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Previously On This Is Us...

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Hey, Randall,take the next part.

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Yeah, come on.
You got this, bro.

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How is your brother blacker
than you, Randall?

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Randall's an Oreo.

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Hello there, Randall.
I'm sorry, I can't do this.

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Dad?

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If I had been there,

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I would've walked
through literal fire

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and I would've
pulled that man out.

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Hmm.

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Well, Kev, I guess we'll never
know because you weren't there.

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And he died ashamed of you.

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You know, I used to think the
worst thing that happened to me

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was the day that Dad died.

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It's the day
they brought you home.

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Growing up, I, uh, I just had
to keep so many things to myself

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because I didn't want
to make you guys feel bad.

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I'm calling to ask you
to be my best man.

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Absolutely.

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Uh, I'd be honored.

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When you stand up there
next to me,

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I don't want there to be
anything between us.

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What if I come--
What if I come out?

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What if I come see you?
Yeah, brother,

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that's-that's cool with me.

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Well, all right, then.
I'll book the fight.

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Yeah.

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Definitely a lot of moisture
swirling in

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from that low-pressure center.

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Once it cross I-70
and hit that cold air?

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Time for the heavy coats.

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Sorry, enough about snow.

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Hmm?
Mm-hmm.

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Mmm. How was yourday, honey?

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Honestly, I wouldn't mind
a snow day or two.

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If I have to explain
the Dewey Decimal System

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one more time...
That's, uh,

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Donald Duck's nephew, right?

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Hush.

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Hmm.

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Sounds like we're gonna have
to grab your winter coat

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and gloves from the basement
for school tomorrow.

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Mm-hmm.
Randall?

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Randall?

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That's okay, bud.

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I got it, hmm?

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Yeah, well, I knew
Randall was obsessed,

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but it looks like Mister Rogers
has his hooks in Kev now, too.

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Yeah. Yeah.

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Yeah, I'm just about
to tell 'em.

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Okay.

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Now would you please go enjoy
your girls' weekend?

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Yeah.

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Hey, kiss Katie girl
three times for me.

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Okay. Yeah,
I love you, too. Bye.

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Hey, boys?

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I have a big surprise for you.

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Boys, hey.

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Okay, so gigantic news.

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I'm just gonna,
I'm gonna turn this off gently.

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Dad! We was watching it!
Dad!

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Yeah, no, I know. Hey, look,
don't jump down my throat.

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I got a question for you.

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What is better than watching
Mister Rogers on TV? Huh?

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Maybe going and seeing
Mister Rogers live in person?

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That's right.
Mister Rogers' Neighborhood

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is filmed right here
in Pittsburgh.

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The man himself, he wants to
chat with some little neighbors.

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So what do you say?
Do you guys want to go?

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Yeah!
Yeah, that's right.

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That's right. Of course
you want to go. We want to go.

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Hey, I'm gonna use these hands
a little later

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because we're gonna write
a thank-you note

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to Pete in construction
for getting us on the list.

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Right? Okay, so,
your spoons are down,

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I want your jammies off.

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And then we'll go,
go, go, go, go.

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Get those jams off. Come on.

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Randall, I said
I wasn't finished yet.

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What?

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You know I like to drink
the milk at the end.

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Oh. Sorry.

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You know, Randall, I know
Kevin's visit has you on edge,

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but let's not let the sweet,
sweet cereal milk suffer for it.

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It's just so... formal.

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I mean, he's flying all the way
out here to talk about...

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you know...

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Your racially-charged childhood?

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That's not what I was...
Randall.

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I asked for this, here it is,

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and now I wish I could
put it off for another 40 years.

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Randall, the man is coming

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across country
to have a long-awaited talk.

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This needs to happen.

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I know. And it will.

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Well, I am taking the girls
ice skating,

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clearing out for the day.

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Let you two have your space.

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Y'all can stay if you want.
Oh, no.

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You know good and well,
if the girls see him first,

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they will be sucking up

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all of Uncle Kevin's time
and attention.

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Look, you said
his acting was trash

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and his father died
ashamed of him.

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He said he hated
that they ever adopted you.

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Can't get any worse.

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It can get worse.

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What up?

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The Fresh Prince
has finally arrived in L.A.

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How was the cab ride, man?
Oh, it was fine, I guess.

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Yeah?
Didn't think there'd literally
be palm trees everywhere.

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Did you whistle for a cab,

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and when it came near,
the license plate said "Fresh"

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and it had dice in the mirror?

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You're stupid.

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Wait, so you've been
in this apartment for two months

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and this is all your furniture?
I mean, where'd you get it?

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The streets?

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Yeah, pretty much.

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Wait, we're not gonna be
sharing the same bed, right?

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'Cause I would rather just stay
at the hotel with the team.

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You call Model U.N. a "team"?

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Shut up.

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Hey, so, we partying
this week or what?

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Nah, no. If I'm not studying,

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I'm gonna be dipping in and out
for team meetings.

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Randall, it's your
spring break, man.

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It's your first time
visiting me, okay?

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It's the perfect opportunity
for us to own L.A.,

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just the two of us.

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Well, I don't know,
I guess a little fun

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could loosen me up
for the conference.

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Tonight? Huh?
T-- uh...

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Fine.

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There he is.

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Let's pregame.

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There he is.
Hey.

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Get in here.
Yeah?

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Yeah.
How you doing, man?

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All right.
You good?

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I'm good, man. Yeah.
Good.

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You, uh... Decent flight?

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Huh?
Decent flight?

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Oh, y-- Nah, no.

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Yeah, it was
a mixed bag, actually.

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You know, I, uh,
I-I dominated on easy sudoku,

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and then I moved up a level
and got smoked, so...

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Well, you're either
an all-star or a ball boy.

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No in-betweens in sudoku.
That is true.

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It's what I've learned.
Yeah.

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Anyway...

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Sorry. I keep checking this...

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I-I'm expecting a call
from Robert De Niro.

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We're supposed to talk about
our reshoots, and I feel myself

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compelled to constantly
check my phone

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to make sure the battery's
not dying, because...

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You walked out of set on him.
Yeah, that's right.

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My brother,walking out on Bobby D.
Well, it's...

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Don't let yourself get
too attached to anything

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that you're not willing to
walk out on in 30 seconds flat

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if you feel the heat
around the corner.

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It's Heat.

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Yeah. That's good.

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Thank you.

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Listen, I don't want to beat around the bush...
Need some water?

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No? Hmm?

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Uh... I'm... I'm fine.

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Um...

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Look, I just feel like it would
be easy to start catching up,

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you know, and fall back
into our rhythm

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without actually talking.

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And I don't want this
to get away from me.

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Randall, there are some things
I need to say to you.

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Here we go.

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Here we go.

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You guys excited? Yeah.
Yeah.

