1 00:00:10,667 --> 00:00:12,834 I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN THROUGH A WAR. 2 00:00:12,875 --> 00:00:16,583 PARASITES--MY BROTHER HAD PARASITES IN HIS BRAIN. 3 00:00:16,625 --> 00:00:19,166 AN EPIC, EPIC WAR. 4 00:00:19,208 --> 00:00:22,750 I KNOW. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT WE WON. 5 00:00:22,792 --> 00:00:24,959 ARCHER IS NEARLY HIMSELF AGAIN. 6 00:00:25,000 --> 00:00:28,041 NEARLY? WHAT, WHAT, WHAT, IS SOMETHING WRONG? 7 00:00:28,083 --> 00:00:29,834 NO. NO, NO, NO. OH, GOD, NO. 8 00:00:29,875 --> 00:00:33,041 NO, NO, NO. EVERYTHING IS FINE. OH. 9 00:00:33,083 --> 00:00:36,125 ALL PARTS ARE WORKING. OKAY, MY BROTHER, MY BROTHER, MY BROTHER, MY BROTHER. 10 00:00:36,166 --> 00:00:38,750 SORRY. IT'S JUST THAT IT'S, UM... IT'S GOOD. 11 00:00:38,792 --> 00:00:40,959 WE'RE REALLY GOOD. YEAH? 12 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:43,542 YOU KNOW, I... I THINK HE'S MY BOYFRIEND. 13 00:00:43,583 --> 00:00:45,542 WHAT? WELL, YOU KNOW, HE SLEEPS OVER EVERY NIGHT 14 00:00:45,583 --> 00:00:47,125 AND HE CALLS CONSTANTLY. 15 00:00:47,166 --> 00:00:49,125 HE'S BEEN TALKING LATELY. 16 00:00:49,166 --> 00:00:51,542 ADDISON, I THINK I HAVE A MAN. 17 00:00:53,083 --> 00:00:55,792 ARCHER IS COMMITTING. 18 00:00:55,834 --> 00:00:57,667 OH. 19 00:00:57,709 --> 00:01:00,500 ALL RIGHT. I'M GETTING ANOTHER BOTTLE OF WINE. YES, PLEASE. 20 00:01:02,542 --> 00:01:04,500 MM. MM. EASY. JUST GOT STITCHES. 21 00:01:04,542 --> 00:01:06,583 OH, SORRY, SORRY. 22 00:01:06,625 --> 00:01:08,250 OH. 23 00:01:08,291 --> 00:01:10,208 ARCHER? 24 00:01:11,667 --> 00:01:13,041 ARCHER. ARCHER! 25 00:01:13,083 --> 00:01:15,041 WHOA. WHAT ARE YOU-- SHAME ON YOU. 26 00:01:15,083 --> 00:01:18,041 OW! IS THIS YOUR WIFE? ARE YOU MARRIED? 27 00:01:18,083 --> 00:01:21,667 NO, BUT... HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND WHO IS HERE. OH, DAMN IT. 28 00:01:21,709 --> 00:01:24,000 LOOK, I'M SURE YOU'RE A VERY NICE PERSON BUT-- 29 00:01:24,041 --> 00:01:27,041 A LITTLE OLD TO BE GETTING FELT UP IN THE FOYER-- 30 00:01:27,083 --> 00:01:29,250 BUT NOW IT'S ALL THE BEST. BYE-BYE NOW. 31 00:01:29,291 --> 00:01:31,041 YOU. 32 00:01:31,083 --> 00:01:33,875 YOU'VE GOTTA GET THAT LIPSTICK WIPED OFF YOUR FACE. 33 00:01:35,083 --> 00:01:37,041 IS THIS PRE OR POST SEX? 34 00:01:37,083 --> 00:01:39,458 I HOPE YOU USED A CONDOM, YOU WHORE. 35 00:01:42,083 --> 00:01:43,458 I'M IN TROUBLE, RIGHT? 36 00:01:45,125 --> 00:01:47,875 HEY, DELL. CAN I CALL... 37 00:01:47,917 --> 00:01:51,291 YEAH, IS SHE, UH... IS SHE OKAY? 38 00:01:51,333 --> 00:01:54,917 UH-HUH. OKAY. GREAT. I'LL, UH, I'LL BE RIGHT THERE. 39 00:01:54,959 --> 00:01:57,208 THANKS, BYE. ADDISON, ANYTHING TO EAT? 40 00:01:57,250 --> 00:01:59,208 HEY, I'M EDIBLE. 41 00:01:59,250 --> 00:02:01,667 HEY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 42 00:02:01,709 --> 00:02:03,041 HI. MM. 43 00:02:03,083 --> 00:02:05,625 OKAY, YOU TWO, YOU JUST DO WHATEVER IT IS 44 00:02:05,667 --> 00:02:09,083 THE TWO OF YOU DO. I GOTTA GO. 45 00:02:17,083 --> 00:02:19,875 COME ON, COME ON, BEAR DOWN. ONE MORE BIG PUSH. 46 00:02:19,917 --> 00:02:21,875 IT'S A FAST LABOR. I'M SORRY. 47 00:02:21,917 --> 00:02:24,083 I THOUGHT I COULD DO THIS ONE SOLO. YOU'RE DOING GREAT. COME ON, LEANNE. 48 00:02:24,125 --> 00:02:26,083 YOU'RE ALMOST THERE. 49 00:02:26,125 --> 00:02:28,375 GOOD. GOOD, GOOD, GOOD, GOOD, GOOD. 50 00:02:28,417 --> 00:02:31,542 I CAN SEE HIS HEAD. ALL RIGHT, GREAT. THE BABY'S COMING. 51 00:02:31,583 --> 00:02:33,041 COME ON, LEANNE. COME ON. 52 00:02:34,750 --> 00:02:36,583 YOU DID IT. 53 00:02:38,083 --> 00:02:41,041 MATTHEW. HE'S HERE. HE'S HERE. 54 00:02:43,792 --> 00:02:46,959 I WANT TO HOLD HIM. CAN I HOLD MY LITTLE BOY? 55 00:02:48,375 --> 00:02:50,583 COME ON. 56 00:02:50,625 --> 00:02:52,291 WHAT'S WRONG? 57 00:02:52,333 --> 00:02:55,125 IT'S NOT A BOY. WHAT--WHAT, THE ULTRASOUND WAS WRONG? 58 00:02:55,166 --> 00:02:57,375 IT'S A GIRL? 59 00:02:57,417 --> 00:03:00,000 I'M NOT SURE. 60 00:03:07,417 --> 00:03:11,125 I KNOW THIS IS IMPOSSIBLY HARD, 61 00:03:11,166 --> 00:03:13,250 AND WE DON'T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS YET, 62 00:03:13,291 --> 00:03:16,542 BUT... YOUR BABY HAS SOMETHING LIKE A PENIS. 63 00:03:16,583 --> 00:03:18,792 THERE'S ALSO A VAGINAL OPENING. 64 00:03:18,834 --> 00:03:20,750 THE BABY'S HEART AND LUNGS 65 00:03:20,792 --> 00:03:22,750 AND BRAIN ARE-- ARE ALL VERY HEALTHY, 66 00:03:22,792 --> 00:03:25,041 AND--AND THAT'S IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND. BUT WHAT IS IT? 67 00:03:25,083 --> 00:03:27,667 WE'LL RUN SOME GENETIC AND HORMONAL TESTS. 68 00:03:27,709 --> 00:03:29,667 I'LL CONSULT WITH MY COLLEAGUE DR. BENNETT. 69 00:03:29,709 --> 00:03:31,333 SHE'S AN EXCELLENT ENDOCRINOLOGIST. 70 00:03:31,375 --> 00:03:33,542 WE'RE GONNA GET YOU ANSWERS. OKAY, WELL, UNTIL THEN, 71 00:03:33,583 --> 00:03:36,333 UH, I MEAN, WHAT-- WHAT DO WE TELL PEOPLE? 72 00:03:36,375 --> 00:03:39,333 I MEAN, WHAT DO WE-- WHAT DO WE CALL HIM? 73 00:03:39,375 --> 00:03:41,000 HE'S--HE'S MATTHEW. 74 00:03:41,041 --> 00:03:44,041 HE'S--HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE... 75 00:03:44,083 --> 00:03:46,834 HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE MATTHEW. 76 00:03:51,083 --> 00:03:54,041 WHY'D YOU GO TO SEATTLE? 77 00:03:54,083 --> 00:03:55,667 I'M SORRY. 78 00:03:55,709 --> 00:03:58,667 IT'S JUST, IT'S RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND ON A LOOP, 79 00:03:58,709 --> 00:04:01,041 LIKE A SONG I CAN'T STOP HUMMING. 80 00:04:01,083 --> 00:04:03,834 SO I HAVE TO ASK-- SEATTLE, WHY'D YOU GO? 81 00:04:03,875 --> 00:04:05,375 ARCHER'S SURGERY. 82 00:04:05,417 --> 00:04:08,583 LOOK, NAOMI LIKES TO PRETEND LIKE SHE HAS IT ALL TOGETHER, 83 00:04:08,625 --> 00:04:10,583 BUT-- SHE'S AN IVY-LEAGUE-EDUCATED DOCTOR 84 00:04:10,625 --> 00:04:12,583 WITH THE BEST SHOE COLLECTION I'VE EVER SEEN, 85 00:04:12,625 --> 00:04:15,083 SO SHE DOES HAVE IT ALL TOGETHER. 86 00:04:15,125 --> 00:04:17,959 USUALLY, BUT, UH, ARCHER GETTING SICK... 87 00:04:19,166 --> 00:04:22,125 YOU THOUGHT SHE'D NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON. 88 00:04:22,166 --> 00:04:24,041 YEAH. 89 00:04:24,083 --> 00:04:25,250 OKAY. 90 00:04:25,291 --> 00:04:26,875 IS IT... 91 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:29,250 OKAY? 92 00:04:29,291 --> 00:04:31,041 I THINK IT'S GREAT. 93 00:04:31,083 --> 00:04:33,041 YOU'VE MANAGED THE IMPOSSIBLE, YOU KNOW? 94 00:04:33,083 --> 00:04:35,041 YOU'VE--YOU'VE MAINTAINED A GOOD RELATIONSHIP 95 00:04:35,083 --> 00:04:37,041 WITH YOUR EX... 96 00:04:37,083 --> 00:04:39,041 WHICH IS WHY I LIKE YOU. 97 00:04:39,083 --> 00:04:40,500 I LIKE YOU, TOO. 98 00:04:42,542 --> 00:04:44,083 YOU WANNA GO AGAIN? 99 00:04:44,125 --> 00:04:46,125 YES, PLEASE. 100 00:04:54,083 --> 00:04:57,667 HEY, VIOLET. 101 00:04:57,709 --> 00:04:59,041 HI, SHELDON. 102 00:04:59,083 --> 00:05:01,917 I-I WAS WONDERING, I RUN A COUPLES' THERAPY GROUP, 103 00:05:01,959 --> 00:05:03,917 AND MY CO-LEADER IS DOWN WITH A STOMACH BUG, 104 00:05:03,959 --> 00:05:05,917 AND--AND I THINK IT'S VERY IMPORTANT 105 00:05:05,959 --> 00:05:08,875 THAT WE HAVE A MALE AND FEMALE THERAPIST-- 106 00:05:08,917 --> 00:05:10,875 YOU KNOW, ROLE MODELING AND COMMUNICATION MODELING. 