1 00:00:56,256 --> 00:00:58,256 Subtitle extraction in English By MHRISMANCHIAN (MHRISKY) 2 00:00:58,280 --> 00:01:02,360 The core drives the legs. The legs drive the bike. 3 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:05,240 Keep the core tight, the shoulders still, OK? 4 00:01:15,160 --> 00:01:16,720 Ruth, how you doing? 5 00:01:16,760 --> 00:01:18,640 Super-good. Yeah? Yes. 6 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:19,920 Good, good, good. 7 00:01:19,960 --> 00:01:21,920 OK. Move dial 8 00:01:21,960 --> 00:01:25,200 one more turn to the right. Right, now turn bike, point? 9 00:01:25,240 --> 00:01:29,080 Two to the right, let's go. nine, eight, 10 00:01:29,120 --> 00:01:32,840 get to the top, come on. six, five, four, 11 00:01:32,880 --> 00:01:35,640 everything. Come on, Ruth. Put it in. 12 00:01:35,680 --> 00:01:37,480 Come on. You're with me? 13 00:01:37,520 --> 00:01:40,280 Come on. Make it, make it. Five seconds, 14 00:01:40,320 --> 00:01:41,800 come on. Over there. 15 00:01:41,840 --> 00:01:46,360 Yes. Everything you've got. Come on, come on, come on, come on. 16 00:01:46,400 --> 00:01:49,360 four, three, two. Oh, my God. 17 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,280 Everything, everything, come on. OK, 18 00:01:51,320 --> 00:01:53,720 two to the left, rest, rest, rest, rest. 19 00:02:30,280 --> 00:02:31,840 There are times when I have, 20 00:02:31,880 --> 00:02:33,280 when I have not come 21 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:36,080 to this class if I've read that there's a substitute on who's... 22 00:02:36,120 --> 00:02:38,480 ..not him. There was one week. No, not having him. 23 00:02:38,520 --> 00:02:41,560 There was one week I came and it did say on the thing, Miguel, 24 00:02:41,600 --> 00:02:43,880 and I got here and it was Iona, a woman. 25 00:02:43,920 --> 00:02:44,960 Oh, no. 26 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:46,120 That's no good to me. I don't want 27 00:02:46,160 --> 00:02:48,600 that on a Sunday morning, babes. Wrong. That's not what I'm looking. 28 00:02:48,640 --> 00:02:49,840 Listen, I'm not being funny, 29 00:02:49,880 --> 00:02:51,960 you were literally dangling your fanny in his face. 30 00:02:52,000 --> 00:02:53,920 You were, you were. 31 00:02:53,960 --> 00:02:56,240 Well, you know. I saw you. Well, 32 00:02:56,280 --> 00:02:58,560 d'you know what? I was, to be honest with you, 33 00:02:58,600 --> 00:03:01,040 I, I, I did think he was slightly flirting. 34 00:03:01,080 --> 00:03:02,480 He was. I wasn't imagining that? 35 00:03:02,520 --> 00:03:04,880 No, he was, he kept saying, "Push it, push it. 36 00:03:04,920 --> 00:03:06,600 "Push it, Ruth, push it." 37 00:03:06,640 --> 00:03:08,560 And you were doing your riding skills, 38 00:03:08,600 --> 00:03:11,200 showing him your best riding skills. Oh. 39 00:03:11,240 --> 00:03:13,080 I would, I just want him to, 40 00:03:13,120 --> 00:03:15,720 maybe he could do like an entire class 41 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:18,200 for us naked, just naked, just so we can just, 42 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:20,480 just so we can observe. Oh, naked. Just observe, 43 00:03:20,520 --> 00:03:22,440 we don't need to touch. I don't need to do anything. 44 00:03:22,480 --> 00:03:24,400 You just wanna see what's under there, don't you? 45 00:03:24,440 --> 00:03:26,520 I just wanna see exactly what's under there. 46 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:28,560 I just want to see what's under there. 47 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:31,160 SIGHS 48 00:05:35,080 --> 00:05:36,080 Hi. 49 00:05:41,200 --> 00:05:42,880 Freya? 50 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:55,280 Freya. 51 00:06:00,640 --> 00:06:02,880 Freya. 52 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:04,520 SHUTTER CLICKS 53 00:06:07,880 --> 00:06:09,280 Freya? 54 00:06:11,280 --> 00:06:14,080 You here, darl...? Oh, you are here. 55 00:06:14,120 --> 00:06:16,200 Hi, I was calling you and calling you. 56 00:06:16,240 --> 00:06:19,280 Didn't you hear me, sweetheart? Are you all right? 57 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:24,400 Bloody boiling in here. 58 00:06:26,600 --> 00:06:28,760 Have you been out at all today? 59 00:06:31,440 --> 00:06:33,760 Sweetheart? 60 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:38,440 Should go and get some fresh air. 61 00:06:39,560 --> 00:06:41,360 You look nice, are you going out? 62 00:06:45,480 --> 00:06:46,680 What's the matter? 63 00:06:46,720 --> 00:06:50,360 Nothing. CLEARS THROAT 64 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:52,560 OK. Erm, 65 00:06:52,600 --> 00:06:55,480 all right darling, well, I'm gonna put some... 66 00:06:55,520 --> 00:06:58,160 ..I'm just gonna make like a salad and chicken, 67 00:06:58,200 --> 00:07:00,520 or something like that, if you want anything... 68 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:02,120 Erm... 69 00:07:03,720 --> 00:07:06,000 Nothing else I can put in the wash? 70 00:07:08,680 --> 00:07:11,840 OK. Well, I think you should just get dressed 71 00:07:11,880 --> 00:07:13,240 and go out for a, 72 00:07:13,280 --> 00:07:15,840 just go for a walk around the block, or something. 73 00:07:15,880 --> 00:07:17,240 Put your phone down 74 00:07:17,280 --> 00:07:19,920 and get some fresh air, or something. 75 00:07:21,280 --> 00:07:22,880 Mum, can you just leave me alone? 76 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:30,800 All right, erm, just erm, 77 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:33,920 let me know if you need anything, OK? 78 00:07:37,120 --> 00:07:38,520 OK. 79 00:07:50,160 --> 00:07:51,600 SIGHS 80 00:08:08,240 --> 00:08:10,040 PHONE ALERT 81 00:08:17,560 --> 00:08:19,560 PHONE ALERT 82 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:26,160 CREAK 83 00:08:33,640 --> 00:08:35,000 SIGHS 84 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:08,560 DOOR SHUTS 85 00:09:24,880 --> 00:09:27,280 FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS 86 00:09:31,200 --> 00:09:32,840 DOOR CLOSES 87 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:52,640 Dinner will be soon, love. 88 00:10:57,520 --> 00:10:59,840 FOOTSTEPS ON STAIRS 89 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:06,680 DOOR SHUTS 90 00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:17,280 Hi! Hi, darling. 91 00:11:18,680 --> 00:11:20,880 Hi, I'm doing great actually, 92 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:23,080 yeah, aww, how lovely, it is to hear from you. 93 00:11:23,120 --> 00:11:24,240 How are you getting on? 94 00:11:26,920 --> 00:11:30,800 Oh, no, ho, ho, ho! Oh, no! 95 00:11:32,760 --> 00:11:36,080 Oh, my God, that's funny, I know. 96 00:11:36,120 --> 00:11:39,120 I was a flippin' student, myself... 97 00:11:39,160 --> 00:11:40,880 Part of the whole... 98 00:11:40,920 --> 00:11:43,480 Part of, it's part of the culture. Erm... 99 00:11:43,520 --> 00:11:46,720 Yeah, oh, Mum, I, I, I was really annoyed the other day. 100 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:49,200 I really wanted to take a photo, or, like, a video for you. 101 00:11:49,240 --> 00:11:52,000 But I mean, I was in the sea so I kind of couldn't. 102 00:11:52,040 --> 00:11:54,320 But I saw a pod of dolphins. How crazy is that? 103 00:11:54,360 --> 00:11:56,320 Oh, my God. That's amazing. 104 00:11:56,360 --> 00:11:59,760 I was gonna Facetime you and show you but obviously I was... 105 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:01,800 Aw, aw well, please do next time. 106 00:12:01,840 --> 00:12:03,160 If ever that happens 107 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:05,640 and you're not standing on a surf board. Erm... 108 00:12:05,680 --> 00:12:07,840 Yeah, I'll, I'll try. Also, 109 00:12:07,880 --> 00:12:10,200 I was thinking maybe I'd come up and, 110 00:12:10,240 --> 00:12:13,560 see you and, Chippy at home before I go. 111 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:15,600 I'd love that, darling. That'd be amazing. 112 00:12:15,640 --> 00:12:17,840 Er, OK, I'll call you. Wait, how's erm, 113 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:20,280 how's, how's Chippy? Is she, is she around? 114 00:12:20,320 --> 00:12:22,040 She... Hang on a sec. 115 00:12:26,800 --> 00:12:28,680 Yeah, she's, she's fine. 116 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:31,720 She's just erm... Er, Chippy's being Chippy. 117 00:12:31,760 --> 00:12:33,000 So she's, 118 00:12:33,040 --> 00:12:35,640 I'm guessing she's still pretending to hate you. 119 00:12:35,680 --> 00:12:38,880 No, I think she's actually hating me, to be honest. 120 00:12:38,920 --> 00:12:41,920 No, Mum, that's not Chippy. She doesn't. 121 00:12:41,960 --> 00:12:43,680 She might seem like she does, 122 00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:46,520 but it's not, you know, Chippy never... 123 00:12:46,560 --> 00:12:48,200 No, I know. 124 00:12:48,240 --> 00:12:50,640 Chippy's Chippy, Chippy does these things. 125 00:12:50,680 --> 00:12:53,040 I know. To be honest with you, 126 00:12:53,080 --> 00:12:55,720 I'd really like it if you would phone her, darling. 127 00:12:55,760 --> 00:12:57,840 And ask her, genuinely, if she's all right. 128 00:12:57,880 --> 00:13:00,160 Because I think there could be truly something. 129 00:13:00,200 --> 00:13:02,000 Have you asked her if she's all right? 130 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:04,640 No, I can't, I can't, I just, everything I say... You haven't? 131 00:13:04,680 --> 00:13:07,480 It seems to quite piss her off. And erm... 132 00:13:07,520 --> 00:13:09,320 Right, OK. 133 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:12,720 And it's, you know, it's a bit. It's a bit tricky. 