49,690 --> 00:38:50,660 she would have. 568 00:38:57,540 --> 00:38:58,540 Dad? 569 00:38:59,410 --> 00:39:00,810 I am sorry for this. 570 00:39:01,510 --> 00:39:03,150 But this needed to happen. 571 00:39:03,690 --> 00:39:06,360 She had to have this memory come back. 572 00:39:07,390 --> 00:39:08,390 It... 573 00:39:33,750 --> 00:39:35,880 This feels so good. 574 00:39:37,220 --> 00:39:38,790 I'm usually a beach guy. 575 00:39:39,520 --> 00:39:40,890 It's Ray that loves the pool. 576 00:39:42,900 --> 00:39:45,270 Is anybody else still wearing their shoes? 577 00:39:46,770 --> 00:39:48,710 I still have my shoes on. 578 00:39:49,780 --> 00:39:51,880 -She said no water. -No, no, no. 579 00:39:52,180 --> 00:39:54,720 The water is so nice, you'll love it. 580 00:39:55,420 --> 00:39:57,290 No. This is dangerous. She said no water. 581 00:39:57,360 --> 00:39:58,800 She was very specific. 582 00:39:59,630 --> 00:40:02,670 It feels overwhelming, dangerous. 583 00:40:04,240 --> 00:40:05,180 Fuck. 584 00:40:05,310 --> 00:40:07,250 No, it's-- it's amazing in here. 585 00:40:07,310 --> 00:40:08,650 You'll love-- you love the water. 586 00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:10,460 I can't get out of this throne. 587 00:40:10,520 --> 00:40:12,590 Where's Zoe? She'd love this. 588 00:40:12,730 --> 00:40:14,800 -Fuck. -Hey, come on in. 589 00:40:14,860 --> 00:40:16,800 Come on in, it's so nice. 590 00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:31,900 Oh, yeah. 591 00:40:33,230 --> 00:40:35,510 Oh, yeah. Oh, you're right. 592 00:40:36,010 --> 00:40:38,350 -It feels amazing. -See? 593 00:40:40,350 --> 00:40:41,380 Water. 594 00:40:41,580 --> 00:40:42,720 Who knew? 595 00:40:46,260 --> 00:40:49,370 -Okay. Everybody, out of the pool. -Fuck! I told you! 596 00:40:50,840 --> 00:40:51,870 It's okay. 597 00:40:52,810 --> 00:40:54,680 Are you all staying hydrated? 598 00:40:54,780 --> 00:40:55,810 -Yes. -No, no, no. 599 00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:57,520 Not-- Not that water, Ben. 600 00:40:57,650 --> 00:41:00,660 That's filled with magnesium, potassium, and Himalayan salt. 601 00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:03,730 We're all together. The Marconis should be here. 602 00:41:03,800 --> 00:41:05,530 -Oh yeah. -Yeah, right? 603 00:41:05,630 --> 00:41:07,740 Yas. We must summon them. 604 00:41:07,810 --> 00:41:09,510 Can you summon them for us, please? 605 00:41:09,740 --> 00:41:12,410 Not just now. Heather's... Heather's having a rest. 606 00:41:12,510 --> 00:41:13,480 What sort of rest? 607 00:41:13,550 --> 00:41:16,620 Okay. Please, let's get you all up to your rooms, okay? 608 00:41:17,390 --> 00:41:20,430 -That's right. -Is-- Is Heather okay, first? 609 00:41:20,700 --> 00:41:22,870 She's fine. She's with Yao and Masha. 610 00:41:22,970 --> 00:41:24,310 Okay. 611 00:41:26,580 --> 00:41:27,750 Everybody out. 612 00:41:38,570 --> 00:41:39,470 Hey. 613 00:41:40,640 --> 00:41:42,310 I'm sorry, just don't-- don't-- 614 00:41:42,380 --> 00:41:44,410 don't touch me, I just-- I don't like that. 615 00:41:44,480 --> 00:41:45,820 It's okay, Carmel. 