1 00:02:51,940 --> 00:02:54,022 Half for you and half for me. 2 00:02:59,500 --> 00:03:01,389 Come on. Hey. 3 00:03:23,220 --> 00:03:24,585 You'll be rid of me soon. 4 00:03:26,460 --> 00:03:28,224 Stop that crap. 5 00:03:29,660 --> 00:03:32,823 You'll be back on your feet soon, and then you'll help me. 6 00:03:33,700 --> 00:03:36,704 You can't leave me alone with your uptight sister. 7 00:03:40,380 --> 00:03:42,508 She said she'd come visit you soon. 8 00:03:47,340 --> 00:03:49,149 See this scar right here? 9 00:03:49,580 --> 00:03:51,070 She did that. 10 00:03:52,340 --> 00:03:54,308 She nearly poked my eye out. 11 00:03:56,300 --> 00:03:58,462 Your grandfather always told me: 12 00:03:59,340 --> 00:04:01,149 “Your sister is not a sissy like you." 13 00:04:01,660 --> 00:04:04,391 But who's the one who built all this, huh? 14 00:04:05,780 --> 00:04:08,465 I did. I did all this, 15 00:04:08,820 --> 00:04:11,391 for you and your mother. Isn't that right? 16 00:04:25,260 --> 00:04:27,547 You are great with the animals. 17 00:04:31,420 --> 00:04:34,503 That makes me happy, Jona. 18 00:04:36,660 --> 00:04:38,389 Now get lost. 19 00:04:48,460 --> 00:04:50,667 What was Mom like? 20 00:04:55,100 --> 00:04:57,023 I can't remember her at all. 21 00:04:58,940 --> 00:05:00,669 I want to sleep. 22 00:05:02,860 --> 00:05:04,350 Come on, Papa. 23 00:05:05,700 --> 00:05:09,261 I don't know anything about her. - It was so long ago, Jona. 24 00:05:14,060 --> 00:05:15,585 So long ago. 25 00:05:45,900 --> 00:05:47,504 He asked about you. 26 00:05:51,180 --> 00:05:53,626 Why won't you talk to each other? 27 00:05:56,380 --> 00:05:59,509 There's a lot to do right now. - There's always a lot to do. 28 00:05:59,700 --> 00:06:02,101 But there isn't much time left. 29 00:06:02,500 --> 00:06:04,582 There's nothing to talk about. 30 00:06:08,060 --> 00:06:10,028 He's your brother, damn it! 31 00:06:16,020 --> 00:06:17,829 I can see you really care. 32 00:06:27,420 --> 00:06:28,831 Would you stop that? 33 00:06:29,420 --> 00:06:31,024 Dude! 34 00:06:31,700 --> 00:06:36,069 Move it, Maik! Don't let the others do all the work. 35 00:06:36,340 --> 00:06:38,581 Even the girls are faster. - Excuse me? 36 00:06:38,780 --> 00:06:41,067 I've got the short stick. It's so small! 37 00:06:41,260 --> 00:06:44,423 It sucks having a short stick, eh? - Shut up, spaz. 38 00:06:44,700 --> 00:06:47,226 Cow utters are hairier than your balls. 39 00:06:47,500 --> 00:06:49,628 Knock it off, you two! - Got a problem? 40 00:06:49,940 --> 00:06:51,226 Enough, guys! 41 00:06:51,660 --> 00:06:55,381 Just learned how to piss standing up, and they're already mouthing off. 42 00:06:57,820 --> 00:06:59,584 You got this, Lasse? - Sure. 43 00:07:38,300 --> 00:07:39,711 What? 44 00:07:41,740 --> 00:07:43,310 Out with it. 45 00:07:44,700 --> 00:07:46,190 I'm going to study. 46 00:07:50,860 --> 00:07:52,862 For real. I got accepted. 47 00:07:53,500 --> 00:07:55,582 Don't look at me like that, man. 48 00:07:57,660 --> 00:08:00,140 With your shitty grades? - Yup. Theology. 49 00:08:01,660 --> 00:08:03,105 Theology? - Yeah. 50 00:08:03,300 --> 00:08:06,270 African Studies minor. No admission restrictions. 51 00:08:06,780 --> 00:08:09,670 I'm gonna apply for a student loan and sew my wild oats, baby! 52 00:08:11,940 --> 00:08:13,465 And finally get out of here. 53 00:08:16,700 --> 00:08:19,180 Out of this fucking “dead zone.“ 54 00:09:17,900 --> 00:09:19,584 When it's over... 55 00:09:20,380 --> 00:09:22,030 then it's just over. 56 00:09:23,820 --> 00:09:26,903 Spare me the damn hospital stench. 57 00:10:38,700 --> 00:10:40,190 Beautiful woman. 58 00:10:56,420 --> 00:10:57,546 Shit. 59 00:11:03,460 --> 00:11:05,827 It'll heal quickly. 60 00:11:10,100 --> 00:11:13,866 Want one? - No, actually I don't smoke. 61 00:11:17,980 --> 00:11:20,381 I'll bring you some ointment tomorrow. 62 00:11:22,500 --> 00:11:24,389 Do we know each other? 63 00:11:25,620 --> 00:11:27,110 Anka. 64 00:11:28,700 --> 00:11:31,544 I'm here to help you out with your father. 65 00:11:33,780 --> 00:11:35,270 Martha? 66 00:11:36,140 --> 00:11:37,824 She called me. 67 00:11:44,140 --> 00:11:47,189 I dreamt about an angel... 