107 00:05:10,917 --> 00:05:14,542 AND, UH, I WONDERED IF YOU'D LIKE TO FILL IN. 108 00:05:14,583 --> 00:05:17,333 I KNOW, NOT SUCH A GREAT IDEA CONSIDERING, BUT... 109 00:05:17,375 --> 00:05:19,583 UH, NO, NO. I-I, UH, I THINK IT'S GOOD. 110 00:05:19,625 --> 00:05:22,083 I LIKE WORKING WITH COUPLES. ARE YOU SURE? 111 00:05:22,125 --> 00:05:23,709 YEAH. WHAT TIME? 112 00:05:23,750 --> 00:05:25,792 00. IT'S LUNCHTIME. 113 00:05:25,834 --> 00:05:29,041 OKAY, SEE YOU THEN. 114 00:05:29,083 --> 00:05:31,041 VIOLET. 115 00:05:31,083 --> 00:05:33,500 HOW IS IT... THE BABY? 116 00:05:33,542 --> 00:05:35,208 IT'S FINE. 117 00:05:35,250 --> 00:05:37,709 GOOD. THAT'S GOOD THAT IT'S FINE, BECAUSE-- 118 00:05:37,750 --> 00:05:39,709 SHELDON, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT 119 00:05:39,750 --> 00:05:41,709 IF WE DIDN'T TALK ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW, 120 00:05:41,750 --> 00:05:44,625 BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN HANDLE IT. OKAY? 121 00:05:44,667 --> 00:05:46,542 BUT I'LL SEE YOU LATER. 122 00:05:49,375 --> 00:05:51,125 HEY, PETE. 123 00:05:55,667 --> 00:05:57,625 OH, YOU GOT THAT LOOK-- 124 00:05:57,667 --> 00:06:00,834 THAT "IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO DECIPHER VIOLET" LOOK. 125 00:06:00,875 --> 00:06:02,834 I'VE JUST GIVEN UP. I'M GOING WITH COOL. 126 00:06:02,875 --> 00:06:05,834 NOT COLD, JUST COOL. OH, HELL. I'LL GO WITH COLD. 127 00:06:05,875 --> 00:06:08,125 YEAH. THERAPY SHOULD BE INTERESTING. 128 00:06:08,166 --> 00:06:10,750 YOU AND VIOLET ARE IN THERAPY? 129 00:06:10,792 --> 00:06:13,125 OH, NO. NO, WE'RE DOING THERAPY TOGETHER. 130 00:06:13,166 --> 00:06:15,000 IT'S A COUPLES' GROUP. 131 00:06:15,041 --> 00:06:17,959 YOU'RE LEADING IT AS A COUPLE? 132 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:20,041 YES, WE ARE. 133 00:06:20,083 --> 00:06:22,417 GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. 134 00:06:25,166 --> 00:06:28,375 YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE LOOK ON THEIR FACES, NAOMI. 135 00:06:28,417 --> 00:06:31,208 IT WAS AWFUL, LIKE THIS IS THEIR FAULT. HEY. 136 00:06:31,250 --> 00:06:33,041 ARE YOU OKAY? WHAT? HUH? 137 00:06:33,083 --> 00:06:36,041 NO, WHAT, UH... YEAH, WHAT DO WE TELL THEM? 138 00:06:36,083 --> 00:06:38,583 WELL, I WISH I HAD A GOOD ANSWER, 139 00:06:38,625 --> 00:06:41,792 BUT THE BABY DOES HAVE 11-BETA HYDROXYLASE DEFICIENCY. 140 00:06:41,834 --> 00:06:44,000 WHAT IS IT? IT IS AN ENZYME DEFICIENCY 141 00:06:44,041 --> 00:06:46,000 THAT CAUSES AN OVERPRODUCTION OF TESTOSTERONE 142 00:06:46,041 --> 00:06:48,625 IN THE BABY IN UTERO. 143 00:06:48,667 --> 00:06:52,667 THAT'S WHY THE BABY HAS BOTH MALE AND FEMALE SEX ORGANS. KARYOTYPE IS X-X. 144 00:06:52,709 --> 00:06:55,041 SO THE BABY'S A GIRL? WELL, NO. IT'S NOT THAT SIMPLE. 145 00:06:55,083 --> 00:06:57,041 YES, GENETICALLY, IT IS A GIRL, 146 00:06:57,083 --> 00:07:00,583 BUT ABOUT 30% OF THESE CASES, THESE KIDS ORIENT TOWARDS MALE. 147 00:07:00,625 --> 00:07:03,917 SO WE CAN'T TELL THE PARENTS WHAT SEX THE BABY IS? WELL, THEY'LL HAVE TO CHOOSE, 148 00:07:03,959 --> 00:07:06,041 AND THEN WE CAN SURGICALLY CORRECT THE GENITALIA. 149 00:07:06,083 --> 00:07:09,333 WAIT, YOU JUST SAID THERE'S A 30% MARGIN FOR ERROR. POST-OPERATIVE HEALING IS FASTER 150 00:07:09,375 --> 00:07:11,458 AND IT LEAVES THE GENITALIA FUNCTIONAL. 151 00:07:11,500 --> 00:07:14,458 I'LL SUPPORT IT WITH HORMONE THERAPY. YEAH, BUT WHAT IF THEY CHOOSE WRONG, 152 00:07:14,500 --> 00:07:17,542 AND THE BABY ORIENTS THE OTHER WAY? EXACTLY. WE SHOULD HAVE THEM CHOOSE THE GENDER NOW, 153 00:07:17,583 --> 00:07:19,667 BUT NOT DO SURGERY. 154 00:07:19,709 --> 00:07:22,667 LET THEM THE RAISE THE BABY AS A BOY OR A GIRL, 155 00:07:22,709 --> 00:07:25,041 AND THEN WHEN THE BABY BECOMES AN ADOLESCENT, 156 00:07:25,083 --> 00:07:27,750 IT MAKES UP ITS OWN MIND. THAT'S THE PROBLEM. LEAVING IT AN "IT." 157 00:07:27,792 --> 00:07:29,875 EVERY SLEEPOVER, EVERY-- EVERY SWIM PARTY OR LOCKER ROOM 158 00:07:29,917 --> 00:07:32,875 IS GONNA BE CAUSE FOR PANIC. WELL, MAYBE IT SHOULD BE WHATEVER IT IS 159 00:07:32,917 --> 00:07:36,041 AND NEVER LOP OFF ANY BODY PARTS. OH, AND I WAS WORRIED I'D BE MISSING ALL THE FUN. 160 00:07:36,083 --> 00:07:37,917 LOPPING OFF BODY PARTS? 161 00:07:37,959 --> 00:07:39,917 INTERSEX BABY. 162 00:07:39,959 --> 00:07:41,291 MM. CAN OF WORMS. 163 00:07:41,333 --> 00:07:43,291 SOME PEOPLE THINK GENDER IS HARDWIRED, 164 00:07:43,333 --> 00:07:46,083 SO WHATEVER YOU DO, IT'S NOT GONNA CHANGE THE OUTCOME. 165 00:07:46,125 --> 00:07:48,792 ME? I FIND IT FREAKISH. LOP AWAY. HOW WAS YOUR FIRST DAY BACK? 166 00:07:48,834 --> 00:07:51,041 MM. IT'S PERFECT NOW. MM. 167 00:08:03,500 --> 00:08:05,458 GOOD MORNING, DR. KING. 168 00:08:07,083 --> 00:08:10,542 MOVE IN WITH ME, COOPER. 169 00:08:10,583 --> 00:08:11,959 CHARLOTTE-- 170 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:14,500 I KNOW YOU CARE ABOUT VIOLET AND HER BABY. 171 00:08:14,542 --> 00:08:18,041 AND I UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WANTED TO MOVE IN WITH HER. 172 00:08:18,083 --> 00:08:20,333 BUT YOU CAN STILL BE THERE FOR BOTH OF THEM 173 00:08:20,375 --> 00:08:22,959 WITHOUT LIVING AT HER PLACE. VIOLET'S AFRAID TO BE ALONE. 174 00:08:23,000 --> 00:08:25,041 SO I NEED TO BE THERE FOR HER. 175 00:08:25,083 --> 00:08:27,709 I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND. AND I AM HERE FOR YOU. 176 00:08:27,750 --> 00:08:31,083 AND LIVING WITH VIOLET, IT DOESN'T CHANGE THAT. 177 00:08:33,333 --> 00:08:36,041 MY PATIENCE ONLY GOES SO FAR. 178 00:08:36,083 --> 00:08:38,291 SO... 179 00:08:38,333 --> 00:08:39,917 IT'S A BOY, 180 00:08:39,959 --> 00:08:41,959 BUT IT COULD ALSO BE A GIRL? 181 00:08:42,041 --> 00:08:43,959 MY GOD. WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO? 182 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:45,542 HOW DO WE DECIDE? 183 00:08:45,583 --> 00:08:47,542 WELL, THE ODDS SAY THAT YOUR BABY 184 00:08:47,583 --> 00:08:49,750 WILL MOST LIKELY IDENTIFY AS A FEMALE, 185 00:08:49,792 --> 00:08:52,125 SO WE CAN DO CORRECTIVE SURGERY 186 00:08:52,166 --> 00:08:54,333 AND GIVE THE BABY THE APPROPRIATE GENITALIA. 187 00:08:54,375 --> 00:08:57,542 YOU--YOU WANT TO TAKE MY BABY-- MY SON--AND CUT OFF HIS PENIS? 188 00:08:57,583 --> 00:09:00,625 ALTERNATELY, YOU CAN CHOOSE A GENDER NOW, RAISE THE BABY, 189 00:09:00,667 --> 00:09:04,125 AND THEN WHEN HE OR SHE MATURES, YOU REEVALUATE. 190 00:09:04,166 --> 00:09:07,458 AND HIDE THIS FOR HIS ENTIRE CHILDHOOD? WHAT WOULD WE TELL HIM? I MEAN, HOW DO YOU-- 191 00:09:07,500 --> 00:09:11,250 HOW DO YOU EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN THIS TO A LITTLE KID? WELL, THAT NOT EVERYBODY'S THE SAME, 192 00:09:11,291 --> 00:09:13,250 THAT IT'S OKAY TO BE DIFFERENT. 193 00:09:13,291 --> 00:09:16,041 BUT IT'S NOT OKAY. KIDS ARE CRUEL. 