1 00:02:25,140 --> 00:02:26,140 Standard. 2 00:02:27,280 --> 00:02:27,920 Very good. 3 00:02:28,260 --> 00:02:28,260 Very good. 4 00:02:28,261 --> 00:02:30,280 Here we go. 5 00:02:31,780 --> 00:02:34,620 And I could separate it from the others. 6 00:02:34,840 --> 00:02:36,520 And I think I'm okay with a bunch of wear. 7 00:02:37,815 --> 00:02:39,380 There have been out this far before. 8 00:02:39,680 --> 00:02:46,220 So I know... there is this... I think I could look at it and there is something 9 00:02:46,221 --> 00:02:46,920 there. 10 00:02:46,921 --> 00:02:47,200 I'll take it off. 11 00:02:47,440 --> 00:02:48,440 I'll take it off. 12 00:02:49,020 --> 00:02:50,320 Here we go. 13 00:02:50,321 --> 00:02:51,321 I'll get you guys. 14 00:02:52,020 --> 00:02:53,460 But I'm here to do this. 15 00:02:53,461 --> 00:02:57,600 Please, please, come on, please. 16 00:02:57,601 --> 00:02:59,216 Can you come up with a jet and jet to see? 17 00:02:59,240 --> 00:03:01,240 Can you come up with a jet and a jet? 18 00:03:01,380 --> 00:03:42,220 Can you come up with a jet and a jet? 19 00:05:44,560 --> 00:05:47,080 Can you come up with a jet and a jet? 20 00:05:47,081 --> 00:05:47,080 Can you come up with a jet? 21 00:05:47,081 --> 00:05:48,161 Can you come up with a jet? 22 00:05:51,780 --> 00:05:54,180 Oh, here it is. 23 00:07:17,750 --> 00:07:25,750 Our habits... behaviors that keep us walking in circles... reaching for the 24 00:07:25,751 --> 00:07:28,190 same solutions over and over again. 25 00:07:30,790 --> 00:07:33,910 Thinking each time, I'll take you somewhere new. 26 00:07:35,050 --> 00:07:37,090 But they don't. 27 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:47,000 And still, it's in your own pathway of least resistance. 28 00:07:51,820 --> 00:07:55,780 You made it's the one I kept you safe when you were child. 29 00:08:04,150 --> 00:08:06,350 Before they would hurt you. 30 00:08:08,090 --> 00:08:12,350 And now, as an adult, you're still stuck right where you started. 31 00:08:17,930 --> 00:08:18,930 Hello. 32 00:08:25,130 --> 00:08:26,290 I mean, I'm not lonely. 33 00:08:27,690 --> 00:08:31,730 I have employees and customers. 34 00:08:31,830 --> 00:08:32,990 I didn't say lonely. 35 00:08:33,630 --> 00:08:34,630 I said alone. 36 00:08:38,490 --> 00:08:39,490 I heard people. 37 00:08:40,240 --> 00:08:40,820 I don't want to. 38 00:08:40,860 --> 00:08:41,980 It's just the way I'm wired. 39 00:08:42,620 --> 00:08:43,960 So, maybe I deserve to be alone. 40 00:08:44,700 --> 00:08:46,840 Do you think anyone deserves to be alone? 41 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:48,920 I don't know. 42 00:08:49,810 --> 00:08:51,090 Maybe it's not such a bad thing. 43 00:08:52,260 --> 00:08:55,040 Being alone feels deeply ingrained. 44 00:08:55,840 --> 00:08:56,840 I understand. 45 00:08:57,800 --> 00:09:03,460 You've had dreams and a lot of resistance, not a lot of support in realizing those 46 00:09:03,461 --> 00:09:04,461 dreams. 47 00:09:04,780 --> 00:09:12,180 And when we've experienced hurt, again and again, we start to expect it. 48 00:09:12,200 --> 00:09:13,380 So, I know this path. 49 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:14,720 I know where it goes. 50 00:09:18,260 --> 00:09:20,680 So, are you interested in forging your path? 51 00:09:21,055 --> 00:09:22,200 And see where that leads. 52 00:09:22,760 --> 00:09:23,760 Sure. 53 00:09:24,320 --> 00:09:24,840 Why not? 54 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:25,880 You know, I'm here. 55 00:09:26,700 --> 00:09:27,700 Great. 56 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:31,900 So, I want to revisit an exercise we've done before. 57 00:09:33,460 --> 00:09:34,100 The role play. 58 00:09:34,120 --> 00:09:35,380 Oh, the acting thing? 59 00:09:35,460 --> 00:09:35,620 Yeah. 60 00:09:35,700 --> 00:09:36,840 I feel stupid, don't I? 61 00:09:36,960 --> 00:09:37,540 I know. 62 00:09:37,780 --> 00:09:41,220 But we have a few minutes that's... Yeah. 63 00:09:41,540 --> 00:09:43,080 Let's try a little bit. 64 00:09:43,940 --> 00:09:44,940 Alright. 65 00:09:45,260 --> 00:09:46,260 Let's have the scene. 66 00:09:47,330 --> 00:09:50,660 Let's go back to the night that Barbara... 67 00:09:50,661 --> 00:09:51,661 I've jailed. 68 00:09:52,480 --> 00:09:55,220 I mean, she kicked me out of my own house. 69 00:09:55,380 --> 00:09:56,380 Yeah. 70 00:09:57,270 --> 00:09:58,270 I'm playing myself. 71 00:09:58,940 --> 00:09:59,600 And I'll be Barbara. 72 00:09:59,900 --> 00:10:01,740 It is my house, by the way. 73 00:10:02,260 --> 00:10:03,940 I'm a long pain for it. 74 00:10:04,140 --> 00:10:05,140 I know. 75 00:10:08,990 --> 00:10:09,270 Okay. 76 00:10:09,850 --> 00:10:12,910 So, I got an home late. 77 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:14,480 I don't know how late. 78 00:10:15,150 --> 00:10:15,850 She was already asleep. 79 00:10:16,030 --> 00:10:17,030 Maybe midnight. 80 00:10:17,730 --> 00:10:19,050 She usually goes to bed, but not. 81 00:10:19,580 --> 00:10:22,970 The point is, I was in the kitchen and... the glass. 82 00:10:23,120 --> 00:10:29,250 I broke the glass and she comes running down to see what happened and things 83 00:10:29,251 --> 00:10:30,251 escalated. 84 00:10:30,410 --> 00:10:31,650 And how do you feel? 85 00:10:32,790 --> 00:10:35,090 Well, I was... I was drunk. 86 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:38,400 And I felt stupid. 87 00:10:38,790 --> 00:10:39,790 I was angry. 88 00:10:40,190 --> 00:10:41,750 Because I broke the glass. 89 00:10:41,970 --> 00:10:43,230 Can you say that to me? 90 00:10:43,550 --> 00:10:43,830 What? 91 00:10:44,050 --> 00:10:45,050 The Barbara? 92 00:10:45,110 --> 00:10:46,110 Yeah. 93 00:10:49,280 --> 00:10:52,540 I'm sorry that I woke you. 94 00:10:54,640 --> 00:10:58,300 Maybe, if you'd come home earlier, we could stand them together. 95 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:01,820 I was... I was working, you know. 96 00:11:01,980 --> 00:11:03,560 I came straight home after work. 97 00:11:03,780 --> 00:11:05,080 Be honest with me, please. 98 00:11:06,450 --> 00:11:07,840 I can smell it on your breath. 99 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:11,600 I had a few beers. 100 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:13,800 To find a few. 101 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:15,040 Well, that was our day. 102 00:11:16,410 --> 00:11:17,580 I needed a wine down. 103 00:11:17,680 --> 00:11:19,080 Oh, you ever do his wine down? 104 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:21,400 You're always at the store. 