1 00:02:24,650 --> 00:02:26,145 Standard? 2 00:02:27,110 --> 00:02:28,280 Standard, can you hear me? 3 00:02:29,600 --> 00:02:33,834 This is Darren, and I've been separated from the others 4 00:02:33,914 --> 00:02:36,420 and I think I'm okay, but I'm not sure where I am. 5 00:02:37,820 --> 00:02:39,780 I've never been out this far before, so I don't... 6 00:02:42,075 --> 00:02:45,700 There was this... I didn't get a good look at it, but there was something... 7 00:02:46,390 --> 00:02:47,630 I think y'all are sitting here. 8 00:02:50,190 --> 00:02:52,080 I need you guys, okay? 9 00:02:52,160 --> 00:02:53,888 I need you guys to get me, please. 10 00:02:55,420 --> 00:02:58,340 Fuck, I need you guys to come out and get me, please. 11 00:02:58,700 --> 00:03:00,241 Can you come, please, Standard? 12 00:03:01,180 --> 00:03:02,180 Standard? 13 00:03:03,780 --> 00:03:04,780 Oh, fuck. 14 00:03:17,170 --> 00:03:19,571 Fuck! Fuck! 15 00:05:04,780 --> 00:05:06,580 What the fuck... 16 00:07:15,571 --> 00:07:16,750 Our habits. 17 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:22,140 Behaviors that keep us walking in circles. 18 00:07:24,480 --> 00:07:27,560 Reaching for the same solutions over and over again. 19 00:07:30,560 --> 00:07:33,300 Thinking each time they'll take you somewhere new. 20 00:07:34,380 --> 00:07:35,440 But they don't. 21 00:07:43,190 --> 00:07:46,790 And still, it's the neural pathway of least resistance. 22 00:07:50,340 --> 00:07:52,310 A path you made. 23 00:07:52,770 --> 00:07:55,530 It's the one that kept you safe when you were a child. 24 00:08:01,579 --> 00:08:03,579 You learn to push people away. 25 00:08:03,780 --> 00:08:05,340 Before they could hurt you. 26 00:08:07,520 --> 00:08:12,200 And now, as an adult, you're still stuck right where you started. 27 00:08:17,740 --> 00:08:18,740 Alone. 28 00:08:25,240 --> 00:08:26,240 I mean, I'm not lonely. 29 00:08:27,550 --> 00:08:32,043 I have... employees, customers... 30 00:08:32,130 --> 00:08:34,116 I didn't say lonely. I said alone. 31 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:39,020 I hurt people. 32 00:08:39,740 --> 00:08:40,660 I don't want to. 33 00:08:40,700 --> 00:08:41,820 It's just the way I'm wired. 34 00:08:42,070 --> 00:08:43,680 So, maybe I deserve to be alone. 35 00:08:44,700 --> 00:08:46,340 Do you think anyone deserves to be alone? 36 00:08:47,910 --> 00:08:50,900 I don't know, but, you know, maybe it's not such a bad thing. 37 00:08:52,250 --> 00:08:54,800 Being alone feels deeply ingrained. 38 00:08:55,240 --> 00:08:56,240 I understand. 39 00:08:57,680 --> 00:09:00,657 You've had dreams and a lot of resistance, not 40 00:09:00,658 --> 00:09:04,261 a lot of support in realizing those dreams. 41 00:09:04,340 --> 00:09:11,720 And when we've experienced hurt again and again, we start to expect it. 42 00:09:12,120 --> 00:09:13,196 It's like, oh, I know this path. 43 00:09:13,220 --> 00:09:14,434 I know where it goes. 44 00:09:16,234 --> 00:09:17,241 So... 45 00:09:18,301 --> 00:09:21,580 Are you interested in forging a new path and see where that leads? 46 00:09:22,679 --> 00:09:24,552 Sure. Why not? 47 00:09:24,600 --> 00:09:25,600 You know, I'm here. 48 00:09:26,606 --> 00:09:27,006 Great. 49 00:09:28,130 --> 00:09:31,403 So, I want to revisit an exercise we've done before. 50 00:09:32,980 --> 00:09:33,980 The role play. 51 00:09:34,090 --> 00:09:35,500 - Oh, the acting thing? - Yeah. 52 00:09:35,680 --> 00:09:37,160 - I feel stupid doing that. - I know. 53 00:09:37,710 --> 00:09:39,620 But we have a few minutes. Let's, um... 54 00:09:40,640 --> 00:09:41,660 Yeah, let's try. 55 00:09:41,720 --> 00:09:42,720 A little bit. 56 00:09:43,420 --> 00:09:44,420 All right. 57 00:09:44,920 --> 00:09:45,920 Let's hit the scene. 58 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:50,980 Let's go back to the night that Barbara left you. 59 00:09:52,500 --> 00:09:54,580 You mean the night she kicked me out of my own house? 60 00:09:55,300 --> 00:09:56,300 Yeah. 61 00:09:57,000 --> 00:09:58,000 I'm playing myself. 62 00:09:58,560 --> 00:09:59,560 And I'll be Barbara. 63 00:09:59,850 --> 00:10:01,000 It is my house, by the way. 64 00:10:02,250 --> 00:10:03,290 I'm the one paying for it. 65 00:10:03,840 --> 00:10:04,840 I know. 66 00:10:08,760 --> 00:10:10,260 Okay. So, um... 67 00:10:11,740 --> 00:10:12,740 I'd gotten home late. 68 00:10:13,100 --> 00:10:14,100 I don't know how late. 69 00:10:14,620 --> 00:10:15,620 She was already asleep. 70 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:16,720 Maybe midnight. 71 00:10:17,710 --> 00:10:19,320 She usually goes to bed bef-- It doesn't matter. 72 00:10:19,550 --> 00:10:22,660 The point is, I was in the kitchen and, um... The glass. 73 00:10:22,980 --> 00:10:23,980 I broke the glass. 74 00:10:24,280 --> 00:10:27,240 And she comes running down to see what happened. 75 00:10:27,241 --> 00:10:29,640 And things escalated. 76 00:10:30,380 --> 00:10:31,380 And how do you feel? 77 00:10:32,740 --> 00:10:34,660 Well, I was... I was drunk. 78 00:10:35,810 --> 00:10:37,980 And, um... I felt stupid. 79 00:10:38,340 --> 00:10:39,340 I was angry. 80 00:10:40,080 --> 00:10:41,460 Because I broke the glass. 81 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:42,760 Can you say that to me? 82 00:10:43,100 --> 00:10:44,320 What? To Barbara? 83 00:10:44,640 --> 00:10:45,640 Yeah. 84 00:10:49,290 --> 00:10:51,190 I'm sorry that I woke you. 85 00:10:54,660 --> 00:10:58,110 Maybe if you'd come home earlier, we could have spent the evening together. 86 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:01,560 No, I was... I was working, you know. 87 00:11:01,880 --> 00:11:03,230 I came straight home after work. 88 00:11:03,750 --> 00:11:04,790 Be honest with me, please. 89 00:11:06,430 --> 00:11:07,630 I can smell it on your breath. 90 00:11:10,370 --> 00:11:11,370 I had a few beers. 91 00:11:12,570 --> 00:11:13,570 Define a few. 92 00:11:13,670 --> 00:11:14,670 Well, it was a hard day. 93 00:11:16,450 --> 00:11:17,450 I needed to wind down. 94 00:11:17,650 --> 00:11:18,790 All we ever do is wind down. 95 00:11:20,280 --> 00:11:21,360 You're always at this door. 96 00:11:26,385 --> 00:11:27,385 You want kids, right? 97 00:11:28,790 --> 00:11:29,850 We both do. 98 00:11:29,990 --> 00:11:33,610 Well, you know, having a family takes money, which means someone has to work. 99 00:11:34,820 --> 00:11:38,010 Unless being a professional student is considered a job these days. 100 00:11:38,230 --> 00:11:39,230 That's not fair. 101 00:11:39,560 --> 00:11:40,686 You know I had to take time off. 102 00:11:40,710 --> 00:11:42,196 Well, it's not my fault if you can't keep up. 103 00:11:42,220 --> 00:11:44,820 How are you gonna be a lawyer if you can't even handle law school? 