194 00:09:16,083 --> 00:09:17,792 ONE KID SEES HIM IN THE BATHROOM, 195 00:09:17,834 --> 00:09:19,375 EVERYONE'S TALKING, TEASING HIM. 196 00:09:19,417 --> 00:09:22,417 I MEAN, THAT'S-- THAT'S WHAT KIDS DO. 197 00:09:22,458 --> 00:09:26,041 THAT'S NOT THE LIFE WE WANT. WE NEED TO MAKE THIS RIGHT. 198 00:09:26,083 --> 00:09:28,834 WE NEED TO PUT THIS BEHIND US, BEHIND HIM OR HER 199 00:09:28,875 --> 00:09:30,917 AND MAKE IT RIGHT. 200 00:09:30,959 --> 00:09:33,291 BUT WHAT'S THE BEST WAY? 201 00:09:40,083 --> 00:09:43,041 I LIKE WOMEN. I LIKE A LOT OF WOMEN. 202 00:09:43,083 --> 00:09:45,166 BUT I AM NOT MARRIED TO NAOMI, 203 00:09:45,208 --> 00:09:48,166 AND SHE IS NOT THE MOTHER OF MY CHILDREN. NAOMI SAT BY YOUR SIDE WHILE YOU HAD SURGERY, 204 00:09:48,208 --> 00:09:49,834 SHE HELD YOUR HAND. 205 00:09:49,875 --> 00:09:51,834 YOU'RE UPSTAIRS STICKING YOUR TONGUE DOWN HER THROAT, 206 00:09:51,875 --> 00:09:53,625 SEEING HER EVERY DAY, 207 00:09:53,667 --> 00:09:56,625 LETTING HER BELIEVE THAT YOU TWO HAVE SOMETHING TOGETHER-- WELL, I THOUGHT I WAS DYING. 208 00:09:56,667 --> 00:09:58,041 YOU ARE... 209 00:09:58,083 --> 00:10:00,625 YOU ARE ASKING ME TO LIE FOR YOU. 210 00:10:00,667 --> 00:10:03,041 YOU ARE MAKING ME FEEL DIRTY AND CHEAP, 211 00:10:03,083 --> 00:10:05,083 AND I'M 10 YEARS OLD AGAIN TELLING MOTHER 212 00:10:05,125 --> 00:10:07,041 THAT I WENT OUT FOR ICE CREAM WITH DADDY 213 00:10:07,083 --> 00:10:09,208 WHEN REALLY I'M SITTING IN HIS OFFICE 214 00:10:09,250 --> 00:10:11,834 WHILE HE'S SCREWING HIS SECRETARY DOWN THE HALL. I'M TOO MUCH OF A SNOB TO SCREW SECRETARIES. 215 00:10:11,875 --> 00:10:15,083 YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?! NO. I THINK THAT YOU'RE ONE TO TALK. 216 00:10:15,125 --> 00:10:16,667 I SEEM TO REMEMBER SOMETHING 217 00:10:16,709 --> 00:10:19,291 ABOUT YOU DOING YOUR HUSBAND'S BEST FRIEND BEHIND HIS BACK. 218 00:10:19,333 --> 00:10:22,291 THAT WAS ONCE. I SLIPPED ONCE. OH, OKAY, SO YOU'RE LIKE-- YOU'RE LIKE AN ALCOHOLIC? 219 00:10:22,333 --> 00:10:24,709 YOU'RE ON A PROGRAM... OH, MY GOD. YOU... 220 00:10:24,750 --> 00:10:28,125 "GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY" AND ALL THAT CRAP? ARE SO MEAN WHEN YOU KNOW THAT I AM RIGHT. 221 00:10:28,166 --> 00:10:30,125 YOU KNOW WHAT? I AM MEAN 222 00:10:30,166 --> 00:10:32,917 WHEN I WANT YOU TO MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. I WON'T KEEP YOUR SECRETS FOR-- 223 00:10:32,959 --> 00:10:34,375 YES, YOU WILL. 224 00:10:34,417 --> 00:10:36,041 MONTGOMERYS LOOK THE OTHER WAY 225 00:10:36,083 --> 00:10:39,125 WHEN IT IS NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS. 226 00:10:39,166 --> 00:10:41,125 NOW THERE'S A SIGHT FOR SORE EYES. 227 00:10:41,166 --> 00:10:43,291 I GOT PATIENTS LINED UP FOR WEEKS 228 00:10:43,333 --> 00:10:46,125 WAITING FOR YOU TO GET BACK. WELL, THAT'S ME-- MONEY IN THE BANK. 229 00:10:46,166 --> 00:10:48,917 I LIKE MONEY IN THE BANK. 230 00:10:48,959 --> 00:10:51,458 WHAT? 231 00:10:51,500 --> 00:10:53,083 I LIKE YOUR BROTHER. 232 00:10:53,125 --> 00:10:55,625 HE'S MY GOLDEN BOY. 233 00:11:03,750 --> 00:11:04,709 BEVERLY. 234 00:11:04,750 --> 00:11:05,709 HI. 235 00:11:05,750 --> 00:11:07,083 YOU OKAY? 236 00:11:07,125 --> 00:11:09,709 OH, YEAH, YEAH, I'M FINE. I JUST, UH... 237 00:11:09,750 --> 00:11:12,417 I HAD TO SEE YOU AGAIN. THIS IS THE FOURTH TIME THIS WEEK. 238 00:11:12,458 --> 00:11:15,041 WELL, I CHECKED YOUR SCHEDULE. I KNOW YOU HAVE AN OPENING. BEVERLY-- 239 00:11:15,083 --> 00:11:17,709 OH, COME ON, PETE. JUST A QUICKIE. 240 00:11:17,750 --> 00:11:19,750 OKAY. 241 00:11:22,959 --> 00:11:25,083 I FEEL LIKE PAUL DOESN'T SHARE MUCH OF HIMSELF WITH ME EITHER. 242 00:11:25,125 --> 00:11:28,000 HE HARDLY WANTS TO HAVE SEX ANYMORE. I GET HOME FROM WORK, 243 00:11:28,041 --> 00:11:30,417 I'M TIRED, AND YOU DON'T SEEM THAT INTERESTED. 244 00:11:30,458 --> 00:11:32,417 BUT WHEN I ASK YOU WHAT'S GOING ON, 245 00:11:32,458 --> 00:11:34,250 YOU WON'T TALK TO ME. 246 00:11:34,291 --> 00:11:37,625 I WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU UP HERE. 247 00:11:37,667 --> 00:11:40,041 SEE, THERE'S YOUR FIRST MISTAKE, 248 00:11:40,083 --> 00:11:43,625 THINKING MUCH OF ANYTHING GOES ON FOR US GUYS UP HERE. 249 00:11:43,667 --> 00:11:46,041 YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK, GREG? 250 00:11:46,083 --> 00:11:48,041 I THINK WE GUYS LIKE WOMEN TO THINK THAT. 251 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:50,750 MAYBE WE THINK IT OURSELVES, BUT PART OF THAT 252 00:11:50,792 --> 00:11:52,625 IS THAT WE DON'T LOOK AT OURSELVES, 253 00:11:52,667 --> 00:11:55,041 DON'T ASK OURSELVES WHAT WE'RE THINKING OR FEELING. 254 00:11:55,083 --> 00:11:56,542 EXACTLY. 255 00:11:56,583 --> 00:11:58,542 I MEAN, THE TRUTH IS, 256 00:11:58,583 --> 00:12:01,041 ALL OF US HAVE THINGS GOING ON INSIDE. 257 00:12:01,083 --> 00:12:04,166 I MEAN, RIGHT NOW, EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM, 258 00:12:04,208 --> 00:12:06,041 SHELDON AND ME INCLUDED, 259 00:12:06,083 --> 00:12:08,417 HAVE A THOUSAND THINGS GOING ON. 260 00:12:08,458 --> 00:12:10,417 AND THE TRICK IS TO OPEN YOURSELF TO THAT 261 00:12:10,458 --> 00:12:12,041 AND TO SHARE IT. 262 00:12:12,083 --> 00:12:14,583 WELL, THAT--THAT'S NOT TO SAY, OF COURSE, 263 00:12:14,625 --> 00:12:18,041 THAT THERE AREN'T PIECES YOU WANT TO KEEP TO YOURSELF. 264 00:12:18,083 --> 00:12:21,041 YOU DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOURSELF IN A RELATIONSHIP. NO. 265 00:12:21,083 --> 00:12:22,792 NO, BUT THE BEAUTY OF GOOD COMMUNICATION 266 00:12:22,834 --> 00:12:24,667 IS THAT WHEN YOU SHARE-- 267 00:12:24,709 --> 00:12:26,667 SHARE WHAT YOU'RE THINKING, GOOD OR BAD-- 268 00:12:26,709 --> 00:12:28,041 YOU BOTH FEEL BETTER, 269 00:12:28,083 --> 00:12:30,834 MAYBE HELP EACH OTHER. 270 00:12:30,875 --> 00:12:33,792 RYAN AND I USED TO HAVE THAT. 271 00:12:33,834 --> 00:12:35,792 BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL WHEN WE MET, 272 00:12:35,834 --> 00:12:38,208 WE TALKED ABOUT EVERYTHING. 273 00:12:38,250 --> 00:12:42,250 AND NOW ALL YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT ARE THE KIDS. THAT'S NOT TRUE. 274 00:12:42,291 --> 00:12:44,250 BUT I'M THERE WITH THEM ALL DAY. 275 00:12:44,291 --> 00:12:46,417 Y-YOU DON'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THAT? 276 00:12:46,458 --> 00:12:49,667 THAT'S MY WORLD. 277 00:12:49,709 --> 00:12:52,083 I KNOW IT'S HARD, HERE, IN THE GROUP, 278 00:12:52,125 --> 00:12:57,000 BUT TALKING--IT REALLY WILL MAKE THINGS BETTER. 279 00:13:03,083 --> 00:13:05,542 BEVERLY... 280 00:13:05,583 --> 00:13:07,917 I LOVE SEEING YOU, 281 00:13:07,959 --> 00:13:09,542 BUT THIS HAS GOTTA STOP. 282 00:13:09,583 --> 00:13:11,333 I CAN'T STAY AWAY. 283 00:13:11,375 --> 00:13:14,375 WHATEVER YOU DO, WHENEVER YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME, 284 00:13:14,417 --> 00:13:16,917 I SWEAR, IT'S, UH... MAGIC. 285 00:13:16,959 --> 00:13:18,917 IT'S NOT MAGIC, AND IT'S NOT-- 286 00:13:18,959 --> 00:13:21,917 HEY, I'VE BEEN READING UP A LOT ON REIKI THERAPY, 287 00:13:21,959 --> 00:13:23,291 HEALING HANDS. 