105 00:11:26,370 --> 00:11:28,720 You want kids, right? 106 00:11:29,300 --> 00:11:30,300 They both do. 107 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:34,200 Well, you know, having a family takes money, which means someone has to work. 108 00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:38,260 Unless being a professional student is considered a job these days. 109 00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:39,400 That's not fair. 110 00:11:39,560 --> 00:11:40,760 You know, I had to take time off. 111 00:11:40,780 --> 00:11:42,420 That's not my fault if you can't keep up. 112 00:11:42,460 --> 00:11:45,760 How are you gonna be a lawyer if you can't even handle law school? 113 00:11:47,200 --> 00:11:50,020 Who'd even pays for everything while you're gallivanting around campus, 114 00:11:50,021 --> 00:11:51,400 like a 30-year-old freshman? 115 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:53,140 I'll give you one hand. 116 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:54,280 It's me. 117 00:11:55,030 --> 00:11:56,160 I pay for your school. 118 00:11:56,180 --> 00:11:57,500 I pay for your time off school. 119 00:11:57,660 --> 00:11:59,020 I pay for the roof over your head. 120 00:11:59,140 --> 00:12:02,760 No, no, because I'd like to know, what do you think happens if you do manage 121 00:12:02,761 --> 00:12:03,200 to graduate? 122 00:12:03,565 --> 00:12:06,280 You know, you pop out a kid and then you leave me with the bill. 123 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:10,660 Or am I stuck at home changing diapers because you're too busy working for the 124 00:12:10,661 --> 00:12:11,600 first time in your life? 125 00:12:11,601 --> 00:12:12,601 Now you're being cruel. 126 00:12:12,640 --> 00:12:13,640 I'm being honest. 127 00:12:14,420 --> 00:12:16,540 I thought that's what you always wanted. 128 00:12:17,660 --> 00:12:19,500 Just because you didn't get to be an architect. 129 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:21,140 I am a fucking architect. 130 00:12:22,740 --> 00:12:23,980 God damn, I'm just stuck. 131 00:12:23,981 --> 00:12:28,020 selling shit furniture because someone won't get off their back fucking ass and 132 00:12:28,021 --> 00:12:29,820 help me. 133 00:12:37,310 --> 00:12:38,560 How do you feel, Clark? 134 00:12:44,310 --> 00:12:46,080 Oh, my talking to me. 135 00:12:46,081 --> 00:12:48,200 Hey, you're here, Mark. 136 00:12:51,710 --> 00:12:58,180 Sorry, I mean to, you know, get angry or, uh, move my temper or whatever. 137 00:12:58,640 --> 00:12:59,660 I know. 138 00:13:00,320 --> 00:13:02,280 That's the purpose of the whole week's precise. 139 00:13:03,730 --> 00:13:05,060 This is a good start. 140 00:13:05,900 --> 00:13:09,900 Do you feel what you feel and then learn to identify a new path? 141 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:14,280 Your reaction was actually quite normal. 142 00:13:17,060 --> 00:13:18,060 Oh, that's me. 143 00:13:19,510 --> 00:13:20,820 Well, I'm there. 144 00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:22,120 Take him. 145 00:13:22,520 --> 00:13:26,080 I'm spending your hard earned doubloons on overpriced furniture. 146 00:13:26,720 --> 00:13:27,720 Looking for deals. 147 00:13:28,140 --> 00:13:29,260 They'll shiver your timbers. 148 00:13:29,760 --> 00:13:30,840 And come on down. 149 00:13:31,060 --> 00:13:33,160 The county clocks auto an empire. 150 00:13:33,640 --> 00:13:37,140 But Santa Clara Valley's favorite warehouse and so rules. 151 00:13:37,580 --> 00:13:42,220 You'll find bedrooms, living rooms, down next dents and bathrooms up here. 152 00:13:42,900 --> 00:13:44,860 First time home owners, we've got you. 153 00:13:45,240 --> 00:13:47,380 New parents looking for Billy's first group. 154 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:52,660 We've got you from the latest in modern designs of the classic styles of guests in 155 00:13:52,661 --> 00:13:53,100 here. 156 00:13:53,340 --> 00:13:55,620 It's all here and it's all assumed. 157 00:13:56,340 --> 00:13:57,340 What's that, Billy? 158 00:13:57,640 --> 00:13:58,760 You worried about credit? 159 00:14:00,040 --> 00:14:02,940 Captain Clark says, no credit, no problem. 160 00:14:03,460 --> 00:14:07,980 Say all the high seas of high quality and leave your money problems at the door. 161 00:14:08,230 --> 00:14:13,620 Walk in today and get your dream sectional lounger, kitchen table floor lamp and bed 162 00:14:13,621 --> 00:14:19,880 frame here at Cotton Clark's bottom an empire located at Capitol and the key to 163 00:14:19,881 --> 00:14:20,881 stop the 60. 164 00:14:21,950 --> 00:14:23,380 Walk into this. 165 00:14:24,100 --> 00:14:27,760 Take your feet back and enjoy an empire of your own. 166 00:14:28,040 --> 00:14:33,320 For every sausage deserves a throne and we've got one with your name on it here at 167 00:14:33,321 --> 00:14:34,900 Cotton Clark's own town. 168 00:14:34,901 --> 00:14:36,100 No way. 169 00:14:36,320 --> 00:14:36,920 Clark, you good? 170 00:14:37,220 --> 00:14:37,760 Turn the camera. 171 00:14:38,120 --> 00:14:38,800 No, no, it's good. 172 00:14:38,900 --> 00:14:39,980 It's how it takes up, dude. 173 00:14:43,620 --> 00:14:44,060 Okay. 174 00:14:44,310 --> 00:14:45,360 You, uh, you need help? 175 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:46,420 Oh, I got it. 176 00:14:46,460 --> 00:14:47,460 I got it. 177 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:50,600 Are we going again? 178 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:51,280 No. 179 00:14:51,980 --> 00:14:53,400 You can open the store now. 180 00:14:54,160 --> 00:14:55,300 We've been open. 181 00:14:57,780 --> 00:14:58,780 You know? 182 00:14:58,840 --> 00:14:59,920 Do I still don't get it? 183 00:15:00,240 --> 00:15:02,660 Are you like a pirate or a sultan? 184 00:15:02,860 --> 00:15:04,640 Just be good to establish these things. 185 00:15:04,641 --> 00:15:05,641 Shut up. 186 00:15:06,250 --> 00:15:07,440 Keep part of the board. 187 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:08,740 Bullshit. 188 00:15:09,290 --> 00:15:10,480 Clear the stuff up, will ya? 189 00:15:11,580 --> 00:15:12,580 Sure. 190 00:15:30,500 --> 00:15:31,690 Sorry about that. 191 00:15:32,330 --> 00:15:33,330 I was looking. 