1 00:00:07,756 --> 00:00:10,968 [Meredith] For most people, a hospital is a scary place. 2 00:00:13,053 --> 00:00:15,013 - A hostile place. - [pager beeping] 3 00:00:15,514 --> 00:00:16,682 [screams] 4 00:00:16,765 --> 00:00:18,225 Sorry. 5 00:00:18,308 --> 00:00:20,143 [chuckles] It's mine. 6 00:00:23,271 --> 00:00:25,023 [door opens] 7 00:00:25,440 --> 00:00:27,109 [sobbing] 8 00:00:28,610 --> 00:00:30,487 [Meredith] A place where bad things happen. 9 00:00:32,406 --> 00:00:34,574 [woman continues sobbing] 10 00:00:42,165 --> 00:00:43,500 [pours liquid] 11 00:00:43,583 --> 00:00:45,085 You can't pay with that. 12 00:00:47,045 --> 00:00:49,297 It's... It's my AA chip. 13 00:00:49,881 --> 00:00:50,882 Six months sober. 14 00:00:51,508 --> 00:00:52,801 Good for you. 15 00:00:54,136 --> 00:00:56,847 [Meredith] Most people would prefer church or school 16 00:00:57,848 --> 00:00:59,057 or home. 17 00:01:00,767 --> 00:01:02,227 [crunching] 18 00:01:02,310 --> 00:01:03,729 [spoon clatters] 19 00:01:06,231 --> 00:01:07,774 [sniffling] 20 00:01:07,983 --> 00:01:09,192 [blows nose] 21 00:01:09,276 --> 00:01:11,153 Damn it. [voice breaks] Will you stop crying? 22 00:01:13,238 --> 00:01:14,573 [voice breaks] You stop crying. 23 00:01:15,741 --> 00:01:17,325 [crying] 24 00:01:18,326 --> 00:01:19,786 [cries] 25 00:01:21,997 --> 00:01:24,249 [Meredith] But I... Grew up here. 26 00:01:28,920 --> 00:01:30,630 While my mom was on rounds, 27 00:01:30,964 --> 00:01:32,966 I learned to read in the OR gallery, 28 00:01:33,467 --> 00:01:34,926 I played in the morgue, 29 00:01:35,385 --> 00:01:38,221 I colored with crayons on old ER charts. 30 00:01:38,889 --> 00:01:41,266 The hospital was my church... 31 00:01:41,349 --> 00:01:43,810 [speaking indistinctly] 32 00:01:43,894 --> 00:01:45,145 My school... 33 00:01:46,521 --> 00:01:47,731 - My home. - [door closes] 34 00:01:48,940 --> 00:01:50,859 The hospital was my safe place... 35 00:01:50,942 --> 00:01:51,985 [exhales deeply] 36 00:01:52,069 --> 00:01:53,195 My sanctuary. 37 00:01:55,447 --> 00:01:56,823 I love it here. 38 00:02:01,078 --> 00:02:03,205 [heart beating] 39 00:02:04,998 --> 00:02:07,459 [heartbeat continues] 40 00:02:08,627 --> 00:02:09,878 Correction... 41 00:02:11,630 --> 00:02:12,714 Loved it here. 42 00:02:17,010 --> 00:02:18,845 - No way. - Yeah. 43 00:02:18,929 --> 00:02:20,972 - No freakin' way. - Right? 44 00:02:21,515 --> 00:02:24,017 Oh, my God. OK, um... 45 00:02:24,101 --> 00:02:27,729 - Were you trying to get... - No. Total accident. I used the thing. 46 00:02:27,813 --> 00:02:30,065 Oh, so are we happy, about this? 47 00:02:30,148 --> 00:02:32,192 Or are we exercising our legal right to choose? 48 00:02:32,984 --> 00:02:34,194 [breathes heavily] 49 00:02:34,861 --> 00:02:37,364 - [laughs] OK. All right. - [Meredith laughs] 50 00:02:37,614 --> 00:02:39,699 - Congratulations. Let's hug it out. - OK. 51 00:02:39,908 --> 00:02:41,910 Oh, my God. Are you gonna tell him? 52 00:02:41,993 --> 00:02:43,787 - Have you told him? - No, I just found out. 53 00:02:43,870 --> 00:02:45,997 - [pagers beeping] - Oh, Teddy. 54 00:02:46,081 --> 00:02:47,415 - Derek. - Well, are you gonna tell him now? 55 00:02:47,499 --> 00:02:48,500 - Yeah. - OK. 56 00:02:48,583 --> 00:02:50,418 How is the Teddy and Owen thing going? 57 00:02:51,044 --> 00:02:52,879 Fantastic. It's going great. 58 00:02:52,963 --> 00:02:54,339 I'm completely over it. 59 00:02:55,215 --> 00:02:56,341 [sighs deeply] 60 00:02:57,551 --> 00:02:58,844 This is very adult. 61 00:02:59,010 --> 00:03:00,637 I'm really proud of you, Meredith Grey. 62 00:03:00,720 --> 00:03:03,682 - I'm proud of me, too? - Yes, yes. [laughs] 63 00:03:03,765 --> 00:03:05,225 OK. [laughs] 64 00:03:05,433 --> 00:03:07,811 - Hey, I hope it has his hair. - Me, too. 65 00:03:09,271 --> 00:03:11,314 [indistinct conversations] 66 00:03:15,861 --> 00:03:17,737 Do you know where I could find the Chief of surgery? 67 00:03:17,821 --> 00:03:19,614 Excuse me. Chief of surgery? 68 00:03:19,698 --> 00:03:20,907 No idea. Sorry. 69 00:03:20,991 --> 00:03:22,450 Go ask a nurse if you can find 'em. 70 00:03:24,286 --> 00:03:25,370 You paged? 71 00:03:25,453 --> 00:03:27,080 - She's in a lot of pain. - OK. 72 00:03:27,163 --> 00:03:30,250 Ruby Kendall, age 9. Fever, tenderness over McBurney's point. 73 00:03:30,333 --> 00:03:32,460 All right, appendix. Let me check your belly. 74 00:03:32,794 --> 00:03:34,171 [inhales sharply] 75 00:03:34,921 --> 00:03:38,133 - Yeah. You have a very angry appendix. - [woman] That's surgery? 76 00:03:38,758 --> 00:03:41,052 - She needs surgery? - Yes, she does, but the good news is, 77 00:03:41,136 --> 00:03:42,470 It's the easiest surgery in the world. 78 00:03:42,554 --> 00:03:45,098 I mean, she's a baby surgeon and she could do it. [laughs] 79 00:03:45,182 --> 00:03:46,266 What, you're gonna let me do it? 80 00:03:46,349 --> 00:03:48,643 - You're going to let her do the surgery? - No, of course not. 81 00:03:48,727 --> 00:03:50,979 I'm gonna do it. I'm kinda fabulous at it. 82 00:03:51,062 --> 00:03:53,690 And, Ruby, you are gonna be outta here by tomorrow 83 00:03:53,773 --> 00:03:55,483 with a teeny, tiny little scar 84 00:03:55,567 --> 00:03:58,153 and a very good excuse to have your parents feed you ice cream 85 00:03:58,403 --> 00:03:59,779 every night of the week. 86 00:03:59,863 --> 00:04:02,115 Dr. Grey, admit her to peds and make sure she's comfortable 87 00:04:02,199 --> 00:04:03,200 while we get an OR. 88 00:04:04,492 --> 00:04:05,493 [sighs] What? 89 00:04:05,744 --> 00:04:08,580 Jason Perkins, six-year-old with a comminuted tibia fracture. 90 00:04:08,663 --> 00:04:10,832 And you could be nicer to me, 'cause he peed his pants, 91 00:04:10,916 --> 00:04:14,336 - and I cleaned it up before you got here. - Sorry. Good man, Alex. Thanks. 92 00:04:14,419 --> 00:04:15,587 Hi. 93 00:04:15,670 --> 00:04:19,090 [woman speaks indistinctly over P.A.] 94 00:04:19,966 --> 00:04:21,927 - [pagers beeps] - [panting] 95 00:04:22,677 --> 00:04:23,762 You got paged, too? 96 00:04:25,180 --> 00:04:26,181 Come on, Teddy. 97 00:04:26,264 --> 00:04:28,099 Cristina's not talking to me. You're not talking to me. 98 00:04:28,183 --> 00:04:30,268 - Come on. - I don't want to talk about it. 99 00:04:30,477 --> 00:04:33,813 I don't want to go over again how you told Derek to give my job away. 100 00:04:34,105 --> 00:04:36,399 I don't want to discuss it or hear you apologize 101 00:04:36,483 --> 00:04:38,068 or forgive you or anything. 102 00:04:38,235 --> 00:04:40,237 You know what I want? A little bit of peace. 103 00:04:40,320 --> 00:04:41,363 - [Jackson] Start another IV. - What do we got? 104 00:04:41,446 --> 00:04:42,697 Get an 18-guage. Get ready to move him. 105 00:04:43,406 --> 00:04:46,493 - [door closes] - [sighs] 106 00:04:46,576 --> 00:04:49,496 - Shut up. - I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry. 107 00:04:49,579 --> 00:04:51,122 [sighs] Honey, are you hearing this? 108 00:04:51,206 --> 00:04:53,208 I told you. You know, I told her, Dr. Bailey? 109 00:04:53,291 --> 00:04:55,085 That doesn't mean I like it. 110 00:04:55,627 --> 00:04:57,963 I really can't have my second surgery today? 111 00:04:58,046 --> 00:05:01,883 Dr. Percy? Your hemoglobin and hematocrit are extremely low. 112 00:05:01,967 --> 00:05:04,302 [Percy] Your tank is empty. You need a blood transfusion 113 00:05:04,386 --> 00:05:06,388 - before we can operate. - Shut up. 114 00:05:06,471 --> 00:05:07,722 - Yes, ma'am. [chuckles] - [sighs] Do you know, 115 00:05:07,806 --> 00:05:10,058 how long I've been living with a colostomy bag? 116 00:05:10,141 --> 00:05:13,478 A bag of my poop is attached to me. Do you know what that's like? 117 00:05:13,561 --> 00:05:14,938 It's gross. 