1 00:00:03,130 --> 00:00:05,240 Yao mentioned that you've been getting threats. 2 00:00:05,300 --> 00:00:06,810 Is that another one? 3 00:00:07,410 --> 00:00:09,880 Get yourself a vibrator and let off some steam. 4 00:00:12,820 --> 00:00:14,860 Picture your son Zach. 5 00:00:16,430 --> 00:00:18,300 -You're Smiley Hogburn, right? -You're right. 6 00:00:18,360 --> 00:00:20,770 That's Smiley Hogburn. What happened, man? 7 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:22,100 I won the lottery. 8 00:00:22,170 --> 00:00:23,770 -Twenty-two million dollars. -Wow. 9 00:00:23,870 --> 00:00:25,010 Didn't plan on telling you all that. 10 00:00:25,240 --> 00:00:26,140 It's Ari. 11 00:00:26,240 --> 00:00:27,950 They put him into an induced coma. 12 00:00:28,010 --> 00:00:30,120 Do you mind not saying anything to the others 13 00:00:30,190 --> 00:00:32,320 about my little internet scam-dom thing? 14 00:00:35,360 --> 00:00:36,800 You did this? 15 00:00:38,270 --> 00:00:40,210 Something's up with Mom, Dad. 16 00:00:40,270 --> 00:00:41,780 She's turning a corner. 17 00:00:43,150 --> 00:00:44,880 Have you been medicating us? 18 00:02:05,080 --> 00:02:07,010 I'm driving out of the city right now. 19 00:02:07,080 --> 00:02:09,820 I wake up at the beach house. 5:00 am, 20 00:02:09,890 --> 00:02:15,430 I want this in my inbox, so show me that you have a future, Todd. 21 00:02:26,920 --> 00:02:28,060 Hey, baby. 22 00:02:28,360 --> 00:02:30,260 I'll be there. Couple hours. 23 00:02:32,430 --> 00:02:35,000 Pour me a martini, I'm gonna fuck your lights out. 24 00:02:38,110 --> 00:02:41,080 Have you been medicating us? 25 00:02:48,530 --> 00:02:50,370 Did you not hear my question? 26 00:02:51,970 --> 00:02:54,010 I would appreciate a response. 27 00:02:55,010 --> 00:02:58,680 I've been feeling unlike myself for the better part of today. 28 00:02:58,950 --> 00:03:01,160 Carmel says she isn't herself. 29 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:05,300 And my husband is definitely not himself. 30 00:03:07,130 --> 00:03:08,870 So I ask you again. 31 00:03:10,110 --> 00:03:11,640 Are you drugging us? 32 00:03:17,590 --> 00:03:20,390 It's called microdosing, and it's perfectly safe. 33 00:03:20,490 --> 00:03:21,930 -The fuck? -Oh, God. 34 00:03:22,030 --> 00:03:23,300 -Shit. -Microdosing? 35 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:24,670 What are you microdosing us with? 36 00:03:24,970 --> 00:03:26,140 Psilocybin. 37 00:03:26,510 --> 00:03:28,480 -Magic mushrooms. -Oh, my God. 38 00:03:28,540 --> 00:03:30,480 You're giving us illegal drugs. 39 00:03:30,550 --> 00:03:32,450 This is all part of a very well-planned, 40 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:35,120 well-executed protocol that we've been working on here 41 00:03:35,190 --> 00:03:36,560 at Tranquillum for a long time. 42 00:03:36,630 --> 00:03:38,200 That's not the fucking point, okay? 43 00:03:38,260 --> 00:03:40,370 The point is, you can't give illegal drugs out 44 00:03:40,430 --> 00:03:41,940 to people without consent. 45 00:03:42,000 --> 00:03:43,710 But you arrived here on drugs, Tony. 46 00:03:43,970 --> 00:03:46,250 You're still on drugs, you're just not on oxycontin, 47 00:03:46,310 --> 00:03:49,150 you're on-- you're on psilocybin. 48 00:03:49,220 --> 00:03:51,660 We've been swapping it out for two days now. 49 00:03:55,060 --> 00:03:56,130 I was feeling-- 50 00:03:56,200 --> 00:03:58,240 I was feeling oxy withdrawals this morning. 51 00:03:58,600 --> 00:04:00,340 Some, but less. 52 00:04:00,510 --> 00:04:02,310 And how do you feel? Right now? 53 00:04:02,380 --> 00:04:03,980 Because you're not on oxy. 54 00:04:04,380 --> 00:04:07,390 That doesn't make it right. You can't just lie to us. 55 00:04:07,460 --> 00:04:10,290 We haven't been dosing you or Ben. 56 00:04:11,460 --> 00:04:14,170 But the rest of us, yes, right? 57 00:04:15,300 --> 00:04:18,210 God, you got some balls shaming me about some wine 58 00:04:18,280 --> 00:04:19,550 and a couple of Kit Kats. 59 00:04:19,610 --> 00:04:22,520 All the while, you're dosing us with psychedelics? 60 00:04:22,590 --> 00:04:24,690 I mean, look, I'm no angel, you know, 61 00:04:24,960 --> 00:04:28,430 I had a few "cocaine nights" in the '90s, but who didn't? 62 00:04:28,500 --> 00:04:30,700 -I didn't. -I believe that. 63 00:04:30,970 --> 00:04:33,440 You know, you could go to jail for this. 64 00:04:33,510 --> 00:04:35,180 I could, but I'm not going to, 65 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:37,180 because you're gonna be thanking me. 66 00:04:37,250 --> 00:04:39,320 We live in unprecedented times. 67 00:04:39,420 --> 00:04:44,160 Wow, you're going with that old "unprecedented times" defense? 68 00:04:44,660 --> 00:04:48,000 Okay. I gotta say. Girl, you-- 69 00:04:48,070 --> 00:04:50,340 you're a real kick in the pants, I didn't see it coming. 70 00:04:50,410 --> 00:04:53,150 I'm gonna go to my car and get the bottle of Tito's 71 00:04:53,210 --> 00:04:56,220 that I hid in my trunk. And the best part, 72 00:04:56,420 --> 00:04:58,120 you're not gonna say anything about it. 73 00:04:58,790 --> 00:05:00,360 Not a word, right? 74 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:03,970 What the fuck would she say? Nothin'. 