1 00:00:14,960 --> 00:00:20,040 You know, you can do ayahuasca trips and going to therapy and things like that. 2 00:00:20,800 --> 00:00:24,200 And then I hope very hard that you do one day finds the key to happiness. 3 00:00:25,160 --> 00:00:28,640 But in the end you just have to accept that life sucks sometimes. 4 00:00:29,960 --> 00:00:33,000 To be able to handle that you occasionally need something extra. 5 00:00:37,240 --> 00:00:39,640 Something about yourself to distract from all the crap. 6 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:45,240 That's all okay. 7 00:00:46,120 --> 00:00:47,360 Please. 8 00:00:53,440 --> 00:00:55,760 Really, no one has find something about that. 9 00:00:59,640 --> 00:01:02,320 But dude, what the fuck? 10 00:01:05,320 --> 00:01:07,680 lost 11 00:01:07,800 --> 00:01:08,800 Fuck. 12 00:01:36,880 --> 00:01:39,840 People who think they are living it get it and have their shit together... 13 00:01:39,960 --> 00:01:43,200 What the fuck did you do with Noa? -What? 14 00:01:43,320 --> 00:01:45,640 ...believe me, they are the most screwed of all. 15 00:01:45,760 --> 00:01:49,480 Why does Noa have nightmares about the devil and naked people? 16 00:01:51,480 --> 00:01:53,560 I don't know. -'Our little secret', Amy? 17 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:56,240 'Our little secret' is fucked up. 18 00:01:57,080 --> 00:02:00,040 Sorry, I should have told you that. 19 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:03,040 I'm going to my traumatized taking eight year old daughter to school. 20 00:02:03,160 --> 00:02:05,160 No, honey, wait. 21 00:03:47,840 --> 00:03:49,720 Ça va? -Oh, sorry. 22 00:03:51,120 --> 00:03:52,320 Everything will be fine. 23 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:55,400 Sorry, I'm still a bit... -Staring into the oven. 24 00:03:55,520 --> 00:03:56,520 Yes. 25 00:03:59,080 --> 00:04:01,080 Wow, that trip was really therapeutic. 26 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:02,440 You are a hero. 27 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:05,720 Yes, about that... 28 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:11,760 Could it be that ayahuasca has not yet been fully developed? 29 00:04:11,880 --> 00:04:14,040 Yes, that may linger a bit. 30 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:18,280 Okay, so it's normal that I still see strange things. 31 00:04:18,400 --> 00:04:20,360 Things that aren't really there. 32 00:04:20,480 --> 00:04:24,080 One hundred percent. Those hallucinations, that goes up and down a bit. 33 00:04:24,200 --> 00:04:26,240 Especially with deep trauma. 34 00:04:26,360 --> 00:04:29,360 But why has no one Did you tell me that in advance? 35 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:32,600 Alba literally has it said to us, you know. 36 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:36,120 Okay, I didn't know that they could be so intense. 37 00:04:36,240 --> 00:04:39,640 Your subconscious gets things upwards to process traumas. 38 00:04:40,240 --> 00:04:44,200 Or to give you crazy insights. Like with me: what am I doing in that emergency room? 39 00:04:44,320 --> 00:04:46,240 But isn't that literally your dream? 40 00:04:46,360 --> 00:04:48,960 Sometimes you let yourself dream Better to dream, right? 41 00:04:49,080 --> 00:04:52,320 Okay, so that's what you got out of your trip? 42 00:04:52,840 --> 00:04:55,360 Just trust the process and yourself. 43 00:04:55,480 --> 00:04:57,920 Sometimes you have to share your traumas look straight into the eyes, 44 00:04:58,040 --> 00:05:00,240 confront and then integrate. 45 00:05:00,920 --> 00:05:02,840 Would you like some fresh sourdough bread? 46 00:05:03,280 --> 00:05:04,600 No, thanks. 47 00:05:48,480 --> 00:05:49,600 Donna calls. 48 00:06:00,200 --> 00:06:02,000 Hey, Cemmy. -Hey. 49 00:06:02,320 --> 00:06:03,600 Shouldn't you get up now? 50 00:06:06,560 --> 00:06:09,640 Sorry for being so loud yesterday. 51 00:06:10,560 --> 00:06:12,800 Sure I'd like that find if you were here, 52 00:06:12,920 --> 00:06:16,120 but just at a moment that suits both of us. 53 00:06:16,920 --> 00:06:19,040 Are you serious? 