118 00:05:15,021 --> 00:05:18,525 It's truly the grossest thing I've ever had to deal with. 119 00:05:18,608 --> 00:05:20,485 And I'm starving 120 00:05:20,568 --> 00:05:24,364 because I can't eat solid food for 24 hours before surgery. 121 00:05:24,572 --> 00:05:26,700 Starving. I would eat you if I could. 122 00:05:26,783 --> 00:05:28,827 Yeah, on the plus side, that means no poop in the bag. 123 00:05:28,910 --> 00:05:29,911 [whispers] Bill. 124 00:05:29,995 --> 00:05:31,746 [laughs] OK, we're gonna get some blood and urine. 125 00:05:31,830 --> 00:05:34,624 Dr, Percy is gonna monitor your blood levels. 126 00:05:34,708 --> 00:05:39,379 And tomorrow, we'll see if we can help lose the poop bag. 127 00:05:39,462 --> 00:05:42,590 And let's get you some food so you don't eat Dr. Percy. 128 00:05:42,674 --> 00:05:44,342 I don't like him, but he's useful. 129 00:05:44,426 --> 00:05:47,095 [Mary] Can I have real food? Like pizza... 130 00:05:47,178 --> 00:05:52,559 From that one place near that one spot with, pepperoni and sausage and ham? 131 00:05:52,642 --> 00:05:54,102 If you get the pizza, 132 00:05:54,185 --> 00:05:58,189 you also get the bowel prep and enema that comes with it. 133 00:05:58,273 --> 00:06:00,900 Totally worth the pizza! Bring it on. 134 00:06:01,234 --> 00:06:02,527 Back in 15 minutes. 135 00:06:05,113 --> 00:06:07,824 [sighs] How hot is my husband's ass? 136 00:06:08,742 --> 00:06:10,869 It's... Very hot, ma'am. 137 00:06:11,077 --> 00:06:12,495 [elevator bell dings] 138 00:06:12,954 --> 00:06:14,039 [indistinct conversations] 139 00:06:15,123 --> 00:06:17,125 He's dead, isn't he? Is he dead? 140 00:06:17,208 --> 00:06:18,585 - He's not dead, ma'am. OK? - [sighs in relief] 141 00:06:18,668 --> 00:06:20,962 You can't go in there. The doctors are working. 142 00:06:21,046 --> 00:06:22,547 He has a serious gunshot wound. 143 00:06:22,630 --> 00:06:25,300 - They need to be able to concentrate on. - They said that he was in a car accident. 144 00:06:25,884 --> 00:06:29,512 - He was shot? Someone shot him? - [gasps] 145 00:06:29,763 --> 00:06:33,266 Pete. Oh, my God. Pete! Please. 146 00:06:33,349 --> 00:06:35,894 - Wait. Please. Pete. Pete? - [Owen] Extend your incision. 147 00:06:35,977 --> 00:06:37,312 - This guy hit me. - [Teddy] Use a little more pressure. 148 00:06:37,395 --> 00:06:38,897 [Owen] Good. OK, get in there with the hemostats. 149 00:06:38,980 --> 00:06:41,399 I stopped the car to give him my insurance card. 150 00:06:41,483 --> 00:06:44,944 - [woman] Stats are still dropping. - I get out... And he shoots me. 151 00:06:45,695 --> 00:06:47,781 - How could... - [Jackson] I'm in. Chest tube. 152 00:06:47,864 --> 00:06:50,575 - Wait. Pete? Pete? - Bag him. 153 00:06:50,658 --> 00:06:52,160 There's blood in his chest. Clamp that. 154 00:06:52,243 --> 00:06:53,244 - Got the port-a-vac. - [woman] Clamp here. 155 00:06:53,328 --> 00:06:54,788 Call the OR. Tell them we're on our way. 156 00:06:54,871 --> 00:06:56,790 - Let's get him ready to transport. - They're taking him to surgery. 157 00:06:56,873 --> 00:06:58,208 Please, he's my husband! 158 00:06:58,291 --> 00:07:01,044 Let me say good-bye. Please. Let-let her-let her say good-bye. 159 00:07:01,127 --> 00:07:03,713 [Teddy] Owen, there's no time. 160 00:07:03,922 --> 00:07:04,964 Good-bye, baby. 161 00:07:05,048 --> 00:07:08,802 I love you. I love you, OK? Don't die, 'cause I love you. 162 00:07:08,885 --> 00:07:10,178 Oh, God. What's happening? 163 00:07:10,261 --> 00:07:12,013 - Out of here now. - Chest tube secure. 164 00:07:12,097 --> 00:07:13,640 You wasted time there wasn't time to waste. 165 00:07:13,723 --> 00:07:16,393 There was time. That might be the last time she sees the man she loves. 166 00:07:16,476 --> 00:07:17,394 There was time. 167 00:07:17,477 --> 00:07:19,396 You paged? Oh, are you heading to the OR? 168 00:07:19,479 --> 00:07:21,523 Yeah, but I need you to cover my post-ops. I am sorry. 169 00:07:21,606 --> 00:07:22,690 I'm-I'm not going into surgery you? 170 00:07:22,774 --> 00:07:24,567 - Cristina. - I'm talking to Dr. Altman. 171 00:07:26,611 --> 00:07:28,488 I need you to cover my post-ops. 172 00:07:28,571 --> 00:07:30,782 - OK. Fine. No problem. I'll do it. - Let's go. 173 00:07:31,282 --> 00:07:32,325 [indistinct conversations] 174 00:07:32,409 --> 00:07:33,743 [Owen] OK, we're running. 175 00:07:36,329 --> 00:07:37,705 - [man] Watch out. - [man 2] Coming through. 176 00:07:37,789 --> 00:07:38,998 Clear that hall. 177 00:07:39,082 --> 00:07:40,458 [indistinct conversations] 178 00:07:41,709 --> 00:07:45,213 Excuse me. I was asking if someone could tell me where I could find the Chief. 179 00:07:45,296 --> 00:07:47,924 I'm sorry, sir. If you could just give me a minute, OK? 180 00:07:48,174 --> 00:07:50,593 [woman speaks indistinctly over P.A.] 181 00:07:52,804 --> 00:07:53,888 [woman] Coming through. 182 00:07:54,681 --> 00:07:56,683 [man] Yeah, it is. The lead was loose. 183 00:07:56,766 --> 00:07:58,476 [woman] OK, I'll let him know. Hold on. 184 00:07:59,727 --> 00:08:01,312 [paper rustling] 185 00:08:02,939 --> 00:08:04,149 Excuse me, ma'am. 186 00:08:04,232 --> 00:08:05,650 It's doctor. What? 187 00:08:05,859 --> 00:08:08,528 I was wondering if you could tell me where I could find Dr. Derek Shepherd? 188 00:08:09,112 --> 00:08:10,447 Um, you know, I don't know. 189 00:08:11,281 --> 00:08:14,033 Can you tell me where his office is? I'm kinda turned around here. 190 00:08:14,117 --> 00:08:16,202 Sir, you know, I have a patient having seizures in there. 191 00:08:16,286 --> 00:08:17,287 Go find a nurse and ask them. 192 00:08:17,370 --> 00:08:18,413 Ma'am. 193 00:08:18,705 --> 00:08:20,707 Look, you're not even supposed to be back here. 194 00:08:20,790 --> 00:08:22,667 I'm not a tour guide. I'm a surgeon. OK? 195 00:08:22,750 --> 00:08:23,793 [gun shot] 196 00:08:23,877 --> 00:08:25,295 [shell casing clatters] 197 00:08:26,504 --> 00:08:28,423 [blood gushing] 198 00:08:30,467 --> 00:08:31,801 Dude, what the... 199 00:08:32,010 --> 00:08:34,345 - [screams] - [shell casing clatters] 200 00:08:35,555 --> 00:08:37,348 [blood gushes] 201 00:08:47,520 --> 00:08:48,563 {\an8}[elevator bell dings] 202 00:08:48,688 --> 00:08:49,814 {\an8}[grunts] 203 00:08:51,233 --> 00:08:52,984 {\an8}[panting] 204 00:08:56,571 --> 00:08:58,698 {\an8}[grunting] 205 00:09:01,451 --> 00:09:04,246 {\an8}[gasping] 206 00:09:11,753 --> 00:09:13,588 {\an8}[gasping] 207 00:09:17,467 --> 00:09:19,052 {\an8}[motor whirs] 208 00:09:20,136 --> 00:09:21,680 {\an8}Hey. You paged? 209 00:09:21,763 --> 00:09:24,391 {\an8}Yeah, I like to say hello to my wife every 48 hours. 210 00:09:24,808 --> 00:09:25,976 {\an8}You didn't come home last night. 211 00:09:26,768 --> 00:09:28,895 {\an8}I told you, every Tuesday night, I'm trolling for cases. 212 00:09:28,979 --> 00:09:32,065 {\an8}Last night, a guy crashed his motorcycle, had rebar jammed in the base of his skull, 213 00:09:32,148 --> 00:09:34,192 {\an8}and shadow Shepherd let me do the extraction. 214 00:09:34,276 --> 00:09:35,402 {\an8}You know what I've been doing? 215 00:09:35,610 --> 00:09:38,196 {\an8}Paperwork. You know what I have to look forward to today? 216 00:09:38,280 --> 00:09:40,865 {\an8}More paperwork. This job is just... 217 00:09:40,949 --> 00:09:42,659 {\an8}I would love to have something jammed I brain. 