1 00:00:27,795 --> 00:00:32,717 Have you ever felt trapped? Lost in your own body? 2 00:00:32,801 --> 00:00:37,597 Lost in your own thoughts? Lost in time? 3 00:00:37,680 --> 00:00:42,852 It's so frustrating to escape, just to.. get out. 4 00:00:42,876 --> 00:00:45,876 Original Subs By Umbulbil. Translated and Resynced By Siberian. 5 00:01:08,545 --> 00:01:11,339 Help! Mom! 6 00:01:11,422 --> 00:01:16,886 Help! Father! Dad!/ Susannah! 7 00:01:16,970 --> 00:01:19,305 Mom! Help!/ Susannah! 8 00:01:19,668 --> 00:01:20,455 Susannah! 9 00:01:25,436 --> 00:01:27,438 My name is Susannah Cahalan. 10 00:01:27,522 --> 00:01:28,585 I'm 21 years old. 11 00:01:28,785 --> 00:01:32,385 And here I am with work my dream in the New York Post. 12 00:01:32,569 --> 00:01:36,239 Living in New York... I don't know, we all have dreams, right? 13 00:01:36,322 --> 00:01:39,367 And don't laugh at me, but for working at the Post is my dream. 14 00:01:39,492 --> 00:01:41,338 Hey, Richard, can you check is this for me? 15 00:01:41,438 --> 00:01:43,538 No. There's no time to babysit now, Susannah. 16 00:01:43,621 --> 00:01:45,023 Go and bother Margo. 17 00:01:44,923 --> 00:01:46,023 Go. Go, go. 18 00:01:47,292 --> 00:01:49,471 I have my whole life in front of me. 19 00:01:49,571 --> 00:01:51,171 I'm fearless. 20 00:01:51,254 --> 00:01:55,091 And I really don't know, what awaits me. 21 00:01:55,175 --> 00:01:58,761 Hey./ Is that my ballpoint pen in your mouth. 22 00:02:01,720 --> 00:02:02,933 Maybe./ Huh. 23 00:02:03,531 --> 00:02:06,331 Just save it. Next time just e-mail, save the trees. 24 00:02:06,394 --> 00:02:09,522 I don't know what's wrong. It just feels weird, you know. 25 00:02:09,606 --> 00:02:11,218 No, it's great, Susannah. 26 00:02:11,318 --> 00:02:13,718 But you just need to move it the last paragraph is the first. 27 00:02:13,902 --> 00:02:17,530 And for the love of God, please look for the new title. 28 00:02:17,614 --> 00:02:21,868 “Past and present dangers? Russian butt implants are illegal." 29 00:02:21,951 --> 00:02:25,198 I mean, really? I'm telling you, you're better than this. 30 00:02:25,298 --> 00:02:26,498 I'm just fulfilling my duty, you know. 31 00:02:26,581 --> 00:02:29,375 Slowly but surely opening my way to the front yard. 32 00:02:29,459 --> 00:02:31,794 I mean, look. At least, this is a true story. 33 00:02:31,878 --> 00:02:35,340 Some have actually died because of this. I might be able to get someone charged. 34 00:02:35,465 --> 00:02:40,178 I want to help people./ You're very clear. I need glasses now. 35 00:02:42,931 --> 00:02:47,143 Oh, is that him?/ Oh, my God. 36 00:02:47,227 --> 00:02:49,395 I will kill you./ Look at it with your smile. 37 00:02:49,521 --> 00:02:52,440 Stop it!/ Is that your boyfriend? 38 00:02:52,524 --> 00:02:55,360 Is he your new hot guy?/ Margo. 39 00:02:55,443 --> 00:02:58,696 You have to calm down./ This is very serious, huh? 40 00:02:58,780 --> 00:03:02,575 We will see. Who knows?/ I don't know, I can't talk now. 41 00:03:06,830 --> 00:03:09,249 Excuse me, beautiful lady. 42 00:03:09,332 --> 00:03:11,876 Hey./ Hey! 43 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:15,088 Oh, my gosh, sorry, I'm late./ No, no problem.... 44 00:03:15,171 --> 00:03:19,217 You're adorable. Are you nervous?/ Thank you. Um... No. 45 00:03:19,300 --> 00:03:24,222 Yes. I mean, yeah a little./ No need to be nervous. I like this. 46 00:03:24,305 --> 00:03:28,726 This, yeah. Just dress up./ You're like a Smurf sunbathing. 47 00:03:28,810 --> 00:03:31,187 Thank You. Your words are very sweet. 48 00:03:31,271 --> 00:03:33,481 I am kidding. I like it. 49 00:03:33,565 --> 00:03:38,778 OK, you ready? Come on. We do. 50 00:03:38,862 --> 00:03:42,532 So Stephen, what are you work for a living? 51 00:03:42,615 --> 00:03:46,161 I play music, Mr. Cahalan. 52 00:03:46,244 --> 00:03:49,289 Oh yes? What genre? 53 00:03:49,372 --> 00:03:54,752 You know a mix of The Smiths and Tom Waitsin. At least, that's my job. 54 00:03:54,836 --> 00:03:57,046 You do that all day, every day? 55 00:03:58,256 --> 00:04:01,427 Yes, I mean I work in the studio recording when my turn begins. 56 00:04:01,441 --> 00:04:02,749 Which is where I am meet Susannah. 57 00:04:03,052 --> 00:04:05,273 I like it, you know. Pleasant. That's quite a bit of pocket money. 58 00:04:05,335 --> 00:04:06,743 Pocket money?/ Yes. 59 00:04:07,974 --> 00:04:11,227 Susannah says you're a banker, is that true? 60 00:04:11,311 --> 00:04:14,898 Yes, it was, but it changed my current career. 61 00:04:14,981 --> 00:04:17,567 We are looking for other options, right Giselle? 62 00:04:17,692 --> 00:04:19,142 This is a new beginning. 63 00:04:20,389 --> 00:04:22,088 Hello!/ Hey, Mom, we're on the roof! 64 00:04:22,405 --> 00:04:26,159 Sorry we're late again. Happy birthday darling. 65 00:04:26,242 --> 00:04:29,200 No problem. Hi, ma'am./ Oh, my beautiful princess. 66 00:04:29,518 --> 00:04:30,518 I love you. Okay. 67 00:04:31,206 --> 00:04:34,543 Hi, I heard you guys are engaged. Happy. 68 00:04:34,643 --> 00:04:35,443 Thank You. 69 00:04:35,811 --> 00:04:36,933 Very fun./ Yes. 70 00:04:37,505 --> 00:04:40,114 Wow. Yeah, this is really awkward. 71 00:04:40,215 --> 00:04:42,672 What about drinking? Anyone want to?/ Come here. 72 00:04:42,674 --> 00:04:43,214 Good idea./ Sit down. 73 00:04:43,259 --> 00:04:45,553 Let's get this party started./ Tom, congratulations. 74 00:04:45,678 --> 00:04:49,516 Happy birthday. 75 00:04:49,599 --> 00:04:54,896 Happy birthday, Susannah beloved. 76 00:04:54,979 --> 00:05:00,443 Happy birthday. 77 00:05:03,323 --> 00:05:04,703 Susannah?/ Are you okay? 78 00:05:09,903 --> 00:05:10,830 Darling. Hey. 79 00:05:13,938 --> 00:05:14,687 Hey./ Hey. 80 00:05:14,687 --> 00:05:16,114 Make a wish. 81 00:05:22,382 --> 00:05:23,996 Do you need help?/ Yes. 82 00:05:24,613 --> 00:05:26,822 Ready. One two three. 83 00:05:28,388 --> 00:05:30,890 Yay./ OK. 84 00:05:30,914 --> 00:05:32,552 Happy birthday. 85 00:05:32,767 --> 00:05:34,153 Thank you, ma'am. 86 00:05:34,257 --> 00:05:35,906 OK./ Thank you, Dad. 87 00:05:35,907 --> 00:05:36,538 I love you all. 88 00:05:36,769 --> 00:05:37,590 So I sliced it?/ Thank you. 89 00:05:37,641 --> 00:05:39,733 You want me to cut it?/ Yes, yes, yes. 90 00:05:39,816 --> 00:05:41,792 This./ Can you bring me the plate? 91 00:05:41,816 --> 00:05:43,816 Yes, sure./ Perfect. 92 00:05:47,750 --> 00:05:49,144 It looks really delicious. 93 00:05:50,015 --> 00:05:52,701 OK./ This is it. 94 00:05:52,745 --> 00:05:57,333 Birthday girl first./ Thank you. 95 00:05:57,417 --> 00:05:59,669 OK, Stephen. You can definitely do it. 96 00:06:01,921 --> 00:06:03,190 Really? 97 00:06:03,696 --> 00:06:06,967 Hey, what's taking you so long?/ OK, yeah. I know. 98 00:06:06,968 --> 00:06:09,888 Stephen, come on./ Yes. OK, OK. 99 00:06:34,662 --> 00:06:37,916 So you don't like it?/ I didn't say that. 100 00:06:37,999 --> 00:06:41,961 I said it was interesting and I think it's cool. 101 00:06:42,045 --> 00:06:45,340 Oh, my God. Stephen! 102 00:07:03,483 --> 00:07:06,194 Morning./ Good morning. 103 00:07:06,277 --> 00:07:08,488 Surprising appearance. 104 00:07:09,948 --> 00:07:13,076 Want coffee? 105 00:07:13,159 --> 00:07:16,830 Oh no. I'm late. Very late. 106 00:07:25,547 --> 00:07:28,341 Wow. Disgusting./ What? 107 00:07:28,424 --> 00:07:30,300 Why are you smiling already? this early? 108 00:07:30,324 --> 00:07:31,607 Oh, come on./ No. 109 00:07:31,636 --> 00:07:34,347 Nobody smiles this early in the morning in New York. That's not natural. 110 00:07:34,430 --> 00:07:36,975 What's your problem with that, Margo? You look ridiculous. 111 00:07:37,100 --> 00:07:39,435 Maybe I'm happy./ I know what it is. 112 00:07:39,519 --> 00:07:43,064 It's a cheap version of Joey Ramones./ Susannah! 113 00:07:43,148 --> 00:07:45,692 Look, you're not smiling this morning. 114 00:07:45,775 --> 00:07:48,111 Didn't you hear me? Come here, quick. 115 00:07:48,194 --> 00:07:51,156 I don't care about that, okay? Let me be clear with you. 116 00:07:51,239 --> 00:07:53,908 If it's true we print it, Yes, that's our responsibility. 117 00:07:53,992 --> 00:07:56,659 No. Next time you know, don't get him involved. 118 00:07:57,074 --> 00:07:59,229 And stop making a fuss about the problem which clearly does not exist. 119 00:07:59,747 --> 00:08:02,584 Chewing gum?/ No need. Thank You. 120 00:08:02,667 --> 00:08:05,545 Okay. So you're going to interview that weird senator next week. 121 00:08:05,670 --> 00:08:09,382 I didn't hear any signs ask here. 122 00:08:09,465 --> 00:08:10,784 That's because I didn't ask. 123 00:08:10,808 --> 00:08:12,301 Susannah, you know that./ OK. 124 00:08:12,302 --> 00:08:14,463 Anyway, he was sorry. He says sorry. 125 00:08:14,530 --> 00:08:16,577 He wants a recorded apology to his wife. 126 00:08:16,601 --> 00:08:17,998 And I think we have to be wise, that we need... 127 00:08:18,099 --> 00:08:21,019 Just like you. You will brought it home for me. 128 00:08:25,356 --> 00:08:28,776 Let me think about it first. 