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[Sparse percussive music]

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? ?

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- You know, I'm not really sure
I even want to do this,

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but this couple down at the precinct,

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they been at me for this
for a year now.

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We've known 'em for 15 years,
I mean, Don and Jan Connolly.

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They're real good people,
but, you know,

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but they can't have kids,
so he goes, you know,

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"If I had a child, I would
want him to be like Hollis."

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Shoot, I ain't even told my wife.

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- Mr. Lucetti.
Mr. Lucetti.

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- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm just so nervous.

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This ain't my normal routine,
you know,

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in a jar before breakfast.

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- Hollis.

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- Yes, Doc?

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- This woman is not going
to be having your baby.

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- Why?

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- You have a birth defect.

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- You mean I'm infertile?
Sterile?

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- Everything else functions, but...

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- Have I always been infertile?

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- Yes.
I'm afraid so.

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[Seagull squawking]

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- [Breathes deeply]

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- We got a jumper.

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He's on the roof
at the Tamlacker Building.

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- Look, I'm not feeling so well today.

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- Well, I'll get Partridge in
to relieve you.

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Let's go.

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[Crowd murmuring]

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- Please stay behind
the barricade, ma'am.

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[Sirens wailing]

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[Indistinct radio chatter]

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[Latches clicking]

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- Hey, how you doing?
I'm Hollis.

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- You a cop?

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- Yes, but it's okay.

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You can call me Hollis or Holly.

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Some of my friends call me Holly.

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- Is this your specialty, Hollis?

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- Well, I'm a detective
in this precinct,

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and I do other work,

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but I take care
of this kind of thing too.

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- What's your success rate?

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- It's decent.

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Tell me, what's your name?

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- Gavin.

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- Are you married, Gavin?

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- No.

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- Then what in the hell
are you doing up here?

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- That was a joke?

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- It was an attempt at a joke.

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- Well, you're married, obviously.

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- Listen, I'm trained to talk
to you for hours on end,

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and I'll go around and around
in circles until you're so dizzy

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that you fall off of here,

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but my gut tells me that you're
too smart for the standard bull,

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so why don't we just cut right to it

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and you tell me what's your problem?

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- No, I think I'd like to go
around in circles for a while.

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- Okay.

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- So how long you been together,
you and your wife?

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- 15 years.

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- Is the sex still good?

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- Do we have to talk
about this, Gavin?

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- No.
I could jump.

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- Yeah, well, from way up here,

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there's nothing we can put down
that's gonna save you.

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You know that, right?

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- So is it still good?

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- Better than when we first met.

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- Isn't it usually
the other way around?

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I mean, isn't that the way
it's supposed to go?

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- Yeah, a lot of things
that are supposed to go one way

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end up going the other.

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That's one of the things
you learn in my job.

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- You been faithful?

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- Yes.

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But on the subject of faith...

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Do you have any?

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- Do you?

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- Yes.

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I'm Catholic.

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So no faith, huh?

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You got you a girlfriend?

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- Not exactly.

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- I understand.

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You one of them gay guys, huh?

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- No.

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Although I do live with one.

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He got kicked out of his job

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when they found out
he was HIV-positive.

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I took him in,
helped him get a new job.

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And now he's-
- Gavin!

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Hey!

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What are you doing?

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- Hey, hey, hey, hey!
Gavin!

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Gavin, stop for a second, man.

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- What are you doing?

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- Gavin.

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- Fuck me.
Why is this so hard?

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- You don't have to do this, you know.

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You really don't.

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- No, actually, I do.

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And when I'm gone,

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you're gonna have to take care
of something for me, okay?

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- I won't do it.

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If you got something
that you need to handle,

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I suggest you climb in here

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and you take care of it yourself.

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- I can't.

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- You're not up here by choice,
are you?

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- No.

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I have to stay up here until noon

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and then jump.

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If I don't, someone else is gonna die.

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- Why?

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- Mornin'.
- How's it goin'?

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- Good.

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- Morning, sir.
- Hey, guys.

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Oh, please, come on in.

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- You used to be a teacher, right?

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- Yeah.

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- So I'm in this art history class,

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and we're studying religious art,

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and my assignment this week
is to write about an object

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that's sacred to me to which
I have an emotional attachment,

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and I need your advice.

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- Okay.

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- I found this in one of the rooms,

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and I'm thinking, tonight,

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I'm gonna have a religious experience.

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- So your question is,

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"Does having a religious experience

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"with this intimidatingly large dildo

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transform it
into a sacred object?"

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- You're so smart, Gavin.

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- Well, it's highly questionable.

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Maybe the real question here is,

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"Is your attachment to this
going to be emotional?"

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- Oh, my emotions
get aroused pretty easily.

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- I'll bet they do.

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- Although looking at Buzz here
and then looking at you,

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I can't help but think
"three-way."

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- Jesus Christ.

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I always enjoy talking to you, Harper,

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but you're gonna get me fired.

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- Come on, I'm just flirting with you.

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- It's a slippery slope.

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- How would you know?

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- Good one.

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Haven't you got some work to do?

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- Oh.

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Oh. This is Shana Harris.

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She's in the art history class too.

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Looking for a job, so be nice to her.

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But not too nice.

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- I didn't realize you worked here.

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- No, I don't work very hard.

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- Does that make it
less of a coincidence?

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- I'm Gavin.

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Assistant manager.
Please have a seat.

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You live with that guy?

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- Yeah. We only just moved in.

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- How do you like it?

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- I like it.

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My husband's not so sure.

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- What's your major?

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- Accounting.

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- Ah.

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- I always thought
I'd do something in music.

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I took lessons as a kid.

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But got to earn a living, you know?

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- People don't earn a living
with music?

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- I'm just looking
for a part-time job

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to help with tuition.

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I'm a serious person,
and I'm very hardworking.

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I could do anything.

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00:14:17,033 --> 00:14:18,826
- What do you play?

181
00:14:20,328 --> 00:14:22,454
- I play piano,
but we don't have one right now,

182
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so I'm actually learning guitar.

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- Cool.

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Well, start when you want.

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00:14:29,963 --> 00:14:31,005
- Really?

186
00:14:31,131 --> 00:14:33,299
- Hey, it's not my hotel.
What do I care?

187
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- Thank you.

188
00:14:38,513 --> 00:14:41,265
- So I see this very pretty girl
comin' out of 213.

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- Yeah. Shana.
Married.

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- Right, Shana.

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How'd you know that?

192
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- Little early for whiskey,
don't you think?

193
00:14:48,899 --> 00:14:50,566
- It's Saturday.
- Yeah.

194
00:14:50,692 --> 00:14:52,651
- I've spoken with her
a couple times in the hallway.

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They just moved in.

196
00:14:54,237 --> 00:14:56,697
- Anyhow, I see her
saying good-bye to the guy,

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the husband.

198
00:14:57,824 --> 00:14:58,866
- Yeah?

199
00:14:58,992 --> 00:15:00,284
- Next thing I know, she's on the bus.

200
00:15:00,410 --> 00:15:02,411
Then she's at the hotel,
wanting a job.

201
00:15:02,537 --> 00:15:04,830
- I suppose you think that's all
just coincidence, right?

202
00:15:04,956 --> 00:15:08,250
- Well, yeah, Chris.
Why else would I be telling you?

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00:15:08,376 --> 00:15:10,169
What else would it be?

204
00:15:10,295 --> 00:15:12,588
- Why can't you just accept
that things have meaning, Gavin?

205
00:15:12,714 --> 00:15:14,715
- [Scoffs] Meaning.

206
00:15:14,841 --> 00:15:16,592
What possible meaning could that have?

207
00:15:16,718 --> 00:15:17,968
- Connections.
Destiny.

208
00:15:18,094 --> 00:15:20,596
- She's married.

209
00:15:20,722 --> 00:15:22,056
Where's the destiny in that?

210
00:15:22,182 --> 00:15:23,891
- Why do you always
have to be so rational?

211
00:15:24,017 --> 00:15:25,684
- Why is it wrong to be rational?

212
00:15:25,810 --> 00:15:29,063
- Okay, we're gonna get into a fight.

213
00:15:29,189 --> 00:15:31,398
- So how was your week?

214
00:15:31,524 --> 00:15:34,985
- Full of light.
- Fuck off.

215
00:15:35,111 --> 00:15:36,987
[Knock at door]

216
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Both:
Hi.

217
00:15:39,824 --> 00:15:40,866
- Hey.

218
00:15:40,992 --> 00:15:42,826
- My wife tells me
you're her new boss.

219
00:15:42,953 --> 00:15:43,994
- Yeah.

220
00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:45,871
Well, sort of.

221
00:15:46,539 --> 00:15:47,581
- I'm Joe Harris.

222
00:15:47,707 --> 00:15:48,749
How's it goin'?

223
00:15:48,875 --> 00:15:50,042
- Gavin.

224
00:15:50,168 --> 00:15:51,168
This is Chris.

225
00:15:51,294 --> 00:15:52,544
- Hey. Hi.
- Hi.

226
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Both:
Hi.

227
00:15:54,798 --> 00:15:55,673
- How are you, Shana?

228
00:15:55,799 --> 00:15:56,924
- I'm good, thank you.

229
00:15:57,050 --> 00:16:00,260
- You guys want to come in
for a beer, sandwich?

230
00:16:00,387 --> 00:16:02,680
- Uh, no, thank you.

231
00:16:02,806 --> 00:16:04,515
Actually, we wanted to invite you guys

232
00:16:04,641 --> 00:16:05,683
over for dinner some night.

233
00:16:05,809 --> 00:16:07,518
- Great.
Any night but Fridays.

234
00:16:07,644 --> 00:16:09,228
- How about Wednesday?

235
00:16:09,354 --> 00:16:11,605
- Good.
- Sure. Why not?

236
00:16:11,731 --> 00:16:12,731
Can you email directions?

237
00:16:16,361 --> 00:16:17,486
- 7:00?

238
00:16:19,155 --> 00:16:21,031
- Fine.
Lookin' forward to it.

239
00:16:21,157 --> 00:16:23,325
- Great.

240
00:16:23,451 --> 00:16:25,995
- Bye.

241
00:16:30,333 --> 00:16:32,084
Front desk: Landon.

242
00:16:32,210 --> 00:16:33,210
How's it goin', Landon?

243
00:16:33,336 --> 00:16:34,712
- Fine, sir.

244
00:16:34,838 --> 00:16:37,047
- The geniuses at head office
want to get rid of him,

245
00:16:37,173 --> 00:16:38,590
project a younger image.

246
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I tell 'em he goes, I go.

247
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Reservations: Selena,

248
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the most inhospitable reservationist

249
00:16:44,889 --> 00:16:47,057
in the hospitality industry.

250
00:16:47,183 --> 00:16:50,352
Probably responsible for 50%
of the empty rooms in the hotel.

251
00:16:50,478 --> 00:16:51,437
Right, Selena?

252
00:16:51,563 --> 00:16:52,938
- Hi, Papi.

253
00:16:53,064 --> 00:16:55,566
- Don't call me Papi.

254
00:16:55,692 --> 00:16:56,734
Head of security.