218 00:09:42,742 --> 00:09:44,286 {\an8}That way, I'd see the inside of an OR. 219 00:09:44,369 --> 00:09:45,412 {\an8}[inhales deeply] 220 00:09:46,246 --> 00:09:49,791 {\an8}OK. Well, are you gonna come home early tonight? 221 00:09:49,874 --> 00:09:52,252 {\an8}Because we can order in, and I have some stuff to tell you. 222 00:09:52,669 --> 00:09:53,795 {\an8}Yeah. I'll be there. 223 00:09:57,132 --> 00:09:59,926 {\an8}I have to go. I'm on Sloan's post-ops. 224 00:10:00,510 --> 00:10:02,095 {\an8}I hate that you're so happy. 225 00:10:02,178 --> 00:10:05,432 {\an8}Derek, there's gonna be a lot of dirty sex for you tonight. 226 00:10:05,557 --> 00:10:06,850 {\an8}Look forward to that. 227 00:10:09,436 --> 00:10:10,645 {\an8}[door closes] 228 00:10:12,772 --> 00:10:15,442 {\an8}I'm looking at injuries to the pulmonary artery and vein. 229 00:10:15,525 --> 00:10:17,360 {\an8}- Hold pressure in there. - [Jackson] More lap bands. 230 00:10:17,444 --> 00:10:20,113 {\an8}Let's try a temporary Satinsky clamp. 231 00:10:20,196 --> 00:10:24,659 {\an8}[Cristina] Dr. Altman, Mr. Linehan has hemolytic anemia and elevated LDH. 232 00:10:24,743 --> 00:10:26,453 {\an8}I suspect post-operative TTP. 233 00:10:26,536 --> 00:10:29,831 {\an8}- Shall I start exchange plasmapheresis? - Yes. Good catch, Cristina. 234 00:10:29,914 --> 00:10:32,667 {\an8}Hold on, Dr. Yang. We need to open up the pericardium 235 00:10:32,751 --> 00:10:35,253 {\an8}to gain proximal control. Dr. Yang should scrub in. 236 00:10:35,337 --> 00:10:37,255 {\an8}And Mr. Linehan can wait for an hour. 237 00:10:37,339 --> 00:10:39,382 {\an8}No, thank you. I'd rather not scrub in. 238 00:10:39,632 --> 00:10:40,800 {\an8}[sucking liquid] 239 00:10:42,886 --> 00:10:43,887 {\an8}Keep this stable. 240 00:10:43,970 --> 00:10:46,056 {\an8}Dr. Altman, I will be right back. 241 00:10:48,016 --> 00:10:49,059 {\an8}Cristina... 242 00:10:49,142 --> 00:10:51,102 {\an8}You know what? You pursued me. I didn't... 243 00:10:51,186 --> 00:10:52,896 {\an8}I gave you an out, and you pursued me. 244 00:10:52,979 --> 00:10:54,439 {\an8}- You said-you said - And I still... 245 00:10:54,522 --> 00:10:57,650 {\an8}Do you love her? Or do you love me? 246 00:11:04,991 --> 00:11:07,035 {\an8}I'm done. We're done. 247 00:11:08,328 --> 00:11:09,913 {\an8}- Cristina... - I'm done. 248 00:11:19,005 --> 00:11:20,006 {\an8}[door closes] 249 00:11:22,008 --> 00:11:23,051 {\an8}[thuds] 250 00:11:23,551 --> 00:11:24,594 [whimpers] 251 00:11:25,053 --> 00:11:26,387 [grunts] 252 00:11:28,389 --> 00:11:29,682 [blood squishing] 253 00:11:44,322 --> 00:11:45,490 [inhales sharply] 254 00:11:46,616 --> 00:11:47,909 [mutters] 255 00:11:47,992 --> 00:11:49,077 [cries] 256 00:11:52,831 --> 00:11:54,124 Dr. Kepner. 257 00:11:57,043 --> 00:11:58,002 {\an8}April, what is it? 258 00:11:58,086 --> 00:12:00,797 {\an8}- Did you know, I grew up on a farm? - What happened? 259 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:03,675 {\an8}I grew up on a farm, so, you know, 260 00:12:03,758 --> 00:12:06,344 {\an8}blood doesn't bother me. I... 261 00:12:07,887 --> 00:12:10,098 {\an8}I slaughtered a pig once. That was a lot of blood. 262 00:12:10,181 --> 00:12:12,809 {\an8}Bleeding like a stuck pig... You know, that's a-that's a saying. 263 00:12:13,017 --> 00:12:15,061 {\an8}To bleed like a pig, you know, it means something. 264 00:12:15,186 --> 00:12:18,273 {\an8}But you don't think of people as having that m-much blood. 265 00:12:18,356 --> 00:12:21,109 {\an8}You learn in med school how many pints we all have in us, 266 00:12:21,192 --> 00:12:22,902 {\an8}but you don't realize it until you see it. 267 00:12:22,986 --> 00:12:25,613 {\an8}You don't get how m-how much blood... 268 00:12:25,697 --> 00:12:27,323 {\an8}And a skinny person. I mean, my God, Reed, she's... 269 00:12:27,407 --> 00:12:29,951 {\an8}She, like, almost anorexic. She's like five pounds. 270 00:12:30,034 --> 00:12:31,744 {\an8}You-you wouldn't think she'd have that much blood in her. 271 00:12:31,828 --> 00:12:34,080 {\an8}- But she did. I mean, she... - April. April. April. April. 272 00:12:34,164 --> 00:12:36,124 {\an8}- [gasps] - [shushes] You're in shock. 273 00:12:36,207 --> 00:12:38,209 {\an8}It's all right. Tell me what happened. 274 00:12:38,877 --> 00:12:40,545 {\an8}[gasps] Reed's dead. 275 00:12:41,337 --> 00:12:42,672 {\an8}Someone shot her. 276 00:12:44,174 --> 00:12:45,842 {\an8}- [sobs] - [elevator bell dings] 277 00:12:47,218 --> 00:12:48,720 {\an8}[indistinct conversations] 278 00:12:51,806 --> 00:12:53,141 [doors close] 279 00:12:53,224 --> 00:12:55,101 [motor whirring] 280 00:12:56,561 --> 00:12:58,897 Excuse me. Could you tell me where to find the chief? 281 00:12:59,606 --> 00:13:01,816 {\an8}Dr. Shepherd? He's probably in his office. 282 00:13:03,026 --> 00:13:04,736 {\an8}Yeah, I've been to his office before. 283 00:13:06,237 --> 00:13:07,780 {\an8}I can't seem to remember how to get there. 284 00:13:08,823 --> 00:13:10,241 I keep going in circles. 285 00:13:10,408 --> 00:13:12,160 It's-it's in the east wing. 286 00:13:12,243 --> 00:13:14,537 That's over by labs, across the catwalk. 287 00:13:14,621 --> 00:13:15,788 Sorry? That's... 288 00:13:15,872 --> 00:13:17,999 You just gotta cross through the patient floor on three, 289 00:13:18,082 --> 00:13:19,876 and then follow the signs to the main lobby, 290 00:13:19,959 --> 00:13:21,502 and then you should find it no problem. 291 00:13:22,670 --> 00:13:23,922 - Thank you. - Mmm-hmm. 292 00:13:37,018 --> 00:13:38,561 - [ding] - [doors open] 293 00:13:39,312 --> 00:13:40,772 [indistinct conversations] 294 00:13:43,316 --> 00:13:44,275 Have a nice day. 295 00:13:45,777 --> 00:13:46,736 You, too. 296 00:13:54,197 --> 00:13:57,200 [gasping] 297 00:14:05,541 --> 00:14:06,501 [Derek] the police are on their way. 298 00:14:06,584 --> 00:14:09,045 What's the procedure? You're the head of hospital security. 299 00:14:09,128 --> 00:14:11,464 How do you not know? I know it's never happened before. 300 00:14:12,798 --> 00:14:14,634 I found it. Lockdown. Nobody moves in or out. 301 00:14:15,468 --> 00:14:18,137 Yeah. Nobody moves, nobody breathes Until we know what's going on. 302 00:14:20,181 --> 00:14:21,015 Here. 303 00:14:22,517 --> 00:14:23,518 The police are almost here. 304 00:14:23,601 --> 00:14:25,186 I'm gonna leave you here. You gonna be OK by yourself? 305 00:14:25,269 --> 00:14:28,231 You're leaving? You-you just said that nobody leaves, 306 00:14:28,314 --> 00:14:30,024 - nobody moves nobody breathes. - Nobody but me. 307 00:14:30,817 --> 00:14:32,401 I'm the Chief. This is my hospital. 308 00:14:32,485 --> 00:14:36,197 - But what if you get shot or... - I'll be right back. I'm the Chief. 309 00:14:36,864 --> 00:14:37,698 [door closes] 310 00:14:38,366 --> 00:14:39,408 [exhales] 311 00:14:44,372 --> 00:14:45,957 [sirens wailing] 312 00:14:53,047 --> 00:14:54,882 [wailing continues] 313 00:14:57,009 --> 00:14:59,512 [indistinct conversations] 314 00:15:01,764 --> 00:15:04,642 - Jason Perkins? - I got the chart here somewhere. 315 00:15:04,934 --> 00:15:07,270 Peds. Can you page the younger Dr. Grey for me 316 00:15:07,353 --> 00:15:08,771 and tell her to get my appy moving? 317 00:15:09,689 --> 00:15:10,731 We're on lockdown. 318 00:15:11,691 --> 00:15:13,276 - What? Why? - Come on. 319 00:15:13,359 --> 00:15:15,111 Well, it's a joke, right? It's a drill or something? 320 00:15:15,194 --> 00:15:16,529 [pagers beeping] 321 00:15:17,321 --> 00:15:19,031 [Arizona] OK. It's no joke. 322 00:15:19,615 --> 00:15:21,492 Everyone. Everyone. 