54 00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:21,360 'For both of us'? 55 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:26,280 I really do everything to make you feel good. 56 00:06:26,400 --> 00:06:28,640 I am constantly adapting 57 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:31,040 I try to be okay with it that you cancel 58 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:34,480 when I'm in the middle of the night set my alarm to call you. 59 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:38,280 And then I book a mega expensive ticket to be with you, 60 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:41,800 because you feel lonely, so to speak, and I'm not even welcome. 61 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:45,160 Cemmy, that... -Donna, I really don't get it. 62 00:06:48,760 --> 00:06:51,360 Do you have someone else? -What? 63 00:06:51,480 --> 00:06:53,160 How do you arrive at that? 64 00:06:54,120 --> 00:06:55,720 Do you have someone else? 65 00:06:57,600 --> 00:06:58,600 No. 66 00:07:08,600 --> 00:07:10,440 No. -Come back. 67 00:07:12,400 --> 00:07:15,160 What happened? -He jumped out of bed in panic. 68 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:18,880 I don't know what happened either. Can you send security to the G2? 69 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:21,040 Hello? 70 00:07:25,040 --> 00:07:26,720 Hello, sir. -Fuck off. 71 00:07:28,200 --> 00:07:33,040 We can help you here, but then you have to let us help you. 72 00:07:38,880 --> 00:07:42,280 What is your name? Mine is Manou. 73 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:47,480 Rico. -Rico. 74 00:07:47,600 --> 00:07:48,800 Cool name. 75 00:07:49,640 --> 00:07:50,880 Hello, Rico. 76 00:07:53,640 --> 00:07:56,600 I really understand 100 percent why you are stressed. 77 00:07:56,720 --> 00:08:00,800 I'm not very good with hospitals either. They make me nervous. 78 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:04,920 You work here. -Yes. 79 00:08:05,040 --> 00:08:07,320 Funny, huh? Internship. 80 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:10,240 I understand myself not sure why either. 81 00:08:14,040 --> 00:08:15,200 Real? 82 00:08:18,480 --> 00:08:21,960 We can and want to help you here, Rico. 83 00:08:22,080 --> 00:08:25,280 Doctor Amini is one of the best emergency physicians in the country. 84 00:08:26,480 --> 00:08:30,120 But she can only help you if you take a calm breath. 85 00:08:30,240 --> 00:08:34,280 Okay, just ease in and out. 86 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:35,760 With me? 87 00:08:52,360 --> 00:08:54,160 Are you feeling better yet? 88 00:08:55,120 --> 00:08:56,320 I do. 89 00:09:00,760 --> 00:09:02,680 Rico is fine, you know. 90 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:03,880 Huh, Rico? 91 00:09:05,600 --> 00:09:06,720 Okay, come on. 92 00:09:33,200 --> 00:09:34,480 Hey. 93 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:37,920 What lesson do you have? -Environmental chemistry. 94 00:09:38,280 --> 00:09:40,680 Environmental chemistry? Interesting. 95 00:09:41,760 --> 00:09:43,200 Not really, actually. 96 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:44,720 Otherwise skip? 97 00:09:45,040 --> 00:09:47,040 Still quite interesting. 98 00:09:47,160 --> 00:09:50,840 We can also chill at my place or something. 99 00:09:50,960 --> 00:09:54,520 I really need to know that for my exam. Sorry. 100 00:09:54,640 --> 00:09:56,560 I can also come along otherwise. 101 00:09:56,680 --> 00:09:58,440 Real? -Yes. 102 00:09:58,560 --> 00:10:00,160 Bad idea. 103 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:02,680 Bye. 104 00:10:24,880 --> 00:10:26,160 Isn't that a bit early? 105 00:10:26,280 --> 00:10:31,280 Yes. A bit marginal, but the only thing that helps against a hangover. 106 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:33,080 Why do you have a hangover? 107 00:10:33,200 --> 00:10:35,600 Because I Stan want to get out of my system. Is it allowed? 