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kiss...

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Jesus.

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I'm out here, my love.

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What is wrong with you people?
Who? Jesus.

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No men. What the fuck is wrong
with men?

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Well, how much time do you have?

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What happened?

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First, watching over the mistress

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to the father of my baby.

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And then he tells me that
he has transferred the ownership

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to his car to me, because he owes
the Greek government money.

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And now I have to drive
the car back to Norway.

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Well, how long does it take
to drive there?

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Uh, two weeks.

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You know, two weeks is really not
very long.

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I think we could do that easy.

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We?

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I'm coming with you, of course.

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How much money do you have?

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Um. Uh, 200. But why would you do
that?

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Why would... You don't have to...
Well, I'm in love with you.

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I have, um, 200 or so.

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I think 200 plus 200 is 400.

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And that should get us there with
gas and food.

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And you know, that would only
take us one way.

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Oh, no. But I'm very good at oral
sex. That's the whole thing.

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That was part of the deal.

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I would be turning tricks on the
street,

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which I was very good
at doing in Canada.

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Thank you.

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You all right?

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Anything I can do?

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Get me out of here.

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Okay. Where are we?

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Well, we're still in Albania.

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I think.

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There should be a village.

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A few miles ahead, so maybe
we can stop.

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And I can find a phone.

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Because he should have landed
by now.

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I just need to...

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It's fine.

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And you?

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I want to get drunk.

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Great.

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I can help with that.

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a ragged soul?

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Okay, so it's five more miles
to the village.

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All right, we'll drive into town.

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We'll find something to eat.

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Find some place to sleep.

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We can't afford that?

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No no.

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So we either, um, eat at a
restaurant, get some nice food

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and sleep in the car, or we eat
bread for the rest of our life

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and we sleep in a motel.

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I vote for restaurant and car.

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Yes, boss.

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Thank you.

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Did you finish yours already?

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Yeah.
Wow.

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I think it's an aperitif.

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Well, you know, if it was an
aperitif,

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they should have served it before
the food came on the table.

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I come from a very strict home and
 if they serve it after the food,

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it's a shot.

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How strict is your home, really?

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I think I was seven or something,

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and my mother wanted
to teach me table manners.

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So she made me sit at the table
 with our finest porcelain plates

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under my arms, so that I wouldn't
put my elbows on the table

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while we ate.

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It's true.

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It's so strange.

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Like I can't remember the last time
I just sat like this,

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knowing that no one is waiting for
me.

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What was your mother like?

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She's very much alive.

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Very unpredictable.

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I wouldn't want to give a paltry
diagnosis, but I think she's, um,

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maybe a manic depressive.

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What was that like?

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It was terrific.

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Oh, it had its ups and downs.

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No.

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No joking. Just what was that like?

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Well, she's refugee, so I think
childhood was very complicated.

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The contradiction of Monday mornings
crying on the floor, the fits

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and the Monday evenings baking
of a cake was awfully confusing

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for a young, burgeoning man.

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I think every time you walk in the
door, it's something different.

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So you learn to adapt, you learn
to read people, you learn to adjust.

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No, I love her. It's great.

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I'm not saying anything poor of her.

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No.
Just complex.

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A lot of tears, a lot of laughter.

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I don't really think that I ever,
you know, had a home.

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My only childhood memories
are from my grandmother,

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my grandmother's house.

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She was my favourite person
in the whole world.

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And my room, my favourite drawer
in the house was her drawer

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with all her old stuff.

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And it was filled, you know,
with old ladies creams

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and jewellery and it was like
a treasure box.

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And it all had the smell
of her perfume of, of,

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you know, different time.

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I felt like a time traveller.

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She made me a princess once, made
a beautiful paper crown

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and put it on my head.

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And she said that only the finest,
purest soul can be reached

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by the speech of a golden tongue.

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I fit that description.

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You think you did, don't you?
Quite golden.

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My superhero name.

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Oh, really?

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Yeah. They call me the Golden
Tongue.

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The stars look like they're dancing
to me right now.

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They're washing their hair
in the rain.

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My maternal grandfather
was named Rabbi Klenicki Klein,

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and they had a large moustache
like myself.

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He was a very stiff man,
very unhappy fellow.

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And he spent his life writing
in a thousand page thesaurus

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for the Talmud.

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Talmud was a Jewish document,
and it doesn't mean anything to you,

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but that's about the most Jewish
thing you could ever do.