288 00:13:23,333 --> 00:13:25,333 IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE INCREDIBLE. LET'S TRY IT. 289 00:13:25,375 --> 00:13:29,166 I'M NOT A SPECIALIST AT REIKI. I CAN'T DO THAT. PETE, YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO ME. 290 00:13:29,208 --> 00:13:32,458 AS A DOCTOR, I CAN'T KEEP PRETENDING THIS IS OKAY. 291 00:13:32,500 --> 00:13:35,917 COME ON. JUST ONE MORE TIME. 292 00:13:35,959 --> 00:13:37,291 IT'S BEEN TAKEN CARE OF. 293 00:13:37,333 --> 00:13:40,041 IF YOU COULD JUST FILE IT, THAT WOULD BE GREAT. THANKS. 294 00:13:40,083 --> 00:13:41,667 HI. HELLO. 295 00:13:41,709 --> 00:13:44,333 YOU KNOW WHAT? WE HAVEN'T BEEN SPEAKING FOR TWO WEEKS. 296 00:13:44,375 --> 00:13:45,959 I... MISS YOU. 297 00:13:46,000 --> 00:13:47,959 DON'T TREAT ME LIKE THE PERVERT NEXT DOOR. 298 00:13:48,000 --> 00:13:49,750 IF YOU LIVED NEXT DOOR, 299 00:13:49,792 --> 00:13:52,750 WE WOULDN'T BE HAVING THE PROBLEM. YOU KNOW WHAT? I WANT TO GET PAST THIS. 300 00:13:52,792 --> 00:13:54,750 WE NEED TO GET PAST THIS. 301 00:13:54,792 --> 00:13:57,041 WHAT'S IT GONNA TAKE FOR YOU TO FORGIVE ME? 302 00:13:57,083 --> 00:13:59,333 I DON'T KNOW, COOPER. I'M WORKING ON IT. 303 00:14:25,417 --> 00:14:28,000 WE WALKED PAST YOUR WALL OF PICTURES-- 304 00:14:28,041 --> 00:14:32,417 ALL THOSE KIDS--HAPPY AND SWEET AND, UH, NORMAL. 305 00:14:32,458 --> 00:14:35,542 AND THAT'S WHAT... OUR BABY SHOULD BE. 306 00:14:35,583 --> 00:14:37,125 AND SURGERY CAN DO THAT. 307 00:14:37,166 --> 00:14:40,166 SURGERY CAN GIVE YOUR BABY GENDER-DISTINCT GENITALIA, YES. 308 00:14:40,208 --> 00:14:44,250 AND WE CAN KNOW? WE CAN STOP SAYING... "IT"? 309 00:14:44,291 --> 00:14:46,333 GREAT. SO LET-- LET'S DO THAT. 310 00:14:46,375 --> 00:14:48,041 CAN WE DO IT SOON? 311 00:14:48,083 --> 00:14:50,583 I CAN BOOK AN O.R. FOR TOMORROW. 312 00:14:50,625 --> 00:14:52,625 AFTERWARD, WE'LL SUPPLEMENT WITH ESTROGEN 313 00:14:52,667 --> 00:14:55,041 SO SHE'LL BE AS HEALTHY AS POSSIBLE. 314 00:14:55,083 --> 00:14:58,709 NO. NO, NO, NO. THAT'S NOT WHAT WE WANT. 315 00:14:58,750 --> 00:15:01,709 IT WAS CLEAR TO US FROM THE SECOND WE SAW HIS FACE-- 316 00:15:01,750 --> 00:15:04,291 HE'S... HE'S MATTHEW. 317 00:15:04,333 --> 00:15:07,834 BUT ONLY 30% OF THESE BABIES ORIENT TOWARD MALE. 318 00:15:07,875 --> 00:15:10,709 YOU SAID YOU DON'T KNOW. WE KNOW. 319 00:15:10,750 --> 00:15:12,583 HE'S OUR SON. 320 00:15:12,625 --> 00:15:15,083 YOU'RE GONNA GIVE US OUR SON. 321 00:15:22,083 --> 00:15:24,625 I JUST SAW RYAN AND ELEANOR IN THE STAIRWELL. 322 00:15:24,667 --> 00:15:27,041 YOU MEAN RYAN AND SASHA? N-NO, I MEAN RYAN AND ELEANOR. 323 00:15:27,083 --> 00:15:30,041 THEY WERE COMMUNICATING, LIP-TO-LIP. 324 00:15:30,083 --> 00:15:31,834 D-DID THEY SEE YOU? 325 00:15:31,875 --> 00:15:33,291 NO, THEY WERE TOO FOCUSED. 326 00:15:33,333 --> 00:15:35,291 I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. 327 00:15:35,333 --> 00:15:37,291 MAYBE IT'S A CRY FOR HELP. 328 00:15:37,333 --> 00:15:39,834 A-AN AFFAIR IN A STAIRWELL AFTER MARRIAGE COUNSELING 329 00:15:39,875 --> 00:15:42,834 IS A CRY FOR HELP? WELL, THEY HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO COMMUNICATE 330 00:15:42,875 --> 00:15:44,208 IN THEIR OWN RELATIONSHIPS, 331 00:15:44,250 --> 00:15:46,959 SO THEY DO THIS AWFUL THING WHERE THEY COULD GET CAUGHT 332 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:49,333 BECAUSE THEY WANT TO FORCE THE COMMUNICATION. ONLY WE CAN'T TELL ON THEM. 333 00:15:49,375 --> 00:15:51,333 IT'S NOT LIKE THEY DISCLOSED THIS IN SESSION. 334 00:15:51,375 --> 00:15:54,333 I DON'T THINK THE WAIVERS APPLY. WELL, I'M NOT SUGGESTING OUTING THEM. 335 00:15:54,375 --> 00:15:56,875 I'M JUST SAYING, WE GET THEM TO TELL. HOW IS EXPOSING AN AFFAIR GOING TO IMPROVE COMMUNICATION? 336 00:15:56,917 --> 00:15:58,667 SO WE LET THE SECRET KEEP FESTERING 337 00:15:58,709 --> 00:16:00,750 TILL IT POISONS EVERY ASPECT OF THE GROUP? 338 00:16:00,792 --> 00:16:02,667 IT'LL BECOME THE 800-POUND GORILLA IN THE ROOM. 339 00:16:02,709 --> 00:16:04,667 AS THERAPISTS, WE NEED TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT GORILLA 340 00:16:04,709 --> 00:16:07,667 AND TAKE STEPS TO DEAL WITH IT. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY FEEL ABOUT THIS. 341 00:16:07,709 --> 00:16:10,041 WE DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT IT. 342 00:16:10,083 --> 00:16:13,000 THEY COULD BE IN LOVE. THIS COULD BE A ONETIME THING. WHICH IS WHY WE NEED TO TALK TO THEM. 343 00:16:13,041 --> 00:16:15,542 LOOK, WHAT I THINK-- AS BAD AS THIS IS, 344 00:16:15,583 --> 00:16:17,041 GETTING THEM TO CONFESS 345 00:16:17,083 --> 00:16:20,041 COULD BE THE BREAKTHROUGH THE GROUP NEEDS. 346 00:16:20,083 --> 00:16:22,667 I WAS SURPRISED THAT YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND 347 00:16:22,709 --> 00:16:25,250 ABOUT DOING THE SURGERY. WELL, I CAN HELP THEM, NAI. 348 00:16:25,291 --> 00:16:27,458 YOU KNOW, THE THOMPSONS, THEY ARE DESPERATE 349 00:16:27,500 --> 00:16:29,458 TO CHANGE THEIR SITUATION, 350 00:16:29,500 --> 00:16:32,792 FOR THEM AND FOR THE BABY. 351 00:16:32,834 --> 00:16:34,834 AND... YOU MADE A VERY GOOD CASE 352 00:16:34,875 --> 00:16:37,834 THAT SURGERY IS THE ONLY WAY TO REALLY DO THAT. 353 00:16:37,875 --> 00:16:40,166 I DID, BUT, UH... A BOY? 354 00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:42,166 THE ODDS ARE STACKED AGAINST THAT. 355 00:16:42,208 --> 00:16:44,583 GENDER'S NOT MY CHOICE. IT'S THEIRS. 356 00:16:44,625 --> 00:16:47,041 AND THEY WANT HIM PAST THIS. THEY WANT HIM BETTER, 357 00:16:47,083 --> 00:16:49,208 AND I CAN HELP. HEY, SPEAKING OF BETTER... 358 00:16:49,250 --> 00:16:52,208 I WAS THINKING OF BORROWING ARCHER FOR A FEW DAYS. 359 00:16:52,250 --> 00:16:54,041 A WEEKEND IN PALM SPRINGS. 360 00:16:54,083 --> 00:16:57,041 YOU KNOW, SLEEPING LATE, GETTING MASSAGES-- 361 00:16:57,083 --> 00:16:58,709 NAI. WHAT? 362 00:16:58,750 --> 00:17:01,041 DO--DO YOU THINK THAT'S A GOOD IDEA? 363 00:17:01,083 --> 00:17:05,041 A TRIP WITH ME? NO, NO. I MEAN, JUST, YOU KNOW, UM... HEALTHWISE. 364 00:17:05,083 --> 00:17:08,041 OH, HE--HE CAN GO BACK TO WORK, BUT--BUT... 365 00:17:08,083 --> 00:17:10,166 GOING TO A SPA IS STRENUOUS? NO, NO, NO. 366 00:17:10,208 --> 00:17:12,208 BUT I MEAN, YOU KNOW ARCHER. I MEAN, HE'S--HE'S-- 367 00:17:12,250 --> 00:17:14,208 HE'S GONNA WANT TO PLAY GOLF, TENNIS. 368 00:17:14,250 --> 00:17:18,041 HE'LL--HE'LL PUSH HIMSELF. YOU DON'T WANT ME TO GO. 369 00:17:18,083 --> 00:17:20,750 NO! NO. I DO--IT'S JUST... WHY RUSH IT? 370 00:17:20,792 --> 00:17:23,375 BECAUSE I WANT TO GO AWAY WITH MY BOYFRIEND, 371 00:17:23,417 --> 00:17:26,750 LIKE A WOMAN, LIKE A-A WOMAN WITH A LOVER. 372 00:17:26,792 --> 00:17:28,125 LOVER? 373 00:17:28,166 --> 00:17:30,333 LOVER. I LIKE THAT. 374 00:17:30,375 --> 00:17:33,041 THAT'S A LOT BETTER THAN BOYFRIEND. 375 00:17:33,083 --> 00:17:35,583 HE'S MY LOVER. WHAT DO YOU THINK? LOVER. 376 00:17:35,625 --> 00:17:38,000 EH, NO. YEAH, IT SOUNDS STUPID. 377 00:17:38,041 --> 00:17:40,041 IT SOUNDS LIKE A SOAP OPERA. NO, NO, IT'S NOT-- 378 00:17:40,083 --> 00:17:43,000 WHAT ABOUT PARAMOUR? 379 00:17:49,291 --> 00:17:52,000 ARCH, COME ON. WE'RE GONNA BE LATE. 380 00:17:55,208 --> 00:17:58,458 YOU REALLY NEED TO LEARN HOW TO KNOCK. 381 00:18:01,500 --> 00:18:04,041 OH. I'M SORRY. 