255
00:16:56,860 --> 00:16:58,235
[Pounds on wall]

256
00:16:58,361 --> 00:17:02,281
We all feel much safer
knowing he's asleep in here.

257
00:17:02,407 --> 00:17:05,075
So I don't have any room service
slots available yet,

258
00:17:05,201 --> 00:17:06,952
but you can do
some housekeeping shifts,

259
00:17:07,078 --> 00:17:08,746
and then I'll switch you over.

260
00:17:08,872 --> 00:17:10,330
I'll assign you your own floor.

261
00:17:10,457 --> 00:17:11,874
That way, I can tell
from the complaints

262
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if it's you who's screwing things up.

263
00:17:14,377 --> 00:17:17,296
Consuela, this is Shana.
- Hi.

264
00:17:17,422 --> 00:17:19,339
- Show her how to do
a housekeeping shift, okay?

265
00:17:19,466 --> 00:17:21,425
- Sure.

266
00:17:21,551 --> 00:17:23,927
- Show a little respect.

267
00:17:24,054 --> 00:17:25,512
I'll see you later.

268
00:17:27,515 --> 00:17:28,432
- Hi.
- Hey.

269
00:17:28,558 --> 00:17:30,768
- Hi, guys.
Come on in.

270
00:17:30,894 --> 00:17:32,519
- Thanks.
How's it goin'?

271
00:17:32,645 --> 00:17:33,937
- Good. How are you?
- Gavin.

272
00:17:34,064 --> 00:17:35,773
- Hey.
- Chris, how are you?

273
00:17:35,899 --> 00:17:37,357
- Hi.
This is lovely.

274
00:17:37,484 --> 00:17:38,400
- Thank you.

275
00:17:38,526 --> 00:17:39,443
- Here.

276
00:17:39,569 --> 00:17:40,444
- Oh, thank you.

277
00:17:40,570 --> 00:17:41,487
- Yeah, you're welcome.

278
00:17:41,613 --> 00:17:42,529
- Thank you for the gift.

279
00:17:42,655 --> 00:17:44,448
- We need this.

280
00:17:44,574 --> 00:17:46,950
- Please sit down.

281
00:17:47,077 --> 00:17:49,411
Would you like a glass of wine?

282
00:17:49,537 --> 00:17:51,330
- Sure, thanks.

283
00:17:51,456 --> 00:17:52,664
- Shana.

284
00:17:54,793 --> 00:17:56,585
- I could do that if you like.

285
00:18:04,135 --> 00:18:05,177
- Thank you for having us over.

286
00:18:05,303 --> 00:18:06,303
That's very nice of you.

287
00:18:06,429 --> 00:18:07,304
- Our pleasure.

288
00:18:07,430 --> 00:18:08,514
- Thanks.

289
00:18:08,640 --> 00:18:09,973
Is that yours?

290
00:18:10,100 --> 00:18:11,350
- Oh, yeah.

291
00:18:11,476 --> 00:18:15,229
But I wore out the strings.

292
00:18:15,355 --> 00:18:17,189
- How's school going?

293
00:18:17,315 --> 00:18:19,566
- It's okay.

294
00:18:19,692 --> 00:18:22,486
- You doing that same essay
as Harper, sacred object?

295
00:18:22,612 --> 00:18:23,946
- Yeah.

296
00:18:24,072 --> 00:18:25,948
- So what's your sacred object
gonna be?

297
00:18:26,074 --> 00:18:28,826
- Um, a teddy bear.

298
00:18:28,952 --> 00:18:31,662
- Wow, that's pretty radical, Shana.

299
00:18:31,788 --> 00:18:33,664
Harper's going
in a whole different direction...

300
00:18:33,790 --> 00:18:36,792
- It's more complicated
than you think.

301
00:18:36,918 --> 00:18:38,293
It's a good essay.

302
00:18:38,419 --> 00:18:41,630
- Oh, I'm sure it is.

303
00:18:46,636 --> 00:18:49,054
- Maybe you could critique it.

304
00:18:49,180 --> 00:18:50,597
You're good at that, right?

305
00:18:53,309 --> 00:18:55,936
- So who else is gonna get lubed?

306
00:18:56,062 --> 00:18:57,020
- We don't drink.

307
00:18:57,147 --> 00:18:58,188
- Oh.

308
00:18:58,314 --> 00:19:00,399
- But please, feel free.

309
00:19:00,525 --> 00:19:01,525
Chris?

310
00:19:01,651 --> 00:19:03,861
- Uh, no, thanks.

311
00:19:03,987 --> 00:19:05,279
I'll take a water, though.

312
00:19:05,405 --> 00:19:07,573
- Glass of water, Shana.

313
00:19:17,167 --> 00:19:18,584
- So what do you do, Joe?

314
00:19:18,710 --> 00:19:20,627
- I work at the oil refinery.

315
00:19:20,753 --> 00:19:23,255
I'm a systems manager.

316
00:19:23,381 --> 00:19:24,298
And you?

317
00:19:24,424 --> 00:19:27,718
- I'm in TV.
I'm an editor.

318
00:19:27,844 --> 00:19:29,386
Yeah, right now, I'm working on a show

319
00:19:29,512 --> 00:19:31,054
about the long-term
psychological effects

320
00:19:31,181 --> 00:19:32,598
of disaster.

321
00:19:32,724 --> 00:19:34,099
- Okay.

322
00:19:34,225 --> 00:19:35,809
- Oh.

323
00:19:40,064 --> 00:19:42,232
- So you guys want to watch
the game here tonight?

324
00:19:42,358 --> 00:19:44,568
- Oh, no, thank you.

325
00:19:44,694 --> 00:19:46,403
- No?
You don't like baseball?

326
00:19:46,529 --> 00:19:49,907
- It's okay, I guess.

327
00:19:50,033 --> 00:19:51,825
- Chris?

328
00:19:51,951 --> 00:19:53,619
- Well, yeah, sure.

329
00:19:53,745 --> 00:19:56,246
Maybe a couple innings.
Why not?

330
00:19:57,290 --> 00:19:58,916
- How long have you two been friends?

331
00:19:59,042 --> 00:20:00,083
- About a year.

332
00:20:00,210 --> 00:20:03,420
- Yeah, we're coming up
on our first anniversary.

333
00:20:03,546 --> 00:20:05,464
- That's right.

334
00:20:05,590 --> 00:20:07,883
[Chuckles]

335
00:20:09,552 --> 00:20:13,096
- Would you mind
if we prayed for you both?

336
00:20:13,223 --> 00:20:14,306
- No.

337
00:20:18,186 --> 00:20:19,770
- Lord, thank you
for this wonderful meal,

338
00:20:19,896 --> 00:20:22,856
and thank you for bringing
these two men into our lives.

339
00:20:22,982 --> 00:20:24,983
And please grant them
the strength to fight

340
00:20:25,109 --> 00:20:26,568
what is abominable in your eyes,

341
00:20:26,694 --> 00:20:27,611
for we are all sinners.

342
00:20:27,737 --> 00:20:29,571
Amen.

343
00:20:29,697 --> 00:20:31,531
- Amen.

344
00:20:33,826 --> 00:20:35,118
- [Clears throat]

345
00:20:35,245 --> 00:20:36,495
And what exactly is it

346
00:20:36,621 --> 00:20:40,457
that you find so abominable
about us, Joe?

347
00:20:40,583 --> 00:20:42,125
- Well, it's not my judgment, Gavin.

348
00:20:42,252 --> 00:20:43,961
It's God's.

349
00:20:44,087 --> 00:20:46,255
- Well, I hope God's a good shot
with those lightning bolts,

350
00:20:46,381 --> 00:20:49,132
or one of us is gonna get
wrongfully struck.

351
00:20:54,472 --> 00:20:57,683
Well, thank you for dinner.

352
00:21:05,733 --> 00:21:08,235
- He has very strong beliefs.

353
00:21:08,361 --> 00:21:09,945
- So do we, Chris.

354
00:21:12,156 --> 00:21:13,740
You know, there are programs
that can help you.

355
00:21:13,866 --> 00:21:15,659
- Joe.
- I can...

356
00:21:15,785 --> 00:21:17,160
- That's enough.

357
00:21:17,287 --> 00:21:18,328
- Hey, you know what?

358
00:21:18,454 --> 00:21:19,329
Honestly, Joe,

359
00:21:19,455 --> 00:21:20,664
I think if you knew all the facts,

360
00:21:20,790 --> 00:21:24,001
you wouldn't want me on your team.

361
00:21:24,127 --> 00:21:26,712
Okay?

362
00:21:26,838 --> 00:21:27,838
Thank you.

363
00:21:28,965 --> 00:21:30,590
- Let me show you out.

364
00:21:30,717 --> 00:21:32,551
- Well, we're here
if you change your mind.

365
00:21:37,473 --> 00:21:38,682
- I'm sorry.

366
00:21:46,858 --> 00:21:48,734
- Un-fucking-believable.

367
00:21:48,860 --> 00:21:50,861
I mean, what a hateful fucking pair.

368
00:21:50,987 --> 00:21:54,031
The food wasn't even that good.

369
00:21:54,157 --> 00:21:56,658
And you know what pisses me off
most of all?

370
00:21:56,784 --> 00:21:59,286
Is that you buy into
his horse shit in your own way.

371
00:21:59,412 --> 00:22:01,538
- They don't talk about that
stuff at the Kabbalah center.

372
00:22:01,664 --> 00:22:02,664
It's never an issue.

373
00:22:02,790 --> 00:22:04,541
- Oh, read the damn book, Chris.

374
00:22:04,667 --> 00:22:05,876
It says right in the Torah,

375
00:22:06,002 --> 00:22:08,462
"If a man lies with a man
as one lies with a woman,

376
00:22:08,588 --> 00:22:10,130
"both have done what is detestable

377
00:22:10,256 --> 00:22:12,799
and shall be put to death."

378
00:22:12,925 --> 00:22:14,384
Jesus Christ,

379
00:22:14,510 --> 00:22:16,887
I let them hold my hands
and pray for me.

380
00:22:17,013 --> 00:22:18,555
- I don't think she's that bad.

381
00:22:18,681 --> 00:22:20,098
She apologized when I left.

382
00:22:23,770 --> 00:22:26,438
- Did she?

383
00:22:45,208 --> 00:22:47,709
- "The object that's most sacred to me

384
00:22:47,835 --> 00:22:51,046
"is a small fluffy bear
my dad gave me when I was nine.

385
00:22:51,172 --> 00:22:54,841
"He left when I was ten,
and I haven't seen him since.

386
00:22:54,967 --> 00:22:56,760
"I try not to blame him
for what he did

387
00:22:56,886 --> 00:22:58,804
"and remember that he loved me.

388
00:22:58,930 --> 00:23:00,013
"At least he did then,

389
00:23:00,139 --> 00:23:05,268
"because he told me so
with tears in his eyes.

390
00:23:05,395 --> 00:23:06,436
"I guess he knew he was leaving

391
00:23:06,562 --> 00:23:09,523
"and this was
his good-bye present.