104 00:11:47,170 --> 00:11:49,360 Who even pays for everything while you're gallivanting 105 00:11:49,460 --> 00:11:51,330 around campus like a 30-year-old freshman? 106 00:11:52,050 --> 00:11:54,070 I'll give you a hint. It's me. 107 00:11:55,050 --> 00:11:57,270 I pay for your school. I pay for your time off school. 108 00:11:57,390 --> 00:11:59,210 - I pay for the roof over your head. - Can I talk now? 109 00:11:59,290 --> 00:11:59,950 No. No. 110 00:12:00,050 --> 00:12:03,090 Because I'd like to know, what do you think happens if you do manage to graduate? 111 00:12:03,380 --> 00:12:05,900 You know, you pop out a kid and then you leave me with the bill. 112 00:12:06,900 --> 00:12:09,470 Or am I stuck at home changing diapers because you're 113 00:12:09,471 --> 00:12:11,310 too busy working for the first time in your life? 114 00:12:11,510 --> 00:12:13,510 - Now you're being cruel. - I'm being honest. 115 00:12:14,350 --> 00:12:15,950 I thought that's what you always wanted. 116 00:12:17,650 --> 00:12:19,650 Just because you didn't get to be an architect doesn't mean... 117 00:12:19,651 --> 00:12:20,670 I am a fucking architect! 118 00:12:22,430 --> 00:12:23,050 God damn it. 119 00:12:23,051 --> 00:12:25,739 I'm just stuck selling shit furniture because someone 120 00:12:25,740 --> 00:12:28,250 won't get off their fat fucking ass and help me. 121 00:12:37,270 --> 00:12:38,270 How do you feel, Clark? 122 00:12:44,340 --> 00:12:45,400 Who am I talking to? 123 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:46,600 Me. Here. 124 00:12:46,760 --> 00:12:47,760 Malcolm. 125 00:12:49,020 --> 00:12:50,020 Um... 126 00:12:51,200 --> 00:12:51,800 I'm sorry. 127 00:12:51,940 --> 00:12:53,280 I didn't mean to, uh... 128 00:12:55,280 --> 00:12:58,176 you know, get angry or lose my temper or whatever. 129 00:12:58,200 --> 00:12:59,200 I know. 130 00:13:00,230 --> 00:13:01,870 That's the purpose of the whole exercise. 131 00:13:03,710 --> 00:13:04,710 This is a good start. 132 00:13:05,700 --> 00:13:09,300 To feel what you feel, and then learn to identify a new path. 133 00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:14,053 Your reaction was actually quite normal. 134 00:13:16,440 --> 00:13:17,580 Oh, that's me. 135 00:13:19,500 --> 00:13:21,560 Well, ahoy there, mateys! 136 00:13:21,940 --> 00:13:25,680 Tired of spending your hard-earned doubloons on overpriced furniture? 137 00:13:26,120 --> 00:13:29,040 Looking for deals that'll shiver your timbers? 138 00:13:29,360 --> 00:13:34,640 Then come on down to Captain Clark's Ottoman Empire, the Santa Clara Valley's 139 00:13:34,890 --> 00:13:36,700 favorite warehouse and showrooms. 140 00:13:36,900 --> 00:13:41,800 You'll find bedrooms, living rooms, dinettes, dens, and bathrooms aplenty. 141 00:13:42,250 --> 00:13:43,340 First-time homeowners? 142 00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:44,800 We've got you. 143 00:13:44,950 --> 00:13:47,100 New parents looking for Billy's first crib? 144 00:13:47,320 --> 00:13:48,320 We've got you. 145 00:13:48,910 --> 00:13:52,620 From the latest in modern design to the classic styles of yesteryear. 146 00:13:52,780 --> 00:13:55,400 It's all here, and it's all esteemed. 147 00:13:55,820 --> 00:13:56,820 What's that, Polly? 148 00:13:57,590 --> 00:13:58,590 You worried about credit? 149 00:13:59,250 --> 00:14:02,640 Well, Captain Clark says no credit, no problem. 150 00:14:02,641 --> 00:14:07,600 Sail the high seas of high quality and leave your money problems at the door. 151 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:12,740 Walk in today and get your dream sectional lounger, kitchen table, floor lamp, 152 00:14:13,085 --> 00:14:18,680 and bed frame here at Captain Clark's Ottoman Empire, located at Capitol and 153 00:14:18,880 --> 00:14:20,500 McKee, just up to 680. 154 00:14:21,140 --> 00:14:27,420 Now, walk in today, kick your feet back, and enjoy an empire of your own. 155 00:14:27,890 --> 00:14:31,900 For every sultan deserves a throne, and we've got one with your name on it. 156 00:14:32,250 --> 00:14:34,380 Here at Captain Clark's Ottoman Empire. 157 00:14:34,820 --> 00:14:35,820 No way. 158 00:14:36,040 --> 00:14:37,740 - Mark, you good? - Turn the camera off. 159 00:14:37,840 --> 00:14:39,580 No, no, it's good. It's outtake stuff, dude. 160 00:14:39,700 --> 00:14:40,860 Turn the fucking camera off. 161 00:14:41,060 --> 00:14:42,060 Okay. 162 00:14:44,320 --> 00:14:45,320 You, uh, you need help? 163 00:14:45,810 --> 00:14:46,810 No, I got it, I got it. 164 00:14:49,610 --> 00:14:50,920 Um, are we going again, or...? 165 00:14:50,921 --> 00:14:51,921 No. 166 00:14:51,950 --> 00:14:53,230 Kat, you can open the store now. 167 00:14:53,860 --> 00:14:54,860 We've been open. 168 00:14:57,770 --> 00:14:59,780 You know, I still don't get it. 169 00:15:00,270 --> 00:15:02,480 Are you like a pirate? Or a sultan. 170 00:15:02,860 --> 00:15:04,460 Just be good to establish these things. 171 00:15:04,520 --> 00:15:05,520 Shut up. 172 00:15:05,600 --> 00:15:07,820 This cheap particle board bullshit. 173 00:15:09,300 --> 00:15:10,460 Clear this stuff up, will ya? 174 00:15:11,300 --> 00:15:12,300 Here. 175 00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:31,120 Sorry about that. 176 00:15:31,900 --> 00:15:32,900 How's it looking? 177 00:15:33,520 --> 00:15:34,520 The metering's fine. 178 00:15:35,070 --> 00:15:36,830 If your bill's coming in high, that's on you. 179 00:15:38,150 --> 00:15:40,060 What about the outages? That happens after hours. 180 00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:41,940 Don't know. 181 00:15:42,470 --> 00:15:43,990 Fluoresces must be tripping a breaker. 182 00:15:44,320 --> 00:15:44,800 Oh. 183 00:15:44,801 --> 00:15:48,100 I turn the overheads off when the, when the store closes. 184 00:15:48,660 --> 00:15:49,780 Before the power gets weird. 185 00:15:50,750 --> 00:15:52,710 Anyway, wouldn't that just make the bills go down? 186 00:15:55,580 --> 00:15:56,660 What's your breaker blocks? 187 00:15:58,540 --> 00:16:02,260 I'm no expert, but I checked earlier and everything looks okay. 188 00:16:02,790 --> 00:16:03,796 You said the lights flicker. 