382 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:06,875 NO. THAT'S, UH, THAT'S JUST WHAT I GET. 383 00:18:06,917 --> 00:18:09,041 HEY, YOU OKAY? DON'T TOUCH ME. 384 00:18:09,083 --> 00:18:10,500 'CAUSE MY SISTER WALKED IN? 385 00:18:10,542 --> 00:18:14,041 NO. WE JUST... WE NEVER SHOULD'VE... 386 00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:16,709 I NEVER SHOULD'VE DONE IT. 387 00:18:25,959 --> 00:18:29,041 WHERE ARE, UH, ARCHER AND ADDISON? ADDISON'S WAITING FOR HIM AT THE OFFICE. 388 00:18:29,083 --> 00:18:32,083 IT'S HIS FIRST DAY BACK. HE'S GOT A LOT OF WORK 389 00:18:32,125 --> 00:18:35,041 TO CATCH UP ON, SO... CHARLOTTE'S PROBABLY HOLDING HIS FEET TO THE FIRE. 390 00:18:35,083 --> 00:18:37,041 HEY. 391 00:18:37,083 --> 00:18:38,291 HEY. HEY. 392 00:18:38,333 --> 00:18:40,542 WHERE'S ARCHER? 393 00:18:40,583 --> 00:18:42,542 OH, HE, UH, HE GOT STUCK AT THE OFFICE. 394 00:18:42,583 --> 00:18:45,250 I-I DON'T THINK HE'S GONNA MAKE IT. AW. 395 00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:47,500 AREN'T WE HERE CELEBRATING HIS FIRST DAY BACK? 396 00:18:47,542 --> 00:18:50,709 WELL, MAYBE I SHOULD CALL HIM. UH, HE WAS WITH A PATIENT WHEN I-I LEFT. 397 00:18:50,750 --> 00:18:52,709 I'M GONNA GET A DRINK. 398 00:18:55,083 --> 00:18:56,083 YEAH. 399 00:18:58,291 --> 00:19:00,834 SCOTCH, NEAT. 400 00:19:02,500 --> 00:19:04,250 WHAT, UH... 401 00:19:04,291 --> 00:19:06,250 HOW COME YOU'RE NOT WITH THEM? 402 00:19:06,291 --> 00:19:09,041 I DECIDED I LIKE THE QUIET. YEAH, ME, TOO. 403 00:19:09,083 --> 00:19:11,250 I THOUGHT YOU'D BE IN A GREAT MOOD. 404 00:19:11,291 --> 00:19:14,250 ARCHER'S BACK AT WORK, THINGS ARE BACK TO NORMAL. 405 00:19:14,291 --> 00:19:16,166 YEAH, YOU'D THINK. 406 00:19:16,208 --> 00:19:18,750 WHAT? 407 00:19:20,792 --> 00:19:22,750 CAN I TELL YOU SOMETHING... 408 00:19:22,792 --> 00:19:24,750 AND YOU CAN'T TELL... 409 00:19:24,792 --> 00:19:26,709 YOU CAN'T TELL ANYONE? 410 00:19:26,750 --> 00:19:29,291 ANYTHING. 411 00:19:31,333 --> 00:19:32,917 ADDISON? 412 00:19:32,959 --> 00:19:34,917 NEVER MIND. FORGET IT. 413 00:19:34,959 --> 00:19:36,291 HEY, DON'T DO THAT. 414 00:19:36,333 --> 00:19:38,291 DON'T--DON'T SHUT YOURSELF OFF FROM ME. 415 00:19:38,333 --> 00:19:40,333 OH, YOU DON'T NEED TO SEE MY CRAZY. 416 00:19:40,375 --> 00:19:43,083 UH, YOU DON'T THINK I HAVE CRAZY? 417 00:19:45,959 --> 00:19:48,500 DO YOU FEEL LEFT OUT? 418 00:19:48,542 --> 00:19:50,083 NO. 419 00:19:50,125 --> 00:19:53,000 I FEEL... 420 00:19:53,041 --> 00:19:55,542 BROKEN. 421 00:19:57,083 --> 00:20:01,750 ARCHER IS CHEATING ON NAOMI... 422 00:20:01,792 --> 00:20:04,041 WHICH IS WRONG ON SO MANY LEVELS, 423 00:20:04,083 --> 00:20:07,125 BUT MOSTLY BECAUSE HE'S GONNA HURT HER. 424 00:20:07,166 --> 00:20:09,667 HE WILL, AND THERE'S NOTHING... 425 00:20:09,709 --> 00:20:11,542 I JUST... I CAN'T... 426 00:20:15,875 --> 00:20:17,959 IT'S OKAY. 427 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:19,333 YOU'RE OKAY. 428 00:20:19,375 --> 00:20:21,875 WHAT DO I DO? 429 00:20:21,917 --> 00:20:23,959 PEOPLE MAKE THEIR OWN CHOICES. 430 00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:26,000 YOU CAN'T DO IT FOR THEM. 431 00:20:31,083 --> 00:20:33,041 YES, WELL, THAT IS. 432 00:20:33,083 --> 00:20:36,041 BUT IT'S NOT--IT'S NOT-- I DON'T THINK IT'S-- SORRY I'M LATE. 433 00:20:36,083 --> 00:20:38,375 HI. AW, YOU'RE HERE. 434 00:20:59,083 --> 00:21:01,083 YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS? 435 00:21:01,125 --> 00:21:02,625 WILL IT HELP? 436 00:21:02,667 --> 00:21:03,834 NO. 437 00:21:03,875 --> 00:21:05,041 THEN WHAT'S THE POINT? 438 00:21:05,083 --> 00:21:06,208 ADDIE. 439 00:21:06,250 --> 00:21:07,917 DON'T... 440 00:21:07,959 --> 00:21:09,917 DON'T BE THIS GUY, ARCHER. 441 00:21:09,959 --> 00:21:12,041 DON'T BE THIS LIMITED, SHORT-SIGHTED, 442 00:21:12,083 --> 00:21:15,041 NOT-GOOD-ENOUGH GUY, PLEASE. 443 00:21:15,083 --> 00:21:18,333 LOOK, I LIKE NAOMI. I REALLY DO. IT'S JUST... 444 00:21:18,375 --> 00:21:20,458 I'M SORRY. 445 00:21:20,500 --> 00:21:23,041 DON'T APOLOGIZE TO ME. WHY DON'T YOU APOLOGIZE TO HER? 446 00:21:23,083 --> 00:21:26,041 YOU KNOW, I HATED HIM. I HATED DAD FOR YEARS. PAST TENSE. HATED. 447 00:21:26,083 --> 00:21:28,458 WHAT, DO YOU LOVE HIM NOW? NOW HE'S YOUR HERO? 448 00:21:28,500 --> 00:21:31,500 I AM HIM, ADDISON. I AM HIM! LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON. 449 00:21:31,542 --> 00:21:34,041 YOU KNOW, WHATEVER HE PASSED DOWN TO ME, I'M MISSING A GENE. 450 00:21:34,083 --> 00:21:36,375 YOU DON'T THINK I WANT TO BE BETTER? 451 00:21:36,417 --> 00:21:39,125 YOU DON'T THINK I WANT TO BE A GOOD MAN IN A STORM? 452 00:21:39,166 --> 00:21:41,250 I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME. THAT'S A COP-OUT. 453 00:21:41,291 --> 00:21:44,000 MAYBE IT IS, BUT IT'S HONEST. 454 00:21:48,083 --> 00:21:51,125 DO YOU USUALLY DO THIS, HAVE US COME IN ALONE? 455 00:21:51,166 --> 00:21:53,125 SHELDON'S NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE. 456 00:21:53,166 --> 00:21:56,458 WELL, SOMETIMES I FIND THINGS THAT ARE BEST SERVED 457 00:21:56,500 --> 00:21:59,125 OUTSIDE THE GROUP. 458 00:22:05,834 --> 00:22:08,041 WHAT'S GOING ON? 459 00:22:08,083 --> 00:22:11,375 I SAW YOU IN THE STAIRWELL YESTERDAY. 460 00:22:11,417 --> 00:22:14,500 OH, GOD. IT JUST HAPPENED. 461 00:22:14,542 --> 00:22:17,917 AFTER THE FIRST SESSION, RYAN AND I, WE STARTED TALKING, 462 00:22:17,959 --> 00:22:21,041 AND... IT WAS EASY. 463 00:22:21,083 --> 00:22:22,792 EVERYTHING YOU SAID ABOUT COMMUNICATION 464 00:22:22,834 --> 00:22:24,792 THAT WE COULDN'T DO WITH OUR SPOUSES, 465 00:22:24,834 --> 00:22:27,500 THE TWO OF US COULD. 466 00:22:27,542 --> 00:22:30,083 ARE YOU GONNA TELL? 467 00:22:30,125 --> 00:22:32,792 UH, YOU CAN'T DO THAT. 468 00:22:32,834 --> 00:22:35,041 CAN YOU? 469 00:22:35,083 --> 00:22:38,041 YOU MIGHT THINK THAT KEEPING THIS A SECRET IS A GOOD THING 470 00:22:38,083 --> 00:22:40,959 AND THAT HOLDING IT IN IS BETTER, 471 00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:44,542 BUT I THINK IT WOULD BE BEST FOR BOTH OF YOU TO GO HOME, 472 00:22:44,583 --> 00:22:46,875 TALK TO YOUR SPOUSES AND WORK TOGETHER 473 00:22:46,917 --> 00:22:48,875 TO TRY TO FIGURE THIS OUT. 474 00:22:48,917 --> 00:22:51,208 YOU CAME TO THE GROUP TO WORK ON YOUR MARRIAGES, 475 00:22:51,250 --> 00:22:53,375 TO MAKE THINGS BETTER. 476 00:22:53,417 --> 00:22:56,750 IS THAT STILL WHAT YOU WANT, TO WORK ON YOUR MARRIAGES? 477 00:22:56,792 --> 00:22:59,041 WE WANT TO BE TOGETHER. 478 00:22:59,083 --> 00:23:01,083 AND IF TELLING OUR SPOUSES IS THE FIRST STEP 479 00:23:01,125 --> 00:23:03,583 TO A NEW LIFE TOGETHER... 480 00:23:03,625 --> 00:23:05,166 WE'LL DO IT. 481 00:23:10,583 --> 00:23:12,458 INSTEAD OF WANTING TO SAVE THEIR MARRIAGE, 482 00:23:12,500 --> 00:23:14,166 THEY'RE JUST WILLING TO WALK AWAY. 483 00:23:14,208 --> 00:23:16,166 WELL, MAYBE IT'S A GOOD THING. 484 00:23:16,208 --> 00:23:19,166 I MEAN, IF IT'S NOT WORKING, WHY FORCE IT? I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WORSE-- 485 00:23:19,208 --> 00:23:21,166 TO BE FAITHFUL IN A LOVELESS MARRIAGE 486 00:23:21,208 --> 00:23:24,875 OR TO CHEAT TO FIND TRUE LOVE. WHAT ARE WE TALKING ABOUT? 