1 00:00:12,971 --> 00:00:15,599 The truth is that I was upset 2 00:00:15,599 --> 00:00:18,519 the day Robert left us and traveled back to London. 3 00:00:20,270 --> 00:00:21,897 I don't want him to go. 4 00:00:21,897 --> 00:00:25,442 We hadn't had a lot of time together since Nick was born, 5 00:00:26,610 --> 00:00:31,281 but I didn't want him to forced to choose between family and work. 6 00:00:33,158 --> 00:00:36,954 So we had the sea and the sun that shone so beautifully, 7 00:00:36,954 --> 00:00:41,208 but I really wanted to not be there alone. 8 00:00:41,208 --> 00:00:45,212 EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT 9 00:00:52,469 --> 00:00:53,470 Fort. 10 00:00:56,306 --> 00:00:57,182 We drive. 11 00:00:59,393 --> 00:01:01,353 - Sir? How is it? - You, fast. 12 00:01:01,353 --> 00:01:03,480 - Thank you. - Thank you. 13 00:01:13,198 --> 00:01:14,366 Nicholas? 14 00:01:17,995 --> 00:01:18,996 My God. 15 00:01:27,838 --> 00:01:30,424 Robert? Wake. 16 00:01:30,424 --> 00:01:31,508 Robert? 17 00:01:34,261 --> 00:01:35,596 Robert, wake up. 18 00:01:37,264 --> 00:01:38,307 Wake. 19 00:01:39,391 --> 00:01:40,475 But for the hell of it. 20 00:01:40,475 --> 00:01:41,476 Wake. 21 00:01:42,186 --> 00:01:43,395 Where is Nick? 22 00:01:43,395 --> 00:01:45,898 - What the hell are you doing? - Where's Nick? 23 00:01:45,898 --> 00:01:47,691 Don't know. He's probably at a friend's house. 24 00:01:47,691 --> 00:01:49,693 Well, where is he? We have to find him. 25 00:01:49,693 --> 00:01:51,695 He went to work yesterday, did not come to dinner, 26 00:01:51,695 --> 00:01:53,739 - than late? He is 25 years old. - No, no. 27 00:01:53,739 --> 00:01:56,617 He called me at 4:00 this morning. Now I can't get hold of him. 28 00:01:56,617 --> 00:01:59,786 - He neither answers nor calls back. - He made enough phone calls. 29 00:01:59,786 --> 00:02:02,623 - No, honey. He was broken. - Was he? 30 00:02:02,623 --> 00:02:05,375 - He sobbed. - Did he? 31 00:02:05,375 --> 00:02:07,044 He didn't talk. He said nothing. 32 00:02:07,044 --> 00:02:09,378 - He just cried. - Did he? 33 00:02:10,631 --> 00:02:11,632 Hi Nick. 34 00:02:12,758 --> 00:02:15,135 Yes, mate. It's your dad. 35 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:17,888 Call me when you wake up. I want to check that you are alive. 36 00:02:17,888 --> 00:02:19,848 Okay. love you Bye then. 37 00:02:20,807 --> 00:02:22,518 - He knows. - Know what? 38 00:02:23,810 --> 00:02:25,729 - What have you told him? - Huh? 39 00:02:25,729 --> 00:02:28,148 - What have you told about me? - Nothing, 40 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:29,566 but I intend to do it. 41 00:02:29,566 --> 00:02:31,527 It's a bit too late now, isn't it? 42 00:02:31,527 --> 00:02:33,946 - Someone got there before you. - What do you mean? Who then? 43 00:02:33,946 --> 00:02:36,240 That fucking lunatic has come to him. 44 00:02:36,240 --> 00:02:41,161 What? You mean the father of the boy who drowned while saving Nick's life? 45 00:02:41,161 --> 00:02:43,455 - You mean the father of the young man... - Oh, no. 46 00:02:43,455 --> 00:02:45,832 ...which you fucked and then denied having met, 47 00:02:45,832 --> 00:02:48,752 after he sacrificed his life for our child. 48 00:02:48,752 --> 00:02:51,296 You mean the fucking lunatic? 49 00:02:51,296 --> 00:02:53,215 - You are incredible. - Don't you understand? 50 00:02:53,215 --> 00:02:55,425 Our son is in danger. 51 00:02:55,425 --> 00:02:57,052 I've never heard him like that. 52 00:02:58,053 --> 00:02:59,054 I'm afraid. 53 00:02:59,054 --> 00:03:01,306 Yes, you are afraid of to get in bad weather? 54 00:03:01,306 --> 00:03:03,225 It was inevitable that he would know. 55 00:03:03,225 --> 00:03:05,394 I only wish I could have told you. 56 00:03:05,394 --> 00:03:08,355 This is your fault. You bear the responsibility. 57 00:03:08,355 --> 00:03:10,941 - Whose fault it is doesn't matter. - What did you expect? 58 00:03:10,941 --> 00:03:13,527 How did you think he would react? 59 00:03:13,527 --> 00:03:16,488 You were his mother. You are responsible for all of this. 60 00:03:16,488 --> 00:03:18,699 - You completely fucked him. - Do you have his password? 61 00:03:19,449 --> 00:03:21,285 You were busy with your toyboy 62 00:03:21,285 --> 00:03:24,079 - and left him alone on the beach... - Do you know the password? 63 00:03:24,079 --> 00:03:26,248 - ...even though he couldn't even swim. - His password? 64 00:03:26,248 --> 00:03:27,416 He couldn't swim. 65 00:03:27,416 --> 00:03:30,502 - Just give me his password. - I don't know his password, 66 00:03:30,502 --> 00:03:35,382 because I respect his privacy. I show him the usual consideration. 