323 00:15:23,160 --> 00:15:24,203 We're sealing the floor. 324 00:15:24,328 --> 00:15:25,913 I don't know why, and it doesn't matter why, 325 00:15:25,997 --> 00:15:27,999 but nobody goes in or out past the double doors. 326 00:15:28,082 --> 00:15:29,333 You check on your own patients, and then you come back 327 00:15:29,417 --> 00:15:31,377 and check and see if there's any others in the queue. 328 00:15:31,460 --> 00:15:33,004 We don't have a lot of hands on deck. 329 00:15:33,337 --> 00:15:36,674 And, people, do not alarm the makers of the tiny humans. 330 00:15:36,757 --> 00:15:39,010 - They will eat you alive. - [woman] Let's go. 331 00:15:39,343 --> 00:15:41,846 - I really thought that was a joke. - [chuckles] A sick joke. 332 00:15:41,929 --> 00:15:43,556 - Excuse me? - Nothing. 333 00:15:43,848 --> 00:15:45,308 [scoffs] What? 334 00:15:45,850 --> 00:15:47,435 What, you can't be stuck on the same floor as me? 335 00:15:47,518 --> 00:15:49,645 - That's a hardship for you? - Yeah. Frankly, it is. 336 00:15:52,857 --> 00:15:54,525 Hey. How are we? 337 00:15:55,359 --> 00:15:57,069 Bill hasn't come back with my pizza yet, 338 00:15:57,153 --> 00:15:58,654 - so still starving. - [laughs] 339 00:15:58,738 --> 00:16:00,823 But full of fresh blood, 340 00:16:00,907 --> 00:16:02,909 which is disgusting, like I'm a vampire. 341 00:16:03,492 --> 00:16:04,911 Mary, you complain too much. 342 00:16:04,994 --> 00:16:06,662 But I do it with a smile. 343 00:16:06,996 --> 00:16:09,165 [chuckles] Face it. I'm an awesome patient. 344 00:16:09,248 --> 00:16:10,291 I make your day. 345 00:16:10,374 --> 00:16:12,960 - [pager beeps] - [whispers] Let's see. 346 00:16:14,670 --> 00:16:15,588 What's wrong? 347 00:16:16,130 --> 00:16:19,508 Nothing. Just a... Page. 348 00:16:19,592 --> 00:16:21,761 - [Teddy] I can't get control of this... - [Owen] He's crashing. 349 00:16:21,844 --> 00:16:23,638 All right, I need more light and another clamp. 350 00:16:23,721 --> 00:16:25,222 [monitor beeping erratically] 351 00:16:25,306 --> 00:16:26,432 How's it going in here? 352 00:16:26,891 --> 00:16:27,975 Touch and go. 353 00:16:28,351 --> 00:16:29,769 [exhales] Avery, you got a second? 354 00:16:32,813 --> 00:16:34,106 Has anybody checked their pager? 355 00:16:34,190 --> 00:16:35,191 No, we've been too busy. 356 00:16:35,274 --> 00:16:36,525 There's a shooter in the hospital. 357 00:16:37,276 --> 00:16:39,445 I don't want you to say a word. When the patient is stable... 358 00:16:40,529 --> 00:16:41,989 [inhales] I want you to tell Hunt and Altman 359 00:16:42,073 --> 00:16:44,283 that nobody goes out of here until they are told. 360 00:16:44,533 --> 00:16:45,868 - [beeping continues] - Mmm-hmm. 361 00:16:46,619 --> 00:16:47,495 Can you handle this? 362 00:16:48,496 --> 00:16:49,330 Yes, sir. 363 00:16:51,082 --> 00:16:52,166 All right. 364 00:16:52,541 --> 00:16:54,210 [beeping continues] 365 00:16:55,294 --> 00:16:56,796 [Owen] OK. OK, BP is dropping. 366 00:16:56,879 --> 00:16:58,714 [Teddy] I've almost got the pulmonary artery under control. 367 00:16:58,798 --> 00:17:00,549 - Just give me one more second. - [Owen] What did Shepherd want? 368 00:17:01,842 --> 00:17:03,552 - [exhales] - [Owen] Dr. Avery? 369 00:17:04,178 --> 00:17:06,347 Nothing. Just wanted to know how long we'd be. 370 00:17:06,430 --> 00:17:08,307 - He needs the OR next. - OK, get in here 371 00:17:08,391 --> 00:17:10,851 and suction around where Dr. Altman's working. 372 00:17:11,227 --> 00:17:12,937 [beeping continues] 373 00:17:13,980 --> 00:17:15,064 [Jackson groans] 374 00:17:16,065 --> 00:17:17,692 Shaky hands, Dr. Avery? 375 00:17:18,526 --> 00:17:20,903 Won't make it as a surgeon if you can't keep your hands steady. 376 00:17:21,070 --> 00:17:22,154 - Yes, sir. - [liquid suction] 377 00:17:27,743 --> 00:17:28,619 Hey. 378 00:17:30,788 --> 00:17:32,623 Did you get that pege? Lockdown? 379 00:17:32,999 --> 00:17:35,459 Yeah. I mean, whatever. It means we can't leave. 380 00:17:35,543 --> 00:17:37,503 I never leave here anyway so what do I care? 381 00:17:37,586 --> 00:17:38,838 You know what? It's probably just a drill. 382 00:17:38,921 --> 00:17:40,256 Or, like, a psych patient got out, 383 00:17:40,339 --> 00:17:42,341 or a baby went missing from the nursery... 384 00:17:42,717 --> 00:17:45,261 Or there's a-there's an ax murderer on the loose. 385 00:17:45,344 --> 00:17:47,054 Ax murderer would be fun. 386 00:17:47,847 --> 00:17:50,433 So? How did he react? 387 00:17:50,766 --> 00:17:54,186 I mean, was his world made whole because your womb is not empty and dry? 388 00:17:54,645 --> 00:17:55,855 Did he weep like a bitch baby? 389 00:17:56,230 --> 00:17:58,649 I didn't tell him because he was in a mood. 390 00:17:58,774 --> 00:18:01,027 So I'll tell him later tonight or something. 391 00:18:01,110 --> 00:18:03,446 - I mean, it should be special, right? - Well, I mean, you found out 392 00:18:03,529 --> 00:18:06,282 in the ladies room squatting over a stick. I mean, that wasn't very special. 393 00:18:06,365 --> 00:18:07,491 Why does he get special? 394 00:18:07,616 --> 00:18:09,577 I don't know. I feel like my head's gonna pop off 395 00:18:09,660 --> 00:18:12,079 because I haven't told him and I want to and I hate that. 396 00:18:12,163 --> 00:18:14,665 - It's good news. He should know, right? - Mmm-hmm. 397 00:18:16,584 --> 00:18:18,753 - You know what? I'm telling him now. - OK. 398 00:18:19,628 --> 00:18:20,921 - What... - Well, I'm coming. 399 00:18:21,589 --> 00:18:24,258 - Well, I want to see the bitch baby tears. - Cristina... 400 00:18:24,341 --> 00:18:26,635 I'll just stand in the hallway. He'll never know I'm there. 401 00:18:27,386 --> 00:18:28,471 I, um... 402 00:18:30,181 --> 00:18:33,392 - I-I broke up with Owen. OK? - Oh. 403 00:18:34,351 --> 00:18:35,644 OK. Come on. 404 00:18:39,815 --> 00:18:42,526 They want attending approval to do the auditory evoked potentials. 405 00:18:42,610 --> 00:18:43,611 Can you sign for it? 406 00:18:43,694 --> 00:18:46,822 Lockdown. Kinda crazy, right? You think it's serious? 407 00:18:46,906 --> 00:18:49,033 - Can you just sign the order? - This Karev thing serious? 408 00:18:49,158 --> 00:18:50,534 - Mark. - I miss you. 409 00:18:50,618 --> 00:18:51,994 Can you just sign the order? 410 00:18:52,078 --> 00:18:54,580 [woman] Sir, you can't leave this area. The hospital is in... 411 00:18:54,663 --> 00:18:55,873 [gunfire] 412 00:18:55,956 --> 00:18:58,209 - [screaming] - [man] Get down! Get down! 413 00:18:58,292 --> 00:18:59,668 - Get down! - [woman] What just happened? 414 00:18:59,752 --> 00:19:02,296 - [man] He shot the nurse! - [man] Get down! 415 00:19:02,713 --> 00:19:05,091 - [indistinct screaming] - [woman] Someone call the police! 416 00:19:05,591 --> 00:19:07,301 No. 417 00:19:07,843 --> 00:19:09,303 - No, no. Vivian. - [mark] Come on. 418 00:19:09,386 --> 00:19:10,721 - Come on. - She's dead. She's... 419 00:19:10,805 --> 00:19:12,181 I'm getting you out of here. Come on. 420 00:19:12,306 --> 00:19:13,474 [man] Move! 421 00:19:16,644 --> 00:19:18,104 [man] Out of my way. Get out of my way. 422 00:19:18,187 --> 00:19:19,939 [woman] Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 423 00:19:20,022 --> 00:19:21,482 - Come on! - [elevator bell dings] 424 00:19:22,858 --> 00:19:24,318 [Lexie panting] 425 00:19:26,320 --> 00:19:28,697 [indistinct screaming] 426 00:19:29,490 --> 00:19:31,617 [exhales deeply] 427 00:19:40,121 --> 00:19:41,288 [siren wailing] 428 00:19:41,705 --> 00:19:44,041 - [man] Go corner to corner. - [siren whoops] 429 00:19:44,917 --> 00:19:46,794 [indistinct conversations] 430 00:19:49,130 --> 00:19:51,257 [indistinct conversations] 431 00:19:57,596 --> 00:19:59,056 - Have you talked to the administrator? - [Richard] No, sir. 432 00:19:59,390 --> 00:20:01,559 - Officer, what's the situation? - Sir, you gotta stand back. 433 00:20:01,642 --> 00:20:03,102 Look, I'm Richard Webber. I'm-I'm the chief... 