134 00:13:12,760 --> 00:13:15,600 Is she eating well, or is, is...? Oh, I don't know. That's the whole thing. 135 00:13:15,640 --> 00:13:17,600 There's a whole Ritz cracker ritual I've noticed. 136 00:13:17,640 --> 00:13:20,000 But I'm sure it's just a phase and everything, but I just, 137 00:13:20,040 --> 00:13:21,800 I just don't want her to get stuck in 138 00:13:21,840 --> 00:13:23,560 a rut about whatever it is. 139 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:26,040 So I wonder if you could just ring her and just... 140 00:13:26,080 --> 00:13:27,920 Yeah, I'll try and give Chippy a call. 141 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:31,080 Yeah. Anyway, Mum, I've gotta, I've gotta go erm... All right, sweetheart. OK, 142 00:13:31,120 --> 00:13:34,120 well, I love you so much. And thank you for ringing. 143 00:13:34,160 --> 00:13:37,000 And, oh, OK, oops, I gotta go. 144 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:39,440 OK, love you, baby. He's gonna give you a ring. 145 00:13:39,480 --> 00:13:41,240 OK, love you, Mum. OK, Freya's here, 146 00:13:41,280 --> 00:13:43,720 she just popped in. Just say hi, hi, hi. 147 00:13:43,760 --> 00:13:46,200 Hi, Chip, hiya. He's, he's gonna give you a buzz. 148 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:48,920 All right, darling, love you. OK, love you darling, 149 00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:50,560 bye. Bye. Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye. 150 00:13:52,080 --> 00:13:55,640 Oh, erm... D'you want some soup? 151 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:03,760 Oh, what's the matter? 152 00:14:08,160 --> 00:14:10,960 Well, Billy's having and absolutely lovely time. 153 00:14:11,000 --> 00:14:15,200 And he was asking after you. Erm, and... 154 00:14:15,240 --> 00:14:17,720 All his flatmates are vegan, which doesn't work very well 155 00:14:17,760 --> 00:14:20,400 for him. Erm... 156 00:14:20,440 --> 00:14:24,880 And erm... Yeah, he's really, 157 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:29,560 really good, really good, really happy, erm... 158 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:31,280 He said he saw some dolphins. 159 00:14:33,560 --> 00:14:36,880 Oh, sweetheart, come on. Please, this is so silly. 160 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:43,120 Is there anything I can...? OK, no, don't? 161 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:48,960 I'm gonna give you a little bowl of this, 162 00:14:49,000 --> 00:14:52,440 it's really nice and you should have some. 163 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:05,240 UNDER BREATH: Oh, for fuck's sake. 164 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:06,680 BANGS BOWL 165 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:21,520 CLICKS HOB 166 00:15:36,440 --> 00:15:40,760 Why are you standing under a tree secretly smoking? 167 00:15:40,800 --> 00:15:42,560 I'm not actually secretly smoking, 168 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:44,680 I'm just not smoking in the house. 169 00:15:44,720 --> 00:15:48,680 And it's sunny, so I'm standing in the shade. 170 00:15:48,720 --> 00:15:50,200 No? 171 00:15:54,640 --> 00:15:56,520 It's gross. 172 00:15:56,560 --> 00:15:58,280 Thank you, thank you. 173 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:00,080 Welcome. It stinks. 174 00:16:00,120 --> 00:16:01,760 Yeah, all right darling, OK. 175 00:16:01,800 --> 00:16:03,920 I can do some things that I want to do, 176 00:16:03,960 --> 00:16:05,880 sometimes, and it's OK. It's OK, 177 00:16:05,920 --> 00:16:08,160 you don't need to turn that into another reason 178 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:10,320 to be pissed off with me. No, I'm not, 179 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:12,520 but by that same definition, am I not allowed 180 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:13,760 to do my own thing as well? 181 00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:16,400 Yes, you can do whatever you want, sweetheart. 182 00:16:16,440 --> 00:16:19,480 You, you are not judged, you are not criticised. 183 00:16:19,520 --> 00:16:22,000 Well, I am though, am I not? You're not judged, babe. 184 00:16:22,040 --> 00:16:24,640 I am, though. Just, I'm not... No, but I am judged. 185 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:27,240 No-one's commenting, no-one. No, I am judged, 186 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:30,600 because I just heard you on the phone to Billy, 187 00:16:30,640 --> 00:16:34,440 talking about my strange little Ritz cracker ritual. 188 00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:41,400 So, beg my pardon if I'm a little bit hurt 189 00:16:41,440 --> 00:16:43,720 and upset by 190 00:16:43,760 --> 00:16:47,600 the fact that you just have been talking about me, 191 00:16:47,640 --> 00:16:49,120 to my own brother. That feels, 192 00:16:49,160 --> 00:16:52,240 that feels very divisive and manipulative. 193 00:16:52,280 --> 00:16:53,360 I'm sorry. 194 00:16:53,400 --> 00:16:55,960 You should learn how to really whisper. OK. 195 00:16:56,000 --> 00:16:57,880 Or go to the end of the garden and have that conversation. 196 00:16:57,920 --> 00:17:00,800 I was whispering, actually. All right, yep, no you're right, you're right. I. FREYA. 197 00:17:00,840 --> 00:17:02,440 You don't need to get upset. If I want to wear... 198 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:05,040 You don't need to get upset. I was talking to your brother and 199 00:17:05,080 --> 00:17:07,520 I was sharing with him my concerns about how you are 200 00:17:07,560 --> 00:17:09,320 and I just thought that maybe it would be more helpful 201 00:17:09,360 --> 00:17:10,760 for him to speak to you. 202 00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:12,240 Rather than me trying to speak 203 00:17:12,280 --> 00:17:14,520 to you, when you obviously don't want to speak to me at 204 00:17:14,560 --> 00:17:16,560 the moment. I am sorry if I got that wrong. 205 00:17:16,600 --> 00:17:17,880 I'm sorry if I misjudged it. 206 00:17:17,920 --> 00:17:20,960 And I really am sorry that you overheard me talking about the cracker thing, 207 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:22,640 because I didn't mean that to seem so. 208 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:24,960 I, I, it's not, it doesn't matter about the crackers. 209 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:27,440 You can, you know, make a bloody tower of the things. 210 00:17:27,480 --> 00:17:28,880 I don't give a shit, sweetheart. 211 00:17:28,920 --> 00:17:31,720 Oh, f... Don't act so fucking flippant about it. 212 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,680 OK, I'm not being... 213 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:35,080 Oh, fucking hell. 214 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:19,640 TAPS RUN UPSTAIRS 215 00:18:48,640 --> 00:18:50,680 TAPS STILL RUN 216 00:19:06,360 --> 00:19:09,720 Oh... Oh. 217 00:19:17,640 --> 00:19:19,440 TAPS STILL RUN 218 00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:24,960 Oh, for fuck sake. 219 00:20:46,920 --> 00:20:48,480 Stop. 220 00:20:52,280 --> 00:20:54,040 Stop... 221 00:20:55,720 --> 00:20:57,960 Stop it, darling. Stop. 222 00:20:59,520 --> 00:21:00,960 Come on, that's enough. 223 00:21:03,040 --> 00:21:04,680 Stop. 224 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:10,760 Sweetheart. Stop. 225 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:13,920 I have to brush my teeth. Stop. 226 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:15,240 Stop. 227 00:21:15,280 --> 00:21:19,280 I have to brush my teeth, Mum. Turn the tap off. 228 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:21,240 Come on. I still have to do my teeth, Mum. 229 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,800 You don't have to brush your teeth, come on. 230 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:25,800 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 231 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,720 It's all right. I'm sorry. 232 00:21:41,120 --> 00:21:42,440 Oh. 233 00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:46,280 I think you just need now, 234 00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:48,280 just have a lovely night's sleep, OK? 235 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:52,680 Good night's sleep. I'm sure you're feeling a bit... 236 00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:54,200 RUTH SIGHS 237 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:58,560 Just a bit overwhelmed and maybe a bit premenstrual. 238 00:21:58,600 --> 00:22:01,480 You know how we get, us girls, don't we? 239 00:22:06,320 --> 00:22:09,800 Yeah, all right, come on. 240 00:22:09,840 --> 00:22:11,480 Sort yourself out. 241 00:22:19,600 --> 00:22:21,160 Blow your nose. Blow your nosey. 242 00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:24,520 Blow your nosey. Stop. 243 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,200 SNIFFS 244 00:22:41,440 --> 00:22:43,280 FREYA BRUSHES TEETH 245 00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:03,680 STILL BRUSHES 246 00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:05,240 RUTH SNIFFLES 247 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:23,240 I can drive you in if you want, darling. 248 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:25,400 I think you're really gonna be late now. 249 00:23:33,120 --> 00:23:34,720 Are you up? 250 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:36,800 Sweetheart? 251 00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:48,760 It's nearly half past, darling. 