67 00:03:35,382 --> 00:03:37,885 But what will he think of you, Catherine? 68 00:03:37,885 --> 00:03:39,178 You were his mother. 69 00:03:39,178 --> 00:03:41,805 It was your responsibility to protect him. 70 00:03:41,805 --> 00:03:43,557 You didn't protect him but… 71 00:03:43,557 --> 00:03:45,517 He smokes again. Did you know that? 72 00:03:45,517 --> 00:03:49,855 Don't lecture me on parenting after being absent for 20 years. 73 00:03:49,855 --> 00:03:51,106 How dare you? 74 00:03:51,106 --> 00:03:53,025 What the hell do you think I've done? 75 00:03:53,025 --> 00:03:54,443 Crikey. He has lost his job. 76 00:03:54,443 --> 00:03:55,861 What? Not at all. 77 00:03:55,861 --> 00:03:59,698 So where did he stay all day when you thought he was at work? 78 00:04:01,366 --> 00:04:05,078 Do you have any idea who can he be with? 79 00:04:05,078 --> 00:04:06,455 Friends? 80 00:04:06,455 --> 00:04:08,999 I don't know if he has any friends. 81 00:04:08,999 --> 00:04:10,459 Do you know? 82 00:04:12,794 --> 00:04:14,922 He mentioned a girlfriend. 83 00:04:14,922 --> 00:04:17,507 But I haven't met her. I don't know her name. 84 00:04:17,507 --> 00:04:18,425 I... 85 00:04:19,676 --> 00:04:22,179 I'm not sure that she even exists. 86 00:04:25,349 --> 00:04:26,934 No, no, no. 87 00:04:34,525 --> 00:04:35,734 Dear? 88 00:04:39,321 --> 00:04:40,447 Is that Nick? 89 00:04:42,407 --> 00:04:43,450 Yes? 90 00:04:45,702 --> 00:04:48,872 Although Nancy described what happened 91 00:04:48,872 --> 00:04:53,710 between Jonathan and Catherine Ravenscroft incredibly detailed and accurate, 92 00:04:54,378 --> 00:04:56,964 of course she changed some facts. 93 00:04:58,215 --> 00:04:59,758 So do writers. 94 00:05:00,717 --> 00:05:04,930 For example, Jonathan had traveled to Europe with his girlfriend. 95 00:05:04,930 --> 00:05:08,183 That left Nancy unengraved. 96 00:05:09,101 --> 00:05:12,688 But she changed the reason because Sasha returned prematurely. 97 00:05:13,480 --> 00:05:15,399 Do you remember the solar eclipse? 98 00:05:15,399 --> 00:05:19,444 We get a complete one every century in England, 99 00:05:20,779 --> 00:05:22,281 and it came on an overcast day. 100 00:05:25,909 --> 00:05:27,035 What a waste. 101 00:05:27,035 --> 00:05:28,245 Very British. 102 00:05:28,245 --> 00:05:29,913 Don't have time. 103 00:05:29,913 --> 00:05:32,666 It was my last chance to see one. 104 00:05:32,666 --> 00:05:36,211 We can always try to see the next one. 105 00:05:36,211 --> 00:05:38,755 - We can travel. - To Madagascar? 106 00:05:39,339 --> 00:05:40,924 - Why not? - What nonsense. 107 00:05:40,924 --> 00:05:42,801 Absolutely ridiculous. 108 00:05:43,677 --> 00:05:46,680 Stop with that and do something about the old fridge. 109 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:48,223 It drives me crazy. 110 00:05:48,223 --> 00:05:49,975 - Hello? - Hello, Nancy. 111 00:05:50,893 --> 00:05:53,145 But hey, Emma. Nice to hear from you. 112 00:05:55,105 --> 00:05:56,190 I see. 113 00:05:57,941 --> 00:06:00,068 No, I didn't know that. No. 114 00:06:03,947 --> 00:06:07,701 It is up to them to come to an agreement. 115 00:06:11,455 --> 00:06:13,957 So, let's not exaggerate, Emma. 116 00:06:13,957 --> 00:06:16,418 I mean, we don't know what happened down there. 117 00:06:16,418 --> 00:06:20,088 Oh no. Your daughter is clearly exaggerating, because… 118 00:06:22,966 --> 00:06:24,259 That's nonsense. 119 00:06:27,387 --> 00:06:29,681 No, that's going too far, Emma. 120 00:06:30,641 --> 00:06:33,268 No, it's really not necessary. 121 00:06:33,268 --> 00:06:36,146 Yes, Emma, ​​good to talk to you. Thank you for calling. 122 00:06:36,146 --> 00:06:37,314 Bye then. 123 00:06:37,940 --> 00:06:39,149 What has happened? 124 00:06:42,319 --> 00:06:43,403 What? 125 00:06:44,321 --> 00:06:46,573 - What has happened? - It was Sasha's mother, Emma. 126 00:06:46,573 --> 00:06:48,408 Sasha is back in London. 127 00:06:49,201 --> 00:06:50,244 When came... 128 00:06:50,244 --> 00:06:53,956 She and Jonathan argued, and she went home in anger. 129 00:06:53,956 --> 00:06:55,666 That girl is unbalanced. 130 00:06:56,542 --> 00:06:58,669 Are you thinking of stopping? that noise, huh? 131 00:07:00,295 --> 00:07:02,714 Sasha's aunt had not died. 132 00:07:02,714 --> 00:07:04,466 That wasn't why she went home. 133 00:07:05,509 --> 00:07:07,344 The book was a fictional work, 134 00:07:08,011 --> 00:07:11,181 but the liberated truth from its ballast 135 00:07:11,181 --> 00:07:14,476 and let it float to the surface. 136 00:07:14,476 --> 00:07:17,688 The scan shows he had a stroke after an infectious endo... 137 00:07:17,688 --> 00:07:19,231 What, did he have a stroke? 