1 00:00:26,390 --> 00:00:27,810 - Tag. You're it. - You're it. 2 00:00:27,970 --> 00:00:30,180 - No, I tagged you last. - Uh-uh. 3 00:00:30,850 --> 00:00:33,560 - Wanna go fishing? - No fish. They're frozen. 4 00:00:33,730 --> 00:00:36,770 - No, they don't freeze. - What do they do? Just die? 5 00:00:36,940 --> 00:00:40,990 - No. Hey, look at this car. - Wow. A beauty. 6 00:00:41,150 --> 00:00:43,950 - Isn't that neat? It's a Ford. - It's not a Ford. 7 00:00:44,110 --> 00:00:45,740 Yeah, it is. Then what is it? 8 00:00:45,910 --> 00:00:48,660 I don't know, but it's not a Ford. I've been in one. 9 00:01:06,350 --> 00:01:11,020 Hey, Leonard, what are you doing? What's it look like? 10 00:01:11,680 --> 00:01:13,180 Somebody might be coming. 11 00:01:13,350 --> 00:01:15,600 Keep a lookout, James. 12 00:01:16,690 --> 00:01:19,150 - No one's here. - No one's coming. 13 00:01:19,320 --> 00:01:21,780 - My turn's next. - Uh-uh. Uh-uh. 14 00:01:26,870 --> 00:01:28,910 What's wrong, Leonard? 15 00:01:58,400 --> 00:02:00,360 Leonard, honey. 16 00:02:00,520 --> 00:02:02,610 - What? - Better get dressed. 17 00:02:02,780 --> 00:02:05,610 Your breakfast is just about ready. 18 00:02:08,120 --> 00:02:10,780 - Come on. We'll be late. - Hi, Albert. James. 19 00:02:10,950 --> 00:02:12,740 Hurry up. 20 00:02:13,750 --> 00:02:15,450 - Hi, Mr. Dylan. - Morning. 21 00:02:15,620 --> 00:02:17,870 They won't let me play with them. 22 00:02:18,040 --> 00:02:21,090 - You always study. - Of course he does. 23 00:02:24,010 --> 00:02:27,430 - I'm a natural at this stuff. - Let's see you pass the test. 24 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:33,260 We're going to begin today with a history test. 25 00:02:33,430 --> 00:02:36,850 Keep your eyes on your own papers and at the recess bell 26 00:02:37,020 --> 00:02:40,230 bring your composition books up to my desk. 27 00:03:33,660 --> 00:03:37,040 So, what are we gonna do today? I don't know. 28 00:03:40,710 --> 00:03:42,000 Oh, hello, boys. 29 00:03:42,170 --> 00:03:44,590 Hi, Mrs. Lowe. Can Leonard come and play today? 30 00:03:44,750 --> 00:03:47,550 Oh, no, I'm sorry. Better not today. 31 00:03:47,710 --> 00:03:49,260 Well, how about tomorrow? 32 00:03:49,420 --> 00:03:51,880 I'm afraid he won't be well by then either. 33 00:03:52,050 --> 00:03:55,760 - When will he be well? - I don't know. 34 00:04:01,350 --> 00:04:03,690 Thanks for coming by. 35 00:05:17,350 --> 00:05:20,350 Good morning, Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 36 00:05:20,560 --> 00:05:22,310 One moment, please. 37 00:05:22,480 --> 00:05:24,640 Excuse me... You gotta ask her. 38 00:05:24,810 --> 00:05:27,440 Good morning, Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 39 00:05:27,610 --> 00:05:30,320 Oh, Dr. Horowitz, can you hold the line? 40 00:05:30,480 --> 00:05:32,360 Bainbridge Hospital, can I help you? 41 00:05:32,530 --> 00:05:35,490 Yes. Dr. Franklin and Dr. Tyler are in a board meeting. 42 00:05:35,660 --> 00:05:38,120 Can I take a message, or would you like...? Bye. 43 00:05:38,280 --> 00:05:39,830 Yes? 44 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:43,040 Yes, I'm Dr. Malcolm Sayer. I have an appointment. 45 00:05:44,410 --> 00:05:45,790 Take a seat, please. 46 00:05:45,960 --> 00:05:48,830 Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 47 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:52,800 Thank you. Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 48 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:56,550 I can connect you to the cafeteria but they will have to page him. 49 00:05:56,720 --> 00:05:59,720 Thank you. Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 50 00:05:59,890 --> 00:06:02,510 Dr. Franklin and Dr. Tyler are in the boardroom. 51 00:06:02,680 --> 00:06:05,980 I can take messages, or you can call back in about 45 minutes. 52 00:06:07,600 --> 00:06:11,230 When you say "people," you mean living people? 53 00:06:11,610 --> 00:06:12,980 Mm-hm. 54 00:06:13,820 --> 00:06:16,950 Well, I'm here to apply for a research position 55 00:06:17,110 --> 00:06:18,910 in your neurology lab. 56 00:06:19,070 --> 00:06:21,080 Neurology lab? 57 00:06:21,240 --> 00:06:22,660 We have an x-ray room. 58 00:06:22,830 --> 00:06:27,790 This is a chronic hospital, doctor. The position is for staff neurologist. 59 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:30,630 You will be working with patients, people. Yes. 60 00:06:30,790 --> 00:06:33,750 A "doctor" doctor. Doctor. 61 00:06:33,920 --> 00:06:37,510 Carmel Institute? Tell me about that. Anything with patients there? 62 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:39,590 Earthworms. I'm sorry? 63 00:06:40,300 --> 00:06:41,800 It was an immense project. 64 00:06:41,970 --> 00:06:46,180 I was to extract one decagram of myelin from 4 tons of earthworms. 65 00:06:46,690 --> 00:06:47,850 Really? Yes. 66 00:06:48,440 --> 00:06:50,940 I was on that project for five years. 67 00:06:51,110 --> 00:06:55,030 I was the only one who believed in it. Everyone said it couldn't be done. 68 00:06:55,190 --> 00:06:58,900 It can't. I know that now. I proved it. 69 00:06:59,950 --> 00:07:02,370 Maybe before, at St. Thomas? 70 00:07:03,740 --> 00:07:05,910 All research? Oh, yes. 71 00:07:06,500 --> 00:07:09,210 This isn't going to work. Ben, we're totally understaffed. 72 00:07:09,370 --> 00:07:11,460 He's never worked with human beings. 73 00:07:11,630 --> 00:07:13,920 His research talents would be wasted here. 74 00:07:14,090 --> 00:07:17,010 If it wasn't a state law... Excuse me. But, uh... 75 00:07:17,760 --> 00:07:22,050 You're clearly looking for someone with more of a clinical background. 76 00:07:22,220 --> 00:07:27,100 As much as I need a job, there must be more applicants suitable for this position. 77 00:07:27,770 --> 00:07:31,100 Thank you, anyway. Dr. Sayer, back in medical school. 78 00:07:31,270 --> 00:07:34,820 You couldn't have graduated without some clinical experience. 79 00:07:34,980 --> 00:07:38,940 You took a pulse, you took a temperature. You did diagnosis. 80 00:07:39,110 --> 00:07:42,410 Oh. Well, there you have it then. 81 00:07:43,450 --> 00:07:45,410 You do want the job, don't you? 82 00:07:50,500 --> 00:07:52,460 Hey, it's this way, doc. 83 00:07:53,170 --> 00:07:55,340 You spend much time at chronic hospitals? 84 00:07:55,500 --> 00:07:57,090 I, um... 85 00:07:57,260 --> 00:08:00,340 You'd remember. Guess not then. 86 00:08:03,510 --> 00:08:04,640 - Hi. - Hey, Christina. 87 00:08:04,800 --> 00:08:07,390 You see, doc, we got MS, Tourette syndrome, 88 00:08:07,560 --> 00:08:09,100 Parkinson's disease. 89 00:08:09,270 --> 00:08:12,270 Some of them, we ain't even got a name for. 90 00:08:14,060 --> 00:08:15,150 How are you? 91 00:08:15,320 --> 00:08:17,070 What are all these people waiting for? 92 00:08:17,230 --> 00:08:18,280 Nothing. 93 00:08:18,440 --> 00:08:21,110 How do they get well? They don't, they're chronic. 94 00:08:21,280 --> 00:08:23,280 We call this place the Garden. Why? 95 00:08:23,450 --> 00:08:26,120 Because all we do is feed and water them. 96 00:08:26,280 --> 00:08:27,490 Thanks, man. 97 00:08:30,460 --> 00:08:32,120 Mr. Kean, I would like to ask... 98 00:08:32,290 --> 00:08:35,290 I was born in 1911 in Kingsbridge, New York. 99 00:08:35,460 --> 00:08:37,630 I came here in July 1955. 100 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:42,470 Prior to July 1955, I resided at the Brooklyn Psychiatric Center, 101 00:08:42,630 --> 00:08:45,840 Brooklyn, New York. Prior to that, I was a person. 102 00:08:48,470 --> 00:08:50,890 No, I'm not gonna hurt you. 103 00:09:24,130 --> 00:09:26,010 Gets easier. 104 00:09:26,430 --> 00:09:29,260 You don't think it will, but it does. 105 00:10:06,130 --> 00:10:09,050 Oh, no, Buttercup. Oh, good. 106 00:10:09,220 --> 00:10:11,930 No, go to your house. Go. Go. 107 00:10:12,560 --> 00:10:14,140 Go home. 108 00:10:14,390 --> 00:10:15,930 Good. 109 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:08,610 Good morning, doctor. 110 00:11:08,990 --> 00:11:11,870 I have a new arrival for you. 111 00:11:12,450 --> 00:11:15,620 She was brought in late last night. Here's her file. 112 00:11:27,800 --> 00:11:30,840 Hello. I'm Dr. Sayer. 113 00:11:33,930 --> 00:11:36,140 Do you know where you are? 114 00:11:39,520 --> 00:11:41,770 Can you hear me? 115 00:12:22,020 --> 00:12:23,940 "Diagnosis." 116 00:12:36,240 --> 00:12:38,040 "Medical insurance." Hm. 117 00:12:40,540 --> 00:12:42,210 Oh, God. 118 00:14:06,790 --> 00:14:08,330 Her name is Lucy Fishman. 119 00:14:08,500 --> 00:14:12,550 She was found by neighbors with her sister several days after her sister died. 120 00:14:12,710 --> 00:14:14,630 She has no other living relatives 121 00:14:14,800 --> 00:14:17,590 and they say she has always been as she is now, 122 00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:20,430 with no response or comprehension. 123 00:14:20,600 --> 00:14:21,810 And yet... 124 00:14:24,640 --> 00:14:26,480 A reflex. 125 00:14:27,440 --> 00:14:30,110 If she batted it away, I might call it a reflex. 126 00:14:30,270 --> 00:14:32,070 But she didn't. She caught it. 127 00:14:32,230 --> 00:14:34,030 It's still a reflex, doctor. 128 00:14:34,190 --> 00:14:36,360 I'm sorry. If you were right, I would agree with you. 129 00:14:36,530 --> 00:14:39,490 It's as if, having lost all will of her own to act, 130 00:14:39,820 --> 00:14:41,910 she borrows the will of the ball. 131 00:14:42,290 --> 00:14:43,990 The will of the ball? 132 00:14:44,160 --> 00:14:45,750 Excuse me. 133 00:14:47,170 --> 00:14:49,120 This is ridiculous. 134 00:14:51,090 --> 00:14:53,170 Trying to make a good impression, right? 135 00:14:53,340 --> 00:14:55,340 A good impression. That's it, isn't it? 136 00:14:55,510 --> 00:14:57,550 You're still settling in. 137 00:14:58,010 --> 00:15:01,930 Miss Costello, will you see to it that Dr. Sayer's patients that are waiting outside 138 00:15:02,100 --> 00:15:04,720 are rescheduled for tomorrow. Yes, sir. 139 00:15:05,850 --> 00:15:07,980 Borrows the will of the ball. 140 00:15:09,480 --> 00:15:11,150 That's great. 141 00:15:12,320 --> 00:15:15,610 Okay. Thanks. Thank you. Okay. 142 00:15:15,780 --> 00:15:18,490 Let us know if she catches anything else. 143 00:15:43,220 --> 00:15:44,720 I'll be fired. 144 00:15:44,890 --> 00:15:47,140 It's all right. I'll go back to school. 145 00:15:49,480 --> 00:15:50,940 Did I forget something? No. 146 00:15:51,770 --> 00:15:55,320 I just wanted to say to you I preferred your explanation 147 00:15:55,730 --> 00:16:00,900 and that I'll look after things for you until you've settled in. 148 00:16:02,370 --> 00:16:03,910 Good night, doctor. 