1 00:00:05,473 --> 00:00:07,841 Previously on Criminal Minds: Evolution... 2 00:00:07,941 --> 00:00:10,243 Brian Garrity is a tinfoil hat-wearing truther. 3 00:00:10,310 --> 00:00:13,313 FBI fabricated a manhunt to cover up 4 00:00:13,414 --> 00:00:16,817 the assassination of Deputy Director Douglas Bailey. 5 00:00:16,917 --> 00:00:18,786 Do you have any idea how many rabbit holes 6 00:00:18,886 --> 00:00:20,421 Brian Garrity has been down in his life? 7 00:00:20,488 --> 00:00:23,957 The moon landing, the Kennedy assassination. 8 00:00:24,057 --> 00:00:25,793 Guards say you're talking to yourself. 9 00:00:25,893 --> 00:00:27,728 Anything I should know about? 10 00:00:30,297 --> 00:00:32,766 Go ahead. She'll believe you. 11 00:00:32,866 --> 00:00:36,336 Your subconscious is fighting urges to kill, 12 00:00:36,470 --> 00:00:38,839 which is why I'm distracting you. 13 00:00:38,972 --> 00:00:41,942 You talking to me is how you cope. 14 00:00:42,042 --> 00:00:44,344 The families of some of your victims have reached out 15 00:00:44,445 --> 00:00:45,713 and they want to meet you. 16 00:00:45,846 --> 00:00:47,314 Most are looking for an accountability 17 00:00:47,381 --> 00:00:49,683 that doesn't always come with a conviction. 18 00:00:49,817 --> 00:00:51,151 You think 19 00:00:51,251 --> 00:00:53,687 if I walk you through everything, 20 00:00:53,821 --> 00:00:55,188 you'll be able to stop someone else? 21 00:00:55,322 --> 00:00:56,890 For the sake of others, 22 00:00:56,990 --> 00:01:00,160 I can't just let you sit in here and not tell your story. 23 00:01:00,227 --> 00:01:02,396 Problem is, while we sit in here 24 00:01:02,530 --> 00:01:04,465 talking about it, someone new 25 00:01:04,565 --> 00:01:06,066 is out there doing it. 26 00:01:06,166 --> 00:01:08,902 You just don't know it yet. 27 00:01:17,478 --> 00:01:19,713 Open up. Police. 28 00:01:23,684 --> 00:01:26,854 - What's his name again? - Al Smith. 29 00:01:26,954 --> 00:01:29,957 Mr. Smith? Metro PD. 30 00:01:32,526 --> 00:01:34,795 - You're sure he's home? - Think so. 31 00:01:34,895 --> 00:01:38,432 I saw him three days ago. He's off. 32 00:01:38,532 --> 00:01:40,568 I-I need more than "he's off." 33 00:01:40,668 --> 00:01:44,337 He's not picking up his mail. He's not answering his phone. 34 00:01:44,438 --> 00:01:47,808 Other day, he couldn't even unlock his door. 35 00:01:47,908 --> 00:01:49,910 He's off. 36 00:02:02,422 --> 00:02:04,424 Mr. Smith? 37 00:02:05,459 --> 00:02:07,394 Anybody home? 38 00:02:07,495 --> 00:02:10,230 We're entering to do a wellness check. 39 00:02:10,330 --> 00:02:13,433 Sir? Are you all r... 40 00:02:13,567 --> 00:02:15,335 Hold up. 41 00:02:15,435 --> 00:02:17,070 Is that a gas leak? 42 00:02:17,137 --> 00:02:18,772 Our ranges are ancient. 43 00:02:18,872 --> 00:02:21,641 - Oh, no, did he suffocate? - Shh, shh, shh. 44 00:02:28,582 --> 00:02:31,619 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 45 00:02:31,719 --> 00:02:33,554 Hey, stop. 46 00:02:33,653 --> 00:02:35,155 Whoa, stop. Stop. 47 00:02:35,254 --> 00:02:37,024 What the fuck are you doing? 48 00:02:39,126 --> 00:02:40,561 Hey, what the fuck are you doing? Stop. 49 00:02:40,628 --> 00:02:42,129 - You don't need to do this. - Al, 50 00:02:42,262 --> 00:02:43,664 - no. - Y-You don't need to do this. 51 00:02:43,764 --> 00:02:46,233 - Stop. - No! 52 00:03:51,865 --> 00:03:53,867 I'm sorry. 53 00:04:11,284 --> 00:04:13,420 Harlan Ellison wrote 54 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:14,922 "I have no mouth, 55 00:04:15,055 --> 00:04:17,791 and I must scream." 56 00:04:30,003 --> 00:04:31,639 Fuck! 57 00:04:33,073 --> 00:04:34,407 Fuck! 58 00:04:51,524 --> 00:04:53,126 Fuck. 59 00:05:03,470 --> 00:05:05,338 Get it together. 60 00:05:41,408 --> 00:05:43,476 - Where is he? - He's right there. 61 00:05:43,576 --> 00:05:45,746 All right. Hey. 62 00:05:45,813 --> 00:05:49,449 - Thank you. - Oh, but of course. 63 00:05:49,549 --> 00:05:53,353 - What happened to your hand? - It's nothing. I'm okay. 64 00:05:58,658 --> 00:06:00,227 Holy shit! 65 00:06:00,327 --> 00:06:03,130 They will let anybody up on the sixth floor now, huh? 66 00:06:03,196 --> 00:06:06,700 Well, they let your dumb ass become a profiler, didn't they? 67 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:08,368 - How have you been, Tom? - Good. 68 00:06:08,501 --> 00:06:09,837 - Yeah? - Good. You? 69 00:06:09,937 --> 00:06:11,004 Well, you know... 70 00:06:11,104 --> 00:06:14,708 Uh, listen, I-I, uh, I heard about... 71 00:06:14,808 --> 00:06:17,144 - Yeah. Um... - I know, bud. 72 00:06:17,244 --> 00:06:18,746 I'm sorry. 73 00:06:20,513 --> 00:06:22,682 Seriously, what, uh, what are you doing up here? 74 00:06:22,783 --> 00:06:25,853 Well, I'm here to see you. And, hopefully, your team. 75 00:06:25,986 --> 00:06:29,356 - Is it bad? - It's weird. 76 00:06:29,456 --> 00:06:30,657 Come on. 77 00:06:30,724 --> 00:06:32,459 Came to the right place. Let's go. 78 00:06:33,827 --> 00:06:36,529 - Hey. SSA Prentiss. - Hi. 79 00:06:36,629 --> 00:06:39,132 - Agent Tyler Green. - Good to see you again, sir. 80 00:06:39,232 --> 00:06:40,834 Oh, you've worked with Agent Green before? 81 00:06:40,901 --> 00:06:44,337 Well, I helped Green get through his Basic Field Training Course. 82 00:06:44,404 --> 00:06:46,406 Well, he didn't help so much as I survived. 83 00:06:46,539 --> 00:06:48,041 Agent Milliken kicked my ass. 84 00:06:48,141 --> 00:06:49,810 Me and all the new agent trainees. 85 00:06:49,877 --> 00:06:51,211 Is that how you met Luke? 86 00:06:51,311 --> 00:06:54,815 Oh, no. Alvez and I are retired army grunts. 87 00:06:54,882 --> 00:06:56,349 We met in the ARC Program. 88 00:06:56,449 --> 00:06:58,451 The Army Recovery Care Program. 89 00:06:58,551 --> 00:07:01,221 - They do great work. - We do. 90 00:07:01,321 --> 00:07:03,223 I'm proud to get to volunteer there. 91 00:07:03,323 --> 00:07:05,658 We help ill and injured service members 92 00:07:05,759 --> 00:07:08,661 reintegrate into civilian life. 93 00:07:08,728 --> 00:07:11,899 Matter of fact, that's why I'm knocking at your door. 94 00:07:12,032 --> 00:07:15,235 The BAU does equivocal death investigations, correct? 95 00:07:15,335 --> 00:07:16,870 Helping determine the manner of death, 96 00:07:16,937 --> 00:07:20,407 whether it's suicide, homicide, or... 97 00:07:20,507 --> 00:07:21,775 just an accident? 98 00:07:21,875 --> 00:07:23,443 That is correct. Do you have a case like that? 99 00:07:23,543 --> 00:07:24,411 Well... 100 00:07:24,511 --> 00:07:26,046 Luke, could you... 101 00:07:27,680 --> 00:07:29,716 This is Captain Al Smith, 102 00:07:29,817 --> 00:07:32,252 another friend of mine from ARC. 103 00:07:32,352 --> 00:07:34,321 He died yesterday morning. 104 00:07:34,421 --> 00:07:35,622 Cause of death? 105 00:07:35,755 --> 00:07:38,125 Gas stove blew up in his face. 106 00:07:38,225 --> 00:07:40,693 All four ranges were turned all the way up. 107 00:07:40,794 --> 00:07:42,062 Based on the explosion, 108 00:07:42,129 --> 00:07:44,097 they'd been that way for quite some time. 109 00:07:44,231 --> 00:07:46,299 Had the, uh, matchbook in his hand. 110 00:07:46,433 --> 00:07:48,135 We can take the case. 111 00:07:48,268 --> 00:07:49,937 We'd start with a psychological autopsy, 112 00:07:50,070 --> 00:07:52,372 but I-I just don't think there's much for us 113 00:07:52,472 --> 00:07:54,007 - to investigate here. - I know. I know. 114 00:07:54,107 --> 00:07:56,443 And I know the numbers. Hell, I preach 'em. 115 00:07:56,543 --> 00:07:59,947 87% of all vets report exposure to at least one traumatic event, 116 00:08:00,047 --> 00:08:03,250 and less than half get the treatment that they need. 117 00:08:03,350 --> 00:08:06,386 But that is not Al, okay? 118 00:08:06,453 --> 00:08:07,620 If you met him through ARC, 119 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:09,056 what-what was he being treated for? 120 00:08:09,156 --> 00:08:12,659 Anxiety. Depression. Intrusive thoughts. 121 00:08:12,792 --> 00:08:16,129 Which are indicators of PTSD. 122 00:08:18,098 --> 00:08:20,733 His pistol was in his gun safe. 123 00:08:20,834 --> 00:08:23,703 I mean, he didn't blow his brains out, he blew himself up. 124 00:08:23,803 --> 00:08:25,172 And he took a cop 125 00:08:25,305 --> 00:08:27,807 and a building superintendent with him. 126 00:08:27,908 --> 00:08:30,610 That's odd, even for PTSD. 127 00:08:30,677 --> 00:08:33,146 Did you know him, Luke? 128 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:35,015 I know the type. 129 00:08:35,147 --> 00:08:38,685 And I know what scares me is... 130 00:08:38,818 --> 00:08:41,021 Let's say this is what it looks like. 131 00:08:41,121 --> 00:08:43,089 Sometimes, it happens in clusters. 