138 00:07:19,231 --> 00:07:21,024 - A stroke? - It's quite common 139 00:07:21,024 --> 00:07:22,734 - when injecting drugs. - My God. 140 00:07:22,734 --> 00:07:23,986 Will he make it? 141 00:07:23,986 --> 00:07:25,404 The condition is stable now, 142 00:07:25,404 --> 00:07:28,240 but it is too early to determine the extent of the damage 143 00:07:28,240 --> 00:07:30,033 - until we wake him up. - Damage? What... 144 00:07:30,033 --> 00:07:32,411 - What do you mean by damage? - Neurological damage, maybe. 145 00:07:32,411 --> 00:07:34,413 What kind of neurological damage? 146 00:07:34,413 --> 00:07:36,748 Motor skills, cognition, speech. 147 00:07:36,748 --> 00:07:38,292 But we should not speculate. 148 00:07:38,292 --> 00:07:41,295 The condition is stable now, and we concentrate on that. 149 00:07:41,295 --> 00:07:42,379 The doctor? 150 00:07:42,379 --> 00:07:43,922 - Sorry, I have to... - So, when... 151 00:07:43,922 --> 00:07:45,757 When are you going to wake him up? 152 00:07:45,757 --> 00:07:49,261 We will take new samples later today, and if the result is good 153 00:07:49,261 --> 00:07:51,054 then we'll try to wake him up tomorrow. 154 00:07:51,054 --> 00:07:54,224 - Man is he recovering well? Completely? - Yes. It is possible. 155 00:07:54,224 --> 00:07:56,185 It is possible, you said, but what are the odds? 156 00:07:56,185 --> 00:07:58,145 I mean, in your experience with other cases? 157 00:07:58,145 --> 00:08:01,481 Each case is unique, and I regret, 158 00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:02,941 we can only wait. 159 00:08:03,817 --> 00:08:06,862 Catherine and Robert continues to askquestions 160 00:08:06,862 --> 00:08:08,739 which they know are fruitless, 161 00:08:09,573 --> 00:08:13,577 but they still hope for a different answer. 162 00:08:14,286 --> 00:08:16,288 - The only answer they want to hear. - The doctor. 163 00:08:16,288 --> 00:08:17,998 - I am very sorry. I have to... - Yes. 164 00:08:17,998 --> 00:08:20,125 - Thank you. - Thank you. 165 00:08:23,879 --> 00:08:26,548 You can sit with him first if you want. 166 00:08:58,747 --> 00:09:02,417 You find yourself wondering if Nicholas has always been vulnerable 167 00:09:02,417 --> 00:09:03,710 for an untimely death. 168 00:09:05,796 --> 00:09:08,006 He had already been saved once, 169 00:09:08,841 --> 00:09:13,053 but you are afraid that he will not have the same luck now. 170 00:09:20,477 --> 00:09:22,980 Robert's head is split with confusion. 171 00:09:24,857 --> 00:09:30,279 Nicholas in hospital brings forth an intense feeling of guilt and anxiety. 172 00:09:31,572 --> 00:09:34,533 But these feelings can't push the jealousaway 173 00:09:34,533 --> 00:09:39,121 he feels for the young man who had an affair with his wife 174 00:09:39,121 --> 00:09:41,498 and then saved his only child. 175 00:09:43,458 --> 00:09:46,795 A martyr who has castrated him forever. 176 00:09:50,841 --> 00:09:54,469 He also thinks about his conversation with Stephen Brigstocke 177 00:09:54,469 --> 00:09:55,846 the night before. 178 00:09:57,139 --> 00:09:59,516 The humility and simplicity of the man, 179 00:10:00,184 --> 00:10:03,395 and his infinite understanding and compassion. 180 00:10:04,771 --> 00:10:08,066 And how the only thing Stephen and his wife had requested 181 00:10:08,692 --> 00:10:12,404 where to meet the boy which their son died to save. 182 00:10:14,072 --> 00:10:15,365 Yep. 183 00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:16,742 - Everything alright? - I mean... 184 00:10:16,742 --> 00:10:18,785 I have entered your username and password. 185 00:10:21,079 --> 00:10:23,624 Press "help center", "how do I close my account", 186 00:10:23,624 --> 00:10:25,792 and terminate your account permanently. 187 00:10:25,792 --> 00:10:28,921 Okay. The computer asks why I want to close my account. 188 00:10:28,921 --> 00:10:30,088 What should I answer? 189 00:10:30,088 --> 00:10:31,673 Anything. Doesn't matter. 190 00:10:32,716 --> 00:10:37,304 Okay, I write care about my private life. 191 00:10:38,805 --> 00:10:41,683 It says the termination is irreversible. 192 00:10:41,683 --> 00:10:44,102 Yes. It's really a shame. 193 00:10:44,102 --> 00:10:46,021 Among the best I've done. 194 00:10:46,021 --> 00:10:47,356 Enter the password again. 195 00:10:53,946 --> 00:10:55,072 "Please confirm." 196 00:10:57,574 --> 00:11:00,077 "Are you sure you want to end..." 197 00:11:07,543 --> 00:11:08,961 THE PAGE IS NOT AVAILABLE. 198 00:11:10,170 --> 00:11:13,465 It was boring to terminate Jonathan's Instagram account. 199 00:11:14,508 --> 00:11:20,305 But it was time to clean up, to wipe away my fingerprints. 