1 00:00:01,526 --> 00:00:02,976 I am often asked... 2 00:00:03,976 --> 00:00:06,359 ...what is it does that make us different? 3 00:00:06,392 --> 00:00:10,638 What divides firefighters from ordinary citizens? 4 00:00:10,673 --> 00:00:12,675 The answer is simple. 5 00:00:12,710 --> 00:00:15,644 we will go where others will not. 6 00:00:15,678 --> 00:00:19,164 Today, we honor those members of the LAFD 7 00:00:19,199 --> 00:00:22,030 who acted so bravely 8 00:00:22,064 --> 00:00:25,515 during Oceanus Blue the cruise ship disaster last March. 9 00:00:25,550 --> 00:00:27,966 acting captain, Henrietta Wilson. 10 00:00:32,902 --> 00:00:34,835 Fireman Howard Han. 11 00:00:37,216 --> 00:00:39,841 Firefighter pilot Thomas Kindard. 12 00:00:42,740 --> 00:00:44,707 Firefighter Evan Buckley. 13 00:00:46,881 --> 00:00:49,920 And firefighter Edmundo Diaz. 14 00:00:51,438 --> 00:00:54,993 Without their singular tenacity and selflessness, 15 00:00:55,027 --> 00:00:57,686 and unmatched skill and teamwork, 16 00:00:57,719 --> 00:00:59,999 so many lives would have been lost. 17 00:01:00,033 --> 00:01:03,899 Firefighters, in the name Los Angeles Fire Department 18 00:01:03,933 --> 00:01:06,590 of the city of Los Angeles, thank you 19 00:01:12,942 --> 00:01:15,635 But I'm not done. 20 00:01:17,049 --> 00:01:19,224 The quality of teamwork displayed here 21 00:01:19,259 --> 00:01:22,021 it is a reflection not only of the dedication of each individual, 22 00:01:22,055 --> 00:01:24,920 but the leadership of Capt. Robert Nash. 23 00:01:24,954 --> 00:01:28,094 Captain Nash, for your record 24 00:01:28,129 --> 00:01:29,418 of outstanding service and leadership, 25 00:01:29,442 --> 00:01:31,719 in and in uniform, 26 00:01:31,754 --> 00:01:35,275 Los Angeles Fire Department I would like to honor you 27 00:01:35,308 --> 00:01:37,621 with this Medal of Valor. 28 00:01:37,656 --> 00:01:38,656 Captain. 29 00:01:49,496 --> 00:01:51,843 Oh, uh, what do you say only if I cling to it? 30 00:02:03,855 --> 00:02:04,959 Um... 31 00:02:06,789 --> 00:02:08,307 This is not the first time 32 00:02:08,342 --> 00:02:10,448 these people have got me out of the booze. 33 00:02:12,449 --> 00:02:14,175 In more ways than one. 34 00:02:16,350 --> 00:02:18,490 I'm not sure why I deserve a medal for that. 35 00:02:18,525 --> 00:02:20,147 In my opinion, 36 00:02:20,181 --> 00:02:22,150 you are right the first five times. 37 00:02:36,543 --> 00:02:38,614 Man, isn't he crazy? 38 00:02:38,649 --> 00:02:39,866 I thought we were he will be fired. 39 00:02:39,890 --> 00:02:42,616 And in return, we all received medals. 40 00:02:42,652 --> 00:02:45,138 - Enjoy it while it lasts. - This is my motto. 41 00:02:45,173 --> 00:02:46,978 Hey Ravi, you know you don't he must eat everything 42 00:02:47,002 --> 00:02:48,313 at the buffet, right? 43 00:02:49,555 --> 00:02:51,385 Why else would I be here on my day off? 44 00:02:55,354 --> 00:02:57,701 So this is him, right? 45 00:02:57,736 --> 00:02:59,117 Is this your old Cap? 46 00:02:59,151 --> 00:03:01,015 Yes, this is Gerard. 47 00:03:01,050 --> 00:03:03,536 The way you talk about him, I assumed he was dead. 48 00:03:03,569 --> 00:03:06,020 Only in our hearts. 49 00:03:06,056 --> 00:03:09,473 Hello. i thought you transferred from here. 50 00:03:09,507 --> 00:03:11,026 Five years ago. 51 00:03:11,061 --> 00:03:12,313 I went to Harbor Station since then. 52 00:03:12,337 --> 00:03:15,168 that's right I heard you have your wings. 53 00:03:16,859 --> 00:03:19,515 You know, it's good to see you haven't changed at all, Cap. 54 00:03:19,551 --> 00:03:21,829 Good to see you didn't forget about training, Han. 55 00:03:21,864 --> 00:03:24,728 These floors are beautiful and shiny. 56 00:03:24,764 --> 00:03:26,835 You taught me well. 57 00:03:26,868 --> 00:03:29,044 Whenever I see some dirt, I'm thinking of you. 58 00:03:34,222 --> 00:03:37,224 Oh. Thank you. 59 00:03:37,259 --> 00:03:38,915 Okay, so where's your prize? 60 00:03:38,949 --> 00:03:40,503 Oh, I'm just waiting 61 00:03:40,538 --> 00:03:42,850 on my refund check from the cruise line. 62 00:03:49,375 --> 00:03:50,721 What do you think it's about? 63 00:03:52,377 --> 00:03:54,173 I have no idea. 64 00:03:55,552 --> 00:03:57,175 Firefighter Wilson? 65 00:03:57,210 --> 00:04:01,075 i just wanted to congratulate you personally. 66 00:04:01,110 --> 00:04:02,905 Olivia Ortiz. 67 00:04:04,975 --> 00:04:07,081 Counselor Ortiz. 68 00:04:07,116 --> 00:04:08,394 That is correct. 69 00:04:11,121 --> 00:04:14,365 I'm very sorry for your loss, madam. 70 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:16,228 Thank you. 71 00:04:16,264 --> 00:04:18,887 You must be very proud of your hero wife. 72 00:04:18,920 --> 00:04:20,957 I am. 73 00:04:20,992 --> 00:04:23,408 Unfortunately, her heroism it did not extend to my son. 74 00:04:24,927 --> 00:04:26,928 Mom, we can have it some more cake? 75 00:04:27,757 --> 00:04:29,793 Are these your children? 76 00:04:29,829 --> 00:04:33,281 This is, uh, Denny and Mara. 77 00:04:33,314 --> 00:04:36,249 Hmm. I was told you only had one son. 78 00:04:36,283 --> 00:04:38,906 Mara is about to become my new sister 79 00:04:38,941 --> 00:04:40,391 - Oh. - He's adopting me. 80 00:04:40,425 --> 00:04:42,117 Oh, that's adorable. 81 00:04:42,151 --> 00:04:44,499 You know, kids I am such a blessing. 82 00:04:45,637 --> 00:04:47,122 Enjoy your moment. 83 00:04:47,156 --> 00:04:49,572 Not much cake. 84 00:04:49,606 --> 00:04:51,091 Good. 85 00:04:57,167 --> 00:05:00,273 You know, your name should be on it too. 86 00:05:00,307 --> 00:05:02,586 I asked them to include you but... 87 00:05:02,620 --> 00:05:06,002 Except they're not actually a fireman. 88 00:05:06,036 --> 00:05:08,971 That's what you and the boss Simpson were arguing about? 89 00:05:11,836 --> 00:05:13,148 It wasn't really a fight. 