434 00:20:03,185 --> 00:20:04,270 I'm the former... 435 00:20:04,353 --> 00:20:06,230 Look, this is my hospital. What's going on? 436 00:20:07,982 --> 00:20:09,817 A shooter took down one of the doctors. 437 00:20:10,151 --> 00:20:12,069 And we're not sure whether or not he's still inside. 438 00:20:12,153 --> 00:20:14,280 No, Sir. No one in, no one out. 439 00:20:14,363 --> 00:20:15,990 The-the SWAT team is on the way, sir. 440 00:20:16,073 --> 00:20:17,741 No one in, no one out. 441 00:20:17,825 --> 00:20:19,994 Are you evacuating people? Are you getting them out of there? 442 00:20:20,077 --> 00:20:22,413 - Because - Department policy is a lockdown. 443 00:20:22,496 --> 00:20:23,914 Until we know who the shooter is, 444 00:20:23,998 --> 00:20:27,251 where the shooter is, everyone stays in the same place. It's safer that way. 445 00:20:27,334 --> 00:20:29,712 Look, those are my people in there. If someone is shooting, I'd... 446 00:20:29,795 --> 00:20:32,464 My guys have this. We do. We're gonna take care of it. 447 00:20:33,716 --> 00:20:34,967 OK? 448 00:20:35,050 --> 00:20:37,595 - [helicopter blades whirring] - OK. 449 00:20:37,970 --> 00:20:39,388 [sirens wailing] 450 00:20:39,471 --> 00:20:40,639 What-what-what happened? 451 00:20:40,723 --> 00:20:43,559 [people speaking indistinctly] 452 00:20:49,857 --> 00:20:51,025 [Alex groaning] 453 00:20:51,192 --> 00:20:53,027 I grabbed everything I could think of. 454 00:20:53,277 --> 00:20:54,695 I am... So... 455 00:20:54,778 --> 00:20:57,364 Incredibly pissed off right now. 456 00:20:57,448 --> 00:21:00,034 Alex, you've been shot. We have to get him out of here. 457 00:21:00,451 --> 00:21:02,786 He could come back, Mark. We have to get him out of here. 458 00:21:02,870 --> 00:21:03,996 There's no exit wound. 459 00:21:04,079 --> 00:21:06,081 No exit wound. We're gonna have to flip him. 460 00:21:06,248 --> 00:21:08,209 - Lexie, grab him under the shoulders. - We have to get him outta here. 461 00:21:08,292 --> 00:21:09,210 We have to get him outta here. 462 00:21:09,293 --> 00:21:10,794 Lexie, he's loosing blood. We can't move him. 463 00:21:10,878 --> 00:21:12,296 - [Alex moans and grunts] - Now shut up and help. 464 00:21:12,922 --> 00:21:14,215 [Alex groaning] Ah. Oh. 465 00:21:14,548 --> 00:21:16,425 - [panting] - [Mark] Nothing. 466 00:21:16,800 --> 00:21:18,719 Oh, damn. The bullet's still in there somewhere. 467 00:21:18,802 --> 00:21:20,721 We're just gonna have to wing it. Start an IV. 468 00:21:20,804 --> 00:21:24,308 - I'll set up a chest tube. - You're gonna be OK, Alex. All right? 469 00:21:24,600 --> 00:21:25,684 I'm... 470 00:21:25,768 --> 00:21:28,604 I'm gonna kick that guy's ass when I see him. 471 00:21:30,147 --> 00:21:31,941 [grunts and gasps] 472 00:21:33,067 --> 00:21:34,944 Has anybody seen Olivia Kagan's chart? 473 00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:37,112 I need albuterol nebs for the asthma kid. 474 00:21:37,196 --> 00:21:39,823 It's time for 18's dose of ceftriaxone. 34 needs his mommy. 475 00:21:39,949 --> 00:21:42,451 - And the kid in 35 won't stop crying. - We have, what, 42 kids, 476 00:21:42,743 --> 00:21:44,328 Four doctors and nine nurses? It's not enough. 477 00:21:44,411 --> 00:21:46,747 All right. Why don't you just put all the kids in the room? 478 00:21:46,830 --> 00:21:48,332 I mean, we don't have enough staff for a whole floor. 479 00:21:48,415 --> 00:21:50,292 So at least they'll all be in one place, one big room. 480 00:21:50,376 --> 00:21:51,835 We can keep an eye on all the kids at once. 481 00:21:51,919 --> 00:21:53,754 You can't put a bunch of sick kids in the playroom 482 00:21:53,837 --> 00:21:55,673 - with their beds and everything... - Sure-sure we can. 483 00:21:56,006 --> 00:21:59,343 Stable ones can walk, and we have wheelchairs, so let's do it. Move. 484 00:21:59,843 --> 00:22:02,346 - Thanks. - Whatever. [sighs] 485 00:22:04,223 --> 00:22:05,975 - Well, do you want to talk about it? - No. 486 00:22:06,642 --> 00:22:09,019 - Owen, I mean. - I know what you mean. I don't want to... 487 00:22:09,103 --> 00:22:10,104 [sighs] 488 00:22:10,187 --> 00:22:11,730 I can't. It's just... 489 00:22:13,315 --> 00:22:16,527 OK, he doesn't know, you know, who he loves, 490 00:22:16,610 --> 00:22:17,861 And if it's not me, then... 491 00:22:19,029 --> 00:22:20,155 I don't want to talk about it. 492 00:22:20,239 --> 00:22:21,949 - Let's talk about something else. - OK. 493 00:22:22,616 --> 00:22:24,952 You realize, you're about to be a godmother? 494 00:22:25,369 --> 00:22:26,829 - I'm godmother? - [laughs] 495 00:22:26,912 --> 00:22:29,248 OK, what do I have to do? Like, talk God to the fetus? 496 00:22:29,331 --> 00:22:30,332 'Cause I'm not gonna do that. 497 00:22:30,416 --> 00:22:32,543 It means, you take care of the kid if I die. 498 00:22:32,626 --> 00:22:33,544 [sirens wailing] 499 00:22:33,627 --> 00:22:35,129 Derek takes care of the kid if you die. 500 00:22:35,212 --> 00:22:36,422 If we die, if we die. 501 00:22:36,755 --> 00:22:37,756 OK, so... [chuckles] 502 00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:40,509 If you and Derek are in a plane crash and you die, 503 00:22:40,592 --> 00:22:41,510 the kid is mine? 504 00:22:42,219 --> 00:22:43,053 Yes. 505 00:22:43,762 --> 00:22:46,849 I have to admit, I kinda hope, you and Derek die, just a little bit, 506 00:22:47,182 --> 00:22:49,101 So I can raise the kid with decent priorities. 507 00:22:49,184 --> 00:22:51,270 - I have priorities. - Oh. 508 00:22:52,146 --> 00:22:53,147 Surgery. 509 00:22:53,230 --> 00:22:54,231 - Oh, OK, then. - [laughs] 510 00:22:54,314 --> 00:22:55,733 You can raise a good little surgeon. 511 00:22:55,858 --> 00:22:56,900 - I take it back. - [door opens] 512 00:22:57,026 --> 00:23:00,696 - Hey. What are you doing here? - Uh, walking! 513 00:23:01,280 --> 00:23:02,364 We're in lockdown. 514 00:23:02,448 --> 00:23:03,741 [Cristina] Yeah, we're not walking outside. 515 00:23:03,824 --> 00:23:06,201 That's not what lockdown means. It means stay where you are. 516 00:23:06,285 --> 00:23:08,078 - Did you know that's what it... - No, I thought it meant... 517 00:23:08,162 --> 00:23:10,956 Stay here. Get in here. What? Why are we... 518 00:23:11,040 --> 00:23:13,042 - There's a shooter loose in the hospital. - What? 519 00:23:13,125 --> 00:23:15,502 Stay here. Don't move. I'll come back and get you When it's clear. 520 00:23:15,586 --> 00:23:17,546 Just stay here. Don't move. 521 00:23:20,883 --> 00:23:23,177 OK, your pulse is coming down. 522 00:23:23,510 --> 00:23:26,096 We have to check your blood counts, 523 00:23:26,180 --> 00:23:30,559 But I think you'll be good to go for surgery tomorrow. 524 00:23:32,853 --> 00:23:34,938 That's the fifth time you've checked your pager. 525 00:23:35,981 --> 00:23:37,691 Uh, just... It's habit. 526 00:23:38,484 --> 00:23:40,861 Dr. B... My husband's late. 527 00:23:40,944 --> 00:23:43,864 He's never late, and you're hanging out with me. 528 00:23:43,947 --> 00:23:45,991 You don't really strike me as the hanging-out type. 529 00:23:46,075 --> 00:23:48,160 [inhales] What's going on? 530 00:23:49,203 --> 00:23:52,498 OK, th-there is a-a situation. 