68 00:11:49,100 --> 00:11:51,182 who helps me fall asleep. 69 00:11:58,500 --> 00:12:01,106 She really is beautiful. 70 00:12:03,340 --> 00:12:04,387 Yeah. 71 00:12:05,260 --> 00:12:07,024 That's my mom. 72 00:12:09,820 --> 00:12:11,788 She died in a car accident. 73 00:12:18,820 --> 00:12:20,584 I'm sorry. I'm tired. 74 00:12:26,220 --> 00:12:28,143 I'll come tomorrow and help you. 75 00:14:31,660 --> 00:14:33,947 Good morning. - Hey. 76 00:14:35,340 --> 00:14:37,661 This is for you. It fits all the locks. 77 00:14:44,260 --> 00:14:46,991 You can put your things in the cupboard over there. 78 00:14:47,980 --> 00:14:49,744 Take anything you need. 79 00:14:53,620 --> 00:14:55,145 You can go. 80 00:15:01,260 --> 00:15:03,786 It's not like the city. 81 00:15:05,780 --> 00:15:07,350 Fresh air. 82 00:15:09,540 --> 00:15:11,304 I could never live in a city. 83 00:15:11,500 --> 00:15:14,151 Too noisy, too hectic. 84 00:15:15,460 --> 00:15:18,464 Like they say: once a farmer, always a farmer. 85 00:15:22,980 --> 00:15:25,870 But I had all kinds of silly ideas when I was young. 86 00:15:26,700 --> 00:15:30,625 My dream was to be a swimmer, together with Ron, my best friend. 87 00:15:31,220 --> 00:15:32,745 We trained together. 88 00:15:34,940 --> 00:15:37,386 Ron was an idealist. 89 00:15:39,100 --> 00:15:43,822 That's why he took that job in mine reconnaissance. 90 00:15:46,420 --> 00:15:48,184 I was always at the farm. 91 00:15:49,820 --> 00:15:52,141 I inherited it from my dad... 92 00:15:55,140 --> 00:15:57,825 Do I get any of that? - Someone has to take care of the cattle. 93 00:15:58,060 --> 00:16:00,222 Sorry. Special recipe for Burghardt. 94 00:16:00,500 --> 00:16:03,549 I had no choice. - Okay, then we'll make a deal: 95 00:16:04,700 --> 00:16:06,941 You give me some of whatever that is, 96 00:16:09,340 --> 00:16:12,105 and I'll let you get between my sheets. 97 00:16:14,660 --> 00:16:19,700 I'll give you some, so I don't have to get between your sheets. 98 00:16:24,780 --> 00:16:27,624 What's wrong, Papa? -"What's wrong, Papa?" This! 99 00:16:28,540 --> 00:16:31,146 These pills, every day! 100 00:16:31,340 --> 00:16:34,822 Calm down. - These pills! The whole fucking thing! 101 00:16:37,260 --> 00:16:39,706 I don't want them anymore! I can't go on! 102 00:16:40,220 --> 00:16:41,949 Then you'd finally be rid of me! 103 00:16:43,300 --> 00:16:45,064 Fucking bullshit. 104 00:16:49,340 --> 00:16:52,105 Think of yourself too, man. That's all I'm saying. 105 00:16:54,380 --> 00:16:57,543 I mean, come with me to Berlin. 106 00:16:58,740 --> 00:17:01,186 We'll rent a really cool apartment. 107 00:17:01,580 --> 00:17:04,584 With one of those hot tubs, and a massive balcony. 108 00:17:04,780 --> 00:17:08,182 We'll hang out all day in bath robes, puffing cigars. 109 00:17:08,820 --> 00:17:11,744 And girls are only allowed in bikinis. 110 00:17:12,340 --> 00:17:13,910 Right. 111 00:17:15,100 --> 00:17:16,750 I'm serious, Jona. 112 00:17:17,140 --> 00:17:20,030 The women there are so damn dirty. 113 00:17:21,020 --> 00:17:23,591 They're all shaved. And the way they walk! 114 00:17:30,140 --> 00:17:32,188 You two got something going on? 115 00:17:32,940 --> 00:17:34,988 Did you score yet? - Shh! 116 00:17:37,180 --> 00:17:40,104 Damn, you're killing me! Ask her out. 117 00:17:42,380 --> 00:17:43,950 If you don't, I will. 118 00:17:44,420 --> 00:17:45,910 I did ask her out. 119 00:17:46,260 --> 00:17:47,625 Lasse! 120 00:17:47,820 --> 00:17:49,709 You wish. - Lasse! 121 00:17:50,340 --> 00:17:52,820 Get back here! - What's your problem? 122 00:17:56,540 --> 00:17:58,781 She's yours. I don't even want her. 123 00:17:58,980 --> 00:18:00,311 And I'll get her, too. 124 00:18:13,980 --> 00:18:15,391 Martha. 125 00:18:17,740 --> 00:18:20,346 How can something like this happen? 126 00:18:20,660 --> 00:18:23,550 You parked in the middle of the path. 127 00:18:24,380 --> 00:18:26,144 And this is better? 128 00:18:26,540 --> 00:18:29,111 Of course it is. - Stay here. I'm talking to you. 129 00:18:29,860 --> 00:18:31,100 Martha. 130 00:18:50,900 --> 00:18:54,302 That girl, Anka, is here now. I organized her. 131 00:18:54,860 --> 00:18:58,148 She'll assist him. - Assist him? -Yeah. 132 00:18:58,700 --> 00:19:00,782 But I want to... - Tomorrow. 