132 00:08:43,190 --> 00:08:45,458 One of our guys punches his own ticket 133 00:08:45,525 --> 00:08:48,161 and another one says, "Hey, that's a good idea." 134 00:08:48,295 --> 00:08:50,530 "Maybe I'll go out the same way." 135 00:08:50,630 --> 00:08:53,700 That's why I want to take it. Find out why. 136 00:08:54,634 --> 00:08:56,836 - Tyler, would you mind? - Not at all. 137 00:08:56,970 --> 00:08:59,639 Agent Prentiss, thank you. 138 00:09:09,416 --> 00:09:12,019 - Good morning. - Ugh. 139 00:09:12,119 --> 00:09:14,021 Ah, you got my email. 140 00:09:14,121 --> 00:09:16,656 What the hell is Voit up to? 141 00:09:16,756 --> 00:09:19,392 Tara is with him now, so is Rebecca to expedite. 142 00:09:19,492 --> 00:09:21,995 All he has to do is pick a family member 143 00:09:22,095 --> 00:09:24,397 and say, "Boo-hoo, I did it." 144 00:09:24,531 --> 00:09:26,033 Just one family member. 145 00:09:26,133 --> 00:09:29,102 And he is down to his final four. 146 00:09:29,202 --> 00:09:32,472 He's treating this like he's picking out a goddamn ring. 147 00:09:32,572 --> 00:09:35,075 He is trying to find the victim he killed 148 00:09:35,175 --> 00:09:36,676 with the least amount of violence 149 00:09:36,776 --> 00:09:39,346 because that will be the least upsetting 150 00:09:39,412 --> 00:09:40,580 to whomever he talks to. 151 00:09:40,713 --> 00:09:43,050 Yeah, well, someone should tell him 152 00:09:43,150 --> 00:09:45,452 it's always upsetting. 153 00:09:49,489 --> 00:09:51,358 Hey. Morning. 154 00:09:51,424 --> 00:09:55,028 - Woof. - Oh. You too? 155 00:09:57,097 --> 00:09:59,566 How many podcasts do you listen to? 156 00:09:59,666 --> 00:10:02,702 Um, I don't know. It's mostly news. Why? 157 00:10:02,802 --> 00:10:05,372 Well, Henry devours them. 158 00:10:05,472 --> 00:10:07,507 Specifically, the ones on Voit, 159 00:10:07,607 --> 00:10:09,076 and it turns out that there's one 160 00:10:09,176 --> 00:10:12,179 that mentions me, you and the BAU. 161 00:10:12,279 --> 00:10:13,913 It's our case. 162 00:10:14,014 --> 00:10:16,483 - It goes with the territory we'd be mentioned. - No. 163 00:10:16,583 --> 00:10:18,118 Emily. 164 00:10:18,218 --> 00:10:22,189 This one is made by someone you know. 165 00:10:22,289 --> 00:10:24,791 Personally. 166 00:10:26,059 --> 00:10:27,260 Fu... 167 00:10:29,362 --> 00:10:31,999 Emily. Bella! 168 00:10:32,099 --> 00:10:35,368 - Come on. - Oh. Oh, dear. I get it. 169 00:10:35,502 --> 00:10:37,304 I've made your job harder, haven't I? 170 00:10:37,370 --> 00:10:40,773 But, Emily, come on, the brass ring is right there. 171 00:10:40,874 --> 00:10:42,943 All this time, I've been barking up the wrong tree. 172 00:10:43,010 --> 00:10:45,178 I thought conspiracies were where it's at. 173 00:10:45,278 --> 00:10:47,847 Serial killers. Serial killers! 174 00:10:47,948 --> 00:10:50,450 My downloads are through the roof, 175 00:10:50,550 --> 00:10:52,352 and it's not just about the money. 176 00:10:52,452 --> 00:10:54,521 The money is very nice. 177 00:10:54,621 --> 00:10:56,389 It's about the social capital. 178 00:10:56,523 --> 00:10:59,692 Emily, I'm trending. I've never trended before. 179 00:10:59,792 --> 00:11:01,294 I've never had a hashtag catch on 180 00:11:01,361 --> 00:11:02,729 with more than three people 181 00:11:02,862 --> 00:11:04,064 and now I'm trending. 182 00:11:04,164 --> 00:11:06,033 And yes, of course, I may have taken 183 00:11:06,133 --> 00:11:08,101 one or two little liberties 184 00:11:08,201 --> 00:11:10,904 in the service of a greater story... 185 00:11:19,146 --> 00:11:20,813 Are you going to kill me? 186 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:23,883 No, because that's illegal. 187 00:11:23,984 --> 00:11:27,020 And you have every right to produce a podcast 188 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:28,188 that is nothing but lies. 189 00:11:28,255 --> 00:11:31,391 Excuse me, not nothing. 190 00:11:31,491 --> 00:11:34,394 Did or did not Elias Voit call you dad? 191 00:11:34,494 --> 00:11:38,131 Because I paid an orderly a hefty sum for that intel. 192 00:11:39,967 --> 00:11:43,203 Which, when he said it, was more like, 193 00:11:43,270 --> 00:11:44,571 uh, "Is that you, Dad?" 194 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:46,273 And less like I had it on the pod, 195 00:11:46,373 --> 00:11:49,376 which was more, um, "Ooh, spank me, Daddy." 196 00:11:49,476 --> 00:11:52,112 Even that is not why you're here. 197 00:11:52,212 --> 00:11:54,247 You're here because you're claiming 198 00:11:54,381 --> 00:11:55,748 Voit is a serial killer 199 00:11:55,848 --> 00:11:58,785 that was trained by the BAU to be 200 00:11:58,918 --> 00:12:01,454 a Manchurian candidate, which is-is... 201 00:12:01,588 --> 00:12:03,790 - uh... uh... - It's horseshit. 202 00:12:03,923 --> 00:12:06,526 And you're gonna clean up the mess you've made. 203 00:12:06,626 --> 00:12:09,462 I can do that. I can do that, no problem. 204 00:12:09,596 --> 00:12:10,797 I-I'm wrapping up season one. 205 00:12:10,930 --> 00:12:13,633 I-I can put a cap on the season finale, 206 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:16,303 uh, and do a 180-degree pivot. 207 00:12:16,436 --> 00:12:17,937 That's what we do on podcasts. 208 00:12:18,038 --> 00:12:20,940 You start out with one thesis, and then, eventually, 209 00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:23,810 you pivot to another one, right? 210 00:12:23,910 --> 00:12:26,746 To sell it, though, I just need one 211 00:12:26,813 --> 00:12:28,448 little thing. 212 00:12:28,548 --> 00:12:30,250 What? 213 00:12:30,317 --> 00:12:32,285 What no other Elias Voit podcast has. 214 00:12:32,385 --> 00:12:33,953 I want an on-the-record interview 215 00:12:34,054 --> 00:12:35,355 with the white whale himself. 216 00:12:35,455 --> 00:12:37,490 - You can't possibly... - Oh, come on. 217 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:38,725 I mean "white whale" metaphorically. 218 00:12:38,791 --> 00:12:41,061 I'm not fat-shaming the guy. 219 00:12:41,161 --> 00:12:42,962 Although, I did hear he's putting on LBs in prison. 220 00:12:43,063 --> 00:12:45,165 - Confirm? Deny? - No. 221 00:12:45,265 --> 00:12:47,067 Okay, good for him. Keeping the weight off. 222 00:12:47,134 --> 00:12:50,870 No to your request. That's not happening. 223 00:12:50,970 --> 00:12:55,075 Oh... That's really a shame. 224 00:12:56,009 --> 00:12:57,810 I feel bad for you guys. 225 00:12:57,910 --> 00:13:00,647 'Cause I guess I'll just have to keep telling my story 226 00:13:00,747 --> 00:13:02,515 my way. 227 00:13:06,753 --> 00:13:07,954 Get out. 228 00:13:10,690 --> 00:13:11,591 Oh. 229 00:13:11,658 --> 00:13:14,861 Tell Tara I said hi. 230 00:13:18,198 --> 00:13:20,300 Transfer van is here. Please have 231 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:23,002 all transfer prisoners to the garage and ready. 232 00:13:26,773 --> 00:13:29,209 I think this one. 233 00:13:29,342 --> 00:13:31,744 Oh, wait, no, sorry. 234 00:13:34,013 --> 00:13:35,882 No... 235 00:13:37,016 --> 00:13:38,685 This one. Yeah. 236 00:13:39,852 --> 00:13:42,055 - Deena Ryan. - Mm-hmm. 237 00:13:42,155 --> 00:13:43,123 You're sure? 238 00:13:43,223 --> 00:13:44,824 Yeah. 239 00:13:44,891 --> 00:13:46,526 - Yeah, I'm sure. - Okay. 240 00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:47,760 Why her? 241 00:13:47,860 --> 00:13:49,862 What does it matter? 242 00:13:49,962 --> 00:13:52,832 It matters because it matters. 243 00:13:52,932 --> 00:13:54,434 Before her mom comes in here, 244 00:13:54,534 --> 00:13:56,203 we need to confirm that you're telling the whole truth 245 00:13:56,303 --> 00:13:58,305 - about her daughter. - Look, I strangled Deena. 246 00:13:58,371 --> 00:14:00,540 She died. That's the whole truth. 247 00:14:01,474 --> 00:14:04,477 That is not good enough, Elias. 248 00:14:04,544 --> 00:14:07,147 Her mother's gonna want to know why. 249 00:14:07,214 --> 00:14:08,748 Why you took her daughter, 250 00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:10,683 where you took her, 251 00:14:10,750 --> 00:14:13,820 - how you strangled her. - Wait. 252 00:14:13,886 --> 00:14:16,989 Wait, you both wearing wedding rings. 253 00:14:18,325 --> 00:14:20,093 Oh, my God, you got married. 254 00:14:20,227 --> 00:14:22,095 That-That's amazing. Congrats. 255 00:14:22,229 --> 00:14:24,731 Focus, please. 256 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:27,334 Yeah, sorry. Um... 257 00:14:29,169 --> 00:14:30,770 Look, I-I just hope it works out. 258 00:14:30,903 --> 00:14:32,272 I mean, not "I hope." 259 00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:33,873 I... It's gonna work out. It's gonna be great. 