129 00:08:28,860 --> 00:08:31,704 Really, I want you to come here and... you want to think. You have to do it. 130 00:08:33,072 --> 00:08:36,659 You're not ready for this? Margo said You're ready for a task like this. 131 00:08:36,659 --> 00:08:38,449 And you're not a kid anymore. So.... 132 00:08:38,745 --> 00:08:41,915 Hey, hey, look over here. 133 00:08:41,998 --> 00:08:46,127 What I want from you is to fill out the form. It's online. Do you understand? 134 00:08:47,587 --> 00:08:50,715 Got it./ OK, great. What do you have for me? 135 00:08:50,798 --> 00:08:52,647 Online status with social networks. 136 00:08:52,671 --> 00:08:54,671 Yep, sounds terrible. Our editor would love it. 137 00:08:54,672 --> 00:08:56,231 It will be published for edition teens Friday. 138 00:08:56,232 --> 00:08:57,508 You'll have it Thursday night. 139 00:08:57,520 --> 00:08:59,993 I'm sure it's because I always am counting on you, Susannah Cahalan. 140 00:09:00,017 --> 00:09:02,017 Now get out of my room. 141 00:09:08,691 --> 00:09:11,277 I know what you did./ Do I know? 142 00:09:11,361 --> 00:09:13,094 You clearly know what you're doing. 143 00:09:13,713 --> 00:09:15,917 Thank you./ You deserve it. 144 00:09:15,949 --> 00:09:18,618 I just talk a lot. 145 00:09:24,916 --> 00:09:30,004 Should I have a sneeze guard?/ I'm fine. 146 00:09:30,088 --> 00:09:31,613 By the way, what are you do it now? 147 00:09:32,636 --> 00:09:36,135 I'm working on an attack bed bugs and it's very annoying. 148 00:09:36,522 --> 00:09:37,623 What are you doing? 149 00:09:37,647 --> 00:09:39,647 Status on the internet. 150 00:09:40,529 --> 00:09:44,650 Look at us with this great story./ Yes, very tense, huh? 151 00:09:44,769 --> 00:09:47,730 Edward R. Murrow just now hand over the funeral. 152 00:11:01,930 --> 00:11:05,058 Hey, come on! What are you doing?! Come to your senses! 153 00:11:19,113 --> 00:11:21,282 Hey Susannah, where are you? 154 00:11:21,366 --> 00:11:25,745 I haven't seen you in a few days. Just wanted to know if you were okay. 155 00:11:57,485 --> 00:11:59,487 Hey, Margo? 156 00:11:59,571 --> 00:12:02,240 What do you know about signs bed bug bites? 157 00:12:02,323 --> 00:12:04,826 You think you have it? 158 00:12:04,909 --> 00:12:07,203 Because they are everywhere. They haunt my dreams. 159 00:12:07,287 --> 00:12:10,665 Look. What it looks like the sign for you? 160 00:12:10,748 --> 00:12:13,585 I don't know what I saw. No, I didn't see anything. 161 00:12:13,668 --> 00:12:15,628 Didn't you see that? 162 00:12:17,172 --> 00:12:18,463 I don't see anything./ OK, wait. 163 00:12:18,580 --> 00:12:21,591 Look, look closely. 164 00:12:21,843 --> 00:12:24,137 Didn't you see that?/ I didn't see it. 165 00:12:24,220 --> 00:12:26,112 I don't know what you're talking about. 166 00:12:26,112 --> 00:12:27,181 Margo, the sign is here. 167 00:12:27,182 --> 00:12:29,392 I see you need some sun. 168 00:12:29,476 --> 00:12:32,061 Come on. you don't... can you see it?/ Susannah! 169 00:12:33,730 --> 00:12:36,024 What is this nonsense? 170 00:12:36,107 --> 00:12:40,420 The name is spelled wrong. You didn't even check the source of the facts. 171 00:12:40,507 --> 00:12:40,903 What do you think? 172 00:12:40,904 --> 00:12:43,072 The legal authorities will sue him! 173 00:12:43,156 --> 00:12:46,534 You said it would be done by Thursday! It's Monday! 174 00:12:47,906 --> 00:12:48,922 Um... 175 00:12:51,372 --> 00:12:53,374 That's right, it's Monday. 176 00:12:55,084 --> 00:12:58,087 Richard, Richard, I... 177 00:12:58,171 --> 00:13:00,298 I'm sorry. 178 00:13:00,381 --> 00:13:03,343 I haven't been myself lately. I'm not feeling well. 179 00:13:03,426 --> 00:13:06,679 I haven't... I haven't slept yet correctly. I... um... 180 00:13:06,763 --> 00:13:10,058 Go back to your desk and rewrite, okay? Watch your spelling, watch your grammar. 181 00:13:10,141 --> 00:13:13,186 Tonight. Because this garbage is not worth reading. 182 00:13:13,269 --> 00:13:16,105 Meskipun kau kurang sehat, aku tak mengira kau bisa seburuk ini. 183 00:13:16,231 --> 00:13:17,617 Sekarang kembali ke mejamu and finish it. 184 00:13:17,617 --> 00:13:18,698 Get out of here. Fast. 185 00:13:20,735 --> 00:13:23,988 And he's still here. He heard me tell him to leave. 186 00:13:31,496 --> 00:13:35,083 Hey! 187 00:13:35,166 --> 00:13:37,210 Get out of my room. 188 00:13:46,094 --> 00:13:49,681 Meskipun kau kurang sehat, aku tak mengira kau bisa seburuk ini. 189 00:13:54,060 --> 00:13:56,563 You are okay? 190 00:14:36,186 --> 00:14:39,522 Susannah, where are you? Kau sudah sangat terlambat. 191 00:14:39,606 --> 00:14:42,278 Kau harus segera datang ke sini. Kau akan lewatkan rapat jam 10. 192 00:14:42,302 --> 00:14:43,389 Hello. 193 00:14:55,413 --> 00:14:57,415 Susannah, I really do angry now. 194 00:14:57,499 --> 00:15:00,543 Kau lewatkan rapatnya dan aku tak ingin lakukan ini, oke? 195 00:15:00,627 --> 00:15:03,671 I'm not your mother. Sadarlah dan datang ke kantormu! 196 00:15:03,755 --> 00:15:05,724 Aku tak akan lakukan panggilan it's on you again! 197 00:15:05,724 --> 00:15:06,233 Bye. 198 00:15:06,257 --> 00:15:08,676 Are you serious? 199 00:15:08,760 --> 00:15:10,759 Kau tahu, karirmu sebagai jurnalis ends when... 200 00:15:10,784 --> 00:15:12,663 Kau mulai memberiku kisah about your mother! 201 00:15:12,722 --> 00:15:15,099 Come on, everyone! 202 00:15:15,183 --> 00:15:18,353 Susannah, terima kasih sudah bergabung. Aku senang kau bisa datang. 203 00:15:18,436 --> 00:15:20,463 Who has news? Anyone? Other? 204 00:15:20,463 --> 00:15:22,637 Those panties? From the Senator? 205 00:15:22,637 --> 00:15:23,892 Itu masih jadi berita panas sekarang. 206 00:15:23,983 --> 00:15:27,482 We will get all the information, karena Susannah sedang mengerjakannya, kan? 207 00:15:27,482 --> 00:15:28,724 Susannah, kau sudah mengerjakannya? 208 00:15:28,724 --> 00:15:30,570 Interview with this week's Senator. Are you ready? 209 00:15:30,570 --> 00:15:32,001 Uh-huh. 210 00:15:32,492 --> 00:15:35,014 Yes of course. Yes, right. Yes. 211 00:15:35,014 --> 00:15:36,316 Are you okay?/ Yes, sir. 212 00:15:36,621 --> 00:15:39,916 Okay. We're counting on you. 213 00:15:39,999 --> 00:15:41,789 OK, let's change the topic. 214 00:15:41,813 --> 00:15:44,165 Let's see what we have. Siapa yang punya berita panas, kawan-kawan? 215 00:15:44,170 --> 00:15:46,464 Give me something hot and exciting. Who has the? 216 00:15:46,548 --> 00:15:48,550 There is always a mystery in parts Missing main cover. 217 00:15:48,675 --> 00:15:52,804 Missing main cover? OK, we can find a solution. 218 00:15:59,269 --> 00:16:01,312 I feel sick, you know. 219 00:16:01,396 --> 00:16:03,940 My head and stomach hurt. 220 00:16:04,023 --> 00:16:07,819 My hands and feet are numb. 221 00:16:07,902 --> 00:16:10,506 Who knows. I don't feel well, Stephen. 222 00:16:10,506 --> 00:16:12,203 I don't feel well. I don't... 223 00:16:12,365 --> 00:16:15,417 Do you hear me now? Are you playing guitar? 224 00:16:15,440 --> 00:16:16,287 No. 225 00:16:16,411 --> 00:16:20,084 Oh, God./ Yes, I'm recording something right now. 226 00:16:20,165 --> 00:16:23,126 Is it like being pricked by a needle?/ I don't know, okay. 227 00:16:23,209 --> 00:16:25,879 Who knows. It just feels strange. 228 00:16:25,962 --> 00:16:29,674 Aku tak pernah begini sebelumnya. Never. 229 00:16:29,757 --> 00:16:34,471 Apa kau pusing karena semalam?/ I don't know. Aku bahkan tak minum banyak. 230 00:16:38,850 --> 00:16:42,854 You're not pregnant, right?/ OK, you're not helping. Bye. 231 00:16:52,489 --> 00:16:56,493 Hei, apa yang kau lakukan under your desk? 232 00:16:56,576 --> 00:17:01,915 Kau tahu, Stephen, baru saja.../ Kau ingin membicarakannya? 233 00:17:01,998 --> 00:17:04,626 Kau ingin aku ikut turun ke bawah table with you? 234 00:17:04,651 --> 00:17:05,906 Yes. 235 00:17:11,799 --> 00:17:14,184 Aku ingin mengambil kopi. You want something? 236 00:17:14,209 --> 00:17:16,245 Aku hanya ingin duduk di bawah my desk and coughed myself. 237 00:17:16,304 --> 00:17:19,599 Itu semua adalah amarah dengan the strange blonde. 238 00:17:23,061 --> 00:17:26,064 Susannah, what's wrong? 239 00:17:26,147 --> 00:17:30,985 Who knows. I guess, you could say aku terkena semacam gejala flu. 240 00:17:31,069 --> 00:17:35,073 I feel numb in the area my left hand and foot. 241 00:17:35,156 --> 00:17:38,034 I feel like my head is always spinning. 242 00:17:38,117 --> 00:17:41,663 Aku tak tahu jika itu ada kaitannya with this. 243 00:17:41,746 --> 00:17:44,874 I have... 244 00:17:44,958 --> 00:17:47,293 Some kind of bed-bug bite in my arms. 245 00:17:47,622 --> 00:17:49,207 Let me see./ Sebelah sini. 246 00:17:49,307 --> 00:17:50,860 Did you see it? 247 00:17:53,633 --> 00:17:56,402 Punya riwayat penyakit Lyme?/ No. 248 00:17:56,402 --> 00:17:57,868 Okay. 249 00:17:59,889 --> 00:18:01,933 You can see my nose. 250 00:18:02,016 --> 00:18:05,436 Bisa kau julurkan tanganmu? Straighten your palms like this? 251 00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:07,897 And push it towards my hand. 252 00:18:10,024 --> 00:18:11,828 OK, great. You can wear your jacket again now. 253 00:18:11,828 --> 00:18:13,501 And sit down. 254 00:18:13,862 --> 00:18:17,376 I want to take some blood and... do regular exercise. 