392
00:23:09,649 --> 00:23:11,191
"It is sacred to me

393
00:23:11,317 --> 00:23:15,070
because it represents
my capacity to forgive."

394
00:23:48,729 --> 00:23:50,605
- [Sighs]

395
00:24:01,617 --> 00:24:04,119
- Good job.

396
00:24:08,416 --> 00:24:09,666
How many beds you get done in a day?

397
00:24:09,792 --> 00:24:11,376
One?
Two?

398
00:24:11,502 --> 00:24:13,336
- I get my work done.

399
00:24:23,181 --> 00:24:27,476
- Just making a bed
in our own little room.

400
00:24:29,395 --> 00:24:31,855
It's okay to laugh, you know.

401
00:24:31,981 --> 00:24:34,191
It's in the employee manual.

402
00:24:34,317 --> 00:24:36,359
In fact, it says when
the management makes a joke,

403
00:24:36,486 --> 00:24:38,195
you have to laugh.

404
00:24:38,321 --> 00:24:39,321
- Ha-ha.

405
00:24:42,992 --> 00:24:45,535
- Actually, I just came by to
thank you for dinner last night.

406
00:24:47,079 --> 00:24:50,790
- Yeah, I'm sorry about that.

407
00:24:50,917 --> 00:24:52,501
- What are you sorry about?

408
00:24:52,627 --> 00:24:55,253
- The gay thing.

409
00:24:55,379 --> 00:24:57,714
- I'd like to say I'm sorry
I reacted the way I did,

410
00:24:57,840 --> 00:24:59,424
but I'm not,

411
00:24:59,550 --> 00:25:01,551
so I won't.

412
00:25:06,641 --> 00:25:09,226
I read your essay.

413
00:25:09,352 --> 00:25:12,479
It's pretty good.

414
00:25:12,605 --> 00:25:14,564
You want to grab lunch
and talk about it?

415
00:25:19,278 --> 00:25:22,113
I'll promote you to room service.

416
00:25:22,240 --> 00:25:23,698
- How corrupt you are.

417
00:25:31,207 --> 00:25:32,374
- All right, forget about it.

418
00:25:32,500 --> 00:25:33,792
I'll see you later.

419
00:25:33,918 --> 00:25:36,670
- I'd like to.

420
00:25:36,796 --> 00:25:38,547
It's just one of the maids here

421
00:25:38,673 --> 00:25:40,799
goes to the same church as me and Joe.

422
00:25:42,051 --> 00:25:44,719
- I'm inviting you to lunch,
Shana, not to a hotel.

423
00:25:47,807 --> 00:25:49,641
In fact, we'd actually be
leaving a hotel.

424
00:25:49,767 --> 00:25:51,226
You'd be a lot safer.

425
00:25:56,107 --> 00:25:58,984
[Bell ringing]

426
00:25:59,110 --> 00:26:01,820
- He was a truck driver, my dad.

427
00:26:01,946 --> 00:26:04,739
He had this huge red truck.

428
00:26:04,865 --> 00:26:07,325
He was gone a lot,
and then he'd come back,

429
00:26:07,451 --> 00:26:10,370
and me and my mom
would be waiting for him.

430
00:26:10,496 --> 00:26:12,080
And the first thing he'd always do

431
00:26:12,206 --> 00:26:14,124
was find fault in something.

432
00:26:14,250 --> 00:26:16,418
You know, like he had
to remind us who was boss.

433
00:26:19,213 --> 00:26:20,630
- Did he hit you?

434
00:26:20,756 --> 00:26:24,968
- Yeah.
Both of us.

435
00:26:25,094 --> 00:26:27,762
But I don't think he could help it.

436
00:26:27,888 --> 00:26:29,472
- Maybe he left 'cause he was scared

437
00:26:29,599 --> 00:26:31,433
he'd really hurt you one day.

438
00:26:33,811 --> 00:26:36,479
- I'd like to think so.

439
00:26:43,362 --> 00:26:46,114
- Want a beer?

440
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:47,490
- Beer at lunch?

441
00:26:47,617 --> 00:26:50,160
Quite the role model, Boss.

442
00:26:50,286 --> 00:26:52,203
- You never drink?

443
00:26:52,330 --> 00:26:54,497
- Almost never.

444
00:26:54,624 --> 00:26:56,166
- You want to make an exception?

445
00:26:56,292 --> 00:26:57,250
- Why would I?

446
00:26:57,376 --> 00:26:58,668
- I don't know.

447
00:26:58,794 --> 00:26:59,794
'Cause it might be fun.

448
00:26:59,920 --> 00:27:02,505
- [Laughs] Well, in that case...

449
00:27:04,091 --> 00:27:05,842
You got an opener?

450
00:27:05,968 --> 00:27:07,344
- It's not a twist-off?

451
00:27:07,470 --> 00:27:09,554
- It's okay.

452
00:27:11,807 --> 00:27:13,808
- Holy shit.

453
00:27:13,934 --> 00:27:16,853
Note to self:
Decline blowjob if offered.

454
00:27:16,979 --> 00:27:18,063
[Laughter]

455
00:27:18,189 --> 00:27:21,191
- Oh, my God.

456
00:27:27,490 --> 00:27:30,492
[Bell tolling]

457
00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:37,290
So your friend Chris,
he's into that Kabbalah thing?

458
00:27:37,416 --> 00:27:38,583
- Yeah.

459
00:27:38,709 --> 00:27:40,210
- What's it about?

460
00:27:40,336 --> 00:27:42,212
- I have no idea.

461
00:27:42,338 --> 00:27:46,549
Some new age crap like,
E.G.O., ego:

462
00:27:46,676 --> 00:27:48,259
Everyone's Got One.

463
00:27:48,386 --> 00:27:50,720
It's a total crock of shit.

464
00:27:50,846 --> 00:27:53,598
- Wow, you're kind of
an angry person, aren't you?

465
00:27:53,724 --> 00:27:57,227
- Me?

466
00:27:57,353 --> 00:27:59,104
How can you not be?

467
00:27:59,230 --> 00:28:02,023
I mean, take this homophobia
crap, for example.

468
00:28:02,149 --> 00:28:03,650
If I was in charge of this country,

469
00:28:03,776 --> 00:28:05,276
I'd ban heterosexual marriage.

470
00:28:05,403 --> 00:28:06,903
- What?
Why?

471
00:28:07,029 --> 00:28:08,738
- 'Cause heteros breed too much.

472
00:28:08,864 --> 00:28:10,073
Gay men tend to adopt.

473
00:28:10,199 --> 00:28:11,491
In an overcrowded world,

474
00:28:11,617 --> 00:28:16,413
why would any reasonable person
discourage them in any way?

475
00:28:16,539 --> 00:28:18,540
- Hmm.

476
00:28:25,214 --> 00:28:27,215
[Bottle clinks]

477
00:28:29,385 --> 00:28:31,428
I better get back to work.

478
00:28:31,554 --> 00:28:34,264
Want my beer?

479
00:28:34,390 --> 00:28:36,558
- Sure.

480
00:28:36,684 --> 00:28:38,476
- Thanks for lunch.

481
00:28:48,362 --> 00:28:49,696
- Jesus Christ, Gavin.

482
00:28:49,822 --> 00:28:51,614
What the hell's the matter with you?

483
00:28:51,741 --> 00:28:53,950
I'll tell you
what's the matter with me.

484
00:28:54,076 --> 00:28:56,536
The minute Joe started off

485
00:28:56,662 --> 00:29:00,915
on that homophobic biblical bullshit,

486
00:29:01,041 --> 00:29:03,293
I decided to liberate his wife.

487
00:29:03,419 --> 00:29:04,961
I was thinking of it as, like,

488
00:29:05,087 --> 00:29:08,006
a Operation Rescue type of thing.

489
00:29:08,132 --> 00:29:09,799
I mean, come on,

490
00:29:09,925 --> 00:29:13,178
what's a woman like that
doing with a man like him?

491
00:29:13,304 --> 00:29:15,847
[Cell phone buzzing]

492
00:29:23,272 --> 00:29:24,564
- Excuse me.

493
00:29:40,998 --> 00:29:43,416
[Children cooing and gibbering]

494
00:29:48,964 --> 00:29:51,090
- Daddy!

495
00:29:51,217 --> 00:29:54,010
- What are you doing back?

496
00:29:54,136 --> 00:29:55,470
- I forgot something.

497
00:29:55,596 --> 00:29:56,513
- You okay?

498
00:29:56,639 --> 00:29:58,348
- Yeah.

499
00:29:58,474 --> 00:29:59,599
Why don't you all get to your bus

500
00:29:59,725 --> 00:30:02,393
before you're late for school?

501
00:30:04,772 --> 00:30:06,606
- Hi.

502
00:30:09,276 --> 00:30:12,487
Is everything okay?

503
00:30:12,613 --> 00:30:14,030
- No.

504
00:30:14,156 --> 00:30:15,907
Come inside.

505
00:30:18,661 --> 00:30:21,621
- Hollis, what's wrong?

506
00:30:21,747 --> 00:30:23,747
Tell me.

507
00:30:33,384 --> 00:30:35,426
- Whose kids are these?

508
00:30:37,137 --> 00:30:39,681
Whose kids are these?

509
00:30:41,350 --> 00:30:43,101
I'm asking you whose kids they are!

510
00:30:46,522 --> 00:30:48,565
Will you just tell me
how you can let me,

511
00:30:48,691 --> 00:30:50,692
for all these years,

512
00:30:50,818 --> 00:30:53,194
go around thinking
these are my damn kids

513
00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:54,946
and I can't have any!

514
00:30:55,072 --> 00:30:59,450
Whose kids are these?

515
00:30:59,577 --> 00:31:00,702
Tell me!

516
00:31:00,828 --> 00:31:02,745
- This is not what you think.

517
00:31:02,872 --> 00:31:05,456
- What am I supposed to think?

518
00:31:25,227 --> 00:31:27,353
Yea, though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death,

519
00:31:27,479 --> 00:31:29,814
I will fear no evil.

520
00:31:31,150 --> 00:31:32,859
Hey, forgive me.

521
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:39,449
- You okay?

522
00:31:42,036 --> 00:31:44,495
- Yeah, now, don't worry about me.

523
00:31:50,127 --> 00:31:51,836
All right, then, where were we?

524
00:32:05,267 --> 00:32:06,684
- Oh, whoa.
- Excuse me.

525
00:32:06,810 --> 00:32:09,145
- Morning.
- Mornin'.

526
00:32:09,271 --> 00:32:11,522
- Hey, Gavin.

527
00:32:11,649 --> 00:32:13,650
Sorry about the other night.

528
00:32:13,776 --> 00:32:15,443
Thought you were gay.

529
00:32:15,569 --> 00:32:17,403
- Hey, I'm a nonbeliever.

530
00:32:17,529 --> 00:32:19,030
You can hate me for that instead.

531
00:32:19,156 --> 00:32:22,075
- Well, I don't hate gay people,
Gavin.

532
00:32:22,201 --> 00:32:24,619
- Love the sinner, hate the sin?

533
00:32:24,745 --> 00:32:26,412
- Absolutely.