149 00:16:04,580 --> 00:16:06,080 Thank you. 150 00:16:07,250 --> 00:16:09,330 Thank you very much. 151 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:33,850 Hello. Hi. 152 00:16:34,020 --> 00:16:35,860 I'm Dr. Sayer. I'm Waheedah. 153 00:16:36,020 --> 00:16:38,780 Waheedah. How are you today? I'm fine, thank you. 154 00:16:44,280 --> 00:16:48,870 Yes. Oh, sorry. What form? 155 00:16:49,410 --> 00:16:51,410 Yes, I'll hold. 156 00:16:51,580 --> 00:16:53,080 Mm-hm. 157 00:16:57,210 --> 00:17:02,760 Oh. Okay. Three, two. 158 00:17:02,930 --> 00:17:05,510 Oh, thank you. 159 00:17:05,680 --> 00:17:07,140 Bye. 160 00:17:16,110 --> 00:17:17,650 Hello. 161 00:17:35,670 --> 00:17:37,580 - Contact. - Roger. 162 00:17:37,750 --> 00:17:40,670 Yippee! We made it, Orville. We're in orbit. 163 00:17:40,840 --> 00:17:44,050 Oh, goody. Now we can try being weightless. 164 00:17:46,890 --> 00:17:49,720 Let's celebrate with delicious Nestlé's Quik. 165 00:17:49,890 --> 00:17:52,600 Nothing makes chocolatey milk like Quik, you know? 166 00:17:52,770 --> 00:17:55,520 That great Nestlé's chocolate flavor is out of this world. 167 00:17:55,690 --> 00:17:57,810 Out of this world. 168 00:17:57,980 --> 00:18:02,570 Hello, up there. Time to recharge with delicious Nestlé's Quik. 169 00:18:34,350 --> 00:18:37,060 Lucy. Um... 170 00:18:37,810 --> 00:18:39,850 You're out of the hole. 171 00:18:50,910 --> 00:18:52,740 Um, could...? Anthony. 172 00:18:52,910 --> 00:18:54,120 Anthony. 173 00:18:54,290 --> 00:18:58,290 Could you help me move this? 174 00:19:18,270 --> 00:19:19,980 Excuse me. 175 00:19:36,790 --> 00:19:38,460 Lucy, you're almost there. 176 00:19:38,620 --> 00:19:40,080 Come on. 177 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:42,420 Lucy. 178 00:19:58,810 --> 00:20:00,810 Here's the water, Lucy. 179 00:20:00,980 --> 00:20:02,900 Here it is, Lucy. 180 00:20:04,860 --> 00:20:06,650 The water is... 181 00:20:13,160 --> 00:20:16,160 I don't know why your nails grow so fast. 182 00:20:18,700 --> 00:20:21,830 It must be all that Jell-O they give you. 183 00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:26,500 Jell-O, Jell-O. Day after day. 184 00:20:26,920 --> 00:20:31,260 Red Jell-O, yellow Jell-O. Every day, Jell-O. 185 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:34,930 Hurry up. You don't wanna miss the laundry truck. 186 00:20:37,220 --> 00:20:40,350 I forgot to tell you, Mrs. Cooper passed away. 187 00:20:40,520 --> 00:20:43,350 Remember her? She was nice. 188 00:20:43,520 --> 00:20:45,560 Always a kind word. 189 00:20:45,730 --> 00:20:47,860 Her dog I could have done without. 190 00:20:48,030 --> 00:20:49,690 Excuse me. 191 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:51,860 Hello. 192 00:20:53,700 --> 00:20:55,990 Does he ever speak to you? 193 00:20:56,580 --> 00:20:58,870 Of course not. Not in words. 194 00:20:59,870 --> 00:21:02,080 He speaks to you in other ways? 195 00:21:02,670 --> 00:21:04,330 How do you mean? 196 00:21:04,790 --> 00:21:07,000 You don't have children. 197 00:21:07,290 --> 00:21:08,630 No. 198 00:21:09,550 --> 00:21:12,220 If you did, you would know. 199 00:21:19,560 --> 00:21:22,430 This is "atypical schizophrenia." 200 00:21:23,480 --> 00:21:26,520 "Atypical hysteria," this one. 201 00:21:28,570 --> 00:21:31,400 "Atypical nerve impairment." 202 00:21:31,690 --> 00:21:34,950 "No change since last examination." 203 00:21:35,240 --> 00:21:37,780 "No change or therapy recommended." 204 00:21:37,950 --> 00:21:39,950 That's very nice. 205 00:21:40,660 --> 00:21:44,910 This one is "no change," dated 9-11-44. 206 00:21:45,080 --> 00:21:46,670 Sorry. 207 00:21:48,840 --> 00:21:50,840 That's 25 years. 208 00:21:51,460 --> 00:21:54,050 You'd think, at a certain point, all these atypical somethings 209 00:21:54,220 --> 00:21:55,930 would amount to a typical something. 210 00:21:56,090 --> 00:21:59,010 Uh-huh. But a typical what? 211 00:21:59,760 --> 00:22:00,760 Doctor? Yes? 212 00:22:00,930 --> 00:22:04,180 Wanna go for a cup of coffee somewhere or something? 213 00:22:04,940 --> 00:22:06,440 Tea? 214 00:22:07,690 --> 00:22:11,110 Oh, normally, I would say yes. 215 00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:12,440 I made other plans. 216 00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:14,650 Right, right, right. 217 00:22:14,820 --> 00:22:17,280 Well, some other time. All right. Oh, yes. 218 00:22:17,450 --> 00:22:20,160 I'm over here. Good night. I'm right there. Night. 219 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:13,290 "Encephalitis lethargica." 220 00:23:13,920 --> 00:23:15,880 Where is it? Where is it? 221 00:23:16,630 --> 00:23:18,930 "Encephalitis lethargica." 222 00:23:22,550 --> 00:23:25,220 Oh, I'm sorry, doctor. I thought someone left the lights on. 223 00:23:25,390 --> 00:23:27,430 I found it. I found the connection. 224 00:23:27,600 --> 00:23:29,270 They all survived encephalitis. 225 00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:32,440 Years before they came here. See? In the 1920s. 226 00:23:32,610 --> 00:23:34,860 That's very nice. Yes. Isn't it wonderful? 227 00:23:35,030 --> 00:23:37,360 I'll come back later. Please. 228 00:24:01,140 --> 00:24:03,220 How many have you found there? 229 00:24:04,600 --> 00:24:07,600 Five, and I believe there are more. 230 00:24:10,190 --> 00:24:11,390 How are they? 231 00:24:13,230 --> 00:24:17,400 Just as you described them back then, "insubstantial as ghosts." 232 00:24:19,070 --> 00:24:23,450 Only I guess many of them were children then. 233 00:24:24,830 --> 00:24:29,250 Yes. Children who fell asleep. 234 00:24:32,420 --> 00:24:36,790 Most died during the acute stage of the illness. 235 00:24:37,340 --> 00:24:40,760 Those who survived, who awoke, 236 00:24:41,260 --> 00:24:44,260 seemed fine, as though nothing had happened. 237 00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:46,680 We just didn't realize 238 00:24:46,850 --> 00:24:49,850 how much the infection had damaged the brain. 239 00:24:51,940 --> 00:24:56,110 Years went by, five, 10, 15, 240 00:24:57,110 --> 00:25:02,200 before these strange neurological symptoms would appear. 241 00:25:02,360 --> 00:25:04,280 But they did. 242 00:25:06,830 --> 00:25:09,450 I began to see them in the early 1930s. 243 00:25:11,460 --> 00:25:14,540 Old people brought in by their children. 244 00:25:14,710 --> 00:25:18,130 Young people brought in by their parents. 245 00:25:19,300 --> 00:25:21,840 They could no longer dress themselves 246 00:25:22,470 --> 00:25:24,220 or feed themselves. 247 00:25:24,390 --> 00:25:27,640 They could no longer speak in most cases. 248 00:25:27,810 --> 00:25:29,640 Some families went mad. 249 00:25:31,310 --> 00:25:35,140 People who were normal were now... 250 00:25:37,150 --> 00:25:38,860 elsewhere. 251 00:25:40,150 --> 00:25:42,150 What's it like to be them? 252 00:25:42,950 --> 00:25:44,490 What are they thinking? 253 00:25:46,070 --> 00:25:47,820 They're not. 254 00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:53,410 The virus didn't spare their higher faculties. 255 00:25:53,960 --> 00:25:57,250 We know that for a fact? Yes. 256 00:25:58,000 --> 00:25:59,090 Because? 257 00:25:59,250 --> 00:26:02,880 Because the alternative is unthinkable. 258 00:26:49,890 --> 00:26:51,760 - He has a crush on you. - Oh, stop. 259 00:26:51,930 --> 00:26:53,260 - He does. - No, he doesn't. 260 00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:56,100 - He asked for your number. - Come on. 261 00:26:56,270 --> 00:26:57,640 He did. 262 00:27:02,730 --> 00:27:03,940 Ow! 263 00:27:08,070 --> 00:27:11,450 I'm all for fixing this place up, but what are we doing? 264 00:27:11,620 --> 00:27:13,240 I have a hunch. 265 00:27:13,950 --> 00:27:16,120 Oh, excuse me. Sorry. Excuse me. Sorry. 266 00:27:16,290 --> 00:27:18,960 What's stopping Lucy from crossing to the fountain? 267 00:27:19,120 --> 00:27:20,460 Nothing. Exactly. 268 00:27:20,630 --> 00:27:22,460 The visual field just stops. 269 00:27:22,630 --> 00:27:25,960 There's a void. There's no pattern. No visual rhythm. 270 00:27:26,130 --> 00:27:28,550 Nothing to compel her to keep going. 271 00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:31,260 So we're making something. 272 00:27:31,430 --> 00:27:32,470 Exactly. 273 00:27:34,010 --> 00:27:36,020 All right, Lucy. 274 00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:54,780 She's... Yes. 275 00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:23,520 She's looking out the... 276 00:28:30,950 --> 00:28:33,530 Where's that article? Where is it? 277 00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:37,160 This the right issue? 278 00:28:38,410 --> 00:28:41,660 This is last year's. I can't find it. 279 00:28:43,670 --> 00:28:47,590 I'd like to know more about your son. Certainly. 280 00:28:52,180 --> 00:28:55,850 Something was wrong, they said, with his hands. 281 00:28:56,010 --> 00:28:58,060 He couldn't write anymore. 282 00:28:58,220 --> 00:29:00,390 He couldn't do the work. 283 00:29:01,350 --> 00:29:04,020 I should take him out of school, they said. 284 00:29:04,190 --> 00:29:05,520 He was 11. 285 00:29:07,190 --> 00:29:09,070 Slowly, he got worse. 286 00:29:09,230 --> 00:29:11,690 He'd call me and I'd come in. 287 00:29:11,860 --> 00:29:15,030 And he'd be sitting at his desk in a trance. 288 00:29:15,200 --> 00:29:17,280 One hour, two hours. 289 00:29:17,450 --> 00:29:19,870 Then he'd be okay again. 290 00:29:21,290 --> 00:29:25,290 One day I came home from work, found him in his bed. 291 00:29:25,710 --> 00:29:29,460 He kept saying, "Mom. Mom." 292 00:29:31,300 --> 00:29:33,300 His arm like this, reaching. 293 00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:36,590 "What do you want, Leonard?" 294 00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:38,390 He never spoke again. 295 00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:40,060 It was like he disappeared. 296 00:29:41,430 --> 00:29:45,810 Later that year, I took him to Bainbridge. 297 00:29:47,520 --> 00:29:53,610 It was November 14th, 1939. 298 00:29:53,780 --> 00:29:56,240 He was 20 years old. 299 00:29:56,410 --> 00:29:59,950 What did he do for those nine years he was in this room, Mrs. Lowe? 300 00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:01,910 He read. 301 00:30:02,250 --> 00:30:03,750 He loved to read. 302 00:30:03,910 --> 00:30:05,250 He read all the time. 303 00:30:05,620 --> 00:30:07,040 Really? 