255 00:18:17,376 --> 00:18:18,891 And I want you to do an MRI. 256 00:18:20,618 --> 00:18:21,626 MRI? 257 00:18:21,626 --> 00:18:23,722 Everything looks normal, but I wanted to be on guard. 258 00:18:23,746 --> 00:18:26,141 There's a place not far from here to be able to do an MRI now. 259 00:18:49,939 --> 00:18:52,901 There he is. You're done. 260 00:19:51,709 --> 00:19:55,171 What? What? Why won't you stop? 261 00:19:56,673 --> 00:20:00,260 Do it again! Say! 262 00:20:04,472 --> 00:20:06,724 I do not think so. 263 00:20:20,572 --> 00:20:22,782 Hi, Susannah. 264 00:20:22,866 --> 00:20:25,050 I want you to know, we have good news. 265 00:20:25,050 --> 00:20:26,513 The results of the MRI were normal. 266 00:20:26,578 --> 00:20:29,664 And we've ruled out the possibility you have a stroke or blood clot. 267 00:20:29,789 --> 00:20:32,584 Two things, to be honest I'm worried. 268 00:20:32,667 --> 00:20:35,545 But, everything is clean and that's it most importantly. 269 00:20:38,464 --> 00:20:40,884 Thank You. 270 00:20:55,773 --> 00:20:58,899 Hey, it's me./ Hey, um... 271 00:20:58,899 --> 00:21:00,699 Will you let me in? 272 00:21:02,572 --> 00:21:06,326 Yeah, um... Look, I'm really tired. 273 00:21:06,409 --> 00:21:09,385 I guess we'll do this another time. OK, that's fine. 274 00:21:09,385 --> 00:21:10,719 Because, I can handle it. 275 00:21:10,863 --> 00:21:13,374 Susannah, I just did driving between cities. 276 00:21:13,399 --> 00:21:15,475 Sekarang waktu yang tepat untukku. 277 00:21:19,422 --> 00:21:24,552 OK, this is gross. I have to tidy up. I didn't expect any guests. 278 00:21:29,933 --> 00:21:33,895 What's that smell, Susannah? 279 00:21:33,978 --> 00:21:36,606 Dad, I told you this very dirty. 280 00:21:36,689 --> 00:21:38,858 This place is a mess. 281 00:21:40,193 --> 00:21:43,822 Susannah, what have you do here? 282 00:21:43,905 --> 00:21:45,934 Oh, it's Stephen's. Not mine. 283 00:21:45,934 --> 00:21:48,558 I don't really drink. Many. 284 00:21:48,558 --> 00:21:50,912 You have to be able to take care of it yourself. 285 00:21:50,995 --> 00:21:53,662 You can't live like this. You're an adult now. 286 00:21:53,662 --> 00:21:55,668 You're not a student anymore. 287 00:21:55,708 --> 00:21:58,944 Listen, between work and... the others. 288 00:21:58,944 --> 00:22:00,923 I don't have time, Dad. 289 00:22:01,422 --> 00:22:06,747 OK, let me see that part the leak and we clean it up. 290 00:22:07,679 --> 00:22:11,432 Wait, above or below?/ Upstairs, Dad. 291 00:22:11,516 --> 00:22:13,349 Where leaks usually come from. 292 00:22:13,374 --> 00:22:15,785 Here it's no problem. All dry. There's nothing here. 293 00:22:15,885 --> 00:22:17,324 Let me see. 294 00:22:17,605 --> 00:22:20,692 There's a leak. 295 00:22:20,775 --> 00:22:22,986 It just happened, Dad. 296 00:22:24,654 --> 00:22:28,032 Didn't you see that?/ Susannah, there is no leak. 297 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:31,202 There's a leak. 298 00:22:33,580 --> 00:22:37,375 So, work is fine?/ Yes, fine. 299 00:22:37,458 --> 00:22:40,420 Hey listen, don't let the place it's a mess like this again. 300 00:22:40,503 --> 00:22:43,464 It makes me happy to know you're alive in a clean and comfortable place. 301 00:22:44,507 --> 00:22:47,677 So, this is Stephen. 302 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:51,848 You really like him, huh?/ Yes. 303 00:22:51,931 --> 00:22:55,059 Yeah, I mean, he's a good guy. 304 00:22:55,143 --> 00:22:58,646 And I think you'll like it after you get to know him. 305 00:22:58,730 --> 00:23:01,316 Yes? Are you sure he's not a playboy? 306 00:23:01,399 --> 00:23:04,778 Because, there are a lot of people, them doesn't like commitment. 307 00:23:04,803 --> 00:23:05,928 Like you, Dad. 308 00:23:07,155 --> 00:23:08,366 OK, I have to go. 309 00:23:08,391 --> 00:23:11,642 I am kidding. OK, I love you. Be careful, okay? 310 00:23:11,701 --> 00:23:14,774 Buy a trash bag./ Oh, sure. 311 00:23:14,774 --> 00:23:15,907 I love you! 312 00:23:26,382 --> 00:23:28,593 Okay. 313 00:23:44,692 --> 00:23:47,949 Susannah, she's ready./ What? Who? 314 00:23:47,949 --> 00:23:49,252 Senator. 315 00:23:52,659 --> 00:23:54,859 Oh. Oh, God. Uh.. 316 00:23:54,859 --> 00:23:56,353 Oh, my gosh, okay. 317 00:23:56,385 --> 00:23:58,102 Okay, uh... Let me... 318 00:23:59,165 --> 00:24:00,444 I'm not ready for this. 319 00:24:00,469 --> 00:24:03,193 Take a deep breath. You can do this. 320 00:24:03,253 --> 00:24:05,922 Good luck. 321 00:24:10,675 --> 00:24:11,732 Hi./ Hi. 322 00:24:11,732 --> 00:24:13,680 Thank you for meeting me. 323 00:24:22,939 --> 00:24:27,318 Okay, um.. What can you do say about your actions? 324 00:24:27,402 --> 00:24:31,948 And what do you want to say for New Jersey residents? 325 00:24:32,031 --> 00:24:36,077 Obviously, I'm very sorry because this happened. 326 00:24:36,161 --> 00:24:39,548 I embarrassed myself... Embarrassing my family, and... 327 00:24:39,548 --> 00:24:41,440 And pull down your pants? 328 00:24:45,003 --> 00:24:45,708 Excuse me. 329 00:24:45,708 --> 00:24:48,302 N-go on, with what you say. Excuse me. 330 00:24:49,382 --> 00:24:53,687 Like I said, New Jerseyans who I choose good people. 331 00:24:53,687 --> 00:24:54,687 And... 332 00:24:57,140 --> 00:25:00,143 Sorry. It sounded like him say "erection". 333 00:25:00,226 --> 00:25:03,688 I mean, you get it, right. But he sounds like it. 334 00:25:03,771 --> 00:25:08,485 Are you okay, young lady? Yes. 335 00:25:08,568 --> 00:25:12,197 Yes, no, I'm fine. No, um, I'm sorry. 336 00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:16,576 I have another question./ Sorry, this interview is over. 337 00:25:16,659 --> 00:25:17,274 No, no! 338 00:25:17,299 --> 00:25:19,144 I can't believe Richard let it happen this happened. 339 00:25:19,204 --> 00:25:20,445 Did Richard ask you do this? 340 00:25:20,445 --> 00:25:22,766 No. We're not done yet./ This is a complete joke. 341 00:25:22,790 --> 00:25:23,378 Sit down! 342 00:25:23,378 --> 00:25:24,880 I haven't finished the interview yet!/ No, we have to go now. 343 00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:26,775 I'm not finished yet! You can't leave me! 344 00:25:30,089 --> 00:25:31,451 Oh, Jesus./ Oh, my goodness. 345 00:25:31,451 --> 00:25:33,001 It is okay. 346 00:25:34,219 --> 00:25:37,722 I'm fine. 347 00:25:37,806 --> 00:25:39,077 Let me make it clear for you. 348 00:25:39,078 --> 00:25:41,827 The journalist representing the Senator, it's not just about him. 349 00:25:41,851 --> 00:25:44,103 They represent celebrities, and athletes, and everyone else. 350 00:25:44,187 --> 00:25:45,794 And with all those people... 351 00:25:45,795 --> 00:25:48,144 Who we might want to interview, we can't even contact them. 352 00:25:48,145 --> 00:25:50,228 Because of what you did here! 353 00:25:50,228 --> 00:25:51,720 That would be a problem for me! 354 00:25:51,721 --> 00:25:53,514 That would be a problem for my boss! 355 00:25:53,515 --> 00:25:54,986 That's a problem for this office! 356 00:25:54,987 --> 00:25:59,452 You should be fired! 357 00:26:01,955 --> 00:26:06,042 Get out of here. Get out now! 358 00:26:59,637 --> 00:27:01,127 I honestly don't know. 359 00:27:01,128 --> 00:27:04,750 I knew he was acting strange lately. 360 00:27:04,809 --> 00:27:06,895 To be sure, the last week. 361 00:27:06,978 --> 00:27:11,399 Does he drink a lot? He looked dizzy. 362 00:27:11,483 --> 00:27:13,673 Yeah, I don't know. I mean, I don't think so. 363 00:27:13,674 --> 00:27:16,595 But I don't know what he is do it with the pecar. 364 00:27:16,654 --> 00:27:20,492 Is he on drugs?/ No. Is it true? 365 00:27:20,575 --> 00:27:23,319 I don't know, I asked./ I don't think so. 366 00:27:23,319 --> 00:27:26,331 Are you sure?/ Yes. 367 00:27:26,414 --> 00:27:28,153 I'm pretty sure he doesn't taking medication. 368 00:27:28,154 --> 00:27:31,109 I think he's acting strange, but I am don't think he's on drugs. 369 00:27:31,628 --> 00:27:33,796 Allow me to watch over him. 370 00:27:33,880 --> 00:27:35,924 Just for a while. 371 00:27:36,007 --> 00:27:38,426 OK, but you have to know. 372 00:27:38,510 --> 00:27:40,318 You keep me posted, because if this keeps happening... 373 00:27:40,343 --> 00:27:42,037 He had to get to work from home. 374 00:27:42,096 --> 00:27:44,516 I don't know what's wrong with him. Listen, I'm serious. 375 00:27:44,641 --> 00:27:45,828 Yes, I understand. 376 00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:47,860 Good. 377 00:29:31,748 --> 00:29:36,085 Susannah? Susannah? 378 00:29:36,169 --> 00:29:39,964 Stop talking in your sleep. 379 00:29:40,048 --> 00:29:43,092 Susannah! Stop it. 380 00:29:44,594 --> 00:29:46,721 Susannah! What... 381 00:29:50,058 --> 00:29:52,268 Susannah? 382 00:29:52,352 --> 00:29:54,938 Susannah! 383 00:30:16,751 --> 00:30:20,004 Stephen./ What? 384 00:30:20,088 --> 00:30:22,131 You have to take me away. 385 00:30:22,792 --> 00:30:24,100 You have to.... 386 00:30:24,175 --> 00:30:25,094 What? 387 00:30:25,095 --> 00:30:26,960 You have to take me away. I can't be here any longer. 