487 00:23:24,917 --> 00:23:26,250 KEEPING SECRETS. 488 00:23:26,291 --> 00:23:28,417 THAT'S TOUGH, KEEPING PEOPLE'S SECRETS. 489 00:23:28,458 --> 00:23:30,834 YEAH, THAT'S WHY IT'S BETTER NOT TO. 490 00:23:30,875 --> 00:23:33,041 I MEAN, IF--IF YOU CARE ABOUT THAT PERSON, YOU JUST TELL 'EM, 491 00:23:33,083 --> 00:23:35,041 BOTTOM LINE. ESPECIALLY IN A MARRIAGE. 492 00:23:35,083 --> 00:23:38,375 THE BOND BETWEEN A HUSBAND AND WIFE IS SACROSANCT. 493 00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:41,166 LIKE THE BOND BETWEEN A PARENT AND A CHILD. 494 00:23:41,208 --> 00:23:43,875 HOW IS THE THOMPSON BABY? 495 00:23:43,917 --> 00:23:46,625 I'M OPERATING TODAY. THE PARENTS WANT A BOY, 496 00:23:46,667 --> 00:23:49,291 AND I THINK IT'S IMPORTANT TO RESPECT THAT. WHAT ABOUT WHAT THAT KID WANTS? 497 00:23:49,333 --> 00:23:51,333 HE'S A LITTLE YOUNG TO MAKE THAT DECISION. 498 00:23:51,375 --> 00:23:54,458 I HOPE YOU MAKE THE RIGHT ONE. 499 00:23:54,500 --> 00:23:56,125 ARE YOU HUNGRY? 500 00:23:56,166 --> 00:23:58,542 FRUSTRATED. 501 00:23:58,583 --> 00:24:00,917 CHARLOTTE ACTS LIKE I'M CHEATING ON HER. 502 00:24:00,959 --> 00:24:03,834 I MEAN, HERE I AM TRYING TO BE THE GOOD GUY... 503 00:24:03,875 --> 00:24:05,917 ALL I GET IS GUILT. I'M--I'M REALLY NOT THE PERSON 504 00:24:05,959 --> 00:24:07,917 YOU SHOULD TALK TO ABOUT THIS, COOPER. 505 00:24:07,959 --> 00:24:10,000 TALK TO HER. 506 00:24:18,333 --> 00:24:23,041 CHARLOTTE, WE NEED TO TALK. 507 00:24:23,083 --> 00:24:24,500 CHARLOTTE. 508 00:24:24,542 --> 00:24:26,500 STOP. HEY, HEY. 509 00:24:26,542 --> 00:24:29,375 STOP TREATING ME LIKE I'VE DONE SOMETHING HORRIBLE, 510 00:24:29,417 --> 00:24:33,667 LIKE TAKING CARE OF MY FRIEND IS CHEATING ON YOU. 511 00:24:33,709 --> 00:24:36,041 YOU DON'T KNOW-- NO, YOU DON'T KNOW. 512 00:24:36,083 --> 00:24:38,500 ALL I'VE EVER WANTED TO DO IS MAKE YOU HAPPY. 513 00:24:38,542 --> 00:24:41,083 I CAN'T DO THAT IF YOU'RE SHUTTING ME OUT. 514 00:24:46,166 --> 00:24:47,542 PLEASE. 515 00:24:47,583 --> 00:24:49,125 I... 516 00:24:54,792 --> 00:24:56,166 ADDISON? 517 00:24:58,333 --> 00:25:00,583 ADDISON? 518 00:25:00,625 --> 00:25:02,041 OH, HEY. 519 00:25:02,083 --> 00:25:05,375 YOU READY TO DO THIS? 520 00:25:05,417 --> 00:25:08,375 HEY, I'M SORRY WE LEFT SO EARLY LAST NIGHT. IT'S... 521 00:25:08,417 --> 00:25:10,000 I JUST, UH, I THINK 522 00:25:10,041 --> 00:25:12,375 ARCHER'S JUST SO GLAD TO BE HEALTHY AGAIN, 523 00:25:12,417 --> 00:25:14,000 THAT WE, UH... 524 00:25:14,041 --> 00:25:16,000 I'M SORRY. NO, NEVER MIND. 525 00:25:16,041 --> 00:25:19,041 I KNOW... SOME DETAILS I JUST HAVE TO KEEP TO MYSELF. 526 00:25:19,083 --> 00:25:21,625 OH, I ASKED HIM ABOUT GOING AWAY, AND, UH, 527 00:25:21,667 --> 00:25:23,834 WE'RE THINKING MAYBE NEXT WEEKEND. 528 00:25:23,875 --> 00:25:27,041 OH, AND I-I CAME UP WITH A NAME FOR HIM. "BEAU." 529 00:25:27,083 --> 00:25:29,750 HE'S MY BEAU. YOU KNOW, IT'S--IT'S SIMPLE 530 00:25:29,792 --> 00:25:32,041 AND IT'S A LITTLE OLD-FASHIONED, 531 00:25:32,083 --> 00:25:35,959 BUT STILL, I THINK IT'S BETTER THAN "BOYFRIEND." I CAN'T DO THIS. 532 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:38,000 ADDISON? ADDISON? 533 00:25:45,291 --> 00:25:48,250 IS SOMETHING WRONG? YOU SAID IT WAS GONNA BE HOURS. 534 00:25:48,291 --> 00:25:50,875 I CAN'T DO THIS. I'M SORRY. I CAN'T DO THE SURGERY. 535 00:25:50,917 --> 00:25:53,875 IS THE BABY SICK? NO, NO, NO. THE BABY IS FINE. 536 00:25:53,917 --> 00:25:57,041 THAT'S JUST IT. THE BABY IS FINE. 537 00:25:57,083 --> 00:26:00,000 BUT YOU, NAOMI, WE ALL WANT TO CHANGE THE BABY 538 00:26:00,041 --> 00:26:02,667 INTO A HIM, INTO SOMETHING THAT HE'S NOT. 539 00:26:02,709 --> 00:26:05,667 SO YOU--YOU JUST WANT TO LEAVE HIM A FREAK? HE--HE'S NOT A FREAK. 540 00:26:05,709 --> 00:26:08,583 WELL, HE IS IF THEY DON'T DO THE SURGERY. 541 00:26:08,625 --> 00:26:10,875 PLEASE, YOU GOTTA DO THIS. GIVE US OUR SON. 542 00:26:10,917 --> 00:26:13,417 I CAN'T. I CAN'T DO IT. I WON'T. 543 00:26:13,458 --> 00:26:15,041 UH, OKAY. 544 00:26:15,083 --> 00:26:20,083 WELL, UH... IF YOU WANT A BOY, YOU CAN STILL HAVE A BOY. 545 00:26:20,125 --> 00:26:23,000 YOU CAN TAKE HIM HOME AND--AND CALL HIM MATTHEW 546 00:26:23,041 --> 00:26:25,375 AND LOVE HIM AND ACCEPT HIM FOR WHAT HE IS 547 00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:28,000 AND RAISE HIM SO THAT, WHEN THE TIME COMES, 548 00:26:28,041 --> 00:26:30,792 HE'LL MAKE THE CHOICE THAT'S-- THAT'S RIGHT FOR HIM. 549 00:26:30,834 --> 00:26:33,834 AND MEANWHILE, WHAT, OUR--OUR KID SHOULD HIDE? 550 00:26:33,875 --> 00:26:36,250 BE EMBARRASSED, HUMILIATED, WHAT? WE COULD PROTECT HIM. 551 00:26:36,291 --> 00:26:38,750 WHAT DO YOU THINK IT'LL BE LIKE 552 00:26:38,792 --> 00:26:42,625 TO BE A 6-YEAR-OLD BOY WITH A VAGINA? IMAGINE BEING A 20-YEAR-OLD WOMAN WITHOUT ONE. 553 00:26:42,667 --> 00:26:44,041 WE'LL--WE'LL FIND ANOTHER SURGEON, 554 00:26:44,083 --> 00:26:46,083 SOMEONE WHO WILL DO THIS. NO. 555 00:26:48,458 --> 00:26:51,625 SHE'S RIGHT. WE NEED TO THINK ABOUT THIS. 556 00:26:51,667 --> 00:26:54,750 IT IS TOO IMPORTANT TO JUST HURT HIM THIS WAY. 557 00:26:54,792 --> 00:26:56,750 HIM. THAT'S RIGHT, HIM. 558 00:26:56,792 --> 00:27:00,041 THAT IN THERE, OUR BABY, IT'S A HIM. 559 00:27:00,083 --> 00:27:02,083 AND LEAVING HIM LIKE THIS, IT'S NOT RIGHT. 560 00:27:02,125 --> 00:27:05,208 I DON'T WANT TO MAKE A MISTAKE. 561 00:27:05,250 --> 00:27:08,250 OKAY. WELL, I CAN'T. I CAN'T. I CAN'T DO THIS. 562 00:27:08,291 --> 00:27:10,166 ALL RIGHT? I CAN'T DO THIS. 563 00:27:10,208 --> 00:27:13,166 I CAN'T--I CAN'T TAKE THAT HOME AND HOPE IT TURNS OUT RIGHT. 564 00:27:13,208 --> 00:27:15,166 I CAN'T--I CAN'T... 565 00:27:15,208 --> 00:27:18,208 I CAN'T CHANGE THAT DIAPER EVERY DAY AND... 566 00:27:20,375 --> 00:27:22,583 I CAN'T DO THIS. 567 00:27:22,625 --> 00:27:25,000 I CAN'T. I CAN'T. MITCH. 568 00:27:25,041 --> 00:27:27,375 MITCH! 569 00:27:37,208 --> 00:27:40,083 DID YESTERDAY'S SESSION... 570 00:27:40,125 --> 00:27:43,000 BRING UP ANYTHING? 571 00:27:44,458 --> 00:27:46,959 R-RYAN CAME TO ME. 572 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:49,333 HE--HE SAID HE WANTED TO TALK. 573 00:27:49,375 --> 00:27:52,709 I WAS S-SURPRISED. IT HAD BEEN SO LONG. 574 00:27:52,750 --> 00:27:55,792 AND HE HAD THIS LOOK ON HIS FACE. 575 00:27:55,834 --> 00:27:59,041 AND HE STARTED TO TELL ME ALL THE THINGS THAT WERE WRONG 576 00:27:59,083 --> 00:28:01,041 AND HOW HE WAS FEELING, 577 00:28:01,083 --> 00:28:03,291 AND I GUESS... 578 00:28:03,333 --> 00:28:04,917 IT'S NOT ALL HIM. 579 00:28:04,959 --> 00:28:06,375 IT'S ME. 580 00:28:06,417 --> 00:28:09,542 IT'S US. 581 00:28:09,583 --> 00:28:12,041 WE TALKED FOR HOURS, 582 00:28:12,083 --> 00:28:15,583 AND THEN... WE HAD SEX. 583 00:28:15,625 --> 00:28:17,375 OH, S-SASHA, COME ON. 584 00:28:17,417 --> 00:28:20,750 WE DID. WE CAN TALK ABOUT IT. 585 00:28:20,792 --> 00:28:24,041 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME, WE HAD SEX, 586 00:28:24,083 --> 00:28:26,166 AND IT WAS GREAT. 587 00:28:26,208 --> 00:28:30,792 SOMETHING ABOUT IT FELT NEW AND BETTER 588 00:28:30,834 --> 00:28:32,792 AND DIFFERENT. 