90 00:05:13,182 --> 00:05:15,944 He was trying to talk to me from something 91 00:05:15,978 --> 00:05:19,120 and he realized he couldn't, so he finally accepted it. 92 00:05:19,153 --> 00:05:20,603 Accepted what? 93 00:05:20,637 --> 00:05:21,880 My resignation. 94 00:05:27,713 --> 00:05:31,165 I don't understand why you he wouldn't talk to me about it. 95 00:05:31,201 --> 00:05:32,995 I just withdraw. 96 00:05:34,031 --> 00:05:35,310 This had to happen at a given time. 97 00:05:35,343 --> 00:05:37,033 And you know as well as I do 98 00:05:37,067 --> 00:05:39,278 that no one can do this job forever. 99 00:05:39,312 --> 00:05:40,875 Well, I sure thought so we were going to try. 100 00:05:40,899 --> 00:05:42,798 Well, I'm tired of trying. 101 00:05:42,832 --> 00:05:44,973 Tonight was tiring. 102 00:05:45,007 --> 00:05:47,182 Chief Simpson has us trot there to do 103 00:05:47,216 --> 00:05:49,016 for rooms like a bunch of trained seals. 104 00:05:49,045 --> 00:05:51,161 We sit there and smile too everyone thinks we're heroes. 105 00:05:51,185 --> 00:05:52,463 you are 106 00:05:52,497 --> 00:05:53,981 I'm not. 107 00:05:54,016 --> 00:05:55,983 Look... 108 00:05:56,018 --> 00:05:58,192 I know you're under a lot of pressure. 109 00:05:58,228 --> 00:06:00,057 And I need it to take a break 110 00:06:00,091 --> 00:06:02,990 or maybe even wanting to go away from everything 111 00:06:03,024 --> 00:06:05,511 but i'm worried that you are not thinking clearly. 112 00:06:06,684 --> 00:06:10,031 I mean, given everything what have you been through 113 00:06:10,067 --> 00:06:11,550 Oh, you mean the universe deciding 114 00:06:11,586 --> 00:06:12,827 to throw a vivid reminder 115 00:06:12,862 --> 00:06:14,865 of my biggest failure on my doorstep? 116 00:06:14,899 --> 00:06:18,557 - Yes, that's a lot. - You saved that man's life. 117 00:06:18,593 --> 00:06:20,353 It made no difference. 118 00:06:30,362 --> 00:06:34,884 Look, if that's what you need, I will support her. 119 00:06:34,918 --> 00:06:36,680 I'm sorry I didn't I'll tell you earlier. 120 00:06:36,713 --> 00:06:39,233 It's okay. You just surprised me. 121 00:06:39,269 --> 00:06:42,375 And you know how I feel about surprises. 122 00:06:42,409 --> 00:06:43,524 Well, for what it's worth, you are not alone 123 00:06:43,548 --> 00:06:45,206 Chief Simpson was quite surprised too 124 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:48,553 having its star captain resign at an event 125 00:06:48,588 --> 00:06:50,935 which he was supposed to honor his star fire station. 126 00:06:50,970 --> 00:06:52,867 He asked me no tell someone about it 127 00:06:52,903 --> 00:06:54,398 until he realizes it how he wants to spin it. 128 00:06:54,422 --> 00:06:56,906 Look, I have to get out of this. 129 00:06:58,425 --> 00:07:01,877 And you are are you sure about that? 130 00:07:01,911 --> 00:07:03,810 Are you moving away from 118? 131 00:07:05,398 --> 00:07:07,297 i don't have something more to give. 132 00:07:28,800 --> 00:07:30,975 Have you figured it out yet? 133 00:07:31,975 --> 00:07:33,149 Did you realize what? 134 00:07:35,324 --> 00:07:37,430 Why do they look so familiar to you? 135 00:07:39,639 --> 00:07:40,985 I don't know what you mean. 136 00:07:42,435 --> 00:07:43,954 Come on. 137 00:07:43,987 --> 00:07:46,576 Every time you think I don't look 138 00:07:46,612 --> 00:07:48,786 you search 139 00:07:49,959 --> 00:07:51,305 is it me 140 00:07:51,341 --> 00:07:53,307 It drives you crazy, doesn't it? 141 00:07:54,792 --> 00:07:57,656 I was on a TV show called System Failed. 142 00:07:57,692 --> 00:07:59,106 You were on a TV show. 143 00:07:59,141 --> 00:08:00,487 Regular series. 144 00:08:00,521 --> 00:08:03,422 Large network show about a young team of lawyers 145 00:08:03,456 --> 00:08:04,985 who struggle to get wrong accused from prison. 146 00:08:05,009 --> 00:08:06,769 Wow, a TV star. 147 00:08:06,803 --> 00:08:09,012 Hardly. 148 00:08:09,048 --> 00:08:12,120 That show lasted exactly 13 episodes. 149 00:08:12,153 --> 00:08:14,156 Well, seven. That's all they conveyed. 150 00:08:14,190 --> 00:08:15,329 Then it was cancelled. 151 00:08:15,365 --> 00:08:18,194 But from time to time, 152 00:08:18,228 --> 00:08:20,024 someone gets the same look you have. 153 00:08:20,059 --> 00:08:23,649 Like... they know me from somewhere. 154 00:08:23,682 --> 00:08:25,305 Well, maybe this is it, then. 155 00:08:27,341 --> 00:08:29,862 Or maybe just me as if he was looking at you. 156 00:08:32,726 --> 00:08:34,522 Then why didn't you do it? did you try to kiss me? 157 00:08:36,005 --> 00:08:37,490 I didn't know you wanted me to. 158 00:08:37,524 --> 00:08:39,802 Um, no. 159 00:08:39,836 --> 00:08:41,700 That's not it. 160 00:08:41,735 --> 00:08:44,048 I think it's something else. 161 00:08:45,878 --> 00:08:47,361 I think you are very careful 162 00:08:47,397 --> 00:08:49,330 about letting people go in your life. 163 00:08:49,364 --> 00:08:50,985 And not because you were hurt 164 00:08:51,020 --> 00:08:52,263 I mean, who wasn't? 165 00:08:54,024 --> 00:08:55,888 I think you are cautious because... 166 00:08:57,509 --> 00:09:01,375 ...you have more to give than you think anyone can take 167 00:09:04,690 --> 00:09:06,899 Looks like you were search also. 168 00:09:13,768 --> 00:09:15,839 Hey, I got a message 169 00:09:15,873 --> 00:09:17,702 about an emergency with one of my patients? 170 00:09:17,736 --> 00:09:19,532 mr casey? 171 00:09:19,567 --> 00:09:21,198 hey sorry just a second I'm dealing with... 172 00:09:21,222 --> 00:09:23,846 A patient emergency, I know. 173 00:09:23,880 --> 00:09:25,849 i'm the one who asked them to call you. 174 00:09:25,883 --> 00:09:28,091 You are Captain Nash's wife. 175 00:09:28,126 --> 00:09:30,509 I'm sorry, I just needed to talk to you. 176 00:09:30,543 --> 00:09:33,546 So you lied to my colleagues and faked an emergency? 177 00:09:33,581 --> 00:09:35,754 I didn't lie about anything. 