252 00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:21,320 Hi, you're gonna be late, love. 253 00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:31,280 D'you want some eggs? 254 00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:36,480 I heard your phone going until 255 00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:38,880 the early hours of the morning, darling. 256 00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:40,800 It's not the best idea, 257 00:24:40,840 --> 00:24:43,400 beginning of a school week, sweetheart. 258 00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:46,800 Who on Earth is possible messaging you at that time of night anyway? 259 00:24:49,160 --> 00:24:50,880 Look, I'll give you a lift in 260 00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:52,560 and then you shouldn't be too late. 261 00:24:52,600 --> 00:24:56,000 Come on sit down, darling, have some egg. 262 00:24:56,040 --> 00:24:58,360 I'll just grab some plates. Mind out. 263 00:25:02,320 --> 00:25:04,320 I'm not sure if you should be 264 00:25:04,360 --> 00:25:06,880 wearing quite such a revealing skirt, 265 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:08,920 to school, ha, ha. 266 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,080 I'm not sure you should be wearing such 267 00:25:11,120 --> 00:25:14,000 a horrible wine-coloured dress with such a low neckline. 268 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,720 Why have you got the pink dots on your eyes? 269 00:25:17,760 --> 00:25:20,920 Because it's part of the style that I try out on my face. 270 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:24,000 Why have you got those earrings in? Why do you have that mascara on. 271 00:25:24,040 --> 00:25:27,040 Why do you have no contour on? Why are you standing like that. 272 00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:31,880 Don't criticise me for wearing a skirt. 273 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:34,560 I'm not criticising you, I wasn't criticising you actually. 274 00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:37,440 You were. I wasn't, darling. Yes, you were. I wasn't criticising you. 275 00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:42,320 OK, well, if you weren't, then what were you doing, then? 276 00:25:42,360 --> 00:25:45,160 I don't remember dressing as a slut when I went to school. 277 00:25:46,400 --> 00:25:47,920 Don't call me a slut! 278 00:25:49,520 --> 00:25:51,360 All right. I'm 17. I'm sorry. 279 00:25:51,400 --> 00:25:53,680 I'm allowed to experiment with whatever. I don't, I'm sorry. 280 00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:55,440 I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm not like Billy. 281 00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:57,720 I don't want it to be like this. And I'm not perfect 282 00:25:57,760 --> 00:26:00,320 Please stop. Stop doing what? Just stop, I'm just... 283 00:26:00,360 --> 00:26:04,720 You are driving me to do this. What am I fucking doing? Asking me endless fucking questions. 284 00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:07,320 What am I doing? I'm not doing bloody anything. 285 00:26:07,360 --> 00:26:11,240 You are, though. I'm not. Believe it or not, you are. Look, I told... 286 00:26:11,280 --> 00:26:15,320 You shout slut, "It's a bit of a sluttish outfit." Stop. 287 00:26:15,360 --> 00:26:17,960 "Oh, it's a bit of a sluttish." Let's not keep going on about... 288 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,520 How about this? I'm sorry. Fucking bitch. Fuck off! 289 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:25,680 Freya. Come back here right now. 290 00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:30,160 Freya. Stop it. 291 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:43,560 Sweetheart, I can see your knickers. 292 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:49,400 Hi, Janice. 293 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:51,800 WHISPERS: I'm not a fucking slut, I'm not a fucking slut. 294 00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:34,560 I'm really, really sorry, OK? Freya, 295 00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:38,680 can you look at me, please, darling? I am really sorry. 296 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,400 I shouldn't have said any of what I said. I'm so sorry. 297 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:48,600 Look, you also can't talk to me like that, you know? 298 00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:51,000 I am your mum, darling and I do care about you 299 00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,880 and I know I'm getting some things wrong. I don't know why. 300 00:27:53,920 --> 00:27:56,080 I don't know what it is that I've done to upset you, 301 00:27:56,120 --> 00:27:57,760 or offend you, or something. 302 00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,280 Don't know what it is that I've done to make you hate me 303 00:28:00,320 --> 00:28:03,440 so much. But I care about you deeply. 304 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:06,480 And I want to make sure that you're all right. 305 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:08,440 And I am really sorry. You know, 306 00:28:08,480 --> 00:28:11,200 we were both a little bit in the wrong there. 307 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:14,000 You know, both of us a bit below the belt. 308 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:16,400 Perhaps shouldn't have said those kinds of things 309 00:28:16,440 --> 00:28:17,680 to each other that way. 310 00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:20,880 But can we please just forget it, forget it, forget it? 311 00:28:20,920 --> 00:28:23,360 Please can we, sweetheart? Come on, get in the car. 312 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:28,200 Get in the car and I'll, I'll drive you to school, 313 00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:31,360 yeah? Please, darling. Come on now. 314 00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:35,600 Stop all this. Freya, don't walk away, please. 315 00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:38,920 Freya, darling, Frey... Freya, Freya, don't walk off! 316 00:28:38,960 --> 00:28:40,680 Don't walk off. Don't walk off. 317 00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:46,200 Freya. Don't walk away from me when I'm talking to you. 318 00:28:46,240 --> 00:28:47,840 That is incredibly annoying. 319 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:51,480 I'm just trying to talk to you. Please, will you get in the car? 320 00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:02,400 Fuck! 321 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:09,360 I just want you to be... 322 00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:12,760 ..happy. I just want to smash your phone into 323 00:29:12,800 --> 00:29:17,440 a thousand pieces and shit on it and flush it down the fucking loo. 324 00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:29,960 RINGTONE 325 00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,680 All right, Mum. 326 00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:39,520 Hi, darling. Hi, are you OK? 327 00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:43,840 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm fine. I'm just working. 328 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,920 Erm, are you...? Are you all right? 329 00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,640 Yes, I'm fi... Actually no, 330 00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:50,440 I'm not all right and I'm not erm, I'm not all right. 331 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,920 I'm really sorry, I just. 332 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:56,880 Ah-hem, have you got a minute to chat? 333 00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:59,200 Err, yeah, yeah, yeah, sure, yeah. 334 00:29:59,240 --> 00:30:02,040 Your sister called me a bitch. She left the house. 335 00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:03,840 She called you a bitch? 336 00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:06,800 Yes. She left the house, she slammed the door. 337 00:30:06,840 --> 00:30:09,520 I just went to find her, found her, 338 00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:12,360 she wouldn't even respond to me. Didn't even talk to me. 339 00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:13,880 And erm... 340 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:17,000 I'm just trying my best. I'm trying my best. 341 00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:19,640 I'm trying my fucking best 342 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:23,240 and I just don't know what else to do. I'm so sorry. 343 00:30:23,280 --> 00:30:27,960 It's OK. Don't cry, Mum. 344 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,400 You're gonna make me cry if you start crying. 345 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,960 I don't like it when you cry, come on. It's OK. 346 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,440 Yeah. Things like this happen. 347 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:37,800 Yeah. 348 00:30:44,960 --> 00:30:46,760 BACKGROUND CHATTER 349 00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:18,560 Hi, darling, it's Mum. 350 00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:22,720 Erm, I hope you're having a lovely day. 351 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:26,680 Let's have a chat and, just clear the air. 352 00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:30,960 Would be lovely to see how your day's going. 