192 00:15:33,610 --> 00:15:34,730 Major is fine. 193 00:15:35,150 --> 00:15:37,130 If your bill's coming in high, that's on you. 194 00:15:38,170 --> 00:15:38,990 What about the outages? 195 00:15:39,110 --> 00:15:40,290 That happens after hours. 196 00:15:41,250 --> 00:15:42,250 Don't know? 197 00:15:42,570 --> 00:15:43,970 For us is this picture of breaker. 198 00:15:45,330 --> 00:15:48,270 I told you the old way is off when the store closes. 199 00:15:48,770 --> 00:15:50,410 Before the power gets weird. 200 00:15:50,930 --> 00:15:53,130 Anyway, wouldn't that just make the bills go down? 201 00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:56,930 Was your breaker box? 202 00:15:58,870 --> 00:16:02,590 No expert, but I checked earlier and everything looks okay. 203 00:16:02,830 --> 00:16:03,950 You said the lights flicker. 204 00:16:04,210 --> 00:16:05,210 Yeah, old store does. 205 00:16:05,710 --> 00:16:06,726 There's none of the same time. 206 00:16:06,750 --> 00:16:07,986 One night, I lose the power upstairs. 207 00:16:08,010 --> 00:16:09,090 Next night, it's down here. 208 00:16:09,130 --> 00:16:12,250 There's no rhyme or a... 209 00:16:17,890 --> 00:16:20,310 What do you have in store to see? 210 00:16:20,710 --> 00:16:22,890 Well, building came wire and I'm dated. 211 00:16:23,190 --> 00:16:25,230 It's not that old. 212 00:16:30,520 --> 00:16:31,520 Take a look at this. 213 00:16:36,340 --> 00:16:37,920 I wasn't there before. 214 00:16:39,890 --> 00:16:40,900 Maybe I didn't notice. 215 00:16:41,210 --> 00:16:42,250 Like I say, I'm no expert. 216 00:16:42,280 --> 00:16:43,100 Why is it? 217 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:44,380 I said go in that way. 218 00:16:45,030 --> 00:16:49,500 But a question... what is it even connected to? 219 00:16:58,250 --> 00:16:59,250 Cut! 220 00:16:59,790 --> 00:17:00,790 How's the power? 221 00:17:01,530 --> 00:17:02,530 What? 222 00:17:02,750 --> 00:17:04,230 Anything happened up there? 223 00:17:06,340 --> 00:17:07,340 The rat's back. 224 00:17:07,930 --> 00:17:08,930 But power's on. 225 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:10,930 Yeah, I thought we killed the rat. 226 00:17:11,330 --> 00:17:12,410 We killed A rat. 227 00:17:14,065 --> 00:17:15,065 So is this a broom? 228 00:17:15,110 --> 00:17:18,370 Don't see how our game got through this part of the circuit. 229 00:17:19,230 --> 00:17:21,330 It's just there. 230 00:17:22,210 --> 00:17:25,410 It makes some smogest stuck it in there. 231 00:17:34,640 --> 00:17:36,560 Do you ever feel like you're living 232 00:17:46,660 --> 00:17:46,950 up? 233 00:17:47,580 --> 00:17:49,720 You can maybe author of your own design. 234 00:17:50,330 --> 00:17:53,340 Because we all deserve another chance to fulfill our dream. 235 00:17:54,320 --> 00:17:57,800 The moment you believe change is possible, you've already begun. 236 00:17:58,600 --> 00:18:00,200 Order the window within. 237 00:18:00,770 --> 00:18:05,940 And the companion three-part audio program guided opening by Dr. Mary Klein. 238 00:18:06,440 --> 00:18:09,680 Available now for $24.95 plus shipping. 239 00:18:15,700 --> 00:18:19,040 It's never too late to forge a new path. 240 00:18:36,580 --> 00:18:40,640 That bullet is not an after-order, but maybe it's on a tail. 241 00:18:40,860 --> 00:18:41,860 It ain't closer. 242 00:20:18,890 --> 00:20:22,270 Why did you do this to yourself? 243 00:20:30,970 --> 00:20:37,830 Your consciousness is a room full of memories that is constantly evolving. 244 00:20:40,430 --> 00:20:46,010 But as you walk through life, the untrained mind can start to build one. 245 00:20:47,010 --> 00:20:52,370 Put up barriers to protect itself from the outside world. 246 00:20:53,790 --> 00:20:55,610 It's a natural response. 247 00:20:56,660 --> 00:21:02,890 Something is often unaware of, but if gone unchecked, it can be any 248 00:21:02,891 --> 00:21:03,891 feeling trapped. 249 00:21:05,770 --> 00:21:10,410 It can become convinced that the world outside is better off without you, 250 00:21:10,730 --> 00:21:16,270 that you never deserve the relationship you've had, resigned to watch your life 251 00:21:16,271 --> 00:21:18,750 unfold from behind a lone window. 252 00:21:20,750 --> 00:21:23,090 I can help you open it now. 253 00:21:24,330 --> 00:21:26,790 Because the window isn't locked. 254 00:21:28,350 --> 00:21:31,210 The latch was never broken. 255 00:21:34,265 --> 00:21:36,410 Are you ready to step through? 256 00:21:39,010 --> 00:21:46,310 So that you can reclaim that which was once yours and take back control of your 257 00:21:46,311 --> 00:21:47,311 life. 258 00:21:48,580 --> 00:21:54,490 The life you want to be living, unburdened by the traumas of the paths, 259 00:21:55,810 --> 00:22:03,710 free of the confines you had built, and free to choose a path of your own design. 260 00:22:49,290 --> 00:23:32,000 The way it is for the power of the leader, but pieces. 261 00:23:32,500 --> 00:23:33,500 Shit! 262 00:29:55,740 --> 00:29:56,740 Hello? 263 00:29:56,741 --> 00:29:57,741 Hello, everyone. 264 00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:30,360 Thank you. 265 00:30:30,500 --> 00:30:34,420 You've been working for a long time, but I'm working for a long time. 266 00:30:38,260 --> 00:30:43,320 I'll share my videos with you and I'll share my videos with you too. 267 00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:46,860 I have a lot of fun. 268 00:30:46,861 --> 00:33:00,300 You've been working for a long time, Hello? 269 00:35:39,810 --> 00:35:41,230 Anyone there? 270 00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:33,000 I'm sorry, I'm late. 271 00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:35,800 The traffic was held, I couldn't leave early. 272 00:39:36,420 --> 00:39:38,440 I just used the time we have. 273 00:39:41,190 --> 00:39:42,190 How are you today, Clark? 274 00:39:43,470 --> 00:39:44,660 How do I look? 275 00:39:45,740 --> 00:39:47,300 Fine, but it'll hire it maybe. 276 00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:48,580 I look like shit. 277 00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:52,180 Can I ask, and there is no wrong answer, you know that? 278 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:54,180 Are you intoxicated right now? 279 00:39:55,120 --> 00:39:56,540 Why do you say it like that? 280 00:39:57,900 --> 00:39:58,960 I'm fine. 281 00:40:00,300 --> 00:40:01,660 I have another drink since Friday. 282 00:40:02,660 --> 00:40:03,861 Probably why I look like shit. 283 00:40:04,120 --> 00:40:04,860 Can I ask you something? 