108 00:10:35,720 --> 00:10:37,760 Niko? -Yes. 109 00:10:39,520 --> 00:10:41,400 Here you are. Noortje, good job. 110 00:10:41,520 --> 00:10:43,560 Say, where were you? -I was in class. 111 00:10:43,680 --> 00:10:46,560 The lesson, that exaggeration, totally useless concept? 112 00:10:46,680 --> 00:10:50,360 Anyway, I think I I have a very interesting project for you. 113 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:52,440 It is now at the printer. 114 00:10:52,560 --> 00:10:55,640 Helena's collection of poems, and we do the book presentation. 115 00:10:56,720 --> 00:10:59,000 So, you arrange the drinks. 116 00:10:59,120 --> 00:11:02,240 And Niko, you also do the QandA. You guys are close, right? 117 00:11:02,360 --> 00:11:05,560 That will be great. I already feel that. So let's get started, Niko Star. 118 00:11:10,160 --> 00:11:11,600 Fucking hell. 119 00:11:21,240 --> 00:11:23,160 lost better luck next time 120 00:11:25,800 --> 00:11:27,480 I think I'm in love. 121 00:11:29,360 --> 00:11:30,960 On someone else. 122 00:11:32,080 --> 00:11:38,320 I like Donna, don't you? But there is so much stress and tension. 123 00:11:38,440 --> 00:11:42,480 And then there is Mira and I had sex with it. 124 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:45,080 Guard. With whom? 125 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:50,120 In my dream. -Cem, something like that takes two. 126 00:11:50,240 --> 00:11:52,840 Yes, but she did kiss me. 127 00:11:55,400 --> 00:11:56,560 For real. 128 00:11:58,840 --> 00:12:01,520 my heart beats softly, 129 00:12:01,880 --> 00:12:08,800 knocks hard, knocks to pieces until it explodes by your hand 130 00:12:09,360 --> 00:12:12,600 I pound, I pry I wring, I dig, I climb 131 00:12:12,720 --> 00:12:16,360 but I can't get there 132 00:12:23,880 --> 00:12:25,120 Oh, fuck. 133 00:12:26,160 --> 00:12:28,800 I can't do this. -Then say that. 134 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:33,720 Tell Lieven what a jerk he is. 135 00:12:33,840 --> 00:12:36,760 Say what you feel. Or do you really have no backbone? 136 00:12:41,480 --> 00:12:42,520 Loser. 137 00:12:54,080 --> 00:12:57,200 You're sitting there, then Kyra says... -No, Mira. 138 00:12:57,320 --> 00:12:59,240 Mira, if I were your girlfriend 139 00:12:59,360 --> 00:13:02,760 and you would go to so much trouble for me, I would know. 140 00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:04,800 And then suddenly bam, she kisses you. 141 00:13:04,920 --> 00:13:06,080 Sorry. 142 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:11,440 Dude, that's worth over 100 euros. I got that from Donna. 143 00:13:12,400 --> 00:13:15,520 And long? -What? 144 00:13:15,640 --> 00:13:16,880 That kiss? 145 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:20,960 In my head endlessly. 146 00:13:21,080 --> 00:13:22,640 And panic? Or... 147 00:13:24,840 --> 00:13:26,200 Yes, the second. 148 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:31,720 Boy, really why is all that so difficult? 149 00:13:32,360 --> 00:13:34,960 I know. -Noor, or what? 150 00:13:41,960 --> 00:13:45,520 Say, I can do something else maybe borrow some money from you? 151 00:13:46,520 --> 00:13:50,400 Very silly, but my brakes are broken and that bicycle repairman asks 100 euros. 152 00:13:50,520 --> 00:13:54,400 One hundred euros? -Yes, I know. A lot, huh? 153 00:13:54,520 --> 00:13:56,280 Yes, okay. 154 00:14:02,200 --> 00:14:03,280 Thanks. 155 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:08,680 Thanks for the chat. -Thanks for the money. 156 00:14:15,160 --> 00:14:17,960 I'm not going to do that, that interview. 157 00:14:19,360 --> 00:14:22,080 Which interview? -That QandA with Helena. 158 00:14:22,920 --> 00:14:25,200 I don't do that. -Why not? 159 00:14:26,760 --> 00:14:27,960 That's private. 160 00:14:29,440 --> 00:14:31,160 That's it right, isn't it? 161 00:14:31,280 --> 00:14:36,200 That's what makes it interesting. Niko, that's edgy. 162 00:14:36,600 --> 00:14:38,880 That's BAES. Got it? 163 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:44,800 Yeah, okay, but maybe I totally want to Not that people find that interesting. 