616 00:41:47,020 --> 00:41:48,090 Come on. 617 00:41:48,350 --> 00:41:49,930 Let me take you to your room. 618 00:41:50,630 --> 00:41:52,600 Come on. It's okay. 619 00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:53,930 Everybody out! 620 00:42:02,980 --> 00:42:03,920 Hey! 621 00:42:17,720 --> 00:42:19,080 What did you say to Mom? 622 00:42:20,320 --> 00:42:21,660 Have you ever known me to lie? 623 00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:24,600 Just answer my question, shithead. What did you say to her? 624 00:42:25,330 --> 00:42:27,100 I can only tell people what they already know. 625 00:42:28,770 --> 00:42:33,710 Like, I can tell you, you hurt, that you'll be okay. 626 00:42:46,110 --> 00:42:47,010 Zach? 627 00:43:07,580 --> 00:43:08,890 She's awake now. 628 00:43:09,990 --> 00:43:11,530 You can talk to her. 629 00:43:14,970 --> 00:43:18,140 Frankly, I don't really know what I would say. 630 00:43:25,050 --> 00:43:26,150 You know... 631 00:43:27,420 --> 00:43:30,100 couples rarely survive these things. 632 00:43:30,830 --> 00:43:32,830 These kind of tragedies. 633 00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:38,510 People's lives go on, but... 634 00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:40,890 not together. 635 00:43:40,990 --> 00:43:43,760 I've read everything there is to read on the matter. 636 00:43:45,660 --> 00:43:48,630 The little bud of malignancy... 637 00:43:49,740 --> 00:43:50,940 is blame. 638 00:43:53,510 --> 00:43:55,750 When a child dies... 639 00:43:57,020 --> 00:43:59,190 and there's blame to be had... 640 00:44:02,630 --> 00:44:04,700 that's why I thought when, uh... 641 00:44:08,040 --> 00:44:09,840 When I thought it was me... 642 00:44:11,920 --> 00:44:13,490 When I'd overslept 643 00:44:13,550 --> 00:44:16,860 and I thought maybe I could've made a difference. 644 00:44:17,530 --> 00:44:19,870 I was so afraid... 645 00:44:20,970 --> 00:44:23,510 that Heather would blame me and leave me. 646 00:44:23,570 --> 00:44:26,710 And I was convinced of it because if the shoe 647 00:44:26,780 --> 00:44:28,920 were on the other foot, I'd probably leave her. 648 00:44:29,220 --> 00:44:30,650 Who wouldn't? 649 00:44:32,590 --> 00:44:35,130 Well, you know what, now the shoe's on the other foot. 650 00:44:38,740 --> 00:44:42,110 She scours the label of every food product 651 00:44:42,180 --> 00:44:44,580 before she puts a morsel in her mouth. 652 00:44:45,990 --> 00:44:50,560 God forbid she come in contact with a bit of sugar or gluten. 653 00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:56,710 Either she read about the side effects 654 00:44:56,910 --> 00:44:59,750 in that pamphlet or she didn't. 655 00:45:02,720 --> 00:45:03,860 But either way... 656 00:45:08,200 --> 00:45:10,840 I'm a pretty forgiving man. I've... 657 00:45:11,900 --> 00:45:13,910 I've had to learn to be, but... 658 00:45:17,080 --> 00:45:19,720 Yeah. I don't think I can forgive that. 659 00:45:22,890 --> 00:45:24,860 She's the love of your life. 660 00:45:25,530 --> 00:45:26,900 It doesn't matter. 661 00:45:28,740 --> 00:45:30,110 It's not enough. 662 00:45:34,720 --> 00:45:38,260 What do you want, Napoleon? 663 00:45:40,860 --> 00:45:42,570 What do you want... 664 00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:44,170 most? 665 00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:51,650 I just want my son back. 666 00:45:57,060 --> 00:46:01,770 Suppose I can arrange that. 667 00:46:05,710 --> 00:46:07,750 I'm not saying I can bring him back for real, 668 00:46:07,820 --> 00:46:10,630 but I am saying that reality is a perspective. 669 00:46:10,690 --> 00:46:12,260 "Reality is a perspective." 