284 00:40:04,910 --> 00:40:05,910 Sure. 285 00:40:06,620 --> 00:40:08,000 You're only 51, 52, one. 286 00:40:10,440 --> 00:40:13,660 A few times over the years when I was necessary? 287 00:40:14,600 --> 00:40:16,020 What makes it necessary? 288 00:40:18,090 --> 00:40:22,400 If I believe that the person is a danger to themselves or others, or they're 289 00:40:22,401 --> 00:40:23,401 greatly disabled. 290 00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:25,520 Okay. 291 00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:32,980 I found something in the store. 292 00:40:34,420 --> 00:40:35,580 Okay. 293 00:40:36,780 --> 00:40:37,780 What did you find? 294 00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:41,200 Oh, a place. 295 00:40:43,210 --> 00:40:45,160 I found a place. 296 00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:48,640 A place... 297 00:40:48,770 --> 00:40:55,200 It's like the store continues, I guess. 298 00:40:55,940 --> 00:40:58,396 You know, like there's a wall, and on the other side of the wall, 299 00:40:58,420 --> 00:40:59,600 the store just keeps going. 300 00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:02,580 Like a company of itself. 301 00:41:02,700 --> 00:41:05,260 I figured they're using mirrors or something behind the entrance. 302 00:41:05,360 --> 00:41:05,520 I don't know. 303 00:41:05,570 --> 00:41:06,840 Sorry, I'm not following you. 304 00:41:06,900 --> 00:41:09,020 Is this a room you didn't know about before? 305 00:41:09,060 --> 00:41:09,420 No. 306 00:41:09,770 --> 00:41:14,640 Okay, so you go in and at first it just looks like an office building. 307 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:17,960 Like a huge office building. 308 00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:25,000 But then you keep going and then you realize that none of it makes any sense. 309 00:41:26,530 --> 00:41:29,640 Imagine describing a dog to someone who's ever seen one before and then asking them 310 00:41:29,641 --> 00:41:30,641 to draw it. 311 00:41:30,820 --> 00:41:32,380 They might get some things, right? 312 00:41:32,500 --> 00:41:34,320 But there's no way to get everything right? 313 00:41:34,370 --> 00:41:35,580 No, it doubles in the details. 314 00:41:36,280 --> 00:41:38,920 So from a distance, you look like you think you're seeing a dog, but then you 315 00:41:38,921 --> 00:41:39,921 look close. 316 00:41:40,240 --> 00:41:41,680 Why are you looking at me like that? 317 00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:44,780 I'm just trying to understand. 318 00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:46,400 Oh. 319 00:41:47,350 --> 00:41:49,720 And I'll for a shrink, you got a terrible poker face. 320 00:41:52,070 --> 00:41:56,340 What you're saying might sound fantastical, but not dangerous. 321 00:42:00,140 --> 00:42:01,661 Are there any people in these offices? 322 00:42:03,390 --> 00:42:04,390 Not that I've seen. 323 00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:09,280 You know, I hear, there's footsteps in there and then stuff gets moved around 324 00:42:09,281 --> 00:42:10,281 when I'm looking. 325 00:42:10,400 --> 00:42:12,306 I know how this sounds, but you got to understand. 326 00:42:12,330 --> 00:42:13,700 It's massive in there. 327 00:42:14,180 --> 00:42:16,220 Like New York subway system, massive. 328 00:42:16,280 --> 00:42:19,160 You know, for all I know, there's hundreds of people I just haven't seen. 329 00:42:26,490 --> 00:42:29,510 See, it's like a maze. 330 00:42:29,610 --> 00:42:31,770 It just goes on and on and on. 331 00:42:32,270 --> 00:42:34,050 And sometimes I'm scared I'll get lost. 332 00:42:38,170 --> 00:42:40,570 What do you think no one else has found this place? 333 00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:46,350 I don't know, the entrance is on the sub floor, so the whole structure is probably 334 00:42:46,351 --> 00:42:46,870 underground. 335 00:42:47,150 --> 00:42:51,551 You know, it's not any city maps, the entrance is the hidden, so who'd beg to look? 336 00:42:53,970 --> 00:42:56,350 I'm not saying I don't believe you. 337 00:42:56,850 --> 00:42:59,510 You told me yourself, you haven't had a drink since Friday. 338 00:43:00,010 --> 00:43:01,510 Do you think there's... 339 00:43:02,285 --> 00:43:03,890 Hello, this is true. 340 00:43:04,070 --> 00:43:05,910 Oh, I get it, I get it, I get it, thank you. 341 00:43:06,950 --> 00:43:10,930 Oh, I'm going to come back here with proof. 342 00:43:11,730 --> 00:43:14,090 And you're going to owe me a serious part of the publishing. 343 00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:18,260 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 344 00:44:19,170 --> 00:44:20,170 Okay, okay, I'm coming. 345 00:44:20,425 --> 00:44:21,500 Okay, I'm coming. 346 00:44:22,000 --> 00:44:23,340 Look, what the fuck? 347 00:44:23,620 --> 00:44:24,620 Yeah, I'm sorry. 348 00:44:24,750 --> 00:44:26,980 Oh, what are you guys doing tomorrow? 349 00:44:27,480 --> 00:44:28,560 What are you talking about? 350 00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:29,480 I'll pay you. 351 00:44:29,520 --> 00:44:30,060 Two hours. 352 00:44:30,500 --> 00:44:31,080 Over time, tops. 353 00:44:31,100 --> 00:44:32,260 Okay, the answer for what? 354 00:44:34,480 --> 00:44:35,480 Research. 355 00:44:37,820 --> 00:44:40,960 You got the camera right, you can borrow it again. 356 00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:43,400 Right? 357 00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:54,060 Okay, we are rolling. 358 00:44:55,260 --> 00:44:58,160 We got some shit over here. 359 00:44:58,161 --> 00:44:59,840 We got some stuff. 360 00:45:00,400 --> 00:45:02,180 Signs and a rope. 361 00:45:02,181 --> 00:45:04,140 What's the rope for supplies? 362 00:45:04,790 --> 00:45:06,340 Great, I'm just going to try this out. 363 00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:09,160 No, we're going to tie ourselves out. 364 00:45:10,240 --> 00:45:11,240 Thank you. 365 00:45:11,720 --> 00:45:14,100 You still haven't told us what we're doing here, Pat. 366 00:45:14,260 --> 00:45:15,480 I didn't tell you. 367 00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:19,236 And just supplies and we're using them for research. 368 00:45:19,260 --> 00:45:20,580 It's not that hard to understand. 