531 00:23:52,581 --> 00:23:54,792 I'm not exactly sure what it is. 532 00:23:54,875 --> 00:23:57,961 But, hospital procedure dictates 533 00:23:58,045 --> 00:24:01,090 - that when we're on a... - He's on the floor. 534 00:24:01,173 --> 00:24:02,633 - Who? - The shooter. 535 00:24:02,841 --> 00:24:05,052 A shoot... There's a shooter in the hospital? 536 00:24:05,135 --> 00:24:05,969 Oh, my God. 537 00:24:06,386 --> 00:24:08,514 - [people screaming indistinctly] - [man] Sir, it's all right, all right? 538 00:24:08,597 --> 00:24:10,933 Put the gun down. Come on, man. Don't do anything. 539 00:24:13,185 --> 00:24:14,937 - [man] No, please! I have a family! - [gunshot] 540 00:24:15,020 --> 00:24:16,563 - [gasps] - [man] Sir! 541 00:24:16,647 --> 00:24:18,023 [gunfire] 542 00:24:18,565 --> 00:24:20,025 - Dr. Percy, hide. - What? 543 00:24:20,109 --> 00:24:22,319 Just hide. Mary, OK, play dead. 544 00:24:22,402 --> 00:24:25,364 Wait. What's happening? Just do not move. 545 00:24:25,531 --> 00:24:28,408 Do not breathe. Dr. Percy, go hide, now. 546 00:24:29,701 --> 00:24:31,370 [inhales deeply] 547 00:24:36,041 --> 00:24:37,709 [Bailey mutters] 548 00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:53,225 [foot steps] 549 00:24:58,856 --> 00:24:59,857 [gasps] 550 00:24:59,940 --> 00:25:01,567 [breathes deeply] 551 00:25:04,069 --> 00:25:05,445 This is too much. 552 00:25:05,737 --> 00:25:08,532 [exhales] OK. OK. 553 00:25:09,908 --> 00:25:11,952 OK. [footsteps pacing] 554 00:25:12,077 --> 00:25:14,204 OK. OK. 555 00:25:15,289 --> 00:25:16,415 OK. 556 00:25:16,748 --> 00:25:17,916 [metal clinking] 557 00:25:24,256 --> 00:25:25,382 [door opens] 558 00:25:27,301 --> 00:25:28,343 [Percy] Please. 559 00:25:28,427 --> 00:25:29,595 [Gary] Are you a surgeon? 560 00:25:29,678 --> 00:25:30,721 [Percy] Please. 561 00:25:31,555 --> 00:25:32,806 [Gary] Are you a surgeon? 562 00:25:34,266 --> 00:25:35,475 Yes, sir. 563 00:25:35,559 --> 00:25:36,685 Yes, s-sir. I am. 564 00:25:37,019 --> 00:25:38,979 - No. - [gun cocks] 565 00:25:39,062 --> 00:25:40,606 - No, please. - [gunshot] 566 00:25:40,689 --> 00:25:42,733 - [shell casing clatters] - [groans] 567 00:25:42,816 --> 00:25:44,902 [gasping] 568 00:25:48,197 --> 00:25:49,990 [whimpering] 569 00:25:50,365 --> 00:25:51,783 [panting] 570 00:26:06,924 --> 00:26:08,217 [mouths words] 571 00:26:08,300 --> 00:26:10,427 - No! No! No! - [cries] No! No! 572 00:26:10,510 --> 00:26:12,721 - Are you a surgeon? - [stammers] 573 00:26:13,138 --> 00:26:14,223 Answer me! 574 00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:17,893 [stammers] 575 00:26:20,020 --> 00:26:21,438 N- no. 576 00:26:21,813 --> 00:26:23,148 No. 577 00:26:24,191 --> 00:26:25,359 I'm a... 578 00:26:26,068 --> 00:26:27,152 A- a nurse. 579 00:26:27,986 --> 00:26:29,529 I'm a nurse. 580 00:26:29,738 --> 00:26:32,324 I'm a nurse. 581 00:26:33,867 --> 00:26:35,827 [whimpering] 582 00:26:41,041 --> 00:26:44,002 - I'm sorry... - [clip clatters] 583 00:26:44,086 --> 00:26:45,545 - [whimpering] - for the trouble... 584 00:26:46,213 --> 00:26:47,381 [breathes heavily] 585 00:26:47,631 --> 00:26:48,799 For the mess. 586 00:26:48,882 --> 00:26:50,175 [clicks] 587 00:26:52,052 --> 00:26:53,345 I'm sorry. 588 00:26:53,428 --> 00:26:54,721 [gun action clicks] 589 00:26:54,805 --> 00:26:57,015 [whimpering] 590 00:27:00,644 --> 00:27:03,146 Oh, God... 591 00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:07,067 [Bailey whimpers] 592 00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:09,278 [exhales deeply] 593 00:27:09,361 --> 00:27:12,489 [panting and grunting] 594 00:27:12,864 --> 00:27:15,033 [pants] 595 00:27:22,118 --> 00:27:24,078 You're doing great, Alex. Really great. 596 00:27:24,161 --> 00:27:27,873 Now I need to put in a chest tube. You with me? OK? 597 00:27:27,957 --> 00:27:30,251 No, no chest tube. [gasps] 598 00:27:30,626 --> 00:27:31,669 I'm OK. 599 00:27:32,044 --> 00:27:33,129 Don't cut me. 600 00:27:33,212 --> 00:27:36,340 Lexie, you get the betadine ready and I'll do the rest, OK? 601 00:27:36,424 --> 00:27:37,508 OK. 602 00:27:40,094 --> 00:27:41,762 - [groans] - Oh, my God. 603 00:27:42,596 --> 00:27:43,681 [groans] 604 00:27:43,806 --> 00:27:44,932 [screams in pain] 605 00:27:45,016 --> 00:27:47,310 - Oh, my God. - Shut him up. Shut him up. 606 00:27:47,393 --> 00:27:48,519 Oh, my God. 607 00:27:48,602 --> 00:27:50,646 Oh, God. [Shushes] 608 00:27:50,730 --> 00:27:51,605 [Lexie shushing] 609 00:27:51,689 --> 00:27:53,691 - Alex. - [grunting] 610 00:27:53,774 --> 00:27:56,027 OK. 611 00:27:56,110 --> 00:27:57,820 [screaming] 612 00:27:57,903 --> 00:28:00,114 Shh. Shut him up, Lexie. If that guy with the gun 613 00:28:00,197 --> 00:28:01,741 hears the screaming, he's gonna head this way. 614 00:28:01,824 --> 00:28:03,409 Now do something to shut him up. 615 00:28:03,743 --> 00:28:05,578 [Alex groaning loudly] 616 00:28:05,661 --> 00:28:07,121 OK. Alex... [shushes] 617 00:28:07,872 --> 00:28:10,124 I know that it hurts, but you have to be quiet. 618 00:28:11,292 --> 00:28:12,501 - OK? - [thud] 619 00:28:13,085 --> 00:28:15,421 - [screams] - Lexie! 620 00:28:15,629 --> 00:28:17,298 [screams] 621 00:28:17,965 --> 00:28:19,216 [shushing] 622 00:28:19,300 --> 00:28:21,052 - [muffled screaming] - I'm sorry. 623 00:28:21,135 --> 00:28:22,136 I'm sorry. 624 00:28:23,220 --> 00:28:25,139 The bad news is, less privacy. 625 00:28:25,222 --> 00:28:27,516 But the good news is, is that your bunny can make friends 626 00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:30,186 With a very attractive bear from down the hall. 627 00:28:30,269 --> 00:28:31,937 - Hey, watch it. - Sorry. 628 00:28:32,021 --> 00:28:34,565 [sighs] I thought we were gonna be friends. 629 00:28:35,358 --> 00:28:37,818 You want to talk about this now? We're on lockdown, moving kids. 630 00:28:37,902 --> 00:28:39,403 God knows what's happening, and you want to talk about this? 631 00:28:39,487 --> 00:28:41,447 Well, we're stuck here and we have to be together, 632 00:28:41,530 --> 00:28:45,618 - So, yeah, I want to talk about this. - OK, fine. I tried being friends. 633 00:28:45,701 --> 00:28:47,787 Rising above, I tried that, and now I'm over it. 634 00:28:47,870 --> 00:28:49,413 I'm gonna go the more traditional route 635 00:28:49,497 --> 00:28:51,499 - of totally hating your guts. - [scoffs] 636 00:28:52,833 --> 00:28:55,252 OK, Christopher, Tyler. 637 00:28:55,336 --> 00:28:57,421 Tyler, Christopher. You both hate chicken. Discuss. 638 00:28:57,505 --> 00:28:58,798 [Christopher] Yes, I'm a vegan, too. 639 00:29:00,174 --> 00:29:01,217 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 640 00:29:01,300 --> 00:29:02,385 I don't deserve this, OK? 641 00:29:02,468 --> 00:29:04,762 I have treated you with nothing but respect and love 642 00:29:04,845 --> 00:29:06,764 No. See, that's the thing. You think you have, but you haven't. 643 00:29:06,847 --> 00:29:08,641 I'm sure that it feels great to act like I'm the bad guy, 644 00:29:08,724 --> 00:29:10,351 But that's the biggest load of you know what I've ever heard. 645 00:29:10,434 --> 00:29:11,268 I have spent the last month, 646 00:29:11,352 --> 00:29:13,938 trying to convince myself that I don't need kids to be happy. 647 00:29:14,021 --> 00:29:17,983 Really trying, giving lectures to myself. Saying it out loud to you to Mark 648 00:29:18,067 --> 00:29:20,820 and turning myself inside out to want what you wanted. 