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Mister Rogers will be arriving
soon, gang, and he loves

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talking with boys and girls
like yourselves.

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Let's hurry up
so everyone has a good seat.

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Name? All right.

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Here you go.

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And, uh, here you go.

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Thank you.
And...

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Uh...
Hey, uh, Jack Pearson.

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We should be on the list.
Uh...

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Yep. Yeah, no, we got you.

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And, uh, how many kids you got?
Just two.

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Fantastic.

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There you go.

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And there you go.
Uh...

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Actually, no, these, uh,
these two are mine.

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Right here.
Oh. Oh, my God.

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I-I'm so sorry. That's, um,
that's-that's my fault.

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No, no, it's not a problem.
It's not a problem.

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It's an easy mistake.
Happens all the time.

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We're just happy
to be on the list. Right?

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Yeah. Randall here, he's a huge,
huge fan of Mister Rogers.

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So if maybe, like, there's
a, uh, a special seat,

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think that'd be nice.
Wouldn't you like that, bud?

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Yeah.

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Uh... of course.

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Great. Thanks.

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Let's get this lanyard on.

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All right, my man.

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All right,
you're an official neighbor

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of Mister Rogers now.

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Right? Look at that.

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It says you're special.

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I'm gonna get you
a special seat, huh?

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Maybe outside of the kitchen?

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Wow.

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Now that I think about it,
you're definitely

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more of a Carlton
than a Fresh Prince.

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Whatever,
I'm just getting warmed up.

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Yo, aren't we supposed
to be going out?

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Like, you know, when do we
actually, you know, go out?

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Yeah.

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Uh... right now.

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I took the imitative of getting
us some fake IDs, bro.

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Oh, Jesus. Oh...

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Hey, I get getting the bed frame
off the side of the street,

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but did you have to get the art
off the side of the road, too?

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Yeah, uh, a friend of mine

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gave that to me.

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I didn't--
I didn't want to be mean.

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Here.

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No time to get fancy,
I just borrowed it

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from a buddy of mine
in acting class.

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But it looks nothing like me.
He's... he's pushing 40.

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Who cares?

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He's a Black guy,
you're a Black guy.

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It'll be fine.

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Hey. I'm telling you, it's
gonna get the job done, okay?

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Promise.

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Speak freely, man.

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Obviously I had
a conversation with Kate.

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On our birthday.

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She clearly relayed
some things to you.

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Yeah, she did.

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Um...

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Look, Randall.
I'm not blind, okay?

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I understand...

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that it must've been difficult
for you

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growing up a Black kid
in a white family.

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And I know...

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being the only Black kid in
your school wasn't easy either.

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Sure.

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I've been thinking a lot
about high school.

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Um, the prom.
You remember the-the prom?

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That girl you took--
the redhead-- what's her name?

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Allison.
Allison. That's right.

253
00:11:29,863 --> 00:11:31,255
You took Allison to the prom

254
00:11:31,429 --> 00:11:35,738
only to have her dad
treat you... awfully.

255
00:11:35,912 --> 00:11:38,959
The guy was a racist prick.

256
00:11:41,004 --> 00:11:42,092
I should've done more
to protect you

257
00:11:42,266 --> 00:11:43,441
in that situation, Randall.

258
00:11:43,615 --> 00:11:44,965
I wish I would have.

259
00:11:45,139 --> 00:11:46,706
You know, I was standing
right there, man.

260
00:11:46,880 --> 00:11:48,533
I-I didn't...

261
00:11:50,579 --> 00:11:52,973
I didn't do anything.

262
00:11:53,147 --> 00:11:56,063
I should've protected you.
I'm sorry.

263
00:12:00,763 --> 00:12:03,505
I've been thinking a lot
about that, you know.

264
00:12:04,941 --> 00:12:07,639
And I'm sorry
if you ever felt alone.

265
00:12:07,814 --> 00:12:12,557
And I'm sorry
if your childhood wasn't...

266
00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:16,126
what you wanted it to be.

267
00:12:16,300 --> 00:12:20,478
And I am genuinely sorry,
Randall...

268
00:12:22,480 --> 00:12:24,308
...if I played any part

269
00:12:24,482 --> 00:12:28,008
in ever making you feel
alone or bad.

270
00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:31,751
Ever.

271
00:12:37,713 --> 00:12:39,846
It's something I should've said
a long time ago.

272
00:12:40,020 --> 00:12:42,718
And I wanted to come here,
I wanted to look at you,

273
00:12:42,892 --> 00:12:45,808
right in the eye, and
I want to say it to your face.

274
00:12:48,463 --> 00:12:50,421
Thanks, Kev.

275
00:12:58,865 --> 00:13:00,867
Hey.

276
00:13:01,041 --> 00:13:03,391
Come on, Randall,
so, what I'm trying to say is,

277
00:13:03,565 --> 00:13:06,829
honestly, man, from the bottom
of my heart, I'm...

278
00:13:07,003 --> 00:13:08,918
I'm really sorry.
Yeah, man.

279
00:13:09,963 --> 00:13:11,921
And I appreciate it.

280
00:13:13,401 --> 00:13:14,881
Okay, good, 'cause it just--

281
00:13:15,055 --> 00:13:16,752
it doesn't really seem
like you do.

282
00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:23,759
It's a very kind sentiment.

283
00:13:23,933 --> 00:13:26,414
It was a beautiful monologue.

284
00:13:29,417 --> 00:13:30,940
You're annoyed with me.

285
00:13:31,114 --> 00:13:32,768
Trying not to be.

286
00:13:34,465 --> 00:13:36,076
Man, I got to s--
I'm-I'm a little lost here.

287
00:13:36,250 --> 00:13:37,425
I don't know,
I don't know what...

288
00:13:37,599 --> 00:13:38,687
what you're expecting from me.

289
00:13:38,861 --> 00:13:40,167
Kev, honestly, I don't know.

290
00:13:40,341 --> 00:13:41,908
You don't know?
I don't.

291
00:13:42,082 --> 00:13:44,084
But you're annoyed with me?
I'm trying not to be.

292
00:13:52,396 --> 00:13:55,486
I think I'm gonna get
a little air.

293
00:13:55,660 --> 00:13:58,098
Randall, look, man.

294
00:14:04,756 --> 00:14:06,193
I said I need some air, Kev.

295
00:14:06,367 --> 00:14:08,978
As in "give me space for a sec."
Yeah.

296
00:14:09,152 --> 00:14:12,025
I've been giving you space for
a sec for a really long time.

297
00:14:17,204 --> 00:14:18,292
You've been unhappy with us.

298
00:14:18,466 --> 00:14:20,598
You said there were things...

299
00:14:20,772 --> 00:14:23,123
uh, that happened in our family
that we didn't acknowledge,

300
00:14:23,297 --> 00:14:25,516
things we didn't see.