75 00:05:04,170 --> 00:05:05,440 It's not good. 76 00:05:06,140 --> 00:05:09,610 Some of us came here with drug histories and genetic predispositions-- 77 00:05:09,680 --> 00:05:11,980 We did your blood work when you checked in, 78 00:05:12,050 --> 00:05:13,320 we know your medical history. 79 00:05:13,390 --> 00:05:15,120 I don't care, Yao! 80 00:05:15,190 --> 00:05:17,260 You can't just keep a secret like that from us! 81 00:05:17,330 --> 00:05:19,130 But we all have secrets, Tony. 82 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:22,710 None of us are exactly how we appear, are we? 83 00:05:24,310 --> 00:05:25,710 You wanna come out with yours? 84 00:05:30,590 --> 00:05:31,690 Lars? 85 00:05:32,590 --> 00:05:33,800 Carmel? 86 00:05:35,500 --> 00:05:38,470 For all I know, somebody here could be a killer. 87 00:05:38,710 --> 00:05:42,350 Has anybody here ever killed anyone? 88 00:05:43,820 --> 00:05:44,780 No? 89 00:05:45,750 --> 00:05:46,750 Good. 90 00:05:47,360 --> 00:05:50,130 This is good. This is a load off. 91 00:05:53,370 --> 00:05:57,210 So you came here as desperate people. You are free to go. 92 00:05:57,710 --> 00:06:00,380 Or stay. It's your call. 93 00:06:00,850 --> 00:06:03,120 And if you choose to stay and not be dosed, 94 00:06:03,190 --> 00:06:04,190 that's your call, too. 95 00:06:04,260 --> 00:06:06,330 Why didn't you let it be our call to begin with? 96 00:06:06,390 --> 00:06:10,270 Because you would've declined out of fear, but there's nothing to fear, 97 00:06:10,700 --> 00:06:14,110 because this, this protocol, 98 00:06:15,110 --> 00:06:18,320 cures addiction, it can treat mental illness, 99 00:06:18,380 --> 00:06:22,590 it can treat PTSD, schizophrenia, dementia. 100 00:06:22,660 --> 00:06:25,270 It can make you eat better, sleep better, fuck better. 101 00:06:25,330 --> 00:06:27,670 And it has the capacity to change the world. 102 00:06:27,770 --> 00:06:32,080 And it can make you gobs and gobs of money in the process. 103 00:06:32,810 --> 00:06:35,390 Maybe that can be your story, Lars. 104 00:06:36,550 --> 00:06:41,560 Did anybody know that Lars here is an investigative journalist? 105 00:06:43,470 --> 00:06:45,170 Yeah, I knew that. 106 00:06:46,270 --> 00:06:48,210 -No, you didn't. -Okay. 107 00:06:48,280 --> 00:06:51,450 And yet, you did, and you didn't say anything. 108 00:06:51,550 --> 00:06:54,620 Of course not, because I welcome your exposé, Lars. 109 00:06:54,690 --> 00:06:58,200 Write the story, please, because once this gets out, 110 00:06:58,260 --> 00:06:59,730 once it gets out in the world, 111 00:06:59,800 --> 00:07:02,770 oh, it's gonna change everything. 112 00:07:03,610 --> 00:07:08,180 And, yes, yes, it may make me gobs and gobs of money, 113 00:07:08,450 --> 00:07:10,220 but it may win you a Pulitzer. 114 00:07:13,530 --> 00:07:15,400 Exactly how crazy are you? 115 00:07:18,270 --> 00:07:19,510 Just the right amount. 116 00:07:28,490 --> 00:07:29,890 Why isn't she drugging us? 117 00:07:31,530 --> 00:07:34,900 Maybe she realized we're not as fucked up as the rest of 'em. 118 00:07:36,540 --> 00:07:38,880 Yeah, but we're paying customers, you know? 119 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:44,260 Aren't you even curious, like a little bit? 120 00:07:44,920 --> 00:07:46,900 She said it would open our minds up. 121 00:07:47,500 --> 00:07:48,870 My mind's open enough. 122 00:07:49,730 --> 00:07:51,710 I saw what drugs did to my sister. 123 00:07:53,440 --> 00:07:55,380 She wasn't on psychedelics. 124 00:07:58,750 --> 00:08:00,320 You know, some drugs... 125 00:08:01,760 --> 00:08:03,530 are good, you know. 126 00:08:03,600 --> 00:08:08,610 Like, in the right environment, they can really help people. 127 00:08:13,350 --> 00:08:14,450 Maybe. 128 00:08:15,190 --> 00:08:17,320 Just trying to think. Did I break the law today? 129 00:08:17,390 --> 00:08:22,300 Psilocybin, cocaine, oxycontin, it's like the-- 130 00:08:23,300 --> 00:08:27,210 like the Betty Ford clinic in reverse. This woman's playing with fire. 131 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:29,280 I don't wanna seem ungrateful for the discount, 132 00:08:29,350 --> 00:08:30,950 but no thank you. Right? 133 00:08:32,950 --> 00:08:35,360 These sheets feel so good. 134 00:08:37,360 --> 00:08:38,260 What? 135 00:08:38,700 --> 00:08:41,540 They're really cool on my skin. 136 00:08:44,680 --> 00:08:45,850 Hey, hey... 137 00:08:46,920 --> 00:08:48,220 are you okay? 138 00:08:48,420 --> 00:08:49,950 I'm not sick. 139 00:08:54,800 --> 00:08:57,440 -So, how do you feel? -Good. 140 00:08:59,340 --> 00:09:00,880 Actually, really good. 141 00:09:03,750 --> 00:09:05,390 So, you wanna stay? 142 00:09:08,260 --> 00:09:10,300 I just-- I just-- 143 00:09:10,360 --> 00:09:11,900 I just I wanna feel your skin. 144 00:09:12,270 --> 00:09:13,770 -Really? -Yeah. 145 00:09:13,970 --> 00:09:15,510 Okay. 146 00:09:15,770 --> 00:09:16,940 Oh, man. 147 00:09:17,910 --> 00:09:19,710 -God... -Hey. 148 00:09:20,420 --> 00:09:21,380 Hi. 149 00:09:37,990 --> 00:09:39,250 Yao... 150 00:09:53,750 --> 00:09:54,720 That was them. 151 00:09:56,020 --> 00:09:57,930 Whoever is threatening me. 152 00:10:00,760 --> 00:10:01,700 How do you know? 153 00:10:02,400 --> 00:10:03,900 I just do. 154 00:10:06,640 --> 00:10:09,480 And I feel like they're here at Tranquillum. 