649 00:29:20,903 --> 00:29:22,613 And then I stopped for a second, and I thought, 650 00:29:22,697 --> 00:29:25,616 did you ever try to imagine what it would be like to change for me? 651 00:29:25,700 --> 00:29:26,784 Because I don't think you did. 652 00:29:26,867 --> 00:29:28,786 What you did was you dismissed my dream, my dream. 653 00:29:28,869 --> 00:29:30,955 Which says to me that you don't give a rat's ass if I'm happy. 654 00:29:31,664 --> 00:29:33,708 I never understood squat about who you are. 655 00:29:33,791 --> 00:29:36,585 - A now I do, and I don't like it. - Really? Really? Really? 656 00:29:36,669 --> 00:29:39,463 I'm supposed to change for you? Why, because we're in love? 657 00:29:39,547 --> 00:29:41,507 I mean, because you fall in love all the time-men, women- 658 00:29:41,590 --> 00:29:42,967 Excuse me. Dr. Robbins. 659 00:29:43,426 --> 00:29:44,552 I don't feel good. 660 00:29:46,679 --> 00:29:48,597 [Mary] Oh, my... 661 00:29:48,681 --> 00:29:52,685 - He shot me. I'm shot. - You are going to be OK. 662 00:29:52,893 --> 00:29:55,396 [Bailey] Mary, over there is s-some gauze and some surgical pads. 663 00:29:55,479 --> 00:29:56,480 Can you get them for me? 664 00:29:57,106 --> 00:29:59,400 Nope. I-I gotta go. I gotta go home. 665 00:29:59,984 --> 00:30:03,696 We shouldn't be here. My husband... I have to find my husband. 666 00:30:03,779 --> 00:30:06,282 - And that man, he could come back in here. - Mary. Mary. 667 00:30:06,365 --> 00:30:09,410 You're not going anywhere. OK? That man is t coming back. 668 00:30:09,493 --> 00:30:10,870 I need you to pull yourself together, 669 00:30:10,953 --> 00:30:15,040 - bring me those supplies. OK? - [gasping and groaning] 670 00:30:16,375 --> 00:30:18,335 I was doing charts, and now I'm shot? 671 00:30:18,419 --> 00:30:21,297 OK. You're just fine. You're just fine. 672 00:30:21,964 --> 00:30:24,300 [Bailey] Thank you. OK. Good. Very good. 673 00:30:24,383 --> 00:30:26,385 - [whimpers] - Oh, OK. 674 00:30:26,677 --> 00:30:27,887 All right, Mary... 675 00:30:27,970 --> 00:30:31,557 [sobs] Go over to the window, all right? 676 00:30:31,640 --> 00:30:33,893 And look and see if there's anybody out there 677 00:30:33,976 --> 00:30:36,061 - that can help us. - [panting] 678 00:30:36,812 --> 00:30:39,940 Mary, come on. Come on. Come on. Go to the window now. 679 00:30:40,024 --> 00:30:42,818 And just see if somebody can help us. Go on. Go on. 680 00:30:42,902 --> 00:30:44,695 OK. [cries] 681 00:30:45,029 --> 00:30:46,906 [Charles groans] 682 00:30:48,032 --> 00:30:49,325 There's... 683 00:30:49,492 --> 00:30:51,076 There's a... 684 00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:52,453 [groans] 685 00:30:52,536 --> 00:30:53,954 A dead security guard. 686 00:30:54,079 --> 00:30:55,623 He's dead. [cries] 687 00:30:56,999 --> 00:30:59,001 And there's no one else to help us. 688 00:30:59,084 --> 00:31:00,628 There's no one else. 689 00:31:02,963 --> 00:31:04,173 [gasps] 690 00:31:04,507 --> 00:31:07,468 [groans] It's all right. 691 00:31:07,551 --> 00:31:09,053 That's fine. That's... 692 00:31:10,721 --> 00:31:15,643 Where-where is that water coming from? 693 00:31:16,060 --> 00:31:18,312 Dr. Bailey, you're crying. 694 00:31:18,395 --> 00:31:20,648 - [grunting and groaning] - You're crying. 695 00:31:21,732 --> 00:31:23,234 [mutters and sighs] 696 00:31:23,692 --> 00:31:25,236 Then, Mary... 697 00:31:25,444 --> 00:31:27,822 You need to c-come over here and wipe my face 698 00:31:27,905 --> 00:31:29,156 so that I can keep working. 699 00:31:30,616 --> 00:31:32,576 - [gasping] - OK. 700 00:31:32,785 --> 00:31:33,953 OK, OK. 701 00:31:34,745 --> 00:31:36,163 [Charles grunts and groans] 702 00:31:36,247 --> 00:31:37,414 OK. 703 00:31:37,498 --> 00:31:40,167 We're all gonna be fine. 704 00:31:40,251 --> 00:31:41,585 [breaths heavily] 705 00:31:42,086 --> 00:31:43,629 [Teddy] OK, he's ready for transport. 706 00:31:43,712 --> 00:31:45,464 OK, Jackson, get him up to ICU. 707 00:31:45,548 --> 00:31:48,259 - Start warming him up and draw an ABG. - I can't, sir. 708 00:31:49,343 --> 00:31:51,220 - Excuse me? - We can't leave here. 709 00:31:51,303 --> 00:31:52,471 That's what Shepherd told me. 710 00:31:52,930 --> 00:31:54,765 There's a shooter in the hospital. We're supposed to stay here... 711 00:31:54,849 --> 00:31:55,808 There's a what? 712 00:31:55,891 --> 00:31:57,351 - Shepherd said that we're... - This patient is hypothermic. 713 00:31:57,434 --> 00:31:59,562 I need to get him to an ICU, start warming him up, 714 00:31:59,645 --> 00:32:01,230 - before he starts to circle the drain. - Well, Shepherd said... 715 00:32:01,313 --> 00:32:03,148 You didn't bother to mention this until now? 716 00:32:03,232 --> 00:32:05,526 You didn't bother to tell me this until n... Well... 717 00:32:05,609 --> 00:32:07,319 You already told me what Shepherd said. 718 00:32:10,948 --> 00:32:12,283 OK. 719 00:32:12,741 --> 00:32:15,619 I'll take him up myself. Everyone else, stay here. 720 00:32:15,703 --> 00:32:16,704 I'm coming. 721 00:32:16,787 --> 00:32:18,956 - No, you stay put. - I'm a cardiothoracic surgeon. 722 00:32:19,039 --> 00:32:21,125 He has a penetrating injury to his chest. 723 00:32:22,084 --> 00:32:24,587 You don't get a vote this time. I'm coming. Let's go. 724 00:32:25,337 --> 00:32:26,714 OK. 725 00:32:28,591 --> 00:32:30,301 Her blood pressure's 90 over 60 and dropping. 726 00:32:30,384 --> 00:32:31,719 - [screaming] - Let's hang some more fluids. 727 00:32:32,052 --> 00:32:33,429 I have the portable ultrasound. 728 00:32:33,512 --> 00:32:35,180 All right, check her appendix. I will be right back. 729 00:32:36,682 --> 00:32:39,310 When are you gonna forgive me for not being a good enough lesbian for you? 730 00:32:39,393 --> 00:32:40,853 When you do something to convince me that 731 00:32:40,936 --> 00:32:43,230 you're falling in love with me and not with being in love. 732 00:32:43,314 --> 00:32:44,690 When you do something to convince me that I'm different 733 00:32:44,773 --> 00:32:48,652 than George O'Malley, Erica Hahn, Mark Sloan or the girl at the coffee cart. 734 00:32:48,736 --> 00:32:50,779 I mean, you have a huge heart, and I love that about you. 735 00:32:50,863 --> 00:32:52,448 But I don't trust you. Why would I? 736 00:32:53,574 --> 00:32:54,783 Dr. Robbins... 737 00:32:56,410 --> 00:32:57,703 Her appendix... 738 00:32:57,786 --> 00:32:58,829 [mouths word] 739 00:33:06,295 --> 00:33:07,588 [breathes deeply] 740 00:33:07,796 --> 00:33:08,839 You OK? 741 00:33:09,173 --> 00:33:11,508 I've been hurling every day this week around... 742 00:33:11,592 --> 00:33:13,010 Yep, right on schedule. 743 00:33:14,303 --> 00:33:15,638 OK, we gotta get outta here, 744 00:33:15,721 --> 00:33:17,932 'cause, uh... I'm not staying in here 745 00:33:18,015 --> 00:33:20,225 after you stink up this place with your vomit. 746 00:33:21,769 --> 00:33:23,354 [exhales deeply] 747 00:33:27,316 --> 00:33:29,401 Oh, my God. [whispering] Oh, my God. Meredith, get down. 748 00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:30,736 - [whispering] What? - [shushes] 749 00:33:38,869 --> 00:33:40,079 [shushes] 750 00:33:47,044 --> 00:33:48,629 [whispering] That's the guy from the elevator. 751 00:33:50,297 --> 00:33:52,341 - [whispering] What do you mean? What... - It's the guy from the elevator. 752 00:33:52,424 --> 00:33:54,885 He asked me for directions, how to get to the Chief's office. 753 00:33:56,387 --> 00:33:57,846 I don't... 754 00:33:57,930 --> 00:34:00,057 [lowered voice] Meredith, the guy with the gun 755 00:34:00,140 --> 00:34:01,475 is looking for Derek. 