301
00:14:25,690 --> 00:14:28,171
You've been cold-shouldering me
for about a year now.

302
00:14:28,345 --> 00:14:30,521
We've both been cold-shouldering
each other, Kev.

303
00:14:30,695 --> 00:14:33,742
Randall. Come on.

304
00:14:33,916 --> 00:14:35,570
I'm glad you recognize

305
00:14:35,744 --> 00:14:38,355
how messed up
the prom situation was.

306
00:14:39,748 --> 00:14:41,924
But you're just glossing over
one overt moment of racism

307
00:14:42,098 --> 00:14:43,839
with an obviously prepared
speech of things

308
00:14:44,013 --> 00:14:45,449
that you think I want to hear.
Well, that's not fair.

309
00:14:45,623 --> 00:14:48,191
Then you hit me with the "if's"
like you're...

310
00:14:48,365 --> 00:14:51,281
like you're apologizing
for a miscalculated tweet.

311
00:14:51,455 --> 00:14:53,370
If I felt alone,
if you played a part.

312
00:14:53,544 --> 00:14:54,806
If, Kev?

313
00:14:54,981 --> 00:14:57,113
That is not
taking responsibility.

314
00:14:57,287 --> 00:15:00,116
After all these years,
you're still so tone-deaf, man.

315
00:15:00,290 --> 00:15:03,032
Hey, I'm standing here right
now, taking responsibility.

316
00:15:03,206 --> 00:15:05,121
Are you, though?
What do you want from me, man?

317
00:15:05,295 --> 00:15:06,601
I'm not a mind reader, okay?

318
00:15:06,775 --> 00:15:08,603
I'm asking you,
what do you want from me?

319
00:15:13,173 --> 00:15:14,826
You have a key?

320
00:15:15,001 --> 00:15:17,394
You got to be kidding me.
Great.

321
00:15:17,568 --> 00:15:19,179
You know what?
Let it ring off the hook.

322
00:15:19,353 --> 00:15:20,528
Who needs a career anyway,
right?

323
00:15:20,702 --> 00:15:21,790
It's not like I got twins
at home.

324
00:15:21,964 --> 00:15:23,444
Oh, come on.

325
00:15:36,239 --> 00:15:38,459
Leave me alone.

326
00:15:38,633 --> 00:15:40,374
I can't see.

327
00:15:40,548 --> 00:15:41,941
Excuse me a sec.

328
00:15:42,115 --> 00:15:43,594
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Hey, what?

329
00:15:43,768 --> 00:15:45,118
What's wrong, bud?
I can't see.

330
00:15:45,292 --> 00:15:47,729
You can see just fine.
Here, just turn around.

331
00:15:47,903 --> 00:15:49,731
I want Randall's seat.

332
00:15:49,905 --> 00:15:52,690
Kevin, you and Randall have
identical seats.

333
00:15:52,864 --> 00:15:54,431
Exactly the same.
Can you see?

334
00:15:54,605 --> 00:15:56,259
Then you can see, too.
Here, put your eyes forward.

335
00:15:56,433 --> 00:15:58,696
Behave and have fun.
Have fun.

336
00:15:58,870 --> 00:16:00,742
Okay, neighbors.

337
00:16:00,916 --> 00:16:02,700
Please welcome
and give a big hand

338
00:16:02,874 --> 00:16:04,398
to Mister Rogers!

339
00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:07,836
Hello, neighbors.

340
00:16:08,010 --> 00:16:10,534
Thank you for coming.

341
00:16:22,111 --> 00:16:24,070
De Niro's gonna be pissed.

342
00:16:24,244 --> 00:16:25,723
Mm.
Again.

343
00:16:25,897 --> 00:16:27,508
Yeah.

344
00:16:27,682 --> 00:16:29,379
Beth's gone all day?

345
00:16:34,384 --> 00:16:35,864
Well, maybe we break a window
or something.

346
00:16:36,038 --> 00:16:38,649
No, man.
You can't break a window.

347
00:16:46,309 --> 00:16:48,268
Be honest with me,
you had no intention

348
00:16:48,442 --> 00:16:50,139
of accepting my apology,
no matter what I said, right?

349
00:16:50,313 --> 00:16:53,055
I wasn't even expecting
an apology.

350
00:16:53,229 --> 00:16:54,883
And you clearly
don't even understand

351
00:16:55,057 --> 00:16:56,972
what it is
you're apologizing for.

352
00:16:57,146 --> 00:16:58,452
All you wanted was
the perception

353
00:16:58,626 --> 00:16:59,975
of doing the right thing.

354
00:17:00,149 --> 00:17:01,890
Oh, come on.
This-this is-- See, this...

355
00:17:02,064 --> 00:17:03,631
What is it, man?

356
00:17:05,720 --> 00:17:07,461
Say it, Kev.

357
00:17:07,635 --> 00:17:09,985
Yeah, okay. I wanted to do
the right thing, Randall.

358
00:17:10,159 --> 00:17:12,292
I wanted to do the right thing,
even though y...

359
00:17:12,466 --> 00:17:14,076
Even though what, man?

360
00:17:14,250 --> 00:17:17,036
You can just say it.
Your childhood, Randall.

361
00:17:17,210 --> 00:17:18,298
It was glorious.

362
00:17:18,472 --> 00:17:20,126
It was glorious, man.

363
00:17:20,300 --> 00:17:21,779
I was there for it.
You were the golden child.

364
00:17:21,953 --> 00:17:23,433
Everything about you.

365
00:17:23,607 --> 00:17:25,044
Your adoption.

366
00:17:25,218 --> 00:17:27,742
Everything, it made you
more special, not less.

367
00:17:27,916 --> 00:17:29,483
I never wanted
to be special, man.

368
00:17:29,657 --> 00:17:31,876
I just wanted to blend in
like everybody else.

369
00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:34,705
But that was impossible
in our family,

370
00:17:34,879 --> 00:17:36,925
because I always stood out.

371
00:17:37,099 --> 00:17:40,711
Everywhere we went--
the store, the park, vacations.

372
00:17:40,885 --> 00:17:44,063
And the last thing I needed,
man-- the last thing--

373
00:17:44,237 --> 00:17:47,631
was for my brother to use
my blackness to-to...

374
00:17:47,805 --> 00:17:49,546
to other me also.

375
00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:50,808
I don't know what the hell
we're talking about, man.

376
00:17:50,982 --> 00:17:52,941
You had racial blind spots, Kev.

377
00:17:53,115 --> 00:17:55,030
Deep ones that affected me.

378
00:17:55,204 --> 00:17:56,988
Not my prom date's dad,

379
00:17:57,163 --> 00:17:58,512
you.

380
00:18:00,166 --> 00:18:01,515
Yeah.

381
00:18:01,689 --> 00:18:03,038
You're-you're grouping me
with that guy?