388 00:30:26,961 --> 00:30:28,888 No, Susannah./ Come on, uh... 389 00:30:28,972 --> 00:30:31,516 Susannah, we can't go until someone's checking on you. 390 00:30:31,599 --> 00:30:36,062 Stephen, I don't care./ Yes, you should care. 391 00:30:44,863 --> 00:30:48,408 If you don't want to help me, I don't know why you're here. 392 00:30:52,662 --> 00:30:56,749 Did they give an explanation?/ No, but they said he had a seizure. 393 00:30:56,833 --> 00:31:00,460 Why don't you contact us? Why didn't you contact me? 394 00:31:00,462 --> 00:31:03,249 I don't have your number. Everything happened so fast... 395 00:31:03,262 --> 00:31:04,312 Don't you have our number? 396 00:31:04,313 --> 00:31:06,110 Don't you think to check his cell phone with Mom and Dad's name? 397 00:31:06,134 --> 00:31:09,888 What kind of fool doesn't know? how to check the cell phone? 398 00:31:09,971 --> 00:31:13,016 I don't know, I panicked. I have to call an ambulance. 399 00:31:13,099 --> 00:31:17,395 What kind of doctor?/ Nurse. A nurse, I think. 400 00:31:17,479 --> 00:31:21,357 You think that's a nurse?/ Uh-huh, I don't... I don't know. 401 00:31:21,441 --> 00:31:24,152 Everything, they just say he just had a seizure... 402 00:31:24,277 --> 00:31:27,322 And, uh... and.../ What's wrong with you? 403 00:31:27,405 --> 00:31:29,910 Do you care about him or not? What do you do if... 404 00:31:29,911 --> 00:31:31,343 Yes of course, I care... 405 00:31:31,344 --> 00:31:35,239 Thomas! Okay, okay. Do you know? 406 00:31:35,663 --> 00:31:39,258 Thank you for looking after it. 407 00:31:40,365 --> 00:31:41,798 Come on. 408 00:31:43,338 --> 00:31:47,300 Susannah, I think it would be better if you come with us home. 409 00:31:49,093 --> 00:31:52,057 Sorry, that's... that's really sweet. 410 00:31:52,058 --> 00:31:53,314 No, thank you. 411 00:31:53,315 --> 00:31:54,889 Susannah, I think that's a great idea. 412 00:31:54,979 --> 00:31:58,890 Oh really, Stephen? If so, go ahead and pack, huh? 413 00:31:58,891 --> 00:32:01,705 Susannah, that's not it. - No problem. You know, you should go. 414 00:32:01,706 --> 00:32:03,161 I know this is very difficult for you. 415 00:32:03,162 --> 00:32:04,841 Stephen, why don't you just go home? 416 00:32:04,842 --> 00:32:07,373 And rest and me will take care of it. 417 00:32:07,374 --> 00:32:09,855 Good idea./ I'll pack your things. 418 00:32:09,856 --> 00:32:11,545 No! You won't pack whatever, okay? 419 00:32:11,546 --> 00:32:12,713 Because this is my house, understand? 420 00:32:12,714 --> 00:32:15,203 I'm the one who decides when I'm here. 421 00:32:15,286 --> 00:32:18,915 I'm not going. I won't anywhere. Hey, Stephen. 422 00:32:20,250 --> 00:32:24,295 If something like that happens again, call me, okay? 423 00:32:24,379 --> 00:32:26,548 Of course. 424 00:32:31,469 --> 00:32:32,713 Where's your toothbrush? 425 00:32:32,715 --> 00:32:37,397 In the bathroom, ma'am. Where all toothbrushes are stored. 426 00:32:38,434 --> 00:32:41,104 I love you. 427 00:32:48,444 --> 00:32:51,865 Hey Susannah, let's talk with me! 428 00:33:02,250 --> 00:33:04,419 Susannah, come on down! 429 00:33:08,923 --> 00:33:11,050 Hey, darling! 430 00:33:48,463 --> 00:33:50,673 What are you doing? 431 00:33:52,091 --> 00:33:56,012 I'm swimming, Mom. I just swim. 432 00:33:59,891 --> 00:34:02,018 Come on in. 433 00:34:03,812 --> 00:34:05,326 Swim towards me. 434 00:34:05,327 --> 00:34:07,900 He's not himself. 435 00:34:07,901 --> 00:34:13,079 I mean, I don't recognize him. I saw his eyes, he was looking at me 436 00:34:13,363 --> 00:34:17,200 And I know that he is not there. 437 00:34:17,283 --> 00:34:19,536 It's like he's unconscious. 438 00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:25,480 We'll get through this, okay? 439 00:34:29,546 --> 00:34:33,700 Hey./ Susannah. 440 00:34:33,701 --> 00:34:34,100 I think so. 441 00:34:38,763 --> 00:34:41,975 Oh no. 442 00:34:42,058 --> 00:34:44,769 I just thought you needed... You know... 443 00:34:44,770 --> 00:34:47,083 Sleep well. Maybe, us will plan a vacation. 444 00:34:47,147 --> 00:34:49,983 Go to the lake, maybe./ Sure, yeah. 445 00:34:50,066 --> 00:34:53,361 Bring delicious food./ Of course. 446 00:34:53,361 --> 00:34:56,656 That's what I feel. I can get used to it. 447 00:35:03,163 --> 00:35:05,165 Stephen. 448 00:35:07,333 --> 00:35:09,836 It's not his fault. 449 00:35:10,837 --> 00:35:14,132 I can not stand it. This is puppy love. I can't take it anymore. 450 00:35:15,175 --> 00:35:17,302 This is too much for me. 451 00:35:18,678 --> 00:35:20,722 I have to tell him. 452 00:35:25,351 --> 00:35:27,770 What about Posts? 453 00:35:27,854 --> 00:35:31,357 What about Post. I'm not happy. 454 00:35:31,441 --> 00:35:35,111 I suffered a lot there. Oh, because of my editor, Richard, Margo too. 455 00:35:35,195 --> 00:35:37,906 I suffered so much. 456 00:35:39,032 --> 00:35:40,324 I have to go back to school. 457 00:35:40,325 --> 00:35:42,428 I have to go back to school! 458 00:35:42,429 --> 00:35:44,448 I have to change it! I have to change the oil! 459 00:35:44,633 --> 00:35:47,482 I have to find a career really right, you know? 460 00:35:48,082 --> 00:35:50,055 I have to change. I have to do it. 461 00:35:50,057 --> 00:35:52,553 There he is. There he is! 462 00:35:57,634 --> 00:36:01,137 No, no. 463 00:36:01,221 --> 00:36:05,968 No, no, no, God. No, definitely New York. 464 00:36:05,969 --> 00:36:08,686 Definitely New York. I'm not happy./ It's okay, darling. 465 00:36:08,770 --> 00:36:11,731 I'm not happy. I was very unhappy there. 466 00:36:11,732 --> 00:36:13,797 And I can't handle it. 467 00:36:14,359 --> 00:36:17,362 Susannah? 468 00:36:17,445 --> 00:36:19,447 Oh, my! 469 00:36:42,345 --> 00:36:45,907 Am I okay?/ It's not for me to say, but... 470 00:36:45,908 --> 00:36:47,241 You look fine to me. 471 00:36:47,392 --> 00:36:49,201 I've seen this dozens previous times... 472 00:36:49,202 --> 00:36:52,175 Usually, but bankers and Wall Street people who come here are all stressed. 473 00:36:52,522 --> 00:36:55,128 There's nothing wrong with them, everything just happens in their heads. 474 00:36:57,402 --> 00:37:01,484 Look me in the eye and tell me the truth, because there is no judgment here. 475 00:37:02,448 --> 00:37:05,201 How much alcohol do you have drink in a day? 476 00:37:06,995 --> 00:37:09,414 Maybe a glass of wine in the evening. 477 00:37:09,497 --> 00:37:15,432 You know, when my boyfriend comes. Or we share bottles, but not too much. 478 00:37:16,337 --> 00:37:19,257 Just Beer./ Is there any drug use? 479 00:37:19,340 --> 00:37:21,634 It's been a long time. 480 00:37:23,553 --> 00:37:25,555 Simple case. He parties too much... 481 00:37:25,680 --> 00:37:27,891 He doesn't sleep and works too loud. 482 00:37:27,974 --> 00:37:31,341 I often see this happen to transitioning youth... 483 00:37:31,343 --> 00:37:32,769 From student to working fully. 484 00:37:32,771 --> 00:37:35,982 This is life changing./ Is that what you think? 485 00:37:36,065 --> 00:37:39,652 Mrs. Nack, I'm almost 20 years old experience in this city. 486 00:37:39,736 --> 00:37:42,489 I've seen it all. Just make sure he doesn't drink... 487 00:37:42,490 --> 00:37:45,751 He needs anti-seizure medication and everything will be fine. 488 00:37:45,950 --> 00:37:48,119 OK, great. Thank You. 489 00:39:25,508 --> 00:39:27,594 I can't do this anymore! 490 00:39:27,677 --> 00:39:29,606 What is this? 491 00:39:30,041 --> 00:39:31,293 What is this? 492 00:39:31,931 --> 00:39:35,310 Hey! No, no. 493 00:39:35,393 --> 00:39:40,025 Listen, Susannah. What.../ What are you looking at, huh? 494 00:39:41,524 --> 00:39:43,568 Susannah, sit down. 495 00:39:44,777 --> 00:39:47,240 Everything is fine. I don't know anymore. I'm broken. 496 00:39:47,280 --> 00:39:51,576 I'll be fired, Stephen doesn't love me. Nobody loves me! 497 00:39:51,659 --> 00:39:53,308 I'm lost now, Margo. 498 00:39:53,309 --> 00:39:56,357 I don't know where to go! There's no purpose! 499 00:39:56,481 --> 00:40:00,111 Baby, baby, you're pregnant in the office. 500 00:41:00,112 --> 00:40:02,982 You have to calm down a bit. 501 00:40:05,006 --> 00:40:07,258 Darling. 502 00:40:10,261 --> 00:40:14,724 I'm very happy./ Honey. 503 00:40:14,725 --> 00:40:15,124 I'm very happy. 504 00:40:15,125 --> 00:40:17,963 Margo, I'm so happy! 505 00:40:17,963 --> 00:40:19,519 I know what I have to do! 506 00:40:19,729 --> 00:40:22,273 Yes! Oh my, yes! 507 00:40:22,357 --> 00:40:26,549 Here he is! I'm so happy! Margo! 508 00:40:26,550 --> 00:40:28,454 Good grief! 509 00:40:30,615 --> 00:40:33,368 Richard! Richard! Yes! 510 00:40:33,451 --> 00:40:37,056 Yes, Richard! Come here, I have to talk to you! 511 00:40:37,056 --> 00:40:39,876 Ya! Ya! Astaga, ya! 512 00:40:39,877 --> 00:40:42,645 OK, that's it. Come on, quickly! Richard, come on! 513 00:40:42,669 --> 00:40:46,339 Nothing funny. Back to work. Now! 514 00:40:46,422 --> 00:40:48,930 Richard, we have to talk!/ OK, I'm here. 515 00:40:48,931 --> 00:40:50,144 Come on!/ I'm here. Yes. 516 00:40:50,145 --> 00:40:50,639 Too much. 517 00:40:50,620 --> 00:40:53,680 What's wrong with you? What are you do? I'm in a meeting. 518 00:40:53,763 --> 00:40:57,308 I need a bigger story, better, Richard. 