589 00:28:32,834 --> 00:28:36,333 I GUESS BECAUSE I FELT LIKE HE WAS THERE. 590 00:28:47,041 --> 00:28:51,875 RYAN, I KNOW THAT THIS MIGHT BE... UNCOMFORTABLE, 591 00:28:51,917 --> 00:28:53,458 BUT IT MIGHT BE HELPFUL 592 00:28:53,500 --> 00:28:55,875 IF YOU COULD TELL US HOW YOU FEEL. 593 00:29:00,917 --> 00:29:04,041 WELL, IT WASN'T WHAT I THOUGHT I'D BE SAYING. 594 00:29:04,083 --> 00:29:06,250 BUT WE TALKED, 595 00:29:06,291 --> 00:29:08,583 AND I REMEMBERED WHAT WE HAD 596 00:29:08,625 --> 00:29:10,917 AND WHAT WE CAN STILL HAVE. 597 00:29:17,417 --> 00:29:20,333 I HAD AN AFFAIR. 598 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:32,208 WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED BACK THERE? 599 00:29:32,250 --> 00:29:34,208 I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT JUST HAPPENED. 600 00:29:34,250 --> 00:29:38,041 YOU AGREED TO DO THE SURGERY AND... THIS ISN'T ABOUT THE SURGERY. 601 00:29:38,083 --> 00:29:39,417 WELL, WHAT IS IT? 602 00:29:39,458 --> 00:29:42,417 I THOUGHT... THAT HE COULD BE A DIFFERENT PERSON. 603 00:29:42,458 --> 00:29:44,417 AFTER EVERYTHING HE WENT THROUGH, 604 00:29:44,458 --> 00:29:46,041 AFTER ALMOST DYING, 605 00:29:46,083 --> 00:29:49,041 I THOUGHT... HE COULD BE A DIFFERENT PERSON. 606 00:29:49,083 --> 00:29:51,041 I WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT SO MUCH 607 00:29:51,083 --> 00:29:54,041 THAT I ALMOST CUT INTO A BABY TO CONVINCE MYSELF 608 00:29:54,083 --> 00:29:57,041 THAT PEOPLE CAN CHANGE, THAT I CAN CHANGE THEM. 609 00:29:57,083 --> 00:29:59,041 BUT I CAN'T. 610 00:30:01,083 --> 00:30:03,041 ARCHER'S CHEATING ON YOU. 611 00:30:06,959 --> 00:30:09,000 AND I'M SORRY. NAI. 612 00:30:21,625 --> 00:30:24,792 WHO WAS IT?! SOMEONE I KNOW?! THIS MAY BE HARD TO HEAR, PAUL, 613 00:30:24,834 --> 00:30:26,834 BUT SOMETIMES AN AFFAIR ISN'T MOVING AWAY, 614 00:30:26,875 --> 00:30:28,417 IT'S REACHING OUT... 615 00:30:28,458 --> 00:30:30,417 FOR THE WRONG THING. 616 00:30:30,458 --> 00:30:32,208 IT'S REACHING OUT TOWARDS SOMEONE 617 00:30:32,250 --> 00:30:34,041 WHO SEEMS LIKE AN ANSWER. 618 00:30:34,083 --> 00:30:36,041 BUT THEY'RE NOT. 619 00:30:36,083 --> 00:30:38,542 THEY'RE A CRUTCH, A WAY TO FILL THE VOID 620 00:30:38,583 --> 00:30:40,542 OF SOMETHING THAT'S MISSING, 621 00:30:40,583 --> 00:30:42,625 THE PERSON THAT YOU REALLY LOVE. 622 00:30:42,667 --> 00:30:45,375 THE PERSON I REALLY LOVE? 623 00:30:48,458 --> 00:30:51,834 I THOUGHT I HAD LOST THAT WITH SASHA. 624 00:30:51,875 --> 00:30:54,041 I WAS IN THE SAME BOAT YOU ARE. 625 00:30:54,083 --> 00:30:56,709 MAYBE WE ALL ARE IN THE SAME BOAT. 626 00:30:56,750 --> 00:30:59,917 BUT ISN'T IT... ISN'T IT WORTH ANOTHER CHANCE? 627 00:31:04,583 --> 00:31:06,583 I THINK I MADE A MISTAKE, PAUL. 628 00:31:06,625 --> 00:31:08,333 I DON'T CARE. YOU SHOULD, 629 00:31:08,375 --> 00:31:11,333 BECAUSE IF YOU WANT ANYTHING TO CHANGE, YOU HAVE TO WORK AT IT. 630 00:31:11,375 --> 00:31:13,250 YOU--YOU HAVEN'T SHARED YOURSELF, 631 00:31:13,291 --> 00:31:17,041 AND I... I UNDERSTAND THAT. 632 00:31:17,083 --> 00:31:19,041 I MEAN, HOW CAN YOU SHARE YOURSELF 633 00:31:19,083 --> 00:31:22,041 IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OR YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU FEEL, 634 00:31:22,083 --> 00:31:25,041 AND IT MAKES YOU FEEL PATHETIC AND CRAZY AND BAD? 635 00:31:25,083 --> 00:31:27,041 AND YOU THINK THAT IF YOU SHARE THAT, 636 00:31:27,083 --> 00:31:29,041 THEN THEY MIGHT DECIDE THAT... 637 00:31:29,083 --> 00:31:34,041 YOU'RE AS CRAZY AS YOU FEEL YOU ARE. 638 00:31:34,083 --> 00:31:37,208 BUT WE'RE--ALL OF US-- WE'RE--WE'RE--WE'RE HUMAN. 639 00:31:37,250 --> 00:31:39,083 WE MAKE MISTAKES. 640 00:31:39,125 --> 00:31:42,000 I HAVE, I KNOW ELEANOR HAS, 641 00:31:42,041 --> 00:31:44,166 AND I BET YOU HAVE, TOO. 642 00:31:44,208 --> 00:31:47,250 BUT IF YOU CAN TALK TO HER ABOUT THIS, 643 00:31:47,291 --> 00:31:49,250 IF YOU CAN OPEN UP WITH HER, 644 00:31:49,291 --> 00:31:52,250 THEN I--THEN I REALLY THINK YOU CAN WORK THROUGH THIS 645 00:31:52,291 --> 00:31:54,041 AND MAKE THINGS BETTER. 646 00:31:58,208 --> 00:31:59,834 YOU KNOW WHAT? 647 00:32:02,083 --> 00:32:04,834 I'M DONE. 648 00:32:20,125 --> 00:32:22,041 I'M AFRAID THAT CAROL WILL LEAVE ME, 649 00:32:22,083 --> 00:32:24,667 JUST LIKE PAUL DID. 650 00:32:24,709 --> 00:32:26,709 YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU COME HOME AT NIGHT 651 00:32:26,750 --> 00:32:29,709 AND YOU TALK ABOUT HOW GREAT THE GUYS ARE YOU WORK WITH, 652 00:32:29,750 --> 00:32:31,750 I FEEL SMALL... 653 00:32:31,792 --> 00:32:34,041 INSIGNIFICANT. 654 00:32:34,083 --> 00:32:37,041 I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I AM... 655 00:32:37,083 --> 00:32:38,917 BUT IT SCARES ME 656 00:32:38,959 --> 00:32:41,333 THAT YOU'LL REALIZE YOU COULD DO BETTER. 657 00:32:49,291 --> 00:32:51,667 YOU SHOULD'VE TALKED TO ME. 658 00:32:51,709 --> 00:32:53,875 BECAUSE I WANT YOU. 659 00:32:53,917 --> 00:32:55,458 I LOVE YOU. 660 00:33:13,500 --> 00:33:15,917 THIS HAS GOT TO STOP. 661 00:33:15,959 --> 00:33:18,291 WHEN I'M WITH YOU, WHAT YOU DO TO ME... 662 00:33:18,333 --> 00:33:21,291 THESE DAYS, IT'S THE BEST I EVER FEEL. 663 00:33:21,333 --> 00:33:22,917 LOOK, BEVERLY-- 664 00:33:22,959 --> 00:33:25,291 I-I WANT TO TRY THIS NEW HERB-- RED CLOVER. 665 00:33:25,333 --> 00:33:27,417 IT'S SUPPOSED TO PUT YEARS ON YOUR LIFE 666 00:33:27,458 --> 00:33:30,041 AND TAKE YEARS OFF YOUR FACE. BEV-- 667 00:33:30,083 --> 00:33:33,208 I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY. YOU HAVE CANCER. 668 00:33:33,250 --> 00:33:34,917 I KNOW THAT. 669 00:33:34,959 --> 00:33:37,208 STAGE II LYMPHOMA. 670 00:33:37,250 --> 00:33:40,000 I KNOW THAT. 671 00:33:40,041 --> 00:33:43,041 GOD, I KNOW THAT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY IT. 672 00:33:43,083 --> 00:33:44,417 I DO. 673 00:33:47,625 --> 00:33:50,041 I LOVE THAT YOU COME TO SEE ME. 674 00:33:50,083 --> 00:33:52,750 YOU'RE ONE OF MY FAVORITE PATIENTS. 675 00:33:52,792 --> 00:33:55,750 BUT I'VE REFERRED YOU TO THE BEST ONCOLOGIST IN TOWN, 676 00:33:55,792 --> 00:33:57,750 AND YOU WON'T GO. YOU HAVE TO GO. 677 00:33:57,792 --> 00:34:00,208 I TRIED. I MADE IT TO THE WAITING ROOM. 678 00:34:00,250 --> 00:34:02,750 BUT THOSE PEOPLE ARE SO FRAIL. 679 00:34:02,792 --> 00:34:04,750 I MEAN, THEY'RE BALD OR WORSE-- 680 00:34:04,792 --> 00:34:06,875 BAD WIGS AND CHAPPED SKIN. 681 00:34:06,917 --> 00:34:10,041 I C--I CAN'T BE LIKE THAT. 682 00:34:10,083 --> 00:34:13,166 THEY'RE SICK LIKE YOU ARE, BUT THEY'RE GETTING 683 00:34:13,208 --> 00:34:15,417 THE RIGHT TREATMENT, THEY ARE TRYING TO GET BETTER. 684 00:34:15,458 --> 00:34:18,417 WHAT IF THEY DON'T? THEN THEY DON'T, BUT THEIR EYES ARE WIDE OPEN. 685 00:34:18,458 --> 00:34:20,417 THEY KNOW THEY CAN'T CHEAT FATE. 686 00:34:20,458 --> 00:34:23,041 THEY'RE FIGHTING, THE WAY YOU SHOULD BE FIGHTING. 687 00:34:23,083 --> 00:34:25,417 I DON'T WANT TO BE THE ONE... 688 00:34:25,458 --> 00:34:27,667 WHO DIES. 689 00:34:27,709 --> 00:34:30,041 THEN BE THE ONE WHO LIVES. 690 00:34:47,417 --> 00:34:50,583 HE'S GONE. 691 00:34:50,625 --> 00:34:53,041 I'M SORRY. 