534
00:32:26,538 --> 00:32:28,247
You know, if your friend
doesn't correct his ways,

535
00:32:28,374 --> 00:32:29,540
he's going to hell.

536
00:32:29,667 --> 00:32:31,334
And I'd do anything
to avoid that, Gavin,

537
00:32:31,460 --> 00:32:32,877
because hell's a reality.

538
00:32:33,003 --> 00:32:34,045
- Well, I'm late,

539
00:32:34,171 --> 00:32:35,838
so maybe you can tell me
how you know this

540
00:32:35,965 --> 00:32:36,839
some other time, okay?

541
00:32:36,966 --> 00:32:38,675
I mean, have you been to hell?

542
00:32:38,801 --> 00:32:39,759
Ever met anyone who's...

543
00:32:39,885 --> 00:32:41,511
- How about Wednesday night?

544
00:32:41,637 --> 00:32:43,554
- Hell and homos, Wednesday night?

545
00:32:43,681 --> 00:32:45,765
- And philosophy.
Salvation.

546
00:32:45,891 --> 00:32:47,642
- Look, I got to go,
or I'm gonna miss my bus...

547
00:32:47,768 --> 00:32:52,021
- Hey, you know,
don't be so close-minded.

548
00:32:52,147 --> 00:32:54,983
- Are you willing to admit
that God might not exist?

549
00:32:55,109 --> 00:32:56,025
- No.

550
00:32:56,151 --> 00:32:58,778
- So who's being
close-minded here?

551
00:32:58,904 --> 00:33:01,739
- Maybe you can change my mind.

552
00:33:05,619 --> 00:33:07,996
- Okay.
Philosophy, Wednesday night.

553
00:33:08,122 --> 00:33:10,873
- There you go.
7:00.

554
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:13,209
- Sure.

555
00:33:24,888 --> 00:33:27,849
- So how's the gay lifestyle
treating you?

556
00:33:27,975 --> 00:33:29,726
- Fine.

557
00:33:29,852 --> 00:33:32,478
How's the hetero lifestyle
treating you?

558
00:33:34,148 --> 00:33:36,190
- You ever been married?

559
00:33:36,316 --> 00:33:37,567
- Yeah.

560
00:33:37,693 --> 00:33:39,777
But something tells me
the problems I had

561
00:33:39,903 --> 00:33:41,612
are not the problems you're having.

562
00:33:41,739 --> 00:33:44,115
- What do you think
the problems I'm having are?

563
00:33:46,493 --> 00:33:48,077
- Appreciating someone's kindness

564
00:33:48,203 --> 00:33:51,289
isn't necessarily the same thing
as being in love.

565
00:33:53,584 --> 00:33:56,294
- Man, you have a big mouth.

566
00:33:57,796 --> 00:34:00,381
- Sorry.

567
00:34:05,846 --> 00:34:07,680
- Have you ever seen a happy marriage?

568
00:34:07,806 --> 00:34:09,849
I mean, really happy?

569
00:34:09,975 --> 00:34:11,601
- I have to say,

570
00:34:11,727 --> 00:34:14,437
for the first few years of my
marriage, I was very happy.

571
00:34:14,563 --> 00:34:17,356
- And what happened?

572
00:34:17,483 --> 00:34:20,109
- And then she left me.

573
00:34:20,235 --> 00:34:22,195
- When was this?

574
00:34:22,321 --> 00:34:24,072
- Two years ago.

575
00:34:24,198 --> 00:34:27,742
- Boy, you sure take your time
to recover, don't you?

576
00:34:30,746 --> 00:34:32,622
- You know what, Shana?
You're right.

577
00:34:32,748 --> 00:34:34,582
Way too long.

578
00:34:34,708 --> 00:34:36,542
But if you do
the charitable thing here

579
00:34:36,668 --> 00:34:39,128
and start having sex with me
on a regular basis,

580
00:34:39,254 --> 00:34:41,297
pretty sure
I'd start healing right away.

581
00:34:44,301 --> 00:34:46,594
You have a very sexy mouth.

582
00:34:48,347 --> 00:34:51,766
- A very sexy married mouth.

583
00:34:53,602 --> 00:34:56,562
- That's right.
I forgot.

584
00:35:04,655 --> 00:35:06,823
You see, the trick, I figured,

585
00:35:06,949 --> 00:35:09,158
having been on the receiving end
of such a thing,

586
00:35:09,284 --> 00:35:11,327
was just to open the door.

587
00:35:11,453 --> 00:35:14,539
After that, if she had
the slightest interest,

588
00:35:14,665 --> 00:35:19,335
well, next time
her husband's cold to her,

589
00:35:19,461 --> 00:35:21,462
couple of thoughts blow in.

590
00:35:21,588 --> 00:35:26,425
Pretty soon, what blows in
is more than just nice.

591
00:35:26,552 --> 00:35:28,219
It's perfect.

592
00:35:28,345 --> 00:35:29,762
I mean, why wouldn't it be?

593
00:35:29,888 --> 00:35:33,015
It's in her head.

594
00:35:33,142 --> 00:35:36,477
She thinks, "What's the harm
in just thinking about this

595
00:35:36,603 --> 00:35:38,938
if it makes me feel good?"

596
00:35:39,064 --> 00:35:42,024
And then it's, "Well, what's the harm

597
00:35:42,151 --> 00:35:44,819
in just thinking about this
and coming?"

598
00:35:47,739 --> 00:35:49,824
And so she comes.

599
00:35:52,244 --> 00:35:53,828
Well, that takes care of that.

600
00:35:53,954 --> 00:35:55,413
- Here we go.
- Thank you.

601
00:35:55,539 --> 00:35:59,876
- What a relief.
Never again.

602
00:36:00,002 --> 00:36:01,294
- The cantaloupe looks great.

603
00:36:01,420 --> 00:36:03,713
- Trouble is,
a connection's been made.

604
00:36:03,839 --> 00:36:06,215
She remembers it vividly.

605
00:36:06,341 --> 00:36:10,720
I kissed her lips.
I was inside her.

606
00:36:10,846 --> 00:36:13,264
Maybe I even said I loved her.

607
00:36:15,184 --> 00:36:16,726
- Hey.
- Hi.

608
00:36:19,104 --> 00:36:22,565
- So look what we got
from a single remark.

609
00:36:22,691 --> 00:36:25,234
Now we add in something else.

610
00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:27,278
Look, I'm embarrassed.

611
00:36:27,404 --> 00:36:30,406
What I said the other day
was totally out of line.

612
00:36:30,532 --> 00:36:32,700
I'm really sorry, okay?

613
00:36:32,826 --> 00:36:35,536
- It's okay.

614
00:36:35,662 --> 00:36:37,205
- It's not, really.

615
00:36:37,331 --> 00:36:39,040
I've never done that before
with an employee,

616
00:36:39,166 --> 00:36:41,709
and I won't do it again, okay?

617
00:36:43,587 --> 00:36:46,464
- You're forgiven.

618
00:36:46,590 --> 00:36:48,549
- Abandonment...

619
00:36:48,675 --> 00:36:50,676
clearly a big issue for her.

620
00:36:50,802 --> 00:36:52,470
"What, I haven't even had
the guy for real,

621
00:36:52,596 --> 00:36:55,223
and now he's slamming the door
in my face?"

622
00:37:01,104 --> 00:37:02,897
I know.

623
00:37:03,023 --> 00:37:07,068
But don't hate me yet, trust me.

624
00:37:07,194 --> 00:37:09,362
I got mine coming.

625
00:37:12,950 --> 00:37:14,492
- Now, let me ask you.

626
00:37:14,618 --> 00:37:15,868
You ever look around

627
00:37:15,994 --> 00:37:18,996
and the world just seems empty to you?

628
00:37:20,749 --> 00:37:22,166
- Oh, yeah.

629
00:37:22,292 --> 00:37:23,376
- Has it ever occurred to you
that maybe

630
00:37:23,502 --> 00:37:25,086
it's because
you don't have God in your life?

631
00:37:27,089 --> 00:37:28,005
- No.

632
00:37:28,131 --> 00:37:29,465
- Never?

633
00:37:30,884 --> 00:37:34,303
- Look, Joe, when I was a kid,

634
00:37:34,429 --> 00:37:35,972
I totally believed in God.

635
00:37:36,098 --> 00:37:38,307
But, you know, you grow up.

636
00:37:38,433 --> 00:37:40,643
Well, I did.

637
00:37:40,769 --> 00:37:41,686
I looked around.

638
00:37:41,812 --> 00:37:43,104
I said,
"Santa Claus: No evidence.

639
00:37:43,230 --> 00:37:45,648
"The tooth fairy: No evidence.

640
00:37:45,774 --> 00:37:47,733
"God, the same thing:

641
00:37:47,859 --> 00:37:49,193
No evidence."

642
00:37:49,319 --> 00:37:51,028
And then you think,

643
00:37:51,154 --> 00:37:52,321
"Hmm.

644
00:37:52,447 --> 00:37:55,658
I wonder if I really need
all these imaginary friends."

645
00:37:57,119 --> 00:37:59,662
- So you think God's
just a pleasant thing?

646
00:37:59,788 --> 00:38:02,498
Like it's easier to believe than not?

647
00:38:02,624 --> 00:38:05,334
- Well, easier for you, clearly.

648
00:38:05,460 --> 00:38:07,044
- No, Gavin, faith is hard.

649
00:38:07,170 --> 00:38:09,505
God tests you time and time again.

650
00:38:09,631 --> 00:38:11,757
Sometimes He even demands
that you die for Him.

651
00:38:11,883 --> 00:38:13,551
You think that's easy?

652
00:38:13,677 --> 00:38:15,344
- For people of faith, sure.

653
00:38:15,470 --> 00:38:16,554
That's the problem.

654
00:38:16,680 --> 00:38:19,056
Like, I could never fly
a jet into a building.

655
00:38:19,182 --> 00:38:20,641
But those 9/11 guys could

656
00:38:20,767 --> 00:38:22,977
'cause they had faith in an afterlife,

657
00:38:23,103 --> 00:38:25,646
not to mention 72 virgins,

658
00:38:25,772 --> 00:38:30,151
though why anyone would want
virgins, I don't know.

659
00:38:35,741 --> 00:38:38,409
- What did God do to you
to make you so angry at Him?

660
00:38:40,162 --> 00:38:41,871
Look at the world that He created,

661
00:38:41,997 --> 00:38:43,831
all the beauty.

662
00:38:43,957 --> 00:38:46,459
- Wars and plagues and genocides

663
00:38:46,585 --> 00:38:49,128
and earthquakes and tidal waves.

664
00:38:49,254 --> 00:38:52,048
And then, after all that suffering,

665
00:38:52,174 --> 00:38:54,091
what does your God do next?

666
00:38:54,217 --> 00:38:57,053
He sends most of us to hell.

667
00:38:57,179 --> 00:38:59,013
- Well, not if you've been born again.

668
00:38:59,139 --> 00:39:01,766
- Right, the old baptismal Jacuzzi.