382
00:18:03,212 --> 00:18:04,909
I'm not.

383
00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:07,521
Because the pain that that man
inflicted was intentional.

384
00:18:07,695 --> 00:18:11,351
You were just thoughtless

385
00:18:11,525 --> 00:18:13,701
and willfully in the dark,

386
00:18:13,875 --> 00:18:16,095
which actually
somehow hurt more.

387
00:18:16,269 --> 00:18:17,705
So I'm a racist?

388
00:18:17,879 --> 00:18:19,620
No, you said that, Kev, not me.

389
00:18:19,794 --> 00:18:20,795
Whoa, whoa, whoa.

390
00:18:20,969 --> 00:18:23,624
Hey, Randall.

391
00:18:23,798 --> 00:18:26,670
Don't walk away.
You want to get back in the house or not?

392
00:18:48,997 --> 00:18:50,433
Can you change the station?

393
00:18:50,607 --> 00:18:53,044
We're going to a party,
not a funeral.

394
00:19:00,443 --> 00:19:01,836
Nah, man.
That's Spanish.

395
00:19:02,010 --> 00:19:04,752
Hey, it's Spanish.
Dude, chill.

396
00:19:10,061 --> 00:19:11,759
Hell yes!

397
00:19:20,246 --> 00:19:22,204
Come on, Randall.

398
00:19:22,378 --> 00:19:24,902
Hey, please, for me.

399
00:19:25,076 --> 00:19:29,168
Listen, why don't you take off
your Model U.N. face

400
00:19:29,342 --> 00:19:31,257
and put on
your model F.U.N. face?

401
00:19:31,431 --> 00:19:32,954
God, you're such a moron.

402
00:19:33,128 --> 00:19:34,869
Eh, you know that was good.

403
00:19:39,656 --> 00:19:42,398
Hey, you taking the 101?

404
00:19:42,572 --> 00:19:44,052
Um...

405
00:19:45,184 --> 00:19:47,316
Can you stay on Sunset, please?

406
00:19:47,490 --> 00:19:48,970
Just stay...

407
00:19:49,144 --> 00:19:50,885
Hey, stop. You're being a dick.

408
00:19:51,059 --> 00:19:53,366
Hey, I-I'm sorry
about my brother.

409
00:19:53,540 --> 00:19:54,541
He's just drunk.

410
00:19:56,238 --> 00:19:58,980
Yeah, you heard him,
brothers from another.

411
00:19:59,154 --> 00:20:01,156
Hey, stop. Stop.
Brothers from another.

412
00:20:01,330 --> 00:20:02,636
Stop.
Stop what?

413
00:20:03,854 --> 00:20:05,247
I'm over tonight.

414
00:20:05,421 --> 00:20:06,770
I'm just gonna go to a hotel
with my team.

415
00:20:06,944 --> 00:20:08,032
Hey, sir. Can you just take me
to the hotel...

416
00:20:08,207 --> 00:20:09,773
We're going to the club.

417
00:20:09,947 --> 00:20:11,993
We're going to the club.
Get excited, Randall!

418
00:20:12,167 --> 00:20:13,516
Stop. No.
We're going to the club.

419
00:20:13,690 --> 00:20:14,778
I don't want to.

420
00:20:14,952 --> 00:20:15,997
Stop.

421
00:20:18,652 --> 00:20:21,307
You're really something,
Randall.

422
00:20:26,050 --> 00:20:28,531
You know,
I had to drink tonight

423
00:20:28,705 --> 00:20:30,403
to brace myself
for a night with my brother.

424
00:20:30,577 --> 00:20:32,492
Dude, you drank
'cause you're a drunk.

425
00:20:33,536 --> 00:20:35,059
I have no problem going out
and having fun.

426
00:20:35,234 --> 00:20:37,018
I just have a problem
doing it with you.

427
00:20:37,192 --> 00:20:39,194
Get out of my face.

428
00:20:39,368 --> 00:20:40,630
Oh, what are you gonna do about it?
Don't touch me, Randall.

429
00:20:40,804 --> 00:20:42,066
Oh, don't touch you.
Don't touch me.

430
00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:43,851
Get out of my face!
Do not touch me!

431
00:20:44,025 --> 00:20:45,026
What is wrong with you?
Hey, hey. You two...

432
00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:46,332
got to get the hell out my cab.

433
00:20:46,506 --> 00:20:47,985
Great, Randall.
You're an ass.

434
00:20:48,159 --> 00:20:50,205
You're an ass.
Look what you did.

435
00:20:50,379 --> 00:20:51,815
You're literally still touching me.
What are you talking about?

436
00:20:51,989 --> 00:20:53,164
Hey, hey! Now.

437
00:20:53,339 --> 00:20:54,601
It's your fault, you idiot.

438
00:20:54,775 --> 00:20:56,733
You're such an ass.

439
00:20:56,907 --> 00:20:59,519
So tired of you always having
something to say.Okay. Okay.

440
00:20:59,693 --> 00:21:02,086
Come at me.I'm gonna kick your ass.
Bring it, then, man.

441
00:21:02,261 --> 00:21:03,653
Come on!
Come here! Come here!

442
00:21:03,827 --> 00:21:05,960
Yeah, y'all definitely
about to box.

443
00:21:06,134 --> 00:21:08,136
Watch!
I want to see you try.

444
00:21:14,185 --> 00:21:17,101
Now we reach our hands
way up high.

445
00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:20,801
And then we shake, shake, shake,
shake, shake, shake, shake.

446
00:21:20,975 --> 00:21:22,629
Remember...

447
00:21:22,803 --> 00:21:25,458
I like you just the way you are.

448
00:21:29,113 --> 00:21:30,593
Hey, that was
pretty cool, right?

449
00:21:30,767 --> 00:21:31,986
Did you guys have fun?
Yeah.

450
00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:33,553
I want to go

451
00:21:33,727 --> 00:21:35,642
to the playground.

452
00:21:35,816 --> 00:21:37,774
Hey, Kev, the playground's
always gonna be there.

453
00:21:37,948 --> 00:21:41,082
Okay? This was a once
in a lifetime opportunity.

454
00:21:41,256 --> 00:21:43,084
Hey, boys' weekend's not over.

455
00:21:43,258 --> 00:21:44,912
So we can go nuts at
the playground tomorrow, okay?

456
00:21:45,086 --> 00:21:46,130
Let's go.
Tag, you're it!

457
00:21:46,305 --> 00:21:48,045
Kevin, I'm not playing around.

458
00:21:48,219 --> 00:21:49,743
Kevin, right...

459
00:21:49,917 --> 00:21:51,788
Randall, stay right here,
okay? Don't move.

460
00:21:51,962 --> 00:21:54,661
Kevin?

461
00:22:08,457 --> 00:22:10,546
Hello. What's your name?

462
00:22:15,029 --> 00:22:17,031
Get off me!
Hell no!