189 00:16:03,820 --> 00:16:04,820 Yeah, old store does. 190 00:16:05,340 --> 00:16:06,440 It's not at the same time. 191 00:16:06,480 --> 00:16:08,756 One night I lose the power upstairs, next night it's down here. 192 00:16:08,780 --> 00:16:11,260 There's no rhyme or, uh... 193 00:16:17,890 --> 00:16:19,250 Who the hell installed this thing? 194 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:21,460 Well, the building came wired. 195 00:16:21,640 --> 00:16:23,640 I mean, it's dated, but it's not that old. 196 00:16:30,020 --> 00:16:31,020 Take a look at this. 197 00:16:35,760 --> 00:16:36,760 I wasn't there before. 198 00:16:37,640 --> 00:16:38,640 What was that? 199 00:16:39,580 --> 00:16:40,580 Maybe I didn't notice. 200 00:16:41,010 --> 00:16:42,050 Like I say, I'm no expert. 201 00:16:42,200 --> 00:16:43,840 Why, why is it, why is it going that way? 202 00:16:44,860 --> 00:16:45,860 Better question. 203 00:16:47,235 --> 00:16:48,480 What is it even connected to? 204 00:16:49,860 --> 00:16:50,860 Huh? 205 00:16:58,140 --> 00:16:59,140 Kat! 206 00:16:59,360 --> 00:17:00,360 How's the power? 207 00:17:01,380 --> 00:17:02,380 What? 208 00:17:02,730 --> 00:17:03,730 Anything happen up there? 209 00:17:04,420 --> 00:17:05,520 What the hell? 210 00:17:05,860 --> 00:17:06,860 The rat's back. 211 00:17:07,850 --> 00:17:08,850 But the power's on. 212 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:10,640 Yeah, I thought we killed the rat. 213 00:17:11,220 --> 00:17:12,220 We killed a rat. 214 00:17:13,580 --> 00:17:14,600 So is this the problem? 215 00:17:14,840 --> 00:17:15,840 Don't see how. 216 00:17:16,440 --> 00:17:18,520 Power can't even go through this part of the circuit. 217 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:20,600 It's just... there. 218 00:17:21,900 --> 00:17:24,240 Like some schmo just stuck it in there. 219 00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:26,640 Yeah. 220 00:17:34,390 --> 00:17:39,143 Do you ever feel like you're living behind glass watching life happen 221 00:17:39,177 --> 00:17:42,263 but never ready stepping into it? 222 00:17:47,570 --> 00:17:49,430 You can be the author of your own design. 223 00:17:50,190 --> 00:17:52,990 Because we all deserve another chance to fulfill our dream. 224 00:17:54,260 --> 00:17:57,590 The moment you believe change is possible, you've already begun. 225 00:17:58,630 --> 00:18:03,910 Order The Window Within and the companion three-part audio program, Guided Openings, 226 00:18:04,410 --> 00:18:05,410 by Dr. Mary Klein. 227 00:18:06,390 --> 00:18:08,890 Available now for $24.95 plus shipping. 228 00:18:15,580 --> 00:18:18,140 It's never too late to forge a new path. 229 00:20:18,780 --> 00:20:21,980 Why did you do this to yourself? 230 00:20:26,230 --> 00:20:27,470 How did you get here? 231 00:20:29,250 --> 00:20:37,250 Your consciousness is a room full of memories that is constantly evolving. 232 00:20:39,610 --> 00:20:45,130 But as you walk through life, the untrained mind can start to build walls, 233 00:20:45,490 --> 00:20:51,710 put up barriers to protect itself from the outside world. 234 00:20:53,070 --> 00:20:54,650 It's a natural response. 235 00:20:55,990 --> 00:20:58,450 Some things we are often unaware of. 236 00:20:59,620 --> 00:21:03,470 But if gone unchecked, it can leave you feeling trapped. 237 00:21:05,740 --> 00:21:09,410 You can become convinced that the world outside is better off without you. 238 00:21:10,680 --> 00:21:12,950 That you never deserve the relationships you've had. 239 00:21:14,255 --> 00:21:18,450 Resigned to watch your life unfold from behind a lone window. 240 00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:22,550 I can help you open it now. 241 00:21:24,370 --> 00:21:26,130 Because the window isn't locked. 242 00:21:28,450 --> 00:21:30,310 The latch was never broken. 243 00:21:34,260 --> 00:21:35,630 Are you ready to step through? 244 00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:41,670 So that you can reclaim that which was once yours. 245 00:21:43,940 --> 00:21:46,310 And take back control of your life. 246 00:21:48,580 --> 00:21:49,870 The life you want to be living. 247 00:21:51,990 --> 00:21:53,910 Unburdened by the traumas of the past. 248 00:21:55,660 --> 00:21:57,610 Free of the confines you had built. 249 00:21:59,710 --> 00:22:02,510 And free to choose the path of your own designs. 250 00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:32,520 Fucking piece of shit. 251 00:29:55,830 --> 00:29:56,830 Hello? 252 00:32:58,630 --> 00:33:00,030 Hello? 253 00:35:39,200 --> 00:35:40,300 Anyone there? 254 00:39:31,740 --> 00:39:32,740 Sorry, I'm late. 255 00:39:33,940 --> 00:39:35,660 Traffic was hell and I couldn't leave early. 256 00:39:36,210 --> 00:39:37,490 Let's just use the time we have. 257 00:39:41,170 --> 00:39:42,170 How are you today, Clark? 258 00:39:43,120 --> 00:39:44,120 How do I look? 259 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:45,940 Fine. 260 00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,000 A little tired, maybe. 261 00:39:47,140 --> 00:39:48,140 I look like shit. 262 00:39:48,980 --> 00:39:51,720 Can I ask, and there is no wrong answer here, you know that... 263 00:39:52,540 --> 00:39:53,740 Are you intoxicated right now? 264 00:39:55,100 --> 00:39:56,220 Why do you say it like that? 265 00:39:57,280 --> 00:39:58,280 Like what? 266 00:40:00,190 --> 00:40:01,590 I haven't had a drink since Friday. 267 00:40:02,150 --> 00:40:03,350 Probably why I look like shit. 268 00:40:03,730 --> 00:40:04,730 Can I ask you something? 269 00:40:05,100 --> 00:40:06,100 Sure. 270 00:40:06,500 --> 00:40:07,560 You ever 5150'd someone? 271 00:40:10,410 --> 00:40:11,600 A few times over the years. 272 00:40:12,020 --> 00:40:13,120 When it was necessary. 273 00:40:14,450 --> 00:40:15,720 What makes it necessary? 274 00:40:18,100 --> 00:40:20,860 If I believe that the person is a danger to themselves or others. 275 00:40:21,340 --> 00:40:22,840 Or they're gravely disabled. 276 00:40:24,120 --> 00:40:25,120 Okay. 277 00:40:25,920 --> 00:40:26,920 Okay. 278 00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:32,560 I found something in the store. 279 00:40:34,820 --> 00:40:35,820 Okay. 280 00:40:36,160 --> 00:40:37,280 What did you find? 281 00:40:39,360 --> 00:40:40,640 A place. 282 00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:44,200 I found a place. 283 00:40:45,220 --> 00:40:46,220 A place? 