369 00:45:21,260 --> 00:45:23,020 Okay, research for what? 370 00:45:23,240 --> 00:45:25,580 You've got to be more specific, too. 371 00:45:27,570 --> 00:45:28,860 I'm going to go through the door. 372 00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:30,320 What door? 373 00:45:33,160 --> 00:45:34,160 That's the door. 374 00:45:35,180 --> 00:45:36,960 I came to now mine on the other side, too. 375 00:45:37,140 --> 00:45:39,000 Just to help us find our way back. 376 00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:40,400 Bobby? 377 00:45:40,620 --> 00:45:41,020 What? 378 00:45:41,480 --> 00:45:44,620 Look, I know it sounds crazy, but follow my lead. 379 00:45:46,500 --> 00:45:48,400 I want to be back before son-up. 380 00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:49,520 Dude, it's like 9k. 381 00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:50,040 I'm on the phone. 382 00:45:50,580 --> 00:45:51,000 Whoa! 383 00:45:51,460 --> 00:45:51,600 Oh! 384 00:45:51,601 --> 00:45:53,860 Laura, how did you do that? 385 00:45:54,140 --> 00:45:55,216 Did you just walk and see that? 386 00:45:55,240 --> 00:45:56,240 How did you walk? 387 00:45:56,600 --> 00:45:57,960 How did you see that? 388 00:45:57,961 --> 00:45:57,980 How did you walk? 389 00:45:58,200 --> 00:45:59,500 Did you just walk? 390 00:46:00,720 --> 00:46:01,200 What? 391 00:46:01,600 --> 00:46:02,600 How did you stop? 392 00:46:02,720 --> 00:46:03,720 What the fuck? 393 00:46:04,100 --> 00:46:05,580 Where are you? 394 00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:07,120 Thanks, did you? 395 00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:07,860 Did you see that? 396 00:46:08,000 --> 00:46:08,760 Where the fuck did you go? 397 00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:10,280 Bobby, I saw it. 398 00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:12,140 Where did you stop through the door? 399 00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:13,040 You'll be fine. 400 00:46:13,240 --> 00:46:13,460 What? 401 00:46:13,700 --> 00:46:16,060 No, tell us what is going on. 402 00:46:16,340 --> 00:46:17,340 You want us? 403 00:46:17,380 --> 00:46:18,400 No, Bobby, wait. 404 00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:18,880 Wait. 405 00:46:19,020 --> 00:46:20,020 What are you doing? 406 00:46:21,760 --> 00:46:24,520 What the fuck? 407 00:46:24,660 --> 00:46:25,740 Damn it. 408 00:46:25,800 --> 00:46:26,880 Dude, how is this possible? 409 00:46:28,650 --> 00:46:29,650 Bobby, you're okay. 410 00:46:29,860 --> 00:46:30,860 You're okay. 411 00:46:31,020 --> 00:46:31,740 No, no, okay. 412 00:46:31,940 --> 00:46:32,160 It's good. 413 00:46:32,280 --> 00:46:32,500 It's good. 414 00:46:33,040 --> 00:46:35,580 You gotta come see this. 415 00:46:38,860 --> 00:46:40,360 I mean, right. 416 00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:41,800 You see, see it's on. 417 00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:43,300 It's climbing. 418 00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:44,400 Where are we? 419 00:46:45,180 --> 00:46:46,780 That's what I'm trying to figure out. 420 00:46:47,240 --> 00:46:48,380 Who is... 421 00:46:48,381 --> 00:46:48,920 Who is this? 422 00:46:49,360 --> 00:46:50,060 Is it... 423 00:46:50,061 --> 00:46:50,860 Is it part of your store? 424 00:46:51,010 --> 00:46:53,680 If it belongs to someone, I haven't met him yet. 425 00:46:53,780 --> 00:46:56,740 Who came in in the interview every night since I found the place and I still barely 426 00:46:56,741 --> 00:46:57,880 scratched the surface. 427 00:46:58,240 --> 00:46:59,240 Come on. 428 00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:00,320 I'm showing you. 429 00:47:00,580 --> 00:47:01,820 It only gets better. 430 00:47:02,220 --> 00:47:03,220 What's up? 431 00:47:03,700 --> 00:47:06,300 You don't make it like toast or something, do you? 432 00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:07,120 No, no, no. 433 00:47:07,121 --> 00:47:08,121 We're not drunk. 434 00:47:08,720 --> 00:47:10,600 I think I'll be able to tell him about that. 435 00:47:11,260 --> 00:47:12,260 You are right. 436 00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:14,720 What the fuck is it going on? 437 00:47:16,900 --> 00:47:18,380 So, um... 438 00:47:18,381 --> 00:47:19,381 It's like... 439 00:47:19,500 --> 00:47:21,420 Well, again, I have the office building in here. 440 00:47:22,320 --> 00:47:25,220 But it's like it was made by a bunch of construction workers on us. 441 00:47:25,540 --> 00:47:26,620 It's even a pool. 442 00:47:27,120 --> 00:47:28,120 There's a pool? 443 00:47:28,460 --> 00:47:29,460 Yeah. 444 00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:29,700 Okay. 445 00:47:29,840 --> 00:47:30,240 Kinda. 446 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:31,600 Keep up. 447 00:47:32,500 --> 00:47:33,080 But... 448 00:47:33,081 --> 00:47:33,420 It's... 449 00:47:33,421 --> 00:47:34,421 What the fuck? 450 00:47:41,610 --> 00:47:42,030 Yeah. 451 00:47:42,370 --> 00:47:42,650 I don't know. 452 00:47:42,770 --> 00:47:43,770 I have to wait on 453 00:47:47,960 --> 00:47:48,540 it. 454 00:47:48,820 --> 00:47:49,820 I don't know. 455 00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:50,960 I don't know. 456 00:47:54,530 --> 00:47:55,110 It's... 457 00:47:55,111 --> 00:47:56,111 It's... 458 00:47:56,790 --> 00:47:57,790 Oh, yeah. 459 00:47:58,870 --> 00:48:06,780 Oh, okay. 460 00:48:07,380 --> 00:48:08,380 Okay. 461 00:48:08,580 --> 00:48:09,140 All right, you filming? 462 00:48:09,540 --> 00:48:10,540 Yeah. 463 00:48:10,640 --> 00:48:12,440 I don't see why Bobby has to be the one to go. 464 00:48:12,480 --> 00:48:13,000 I want to. 465 00:48:13,001 --> 00:48:14,161 He's the one with the camera. 466 00:48:14,240 --> 00:48:15,600 Well, it's not like it's attached. 467 00:48:16,100 --> 00:48:18,520 Yeah, well, I mean, it's my student idea, I can't do this. 468 00:48:18,700 --> 00:48:20,140 Any trouble you just give a tuck on? 469 00:48:20,900 --> 00:48:20,960 It's probably perfect. 470 00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:22,000 It's probably perfect. 471 00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:23,600 It's not gonna be in the game. 472 00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:24,540 It's good. 473 00:48:24,700 --> 00:48:25,020 It's good. 474 00:48:25,021 --> 00:48:26,021 I'm good. 475 00:48:26,560 --> 00:48:27,900 Baby, you don't have to do this. 476 00:48:27,901 --> 00:48:28,460 No, it's cool. 477 00:48:28,600 --> 00:48:29,796 I just want to see what's down there. 