519 00:40:57,392 --> 00:41:02,178 I have to be an investigator professional one. 520 00:41:02,179 --> 00:41:03,225 And I'm ready. 521 00:41:03,231 --> 00:41:05,164 I'm ready. 522 00:41:05,165 --> 00:41:08,546 Susannah, you're screaming in the office, you're talking nonsense. 523 00:41:08,570 --> 00:41:12,323 What's wrong with you?/ I'm passionate, Richard! 524 00:41:12,407 --> 00:41:14,550 Have you never seen? someone who is passionate... 525 00:41:14,551 --> 00:41:16,248 And passionate about something?/ Yep. 526 00:41:16,250 --> 00:41:19,122 I know employees out there who just typed on his computer... 527 00:41:19,205 --> 00:41:21,583 And get the job done! But I didn't do that! 528 00:41:21,666 --> 00:41:24,002 Susannah, when was the last time did you talk to your family? 529 00:41:24,127 --> 00:41:27,922 I guess it doesn't matter now./ What do they say? Did they meet you? 530 00:41:28,006 --> 00:41:31,634 Richard, they support me. I am supported by everyone. 531 00:41:31,718 --> 00:41:34,512 But I don't feel that from you, so that's the question. 532 00:41:34,596 --> 00:41:36,979 Do you support me, like My family supports me? 533 00:41:36,980 --> 00:41:38,179 Like Margo has my back? 534 00:41:39,684 --> 00:41:42,520 Or what? 535 00:41:42,604 --> 00:41:47,484 I want you to come home. I will support me from home. Go home 536 00:41:47,567 --> 00:41:48,334 You fired me? 537 00:41:48,335 --> 00:41:50,363 No, I'm not firing you. I ask you to come home. 538 00:41:50,778 --> 00:41:52,150 Extraordinary. 539 00:41:52,151 --> 00:41:54,593 Nice chat. Send me the email. 540 00:42:06,628 --> 00:42:09,964 Yes, I need all personal data Susannah Cahalan was brought to me. 541 00:42:10,048 --> 00:42:11,588 There's a family number can you contact me? 542 00:42:11,589 --> 00:42:13,808 Yes thank you. 543 00:43:58,114 --> 00:44:01,534 Sorry, say again?/ I'mbipolar. 544 00:44:01,618 --> 00:44:04,662 Tell me why you think you're bipolar./ I looked it up on Google. 545 00:44:04,746 --> 00:44:07,582 Did you search for it on Google?/ Yes. 546 00:44:07,665 --> 00:44:11,127 For the last two weeks I can't focus, eat, sleep. 547 00:44:11,252 --> 00:44:15,215 I smiled, cried, laughed. Me, I'm happy, sad. 548 00:44:15,298 --> 00:44:20,386 What I know, doctor, I am a creative person. 549 00:44:20,470 --> 00:44:23,306 I'm creative. And this happens often in creative people. 550 00:44:23,389 --> 00:44:25,934 Many creative people are bipolar. 551 00:44:26,059 --> 00:44:27,971 Bipolar is what made me me right now. 552 00:44:27,972 --> 00:44:30,239 It's just a part of me and me have to accept that. 553 00:44:31,523 --> 00:44:35,151 Have you ever felt like this before, at any time in your life? 554 00:44:35,235 --> 00:44:38,696 You mean, I'm always excited? 555 00:44:39,739 --> 00:44:43,743 Have you ever tried to commit suicide?/ No. 556 00:44:43,827 --> 00:44:46,204 I mean... 557 00:44:46,287 --> 00:44:49,504 Everyone has fantasized about death. 558 00:44:49,505 --> 00:44:50,970 But I don't want to die. 559 00:44:52,126 --> 00:44:57,090 OK./ So I'm bipolar, right? 560 00:44:59,008 --> 00:45:00,899 It's too early to be sure. 561 00:45:00,900 --> 00:45:04,329 But you know, I saw serious mix of emotions... 562 00:45:04,514 --> 00:45:08,059 I mean when you're really busy happy and very sad. 563 00:45:08,143 --> 00:45:10,186 But, I agree with Dr. Samson. 564 00:45:10,270 --> 00:45:12,272 I mean, you have a lot on your shoulders in your life now. 565 00:45:12,355 --> 00:45:15,287 Sometimes they appear as maniac and depressive elements. 566 00:45:15,446 --> 00:45:16,946 Typical Bipolar. 567 00:45:17,235 --> 00:45:21,614 But because you have bruises on your face, doesn't mean you were hit. 568 00:45:21,698 --> 00:45:25,201 So, I'll give you the recipe forOlanzapine. 569 00:45:25,285 --> 00:45:28,788 It's an anti-stress recipe to maintain your mood and deviations of thought. 570 00:45:29,956 --> 00:45:33,670 Take this medicine and get checked again with me. 571 00:45:33,671 --> 00:45:35,189 I want to know how you respond. 572 00:45:35,545 --> 00:45:39,174 And we will have a meeting in a month. 573 00:45:39,257 --> 00:45:41,551 Why are you avoiding me now? 574 00:45:41,634 --> 00:45:43,810 I've looked for it, okay. 575 00:45:43,811 --> 00:45:45,984 I'm not making this up joke now. 576 00:45:46,055 --> 00:45:48,725 Listen to me. Do you want to hear the side effects? 577 00:45:48,808 --> 00:45:51,769 Hysterical, feverish, feeling uncomfortable, headache... 578 00:45:51,853 --> 00:45:56,647 Panic attacks, heart palpitations, irritation, Mom, this is why! 579 00:45:56,649 --> 00:45:58,860 This is driving me crazy! 580 00:45:58,943 --> 00:46:03,072 Susannah, you just put it on for 24 hours. 581 00:46:04,324 --> 00:46:06,379 No! It's not important, okay? 582 00:46:06,380 --> 00:46:08,628 This is poison! It contains poison! 583 00:46:09,621 --> 00:46:11,921 Just drink the medicine./ You want me to die? 584 00:46:11,922 --> 00:46:14,100 Just take the medicine for me! 585 00:46:14,250 --> 00:46:18,254 Do it for your mother! Take the medicine! 586 00:46:19,422 --> 00:46:23,549 Give the medicine a chance to Work! Please! 587 00:46:39,234 --> 00:46:41,151 Do you know? 588 00:46:41,665 --> 00:46:44,288 When I die... 589 00:46:44,614 --> 00:46:47,116 I want to be buried next door Grandma's grave. 590 00:47:01,172 --> 00:47:05,343 Bipolar? Looks like it doesn't makes sense to me. 591 00:47:05,426 --> 00:47:08,555 Maybe he drank too much. 592 00:47:08,638 --> 00:47:10,807 Are you sure you're not overdoing it? 593 00:47:10,890 --> 00:47:13,358 You haven't seen it yourself so you don't know, okay? 594 00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:14,440 I'm not exaggerating. 595 00:47:14,441 --> 00:47:19,037 Our princess is in trouble and I'm tired. 596 00:47:19,065 --> 00:47:21,492 And I want you to help me. I want you to look after him. 597 00:47:22,610 --> 00:47:26,722 OK, I'll keep an eye on him. 598 00:47:27,907 --> 00:47:31,828 And we will find a solution, if we stay together. 599 00:47:32,912 --> 00:47:36,249 Very tense, you'll see. It was so terrible. 600 00:47:36,332 --> 00:47:38,209 Okay. 601 00:47:40,879 --> 00:47:45,236 Susannah? Lunch is ready./ It's a beautiful day. 602 00:47:45,300 --> 00:47:47,802 Yes, it's good for a walk. 603 00:47:49,471 --> 00:47:51,473 Would you like juice or water? 604 00:47:58,771 --> 00:48:00,857 You are okay? 605 00:48:04,527 --> 00:48:07,155 Why don't you go first? and sit down. 606 00:48:13,661 --> 00:48:15,747 Want bread? 607 00:48:20,793 --> 00:48:23,421 Thank You. 608 00:48:23,505 --> 00:48:26,382 Butter?/ Oh, no. Okay thanks. 609 00:48:35,850 --> 00:48:37,852 Can you stop it? 610 00:48:40,104 --> 00:48:43,233 Stop chewing. 611 00:48:43,316 --> 00:48:48,264 Aren't you going to eat? This is your favorite. 612 00:48:48,321 --> 00:48:52,784 Giselle worked hard making it this is for you. 613 00:48:54,994 --> 00:48:56,996 Not a problem. 614 00:49:07,340 --> 00:49:09,968 What are you telling me? 615 00:49:10,051 --> 00:49:12,927 Susannah, I didn't say anything. 616 00:49:12,928 --> 00:49:16,081 Susannah, he didn't say anything to you. 617 00:49:16,141 --> 00:49:19,286 No! No, That's it! 618 00:49:19,287 --> 00:49:22,173 There he is! You just did calling me a spoiled brat! 619 00:49:22,188 --> 00:49:24,544 No, Susannah.../ You just said it! 620 00:49:24,545 --> 00:49:26,062 You brought it up again!/ Susannah! 621 00:49:26,063 --> 00:49:27,303 Calm down. 622 00:49:27,304 --> 00:49:28,988 Why are you doing this to me? Why? 623 00:49:28,989 --> 00:49:31,013 What do you mean?/ Why do you say that to me? 624 00:49:31,489 --> 00:49:32,952 I never did anything to you! 625 00:49:32,953 --> 00:49:35,427 Why do you say that?/ He didn't say anything. 626 00:49:35,451 --> 00:49:37,219 I heard you say it!/ No, Susannah. 627 00:49:37,220 --> 00:49:38,950 You just told me! 628 00:49:38,951 --> 00:49:41,091 Susannah, go to your room!/ I heard you say it! 629 00:49:41,092 --> 00:49:43,971 Go! What's wrong with you? 630 00:49:45,461 --> 00:49:49,424 Susannah, what's wrong with you? No! No! No! 631 00:49:49,507 --> 00:49:51,635 Tell me what's wrong?/ Get away from me! 632 00:49:51,636 --> 00:49:53,630 I can't help you if you... don't tell me what's wrong! 633 00:49:53,720 --> 00:49:56,702 Avoid! Avoid! 634 00:49:56,703 --> 00:49:58,347 I hear you! 635 00:49:58,348 --> 00:50:00,733 I want you to go! You can't take me! 636 00:50:00,734 --> 00:50:03,480 Giselle tried to kidnap me! 637 00:50:03,563 --> 00:50:07,918 No. No one is trying to kidnap you./ Please, please. Do not touch me. 638 00:50:07,919 --> 00:50:10,165 It is okay./ Do not touch me. 639 00:50:26,211 --> 00:50:28,963 It is okay. 640 00:50:32,884 --> 00:50:35,178 Look, his EEG results are very normal. 641 00:50:35,261 --> 00:50:37,889 The MRI was normal, the nerve test results were normal. 642 00:50:37,972 --> 00:50:41,226 His blood circulation is normal. Everything is fine, everything is normal. 643 00:50:41,309 --> 00:50:43,798 He drank too much and... he experienced... 644 00:50:43,823 --> 00:50:46,255 Classic symptoms of alcohol rejection. 