353 00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:33,760 Erm, I'm gonna be on my lunch break in about an hour 354 00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:36,400 and a half, so maybe you might have a minute then 355 00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:38,800 to give me a ring? 356 00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:45,360 Erm... OK, love you. Bye...Bye. 357 00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:55,040 Hi, darling, it's just Mum, 358 00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:57,360 calling to see if you're having a nice day. 359 00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:02,160 Erm and, yeah, that's it really. 360 00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:05,960 Just let me know what time you'll be back and, 361 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:11,600 yeah, I love you very much. OK, speak to you later. 362 00:32:11,640 --> 00:32:14,240 Love you, bye. 363 00:33:03,520 --> 00:33:05,080 RINGTONE 364 00:33:08,440 --> 00:33:09,720 PHONE CONNECTS 365 00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:11,040 Hi... 366 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:13,920 Hi. 367 00:33:13,960 --> 00:33:17,480 Oh, hi darling, you're there. Are you all right? 368 00:33:17,520 --> 00:33:19,040 DISCONNECTS 369 00:34:32,600 --> 00:34:34,360 Hi, erm, 370 00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:36,760 I'm here to see Mr Kingsley Pallant. 371 00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,440 OK. If you just go straight up the, 372 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:40,960 stairs in front of you, on the first floor. 373 00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,760 It's just to the left, room 140. OK, thanks. 374 00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:05,920 Hi. Hello, Ruth, hi. Hello. Come in. Come in. 375 00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:08,560 Thank you. I'm Simon... Simon, hi. Hi, 376 00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:12,440 we met briefly at a parents' evening, erm... Oh, that's right, yes, we did. 377 00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:16,720 ..last October. That's right. Erm... OK. 378 00:35:34,920 --> 00:35:37,400 We're just doing her grade reviews at the moment 379 00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,720 and it's not good. It's not, not like last term's. 380 00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:42,760 We've seen quite a huge decline 381 00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:45,240 and even some of her assignments not being completed or, 382 00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:47,160 or, or handed in. 383 00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:48,760 OK. 384 00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:51,800 I am really sorry to just spring this on you, but I... No, it's fine. 385 00:35:51,840 --> 00:35:54,280 ..I felt, I felt - she just seems very different. 386 00:36:08,480 --> 00:36:10,960 What worries me is that there seems to be, 387 00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:12,520 it is so marked 388 00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:15,200 a contrast from how she was when she first came here. 389 00:36:15,240 --> 00:36:18,200 And I've tried to talk to her about it, erm, in tutor time, erm... 390 00:36:18,240 --> 00:36:20,400 And what, what does she say about that, then? 391 00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:22,880 She's, she's, she's not guarded she just says, 392 00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:24,560 "I'm fine, there's, 393 00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:27,080 "there's nothing, there's nothing to worry about." 394 00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:42,400 There's obviously something weighing on her that she needs help 395 00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:44,120 and support with. Now I, 396 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:47,640 I completely accept that young people have their rebellions, 397 00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:49,120 they, they like 398 00:36:49,160 --> 00:36:51,720 to try different personas, all that kind of stuff. 399 00:36:51,760 --> 00:36:54,000 But I, I would really think, 400 00:36:54,040 --> 00:36:56,360 I really think it would be worth her while if she saw 401 00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:59,160 a counsellor and I... 402 00:36:59,200 --> 00:37:02,320 No, no, we don't, that's, I don't... 403 00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,160 She doesn't need to see, 404 00:37:04,200 --> 00:37:06,680 I, I, it's not that, it's not that bad. 405 00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:18,680 How are you, how are you getting on with her at home? 406 00:37:18,720 --> 00:37:20,840 Fine. 407 00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:25,760 I mean, fine, you know? Erm... 408 00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:28,400 ..yeah. So nothing, 409 00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:31,080 nothing has happened between you two that's...? 410 00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:35,160 Nn-nnn. No...No, not that I can... 411 00:37:35,200 --> 00:37:37,200 Not that I can think of. 412 00:37:57,560 --> 00:38:00,440 Yeah, I'll mention, I'll mention it and then I'll, I'll, I'll ring. 413 00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:02,320 I know this sounds really personal 414 00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:04,560 and I do apologise for asking it, but are you all right? 415 00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:07,840 Yeah. Ruth...? 416 00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:10,720 I'm very, I'm fine, thank you, I, I'm gonna go. 417 00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:12,760 I've got to do dinner and stuff, thank you. 418 00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:15,200 I really appreciate your time. I'm very grateful. 419 00:38:15,240 --> 00:38:17,600 Well, we're here and if you could have that conversation 420 00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:20,120 with her about seeing a counsellor, that would be... 421 00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:21,800 I will do my best. I will do my best. 422 00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:36,040 PHONE ALERT 423 00:38:44,760 --> 00:38:46,160 PHONE ALERT 424 00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:56,680 Freya, come downstairs, please! 425 00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:25,240 UNSCREWS BOTTLE 426 00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:26,680 POURS 427 00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:50,120 So, is there anything you want to, 428 00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:52,960 tell me about how everything's going at the moment? 429 00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:54,240 From your point of view. 430 00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:01,600 Not really. 431 00:40:01,640 --> 00:40:04,520 Well, I think you need to have a proper conversation 432 00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:07,720 with me about how you're actually feeling at school. 433 00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:10,600 Whether things are being handed in on time? 434 00:40:10,640 --> 00:40:14,480 Because I have just had a meeting with. 435 00:40:14,520 --> 00:40:16,120 Simon Kingsley Pallant. 436 00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:18,840 Apparently, you're not being very truthful. 437 00:40:18,880 --> 00:40:21,680 In fact, you're being a bit secretive, I think, about 438 00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:23,920 schoolwork, all of a sudden. 439 00:40:23,960 --> 00:40:27,400 And if you're struggling, sweetheart, you need to tell me. 440 00:40:27,440 --> 00:40:31,520 So that... I can't help you unless you tell me. 441 00:40:31,560 --> 00:40:33,800 You care about doing well. 442 00:40:33,840 --> 00:40:35,920 I don't really care right now. 443 00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:39,000 I don't really want to be in school any more. 444 00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,240 I remember that feeling, myself. 445 00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:43,880 Yeah, but you went to school years ago, so... 446 00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:46,520 We're not talking about me, please. OK, we're not talking about me. 447 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:49,240 Don't get all uppity at me. I am just... 448 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:51,520 You asked me to talk and I'm trying to talk. 449 00:40:51,560 --> 00:40:53,520 OK. I want to try and help. 450 00:40:56,240 --> 00:40:58,320 What's going on, darling, please? Come on. 451 00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:01,480 I just don't really want to be doing school stuff. 452 00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:04,680 OK, let's move on from that. You're doing school stuff, 453 00:41:04,720 --> 00:41:07,720 it's something you have to do. What's, what's going on? 454 00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:09,400 I don't know what's going on. 455 00:41:09,440 --> 00:41:11,640 Well, what's wrong with you? There's something that's wrong. 456 00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,480 I don't know what's wrong. 457 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:19,120 Look, that Simon guy thinks that you need to see 458 00:41:19,160 --> 00:41:20,680 a school counsellor. 