463
00:22:25,256 --> 00:22:27,084
Ow! Idiot!

464
00:22:27,258 --> 00:22:28,738
I have an audition
tomorrow morning!

465
00:22:28,912 --> 00:22:30,436
You hit me in the face, Randall!

466
00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,046
I didn't even hit you that hard.
I was trying to pin you.

467
00:22:32,220 --> 00:22:34,353
You don't even have a mark.

468
00:22:42,839 --> 00:22:44,101
What?!

469
00:22:44,275 --> 00:22:45,973
I don't have my keys.

470
00:22:46,147 --> 00:22:47,888
Oh, please tell me you didn't
leave 'em in the taxi.

471
00:22:49,629 --> 00:22:51,805
They're probably here somewhere.

472
00:23:08,517 --> 00:23:10,432
You're gonna have to address this.
Can we just focus

473
00:23:10,606 --> 00:23:11,955
on getting back
in the house, please?

474
00:23:12,129 --> 00:23:13,392
Miss Palm has a spare key.

475
00:23:13,566 --> 00:23:14,828
Wait a minute,
you gave your neighbor

476
00:23:15,002 --> 00:23:16,786
access to your house?
She's a sweet old lady

477
00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:19,615
that never goes anywhere...
hopefully.

478
00:23:19,789 --> 00:23:21,791
Please be home.

479
00:23:26,796 --> 00:23:29,625
Councilman Pearson?

480
00:23:29,799 --> 00:23:31,932
How you doing, honey?
Hi, Miss Palm.

481
00:23:32,106 --> 00:23:33,847
I'm good, thanks.

482
00:23:34,021 --> 00:23:36,197
And is that the Manny?

483
00:23:36,371 --> 00:23:38,068
Hey, Miss Palm. How are you?

484
00:23:38,242 --> 00:23:39,940
Well, what in the world
is the Manny

485
00:23:40,114 --> 00:23:41,681
and the councilman doing
at my door?

486
00:23:41,855 --> 00:23:43,247
He's actually my brother.

487
00:23:43,422 --> 00:23:44,379
I'm adopted.

488
00:23:44,553 --> 00:23:46,425
Oh, that's right.

489
00:23:46,599 --> 00:23:49,166
Well, you boys must have
had some parents.

490
00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:50,690
Yes!

491
00:23:50,864 --> 00:23:52,605
Yes, we did have some parents.

492
00:23:52,779 --> 00:23:53,867
Uh, listen, ma'am, we actually
got locked out of the house.

493
00:23:54,041 --> 00:23:56,173
Do happen to have
that spare key?

494
00:23:56,347 --> 00:23:57,610
Oh, let me check.

495
00:23:57,784 --> 00:23:59,176
Thank you.

496
00:24:04,791 --> 00:24:06,401
What?

497
00:24:08,142 --> 00:24:10,710
You called me racist.
No, I didn't.

498
00:24:10,884 --> 00:24:12,973
You called yourself racist.
Oh, come on.

499
00:24:13,147 --> 00:24:15,018
Why would I do that?
Is that a rhetorical question?

500
00:24:15,192 --> 00:24:17,151
Because if so, then I would
answer rhetorically.

501
00:24:17,325 --> 00:24:18,718
Mm, guilt?

502
00:24:18,892 --> 00:24:20,633
Your brother, Randall.

503
00:24:20,807 --> 00:24:23,505
Your brother who loves you,
who pretty much worships you.

504
00:24:23,679 --> 00:24:25,855
I don't want you to worship me.
In fact--okay, hold on a second.

505
00:24:26,029 --> 00:24:27,466
Your brother
who came here today to say,

506
00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:29,206
"I am sorry."

507
00:24:29,380 --> 00:24:31,426
I'm sorry that I missed things
when we were growing up.

508
00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:34,516
I'm sorry that you ever
felt alone.

509
00:24:36,387 --> 00:24:37,780
How exactly is that racist?

510
00:24:37,954 --> 00:24:39,042
It was never just

511
00:24:39,216 --> 00:24:40,479
that I was a nerd.

512
00:24:40,653 --> 00:24:42,742
You had to call me Carlton.

513
00:24:42,916 --> 00:24:45,135
It was never just that
I-I didn't know cool music.

514
00:24:45,309 --> 00:24:47,224
You had to call me out for not

515
00:24:47,398 --> 00:24:49,270
knowing rap lyrics.

516
00:24:49,444 --> 00:24:51,446
What if I was white?

517
00:24:51,620 --> 00:24:53,970
Would we have the same relationship?
Of course.

518
00:24:54,144 --> 00:24:56,277
Yes, we'd be brothers.
I would love you like a brother.

519
00:24:56,451 --> 00:24:58,148
And you know what else?
We'd butt heads

520
00:24:58,322 --> 00:24:59,976
just like brothers do.
Nah, man, not-not on this level.

521
00:25:00,150 --> 00:25:01,543
You're making me out to be
some sort of Grand Wizard here.

522
00:25:01,717 --> 00:25:03,502
I don't think
you're a racist, man.

523
00:25:03,676 --> 00:25:05,025
I really don't.

524
00:25:05,199 --> 00:25:07,636
But the microaggressions
through the years...

525
00:25:07,810 --> 00:25:09,899
I was jealous of you, it had
nothing to do with you being

526
00:25:10,073 --> 00:25:11,771
Black, Randall,
it had to do with my envy.

527
00:25:11,945 --> 00:25:13,512
What do you want from me?
I want you to acknowledge

528
00:25:13,686 --> 00:25:16,123
that you've always resented
the fact that I'm Black.

529
00:25:16,297 --> 00:25:19,126
And not just as kids, man.

530
00:25:19,300 --> 00:25:21,911
Last year you told me,
to my face,

531
00:25:22,085 --> 00:25:24,305
that the worst thing
that ever happened to you

532
00:25:24,479 --> 00:25:26,220
was me being brought home
to your family.

533
00:25:26,394 --> 00:25:28,657
Yeah, I said that to you because
you were manipulating our mother

534
00:25:28,831 --> 00:25:30,790
to do something
that she didn't want to do.

535
00:25:30,964 --> 00:25:32,356
Right.

536
00:25:32,531 --> 00:25:34,010
Here you go, sweetie.

537
00:25:34,184 --> 00:25:36,360
Thank you so much, ma'am.
You are a blessing.

538
00:25:36,535 --> 00:25:41,061
Oh, I hated that Stallone
movie-- too violent.

539
00:25:41,235 --> 00:25:43,106
You should be funny more.

540
00:25:43,280 --> 00:25:45,892
Like Dick Van Dyke
and Richard Pryor.

541
00:25:46,066 --> 00:25:47,937
All right, well, thank you.

542
00:25:48,111 --> 00:25:49,809
I had a Golden Globe nomination
for that performance,

543
00:25:49,983 --> 00:25:51,724
but, ah...