155 00:10:11,520 --> 00:10:13,090 Like they're watching us. 156 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:17,360 -Who's watching us? -I don't know. 157 00:10:17,860 --> 00:10:21,340 Maybe I brought this into our life, this person, this darkness. 158 00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:22,940 Maybe I brought it in for a reason. 159 00:10:23,680 --> 00:10:25,110 Are you saying it's one of the guests? 160 00:10:25,580 --> 00:10:27,020 I can't rule it out. 161 00:10:30,820 --> 00:10:31,930 Maybe it's you. 162 00:10:35,870 --> 00:10:36,840 Never. 163 00:10:38,510 --> 00:10:40,980 But, you know, you telling that they're being dosed, 164 00:10:41,410 --> 00:10:42,550 I think it's a huge risk 165 00:10:42,610 --> 00:10:44,150 -and I-- -I didn't tell them everything. 166 00:10:44,920 --> 00:10:45,950 You told them enough. 167 00:10:46,050 --> 00:10:48,760 All it takes is for one of them, one, to go to the police-- 168 00:10:48,830 --> 00:10:51,830 Dozens of wellness institutes are doing this, you know that. 169 00:10:52,130 --> 00:10:54,510 -With consent. -Yes, and we have it. 170 00:10:54,940 --> 00:10:57,580 I told them. They chose to stay. 171 00:10:57,910 --> 00:10:59,620 It's constructive consent. 172 00:11:26,170 --> 00:11:27,500 Where did you go? 173 00:11:29,140 --> 00:11:30,410 Went out for a walk. 174 00:11:31,710 --> 00:11:32,950 You run into Masha? 175 00:11:39,830 --> 00:11:40,900 How is she? 176 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:44,910 She's actually a bit shaken up... 177 00:11:46,070 --> 00:11:49,580 between the goat and... 178 00:11:50,480 --> 00:11:51,490 The goat and what? 179 00:11:52,990 --> 00:11:53,920 And the threats. 180 00:11:58,770 --> 00:12:00,740 They wouldn't be coming from you, would they? 181 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:03,910 Why would I wanna threaten Masha? She's the fucking greatest. 182 00:12:05,750 --> 00:12:07,580 I don't have to tell you that, do I? 183 00:12:07,750 --> 00:12:08,820 All right. Okay... 184 00:12:09,820 --> 00:12:10,790 Just relax. 185 00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:12,760 You can sleep on the couch tonight. 186 00:12:39,580 --> 00:12:41,890 -Hey. -Hey. 187 00:12:49,770 --> 00:12:51,070 I didn't hear you get up. 188 00:12:51,870 --> 00:12:53,540 Yeah. Well, you know... 189 00:12:54,710 --> 00:12:56,550 I slept without my CPAP 190 00:12:56,620 --> 00:12:58,850 for the first time in six years last night. 191 00:12:58,950 --> 00:13:00,890 I didn't even know that was possible. 192 00:13:01,860 --> 00:13:03,960 -That's wonderful. -Yeah. 193 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:08,970 Interesting evening. 194 00:13:09,610 --> 00:13:10,580 Sure was. 195 00:13:13,850 --> 00:13:15,920 I came a little outside myself. 196 00:13:18,130 --> 00:13:19,260 It was nice. 197 00:13:25,270 --> 00:13:27,650 You emerged a little yourself... 198 00:13:29,820 --> 00:13:30,920 saying grace. 199 00:13:32,020 --> 00:13:33,660 It was the drugs. 200 00:13:41,970 --> 00:13:43,540 -Honey. -What? 201 00:13:46,980 --> 00:13:49,090 There was nothing you could've done. 202 00:14:55,920 --> 00:14:57,160 Hey, hi... 203 00:14:58,160 --> 00:15:00,300 Are there drugs in here because I want them. 204 00:15:01,570 --> 00:15:04,010 Masha's currently evaluating your protocol. 205 00:15:04,840 --> 00:15:06,840 -So is that a no? -Can I... 206 00:15:06,910 --> 00:15:09,150 Can I say something for the record? 207 00:15:10,620 --> 00:15:13,160 I have zero tolerance for drugs. 208 00:15:13,590 --> 00:15:14,860 I'm a high school teacher, 209 00:15:14,930 --> 00:15:17,370 I've seen the ravages, I can tell you. But... 210 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:21,110 I'm open to this. 211 00:15:23,310 --> 00:15:24,950 Last night, I... 212 00:15:26,350 --> 00:15:30,320 I'm... I'm not at all happy about slaughtering a goat, 213 00:15:30,790 --> 00:15:32,160 don't get me wrong, but... 214 00:15:34,270 --> 00:15:37,370 for the last three years, I've been feeling... 215 00:15:38,840 --> 00:15:42,380 emotionally constipated in a way, and last night, 216 00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:45,420 I... I came uncorked a little. 217 00:15:48,230 --> 00:15:49,860 So, whatever this is... 218 00:15:51,030 --> 00:15:54,070 -count the Marconi adults in. -God's sake... 219 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:56,210 Here's to the new Timothy Leary. 220 00:15:56,280 --> 00:15:58,880 All right. Let's go through today's schedule. 221 00:15:59,120 --> 00:16:02,320 Carmel, you have your day with Masha, your one-on-one. 222 00:16:03,860 --> 00:16:04,860 Okay. 223 00:16:05,060 --> 00:16:07,130 For everyone else, Glory will be leading 224 00:16:07,260 --> 00:16:09,870 the temazcal for anyone who thinks... 225 00:16:15,080 --> 00:16:15,980 Hi. 226 00:16:19,220 --> 00:16:20,660 -Wow. -Yeah. 227 00:16:21,160 --> 00:16:23,430 -You okay? -Verdict's still out. 228 00:16:24,170 --> 00:16:27,200 Not exactly sure how I thought I was gonna teach Masha a lesson 229 00:16:27,270 --> 00:16:29,310 by drinking most of my trunk Tito's, 230 00:16:29,380 --> 00:16:32,750 but in the heat of the moment, it seemed like a fine idea. 231 00:16:33,220 --> 00:16:36,290 Hey. So, you're okay with this, right? 