133 00:19:00,980 --> 00:19:02,505 Not today. 134 00:19:06,020 --> 00:19:08,910 I want to fly kites like in the old days. 135 00:19:11,460 --> 00:19:13,224 But now it's time for bed. - No! 136 00:19:13,420 --> 00:19:17,391 We never do what I want to do! 137 00:19:19,860 --> 00:19:21,624 Oh, just look at me. 138 00:19:22,420 --> 00:19:25,822 If this keeps up, then... 139 00:19:26,220 --> 00:19:28,826 I'll end up like your mother. 140 00:19:29,500 --> 00:19:31,070 No! 141 00:19:34,460 --> 00:19:35,746 What did you say? 142 00:19:52,900 --> 00:19:54,550 Can you hear me, Papa? 143 00:19:54,740 --> 00:19:56,424 Can you stand up? 144 00:19:57,740 --> 00:20:00,903 You stupid old man! You stupid old man. 145 00:20:13,620 --> 00:20:15,190 Sit down, please. 146 00:20:16,460 --> 00:20:17,871 Is he on medication? 147 00:20:21,100 --> 00:20:24,263 Is he in treatment? - He's in his second round of chemo. 148 00:20:24,740 --> 00:20:28,187 Skin cancer. It's spread to his head. - Please sit down. 149 00:21:23,940 --> 00:21:25,624 It's great. 150 00:21:26,700 --> 00:21:29,067 I mean, it will be when it's done. 151 00:21:31,300 --> 00:21:33,109 It's not done yet, is it? 152 00:21:50,540 --> 00:21:52,110 Hey, come here. 153 00:22:01,860 --> 00:22:05,148 You're significantly less ugly than you were yesterday. 154 00:22:05,500 --> 00:22:07,104 Almost presentable. 155 00:22:12,220 --> 00:22:13,665 Thanks. 156 00:22:35,060 --> 00:22:36,300 WOW] 157 00:22:42,180 --> 00:22:43,545 It's just a hobby. 158 00:22:43,740 --> 00:22:45,105 Are you crazy? 159 00:22:45,580 --> 00:22:46,741 I'll buy one. 160 00:22:47,260 --> 00:22:50,150 I'll buy them all, when I've got the money. 161 00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:53,423 You could pay in installments. 162 00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:29,469 What are you doing here? 163 00:23:31,020 --> 00:23:33,500 I'm looking for Burghardt. 164 00:23:36,820 --> 00:23:39,426 He's not doing well. - He's not here. 165 00:23:43,860 --> 00:23:45,908 After all these years. 166 00:23:48,820 --> 00:23:50,231 What happened? 167 00:23:51,580 --> 00:23:54,550 Martha, please. - You're dead to me. 168 00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:56,704 And it better stay that way. 169 00:24:01,060 --> 00:24:03,142 Martha, I wanted... Hey! 170 00:24:06,100 --> 00:24:08,467 What the hell was that? 171 00:24:14,780 --> 00:24:16,145 Keep going. 172 00:24:16,420 --> 00:24:17,945 What's her problem? 173 00:24:18,380 --> 00:24:19,950 No idea. 174 00:24:20,820 --> 00:24:22,185 Fucking hell. 175 00:24:30,220 --> 00:24:32,666 I have to go. I'm going to church. 176 00:24:33,060 --> 00:24:35,984 It wouldn't hurt you to go once in a while, either. 177 00:25:45,540 --> 00:25:46,951 Papa. 178 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:49,425 I'm fine. 179 00:25:58,180 --> 00:25:59,591 I know... 180 00:26:28,180 --> 00:26:30,865 I thought that dose yesterday would do me in. 181 00:26:31,340 --> 00:26:35,743 Have you come to finish me off with a large-scale pharmaceutical attack? 182 00:26:37,340 --> 00:26:41,026 No, Anka cooked a delicious chicken soup. 183 00:26:41,340 --> 00:26:43,786 With fresh bread baked by two ex-junkies. 184 00:26:45,060 --> 00:26:48,348 See how much Martha teaches them? - Martha this, Martha that. 185 00:26:48,540 --> 00:26:52,511 But nobody gives a damn that I need you. 186 00:26:53,420 --> 00:26:56,026 Nature transforms their souls. 187 00:26:58,940 --> 00:27:01,591 Okay, come on. - Alright. 188 00:27:02,460 --> 00:27:05,270 Let's go eat soup. You're annoying. 189 00:27:05,460 --> 00:27:06,905 You're annoying. 190 00:27:07,260 --> 00:27:08,625 I heard that! 191 00:27:26,220 --> 00:27:28,063 What are you doing? - Fishing. 192 00:27:28,860 --> 00:27:31,261 Get out of there. You'll get an infection. 193 00:27:31,580 --> 00:27:34,902 Don't worry, that only happens to women who never get laid. 194 00:27:35,420 --> 00:27:37,149 You're nuts, Anka. 195 00:27:42,580 --> 00:27:44,787 No! No! 196 00:27:46,780 --> 00:27:48,350 And you have very nice... 197 00:27:48,860 --> 00:27:50,066 Tits? 198 00:27:52,820 --> 00:27:54,265 Yup. 199 00:27:57,780 --> 00:27:59,828 I still need it. - Want it back? 200 00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:02,706 Give me my net back. - Then I want a big fish. 201 00:28:05,820 --> 00:28:07,584 Okay, pike or trout? 