178 00:09:35,789 --> 00:09:38,274 I think my husband has problems 179 00:09:38,308 --> 00:09:41,398 And you might be the only person who can help me save him. 180 00:09:43,759 --> 00:09:46,423 So he never told you was he thinking of giving up? 181 00:09:46,447 --> 00:09:49,692 No, but honestly, I don't think so he thought about it. 182 00:09:49,725 --> 00:09:52,866 I mean, it felt impulsive. 183 00:09:52,902 --> 00:09:55,594 Well, I admit, I don't know your husband very well 184 00:09:55,628 --> 00:09:59,010 but Nash doesn't seem to like the impulsive type. 185 00:09:59,046 --> 00:10:00,841 Well, normally it isn't. 186 00:10:00,875 --> 00:10:02,842 But again, 187 00:10:02,876 --> 00:10:05,741 he would not normally drive alone in the middle of a desert 188 00:10:05,777 --> 00:10:07,710 to have a conversation with a man 189 00:10:07,744 --> 00:10:09,193 who doesn't want to talk to him. 190 00:10:09,227 --> 00:10:11,230 Okay, that's right. 191 00:10:13,576 --> 00:10:16,201 I achieved this... 192 00:10:16,235 --> 00:10:18,754 this probably sounds crazy. 193 00:10:18,789 --> 00:10:21,413 A bad wife with too much time on her hands. 194 00:10:21,447 --> 00:10:24,105 No, those are not words I would use to describe you. 195 00:10:24,139 --> 00:10:26,106 But... 196 00:10:26,142 --> 00:10:28,591 there is a chance do you read too much? 197 00:10:28,626 --> 00:10:30,870 The only thing that you have to learn 198 00:10:30,904 --> 00:10:32,769 in my field of work 199 00:10:32,803 --> 00:10:34,770 it's how to read people. 200 00:10:34,806 --> 00:10:36,600 It's easy 201 00:10:36,634 --> 00:10:38,636 to be caught in what they say 202 00:10:38,671 --> 00:10:40,950 and how it moves. 203 00:10:40,984 --> 00:10:42,639 And very easy to miss 204 00:10:42,674 --> 00:10:45,230 what is really going on below the surface. 205 00:10:45,264 --> 00:10:48,302 If you know what to look for, 206 00:10:48,336 --> 00:10:50,303 there is this moment 207 00:10:50,337 --> 00:10:53,238 and you can see them when they decide 208 00:10:53,272 --> 00:10:55,758 they have nothing left to lose. 209 00:10:55,792 --> 00:10:58,760 Just wave it over their face. 210 00:10:58,794 --> 00:11:01,659 And you think you see that look on your husband's face? 211 00:11:03,282 --> 00:11:06,491 for years, Bobby went... 212 00:11:06,527 --> 00:11:08,942 this rope 213 00:11:08,977 --> 00:11:10,980 Trying to embrace life 214 00:11:11,014 --> 00:11:13,499 which he now has as... 215 00:11:13,533 --> 00:11:16,260 honoring the one which he left behind. 216 00:11:16,294 --> 00:11:20,264 And it was a delicate balance. 217 00:11:20,298 --> 00:11:23,163 Your arrival in his life he upset 218 00:11:23,198 --> 00:11:25,303 that balance. 219 00:11:26,477 --> 00:11:28,445 He fell, Mr. Casey. 220 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:30,826 And I need you to help him find his way 221 00:11:30,861 --> 00:11:33,692 back to solid ground. 222 00:11:57,577 --> 00:12:00,339 Okay, pick up a ladder for me on that second floor! 223 00:12:06,898 --> 00:12:08,726 You look lost. 224 00:12:10,729 --> 00:12:13,870 This adoption document it's kind of overwhelming. 225 00:12:13,904 --> 00:12:15,158 I thought you said adoption the hearing was just a formality. 226 00:12:15,182 --> 00:12:17,667 you know me prepare for the worst. 227 00:12:17,701 --> 00:12:19,990 I think that's a bit much the entire LAFD manual. 228 00:12:20,014 --> 00:12:21,360 You have this. 229 00:12:21,394 --> 00:12:22,672 Mara has been through so much. 230 00:12:22,706 --> 00:12:23,879 I just want her to know 231 00:12:23,914 --> 00:12:25,501 she is finally part of a family again. 232 00:12:25,537 --> 00:12:28,504 Just welcome them in your family like this 233 00:12:28,539 --> 00:12:30,500 you got me in this she will be fine too. 234 00:12:30,783 --> 00:12:32,543 Just don't forget. 235 00:12:32,577 --> 00:12:34,028 Mara and Denny are not the only children 236 00:12:34,062 --> 00:12:36,859 you grow, mother hen. 237 00:12:43,588 --> 00:12:47,006 Wait. Okay Ravi why would you do we fold them to the edge? 238 00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:48,904 - It's protocol. - That's right, but 239 00:12:48,940 --> 00:12:51,735 if you leave a loop and glue your arm through so 240 00:12:51,769 --> 00:12:53,220 ensures faster transportation. 241 00:12:56,049 --> 00:12:57,913 That's it, Ravi. 242 00:12:57,948 --> 00:13:00,365 Double time, up the stairwell. 243 00:13:00,399 --> 00:13:02,091 second floor, let's go let's go let's go! 244 00:13:06,577 --> 00:13:08,200 - Done. - All right. 245 00:13:14,413 --> 00:13:15,942 - What, uh, what are you doing? - Not me. 246 00:13:15,966 --> 00:13:17,208 You. 247 00:13:17,244 --> 00:13:18,900 What... Uh... 248 00:13:18,934 --> 00:13:21,075 You are the chef tonight. Let's see what you got. 249 00:13:23,629 --> 00:13:26,460 Dispatcher, I need it four other rescue units 250 00:13:26,494 --> 00:13:29,255 and four operational units, Let's go! 251 00:13:29,289 --> 00:13:31,258 Eddie, I was going through some things 252 00:13:31,292 --> 00:13:33,570 and i found this. It made me think of you. 253 00:13:33,605 --> 00:13:34,812 Just hold onto it. 254 00:13:34,846 --> 00:13:36,434 It might come in handy. 255 00:13:47,860 --> 00:13:50,932 I can't believe it you let it cook again. 256 00:13:50,966 --> 00:13:51,933 Well, he got so good at it. 257 00:13:51,967 --> 00:13:53,279 Well, he had a good teacher. 258 00:13:56,110 --> 00:13:58,456 all right i'm going out now 259 00:14:26,139 --> 00:14:28,693 My work here is done. 260 00:14:45,216 --> 00:14:46,942 Hey Cap. 261 00:14:46,977 --> 00:14:48,634 You were really on your game this change. 262 00:14:48,668 --> 00:14:50,429 And I'm not just talking about your cooking 263 00:14:50,463 --> 00:14:52,432 Uh, wow, uh... 264 00:14:52,466 --> 00:14:53,812 Thanks. 265 00:14:53,846 --> 00:14:56,158 Yes. 266 00:14:56,193 --> 00:14:58,299 Buck, I'm not saying that quite often. 