200 00:11:22,474 --> 00:11:23,392 It is gone. 201 00:11:23,892 --> 00:11:25,269 Yes. 202 00:11:25,269 --> 00:11:26,395 Everything is ready. 203 00:11:26,395 --> 00:11:27,479 Easy. 204 00:11:34,903 --> 00:11:36,154 ROBERT RAVENSCROFT CALLS 205 00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:38,365 - To you, Tommy. - Thank you. 206 00:11:38,365 --> 00:11:40,158 You can buy yourself some new friends. 207 00:11:42,703 --> 00:11:44,580 - Hello? - Mr Brigstocke. 208 00:11:44,580 --> 00:11:46,164 This is Robert. 209 00:11:46,164 --> 00:11:47,958 - Yes. - Robert Ravenscroft. 210 00:11:50,419 --> 00:11:51,920 Is it okay to talk now? 211 00:11:52,671 --> 00:11:54,423 Of course, Mr. Ravenscroft. 212 00:11:55,632 --> 00:11:58,260 Unfortunately, I have sad news. 213 00:11:58,927 --> 00:12:00,804 Nicholas is in hospital. 214 00:12:00,804 --> 00:12:04,141 So horrible. So sad to hear. 215 00:12:04,141 --> 00:12:05,976 What about him? 216 00:12:05,976 --> 00:12:09,313 We don't know yet, but his condition appears to be stable. 217 00:12:10,355 --> 00:12:13,734 Yes. May I ask what the problem is? 218 00:12:13,734 --> 00:12:14,818 Yes. 219 00:12:14,818 --> 00:12:18,614 Nicholas has struggled with addiction... 220 00:12:18,614 --> 00:12:20,449 - Hello then. - ...quite a long time. 221 00:12:21,617 --> 00:12:23,160 So sad to hear. 222 00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:26,371 I can't imagine how it feels to you. 223 00:12:26,371 --> 00:12:29,416 Yes. It's quite difficult. 224 00:12:30,876 --> 00:12:32,085 May I ask... 225 00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:40,010 Could I have visit nicholas at the hospital? 226 00:12:40,010 --> 00:12:44,890 - If you consider it appropriate, of course. - Yes, of course. 227 00:12:45,807 --> 00:12:49,937 He is in East Acton Hospital in the intensive care unit. 228 00:12:49,937 --> 00:12:51,146 Thank you. 229 00:12:51,146 --> 00:12:52,481 Can it be... 230 00:12:54,650 --> 00:12:59,196 It goes by itself that I'm already going there later tonight? 231 00:12:59,196 --> 00:13:02,199 Absolutely. It would please me to see you too. 232 00:13:02,199 --> 00:13:04,201 Thank you, Mr. Ravenscroft. Thanks. 233 00:13:04,201 --> 00:13:05,869 I pray for Nicholas. 234 00:13:06,662 --> 00:13:10,499 - Goodbye. Take care of yourself. - Thank you. 235 00:13:18,882 --> 00:13:23,178 It was surprising how easily the pieces fell into place. 236 00:13:24,596 --> 00:13:26,765 The boy is a junkie. 237 00:13:27,558 --> 00:13:29,434 Of course he is. 238 00:13:30,602 --> 00:13:33,814 And the father, the irrelevant fathead, 239 00:13:34,523 --> 00:13:37,651 had just served me the meal on a plate. 240 00:13:38,443 --> 00:13:41,029 All that remained was to feast on it. 241 00:13:58,797 --> 00:14:00,924 That day at the beach, 242 00:14:00,924 --> 00:14:05,429 I remember that the sun was shining brightly and that it was very hot. 243 00:14:05,929 --> 00:14:06,930 Niko... 244 00:14:16,106 --> 00:14:17,774 You! 245 00:14:18,567 --> 00:14:20,861 I remember feeling alone. 246 00:14:24,072 --> 00:14:27,826 I also remember thinking what a patient mother I was, 247 00:14:27,826 --> 00:14:29,995 and the guilt for thinking that way. 248 00:14:38,921 --> 00:14:42,216 And that was the first time I saw him. 249 00:14:45,594 --> 00:14:51,183 I wondered how long he had been there and sort of stared at us. 250 00:14:53,227 --> 00:14:58,649 I felt very self-conscious, given away in some way. 251 00:15:00,275 --> 00:15:03,570 I thought it was a very expensive camera for someone so young. 252 00:15:05,739 --> 00:15:08,283 He must have taken photos of us at that time, 253 00:15:08,283 --> 00:15:10,702 but I don't remember him doing it. 254 00:15:13,580 --> 00:15:16,500 Robert won't let you be near him. 255 00:15:17,835 --> 00:15:20,337 So you take turns sitting with Nicholas. 256 00:15:22,297 --> 00:15:24,716 In a way, you are relieved not to see him. 257 00:15:25,884 --> 00:15:28,178 You don't have time to think about him. 258 00:15:29,054 --> 00:15:31,431 All you want is to be with your son, 259 00:15:32,641 --> 00:15:34,601 and every moment is precious. 260 00:15:51,159 --> 00:15:52,160 Hey, buddy. 261 00:15:58,333 --> 00:16:00,627 - Hello? - Hello, Catherine? 262 00:16:00,627 --> 00:16:02,921 This is Sarah Fincham from the personnel department. 263 00:16:05,007 --> 00:16:08,135 Yes. Hi Sarah. What can I do for you? 264 00:16:08,135 --> 00:16:10,929 It apparently happened an incident yesterday at the office. 265 00:16:10,929 --> 00:16:13,390 Simon does not want to make a formal report. 266 00:16:13,390 --> 00:16:16,935 But we are still obliged to note that you attacked him physically. 