284 00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:48,760 It's like... 285 00:40:50,000 --> 00:40:51,340 It's like the store just... 286 00:40:53,140 --> 00:40:54,440 Continues, I guess. 287 00:40:54,720 --> 00:40:55,720 It's like... 288 00:40:55,850 --> 00:40:56,720 You know, like there's a wall. 289 00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:59,240 And on the other side of the wall, the store just keeps going. 290 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:00,120 You know, like a... 291 00:41:00,370 --> 00:41:01,560 Like a copy of itself. 292 00:41:02,460 --> 00:41:05,060 I figured they're using mirrors or something to hide the entrance. 293 00:41:05,410 --> 00:41:06,600 Sorry, I'm not following you. 294 00:41:06,705 --> 00:41:08,680 Is this a room you didn't know about before? 295 00:41:08,960 --> 00:41:09,120 No. 296 00:41:09,520 --> 00:41:09,940 Okay. 297 00:41:10,020 --> 00:41:14,520 So you go in and at first it just looks like an office building. 298 00:41:15,045 --> 00:41:17,200 Like a huge office building. 299 00:41:17,540 --> 00:41:18,540 You know, and then... 300 00:41:18,541 --> 00:41:24,440 But then you keep going and then you realize that none of it makes any sense. 301 00:41:24,441 --> 00:41:24,600 It's... 302 00:41:25,220 --> 00:41:26,160 It's like, um... 303 00:41:26,161 --> 00:41:27,820 Imagine describing a dog to someone who's never 304 00:41:27,821 --> 00:41:30,461 seen one before and then asking them to draw it. 305 00:41:30,690 --> 00:41:32,055 They might get some things right, you know, 306 00:41:32,056 --> 00:41:34,201 but there's no way they'd get everything right. 307 00:41:34,380 --> 00:41:35,620 All the devils and the details. 308 00:41:35,910 --> 00:41:37,448 So, from a distance, you look at it, you think 309 00:41:37,472 --> 00:41:39,320 you're seeing a dog, but then you look close... 310 00:41:40,090 --> 00:41:41,530 Why are you looking at me like that? 311 00:41:43,265 --> 00:41:44,500 I'm just trying to understand. 312 00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:46,080 Oh. 313 00:41:47,350 --> 00:41:49,470 You know, for a shrink, you got a terrible poker face. 314 00:41:52,030 --> 00:41:54,260 What you're saying might sound fantastic. 315 00:41:54,261 --> 00:41:55,700 But not dangerous. 316 00:42:00,070 --> 00:42:01,590 Are there any people in these offices? 317 00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:04,040 Not that I've seen. 318 00:42:04,790 --> 00:42:05,790 You know, I hear, um... 319 00:42:06,510 --> 00:42:07,760 There's footsteps and then... 320 00:42:08,260 --> 00:42:10,251 And then stuff gets moved around when I'm not looking. 321 00:42:10,275 --> 00:42:13,115 I know how this sounds, but you gotta understand, it's massive in there. 322 00:42:13,795 --> 00:42:15,420 Like New York's subway system. 323 00:42:15,660 --> 00:42:16,060 Massive. 324 00:42:16,210 --> 00:42:17,696 You know, for all I know, there's hundreds of people. 325 00:42:17,720 --> 00:42:18,720 I just haven't seen them. 326 00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:24,960 Hi. 327 00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:25,340 Hi. 328 00:42:25,500 --> 00:42:25,900 Hi. 329 00:42:25,920 --> 00:42:26,280 See? 330 00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:27,800 It's like a... 331 00:42:28,740 --> 00:42:31,020 It's like a maze that just goes on and on and on. 332 00:42:32,270 --> 00:42:33,830 And sometimes I'm scared I'll get lost. 333 00:42:38,150 --> 00:42:40,110 Why do you think no one else has found this place? 334 00:42:41,780 --> 00:42:42,720 I don't know. 335 00:42:42,740 --> 00:42:46,560 The entrance is on the sub-floor, so... The whole structure's probably underground. 336 00:42:46,880 --> 00:42:48,260 You know, it's not an in-city map. 337 00:42:48,510 --> 00:42:49,780 The entrances are hidden, so... 338 00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:50,880 Who'd think to look? 339 00:42:53,980 --> 00:42:55,380 I'm not saying I don't believe you. 340 00:42:56,660 --> 00:42:57,380 You told me yourself. 341 00:42:57,381 --> 00:42:59,320 You haven't had a drink since Friday. 342 00:43:00,020 --> 00:43:01,020 Do you think there's... 343 00:43:02,280 --> 00:43:04,580 Clara, if this is true... I get it, I get it. 344 00:43:04,600 --> 00:43:05,600 Thank you. 345 00:43:06,560 --> 00:43:07,560 No. 346 00:43:08,120 --> 00:43:10,360 I'm gonna come back here with proof. 347 00:43:11,575 --> 00:43:13,535 And you're gonna owe me a serious fucking apology. 348 00:44:07,220 --> 00:44:08,220 Kat! 349 00:44:16,970 --> 00:44:17,790 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 350 00:44:17,810 --> 00:44:18,070 Kat! 351 00:44:18,690 --> 00:44:19,330 I'm coming! 352 00:44:19,630 --> 00:44:19,950 Kat! 353 00:44:20,370 --> 00:44:21,370 Okay, I'm coming! 354 00:44:21,830 --> 00:44:23,231 Look... What the fuck? 355 00:44:23,390 --> 00:44:24,390 Yeah, I'm sorry. 356 00:44:24,930 --> 00:44:26,570 What are you guys doing tomorrow? 357 00:44:27,130 --> 00:44:28,210 What are you talking about? 358 00:44:28,310 --> 00:44:30,050 I'll pay you. Two hours. 359 00:44:30,170 --> 00:44:30,990 Overtime. Tops. 360 00:44:31,050 --> 00:44:32,050 Okay, pay us for what? 361 00:44:34,270 --> 00:44:35,270 Research. 362 00:44:37,780 --> 00:44:40,030 You got the camera, right? You can borrow it again. 363 00:44:41,990 --> 00:44:42,990 Right? 364 00:44:51,250 --> 00:44:53,290 Okay, we are rolling. 365 00:44:54,570 --> 00:44:57,770 We got some shit over here. 366 00:44:58,130 --> 00:45:01,930 We got some... Stop signs and a rope. 367 00:45:02,010 --> 00:45:03,010 What's the rope for? 368 00:45:03,230 --> 00:45:04,230 Supplies. 369 00:45:04,790 --> 00:45:06,030 Great, he's gonna tie us up. 370 00:45:06,490 --> 00:45:06,930 No. 371 00:45:07,330 --> 00:45:08,830 We're gonna tie ourselves up. 372 00:45:09,470 --> 00:45:10,470 Oh, kinky. 373 00:45:11,230 --> 00:45:13,750 You still haven't told us what we're doing here, man. 374 00:45:14,060 --> 00:45:15,060 I did tell you. 375 00:45:15,590 --> 00:45:16,590 Research. 376 00:45:16,820 --> 00:45:18,990 These are supplies and we're using them for research. 377 00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:20,480 It's not that hard to understand. 378 00:45:21,130 --> 00:45:22,650 Okay, research for what? 379 00:45:22,770 --> 00:45:24,630 You gotta be more specific, dude. 380 00:45:27,560 --> 00:45:28,290 I'm gonna go through the door. 381 00:45:28,490 --> 00:45:29,490 What door? 382 00:45:32,370 --> 00:45:33,170 The door. 383 00:45:33,171 --> 00:45:34,171 That's the door. 384 00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:38,170 I taped an outline on the other side too just to help us find our way back. 385 00:45:39,210 --> 00:45:39,610 Bobby... 