478 00:48:29,820 --> 00:48:30,820 Are you not curious? 479 00:48:30,860 --> 00:48:31,560 It's just stupid! 480 00:48:31,820 --> 00:48:32,900 It's not as far as you can. 481 00:48:33,180 --> 00:48:33,240 Okay. 482 00:48:33,500 --> 00:48:35,240 You can basically walk down without a rope. 483 00:48:35,440 --> 00:48:35,580 It's fine. 484 00:48:35,760 --> 00:48:36,960 It's not even Steve. 485 00:48:38,060 --> 00:48:38,380 Okay. 486 00:48:38,381 --> 00:48:38,940 Just don't... 487 00:48:38,941 --> 00:48:39,400 Just one thing. 488 00:48:39,520 --> 00:48:41,920 If I don't come back, you'll tell my mom I'll ever read. 489 00:48:43,900 --> 00:48:44,280 Okay. 490 00:48:44,740 --> 00:48:45,220 All right. 491 00:48:45,300 --> 00:48:45,620 Okay. 492 00:48:45,720 --> 00:48:46,720 I'll just take this long. 493 00:48:50,720 --> 00:48:51,720 Oh. 494 00:48:53,340 --> 00:48:54,460 It's actually kind of Steve. 495 00:48:55,100 --> 00:48:55,400 You good? 496 00:48:55,860 --> 00:48:56,220 Yep. 497 00:48:56,370 --> 00:48:58,400 Just trying not to drop me. 498 00:48:58,420 --> 00:48:59,420 All right. 499 00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:02,800 What do you need? 500 00:49:09,380 --> 00:49:10,380 Careful. 501 00:49:11,400 --> 00:49:12,200 What the... 502 00:49:12,201 --> 00:49:16,500 What the fuck are you guys doing up there? 503 00:49:16,780 --> 00:49:17,180 Sorry. 504 00:49:17,360 --> 00:49:17,660 Sorry. 505 00:49:17,900 --> 00:49:19,476 It was stuck around the back of the bed. 506 00:49:19,500 --> 00:49:19,920 Okay. 507 00:49:20,260 --> 00:49:20,620 Yeah. 508 00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:21,800 Yeah, I'm fine. 509 00:49:22,060 --> 00:49:23,140 Just fucking crazy. 510 00:49:23,900 --> 00:49:25,020 Just keep letting me down. 511 00:49:25,480 --> 00:49:26,480 All right. 512 00:49:26,580 --> 00:49:27,580 Here we go. 513 00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:43,840 Okay. 514 00:49:43,900 --> 00:49:44,900 I'm in. 515 00:49:48,850 --> 00:49:49,850 See you anyway? 516 00:49:52,940 --> 00:49:53,340 Yeah. 517 00:49:53,341 --> 00:49:54,341 It's just a... 518 00:49:54,740 --> 00:49:57,020 Just a bunch of laundry and shit. 519 00:49:58,220 --> 00:49:58,520 What do you mean? 520 00:49:58,760 --> 00:49:59,760 Whoa. 521 00:50:00,780 --> 00:50:01,000 Yeah. 522 00:50:01,355 --> 00:50:03,380 Just fucking stinks down here. 523 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:04,960 Excuse me. 524 00:50:05,660 --> 00:50:06,000 Yeah. 525 00:50:06,260 --> 00:50:07,500 Just... just give me a minute. 526 00:50:08,160 --> 00:50:09,160 Okay. 527 00:50:30,440 --> 00:50:30,620 Okay. 528 00:50:30,621 --> 00:50:31,621 Bye. 529 00:50:32,660 --> 00:50:33,660 Yeah. 530 00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:37,600 Yeah. 531 00:50:37,601 --> 00:50:38,340 Yeah, fine. 532 00:50:38,620 --> 00:50:39,620 Just, uh... 533 00:50:40,660 --> 00:50:41,660 Okay. 534 00:51:07,900 --> 00:51:08,900 Hey. 535 00:51:09,020 --> 00:51:10,840 Let's more line out. 536 00:51:11,060 --> 00:51:11,340 Let's hit. 537 00:51:12,020 --> 00:51:13,020 Let's go. 538 00:51:23,270 --> 00:51:23,830 Fuck. 539 00:51:24,270 --> 00:51:24,750 Pull me up. 540 00:51:24,970 --> 00:51:25,130 Pull me up. 541 00:51:25,250 --> 00:51:25,570 Pull me up. 542 00:51:25,571 --> 00:51:26,571 Pull me up. 543 00:51:49,350 --> 00:51:51,050 Just get the shit off. 544 00:51:51,590 --> 00:51:52,590 It's okay. 545 00:51:52,790 --> 00:51:53,130 It's okay. 546 00:51:53,330 --> 00:51:53,350 It's okay. 547 00:51:53,351 --> 00:51:54,351 What is it here? 548 00:51:54,550 --> 00:51:55,430 I need two rounds. 549 00:51:55,431 --> 00:51:56,590 Fuckin' not as fast. 550 00:52:00,410 --> 00:52:03,490 Let me get it. 551 00:52:03,690 --> 00:52:03,890 Let me get it. 552 00:52:04,070 --> 00:52:04,190 Let me get it. 553 00:52:04,191 --> 00:52:04,430 Let me get it. 554 00:52:04,431 --> 00:52:04,510 Let me get it. 555 00:52:04,790 --> 00:54:02,420 What the hell are you doing? 556 00:55:09,850 --> 00:55:10,850 Huh? 557 00:55:15,690 --> 00:55:16,690 Oh. 558 00:55:20,070 --> 00:55:21,550 Stay back, get away from me! 559 00:56:24,230 --> 00:56:25,230 You're... 560 00:56:37,140 --> 00:56:38,140 I don't understand. 561 00:56:38,490 --> 00:56:56,380 Where are you? 562 00:56:56,400 --> 00:56:58,260 Can you see anything on your side? 563 00:56:58,620 --> 00:56:59,620 Can you see a candle? 564 00:56:59,900 --> 00:57:01,980 And the door is flashing in. 565 00:58:36,910 --> 00:58:37,910 Mary! 566 00:58:54,670 --> 00:58:58,670 I never, ever, ever said you could go outside. 567 00:59:00,760 --> 00:59:01,910 It's not good. 568 00:59:02,910 --> 00:59:05,250 They're all over the place. 569 01:02:13,080 --> 01:02:52,860 With great fears, so far. 570 01:03:03,580 --> 01:03:04,580 Hello? 571 01:03:25,180 --> 01:03:26,180 Clark? 572 01:03:39,020 --> 01:03:40,320 Clark, can you hear me? 573 01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:10,000 Clark? 574 01:09:49,050 --> 01:09:50,450 Clark? 575 01:09:54,490 --> 01:09:55,490 Clark? 576 01:09:59,100 --> 01:10:00,200 You found it. 577 01:10:27,070 --> 01:10:28,420 Where are we? 578 01:10:32,220 --> 01:10:33,340 It's... 579 01:10:35,460 --> 01:10:37,420 Every blast that ever was. 580 01:10:45,650 --> 01:10:47,330 How long have you been here? 581 01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:55,040 What was that? 582 01:11:01,295 --> 01:11:02,460 Stay calm. 583 01:11:07,240 --> 01:11:08,280 It's only me. 584 01:11:11,340 --> 01:11:12,340 You know me. 585 01:11:38,580 --> 01:13:11,220 You've been here. 586 01:13:25,290 --> 01:13:26,290 You've been here. 587 01:13:55,200 --> 01:13:56,650 The untrained mind. 588 01:13:57,470 --> 01:13:58,810 The cumulate moves. 589 01:14:00,390 --> 01:14:01,390 Abbot. 590 01:14:02,350 --> 01:14:03,350 Babius. 591 01:14:04,315 --> 01:14:06,230 The keep you drifting and circle. 592 01:14:07,670 --> 01:14:09,170 I'm breathing the same problems. 593 01:14:11,010 --> 01:14:13,390 Reaching for the same solutions. 594 01:14:14,790 --> 01:14:16,230 Over and over again. 595 01:14:18,810 --> 01:14:22,470 Still, it's the neural pathway of least resistance. 596 01:14:27,080 --> 01:14:28,080 One I made. 597 01:14:29,000 --> 01:14:30,140 One that kept me safe. 598 01:14:31,010 --> 01:14:32,200 One I was a child. 599 01:14:34,800 --> 01:14:35,800 You know? 600 01:14:36,910 --> 01:14:39,480 I learned to push people away before they could hurt me. 601 01:14:40,955 --> 01:14:45,780 And now, as an adult, I'm still stopped. 