267 00:16:17,769 --> 00:16:19,396 It ends up in your personal file. 268 00:16:20,022 --> 00:16:21,315 I understand. 269 00:16:21,315 --> 00:16:23,358 And I'm sorry, Catherine, 270 00:16:23,358 --> 00:16:26,778 but we can't let anyone stand above our disciplinary procedures. 271 00:16:26,778 --> 00:16:29,031 So we have to investigate those allegations 272 00:16:29,031 --> 00:16:31,658 as made by Mr. Stephen Brigstocke, for they are serious. 273 00:16:31,658 --> 00:16:34,369 - Are they? - Are you sure you understand that? 274 00:16:34,369 --> 00:16:35,871 Yes. 275 00:16:36,622 --> 00:16:39,208 Would you like to comment in this situation? 276 00:16:41,710 --> 00:16:42,628 No. 277 00:16:43,420 --> 00:16:46,465 Well, I have to cut you off from work for a week, 278 00:16:46,465 --> 00:16:47,424 only for so long. 279 00:16:48,383 --> 00:16:51,553 - Stop. Check your breathing. - Catherine? Are you there? 280 00:16:51,553 --> 00:16:53,597 Yes. I am here. 281 00:16:54,598 --> 00:16:57,518 I understand that you has been under pressure at work. 282 00:16:57,518 --> 00:17:01,188 That's not the job. I have not been pressured at work. 283 00:17:01,188 --> 00:17:03,023 That was nice to hear. 284 00:17:03,023 --> 00:17:05,817 Okay, so, should I call you in sick? 285 00:17:09,070 --> 00:17:10,071 Yes, do it. 286 00:17:10,071 --> 00:17:12,156 I wonder if that would be good 287 00:17:12,156 --> 00:17:14,785 for you to converse with someone about managing your anger. 288 00:17:14,785 --> 00:17:16,869 We can help, we can pay for it. 289 00:17:16,869 --> 00:17:19,623 Some independence of course, and confidentially. 290 00:17:19,623 --> 00:17:20,958 How does that sound? 291 00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:24,586 - Were it... - Sorry, I can't talk now. 292 00:17:24,586 --> 00:17:25,878 I'm at the hospital. 293 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:28,715 Geez. I regret. Is everyone okay? 294 00:17:30,092 --> 00:17:32,344 No. All is not well. 295 00:17:32,344 --> 00:17:33,595 Oh. I regret. I... 296 00:17:33,595 --> 00:17:35,639 Okay. Thank you very much. 297 00:17:35,639 --> 00:17:36,849 Bye then. 298 00:17:39,643 --> 00:17:42,312 You know that your good standing 299 00:17:42,312 --> 00:17:44,231 is already destroyed. 300 00:17:45,315 --> 00:17:48,068 That nothing ever will be the same for you. 301 00:17:49,862 --> 00:17:51,154 And you don't care. 302 00:17:56,034 --> 00:17:58,662 I decided to use Jonathan's deodorant. 303 00:18:00,205 --> 00:18:02,749 I was already wearing Nancy's cardigan. 304 00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:08,130 Together the three of us would restore balance. 305 00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:15,429 Hello. 306 00:18:16,889 --> 00:18:19,808 I'm looking for Nicholas Ravenscroft. 307 00:18:20,350 --> 00:18:21,518 Hello. 308 00:18:21,518 --> 00:18:27,274 I was going to visit Nicholas Ravenscroft. 309 00:18:27,274 --> 00:18:28,609 {\an8}Hello. 310 00:18:28,609 --> 00:18:30,027 {\an8}WASH CLEANER 311 00:18:30,027 --> 00:18:34,364 {\an8}I was going to visit Nicholas Ravenscroft. 312 00:18:36,325 --> 00:18:37,451 Hello. 313 00:18:38,535 --> 00:18:42,789 I am here to visit Nicholas Ravenscroft. 314 00:19:00,432 --> 00:19:01,767 Nice doggy. 315 00:19:08,065 --> 00:19:09,900 Jump. Jump! 316 00:19:20,410 --> 00:19:23,914 I flirted with him when I saw that he was looking at me? 317 00:19:24,706 --> 00:19:29,211 I said something that he can have misunderstood as a signal? 318 00:19:29,211 --> 00:19:30,796 I don't think so. 319 00:19:30,796 --> 00:19:32,714 Now we go eat. 320 00:19:36,051 --> 00:19:37,261 Are you hungry? 321 00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:41,265 But I have to admit that that little smile, 322 00:19:41,265 --> 00:19:44,268 that little connection, was uplifting. 323 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:53,151 When I walked away from the beach I felt him looking at me from behind. 324 00:20:41,992 --> 00:20:44,536 Everyone in the office must have read the book by now, 325 00:20:45,370 --> 00:20:46,788 but that's unimportant. 326 00:20:47,706 --> 00:20:48,999 BORING WITH NICHOLAS. ARE YOU FINE? 327 00:20:48,999 --> 00:20:52,211 Whatever happens at least that part is over. 328 00:20:54,421 --> 00:20:59,009 You know that if Nicholas survives, there are no more secrets. 329 00:20:59,635 --> 00:21:01,386 He will know everything. 330 00:21:31,917 --> 00:21:34,169 Let me check and get back to you. 331 00:21:35,546 --> 00:21:38,757 Okay. Thanks. One moment. 332 00:21:41,593 --> 00:21:42,970 So there. Thanks. 333 00:21:45,305 --> 00:21:47,808 - Hello. can i help you - Nicholas Ravenscroft. 