232 00:16:36,360 --> 00:16:37,360 This drugging? 233 00:16:38,330 --> 00:16:41,230 I certainly don't agree with the lack of consent. 234 00:16:41,300 --> 00:16:43,940 But, I mean, most of us came here 235 00:16:44,010 --> 00:16:47,010 searching for desperate measures. And, I mean, look at you. 236 00:16:48,380 --> 00:16:50,720 What me? Me what? What about me? 237 00:16:51,250 --> 00:16:52,190 Boy. 238 00:16:54,460 --> 00:16:56,460 When you arrived, you were... 239 00:16:57,770 --> 00:17:00,070 kind of a complete jackass. No offense. 240 00:17:00,740 --> 00:17:02,310 And I have witnessed you becoming... 241 00:17:03,110 --> 00:17:05,850 less complete in that area. 242 00:17:06,980 --> 00:17:08,120 So my vote is... 243 00:17:09,220 --> 00:17:11,330 give this thing a shot, you know? And... 244 00:17:12,230 --> 00:17:13,360 open up a new door. 245 00:17:17,240 --> 00:17:20,750 Some doors are meant to stay closed. You know what I mean? 246 00:17:22,880 --> 00:17:24,820 Yeah, it could be a real shit show. 247 00:17:25,090 --> 00:17:26,390 What the hell do I know, right? 248 00:17:31,170 --> 00:17:32,740 -Carmel. -Hello. 249 00:17:33,040 --> 00:17:34,140 Please, sit. 250 00:17:34,410 --> 00:17:35,910 How's everybody doing today? 251 00:17:36,940 --> 00:17:38,850 Kind of a brave new world, I guess. 252 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:42,160 You know, what, with all the mushrooms and smoothies. 253 00:17:43,930 --> 00:17:46,060 -Indeed. -Yeah. 254 00:17:46,830 --> 00:17:48,030 And you personally? 255 00:17:48,500 --> 00:17:50,540 Oh, good, good. 256 00:17:51,440 --> 00:17:53,540 -Good. -Yeah. 257 00:17:53,850 --> 00:17:56,320 I hear you wanna punch Jessica in the face. 258 00:18:00,790 --> 00:18:03,970 Well, figuratively I do. Not for real, I would... 259 00:18:04,930 --> 00:18:06,740 I would never really do that. 260 00:18:07,210 --> 00:18:08,240 You get violent? 261 00:18:08,910 --> 00:18:11,780 Although I can get violent, I'm not violent. There's a... 262 00:18:12,850 --> 00:18:15,020 big difference. You know, it's not my being. 263 00:18:15,090 --> 00:18:16,220 It's more like... 264 00:18:18,860 --> 00:18:22,470 like an offshoot outlier version of... 265 00:18:23,440 --> 00:18:25,210 of myself, I guess. 266 00:18:26,410 --> 00:18:29,180 My husband, he left me. 267 00:18:30,290 --> 00:18:31,420 Left me for... 268 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:34,790 a younger, prettier thing. 269 00:18:35,930 --> 00:18:39,840 My kids love her. You know, they call her by her first name. 270 00:18:40,140 --> 00:18:41,170 Lillian. 271 00:18:43,210 --> 00:18:46,080 And she's a sweet woman with a sweet name. 272 00:18:49,890 --> 00:18:52,830 They're in Italy right now, vacationing together. 273 00:18:56,840 --> 00:18:58,340 She's sweet, but... 274 00:18:59,980 --> 00:19:02,980 I get urges, you know. 275 00:19:04,220 --> 00:19:06,190 "Pow, right in the face." 276 00:19:06,260 --> 00:19:08,360 Yup. You know. 277 00:19:09,160 --> 00:19:10,170 Yeah. 278 00:19:12,440 --> 00:19:13,540 You know, he... 279 00:19:17,250 --> 00:19:19,280 He had other affairs before her. 280 00:19:21,460 --> 00:19:24,160 Sometimes, even in the best marriages, 281 00:19:24,530 --> 00:19:25,500 people pretend. 282 00:19:26,260 --> 00:19:28,900 It takes a little denial on both sides. 283 00:19:29,370 --> 00:19:30,870 In the end, he... 284 00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:35,450 He couldn't pretend. 285 00:19:39,120 --> 00:19:40,890 Can I show you something? 286 00:19:40,960 --> 00:19:41,860 Yes. 287 00:19:45,870 --> 00:19:47,040 Can you see that? 288 00:19:49,440 --> 00:19:51,110 It's a little scar. 289 00:19:52,520 --> 00:19:53,520 He bit me. 290 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:58,560 But it was an act of passion, back when he just-- 291 00:19:59,360 --> 00:20:00,970 he couldn't get enough of me. 292 00:20:01,640 --> 00:20:05,040 And I fondle this scar... 293 00:20:06,140 --> 00:20:07,450 almost every night... 294 00:20:09,420 --> 00:20:11,250 because it reminds me of... 295 00:20:13,260 --> 00:20:14,490 what we used to have. 296 00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:20,970 Will you write down some of the bad things 297 00:20:21,370 --> 00:20:23,950 that he said to you? Can you do that? 298 00:20:24,410 --> 00:20:25,680 There are a lot of them. 299 00:20:41,620 --> 00:20:44,720 Tradition says we should chant to distract ourselves from the heat. 300 00:20:45,620 --> 00:20:48,260 But I think a good old-fashioned scream works better. 301 00:20:55,640 --> 00:20:57,780 -There you go. -Okay. 302 00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:01,050 Thanks, Glory. 303 00:21:07,200 --> 00:21:08,970 I did know, by the way. 304 00:21:10,210 --> 00:21:12,080 Maybe not the reporter part, but definitely 305 00:21:12,140 --> 00:21:13,310 that you weren't a real guest. 306 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:14,720 I am a real guest. 307 00:21:16,380 --> 00:21:18,260 I'm just a reporter also. 308 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:22,560 And Masha did select me, remember? So... 309 00:21:23,730 --> 00:21:26,670 it must mean I'm as messed up as the rest of you. 310 00:21:27,470 --> 00:21:28,780 At least in her mind. 311 00:21:30,150 --> 00:21:31,580 What about your mind? 312 00:21:33,650 --> 00:21:34,560 Well... 313 00:21:36,060 --> 00:21:39,360 I'm going through this break-up with Ray, you know. 314 00:21:39,460 --> 00:21:41,570 Who doesn't get messed up over that? 315 00:21:42,640 --> 00:21:46,610 And I'm gay, so according to my Catholic upbringing... 