260 00:14:33,973 --> 00:14:35,675 I just, I-I think, you know, especially everything 261 00:14:35,742 --> 00:14:37,644 we're going through right now, getting married 262 00:14:37,744 --> 00:14:39,078 is kind of the ultimate act 263 00:14:39,179 --> 00:14:40,713 - of optimism, so... - Hey. Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 264 00:14:40,780 --> 00:14:42,014 - What? - We know you're getting divorced, 265 00:14:42,115 --> 00:14:44,050 but we've got a job to do. 266 00:14:44,151 --> 00:14:48,155 Right. Uh... Sure. All right. 267 00:14:55,094 --> 00:14:56,929 Tell you what, 268 00:14:57,029 --> 00:14:58,465 I'll coordinate with the Bureau of Prisons. 269 00:14:58,565 --> 00:15:00,333 We'll get Deena's mom put on your visitor list. 270 00:15:00,433 --> 00:15:02,235 Great. 271 00:15:02,335 --> 00:15:05,505 And I will review Deena's file. 272 00:15:06,606 --> 00:15:08,808 Just... 273 00:15:08,941 --> 00:15:11,844 be honest with the mom, okay? 274 00:15:27,460 --> 00:15:29,462 Nice job. 275 00:15:29,562 --> 00:15:31,631 Dodging that question, 276 00:15:31,731 --> 00:15:35,235 not telling them what you really did to that girl. 277 00:15:35,302 --> 00:15:38,505 I really don't want to tell them anything. 278 00:15:38,605 --> 00:15:40,707 Then why are you doing this? 279 00:15:42,675 --> 00:15:45,578 You told me to. 280 00:15:45,645 --> 00:15:47,314 What good is having an angel 281 00:15:47,414 --> 00:15:49,182 on my shoulder if I don't listen to him? 282 00:15:49,316 --> 00:15:53,152 Oh, that's adorable. 283 00:15:53,253 --> 00:15:55,021 What is? 284 00:15:55,154 --> 00:15:58,958 You think I'm the angel. 285 00:16:11,238 --> 00:16:12,472 Do you want me to, uh... 286 00:16:12,539 --> 00:16:14,674 Get started without me. I'll catch up. 287 00:16:29,188 --> 00:16:30,723 How are you doing? 288 00:16:32,058 --> 00:16:34,126 Tired. 289 00:16:34,227 --> 00:16:36,496 I heard that. 290 00:16:36,563 --> 00:16:39,365 I'm SSA Luke Alvez with the Bureau. 291 00:16:39,466 --> 00:16:41,901 I'm looking into Captain Smith's death. 292 00:16:42,034 --> 00:16:44,437 Oh. Nice to meet you. 293 00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:51,344 If, uh, if you're here, I guess that means, uh... 294 00:16:51,411 --> 00:16:53,413 Yeah. 295 00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:55,415 He didn't have a family. 296 00:16:55,548 --> 00:16:58,217 I've got to get him dressed and take him up to Arlington. 297 00:17:06,326 --> 00:17:08,661 - Can I have a look? - Yeah. 298 00:17:08,728 --> 00:17:11,530 Don't take it out of the bag. 299 00:17:20,440 --> 00:17:23,410 Smith was EOD? 300 00:17:23,510 --> 00:17:24,943 Pardon? 301 00:17:26,212 --> 00:17:29,616 Captain Smith was Explosives Ordinance Disposal. 302 00:17:30,417 --> 00:17:33,252 Um, I guess. Is that important? 303 00:17:35,154 --> 00:17:36,423 It might be. 304 00:17:41,928 --> 00:17:45,298 - Can I ask you something? - Sure. 305 00:17:46,799 --> 00:17:48,601 The way he died, 306 00:17:48,701 --> 00:17:51,838 is there gonna be enough for his dress blues? 307 00:17:57,777 --> 00:18:00,146 I don't know. 308 00:18:08,087 --> 00:18:11,658 Okay, so cause of death was trauma from the explosion. 309 00:18:11,791 --> 00:18:14,327 If that didn't do it, the fourth degree burns would have. 310 00:18:14,461 --> 00:18:16,329 - Was it instantaneous? - Yeah. 311 00:18:16,463 --> 00:18:18,230 The cop and the super weren't so lucky. 312 00:18:18,998 --> 00:18:22,068 I know it might sound weird, but was his brain still intact? 313 00:18:22,134 --> 00:18:24,003 You thinking PTSD? 314 00:18:24,136 --> 00:18:25,638 I'm thinking it, yeah. 315 00:18:25,738 --> 00:18:28,307 Well, there's definitely evidence 316 00:18:28,408 --> 00:18:31,143 of a traumatic brain injury as a result of, you know, 317 00:18:31,243 --> 00:18:33,179 a small rocket exploding in Captain Smith's face, 318 00:18:33,312 --> 00:18:35,748 but when you're talking PTSD, 319 00:18:35,815 --> 00:18:37,350 the biggest giveaway, post-mortem, 320 00:18:37,484 --> 00:18:38,818 is reduced hippocampal volume, 321 00:18:38,951 --> 00:18:41,020 and his was perfectly-sized. 322 00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:42,355 So his brain was normal? 323 00:18:42,489 --> 00:18:43,756 Mm, I didn't say that. 324 00:18:43,823 --> 00:18:46,192 I saw something weird on the CT scan at first. 325 00:18:46,325 --> 00:18:49,529 It was so nuts, I performed an MRI to be sure. 326 00:18:51,364 --> 00:18:54,867 That is highly abnormal. 327 00:18:55,968 --> 00:18:57,003 And it's not from the explosion? 328 00:18:57,103 --> 00:18:59,606 Mm-mmm. Too symmetrical. 329 00:18:59,706 --> 00:19:01,508 So, what would cause that? 330 00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:03,876 Not what. Who. 331 00:19:07,346 --> 00:19:09,749 I'm sorry, I don't understand what I'm looking at here. 332 00:19:09,849 --> 00:19:11,518 Those gashes between the lobes 333 00:19:11,618 --> 00:19:12,985 are evidence of an ice pick, 334 00:19:13,085 --> 00:19:15,722 shoved up each nostril into his brain. 335 00:19:15,822 --> 00:19:18,558 Captain Smith was lobotomized. 336 00:19:18,691 --> 00:19:20,292 Wait, what? 337 00:19:20,393 --> 00:19:21,628 Why? 338 00:19:21,728 --> 00:19:22,995 We don't know. 339 00:19:24,497 --> 00:19:26,833 He... he-he would never... 340 00:19:26,933 --> 00:19:29,736 We thought the same thing until we did some more digging, 341 00:19:29,869 --> 00:19:32,071 and it turns out that 342 00:19:32,171 --> 00:19:34,441 this isn't the first time it's happened. 343 00:19:35,475 --> 00:19:37,810 This is Major Howard Newton. 344 00:19:37,910 --> 00:19:39,345 Last week, he disappeared. 345 00:19:39,412 --> 00:19:42,281 When police found him, he'd also been lobotomized. 346 00:19:42,381 --> 00:19:43,315 You recognize him? 347 00:19:43,416 --> 00:19:46,385 No. Should I? 348 00:19:46,519 --> 00:19:49,355 He was an advocate for Arlington Army Recovery Care. 349 00:19:49,456 --> 00:19:50,990 Look, Tom, 350 00:19:51,057 --> 00:19:53,660 you thought this was about more than suicide, 351 00:19:53,726 --> 00:19:55,895 and you were right. 352 00:19:56,896 --> 00:19:59,031 This doesn't make any sense. 353 00:19:59,131 --> 00:20:01,400 All the ARC Program does is help injured soldiers. 354 00:20:01,534 --> 00:20:03,870 Why would somebody do this to us? 355 00:20:04,604 --> 00:20:06,973 Because he's hurt, 356 00:20:07,073 --> 00:20:10,643 and he wants them to feel his pain. 357 00:20:14,914 --> 00:20:17,416 You don't have to do this. 358 00:20:17,517 --> 00:20:19,619 I-I can help you. 359 00:20:20,853 --> 00:20:24,557 I can make you feel better, I swear. 360 00:20:24,624 --> 00:20:27,126 No, no, no, no. 361 00:20:27,259 --> 00:20:28,928 What are you gonna do? 362 00:20:29,028 --> 00:20:30,897 This is better if you don't move. 363 00:20:30,963 --> 00:20:33,232 Just-just give me one more chance. 364 00:20:33,299 --> 00:20:37,036 I promise, it-it'll work this time. 365 00:20:37,103 --> 00:20:38,938 Please. 366 00:20:40,607 --> 00:20:41,974 No. 367 00:20:51,551 --> 00:20:54,420 Y-Your daughter was very, um... 368 00:20:58,124 --> 00:21:00,793 I'm sorry. I know that's... 369 00:21:02,862 --> 00:21:05,798 That's-that's what I want to say, is I'm sorry. 370 00:21:11,403 --> 00:21:13,372 A-Are you-are you comfortable? Do you need anything? 371 00:21:13,472 --> 00:21:15,708 Maybe like... water or, I don't... 372 00:21:15,808 --> 00:21:17,109 No. 373 00:21:22,181 --> 00:21:23,816 Want to take a swing at me? 374 00:21:23,916 --> 00:21:25,918 I'm not gonna fight back. 375 00:21:26,018 --> 00:21:27,486 You could probably get a few in before anyone 376 00:21:27,554 --> 00:21:29,188 runs in here and... 377 00:21:29,255 --> 00:21:31,157 That's not gonna happen. 378 00:21:31,257 --> 00:21:32,859 I don't want that either. 379 00:21:34,360 --> 00:21:37,229 Okay. W-W-What do you want? 380 00:21:38,030 --> 00:21:41,133 It... I'm Sorry. I mean... 381 00:21:42,902 --> 00:21:47,039 W-What do you want from me? 382 00:21:49,742 --> 00:21:52,478 I want to tell you what I've learned. 383 00:21:53,580 --> 00:21:55,982 Because when your child dies, 384 00:21:56,082 --> 00:21:57,449 you learn. 385 00:21:57,584 --> 00:21:58,751 Everything. 386 00:21:58,851 --> 00:22:01,120 You seek out every detail 387 00:22:01,220 --> 00:22:03,623 you can find to make it make sense. 388 00:22:05,124 --> 00:22:08,160 So, I've learned how much pressure it takes 389 00:22:08,260 --> 00:22:10,262 to crush a larynx. 390 00:22:10,362 --> 00:22:13,265 14.3 kilograms. Did you know that? 391 00:22:14,867 --> 00:22:15,835 I did. 392 00:22:15,935 --> 00:22:18,470 Of course you did. 393 00:22:18,571 --> 00:22:20,406 'Cause you learned it, too. 394 00:22:20,506 --> 00:22:22,909 It was part of your training. 395 00:22:23,776 --> 00:22:25,712 - What? - Your training 396 00:22:25,812 --> 00:22:27,914 by this government agency. 