267 00:14:58,334 --> 00:15:00,647 You have come a long way. 268 00:15:00,681 --> 00:15:02,337 You are not same impulsive hot head 269 00:15:02,373 --> 00:15:04,212 who walked through those doors seven years ago. 270 00:15:06,203 --> 00:15:07,619 Wow, it has, uh, 271 00:15:07,653 --> 00:15:09,033 has it really been that long? 272 00:15:09,068 --> 00:15:11,208 It has. 273 00:15:12,485 --> 00:15:14,625 Well, here are seven more. 274 00:15:14,660 --> 00:15:16,351 Yes. 275 00:15:16,386 --> 00:15:17,836 Are you going to see Tommy? 276 00:15:19,182 --> 00:15:20,804 Listen, uh... 277 00:15:20,838 --> 00:15:22,678 I know... I know I didn't he even talked about it. 278 00:15:22,702 --> 00:15:24,635 Well, what's there to talk about? 279 00:15:24,671 --> 00:15:26,568 Tommy are good people, he is good for you 280 00:15:27,846 --> 00:15:29,640 How do you know that? 281 00:15:29,676 --> 00:15:31,067 Because I didn't have to talk about it. 282 00:15:31,091 --> 00:15:33,196 Good night, Buck. 283 00:15:34,370 --> 00:15:36,164 Oh, uh, hey, uh... 284 00:15:36,198 --> 00:15:38,235 - Cap? - Yes? 285 00:15:40,687 --> 00:15:42,999 Thanks. 286 00:15:43,033 --> 00:15:44,898 You know... 287 00:15:44,932 --> 00:15:46,761 for everything. 288 00:15:48,384 --> 00:15:50,110 It was my pleasure, kid. 289 00:15:57,254 --> 00:15:58,876 Uh... 290 00:15:58,912 --> 00:16:01,190 hey can i help you 291 00:16:01,224 --> 00:16:02,846 Hi, yes, um... 292 00:16:02,880 --> 00:16:04,711 Looking for Eddie Diaz? 293 00:16:06,229 --> 00:16:09,024 Sorry, this is 118 294 00:16:09,059 --> 00:16:11,373 fire station right? 295 00:16:11,407 --> 00:16:13,684 Uh, yeah, yeah. 296 00:16:13,720 --> 00:16:15,860 Uh, you said 297 00:16:15,894 --> 00:16:17,931 - did you look for Eddie? - Yes. 298 00:16:17,965 --> 00:16:20,071 I made brownies. 299 00:16:20,105 --> 00:16:21,692 I'm sorry. 300 00:16:21,727 --> 00:16:23,107 Who-who did you say you were? 301 00:16:23,143 --> 00:16:24,419 I'm Kim. 302 00:16:24,455 --> 00:16:26,697 Kim. 303 00:16:26,732 --> 00:16:29,390 You know, you actually she just missed him. 304 00:16:30,770 --> 00:16:32,532 Well, shoot. 305 00:16:32,565 --> 00:16:33,804 I think I should have called first. 306 00:16:35,568 --> 00:16:37,709 You get upset give him these for me? 307 00:16:37,744 --> 00:16:40,056 Uh, yeah. 308 00:16:40,091 --> 00:16:42,749 Tell him I'll just take the plate back next time I see him. 309 00:16:42,783 --> 00:16:44,059 Sure. 310 00:16:44,095 --> 00:16:45,440 Thanks. 311 00:16:45,475 --> 00:16:47,304 The place looks bigger in person 312 00:16:47,338 --> 00:16:48,961 than he does on FaceTime. 313 00:16:48,995 --> 00:16:51,101 Bye. 314 00:16:58,639 --> 00:16:59,915 Hey. 315 00:17:00,240 --> 00:17:02,034 Hey. 316 00:17:02,068 --> 00:17:03,726 Uh... can I come in? 317 00:17:03,759 --> 00:17:06,315 Of course. 318 00:17:09,249 --> 00:17:11,596 Why are you sneaking around? around the back door? 319 00:17:11,631 --> 00:17:14,115 Well, I just wasn't sure who would be here 320 00:17:14,151 --> 00:17:15,599 Well, Chris is in his room. 321 00:17:15,634 --> 00:17:17,085 I just had dinner. 322 00:17:17,118 --> 00:17:19,741 Okay, but Marisol, she isn't, right? 323 00:17:19,777 --> 00:17:21,468 Not. 324 00:17:21,502 --> 00:17:23,747 why are you acting so weird 325 00:17:24,989 --> 00:17:26,300 Something in those brownies? 326 00:17:26,335 --> 00:17:29,304 Uh, that's maybe a good question. 327 00:17:29,337 --> 00:17:31,582 Um... I don't know. 328 00:17:31,615 --> 00:17:33,584 Buck, what's going on? 329 00:17:33,617 --> 00:17:35,275 Uh, you remember 330 00:17:35,309 --> 00:17:37,587 when Shannon brought 331 00:17:37,622 --> 00:17:39,901 a donation at the Christmas toy drive 332 00:17:39,934 --> 00:17:42,420 at the fire station and that was, uh, 333 00:17:42,454 --> 00:17:44,801 it was kind of surprising right? 334 00:17:44,836 --> 00:17:46,769 What made you think of that? 335 00:17:48,633 --> 00:17:50,670 This was more surprising. 336 00:17:51,808 --> 00:17:53,810 Eddie, who-who is Kim? 337 00:17:59,126 --> 00:18:01,818 Did he come to the fire department? 338 00:18:01,854 --> 00:18:03,096 She did. 339 00:18:03,131 --> 00:18:06,098 She brought some pastries 340 00:18:06,134 --> 00:18:07,825 and she wanted to see you eddie 341 00:18:07,859 --> 00:18:10,794 And she-she kind of made it seem like she's your girlfriend. 342 00:18:10,827 --> 00:18:13,002 She's not my girlfriend. 343 00:18:13,037 --> 00:18:14,798 Marisol is my friend. 344 00:18:14,832 --> 00:18:16,834 Kim is just... 345 00:18:16,868 --> 00:18:18,455 a friend 346 00:18:18,490 --> 00:18:20,631 Just a friend 347 00:18:20,664 --> 00:18:22,839 which is a dead sound for your late wife? 348 00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:25,290 Yes. 349 00:18:25,325 --> 00:18:27,810 What's going on here? 350 00:18:27,845 --> 00:18:29,846 Nothing. 351 00:18:29,882 --> 00:18:31,675 Nothing happens. 352 00:18:38,510 --> 00:18:40,753 We met a few weeks ago when I was at the Promenade. 353 00:18:42,859 --> 00:18:45,380 - Us? - Yes, me and Marisol and Christopher. 354 00:18:45,413 --> 00:18:48,002 ok great did they meet her? 355 00:18:48,038 --> 00:18:49,693 Not. 356 00:18:50,592 --> 00:18:52,386 I mean, I... I saw her. 357 00:18:52,421 --> 00:18:54,837 And... yes. 358 00:18:54,872 --> 00:18:57,219 She looks a lot like Shannon. 359 00:18:57,253 --> 00:18:59,013 So I came back. 360 00:18:59,048 --> 00:19:02,568 Apparently it is very nice person so... 361 00:19:02,604 --> 00:19:06,538 Uh, I hit kind of friendship, that's it. 362 00:19:06,573 --> 00:19:09,335 you, uh, you mean you see it 363 00:19:09,368 --> 00:19:11,577 I stayed a few times. 364 00:19:11,613 --> 00:19:13,546 okay? It's not like we have an affair 365 00:19:13,579 --> 00:19:14,719 Nothing happened. 