334 00:21:47,808 --> 00:21:49,852 Sorry, I didn't really hear. 335 00:21:51,436 --> 00:21:55,524 I'm here for to visit Nicholas Ravenscroft. 336 00:21:55,524 --> 00:21:58,026 Yes, Mr. Ravenscroft said you would come. 337 00:21:58,026 --> 00:22:00,612 Follow me and I'll show you there. 338 00:22:04,533 --> 00:22:07,494 I must warn you, 339 00:22:08,245 --> 00:22:12,708 Nicholas is online to a lot of devices, 340 00:22:12,708 --> 00:22:15,544 so it can be a little scary at first glance. 341 00:22:16,128 --> 00:22:20,174 But his condition is stable now. 342 00:22:21,133 --> 00:22:23,969 Hello. I have Nicholas' grandfather here. 343 00:22:23,969 --> 00:22:25,262 Thanks. 344 00:22:26,013 --> 00:22:27,306 - Hello. - Hello. 345 00:22:27,306 --> 00:22:28,390 Thanks. 346 00:22:30,225 --> 00:22:31,894 It's the bed on the far left. 347 00:22:32,644 --> 00:22:33,645 Thanks. 348 00:23:10,557 --> 00:23:14,811 I was in concept to take everything from Catherine Ravenscroft. 349 00:23:16,939 --> 00:23:18,607 My heart was beating hard, 350 00:23:18,607 --> 00:23:23,487 his ears throbbed with anticipation as I approached the goal. 351 00:23:26,031 --> 00:23:29,826 And Nicholas was already at death's door. 352 00:23:32,162 --> 00:23:35,290 I had brought him there without touching him. 353 00:23:38,001 --> 00:23:39,503 He wouldn't feel anything. 354 00:23:40,587 --> 00:23:42,631 A rather pleasant one way to die, indeed. 355 00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:46,260 Better than drowning. 356 00:23:48,345 --> 00:23:50,681 All that was needed was a little puff. 357 00:23:52,349 --> 00:23:54,351 I ignored the consequences. 358 00:23:55,936 --> 00:23:57,688 The only important thing was 359 00:23:57,688 --> 00:24:03,026 that Catherine Ravenscroft would suffer which Nancy and I had to suffer. 360 00:24:06,029 --> 00:24:06,905 Here are the keys. 361 00:24:06,905 --> 00:24:10,409 - Thank you. Your father is here. - Excuse me? 362 00:24:10,409 --> 00:24:12,286 - Your father. He is with Nicholas. - No, my... 363 00:24:28,969 --> 00:24:31,305 What are you doing? He can't be in here. 364 00:24:32,181 --> 00:24:33,390 what are you doing 365 00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:34,683 Away from my son. 366 00:24:35,392 --> 00:24:36,727 Away from my son! 367 00:24:38,145 --> 00:24:40,480 How did it go? Don't move. Quiet. 368 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,566 - Your father just wanted... - He is not my father. 369 00:24:42,566 --> 00:24:45,777 - ...bless your son. - How dare you come here? 370 00:24:45,777 --> 00:24:48,071 I gave you every chance. 371 00:24:48,071 --> 00:24:49,615 I visited you to talk. 372 00:24:49,615 --> 00:24:52,618 - I just wanted to see how Nicholas is doing. - You refused to open! 373 00:24:52,618 --> 00:24:53,869 She can't be here. 374 00:24:53,869 --> 00:24:56,121 - I called in vain. - I need help. 375 00:24:59,583 --> 00:25:01,793 - You must come with us. - Come with us. 376 00:25:01,793 --> 00:25:03,921 - Calm down. - He is trying to hurt my son. 377 00:25:32,449 --> 00:25:34,535 We should start calling around. 378 00:25:35,494 --> 00:25:37,037 Let people know what happened. 379 00:25:40,749 --> 00:25:42,501 I should call Sasha first. 380 00:25:44,753 --> 00:25:47,256 It feels right that she is the one we call first. 381 00:25:49,216 --> 00:25:52,344 So that she doesn't hear it from anyone else. 382 00:25:59,476 --> 00:26:01,228 GREETINGS FROM PISA 383 00:26:04,356 --> 00:26:05,899 Hi, Emma. 384 00:26:07,025 --> 00:26:10,571 It's Nancy Brigstocke. Can I speak to Sasha? 385 00:26:16,285 --> 00:26:17,870 Do you know when she comes home? 386 00:26:25,127 --> 00:26:28,213 I understand, but this is important. 387 00:26:28,213 --> 00:26:30,966 If you just want to listen to me. 388 00:26:30,966 --> 00:26:33,385 We have very sad news. 389 00:26:33,385 --> 00:26:35,095 Jonathan is dead. 390 00:26:48,025 --> 00:26:49,026 To... 391 00:26:49,735 --> 00:26:51,945 That Jonathan is dead. That's what I mean. 392 00:26:51,945 --> 00:26:54,948 He drowned in the sea in Italy when he saved a child. 393 00:26:57,492 --> 00:26:58,660 Do it. 394 00:27:01,955 --> 00:27:02,915 Thanks. 395 00:27:07,085 --> 00:27:08,420 What did she say? 396 00:27:10,088 --> 00:27:12,299 Sasha is out, but she will tell her. 397 00:27:15,719 --> 00:27:17,012 Anything more? 398 00:27:17,763 --> 00:27:19,640 She regrets the sadness. 399 00:27:22,935 --> 00:27:24,061 Nothing more. 400 00:27:26,021 --> 00:27:27,523 She couldn't speak, she said. 401 00:27:30,108 --> 00:27:33,028 We never found out if Sasha's mother told her 402 00:27:33,028 --> 00:27:34,738 about what happened, or not, 403 00:27:34,738 --> 00:27:36,990 because we never heard from them again. 