386 00:45:40,030 --> 00:45:41,030 What? 387 00:45:41,415 --> 00:45:44,070 Look, I know it sounds crazy, but follow my lead. 388 00:45:44,510 --> 00:45:45,510 Okay? 389 00:45:46,510 --> 00:45:47,790 I want to be back before sun up. 390 00:45:48,490 --> 00:45:49,350 Dude, it's like 9 p.m. 391 00:45:49,351 --> 00:45:50,351 What the fuck? 392 00:45:50,530 --> 00:45:51,530 Fuck! 393 00:45:51,610 --> 00:45:52,610 What the fuck? 394 00:45:52,650 --> 00:45:53,170 How did you do that? 395 00:45:53,590 --> 00:45:54,890 Did you just fucking see that? 396 00:45:54,910 --> 00:45:55,090 How? 397 00:45:55,091 --> 00:45:56,230 How did he... You're right here. 398 00:45:56,430 --> 00:45:57,450 Come see for yourself. 399 00:45:58,230 --> 00:46:00,210 Did you just fucking... What? 400 00:46:00,555 --> 00:46:02,150 How the... Bobby, stop. 401 00:46:02,390 --> 00:46:03,450 What the fuck? 402 00:46:03,870 --> 00:46:04,870 Clark, where are you? 403 00:46:05,690 --> 00:46:07,670 Did you see that? 404 00:46:07,710 --> 00:46:08,570 Where the fuck did he go? 405 00:46:08,710 --> 00:46:09,710 Yes, Bobby, I saw it. 406 00:46:10,290 --> 00:46:11,770 Just step through the door. 407 00:46:12,110 --> 00:46:12,770 You'll be fine. 408 00:46:13,010 --> 00:46:13,290 What? 409 00:46:13,370 --> 00:46:13,630 No. 410 00:46:13,870 --> 00:46:15,630 Tell us what is going on. 411 00:46:16,010 --> 00:46:16,570 You know what? 412 00:46:16,650 --> 00:46:17,971 Just... No, Bobby, wait. 413 00:46:18,030 --> 00:46:18,670 Bobby, wait. 414 00:46:18,750 --> 00:46:19,270 What are you doing? 415 00:46:19,370 --> 00:46:22,670 What the fuck? 416 00:46:24,450 --> 00:46:25,150 Damn it. 417 00:46:25,410 --> 00:46:25,890 Damn it. 418 00:46:25,930 --> 00:46:26,930 How is this possible? 419 00:46:27,150 --> 00:46:28,150 Bobby? 420 00:46:28,490 --> 00:46:28,890 Okay. 421 00:46:29,250 --> 00:46:30,250 Clark, where are you? 422 00:46:30,590 --> 00:46:31,590 No, no, no, Kat. 423 00:46:31,630 --> 00:46:32,050 It's good. 424 00:46:32,110 --> 00:46:32,350 It's good. 425 00:46:32,390 --> 00:46:34,410 Just... You gotta come see this. 426 00:46:38,320 --> 00:46:39,320 I mean... 427 00:46:39,660 --> 00:46:40,060 Right. 428 00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:40,880 See, see, see. 429 00:46:40,881 --> 00:46:41,400 It's, um... 430 00:46:41,600 --> 00:46:42,600 It's fine. 431 00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:43,960 Where are we? 432 00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:46,120 Well, that's what I'm trying to figure out. 433 00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:47,840 Who's, um... 434 00:46:48,150 --> 00:46:48,900 Who the shit is this? 435 00:46:48,960 --> 00:46:50,560 Is it part of your store? 436 00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:52,940 If it belongs to someone, I haven't met him yet. 437 00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:53,780 Okay. 438 00:46:54,420 --> 00:46:55,813 I've been here every night since I found the 439 00:46:55,814 --> 00:46:57,440 place, and I still barely scratch the surface. 440 00:46:57,760 --> 00:46:58,760 Come on. 441 00:46:58,820 --> 00:46:59,820 I'll show you. 442 00:47:00,540 --> 00:47:01,540 It only gets better. 443 00:47:01,680 --> 00:47:02,680 What the fuck? 444 00:47:03,010 --> 00:47:05,620 Hey, you don't think he, like, toast us or something, do you? 445 00:47:06,020 --> 00:47:06,940 No, no, no. 446 00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:07,960 We're not on drugs. 447 00:47:08,575 --> 00:47:10,215 I think I'll be able to tell if I'm high. 448 00:47:10,860 --> 00:47:11,860 You are high. 449 00:47:12,700 --> 00:47:13,800 The pot doesn't count. 450 00:47:16,740 --> 00:47:18,640 So, um, it's like... 451 00:47:19,380 --> 00:47:20,736 What, like an empty office building? 452 00:47:20,760 --> 00:47:20,960 In here? 453 00:47:21,160 --> 00:47:21,560 Sure. 454 00:47:21,561 --> 00:47:24,800 But it's like it was made by a bunch of construction workers on acid. 455 00:47:25,090 --> 00:47:26,220 I mean, there's even a pool. 456 00:47:26,860 --> 00:47:27,860 There's a pool? 457 00:47:28,340 --> 00:47:28,740 Yeah. 458 00:47:28,741 --> 00:47:29,760 I mean, kinda. 459 00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:31,120 Keep up. 460 00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:33,040 Pots. 461 00:47:33,041 --> 00:47:34,041 What the fuck? 462 00:47:41,560 --> 00:47:41,960 Yeah. 463 00:47:42,000 --> 00:47:42,460 No, no. 464 00:47:42,461 --> 00:47:43,461 That's the way out. 465 00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:55,230 The only thing I found so far is that it's out there. 466 00:47:56,590 --> 00:47:57,590 We'll be out in a minute. 467 00:47:59,130 --> 00:48:00,130 Okay. 468 00:48:01,010 --> 00:48:02,010 It's 469 00:48:04,990 --> 00:48:05,990 not completely empty. 470 00:48:07,090 --> 00:48:07,490 Okay. 471 00:48:07,491 --> 00:48:07,690 Okay. 472 00:48:08,230 --> 00:48:09,230 All right, you filming? 473 00:48:09,310 --> 00:48:10,310 Yeah. 474 00:48:10,500 --> 00:48:12,186 I don't see why Bobby has to be the one to go. 475 00:48:12,210 --> 00:48:12,850 I want to. 476 00:48:12,851 --> 00:48:14,011 He's the one with the camera. 477 00:48:14,185 --> 00:48:15,545 Well, it's not like it's attached. 478 00:48:16,060 --> 00:48:18,260 Yeah, well, I mean, to my student ID, yeah, it kinda is. 479 00:48:18,450 --> 00:48:19,746 Any trouble, you just give a tug. 480 00:48:19,770 --> 00:48:20,210 No, no, no. 481 00:48:20,230 --> 00:48:20,850 What's the problem, okay? 482 00:48:20,870 --> 00:48:22,250 Bobby Clark went fucking wrong. 483 00:48:22,350 --> 00:48:23,090 There's not gonna be any trouble. 484 00:48:23,091 --> 00:48:24,390 Hey, hey, hey, baby, it's good. 485 00:48:24,450 --> 00:48:24,830 It's good. 486 00:48:24,870 --> 00:48:25,870 I'm good. 487 00:48:26,510 --> 00:48:27,790 Baby, you don't have to do this. 488 00:48:27,830 --> 00:48:28,290 No, it's cool. 489 00:48:28,330 --> 00:48:29,566 I just wanna see what's down there. 490 00:48:29,590 --> 00:48:30,110 You're not curious? 491 00:48:30,550 --> 00:48:31,550 This is stupid. 492 00:48:31,730 --> 00:48:32,830 Go as far as you can, okay? 493 00:48:32,890 --> 00:48:33,430 Look, look, look. 494 00:48:33,431 --> 00:48:35,111 You can basically walk down without a rope. 495 00:48:35,150 --> 00:48:35,450 It's fine. 496 00:48:35,490 --> 00:48:36,490 It's not even steep. 