316 00:21:49,220 --> 00:21:50,150 Yeah! 317 00:21:52,420 --> 00:21:53,790 Wait, did you know she was doing all this? 318 00:21:54,060 --> 00:21:55,230 Is that why you're here? 319 00:21:57,170 --> 00:21:58,340 I'd heard the rumors. 320 00:21:59,510 --> 00:22:02,040 You know, this could be really good for you. 321 00:22:02,110 --> 00:22:04,110 I mean, anxiety, depression. 322 00:22:04,210 --> 00:22:06,590 I mean, that's where psychedelics show phenomenal promise. 323 00:22:07,050 --> 00:22:08,160 I'm not depressed. 324 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:11,760 Of course you're depressed, your brother killed himself. 325 00:22:12,260 --> 00:22:15,770 If you weren't depressed, you'd be having some kind of psychosis 326 00:22:16,140 --> 00:22:17,470 and I'm sure she'd be dosing you for that. 327 00:22:19,310 --> 00:22:20,810 And you're smiling. 328 00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:24,320 -Depressed people smile, FYI. -I'm smiling 'cause you're funny. 329 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,330 Tomorrow's your 21st birthday. 330 00:22:27,130 --> 00:22:29,530 -It's his 21st birthday. -We weren't close. 331 00:22:29,600 --> 00:22:30,770 I don't believe that. 332 00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:34,210 A lot of sibling aren't close. 333 00:22:34,610 --> 00:22:36,080 Well, I believe that. 334 00:22:36,140 --> 00:22:38,080 I just-- I just don't believe you 335 00:22:38,220 --> 00:22:39,650 when you say that you and Zach weren't. 336 00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:41,690 What, do you have some sort of crystal ball or something? 337 00:22:44,330 --> 00:22:45,760 I just can't imagine. 338 00:22:54,180 --> 00:22:55,750 It's a good place to cry, you know. 339 00:22:57,690 --> 00:23:00,130 We can mistake the tears for sweat. 340 00:23:01,530 --> 00:23:03,330 So what's your spin gonna be? 341 00:23:04,540 --> 00:23:06,770 You plan to take this place down? 342 00:23:09,810 --> 00:23:11,180 Honestly? 343 00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:14,090 I don't know yet. 344 00:23:20,700 --> 00:23:22,270 Meet Mr. Kendo. 345 00:23:22,770 --> 00:23:26,580 Ordinarily, we would have you project your self-doubts, 346 00:23:26,650 --> 00:23:30,620 your insecurities, your demons onto the dummy 347 00:23:30,690 --> 00:23:32,460 and then attack away. 348 00:23:32,560 --> 00:23:34,700 So much self-loathing, so little time. 349 00:23:35,700 --> 00:23:39,170 It seems that many of us 350 00:23:39,240 --> 00:23:42,410 have actually been damaged by other people. 351 00:23:46,190 --> 00:23:46,920 So... 352 00:23:47,790 --> 00:23:51,400 we're gonna try something different. Now, who would like to begin? 353 00:23:52,870 --> 00:23:53,800 Frances. 354 00:23:56,510 --> 00:23:58,240 Frances, great. 355 00:24:00,210 --> 00:24:03,390 -You can come get the sword. -That's okay. I don't need the sword. 356 00:24:03,450 --> 00:24:04,350 Come on. 357 00:24:04,790 --> 00:24:06,430 -Be brave. -Come on. 358 00:24:06,490 --> 00:24:08,430 Someone's gotta be first. Come on. 359 00:24:11,800 --> 00:24:12,810 Thank you. 360 00:24:13,910 --> 00:24:18,320 So, Mr. Kendo is gonna take on a few different forms today, 361 00:24:18,380 --> 00:24:21,360 but let's start with the universal he. 362 00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:23,560 Him by whom we are judged. 363 00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:27,570 Dismissed. Used. Abused. Abandoned. 364 00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:28,740 Wow. 365 00:24:29,410 --> 00:24:31,540 I have to admit that's a terrible Tinder profile. 366 00:24:32,810 --> 00:24:34,720 Anyone specific come to mind? 367 00:24:35,820 --> 00:24:38,860 Not really, you know. It's hard to narrow it down. 368 00:24:39,490 --> 00:24:41,300 So many schmucks to choose from. 369 00:24:41,360 --> 00:24:43,800 No jokes, Frances. Come on. Stay in the pain. 370 00:24:46,270 --> 00:24:47,610 Come on, Frances. 371 00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:49,850 Pick somebody. 372 00:24:50,820 --> 00:24:52,350 How about me? I'm here. 373 00:24:52,820 --> 00:24:54,790 Ari has been in a car accident. 374 00:24:55,520 --> 00:24:56,990 How I can I help? What can I do? 375 00:24:57,930 --> 00:24:59,900 I'm sorry, but I-- I would never do this, 376 00:24:59,970 --> 00:25:03,240 but I could really use a little help, financially. 377 00:25:03,940 --> 00:25:05,440 I don't wanna see you. 378 00:25:07,850 --> 00:25:10,390 I don't wanna-- I don't want him in here. 379 00:25:11,390 --> 00:25:13,860 -Why not? -'Cause he hurt-- 380 00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:17,370 -He really hurt me. -How? 381 00:25:20,210 --> 00:25:21,210 Be specific. 382 00:25:25,420 --> 00:25:28,560 You knew I went and checked out schools for Ari. 383 00:25:29,360 --> 00:25:30,390 You knew all that. 384 00:25:30,690 --> 00:25:35,540 I went to PTA meetings and I sat with all those parents. I... 385 00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:39,310 I talked about my family. 