459 00:41:20,720 --> 00:41:22,640 That feels a bit embarrassing, to me. 460 00:41:22,680 --> 00:41:25,320 I'm sorry, I shouldn't actually be saying these things out loud... So, 461 00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:26,960 it's embarrassing, no... you shouldn't. 462 00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:30,160 I know, you're right, I shouldn't, I shouldn't. So it's embarra... it's embarrassing 463 00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:33,320 for you that I clearly am not very engaged, 464 00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:34,840 apparently. 465 00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:37,480 And don't really like the schoolwork at the moment. 466 00:41:37,520 --> 00:41:39,160 No, that's not what I said. School is... 467 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:41,520 Don't twist what I said. I'm not twisting what you said. 468 00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:43,000 I didn't say that it's embarrassing 469 00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:44,760 for me that you don't like school. 470 00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:46,720 That is not what I said. 471 00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:49,200 I said it feels a little bit embarrassing that 472 00:41:49,240 --> 00:41:51,840 I am being told what's really going on with you by 473 00:41:51,880 --> 00:41:55,120 a teacher, who I barely fucking know. 474 00:41:55,160 --> 00:41:57,600 And that that teacher thinks you 475 00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:59,800 need to go and see the bloody counsellor. 476 00:42:04,640 --> 00:42:06,080 Oh, fucking hell. 477 00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:07,520 You can't get frustrated right now. 478 00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:12,240 OK, I'm frustrated with the situation, not you, all right? 479 00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:21,720 Oh, fuck this. 480 00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:57,160 I hate this situation just as much as you do. 481 00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:58,600 I really do, 482 00:42:58,640 --> 00:43:01,400 but I just don't know what to tell you. 483 00:43:01,440 --> 00:43:02,640 Come and sit down, sweetheart. 484 00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:04,800 I don't really want to sit down. Please come and sit down. 485 00:43:04,840 --> 00:43:06,040 I don't really want to sit down. 486 00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:08,320 Come and sit down at the table. No, I don't really want to. 487 00:43:08,360 --> 00:43:09,720 Sit down! I'm... 488 00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:12,520 Sit fucking down, right now! I'm, no, 489 00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:15,320 I've had enough of this. Sit down, young lady. 490 00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,320 All this fucking dramatic nonsense. 491 00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:27,000 "I don't know what's wrong." You do know what's wrong, 492 00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:28,680 bloody well tell me, now. 493 00:43:30,120 --> 00:43:33,160 I don't know what's wrong. I don't like being in the dark. 494 00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:34,720 I don't like feeling powerless. 495 00:43:34,760 --> 00:43:37,120 I don't like feeling like I'm doing the wrong thing. 496 00:43:37,160 --> 00:43:39,640 And I don't like being told by a fucking school teacher, 497 00:43:39,680 --> 00:43:41,880 who I barely bloody know that my kid is 498 00:43:41,920 --> 00:43:43,400 going to school dressed like a slut 499 00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:45,520 and that her grades are slipping. You know, 500 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:46,800 here's the thing, 501 00:43:46,840 --> 00:43:49,440 I don't actually give a shit about whether you get C's, 502 00:43:49,480 --> 00:43:53,480 D's, B's, fucking A's, whatever. I actually don't care. 503 00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:59,520 But what I do care is that I know it matters to you. 504 00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,240 It matters to you 505 00:44:01,280 --> 00:44:05,000 and I care that you will end up feeling bitterly disappointed 506 00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:07,560 in yourself. 507 00:44:07,600 --> 00:44:09,640 Oh, my God. 508 00:44:09,680 --> 00:44:12,000 I don't need to be shouted at like that. 509 00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,240 No, you're absolutely right, you're absolutely right. 510 00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,920 I don't know what is wrong and I don't know what to tell you. 511 00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:20,160 I can't give you any answers because I have no answers. 512 00:44:20,200 --> 00:44:22,560 So don't yell at me. 513 00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:25,440 Look, to me it seems like you don't like yourself very much at 514 00:44:25,480 --> 00:44:27,800 the moment. I don't. 515 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,800 OK. What, why? You are beautiful. 516 00:44:30,840 --> 00:44:33,000 I just don't like myself. You are a beautiful, strong... 517 00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:35,240 I just don't feel like I like myself right now. 518 00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,040 You've got an incredible, cracking figure. 519 00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:38,320 You've got, you're so athletic. 520 00:44:38,360 --> 00:44:41,720 I don't want to talk... Oh... You've got incredible skin. You're a vibrant, 521 00:44:41,760 --> 00:44:45,560 gorgeous, gorgeous girl. What's happened? Nothing. 522 00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:48,960 I don't know, I... Oh, fuck me. 523 00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,280 WHISPERS: Oh, my God. 524 00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:54,680 I'm gonna go to bed. See you tomorrow morning. 525 00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:16,720 SHE SNIFFLES 526 00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:04,720 PHONE ALERT 527 00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:14,560 RUTH SIGHS 528 00:46:16,720 --> 00:46:18,040 Hi. 529 00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:22,120 Erm... 530 00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:26,520 Here you go. 531 00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:30,200 Erm... 532 00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:33,680 ..can I sit down? 533 00:46:35,560 --> 00:46:36,880 Oh, thank you. 534 00:46:42,720 --> 00:46:44,160 Erm... 535 00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:54,720 ..I think I need to tell you that I'm really struggling. 536 00:46:56,840 --> 00:46:58,960 Darling, I'm finding this really extremely hard. 537 00:47:02,040 --> 00:47:03,920 I'm sorry to put that on you when 538 00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:08,680 I know that you're going through a lot of stuff too. 539 00:47:08,720 --> 00:47:10,680 But I'm finding this really difficult. 540 00:47:12,200 --> 00:47:14,080 And I feel really lonely at times. 541 00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:18,480 And that's not who I am, either. 542 00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:21,840 It's not what I'm used to. I feel sad. 543 00:47:23,800 --> 00:47:26,400 Don't always like myself, either. 544 00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,840 That happens to grown-ups as well. 545 00:47:30,880 --> 00:47:34,400 And so it's really hard for me 546 00:47:34,440 --> 00:47:38,640 to be experiencing this time with you that is so upsetting. 547 00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:45,600 It's occupying my mind all the, all the time. 548 00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:47,520 I'm not really sleeping very well. 549 00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:49,240 I'm not enjoying anything. 550 00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:50,640 I don't look forward to anything. 551 00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:53,160 I don't look forward to anything at all. 552 00:47:53,200 --> 00:47:55,880 Nothing, nothing. 553 00:47:57,680 --> 00:47:59,960 I just feel bad, all the time. 554 00:48:00,000 --> 00:48:02,560 I feel bad, I feel guilty, I feel like I'm a nag. 555 00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:05,760 I feel like I'm not that fun mum that I used to be. 556 00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:08,480 I feel like I'm...losing you. 557 00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,520 And in the process of that, I'm losing something 558 00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:15,360 of myself. It's really hard to let go of that. 559 00:48:15,400 --> 00:48:18,640 I don't wanna let go of being a mum. I don't want to have to do that. 560 00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,240 And I don't think I should. 