602 01:14:47,220 --> 01:14:48,360 Right where I started. 603 01:14:51,640 --> 01:14:52,640 Alone. 604 01:14:54,940 --> 01:14:56,140 What is this? 605 01:14:58,260 --> 01:14:59,420 It's a real mess. 606 01:15:00,160 --> 01:15:00,800 Am I right? 607 01:15:01,100 --> 01:15:02,100 Clark. 608 01:15:03,640 --> 01:15:05,660 Let me help you. 609 01:15:06,890 --> 01:15:08,820 Before you do anything, you can take back. 610 01:15:08,960 --> 01:15:10,080 That's one of the questions. 611 01:15:11,380 --> 01:15:12,380 Yes. 612 01:15:12,820 --> 01:15:13,960 It's a real mess. 613 01:15:16,380 --> 01:15:17,600 But also beautiful. 614 01:15:18,580 --> 01:15:19,580 In a way. 615 01:15:20,240 --> 01:15:21,240 No. 616 01:15:28,310 --> 01:15:29,450 Who are these people? 617 01:15:31,470 --> 01:15:32,730 This place builds them. 618 01:15:33,810 --> 01:15:35,110 Oh, actually, more like it. 619 01:15:35,810 --> 01:15:37,110 Remember some. 620 01:15:38,310 --> 01:15:40,330 And the more times you remember something. 621 01:15:41,180 --> 01:15:42,230 The less it does. 622 01:15:43,510 --> 01:15:47,090 Somewhere out there is a guy in a striped shirt. 623 01:15:47,770 --> 01:15:49,110 In here, he's... 624 01:15:50,810 --> 01:15:51,810 remembered. 625 01:15:52,730 --> 01:15:54,390 Just slightly wrong. 626 01:15:56,370 --> 01:16:00,890 Somewhere out there is a man and a wheelchair and a lamp. 627 01:16:09,250 --> 01:16:11,170 I'm pretty sure that's how you get all of this. 628 01:16:11,620 --> 01:16:18,890 And all these places and rooms and buildings, misremembering themselves. 629 01:16:20,640 --> 01:16:22,670 Let's talk this through. 630 01:16:23,250 --> 01:16:27,510 In some ways, they're an improvement on the originals. 631 01:16:29,810 --> 01:16:30,810 The start is... 632 01:16:31,830 --> 01:16:33,630 They can't feel anything. 633 01:16:44,270 --> 01:16:46,080 Can you imagine how good that must feel? 634 01:16:48,680 --> 01:16:56,480 I mean, there's no thoughts, or pain, no ego, no fear. 635 01:16:58,040 --> 01:17:05,080 They simply exist, like furniture. 636 01:17:08,240 --> 01:17:09,240 Look at this. 637 01:17:09,880 --> 01:17:10,880 The best part. 638 01:17:14,720 --> 01:17:25,720 You can eat, though. 639 01:17:25,721 --> 01:17:27,360 You can eat, though. 640 01:17:56,620 --> 01:17:59,620 There's my assistant manager. 641 01:18:02,380 --> 01:18:05,100 I tried to help her, but she just... 642 01:18:05,101 --> 01:18:06,101 talked. 643 01:18:07,165 --> 01:18:10,560 If you want to tell me, we can talk this through. 644 01:18:10,840 --> 01:18:11,840 Are you feeling better? 645 01:18:12,440 --> 01:18:15,120 What if I did on tell you, you know, what then? 646 01:18:15,560 --> 01:18:19,901 You've run around here, like a chicken with his head cut off, looking for a way out. 647 01:18:20,380 --> 01:18:22,860 He'd end up in the same place you are now. 648 01:18:23,880 --> 01:18:24,960 I'd do the past thing. 649 01:18:25,680 --> 01:18:27,040 You're always talking about. 650 01:18:27,500 --> 01:18:30,600 Clark, I just want to help you. 651 01:18:30,640 --> 01:18:31,720 Just tell me what you need. 652 01:18:33,200 --> 01:18:34,320 I'll do it. 653 01:18:36,320 --> 01:18:36,880 Yeah. 654 01:18:37,260 --> 01:18:37,760 Yeah. 655 01:18:37,940 --> 01:18:39,160 Yes, please. 656 01:18:42,180 --> 01:18:43,180 Okay. 657 01:18:45,360 --> 01:18:49,740 Well, I want you to tell me that I didn't do anything wrong, you know, that you were 658 01:18:49,741 --> 01:18:50,620 wrong about me. 659 01:18:50,660 --> 01:18:52,280 I was wrong about you. 660 01:18:52,440 --> 01:18:53,140 I was. 661 01:18:53,300 --> 01:18:54,460 I was wrong about you. 662 01:18:54,480 --> 01:18:56,140 Not like that. 663 01:18:57,100 --> 01:18:57,480 Not. 664 01:18:57,580 --> 01:18:58,580 Not so fast. 665 01:19:00,480 --> 01:19:02,820 I mean, I want to set the same first. 666 01:19:06,840 --> 01:19:08,040 Let's start. 667 01:19:10,000 --> 01:19:21,630 Well, the night that I got kicked out of my own house, it was late. 668 01:19:22,530 --> 01:19:23,810 A lot darker. 669 01:19:28,510 --> 01:19:29,510 Lights, please. 670 01:19:39,790 --> 01:19:43,280 I tried this exercise before it doesn't go anywhere. 671 01:19:44,720 --> 01:19:45,720 Fine. 672 01:19:46,840 --> 01:19:47,900 I'll do it myself. 673 01:19:48,520 --> 01:19:52,340 It's still my house, after all. 674 01:19:54,680 --> 01:19:55,680 Yeah. 675 01:19:57,490 --> 01:19:58,490 Thank you. 676 01:19:58,700 --> 01:19:59,700 It's better. 677 01:20:01,040 --> 01:20:02,040 For this. 678 01:20:03,540 --> 01:20:06,320 Still, something off. 679 01:20:50,840 --> 01:20:51,840 Yeah. 680 01:21:20,710 --> 01:21:21,710 I'm sorry. 681 01:21:24,630 --> 01:21:25,630 I'm sorry. 682 01:21:27,350 --> 01:21:31,050 I broke the glass and walked you up. 683 01:21:32,730 --> 01:21:34,610 I don't know how you like to sleep early. 684 01:21:39,560 --> 01:21:41,060 I was at the store late. 685 01:21:43,250 --> 01:21:45,300 I guess I lost track at the time. 686 01:21:48,190 --> 01:21:49,300 I was checking inventory. 687 01:21:52,095 --> 01:21:54,060 But I stopped off for a few beers. 688 01:21:54,460 --> 01:21:54,740 God. 689 01:21:55,260 --> 01:21:56,260 Barbara! 690 01:21:57,680 --> 01:21:59,100 I was checking inventory. 691 01:22:01,480 --> 01:22:03,540 And I stopped off for a few beers. 692 01:22:08,720 --> 01:22:10,220 I thought I'd find you. 693 01:22:10,780 --> 01:22:12,240 As many as I wanted. 694 01:22:13,740 --> 01:22:15,020 Because this is my house. 695 01:22:16,750 --> 01:22:17,960 I pay for it. 696 01:22:19,330 --> 01:22:20,330 I pay for everything. 697 01:22:20,580 --> 01:22:22,500 I pay for you to go to school. 698 01:22:23,340 --> 01:22:25,080 I pay for your time off school. 699 01:22:25,940 --> 01:22:27,680 I pay for the roof over your head. 700 01:22:29,440 --> 01:22:31,160 You all kids, right? 701 01:22:31,700 --> 01:22:32,700 Well, that takes money. 702 01:22:33,080 --> 01:22:34,960 So someone has to work around here. 703 01:22:36,840 --> 01:22:39,960 I said someone has to get off or badass to work around here. 704 01:22:41,225 --> 01:22:43,066 Just because you didn't get to be an architect. 705 01:22:43,120 --> 01:22:44,480 I am a fucking architect. 706 01:22:45,130 --> 01:22:48,060 I'm just not selling sip furniture. 