386 00:25:41,380 --> 00:25:44,760 I wanted it all set up when you arrived, but you never... 387 00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:48,860 never arrived, and you're never gonna arrive. 388 00:25:48,970 --> 00:25:50,970 You said we'd raise Ari together. 389 00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:53,470 You kept saying to me over and over I was gonna-- 390 00:25:56,810 --> 00:25:59,650 I was gonna be a mom. 391 00:26:02,290 --> 00:26:05,330 And you took that from me and I can't get it back. 392 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:09,510 You took my money. You took my confidence. 393 00:26:09,570 --> 00:26:12,980 Fuck you for lying. Fuck you for being garbage. 394 00:26:16,720 --> 00:26:18,590 Fuck you for not loving me. 395 00:26:30,450 --> 00:26:31,420 Come on. 396 00:26:59,640 --> 00:27:01,980 Okay. Who's next? 397 00:27:02,310 --> 00:27:03,010 Carmel? 398 00:27:05,020 --> 00:27:07,290 No, I can't top that. 399 00:27:07,390 --> 00:27:10,330 Yes, I think you're ready. Come on, take the sword. 400 00:27:22,490 --> 00:27:23,390 Go ahead. 401 00:27:32,470 --> 00:27:33,980 Come on. No, no. 402 00:27:34,410 --> 00:27:35,880 You can do better than that. 403 00:27:41,420 --> 00:27:43,730 Really? Is that what you're gonna wear? 404 00:27:48,570 --> 00:27:50,510 Do any of your clothes fit? 405 00:27:54,820 --> 00:27:58,020 Maybe I'd be more attracted to you if you made more of an effort. 406 00:27:59,860 --> 00:28:01,900 We met at work. You don't know her. 407 00:28:04,070 --> 00:28:08,010 I'm not in love with you. I'm not, I'm in love with her. 408 00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:11,550 You should be happy for me. Why can't you be happy for me? 409 00:28:11,650 --> 00:28:13,720 And the kids love her. They wanna live with us. 410 00:28:14,060 --> 00:28:16,830 She's a better mother than you. 411 00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:19,700 You've let yourself go. 412 00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:21,800 Yeah! 413 00:28:23,140 --> 00:28:24,610 Go. 414 00:28:24,740 --> 00:28:26,050 Yes. 415 00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:30,590 Kill him. Hit him! Hurt him! 416 00:28:38,940 --> 00:28:40,110 Well done. 417 00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:42,610 This place is fucked. 418 00:28:51,060 --> 00:28:53,900 Hey, I think we should go, check out. 419 00:28:54,170 --> 00:28:55,870 -What? Why? -I-- 420 00:28:56,440 --> 00:28:58,910 I don't deny there's something therapeutic about it all, 421 00:28:58,980 --> 00:29:01,580 but it's feeling a little volatile now, dangerous. 422 00:29:01,750 --> 00:29:04,790 I mean, that frightened me in there. 423 00:29:05,530 --> 00:29:06,730 Didn't it scare you? 424 00:29:07,660 --> 00:29:09,030 -A little. -A little? 425 00:29:09,100 --> 00:29:13,010 Heather. She's drugging us. Getting people to act out in violence now. 426 00:29:13,470 --> 00:29:16,010 -I know. But... -But? But what? Seriously? 427 00:29:16,110 --> 00:29:20,920 Leo, for three years, we've been so disconnected. 428 00:29:20,990 --> 00:29:22,690 Something's changing. 429 00:29:23,660 --> 00:29:26,640 We both feel it, you said so yourself. 430 00:29:26,740 --> 00:29:28,810 You said we came here for an escape. 431 00:29:29,070 --> 00:29:31,480 And tomorrow is Zoe's birthday, for God's sake. 432 00:29:31,540 --> 00:29:32,950 It should be a happy time. 433 00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,650 -It's not gonna be a happy time. -What? 434 00:29:36,860 --> 00:29:39,060 -Their 21st birthday. -Well-- 435 00:29:39,460 --> 00:29:40,800 -Hey. -Hi. 436 00:29:40,900 --> 00:29:42,800 -Hey, kiddo! -What's going on? 437 00:29:42,870 --> 00:29:45,770 We're just discussing, you know, what... 438 00:29:46,140 --> 00:29:49,210 It's getting a little crazy here and tomorrow is your birthday. 439 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:50,520 We thought maybe we'd be better-- 440 00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:51,890 No, I wanna be here. 441 00:29:52,890 --> 00:29:53,920 Yeah. 442 00:29:55,490 --> 00:29:58,260 You... You wanna be here? 443 00:29:58,530 --> 00:29:59,730 She wants to be here. 444 00:29:59,930 --> 00:30:01,710 -Are you sure? -Yeah. 445 00:30:32,170 --> 00:30:36,010 Sorry. Hi. Sorry. 446 00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:40,220 -Are you okay? -Yes, I... 447 00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:41,750 I love the trees out here. 448 00:30:42,590 --> 00:30:44,720 If you listen, you can hear them breathing. 449 00:30:45,190 --> 00:30:46,130 That's cool. 450 00:30:46,800 --> 00:30:49,830 Hey, did you get a chance to connect with Masha 451 00:30:49,900 --> 00:30:52,240 about the smoothie sitch? 452 00:30:52,310 --> 00:30:55,010 Yes. She wants to give you a different formula. 453 00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:56,750 -Okay. -The research shows 454 00:30:56,820 --> 00:30:59,050 that for couples, relationship healing, 455 00:30:59,120 --> 00:31:01,060 MDMA is profoundly beneficial. 456 00:31:01,120 --> 00:31:02,130 Molly. 