561 00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:25,240 SHE SIGHS 562 00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:29,200 So that's where I'm at. 563 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:40,520 I...feel very... 564 00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:47,280 ..lost... 565 00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:55,760 ..with where I wanted to be, 566 00:48:55,800 --> 00:49:01,640 or what I was expecting this year to be like. 567 00:49:01,680 --> 00:49:03,640 It's not like that. 568 00:49:03,680 --> 00:49:05,960 And I'm really scared because I, 569 00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:12,440 I feel like I'm just not in touch with myself any more. 570 00:49:13,840 --> 00:49:15,760 SNIFFLING: And I don't know where that's gone. 571 00:49:19,600 --> 00:49:22,800 I'm really frightened that I can't get it back. 572 00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:48,680 SHEETS RUSTLE 573 00:49:56,840 --> 00:49:58,600 Oh, fuck. 574 00:50:04,560 --> 00:50:06,360 PHONE ALERT 575 00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,000 ALERT 576 00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:30,040 ALERT 577 00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:33,600 FREYA SOBS 578 00:50:36,200 --> 00:50:37,600 SNIFFLES 579 00:50:39,600 --> 00:50:41,200 ALERT 580 00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:54,000 Freya, it's 1:30, darling. 581 00:50:54,040 --> 00:50:56,480 Nearly, nearly 1:30 in the morning. 582 00:50:57,960 --> 00:50:59,120 ALERT 583 00:50:59,160 --> 00:51:00,360 KNOCKS DOOR 584 00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:05,680 Sweetheart, I think you've left your phone on. 585 00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:10,760 Please go to sleep now. 586 00:51:12,920 --> 00:51:14,520 KNOCKS 587 00:51:14,560 --> 00:51:16,360 It's a school night, darling, come on. 588 00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:24,280 ALERT 589 00:51:24,320 --> 00:51:25,480 Come on, Freya. 590 00:51:25,520 --> 00:51:27,720 Switch off now, darling, OK? 591 00:51:34,160 --> 00:51:36,040 Right, night, love you, night-night. 592 00:52:05,360 --> 00:52:06,720 ALERT 593 00:52:12,120 --> 00:52:14,640 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 594 00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:16,200 WHISPERS: Come on. Come on, come on. 595 00:52:18,440 --> 00:52:20,600 WHISPERS: Switch that fucking thing off. 596 00:52:34,080 --> 00:52:37,000 Come on, darling, we've really got to just get on now, 597 00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:38,600 come on. 598 00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:40,920 We've just gotta crack on with the day. 599 00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:47,920 And just. Just, just, move on. Freya, please. 600 00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:54,960 Freya? Sweetheart, please. 601 00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:00,640 Come on. I've got to go to work. 602 00:53:00,680 --> 00:53:02,560 Freya, come on, please, come on. 603 00:53:02,600 --> 00:53:06,160 Please don't make me leave you like this, darling. 604 00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:09,440 Please. Freya, 605 00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:12,040 you've got to get up and go in darling. 606 00:53:12,080 --> 00:53:14,280 Just do a half day, or something. 607 00:53:14,320 --> 00:53:16,120 I'll come and pick you up at lunch. 608 00:53:17,600 --> 00:53:21,960 I tell you what. I'll set an alarm on your clock. 609 00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:23,520 I'll set an alarm for nine 610 00:53:23,560 --> 00:53:25,440 and then you won't miss your second lesson, 611 00:53:25,480 --> 00:53:26,880 all right? 612 00:53:26,920 --> 00:53:28,440 And I can always call the school 613 00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:31,400 and just let them know that you're not feeling too well, OK? 614 00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:37,760 Come on, sweetheart, this isn't fair on me. 615 00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:44,520 Oh, fuck. 616 00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,920 All right, 617 00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:48,560 your alarm's gonna go off at nine 618 00:53:48,600 --> 00:53:51,840 and I'll call you when I get to work, OK? Love you. 619 00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:00,800 RUTH CLEARS THROAT 620 00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:57,240 PHONE VIBRATES 621 00:55:06,040 --> 00:55:08,920 I just... I just want to go back 622 00:55:08,960 --> 00:55:12,160 to how everything was before all this. 623 00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:15,280 We'll be all right, we'll be all right, 624 00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:17,480 we'll figure it out. It'll be OK, darling. 625 00:55:17,520 --> 00:55:20,200 It's just a phase, it's just - these things happen, 626 00:55:20,240 --> 00:55:22,800 don't they? Anyway, look, I love you very much. 627 00:55:22,840 --> 00:55:27,880 I really do. Please just call me, no, pick up when I phone you. 628 00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:54,040 MESSAGE: We'll be all right, we'll be all right, we'll figure it out. 629 00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:57,840 It'll be OK, darling. It's just a phase, it's just - these things happen, 630 00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:00,920 don't they? Anyway, look, I love you very much. 631 00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:04,520 I really do. Please just call me, no, pick up when I phone you. 632 00:56:19,400 --> 00:56:21,240 SENSORS BEEP 633 00:56:29,360 --> 00:56:31,200 RINGTONE 634 00:56:38,440 --> 00:56:40,080 AUTOMATED: Welcome to the O2... 635 00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:34,600 Ruth? 636 00:57:38,800 --> 00:57:40,280 Ruth, are you OK? 637 00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,520 Oh, fuck off! 638 00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:44,120 What's happened? 639 00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:51,440 Hi, darling, can you just, please, can you ring me? 640 00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:53,200 I just feel a bit worried about you 641 00:57:53,240 --> 00:57:54,680 and I just really want to talk 642 00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:57,080 to you and just make sure you're OK. 643 00:58:05,760 --> 00:58:07,360 Can you phone me back? 644 00:58:09,320 --> 00:58:11,840 Sorry. That's OK, what's happened? 645 00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:16,760 What is it? I don't... What is it? 646 00:58:17,960 --> 00:58:19,080 What's happened? 647 00:58:19,120 --> 00:58:20,120 RUTH SOBS 648 00:58:40,520 --> 00:58:43,960 Fight everything this time. five, four, 649 00:58:44,000 --> 00:58:45,840 three, two, one. 650 00:58:45,880 --> 00:58:50,200 Two to the right. Let's go, let's go, let's go. Get to the top of the hill! 651 00:58:50,240 --> 00:58:52,560 Ruth, come on, push it. Move your legs, 652 00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:54,880 move your legs. Come on everybody, four... 653 00:58:54,920 --> 00:59:00,320 MUFFLED: ..three, two, one. Great stuff. Two to the left. 654 01:00:55,680 --> 01:00:57,000 Darling? 655 01:01:01,200 --> 01:01:02,840 Oh, sweetheart. 656 01:01:08,640 --> 01:01:13,160 Have you been sleeping all day, darling? 657 01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:15,160 Yeah? 658 01:01:15,200 --> 01:01:16,760 You been sleeping all day? 659 01:01:18,080 --> 01:01:21,960 Are you OK? Are you all right? 660 01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:26,880 Oh, beautiful girl. Come on, it's ever so hot in here. 661 01:01:26,920 --> 01:01:29,800 Have a bit of... Blankets off you. 662 01:01:29,840 --> 01:01:35,080 Come on, sweetheart. Get some air. What you doing? 663 01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:37,000 What have you got... 664 01:01:37,040 --> 01:01:39,360 ..are you hiding something? What have you got? 665 01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:44,600 What have you done? What is it? 666 01:01:46,480 --> 01:01:48,560 What is it? 667 01:01:48,600 --> 01:01:50,760 FREYA SOBS 668 01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:56,320 What is it? What, what is, what, what have you done? 669 01:01:58,400 --> 01:02:01,240 What is it? Oh, my God. 670 01:02:03,080 --> 01:02:07,080 Oh, God. Oh, God... 671 01:02:08,560 --> 01:02:11,480 My baby, baby, baby. 672 01:02:17,760 --> 01:02:19,600 PHONE RINGS 673 01:02:30,480 --> 01:02:32,400 DOOR OPENS 674 01:02:35,000 --> 01:02:36,480 Freya Eldwick. 675 01:02:39,800 --> 01:02:42,720 Sorry I'm running late today. Do come in. 676 01:02:45,320 --> 01:02:47,920 Take a seat. Thank you. 677 01:02:53,040 --> 01:02:57,920 So, I've not met you both before. My name's Doctor Suzy. 678 01:02:57,960 --> 01:03:01,520 And erm, how can I help you this afternoon? 679 01:03:01,560 --> 01:03:04,640 Erm, do you want to tell the doctor, darling, 680 01:03:04,680 --> 01:03:08,000 or do you want me to tell her? You can tell her. OK. 681 01:03:08,040 --> 01:03:12,040 Erm... So, Freya's hurt herself. 682 01:03:12,080 --> 01:03:14,240 OK. It's OK. 683 01:03:14,280 --> 01:03:18,240 And erm... When did this happen, Freya? 684 01:03:18,280 --> 01:03:19,720 Today. 685 01:03:19,760 --> 01:03:22,200 OK. How did you do it? 686 01:03:22,240 --> 01:03:24,520 Some nail scissors. 687 01:03:24,560 --> 01:03:27,280 OK, can I have a look, is that OK? 688 01:03:27,320 --> 01:03:29,080 Yeah. Thank you. 689 01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:31,920 Can I have a look underneath? 690 01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:38,960 OK, oh... 691 01:03:39,000 --> 01:03:41,400 You managed to stop the bleeding OK? Yeah. 692 01:03:41,440 --> 01:03:43,240 How do you feel showing that to me now? 693 01:03:44,920 --> 01:03:47,360 Erm, embarrassed. 694 01:03:47,400 --> 01:03:50,920 OK. Would you find it easier if it was just you 695 01:03:50,960 --> 01:03:52,240 and me, Freya? 