397 00:22:27,980 --> 00:22:31,050 The very same agency, coincidentally, that caught you. 398 00:22:31,150 --> 00:22:33,152 Because you went off the reservation, didn't you? 399 00:22:33,285 --> 00:22:34,553 Ms. Ryan, that's completely unfounded. 400 00:22:34,621 --> 00:22:36,288 Wait, what is she talking... 401 00:22:36,388 --> 00:22:38,224 I'm sor... I don't know. What di... Where did you hear that? 402 00:22:38,290 --> 00:22:40,426 - Don't tell me you don't know. - I... 403 00:22:40,526 --> 00:22:43,495 You know. The whole world knows. 404 00:22:44,296 --> 00:22:47,199 - It's in the podcast. - What podcast? 405 00:22:47,967 --> 00:22:49,669 What podcast? 406 00:22:49,802 --> 00:22:51,503 Look, calm down. 407 00:22:51,604 --> 00:22:54,073 There are a lot of podcasts out there 408 00:22:54,140 --> 00:22:55,908 telling bigger lies about you. 409 00:22:56,008 --> 00:22:58,778 This is how the algorithm works. I'm sure Brian Garrity's bad, 410 00:22:58,878 --> 00:23:00,680 but he's not even the worst one out there. 411 00:23:00,780 --> 00:23:02,849 Yeah, but he is the most popular, right? 412 00:23:02,949 --> 00:23:04,784 Given your prior experience with him, 413 00:23:04,851 --> 00:23:07,086 the most believable, thus the more dangerous. 414 00:23:07,186 --> 00:23:10,522 Dangerous? Jesus, stop already. 415 00:23:10,623 --> 00:23:11,791 Just tell me how I'm wrong. 416 00:23:11,858 --> 00:23:14,160 Look, give a dipshit a megaphone, 417 00:23:14,260 --> 00:23:16,829 he's still too stupid to use it properly. 418 00:23:16,929 --> 00:23:20,532 Just let the guy have his 15 minutes and he'll go away. 419 00:23:20,633 --> 00:23:22,268 What if my daughters hear it? 420 00:23:22,368 --> 00:23:25,537 Elias, your daughters already know everything. 421 00:23:25,638 --> 00:23:27,406 A podcast is not gonna change their minds. 422 00:23:27,539 --> 00:23:30,209 Okay, well, what if it changes someone else's? 423 00:23:30,309 --> 00:23:32,411 You know, someone could find this, they could-they could 424 00:23:32,544 --> 00:23:34,180 interpret it wrong, 425 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,249 they might identify with me, they might idolize me. 426 00:23:41,220 --> 00:23:42,922 You didn't control a network of people 427 00:23:43,022 --> 00:23:44,991 who would do anything that you told them to do. 428 00:23:45,057 --> 00:23:48,527 No. But we arrested all of them, remember? 429 00:23:48,594 --> 00:23:51,197 The guy we're talking about is a troll. 430 00:23:51,297 --> 00:23:52,765 What is the first thing that we learned 431 00:23:52,899 --> 00:23:54,533 about the Internet? You don't feed the trolls. 432 00:23:54,633 --> 00:23:56,903 No, that was the first lesson of the Internet 433 00:23:57,036 --> 00:23:59,505 before the troglodytes took over. 434 00:24:05,011 --> 00:24:07,413 I want-I want... I want to set the record straight. 435 00:24:08,715 --> 00:24:09,682 How? 436 00:24:09,782 --> 00:24:11,784 - By going on his podcast. - No. 437 00:24:11,884 --> 00:24:14,787 How am I supposed to give anyone closure 438 00:24:14,887 --> 00:24:16,422 when everyone who comes in here 439 00:24:16,522 --> 00:24:17,724 is believing these lies 440 00:24:17,790 --> 00:24:19,992 that this Garrity clown is telling them? 441 00:24:21,193 --> 00:24:22,428 Look, I'll keep doing this, 442 00:24:22,528 --> 00:24:23,896 but how am I supposed to keep doing this 443 00:24:23,963 --> 00:24:25,464 and subjugating myself to people if... 444 00:24:25,597 --> 00:24:27,433 if-if... if they don't even believe what I'm saying? 445 00:24:27,533 --> 00:24:30,703 I want to at least apologize for what I actually did. 446 00:24:31,503 --> 00:24:33,973 All right. Let's-let's think this thing through. 447 00:24:34,106 --> 00:24:37,609 You go on the record with Garrity, what happens? 448 00:24:37,744 --> 00:24:39,278 You get more attention. 449 00:24:39,378 --> 00:24:41,413 You give him more attention. 450 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:44,650 You're only gonna make the guy more popular. 451 00:24:44,751 --> 00:24:46,418 Yes, and that is why you are going to 452 00:24:46,518 --> 00:24:48,054 give him a list of conditions. 453 00:24:49,455 --> 00:24:51,991 Of course you have conditions. 454 00:24:54,426 --> 00:24:58,130 So I'm supposed to make a podcast happen from prison? 455 00:24:58,264 --> 00:25:00,132 It's-it's not a livestream, it's a pre-tape. 456 00:25:00,266 --> 00:25:02,969 FBI and DOJ have complete control over the recording. 457 00:25:03,069 --> 00:25:04,937 Anything goes sideways, we seize the audio. 458 00:25:05,004 --> 00:25:07,506 A-And what are these conditions Voit's demanding? 459 00:25:07,639 --> 00:25:08,808 A backup recording, 460 00:25:08,908 --> 00:25:10,476 provided by us, nothing high-tech. 461 00:25:10,576 --> 00:25:12,945 It can literally be, like, a voice memo on your phone. 462 00:25:13,012 --> 00:25:14,680 - Why? - Insurance. 463 00:25:14,781 --> 00:25:16,315 Voit wants to make sure Brian doesn't edit him 464 00:25:16,415 --> 00:25:18,217 out of context or misrepresent him. 465 00:25:18,317 --> 00:25:20,352 And if he does, Voit has the right to release 466 00:25:20,486 --> 00:25:23,155 the unedited audio to a rival podcast. 467 00:25:23,255 --> 00:25:25,691 And we're just fine with all this? 468 00:25:25,825 --> 00:25:28,828 W... Am I happy to let a psychopath match wits 469 00:25:28,928 --> 00:25:30,629 with a deranged narcissist? 470 00:25:30,696 --> 00:25:32,899 No, I'm not, but if it gets rid of Garrity, 471 00:25:32,999 --> 00:25:34,801 I'm willing to roll the dice on a psychopath. 472 00:25:34,867 --> 00:25:36,368 Wait, I thought you profiled that Voit 473 00:25:36,468 --> 00:25:38,504 - was no longer a psychopath. - No, you're right. 474 00:25:38,604 --> 00:25:41,240 He's not. It's... 475 00:25:41,340 --> 00:25:43,209 When Brian Garrity 476 00:25:43,309 --> 00:25:45,511 is in my life, it... 477 00:25:45,611 --> 00:25:47,179 Have you ever had heartburn? 478 00:25:47,279 --> 00:25:49,181 Where-where the... 479 00:25:49,281 --> 00:25:53,019 acid reflux is so, so hot, 480 00:25:53,119 --> 00:25:57,023 it's like you can taste the hatred? 481 00:25:59,959 --> 00:26:02,461 Okay, the guards are gonna have to inspect 482 00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:04,363 - all the audio equipment. - Oh, absolutely. 483 00:26:04,496 --> 00:26:05,664 Okay, and no touching. None. 484 00:26:05,764 --> 00:26:06,698 Of course. 485 00:26:06,799 --> 00:26:08,534 Will Garrity say yes? 486 00:26:08,667 --> 00:26:10,536 He already did. 487 00:26:10,636 --> 00:26:12,571 He had his own counter-conditions. 488 00:26:12,671 --> 00:26:16,175 Ok... Okay, now I'm feeling it. 489 00:26:16,275 --> 00:26:17,376 Come on. 490 00:26:17,509 --> 00:26:19,411 The prescription antacids are in my office. 491 00:26:19,545 --> 00:26:21,213 Oof. 492 00:26:25,184 --> 00:26:26,352 What do we got? 493 00:26:26,452 --> 00:26:28,787 Two victims. Part of a program 494 00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:31,290 to help veterans recover physically and mentally. 495 00:26:31,390 --> 00:26:33,893 Unsub's targeting them, but not killing them. 496 00:26:33,993 --> 00:26:35,194 Well, then what is he... 497 00:26:35,294 --> 00:26:37,930 Oh, shit. Lobotomy. 498 00:26:38,030 --> 00:26:39,565 Never mind. 499 00:26:39,698 --> 00:26:42,168 Victimology's connected through the Army Recovery Care Program. 500 00:26:42,234 --> 00:26:43,702 So, he could have been a part of it 501 00:26:43,802 --> 00:26:45,905 or rejected from it, and now he's taking revenge. 502 00:26:46,038 --> 00:26:49,375 Uh, lucky for us, the U.S. Army does keep meticulous records. 503 00:26:49,475 --> 00:26:50,376 Tyler, 504 00:26:50,442 --> 00:26:51,911 could you do me a solid? 505 00:26:52,011 --> 00:26:53,412 Vouch for me with Agent Milliken, 506 00:26:53,512 --> 00:26:55,447 'cause then maybe I can get into ARC's files? 507 00:26:55,547 --> 00:26:57,183 Men in uniform either throw themselves at me 508 00:26:57,249 --> 00:26:59,651 or throw me out of their office. 509 00:27:01,954 --> 00:27:03,890 - Is everything okay with Luke? - Uh... 510 00:27:03,956 --> 00:27:06,725 - Yeah, I think-think so. Why? - I don't know. 511 00:27:06,792 --> 00:27:10,096 Maybe it's nothing. He just seems a bit... You know? 512 00:27:10,196 --> 00:27:14,133 See, that is why I always consult the Oracle of Alvez. 513 00:27:14,266 --> 00:27:15,567 Penelope, is Luke okay? 514 00:27:15,667 --> 00:27:17,269 I don't know. 515 00:27:17,369 --> 00:27:19,738 I don't know. And if 516 00:27:19,805 --> 00:27:22,708 I did know, I wouldn't tell any of you 517 00:27:22,808 --> 00:27:25,077 because I'm not a gossip. 518 00:27:25,177 --> 00:27:28,380 So, let's get back to work. Skedaddle. 