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But isn't it strange, though,

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that I feel like you can tell
everything to one person

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and then nothing to another?

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You know, when I was...

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A long story short, my father
 slapped me and called me a whore.

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I left home and I wandered
around the night

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and I ended up at my grandmother's
house in the city.

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And she told me that Princess. Yes.
She can't be a whore,

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But a whore, she can be kind of a
princess.

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And after that, you know
I wasn't scared of going home.

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Mama? Mew Mew? Mi Mi?

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I think I would have liked her a
lot. I would have dated her.

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You're Mr Ladies Man.

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What did I do? Why am I Mr
Ladies Man?

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Saw the way that you were looking
at that waitress,

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the way she was flirting with you.

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That's just my bad impulse
control.

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Right.

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I think you should come here.

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Why?
Why?

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I don't know.

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What is this?

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This is my bad impulse control.

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What's it telling you?

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It's telling me.

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I should fuck your brains out.

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What happened?

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I really did cut myself.

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You really almost fucked
my brains out.

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This is the worst ground
I've ever felt.

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I'm so sorry, Lenny.

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I really, really, really would still
like to make love to you.

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I'm just...
I know, not now.

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How are you feeling?
I'm all right.

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My lips are a little sore
from kissing you all night.

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But other than that, I'm all right.

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So are mine.

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There you go.

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Are you American?

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Yeah. You?

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No, man, I'm Canadian.

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All right, well. It's close enough,
huh?

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Well, where are you guys headed?

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Uh, Norway.
Really?

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Yeah, I was actually stationed
up there for three months.

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No, what?
Yeah.

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It's beautiful up there.

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Landscapes, the fjords, the women.

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Oh, well, thank you very much.

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I mean everything's perfect up
there.

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Well, except for the weather.
Right.

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All right. You guys are all set.

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If you just stick to the west
side of the city.

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It's a little bit, uh, tumultuous
right now.

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Okay. Thank you so much.

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You're welcome.

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I think he was flirting with me.

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Oh, yeah.

185
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Well, you're very beautiful.

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Do you always drive so recklessly?

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Uh, yes.

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Okay. What are we getting?

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A German Polse.

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We have a little bit more
of Germany.

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And then after Germany,
we go on to Denmark.

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And then, um.

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I guess that should lead
into Sweden.

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If we find any of them.

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And then we're home sweet
home, Norway.

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Let's just find a place to sleep.

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Oh, no. It's okay, I can.

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I can drive through the night.

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We can just... We'll just find a
motel.

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Okay. Why?

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I mean, it's okay.
I just...

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I just.

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I just don't know if I...

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Want this to be over yet.

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So...

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According to the map,
we're in Russia.

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I'm eating.
No.

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00:19:03,360 --> 00:19:05,280
I didn't know you had that kind
of greed in you, though.

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00:19:05,360 --> 00:19:06,720
Hold on.
No.

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Then there's the ocean.

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I have so much more to eat.

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like a sleepy golden storm.

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new in city.

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like you and me.

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We made it out alive.

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I was sure that was it.

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goodbye.

221
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Hydra's one place where I...

222
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..when I arrived, I didn't have any
kind of a culture shock.

223
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You know, like, every cup
that I saw,

224
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I knew it would fit
in my hand.

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And every table I leaned on,
it was the kind of table

226
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that I always had wanted to lean on.

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The 25 cent jug of wine was the kind
of wine

228
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that I'd always wanted
to be drinking.

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Well, mostly because of the price,
I guess.

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Because of the price.

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And then I met silly old you.

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You went and ruined everything.

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I remember it was, um.

234
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Yeah. Outside Katsikas.

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And you had that green-worn
wool sweater and...

236
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Oh, no, that's not when we met.

237
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No, no, we'd met when you were
coming.

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You were coming from the port

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and you were carrying
too many groceries.

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I could barely see your head.

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And, yeah, you had jugs of water,
and you were coming up,

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and there was a steed walking by,
and it was making a whistling sound.

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And there was a cat purring like,

244
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like an angel playing a string,
you know, like Babylon.

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And I saw you, and the sun
was shining out from you,

246
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and you were coming
from the monastery.

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And I thought, it's Jesus Christ,
the blonde, blue eyed Jesus Christ.

248
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And you completely ignored me,
as I suppose you know Jesus would.

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I don't remember.

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I know you don't remember, but I do.