544
00:25:51,898 --> 00:25:53,900
I'll just be a clown.

545
00:25:55,902 --> 00:25:57,817
Randall?
Hey, man...

546
00:25:57,991 --> 00:26:00,950
do you ever consider the fact...

547
00:26:01,124 --> 00:26:03,649
that me being brought home
to the Pearson family

548
00:26:03,823 --> 00:26:06,303
wasn't a perfect day
for me, either?

549
00:26:06,477 --> 00:26:09,306
It was the day that I lost
William and Laurel.

550
00:26:11,178 --> 00:26:13,049
So you never think about that?

551
00:26:13,223 --> 00:26:15,182
That the day Mom and Dad found
me was also the day

552
00:26:15,356 --> 00:26:18,489
that I lost my own
birth mother and birth father?

553
00:26:23,320 --> 00:26:25,192
I think...

554
00:26:26,367 --> 00:26:28,021
Just say it, man.

555
00:26:29,892 --> 00:26:32,895
I think you sound
wildly ungrateful.

556
00:26:33,069 --> 00:26:35,376
Hmm.
Honestly. Mom and Dad saved your life.

557
00:26:35,550 --> 00:26:38,031
You think I'm not grateful for
that? Of course I'm grateful.

558
00:26:38,205 --> 00:26:40,207
And I have been told
how grateful I should be

559
00:26:40,381 --> 00:26:42,905
and how lucky I should feel
my whole life, man.

560
00:26:43,079 --> 00:26:45,473
And if, for a second,
I don't act that way,

561
00:26:45,647 --> 00:26:47,475
people come at me crazy,

562
00:26:47,649 --> 00:26:48,824
like you are right now.
Can you blame 'em?

563
00:26:48,998 --> 00:26:51,218
It is a prison, Kevin,

564
00:26:51,392 --> 00:26:53,568
having to show gratitude,
and nothing but gratitude,

565
00:26:53,742 --> 00:26:55,352
all the damn time.

566
00:26:55,526 --> 00:26:57,180
It's suffocating, man!

567
00:26:57,354 --> 00:26:59,226
Well, I'm so sorry that you
feel suffocated, Randall.

568
00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:01,097
I'm sorry that you feel trapped
by your family.

569
00:27:01,271 --> 00:27:02,838
Your white family.

570
00:27:03,012 --> 00:27:04,361
Damn it! That is not
what I'm trying to say!

571
00:27:04,535 --> 00:27:06,494
That's what you did say.

572
00:27:08,365 --> 00:27:10,890
I don't...

573
00:27:25,339 --> 00:27:27,384
I needed to stretch, too,
so I decided

574
00:27:27,558 --> 00:27:29,082
to step out of my clock

575
00:27:29,256 --> 00:27:31,214
and do a little stretch.

576
00:27:33,390 --> 00:27:36,742
Maybe I'll read a book next.
Do you like reading books?

577
00:27:36,916 --> 00:27:38,482
Yes.

578
00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:41,094
They help us develop
our imaginations, don't they?

579
00:27:41,268 --> 00:27:44,488
Do you like using
your imagination?

580
00:27:48,101 --> 00:27:50,843
I have imaginary parents.

581
00:27:52,932 --> 00:27:54,629
Well, that's okay.

582
00:27:54,803 --> 00:27:58,677
We all have our own
neighborhoods of make-believe.

583
00:28:01,549 --> 00:28:03,246
Hey, Randall?

584
00:28:03,420 --> 00:28:04,857
Come on, let's go.

585
00:28:08,817 --> 00:28:10,558
Come on.

586
00:28:13,866 --> 00:28:15,868
Come on.

587
00:28:18,653 --> 00:28:20,089
I can't believe
we looked for an hour,

588
00:28:20,263 --> 00:28:22,396
and they were
in your freaking pocket.

589
00:28:22,570 --> 00:28:25,442
Do I have a bruise on my face?

590
00:28:25,616 --> 00:28:27,618
Nah.

591
00:28:27,793 --> 00:28:29,055
If something pops up, though,
it'll give you

592
00:28:29,229 --> 00:28:31,274
a little character.
Finally.

593
00:28:35,670 --> 00:28:38,238
I got, uh... annoyed with you

594
00:28:38,412 --> 00:28:41,154
in the, the cab...
Yeah, I was being a dick.

595
00:28:41,328 --> 00:28:43,286
I get it.

596
00:28:43,460 --> 00:28:45,593
No...

597
00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:48,248
Well, yes. You were being rude
to the cab driver.

598
00:28:48,422 --> 00:28:50,250
Hmm.

599
00:28:50,424 --> 00:28:52,426
Th-The Black cab driver?

600
00:28:55,255 --> 00:28:57,431
Um, well, uh, I-I mean,

601
00:28:57,605 --> 00:28:59,650
I'm rude to all cabbies, man.

602
00:28:59,825 --> 00:29:02,044
It really doesn't matter
what color they are.

603
00:29:02,218 --> 00:29:05,178
That's kind of
an oblivious thing to say.

604
00:29:08,137 --> 00:29:10,096
I-I don't,
I don't see it that way, man.

605
00:29:10,270 --> 00:29:12,489
I...

606
00:29:12,663 --> 00:29:14,840
know you don't.

607
00:29:15,014 --> 00:29:17,843
Let's just talk
about something else.

608
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:23,762
Look, man, um...

609
00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:28,201
I was just trying to have
a good time with you.

610
00:29:30,507 --> 00:29:32,640
I'm gonna be honest. Um...

611
00:29:32,814 --> 00:29:35,774
things have not been going
so great for me out here.

612
00:29:35,948 --> 00:29:38,167
What do you mean?

613
00:29:40,866 --> 00:29:43,303
The crap painting
in my apartment...

614
00:29:43,477 --> 00:29:45,044
is mine.

615
00:29:45,218 --> 00:29:47,220
I did it.

616
00:29:47,394 --> 00:29:50,092
You know, I started painting
to try to express my feelings.

617
00:29:50,266 --> 00:29:53,487
My acting teacher, uh,
thought it'd help.

618
00:29:55,619 --> 00:29:57,491
Um...

619
00:29:57,665 --> 00:30:00,146
I've been bombing
all my auditions.

620
00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:02,801
I'm probably gonna bomb
the one tomorrow morning.

621
00:30:02,975 --> 00:30:05,020
And, um...

622
00:30:05,194 --> 00:30:07,893
my career is nowhere.

623
00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:12,114
And you have everything,
Randall.

624
00:30:13,289 --> 00:30:14,900
Beth.

625
00:30:15,074 --> 00:30:18,033
Huge future.

626
00:30:18,207 --> 00:30:20,079
I'm just, uh,
the family failure, you know?