692 00:35:15,166 --> 00:35:17,125 I'M GOING HOME TO NEW YORK. 693 00:35:17,166 --> 00:35:19,625 ARE YOU SAYING GOOD-BYE... TO NAOMI? 694 00:35:19,667 --> 00:35:23,750 DON'T TELL HER ABOUT CHARLOTTE. THAT WOULD HURT HER. 695 00:35:23,792 --> 00:35:26,291 ARCHER, YOU LEAVING WITHOUT A WORD--THAT WILL HURT HER. 696 00:35:26,333 --> 00:35:28,333 DON'T DO THIS. 697 00:35:28,375 --> 00:35:31,792 GOOD-BYE, ADDIE. 698 00:35:31,834 --> 00:35:34,125 I LOVE YOU. 699 00:35:52,083 --> 00:35:55,250 WANTED TO SEE HOW YOU WERE DOING. 700 00:35:55,291 --> 00:35:57,709 MITCH IS GONE. 701 00:35:59,291 --> 00:36:03,041 I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M GONNA DO THIS ALONE. 702 00:36:03,083 --> 00:36:04,625 I WENT WITH BLUE. 703 00:36:04,667 --> 00:36:06,834 MATTHEW. 704 00:36:09,875 --> 00:36:12,125 MITCH WAS SO EXCITED. 705 00:36:12,166 --> 00:36:15,959 YOU KNOW... 706 00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:19,500 I KNOW YOU WANT TO SAVE HIM 707 00:36:19,542 --> 00:36:22,125 FROM ALL THAT HE'LL GO THROUGH, 708 00:36:22,166 --> 00:36:25,917 BUT I THINK YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THING. 709 00:36:25,959 --> 00:36:27,583 I HOPE SO. 710 00:36:35,083 --> 00:36:37,041 YOU DO NOT GET TO JUST CUT AND RUN 711 00:36:37,083 --> 00:36:40,041 JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE AFRAID OF NOT KNOWING WHAT COMES NEXT. 712 00:36:40,083 --> 00:36:43,333 THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU AND THAT NEED YOU. WHY ARE YOU HERE YELLING AT ME? 713 00:36:43,375 --> 00:36:46,166 BECAUSE IT IS NOT OKAY TO JUST WALK AWAY 714 00:36:46,208 --> 00:36:48,166 AND PRETEND LIKE IT DOESN'T MATTER. 715 00:36:48,208 --> 00:36:50,750 I MEAN, TO HAVE SOMETHING INCREDIBLE 716 00:36:50,792 --> 00:36:53,750 AND NOT EVEN SEE WHAT IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE... 717 00:36:53,792 --> 00:36:56,750 YOUR WIFE LOVES YOU, AND YOU HAVE A HEALTHY CHILD, 718 00:36:56,792 --> 00:36:58,750 WHO, YEAH, HAS SOME ISSUES, BUT SO WHAT? 719 00:36:58,792 --> 00:37:01,125 EVERYBODY HAS ISSUES. 720 00:37:01,166 --> 00:37:03,667 YOU NEED TO BE THERE FOR THEM, LOVE THEM. 721 00:37:03,709 --> 00:37:06,041 OH, OKAY. WELL, I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN. 722 00:37:06,083 --> 00:37:09,792 GROW UP. BE A MAN. 723 00:37:09,834 --> 00:37:11,792 YOU NEED TO... 724 00:37:11,834 --> 00:37:14,458 NOT HURT THE WOMAN WHO LOVES YOU. 725 00:37:30,041 --> 00:37:31,834 WELL. NICE SURPRISE. 726 00:37:33,959 --> 00:37:35,834 I SLEPT WITH ARCHER MONTGOMERY. 727 00:37:41,083 --> 00:37:44,417 I JUST... THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW. 728 00:37:44,458 --> 00:37:46,208 NO. NO! 729 00:37:46,250 --> 00:37:49,500 YOU DON'T GET TO JUST WALK AWAY FROM ME AFTER TELLING ME THAT. 730 00:37:49,542 --> 00:37:52,208 HOW DARE YOU? HOW DARE YOU DO THIS? 731 00:37:52,250 --> 00:37:54,834 IT'S JUST THE WAY I AM. OH, THAT'S CRAP! 732 00:37:54,875 --> 00:37:56,917 YOU DID THE ONE THING YOU COULD 733 00:37:56,959 --> 00:37:59,917 TO PUSH ME AWAY, TO MAKE ME MAKE THE CHOICE AND NOT YOU. 734 00:37:59,959 --> 00:38:01,375 GUESS WHAT, CHARLOTTE. 735 00:38:01,417 --> 00:38:03,709 THAT'S NOT GONNA WORK. I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE. 736 00:38:03,750 --> 00:38:06,625 YOU WANT TO SLEEP WITH SOME GUY TO HURT ME, TO MAKE ME BACK OFF? 737 00:38:06,667 --> 00:38:08,500 TOO BAD. I'M HERE. 738 00:38:08,542 --> 00:38:10,500 I'M STORMING THE FREAKIN' CASTLE FOR YOU, 739 00:38:10,542 --> 00:38:12,041 AND YOU SO UNDERESTIMATED ME. 740 00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:15,041 WHAT, YOU THOUGHT I WAS SO WEAK THAT I'M GONNA WALK AWAY 741 00:38:15,083 --> 00:38:17,041 BECAUSE MY PRIDE GOT WOUNDED? 742 00:38:21,709 --> 00:38:23,458 YOU ARE MINE. 743 00:38:23,500 --> 00:38:28,000 AND I'M NOT WALKING AWAY BECAUSE YOU'RE SCARED. 744 00:38:38,083 --> 00:38:43,041 OH, GOD. I AM SO SORRY. 745 00:38:45,083 --> 00:38:48,041 I'M SO SORRY. 746 00:38:50,083 --> 00:38:53,041 THIS ONE... 747 00:38:53,083 --> 00:38:54,625 I CAN OVERLOOK. 748 00:38:54,667 --> 00:38:57,000 THIS ONE. 749 00:38:57,041 --> 00:39:00,667 BUT YOU HAVE TO THINK LONG AND HARD ABOUT TESTING ME, 750 00:39:00,709 --> 00:39:02,458 BECAUSE NEXT TIME, I'M GONE. 751 00:39:02,500 --> 00:39:05,375 YOU BETTER DIG DEEP, CHARLOTTE, DIG DEEP IN YOUR SOUL 752 00:39:05,417 --> 00:39:08,291 AND GROW THE HELL UP AND BE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP 753 00:39:08,333 --> 00:39:12,834 RI-RIGHT NOW. 754 00:39:12,875 --> 00:39:14,542 RIGHT NOW, OKAY? 755 00:39:18,083 --> 00:39:20,291 OH. 756 00:39:29,083 --> 00:39:32,041 I WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU SAID TODAY. 757 00:39:32,083 --> 00:39:34,041 I DON'T THINK I GOT THROUGH TO PAUL. 758 00:39:34,083 --> 00:39:36,166 YOU GOT THROUGH TO GREG AND CAROL, 759 00:39:36,208 --> 00:39:38,166 AND WE SAVED A MARRIAGE, MAYBE TWO. 760 00:39:38,208 --> 00:39:41,333 TRYING TO FIGURE THIS STUFF OUT IS HARD, VIOLET. 761 00:39:41,375 --> 00:39:45,583 I MEAN, THEY COME TO US, THEY'RE ON THE BRINK ALREADY. 762 00:39:45,625 --> 00:39:48,125 IF WE TURN TWO OUT OF THREE... 763 00:39:48,166 --> 00:39:50,125 I SAY WE WON. 764 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:56,583 IT WAS A SHOCK. 765 00:39:56,625 --> 00:39:59,083 I MEAN THE PREGNANCY. 766 00:39:59,125 --> 00:40:02,041 IT WAS-- IT WAS, UH, UNPLANNED, 767 00:40:02,083 --> 00:40:04,041 AND I DON'T OFTEN DO UNPLANNED. 768 00:40:04,083 --> 00:40:09,041 SO THIS WHOLE THING IS UNFAMILIAR TERRITORY FOR ME. 769 00:40:09,083 --> 00:40:13,041 AND I'M JUST TRYING TO... 770 00:40:13,083 --> 00:40:15,667 ROLL WITH IT THE BEST WAY I CAN. 771 00:40:15,709 --> 00:40:17,667 I KNOW, VIOLET. 772 00:40:17,709 --> 00:40:20,792 AND I DON'T EXPECT YOU TO CONFIDE IN ME. 773 00:40:20,834 --> 00:40:22,834 BUT IF YOU DO NEED ME, 774 00:40:22,875 --> 00:40:26,417 I'M HERE FOR YOU. 775 00:40:38,083 --> 00:40:41,041 MMM. YOU TASTE GOOD. 776 00:40:41,083 --> 00:40:44,041 REALLY GOOD. 777 00:40:44,083 --> 00:40:46,625 MMM. 778 00:40:46,667 --> 00:40:49,834 OH, NAOMI. 779 00:40:49,875 --> 00:40:51,417 MM. 780 00:40:55,333 --> 00:40:57,500 WHAT'S WRONG? 781 00:40:57,542 --> 00:41:00,333 UH, WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL ME? 782 00:41:00,375 --> 00:41:02,041 WHAT? 783 00:41:02,083 --> 00:41:04,041 YOU JUST CALLED ME NAOMI. 784 00:41:04,083 --> 00:41:06,875 NO, I DIDN'T. 785 00:41:06,917 --> 00:41:08,291 NO, I DIDN'T. 786 00:41:08,333 --> 00:41:10,583 YOU DID. 787 00:41:14,291 --> 00:41:15,959 OH. 788 00:41:25,500 --> 00:41:28,041 YOU WARNED ME. 789 00:41:30,834 --> 00:41:34,458 I THOUGHT... 790 00:41:34,500 --> 00:41:38,125 I REALLY THOUGHT ARCHER HAD CHANGED... 791 00:41:38,166 --> 00:41:40,542 OR THAT HE COULD. 792 00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:45,709 I'M SORRY. 793 00:42:07,083 --> 00:42:09,041 I KNOW HE'S YOUR BROTHER, 794 00:42:09,083 --> 00:42:11,333 AND, UM... I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. 795 00:42:11,375 --> 00:42:13,333 IT'S NOT RIGHT TO SAY IT, BUT-- 796 00:42:13,375 --> 00:42:15,583 SAY IT. 797 00:42:17,083 --> 00:42:19,000 I HATE HIM. 798 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:23,041 ME, TOO.