497 00:48:38,020 --> 00:48:39,206 Okay, just tell him just one thing. 498 00:48:39,230 --> 00:48:41,570 If I don't come back, he'll tell my mom I love her, right? 499 00:48:42,650 --> 00:48:43,650 Okay. 500 00:48:44,370 --> 00:48:45,370 All right, okay. 501 00:48:45,450 --> 00:48:46,690 All right, just take this slow. 502 00:48:50,530 --> 00:48:51,530 Okay. 503 00:48:52,660 --> 00:48:54,070 Oh, that is actually kinda steep. 504 00:48:54,690 --> 00:48:55,690 You good? 505 00:48:55,730 --> 00:48:56,090 Yep. 506 00:48:56,390 --> 00:48:57,810 Just, uh, try not to drop me. 507 00:48:58,090 --> 00:48:59,090 All right. 508 00:49:01,350 --> 00:49:02,350 Tell him what you need. 509 00:49:07,690 --> 00:49:08,050 Whoa. 510 00:49:08,630 --> 00:49:09,630 Careful! 511 00:49:10,850 --> 00:49:12,430 What the f-Whoa, whoa, whoa. 512 00:49:12,590 --> 00:49:16,090 What the f-What the f-are you guys doing up there? 513 00:49:16,510 --> 00:49:16,930 Sorry. 514 00:49:17,090 --> 00:49:17,430 Sorry. 515 00:49:17,610 --> 00:49:19,166 I was stuck around the back of the bed. 516 00:49:19,190 --> 00:49:19,790 Are you okay? 517 00:49:20,110 --> 00:49:20,430 Yeah. 518 00:49:20,550 --> 00:49:21,550 Yeah, I'm fine. 519 00:49:21,930 --> 00:49:22,930 Jesus fucking Christ. 520 00:49:23,450 --> 00:49:24,610 Just keep letting me down. 521 00:49:24,990 --> 00:49:25,990 All right. 522 00:49:26,130 --> 00:49:27,130 Here we go. 523 00:49:43,490 --> 00:49:43,910 Okay. 524 00:49:43,911 --> 00:49:44,911 I'm in. 525 00:49:48,430 --> 00:49:49,430 See anything? 526 00:49:52,600 --> 00:49:56,200 Yeah, it's just a-it's a bunch of laundry and shit. 527 00:49:58,050 --> 00:49:59,090 What do you mean, come on? 528 00:50:00,300 --> 00:50:02,500 Yeah, just fucking stay down here. 529 00:50:03,220 --> 00:50:04,400 Is there anything else? 530 00:50:05,260 --> 00:50:07,120 Yeah, just give me a minute. 531 00:50:07,720 --> 00:50:08,720 Okay. 532 00:50:30,140 --> 00:50:31,140 Bobby? 533 00:50:32,460 --> 00:50:33,460 Yeah? 534 00:50:37,350 --> 00:50:38,820 Yeah, I'm fine, just um... 535 00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:41,400 Okay. 536 00:51:03,530 --> 00:51:04,530 Bobby? 537 00:51:07,500 --> 00:51:09,870 Hey, uh, let some more line out. 538 00:51:10,730 --> 00:51:11,370 I can't! 539 00:51:11,570 --> 00:51:12,570 Where are we going? 540 00:51:22,900 --> 00:51:24,060 Come on, fuck, come on, fuck! 541 00:51:24,120 --> 00:51:25,520 Pull me up, pull me up, pull me up! 542 00:51:48,710 --> 00:51:50,590 Hey, slow down, just breathe, just breathe. 543 00:51:50,950 --> 00:51:52,330 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 544 00:51:53,030 --> 00:51:53,710 What did you say? 545 00:51:53,810 --> 00:51:56,090 Dude, what kind of fucking knot is this? 546 00:52:02,590 --> 00:52:03,770 Let me get it, let me get it. 547 00:52:04,790 --> 00:52:05,950 What the hell are you doing? 548 00:55:11,990 --> 00:55:12,990 Hold on. 549 00:55:15,070 --> 00:55:16,070 Huh? 550 00:55:19,750 --> 00:55:21,290 Stay back, get away from me! 551 00:56:25,130 --> 00:56:27,210 Please, let me in. 552 00:56:37,000 --> 00:56:38,920 I don't understand. Where are you? 553 00:56:56,360 --> 00:56:57,960 Look, can you see anything on your side? 554 00:56:58,120 --> 00:56:59,320 Can you see a handle? 555 00:56:59,500 --> 00:57:01,000 A door? Is there a hatch? 556 00:57:01,100 --> 00:57:02,100 Anything? 557 00:58:36,710 --> 00:58:37,710 Mary! 558 00:58:54,655 --> 00:58:58,190 I never, ever, ever said you could go outside. 559 00:59:00,765 --> 00:59:01,765 It's no good. 560 00:59:03,190 --> 00:59:04,730 They're all over the place. 561 01:03:03,652 --> 01:03:04,712 Hello? 562 01:03:15,520 --> 01:03:16,520 Hello? 563 01:03:16,760 --> 01:03:17,760 Hello? 564 01:03:38,980 --> 01:03:39,980 Clark, can you hear me? 565 01:04:17,720 --> 01:04:18,720 Clark? 566 01:07:08,940 --> 01:07:09,940 Clark? 567 01:09:53,870 --> 01:09:54,870 Clark? 568 01:09:58,220 --> 01:09:59,600 You found it. 569 01:10:26,320 --> 01:10:27,600 Where are we? 570 01:10:31,400 --> 01:10:32,400 It's... 571 01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:36,920 Every place that ever was. 572 01:10:45,030 --> 01:10:46,510 How long have you been here? 573 01:10:53,080 --> 01:10:54,400 What was that? 574 01:11:00,960 --> 01:11:01,960 Stay calm. 575 01:11:06,980 --> 01:11:07,980 It's only me. 576 01:11:10,860 --> 01:11:11,920 You know me. 577 01:14:02,970 --> 01:14:04,370 I know what I'm doing. 578 01:14:04,371 --> 01:14:04,870 I'll give you the power to change. 579 01:14:05,310 --> 01:14:05,750 It's me. 580 01:14:05,751 --> 01:14:05,770 It's me. 581 01:14:05,870 --> 01:14:05,890 I'm afraid. 582 01:14:06,470 --> 01:14:07,170 It's me. 583 01:14:07,171 --> 01:14:07,690 I'm afraid. 584 01:14:08,050 --> 01:14:09,050 No, it's not me. 585 01:14:09,650 --> 01:14:11,050 It's me. 586 01:14:11,051 --> 01:14:16,070 We are looking for the same solutions over and over again. 587 01:14:18,400 --> 01:14:22,130 Still, it's the neural pathway of least resistance. 588 01:14:26,540 --> 01:14:27,600 The one I made. 589 01:14:28,900 --> 01:14:31,760 The one that kept me safe when I was a child. 590 01:14:34,860 --> 01:14:39,220 You know, I learned to push people away before they could hurt me. 591 01:14:40,950 --> 01:14:48,020 And now, as an adult, I'm still stuck right where I started. 592 01:14:51,040 --> 01:14:52,040 Alone. 593 01:14:54,340 --> 01:14:55,340 What is this? 594 01:14:57,740 --> 01:14:58,740 It's a real mess. 595 01:14:59,580 --> 01:15:00,580 Am I right? 596 01:15:01,020 --> 01:15:04,340 Clark, let me help you. 597 01:15:06,880 --> 01:15:08,580 Before you do anything you can't take back. 598 01:15:08,600 --> 01:15:09,600 Answer the question. 599 01:15:10,180 --> 01:15:11,180 Yes. 600 01:15:12,620 --> 01:15:13,620 It's a real mess. 601 01:15:16,380 --> 01:15:17,380 But also beautiful. 602 01:15:17,980 --> 01:15:18,980 In a way. 603 01:15:19,200 --> 01:15:20,200 No? 604 01:15:28,230 --> 01:15:29,230 Who are these people? 605 01:15:31,470 --> 01:15:32,470 This place builds them. 606 01:15:33,460 --> 01:15:36,530 Or, actually, more like it remembers them. 607 01:15:38,340 --> 01:15:41,330 And the more times it remembers something, the less it does. 608 01:15:43,420 --> 01:15:45,270 Somewhere out there is a guy in a... 609 01:15:46,245 --> 01:15:48,690 striped shirt, but in here, he's... 610 01:15:50,430 --> 01:15:51,430 remembered. 611 01:15:52,710 --> 01:15:53,950 Just slightly wrong. 