457 00:31:02,890 --> 00:31:03,960 What... 458 00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:06,030 So, is that something that could happen? 459 00:31:06,970 --> 00:31:07,900 Like... 460 00:31:08,240 --> 00:31:10,080 -Like, when... -Now-- 461 00:31:10,140 --> 00:31:12,010 -Right now? -Maybe. Now. 462 00:31:12,610 --> 00:31:13,780 -Great. -Should be now. 463 00:31:13,850 --> 00:31:16,150 -Yeah, let's do it now. -Okay, sure. 464 00:31:16,660 --> 00:31:17,760 That's awesome. 465 00:31:17,820 --> 00:31:20,260 Yeah. I'll get Glory to meet you in the refectory. 466 00:31:21,300 --> 00:31:22,730 I'm sorry. I don't... 467 00:31:24,140 --> 00:31:28,210 It's just fucking relationships, am I right? 468 00:31:28,950 --> 00:31:29,880 They're so... 469 00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:32,320 Crazy. Insane. 470 00:31:33,260 --> 00:31:34,220 Brutal. 471 00:31:36,060 --> 00:31:37,000 Yeah. 472 00:31:37,970 --> 00:31:38,970 Yeah. 473 00:31:44,110 --> 00:31:45,280 Hey, Smiley. 474 00:31:50,090 --> 00:31:51,260 Hey, Smiley. 475 00:31:53,060 --> 00:31:54,000 Hey. 476 00:31:54,700 --> 00:31:56,200 Why don't you come over and let us buy you a beer? 477 00:31:56,270 --> 00:31:59,810 Hey, look, I get that all the time, pal. I'm not the guy. Come on. 478 00:32:00,380 --> 00:32:02,180 You can't be bothered to talk to me, 479 00:32:02,250 --> 00:32:04,120 -that what you trying to say? -I'm having a drink, okay? 480 00:32:04,180 --> 00:32:07,160 I'm having a rough few days. That's why I'm at the bar by myself. 481 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:08,730 You know, you should be grateful. 482 00:32:09,660 --> 00:32:13,140 The only reason I remember you at all is because your story is so pathetic. 483 00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:14,240 Yeah. 484 00:32:14,370 --> 00:32:15,970 Yeah, you overrated gimp. 485 00:32:16,040 --> 00:32:17,080 Motherfucker. 486 00:32:35,810 --> 00:32:37,380 Hey, there you are. 487 00:32:38,390 --> 00:32:39,720 Are you okay 488 00:32:42,030 --> 00:32:44,260 Are you-- Tony, are you okay? 489 00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:47,140 She's crazy, Frances. 490 00:32:49,940 --> 00:32:53,080 She's drugging us. She's giving us swords and shit. 491 00:32:53,150 --> 00:32:54,920 -What is going on -Nothing. 492 00:32:58,830 --> 00:33:00,800 You know, I hate to point out the obvious, 493 00:33:00,860 --> 00:33:02,970 but, you know, you did try to kill me with a grape 494 00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:04,870 and almost drowned me with a cannonball. 495 00:33:04,940 --> 00:33:08,380 We have shared history here. Okay, what-- Hey. Hey. 496 00:33:09,850 --> 00:33:11,390 I'm just saying you can talk to me. 497 00:33:11,450 --> 00:33:14,060 It's nothing. It's just the violence here, okay It... 498 00:33:14,830 --> 00:33:15,890 I'm not comfortable with it. 499 00:33:16,860 --> 00:33:18,270 She's fucking with me. 500 00:33:20,100 --> 00:33:22,340 Asking if anyone of us are capable of killing somebody. 501 00:33:22,410 --> 00:33:23,440 She knows. 502 00:33:24,450 --> 00:33:26,280 Knows what, that you're a killer? 503 00:33:29,220 --> 00:33:30,760 I was just sitting in a bar. 504 00:33:31,430 --> 00:33:33,730 A year after I left the game. 505 00:33:34,230 --> 00:33:35,430 This drunk guy just... 506 00:33:36,340 --> 00:33:37,970 just comes up and starts fucking with me, 507 00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:39,140 you know, that's the thing. 508 00:33:39,780 --> 00:33:41,380 Drunk guys fucking with athletes in bars. 509 00:33:41,450 --> 00:33:43,780 They only wanna impress their drunk buddies. 510 00:33:44,420 --> 00:33:45,420 We fought. 511 00:33:45,990 --> 00:33:49,090 He went down and he never got up. 512 00:33:50,230 --> 00:33:51,900 They took him to the hospital. 513 00:33:52,170 --> 00:33:55,410 Bleeding in the brain from hitting his head on the ground. 514 00:33:59,880 --> 00:34:01,790 Yeah, he died six days later. 515 00:34:05,290 --> 00:34:06,830 I don't know what to say. 516 00:34:09,000 --> 00:34:13,040 Did you get in trouble or did you-- I mean, do you get charged for that 517 00:34:13,110 --> 00:34:15,450 No, the witnesses there, they saw that I didn't start it, you know. 518 00:34:16,950 --> 00:34:18,090 I didn't mean to. 519 00:34:18,150 --> 00:34:20,020 I don't follow-- I don't know what-- 520 00:34:20,090 --> 00:34:21,230 I don't follow sports or-- 521 00:34:21,330 --> 00:34:23,100 I just-- I didn't know. 522 00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:25,230 No, they buried it in the paper the day after. 523 00:34:25,940 --> 00:34:28,070 And then when he died a week later, they... 524 00:34:29,980 --> 00:34:31,280 they barely mentioned it. 525 00:34:31,350 --> 00:34:33,050 Dribs and drabs, you know, but... 526 00:34:35,290 --> 00:34:38,990 I mean, before social media, so thank God, huh. 527 00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:43,570 It doesn't matter at all. 528 00:34:44,270 --> 00:34:45,370 I killed him. 529 00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:54,560 He had a mother, Frances. He had a father, you know. 530 00:34:55,930 --> 00:34:56,930 A wife. 531 00:34:58,470 --> 00:34:59,840 He had a little sister. 