669
00:39:01,892 --> 00:39:03,392
- You have to accept Jesus Christ

670
00:39:03,518 --> 00:39:04,852
as your Lord and Savior.

671
00:39:04,978 --> 00:39:07,355
That is your only
entrance requirement.

672
00:39:07,481 --> 00:39:09,940
- Okay, so the Hebes, the Hindus,

673
00:39:10,067 --> 00:39:12,818
the Muslims, the atheists,
the Buddhists,

674
00:39:12,944 --> 00:39:14,403
all damned, right?

675
00:39:14,529 --> 00:39:16,322
- They have to accept Jesus Christ.

676
00:39:16,448 --> 00:39:17,365
- And the Catholics,

677
00:39:17,491 --> 00:39:20,451
'cause they're not born again, right?

678
00:39:20,577 --> 00:39:21,702
- Right.

679
00:39:21,828 --> 00:39:23,746
- Face it, man, it's kind of crazy.

680
00:39:23,872 --> 00:39:24,830
- No, it's not crazy.

681
00:39:24,956 --> 00:39:27,249
God gives us free will
for that purpose.

682
00:39:27,376 --> 00:39:29,293
Otherwise, we would just be puppets.

683
00:39:29,419 --> 00:39:31,087
Life would be...

684
00:39:32,422 --> 00:39:34,006
Life would be meaningless.

685
00:39:34,132 --> 00:39:36,759
That's the beauty
of eternal salvation.

686
00:39:36,885 --> 00:39:39,929
You see, anyone can go
to heaven or hell,

687
00:39:40,055 --> 00:39:42,056
because anyone can be saved.

688
00:39:42,182 --> 00:39:44,058
It's your choice.

689
00:39:44,184 --> 00:39:46,852
- Unless you're a kid in China
who gets hit by a bus

690
00:39:46,978 --> 00:39:48,813
and never even heard
of this getting saved deal.

691
00:39:48,939 --> 00:39:50,439
Where's his choice?

692
00:39:50,565 --> 00:39:51,732
- Well, that's why it's so important

693
00:39:51,858 --> 00:39:54,402
to spread the gospel,
try and save people.

694
00:39:54,528 --> 00:39:57,113
- I'm sorry.
I don't mean to laugh.

695
00:39:57,239 --> 00:39:59,573
I just find this kind
of fundamentalism incredible.

696
00:39:59,699 --> 00:40:01,617
I mean, all of you,

697
00:40:01,743 --> 00:40:04,537
totally convinced
you know exactly who God is

698
00:40:04,663 --> 00:40:07,164
and exactly how He wants
to be worshipped

699
00:40:07,290 --> 00:40:10,126
and all without a lick
of evidence He even exists.

700
00:40:10,252 --> 00:40:11,168
- [Laughs]

701
00:40:11,294 --> 00:40:13,462
- No wonder
there are so many holy wars.

702
00:40:13,588 --> 00:40:15,881
Without evidence, how else
would you win this argument

703
00:40:16,007 --> 00:40:17,758
except by killing each other?

704
00:40:20,387 --> 00:40:24,432
- See, I see evidence
in all kinds of things.

705
00:40:24,558 --> 00:40:25,474
- So do they.

706
00:40:25,600 --> 00:40:26,725
And sooner or later,

707
00:40:26,852 --> 00:40:29,437
one of these guys
who hears God in his head

708
00:40:29,563 --> 00:40:31,981
is gonna get ahold
of weapons of mass destruction,

709
00:40:32,107 --> 00:40:34,442
and then, when it's way too late,

710
00:40:34,568 --> 00:40:36,402
we're finally gonna ask ourselves,

711
00:40:36,528 --> 00:40:39,113
"Why, after thousands of years
of bloodshed,

712
00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:41,490
"didn't we at least try to do away

713
00:40:41,616 --> 00:40:43,617
"with this insane concept of faith

714
00:40:43,743 --> 00:40:47,037
before it fucking killed us?"

715
00:40:47,164 --> 00:40:48,622
- You know,
maybe I'm just coming at this

716
00:40:48,748 --> 00:40:50,875
from a different angle.

717
00:40:51,001 --> 00:40:53,294
- And what angle would that be?

718
00:40:53,420 --> 00:40:56,172
- Well, it's not abstract to me.

719
00:40:56,298 --> 00:40:57,339
I go to the hospital,

720
00:40:57,466 --> 00:41:00,843
and I visit sick children, right?

721
00:41:00,969 --> 00:41:04,513
Two days ago, I was
at the bedside of a dying child.

722
00:41:04,639 --> 00:41:07,183
His mother and father
were killed in an auto accident.

723
00:41:07,309 --> 00:41:08,809
He's about to pass as well.

724
00:41:08,935 --> 00:41:11,979
And he asks me
if heaven really exists.

725
00:41:13,565 --> 00:41:15,774
I say, "Yes, it does.

726
00:41:15,901 --> 00:41:18,194
It's where Mommy and Daddy are."

727
00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:22,281
About an hour or so later, he dies

728
00:41:22,407 --> 00:41:24,241
with a smile on his face.

729
00:41:26,536 --> 00:41:29,163
So what would you have said
in my place...

730
00:41:29,289 --> 00:41:33,000
"Sorry, kid, no evidence"?

731
00:41:34,544 --> 00:41:35,920
- No.

732
00:41:36,046 --> 00:41:39,173
I probably would have told him
exactly the same lie you did.

733
00:41:41,009 --> 00:41:42,551
But, Joe, I'll tell you one thing

734
00:41:42,677 --> 00:41:44,929
I damned sure wouldn't have said,

735
00:41:45,055 --> 00:41:46,305
and that's, "I'm sorry kid.

736
00:41:46,431 --> 00:41:49,517
You're going to hell
if you haven't been baptized."

737
00:41:49,643 --> 00:41:53,395
- Lord, forgive this man for his
hard heart and his blasphemy.

738
00:41:53,522 --> 00:41:55,731
I think he has suffered
much more than he knows,

739
00:41:55,857 --> 00:41:57,858
and he needs your love
and support now more than ever...

740
00:41:57,984 --> 00:41:58,901
- No!

741
00:41:59,027 --> 00:41:59,985
Joe, I'm sorry,

742
00:42:00,111 --> 00:42:01,779
but you don't know
a damned thing about me,

743
00:42:01,905 --> 00:42:04,198
and I don't need your help
or your salvation

744
00:42:04,324 --> 00:42:07,326
or any other fucking bullshit
you may have to offer.

745
00:42:07,452 --> 00:42:09,662
- Don't swear in front of my wife!

746
00:42:09,788 --> 00:42:12,206
- Gavin, I think you should leave.

747
00:42:19,714 --> 00:42:22,049
- With pleasure.

748
00:42:27,347 --> 00:42:28,430
- Why can't you leave people alone?

749
00:42:28,557 --> 00:42:31,100
- Don't you dare talk to me.

750
00:42:31,226 --> 00:42:32,393
You get out of my sight.

751
00:42:43,780 --> 00:42:46,448
- What the hell are you doing, Chris?

752
00:42:46,575 --> 00:42:48,867
- It's blessed water from the temple.

753
00:42:48,994 --> 00:42:52,121
- And how much did you pay for that?

754
00:42:52,247 --> 00:42:55,624
- I'm not going to tell you.

755
00:42:55,750 --> 00:42:58,085
- I'm surrounded by imbeciles.

756
00:43:01,423 --> 00:43:02,464
- Hi, I'm Frank.

757
00:43:02,591 --> 00:43:05,134
I met Chris at temple.

758
00:43:05,260 --> 00:43:06,594
- Hmm.

759
00:43:19,941 --> 00:43:20,816
Hey.

760
00:43:20,942 --> 00:43:23,485
- Can we meet where we met before?

761
00:43:25,697 --> 00:43:27,114
- Sure.

762
00:43:28,908 --> 00:43:32,953
- When I was 18, I got into drugs

763
00:43:33,079 --> 00:43:35,414
and then into harder drugs,

764
00:43:35,540 --> 00:43:38,542
and then I couldn't
afford them anymore.

765
00:43:38,668 --> 00:43:41,503
And then I met a pimp.

766
00:43:41,630 --> 00:43:43,172
And one night,
he sent me to see this john

767
00:43:43,298 --> 00:43:46,175
who liked to do it in church.

768
00:43:46,301 --> 00:43:47,635
But what he didn't tell me

769
00:43:47,761 --> 00:43:50,971
was that the guy liked to beat
the girl when he was done.

770
00:43:53,099 --> 00:43:56,852
I woke up in the morning,
and I couldn't even walk.

771
00:43:56,978 --> 00:43:59,146
I didn't know what to do.

772
00:43:59,272 --> 00:44:01,106
So I started to crawl
towards the altar

773
00:44:01,232 --> 00:44:04,568
to see if there was something
I could steal.

774
00:44:04,694 --> 00:44:06,278
But I didn't realize
it was Sunday morning,

775
00:44:06,404 --> 00:44:08,697
and I got caught.

776
00:44:08,823 --> 00:44:11,867
That was the day I met Joe.

777
00:44:11,993 --> 00:44:15,746
And he took me to the hospital,
and he stayed with me.

778
00:44:19,125 --> 00:44:20,209
If it weren't for him,

779
00:44:20,335 --> 00:44:24,421
I don't think I'd be alive right now.

780
00:44:24,547 --> 00:44:27,299
He was the first man who ever saw

781
00:44:27,425 --> 00:44:30,511
something better in me
than what I was.

782
00:44:34,349 --> 00:44:36,350
Joe takes care of me.

783
00:44:40,063 --> 00:44:43,357
- You don't need anyone
to take care of you, Shana.

784
00:44:45,527 --> 00:44:48,237
You're a strong, intelligent woman.

785
00:44:48,363 --> 00:44:51,156
- Yeah.

786
00:44:51,282 --> 00:44:54,702
Will you do me a favor
and stay away from my husband?

787
00:44:56,663 --> 00:44:58,372
Please?

788
00:45:00,875 --> 00:45:02,710
- I'll do whatever you want.

789
00:45:06,297 --> 00:45:09,925
- Believe it or not,
you actually got through to him.

790
00:45:10,051 --> 00:45:11,719
- Really?

791
00:45:11,845 --> 00:45:14,847
- He's decided we need
to be more evangelical.

792
00:45:14,973 --> 00:45:17,516
We're going to a new church.

793
00:45:17,642 --> 00:45:22,187
They do missionary work in Uganda.

794
00:45:22,313 --> 00:45:24,440
- What else?

795
00:45:24,566 --> 00:45:27,234
- They're against smoking
and drinking,

796
00:45:27,360 --> 00:45:29,111
immodest dress for women,

797
00:45:29,237 --> 00:45:30,779
and secular music.

798
00:45:30,905 --> 00:45:34,742
- Pfft.
Jesus Christ.

799
00:45:34,868 --> 00:45:36,285
Restrings your guitar one day,

800
00:45:36,411 --> 00:45:38,829
stops you from playing it the next.

801
00:45:38,955 --> 00:45:41,290
- You're so flippant, aren't you?