304 00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:11,340 Well, that's all he could do. 305 00:30:32,150 --> 00:30:33,820 That's enough. 306 00:30:37,740 --> 00:30:39,370 Leonard. 307 00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:42,700 All right, Leonard, we're finished. 308 00:30:47,580 --> 00:30:52,130 Nothing, nothing, nothing and nothing. 309 00:30:52,300 --> 00:30:55,630 Don't tell me. It's one of your statues. Exactly. 310 00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:56,970 How did I guess that? 311 00:30:57,130 --> 00:30:58,930 Pass the salt, will you? 312 00:31:00,930 --> 00:31:03,560 But what about this? 313 00:31:04,470 --> 00:31:07,230 Heh, heh. What do you mean "this"? It's a strobe. 314 00:31:08,150 --> 00:31:09,520 You're wrong. 315 00:31:09,690 --> 00:31:13,520 All of this before is the strobe. This is me saying his name to him. 316 00:31:17,900 --> 00:31:19,490 Excuse me. 317 00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:23,660 What does that mean? 318 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:36,170 Hey! Sorry. 319 00:31:36,340 --> 00:31:39,180 Right down the middle. Hum it in there. Hum it in there. 320 00:31:39,340 --> 00:31:40,930 Home run. Home run. 321 00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:43,010 I can catch a ball. 322 00:31:43,180 --> 00:31:44,680 Hey, doc, throw me the ball. 323 00:31:44,850 --> 00:31:47,560 Throw me the ball. Throw me the ball. 324 00:31:47,730 --> 00:31:50,730 Get back. Hey, I can catch a ball. 325 00:31:51,690 --> 00:31:54,820 - Doc. Hey. - I said, get back. 326 00:31:57,320 --> 00:31:58,990 - Is this all of them? - Yes. 327 00:31:59,150 --> 00:32:01,280 Bring them in here with the others. 328 00:32:20,220 --> 00:32:22,550 I should have given David his divorce. 329 00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:25,930 I just thought he really would want to be a father to his son. 330 00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,020 Excuse me. 331 00:32:28,180 --> 00:32:30,980 The patients have been given their morning medication. 332 00:32:31,140 --> 00:32:32,940 That's good. 333 00:32:33,810 --> 00:32:38,190 Dr. Sayer was hoping you'd have some free time. Wanna come with me, please. 334 00:32:40,450 --> 00:32:42,240 Beth? Yeah. 335 00:32:44,780 --> 00:32:47,160 One of the most beautiful arias ever written. 336 00:32:47,330 --> 00:32:50,120 Watch them closely for any reactions. 337 00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:13,940 "Call me Ishmael. 338 00:33:19,990 --> 00:33:23,110 Years ago, never mind how long precisely, 339 00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:25,160 having little or no money 340 00:33:25,320 --> 00:33:28,200 and nothing particular to interest me on shore..." 341 00:33:29,910 --> 00:33:32,290 Leonard, I know you can hear me. 342 00:33:32,460 --> 00:33:36,290 I want you to try and respond when I speak your name. 343 00:33:38,300 --> 00:33:40,420 See, it's not just any music. 344 00:33:40,590 --> 00:33:43,760 It has to be the music that's right for them. 345 00:33:51,470 --> 00:33:55,020 It's like they're only moved by music that moves them. 346 00:33:55,190 --> 00:33:57,730 I haven't found anything that moves Bert yet. 347 00:34:10,910 --> 00:34:13,160 They'll sit like that all day if I let them. 348 00:34:13,330 --> 00:34:15,960 I have to play the first card. 349 00:34:23,340 --> 00:34:24,880 L. 350 00:34:27,720 --> 00:34:29,300 Leonard. 351 00:34:29,720 --> 00:34:31,220 L. 352 00:34:58,080 --> 00:34:59,500 This is Frank. 353 00:34:59,670 --> 00:35:02,380 If you could just me help me get him to his feet. 354 00:35:02,550 --> 00:35:04,880 There's something else that reaches him. 355 00:35:05,050 --> 00:35:07,340 What? Human contact. 356 00:35:07,510 --> 00:35:10,140 If you could just stand over there for a minute. 357 00:35:10,550 --> 00:35:14,140 He can't walk without me. If I let go of him, he'll fall. 358 00:35:15,350 --> 00:35:17,430 I'm not gonna let you fall. 359 00:35:18,230 --> 00:35:19,520 But... 360 00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:22,610 he'll walk with me anywhere. 361 00:35:25,240 --> 00:35:28,650 It's like the ball, only it's my will he's borrowing. 362 00:35:28,820 --> 00:35:31,570 The will of another human being. 363 00:35:38,580 --> 00:35:40,420 Just let it glide. 364 00:35:41,040 --> 00:35:42,420 Gentle. Gentle. 365 00:35:55,810 --> 00:36:02,350 I'll begin by moving the pointer to L, for Leonard. 366 00:36:03,270 --> 00:36:07,480 When you begin to move the pointer, I'll stop and you take over. 367 00:36:07,650 --> 00:36:09,490 Do you understand? 368 00:36:10,240 --> 00:36:12,450 All right. I'm beginning. 369 00:36:16,330 --> 00:36:17,370 Very good. 370 00:36:25,550 --> 00:36:27,760 No, maybe I didn't make myself clear. 371 00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:29,760 My fault. I, uh... 372 00:36:34,550 --> 00:36:35,930 I. 373 00:36:41,140 --> 00:36:44,310 L. Oh, good, good. 374 00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:46,270 Now the E. 375 00:36:47,860 --> 00:36:49,440 K. 376 00:36:49,820 --> 00:36:51,570 Dyslexia. 377 00:36:51,990 --> 00:36:55,160 E. Good, good. 378 00:36:56,660 --> 00:36:58,160 S. 379 00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:02,160 P. 380 00:37:04,330 --> 00:37:06,710 You're spelling something else. 381 00:37:33,860 --> 00:37:35,530 Rilke. 382 00:37:56,550 --> 00:37:59,890 His gaze From staring through the bars 383 00:38:00,060 --> 00:38:05,100 Has grown so weary That it can take in nothing more 384 00:38:05,270 --> 00:38:09,270 For him, it is as though There were a thousand bars 385 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:14,070 And behind the thousand bars No world 386 00:38:15,070 --> 00:38:19,450 As he paces in cramped circles Over and over 387 00:38:19,910 --> 00:38:22,490 His powerful strides Are like a ritual dance 388 00:38:22,660 --> 00:38:27,750 Around a center Where a great will stands paralyzed 389 00:38:29,250 --> 00:38:33,420 At times, the curtains of the eye Lift without a sound 390 00:38:33,590 --> 00:38:35,050 And a shape enters 391 00:38:35,220 --> 00:38:38,390 Slips through the tightened silence Of the shoulders 392 00:38:38,550 --> 00:38:41,970 Reaches the heart, and dies 393 00:38:49,690 --> 00:38:51,440 Have you heard of the drug L-dopa? 394 00:38:51,610 --> 00:38:54,780 What? It's a synthetic dopamine. 395 00:38:54,940 --> 00:38:59,910 Oh, yes, I did. For Parkinson's patients, yeah. Why? 396 00:39:00,070 --> 00:39:01,120 Nothing. 397 00:39:01,280 --> 00:39:04,490 Sign the petition now. Thousands of young men 398 00:39:04,660 --> 00:39:06,290 are dying every day. Sorry. 399 00:39:06,460 --> 00:39:09,790 Help us get out of this illegal war. Sign up now. 400 00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:11,710 A hundred years would pass 401 00:39:11,880 --> 00:39:14,710 before modern neuropathology would even allow us 402 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:19,340 to actually locate the damage in the Parkinsonian brain. 403 00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:21,220 Yes. 404 00:39:21,800 --> 00:39:25,020 With our development of the drug L-dopa, 405 00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:27,230 we can, for the first time, 406 00:39:27,390 --> 00:39:31,230 promise the Parkinsonian patient a more normal life. 407 00:39:31,520 --> 00:39:34,320 By administering L... 408 00:39:36,030 --> 00:39:38,240 Thank you. Yes, um... 409 00:39:38,610 --> 00:39:40,490 I'm very curious about this drug, 410 00:39:40,660 --> 00:39:44,160 and I wonder if you've come across anyone who might have... 411 00:39:44,330 --> 00:39:46,700 Excuse me, doctor? 412 00:39:47,910 --> 00:39:52,540 Sayer. I'm curious if you've come across any patients with encephalitis? 413 00:39:52,710 --> 00:39:56,420 After I'm through, Dr. Sayer. If you wouldn't mind. 414 00:40:00,720 --> 00:40:03,010 - Excuse me. - As I was saying, 415 00:40:03,180 --> 00:40:06,180 by administering L-dopa... 416 00:40:10,690 --> 00:40:13,690 Do you think a Parkinsonian tremor taken to its extreme, 417 00:40:13,860 --> 00:40:16,190 would appear as no tremor at all? 418 00:40:20,530 --> 00:40:22,860 You talking to me? Oh, yes. 419 00:40:26,240 --> 00:40:29,160 Imagine you accelerated a Parkinsonian hand tremor 420 00:40:29,330 --> 00:40:32,080 to the point of immobility in the... 421 00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:34,460 Suppose there's a patient 422 00:40:34,630 --> 00:40:37,050 with Parkinsonian compulsions accelerated: 423 00:40:37,210 --> 00:40:40,880 The hand tremor, the head bobbing, ticking, quickening of speech. 424 00:40:41,050 --> 00:40:43,340 Might they not all cave in on themselves 425 00:40:43,510 --> 00:40:46,100 and, in effect, turn a person into stone? 426 00:40:47,470 --> 00:40:50,390 I don't know. Maybe. 427 00:40:52,060 --> 00:40:55,270 Well, do you think L-dopa would help the situation? 428 00:40:55,440 --> 00:40:59,230 Dr. Sayers, right? Heh, heh. 429 00:40:59,740 --> 00:41:03,200 I'm just a chemist, doctor. You're the physician. 430 00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:06,030 I'll leave it to you to do the damage. 431 00:41:13,170 --> 00:41:17,170 You know, Freud believed in miracles, prescribing cocaine like candy. 432 00:41:17,340 --> 00:41:19,000 We all believed in cortisone, 433 00:41:19,170 --> 00:41:21,420 till our patients went psychotic on it. 434 00:41:21,590 --> 00:41:22,760 And now it's L-dopa? 435 00:41:22,930 --> 00:41:25,800 With all due respect, it's rather too soon to say that. 436 00:41:25,970 --> 00:41:27,510 Well, with all due respect, 437 00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:30,890 I think it's rather way too soon to say that. 438 00:41:31,140 --> 00:41:34,190 Let the chemists do the damage, doctor. 439 00:41:35,270 --> 00:41:36,810 But I... 440 00:41:48,450 --> 00:41:49,950 Dr. Kaufman? Yeah. 441 00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:52,120 Did you read this case? 442 00:41:52,290 --> 00:41:54,920 "New drug lets shaking palsy patients eat Jell-O." 443 00:41:55,080 --> 00:41:58,380 Yes, I read them, doctor. I read them all. Dutifully, soberly. 444 00:41:58,540 --> 00:42:02,710 All 30 cases had Parkinson's. Mild Parkinson's. 445 00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:05,050 Your Parkies, if that's what they are, 446 00:42:05,220 --> 00:42:06,800 haven't moved in decades. 