627
00:30:20,253 --> 00:30:23,343
I don't see it that way, Kev.

628
00:30:25,388 --> 00:30:27,434
I know you don't.

629
00:30:31,394 --> 00:30:33,440
Well, I got Hot Pockets inside

630
00:30:33,614 --> 00:30:35,050
if-if you want some.

631
00:30:35,224 --> 00:30:37,226
Yeah.

632
00:30:52,328 --> 00:30:54,330
Phone's over there.

633
00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:08,562
You really wish
you were never adopted?

634
00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:13,306
It's not that simple.

635
00:31:17,353 --> 00:31:19,355
Yeah.

636
00:31:21,140 --> 00:31:23,403
I remember
when you found William.

637
00:31:25,492 --> 00:31:28,277
I think that's when I realized
you wanted something different.

638
00:31:32,629 --> 00:31:35,676
Look, man, I know...

639
00:31:35,850 --> 00:31:37,678
our experiences growing up
in our family were different.

640
00:31:37,852 --> 00:31:40,246
I know that.

641
00:31:40,420 --> 00:31:42,074
But I just...

642
00:31:42,248 --> 00:31:45,033
I don't see it
the way that you do.

643
00:31:47,601 --> 00:31:49,429
You still paint?

644
00:31:51,605 --> 00:31:54,782
No, I-- You know,
I haven't done that in a while.

645
00:31:54,956 --> 00:31:57,872
I always thought
it was kind of cool,

646
00:31:58,046 --> 00:32:01,006
that you would tap
into your feelings by painting.

647
00:32:01,180 --> 00:32:02,572
Yeah.

648
00:32:02,746 --> 00:32:06,011
Creating a visual representation
of all the stuff

649
00:32:06,185 --> 00:32:07,926
going on inside you.

650
00:32:10,102 --> 00:32:11,973
I'm-a try and paint you
a picture.

651
00:32:12,147 --> 00:32:14,193
Okay?
Okay.

652
00:32:15,455 --> 00:32:20,764
I started going to this support
group for transracial adoptees.

653
00:32:20,939 --> 00:32:26,205
They explained this term to me:
Ghost Kingdoms.

654
00:32:26,379 --> 00:32:28,555
It's like an alternate reality
in your mind

655
00:32:28,729 --> 00:32:30,818
where you imagine the life
you would have had

656
00:32:30,992 --> 00:32:34,256
if you were never adopted.

657
00:32:34,430 --> 00:32:39,479
And, um, I realized
that I've had this Ghost Kingdom

658
00:32:39,653 --> 00:32:41,437
my entire life.

659
00:32:41,611 --> 00:32:43,700
I just never had a name for it.

660
00:32:46,442 --> 00:32:48,879
Since I never knew who
my birth parents really were...

661
00:32:49,054 --> 00:32:51,708
Randall?
I imagined that the nice librarian

662
00:32:51,882 --> 00:32:54,929
from the neighborhood library
and the Black meteorologist

663
00:32:55,103 --> 00:32:59,107
on the local news
were my parents.

664
00:33:01,501 --> 00:33:03,546
The guy we always used
to pray to for snow days?

665
00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:05,548
Yep.
Yeah.

666
00:33:05,722 --> 00:33:08,073
And the librarian.

667
00:33:10,031 --> 00:33:11,293
She always let you check out

668
00:33:11,467 --> 00:33:12,903
more books
than you were allowed.

669
00:33:13,078 --> 00:33:15,384
She did.

670
00:33:15,558 --> 00:33:17,865
They were the only two adults
that I consistently saw

671
00:33:18,039 --> 00:33:19,475
that looked like me.

672
00:33:22,348 --> 00:33:24,828
Now, this group
told me that, uh,

673
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:27,962
this is a pretty common thing.

674
00:33:28,136 --> 00:33:30,617
But back then
I didn't know that.

675
00:33:30,791 --> 00:33:34,055
So picture me, Kev.
Picture me at five

676
00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:38,755
having the same type of fantasy
that a lot of kids have...

677
00:33:38,929 --> 00:33:42,237
but thinking I was doing
something bad.

678
00:33:42,411 --> 00:33:43,717
But I wasn't.

679
00:33:43,891 --> 00:33:45,458
Was just going
to an imaginary place

680
00:33:45,632 --> 00:33:48,374
that was supposed to be
just for me.

681
00:33:48,548 --> 00:33:50,550
But that's not the full picture.

682
00:33:52,291 --> 00:33:56,208
Because I could never fully
escape into my fantasy.

683
00:33:57,296 --> 00:33:58,775
'Cause I felt too guilty.

684
00:34:01,300 --> 00:34:03,563
Because I loved you guys
too much.

685
00:34:03,737 --> 00:34:05,869
You know, it's actually
perfect weather.

686
00:34:06,044 --> 00:34:07,784
Yeah, no, no,
it's-it's perfect weather.

687
00:34:07,958 --> 00:34:09,656
Perfect weather for who?

688
00:34:09,830 --> 00:34:12,615
For football. Steelers
always have an advantage

689
00:34:12,789 --> 00:34:13,834
in the snow.

690
00:34:14,008 --> 00:34:15,836
Hey, bud, come on.

691
00:34:16,010 --> 00:34:18,491
Come here, bud.
You're right next to me.

692
00:34:23,887 --> 00:34:25,498
I couldn't even create
a fantasy world

693
00:34:25,672 --> 00:34:28,066
without you guys, Kev.

694
00:34:30,851 --> 00:34:34,246
Do you know how unusual that is?

695
00:34:39,338 --> 00:34:41,166
I'm sorry.

696
00:34:45,605 --> 00:34:47,215
I'm sorry, Randall.

697
00:34:49,913 --> 00:34:51,437
I'm sorry there were things
I didn't see

698
00:34:51,611 --> 00:34:54,570
when we were growing up.

699
00:34:54,744 --> 00:34:58,792
And I'm sorry there are things
I, I still don't see.

700
00:35:02,056 --> 00:35:04,232
You are my brother.

701
00:35:04,406 --> 00:35:06,843
And I love you.

702
00:35:10,238 --> 00:35:13,546
You're the only brother
I'll ever have.

703
00:35:13,720 --> 00:35:16,940
You're my best man.

704
00:35:24,426 --> 00:35:27,951
Dad didn't die ashamed of you.

705
00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:32,695
And the only reason I said it
in our fight was because...

706
00:35:32,869 --> 00:35:35,829
it was a cheap shot.

707
00:35:36,003 --> 00:35:39,746
I'm sorry. He was proud of you.

708
00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:44,794
I am proud of you.

709
00:35:47,275 --> 00:35:50,235
And I'm sorry that I ever
let you think otherwise.

710
00:35:54,413 --> 00:35:57,024
Come here. I love you.
Love you, too.

711
00:35:59,026 --> 00:36:00,506
:
You said I was a bad actor.