366 00:19:14,753 --> 00:19:17,067 You didn't have sex. 367 00:19:17,101 --> 00:19:19,172 Exact. It's not even what i want from her 368 00:19:19,207 --> 00:19:21,381 ok what do you want 369 00:19:24,729 --> 00:19:28,215 I don't know. 370 00:19:28,250 --> 00:19:30,563 This poor woman knows 371 00:19:30,596 --> 00:19:33,427 that she is a carbon copy of your dead wife? 372 00:19:33,461 --> 00:19:35,948 It didn't really appear. 373 00:19:37,259 --> 00:19:39,605 I'm worried about you. 374 00:19:39,641 --> 00:19:41,884 Yes. 375 00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:43,886 I'm worried about myself too. 376 00:19:46,819 --> 00:19:50,548 Good. Who wants dessert? 377 00:19:50,583 --> 00:19:53,723 I have some freshly baked ones chocolate chip cookies. 378 00:19:53,758 --> 00:19:55,726 Since when is it freshly baked? 379 00:19:55,759 --> 00:19:57,934 More like "freshly reheated". 380 00:19:57,970 --> 00:20:00,454 The actual baking has taken place at that new market on Third. 381 00:20:00,489 --> 00:20:02,112 He started the oven. That still matters. 382 00:20:02,145 --> 00:20:03,113 can i have two 383 00:20:03,146 --> 00:20:04,459 One for later? 384 00:20:04,492 --> 00:20:06,392 No, you can't. 385 00:20:06,425 --> 00:20:08,462 meet me in the kitchen in ten minutes. 386 00:20:08,497 --> 00:20:09,913 I heard. 387 00:20:09,946 --> 00:20:11,604 Karen has supernaturally sharp hearing. 388 00:20:13,432 --> 00:20:14,744 He hears everything. 389 00:20:14,778 --> 00:20:17,817 can i have another cookie please 390 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:21,441 Of course, dear. 391 00:20:25,825 --> 00:20:27,791 Great, now I am conspirators. 392 00:20:27,826 --> 00:20:29,828 Aw, more like brothers. 393 00:20:29,863 --> 00:20:32,314 I can't believe it how great he is doing. 394 00:20:32,348 --> 00:20:36,628 I think I see her younger brother was the key. 395 00:20:36,663 --> 00:20:38,769 You know, I finally feel it as if he trusts us 396 00:20:38,802 --> 00:20:41,082 and she wants to be part of our family. 397 00:20:41,115 --> 00:20:43,256 Oh, that's me. I'm sorry. 398 00:20:43,290 --> 00:20:44,948 head yesterday 399 00:20:44,981 --> 00:20:46,304 it surprised me. It seemed different. 400 00:20:46,327 --> 00:20:47,650 what do you mean He was in a great mood. 401 00:20:47,673 --> 00:20:49,952 Yes, perhaps too great a mood. 402 00:20:49,987 --> 00:20:51,619 Especially after what he said at the ceremony. 403 00:20:51,644 --> 00:20:53,104 I feel like it's something i go ahead with it. 404 00:20:53,127 --> 00:20:54,854 I asked Athena about it. 405 00:20:54,887 --> 00:20:57,097 She said it's nothing to worry about? 406 00:20:57,132 --> 00:21:00,617 - But...? - She looked worried. 407 00:21:00,653 --> 00:21:03,449 - About what? - Chicken? 408 00:21:03,482 --> 00:21:04,968 That was Deidre. Uh... 409 00:21:06,210 --> 00:21:07,798 Uh... 410 00:21:07,832 --> 00:21:11,836 Our adoption hearing was cancelled. 411 00:21:11,871 --> 00:21:13,642 We are not moving forward Wednesday's judge. 412 00:21:13,665 --> 00:21:14,978 Well what happened? 413 00:21:15,011 --> 00:21:17,117 - Are they reprogramming it? - No. 414 00:21:17,152 --> 00:21:20,190 No, it's... it's off the complete file. 415 00:21:22,674 --> 00:21:25,884 Apparently, the judge has a few concerns about our petition. 416 00:21:25,919 --> 00:21:28,645 Well, I thought about this hearing it was just a formality. 417 00:21:28,681 --> 00:21:30,993 It had to be. 418 00:21:31,028 --> 00:21:32,143 But what Deidre said, 419 00:21:32,166 --> 00:21:33,695 that she never is I've seen this happen before. 420 00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:35,376 She thinks that... 421 00:21:35,412 --> 00:21:36,491 well, someone must have spoke to the judge, 422 00:21:36,516 --> 00:21:37,759 but she doesn't know who. 423 00:21:39,036 --> 00:21:40,036 I know exactly who. 424 00:21:50,359 --> 00:21:53,051 - Are you feeling well? - I... 425 00:21:55,381 --> 00:22:00,040 I mean, if I didn't know better, even I would say this is me. 426 00:22:00,076 --> 00:22:03,355 Yes. You really sound like her. 427 00:22:03,388 --> 00:22:06,392 But I'm not her. 428 00:22:07,876 --> 00:22:09,463 i know 429 00:22:12,432 --> 00:22:14,192 Did she die? 430 00:22:14,228 --> 00:22:16,954 Almost five years ago, yes. 431 00:22:22,063 --> 00:22:24,238 And this is your son? 432 00:22:25,239 --> 00:22:27,723 Yes. 433 00:22:27,759 --> 00:22:29,414 This is Christopher. 434 00:22:31,416 --> 00:22:33,695 You know, I mean, um... 435 00:22:33,730 --> 00:22:38,390 My mind is kind of messed up here, but, um... 436 00:22:38,423 --> 00:22:40,806 I think now I know why you did it kept things at bay. 437 00:22:42,427 --> 00:22:46,742 Which wasn't fair to you. 438 00:22:48,917 --> 00:22:51,817 That's why I brought you here. I had to come clean, I... 439 00:22:54,095 --> 00:22:57,305 And let me tell you how incredibly sorry I am. 440 00:22:58,927 --> 00:23:02,103 I should have known you were too good to be true 441 00:23:03,967 --> 00:23:05,900 I really liked you. 442 00:23:07,808 --> 00:23:10,432 I liked you too. 443 00:23:10,467 --> 00:23:12,675 How can you know that? 444 00:23:14,021 --> 00:23:18,336 I mean, you were do you spend time with me 445 00:23:18,372 --> 00:23:19,993 Or with her? 446 00:23:25,171 --> 00:23:27,346 That's what I thought too. 447 00:23:27,381 --> 00:23:32,385 I didn't realize it how I missed her. 448 00:23:35,181 --> 00:23:36,873 Then I saw you. 449 00:23:39,012 --> 00:23:41,463 And for a moment, I really thought... 450 00:23:41,498 --> 00:23:43,982 Would he come back? 451 00:23:44,018 --> 00:23:45,537 Yes. 452 00:23:48,056 --> 00:23:49,920 I mean, not really, uh, just... 453 00:23:52,198 --> 00:23:53,545 ...felt like he did. 454 00:23:57,030 --> 00:23:58,859 I never wanted to lead you on. 455 00:24:00,205 --> 00:24:01,691 But you did. 456 00:24:11,251 --> 00:24:14,393 I guess it was the love of your life. 457 00:24:16,290 --> 00:24:17,878 I think it was. 458 00:24:19,397 --> 00:24:21,711 Yes. 459 00:24:21,744 --> 00:24:24,265 Although I'm not sure I knew at the time. 460 00:24:25,886 --> 00:24:30,201 Shannon and I, we were separated more than we were together 461 00:24:30,236 --> 00:24:32,376 for most of our marriage. 