447 00:42:07,890 --> 00:42:09,220 Look at it again, sir. 448 00:42:12,020 --> 00:42:14,980 Now, you know better than to make a leap like that. 449 00:42:15,650 --> 00:42:19,230 You want there to be a connection. That doesn't mean there is one. 450 00:42:19,730 --> 00:42:24,360 What I believe, what I know, is these people are alive inside. 451 00:42:26,990 --> 00:42:30,200 How do you know that, doctor? Because they catch tennis balls? 452 00:42:33,290 --> 00:42:34,830 I know it. 453 00:42:36,670 --> 00:42:38,500 How many did you think I'd let you put on it? 454 00:42:38,670 --> 00:42:39,840 All of them. 455 00:42:42,300 --> 00:42:45,010 Some. One. 456 00:42:47,640 --> 00:42:51,890 One. With the family's consent, signed. 457 00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:02,940 Leonard has Parkinson's disease? 458 00:43:04,530 --> 00:43:05,900 No. Um... 459 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:11,120 Well, his symptoms are like Parkinson's, 460 00:43:11,700 --> 00:43:13,620 but then again, they're not. 461 00:43:15,290 --> 00:43:18,040 Then what will this medicine do for him? 462 00:43:19,710 --> 00:43:23,040 I don't know what it will do for him, if anything at all. 463 00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:25,920 What do you think it'll do? 464 00:43:27,340 --> 00:43:31,300 I'm not sure, because it was designed for a totally different disorder. 465 00:43:33,010 --> 00:43:34,430 What do you hope it'll do? 466 00:43:35,930 --> 00:43:39,310 I hope it'll bring him back from wherever he is. 467 00:43:42,900 --> 00:43:44,520 To what? 468 00:43:45,230 --> 00:43:46,990 To the world. 469 00:43:50,620 --> 00:43:54,120 What's there here for him after all these years? 470 00:43:56,750 --> 00:43:58,080 You. 471 00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:00,460 You're here. 472 00:44:39,710 --> 00:44:41,160 All of it, please. 473 00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:01,810 At 200 milligrams, he showed no response. 474 00:45:01,980 --> 00:45:04,060 Maybe the acid in the juice neutralized it. 475 00:45:04,230 --> 00:45:06,480 Maybe he needs more. Maybe he needs less. 476 00:45:10,240 --> 00:45:12,240 I'll try it in milk. 477 00:45:47,610 --> 00:45:50,070 Five hundred milligrams. 478 00:45:54,820 --> 00:45:56,620 Mets 2, Giants 2. Bottom half... 479 00:45:56,780 --> 00:45:59,410 I'll call if there's any change. 480 00:45:59,910 --> 00:46:01,540 Yes. 481 00:46:05,210 --> 00:46:06,830 Here's the pitch, on the way. 482 00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:09,090 It's swung on. A high fly ball. 483 00:46:09,250 --> 00:46:10,920 Thank you. 484 00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:22,100 Night, Sara. Good night. 485 00:49:01,720 --> 00:49:05,720 It's quiet. 486 00:49:08,100 --> 00:49:10,060 It's late. 487 00:49:10,600 --> 00:49:13,060 Everyone's asleep. 488 00:49:18,820 --> 00:49:20,940 I'm not asleep. 489 00:49:21,950 --> 00:49:25,700 No. You're awake. 490 00:49:36,460 --> 00:49:38,040 May I? 491 00:49:55,770 --> 00:49:57,610 Me. 492 00:51:04,670 --> 00:51:05,720 Leonard. 493 00:51:09,970 --> 00:51:12,350 There's someone here to see you. 494 00:51:28,860 --> 00:51:31,740 Ma. Ma. 495 00:51:33,660 --> 00:51:35,040 Mom. 496 00:51:36,500 --> 00:51:38,540 Oh, my baby. 497 00:51:57,390 --> 00:51:58,560 My name is Eleanor. 498 00:52:00,400 --> 00:52:01,810 Eleanor. 499 00:52:04,730 --> 00:52:09,820 It's a pleasure to meet you. It's a pleasure to meet you. 500 00:52:14,740 --> 00:52:18,790 Ladies? Please. Oh, now what did I do? 501 00:52:21,540 --> 00:52:23,580 Oh, my goodness. 502 00:52:26,260 --> 00:52:28,460 How do you do, sir? 503 00:52:28,920 --> 00:52:30,680 My name is Margaret. 504 00:52:31,590 --> 00:52:33,760 Margaret. 505 00:52:34,430 --> 00:52:36,680 Beth. Beth. 506 00:52:42,060 --> 00:52:43,690 Anthony. 507 00:52:47,110 --> 00:52:49,940 Anthony, how are you? 508 00:52:51,570 --> 00:52:54,280 Great, man. How are you? 509 00:52:55,410 --> 00:52:58,160 Great too. Ha, ha, ha. 510 00:52:58,330 --> 00:53:00,660 All right, man. 511 00:53:01,670 --> 00:53:03,580 You meet him? Didn't he look good? 512 00:53:03,750 --> 00:53:05,130 Yeah. 513 00:53:07,800 --> 00:53:11,130 - Don't eat so fast. - He's doing fine. 514 00:53:11,300 --> 00:53:13,890 I mean, he's starving, right? He was starving. 515 00:53:14,180 --> 00:53:17,260 I don't think I could deal with losing 30 years of my life. Could you? 516 00:53:17,430 --> 00:53:19,470 I can't even imagine it. 517 00:53:21,770 --> 00:53:23,900 - Potatoes? - Hey. 518 00:53:24,060 --> 00:53:27,610 Come on, try something else. He does realize it, doesn't he? 519 00:53:33,820 --> 00:53:35,910 Now, Leonard, turn this way, please. 520 00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:38,330 It's a camera called a Polaroid. 521 00:53:38,490 --> 00:53:40,120 Thank you. 522 00:53:41,330 --> 00:53:44,170 Takes a picture in less than a minute. 523 00:53:44,330 --> 00:53:45,580 Amazing. 524 00:53:45,750 --> 00:53:49,630 Now, if you could try this. 525 00:53:54,090 --> 00:53:56,180 Splendid, that's wonderful. 526 00:53:56,350 --> 00:53:59,640 I'd like you to walk now to the end of the room. 527 00:53:59,810 --> 00:54:02,390 Good. Ready? 528 00:54:02,560 --> 00:54:03,850 Go. 529 00:54:05,520 --> 00:54:09,400 Very good. 530 00:54:12,690 --> 00:54:14,700 And back now. 531 00:54:17,410 --> 00:54:20,790 Dr. Sheck to X-ray. Dr. Sheck to the X-ray. 532 00:54:20,950 --> 00:54:24,870 That was very quick, really. Let me get some more film. 533 00:55:21,510 --> 00:55:23,930 You have to at least lay down. 534 00:55:24,140 --> 00:55:25,980 You need the rest. 535 00:55:33,280 --> 00:55:37,070 I'm afraid to close my eyes. 536 00:55:37,240 --> 00:55:40,110 If I close my eyes, I'll... You'll sleep. 537 00:55:40,490 --> 00:55:45,410 When you wake up in the morning, it'll be the next morning. 538 00:55:46,370 --> 00:55:47,790 I promise. 539 00:57:52,120 --> 00:57:54,500 Happiest day, man. Far out. 540 00:57:54,670 --> 00:57:56,420 Yes, I... 541 00:57:57,420 --> 00:57:59,420 Look out. Poison. 542 00:58:01,720 --> 00:58:04,840 What a wonderful place the Bronx has become. 543 00:58:20,690 --> 00:58:23,360 That's my school. Really? 544 00:58:31,950 --> 00:58:35,460 Is that classical? You pick any type of music you want. 545 00:58:40,710 --> 00:58:43,380 What's that? It's rock 'n' roll. 546 00:58:45,130 --> 00:58:47,300 Come on. No. 547 00:59:11,080 --> 00:59:13,950 Come on. Go get it, boy. Go get it. 548 00:59:14,120 --> 00:59:17,040 Attaboy. Come on, give it back. 549 01:00:08,800 --> 01:00:09,970 Come on in. No, no. 550 01:00:10,140 --> 01:00:13,180 Come back in. Something happened while you've been away. 551 01:00:13,350 --> 01:00:15,470 Pollution. I don't think this is wise. 552 01:00:15,640 --> 01:00:19,560 Leonard, that's not wading, that's swimming. Come on, Leonard. 553 01:00:20,150 --> 01:00:23,650 Leonard, I don't know if the hospital is covered for this. 554 01:00:24,440 --> 01:00:25,940 Leonard. 555 01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:29,200 Come on. No, no. Not... 556 01:00:29,360 --> 01:00:31,280 Come on in. 557 01:00:37,000 --> 01:00:39,710 Leonard, the tide's coming in. 558 01:00:56,100 --> 01:00:58,310 That's the periodic table of elements. 559 01:00:58,480 --> 01:01:01,440 I can date my introduction to science by that. 560 01:01:02,690 --> 01:01:05,440 It's wonderful, really. It's... 561 01:01:05,940 --> 01:01:08,150 It's the universe at its essence. 562 01:01:08,320 --> 01:01:10,860 You see, you have your alkaline metals. 563 01:01:11,400 --> 01:01:13,950 You have your halogens, your inert gases. 564 01:01:14,120 --> 01:01:16,370 Every element has its place in that order. 565 01:01:16,540 --> 01:01:18,790 You can't change that. 566 01:01:18,950 --> 01:01:22,460 They're secure, no matter what. 567 01:01:22,960 --> 01:01:24,000 You're not married? 568 01:01:25,540 --> 01:01:26,920 Me? 569 01:01:27,550 --> 01:01:29,170 No. 570 01:01:30,260 --> 01:01:32,630 I'm not very good with people. 571 01:01:32,930 --> 01:01:34,470 I, um... 572 01:01:34,640 --> 01:01:37,140 I never have been, Leonard. 573 01:01:37,310 --> 01:01:38,970 I like them. 574 01:01:40,890 --> 01:01:45,020 I wish I could say I had more than a rudimentary understanding of them. 575 01:01:47,480 --> 01:01:50,780 Maybe if they were less unpredictable. 576 01:01:52,570 --> 01:01:54,910 Eleanor would disagree with you. 577 01:01:56,950 --> 01:02:00,160 Eleanor? Miss Costello. 578 01:02:02,290 --> 01:02:04,330 Oh, of course. 579 01:02:05,880 --> 01:02:07,500 She's spoken to you about me? 580 01:02:12,010 --> 01:02:13,220 What did she say? 581 01:02:14,680 --> 01:02:16,840 That you are a kind man. 582 01:02:17,010 --> 01:02:21,020 That you care very much for people. 583 01:02:26,810 --> 01:02:29,480 I'd like to put the rest of the group on the drug. 584 01:02:29,650 --> 01:02:31,780 I realize this may be somewhat expensive. 585 01:02:31,940 --> 01:02:34,900 When you say expensive, you have any idea how much money? 586 01:02:35,070 --> 01:02:38,620 Yes, I talked to Ray. I have an estimate, um... 587 01:02:39,330 --> 01:02:41,870 Thank you. The pharmacist says 588 01:02:42,040 --> 01:02:47,790 to put the others on the same dosage as Mr. Lowe would be, um, 12,000. 589 01:02:48,710 --> 01:02:50,920 How much? $12,000. 590 01:02:51,090 --> 01:02:52,210 A month? Yes. 591 01:02:52,380 --> 01:02:55,130 I can't go before the board with that, doctor. 592 01:02:55,800 --> 01:02:58,720 I was thinking of speaking directly to the patrons. 593 01:02:58,890 --> 01:03:02,100 The few patrons this hospital has already give what they can. 594 01:03:02,270 --> 01:03:05,480 We'll convince them to give more than they're accustomed to giving. 595 01:03:07,900 --> 01:03:11,650 Perhaps if they see Mr. Lowe. I think you overestimate the effect 596 01:03:11,820 --> 01:03:15,400 that Mr. Lowe has on people, doctor. We're talking about money. 597 01:03:56,780 --> 01:04:00,160 There was an extreme rigidity of the axial musculature. 598 01:04:00,780 --> 01:04:03,120 A gross impairment of the postural reflexes. 599 01:04:03,280 --> 01:04:07,290 An autonomic dysfunction. It is a brain stem type of rigidity. 600 01:04:07,460 --> 01:04:08,790 A meningismus. 601 01:04:08,960 --> 01:04:12,920 What's most striking is the profound facial masking, 602 01:04:13,090 --> 01:04:15,550 or deafferentation, which we now know 603 01:04:15,710 --> 01:04:18,760 should not to be confused with apathy or catatonia. 604 01:04:25,310 --> 01:04:27,730 Some things could reach him, though. 