802
00:45:41,416 --> 00:45:42,958
You have no idea

803
00:45:43,084 --> 00:45:44,626
what it's like to lose everything

804
00:45:44,753 --> 00:45:48,630
and to try and put it all
back together again.

805
00:45:48,757 --> 00:45:49,798
- Actually, Shana...

806
00:45:49,924 --> 00:45:52,176
- You don't know
what it's like for me and Joe.

807
00:45:55,764 --> 00:45:57,765
- [Sighs] I'm sorry.

808
00:45:59,934 --> 00:46:02,811
I really didn't mean
to cause you problems.

809
00:46:02,937 --> 00:46:04,229
I'm a fuckin' moron.

810
00:46:04,355 --> 00:46:08,525
- Not even a little smirk, Gavin?

811
00:46:08,651 --> 00:46:12,237
- I think I made a big mistake.

812
00:46:14,908 --> 00:46:16,658
You're so beautiful.

813
00:46:18,119 --> 00:46:22,206
- You're pretty cute yourself.

814
00:46:22,332 --> 00:46:25,709
That's why I'm gonna ask you
to stay away from me too.

815
00:46:27,754 --> 00:46:31,048
Don't make this hard for me, okay?

816
00:46:38,932 --> 00:46:41,016
- Fuck.

817
00:47:00,745 --> 00:47:04,039
- She said stay away, huh?

818
00:47:04,165 --> 00:47:06,834
Guess you didn't listen.

819
00:47:06,960 --> 00:47:08,710
- No, I did.

820
00:47:08,837 --> 00:47:12,673
I stayed away for, like, three weeks.

821
00:48:04,267 --> 00:48:08,103
- [Sobbing]

822
00:48:08,229 --> 00:48:09,563
- Consuela, what's wrong?

823
00:48:09,689 --> 00:48:11,523
- My father died.

824
00:48:11,649 --> 00:48:14,359
Please let him into heaven.

825
00:48:14,485 --> 00:48:17,154
You ask, too, Gavin.

826
00:48:18,823 --> 00:48:22,326
- Please let Consuela's father
into heaven.

827
00:48:22,452 --> 00:48:23,994
He must've been a good man,

828
00:48:24,120 --> 00:48:27,956
or Consuela would not be
such a good woman.

829
00:48:30,919 --> 00:48:33,295
I'm so sorry, Consuela.

830
00:48:46,976 --> 00:48:50,145
Getting serious, huh?

831
00:48:50,271 --> 00:48:52,564
- He's a nice guy.
We have a lot in common.

832
00:48:56,945 --> 00:48:58,528
- Is the rabbi gonna marry you?

833
00:48:58,655 --> 00:49:01,198
- Don't provoke me.

834
00:49:01,324 --> 00:49:04,201
- Sorry.

835
00:49:04,327 --> 00:49:07,204
- Look, as it happens,
we're gonna ask,

836
00:49:07,330 --> 00:49:09,039
just hypothetically.

837
00:49:09,165 --> 00:49:10,791
We have an appointment.

838
00:49:13,294 --> 00:49:15,504
- Good luck.

839
00:49:15,630 --> 00:49:17,464
- Since when do you smoke?

840
00:49:17,590 --> 00:49:19,591
- I don't smoke.

841
00:49:32,480 --> 00:49:34,856
- Mind if I join you?

842
00:49:34,983 --> 00:49:36,525
- Not at all.

843
00:49:41,823 --> 00:49:43,573
- Can I have a drag of that?

844
00:49:43,700 --> 00:49:45,158
- You sure?

845
00:49:45,284 --> 00:49:48,203
- Don't you start.

846
00:49:56,212 --> 00:49:58,964
[Exhales deeply]

847
00:49:59,090 --> 00:50:01,842
I was on my way to the store.

848
00:50:01,968 --> 00:50:04,177
Got kind of claustrophobic.

849
00:50:07,348 --> 00:50:09,182
- Things not so good, huh?

850
00:50:09,308 --> 00:50:12,561
- Yeah.
Not so good.

851
00:50:12,687 --> 00:50:14,813
- I'm sorry.

852
00:50:14,939 --> 00:50:17,941
- You know what the problem is?

853
00:50:18,067 --> 00:50:20,068
When I was doing what I was doing,

854
00:50:20,194 --> 00:50:23,697
I enjoyed it in a sick kind of way.

855
00:50:23,823 --> 00:50:26,033
I really liked getting high.

856
00:50:26,159 --> 00:50:28,285
It was a relief.

857
00:50:30,747 --> 00:50:32,080
But it was killing me,

858
00:50:32,206 --> 00:50:35,292
and Joe showed me something
better that wouldn't kill me.

859
00:50:35,418 --> 00:50:37,961
- What?
What did he show you?

860
00:50:38,087 --> 00:50:39,838
- How to be at peace

861
00:50:39,964 --> 00:50:43,133
by being in touch with
something bigger than myself.

862
00:50:43,259 --> 00:50:45,719
- I got that for you.

863
00:50:50,224 --> 00:50:53,143
Come on.
Lie down over here.

864
00:50:53,269 --> 00:50:55,979
- That's not exactly
what I had in mind.

865
00:50:56,105 --> 00:50:59,232
- Come on. Trust me.
Lie down.

866
00:51:13,081 --> 00:51:15,290
There you have it.

867
00:51:15,416 --> 00:51:17,626
- What?

868
00:51:17,752 --> 00:51:19,795
- The universe.

869
00:51:19,921 --> 00:51:23,799
I mean, look at it.
It's incredible.

870
00:51:23,925 --> 00:51:27,761
You know, some of the stars
you can see on a clear night,

871
00:51:27,887 --> 00:51:29,012
their light,

872
00:51:29,138 --> 00:51:33,308
it's taken 21/2 million years
to get here.

873
00:51:33,434 --> 00:51:36,436
When that light started out,
the Ice Age hadn't even begun.

874
00:51:36,562 --> 00:51:39,481
When you want a connection
to something bigger,

875
00:51:39,607 --> 00:51:41,775
how much bigger can you get than this?

876
00:51:41,901 --> 00:51:43,985
- It's pretty big.

877
00:51:44,112 --> 00:51:46,655
- Yeah.

878
00:51:46,781 --> 00:51:49,157
And we're a part of it,

879
00:51:49,283 --> 00:51:52,994
a lucky part of it,
'cause as far as we know,

880
00:51:53,121 --> 00:51:54,830
only Earth came together in a way

881
00:51:54,956 --> 00:51:57,958
that enabled life to exist.

882
00:51:58,084 --> 00:52:00,210
I mean, what a break, right?

883
00:52:00,336 --> 00:52:04,756
Thank you, universe.

884
00:52:04,882 --> 00:52:08,802
And then you die, and that's it.

885
00:52:08,928 --> 00:52:11,471
- Oh, now I'm definitely
feeling better.

886
00:52:15,560 --> 00:52:17,519
- You should.

887
00:52:17,645 --> 00:52:22,899
Once you understand
that life is finite,

888
00:52:23,025 --> 00:52:25,861
you don't want to waste
a moment of it.

889
00:52:25,987 --> 00:52:27,445
- I hate to say it,

890
00:52:27,572 --> 00:52:30,699
but I'm not getting
the same buzz I get from church.

891
00:52:30,825 --> 00:52:32,242
- Why not?

892
00:52:32,368 --> 00:52:35,162
- 'Cause I want someone up there
I can talk to.

893
00:52:37,123 --> 00:52:39,916
- That's what I thought, see?

894
00:52:40,042 --> 00:52:43,461
You don't want a spiritual life
based on truth.

895
00:52:43,588 --> 00:52:45,088
You want a daddy in the sky,

896
00:52:45,214 --> 00:52:47,299
and even if he is totally imaginary,

897
00:52:47,425 --> 00:52:50,093
he's always gonna be there
when you need him.

898
00:52:52,847 --> 00:52:56,391
- What I want is to be loved.

899
00:53:18,414 --> 00:53:20,457
- I'm sorry.

900
00:53:20,583 --> 00:53:23,585
[Car alarm blaring]

901
00:53:41,896 --> 00:53:44,731
- We thank you, Lord,
for your love and salvation,

902
00:53:44,857 --> 00:53:47,025
but we are afraid.

903
00:53:47,151 --> 00:53:49,903
If you call us
to do your work in Uganda,

904
00:53:50,029 --> 00:53:53,698
please give us courage.

905
00:53:53,824 --> 00:53:56,826
And also, Lord,

906
00:53:56,953 --> 00:54:01,456
please give us the strength
to resist temptation,

907
00:54:01,582 --> 00:54:05,794
for sometimes we are
sorely tried in this evil world.

908
00:54:05,920 --> 00:54:07,128
Amen.

909
00:54:07,255 --> 00:54:09,256
- Amen.

910
00:54:28,776 --> 00:54:33,238
- I don't think I've ever loved
anyone before you.

911
00:54:33,364 --> 00:54:36,366
Now I'm not even sure
I could live without you.

912
00:54:36,492 --> 00:54:38,868
- Joe.

913
00:54:38,995 --> 00:54:41,621
- But if we are to be laborers
together with God,

914
00:54:41,747 --> 00:54:45,125
then we have to answer when He calls.

915
00:54:45,251 --> 00:54:47,460
- What about my education?

916
00:54:50,381 --> 00:54:52,632
- Is that what this is about, Shana?

917
00:54:52,758 --> 00:54:55,969
Really?

918
00:54:56,095 --> 00:54:57,304
- Yes.

919
00:55:00,808 --> 00:55:04,227
- I don't want us to live
a small life, Shana.

920
00:55:11,110 --> 00:55:12,652
[Knock at door]

921
00:55:12,778 --> 00:55:14,779
- Yup?

922
00:55:33,215 --> 00:55:34,716
[Knock at door]

923
00:55:34,842 --> 00:55:37,052
Hold on!

924
00:55:37,178 --> 00:55:40,680
Here.
Call me.

925
00:55:40,806 --> 00:55:41,848
- Who's Exley?

926
00:55:41,974 --> 00:55:43,975
- Oh, he used to work here.

927
00:55:44,101 --> 00:55:45,894
- I have to go to school.

928
00:55:48,356 --> 00:55:49,689
[Knock at door]

929
00:55:49,815 --> 00:55:50,732
- Hold on!

930
00:55:50,858 --> 00:55:52,233
- I'll call you as soon as I can.

931
00:55:52,360 --> 00:55:54,152
- Okay.

932
00:55:54,278 --> 00:55:56,279
Here.

933
00:56:22,306 --> 00:56:25,308
[Cell phone ringing]

934
00:56:28,729 --> 00:56:31,106
Hello?

935
00:56:31,232 --> 00:56:32,565
- Tonight around 8:00?

936
00:56:32,691 --> 00:56:34,234
- Yes.

937
00:56:35,903 --> 00:56:37,153
- Where?

938
00:56:37,279 --> 00:56:38,738
- The hotel.

939
00:56:38,864 --> 00:56:40,615
I'll find a room and email you.

940
00:56:40,741 --> 00:56:44,244
- You really put
some thought into this, huh?

941
00:56:44,370 --> 00:56:47,247
- Yeah.