645 00:50:46,314 --> 00:50:48,942 I know it's hard to hear this happen to your daughter. 646 00:50:49,025 --> 00:50:52,779 He needs treatment, stop partying, and get enough rest. 647 00:50:52,862 --> 00:50:55,365 I've never seen him drink for the last 2 weeks. 648 00:50:55,490 --> 00:50:59,590 Now, I know what it's like to enjoy a few glasses of wine on my bad day... 649 00:50:59,591 --> 00:51:02,205 And all I experienced was severe dizziness. 650 00:51:02,288 --> 00:51:04,916 Refusal of alcohol? Are you kidding me? 651 00:51:04,999 --> 00:51:07,710 Do you think we will believe that? 652 00:51:07,794 --> 00:51:10,588 He needs to be treated now. 653 00:51:10,672 --> 00:51:12,441 Not tomorrow, today. Now! 654 00:51:12,442 --> 00:51:14,276 And I won't leave until we are got a hospital bed... 655 00:51:14,300 --> 00:51:16,879 Which we can lay princess us, tonight. 656 00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:21,015 So please, call the police. I wasn't harmed. 657 00:51:23,810 --> 00:51:25,937 Good morning, Susannah. 658 00:51:27,564 --> 00:51:29,566 How are you? 659 00:51:33,319 --> 00:51:34,703 Thank You. 660 00:51:34,704 --> 00:51:36,576 Can you sit for me, Susannah? 661 00:51:45,248 --> 00:51:46,974 Great, thanks. 662 00:51:46,975 --> 00:51:50,033 How do you feel?/ He wants to save his girl... 663 00:51:50,233 --> 00:51:53,208 Susannah seek help. What's wrong with you? 664 00:51:53,209 --> 00:51:54,356 You're starting to fall apart... 665 00:51:55,925 --> 00:51:57,661 You have to get me out from here. 666 00:51:58,341 --> 00:52:00,647 I don't belong here. 667 00:52:00,722 --> 00:52:03,766 And they all said bad things about me. 668 00:52:03,850 --> 00:52:06,728 Who says things bad about you? 669 00:52:07,131 --> 00:52:08,792 Susannah, what's wrong with you? 670 00:52:08,792 --> 00:52:10,031 They. 671 00:52:10,231 --> 00:52:12,895 TV insiders there. 672 00:52:15,945 --> 00:52:18,072 Okay. 673 00:52:26,206 --> 00:52:30,376 Susannah, can you say tell me a little about... 674 00:52:30,460 --> 00:52:33,421 How did you feel before are you going to the hospital? 675 00:52:36,299 --> 00:52:39,135 I feel lost. 676 00:52:39,219 --> 00:52:41,721 Can you explain that more details? 677 00:52:41,805 --> 00:52:45,379 Tired. Like I'm not alive. 678 00:52:45,475 --> 00:52:48,236 Susannah, I'm going to ask you some standard questions. 679 00:52:48,269 --> 00:52:52,607 And I want you to answer as much as you can, okay? 680 00:52:52,690 --> 00:52:55,652 What's your name?/ Susannah Cahalan. 681 00:52:55,735 --> 00:52:58,484 Do you know what year it is?/ Oh my. Didn't you hear that? 682 00:52:58,485 --> 00:53:00,892 Hear what?/ That! 683 00:53:00,893 --> 00:53:04,768 Susannah, I need you to focus and... answer my question, okay? 684 00:53:06,621 --> 00:53:08,388 You have to get me out from here. 685 00:53:08,965 --> 00:53:10,853 Now!/ Susannah. 686 00:53:10,903 --> 00:53:12,120 Too much. 687 00:53:13,253 --> 00:53:16,005 Susannah, we're here to help you. 688 00:53:16,089 --> 00:53:18,508 We won't hurt you, okay? I promise. 689 00:53:18,591 --> 00:53:21,055 Okay./ Don't touch me. 690 00:53:21,056 --> 00:53:21,987 Too much. 691 00:53:22,011 --> 00:53:27,017 I want you to spread your arms like holding a tray, okay? 692 00:53:30,562 --> 00:53:35,358 No, no, no. I don't want to do it anymore. 693 00:53:35,441 --> 00:53:38,403 Why are you interrogating me?/ I'm not interrogating you, Susannah. 694 00:53:38,486 --> 00:53:40,119 I... / Get out! 695 00:53:40,120 --> 00:53:41,154 Get out of my room./ Too much. 696 00:53:41,156 --> 00:53:43,741 We will leave you yourself, okay Susannah? 697 00:53:51,833 --> 00:53:53,960 I recorded some of my songs. 698 00:53:54,043 --> 00:53:57,797 When you hear it, you will remember some things. 699 00:54:01,759 --> 00:54:06,639 Hey, talk to me, Susannah. 700 00:54:08,892 --> 00:54:11,060 Please. 701 00:54:17,066 --> 00:54:21,305 I... I'm scared. 702 00:54:21,446 --> 00:54:25,783 I just... God. Stephen, I feel like... 703 00:54:25,867 --> 00:54:31,331 Everyone here just talking about me. 704 00:54:31,414 --> 00:54:35,376 I need you./ Hey, hey. Listen to me. 705 00:54:37,378 --> 00:54:39,756 We will find a solution. 706 00:54:39,839 --> 00:54:42,300 We can get through it together. 707 00:54:44,052 --> 00:54:46,888 Really?/ Yes, really. 708 00:54:51,643 --> 00:54:54,521 I have a split personality. 709 00:54:54,604 --> 00:54:58,942 Have you ever been checked by psychiatrist or psychologist? 710 00:54:59,025 --> 00:55:01,069 No. 711 00:55:01,152 --> 00:55:03,752 I was examined by a psychiatrist with a diagnosis of Bipolar... 712 00:55:03,777 --> 00:55:06,265 But not a split personality. 713 00:55:06,324 --> 00:55:09,702 And do you take medication for that? 714 00:55:09,786 --> 00:55:11,065 No. 715 00:55:11,066 --> 00:55:13,650 They tried, but I... refused to wear it. 716 00:55:13,873 --> 00:55:15,792 I spit it out. 717 00:55:19,170 --> 00:55:21,965 Dr. Khan, I have to go out from here. 718 00:55:22,048 --> 00:55:26,040 It's no longer safe for me here./ Why isn't it safe for you here? 719 00:55:26,094 --> 00:55:28,025 They talk about me. 720 00:55:28,903 --> 00:55:30,153 Everything. 721 00:55:37,355 --> 00:55:39,524 I can hear them. 722 00:55:39,607 --> 00:55:44,070 The sisters... are talking about me. 723 00:55:44,154 --> 00:55:46,239 And I can hear their thoughts. 724 00:55:46,322 --> 00:55:48,741 Can you hear their thoughts? 725 00:55:51,244 --> 00:55:55,170 You know, they think I can't heard it, but I can. 726 00:55:55,248 --> 00:55:57,959 I heard it clearly. 727 00:56:00,044 --> 00:56:03,715 I don't want to talk to you anymore. 728 00:56:58,061 --> 00:57:00,772 Help! 729 00:57:17,455 --> 00:57:20,458 No! No! 730 00:57:20,542 --> 00:57:22,836 Help! 731 00:57:56,244 --> 00:58:00,373 Help!/ Susannah. 732 00:58:02,792 --> 00:58:05,003 I can estimate two possibility. 733 00:58:05,086 --> 00:58:10,442 First, the appearance of Schizophrenia plusPostic psychosis. 734 00:58:10,466 --> 00:58:14,095 Now, it's clear he's Psychotic, but the question... 735 00:58:14,179 --> 00:58:16,181 Where did this Psychotic come from? 736 00:58:16,264 --> 00:58:18,308 I will prescribeHaloperidol. 737 00:58:18,391 --> 00:58:22,061 It can anesthetize him and us too You can do further tests, but... 738 00:58:22,145 --> 00:58:24,015 If the attitude is not there development... 739 00:58:24,016 --> 00:58:28,632 I think we should find a hospital great for solving the problem. 740 00:58:28,632 --> 00:58:31,297 No. 741 00:58:31,863 --> 00:58:34,866 My daughter won't go to the ward crazy person. 742 00:58:34,949 --> 00:58:37,744 How can you explain with the seizure? 743 00:58:37,827 --> 00:58:42,250 How can you explain that has he never done this before? 744 00:58:42,332 --> 00:58:46,586 How can you conclude that without all the facts? 745 00:58:47,879 --> 00:58:50,131 Dr. Ryan, why don't you do it further tests... 746 00:58:50,215 --> 00:58:53,635 Before you threaten us with mental hospital? 747 01:00:00,702 --> 01:00:03,371 How?/ They don't have anything. 748 01:00:03,454 --> 01:00:04,814 No? 749 01:00:04,815 --> 01:00:06,730 He's been here more than a week. I mean, they definitely have something. 750 01:00:06,749 --> 01:00:09,037 They don't know. Every doctor give different diagnoses. 751 01:00:09,038 --> 01:00:12,546 One said Bipolar, the other said Schizophrenia... 752 01:00:12,547 --> 01:00:14,481 Others say Psychotic. Who knows. 753 01:00:14,482 --> 01:00:15,621 What does it mean? 754 01:00:15,622 --> 01:00:18,944 This means no one knows what happened. 755 01:00:19,304 --> 01:00:21,514 He's not crazy, whatever. 756 01:00:21,598 --> 01:00:26,186 I agree. I think that's the explanation easiest for them. 757 01:00:26,269 --> 01:00:30,982 So, we have to keep pressing them, for them to continue investigating. 758 01:00:31,065 --> 01:00:34,152 OK, this is important. Pressure./ Yes. 759 01:00:34,235 --> 01:00:36,555 I just want you to know that I plan... 760 01:00:36,556 --> 01:00:38,742 To stay here until they know what happened. 761 01:00:38,781 --> 01:00:42,368 I want to be with him and... he needs all of this. 762 01:00:43,411 --> 01:00:45,538 Thanks, Stephen./ Yes. 763 01:00:46,998 --> 01:00:49,667 I appreciate that./ Excuse me. 764 01:01:19,531 --> 01:01:23,076 We have to look for the cause the nerves are here. 765 01:02:02,740 --> 01:02:04,909 Susannah! 766 01:02:23,219 --> 01:02:26,764 Hello. O. 767 01:02:28,266 --> 01:02:30,977 Don't be too happy. 768 01:02:31,060 --> 01:02:33,646 You look beautiful. 769 01:02:33,730 --> 01:02:38,151 I brought you fake flowers. Will I hug you? 770 01:02:41,738 --> 01:02:45,492 I will do it. 771 01:02:48,703 --> 01:02:51,289 Hey, darling. 772 01:02:53,124 --> 01:02:56,419 So what, you don't want to talk to me now? 773 01:03:06,054 --> 01:03:09,557 I have something for you. 774 01:03:09,641 --> 01:03:12,852 This is very disappointing. 775 01:03:12,936 --> 01:03:16,147 This is a fast greeting card bad recovery. 