532 00:35:01,240 --> 00:35:02,340 I killed him. 533 00:35:03,880 --> 00:35:05,010 I made him dead. 534 00:35:08,450 --> 00:35:10,390 -Fuck. -Is that why you're here? 535 00:35:10,460 --> 00:35:13,100 I don't know why the fuck I'm here, Frances. 536 00:35:13,160 --> 00:35:14,160 I'm an... 537 00:35:15,400 --> 00:35:16,440 I'm a drug addict. 538 00:35:18,410 --> 00:35:22,150 I got two kids that don't talk to me. I got a career that ended in a blink. 539 00:35:22,210 --> 00:35:23,420 Why am I here? 540 00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:27,590 I got nowhere else to go. 541 00:35:34,070 --> 00:35:36,380 Okay. Okay. 542 00:35:37,450 --> 00:35:38,450 Okay. 543 00:35:55,210 --> 00:35:56,380 This is not good. 544 00:35:57,390 --> 00:35:58,890 -Hey. -Hey. 545 00:35:59,290 --> 00:36:00,360 Hi, you. 546 00:36:00,420 --> 00:36:02,500 -Happy almost birthday. -Yeah. 547 00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:04,100 If all goes well, I'll be celebrating 548 00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:06,040 by doing drugs with my parents. 549 00:36:06,470 --> 00:36:08,070 What'd you do for yours. 550 00:36:08,540 --> 00:36:11,150 Not that. I can assure you. 551 00:36:11,210 --> 00:36:12,620 -Yeah. -Yeah. 552 00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:17,430 They're blossoming. 553 00:36:18,060 --> 00:36:21,470 -I know, but level two? -They're ready. 554 00:36:22,970 --> 00:36:26,010 On the new protocol, Masha, I don't think so, this is too fast. 555 00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:27,210 Yes, they are. 556 00:36:27,910 --> 00:36:29,150 Listen to me. 557 00:36:34,060 --> 00:36:38,170 I just saw Glory in the kitchen. She's increasing the dosage. 558 00:36:38,930 --> 00:36:40,300 Per my instructions. 559 00:36:40,370 --> 00:36:43,110 Why am I finding out about this in this way? 560 00:36:46,480 --> 00:36:48,220 It's minuscule. 561 00:36:48,550 --> 00:36:50,390 Jesus Christ, Masha. 562 00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:55,700 Can we have a moment, please, Yao? 563 00:36:57,510 --> 00:36:58,610 Of course. 564 00:36:58,670 --> 00:37:01,250 Delilah, you need to calm down. 565 00:37:01,310 --> 00:37:02,380 Do I? 566 00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:03,380 Yes. 567 00:37:03,550 --> 00:37:06,320 Well, you're increasing the dosage too quickly. 568 00:37:06,390 --> 00:37:07,930 That's what you think. 569 00:37:10,460 --> 00:37:12,500 But I wanna talk about yours. 570 00:37:16,140 --> 00:37:19,220 Yao's told me that you're not drinking your smoothies. 571 00:37:20,280 --> 00:37:22,120 This is not about me. 572 00:37:22,220 --> 00:37:24,030 I'm making it about you. 573 00:37:25,260 --> 00:37:27,170 I put my guests in your care. 574 00:37:28,070 --> 00:37:30,070 It is important that your bipolarity is under control. 575 00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:31,140 I'm fine. 576 00:37:31,610 --> 00:37:32,940 The protocol. 577 00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:36,550 It's a condition of your employment, you know that. 578 00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:40,120 Got it. Anything else? 579 00:37:40,490 --> 00:37:43,030 Yes. I think you should lighten up on Yao. 580 00:37:43,700 --> 00:37:45,500 So he came to my room, big deal. 581 00:37:46,200 --> 00:37:47,570 It's been known to happen, hasn't it? 582 00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:55,620 If you cut me out of important decisions involving our guests again... 583 00:37:57,260 --> 00:37:59,300 I promise you it will not end well. 584 00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:07,040 Take your medicine. 585 00:38:08,450 --> 00:38:09,450 Please. 586 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:15,330 Come on, have some fun. 587 00:38:19,070 --> 00:38:20,370 Everybody. 588 00:38:22,140 --> 00:38:25,280 We have another delicious meal awaiting you. 589 00:38:25,350 --> 00:38:28,490 And I think you all had a splendid day. 590 00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:31,230 Jessica. 591 00:38:31,490 --> 00:38:33,600 It was really, really good. Thank you. 592 00:38:35,540 --> 00:38:38,470 Yes, Lars, very polite of you to raise your hand. 593 00:38:38,540 --> 00:38:39,580 I'm just wondering. 594 00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:42,480 Might there be something in my smoothie this evening 595 00:38:42,550 --> 00:38:45,560 -You'll have to wait and see. -Might there be something in mine? 596 00:38:47,090 --> 00:38:49,160 Zoe, tomorrow is your 21st birthday. 597 00:38:49,600 --> 00:38:52,770 -Gotcha. -And a party shall be had. 598 00:38:53,300 --> 00:38:54,410 The Marconis, 599 00:38:55,280 --> 00:38:58,720 we come from a very long line of... 600 00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:03,060 You can do it. 601 00:39:04,490 --> 00:39:07,430 -Celebrators. -Yeah, celebrators, exactly. 602 00:39:07,500 --> 00:39:10,570 Yes, let's have a toast to Tranquillum... 603 00:39:11,710 --> 00:39:15,250 to healing and beyond. 604 00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:17,090 I'll drink to that. 605 00:39:17,150 --> 00:39:18,690 To all of you. 606 00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:20,760 -To us. -To us. 607 00:39:21,090 --> 00:39:22,260 To us. 608 00:40:30,700 --> 00:40:32,170 Shit.