670 00:46:12,960 --> 00:46:14,800 What does that even mean? 671 00:46:21,610 --> 00:46:23,580 I killed my son. 672 00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:26,890 Oh, Heather. Heather... 673 00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:28,290 I killed him. 674 00:46:34,310 --> 00:46:36,950 And I am talking 675 00:46:37,010 --> 00:46:39,980 about bringing him back for you. 676 00:46:40,620 --> 00:46:42,290 It's a fucking hallucination. 677 00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:46,630 Psychedelics can be used to achieve an alternate reality. 678 00:46:46,700 --> 00:46:48,070 The science is here. 679 00:46:48,340 --> 00:46:52,080 And in that alternate reality, Zachary can exist 680 00:46:52,910 --> 00:46:56,750 because what happened today was incredible. 681 00:46:56,820 --> 00:46:59,260 All three of you saw Zachary. 682 00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:02,160 It's called shared psychosis hallucination. 683 00:47:03,060 --> 00:47:05,700 It's very rare. It's very powerful. 684 00:47:05,770 --> 00:47:09,210 There's usually a dominant player, a primary inducer. 685 00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:11,920 And there was, it was Zoe. 686 00:47:11,980 --> 00:47:13,750 I don't know what you're saying. 687 00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:18,060 If you let me guide you, help you... 688 00:47:19,930 --> 00:47:21,740 you can see Zachary 689 00:47:21,870 --> 00:47:26,250 and you can interact with him, talk to him, you can. 690 00:47:26,610 --> 00:47:27,880 Via psychedelics? 691 00:47:27,950 --> 00:47:29,190 -Yes. -Right. Yeah. 692 00:47:29,250 --> 00:47:30,960 I'm sorry. That just sounds like madness. 693 00:47:31,020 --> 00:47:32,190 But it's not madness. 694 00:47:32,260 --> 00:47:34,300 It's dangerous if it's not managed correctly, 695 00:47:34,360 --> 00:47:36,300 but it is not madness. 696 00:47:36,730 --> 00:47:38,170 This is why we're here. 697 00:47:39,840 --> 00:47:41,640 This is why you chose us. 698 00:47:43,010 --> 00:47:44,880 Because I wanna help you. 699 00:47:47,290 --> 00:47:49,660 I don't want you to have this pain. 700 00:47:50,700 --> 00:47:53,100 Think of all the people that are living 701 00:47:53,170 --> 00:47:57,840 with this unbearable grief and pain. 702 00:47:57,910 --> 00:47:59,050 Think of it. 703 00:47:59,380 --> 00:48:01,080 If this works... 704 00:48:02,790 --> 00:48:04,720 imagine what we can offer them. 705 00:48:05,130 --> 00:48:07,130 Because what we can do is we can offer them 706 00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:09,070 the chance to relieve past trauma. 707 00:48:09,230 --> 00:48:12,770 We can offer them the chance to come to terms with it, 708 00:48:13,210 --> 00:48:15,280 to share those terms. 709 00:48:19,050 --> 00:48:21,390 With the object of their grief. 710 00:48:22,030 --> 00:48:24,130 Like Zachary for you. 711 00:48:26,100 --> 00:48:28,040 No. I go back to madness. 712 00:48:32,050 --> 00:48:33,250 Heather. 713 00:48:33,320 --> 00:48:34,850 I know pain. 714 00:48:35,150 --> 00:48:36,360 I know it. 715 00:48:37,830 --> 00:48:39,900 And I also know healing. 716 00:48:40,430 --> 00:48:45,240 Put yourself in my hands and under my care, my control. 