251
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I'd never ignore you.

252
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You did.

253
00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:21,280
I'll never forget.

254
00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:25,120
Why did you come to Hydra?

255
00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:31,840
Why? Well, I mean, I was, you know,
Axel.

256
00:21:31,920 --> 00:21:36,400
And I think when I met him,
he was just so different

257
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from everyone and everything I
knew.

258
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And it turned out it was all about
him and not about me or us.

259
00:21:51,320 --> 00:21:53,760
You can play anything.

260
00:21:53,840 --> 00:21:55,440
It doesn't even have to be a song.

261
00:21:55,520 --> 00:21:58,680
You can just whatever you feel
like.

262
00:21:58,760 --> 00:22:00,920
My voice is very ragged.

263
00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:04,440
I've been drinking and my nails
are dirty.

264
00:22:04,520 --> 00:22:06,160
And I'm ugly and I'm hunchback.

265
00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:07,760
You're beautiful.
And I'm Jewish.

266
00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:10,360
That's all the ingredients you need
for to make a song.

267
00:22:10,440 --> 00:22:12,600
Okay.
Yes. It's perfect.

268
00:22:18,360 --> 00:22:22,160


269
00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:26,840


270
00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:35,680


271
00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:40,480

go on.

272
00:22:45,040 --> 00:22:49,120


273
00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:53,400

song.

274
00:22:56,280 --> 00:22:58,800
There's nothing like your body.

275
00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:02,560


276
00:23:02,640 --> 00:23:06,200

long.

277
00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:30,920

that you cannot control.

278
00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:39,600


279
00:23:39,680 --> 00:23:44,040

soul.

280
00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:52,400

you're hanging.

281
00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:56,800

pinned.

282
00:24:01,960 --> 00:24:05,560


283
00:24:05,640 --> 00:24:09,800

sinned.

284
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:25,800
Where are we?

285
00:24:27,280 --> 00:24:29,040
I'm not exactly sure.

286
00:24:29,120 --> 00:24:32,320
I think we're somewhere in Denmark.

287
00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:35,200
We should be in Oslo by tonight,
though.

288
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:19,120
What kind of mother would rather
sleep in a car, then go home

289
00:25:19,200 --> 00:25:21,960
to her own child?

290
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:34,640
Did you know that when I, um...

291
00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:41,920
When I, after I had given
birth to him and I...

292
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:44,640
I left the clinic, I just
I wanted to...

293
00:25:48,320 --> 00:25:50,360
I wanted to leave him behind.

294
00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:56,480
I wanted to leave my own child
behind

295
00:25:56,560 --> 00:25:58,720
because I felt like I wasn't ready

296
00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:00,000
and I wasn't ready,

297
00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:03,360
but that was because I knew
that with Axel

298
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:07,240
it was all just ruined way, way
before.

299
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:11,760
But I just I just pretended
and I just pretended

300
00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:16,240
and I just pretended because I knew
that I would have no husband

301
00:26:16,320 --> 00:26:19,840
and I would have no father
for my child to be with.

302
00:26:19,920 --> 00:26:23,120
And I just wanted to be me.

303
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:32,880
And the thing is that with you,
I feel like I am me.

304
00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:41,120
And so I just don't want to,
 I, I don't know, I don't know, I...

305
00:26:45,320 --> 00:26:46,680
No one is born a mother.

306
00:26:49,120 --> 00:26:50,120
Nobody.

307
00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:04,400
You're a fantastic mother.
I've seen you.

308
00:27:04,480 --> 00:27:06,760
No, I'm not.
You're fantastic.

309
00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:08,200
It's true.
No.

310
00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,000
When you look at each other,
it's like, uh...

311
00:27:13,080 --> 00:27:17,120
There's no sea, there's
no land, there's nothing.

312
00:27:17,200 --> 00:27:18,560
Just the two of you.

313
00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:21,720
See the birds?

314
00:27:23,600 --> 00:27:25,640
They just fly without thinking.

315
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:26,760
That's you too.

316
00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:34,240
The thing is, you and I,
that car is a moon vessel.

317
00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:38,720
You know, it's temporary.
That's why it works.

318
00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:41,480
Because we know it's not
going to last forever.

319
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:43,640
And so every minute becomes
valuable.

320
00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:49,040
But after a while, you would miss...

321
00:27:49,120 --> 00:27:52,440
You'd miss Axel, and you'd miss
being a mother,

322
00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:54,240
and you'd take
it out on me.