776 01:03:16,231 --> 01:03:20,443 And everyone makes them. In the office, everyone signs it. 777 01:03:20,527 --> 01:03:22,612 And many people wrote very... 778 01:03:22,695 --> 01:03:26,658 It's touching where you are and I'll laugh at it. 779 01:03:26,741 --> 01:03:31,606 Even Richard signed it. I think he really misses you. 780 01:03:31,830 --> 01:03:34,707 You're like his little student. 781 01:03:36,876 --> 01:03:39,087 And I miss you. 782 01:03:42,507 --> 01:03:46,136 And he misses you. This... 783 01:03:47,637 --> 01:03:49,639 I'll put it here. 784 01:03:49,722 --> 01:03:52,016 We can laugh about it later. 785 01:04:30,388 --> 01:04:33,892 We tested Susannah with every infectious disease we know of. 786 01:04:33,975 --> 01:04:37,061 All results were negative, incl Lyme disease... 787 01:04:37,145 --> 01:04:42,484 Toxoplasmosis, Cryptococcus, TB,and many more. 788 01:04:42,567 --> 01:04:44,944 All results were negative... 789 01:04:45,028 --> 01:04:47,822 It is thought that Susannah had Primary Psychotic Illness... 790 01:04:47,906 --> 01:04:51,117 Which I feel like Schizophrenia. 791 01:04:51,201 --> 01:04:53,161 So what does it all mean? 792 01:04:53,244 --> 01:04:57,540 Maybe, this is not a hospital the right person to care for him. 793 01:04:57,624 --> 01:05:02,045 Apparently, Susannah had to transferred to a mental hospital. 794 01:05:03,171 --> 01:05:07,217 OK, listen. I'll keep going monitoring Susannah... 795 01:05:07,300 --> 01:05:09,469 Every day for the next 3 days. 796 01:05:09,552 --> 01:05:12,430 Just hope there's something that appeared... 797 01:05:12,514 --> 01:05:14,818 And we can figure out a way finishing this... 798 01:05:14,819 --> 01:05:16,206 And make your princess back to health. 799 01:05:16,206 --> 01:05:17,860 Something? 800 01:05:19,270 --> 01:05:21,314 I...I don't understand this. 801 01:05:21,397 --> 01:05:24,484 Our daughter is dying there. 802 01:05:24,567 --> 01:05:28,696 The test results did not show that He's dying, Mr. Cahalan. 803 01:05:28,780 --> 01:05:32,200 The test results say that she is a healthy young woman. 804 01:05:32,283 --> 01:05:35,745 He is clearly suffering and we.../ I want answers! 805 01:05:35,829 --> 01:05:38,373 It's your job to give we answer! 806 01:05:38,456 --> 01:05:41,980 This is not a child's game, where you play as a doctor! 807 01:05:42,043 --> 01:05:45,920 No! This is my daughter's life! His life is there in your hands and I want answers! 808 01:05:45,922 --> 01:05:48,758 Tell me what's wrong with my daughter! 809 01:05:48,842 --> 01:05:51,719 Honestly Mr. Cahalan, we don't know what's wrong with Susannah. 810 01:05:51,803 --> 01:05:54,848 We work and make decisions based on facts... 811 01:05:54,931 --> 01:05:57,016 And at this point, we don't have an answer. 812 01:05:57,100 --> 01:05:59,936 We apologize for not having one what we can do more. 813 01:06:00,019 --> 01:06:01,266 Excuse me. 814 01:06:01,266 --> 01:06:06,575 We prepared and stayed waiting for your decision. 815 01:06:47,901 --> 01:06:50,445 Total stiff body. 816 01:07:16,370 --> 01:07:17,389 Hey. 817 01:07:19,724 --> 01:07:22,560 Are you okay?/ Yes. 818 01:07:26,523 --> 01:07:29,234 So how do you feel? 819 01:07:29,317 --> 01:07:31,736 It shouldn't be like this, you know. 820 01:07:32,987 --> 01:07:37,036 I know he's still there. He's just stuck. 821 01:07:37,617 --> 01:07:41,070 When I looked into his eyes, I could look at him screaming to get out. 822 01:07:42,789 --> 01:07:44,791 I thought all of you, you're doctors.... 823 01:07:44,874 --> 01:07:48,253 You can give us some hope, you know. 824 01:07:49,671 --> 01:07:51,840 I mean, that's your job, right? 825 01:07:57,387 --> 01:08:00,306 I hope you have a holiday fun./ Thank you. 826 01:08:00,390 --> 01:08:03,226 And please praise yourself. 827 01:08:03,309 --> 01:08:06,312 I want to meet you guys in my class next week. 828 01:08:08,815 --> 01:08:11,860 Wow, Dr. Khan. 829 01:08:11,943 --> 01:08:16,030 What is this wind?/ I need your help. 830 01:08:16,114 --> 01:08:19,909 I'm teaching now, leave it calmly. 831 01:08:19,993 --> 01:08:23,413 21 year old female, right handed. 832 01:08:23,496 --> 01:08:28,042 Symptoms begin with manic behavior, paranoid, excessive emotions. 833 01:08:28,126 --> 01:08:32,505 Which makes it convulsive, then other symptoms, and then type three symptoms. 834 01:08:32,589 --> 01:08:37,302 His condition continues to decline. Every day. 835 01:08:37,385 --> 01:08:41,890 Sabrina, I teach now. 836 01:08:41,973 --> 01:08:45,935 The crazy thing is that apart from all this, he is completely healthy. 837 01:08:46,019 --> 01:08:48,396 He's not on medication. whatever kind it is. 838 01:08:48,521 --> 01:08:52,484 His physical test results were normal. His neurological test results were normal. 839 01:08:52,567 --> 01:08:58,114 Infection results were negative, autoimmune negative, negative metabolic symptoms of poisoning. 840 01:08:58,198 --> 01:09:03,036 All negative./ I admit, that sounds very interesting. 841 01:09:03,119 --> 01:09:05,330 But like I said, I am teaching now. 842 01:09:05,413 --> 01:09:08,208 He's on his way to mental hospital. 843 01:09:08,291 --> 01:09:11,878 Dr. Khan, from all your words, maybe he should go there. 844 01:09:11,961 --> 01:09:16,549 No. Easy for me to say that he is Bipolar or Schizophrenic... 845 01:09:16,633 --> 01:09:18,923 But the fact is, there is something in my hunch... 846 01:09:18,938 --> 01:09:20,960 Which tells me, that that's not the case. 847 01:09:22,180 --> 01:09:28,186 I know that feeling. OK, I'll check it out. 848 01:09:28,250 --> 01:09:29,883 Good. 849 01:09:31,272 --> 01:09:35,276 I wonder what he's like. I hope competent. 850 01:09:39,322 --> 01:09:43,493 Good afternoon. Hello/ Hi, I'm Rhona, I'm Susannah's mother. 851 01:09:43,576 --> 01:09:45,101 Nice to meet you./ Hello, you're welcome. 852 01:09:45,276 --> 01:09:46,558 Tom, I'm the father./ Tom. 853 01:09:46,802 --> 01:09:52,502 I'm Dr. Najjar and you for sure The famous Susannah? 854 01:09:54,462 --> 01:09:57,841 Call me Souhel. Pleased to meet you. 855 01:10:00,301 --> 01:10:04,514 So, please sit down./ OK. 856 01:10:06,683 --> 01:10:10,478 Susannah, I'll do that best to help you. 857 01:10:10,562 --> 01:10:13,940 I won't hurt you and me I won't lie to you. 858 01:10:15,233 --> 01:10:19,487 Okay? Okay. Let's start. 859 01:10:19,571 --> 01:10:22,115 What's your name? 860 01:10:26,870 --> 01:10:29,038 What year is it now? 861 01:10:53,396 --> 01:10:57,567 We have to stay strong to Susannah./ I know. 862 01:10:59,569 --> 01:11:02,280 Hey, we'll get through this. 863 01:11:04,032 --> 01:11:06,534 Yes, I hope so. 864 01:11:07,535 --> 01:11:12,916 Can you touch your nose with this hand? 865 01:11:34,479 --> 01:11:36,481 Very good. 866 01:11:56,459 --> 01:12:00,088 Stephen?/ What's wrong? He is fine? 867 01:12:02,674 --> 01:12:05,844 Mr. Cahalan. 868 01:12:05,927 --> 01:12:09,264 You know, why don't you call me Tom? 869 01:12:09,347 --> 01:12:13,626 After everything you've been through, you can call me a jerk if you want. 870 01:12:16,312 --> 01:12:18,314 Thank You. 871 01:12:19,524 --> 01:12:22,193 Why don't you go home and... take a nap? 872 01:12:22,277 --> 01:12:24,320 Now. 873 01:12:26,990 --> 01:12:29,117 Can you walk for me? 874 01:12:31,286 --> 01:12:33,913 Get out of bed. 875 01:12:36,499 --> 01:12:40,295 No, no. 876 01:12:40,378 --> 01:12:42,714 He can do it himself. 877 01:12:44,382 --> 01:12:48,052 I want you to walk straight for me. 878 01:12:48,136 --> 01:12:50,680 One foot in front of the other. 879 01:12:57,187 --> 01:12:59,481 Okay, okay. 880 01:13:02,192 --> 01:13:06,234 Everything looks good./ Right. This is very good. 881 01:13:06,306 --> 01:13:08,648 What did I miss? 882 01:13:19,834 --> 01:13:23,046 Susannah? Can you draw clock for me? 883 01:13:23,129 --> 01:13:26,925 And write down all the numbers, from 1 to 12. 884 01:13:37,977 --> 01:13:40,230 As you remember. 885 01:13:43,900 --> 01:13:45,902 Very good. 886 01:13:50,114 --> 01:13:55,245 Now, write down the number. 1 to 12. 887 01:14:10,802 --> 01:14:14,055 Dr. Najjar, what do you see? 888 01:14:20,728 --> 01:14:25,108 Maybe I'm late tonight. No, everything is fine. Yes. 889 01:15:09,068 --> 01:15:11,738 Dr. Ryan, this is Souhel. 890 01:15:13,490 --> 01:15:18,703 Yes, yes, but I think I have something which you might be interested in. 891 01:15:21,080 --> 01:15:26,169 Good morning. How How are you feeling?/ Hello. 892 01:15:26,252 --> 01:15:28,379 I might have a few explanation for you. 893 01:15:28,463 --> 01:15:33,676 I'm sure it's the right side of his brain in a disturbed and inflamed condition. 894 01:15:33,760 --> 01:15:39,482 In brain damage, when partial the brain doesn't work, the visual world becomes sideways. 895 01:15:41,476 --> 01:15:42,660 Like this clock. 896 01:15:42,660 --> 01:15:46,230 Nobody with Psychotic will be able to draw a clock like this. 897 01:15:46,439 --> 01:15:50,360 So at least you won't suffer Schizophrenia and Bipolar. 898 01:15:51,903 --> 01:15:55,160 Now, what causes this inflammation... 899 01:15:55,240 --> 01:15:58,092 That is a necessary question we look for the answer. 900 01:16:00,453 --> 01:16:04,207 My darling, I know you're there. 