712
00:36:03,944 --> 00:36:05,511
You did.

713
00:36:09,384 --> 00:36:11,604
You're a fantastic actor.

714
00:36:11,778 --> 00:36:13,432
But I think Miss Palm's right.

715
00:36:13,606 --> 00:36:15,173
Comedy's your sweet spot.
I know.

716
00:36:15,347 --> 00:36:16,826
You got to do...
I know.

717
00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:18,785
Give 'em the yuks, man.
I know.

718
00:36:18,959 --> 00:36:19,960
You're a funny guy.
You know why?

719
00:36:20,134 --> 00:36:21,135
I know.
Because you're...

720
00:36:25,748 --> 00:36:27,446
Okay. Who's hungry? Huh?

721
00:36:27,620 --> 00:36:30,362
What do you say we do this
picnic-style?

722
00:36:30,536 --> 00:36:33,278
In honor of boys' weekend.

723
00:36:33,452 --> 00:36:34,888
Bon appétit.

724
00:36:36,368 --> 00:36:37,978
All right, you guys
got to make me a promise, okay?

725
00:36:38,152 --> 00:36:41,503
Nobody tells Mom
that we had PBandJ

726
00:36:41,677 --> 00:36:45,115
for breakfast,
lunch and dinner. Deal?

727
00:36:47,248 --> 00:36:49,250
Deal. Oh, sticky hands already.

728
00:36:49,424 --> 00:36:51,557
I'll get some napkins.

729
00:36:51,731 --> 00:36:54,124
Temperatures reaching
near 60 degrees

730
00:36:54,299 --> 00:36:56,605
but not tonight or tomorrow.

731
00:36:56,779 --> 00:37:00,130
Today in Pittsburgh,
temperatures again below normal.

732
00:37:00,305 --> 00:37:03,786
Currently, International Airport
sky conditions...

733
00:37:05,310 --> 00:37:08,791
You know, if I kind of tilt
my head and squint my eyes,

734
00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:12,621
it kind of looks
like a Jackson Pollock painting.

735
00:37:12,795 --> 00:37:15,145
You're still drunk, man.
That's-- that's not...

736
00:37:22,065 --> 00:37:23,806
Ah...
Ooh.

737
00:37:26,156 --> 00:37:28,811
I told you.
Yeah, you...

738
00:37:28,985 --> 00:37:32,685
Yes, sir. Thank you.

739
00:37:35,557 --> 00:37:36,993
De Niro good?

740
00:37:37,167 --> 00:37:38,908
De Niro great.

741
00:37:39,082 --> 00:37:40,954
Yeah, he's either the most
forgiving person on the planet

742
00:37:41,128 --> 00:37:45,524
or he really just
doesn't care about me at all.

743
00:37:51,138 --> 00:37:53,053
So what does that now mean

744
00:37:53,227 --> 00:37:55,055
for the backup plan?

745
00:37:55,229 --> 00:37:57,884
Who is Nick Foles?

746
00:37:58,058 --> 00:37:59,712
Well, Nicole,  I wouldn't take a Nick Foles...

747
00:37:59,886 --> 00:38:03,237
You still think about that?

748
00:38:03,411 --> 00:38:06,022
The imaginary kingdom?
Ghost Kingdom?

749
00:38:06,196 --> 00:38:07,502
Yes. Ghost Kingdom.

750
00:38:07,676 --> 00:38:09,504
Uh...

751
00:38:09,678 --> 00:38:12,072
Most people,
it fades away as they get older,

752
00:38:12,246 --> 00:38:14,683
but, uh, I've held onto mine.

753
00:38:14,857 --> 00:38:17,904
Still go there in my dreams,
occasionally, even now.

754
00:38:18,078 --> 00:38:22,561
It's always me at the same age,
always with the weatherman

755
00:38:22,735 --> 00:38:24,693
and the librarian
and all of you guys.

756
00:38:27,740 --> 00:38:31,134
Even after I found William
and then Laurel.

757
00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:32,962
Still can't seem to replace
the weatherman

758
00:38:33,136 --> 00:38:35,530
and the librarian.

759
00:38:36,575 --> 00:38:38,664
Or us.

760
00:38:38,838 --> 00:38:40,230
Or you.

761
00:38:42,537 --> 00:38:45,235
I don't know,
I must be stuck or something.

762
00:38:50,589 --> 00:38:53,069
It's a lot.

763
00:38:53,243 --> 00:38:54,680
What is?

764
00:39:00,816 --> 00:39:03,253
Rest of the world
can't say the ugly thing.

765
00:39:03,428 --> 00:39:04,603
But we have to.

766
00:39:20,967 --> 00:39:27,365
You're not just my smart,
successful brother, Randall.

767
00:39:29,367 --> 00:39:33,458
You're my Black, smart,
successful brother.

768
00:39:38,332 --> 00:39:40,465
And I think maybe
I did resent that.

769
00:39:43,468 --> 00:39:46,732
And maybe I thought
you getting special treatment

770
00:39:46,906 --> 00:39:51,476
was mixed up with...
with you being Black.

771
00:39:56,698 --> 00:40:01,007
And I wanted to take you down
a notch, and I...

772
00:40:03,009 --> 00:40:06,969
...I overlooked things
that I shouldn't have.

773
00:40:07,143 --> 00:40:10,190
And I took shots at you
that I shouldn't have taken.

774
00:40:14,194 --> 00:40:17,502
And I was more jealous of you
than I should've been.

775
00:40:24,770 --> 00:40:25,901
Hmm.

776
00:40:27,947 --> 00:40:30,906
I mean, hey, look, I-I'm pretty
successful myself, right?

777
00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:33,213
Well, not everybody's
got Bobby D on speed dial.

778
00:40:36,259 --> 00:40:39,219
Uncle Kevin!
Hey! Bring it in here for the real thing!

779
00:40:39,393 --> 00:40:41,613
What's up? How's everybody
doing? What, we got food?

780
00:40:41,787 --> 00:40:43,484
Let's go, let's chow.

781
00:40:46,487 --> 00:40:47,880
You guys do some shopping?
Uncle Kevin!

782
00:40:48,054 --> 00:40:49,969
Hey!
Great to see you.

783
00:40:50,143 --> 00:40:51,187
Good to see you.

784
00:41:22,305 --> 00:41:24,569
How about some tunes
with dinner?

785
00:41:24,743 --> 00:41:27,354
Yes. Mommy loves that.

786
00:41:28,442 --> 00:41:30,444
Randall, how does this taste?

787
00:41:30,618 --> 00:41:31,967
Mmm.
Mmm.

788
00:41:32,141 --> 00:41:33,578
Mommy did good?
Mm-hmm.

789
00:41:33,752 --> 00:41:34,753
Mmm.

790
00:42:42,647 --> 00:42:44,997
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