323
00:27:54,320 --> 00:27:58,040
I know that, you think my
stories are old and worn.

324
00:27:58,120 --> 00:27:59,920
Just like every relationship ever.

325
00:28:00,000 --> 00:28:01,840
I mean, that's the problem
with this kind of love,

326
00:28:01,920 --> 00:28:05,880
is that sooner or later,
the other person becomes habit.

327
00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:08,400
And I'm not being pedagogical.

328
00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:09,600
I'm saying that...

329
00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:16,960
From my side of the scene
where I am,

330
00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:22,680
there's nothing more pure, loving
and large.

331
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,080
There's nothing more special
than what you have.

332
00:28:28,160 --> 00:28:30,400
And we have a lot of things. We
don't have that.

333
00:28:41,680 --> 00:28:42,680
One more night.

334
00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:45,480
Oh, one more night's not
gonna do it.

335
00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:47,360
Two more nights is not gonna do it.

336
00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:51,760
It's gonna go on and on until it
stops, you know.

337
00:28:51,840 --> 00:28:59,400
I will never grow tired of your
stories or let you become a habit.

338
00:29:00,720 --> 00:29:02,320
It's a promise you can't make.

339
00:29:03,600 --> 00:29:04,720
A promise I can't make either.

340
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:22,600


341
00:29:22,680 --> 00:29:25,360


342
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:30,760


343
00:29:30,840 --> 00:29:34,200


344
00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:42,840

I find.

345
00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:50,320


346
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:56,040


347
00:30:22,520 --> 00:30:24,920
Yes. He's sleep.

348
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:26,440
Baby.

349
00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:30,600
This is Leonard.

350
00:30:30,680 --> 00:30:32,480
My mother.
Hello.

351
00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:34,080
Heard so much about you.

352
00:30:35,760 --> 00:30:37,080
I'm meeting a celebrity.

353
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:54,920
I don't know what this is.

354
00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:30,240
Do you like it?
It's like matzo.

355
00:31:30,320 --> 00:31:32,760
Matzo ball.
Yeah. It's a...

356
00:31:40,840 --> 00:31:43,600
Okay.
Potato. Yeah.

357
00:31:58,080 --> 00:32:01,640
Right. This is the best meal we've
had in a long time.

358
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:05,720
That's Norwegian.
That's Norwegian.

359
00:32:05,800 --> 00:32:07,320
Very Norwegian.

360
00:32:38,360 --> 00:32:39,360
Mother was just saying,

361
00:32:39,440 --> 00:32:41,520
she thinks you're a bit too skinny
and that you have to eat more.

362
00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:45,720
Sounds like my mother.

363
00:32:50,200 --> 00:32:55,280
You know, Jesus always said,
it's more important

364
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:58,640
what comes out of your mouth than
what goes in it.

365
00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:05,360
Mother understands English.

366
00:33:05,440 --> 00:33:06,720
She just doesn't speak it.

367
00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:08,120
Oh, sorry.

368
00:33:18,520 --> 00:33:26,240
Dear diary, that was a car crash.

369
00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:28,440
Really?

370
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:32,200
She hates...

371
00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:34,920
..me.

372
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:37,760
No, she likes you.
She likes you.

373
00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:39,320
Oh, yeah. Yeah, she loves me.
No.

374
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:41,600
She hates me, possibly.

375
00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:46,920
Axel, he didn't even make
it through the hall downstairs.

376
00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:50,040
You sat at her dinner table.

377
00:33:50,120 --> 00:33:51,480
I'm flattered.

378
00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:52,560
You should be.

379
00:33:55,120 --> 00:33:57,440
Oh, my goodness, this is cracked.

380
00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:00,600
Bad luck for seven years.

381
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:06,080
This is how I always see myself.

382
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:07,160
Broken.

383
00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:39,080


384
00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:44,480
Eggs and homemade bread.

385
00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:46,400
That brings me right back home.

386
00:34:58,560 --> 00:35:01,000
Oh, she asks, where are you from?

387
00:35:01,080 --> 00:35:04,560
I'm from Montreal, Canada.

388
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:18,880
His family and relatives,
his mother are there.

389
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:29,000
Condolences.

390
00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:30,480
Oh, okay.

391
00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:34,040
Um, you have work?

392
00:35:35,360 --> 00:35:38,200
Um, yeah, I am, uh.