519 00:27:35,454 --> 00:27:38,224 It's not the outcome any of us wanted, but 520 00:27:38,290 --> 00:27:40,259 the tumor's spread. 521 00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,361 There's nothing else we can do. 522 00:27:43,963 --> 00:27:45,464 What are my, uh... 523 00:27:46,598 --> 00:27:47,967 What can I do? 524 00:27:48,067 --> 00:27:49,301 Well, we have a choice. 525 00:27:49,435 --> 00:27:51,837 If you want, I can discharge her, 526 00:27:51,938 --> 00:27:55,641 or we can keep her here, keep her comfortable. 527 00:27:59,111 --> 00:28:01,247 How much time does she have? 528 00:28:02,414 --> 00:28:06,218 Luke, she's in a lot of pain. 529 00:28:12,324 --> 00:28:14,493 Hey. 530 00:28:15,594 --> 00:28:16,795 Hey. 531 00:28:21,133 --> 00:28:22,734 Where's your head? 532 00:28:24,670 --> 00:28:26,838 This case... 533 00:28:26,973 --> 00:28:29,108 They're starting to notice. 534 00:28:30,342 --> 00:28:32,411 Okay, uh... 535 00:28:33,245 --> 00:28:34,713 I'll get it together. 536 00:28:34,846 --> 00:28:36,615 Oh, and one more thing? 537 00:28:36,715 --> 00:28:39,818 Uh, Howard Newton... the first lobotomy victim... 538 00:28:39,885 --> 00:28:41,820 his wife brought him in. 539 00:28:44,023 --> 00:28:45,557 All right. 540 00:28:46,858 --> 00:28:48,394 Are you up for this? 541 00:28:48,527 --> 00:28:50,629 I have to be. 542 00:28:58,737 --> 00:29:00,339 This was... let me think... 543 00:29:00,439 --> 00:29:02,574 about nine days ago now. 544 00:29:02,708 --> 00:29:04,743 I can't even make sense of it, really. 545 00:29:04,843 --> 00:29:07,546 He called me to tell me he was coming home, but then... 546 00:29:07,646 --> 00:29:09,648 he never came home. 547 00:29:09,748 --> 00:29:11,217 And when did you call the police? 548 00:29:11,317 --> 00:29:13,219 Midnight, that night. 549 00:29:13,352 --> 00:29:15,554 And when did they find your husband? 550 00:29:15,654 --> 00:29:18,157 They didn't. I did. 551 00:29:18,224 --> 00:29:21,327 When the sun came up and he was still gone, 552 00:29:21,393 --> 00:29:23,695 I started to just go crazy, 553 00:29:23,795 --> 00:29:25,697 so I got in my car and I drove around. 554 00:29:25,797 --> 00:29:28,067 I found him two blocks from our house. 555 00:29:28,167 --> 00:29:32,071 So whoever did this knew where you lived. 556 00:29:32,171 --> 00:29:33,439 I suppose. 557 00:29:33,539 --> 00:29:37,043 Or maybe they let Howard go, and he recognized 558 00:29:37,109 --> 00:29:39,011 a few streets. 559 00:29:39,078 --> 00:29:41,813 - Hey. Hey, hey, hey. Shh. - K-K-K... 560 00:29:41,913 --> 00:29:43,749 - Hey, hey, I'm here. I'm here, honey. - K... 561 00:29:43,849 --> 00:29:45,951 Shh. Hey. Shh. 562 00:29:46,085 --> 00:29:48,920 Shh. Shh. I'm here. 563 00:29:51,490 --> 00:29:54,660 That's all he can say of my first name. 564 00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:56,462 Kimberly. 565 00:29:58,197 --> 00:30:01,100 Uh, Ms. Newton, we're... 566 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:02,468 we're trying to make a map 567 00:30:02,568 --> 00:30:04,036 of where this man's 568 00:30:04,103 --> 00:30:05,804 finding his victims and where he might be leaving them. 569 00:30:05,904 --> 00:30:07,473 Do you think you could help us out? 570 00:30:07,573 --> 00:30:09,141 I can try. I-I don't know how much 571 00:30:09,241 --> 00:30:10,542 I'm gonna be able to give you, though. 572 00:30:10,609 --> 00:30:13,445 Okay, no, we-we appreciate that. 573 00:30:13,579 --> 00:30:15,814 - Uh, Luke, can you... - Yeah. Sure. 574 00:30:15,947 --> 00:30:18,484 I'll keep Major Newton company. 575 00:30:27,693 --> 00:30:30,062 K... 576 00:30:30,829 --> 00:30:32,498 No, y-your wife, she'll-she'll be right back. 577 00:30:32,631 --> 00:30:34,500 She's just in the other, the other room. 578 00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:36,435 - K... - Do you-you need something? 579 00:30:36,502 --> 00:30:37,736 K... 580 00:30:37,803 --> 00:30:40,239 No, no, no, no. 581 00:30:40,306 --> 00:30:42,808 No. No. 582 00:30:42,908 --> 00:30:44,910 Kill me. 583 00:30:45,010 --> 00:30:46,978 No, man. Hey. 584 00:30:47,079 --> 00:30:49,548 - Kill me. - No, man, just hang on. 585 00:30:49,648 --> 00:30:52,618 - Okay? - Kill me, kill me. 586 00:30:52,684 --> 00:30:54,520 Just hang on. 587 00:30:56,755 --> 00:30:58,990 It's all right. 588 00:31:12,871 --> 00:31:14,005 This victim's name 589 00:31:14,106 --> 00:31:15,274 is Theodore Nguyen. 590 00:31:15,374 --> 00:31:18,277 Lobotomized, catatonic, like the others. 591 00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:21,447 He was found outside his own office. No cameras. 592 00:31:21,547 --> 00:31:23,882 - Where was this? - Baltimore. 593 00:31:23,982 --> 00:31:26,118 There's no ARC Program in Baltimore. 594 00:31:26,185 --> 00:31:28,154 That would track because Mr. Nguyen 595 00:31:28,254 --> 00:31:30,156 isn't associated with the military at all. 596 00:31:30,256 --> 00:31:31,790 He's an acupuncturist. 597 00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:33,024 Acupuncturist? 598 00:31:33,125 --> 00:31:34,293 Yeah. Surprised us, too. 599 00:31:34,393 --> 00:31:36,862 This guy is way outside 600 00:31:36,962 --> 00:31:38,497 of this unsub's victimology. 601 00:31:38,564 --> 00:31:41,933 Is there any overlap between acupuncture and ARC? 602 00:31:42,033 --> 00:31:43,702 No, none. 603 00:31:43,802 --> 00:31:45,804 We don't offer that as part of our services. 604 00:31:45,904 --> 00:31:48,374 Acupuncturists treat pain, right? 605 00:31:48,474 --> 00:31:50,041 What did Nguyen specialize in? 606 00:31:50,142 --> 00:31:53,379 He advertised clinical therapies for headaches. 607 00:31:53,479 --> 00:31:55,547 What kind of headaches... migraines? 608 00:31:55,647 --> 00:31:56,915 Yeah. In fact, 609 00:31:57,048 --> 00:31:59,418 he promoted his unique therapy for it. 610 00:31:59,551 --> 00:32:01,320 If the unsub is suffering from that, 611 00:32:01,387 --> 00:32:02,721 it could be motivating him. 612 00:32:02,854 --> 00:32:04,890 You don't lobotomize somebody for headaches. 613 00:32:04,990 --> 00:32:07,393 You might if the pain was bad enough. 614 00:32:12,698 --> 00:32:14,166 What are-what are they called... the ones that your friend 615 00:32:14,233 --> 00:32:16,568 - suffered from? - Cluster headaches. 616 00:32:16,702 --> 00:32:18,904 They're so intense that they can cause 617 00:32:19,004 --> 00:32:20,906 temporary vision changes, auras. 618 00:32:21,039 --> 00:32:24,443 They can lead to anxiety and aggression. 619 00:32:24,576 --> 00:32:26,378 The pain is so bad that some patients 620 00:32:26,478 --> 00:32:27,913 call them "suicide headaches." 621 00:32:28,046 --> 00:32:30,782 Let's just say this unsub suffered an injury in-country, 622 00:32:30,882 --> 00:32:32,251 uh, developed PTSD. 623 00:32:32,351 --> 00:32:34,653 First, he would try to manage it himself, 624 00:32:34,753 --> 00:32:37,189 - push it down. - He'd push himself 625 00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:39,691 to the limit. He's a soldier. A warrior. 626 00:32:39,791 --> 00:32:42,428 Yeah. When that didn't work, he would self-flagellate. 627 00:32:42,528 --> 00:32:45,631 As in cut himself or whip himself? 628 00:32:45,731 --> 00:32:47,466 No. Tattoos. 629 00:32:47,566 --> 00:32:49,801 This guy has full sleeves, both arms. 630 00:32:49,935 --> 00:32:51,603 Probably his whole body. 631 00:32:51,703 --> 00:32:53,071 They would be a marker 632 00:32:53,138 --> 00:32:56,308 of the pain that he's trying to outrun. 633 00:32:57,776 --> 00:32:59,378 And once he can't take it anymore, he comes to ARC 634 00:32:59,478 --> 00:33:01,280 for some sort of relief, he doesn't get it, 635 00:33:01,380 --> 00:33:02,481 so he attacks the other vets 636 00:33:02,614 --> 00:33:04,316 he comes in contact with for not helping. 637 00:33:04,450 --> 00:33:06,585 Yeah, except Ms. Garcia and I checked with ARC. 638 00:33:06,652 --> 00:33:09,054 Volunteer activity is regularly documented. 639 00:33:09,154 --> 00:33:10,656 And there's no overlap 640 00:33:10,789 --> 00:33:12,791 between our two victims and any one particular patient. 641 00:33:12,891 --> 00:33:15,026 Yeah, but if he wasn't evaluated correctly, 642 00:33:15,126 --> 00:33:16,728 there would be no record, right? 643 00:33:16,795 --> 00:33:18,129 Yeah. 644 00:33:18,230 --> 00:33:19,698 Yeah. Yeah, that's right. 645 00:33:19,798 --> 00:33:21,767 Then we need to talk to whoever the acupuncturist saw. 646 00:33:21,867 --> 00:33:23,669 He's the outlier in terms of victimology. 647 00:33:23,802 --> 00:33:26,137 We'll build a suspect list out of any veterans he treated. 648 00:33:26,272 --> 00:33:27,839 Okay, well, we need to move quick. 649 00:33:27,973 --> 00:33:30,476 It's only a matter of time before he gets another headache. 