462 00:24:32,411 --> 00:24:36,864 I was in the army and she was at home 463 00:24:36,897 --> 00:24:39,866 in Texas taking care of our son. 464 00:24:39,901 --> 00:24:41,730 When I came back, we... 465 00:24:43,422 --> 00:24:44,423 ...tried. 466 00:24:47,080 --> 00:24:48,393 But it was hard. 467 00:24:50,602 --> 00:24:52,258 Then he left. 468 00:24:53,432 --> 00:24:55,296 Then he turned around. 469 00:24:58,817 --> 00:25:00,404 And then he left. 470 00:25:03,269 --> 00:25:06,928 Well, it looks like you two he had some unfinished business. 471 00:25:08,446 --> 00:25:10,137 Yes. 472 00:25:11,587 --> 00:25:14,763 I never got to say all the things i wanted to say 473 00:25:17,455 --> 00:25:20,942 Or hear all the things I needed to hear it, I guess. 474 00:25:23,151 --> 00:25:24,807 I'm sorry I'm not her. 475 00:25:26,672 --> 00:25:28,191 Bye, Eddie. 476 00:25:29,502 --> 00:25:31,574 - Let me take you home? - No. 477 00:25:31,607 --> 00:25:33,126 i am fine 478 00:25:46,519 --> 00:25:48,798 - Thank you for visiting. - Sure. 479 00:25:54,492 --> 00:25:57,634 Bobby's not here yet but he should be home soon. 480 00:26:00,153 --> 00:26:02,983 - You have a beautiful house. - Thank you. 481 00:26:03,019 --> 00:26:04,778 Would you like a coffee? while we wait? 482 00:26:04,814 --> 00:26:06,678 It would be nice. Thank you. 483 00:26:08,817 --> 00:26:10,991 - How long have you lived here? - Let's see, 484 00:26:11,027 --> 00:26:14,651 Well, May was a child when Michael and I moved 485 00:26:14,685 --> 00:26:19,137 and harry wasn't even born yet so almost 20 years. 486 00:26:19,173 --> 00:26:22,141 Michael was my first husband 487 00:26:22,175 --> 00:26:23,833 And he is... 488 00:26:23,866 --> 00:26:26,973 Living happily in Florida with his husband. 489 00:26:27,008 --> 00:26:30,633 I really appreciate it you do this 490 00:26:30,666 --> 00:26:32,875 Well, honestly, I don't know what do i do 491 00:26:32,911 --> 00:26:35,326 Pep talks have it was never my thing. 492 00:26:35,361 --> 00:26:38,054 Bobby is not normal someone who needs them. 493 00:26:38,087 --> 00:26:40,643 The truth is, it usually is the one who gives them. 494 00:26:40,676 --> 00:26:43,023 I can't help but wonder if, all these years 495 00:26:43,058 --> 00:26:44,681 it was a defense mechanism. 496 00:26:46,269 --> 00:26:49,652 Always focusing on someone else's problems 497 00:26:49,685 --> 00:26:52,895 make it easier to ignore yours. 498 00:26:52,931 --> 00:26:54,691 So, the children. 499 00:26:54,726 --> 00:26:58,419 - Yours and your ex's, I assume? - Oh yes. 500 00:26:58,452 --> 00:27:01,663 I mean, they came to really love Bobby. 501 00:27:01,698 --> 00:27:04,701 Well, he's a lucky man. 502 00:27:04,736 --> 00:27:07,876 Looks like it was found a great life for himself. 503 00:27:22,615 --> 00:27:25,203 I can't do that. 504 00:27:25,239 --> 00:27:28,553 I wish you and Captain Nash the best. I really do. 505 00:27:28,586 --> 00:27:31,693 But I won't be a prop that keeps this man afloat. 506 00:27:31,728 --> 00:27:33,247 Wait. Please. 507 00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:35,559 Amir, what are you doing here? 508 00:27:35,594 --> 00:27:37,319 Do you really want to handle it? 509 00:27:39,805 --> 00:27:43,429 You and your wife must stay the hell away from me. 510 00:27:48,917 --> 00:27:50,920 What the hell was that? 511 00:27:53,270 --> 00:27:54,755 - What were you thinking? - Bobby... 512 00:27:54,789 --> 00:27:57,105 You know what he's been through and by what I subdued him. 513 00:27:57,130 --> 00:27:59,586 You don't think you asked him give me a shoulder 514 00:27:59,609 --> 00:28:01,371 to cry expectantly a bit too much? 515 00:28:01,404 --> 00:28:03,751 You won't talk to me, so I will I thought maybe you would talk to him. 516 00:28:03,787 --> 00:28:05,039 Well, what do you expect me to do? should I tell him? 517 00:28:05,064 --> 00:28:07,929 Why did you really quit? your job bobby? 518 00:28:07,963 --> 00:28:10,035 I told you, I'm tired and I'm... I feel like a fraud 519 00:28:10,068 --> 00:28:11,036 and i need a break 520 00:28:11,069 --> 00:28:14,556 stop lying to me 521 00:28:19,077 --> 00:28:21,287 y-you know 522 00:28:21,321 --> 00:28:23,565 i always knew that it was a part of you 523 00:28:23,599 --> 00:28:25,429 which I could never touch. 524 00:28:25,463 --> 00:28:27,949 That pain of losing your family. 525 00:28:27,983 --> 00:28:30,641 i could imagine how it should be 526 00:28:30,675 --> 00:28:32,920 but I never really can understand it. 527 00:28:32,953 --> 00:28:35,059 The best I could do was to love you 528 00:28:35,094 --> 00:28:36,829 and I hope that was enough to keep you here 529 00:28:36,854 --> 00:28:38,787 I'm not going anywhere. 530 00:28:38,822 --> 00:28:42,239 You're not? barely sleep you quit your job 531 00:28:42,273 --> 00:28:44,413 You make the rounds to say goodbye 532 00:28:44,448 --> 00:28:46,587 It feels a bit like... 533 00:28:46,623 --> 00:28:48,589 you get your affairs in order. 534 00:28:48,625 --> 00:28:50,247 No, no, no, I would never. 535 00:28:50,281 --> 00:28:52,940 You once stood on the sidelines of a building 536 00:28:52,973 --> 00:28:56,288 and you were ready to get off to join your dead family. 537 00:28:56,322 --> 00:28:59,947 Athena, that was a long time ago and I was administered LSD. 538 00:28:59,980 --> 00:29:01,269 And that's what I told myself at the time. 539 00:29:01,292 --> 00:29:02,259 And that's what I tell myself 540 00:29:02,294 --> 00:29:04,951 every time you go in a dark place. 541 00:29:04,986 --> 00:29:07,989 But I still remember that look. 542 00:29:08,023 --> 00:29:12,096 And you stand on the sidelines of a building again, Bobby. 