612 01:15:56,300 --> 01:15:58,350 Somewhere out there is a man in a... 613 01:15:58,800 --> 01:15:59,990 wheelchair and a lamp. 614 01:16:09,240 --> 01:16:11,080 I'm pretty sure that's how you get all of this. 615 01:16:11,650 --> 01:16:13,710 You know, all these places and... 616 01:16:14,460 --> 01:16:16,150 rooms and buildings... 617 01:16:17,570 --> 01:16:18,610 misremembering themselves. 618 01:16:18,890 --> 01:16:19,890 Clark. 619 01:16:20,620 --> 01:16:21,510 Let's talk this through. 620 01:16:21,511 --> 01:16:27,370 In some ways, they're an improvement on the originals. 621 01:16:29,630 --> 01:16:32,650 For starters, they can't feel anything. 622 01:16:42,740 --> 01:16:45,640 Can you imagine how good that must feel? 623 01:16:47,660 --> 01:16:53,660 I mean, there's no thoughts, no pain, no ego. 624 01:16:54,740 --> 01:16:55,840 No fear. 625 01:16:57,200 --> 01:16:58,520 They simply... 626 01:16:59,700 --> 01:17:00,700 exist. 627 01:17:02,060 --> 01:17:03,060 like... 628 01:17:03,520 --> 01:17:04,600 like furniture. 629 01:17:05,040 --> 01:17:06,240 Yeah. 630 01:17:07,220 --> 01:17:08,480 Look at this. 631 01:17:08,840 --> 01:17:09,980 Look at this. 632 01:17:10,040 --> 01:17:11,040 Best part. 633 01:17:11,705 --> 01:17:13,760 We both feel something. 634 01:17:14,250 --> 01:17:15,300 You can eat them. 635 01:17:17,320 --> 01:17:18,640 Do you want to have another bite? 636 01:17:18,780 --> 01:17:19,780 Ah. 637 01:17:25,620 --> 01:17:26,620 Hermitible flesh. 638 01:17:26,780 --> 01:17:27,780 Thicken. 639 01:17:32,820 --> 01:17:33,820 Deserted. 640 01:17:56,180 --> 01:18:03,880 Oh, that's my assistant manager, I tried to help her, but she just, 641 01:18:04,020 --> 01:18:11,460 Clark, if you untie me, we can talk this through, get you feeling better, 642 01:18:11,740 --> 01:18:16,660 what if I did untie you, you know, what then, you'd run around here like a 643 01:18:16,661 --> 01:18:21,040 chicken with its head cut off looking for a way out, you know, you'd end up in the 644 01:18:21,041 --> 01:18:26,360 same place you are now, like the path thing you're always talking about. 645 01:18:28,380 --> 01:18:33,800 Clark, I just want to help you, just tell me what you need, I'll do it. 646 01:18:35,980 --> 01:18:36,460 Yeah. 647 01:18:36,845 --> 01:18:38,500 Yeah, yes, please. 648 01:18:41,940 --> 01:18:42,940 Okay. 649 01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:48,920 Well, I want you to tell me that I didn't do anything wrong, you know, that... 650 01:18:49,085 --> 01:18:50,380 That you were wrong about me. 651 01:18:50,480 --> 01:18:54,200 I was wrong about you, I was, I was wrong about you. 652 01:18:54,320 --> 01:18:58,700 No, no, no, not like that, not, not so fast, okay? 653 01:19:00,380 --> 01:19:02,420 I mean, I want to, I want to set the scene first. 654 01:19:06,535 --> 01:19:13,620 Let's start, um, on the night that, uh, that I got kicked out of my own house. 655 01:19:19,070 --> 01:19:20,570 It was, um, it was late. 656 01:19:22,370 --> 01:19:23,370 A lot darker. 657 01:19:27,930 --> 01:19:28,930 Lights, please. 658 01:19:39,800 --> 01:19:42,460 I tried this exercise with her before, it doesn't go anywhere. 659 01:19:44,720 --> 01:19:45,720 Fine. 660 01:19:46,680 --> 01:19:47,680 I'll do it myself. 661 01:19:48,370 --> 01:19:50,100 It's still my house, after all. 662 01:19:54,160 --> 01:19:55,160 Yeah. 663 01:19:57,020 --> 01:19:57,740 Thank you. 664 01:19:58,000 --> 01:19:59,000 It's better. 665 01:20:00,440 --> 01:20:01,440 But there's... 666 01:20:02,960 --> 01:20:03,960 still... 667 01:20:04,420 --> 01:20:06,000 still... Something off. 668 01:20:51,300 --> 01:20:52,300 Yeah... 669 01:21:20,040 --> 01:21:21,040 I'm sorry. 670 01:21:24,820 --> 01:21:30,440 I'm sorry, I broke the glass and woke you up. 671 01:21:32,740 --> 01:21:34,420 I know how you like to sleep early. 672 01:21:39,500 --> 01:21:40,500 I was at the store late. 673 01:21:43,270 --> 01:21:44,590 I guess I lost track of the time. 674 01:21:48,210 --> 01:21:53,780 I was checking inventory, but I stopped off for a few beers. 675 01:21:54,020 --> 01:21:54,480 Clark. 676 01:21:54,840 --> 01:21:55,840 Barbara! 677 01:21:57,530 --> 01:22:03,200 I was checking inventory, then I stopped off for a few beers. 678 01:22:08,700 --> 01:22:10,080 Define a few. 679 01:22:10,680 --> 01:22:11,780 As many as I wanted. 680 01:22:13,660 --> 01:22:14,720 Because this is my house. 681 01:22:16,420 --> 01:22:17,420 I pay for it. 682 01:22:19,310 --> 01:22:20,040 I pay for everything. 683 01:22:20,240 --> 01:22:21,860 I pay for you to go to school. 684 01:22:23,290 --> 01:22:24,660 I pay for your time off school. 685 01:22:25,690 --> 01:22:27,240 I pay for the roof over your head. 686 01:22:29,455 --> 01:22:30,455 You want kids, right? 687 01:22:31,670 --> 01:22:32,670 Well, that takes money. 688 01:22:32,940 --> 01:22:34,340 So someone has to work around here. 689 01:22:36,830 --> 01:22:39,620 I said someone has to get off her fat ass and work around here. 690 01:22:41,210 --> 01:22:44,320 Just because you didn't get to be an architect... I am a fucking architect. 691 01:22:45,920 --> 01:22:48,449 I'm just stuck selling shit furniture because someone 692 01:22:48,450 --> 01:22:51,480 won't get off her fat fucking ass and help me. 693 01:22:51,540 --> 01:22:52,540 I'm not your wife. 694 01:22:52,600 --> 01:22:53,600 Stank her. 695 01:22:54,580 --> 01:22:55,580 Stank her. 696 01:22:55,710 --> 01:22:56,780 I've never even met her. 697 01:22:56,840 --> 01:22:57,400 Stank her! 698 01:22:57,860 --> 01:22:58,860 Fuck you! 699 01:23:02,180 --> 01:23:03,240 What did you say? 700 01:23:03,470 --> 01:23:05,540 You want to know the real reason your wife left you? 701 01:23:06,390 --> 01:23:11,000 It wasn't the drinking, or the stumbling home at all hours, or the rage. 702 01:23:11,770 --> 01:23:12,770 It was the whining. 703 01:23:13,705 --> 01:23:15,320 Nothing's ever your fault, is it? 704 01:23:15,700 --> 01:23:16,700 You drink too much. 705 01:23:16,880 --> 01:23:17,880 Blame your job. 706 01:23:18,390 --> 01:23:19,390 You hate your job? 707 01:23:19,670 --> 01:23:20,670 Blame the world. 708 01:23:21,260 --> 01:23:22,540 You get kicked out of the house? 709 01:23:22,810 --> 01:23:23,810 Blame your wife! 710 01:23:24,560 --> 01:23:26,240 You attack me and tie me up? 711 01:23:27,000 --> 01:23:28,000 Blame your brain?! 712 01:23:28,180 --> 01:23:30,500 You are your fucking brain, you dipshit! 713 01:23:35,490 --> 01:23:36,490 You say it's my fault? 