650 00:33:34,145 --> 00:33:36,014 Hey, explain something to me. 651 00:33:36,948 --> 00:33:38,650 If they're called "suicide headaches," 652 00:33:38,750 --> 00:33:40,752 why is this soldier going on the offense? 653 00:33:40,819 --> 00:33:42,688 Because when you're a psychopath, 654 00:33:42,788 --> 00:33:44,022 right before you kill someone, 655 00:33:44,155 --> 00:33:46,292 your brain gets flooded with dopamine. 656 00:33:46,358 --> 00:33:48,360 That would be the only chemical 657 00:33:48,460 --> 00:33:50,429 that would give him some relief. 658 00:33:51,263 --> 00:33:52,598 But he's not killing them. 659 00:33:52,698 --> 00:33:55,367 No, because then their pain would be over. 660 00:33:55,467 --> 00:33:58,370 He wants them to feel like he does. 661 00:33:58,470 --> 00:34:00,038 Locked in. 662 00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:05,544 Transport gate open. 663 00:34:05,677 --> 00:34:06,778 Test one, 664 00:34:06,845 --> 00:34:09,247 test one, shibboleth, shibboleth. 665 00:34:09,348 --> 00:34:11,015 Sure you're good with this? 666 00:34:11,817 --> 00:34:13,184 Test two, test two, 667 00:34:13,285 --> 00:34:16,522 red leather, yellow leather, red leather. 668 00:34:17,522 --> 00:34:20,125 For the record, this is a secondary recording 669 00:34:20,191 --> 00:34:22,560 of the Elias Voit and Brian Garrity interview. 670 00:34:22,660 --> 00:34:25,196 Mr. Garrity, do you consent to this recording? 671 00:34:25,330 --> 00:34:26,332 I do. 672 00:34:26,432 --> 00:34:28,367 All right. Let's bring him in. 673 00:34:28,500 --> 00:34:30,569 Oh, wait. 674 00:34:34,372 --> 00:34:36,241 Okay. Now I'm ready. 675 00:34:36,375 --> 00:34:39,910 I'm gonna make BetterHelp my bitch after this. 676 00:34:49,821 --> 00:34:51,990 Wow. I mean... 677 00:34:52,057 --> 00:34:54,859 You are so... short. 678 00:34:54,926 --> 00:34:56,727 I'm sorry, I-I just mean 679 00:34:56,828 --> 00:34:58,697 I, you know, I was expecting... 680 00:34:58,797 --> 00:35:01,733 Save it for the episode. 681 00:35:01,833 --> 00:35:03,402 Okay. 682 00:35:07,773 --> 00:35:10,075 Welcome to The Sicarius Files, 683 00:35:10,175 --> 00:35:12,578 colon, Elias Voit, colon, 684 00:35:12,678 --> 00:35:14,012 Man or Mystery. 685 00:35:14,079 --> 00:35:16,848 I am your host, Brian Garrity. 686 00:35:16,948 --> 00:35:20,419 Today's episode, truly amazing. 687 00:35:20,552 --> 00:35:21,820 My guest, 688 00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:23,789 the Sicarius killer himself, 689 00:35:23,922 --> 00:35:25,791 Elias Voit. 690 00:35:32,764 --> 00:35:34,766 Hello. 691 00:35:35,901 --> 00:35:37,202 To set the scene 692 00:35:37,302 --> 00:35:38,437 for our listeners, we are currently... 693 00:35:38,537 --> 00:35:40,439 No, you can't say where he is. 694 00:35:40,539 --> 00:35:43,375 Sorry. Right. Okay. 695 00:35:43,442 --> 00:35:45,644 We are currently in prison. 696 00:35:45,744 --> 00:35:47,946 So, Elias. 697 00:35:48,046 --> 00:35:50,281 May I call you Elias? 698 00:35:54,620 --> 00:35:55,887 What is this? 699 00:35:55,954 --> 00:35:58,056 Hmm? What is this? 700 00:35:58,156 --> 00:35:59,958 Hmm? 701 00:36:00,058 --> 00:36:01,627 Wh... Hey, please don't do that. 702 00:36:01,727 --> 00:36:03,294 It-it-it puts the levels in the red. 703 00:36:03,429 --> 00:36:04,996 Oh, your le... Your levels are in the red? 704 00:36:05,130 --> 00:36:06,632 I'm sorry, you're spreading lies about me 705 00:36:06,732 --> 00:36:08,500 and you're worried about your fucking levels? 706 00:36:10,235 --> 00:36:11,503 Whoa! 707 00:36:11,637 --> 00:36:13,872 Oh, whoa. 708 00:36:15,306 --> 00:36:17,576 Ok-Okay, I'm-I'm turning this off right now. 709 00:36:17,676 --> 00:36:19,645 No. 710 00:36:20,546 --> 00:36:21,913 No. 711 00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:24,182 You got yourself into this, little man. 712 00:36:24,315 --> 00:36:25,817 There's no escaping now. 713 00:36:25,917 --> 00:36:28,086 What's... Are you gonna... 714 00:36:28,153 --> 00:36:29,721 This was the deal. 715 00:36:29,821 --> 00:36:31,322 We didn't approve the sign. 716 00:36:31,457 --> 00:36:32,323 Wh... 717 00:36:34,159 --> 00:36:35,694 Look at me, Brian. 718 00:36:35,827 --> 00:36:37,195 Just look at me. 719 00:36:38,930 --> 00:36:40,532 Why are you telling your listeners 720 00:36:40,632 --> 00:36:42,901 that I was trained by the government? 721 00:36:45,170 --> 00:36:47,172 - Uh... - I'll tell you why. 722 00:36:47,272 --> 00:36:49,207 It's because it gives you 723 00:36:49,340 --> 00:36:51,543 an explanation for me. 724 00:36:52,410 --> 00:36:54,345 It makes me seem smaller. 725 00:36:55,947 --> 00:36:57,683 Do I seem small to you right now? 726 00:36:57,783 --> 00:36:59,485 No. 727 00:36:59,585 --> 00:37:02,120 - I'm sorry, what? - No. 728 00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:03,989 No. 729 00:37:04,089 --> 00:37:06,525 Good. And your podcast... how-how much of it 730 00:37:06,658 --> 00:37:08,860 is actually true? 731 00:37:11,830 --> 00:37:14,299 - None of it. - None of it? 732 00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:15,767 Good. 733 00:37:15,867 --> 00:37:19,137 Good, very good. Now it's-it's my turn 734 00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:20,906 to explain myself to you. 735 00:37:21,006 --> 00:37:24,676 And you're not-you're not... far off. 736 00:37:25,477 --> 00:37:27,713 Takes a little man to be scared of someone 737 00:37:27,813 --> 00:37:31,382 banging on a table, but it... 738 00:37:31,483 --> 00:37:34,285 takes a littler one to resort to it. 739 00:37:35,687 --> 00:37:37,155 There's... 740 00:37:37,255 --> 00:37:40,225 nothing romantic about me. 741 00:37:40,325 --> 00:37:43,061 I'm not brilliant, I'm not special. 742 00:37:43,161 --> 00:37:44,930 I'm an antisocial psychopath 743 00:37:45,030 --> 00:37:48,466 who can only get his heart rate up by killing people. 744 00:37:48,567 --> 00:37:50,035 It's sad how pathetic I am, 745 00:37:50,135 --> 00:37:52,137 but you know who's even more pathetic? 746 00:37:53,038 --> 00:37:55,106 Someone who makes a show about it. 747 00:37:56,742 --> 00:37:59,144 And anyone who listens to it. 748 00:38:03,014 --> 00:38:04,816 Now we're done. 749 00:38:29,474 --> 00:38:30,942 You knew that was gonna happen. 750 00:38:31,042 --> 00:38:33,244 You knew Voit was gonna do that. 751 00:38:33,344 --> 00:38:35,380 No, we told him no physical contact, 752 00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:39,284 but yeah, I-I had a feeling he would have something 753 00:38:39,384 --> 00:38:41,452 - up his sleeve. - Mm-hmm. 754 00:38:42,921 --> 00:38:45,223 Hey, take it easy. 755 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:48,359 I have to salvage the remains of my flaming career. 756 00:38:48,459 --> 00:38:51,997 You betrayed me. I thought we were friends. 757 00:38:52,764 --> 00:38:55,133 Oh, Brian, there's something I've been wanting to say 758 00:38:55,233 --> 00:38:56,868 for the better part of six years. 759 00:38:56,968 --> 00:38:59,004 We are not friends. 760 00:38:59,104 --> 00:39:02,040 All you have ever done is make my life miserable, 761 00:39:02,140 --> 00:39:06,311 so my job is not to make your job easier. 762 00:39:07,746 --> 00:39:10,448 Well, how dare you? 763 00:39:10,582 --> 00:39:12,017 You are a public servant. 764 00:39:12,117 --> 00:39:15,721 To the public! Not to you, personally. 765 00:39:15,821 --> 00:39:17,522 Oh, you have me siding 766 00:39:17,623 --> 00:39:20,291 with a convicted serial killer over you. 767 00:39:21,092 --> 00:39:23,261 I don't know what I'm gonna do. 768 00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:25,363 When my audience hears this episode, 769 00:39:25,463 --> 00:39:28,700 they're gonna be furious at Voit's disdain for them. 770 00:39:30,301 --> 00:39:32,270 You don't... 771 00:39:32,370 --> 00:39:34,339 have to post it. 772 00:39:35,140 --> 00:39:36,775 I already presold the advertising 773 00:39:36,908 --> 00:39:40,545 to a vegan-only meal kit delivery service. 774 00:39:40,612 --> 00:39:42,447 And if there's one group you don't want to cross, 775 00:39:42,547 --> 00:39:44,382 it's Big Vegan. 776 00:39:44,482 --> 00:39:46,251 Okay, so, so, 777 00:39:46,317 --> 00:39:49,320 what if you reframed it? 778 00:39:49,420 --> 00:39:52,891 I mean, maybe this is actually an opportunity. 779 00:39:52,958 --> 00:39:54,359 What do you mean? 780 00:39:54,459 --> 00:39:56,628 The podcast pivot. 781 00:39:56,728 --> 00:39:59,230 A-And didn't Voit just hand you one 782 00:39:59,297 --> 00:40:01,132 on a silver platter? 783 00:40:02,634 --> 00:40:05,303 Yeah. Yeah. 784 00:40:06,972 --> 00:40:08,874 Uh, an episode where 785 00:40:08,974 --> 00:40:11,276 I find out the serial killer 786 00:40:11,376 --> 00:40:14,412 is just a serial killer. 