543 00:29:22,038 --> 00:29:23,660 I shouldn't be here. 544 00:29:24,833 --> 00:29:26,973 I should have died in that fire. 545 00:29:27,008 --> 00:29:28,836 But you didn't. 546 00:29:39,192 --> 00:29:41,677 I made a plan to fix this. 547 00:29:41,711 --> 00:29:46,337 I kept this book with 148 lines in it. 548 00:29:46,372 --> 00:29:49,375 Every time I saved a life, I completed the line. 549 00:29:49,410 --> 00:29:51,204 A life saved to repay a lost life. 550 00:29:51,239 --> 00:29:54,138 And then what? 551 00:29:54,173 --> 00:29:57,175 After saving 148? 552 00:29:59,522 --> 00:30:01,076 I shouldn't be here. 553 00:30:02,354 --> 00:30:03,941 And where is that book now? 554 00:30:05,597 --> 00:30:09,049 I threw it in the trash on the night of our first date. 555 00:30:09,085 --> 00:30:12,536 All this time and you never told me that? 556 00:30:12,570 --> 00:30:14,951 I didn't want any of that to touch you 557 00:30:18,058 --> 00:30:19,887 Too late. 558 00:30:30,898 --> 00:30:32,384 Damn it. 559 00:30:35,594 --> 00:30:37,388 Hey, you can't go in there. 560 00:30:37,423 --> 00:30:38,906 Fireman Wilson. 561 00:30:38,942 --> 00:30:41,220 I didn't see you on my calendar today. 562 00:30:41,255 --> 00:30:44,258 Is this an official LAFD visit? 563 00:30:44,291 --> 00:30:48,365 It's okay. Give us a minute, please. 564 00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:51,057 Good. Say your song. 565 00:30:52,990 --> 00:30:57,097 Look, I really, really am I'm sorry for your loss. 566 00:30:57,133 --> 00:30:59,099 But not this it gives you the right 567 00:30:59,134 --> 00:31:01,377 to use a little girl as a pawn 568 00:31:01,413 --> 00:31:03,208 in your revenge scheme against me 569 00:31:03,241 --> 00:31:05,796 I'm just trying to help that little girl. 570 00:31:05,830 --> 00:31:08,281 You think you're looking at her of a loving family, 571 00:31:08,316 --> 00:31:10,214 and a safe house, is that helpful? 572 00:31:10,249 --> 00:31:12,078 You believe very much from you 573 00:31:12,113 --> 00:31:14,080 right, fireman wilson? 574 00:31:14,115 --> 00:31:16,116 What does this mean? 575 00:31:16,152 --> 00:31:18,311 I know you did an honest mistake in dealing with my son. 576 00:31:20,500 --> 00:31:22,916 I guess I should say not treating it. 577 00:31:22,951 --> 00:31:25,747 When I had my men look more carefully in your records, 578 00:31:25,781 --> 00:31:28,267 I find a disturbing pattern. 579 00:31:28,301 --> 00:31:30,751 what the hell are you talking about 580 00:31:30,787 --> 00:31:32,306 A year ago... 581 00:31:33,858 --> 00:31:38,000 ... a man died at a happiness convention? 582 00:31:38,035 --> 00:31:41,590 His family says you're too late discharge and died 583 00:31:41,625 --> 00:31:42,625 on stage. 584 00:31:42,661 --> 00:31:45,145 I had to make a choice. 585 00:31:45,181 --> 00:31:47,804 Misidentified cheerleaders. 586 00:31:49,046 --> 00:31:52,635 A suspicious incident in a bank vault. 587 00:31:52,671 --> 00:31:55,673 Questionable procedures in the field. 588 00:31:55,708 --> 00:31:57,433 I mean, you did really put your hands on it 589 00:31:57,469 --> 00:32:00,609 in a man's chest cavity? 590 00:32:00,644 --> 00:32:06,201 I just did the best I could to save lives. 591 00:32:09,307 --> 00:32:12,691 Evelyn Fischer, 17, 592 00:32:12,724 --> 00:32:15,520 on the way to a concert at the Philharmonic. 593 00:32:15,556 --> 00:32:18,799 She was hit and killed by an ambulance 594 00:32:18,835 --> 00:32:20,146 led by you 595 00:32:22,009 --> 00:32:25,289 You really don't care the pain you cause 596 00:32:25,324 --> 00:32:30,295 Don't talk to me about pain. 597 00:32:32,019 --> 00:32:35,162 I think you might want to to take that call. 598 00:32:39,682 --> 00:32:41,028 Karen. 599 00:32:43,239 --> 00:32:44,585 What happened? 600 00:32:47,864 --> 00:32:49,347 I don't want to go. 601 00:32:49,383 --> 00:32:50,567 Mara, it will be fine. 602 00:32:50,590 --> 00:32:52,223 - No, I don't want to go. - It will be fine. 603 00:32:52,248 --> 00:32:55,182 That's just it really upsetting for her. 604 00:32:55,215 --> 00:32:56,228 We could just take a beating, maybe? 605 00:32:56,251 --> 00:32:57,736 Wait, wait a minute. 606 00:32:57,769 --> 00:32:58,737 You got in touch with Deidre? 607 00:32:58,770 --> 00:32:59,738 She said it's nothing she can do 608 00:32:59,771 --> 00:33:02,016 They revoked our placement licence, Hen. 609 00:33:02,049 --> 00:33:03,568 I didn't even have a hearing. 610 00:33:03,604 --> 00:33:05,501 Let's go. 611 00:33:05,537 --> 00:33:07,228 - Don't touch my sister. - Denny, no. 612 00:33:07,262 --> 00:33:08,574 Don't make it worse. 613 00:33:08,608 --> 00:33:09,888 Mom, you can't let them take it 614 00:33:11,612 --> 00:33:13,200 Please. 615 00:33:13,233 --> 00:33:15,211 There has to be a better way that we can do this. 616 00:33:15,236 --> 00:33:17,583 You scare the kids. 617 00:33:17,617 --> 00:33:19,240 Sorry, we have to take it. 618 00:33:19,275 --> 00:33:20,390 But I want to stay here. 619 00:33:20,413 --> 00:33:22,760 We were supposed to be a family. 620 00:33:30,077 --> 00:33:33,737 Just... give us a minute. 621 00:33:33,771 --> 00:33:35,394 Please? 622 00:33:45,922 --> 00:33:49,650 W-We're still a family. 623 00:33:50,926 --> 00:33:53,240 Even if we're not under the same roof. 624 00:33:53,273 --> 00:33:55,068 okay? 625 00:33:55,103 --> 00:33:57,588 You are our daughter. 626 00:33:58,934 --> 00:34:00,175 We love you too. 627 00:34:01,662 --> 00:34:04,423 Never forget that. 628 00:34:09,599 --> 00:34:12,259 Come on, Mara. 629 00:34:34,143 --> 00:34:35,282 Hello. 630 00:34:37,146 --> 00:34:39,460 What... What are you doing here? 631 00:34:39,494 --> 00:34:41,461 You are single, aren't you? 632 00:34:43,152 --> 00:34:44,500 A-Yes. 633 00:34:47,054 --> 00:34:49,952 I don't feel like it i said everything i have... 634 00:34:49,987 --> 00:34:51,817 i had to say. 635 00:35:03,242 --> 00:35:04,451 Kim, what are you doing? 636 00:35:04,485 --> 00:35:06,175 Who is Kim? 637 00:35:07,833 --> 00:35:10,456 Oh, my God, I do looks exactly like her. 638 00:35:10,490 --> 00:35:12,010 Like who? 639 00:35:13,391 --> 00:35:14,875 Like Shannon. 