696 01:03:52,280 --> 01:03:53,600 We can talk together 697 01:03:53,640 --> 01:03:56,160 and maybe Mum could wait in the waiting room, yeah? 698 01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:58,160 Yes, please. 699 01:03:58,200 --> 01:03:59,760 Is that OK with you, Mum? 700 01:04:01,200 --> 01:04:02,400 Erm... 701 01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:07,080 Erm... 702 01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:13,320 ..yeah. 703 01:04:13,360 --> 01:04:16,240 OK, I'll call you back in, I'll come and get you. 704 01:04:19,800 --> 01:04:23,880 But what if I...? Don't I need to know what's happening? 705 01:04:23,920 --> 01:04:25,680 Well, Freya's of 706 01:04:25,720 --> 01:04:28,280 an age now where it might be more comfortable to talk 707 01:04:28,320 --> 01:04:32,000 to me on a one-to-one basis. So, my duty. 708 01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:33,920 I'm her, I'm her mum, though. 709 01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:36,360 Sure, and I can see that you're upset, 710 01:04:36,400 --> 01:04:39,280 but Freya can speak to me on her own. 711 01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:41,080 I'll wait out there. 712 01:04:41,120 --> 01:04:43,320 OK, thank you. 713 01:04:44,680 --> 01:04:47,480 Is that more comfortable, Freya? 714 01:04:47,520 --> 01:04:49,880 Has Mum been part of the problem? 715 01:04:49,920 --> 01:04:51,480 What's been going on? 716 01:04:53,480 --> 01:04:57,800 I just feel really... 717 01:04:59,400 --> 01:05:01,240 ..out of control. 718 01:05:01,280 --> 01:05:03,280 OK, OK. 719 01:05:03,320 --> 01:05:06,120 Erm, I don't know why, 720 01:05:06,160 --> 01:05:09,680 I don't know why I cut myself, and I'm really scared. 721 01:05:09,720 --> 01:05:12,080 OK, how long has this been going on for? 722 01:05:12,120 --> 01:05:14,000 Erm, a while. 723 01:05:14,040 --> 01:05:17,480 OK, one month, six months? 724 01:05:17,520 --> 01:05:19,920 Has it been building up over the last couple of weeks? 725 01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:22,000 What sort of, what's been the background? 726 01:05:22,040 --> 01:05:25,560 It's been about, maybe a month. 727 01:05:25,600 --> 01:05:27,040 OK. 728 01:05:27,080 --> 01:05:30,440 And I started to not be able to remember things. 729 01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:31,960 OK. 730 01:05:32,000 --> 01:05:35,280 Which is weird because I normally am really good. 731 01:05:35,320 --> 01:05:37,560 And have you been, do you go to college? 732 01:05:37,600 --> 01:05:40,240 Are you, have you been going to college OK? Yeah...Yeah. 733 01:05:40,280 --> 01:05:43,040 Are you managing to concentrate in your lessons? 734 01:05:43,080 --> 01:05:47,720 I, I mean, it, I thought, I think that I am, 735 01:05:47,760 --> 01:05:50,160 but then I can't remember. 736 01:05:50,200 --> 01:05:53,760 I can't, I can't remember what we did. 737 01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:56,480 OK, and how much have you discussed this with your mum? 738 01:06:20,360 --> 01:06:23,000 Hi, thanks for waiting. Could you come down with me, please? 739 01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:24,560 Yep. Thanks. Yep. 740 01:06:31,520 --> 01:06:35,800 Right, come on in and take a seat. Erm, 741 01:06:35,840 --> 01:06:38,920 I've had a good chat with Freya today and erm, 742 01:06:38,960 --> 01:06:41,520 I'm beginning to understand what's going on. 743 01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:44,280 And I think the safest thing to do is refer her on 744 01:06:44,320 --> 01:06:46,280 to CAMHS for some counselling. 745 01:06:46,320 --> 01:06:47,480 I don't know what that is. 746 01:06:47,520 --> 01:06:49,560 OK, so CAMHS is the 747 01:06:49,600 --> 01:06:52,400 Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services. 748 01:06:52,440 --> 01:06:55,400 It's a part of the NHS that offers counselling services 749 01:06:55,440 --> 01:06:57,560 for children and teenagers. 750 01:06:57,600 --> 01:06:59,600 In the meantime, Freya's got 751 01:06:59,640 --> 01:07:02,600 a sheet of counselling services if she feels like she wants 752 01:07:02,640 --> 01:07:04,040 to contact them. And erm, 753 01:07:04,080 --> 01:07:05,640 you and I will see each other 754 01:07:05,680 --> 01:07:08,560 regularly until CAMHS take on your care. 755 01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:10,480 Mmm. 756 01:07:10,520 --> 01:07:12,120 So obviously this has been a bit of a shock 757 01:07:12,160 --> 01:07:13,560 for you as well. 758 01:07:13,600 --> 01:07:16,160 Do you see anybody at the practice at all? 759 01:07:16,200 --> 01:07:18,120 Me? Yes. No, no. 760 01:07:18,160 --> 01:07:20,400 Do you feel that you need any help, or support? 761 01:07:20,440 --> 01:07:22,600 No, no, no. No. 762 01:07:22,640 --> 01:07:25,040 I mean, I'm a strong, normal person. 763 01:07:25,080 --> 01:07:27,840 Erm, so that, that, that's, well that's, 764 01:07:27,880 --> 01:07:30,520 that's great, isn't it, darling? Sounds good, doesn't it? 765 01:07:30,560 --> 01:07:32,880 If you need any support, or any questions, 766 01:07:32,920 --> 01:07:34,760 just contact me through the main switchboard 767 01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:36,280 and we can have a conversation. 768 01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:39,200 But obviously I can't divulge anything that we've discussed today 769 01:07:39,240 --> 01:07:40,520 with Freya. 770 01:07:40,560 --> 01:07:42,400 All right, thank you. 771 01:07:42,440 --> 01:07:44,480 Thank you. Bye-bye, Freya. 772 01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:46,960 Bye. 773 01:08:10,680 --> 01:08:12,960 Er, would you like me to run you a bath, or something darling? 774 01:08:17,120 --> 01:08:18,960 Maybe... 775 01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:23,640 ..maybe you should just go and have a little sleep? 776 01:08:23,680 --> 01:08:26,080 Let me know if you need anything, OK? 777 01:10:30,480 --> 01:10:32,280 DOOR KNOCKS 778 01:10:53,040 --> 01:10:57,680 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. What are you doing here? 779 01:10:57,720 --> 01:11:01,480 You didn't message, or anything? I thought I'd come and surprise you. 780 01:11:01,520 --> 01:11:04,760 You didn't message us, darling. I know, I didn't think I needed to. 781 01:11:04,800 --> 01:11:09,520 How did you get from the...? How did you get from station? I got a taxi. I got a taxi from the station. 782 01:11:09,560 --> 01:11:14,320 Oh, darling, I could have come and... No, it was fine. I wanted to come and surprise you. 783 01:11:14,360 --> 01:11:17,040 How you doing? I could have come and picked you up. 784 01:11:17,080 --> 01:11:20,400 That's OK. Oh, wow. You all right? Yeah, ahhh. 785 01:11:22,640 --> 01:11:25,600 You sure you're all right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. 786 01:11:27,120 --> 01:11:30,640 Right, I'm gonna make some toast. OK. I'm really hungry. 787 01:11:30,680 --> 01:11:33,480 Erm, yeah, come, let's go in. God, bloody hell what have you got in 788 01:11:33,520 --> 01:11:36,240 this bag, it weighs a tonne. No don't take, don't take my bag up. 789 01:11:36,280 --> 01:11:39,160 I'll take, I'll take my bag up to my room in a minute. All right, 790 01:11:39,200 --> 01:11:41,320 darling. Let me put the erm, kettle on. 791 01:11:44,080 --> 01:11:49,200 Is Freya in? Erm Freya? Erm... 792 01:11:49,240 --> 01:11:53,000 Yeah, is, is she, is she out? 793 01:11:57,720 --> 01:11:59,200 No, she's here. 794 01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:04,560 OK. 795 01:12:10,280 --> 01:12:12,520 Erm, darling. 796 01:12:12,560 --> 01:12:15,480 What's happ... Mum, what's happened? 797 01:12:15,520 --> 01:12:18,320 Freya's not very well, sweetheart. 798 01:12:18,360 --> 01:12:20,960 She doesn't have, like, a cancer, or anything like that. 799 01:12:21,000 --> 01:12:22,320 It's nothing like that. 800 01:12:22,360 --> 01:12:24,520 Oh, thank God. 801 01:12:24,560 --> 01:12:26,320 She's erm... 802 01:12:28,960 --> 01:12:32,120 She's... she's very depressed at the moment. 803 01:12:33,280 --> 01:12:36,560 And that means that she is not 804 01:12:36,600 --> 01:12:39,280 behaving quite like herself at all. 805 01:12:40,760 --> 01:12:46,040 And erm, she's, she's quite lost. She's quite lost and, and... 806 01:12:46,080 --> 01:12:49,080 She hurt herself with some scissors, 807 01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:52,680 darling. And she's cut her arms. 808 01:12:54,200 --> 01:12:58,720 And she... I'm sorry, sweetie, I'm sorry, darling. 809 01:13:00,880 --> 01:13:04,920 Come on, come on, angel. Look at me, look at me, darling. 810 01:13:04,960 --> 01:13:07,720 Look at me all right? Listen. I'm sorry, 811 01:13:07,760 --> 01:13:11,400 I'm sorry, darling. I'm sorry, it's all my fault. 812 01:13:11,440 --> 01:13:14,280 No, it isn't, Mum. No it is my fault. I've tried. 813 01:13:14,320 --> 01:13:15,760 No, it's not. No, it's not. 814 01:13:15,800 --> 01:13:18,000 I've really tried to be, "Good Mummy." 815 01:13:18,040 --> 01:13:19,640 You are. 816 01:13:21,800 --> 01:13:23,680 Just go and give her a nice cuddle. 817 01:13:26,880 --> 01:13:30,960 OK. Go and give her a nice cuddle and just... OK. 818 01:13:31,000 --> 01:13:33,320 Just tell her that you love her and that... 819 01:13:33,360 --> 01:13:34,920 Can you tell her that...? 820 01:13:34,960 --> 01:13:38,240 Tell her that she's a beautiful girl. 821 01:13:38,280 --> 01:13:40,040 Tell her that she's beautiful 822 01:13:40,080 --> 01:13:42,200 and tell her that you love her. 823 01:13:42,240 --> 01:13:44,320 Tell her that everybody loves her. 824 01:13:44,360 --> 01:13:47,120 And that she doesn't need to be anything that she isn't. 825 01:13:47,160 --> 01:13:49,960 She can just be herself and we'll just love her the same. 826 01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:52,040 I'll tell her the right thing. 