202 00:28:09,500 --> 00:28:11,309 I'll take a trout. 203 00:28:29,780 --> 00:28:31,782 For you. 204 00:28:33,380 --> 00:28:34,870 They're good. 205 00:28:35,260 --> 00:28:38,343 Really good. - I'm a designer, baby. 206 00:28:41,220 --> 00:28:43,871 I'm serious. You should do something with it. 207 00:28:46,940 --> 00:28:49,625 Life doesn't wait for you, I learned that. 208 00:29:08,500 --> 00:29:10,821 Who was that guy the other day? - What? 209 00:29:11,940 --> 00:29:14,466 Who was that guy you had an argument with? 210 00:29:14,660 --> 00:29:16,185 No one. 211 00:29:16,380 --> 00:29:17,905 An old admirer. 212 00:29:19,580 --> 00:29:21,582 Is that how you treat old admirers? 213 00:29:27,260 --> 00:29:29,467 My life is none of your business. 214 00:29:29,940 --> 00:29:32,261 I don't have to explain anything to you. 215 00:29:36,780 --> 00:29:38,225 You can all kiss my ass. 216 00:29:58,140 --> 00:30:00,620 Hey. - Hi. 217 00:30:03,980 --> 00:30:05,630 Do you have a lot to do? 218 00:30:06,660 --> 00:30:08,424 I'm almost done for today. 219 00:30:09,940 --> 00:30:13,023 What are you going to do with all your free time? 220 00:30:15,380 --> 00:30:17,109 I'll find something to do. 221 00:30:19,540 --> 00:30:20,701 Like what? 222 00:31:07,740 --> 00:31:09,151 Ouch! 223 00:31:12,060 --> 00:31:13,425 Sorry. 224 00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:15,065 Papa! 225 00:32:19,180 --> 00:32:21,103 I'm sorry. - It's okay. 226 00:32:22,020 --> 00:32:23,545 Come on, get up. 227 00:32:26,820 --> 00:32:28,743 I'll call a doctor. - Don't! 228 00:32:28,940 --> 00:32:30,351 I will! 229 00:32:30,620 --> 00:32:32,668 I can't do this anymore! - You can! 230 00:32:32,860 --> 00:32:34,703 I can't take it! - You can! 231 00:32:34,980 --> 00:32:37,870 It's okay. You'll be fine. I'll call an ambulance. 232 00:32:39,340 --> 00:32:41,707 Someone will be here soon. 233 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:45,270 I'd like an ambulance at 234 00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:50,111 It's okay. 235 00:34:06,100 --> 00:34:07,784 Can you go on? 236 00:34:15,460 --> 00:34:17,667 Do you have any strength left, Papa? 237 00:34:48,380 --> 00:34:50,144 Don't you have the courage? 238 00:37:14,660 --> 00:37:16,788 There's nothing I can do. 239 00:40:00,340 --> 00:40:01,751 Get out. 240 00:40:02,420 --> 00:40:03,831 Now. 241 00:40:25,740 --> 00:40:27,185 Martha, I... - Here. 242 00:40:27,980 --> 00:40:30,301 Boskoop apples. They're his favorite. 243 00:40:37,420 --> 00:40:38,785 I'm sorry. 244 00:41:12,740 --> 00:41:14,265 Oh, pardon me. 245 00:41:27,700 --> 00:41:29,429 You getting ready to go out? 246 00:42:18,020 --> 00:42:19,749 How are you? 247 00:42:22,260 --> 00:42:24,627 I'm sort of busy with dying at the moment. 248 00:42:41,380 --> 00:42:42,905 I have to sit down. 249 00:42:43,660 --> 00:42:46,664 This is Ron. This is my son, Jonathan. 250 00:42:48,180 --> 00:42:50,069 Ron, is it? - Yes. 251 00:42:54,100 --> 00:42:55,989 We have a sow named Ronja. 252 00:43:02,100 --> 00:43:03,829 Jona, will you take me home? 253 00:43:17,740 --> 00:43:20,471 Don't get carried away, Jona. 254 00:43:25,180 --> 00:43:26,864 It's okay. I can do it. 255 00:44:19,580 --> 00:44:22,231 Can I do anything? - I've got it, thanks. 256 00:44:24,260 --> 00:44:26,149 Oh, no. - It's okay, I'll do it. 257 00:44:32,260 --> 00:44:33,705 Lately, 258 00:44:35,820 --> 00:44:37,345 somehow Papa's been... 259 00:44:37,900 --> 00:44:39,550 sad in a different way. 260 00:44:48,700 --> 00:44:50,190 I don't know. 261 00:44:50,380 --> 00:44:51,984 When he's dead, then... 262 00:45:07,140 --> 00:45:09,381 The towels are there. - Thanks. 263 00:46:09,580 --> 00:46:11,389 I had another nightmare. 264 00:46:16,820 --> 00:46:18,868 It happened at Gerti's and my wedding. 265 00:46:20,660 --> 00:46:22,025 Jonathan was there, 266 00:46:22,220 --> 00:46:25,064 as old as he is now, even though he wasn't born yet. 267 00:46:27,220 --> 00:46:29,985 And there was wheat growing inside the church. 