640 00:35:14,909 --> 00:35:17,463 Maybe they are. 641 00:35:17,498 --> 00:35:19,672 - Kim... - And maybe there are things you have to say 642 00:35:19,706 --> 00:35:21,985 Things you never I had the opportunity to say. 643 00:35:22,019 --> 00:35:23,365 Let me hear them. 644 00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:24,688 I really appreciate it what are you trying to do... 645 00:35:24,711 --> 00:35:26,818 Our time together was too short. 646 00:35:26,851 --> 00:35:28,692 Eddie, we were separated more than we were together. 647 00:35:28,715 --> 00:35:29,682 please stop 648 00:35:29,717 --> 00:35:32,375 Just say what you need to say. 649 00:35:32,409 --> 00:35:34,010 - I can't do that. - You have to. 650 00:35:35,032 --> 00:35:36,655 You have to let me go. 651 00:35:36,690 --> 00:35:38,692 i don't want 652 00:35:38,726 --> 00:35:41,003 Just let it go, baby. 653 00:35:41,039 --> 00:35:43,179 Because I'm right here. 654 00:35:43,213 --> 00:35:45,250 no you are not 655 00:35:48,045 --> 00:35:49,565 you left me... 656 00:35:51,429 --> 00:35:52,429 ...Shannon. 657 00:35:54,224 --> 00:35:55,880 Why? 658 00:35:57,123 --> 00:35:58,746 I thought you loved me. 659 00:35:58,780 --> 00:35:59,885 I did. 660 00:36:00,885 --> 00:36:02,371 I do. 661 00:36:02,405 --> 00:36:04,096 But not enough? 662 00:36:04,130 --> 00:36:06,375 Not enough to stay? 663 00:36:06,409 --> 00:36:08,273 Christopher received a letter. 664 00:36:10,101 --> 00:36:12,311 At least you tried to explain to him. 665 00:36:13,554 --> 00:36:16,454 What about me? Where was my letter? 666 00:36:18,076 --> 00:36:22,217 All I got was a note saying you left 667 00:36:22,251 --> 00:36:24,115 I know I wasn't a perfect husband. 668 00:36:24,150 --> 00:36:26,291 I did my fair share running, but... 669 00:36:28,155 --> 00:36:29,880 ...I'm back. 670 00:36:29,914 --> 00:36:33,297 Not because of obligations, 671 00:36:33,331 --> 00:36:36,887 but because I couldn't imagine a life without... 672 00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:41,443 ...without you. 673 00:36:43,481 --> 00:36:47,139 And you know what? 674 00:36:47,173 --> 00:36:48,623 I still can't. 675 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:51,936 But I still live it. 676 00:36:53,594 --> 00:36:57,356 But it's broken. I'm angry. 677 00:37:00,117 --> 00:37:01,637 And I can't fix it. 678 00:37:03,155 --> 00:37:05,813 This is the life I have now. 679 00:37:07,780 --> 00:37:11,128 This is life from now on. 680 00:37:13,510 --> 00:37:14,856 Life... 681 00:37:17,514 --> 00:37:19,206 ...without you. 682 00:37:21,311 --> 00:37:24,969 It should have be here with me baby 683 00:37:29,043 --> 00:37:30,976 And now you're gone. 684 00:37:38,018 --> 00:37:39,813 And you never will be. 685 00:37:49,719 --> 00:37:51,480 I'm sorry. 686 00:38:01,213 --> 00:38:03,525 Oh. Good. 687 00:38:09,393 --> 00:38:10,393 parent? 688 00:38:35,695 --> 00:38:38,250 Oh hey, son. I didn't wake you up, did I? 689 00:38:39,561 --> 00:38:40,701 No, it's fine. 690 00:38:40,735 --> 00:38:42,530 Hey, can I pour you a drink? 691 00:38:46,568 --> 00:38:47,880 Just don't tell your mother. 692 00:38:49,260 --> 00:38:51,193 I don't think it should. 693 00:38:51,228 --> 00:38:53,541 oh come on It's a holiday. 694 00:38:53,576 --> 00:38:55,025 What are we celebrating? 695 00:38:55,059 --> 00:38:57,891 You, my son, the hero. 696 00:38:57,925 --> 00:38:59,547 I'm not a hero. 697 00:38:59,581 --> 00:39:00,893 You sure are. 698 00:39:02,101 --> 00:39:05,208 Not. People keep telling me that, but it's a lie. 699 00:39:06,726 --> 00:39:09,074 Then why did they give you this? 700 00:39:16,460 --> 00:39:20,222 It's hard, isn't it? 701 00:39:20,257 --> 00:39:21,579 I can't breathe with this thing on. 702 00:39:21,603 --> 00:39:24,226 Father. Help me get it out. 703 00:39:24,262 --> 00:39:26,713 No, son. I'm sorry. 704 00:39:26,746 --> 00:39:28,335 That's yours. 705 00:39:30,612 --> 00:39:33,063 Um! But I did it to do something to you. 706 00:39:34,512 --> 00:39:36,757 Oh, I think so you will like it. 707 00:39:38,655 --> 00:39:41,485 It has all the people which you did not save. 708 00:39:51,289 --> 00:39:54,085 I'm sorry I couldn't save you, dad. 709 00:39:54,119 --> 00:39:57,295 I had to save you, kid. 710 00:39:57,329 --> 00:40:00,090 Now I suppose you have to save yourself. 711 00:40:00,125 --> 00:40:01,782 Do you smell this? 712 00:40:11,653 --> 00:40:13,206 Athens! 713 00:40:26,806 --> 00:40:27,773 Athens! 714 00:40:27,807 --> 00:40:29,396 Ah! 715 00:40:32,985 --> 00:40:34,365 Athens! 716 00:40:34,400 --> 00:40:36,367 Hey! Athens! 717 00:40:36,402 --> 00:40:38,369 hey athena can you hear me 718 00:40:59,012 --> 00:40:59,875 Come on. come on love 719 00:40:59,909 --> 00:41:01,186 Come on. Come on. 720 00:41:13,543 --> 00:41:15,510 Athena, can you hear me? 721 00:41:15,545 --> 00:41:17,547 come on love Come on. 722 00:41:17,581 --> 00:41:19,065 Okay, come back to me. Come on. 723 00:41:19,101 --> 00:41:20,722 Come back to me. 724 00:41:20,757 --> 00:41:21,757 Come on. 725 00:41:23,380 --> 00:41:25,521 Come on, baby, come on. 726 00:41:25,554 --> 00:41:27,730 Come on, Athena. Come on. Come on. 727 00:41:30,284 --> 00:41:31,699 Behold. Yes. 728 00:41:31,733 --> 00:41:34,253 Here we are. Yes. 729 00:41:34,288 --> 00:41:36,358 Yes, there it is. you are fine 730 00:41:36,393 --> 00:41:38,568 Yes, just breathe. Just breathe, okay? 731 00:41:38,603 --> 00:41:40,847 Hey, hey, hey, here. Come on. 732 00:41:40,880 --> 00:41:42,920 She took a lot of smoke. Get some O2 on her, now. 733 00:41:52,237 --> 00:41:53,893 Uh... 734 00:41:59,244 --> 00:42:00,728 Captain Nash! Get the Lifepak! 735 00:42:04,284 --> 00:42:06,079 His heart stopped. 736 00:42:08,425 --> 00:42:10,289 Charge to 100. 737 00:42:10,324 --> 00:42:11,324 Loading. 738 00:42:12,947 --> 00:42:14,672 Clear.