714 01:23:36,800 --> 01:23:37,800 Yes! 715 01:23:37,890 --> 01:23:39,690 But it's just the way you're wired, isn't it?! 716 01:23:40,170 --> 01:23:41,170 Isn't it?! 717 01:23:50,090 --> 01:23:51,130 How do I stop doing that? 718 01:23:52,370 --> 01:23:53,370 Honestly. 719 01:23:53,790 --> 01:23:54,790 I have no f***ing idea. 720 01:23:57,960 --> 01:23:58,960 I can't help you, Clark. 721 01:24:00,230 --> 01:24:01,290 As much as I tried. 722 01:24:03,750 --> 01:24:04,750 It's just not up to me. 723 01:24:08,730 --> 01:24:09,730 I can't save anyone. 724 01:24:24,120 --> 01:24:25,360 I don't think I want to change. 725 01:24:28,390 --> 01:24:29,390 Then don't. 726 01:24:36,880 --> 01:24:38,100 I like it in here. 727 01:24:43,130 --> 01:24:46,100 For the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm... 728 01:25:04,700 --> 01:25:05,780 But let me go. 729 01:25:35,590 --> 01:25:36,590 I'm sorry. 730 01:25:40,650 --> 01:25:41,650 For what? 731 01:26:20,630 --> 01:26:21,630 This is Mary. 732 01:26:23,790 --> 01:26:25,210 She's our therapist. 733 01:26:27,210 --> 01:26:28,210 She was just leaving. 734 01:26:32,760 --> 01:26:34,060 You don't have to worry. 735 01:26:36,160 --> 01:26:37,960 She says we don't need to change. 736 01:26:50,680 --> 01:26:51,680 It's okay. 737 01:26:53,890 --> 01:26:55,200 It's just the way we're wired. 738 01:27:14,610 --> 01:27:15,610 A 739 01:29:16,270 --> 01:31:35,970 new world is beginning. 740 01:31:36,590 --> 01:31:38,870 I'll be back soon. 741 01:31:38,871 --> 01:31:40,470 I'm going to Dr. F. 742 01:31:40,471 --> 01:31:41,471 I'll be there soon. 743 01:31:53,130 --> 01:31:54,130 Dr. 744 01:33:59,530 --> 01:33:59,870 F. 745 01:34:00,370 --> 01:34:01,450 And this is another moment. 746 01:34:01,850 --> 01:34:02,850 And 747 01:34:24,160 --> 01:34:25,760 now, I'm going to Dr. F. 748 01:37:17,700 --> 01:37:18,700 I'll go. 749 01:37:22,840 --> 01:37:23,900 And you're married, yeah? 750 01:37:29,920 --> 01:37:36,720 I was hoping to ask you a few questions for some clarification on our end, 751 01:37:36,840 --> 01:37:38,000 if that's okay. 752 01:37:45,070 --> 01:37:52,370 First thing, could you establish how you got in here? 753 01:37:56,360 --> 01:37:57,430 I walked through a wall. 754 01:37:59,100 --> 01:38:00,580 In the basement of a furniture store. 755 01:38:08,960 --> 01:38:11,080 Can you confirm that this is the location in question? 756 01:38:20,990 --> 01:38:21,990 Okay, good. 757 01:38:22,760 --> 01:38:24,170 So you were shopping, or... 758 01:38:26,910 --> 01:38:27,950 I was looking for someone. 759 01:38:40,970 --> 01:38:42,170 Were you looking for this man? 760 01:38:42,400 --> 01:38:43,400 Right here? 761 01:38:48,300 --> 01:38:49,300 Where am I right now? 762 01:38:49,640 --> 01:38:51,370 Could you just confirm for me? 763 01:38:52,495 --> 01:38:53,130 Is this man right here? 764 01:38:53,150 --> 01:38:54,306 Here, the man you were looking for. 765 01:38:54,330 --> 01:38:55,330 Please. 766 01:38:55,760 --> 01:38:56,490 Sorry, what was your name? 767 01:38:56,710 --> 01:38:57,710 Phil. 768 01:38:59,210 --> 01:39:00,210 Please, Phil. 769 01:39:00,670 --> 01:39:01,670 Where am I? 770 01:39:02,490 --> 01:39:03,490 I'm not... 771 01:39:11,720 --> 01:39:12,720 I make, um... 772 01:39:13,690 --> 01:39:15,280 Sorry, my... our company... 773 01:39:16,120 --> 01:39:18,900 We make MRI machines. 774 01:39:20,440 --> 01:39:22,080 Or, I should say, um... 775 01:39:22,680 --> 01:39:24,560 We used to make MRI machines. 776 01:39:26,120 --> 01:39:27,120 Not anymore. 777 01:39:29,220 --> 01:39:30,220 That was before we... 778 01:39:32,930 --> 01:39:34,741 Before we found... You've been there? 779 01:39:42,620 --> 01:39:43,800 Yes, I have. 780 01:39:46,620 --> 01:39:48,540 And now, it's my job. 781 01:39:50,510 --> 01:39:51,780 Every day, I go in there. 782 01:39:53,200 --> 01:39:54,720 And I just try to... 783 01:39:55,840 --> 01:39:57,380 Try to find out even a little bit more. 784 01:39:57,381 --> 01:40:01,040 I map out areas to the best of my ability. 785 01:40:02,140 --> 01:40:03,960 And more and more, I'm convinced... 786 01:40:05,600 --> 01:40:08,180 That nothing in our lifetime... 787 01:40:08,860 --> 01:40:12,820 Mary... Nothing in maybe all of recorded history... 788 01:40:14,100 --> 01:40:16,500 Means more... Than this. 789 01:40:18,780 --> 01:40:20,320 But I don't understand it. 790 01:40:20,400 --> 01:40:20,740 I don't... 791 01:40:20,840 --> 01:40:22,580 I can't even describe it. 792 01:40:22,940 --> 01:40:23,940 It... 793 01:40:25,070 --> 01:40:27,470 It's like describing a dog to someone Who's never seen a dog. 794 01:40:29,470 --> 01:40:30,710 And then asking them to try it. 795 01:40:37,400 --> 01:40:38,620 Now you want me to... 796 01:40:39,160 --> 01:40:40,160 Describe it. 797 01:40:42,280 --> 01:40:43,280 And then... 798 01:40:44,550 --> 01:40:45,716 You'll write it down, and then what? 799 01:40:45,740 --> 01:40:47,200 Mary... You'll let me go? 800 01:40:47,830 --> 01:40:48,936 We all want the same thing here. 801 01:40:48,960 --> 01:40:49,960 We do. 802 01:40:50,320 --> 01:40:51,320 We just... 803 01:40:52,070 --> 01:40:53,700 Want to find out even a little bit... 804 01:40:54,320 --> 01:40:55,320 More. 805 01:40:56,840 --> 01:40:58,120 What's gonna happen to me, Phil? 806 01:41:04,290 --> 01:41:05,450 That decision's not up to me. 807 01:41:06,960 --> 01:41:07,960 So... 808 01:41:09,195 --> 01:41:10,195 If we could just... 809 01:41:10,580 --> 01:41:11,060 Talk. 810 01:41:11,140 --> 01:41:12,140 Just you and me. 811 01:41:12,720 --> 01:41:13,360 You know? 812 01:41:13,361 --> 01:41:13,840 Just like... 813 01:41:14,240 --> 01:41:15,400 Just like two regular people. 814 01:41:16,990 --> 01:41:18,760 We could unpack... Some of this. 815 01:41:18,820 --> 01:41:19,820 We've both been in there. 816 01:41:19,920 --> 01:41:21,060 And... And... And... 817 01:41:21,310 --> 01:41:22,310 And get on the same page. 818 01:41:23,760 --> 01:41:24,760 There are... 819 01:41:25,800 --> 01:41:28,221 Doors... Opening... Everywhere. 820 01:41:29,060 --> 01:41:30,961 We don't know why... Or... 821 01:41:31,160 --> 01:41:31,880 What's connected. 822 01:41:31,881 --> 01:41:34,441 But... But... If you don't get it... We're look at right in the... The... 823 01:41:34,740 --> 01:41:36,097 There's the. 824 01:42:51,461 --> 01:42:51,480 No. 825 01:42:52,360 --> 01:42:53,360 Oh. 826 01:42:53,660 --> 01:42:54,660 Oh. 827 01:42:54,740 --> 01:42:55,120 I... 828 01:42:55,320 --> 01:42:56,320 Oh. Oh.