605 01:04:28,230 --> 01:04:33,730 The mention of his name, notes of a particular piece of music. 606 01:04:34,400 --> 01:04:36,480 Or the touch of another human being. 607 01:04:40,070 --> 01:04:42,200 But awakenings were rare and transient, 608 01:04:42,370 --> 01:04:44,070 lasting only a moment or two. 609 01:04:44,990 --> 01:04:48,290 The rest of the time, he remained, as you see him here, in a metaphorical, 610 01:04:48,460 --> 01:04:53,380 if not physiological, equivalent of sleep, or even death. 611 01:04:53,540 --> 01:04:57,550 This was his condition when found by me in a remote bay of this hospital, 612 01:04:57,710 --> 01:05:01,840 and the quality of his life for the last 30 years. 613 01:05:10,190 --> 01:05:12,520 Now? SAYER... Whenever you're ready. 614 01:05:15,400 --> 01:05:17,860 My name is Leonard Lowe. 615 01:05:18,030 --> 01:05:23,820 It has been explained to me that I have been away for quite some time. 616 01:05:27,120 --> 01:05:28,870 I'm back. 617 01:05:47,720 --> 01:05:51,060 Okay, here we go. 618 01:05:52,140 --> 01:05:54,650 Take her away. Okay. 619 01:05:54,810 --> 01:05:57,110 Thank you very much. Sure. 620 01:05:57,270 --> 01:05:58,730 Thank you. 621 01:06:09,490 --> 01:06:12,450 In the United States, antiwar protesters organized 622 01:06:12,620 --> 01:06:15,330 a national moratorium to demonstrate opposition... 623 01:06:34,230 --> 01:06:35,890 Dr. Sayer. 624 01:06:36,100 --> 01:06:38,770 What is it? It's a fucking miracle. 625 01:06:46,530 --> 01:06:48,450 Where are my glasses? On your face. 626 01:06:48,620 --> 01:06:49,660 Oh. Thank you. 627 01:07:02,460 --> 01:07:04,840 I just feel so... 628 01:07:09,680 --> 01:07:11,470 Beth, close the door. 629 01:07:12,140 --> 01:07:14,640 I'm talking. 630 01:07:19,400 --> 01:07:20,860 Light. 631 01:07:23,150 --> 01:07:24,820 I'm loose. 632 01:07:24,990 --> 01:07:26,280 I'm scared. 633 01:07:26,450 --> 01:07:27,990 Hello? 634 01:07:33,870 --> 01:07:36,040 - Where is this? - Don't worry. 635 01:07:39,500 --> 01:07:40,880 I'm walking. 636 01:07:42,340 --> 01:07:44,000 Who are you? 637 01:07:44,420 --> 01:07:45,840 Get up, get up. 638 01:08:03,440 --> 01:08:05,860 Thank you for coming. Things are different. 639 01:08:06,030 --> 01:08:07,690 - Miriam. - Miriam. 640 01:08:07,860 --> 01:08:09,360 Miriam. Good morning. 641 01:08:09,530 --> 01:08:11,370 - Look at that. - Come on, Miriam. 642 01:08:11,530 --> 01:08:13,240 - Miriam. Miriam. - I'm so excited. 643 01:08:13,740 --> 01:08:15,490 Come on, Miriam. 644 01:08:17,960 --> 01:08:20,790 If you don't eat this food, I'm gonna be in trouble. 645 01:08:21,500 --> 01:08:23,040 Lucy. 646 01:08:25,250 --> 01:08:26,300 I... 647 01:08:26,460 --> 01:08:29,550 I had the strangest dream. 648 01:08:29,720 --> 01:08:31,590 I have to take your blood pressure. 649 01:08:31,760 --> 01:08:34,890 I've been sitting for 25 years, you missed your chance. 650 01:08:36,140 --> 01:08:38,020 Are you okay? 651 01:08:39,690 --> 01:08:41,060 I need some makeup. 652 01:08:42,270 --> 01:08:44,150 Okay. I think we can take care of that. 653 01:08:45,150 --> 01:08:48,570 And I need some dye for my hair. Black. 654 01:08:49,700 --> 01:08:52,280 Black? Rose, are you sure? 655 01:08:52,450 --> 01:08:54,570 Yes. It's always been black. 656 01:08:54,740 --> 01:08:57,410 Dr. Sayer, something about fruit trees. 657 01:08:57,580 --> 01:08:59,870 Prune the fruit trees. 658 01:09:00,210 --> 01:09:01,580 I will. 659 01:09:02,960 --> 01:09:05,500 I want a steak, rare. Ah. 660 01:09:05,670 --> 01:09:07,840 Mashed potatoes and gravy. String beans. 661 01:09:08,010 --> 01:09:10,920 I was aware of things, but nothing meant anything to me. 662 01:09:11,090 --> 01:09:13,970 There was no connection to me. 663 01:09:14,140 --> 01:09:15,470 There was a war or two. 664 01:09:19,020 --> 01:09:22,600 This morning, I went to the bathroom all by myself. 665 01:09:24,940 --> 01:09:26,980 Do it, do it, do it. Heh, heh, heh. 666 01:09:28,610 --> 01:09:30,530 I liked them better the other way. 667 01:09:32,910 --> 01:09:34,780 Protesters marched from a meeting... 668 01:09:34,950 --> 01:09:36,030 Where did they go? 669 01:09:36,330 --> 01:09:39,750 Rolando, can you speak to me? 670 01:09:40,330 --> 01:09:42,500 It's Miss Costello. 671 01:09:44,830 --> 01:09:47,040 Do you understand me? 672 01:09:52,010 --> 01:09:53,510 Lucy... 673 01:09:54,340 --> 01:09:55,390 what year is it? 674 01:09:57,140 --> 01:09:58,390 What year is it? 675 01:10:03,140 --> 01:10:05,150 It's '26, silly. 676 01:10:06,110 --> 01:10:07,480 Miriam. 677 01:10:07,940 --> 01:10:10,570 Miriam. Come on, Miriam, be a sport. 678 01:10:11,110 --> 01:10:13,650 - It will only take a second. - Don't touch. 679 01:10:13,820 --> 01:10:14,990 - Miriam. - Don't. 680 01:10:15,160 --> 01:10:17,160 Oh, jeez, I'm getting tired of this. 681 01:10:17,450 --> 01:10:19,240 Come on, Miriam. 682 01:10:23,120 --> 01:10:25,080 I'm convinced. I really am. 683 01:10:27,290 --> 01:10:30,050 "Like crowds storming the Bastille, 684 01:10:30,210 --> 01:10:33,920 the mighty Mets stormed their locker room shortly after 9:00 685 01:10:34,090 --> 01:10:36,260 on their night to remember 686 01:10:36,430 --> 01:10:39,180 and touched off one of the loudest, wildest, 687 01:10:39,350 --> 01:10:43,600 wettest victory celebrations in baseball history. 688 01:10:43,770 --> 01:10:48,270 Released from bondage and ridicule after seven destitute seasons, 689 01:10:48,440 --> 01:10:49,940 they raised the roof... 690 01:10:50,110 --> 01:10:52,190 Lolly, Lolly, Lolly... 691 01:10:54,700 --> 01:10:56,110 - Of Shea Stadium." 692 01:10:56,280 --> 01:10:58,370 Lolly, Lolly, Lolly. 693 01:10:59,370 --> 01:11:01,030 Sidney. 694 01:11:03,200 --> 01:11:04,370 Hi, Sidney. 695 01:11:05,040 --> 01:11:06,290 Hi. 696 01:11:19,140 --> 01:11:21,560 Are we gonna go to the same place? 697 01:11:21,720 --> 01:11:23,560 - I don't know. - Stay together. 698 01:11:23,720 --> 01:11:27,140 Stop. Pay attention. Stay together. Bring up the back. 699 01:11:27,310 --> 01:11:29,060 Everybody stay together, come on. 700 01:11:29,230 --> 01:11:31,900 Bye. Bye. Here. 701 01:11:32,320 --> 01:11:35,150 Bring Leonard. Anthony, get Leonard. It's all right. 702 01:11:37,280 --> 01:11:40,120 Wait. Leonard. Len. 703 01:11:40,580 --> 01:11:43,240 Len, come on, come on, come on. 704 01:11:45,080 --> 01:11:47,750 - Please, stay with the group. - Hurry up. 705 01:11:47,920 --> 01:11:50,460 Come on now. Stay together. 706 01:11:51,750 --> 01:11:52,750 Hurry up. 707 01:11:56,090 --> 01:11:58,550 Okay, everybody get in. Back here. 708 01:11:58,720 --> 01:12:02,220 - Okay, no pushing, no pushing. - Just hop. 709 01:12:02,390 --> 01:12:05,060 Hey, doctor, I wanted to ask you 710 01:12:05,220 --> 01:12:07,100 how my father is. The same. 711 01:12:07,350 --> 01:12:10,310 Try and make room. Ma, maybe you shouldn't go. 712 01:12:10,480 --> 01:12:13,900 Oh, no. Of course I wanna go. Don't be ridiculous. 713 01:12:14,070 --> 01:12:15,280 I'm gonna take the stairs. 714 01:12:15,440 --> 01:12:17,740 It's crowded. We'll go another time. 715 01:12:17,900 --> 01:12:21,320 You can't be there, Leonard, or the door won't close. Thank you. 716 01:12:21,490 --> 01:12:22,990 Bert, stop jumping! 717 01:12:26,660 --> 01:12:29,120 Sidney's going. He's a patient, Mom. 718 01:12:29,290 --> 01:12:33,340 He's not the same kind of patient. But he's still a patient, you're not. 719 01:12:33,500 --> 01:12:35,300 I'm your mother. 720 01:12:35,460 --> 01:12:37,920 Are there any other mothers going? 721 01:12:38,470 --> 01:12:39,630 Joseph. 722 01:12:39,800 --> 01:12:40,800 Wait a minute. 723 01:12:40,970 --> 01:12:43,140 Now, what have you done to your hair? 724 01:12:43,720 --> 01:12:47,390 Yes, Bert. That's a tire. I know it's a tire, I'm not an idiot. 725 01:12:47,560 --> 01:12:49,520 There's your bus, Ma. There, go. 726 01:12:49,690 --> 01:12:51,270 Have fun. 727 01:12:52,150 --> 01:12:53,560 Don't you worry about it. 728 01:12:53,730 --> 01:12:56,820 They treat me like an asshole. We'll take care of that. 729 01:12:57,940 --> 01:12:58,990 See you guys. 730 01:12:59,990 --> 01:13:01,030 - There. - All right? 731 01:13:01,200 --> 01:13:03,820 - Bye-bye. - Come on. 732 01:13:04,580 --> 01:13:07,950 - Rolando. Rolando. - You go in the back. 733 01:13:09,580 --> 01:13:11,870 Now, move on back, please. Right here. 734 01:13:12,040 --> 01:13:15,290 You ready, Leonard? I decided not to go. I'm gonna stay. 735 01:13:15,460 --> 01:13:17,550 Why? What's wrong? I'm okay, just... 736 01:13:17,710 --> 01:13:19,010 Bye, Leonard. 737 01:13:19,170 --> 01:13:20,720 Wave. 738 01:13:25,300 --> 01:13:26,550 I'm... 739 01:13:26,720 --> 01:13:28,310 Doctor, come on already. 740 01:13:28,470 --> 01:13:31,770 I'm... All right. Leonard, are you sure? Are you all right? 741 01:13:31,940 --> 01:13:35,020 I'm fine, I'm fine. I'll see you later. Have a good time. 742 01:13:35,190 --> 01:13:36,230 - We... - Come on. 743 01:13:36,400 --> 01:13:38,440 Have a good time. I'm coming. 744 01:13:39,280 --> 01:13:41,780 Bert. Bye, you guys. Have a good time. 745 01:13:41,950 --> 01:13:43,410 Bye-bye Bert, sit down. 746 01:13:45,030 --> 01:13:47,620 - Fish sticks, please. - Okay. 747 01:13:47,790 --> 01:13:50,700 - Got those french fries. - Okay, here you go. 748 01:13:51,910 --> 01:13:54,040 Hi. Um... 749 01:13:54,210 --> 01:13:56,580 Meatloaf, please. 750 01:13:58,500 --> 01:14:01,210 Here you go. Thank you. 751 01:14:01,380 --> 01:14:04,220 Meatloaf. Meatloaf too. 752 01:14:07,220 --> 01:14:08,600 Thank you. 753 01:14:09,060 --> 01:14:10,810 There you go. Okay? 754 01:14:12,390 --> 01:14:15,230 - Next. - I'd like fish sticks. 755 01:14:15,400 --> 01:14:16,810 Are you following me? 756 01:14:19,320 --> 01:14:21,990 Oh, I'm sorry, I was only kidding. 757 01:14:22,150 --> 01:14:24,740 I saw you upstairs just now. 758 01:14:26,120 --> 01:14:28,370 Are you visiting someone? 759 01:14:28,530 --> 01:14:29,990 Uh, no. 760 01:14:30,160 --> 01:14:31,790 You work here. 761 01:14:33,250 --> 01:14:34,910 I live here. 762 01:14:35,880 --> 01:14:37,290 You're a patient? 763 01:14:37,460 --> 01:14:38,790 That's a dollar 80, baby. 764 01:14:39,710 --> 01:14:41,460 You don't look like a patient. Heh, heh. 765 01:14:42,970 --> 01:14:44,010 I don't? 766 01:14:53,180 --> 01:14:54,480 Can I help you? 767 01:15:00,270 --> 01:15:02,780 I've always loved Carnegiea, haven't you? 768 01:15:02,940 --> 01:15:04,650 Dr. Sayer. 769 01:15:04,860 --> 01:15:07,990 What is it, Anthony? Did you choose this place? 