393
00:35:38,280 --> 00:35:39,440
Leonard's a poet.

394
00:35:41,280 --> 00:35:42,440
I'm a writer.

395
00:35:44,640 --> 00:35:49,360
I am, I've written a few volumes
of poetry

396
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:53,720
and I just, I've written
written a novel.

397
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:55,120
I've written a few novels.

398
00:35:55,200 --> 00:35:59,520
Um, one was, uh, rejected.

399
00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:02,320
Uh, but another one is coming
out soon.

400
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:08,120
Yeah, hopefully you know in Norway.

401
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:10,720
And I've been writing some
songs as well.

402
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:14,200
Guitar?

403
00:36:14,280 --> 00:36:15,280
Yeah.

404
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:39,640
Why didn't you just tell her what I
did before we got here?

405
00:36:42,080 --> 00:36:48,240
I didn't tell her because I wanted
her to meet you first

406
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:52,080
and see what kind of person you are
without just judging you

407
00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:56,080
and what you do based on her
impression of Axel.

408
00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:02,080
Leonard, please don't.

409
00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:03,680
Don't pay attention to my mother.

410
00:37:03,760 --> 00:37:06,400
She's just very insecure.
And that's...

411
00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:07,600
Your mother's a lot of things.

412
00:37:07,680 --> 00:37:10,080
I don't know if insecure
is one of them.

413
00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:12,200
It's just her coping mechanism.

414
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:13,440
And when you...

415
00:37:13,520 --> 00:37:16,880
If you feel like she's judging you,
it's not you. It's all...

416
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:19,640
She's judging me because she feels
that I am ruining

417
00:37:19,720 --> 00:37:20,840
and wasting my life.

418
00:37:20,920 --> 00:37:22,760
Oh, you're ruining wasting
your life with me.

419
00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:25,720
Okay. Very nice.

420
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,880
No, you know that's not
what I meant at all.

421
00:37:35,880 --> 00:37:37,080
All right.

422
00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:38,240
Let's not get nasty, okay?

423
00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:40,360
Let's just, um. We'll go for a walk.

424
00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:42,160
Yeah. That's a great idea.

425
00:37:42,240 --> 00:37:43,240
Forgive me.

426
00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:53,800
Do you know where your mother put
my shoes?

427
00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:55,880
I don't know, they're probably in
the hall. Go look.

428
00:39:30,080 --> 00:39:31,720
Thank you so much for the letter.

429
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:33,720
Great news about the book.

430
00:39:33,800 --> 00:39:36,640
For the last two months, I felt
gradually more isolated

431
00:39:36,720 --> 00:39:38,280
from the world and from myself,

432
00:39:38,360 --> 00:39:41,080
so I can't say how much it meant
to me right now.

433
00:39:41,160 --> 00:39:44,080
Unfortunately, we spent
all our money getting to Norway

434
00:39:44,160 --> 00:39:47,600
and Marianne has her son to take
care of. At the same time.

435
00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:50,360
Of course, I agree with you that all
the endless hours of work

436
00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:53,040
I put into it mustn't go to waste.

437
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:55,400
I don't know how much longer
I can take it.

438
00:40:04,720 --> 00:40:09,160
You know, actually, I was talking
to her this morning and she did say

439
00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:12,160
that we can we can stay
as long as we like.

440
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:17,040
So I was thinking maybe
I'll find a job.

441
00:40:17,120 --> 00:40:18,280
And, uh...

442
00:40:18,360 --> 00:40:25,040
I was wondering if there is anywhere
else we could stay,

443
00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:27,040
you know, just sleep.

444
00:40:27,120 --> 00:40:30,120
We can sleep under a bridge,
if that's what you want.

445
00:40:30,200 --> 00:40:32,840
No. Just, um, you know, a friend.

446
00:40:32,920 --> 00:40:34,320
I thought you had maybe a friend.

447
00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:40,280
Well, my friends have families
and kids, and, I mean, you...

448
00:40:40,360 --> 00:40:43,960
You could find a job here
as well, you know.

449
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:45,040
Doing what?

450
00:40:46,520 --> 00:40:48,760
Journalist, maybe.
In Norwegian?

451
00:40:50,240 --> 00:40:52,680
Because I'm so fantastic
at the language.

452
00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:53,760
Pretty good.

453
00:40:55,280 --> 00:41:00,160
You can just stay in and write
like you usually do,

454
00:41:00,240 --> 00:41:02,720
and we will be out of your way.