707 01:22:48,520 --> 01:22:50,900 Because someone will get off her fat fucking ass. 708 01:22:51,140 --> 01:22:51,600 And help me. 709 01:22:51,640 --> 01:22:52,860 I'm not your wife. 710 01:22:52,861 --> 01:22:53,861 Stay in care. 711 01:22:54,880 --> 01:22:55,480 Stay in care. 712 01:22:55,820 --> 01:22:57,040 I've never even met her. 713 01:22:57,041 --> 01:22:57,780 Stay in care. 714 01:22:58,000 --> 01:22:59,000 Fuck you. 715 01:23:02,670 --> 01:23:03,410 What did you say? 716 01:23:03,510 --> 01:23:06,010 You wanted all the real reason your wife left you. 717 01:23:06,490 --> 01:23:07,590 It wasn't the drinking. 718 01:23:08,110 --> 01:23:09,990 Or the stumbling over all hours. 719 01:23:10,530 --> 01:23:11,530 Or the rage. 720 01:23:11,810 --> 01:23:12,990 It wasn't whining. 721 01:23:13,730 --> 01:23:16,230 Nothing's ever your fault, isn't it? 722 01:23:16,231 --> 01:23:18,070 You drink too much, blame your job. 723 01:23:18,550 --> 01:23:20,750 You hate your job, blame the world. 724 01:23:21,250 --> 01:23:23,910 You can take that in the house, blame your wife. 725 01:23:24,590 --> 01:23:28,070 You attack me and tie me up, blame your brain. 726 01:23:28,270 --> 01:23:31,010 You are your fucking brain, you dip shit. 727 01:23:35,500 --> 01:23:36,790 You say it is my fault. 728 01:23:37,050 --> 01:23:40,070 Yes, but it's just the way your wire isn't it? 729 01:23:40,390 --> 01:23:41,390 Isn't it? 730 01:23:50,120 --> 01:23:52,140 How do I stop doing that? 731 01:23:52,820 --> 01:23:55,120 Honestly, I'm not fucking right here. 732 01:23:57,930 --> 01:23:59,100 I can't help you hard. 733 01:24:00,360 --> 01:24:01,900 As much as I try. 734 01:24:03,800 --> 01:24:04,960 It's just not up to you. 735 01:24:08,770 --> 01:24:10,560 I can't say that you want. 736 01:24:24,090 --> 01:24:25,540 I don't think I want to change. 737 01:24:28,820 --> 01:24:29,820 That don't. 738 01:24:36,990 --> 01:24:38,510 I like it in here. 739 01:24:43,130 --> 01:24:47,870 If you're the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm... 740 01:25:05,260 --> 01:25:06,980 then let me go. 741 01:25:36,240 --> 01:25:37,440 I'm sorry. 742 01:25:39,080 --> 01:25:40,080 I'm sorry. 743 01:25:41,080 --> 01:25:42,080 I want it. 744 01:26:20,720 --> 01:26:22,060 This is Mary. 745 01:26:24,200 --> 01:26:25,440 She's our therapist. 746 01:26:27,000 --> 01:26:28,340 She was just leaving. 747 01:26:32,590 --> 01:26:34,710 You don't have to worry. 748 01:26:36,690 --> 01:26:38,270 She says we don't need to change. 749 01:26:50,870 --> 01:26:52,090 It's okay. 750 01:26:53,870 --> 01:26:55,550 It's just the way we're wired. 751 01:27:00,980 --> 01:27:01,980 No! 752 01:31:14,750 --> 01:31:15,750 Whoa! 753 01:31:37,420 --> 01:31:39,880 I'm waking this one day. 754 01:31:40,320 --> 01:31:41,320 I'm leaving. 755 01:34:25,220 --> 01:34:26,220 Hello, 756 01:37:19,210 --> 01:37:20,210 my name is Phil. 757 01:37:22,790 --> 01:37:23,750 And you're Mary. 758 01:37:23,751 --> 01:37:24,751 Yeah? 759 01:37:29,920 --> 01:37:37,470 I was hoping to ask you a few questions for some clarification on our end. 760 01:37:37,810 --> 01:37:39,270 If that's okay. 761 01:37:45,340 --> 01:37:53,200 First thing, could you establish how you got in here? 762 01:37:56,390 --> 01:38:01,920 I walked through a wall in the basement of her nature story. 763 01:38:09,120 --> 01:38:11,560 Can you confirm that this is the location in question? 764 01:38:21,280 --> 01:38:22,280 Okay, good. 765 01:38:22,770 --> 01:38:26,340 So you were shopping or... 766 01:38:26,920 --> 01:38:29,100 I'm looking for someone. 767 01:38:40,980 --> 01:38:42,270 We're looking for this, man. 768 01:38:42,870 --> 01:38:43,950 Right here. 769 01:38:48,270 --> 01:38:49,520 Where am I right now? 770 01:38:49,880 --> 01:38:52,240 Could you just confirm for me? 771 01:38:52,500 --> 01:38:54,420 Is this man right here, the man you were looking for? 772 01:38:54,421 --> 01:38:55,421 Please. 773 01:38:55,760 --> 01:38:56,860 Sorry, what was your name? 774 01:38:56,980 --> 01:38:57,980 Phil. 775 01:38:59,460 --> 01:39:00,460 Please, Phil. 776 01:39:01,140 --> 01:39:02,140 Where are I? 777 01:39:02,800 --> 01:39:03,800 I'm not. 778 01:39:12,420 --> 01:39:13,540 I make... 779 01:39:13,690 --> 01:39:14,690 Sorry, Mike. 780 01:39:14,840 --> 01:39:15,840 Our company. 781 01:39:16,420 --> 01:39:19,240 We make MRI machines. 782 01:39:20,290 --> 01:39:24,700 Or, I should say, we used to make MRI machines. 783 01:39:26,560 --> 01:39:27,560 Not anymore. 784 01:39:29,210 --> 01:39:31,860 That was before we... 785 01:39:32,960 --> 01:39:33,780 Before we found... 786 01:39:33,781 --> 01:39:34,781 You're there? 787 01:39:41,700 --> 01:39:42,700 Yes. 788 01:39:43,700 --> 01:39:44,700 I am. 789 01:39:46,660 --> 01:39:48,840 And now, it's my job. 790 01:39:50,620 --> 01:39:52,160 Every day, I go in there. 791 01:39:53,210 --> 01:39:55,160 And I just try to... 792 01:39:55,960 --> 01:39:58,480 Try to find out even a little bit more. 793 01:39:58,860 --> 01:40:01,500 I map out areas to the best of my ability. 794 01:40:02,400 --> 01:40:09,640 And more and more, I'm convinced, that nothing in our lifetime, married 795 01:40:09,641 --> 01:40:13,480 nothing and maybe a whole of recorded history. 796 01:40:14,100 --> 01:40:17,340 It means more than this. 797 01:40:18,810 --> 01:40:20,560 But I don't understand it. 798 01:40:20,561 --> 01:40:23,940 I can't even describe it. 799 01:40:25,050 --> 01:40:27,960 It's like describing a dog to someone who's never seen a dog. 800 01:40:29,500 --> 01:40:32,580 And asking them to try it. 801 01:40:37,500 --> 01:40:41,600 Now you want me to describe it. 802 01:40:44,530 --> 01:40:46,251 And then you'll write it down and then what? 803 01:40:46,580 --> 01:40:47,580 You want me to go? 804 01:40:47,840 --> 01:40:49,201 We don't want the same thing here. 805 01:40:49,500 --> 01:40:50,500 We do. 806 01:40:52,070 --> 01:40:54,980 We just want to find out even a little bit more. 807 01:40:56,870 --> 01:40:58,740 What's going to happen to me, Phil? 808 01:41:04,330 --> 01:41:06,790 That decision is not up to me. 809 01:41:09,195 --> 01:41:12,330 So, if we could just talk, just you and me. 810 01:41:14,280 --> 01:41:15,810 It's like two regular people. 811 01:41:17,230 --> 01:41:18,930 We could unpack some of this. 812 01:41:19,010 --> 01:41:22,870 We've both been in there and get on the same page. 813 01:41:25,770 --> 01:41:28,070 There are doors opening everywhere. 814 01:41:29,040 --> 01:41:30,150 We don't know why. 815 01:41:31,450 --> 01:41:32,491 Or what's connecting them. 816 01:41:32,590 --> 01:41:33,910 They just sort of keep happening.