164 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:48,440 Maybe I don't want to at all that people think something of that. 165 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:51,400 Yes, okay. 166 00:14:52,600 --> 00:14:53,680 Okay. 167 00:14:57,240 --> 00:15:00,840 That's likely then because you're not really a creative. 168 00:15:02,600 --> 00:15:04,240 Look, Niko Star... 169 00:15:05,360 --> 00:15:07,720 only you can feel what is the right decision here. 170 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:09,880 I'm not going to do that for you. But you know, 171 00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:14,040 some people turn on completely this kind of interesting shit. 172 00:15:14,160 --> 00:15:16,640 And others don't. That's too totally okay. That's okay. 173 00:15:16,760 --> 00:15:18,560 They also end up somewhere 174 00:15:18,680 --> 00:15:23,000 in some library or in education or something. 175 00:15:23,120 --> 00:15:25,000 If that's what you want. 176 00:15:29,400 --> 00:15:30,520 Amy? 177 00:15:31,720 --> 00:15:33,840 Maybe I can borrow some money from you? 178 00:15:34,400 --> 00:15:36,600 Silly, but my brakes are broken... -How much? 179 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:41,160 Thanks. 180 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:58,400 Most of the time we think we have our shit must be resolved as quickly as possible, 181 00:15:58,520 --> 00:16:02,280 but sometimes it's just better to give things some time. 182 00:16:04,800 --> 00:16:06,720 And then they will resolve themselves. 183 00:16:21,840 --> 00:16:24,000 lost 184 00:16:26,040 --> 00:16:27,440 Fuck, fuck, fuck. 185 00:17:08,920 --> 00:17:13,200 Save your wildest questions just a little while before the QandA of later, 186 00:17:13,320 --> 00:17:20,880 because we start with words of and by the epic Helena Namsene herself. 187 00:17:31,840 --> 00:17:35,600 Come here, you. Good choice to do that QandA anyway. 188 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:38,200 I just had to wake you up shake, stir a bit. 189 00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:49,040 my heart beats softly 190 00:17:49,160 --> 00:17:51,000 knocks hard 191 00:17:51,120 --> 00:17:57,960 beats until it explodes by your hand in my hair 192 00:17:58,080 --> 00:18:00,000 straight to my heart 193 00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:03,040 first full of fire, but then that wall 194 00:18:03,160 --> 00:18:06,440 that wall of pain, of not wanting to be 195 00:18:06,560 --> 00:18:09,840 I pound, I pry I wring, I dig, I climb 196 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:10,960 but 197 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:15,760 I can't get in 198 00:18:41,640 --> 00:18:43,360 You're not allowed to do that. 199 00:18:44,360 --> 00:18:46,120 Being so hard on yourself. 200 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:50,280 You're not real. 201 00:18:50,400 --> 00:18:51,840 You are my trauma. 202 00:18:51,960 --> 00:18:54,600 You deserve the maximum of love. 203 00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:57,720 I don't want you to be in pain. 204 00:18:57,840 --> 00:18:59,840 You're definitely not going to hurt me again. 205 00:18:59,960 --> 00:19:02,520 No way. -You're safe with me. 206 00:19:02,640 --> 00:19:06,880 You need help. You. Not me. Fuck. 207 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:11,000 You are safe with me. 208 00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:12,400 Here you are. 209 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:16,360 Ça va? -I'm not going to do that. 210 00:19:16,880 --> 00:19:18,760 I'm not going to do that. I can't do that. 211 00:19:18,880 --> 00:19:20,360 What? That QandA? -Yes. 212 00:19:21,080 --> 00:19:22,800 I'm still completely flashing. 213 00:19:24,400 --> 00:19:27,560 By Helena? -That's that fucking ayahuasca. 214 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:29,680 Baby... 215 00:19:43,920 --> 00:19:44,920 Call. 216 00:19:57,640 --> 00:19:58,840 Fold. 217 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:01,160 Raise. 