942
00:56:47,373 --> 00:56:48,957
- So did I.

943
00:57:06,267 --> 00:57:09,269
[Cell phone buzzing]

944
00:57:51,854 --> 00:57:53,313
- When do you reckon you'll get back?

945
00:57:54,857 --> 00:57:56,441
- I'm just filling in for someone.

946
00:57:56,567 --> 00:57:58,693
I don't know when they'll show up.

947
00:58:00,779 --> 00:58:01,905
- Okay.

948
00:58:19,882 --> 00:58:20,882
[Car horn honks]

949
00:58:26,347 --> 00:58:28,306
- Hi.

950
00:58:33,979 --> 00:58:35,647
- Want a drink?

951
00:58:35,773 --> 00:58:37,732
- I think I need one.

952
00:58:42,571 --> 00:58:45,365
Are all these flowers for me?

953
00:58:45,491 --> 00:58:47,325
- Stole 'em from the ballroom.

954
00:58:47,451 --> 00:58:50,411
- Wedding?

955
00:58:50,538 --> 00:58:52,664
- Memorial service.

956
00:59:01,048 --> 00:59:04,050
[Truck beeping]

957
00:59:17,731 --> 00:59:20,066
You don't have to do it.

958
00:59:25,364 --> 00:59:27,156
Let me undress you.

959
01:00:19,209 --> 01:00:21,377
You're perfect.

960
01:00:26,425 --> 01:00:30,053
- ? Years float away on the wind ?

961
01:00:30,179 --> 01:00:34,682
? Give me this day I can win ?

962
01:00:34,808 --> 01:00:37,977
? Give me your hands to forget ?

963
01:00:38,103 --> 01:00:41,397
? Everything ?

964
01:00:41,523 --> 01:00:48,946
? You know the feeling
when your heart walked in ?

965
01:00:49,073 --> 01:00:56,496
? And you remember
why you kiss first, stare ?

966
01:00:56,622 --> 01:01:04,587
? She remembers all the good
up there that I've done ?

967
01:01:04,713 --> 01:01:11,469
? But I found
you're like a ghost of me ?

968
01:01:11,595 --> 01:01:18,059
? Like a secret sea,
you were stealing me ?

969
01:01:18,185 --> 01:01:19,227
? Mm ?

970
01:01:19,353 --> 01:01:25,441
? And it feels like I'm remembering ?

971
01:01:25,567 --> 01:01:29,153
? Years float away on the wind ?

972
01:01:29,279 --> 01:01:33,241
? Give me a moment to win ?

973
01:01:33,367 --> 01:01:37,161
? Give me your lips to forget ?

974
01:01:37,287 --> 01:01:40,331
? Everything, everything ?

975
01:01:40,457 --> 01:01:44,043
? Years float away on the wind ?

976
01:01:44,169 --> 01:01:47,755
? Give me this day ?

977
01:01:47,881 --> 01:01:51,592
? Give me your hands to forget ?

978
01:01:51,719 --> 01:01:54,220
? Everything ?

979
01:02:10,154 --> 01:02:12,155
- Oh, my God.

980
01:02:35,929 --> 01:02:38,806
- You have a job.

981
01:02:38,932 --> 01:02:42,185
You have God.

982
01:02:42,311 --> 01:02:45,396
I am washed, sanctified,
and justified.

983
01:02:47,149 --> 01:02:49,484
Help me.

984
01:02:49,610 --> 01:02:51,360
Help Shana.

985
01:02:55,616 --> 01:02:59,702
- When I got home last night,
he wasn't there.

986
01:02:59,828 --> 01:03:03,206
Then he came back,
and I asked him where he'd been,

987
01:03:03,332 --> 01:03:06,876
and he said, "Thinking.
Where have you been?"

988
01:03:07,002 --> 01:03:08,836
- Then what?

989
01:03:08,962 --> 01:03:11,798
- And then this morning,
he was distant,

990
01:03:11,924 --> 01:03:14,175
and then he just went to work.

991
01:03:20,265 --> 01:03:23,518
- Why don't you leave him?

992
01:03:23,644 --> 01:03:25,478
I mean it.

993
01:03:28,607 --> 01:03:31,692
- I'm afraid of what
he might do to himself.

994
01:03:32,736 --> 01:03:34,195
- Like what?

995
01:03:34,321 --> 01:03:37,031
- I don't know.

996
01:03:37,157 --> 01:03:38,533
I feel scared of him,

997
01:03:38,659 --> 01:03:40,535
and I feel sorry for him

998
01:03:40,661 --> 01:03:43,996
and grateful and ashamed.

999
01:03:46,667 --> 01:03:48,835
But at the same time, it's...

1000
01:03:48,961 --> 01:03:51,295
I sort of can't even think about him.

1001
01:03:53,549 --> 01:03:55,675
It's like he's disappearing.

1002
01:03:55,801 --> 01:03:58,427
All I can think about is you.

1003
01:04:00,931 --> 01:04:03,599
- I feel the same way.

1004
01:04:03,725 --> 01:04:05,518
I didn't sleep at all last night.

1005
01:04:05,644 --> 01:04:09,146
- Really?

1006
01:04:09,273 --> 01:04:12,692
Could we see each other again tonight?

1007
01:04:12,818 --> 01:04:15,069
- How would you get out?

1008
01:04:15,195 --> 01:04:17,780
- He's going to some church thing

1009
01:04:17,906 --> 01:04:20,157
from 7:00 to 10:00.

1010
01:04:20,284 --> 01:04:22,577
- Chris too.

1011
01:04:22,703 --> 01:04:25,246
Finally something to thank God for.

1012
01:04:30,878 --> 01:04:34,422
[Cell phone buzzing]

1013
01:04:34,548 --> 01:04:35,756
- I'm sorry.

1014
01:04:35,883 --> 01:04:38,342
- Take it.

1015
01:04:38,468 --> 01:04:39,719
I'll wait.

1016
01:04:42,472 --> 01:04:43,890
- What do you want?

1017
01:04:44,016 --> 01:04:47,226
- Hey.

1018
01:04:47,352 --> 01:04:49,312
I just wanted to give you a family.

1019
01:04:49,438 --> 01:04:52,148
- What makes you think
I want to talk about this now?

1020
01:04:52,274 --> 01:04:54,317
- Hollis, it was just an arrangement.

1021
01:04:54,443 --> 01:04:55,651
That's all.

1022
01:04:55,777 --> 01:04:58,613
Hollis, I was just afraid
of losing you, so I just...

1023
01:04:58,739 --> 01:05:00,615
- I'm up here on the ledge
with somebody and...

1024
01:05:00,741 --> 01:05:01,866
- Please, Hollis.

1025
01:05:01,992 --> 01:05:03,326
I love you.

1026
01:05:03,452 --> 01:05:05,620
- I cannot have
this conversation right now.

1027
01:05:05,746 --> 01:05:07,455
- I love you.

1028
01:05:07,581 --> 01:05:09,498
I love you more than anything in life.

1029
01:05:09,625 --> 01:05:11,918
- Look, I got to go.

1030
01:05:18,258 --> 01:05:19,926
- You have to go?

1031
01:05:20,052 --> 01:05:21,677
- No, no, no, no.
I'm good.

1032
01:05:24,598 --> 01:05:26,432
So what happened next?

1033
01:05:29,770 --> 01:05:33,814
[Keys jingling]

1034
01:05:33,941 --> 01:05:35,691
- Well, I better be going.

1035
01:05:35,817 --> 01:05:37,652
- Okay.

1036
01:05:37,778 --> 01:05:39,487
- Bye.
- Bye.

1037
01:06:03,637 --> 01:06:06,472
[Knocking]

1038
01:06:36,253 --> 01:06:38,087
- I want to do it here.

1039
01:06:38,213 --> 01:06:39,839
- Okay.

1040
01:06:50,767 --> 01:06:52,810
- Take my panties off.

1041
01:07:16,710 --> 01:07:19,712
[Moaning]

1042
01:07:39,441 --> 01:07:41,275
[Moans]

1043
01:07:45,238 --> 01:07:47,031
Oh, my...

1044
01:07:50,494 --> 01:07:52,578
I love the way you touch me.

1045
01:08:00,670 --> 01:08:03,672
[Moaning]

1046
01:08:08,512 --> 01:08:11,097
- Who is that?

1047
01:08:15,644 --> 01:08:16,977
- That's my daughter.

1048
01:08:17,104 --> 01:08:18,312
- You have a daughter?

1049
01:08:18,438 --> 01:08:20,981
- I had a daughter.

1050
01:08:21,108 --> 01:08:23,692
- What happened?

1051
01:08:23,819 --> 01:08:27,655
- She died two years ago.

1052
01:08:27,781 --> 01:08:30,282
- Oh, I'm so sorry.

1053
01:08:30,408 --> 01:08:31,659
- I'm sure she's up in heaven

1054
01:08:31,785 --> 01:08:34,829
with all the other little baby angels.

1055
01:08:41,086 --> 01:08:42,711
I'm sorry.

1056
01:08:42,838 --> 01:08:44,755
I don't mean to be such an asshole.

1057
01:08:44,881 --> 01:08:47,049
I really don't.

1058
01:08:53,431 --> 01:08:56,267
I was driving her to school one day.

1059
01:08:56,393 --> 01:08:59,520
And we'd had a fight.

1060
01:09:01,982 --> 01:09:03,065
The radio was on.

1061
01:09:03,191 --> 01:09:05,526
There was a song we both really liked.

1062
01:09:05,652 --> 01:09:09,697
She was singing along.

1063
01:09:09,823 --> 01:09:11,448
I was watching her in the mirror,

1064
01:09:11,575 --> 01:09:15,327
and I was just about to tell her
that it was all okay,

1065
01:09:15,453 --> 01:09:20,374
and then a truck swerved from traffic

1066
01:09:20,500 --> 01:09:25,171
from the opposite direction,

1067
01:09:25,297 --> 01:09:29,216
and I had less than a second to think.

1068
01:09:29,342 --> 01:09:32,428
And I don't know if it was
instinct or a bad guess

1069
01:09:32,554 --> 01:09:37,433
or maybe self-preservation,
but...

1070
01:09:40,604 --> 01:09:42,605
I swung the wheel the wrong way,

1071
01:09:42,731 --> 01:09:45,524
and the truck hit her side of the car.

1072
01:09:52,073 --> 01:09:55,743
And five minutes later, she's dead.

1073
01:10:12,886 --> 01:10:14,428
[Sniffles]

1074
01:10:14,554 --> 01:10:18,224
My wife never blamed me, exactly.

1075
01:10:18,350 --> 01:10:22,019
It was-the truck driver
had a heart attack.

1076
01:10:22,145 --> 01:10:24,063
It wasn't my fault, but...

1077
01:10:26,566 --> 01:10:28,734
It was in her eyes.

1078
01:10:30,904 --> 01:10:34,031
I needed her to forgive me,
and she couldn't do it.

1079
01:10:36,284 --> 01:10:41,455
And so we split up,
and I totally fell apart.

1080
01:10:41,581 --> 01:10:44,541
And then I got a job
in the hospitality industry.