404 00:27:39,451 --> 00:27:42,162 Something had gotten to Jonathan's girlfriend Sasha 405 00:27:42,162 --> 00:27:46,375 to abruptly go home to the parents and leave Jonathan alone in Italy. 406 00:27:47,501 --> 00:27:51,964 Something happened there that got her mother to make that angry phone call. 407 00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:02,140 Nicholas liked to sleep alone, 408 00:28:02,140 --> 00:28:05,352 only I kept the door open between us 409 00:28:05,352 --> 00:28:08,689 so that he saw me if he woke up. 410 00:28:11,567 --> 00:28:15,946 Once he closed his eyes he always slept like a log. 411 00:28:19,992 --> 00:28:24,538 I remember clearly the feeling of happiness that evening. 412 00:28:27,833 --> 00:28:31,295 I realized I was truly relaxed 413 00:28:32,004 --> 00:28:34,423 and that everything had been good, after all. 414 00:28:35,924 --> 00:28:41,054 I had a great time with only Nicholas and myself. 415 00:28:43,098 --> 00:28:46,185 I decided to end the evening 416 00:28:47,269 --> 00:28:50,272 with a good glass of wine on my terrace. 417 00:28:55,569 --> 00:28:57,404 Look straight ahead please. 418 00:28:57,404 --> 00:29:01,325 It was so long ago a woman had shown care for me. 419 00:29:02,117 --> 00:29:07,331 I liked to feel her hands on me, careful, 420 00:29:08,123 --> 00:29:10,209 - careful with my pain. - Pupil size 3 mm. 421 00:29:10,209 --> 00:29:11,627 Thanks. 422 00:29:11,627 --> 00:29:13,962 Even her voice was tender. 423 00:29:14,463 --> 00:29:20,010 Her care for me was genuine, and I was grateful for the kindness. 424 00:29:20,010 --> 00:29:23,222 Okay. Kinda yes. 425 00:29:24,848 --> 00:29:28,769 - How are you? - Good, I guess. 426 00:29:28,769 --> 00:29:30,979 I'm a little shaken. 427 00:29:31,480 --> 00:29:33,774 I understand that, dear. It was a hard blow. 428 00:29:33,774 --> 00:29:36,276 That woman is like my husband. 429 00:29:36,276 --> 00:29:38,779 I know how it is to be attacked like that. 430 00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:42,074 All values ​​are normal. 431 00:29:42,074 --> 00:29:44,034 - Let me know if you need anything. - Thank you. 432 00:29:44,034 --> 00:29:45,369 Take care, Mr. Stephen. 433 00:29:45,369 --> 00:29:46,453 Thanks. 434 00:29:46,453 --> 00:29:47,454 You are done. 435 00:29:49,623 --> 00:29:50,958 It's going well. 436 00:29:50,958 --> 00:29:53,544 You will be a little sore the next few days. 437 00:29:53,544 --> 00:29:55,712 You will be given some pain pills. 438 00:29:55,712 --> 00:30:00,008 can you give me something that helps me sleep? 439 00:30:00,008 --> 00:30:01,426 - Just in case. - Sure. 440 00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:06,557 Hello? You have a visitor. 441 00:30:06,557 --> 00:30:08,350 I'm really sorry. 442 00:30:08,350 --> 00:30:11,270 I heard what happened. I came as fast as I could. 443 00:30:11,270 --> 00:30:14,773 I know what my wife did, and I am horrified. 444 00:30:14,773 --> 00:30:16,191 I'm really sorry. 445 00:30:16,191 --> 00:30:19,278 It's not your fault, Mr. Ravenscroft. 446 00:30:19,278 --> 00:30:24,324 She was shocked to see me there. 447 00:30:24,324 --> 00:30:27,369 Didn't you tell that you had invited me? 448 00:30:27,369 --> 00:30:28,954 We don't talk to each other. 449 00:30:28,954 --> 00:30:32,583 I know it's weird considering how sick Nick is, 450 00:30:32,583 --> 00:30:33,584 but i... 451 00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:37,629 I try to understand why she did what she did 452 00:30:37,629 --> 00:30:39,673 and why she didn't even tell me. 453 00:30:39,673 --> 00:30:42,009 I went a long way by bus, 454 00:30:42,009 --> 00:30:47,222 because I wanted to very happy to meet Nicholas. 455 00:30:47,222 --> 00:30:51,435 I know that Nancy, my wife, would have wanted it. 456 00:30:51,435 --> 00:30:56,565 She would have liked the chance to get to know that boy 457 00:30:56,565 --> 00:30:59,359 for which my son gave his life. 458 00:30:59,359 --> 00:31:01,695 Why not come another day? 459 00:31:04,031 --> 00:31:07,075 - Do you really mean that? - Yes. Of course. 460 00:31:08,368 --> 00:31:10,120 Nicholas would really like that. 461 00:31:10,913 --> 00:31:13,832 If you're feeling nervous, don't be. 462 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:17,127 It would be a nice gift for him. 463 00:31:17,127 --> 00:31:22,508 So thoughtful. Yes. I would like to do that. 464 00:31:22,508 --> 00:31:24,801 - Thank you. - Here are the painkillers. 