455
00:41:16,800 --> 00:41:18,680
Do you want to come up or...?

456
00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:22,160
Yeah, I'll be in. I'm just... I need
to finish the cigarette.

457
00:41:45,320 --> 00:41:47,840
Is there really anything
left to cut off?

458
00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:48,920
Sorry.

459
00:41:49,000 --> 00:41:51,600
I mean, isn't that the second time
in a row that you're shaving?

460
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:54,400
No.

461
00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:07,240
You've been shaving for half an
hour now,

462
00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:10,320
so you can just go for a walk
and it'll make you feel better.

463
00:42:10,400 --> 00:42:12,160
I don't want to offend her.

464
00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:14,920
Well, you won't offend her, because
I'll just tell her

465
00:42:15,000 --> 00:42:18,560
that you had an important
errand to go to.

466
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:21,360
It's fine, really.

467
00:42:42,480 --> 00:42:45,920
Hey, you look fantastic.

468
00:42:46,000 --> 00:42:47,000
Thank you.

469
00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:50,880
You too.

470
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:56,520
You shouldn't light
the table on fire.

471
00:42:58,720 --> 00:42:59,960
Where is little...?

472
00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:06,560
My mother took him to the park.

473
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:09,320
Okay. The invitation was for him as
well.

474
00:43:09,400 --> 00:43:12,400
I know, but I think my mother felt
that it was a little bit

475
00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:15,400
inappropriate to bring a child
here.

476
00:43:15,480 --> 00:43:18,560
Because this place here
is quite, um...

477
00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:20,840
It's an institution, really.

478
00:43:20,920 --> 00:43:26,600
But you do know that this place
is, um, quite expensive.

479
00:43:26,680 --> 00:43:31,920
That's okay, because Irving, um,
Irving's lent me a little money.

480
00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:33,920
Wire came in today.

481
00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:35,760
Amazing.
Yeah.

482
00:43:39,720 --> 00:43:40,840
What?

483
00:43:47,120 --> 00:43:48,120
I love you.

484
00:43:50,840 --> 00:43:51,960
I love you, too.

485
00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:00,800
I'm going to Canada.

486
00:44:00,880 --> 00:44:01,880
When?

487
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:05,840
Just for a little while.
I, um...

488
00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:09,640
My book has finally come out.

489
00:44:09,720 --> 00:44:11,800
Uh, so they're, uh.

490
00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:16,320
You know, paying my fare
and giving me the whole, uh,

491
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:19,160
Star Spangled Banner treatment.

492
00:44:19,240 --> 00:44:21,480
Uh, if I go and I promote it.

493
00:44:21,560 --> 00:44:24,240
So, um, I figured I'll, uh, you
know,

494
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:27,000
just go away for a little while and
make enough money

495
00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:30,720
to send to you and a little micro,

496
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:35,240
and you all can come to Montreal
and...

497
00:44:35,320 --> 00:44:37,040
..come and enjoy the freezing cold.

498
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:41,040
I mean, why can't you just why
can't you just stay here

499
00:44:41,120 --> 00:44:42,120
and you can find a job?

500
00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:47,280
Because that's not. I am
I'm not...

501
00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:49,280
I'm not completely well, you know,

502
00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:52,440
I don't know if you can see it in my
eyes, but but...

503
00:44:56,480 --> 00:44:57,800
Every time I shave.

504
00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:02,640
It takes a lot of self control.

505
00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:08,600
Please don't say that.

506
00:45:11,720 --> 00:45:12,720
I just...

507
00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:18,880
I just really don't want
you to leave.

508
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:26,160
You won't like what I become
if I stay.

509
00:45:29,080 --> 00:45:31,160
So you're going home?

510
00:45:31,240 --> 00:45:35,760
Going to Montreal. Home's wherever
you are.

511
00:45:35,840 --> 00:45:40,120
Marianne. It's not the end.
Okay?

512
00:45:40,200 --> 00:45:42,240
Look at me. It's not the end.

513
00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:43,760
How do you know that?

514
00:45:54,120 --> 00:45:58,400


515
00:46:02,040 --> 00:46:06,400


516
00:46:09,840 --> 00:46:12,640


517
00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:20,360


518
00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:27,960


519
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:36,240


520
00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:41,160


521
00:46:47,160 --> 00:46:49,560


522
00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:58,480


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