827 01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:56,800 Yeah, just be, nice, kind, you. 828 01:13:56,840 --> 01:14:00,840 Yeah... Yeah, OK. 829 01:14:22,080 --> 01:14:23,720 KNOCKS DOOR 830 01:14:24,880 --> 01:14:26,800 Freya? 831 01:14:32,320 --> 01:14:35,880 Hey, Freya. Hi 832 01:15:11,240 --> 01:15:13,440 Could you pass the erm, pepper? Mm. 833 01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:23,600 And erm, and what about sports. 834 01:15:23,640 --> 01:15:25,240 Have you been keeping up all 835 01:15:25,280 --> 01:15:27,680 of your? Is there, do they have a gym, or...? 836 01:15:27,720 --> 01:15:30,400 They have, they do have a gym. They do have a gym. 837 01:15:30,440 --> 01:15:32,320 Which I've been to a couple of times, 838 01:15:32,360 --> 01:15:35,920 but...I never go on my own, 839 01:15:35,960 --> 01:15:39,640 that's the thing. I can't do solo gym. 840 01:15:39,680 --> 01:15:41,120 No. 841 01:15:41,160 --> 01:15:42,960 It's just not my thing. 842 01:15:43,000 --> 01:15:44,120 No. 843 01:15:44,160 --> 01:15:46,240 Know what I mean? 844 01:15:46,280 --> 01:15:48,760 Well done for coming downstairs, darling. 845 01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:58,480 Would you like me to make you something different? 846 01:16:05,640 --> 01:16:06,880 Why the fuck did you 847 01:16:06,920 --> 01:16:11,480 need to say that? She was doing fine. 848 01:16:11,520 --> 01:16:13,000 You didn't need to throw in, 849 01:16:13,040 --> 01:16:16,640 "Shall I make you something different?" And, "Well done for coming downstairs." 850 01:16:16,680 --> 01:16:18,040 Oh. 851 01:16:18,080 --> 01:16:20,960 Do you see how that would be annoying? 852 01:16:21,000 --> 01:16:22,400 Yeah, I do, I do. 853 01:16:24,760 --> 01:16:26,640 That's just not right. 854 01:16:26,680 --> 01:16:30,080 When she's doing something well, don't thank her for doing it well. 855 01:16:30,120 --> 01:16:32,880 Yeah, I'll just go and see if she's all right. 856 01:16:32,920 --> 01:16:34,760 She was doing fine. 857 01:16:34,800 --> 01:16:36,200 Yeah, OK. 858 01:16:42,640 --> 01:16:45,640 Sorry about that, babe. 859 01:16:48,040 --> 01:16:50,200 I didn't mean to upset you at all. 860 01:16:52,440 --> 01:16:55,360 Look, I think you'll feel a bit better if eat something, 861 01:16:55,400 --> 01:16:58,880 just a little bit. Just a little bit, yeah? 862 01:17:04,800 --> 01:17:06,000 All right. 863 01:17:07,600 --> 01:17:11,560 Have a minute to yourself and then, then come down, OK? 864 01:17:11,600 --> 01:17:13,040 All right. 865 01:17:26,920 --> 01:17:28,440 SHE EXHALES 866 01:17:35,680 --> 01:17:37,240 GASPS QUIETLY 867 01:17:52,560 --> 01:17:54,400 Fuck. 868 01:17:54,440 --> 01:17:55,960 Fuck me. 869 01:18:05,000 --> 01:18:06,360 GASPS 870 01:18:08,320 --> 01:18:11,120 Oh...Oh. Oh... 871 01:18:14,440 --> 01:18:16,920 Oh, my God. 872 01:18:16,960 --> 01:18:18,880 What the fuck has she done? 873 01:18:21,360 --> 01:18:23,200 Fuck. 874 01:18:29,160 --> 01:18:31,120 FLUSHES TOILET 875 01:18:41,480 --> 01:18:45,280 Billy, Billy, Billy, Billy, Billy, I've got her phone. 876 01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:46,680 What are you doing? 877 01:18:46,720 --> 01:18:49,760 I've got her phone, don't. No. Come on, stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it. 878 01:18:49,800 --> 01:18:52,720 Mum, you can't. I would be angry if you took my phone. But Billy, look, this is... 879 01:18:52,760 --> 01:18:55,440 No, Mum, you have to give it back. Look at these terrible things people are saying about her. 880 01:18:55,480 --> 01:18:57,720 What, what is this? What the fuck is this? 881 01:18:57,760 --> 01:18:59,960 What are these awful pictures? pictures? 882 01:19:00,000 --> 01:19:01,360 So fucking... 883 01:19:03,360 --> 01:19:05,080 Mum. 884 01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:07,360 Where's my phone? Sit down, sweetheart. Sit down, sit down. 885 01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:09,720 Where's my phone? Mum. Just give... Where's my phone Mum? Give her, her 886 01:19:09,760 --> 01:19:12,600 phone back. Darling. Sweetheart. You have to give me back my phone. Freya, calm down. 887 01:19:12,640 --> 01:19:14,520 No, you have to give me back my phone. 888 01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:16,120 Freya, Freya. Mum. 889 01:19:16,160 --> 01:19:18,480 Why did you take it? Freya, listen to me. Why did you take if from the 890 01:19:18,520 --> 01:19:20,560 bathroom. Darling. It's mine. Listen to Mummy. Darling. 891 01:19:20,600 --> 01:19:22,400 You need to listen to Mummy now, OK? 892 01:19:23,720 --> 01:19:26,280 I don't think that you should have that phone. No, no, no, no, no. 893 01:19:26,320 --> 01:19:29,120 Sweetheart, it's making... You have to give it back to me. It's mine. 894 01:19:29,160 --> 01:19:30,920 Darling, enough, enough. 895 01:19:30,960 --> 01:19:32,840 Mum, just give her, her phone back. Stop. 896 01:19:32,880 --> 01:19:36,160 Enough. This is what's making you ill. It's what's making you ill. 897 01:19:36,200 --> 01:19:37,440 Me and Billy, 898 01:19:37,480 --> 01:19:39,840 me and Billy are gonna help you. Aren't we, darling? 899 01:19:39,880 --> 01:19:41,880 You have to give me back my phone. You have to give me back my phone. 900 01:19:41,920 --> 01:19:42,920 Sweetheart. All right, darling. 901 01:19:42,960 --> 01:19:46,320 It's my phone. It's my phone. OK, all right sweetheart. I'll give it back, I'll give it back. 902 01:19:46,360 --> 01:19:49,720 Give it back, it's my phone. Oh, my God, oh, my God. Billy, get the phone, 903 01:19:49,760 --> 01:19:52,160 OK, sweetheart, stop, stop, 904 01:19:52,200 --> 01:19:55,520 Stop, stop, stop. Just stop. Stop. Give me back my phone, it's mine. 905 01:19:55,560 --> 01:20:00,160 Give it to Mummy, give it to Mummy, give it to Mummy. It's my phone. It's mine. 906 01:20:00,200 --> 01:20:02,800 FREYA WAILS 907 01:20:46,080 --> 01:20:47,840 DOOR KNOCKS 908 01:20:50,440 --> 01:20:53,400 Hi. Morning. Did you sleep all right? 909 01:20:53,440 --> 01:20:54,920 Yeah, I slept great. 910 01:20:57,560 --> 01:21:00,480 I, I'm off, I have to go. I have to get the 8:30 train. 911 01:21:01,720 --> 01:21:03,320 I'll take you, come on. 912 01:21:03,360 --> 01:21:04,720 Oh, thanks, Mum. 913 01:21:13,360 --> 01:21:17,120 You just stay here, OK? Stay in bed. 914 01:21:17,160 --> 01:21:18,600 Mm-hm. 915 01:21:42,520 --> 01:21:44,440 I'll just grab my shoes, darling. 916 01:21:49,280 --> 01:21:51,360 I just wanted to say bye. 917 01:21:51,400 --> 01:21:52,640 Oh, hey. 918 01:22:02,880 --> 01:22:06,680 I love you. I love you too. 919 01:22:06,720 --> 01:22:08,400 You gonna be all right? 920 01:22:08,440 --> 01:22:09,680 Mm-hm. 921 01:22:09,720 --> 01:22:11,160 You're strong. 922 01:22:14,360 --> 01:22:16,800 I'll, I'll call you, yeah? 923 01:22:16,840 --> 01:22:19,520 Yeah. 924 01:22:19,560 --> 01:22:21,120 Love you, Chip. 925 01:22:22,680 --> 01:22:25,480 I'm only gonna be 15 minutes, OK? Yeah. 926 01:22:25,520 --> 01:22:27,600 And I'll come straight back, all right? 927 01:22:27,640 --> 01:22:28,760 OK. 928 01:22:28,800 --> 01:22:31,520 Why don't you go and get back into bed, OK, darling? 929 01:22:31,560 --> 01:22:34,440 Mm-hmm. All right. Love you. OK. 930 01:23:04,400 --> 01:23:06,600 SHE SIGHS 931 01:23:10,600 --> 01:23:11,920 Oh. 932 01:23:39,880 --> 01:23:41,600 BREATHES HEAVILY 933 01:24:17,400 --> 01:24:18,920 Oh. 934 01:24:22,480 --> 01:24:24,440 SHE PANTS 935 01:24:30,280 --> 01:24:32,600 PANTS 936 01:25:14,080 --> 01:25:16,640 Thanks, Mum. 937 01:25:16,680 --> 01:25:18,120 HE SIGHS 938 01:25:20,040 --> 01:25:23,160 It's gonna be good. It's gonna be all right. 939 01:25:25,360 --> 01:25:27,720 SHE PANTS 940 01:25:27,760 --> 01:25:29,400 DROPS PHONE IN SINK 941 01:25:37,960 --> 01:25:39,560 Don't worry about anything, OK? 942 01:25:42,960 --> 01:25:44,360 You're a good mum. 943 01:25:46,160 --> 01:25:51,400 Thank you, darling. I'll get my train. All right. OK, love you. 944 01:25:51,440 --> 01:25:54,800 I'll phone you later, OK? Yeah, call me. 945 01:25:56,680 --> 01:25:58,200 I love you, darling. 946 01:26:02,400 --> 01:26:04,720 Love you. Bye. 947 01:26:31,560 --> 01:26:33,400 PULSING SCORE BEGINS 948 01:26:49,640 --> 01:26:51,760 SHE PANTS 949 01:27:14,720 --> 01:27:16,600 HYPERVENTILATES 950 01:27:18,760 --> 01:27:20,360 SHE GASPS 951 01:27:30,000 --> 01:27:31,800 SHE PANTS 952 01:27:33,520 --> 01:27:36,040 PULSING SCORE INTENSIFIES 953 01:28:17,760 --> 01:28:19,640 PULSING SCORE BUILDS 954 01:28:30,120 --> 01:28:31,840 Darling? 955 01:28:31,880 --> 01:28:34,560 It's all right. 956 01:28:34,600 --> 01:28:36,520 It's all right, sweetheart. 957 01:28:36,560 --> 01:28:38,240 Come on, come on. 958 01:28:38,280 --> 01:28:39,960 It's all right, darling, come on. 959 01:28:40,000 --> 01:28:42,080 Come on. 960 01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:44,640 All right, come on, come on, sit down. 961 01:28:44,680 --> 01:28:46,280 Sit down, sit down. 962 01:28:46,320 --> 01:28:48,240 FREYA SIGHS 963 01:28:52,680 --> 01:28:54,360 FREYA HYPERVENTILATES 964 01:28:54,400 --> 01:28:56,400 It's all right. Oh, my God. 965 01:28:56,440 --> 01:28:57,440 FREYA SOBS 966 01:28:57,480 --> 01:28:58,760 Oh, it's all right, sweetie. 967 01:28:58,800 --> 01:29:01,200 OK, OK. 968 01:29:01,240 --> 01:29:02,960 Come on. 969 01:29:04,080 --> 01:29:06,040 It's OK. 970 01:29:07,240 --> 01:29:08,880 It's OK. 971 01:29:18,200 --> 01:29:20,800 Shh. 972 01:29:20,840 --> 01:29:22,240 It's all right. 973 01:29:22,280 --> 01:29:24,040 I promise. 974 01:29:24,080 --> 01:29:25,760 I promise. 975 01:31:21,480 --> 01:31:24,640 Subtitles by Red Bee Media 976 01:31:24,664 --> 01:31:26,664 Subtitle extraction in English By MHRISMANCHIAN (MHRISKY)