465 00:31:24,801 --> 00:31:26,094 Take two. 466 00:31:26,094 --> 00:31:28,847 I shouldn't do this, but these help you sleep, 467 00:31:28,847 --> 00:31:30,182 but take only one. 468 00:31:31,099 --> 00:31:33,227 Yes. Thanks. Yes. 469 00:31:34,478 --> 00:31:38,232 You have been so kind. Thank you very much. 470 00:31:38,232 --> 00:31:40,734 No reason. Get home safely. 471 00:31:40,734 --> 00:31:42,194 Thanks. 472 00:31:44,571 --> 00:31:46,281 I really have to go. 473 00:31:46,281 --> 00:31:48,534 - I'm very tired and... - Yes, of course. 474 00:31:48,534 --> 00:31:51,328 Everything had become very complicated, 475 00:31:51,328 --> 00:31:56,667 and for a while I thought I had to rely on fate to get justice. 476 00:31:58,210 --> 00:32:02,589 It was conceivable that Nicholas Ravenscroft would cross the border all alone, 477 00:32:03,340 --> 00:32:05,759 without an intervention by me. 478 00:32:07,344 --> 00:32:09,805 He had had a stroke, said the nurse. 479 00:32:11,139 --> 00:32:13,308 She also said that he might survive 480 00:32:14,101 --> 00:32:18,063 but may suffer from severe disabilities for the rest of their lives. 481 00:32:19,398 --> 00:32:22,484 It sounded good, but it wasn't enough. 482 00:32:24,570 --> 00:32:27,990 I didn't want to give Catherine Ravenscroft the chance 483 00:32:27,990 --> 00:32:30,826 taking on a new role as devoted mother 484 00:32:30,826 --> 00:32:34,663 who selflessly takes care about his disabled son. 485 00:32:36,957 --> 00:32:41,295 No, I wanted her to tormented by the ghost of absence. 486 00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:44,882 Only death is irreversible. 487 00:32:46,717 --> 00:32:50,012 Only then could I kill her. 488 00:32:52,598 --> 00:32:55,350 I thought I had lost my chance. 489 00:32:55,350 --> 00:32:58,729 But his father, this pitiful creature, 490 00:32:58,729 --> 00:33:02,024 - gave me the golden keys. - Doors open. 491 00:33:02,024 --> 00:33:06,028 The only thing I had to do was to visit Nicholas once more. 492 00:33:08,155 --> 00:33:09,531 Doors close. 493 00:33:14,203 --> 00:33:17,289 Scusi. Can I have that glass of white wine to take to the room? 494 00:33:17,289 --> 00:33:18,665 Cert. 495 00:33:21,877 --> 00:33:23,837 I smiled, yes. 496 00:33:23,837 --> 00:33:29,718 Because I was embarrassed and did not want to appear unfriendly, 497 00:33:30,636 --> 00:33:34,389 and I felt self-conscious because he knew I was alone. 498 00:33:39,686 --> 00:33:42,105 I wasn't used to to be on your own nowadays. 499 00:33:42,105 --> 00:33:46,276 And I really wasn't used to that someone glared at me like that. 500 00:33:48,612 --> 00:33:52,157 His camera, his intense attention. 501 00:33:52,157 --> 00:33:56,662 It made me nervous, but also excited, I must admit. 502 00:33:58,747 --> 00:34:03,001 Maybe I should have fantasies about this moment later. 503 00:34:06,171 --> 00:34:07,172 Maybe. 504 00:34:08,799 --> 00:34:09,967 Maybe not. 505 00:37:21,700 --> 00:37:25,871 This is where you were when the police came 506 00:37:25,871 --> 00:37:27,915 and told about your son's death. 507 00:37:33,712 --> 00:37:34,630 Sit down. 508 00:37:39,718 --> 00:37:41,553 I'll make some tea first. 509 00:37:47,601 --> 00:37:48,685 You should get it fixed. 510 00:37:53,815 --> 00:37:54,900 Strong? 511 00:37:56,568 --> 00:37:57,653 It doesn't matter. 512 00:38:00,322 --> 00:38:05,285 Your book is... extremely detailed. 513 00:38:07,996 --> 00:38:10,958 I didn't write it. Nancy did. 514 00:38:13,085 --> 00:38:14,711 She was an excellent writer. 515 00:38:14,711 --> 00:38:19,633 Yes, she gave a lot accurate descriptions of the locations. 516 00:38:22,427 --> 00:38:23,929 We went there. 517 00:38:26,056 --> 00:38:28,225 We went to the place where it happened. 518 00:38:28,225 --> 00:38:30,644 It is nevertheless remarkable 519 00:38:30,644 --> 00:38:35,524 how much she could reconstruct with just a few photos as a basis. 520 00:38:36,859 --> 00:38:40,237 That's what skilled writers do. 521 00:38:41,238 --> 00:38:45,909 They take fragments of reality and weaves them together 522 00:38:45,909 --> 00:38:50,581 in a way which reveals a greater truth. 523 00:38:51,123 --> 00:38:52,332 Sit down. 524 00:38:55,127 --> 00:38:56,378 Yes. 525 00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:02,593 It is truly remarkable how your wife could write 526 00:39:02,593 --> 00:39:05,262 so convincing on so many things 527 00:39:05,262 --> 00:39:07,222 without having been there when they occurred. 528 00:39:09,683 --> 00:39:11,226 She was remarkable. 529 00:39:25,782 --> 00:39:26,950 Okay. 530 00:39:29,286 --> 00:39:30,662 Now I can start. 531 00:39:47,346 --> 00:39:49,598 It's time for my voice to be heard. 532 00:40:02,236 --> 00:40:04,696 BASED ON THE NOVEL BY RENEE KNIGHT 533 00:42:55,409 --> 00:42:57,411 {\an8}Subtitles: Bengt-Ove Andersson