787 00:40:14,512 --> 00:40:16,514 Oh, that's good. 788 00:40:16,614 --> 00:40:18,516 You are brilliant. 789 00:40:18,650 --> 00:40:20,919 Okay. Thank you. 790 00:40:21,019 --> 00:40:22,153 I guess. 791 00:40:22,253 --> 00:40:25,691 Hearing that from you means... something. 792 00:40:32,764 --> 00:40:34,666 So... What, um, 793 00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:37,535 you decided to kill him after all? 794 00:40:37,635 --> 00:40:38,904 I did not. 795 00:40:39,004 --> 00:40:42,040 But our Elias Voit podcast problem 796 00:40:42,173 --> 00:40:43,875 has come to an end. 797 00:40:49,915 --> 00:40:53,618 Nobody on Nguyen's patient list comes close to the profile. 798 00:40:53,685 --> 00:40:56,221 But he did take a lot of walk-ins who paid with cash 799 00:40:56,321 --> 00:40:57,723 because they didn't have insurance. 800 00:40:57,856 --> 00:41:00,125 That's just like the ARC program, right? 801 00:41:00,225 --> 00:41:02,560 I mean, this unsub is flying just under the radar 802 00:41:02,694 --> 00:41:04,395 when it comes to victimology. 803 00:41:04,495 --> 00:41:06,497 Is there something about his headaches that we missed? 804 00:41:06,597 --> 00:41:09,500 Some other condition that he might have? 805 00:41:10,335 --> 00:41:11,703 Luke? 806 00:41:14,439 --> 00:41:15,640 Hmm? 807 00:41:15,707 --> 00:41:18,977 You got that "thinking but not saying it" look. 808 00:41:19,044 --> 00:41:21,780 No. Uh... 809 00:41:23,048 --> 00:41:26,084 All right, what about this? What about... 810 00:41:26,885 --> 00:41:28,887 ...chronic traumatic encephalopathy? 811 00:41:28,987 --> 00:41:30,188 CTE. 812 00:41:30,255 --> 00:41:31,890 Yeah, we are treating that more and more. 813 00:41:31,990 --> 00:41:33,558 Especially as we understand what concussions 814 00:41:33,658 --> 00:41:35,994 are doing to the brain. 815 00:41:36,094 --> 00:41:38,363 CTE has been known to lead to violence. 816 00:41:38,463 --> 00:41:39,765 I mean, not always, 817 00:41:39,898 --> 00:41:41,366 - but yeah, sometimes. - And worst of all, 818 00:41:41,432 --> 00:41:42,934 it's like having a time bomb in your head. 819 00:41:43,068 --> 00:41:45,436 Don't know you have it, you can't even 820 00:41:45,536 --> 00:41:47,773 diagnose it until an autopsy. 821 00:41:48,539 --> 00:41:50,008 Do you think about that a lot? 822 00:41:50,942 --> 00:41:53,578 I mean, when you serve, you're always thinking about 823 00:41:53,711 --> 00:41:55,814 where the next hit's coming from. 824 00:41:55,914 --> 00:41:58,449 - Yeah. - Our guy probably thought about it. 825 00:41:59,885 --> 00:42:01,753 And no matter where he goes, he can't seem 826 00:42:01,853 --> 00:42:03,621 to get anybody to give him a straight answer 827 00:42:03,721 --> 00:42:05,523 on why he's so angry all the time. 828 00:42:05,623 --> 00:42:09,060 And each time he gets angry, he loses more and more control. 829 00:42:09,127 --> 00:42:11,797 I mean, take Nguyen. He shoved the ice pick 830 00:42:11,897 --> 00:42:13,464 so far up into the brain tissue, 831 00:42:13,564 --> 00:42:16,534 it made contact with the tip of his skull. He's not trying... 832 00:42:16,634 --> 00:42:20,105 I'm sorry, but I need to know how you want to proceed. 833 00:42:23,241 --> 00:42:24,542 Okay. 834 00:42:24,609 --> 00:42:26,778 Okay... 835 00:42:26,878 --> 00:42:28,579 I need to see her. 836 00:42:29,280 --> 00:42:30,548 Uh, b-before we do anything. 837 00:42:30,615 --> 00:42:32,884 I need to see her. Where... Is she... 838 00:42:32,984 --> 00:42:34,953 - is she awake? - She's sleeping. 839 00:42:35,053 --> 00:42:37,455 But I can wake her up for you. 840 00:42:39,724 --> 00:42:41,026 Is this my fault? 841 00:42:41,893 --> 00:42:44,429 - Is what your fault? - If I would've brought her in 842 00:42:44,529 --> 00:42:47,432 sooner, maybe we'd have found the tumor earlier. 843 00:42:47,498 --> 00:42:48,733 No. 844 00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:51,302 That's not how this works. 845 00:42:52,603 --> 00:42:55,173 No. No. 846 00:42:55,974 --> 00:42:58,309 That's not how this works. 847 00:42:59,310 --> 00:43:00,879 - What? - CTE. 848 00:43:00,979 --> 00:43:03,081 That's not how it works. It's not how this unsub works. 849 00:43:03,181 --> 00:43:04,315 How do you know that? 850 00:43:04,449 --> 00:43:07,018 The violence associated with CTE, 851 00:43:07,118 --> 00:43:08,619 you know, or cluster headaches for that matter, 852 00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:11,089 it happens in bursts. 853 00:43:11,156 --> 00:43:13,224 It's disorganized, impulsive. 854 00:43:13,324 --> 00:43:16,694 Yeah, but this unsub is stalking his victims. 855 00:43:16,794 --> 00:43:18,163 He's kidnapping them. 856 00:43:18,296 --> 00:43:21,299 Right, and then subjecting them to sadistic torture. 857 00:43:21,399 --> 00:43:23,935 That's highly organized. 858 00:43:24,002 --> 00:43:25,470 So, you're saying that he's not in pain at all? 859 00:43:25,570 --> 00:43:29,107 No, he is. The victimology tells us that. 860 00:43:29,174 --> 00:43:30,541 Then what has the same symptoms? 861 00:43:30,675 --> 00:43:33,511 Matches cluster headaches or CTE but is neither? 862 00:43:33,611 --> 00:43:35,713 A tumor. 863 00:43:36,614 --> 00:43:38,616 Like the Texas tower shooter, um... 864 00:43:38,683 --> 00:43:40,585 - Charles Whitman. - Yes. 865 00:43:40,685 --> 00:43:43,388 He had a tumor pressing down on his amygdala. 866 00:43:43,521 --> 00:43:46,291 That's right. That's right. Before he started shooting, 867 00:43:46,391 --> 00:43:48,293 he stabbed his wife and mother to death. 868 00:43:48,393 --> 00:43:50,628 And in his suicide note, he wrote 869 00:43:50,728 --> 00:43:53,264 that he knew there was something wrong inside his head. 870 00:43:53,364 --> 00:43:54,832 So, this soldier came to us 871 00:43:54,900 --> 00:43:58,103 for treatment, thinking he had a headache, but... 872 00:43:58,203 --> 00:44:00,171 But he had something worse. 873 00:44:00,271 --> 00:44:01,940 Much worse. 874 00:44:19,590 --> 00:44:20,691 What the fuck? 875 00:44:20,791 --> 00:44:22,393 Hello, Doc. 876 00:44:29,434 --> 00:44:33,038 Hey. Our unsub is Sergeant David Graham. 877 00:44:33,138 --> 00:44:34,539 Traffic cameras pinged him 878 00:44:34,639 --> 00:44:37,242 along with a passenger we've ID'd 879 00:44:37,375 --> 00:44:39,477 as neurologist Dr. Mark Trank. 880 00:44:39,544 --> 00:44:41,846 All right, we have to assume that's our next victim. 881 00:44:41,947 --> 00:44:43,915 - Anything else? - Yeah. Graham bounced 882 00:44:44,049 --> 00:44:45,350 from ARC to the VA. 883 00:44:45,416 --> 00:44:47,485 A CAT scan revealed a glioblastoma cluster 884 00:44:47,552 --> 00:44:49,554 - in his prefrontal cortex. - Operable? 885 00:44:49,654 --> 00:44:51,456 Yeah, but risky, as in, 886 00:44:51,556 --> 00:44:53,691 "it might get lobotomized" risky. 887 00:44:53,758 --> 00:44:55,493 VA doc that I talked to said that Graham 888 00:44:55,560 --> 00:44:57,728 refused to accept the diagnosis. 889 00:44:58,529 --> 00:45:01,332 All right. Thanks. 890 00:45:02,200 --> 00:45:03,734 Alvez. 891 00:45:04,569 --> 00:45:06,404 We've lost too many men already. 892 00:45:06,504 --> 00:45:07,572 Copy? 893 00:45:07,672 --> 00:45:09,640 Copy. 894 00:45:37,935 --> 00:45:39,971 Where the fuck am I? 895 00:45:45,876 --> 00:45:47,678 David. 896 00:45:52,317 --> 00:45:53,884 You remember me. 897 00:45:57,555 --> 00:45:59,624 I didn't think you would. 898 00:46:00,925 --> 00:46:03,128 But I remember you. 899 00:46:03,894 --> 00:46:05,696 You know what I remember? 900 00:46:07,565 --> 00:46:09,500 "I can fix you." 901 00:46:09,600 --> 00:46:11,402 That's what you said. 902 00:46:11,502 --> 00:46:14,139 "I can fix you, David." 903 00:46:15,073 --> 00:46:17,675 But you can't, can you? 904 00:46:18,576 --> 00:46:21,512 I said that I can try to fix you. 905 00:46:21,612 --> 00:46:25,316 No, you said, "I can fix you." 906 00:46:25,416 --> 00:46:26,751 You lied. 907 00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:30,688 David. 908 00:46:31,889 --> 00:46:33,658 Your tumor is located 909 00:46:33,758 --> 00:46:36,694 inside the folds of your brain. 910 00:46:36,794 --> 00:46:39,197 I-I would never lie to you. 911 00:46:39,330 --> 00:46:41,866 Not if I have integrity 912 00:46:41,999 --> 00:46:43,368 as a doctor. 913 00:46:43,468 --> 00:46:45,236 Integrity? 914 00:46:49,006 --> 00:46:52,377 You want to talk about integrity? 915 00:47:05,956 --> 00:47:07,258 Let's go. Breach silently. 916 00:47:07,358 --> 00:47:09,560 Follow our lead once we're inside. Let's go. 917 00:47:09,660 --> 00:47:12,530 How well do you know your Bible? 918 00:47:18,002 --> 00:47:20,371 Let me tell you 919 00:47:20,471 --> 00:47:22,773 what I've learned about integrity. 