756 00:34:03,268 --> 00:34:04,603 [vomits] 757 00:34:10,838 --> 00:34:12,590 [sirens wailing] 758 00:34:15,217 --> 00:34:16,510 [Gary] Dr. Shepherd. 759 00:34:17,553 --> 00:34:19,388 Sir, you shouldn't be here. It's not safe. 760 00:34:19,805 --> 00:34:21,140 I know it's not safe here. 761 00:34:21,807 --> 00:34:23,017 That's the point. 762 00:34:23,684 --> 00:34:25,102 This hospital isn't safe. 763 00:34:26,270 --> 00:34:27,813 You don't recognize me, do you? 764 00:34:30,482 --> 00:34:33,944 Mr. Clark. Sorry. I was... 765 00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:35,696 There's a lot going on here. I have a situation. 766 00:34:35,779 --> 00:34:37,156 You should go someplace safe so you don't get hurt. 767 00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:38,407 I'm already hurt. 768 00:34:42,786 --> 00:34:45,664 You hurt me when you decided to kill my wife. 769 00:34:49,793 --> 00:34:51,170 [gasping] 770 00:34:51,253 --> 00:34:52,421 [Lexie] BP's 60 palp. 771 00:34:52,504 --> 00:34:54,465 [Mark] He's losing a lot of blood. Damn it. 772 00:34:54,757 --> 00:34:55,966 He needs a transfusion. 773 00:34:56,634 --> 00:34:58,052 I don't know what we're gonna do. 774 00:34:58,135 --> 00:34:59,595 [moans] 775 00:35:01,764 --> 00:35:02,806 I'll go. 776 00:35:02,890 --> 00:35:03,974 I'll go get it. 777 00:35:05,392 --> 00:35:07,144 That's insane. I'll go. 778 00:35:07,269 --> 00:35:09,939 No. I don't... I don't know what to do. 779 00:35:10,022 --> 00:35:11,982 You know what to do. I... I don't... I... 780 00:35:13,692 --> 00:35:15,027 I can't do nothing. 781 00:35:16,111 --> 00:35:17,321 Alex... 782 00:35:18,030 --> 00:35:20,115 Don't die. Please don't die. 783 00:35:20,616 --> 00:35:23,160 OK? It's me. It's Lexie. 784 00:35:24,453 --> 00:35:25,621 I will be right back. 785 00:35:26,205 --> 00:35:27,456 [voice breaks] I will be right back. 786 00:35:29,708 --> 00:35:32,127 [Alex muttering indistinctly] 787 00:35:32,878 --> 00:35:35,714 [door opens and closes] 788 00:35:35,798 --> 00:35:36,840 Hey, Sloan. 789 00:35:38,050 --> 00:35:39,802 Try not to kill me. [chuckles] 790 00:35:40,427 --> 00:35:41,720 I'm doing my best. 791 00:35:42,179 --> 00:35:43,597 [gasps] 792 00:35:48,018 --> 00:35:49,728 [whispers indistinctly] 793 00:35:49,812 --> 00:35:51,271 [gasps] 794 00:35:51,939 --> 00:35:54,108 - Oh, my God. - Oh, God. 795 00:35:55,859 --> 00:35:57,069 - Mr. Clark. - Shut up. 796 00:35:57,152 --> 00:35:58,946 No talking. You're not the man here. 797 00:35:59,822 --> 00:36:00,990 I'm the man. 798 00:36:01,532 --> 00:36:02,825 I'm the man. 799 00:36:04,368 --> 00:36:05,661 [breathing heavily] 800 00:36:06,745 --> 00:36:08,580 I told my wife I would be. 801 00:36:10,124 --> 00:36:10,958 I'm the man... 802 00:36:12,209 --> 00:36:14,128 And a man looks after his wife. 803 00:36:14,670 --> 00:36:15,587 But I didn't. 804 00:36:17,047 --> 00:36:19,174 I let you decide that she should die. 805 00:36:20,759 --> 00:36:22,344 I was not a man then. 806 00:36:23,429 --> 00:36:24,847 But I'm man now. 807 00:36:26,598 --> 00:36:27,975 [pants] 808 00:36:29,309 --> 00:36:30,936 [Cristina whispers] No. 809 00:36:31,562 --> 00:36:33,105 OK, Mary... 810 00:36:33,355 --> 00:36:36,483 Mary, see the st-sticky circles there? 811 00:36:36,567 --> 00:36:39,194 - Can you give me three of those? - [grunts] 812 00:36:39,361 --> 00:36:41,822 And... Mary! Give me three of those, please, 813 00:36:41,905 --> 00:36:45,034 - and the other thingy. - [Charles gasping] 814 00:36:45,367 --> 00:36:47,953 - OK, yeah. - [mutters] 815 00:36:48,537 --> 00:36:50,748 - This thing? - No, not that thing. 816 00:36:50,831 --> 00:36:52,541 The other thing, with the... with the wires. 817 00:36:54,043 --> 00:36:55,544 - I'm dying. - [shushes] 818 00:36:55,961 --> 00:36:57,296 No, you're not dying. 819 00:36:57,963 --> 00:36:59,381 Really? Don't lie to me. 820 00:36:59,631 --> 00:37:03,177 Don't tell me that lie we tell everybody, "You're fine. You're doing great." 821 00:37:04,428 --> 00:37:05,637 Don't lie to me. 822 00:37:06,221 --> 00:37:08,766 Please. You gotta promise to tell me the truth. OK? 823 00:37:08,849 --> 00:37:11,185 OK, you are not dying. 824 00:37:11,268 --> 00:37:14,021 - If you were, I would tell you, OK? - OK. 825 00:37:14,730 --> 00:37:17,483 - OK, that's there. - [groans] 826 00:37:18,859 --> 00:37:21,528 - [choking] - You are not dying. 827 00:37:21,987 --> 00:37:24,281 OK, Mary, hold Dr. Percy's hand, please. 828 00:37:25,157 --> 00:37:26,784 [panting and groaning] 829 00:37:27,159 --> 00:37:28,577 Good. 830 00:37:28,660 --> 00:37:30,204 OK. 831 00:37:33,624 --> 00:37:35,042 [whispers] Stay here. 832 00:37:35,459 --> 00:37:37,377 What kind of hospital is this? 833 00:37:39,338 --> 00:37:40,464 It isn't safe here. 834 00:37:41,965 --> 00:37:43,675 Somebody has to protect people... 835 00:37:44,259 --> 00:37:45,469 From you... 836 00:37:46,345 --> 00:37:48,847 Handing down judgments like you're God... 837 00:37:50,015 --> 00:37:52,101 - Mr. Clark, please... - You don't get to be God. 838 00:37:53,936 --> 00:37:55,437 - No talking! - Just... 839 00:37:55,813 --> 00:37:57,022 [panting] 840 00:38:00,943 --> 00:38:02,069 Mr. Clark, listen to me. 841 00:38:07,199 --> 00:38:08,408 I know your loss. 842 00:38:09,326 --> 00:38:10,369 I lost my father... 843 00:38:11,745 --> 00:38:12,871 When I was a kid. 844 00:38:14,623 --> 00:38:16,500 Two guys killed my father for his watch 845 00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:17,960 right in front of me... 846 00:38:20,212 --> 00:38:21,296 Right in front of me. 847 00:38:23,799 --> 00:38:25,884 I didn't become a doctor because I wanted to be God. 848 00:38:27,719 --> 00:38:29,429 I became a doctor because I wanted to save lives. 849 00:38:34,059 --> 00:38:35,394 Look at me. 850 00:38:37,396 --> 00:38:38,438 Please. 851 00:38:39,481 --> 00:38:40,357 Look at me in the eye. 852 00:38:44,444 --> 00:38:45,696 I'm a human being. 853 00:38:47,489 --> 00:38:48,699 I make mistakes. 854 00:38:49,992 --> 00:38:51,076 I'm flawed. 855 00:38:52,953 --> 00:38:53,829 We all are. 856 00:38:56,206 --> 00:38:57,332 Today I think... 857 00:38:59,042 --> 00:39:00,210 For you, is just a mistake. 858 00:39:02,754 --> 00:39:04,047 You want justice. 859 00:39:07,301 --> 00:39:08,510 You want somebody to pay. 860 00:39:13,182 --> 00:39:14,266 You're a good man. 861 00:39:15,267 --> 00:39:16,560 I can see that in your eyes. 862 00:39:25,110 --> 00:39:26,028 Can you see it in mine? 863 00:39:28,447 --> 00:39:29,406 Can you? 864 00:39:31,408 --> 00:39:32,993 [exhales deeply] 865 00:39:46,924 --> 00:39:49,593 Dr. Shepherd. Thank God you're back. 866 00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:55,766 [mouths word] 867 00:39:58,143 --> 00:39:59,978 [screams inaudibly] 868 00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:07,611 [gunfire] 869 00:40:09,988 --> 00:40:11,323 [screaming inaudibly] 870 00:40:12,115 --> 00:40:14,451 [Meredith] I learned to read in the OR gallery. 871 00:40:14,826 --> 00:40:16,411 I played in the morgue. 872 00:40:16,787 --> 00:40:20,332 I colored with crayons on old ER charts. 873 00:40:23,126 --> 00:40:24,419 [screaming inaudibly] 874 00:40:26,255 --> 00:40:29,424 The hospital was my church, my school, 875 00:40:29,675 --> 00:40:32,636 my home, my safe place, 876 00:40:33,011 --> 00:40:34,596 my sanctuary. 877 00:40:35,389 --> 00:40:36,640 I love it here. 878 00:40:39,518 --> 00:40:40,936 Correction... 879 00:40:41,478 --> 00:40:42,688 Loved it here.