268 00:46:31,620 --> 00:46:33,782 There was a field inside the church. 269 00:46:35,700 --> 00:46:37,509 We start towards the altar. 270 00:46:37,700 --> 00:46:41,068 The priest was so short, only his head was poking out of the wheat. 271 00:46:43,820 --> 00:46:46,300 As I'm leading Gerti to the altar, 272 00:46:46,500 --> 00:46:50,664 I stumble over someone lying on the ground in the grass. 273 00:46:52,140 --> 00:46:53,630 Ron's lying there... 274 00:46:54,860 --> 00:46:56,544 in his protective gear, 275 00:46:57,100 --> 00:46:59,102 fiddling around with a mine. 276 00:47:00,740 --> 00:47:02,504 He turns to me slowly, 277 00:47:02,940 --> 00:47:05,068 opens the visor of his helmet 278 00:47:06,380 --> 00:47:08,223 and just shakes his head. 279 00:47:10,100 --> 00:47:12,706 And that's it. Then... 280 00:47:13,980 --> 00:47:15,391 Bang! 281 00:47:23,140 --> 00:47:24,824 I've seen people where... 282 00:47:26,980 --> 00:47:30,189 almost all their organs had failed, but they still couldn't go. 283 00:47:32,820 --> 00:47:34,982 Something was holding them back. 284 00:47:38,140 --> 00:47:39,904 Something unfinished. 285 00:47:44,580 --> 00:47:46,423 If you want to die... 286 00:47:48,180 --> 00:47:50,023 you have to let life in. 287 00:47:51,940 --> 00:47:53,908 Even if it's only for a day. 288 00:48:02,980 --> 00:48:04,709 Gerti had a dress like that. 289 00:48:06,300 --> 00:48:08,143 But hers had flowers on it. 290 00:48:16,340 --> 00:48:19,822 It's so different being alive after you've experienced death. 291 00:48:21,700 --> 00:48:23,464 Death is overwhelming. 292 00:48:29,380 --> 00:48:31,860 I had an accident once. It was pretty close. 293 00:48:35,500 --> 00:48:37,184 There was so much. 294 00:48:38,500 --> 00:48:40,946 It was really hard to find my way back. 295 00:49:09,020 --> 00:49:10,431 Smell this. 296 00:49:15,380 --> 00:49:17,064 What does it smell like? 297 00:49:20,580 --> 00:49:21,945 Grass? 298 00:49:23,500 --> 00:49:24,990 I don't know, tell me. 299 00:49:27,220 --> 00:49:28,710 The origin. 300 00:49:29,940 --> 00:49:31,271 Home. 301 00:49:34,460 --> 00:49:35,871 What? 302 00:50:20,060 --> 00:50:23,701 Don't expect me to turn into a farmer and start milking your cows. 303 00:50:25,820 --> 00:50:27,231 Nope. 304 00:50:35,300 --> 00:50:37,780 I saw Martha. - You don't say. 305 00:50:39,580 --> 00:50:42,265 She nearly blew my ass off. 306 00:50:42,900 --> 00:50:44,550 You had it coming, Ronald. 307 00:50:47,700 --> 00:50:49,111 She loved you. 308 00:50:58,780 --> 00:51:01,147 Do you still think about it, sometimes? 309 00:51:09,340 --> 00:51:12,025 I've thought of nothing else, all these years. 310 00:51:13,060 --> 00:51:15,745 It made me sick, what happened. 311 00:51:17,060 --> 00:51:18,710 What we did. 312 00:51:19,620 --> 00:51:21,270 I hated myself for it. 313 00:51:21,620 --> 00:51:23,861 And I tried to hate you for it. 314 00:51:40,340 --> 00:51:42,149 It takes energy to hate. 315 00:51:45,500 --> 00:51:47,343 And I don't have any left. 316 00:51:52,660 --> 00:51:54,901 Hey! - What? 317 00:51:56,380 --> 00:51:58,542 You used to think that was funny. 318 00:51:59,580 --> 00:52:01,309 You did, not me. 319 00:52:09,940 --> 00:52:13,183 Asshole. - No, you are. 320 00:52:42,780 --> 00:52:46,705 But it's true. - You really made tons of cash. 321 00:52:46,900 --> 00:52:48,425 Hello. Come here. 322 00:52:50,220 --> 00:52:51,631 Jona, sit down. 323 00:52:51,940 --> 00:52:54,910 Ron's just telling me about Iraq. - That's just great. 324 00:52:55,300 --> 00:52:59,862 Good stories and booze. That mixes real well with your meds. 325 00:53:01,060 --> 00:53:03,267 Give me back the bottle, Jona. Please. 326 00:53:04,420 --> 00:53:06,627 Speaking of stories, 327 00:53:07,580 --> 00:53:10,504 tell me something about Mama. - Not now, please. 328 00:53:11,140 --> 00:53:13,029 Yes, now. 329 00:53:14,060 --> 00:53:16,267 I don't know a thing about her, Papa. 330 00:53:35,700 --> 00:53:38,909 She worked at the kiosk, and I bought ice cream from her. 331 00:53:41,060 --> 00:53:44,826 I bought tons of ice cream, every day, for weeks until she noticed me. 332 00:53:50,500 --> 00:53:53,310 Then she told this joke that I didn't get. 333 00:53:54,420 --> 00:53:56,468 I stood there like a moron. 