218 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:05,600 Fold. 219 00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:14,280 Fuck, yes. 220 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:15,920 Sorry, guys. 221 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:19,080 Sorry. 222 00:20:23,120 --> 00:20:25,360 Yes, that was great. 223 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:27,120 Thank you. 224 00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:31,640 Thank you to you guys too for being here to be present at the book presentation. 225 00:20:35,840 --> 00:20:38,160 We continue with the QandA. 226 00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:42,840 One more round of applause, please. 227 00:20:43,600 --> 00:20:45,320 Thank you. Thanks. 228 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:50,080 What is this? Why aren't you standing there? 229 00:20:52,120 --> 00:20:56,480 Where do you get your inspiration from? when you need to start writing? 230 00:20:56,600 --> 00:20:59,360 I usually write from my heart. 231 00:20:59,480 --> 00:21:04,360 Of course, after such a first version Sometimes you also have to get your head around it. 232 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:06,720 So... -Yes. 233 00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:11,840 And what is that like in concrete terms? get your head around? 234 00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:16,560 Releasing a closure bundle, that's also kind of an attempt 235 00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:21,880 to let something go, to accept that something is really over. 236 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:41,120 Hey. 237 00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:43,080 Hey. 238 00:21:46,760 --> 00:21:48,040 I... 239 00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:52,160 I've been thinking. 240 00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:55,320 Me, too. 241 00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:59,480 It's done, right? 242 00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:09,720 Look, if you were just here, then... 243 00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:13,520 Would that make a difference? 244 00:22:15,880 --> 00:22:18,680 Yes, but that doesn't matter because that is not the case now. 245 00:22:25,040 --> 00:22:26,880 I'm always happy to see you. 246 00:22:28,520 --> 00:22:29,680 Real. 247 00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:39,680 Me too. 248 00:23:04,600 --> 00:23:06,720 Letting go is difficult. 249 00:23:07,200 --> 00:23:08,280 That... 250 00:23:09,320 --> 00:23:11,000 That's just how it is. 251 00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:14,240 But for me the bundle is also... 252 00:23:14,360 --> 00:23:18,000 letting go of a difficult chapter for me. 253 00:23:18,120 --> 00:23:20,840 But hopefully it will happen a new chapter then. 254 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:22,520 Yes too. 255 00:23:23,080 --> 00:23:26,440 Is there room? for a new relationship perhaps? 256 00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:35,120 Just something new. Being able to start with a clean slate again. 257 00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:37,520 Don't we all want that? 258 00:23:37,640 --> 00:23:41,520 All right. Thank you, Helena. Thank you to you for the questions. 259 00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:45,160 And we can see you later at the reception for a drink. 260 00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:47,520 Thank you. 261 00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:25,800 Congratulations. -Thank you, Lieven. 262 00:24:30,080 --> 00:24:32,440 Thank you, Noortje, for saving me. 263 00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:35,320 Wouldn't you like to drink a glass of water? 264 00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:38,280 You're welcome and no thanks. 