770 01:15:08,160 --> 01:15:09,240 Why? 771 01:15:09,410 --> 01:15:10,700 I always come here. 772 01:15:10,870 --> 01:15:13,160 Why? I mean, don't get me wrong, doc. 773 01:15:13,330 --> 01:15:14,450 This is a nice place. 774 01:15:14,620 --> 01:15:17,790 But after the first hour, it loses something. 775 01:15:17,960 --> 01:15:20,790 Anthony seems to think the group is bored. 776 01:15:20,960 --> 01:15:22,630 They are. 777 01:15:22,880 --> 01:15:25,510 I thought about taking them to the opera house. 778 01:15:25,670 --> 01:15:27,550 The opera? 779 01:15:28,640 --> 01:15:32,350 The Museum of Natural History... Oh, no, no. I don't think so. 780 01:15:32,520 --> 01:15:35,480 Just a lot of dead stuffed things. You know: 781 01:15:35,640 --> 01:15:37,890 Oh, well, um... 782 01:15:39,150 --> 01:15:40,980 Where else is there? 783 01:16:20,730 --> 01:16:24,020 Is it legal again? Yes, for some time. 784 01:16:24,190 --> 01:16:26,990 What can I get you? Well... 785 01:16:28,280 --> 01:16:30,110 A Rob Roy on the rocks. A what? 786 01:16:30,280 --> 01:16:32,570 Could you make that a virgin Rob Roy? 787 01:16:38,040 --> 01:16:40,870 I work the night shifts at this diner. 788 01:16:41,040 --> 01:16:45,710 So sometimes before work, I'll come see my father. 789 01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:48,550 He used to go to all the games, 790 01:16:48,880 --> 01:16:52,640 so I like to read him the sports pages. 791 01:16:53,300 --> 01:16:56,720 I don't even know if he knows I visit him or not. 792 01:16:57,480 --> 01:16:59,640 My mother doesn't think so. 793 01:17:00,690 --> 01:17:02,060 But you do. 794 01:17:04,770 --> 01:17:08,230 Well, sometimes I think I see something. 795 01:17:08,490 --> 01:17:11,360 You know, I think I see a change. 796 01:17:11,660 --> 01:17:15,660 And for a moment, I see him like he was. 797 01:17:15,830 --> 01:17:17,740 You know, before the stroke. 798 01:17:20,120 --> 01:17:21,250 And then it's gone. 799 01:17:21,420 --> 01:17:24,170 I don't even know if I saw anything. 800 01:17:24,840 --> 01:17:26,460 Does that make any sense? 801 01:17:26,630 --> 01:17:28,590 Yeah. Yes. 802 01:17:33,340 --> 01:17:36,760 Okay, my troop, back to the ward. 803 01:17:37,770 --> 01:17:39,720 Come on. Danny. 804 01:17:39,890 --> 01:17:43,810 Bill, Deon. Come on. Put your fork down. Let's go. 805 01:17:44,770 --> 01:17:46,940 So why are you here? 806 01:17:47,530 --> 01:17:49,360 Come on, hurry up. 807 01:17:49,990 --> 01:17:51,780 I receive medication. 808 01:17:51,950 --> 01:17:53,400 For what? 809 01:17:54,280 --> 01:17:55,950 Let's go, come on. 810 01:17:57,410 --> 01:17:59,830 Without it, I'm sort of like your father. 811 01:18:07,670 --> 01:18:09,340 But I'm okay now. 812 01:18:10,420 --> 01:18:11,840 That's good. Heh, heh. 813 01:18:35,990 --> 01:18:37,120 Please. No. No. 814 01:18:40,290 --> 01:18:41,580 I agree. 815 01:19:14,150 --> 01:19:16,030 Thank you, Rose. Ay! 816 01:19:16,700 --> 01:19:18,530 And I was so sure 817 01:19:18,700 --> 01:19:21,910 he was over-easy with bacon, wheat toast and black coffee, 818 01:19:22,080 --> 01:19:24,750 I brought him his food without taking his order. 819 01:19:24,910 --> 01:19:27,370 Know what he says? "You forgot the tomato." 820 01:19:28,790 --> 01:19:30,880 Did you bring it? No. We were out of them. 821 01:19:31,050 --> 01:19:33,840 That's why I didn't get it in the first place. 822 01:19:35,970 --> 01:19:38,720 Visiting hours are from 3 to 6 every day. 823 01:19:39,300 --> 01:19:41,220 Good afternoon. Bainbridge Hospital. 824 01:19:42,310 --> 01:19:43,930 Well... 825 01:19:44,770 --> 01:19:46,890 it was really nice talking to you, Leonard. 826 01:19:47,060 --> 01:19:48,730 It was nice talking to you too. 827 01:19:51,650 --> 01:19:53,900 Bye-bye. Bye. 828 01:19:55,690 --> 01:19:57,320 Paula? Yeah? 829 01:19:58,110 --> 01:19:59,160 He knows. 830 01:20:00,660 --> 01:20:01,950 Your father. 831 01:20:02,490 --> 01:20:03,830 He knows you visit him. 832 01:20:09,460 --> 01:20:10,790 Bainbridge Hospital. 833 01:20:11,630 --> 01:20:13,130 See you. 834 01:20:16,590 --> 01:20:18,550 Well, I could interrupt. 835 01:20:19,010 --> 01:20:20,930 One moment, please. 836 01:20:21,430 --> 01:20:23,680 Come on. I want you to meet a wonderful man. 837 01:20:23,850 --> 01:20:27,770 Can you believe this? Doctor, these are my friends. 838 01:20:28,100 --> 01:20:29,440 Hello. He's my doctor. 839 01:20:29,600 --> 01:20:31,310 Isn't he the cat's meow? 840 01:20:31,480 --> 01:20:33,150 I wanna show you the sunroom. 841 01:20:45,240 --> 01:20:49,460 Miriam, I don't know how to tell you this, so I'm just going to say it. 842 01:20:49,620 --> 01:20:51,500 Your husband... 843 01:20:55,050 --> 01:20:59,550 He was granted a divorce from you in 1953. 844 01:21:02,590 --> 01:21:04,220 Thank God. 845 01:21:08,310 --> 01:21:12,650 Whoa. Look at that. Pontiac Firebird 400 engine. 846 01:21:12,810 --> 01:21:15,980 Firebird. Oh, now, that's a car. 847 01:21:16,980 --> 01:21:18,480 Morning, Lucy, may I have your hand? 848 01:21:19,650 --> 01:21:21,900 Take me away from this place. 849 01:21:26,700 --> 01:21:29,290 Rum. Right here. 850 01:21:29,460 --> 01:21:33,620 I guess I lose. Well, I guess your luck is changing. 851 01:21:33,790 --> 01:21:36,710 Very nice. 852 01:21:37,710 --> 01:21:40,840 How's it going? How's it going? 853 01:21:41,220 --> 01:21:42,550 Yeah. How do you feel? 854 01:21:45,600 --> 01:21:49,100 Well, my parents are dead, my wife is in an institution, 855 01:21:50,930 --> 01:21:54,190 my son has disappeared out West somewhere. 856 01:21:56,020 --> 01:21:58,940 I feel old and I feel swindled. 857 01:21:59,110 --> 01:22:00,690 That's how I feel. 858 01:22:05,320 --> 01:22:07,370 I stopped by the hobby shop. 859 01:22:07,530 --> 01:22:09,950 I got more pencils. 860 01:22:11,830 --> 01:22:13,920 And I got this. 861 01:22:14,460 --> 01:22:17,420 A small T-square. 862 01:22:17,960 --> 01:22:19,380 That's Good. Oh, I can use that. 863 01:22:19,550 --> 01:22:21,960 Oh, good, okay. Good. 864 01:22:22,550 --> 01:22:25,050 Let's start a new room. Hi, Leonard. 865 01:22:28,100 --> 01:22:29,560 Hi. 866 01:22:32,890 --> 01:22:35,140 That's really nice. 867 01:22:36,940 --> 01:22:38,610 I'll be right back. 868 01:22:39,900 --> 01:22:41,400 Leonard. 869 01:22:46,740 --> 01:22:49,910 He never talked about girls before. 870 01:22:50,910 --> 01:22:54,000 He certainly never had anything to do with them. 871 01:22:55,290 --> 01:22:58,880 It's a bit ridiculous, all this girl business. 872 01:22:59,090 --> 01:23:01,590 Don't you think? He's a grown man, Mrs. Lowe. 873 01:23:01,760 --> 01:23:04,090 You know what he said to me? 874 01:23:04,260 --> 01:23:06,180 I should take a vacation. 875 01:23:06,340 --> 01:23:09,260 I should go away for a few days and relax. 876 01:23:09,430 --> 01:23:12,310 I'm sure he meant you deserve a vacation, which you do. 877 01:23:14,100 --> 01:23:16,770 I can't leave him alone in this place. 878 01:23:16,940 --> 01:23:18,480 He'd die without me. 879 01:23:21,900 --> 01:23:23,780 Girls. 880 01:23:36,120 --> 01:23:38,120 - Hello? - Hello? 881 01:23:38,290 --> 01:23:40,000 Dr. Sayer? 882 01:23:40,960 --> 01:23:43,300 Dr. Sayer, I've gotta talk to you. 883 01:23:44,130 --> 01:23:46,630 Leonard? Yes. I think it's important... 884 01:23:46,800 --> 01:23:50,220 I think it's important some things were said that... 885 01:23:50,390 --> 01:23:52,100 Well, I just gotta talk to you. 886 01:23:52,260 --> 01:23:53,510 What kind of things? 887 01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:56,140 Things that matter, that have happened to me, 888 01:23:56,310 --> 01:23:58,980 things that I've come to understand. Things. 889 01:23:59,150 --> 01:24:01,480 Where are you calling from, Leonard? 890 01:24:01,650 --> 01:24:03,320 Your office. 891 01:24:03,730 --> 01:24:05,480 It's very late. 892 01:24:05,650 --> 01:24:07,320 Is it? Leonard. 893 01:24:07,990 --> 01:24:11,320 You stay there, I'll be right over. Good. 894 01:24:20,460 --> 01:24:22,500 Leonard? Leonard? 895 01:24:23,170 --> 01:24:25,840 Dr. Sayer, sit down. Sit down. 896 01:24:26,010 --> 01:24:29,090 Why? What's wrong? 897 01:24:29,550 --> 01:24:32,350 We've got to tell everybody. We've got to remind them. 898 01:24:32,510 --> 01:24:35,850 Remind them how good it is. How good what is, Leonard? 899 01:24:37,890 --> 01:24:42,270 Read the newspaper. What does it say? All bad. 900 01:24:42,440 --> 01:24:43,690 It's all bad. 901 01:24:43,860 --> 01:24:47,780 People have forgotten what life's about. Forgotten what it is to be alive. 902 01:24:47,950 --> 01:24:49,360 They need to be reminded. 903 01:24:49,530 --> 01:24:52,410 Reminded of what they have and what they can lose. 904 01:24:53,160 --> 01:24:57,370 And what I feel is the joy of life, the gift of life, the freedom of life, 905 01:24:57,540 --> 01:24:58,910 the wonderment of life. 906 01:24:59,080 --> 01:25:02,420 He kept saying that people don't appreciate the simple things. 907 01:25:02,580 --> 01:25:06,300 Work, play, friendship, family. It's... 908 01:25:06,460 --> 01:25:10,170 And he was so excited, he talked till 5:00 in the morning. 909 01:25:10,340 --> 01:25:13,140 I don't know whether this is liberation, mania... 910 01:25:13,300 --> 01:25:16,390 Or love? Yes. 911 01:25:16,560 --> 01:25:20,060 What he's saying is right though. We don't really know how to live. 912 01:25:20,230 --> 01:25:22,520 But at 5 in the morning... 913 01:25:22,850 --> 01:25:25,400 Waheedah. How are you? 914 01:25:25,570 --> 01:25:28,400 I'm fine. Very good. 915 01:25:47,800 --> 01:25:51,760 Mr. Lowe? Are you all right? Yeah. 916 01:26:03,100 --> 01:26:06,110 What is it that you want now? The simplest thing. 917 01:26:06,820 --> 01:26:08,270 And that is? 918 01:26:10,940 --> 01:26:14,820 To have the choice to go for a walk if I want to, like any normal person. 919 01:26:18,240 --> 01:26:19,950 You are free to go for a walk. 920 01:26:20,950 --> 01:26:23,290 I am? Alone? 921 01:26:24,960 --> 01:26:27,590 What difference would that make? 922 01:26:27,750 --> 01:26:29,800 Look, I'm not a criminal. 923 01:26:30,130 --> 01:26:33,880 I've committed no crime, I'm not a danger to myself or to others. 924 01:26:34,050 --> 01:26:38,140 And yet, I'm still not allowed to go for a walk on my own by myself. 925 01:26:39,560 --> 01:26:42,520 You didn't wake a thing, you woke a person. 926 01:26:42,850 --> 01:26:44,020 I am a person. 927 01:26:44,980 --> 01:26:47,940 Mr. Lowe, are you at all aware 928 01:26:48,110 --> 01:26:52,030 of the unconscious hostility you're exhibiting toward us right now? 929 01:26:52,190 --> 01:26:54,320 How can I be aware if it's unconscious? 