334 00:53:57,460 --> 00:53:59,269 It was so embarrassing. 335 00:54:01,260 --> 00:54:03,831 Then I grabbed her and kissed her. 336 00:54:12,180 --> 00:54:14,069 Did that really work? 337 00:54:14,260 --> 00:54:16,103 No, not really. 338 00:54:18,900 --> 00:54:20,265 Then what? 339 00:54:27,820 --> 00:54:29,231 Nothing. 340 00:54:30,340 --> 00:54:32,263 End of the story. 341 00:54:45,940 --> 00:54:48,022 He's not good at those things. 342 00:55:07,260 --> 00:55:09,183 Did you take your pills? - Later. 343 00:55:09,380 --> 00:55:11,508 Anybody want a coffee? - Papa. 344 00:55:11,700 --> 00:55:13,270 You have to take them. 345 00:55:13,540 --> 00:55:16,862 What's the use? I puke all day and just feel like crap. 346 00:55:19,300 --> 00:55:22,065 Don't worry, Jonathan. I'll take care of it. 347 00:55:24,740 --> 00:55:26,151 Oh, you will? 348 00:55:27,700 --> 00:55:29,111 Yes. 349 00:55:34,700 --> 00:55:36,907 What would we ever do without you? 350 00:55:37,100 --> 00:55:38,670 Jona, please. - Ron. 351 00:55:41,780 --> 00:55:43,703 Show me how you'll take care of it. 352 00:55:47,500 --> 00:55:49,980 I've never seen you before. Then you show up, 353 00:55:50,300 --> 00:55:52,746 and now you'll take care of it? 354 00:55:54,260 --> 00:55:56,024 I'm only trying to help. 355 00:55:56,300 --> 00:55:57,711 Thank you. 356 00:55:58,140 --> 00:56:00,461 I don't want any trouble. - Good. 357 00:56:00,740 --> 00:56:02,629 I'm here for Burghardt. 358 00:56:04,740 --> 00:56:06,151 I see. 359 00:56:07,140 --> 00:56:09,268 An old friend comes and takes over. 360 00:56:09,700 --> 00:56:11,111 That's great. 361 00:56:12,100 --> 00:56:15,343 Actually it's terrific, because it means I'm off duty. 362 00:56:16,740 --> 00:56:19,391 I could do whatever I want. I could go to the movies. 363 00:56:19,580 --> 00:56:22,550 Yes, go to the movies. - Anka, let's go to the movies. 364 00:56:23,580 --> 00:56:26,026 I haven't been in three years. You know why? 365 00:56:26,260 --> 00:56:30,026 Because I got up every morning at 5 AM to take care of my father! 366 00:56:30,220 --> 00:56:34,430 Every morning! And where were you? - This is about what Burghardt wants. 367 00:56:34,620 --> 00:56:36,987 You don't have a clue! - Stop it, Jonathan! 368 00:56:42,980 --> 00:56:45,142 This isn't about the two of you. 369 00:56:52,380 --> 00:56:53,666 Wait. 370 00:56:56,260 --> 00:56:58,183 Anka, where are you going? 371 00:56:59,100 --> 00:57:02,104 I think you've got a few things to sort out in your little family. 372 00:57:02,300 --> 00:57:05,827 You can't just go now. - Your father asked me to. 373 00:57:08,580 --> 00:57:11,823 He wants to be with Ron. He wants to stop taking his pills. 374 00:57:12,180 --> 00:57:14,069 Regardless of what we think. 375 00:57:14,260 --> 00:57:18,106 He doesn't know what he's saying. - Stop treating your father like a child. 376 00:57:19,580 --> 00:57:21,423 He knows exactly what he wants. 377 00:57:27,140 --> 00:57:28,665 It's that easy? 378 00:57:35,900 --> 00:57:38,141 Then I was just a little bonus fuck, eh? 379 00:57:56,220 --> 00:57:58,700 Get your life in order first, okay? 380 00:58:25,220 --> 00:58:27,427 Come on! - So, very carefully... 381 00:58:29,900 --> 00:58:32,346 Vaddi, get a move on! - But what do I do? 382 00:58:32,540 --> 00:58:34,702 Follow the calves. - Down there? 383 00:58:34,900 --> 00:58:36,868 Come on! Come on! 384 00:58:37,300 --> 00:58:39,223 This way! Come on! 385 00:58:40,980 --> 00:58:43,108 You steaks. You walking steaks. 386 00:58:43,700 --> 00:58:45,031 Come on! 387 00:58:48,620 --> 00:58:50,349 That's just for pussies. 388 00:58:53,700 --> 00:58:55,464 Get away. You've got no soul. 389 00:58:55,660 --> 00:58:58,664 You're too late. You're behind in your work. 390 00:59:02,460 --> 00:59:04,189 Look who's talking. 391 00:59:07,820 --> 00:59:11,029 Your brother's dying. Settle your shit before it's too late. 392 00:59:11,340 --> 00:59:13,707 You have no idea. - Then say something. 393 00:59:14,780 --> 00:59:16,703 Or just run away, like always. 394 00:59:21,540 --> 00:59:23,668 You and your father, both. 395 00:59:24,820 --> 00:59:26,584 You can't handle the truth. 