717 00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:49,120 I will try to give you your son back. 718 00:49:09,320 --> 00:49:12,260 Wow. You found my spot. 719 00:49:13,030 --> 00:49:15,800 Guess that makes two of us that had a wildly original idea. 720 00:49:15,870 --> 00:49:16,910 Yeah. 721 00:49:18,310 --> 00:49:19,280 Wow. 722 00:49:21,410 --> 00:49:23,120 A crazy day, huh? 723 00:49:23,490 --> 00:49:24,990 Definitely strange. 724 00:49:25,060 --> 00:49:26,090 Yeah. 725 00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:29,400 How you doing? 726 00:49:31,470 --> 00:49:32,740 You know. 727 00:49:34,070 --> 00:49:35,380 I actually do. 728 00:49:42,260 --> 00:49:45,970 I think-- I think we're a little alike. 729 00:49:47,370 --> 00:49:48,400 Yeah. 730 00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:53,180 Like when you had your vision of your-- your mini-man. 731 00:49:56,190 --> 00:49:57,860 Like Masha said, 732 00:49:58,360 --> 00:50:02,370 the heart hurts, but our heads, 733 00:50:02,800 --> 00:50:04,040 you know, getting... 734 00:50:05,470 --> 00:50:07,510 played for fools. 735 00:50:10,450 --> 00:50:12,420 It-- It-- It's not so much 736 00:50:12,950 --> 00:50:15,460 that-- that they stopped feeling... 737 00:50:16,590 --> 00:50:20,540 for us or-- or that they never felt that much 738 00:50:20,600 --> 00:50:22,040 to begin with. 739 00:50:22,940 --> 00:50:25,950 It is how they made us feel... 740 00:50:27,020 --> 00:50:28,350 about ourselves. 741 00:50:29,990 --> 00:50:31,990 Do you notice that... 742 00:50:33,360 --> 00:50:36,070 the other people are starting to feel better, 743 00:50:36,500 --> 00:50:38,240 you know, in their own way. 744 00:50:39,370 --> 00:50:42,280 I mean, I think I'm even somewhat improving, 745 00:50:42,350 --> 00:50:44,250 although incrementally. 746 00:50:49,230 --> 00:50:53,070 I just-- I just worry that 747 00:50:53,370 --> 00:50:56,340 it seems like you may be getting worse. 748 00:51:01,450 --> 00:51:04,260 She is gonna try again with the Marconis. 749 00:51:04,590 --> 00:51:05,560 How do you know? 750 00:51:06,060 --> 00:51:08,070 I overheard them talking about it. 751 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:12,480 Heather just had a fully psychotic episode. 752 00:51:12,540 --> 00:51:16,880 They-- They are in no position to make that kind of decision. 753 00:51:17,490 --> 00:51:20,360 Set aside the legal exposure, you saw what happened last time. 754 00:51:20,460 --> 00:51:21,430 It won't work. 755 00:51:22,100 --> 00:51:24,500 It might. It almost did last time. 756 00:51:24,570 --> 00:51:25,640 But it didn't. 757 00:51:27,110 --> 00:51:28,670 The Connollys are still stalking Masha. 758 00:51:28,940 --> 00:51:30,110 They're still threatening her. 759 00:51:30,180 --> 00:51:31,480 We don't know that it's them. 760 00:51:32,050 --> 00:51:33,490 Then who is threatening her? 761 00:51:39,230 --> 00:51:41,100 It is a huge risk. 762 00:51:41,170 --> 00:51:43,410 It's the risk that we take. 763 00:51:44,070 --> 00:51:46,550 Look, I believe in what we're building here. 764 00:51:46,710 --> 00:51:49,420 And you did once too, all right? 765 00:51:49,480 --> 00:51:52,560 The protocol got you well, it'll be the same for the Marconis. 766 00:51:52,620 --> 00:51:55,500 This is not mindfulness or yoga or-- 767 00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:57,630 or even micro dosing. 768 00:51:57,700 --> 00:51:59,140 I don't care. 769 00:52:00,340 --> 00:52:01,540 I don't wanna be complicit in this. 770 00:52:01,610 --> 00:52:03,750 I don't want you to be complicit in this. 771 00:52:05,920 --> 00:52:07,520 We need to get out of here.