930 01:26:54,990 --> 01:26:56,070 Nora, please. 931 01:26:58,990 --> 01:27:02,240 I'm curious. What would you do if you went out? 932 01:27:06,000 --> 01:27:09,750 I'd go for a walk, I'd look at things, I'd talk to people. 933 01:27:10,170 --> 01:27:12,840 I'd decide if I wanna go in this direction, or that direction, 934 01:27:13,010 --> 01:27:14,800 or straight ahead. 935 01:27:14,970 --> 01:27:17,680 I would do all the things that you take for granted. 936 01:27:21,010 --> 01:27:23,520 And that's it? That's it. 937 01:27:26,520 --> 01:27:30,650 All right, then, we'll certainly take this into consideration, 938 01:27:30,820 --> 01:27:33,030 and we'll let you know. 939 01:27:33,190 --> 01:27:35,530 - Thank you. - Thank you. 940 01:27:43,330 --> 01:27:44,620 Dr. Sayer. 941 01:27:46,920 --> 01:27:49,210 Are you all right? Yeah. I was aware of that. 942 01:27:49,380 --> 01:27:51,920 It was nothing. I was nervous. What did they say? 943 01:27:54,210 --> 01:27:57,380 They said there was insufficient data at this time. 944 01:27:57,550 --> 01:28:02,100 That continued observation was necessary for a complete diagnosis. 945 01:28:02,600 --> 01:28:06,270 They said it's a different world out there and you may not be prepared for it. 946 01:28:06,430 --> 01:28:09,810 They couldn't be held responsible for what might happen to you. 947 01:28:11,060 --> 01:28:12,400 They said no. 948 01:28:18,570 --> 01:28:20,410 And what did you say? 949 01:28:20,910 --> 01:28:24,410 They don't have to listen to me. Did you agree with them? 950 01:28:26,500 --> 01:28:27,580 Yes. 951 01:28:30,920 --> 01:28:33,670 Leonard, I don't think we're out of the woods yet. 952 01:28:33,960 --> 01:28:36,590 I'm not sure that this is nothing. 953 01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:38,420 It's an experimental drug. 954 01:28:38,590 --> 01:28:40,760 We need time to evaluate things before... 955 01:28:41,640 --> 01:28:44,260 Bye. Leonard. 956 01:28:44,600 --> 01:28:46,100 Leonard. 957 01:28:46,470 --> 01:28:49,100 Leonard, where are you going? 958 01:28:49,270 --> 01:28:50,850 For a walk. 959 01:28:51,730 --> 01:28:54,440 Leonard. Leonard. 960 01:29:00,110 --> 01:29:01,360 This is Dr. Sayer. 961 01:29:01,990 --> 01:29:03,950 Dorquez, please call the pharmacy. 962 01:29:04,120 --> 01:29:06,450 Miss Dorquez, call the pharmacy, please. 963 01:29:12,670 --> 01:29:14,790 Where are you going? I'm going outside. 964 01:29:14,960 --> 01:29:17,300 No. Patients not allowed beyond this point. 965 01:29:17,460 --> 01:29:19,300 I'm going for a walk. No, no. I'm sorry. 966 01:29:19,630 --> 01:29:22,380 Please, don't make it hard on yourself. 967 01:29:24,350 --> 01:29:27,010 - I got him. I got him. - Leonard, stop. 968 01:29:27,180 --> 01:29:30,140 - I just wanna go for a walk. - He's not a mental patient. 969 01:29:30,310 --> 01:29:33,810 This is unnecessary. Let him go. Please, he's not violent. 970 01:29:33,980 --> 01:29:36,440 He's not violent. He is not a mental patient. 971 01:29:36,610 --> 01:29:39,860 Will you let go? You will hurt him. Will you let go of him? 972 01:29:40,320 --> 01:29:43,570 Will you stop, please? Let go of him. 973 01:29:44,030 --> 01:29:48,120 I don't understand it. He was never any trouble before. 974 01:29:48,290 --> 01:29:51,660 He was quiet and polite and respectful. 975 01:29:51,830 --> 01:29:53,830 He never demanded anything. 976 01:29:54,000 --> 01:29:55,670 He was never disobedient. 977 01:29:55,840 --> 01:29:58,090 Because he was catatonic, Mrs. Lowe. 978 01:29:59,970 --> 01:30:02,170 I'm speaking of when he was a boy. 979 01:30:04,050 --> 01:30:05,550 I'm sorry. 980 01:30:06,430 --> 01:30:08,600 I don't know who that is up there. 981 01:30:08,770 --> 01:30:11,230 I don't think he knows. 982 01:30:11,850 --> 01:30:15,020 You've turned Leonard into something he's not. 983 01:30:15,190 --> 01:30:19,690 It's not us that's defective, it's them. We're not in crisis, they are. 984 01:30:19,860 --> 01:30:21,440 - Yeah. - They are. 985 01:30:21,610 --> 01:30:24,530 We've been through the worst and survived. They haven't. 986 01:30:24,700 --> 01:30:27,780 They fear it. They fear it. Right. 987 01:30:27,950 --> 01:30:30,370 - Because they know. - They know. They know. 988 01:30:30,540 --> 01:30:32,540 - They know. - They know. 989 01:30:32,710 --> 01:30:34,120 They know, they know 990 01:30:34,290 --> 01:30:37,880 because we remind them... 991 01:30:39,630 --> 01:30:42,380 We remind them that there's a problem... 992 01:30:42,550 --> 01:30:45,380 There's a problem that they don't have an answer to. 993 01:30:45,930 --> 01:30:48,850 And they'll never be healers until they realize this, 994 01:30:49,010 --> 01:30:54,440 until they start to see the problem, until they admit there is a problem. 995 01:30:54,600 --> 01:30:57,810 And that the problem isn't us. We're not the problem. 996 01:30:57,980 --> 01:31:00,150 It's them. They're the problem! 997 01:31:00,320 --> 01:31:03,740 It's them! They're the problem. 998 01:31:04,740 --> 01:31:05,990 They're the problem. 999 01:31:06,160 --> 01:31:10,120 They're the problem! They're the problem! It's them! 1000 01:31:10,290 --> 01:31:12,490 They're the problem! 1001 01:31:15,370 --> 01:31:18,330 He's lived 30 years without the ability to release anger. 1002 01:31:18,500 --> 01:31:19,670 As have the others. 1003 01:31:19,840 --> 01:31:22,590 I think his behavior is more natural than the others. 1004 01:31:22,760 --> 01:31:26,880 Oh, really? His tics, his paranoia, these are signs of normal behavior? 1005 01:31:27,050 --> 01:31:29,470 Yeah, because he's in that place. Oh, is that it? 1006 01:31:29,640 --> 01:31:32,350 Yes, we wake him up and then lock him up in a cage. 1007 01:31:32,520 --> 01:31:34,980 That's not paranoia, that's a fact. 1008 01:31:35,140 --> 01:31:38,480 The fact is, I've got 20 psychotics up there refusing to eat. 1009 01:31:38,650 --> 01:31:41,440 Now, they have no idea why they're refusing to eat. 1010 01:31:41,780 --> 01:31:45,280 How long should I let that go on? He knows why. He wants out. 1011 01:31:45,450 --> 01:31:48,910 Dr. Sayer, Mr. Lowe is not the messiah of Ward 5. 1012 01:31:49,070 --> 01:31:51,160 He's a man in trouble. 1013 01:31:51,330 --> 01:31:54,330 He wasn't resurrected, he was administered a drug by you. 1014 01:31:54,500 --> 01:31:57,460 A drug that's fallen short of its miraculous reputation. 1015 01:31:57,620 --> 01:31:59,750 The others are fine. They show no signs... 1016 01:31:59,920 --> 01:32:01,630 He's been on it longer, doctor. 1017 01:32:05,970 --> 01:32:09,090 Now, I sympathize with him, I've tried to accommodate him. 1018 01:32:09,260 --> 01:32:12,970 But I will not let him endanger the health of the rest of the patients. 1019 01:32:18,690 --> 01:32:20,980 It will help if you wait for me out there. 1020 01:32:21,150 --> 01:32:22,560 Thank you. 1021 01:32:24,110 --> 01:32:25,320 Excuse me. 1022 01:32:25,780 --> 01:32:27,820 - Excuse me. - We can't allow it. 1023 01:32:28,320 --> 01:32:30,070 He's all right. 1024 01:32:33,660 --> 01:32:35,290 He's all right. 1025 01:32:46,010 --> 01:32:47,970 How are you today? 1026 01:32:48,380 --> 01:32:50,930 I'm all right. How are you? 1027 01:32:52,720 --> 01:32:54,100 Never better. 1028 01:32:56,720 --> 01:32:58,680 What's the purpose of these gentlemen? 1029 01:32:58,850 --> 01:33:02,190 Oh, these gentlemen protect me. 1030 01:33:02,980 --> 01:33:06,190 I wish I didn't need them. Someone's trying to hurt you? 1031 01:33:07,440 --> 01:33:09,190 Who? Who? Heh, heh. 1032 01:33:09,530 --> 01:33:11,860 That's the thing, isn't it? Who? 1033 01:33:12,370 --> 01:33:15,620 One never knows. Someone I least expect, I expect. 1034 01:33:16,370 --> 01:33:18,200 Look at history. 1035 01:33:19,210 --> 01:33:23,210 Leonard, every patient on this ward thinks there's a plot against him. 1036 01:33:23,540 --> 01:33:25,380 They're mistaken, they're crazy. 1037 01:33:32,390 --> 01:33:34,260 You've gotten worse. 1038 01:33:37,890 --> 01:33:40,060 The drug's not working. 1039 01:33:42,100 --> 01:33:44,770 All these things you're experiencing are side effects. 1040 01:33:44,940 --> 01:33:46,480 They're making you behave this way. 1041 01:33:46,650 --> 01:33:49,740 I appreciate you coming to see me, but I have things to do. 1042 01:33:49,900 --> 01:33:52,450 Leonard, Leonard, please, look at yourself. 1043 01:33:52,990 --> 01:33:55,910 No, look at yourself. I have a sickness. 1044 01:33:56,530 --> 01:34:00,080 Sickness took me out of the world, and I fought to come back. 1045 01:34:00,250 --> 01:34:05,830 I fought for 30 years, 30 years, and I'm still fighting. 1046 01:34:06,000 --> 01:34:07,920 But you have no excuse. Me? 1047 01:34:08,090 --> 01:34:10,630 Nothing to do with me. You have no excuse. 1048 01:34:10,800 --> 01:34:13,430 You're just a scared and lonely man with nothing. 1049 01:34:13,590 --> 01:34:16,470 No life, nothing. You're the one that's asleep. 1050 01:34:17,220 --> 01:34:21,850 Your medicine could be taken away. They can do that. 1051 01:34:23,600 --> 01:34:26,900 You could wake up in the morning and it won't be there. 1052 01:34:31,490 --> 01:34:32,490 Leonard. 1053 01:34:33,240 --> 01:34:34,950 Get away from me! 1054 01:34:51,550 --> 01:34:54,340 I'm all right. Thank you. 1055 01:34:54,630 --> 01:34:57,390 I just fell. I'm fine. 1056 01:37:00,590 --> 01:37:02,090 Sayer. 1057 01:37:20,150 --> 01:37:21,740 Help me. 1058 01:37:38,800 --> 01:37:40,720 Can you walk? 1059 01:37:42,180 --> 01:37:44,800 I won't let them take the medicine away, Leonard. 1060 01:37:44,970 --> 01:37:46,970 We'll work together with it. 1061 01:37:51,140 --> 01:37:53,940 All we're saying is you're taking an unnecessary risk. 1062 01:37:54,110 --> 01:37:57,650 He's had a reaction to the drug. He has acquired some tics. 1063 01:37:57,820 --> 01:38:00,690 But he's not as concerned with his appearance 1064 01:38:00,860 --> 01:38:03,820 as the affect it may have upon the other patients. 1065 01:38:04,490 --> 01:38:06,320 We'll be working with his dosage. 1066 01:38:06,490 --> 01:38:08,660 He's aware, and he's prepared for any effects. 1067 01:38:09,040 --> 01:38:11,000 But he wants the others to be prepared as well. 1068 01:38:12,210 --> 01:38:15,250 - You've gotta help me with this. - Yes, doctor. Okay. 1069 01:38:29,220 --> 01:38:30,560 Hey, Len. 1070 01:38:31,270 --> 01:38:32,520 Welcome back. Thanks. 1071 01:38:36,020 --> 01:38:37,770 Hi, Leonard. How you doing? 1072 01:38:37,940 --> 01:38:39,650 How you feeling? You all right? 