396 00:59:29,260 --> 00:59:30,944 Talk to me! - Hey! 397 00:59:32,380 --> 00:59:34,587 Stop this bullshit. - Stop it! 398 00:59:35,460 --> 00:59:36,905 Get lost, Jona. 399 00:59:37,820 --> 00:59:39,231 Leave me alone. 400 00:59:42,700 --> 00:59:43,861 Stop it. 401 00:59:57,260 --> 01:00:01,470 A romantic idea: suddenly you can talk just because somebody's dying. 402 01:00:05,420 --> 01:00:06,910 If you want to talk, 403 01:00:07,260 --> 01:00:09,342 why don't you ask your father? 404 01:00:25,660 --> 01:00:28,630 Your mother was a wonderful woman. 405 01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:35,223 He destroyed her. 406 01:00:36,940 --> 01:00:38,271 And not just her. 407 01:00:45,060 --> 01:00:48,269 I just want it all to be forgotten. 408 01:01:57,340 --> 01:01:59,468 We're at the Deichblume for the weekend. Don't worry. We'll be back Monday. 409 01:04:42,580 --> 01:04:44,389 I couldn't help it. 410 01:04:50,180 --> 01:04:51,591 I... 411 01:04:51,780 --> 01:04:53,430 I was a coward. 412 01:04:57,420 --> 01:04:59,741 You still are. 413 01:05:03,020 --> 01:05:04,784 She suffered so much, Ron. 414 01:05:06,420 --> 01:05:10,220 But I never thought she'd throw away her own life. 415 01:05:10,700 --> 01:05:12,111 That... 416 01:05:20,220 --> 01:05:22,587 We're the biggest assholes. 417 01:05:23,820 --> 01:05:26,346 The biggest assholes in the world. 418 01:05:33,660 --> 01:05:35,389 Hey, hey! 419 01:05:35,940 --> 01:05:36,907 Jonathan! 420 01:05:44,020 --> 01:05:45,385 Ron! 421 01:05:46,740 --> 01:05:47,946 Please don't. 422 01:05:48,220 --> 01:05:49,631 Please. 423 01:05:55,660 --> 01:05:57,947 Get lost. 424 01:05:59,220 --> 01:06:00,949 Get lost! 425 01:06:07,140 --> 01:06:09,984 I'm sorry. - What are you sorry for? 426 01:06:11,420 --> 01:06:12,831 For being gay? 427 01:06:13,100 --> 01:06:15,068 For Mama killing herself? 428 01:06:16,380 --> 01:06:19,987 For the bullshit car crash story? What exactly are you sorry for? 429 01:06:23,860 --> 01:06:25,988 You never loved her. - That's not true. 430 01:06:26,860 --> 01:06:29,989 Your heart's so big you can love everybody, right? 431 01:06:35,780 --> 01:06:37,987 I don't give a shit about your love. 432 01:06:38,660 --> 01:06:40,742 Do you think it was easy for me? 433 01:06:41,820 --> 01:06:43,948 She was sick. 434 01:06:44,420 --> 01:06:47,071 You were so little. What could I tell you? 435 01:06:47,260 --> 01:06:50,104 The truth! Tell me the truth. 436 01:06:54,940 --> 01:06:58,023 Her death was your fault. 437 01:07:02,900 --> 01:07:06,063 What would you have done if that guy hadn't showed up? 438 01:07:06,260 --> 01:07:08,388 Taken it to your grave? 439 01:07:08,580 --> 01:07:11,550 I never saw him again. - Why didn't you just fucking leave? 440 01:07:13,180 --> 01:07:14,591 I did. 441 01:07:15,420 --> 01:07:17,024 Your mother got sick. 442 01:07:17,260 --> 01:07:20,742 I didn't care. I couldn't do it anymore. 443 01:07:21,220 --> 01:07:24,224 I packed my bags and just left. 444 01:07:26,100 --> 01:07:27,989 Just like that, Jona. 445 01:07:30,460 --> 01:07:32,940 I could hear you crying. 446 01:07:33,300 --> 01:07:35,268 I got in the car and drove away. 447 01:07:36,100 --> 01:07:37,590 You want the truth? 448 01:07:37,820 --> 01:07:39,310 That's the truth. 449 01:07:50,260 --> 01:07:51,750 How did she do it? 450 01:07:53,580 --> 01:07:55,981 I want to know how she did it. Tell me. 451 01:08:00,900 --> 01:08:02,265 How? Tell me. 452 01:08:04,260 --> 01:08:07,230 Tell me! - With pills. She took pills. 453 01:09:42,140 --> 01:09:43,505 I want him to leave. 454 01:09:49,100 --> 01:09:53,742 I've got about two weeks left, and... - And what? What? 455 01:09:55,500 --> 01:09:57,184 You want to... what? 456 01:09:58,060 --> 01:09:59,744 Be alone with him? 457 01:10:00,980 --> 01:10:03,142 Finally go on your honeymoon? 458 01:10:08,500 --> 01:10:10,548 These are my two weeks. 459 01:10:50,460 --> 01:10:52,622 The skin cancer's devouring him. 460 01:10:53,820 --> 01:10:56,266 Burghardt has metastases in his brain. 461 01:11:08,820 --> 01:11:11,551 Your father didn't do anything wrong, Jonathan. 462 01:11:12,860 --> 01:11:15,466 He couldn't do it right. Don't you see? 463 01:11:17,820 --> 01:11:20,869 He spent his life punishing himself for your mom's death. 