265 00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:41,240 Have you spoken to her yet? -Sorry? 266 00:24:41,360 --> 00:24:43,120 Have you spoken to Helena yet? 267 00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:46,480 You can still see it. 268 00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:49,080 I've seen that. 269 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:51,480 I'm going to get another one. 270 00:24:51,600 --> 00:24:53,880 Yes. I have to go away for a while too. 271 00:24:56,160 --> 00:24:57,840 Oh, sorry. 272 00:25:07,760 --> 00:25:09,320 Hey. -Hey. 273 00:25:11,040 --> 00:25:16,280 Sorry about all that hassle with Noa. -She's fine. 274 00:25:17,080 --> 00:25:19,800 But just when it comes to Noa... 275 00:25:24,280 --> 00:25:25,920 She misses you. 276 00:25:28,120 --> 00:25:30,840 And I miss you too. 277 00:26:08,440 --> 00:26:09,560 Fuck. 278 00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:16,680 That's nice here too, exactly. 279 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:24,040 Come on, Noor, go to bed. 280 00:26:24,840 --> 00:26:26,320 Sorry. 281 00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:30,720 Bon, another game? 282 00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:33,680 You have nothing left to bet. 283 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:42,920 Collector's item, hand-painted, certainly worth 100 euros. 284 00:26:43,040 --> 00:26:44,320 Let's go. 285 00:27:20,880 --> 00:27:22,960 Baby, you're beautiful. 286 00:27:24,560 --> 00:27:27,800 I like it better, so simpler, the make-up. 287 00:27:27,920 --> 00:27:31,280 You're just not ugly at all. 288 00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:43,640 Look, I might have a bit of a lie, 289 00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:48,400 or previously concealed, but bon. Sorry, I'm not perfect either. 290 00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:51,400 But what are you doing? 291 00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:58,480 I may have lied a little, or previously concealed, 292 00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,200 but what are you doing? 293 00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:04,120 Here, you deserve that. 294 00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:07,960 Just suck on this. You dirty breeding dog. 295 00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:12,880 Norwegian. 296 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:15,600 What the fuck? 297 00:28:15,720 --> 00:28:17,440 Where's your cell phone? -Why? 298 00:28:17,560 --> 00:28:19,600 We have to remove that now. 299 00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:20,880 What the fuck? 300 00:28:22,640 --> 00:28:27,440 Sometimes you might think just a moment to get your shit together. 301 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:31,200 Thank you. 302 00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:35,320 But believe me, it's never forever. 303 00:28:36,360 --> 00:28:37,680 Fuck. 304 00:28:44,240 --> 00:28:45,600 I'm a stupid calf. 305 00:28:45,720 --> 00:28:48,560 But no, you were just a bit... 306 00:28:48,680 --> 00:28:49,920 Very drunk. 307 00:28:54,480 --> 00:28:56,080 Be honest, did you do that? 308 00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:57,920 Take Tiamat and then sell it? 309 00:28:58,360 --> 00:28:59,680 What? No. 310 00:28:59,800 --> 00:29:01,040 No? 311 00:29:02,720 --> 00:29:03,800 I can explain. 312 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:10,640 You and Laura have you still have feelings for each other? 313 00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:12,080 Why do you ask that? 314 00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:16,480 I know I sometimes read emotions poorly, but it was really clear. 315 00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,320 Maybe we went too fast. 316 00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:25,920 That's bullshit. 317 00:29:26,040 --> 00:29:28,160 You're crazy. Go away.