920 00:47:30,415 --> 00:47:32,083 Go, go, go. 921 00:47:35,052 --> 00:47:37,021 The men who trained me... 922 00:47:37,122 --> 00:47:39,624 you know what they drilled into me, huh? 923 00:47:40,858 --> 00:47:43,928 "Sergeant Graham, what is the NCO Creed, soldier?" 924 00:47:44,061 --> 00:47:45,730 "Sir, to never compromise my integrity 925 00:47:45,863 --> 00:47:47,965 or my moral courage, sir." 926 00:47:48,065 --> 00:47:49,867 "Soldier, what is integrity?" 927 00:47:49,934 --> 00:47:52,069 "Sir, integrity means you will do and say nothing 928 00:47:52,170 --> 00:47:53,671 that deceives others, sir." 929 00:47:53,771 --> 00:47:55,573 You have no integrity. 930 00:47:55,673 --> 00:47:58,276 "I can fix you." That's what you fucking said. 931 00:47:58,376 --> 00:48:00,878 Now it's my turn to fix you. 932 00:48:00,945 --> 00:48:02,980 "You need not fear the terror of the night. 933 00:48:03,080 --> 00:48:05,216 "Or the arrow that flies by day. 934 00:48:05,316 --> 00:48:09,520 Though thousands fall about you, near you it shall not touch." 935 00:48:10,455 --> 00:48:12,757 Know that one, David? 936 00:48:13,591 --> 00:48:17,328 My squads used to pray that when we'd go out on patrol. 937 00:48:18,763 --> 00:48:20,431 Psalm 91. 938 00:48:20,565 --> 00:48:22,267 That's right. 939 00:48:22,367 --> 00:48:24,202 Soldier's Prayer. 940 00:48:25,770 --> 00:48:26,904 You serve? 941 00:48:27,004 --> 00:48:28,306 Yeah, I did. 942 00:48:28,406 --> 00:48:31,008 And so did my partner here. 943 00:48:31,108 --> 00:48:34,111 You know, I've been praying Psalm 91 a lot. 944 00:48:37,047 --> 00:48:39,016 Hasn't done much good. 945 00:48:39,116 --> 00:48:41,186 I know. 946 00:48:41,952 --> 00:48:44,021 I know how you feel. 947 00:48:50,127 --> 00:48:53,331 When I got back from my last tour... 948 00:48:55,333 --> 00:48:58,503 ...I was losing my shit all the time. 949 00:49:01,105 --> 00:49:04,842 At one point, I even had my gun in my mouth. 950 00:49:06,244 --> 00:49:09,747 I know what that metal feels like against your teeth. 951 00:49:12,016 --> 00:49:14,252 I'm guessing you do, too. 952 00:49:15,886 --> 00:49:17,555 Yeah, I do. 953 00:49:18,856 --> 00:49:21,692 But I realized it wouldn't make me feel any better. 954 00:49:23,160 --> 00:49:24,695 But this? 955 00:49:25,530 --> 00:49:28,866 - This does. - I know. 956 00:49:31,302 --> 00:49:32,737 I know. 957 00:49:34,505 --> 00:49:37,708 So how come you're where you are 958 00:49:37,808 --> 00:49:39,844 and I'm where I am? 959 00:49:42,947 --> 00:49:45,149 I went to a ARC. 960 00:49:46,517 --> 00:49:48,853 I asked for help. 961 00:49:48,986 --> 00:49:51,021 I tried that. 962 00:49:53,291 --> 00:49:54,859 I know. 963 00:49:57,528 --> 00:49:59,630 So what makes you so lucky, huh? 964 00:50:00,531 --> 00:50:02,567 What'd they do for you? 965 00:50:05,870 --> 00:50:07,738 They paired me up. 966 00:50:09,807 --> 00:50:13,010 Yeah? With who? 967 00:50:14,712 --> 00:50:16,747 Someone I just lost. 968 00:50:28,426 --> 00:50:29,760 Hey. 969 00:50:31,762 --> 00:50:33,230 Hey. 970 00:50:41,105 --> 00:50:43,574 Let me ask you something. 971 00:50:43,674 --> 00:50:46,076 Does that even make a difference? 972 00:50:47,812 --> 00:50:49,880 You having a buddy? 973 00:50:51,248 --> 00:50:52,850 Yeah. 974 00:50:54,852 --> 00:50:57,855 Yeah, she made a difference. She made a... 975 00:50:57,955 --> 00:51:00,157 made a big difference. 976 00:51:02,727 --> 00:51:05,430 What the fuck now, huh? 977 00:51:05,530 --> 00:51:08,032 You gonna be my buddy? 978 00:51:09,099 --> 00:51:12,403 You gonna come visit me in prison after all this? 979 00:51:13,438 --> 00:51:14,639 After all this? 980 00:51:14,739 --> 00:51:17,475 What are we gonna do, buddy? 981 00:51:17,575 --> 00:51:19,477 Trade war stories in the yard? 982 00:51:19,610 --> 00:51:22,913 Hey, if that's what you want, I will. 983 00:51:23,013 --> 00:51:25,082 I will. 984 00:51:30,655 --> 00:51:33,324 I just don't want to hurt anymore. 985 00:51:34,759 --> 00:51:36,527 I know. 986 00:51:38,829 --> 00:51:41,699 But I can't let you hurt anyone else, either, okay? 987 00:51:41,799 --> 00:51:43,233 Okay... 988 00:51:43,300 --> 00:51:45,269 Just put down the ice pick. 989 00:51:46,804 --> 00:51:50,808 I don't want to see anyone else die this week. 990 00:51:51,642 --> 00:51:52,643 Okay? 991 00:51:52,743 --> 00:51:54,879 Please. 992 00:51:56,481 --> 00:51:58,483 Put it down. 993 00:51:58,616 --> 00:52:00,418 Okay? 994 00:52:03,621 --> 00:52:05,823 Hey. It's clear. 995 00:52:05,923 --> 00:52:07,492 Hey. 996 00:52:07,592 --> 00:52:10,227 I'm not bullshitting you. 997 00:52:11,529 --> 00:52:15,032 You want to talk to another soldier, I'll be there for you. 998 00:52:16,567 --> 00:52:18,035 I mean that. 999 00:52:19,003 --> 00:52:20,805 What was her name? 1000 00:52:21,839 --> 00:52:24,509 The one they paired you up with. 1001 00:52:26,143 --> 00:52:27,945 Roxy. 1002 00:52:28,979 --> 00:52:30,915 Her name was Roxy. 1003 00:52:41,759 --> 00:52:43,193 Just hang on, all right? 1004 00:52:43,327 --> 00:52:45,062 - Let me get you out right now. - Okay. 1005 00:52:45,963 --> 00:52:49,099 There's my girl. 1006 00:52:56,474 --> 00:52:59,209 You remember the first day we met? 1007 00:52:59,309 --> 00:53:00,878 Hmm? 1008 00:53:01,011 --> 00:53:03,213 They told me, they said... 1009 00:53:03,347 --> 00:53:05,716 they said, "Be careful, 1010 00:53:05,816 --> 00:53:07,985 She's a handful." 1011 00:53:08,819 --> 00:53:10,621 And I said, "Good. 1012 00:53:12,156 --> 00:53:14,759 'Cause I am, too." 1013 00:53:20,230 --> 00:53:22,567 You saved my life. 1014 00:54:13,050 --> 00:54:15,720 "Because he holds fast to me in love, 1015 00:54:15,820 --> 00:54:17,254 "I will deliver him. 1016 00:54:17,354 --> 00:54:20,725 I will protect him because he knows my name." 1017 00:54:20,825 --> 00:54:22,993 Psalm 91. 1018 00:54:25,162 --> 00:54:27,765 I liked your little show. 1019 00:54:27,865 --> 00:54:29,333 For the podcast. 1020 00:54:29,433 --> 00:54:33,070 Performative violence. Nice touch. 1021 00:54:33,170 --> 00:54:35,205 Yeah, sometimes you got to give the people what they want. 1022 00:54:35,305 --> 00:54:38,843 Scare 'em and just pull the carpet out from under them. 1023 00:54:38,943 --> 00:54:41,311 Sure. You're not a monster. 1024 00:54:41,445 --> 00:54:43,213 You're pathetic. 1025 00:54:43,313 --> 00:54:45,315 Which means you don't have to tell anyone 1026 00:54:45,415 --> 00:54:48,085 what you really did to Deena Ryan. 1027 00:54:57,094 --> 00:54:58,162 Stop. 1028 00:54:58,295 --> 00:54:59,597 Oh, look at that. 1029 00:54:59,664 --> 00:55:01,999 You can shut me up. 1030 00:55:02,099 --> 00:55:05,169 Maybe you're not as pathetic as you let on. 1031 00:55:05,269 --> 00:55:07,605 - Yeah, maybe. - Maybe. 1032 00:55:07,705 --> 00:55:09,940 But then, what was the point of defanging yourself? 1033 00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:13,277 Was that for the, um, listening audience 1034 00:55:13,377 --> 00:55:15,680 or the BAU? 1035 00:55:20,985 --> 00:55:22,386 Wait a minute. 1036 00:55:23,287 --> 00:55:25,455 Wait a minute. 1037 00:55:25,556 --> 00:55:27,992 Is that what this is all about? 1038 00:55:28,058 --> 00:55:30,527 I don't know what you're talking about. 1039 00:55:30,628 --> 00:55:32,630 You're analyzing this cell. 1040 00:55:32,697 --> 00:55:36,533 Every guard, every door, every vulnerability. 1041 00:55:36,634 --> 00:55:37,868 That's not true. 1042 00:55:38,002 --> 00:55:40,137 I pled guilty. I'm gonna pay for what I did. 1043 00:55:40,237 --> 00:55:41,305 Hey. 1044 00:55:41,371 --> 00:55:43,674 You can lie to your conscious self, 1045 00:55:43,741 --> 00:55:45,910 but you can't lie to me. 1046 00:55:46,043 --> 00:55:49,279 You're planning on your chance 1047 00:55:49,379 --> 00:55:51,281 to escape. 1048 00:55:54,018 --> 00:55:56,553 So, we give Elias Voit 1049 00:55:56,687 --> 00:55:58,522 the last word. 1050 00:55:58,623 --> 00:56:01,826 He wanted us to know how he feels. 1051 00:56:01,892 --> 00:56:04,428 We owe him our attention, 1052 00:56:04,561 --> 00:56:06,797 if not our approval. 1053 00:56:08,465 --> 00:56:11,368 For the last time, this is Brian Garrity. 1054 00:56:11,468 --> 00:56:15,439 Thank you for listening to The Sicarius Files. 1055 00:56:16,941 --> 00:56:18,776 There's... 1056 00:56:18,876 --> 00:56:21,812 nothing romantic about me. 1057 00:56:21,912 --> 00:56:24,548 I'm not brilliant, I'm not special. 1058 00:56:24,649 --> 00:56:26,751 I'm an antisocial psychopath 1059 00:56:26,851 --> 00:56:30,020 who can only get his heart rate up by killing people. 1060 00:56:31,421 --> 00:56:33,090 It's sad how pathetic I am, 1061 00:56:33,190 --> 00:56:34,992 but you know who's even more pathetic? 1062 00:56:36,260 --> 00:56:38,528 Someone who makes a show about it. 1063 00:56:38,629 --> 00:56:41,598 And anyone who listens to it.