464 01:11:21,060 --> 01:11:24,621 Because it was his fault. - She made the decision to stay with him. 465 01:11:30,300 --> 01:11:32,826 Come on. He keeps asking for you. 466 01:13:26,300 --> 01:13:29,270 So, are you gonna marry me? 467 01:13:32,260 --> 01:13:33,671 I told you, 468 01:13:33,860 --> 01:13:36,067 not until you grow some chest hair. 469 01:13:38,420 --> 01:13:40,422 But I've already had chemo twice. 470 01:13:45,020 --> 01:13:46,749 Come here. Sit up. 471 01:13:47,620 --> 01:13:49,031 Okay? 472 01:14:52,300 --> 01:14:53,506 Wait. 473 01:15:16,620 --> 01:15:19,544 You're not getting in my bed with socks on. 474 01:16:02,900 --> 01:16:05,107 What's wrong? - The tube. 475 01:16:05,500 --> 01:16:06,911 Careful. 476 01:16:15,300 --> 01:16:16,904 Should I stop? - No, no. 477 01:16:17,140 --> 01:16:18,505 Keep going. 478 01:17:00,220 --> 01:17:01,631 I'm sorry. 479 01:17:02,220 --> 01:17:03,824 No, no. 480 01:17:07,580 --> 01:17:09,867 It's okay. It's okay. 481 01:17:12,540 --> 01:17:13,951 It's okay. 482 01:17:38,900 --> 01:17:40,265 Hi. 483 01:17:46,060 --> 01:17:47,550 What happened? 484 01:17:57,860 --> 01:17:59,510 My father... 485 01:18:01,380 --> 01:18:03,621 ... is gay. - Really? 486 01:18:04,060 --> 01:18:06,301 Oh my God! 487 01:18:19,980 --> 01:18:22,028 They lied to me my entire life. 488 01:18:23,420 --> 01:18:26,026 They didn't love each other. 489 01:18:28,180 --> 01:18:30,148 No, they hated each other. 490 01:18:34,700 --> 01:18:36,589 I want to show you something. 491 01:18:48,740 --> 01:18:50,151 Come on. 492 01:19:06,220 --> 01:19:08,188 I told her everything about you. 493 01:19:09,180 --> 01:19:10,909 Every last detail. 494 01:19:12,500 --> 01:19:15,026 But she'll be as silent as a grave. 495 01:19:19,380 --> 01:19:20,905 She promised me. 496 01:19:24,580 --> 01:19:26,628 It's okay. She died, that's all. 497 01:19:45,220 --> 01:19:46,631 Take care. 498 01:19:55,100 --> 01:19:56,943 She was all alone. 499 01:19:57,460 --> 01:20:00,828 No relatives. Can you imagine? Not one. 500 01:20:02,740 --> 01:20:04,390 But she died well anyway. 501 01:20:08,220 --> 01:20:10,188 Practically glided away. 502 01:21:22,980 --> 01:21:24,709 Morning, sleepy head. 503 01:21:26,620 --> 01:21:28,702 Come on. Vitamins. 504 01:21:30,380 --> 01:21:32,223 They're good for your health. 505 01:21:38,180 --> 01:21:39,420 Did you eat? 506 01:21:39,860 --> 01:21:41,191 Oh yeah. 507 01:21:41,380 --> 01:21:43,144 Gourmet slime. 508 01:21:52,460 --> 01:21:53,871 Thanks. 509 01:21:59,580 --> 01:22:01,309 With a knife and fork. 510 01:22:07,540 --> 01:22:09,383 Since when can you cook? 511 01:22:19,660 --> 01:22:22,630 Jona! He meant well. 512 01:22:30,180 --> 01:22:33,946 Jonathan, please. Please. 513 01:22:40,220 --> 01:22:42,427 Tell me the truth for once. 514 01:22:46,660 --> 01:22:48,662 If I didn't exist, 515 01:22:49,380 --> 01:22:51,144 then you'd be... 516 01:22:52,780 --> 01:22:54,384 Then I'd... 517 01:22:54,740 --> 01:22:56,902 Then this wouldn't have happened. 518 01:22:58,860 --> 01:23:01,306 I kept you from living your life. 519 01:23:01,740 --> 01:23:04,141 What are you talking about? - I kept you from it. 520 01:23:04,420 --> 01:23:07,071 You're the best part of Mama and me. 521 01:23:08,500 --> 01:23:10,901 You're my big boy. 522 01:23:12,660 --> 01:23:15,743 I love you a hell of a lot. You stubborn ox. 523 01:23:23,860 --> 01:23:26,340 Hail Mary, full of grace 524 01:23:26,540 --> 01:23:30,067 The Lord is with thee, blessed art thou amongst women, 525 01:23:31,220 --> 01:23:36,704 and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus. 526 01:24:11,060 --> 01:24:12,710 Asshole. 527 01:24:13,700 --> 01:24:15,145 No, you are. 528 01:25:19,460 --> 01:25:21,940 The morphine doesn't help him anymore. 529 01:25:28,500 --> 01:25:30,582 Did you hear me? 530 01:25:34,180 --> 01:25:35,750 Can you help me? 531 01:26:35,860 --> 01:26:37,828 I am scared. 532 01:26:41,980 --> 01:26:43,903 You're almost there. 533 01:28:12,620 --> 01:28:13,906 Martha. 534 01:28:28,300 --> 01:28:31,986 I'm sorry. 535 01:28:44,460 --> 01:28:45,825 I... 536 01:28:47,820 --> 01:28:49,868 I love you all. 537 01:28:50,740 --> 01:28:52,026 Papa.