1073 01:38:39,820 --> 01:38:43,030 Gee, it's swell to see you. What's up, Bert? 1074 01:38:44,820 --> 01:38:48,450 It got so quiet around here. Ha, ha. Because we're waiting for you. 1075 01:38:57,880 --> 01:39:00,300 That's wonderful, Miriam. 1076 01:39:03,630 --> 01:39:06,720 You're looking good, Len. You're looking better every day. 1077 01:39:06,890 --> 01:39:08,180 Yeah? 1078 01:39:13,890 --> 01:39:16,190 What if he's just had enough of it? 1079 01:39:16,350 --> 01:39:19,560 What if it's just a matter of time for all of us? 1080 01:39:23,490 --> 01:39:25,110 There's no reason to think 1081 01:39:25,280 --> 01:39:27,950 what's happening to Leonard will happen to you. 1082 01:39:28,450 --> 01:39:29,450 Why not? 1083 01:39:30,740 --> 01:39:33,250 Well, you're all individuals. 1084 01:39:33,410 --> 01:39:36,290 And you're well. 1085 01:39:37,250 --> 01:39:39,130 Aren't you? Yes. 1086 01:39:54,600 --> 01:39:57,190 That was lovely, Lucy. 1087 01:39:57,850 --> 01:40:02,110 I learned that song a long, long time ago. 1088 01:40:05,650 --> 01:40:07,450 I know what year it is. 1089 01:40:09,950 --> 01:40:13,950 I just can't imagine being older than 22. 1090 01:40:14,290 --> 01:40:16,120 I've no experience at it. 1091 01:40:18,120 --> 01:40:21,130 I know it's not 1926. 1092 01:40:23,050 --> 01:40:25,510 I just need it to be. 1093 01:40:40,480 --> 01:40:42,400 How are you, Leonard? 1094 01:40:43,820 --> 01:40:45,030 Never better. 1095 01:40:49,820 --> 01:40:53,490 How are the others? Are they talking about me? 1096 01:40:53,700 --> 01:40:55,410 They're scared. 1097 01:40:55,580 --> 01:40:57,660 Well, they should be. 1098 01:41:02,340 --> 01:41:04,590 Can you stop this? 1099 01:41:04,840 --> 01:41:06,670 I'm not sure, but I'm trying. 1100 01:41:06,840 --> 01:41:10,130 Don't give up on me. I won't. 1101 01:41:23,150 --> 01:41:25,690 Four twenty-five, yes. Four twenty-five. Okay. 1102 01:41:25,860 --> 01:41:29,190 Here we go, 425. 1103 01:41:33,200 --> 01:41:35,120 I got a postcard from my son. 1104 01:41:35,280 --> 01:41:37,540 I'm all right, and then everything stops. 1105 01:41:37,700 --> 01:41:40,040 Look at this, I got a postcard from my son. 1106 01:41:40,210 --> 01:41:42,710 No warning, it's like a light switch going off. 1107 01:41:42,880 --> 01:41:44,210 It happens that fast. 1108 01:41:44,380 --> 01:41:46,670 Something has to happen to bring me back. 1109 01:41:46,840 --> 01:41:49,800 A sound or a touch. 1110 01:41:50,470 --> 01:41:52,800 And then I can move again, I'm okay again. 1111 01:41:52,970 --> 01:41:54,510 Thanks. 1112 01:41:58,520 --> 01:42:01,430 It's not that it feels bad, it's just that it's nothing. 1113 01:42:01,600 --> 01:42:05,270 I feel nothing, like I'm dead. 1114 01:42:07,360 --> 01:42:11,400 Nothing. 1115 01:42:12,240 --> 01:42:14,740 Gets to be like I'm not a person anymore. 1116 01:42:14,910 --> 01:42:17,410 Just a collection of tics. 1117 01:42:17,950 --> 01:42:20,450 Not that I mind them necessarily. 1118 01:42:20,620 --> 01:42:23,290 Sometimes they make life kind of interesting. 1119 01:42:23,460 --> 01:42:26,170 Though I'm not sure who's in control, me or them. 1120 01:42:26,340 --> 01:42:29,590 What I do mind is knowing that they shouldn't be there. 1121 01:42:31,760 --> 01:42:32,840 Back to 5. 1122 01:42:33,010 --> 01:42:35,090 Okay. Five. Five. 1123 01:42:42,350 --> 01:42:46,480 Just a little more. Just... Okay, all right. 1124 01:42:46,900 --> 01:42:50,150 It feels good when I'm working. I feel good here. 1125 01:42:51,690 --> 01:42:54,490 Book list is coming along well. I'd love to see it. 1126 01:42:54,660 --> 01:42:56,660 It's here somewhere. 1127 01:43:02,290 --> 01:43:04,580 That's all right, some other time. 1128 01:43:08,040 --> 01:43:10,340 Leonard. Leonard. Ugh! 1129 01:43:10,800 --> 01:43:14,130 What's happening? You're having an oculogyric crisis. 1130 01:43:14,300 --> 01:43:15,800 Get the camera. 1131 01:43:16,220 --> 01:43:18,510 Get the camera. Get the camera. 1132 01:43:18,680 --> 01:43:20,560 Oh, God. 1133 01:43:29,230 --> 01:43:31,480 I can't do this. I'm turning the camera off. 1134 01:43:31,650 --> 01:43:33,150 No, no. Watch, watch, watch. 1135 01:43:33,320 --> 01:43:35,200 Watch, watch, watch. 1136 01:43:36,860 --> 01:43:41,660 Learn, learn, learn. 1137 01:43:41,830 --> 01:43:44,370 Learn for me. Learn. 1138 01:43:45,080 --> 01:43:46,830 Let's see this 1139 01:43:47,750 --> 01:43:51,960 - Six twenty-five. - All right, 625. 1140 01:43:52,130 --> 01:43:55,260 Six seventy-five, if... Just... Six seventy-five. 1141 01:43:55,420 --> 01:43:56,510 - Okay. - Thank you. 1142 01:44:13,230 --> 01:44:15,030 I can't read anymore. 1143 01:44:15,190 --> 01:44:17,990 I can't keep my eyes in one place. 1144 01:44:18,160 --> 01:44:20,700 I keep going back to the beginning, beginning, 1145 01:44:20,870 --> 01:44:23,080 beginning, beginning, beginning... 1146 01:44:25,450 --> 01:44:28,210 I've let everybody down. I have. No. 1147 01:44:28,370 --> 01:44:30,380 I've let you down. No, you have not. 1148 01:44:30,540 --> 01:44:34,550 I have, I have. I'm grotesque. You are not. It's not true. 1149 01:44:34,710 --> 01:44:37,510 I won't listen to you talk like this. I'm grotesque. Look at me. 1150 01:44:37,680 --> 01:44:39,930 Look, and tell me I am not. Tell me I'm not. 1151 01:44:40,090 --> 01:44:42,300 You're not. Well, this isn't me. 1152 01:44:42,470 --> 01:44:44,890 This is... This isn't me. 1153 01:44:59,910 --> 01:45:04,080 When my son was born healthy, I never asked why. 1154 01:45:05,240 --> 01:45:06,700 Why was I so lucky? 1155 01:45:06,870 --> 01:45:10,500 What did I do to deserve this perfect child? 1156 01:45:10,670 --> 01:45:12,920 This perfect life? 1157 01:45:13,210 --> 01:45:14,590 But when he got sick, 1158 01:45:14,920 --> 01:45:18,380 you can bet I asked why, I demanded to know why. 1159 01:45:18,550 --> 01:45:20,970 Why was this happening? 1160 01:45:23,760 --> 01:45:28,140 There was nothing I could do about it. No one I could go to and say: 1161 01:45:28,310 --> 01:45:34,770 "Stop this. Please, stop this. Can't you see my son is in pain?" 1162 01:45:37,110 --> 01:45:40,610 My son is in pain. Please, stop this. 1163 01:45:41,910 --> 01:45:44,780 He's fighting, Mrs. Lowe. He's losing. 1164 01:46:10,940 --> 01:46:12,480 Here you go. 1165 01:46:12,770 --> 01:46:15,020 Uh, I worked, 1166 01:46:15,810 --> 01:46:18,440 had friends over, went dancing. 1167 01:46:18,610 --> 01:46:20,530 That's about it, not much. 1168 01:46:20,690 --> 01:46:22,490 That's great, you know. 1169 01:46:24,160 --> 01:46:27,030 I've never done any of those things. You will. 1170 01:46:30,450 --> 01:46:33,330 They'll never let me out of this place. 1171 01:46:36,250 --> 01:46:38,170 And they shouldn't. 1172 01:46:40,050 --> 01:46:45,510 I am still not well, as you can see. 1173 01:46:52,020 --> 01:46:54,690 You know, I feel well when I see you. 1174 01:47:00,030 --> 01:47:01,320 And... 1175 01:47:17,500 --> 01:47:20,750 I won't see you anymore. 1176 01:47:33,140 --> 01:47:36,940 I just wanted to say goodbye. 1177 01:48:01,250 --> 01:48:02,670 Look. 1178 01:48:33,200 --> 01:48:35,620 Isn't that sweet? 1179 01:50:55,760 --> 01:50:58,850 Now? SAYER... Whenever you're ready. 1180 01:51:00,770 --> 01:51:02,600 My name is Leonard Lowe. 1181 01:51:03,350 --> 01:51:06,560 It has been explained to me that I have been away 1182 01:51:06,730 --> 01:51:08,360 for quite some time. 1183 01:51:10,650 --> 01:51:11,940 I'm back. 1184 01:51:13,650 --> 01:51:15,450 What's it like to be back? 1185 01:51:16,030 --> 01:51:19,740 I thought it was a dream at first. 1186 01:51:19,910 --> 01:51:22,790 What made you realize it wasn't a dream? 1187 01:51:24,790 --> 01:51:27,460 When I spoke and you understood me. 1188 01:51:49,570 --> 01:51:51,860 You told him I was a kind man. 1189 01:51:55,030 --> 01:51:56,990 How kind is it to give life 1190 01:51:57,530 --> 01:51:59,990 only to take it away again? 1191 01:52:01,700 --> 01:52:04,580 It's given and taken away from all of us. 1192 01:52:07,500 --> 01:52:09,750 Why doesn't that comfort me? 1193 01:52:11,840 --> 01:52:14,510 Because you are a kind man. 1194 01:52:27,190 --> 01:52:29,400 Because he's your friend. 1195 01:53:05,720 --> 01:53:08,180 The summer was extraordinary. 1196 01:53:08,350 --> 01:53:11,560 It was a season of rebirth and innocence. 1197 01:53:11,730 --> 01:53:13,400 A miracle 1198 01:53:13,570 --> 01:53:17,900 for 15 patients and for us, their caretakers. 1199 01:53:18,570 --> 01:53:22,910 But now we have to adjust to the realities of miracles. 1200 01:53:24,240 --> 01:53:28,080 We can hide behind the veil of science and say the drug failed. 1201 01:53:28,410 --> 01:53:31,250 Or that the illness itself had returned. 1202 01:53:31,420 --> 01:53:36,920 Or that the patients were unable to cope with losing decades of their lives. 1203 01:53:37,170 --> 01:53:40,260 But the reality is we don't know what went wrong 1204 01:53:40,430 --> 01:53:42,970 any more than we know what went right. 1205 01:53:44,180 --> 01:53:49,600 What we do know is, as the chemical window closed, 1206 01:53:51,600 --> 01:53:54,230 another awakening took place. 1207 01:53:58,110 --> 01:54:03,030 That the human spirit is more powerful than any drug. 1208 01:54:04,780 --> 01:54:07,790 And that is what needs to be nourished. 1209 01:54:09,450 --> 01:54:16,000 With work, play, friendship, family. 1210 01:54:18,550 --> 01:54:20,800 These are the things that matter. 1211 01:54:23,550 --> 01:54:25,930 This is what we'd forgotten. 1212 01:54:30,980 --> 01:54:32,940 The simplest things. 1213 01:54:41,240 --> 01:54:44,240 Well, ahem, good night. 1214 01:54:44,410 --> 01:54:45,950 Good night. 1215 01:55:38,040 --> 01:55:41,550 Eleanor! Yes? 1216 01:55:42,760 --> 01:55:44,050 Um... 1217 01:55:53,810 --> 01:55:55,810 Eleanor? Um... 1218 01:55:55,980 --> 01:55:57,650 What's wrong? 1219 01:55:59,060 --> 01:56:02,070 I was wondering, what are you doing tonight? 1220 01:56:03,190 --> 01:56:05,190 If you have other plans, I... 1221 01:56:05,360 --> 01:56:07,610 No, I was... Because I was wondering... 1222 01:56:07,780 --> 01:56:10,910 You have no plans? No, I have no, uh... 1223 01:56:11,080 --> 01:56:13,080 Because I was wondering if you... 1224 01:56:13,250 --> 01:56:17,040 We... Well, you and I could, um... 1225 01:56:18,630 --> 01:56:22,750 If we could, um, go for a cup of coffee. 1226 01:56:24,420 --> 01:56:25,920 Yes. 1227 01:56:26,470 --> 01:56:28,220 I'd love to. 1228 01:56:35,730 --> 01:56:37,430 My car is over here. 1229 01:56:37,600 --> 01:56:40,270 What do you say we just walk? 1230 01:56:40,440 --> 01:56:42,020 Okay. 1231 01:57:20,650 --> 01:57:22,400 Let's begin.