901 01:16:04,290 --> 01:16:07,669 I will do everything I can to find you. 902 01:16:07,752 --> 01:16:12,131 Before continuing with treatment, we have to determine the cause of the inflammation. 903 01:16:12,215 --> 01:16:15,176 I think the best move is perform a brain biopsy. 904 01:16:15,260 --> 01:16:19,097 What does that mean?/ We had to look at his brain. 905 01:16:19,180 --> 01:16:23,062 We have to take small chunks brain to confirm the diagnosis... 906 01:16:23,063 --> 01:16:25,200 Before we can continue with care. 907 01:16:25,228 --> 01:16:30,191 I don't know./ Mr. Cahalan, I promise... 908 01:16:30,275 --> 01:16:34,459 If he was my son, I would perform a brain biopsy. 909 01:16:34,459 --> 01:16:36,200 Time efficiency is very important here... 910 01:16:36,239 --> 01:16:39,200 I know this sounds breakthrough, but we lost him. 911 01:16:43,371 --> 01:16:48,080 We're going to shave the front your head is about 4 inches to the top of the head. 912 01:16:48,543 --> 01:16:50,983 Then we will make slices and take the sample. 913 01:16:50,984 --> 01:16:52,439 I'll be here for you tomorrow morning. 914 01:16:52,463 --> 01:16:58,317 07:00. Please, rest tonight and don't eat, you have to fast. 915 01:16:58,317 --> 01:16:59,557 Thank You. 916 01:17:06,853 --> 01:17:08,249 Are you okay? 917 01:17:08,249 --> 01:17:10,393 I just don't want hope we go up again. 918 01:17:10,394 --> 01:17:12,534 What do you mean?/ Rhona, we've been here for over a month... 919 01:17:12,634 --> 01:17:15,461 We got lots of doctors, lots of them so many opinions, so many theories... 920 01:17:15,486 --> 01:17:18,196 Lots of hope and help, unfortunately all failed. 921 01:17:18,197 --> 01:17:21,117 Who says he has the answer?/ OK. OK, look at me. 922 01:17:22,535 --> 01:17:25,238 If this doctor doesn't have an answer, we will look for... 923 01:17:25,239 --> 01:17:27,803 The next person up to us find the answer. 924 01:17:27,832 --> 01:17:34,150 OK, but what I need from you now this is do you agree? 925 01:17:35,131 --> 01:17:38,980 Because I need you and Susannah needs you. 926 01:18:12,961 --> 01:18:15,713 Good afternoon. I have news. 927 01:18:15,797 --> 01:18:19,676 The results come back definitely for NMDA Receptor Antibodies. 928 01:18:19,759 --> 01:18:23,721 What is that?/ NMDA Receptor Antibody Encephalitis... 929 01:18:23,805 --> 01:18:26,683 It's an autoimmune disease where are the antibodies... 930 01:18:26,684 --> 01:18:29,894 Targets and attacks receptors which is very important in the brain. 931 01:18:31,020 --> 01:18:35,692 I don't understand. Can you make your explanation easier? 932 01:18:35,775 --> 01:18:41,656 Simply put, his brain is on fire and attacked by his own body. 933 01:18:42,657 --> 01:18:47,579 OK, so what's next? 934 01:18:47,662 --> 01:18:49,473 We can take care of this. 935 01:18:49,474 --> 01:18:51,684 We find it in stages which is still early. 936 01:18:51,685 --> 01:18:54,747 I think he'll be fine. He will get 90%... 937 01:18:54,748 --> 01:18:57,613 His cognitive abilities returned. 938 01:18:57,672 --> 01:19:01,259 So, we probably can restore him completely. 939 01:19:01,342 --> 01:19:06,265 As I said, Mr. Cahalan is there probably serious, but... 940 01:19:06,347 --> 01:19:09,434 Just hope that his body accept the treatment. 941 01:19:11,895 --> 01:19:14,647 Thank you very much. 942 01:19:19,194 --> 01:19:21,488 You'll be fine. 943 01:19:22,822 --> 01:19:24,991 I found you. 944 01:19:27,368 --> 01:19:28,924 I'm a lucky person. 945 01:19:28,925 --> 01:19:32,242 Because there is a system designed to let go of someone like me. 946 01:19:32,243 --> 01:19:34,959 I'll start the treatment./ Thank you. 947 01:19:35,043 --> 01:19:38,004 Thanks to Dr. Najjar, I was found. 948 01:19:38,087 --> 01:19:40,215 He found me. 949 01:19:45,053 --> 01:19:47,935 My body attacks my brain. 950 01:19:47,935 --> 01:19:49,788 Are you okay?/ Yes. 951 01:19:49,789 --> 01:19:52,769 It was absolutely devastating my ability to function. 952 01:19:55,855 --> 01:19:59,067 How many people, do you think in history diagnosed... 953 01:19:59,150 --> 01:20:04,239 As Schizophrenic, Psychotic, Bipolar, Or maybe it's just crazy... 954 01:20:04,322 --> 01:20:07,534 When they have something that can it be diagnosed easily? 955 01:20:07,617 --> 01:20:09,702 It took me a long time to get home. 956 01:20:10,829 --> 01:20:12,872 I brought you this. 957 01:20:16,793 --> 01:20:20,255 I love you so much. 958 01:20:21,965 --> 01:20:25,301 Susannah, you can't sleep in bed all day. 959 01:20:25,385 --> 01:20:30,974 Oh, my God. We have a plan. Let's go. 960 01:20:31,975 --> 01:20:37,021 No, no, no./ We're leaving. 961 01:20:37,105 --> 01:20:40,275 You know, if we're going to New York with marathons... 962 01:20:40,358 --> 01:20:42,569 We have a lot of work it has to be done, son. 963 01:20:45,738 --> 01:20:47,949 Please, don't stop your job. 964 01:20:48,032 --> 01:20:51,202 Because clearly you're not comedian. 965 01:20:51,286 --> 01:20:53,705 Well, it's good to see you back with your personality. 966 01:20:53,788 --> 01:20:55,135 Come on, darling. You can do it. 967 01:20:55,135 --> 01:20:57,601 I have to learn everything from the start. 968 01:20:57,876 --> 01:21:00,918 Way to walk again. Way to talk again. 969 01:21:01,018 --> 01:21:02,018 Smile. 970 01:21:02,714 --> 01:21:04,924 The way to be a child. 971 01:21:05,008 --> 01:21:07,343 To love Stephen again. 972 01:21:07,427 --> 01:21:09,846 How to write. 973 01:21:09,929 --> 01:21:12,307 I have to learn how to live again. 974 01:21:13,600 --> 01:21:18,338 So how are you?/ I'm good. Yes. 975 01:21:18,730 --> 01:21:22,948 Yes, you know I'm still in treatment, but I'm fine. 976 01:21:23,693 --> 01:21:26,279 I read your first article since you came back. 977 01:21:26,362 --> 01:21:28,948 No, that's not very good./ No, no, no. 978 01:21:29,032 --> 01:21:31,367 Don't deny what I said, this is actually very good. 979 01:21:31,493 --> 01:21:36,598 Yes, much better than before, so congratulations, your first page too. 980 01:21:38,583 --> 01:21:40,736 Wow./ Yes, good news, right? 981 01:21:40,737 --> 01:21:41,999 Yes thank you. 982 01:21:42,795 --> 01:21:45,924 There's something else I want from you. 983 01:21:46,007 --> 01:21:49,886 I want you to tell me your story, from start to finish. 984 01:21:52,055 --> 01:21:54,724 I want New Yorkers to know what you've been through. 985 01:21:56,184 --> 01:21:59,479 I want you to write from an angle first person view. 986 01:21:59,562 --> 01:22:02,034 It's hard enough to burden you with personal information... 987 01:22:02,059 --> 01:22:03,861 But you have to consider it. 988 01:22:05,644 --> 01:22:07,699 Do you know? 989 01:22:09,644 --> 01:22:11,699 Why not? 990 01:22:11,783 --> 01:22:13,701 Yes? 991 01:22:13,785 --> 01:22:17,622 Yes, if it helps someone out there, maybe... 992 01:22:17,705 --> 01:22:21,417 It's worth a try./ Yes, that's great. 993 01:22:21,501 --> 01:22:24,504 It will take time to putting it together, I guess, but... 994 01:22:24,587 --> 01:22:27,257 Yes, I know. Use it all the time what you need. 995 01:22:27,340 --> 01:22:29,717 As long as I can have it on Friday. 996 01:22:31,386 --> 01:22:34,639 You'll have it Thursday night. Don't worry. 997 01:22:36,808 --> 01:22:38,852 Thank you, Susannah. 998 01:22:53,241 --> 01:22:57,871 Are you okay?/ Yes, I'm good. 999 01:22:59,289 --> 01:23:03,418 I'm getting used to other people who asked about my rare disease. 1000 01:23:03,501 --> 01:23:06,546 Even though I never tried to explain./ Are you sure you're okay? 1001 01:23:08,673 --> 01:23:10,146 Margo?/ Yes? 1002 01:23:10,147 --> 01:23:11,445 I'm healthy./ Sorry. 1003 01:23:11,445 --> 01:23:12,655 Don't be burdened./ OK. 1004 01:23:12,655 --> 01:23:15,638 Good. Now don't talk to me. 1005 01:23:15,722 --> 01:23:20,101 The new Susannah is the same with old Susannah... 1006 01:23:20,185 --> 01:23:22,562 But he is much stronger. 1007 01:23:22,645 --> 01:23:24,689 Because for the first time... 1008 01:23:24,772 --> 01:23:28,193 I feel ready to reveal the mystery of what happened to me. 1009 01:23:28,276 --> 01:23:30,612 To find answers. 1010 01:23:30,695 --> 01:23:33,907 Possible answer save lives. 1011 01:23:35,595 --> 01:23:38,507 Susannah Cahalan was the 217th person to do so diagnosed with Anti-NMDA-Receptor Encephalitis. 1012 01:23:38,508 --> 01:23:41,503 Since then, thousands of patients have been diagnosed. Susannah's best-selling memoir "Brain on Fire"... 1013 01:23:41,504 --> 01:23:44,907 Has helped people all over the world discover Autoimmune diagnosis and appropriate treatment. 1014 01:23:45,404 --> 01:23:49,407 Dr. Souhel Najjar continues to research the cure and opened the world's first clinic... 1015 01:23:49,408 --> 01:23:52,907 Which is intended to care for complex autoimmune brain disorders. 1016 01:23:53,204 --> 01:23:55,484 He and Susannah remain close friends. 1017 01:23:57,073 --> 01:24:00,864 Susannah continues to raise awareness this disease as a writer and journalist. 1018 01:24:00,970 --> 01:24:06,484 In 2015, she married Stephen, his favorite musician. 1019 01:24:12,004 --> 01:24:34,784 Original Subs By Umbulbil. Translated and Resync By Siberian.