1081
01:10:44,668 --> 01:10:48,462
And now I'm just dandy.

1082
01:11:08,525 --> 01:11:09,733
- Oh!

1083
01:11:09,859 --> 01:11:11,527
Uh, I thought you were out.

1084
01:11:11,653 --> 01:11:13,237
I was gonna get a sip of your whiskey.

1085
01:11:13,363 --> 01:11:14,863
We-
- You ever think of knocking?

1086
01:11:14,990 --> 01:11:16,740
- Excuse us.
Sorry.

1087
01:11:16,866 --> 01:11:18,158
- What happened?

1088
01:11:21,079 --> 01:11:24,623
- Uh, you were right.

1089
01:11:24,749 --> 01:11:28,294
Turns out this center
is a little more conservative

1090
01:11:28,420 --> 01:11:29,753
than we thought.

1091
01:11:29,879 --> 01:11:32,423
- Light gets switched off
before it reaches the homos?

1092
01:11:33,466 --> 01:11:35,175
- Not exactly.

1093
01:11:35,302 --> 01:11:36,343
Dimmed.

1094
01:11:36,469 --> 01:11:38,804
- Sorry.
Really.

1095
01:11:41,266 --> 01:11:43,684
- Hey.

1096
01:11:43,810 --> 01:11:45,728
To the grave, okay?

1097
01:11:50,442 --> 01:11:52,693
- Oh.

1098
01:11:52,819 --> 01:11:54,528
- It's okay.
He's cool.

1099
01:11:54,654 --> 01:11:56,030
Both of them.

1100
01:12:02,537 --> 01:12:05,873
- You know,

1101
01:12:05,999 --> 01:12:10,002
if you and I could ever be together,

1102
01:12:10,128 --> 01:12:13,130
I think we'd be really happy.

1103
01:12:21,556 --> 01:12:25,976
- Strange thing is,
I felt the same way.

1104
01:12:26,102 --> 01:12:28,103
I had to make a game of it
at the start...

1105
01:12:28,229 --> 01:12:30,898
'cause I wasn't really up
for it, you know?

1106
01:12:31,024 --> 01:12:32,358
Love.

1107
01:12:32,484 --> 01:12:35,736
- No wonder.

1108
01:12:35,862 --> 01:12:37,404
- I guess it's always inexplicable

1109
01:12:37,530 --> 01:12:39,656
why you fall in love, isn't it?

1110
01:12:39,783 --> 01:12:42,659
I mean, you tell me,
why do you love your wife?

1111
01:12:44,579 --> 01:12:47,790
- To be honest with you, Gavin,

1112
01:12:47,916 --> 01:12:49,583
I don't think I do anymore.

1113
01:12:49,709 --> 01:12:50,918
As a matter of fact,

1114
01:12:51,044 --> 01:12:52,836
I don't even think
I'm going home tonight.

1115
01:12:52,962 --> 01:12:54,296
- Why not?

1116
01:12:54,422 --> 01:12:56,465
- She cheated on me.

1117
01:12:59,177 --> 01:13:01,512
I kind of lost both of my kids today.

1118
01:13:01,638 --> 01:13:05,474
My little boy and my girl, you know.

1119
01:13:05,600 --> 01:13:08,560
Found out neither one of 'em
was mine this morning.

1120
01:13:12,399 --> 01:13:13,732
- Why?

1121
01:13:13,858 --> 01:13:16,693
- 'Cause I'm sterile.

1122
01:13:16,820 --> 01:13:18,612
I just found out.

1123
01:13:21,408 --> 01:13:23,617
I've always been.

1124
01:13:23,743 --> 01:13:25,577
- Did you want kids?

1125
01:13:25,703 --> 01:13:28,914
- Like you wouldn't believe, you know?

1126
01:13:29,040 --> 01:13:31,125
I mean, we tried and tried for years,

1127
01:13:31,251 --> 01:13:34,336
and when nothing happened,

1128
01:13:34,462 --> 01:13:36,630
eventually we went over to the clinic,

1129
01:13:36,756 --> 01:13:38,924
and we got tested.

1130
01:13:39,050 --> 01:13:41,218
And I never bothered
to go and get the results.

1131
01:13:41,344 --> 01:13:42,928
But she did.

1132
01:13:43,054 --> 01:13:47,307
And when she told me
everything was okay, I was...

1133
01:13:47,434 --> 01:13:49,643
And then nine months later, we...

1134
01:13:53,815 --> 01:13:59,778
She said that she was afraid
she was going to lose me

1135
01:13:59,904 --> 01:14:02,489
and that it was just an arrangement.

1136
01:14:06,202 --> 01:14:07,703
- Who's the father?

1137
01:14:14,794 --> 01:14:19,256
- She wanted the kids to look
as much like me as possible.

1138
01:14:22,469 --> 01:14:24,720
I got a younger brother, man.

1139
01:14:30,435 --> 01:14:31,852
Look, I'm sorry, Gavin,

1140
01:14:31,978 --> 01:14:34,313
but please don't make my day
any worse than it already is.

1141
01:14:34,439 --> 01:14:37,858
Why don't you just come on in here?

1142
01:14:37,984 --> 01:14:39,526
- Believe me,

1143
01:14:39,652 --> 01:14:42,029
if I could, I would.

1144
01:14:43,781 --> 01:14:45,574
- Hollis.

1145
01:14:45,700 --> 01:14:46,909
- Excuse me.

1146
01:14:47,035 --> 01:14:48,327
- Spoke to the roommate, Chris.

1147
01:14:48,453 --> 01:14:50,746
He says he thinks Joe's capable
of just about anything.

1148
01:14:50,872 --> 01:14:52,080
Shana never made it to school.

1149
01:14:52,207 --> 01:14:53,207
Joe never showed up for work.

1150
01:14:53,333 --> 01:14:54,583
I've been trying both their numbers.

1151
01:14:54,709 --> 01:14:55,834
I got nothing.

1152
01:14:55,960 --> 01:14:57,419
- Please, keep calling them.
- All right.

1153
01:14:57,545 --> 01:14:59,755
How's he doin'?

1154
01:14:59,881 --> 01:15:02,424
- Do I think he might do it?

1155
01:15:02,550 --> 01:15:04,468
I think he could.

1156
01:15:04,594 --> 01:15:08,096
- All right.
Are you good?

1157
01:15:08,223 --> 01:15:11,016
- I'm having a rough day.

1158
01:15:11,142 --> 01:15:14,144
[Both speaking indistinctly]

1159
01:15:32,205 --> 01:15:34,414
Hey, forgive me.

1160
01:15:34,541 --> 01:15:38,460
- Look man, the point is,
you got kids,

1161
01:15:38,586 --> 01:15:41,046
even if it wasn't exactly
how you wanted.

1162
01:15:44,175 --> 01:15:48,387
- Let's just go on
with your story, okay?

1163
01:15:53,768 --> 01:15:55,727
- Okay.

1164
01:15:55,853 --> 01:15:59,439
We decided to tell Joe the truth.

1165
01:15:59,566 --> 01:16:01,692
But Shana wanted to speak
to the pastor first

1166
01:16:01,818 --> 01:16:04,278
'cause she was so scared
he'd kill himself.

1167
01:16:12,579 --> 01:16:16,748
- I know I haven't been
an exciting lover for you.

1168
01:16:16,874 --> 01:16:20,877
I know that I have been too dominating

1169
01:16:21,004 --> 01:16:25,465
in a way that wasn't interesting.

1170
01:16:25,592 --> 01:16:28,093
But I wasn't always like this.

1171
01:16:31,139 --> 01:16:33,473
I know how bad things are.

1172
01:16:33,600 --> 01:16:37,060
I just want one night.

1173
01:16:37,186 --> 01:16:41,189
Borrow an apartment.
Go to a hotel.

1174
01:16:41,316 --> 01:16:45,402
A night away from
what we're supposed to be,

1175
01:16:45,528 --> 01:16:49,156
a night to prove I can
make you happy that way.

1176
01:16:51,451 --> 01:16:54,953
Don't I at least deserve that?

1177
01:16:55,079 --> 01:16:57,497
- I have to get out of this
the right way.

1178
01:16:57,624 --> 01:16:59,166
I owe him so much.

1179
01:16:59,292 --> 01:17:01,168
- I know.

1180
01:17:01,294 --> 01:17:04,421
I know, and I know
I have no right, but...

1181
01:17:06,966 --> 01:17:09,676
- We only have to get through
a couple more days, okay?

1182
01:17:10,428 --> 01:17:11,970
Okay?

1183
01:17:14,265 --> 01:17:15,515
- Okay.

1184
01:17:15,642 --> 01:17:17,351
- I should go.

1185
01:17:17,477 --> 01:17:18,602
I'm doing the night shift,

1186
01:17:18,728 --> 01:17:20,604
and then I'm gonna go see
the pastor in the morning.

1187
01:17:20,730 --> 01:17:21,855
- Come by after.

1188
01:17:21,981 --> 01:17:23,690
Let me know how it went.

1189
01:17:33,743 --> 01:17:35,911
- I love you.

1190
01:18:06,484 --> 01:18:07,526
- Crescent Riverview.

1191
01:18:07,652 --> 01:18:09,903
- Hi.
I'd like a room, please.

1192
01:18:10,029 --> 01:18:12,322
- When would it be for?

1193
01:18:12,448 --> 01:18:13,865
- Tonight, if you've got one.

1194
01:18:44,689 --> 01:18:45,772
Come on in.

1195
01:18:55,742 --> 01:18:57,576
Would you mind if we talked?

1196
01:18:57,702 --> 01:19:01,079
- Oh-
- Please, it's important.

1197
01:19:09,088 --> 01:19:10,422
Sit down.

1198
01:19:18,973 --> 01:19:22,976
You know what the difference is
between you and me, Gavin?

1199
01:19:23,102 --> 01:19:24,352
- No.

1200
01:19:24,479 --> 01:19:27,147
- There are two differences.

1201
01:19:27,273 --> 01:19:30,275
First of all, you don't see
the world as it is.

1202
01:19:30,401 --> 01:19:33,320
This world is a disgusting place.

1203
01:19:33,446 --> 01:19:35,489
I know this because I've seen
some of the worst

1204
01:19:35,615 --> 01:19:37,115
it has to offer.

1205
01:19:40,077 --> 01:19:41,995
- I find that hard to believe.

1206
01:19:42,121 --> 01:19:44,372
- Did you know I was married before?

1207
01:19:47,043 --> 01:19:48,335
- No, I didn't know that, Joe.

1208
01:19:48,461 --> 01:19:49,795
- Mm-hmm.

1209
01:19:49,921 --> 01:19:53,381
A lovely wife,

1210
01:19:53,508 --> 01:19:56,676
two beautiful children,

1211
01:19:56,803 --> 01:19:58,178
great home.

1212
01:19:58,304 --> 01:20:01,515
But I couldn't stay home,
because I was drawn to sin.

1213
01:20:01,641 --> 01:20:03,308
I'd go out for a drink,
and five hours later,

1214
01:20:03,434 --> 01:20:04,684
I'd be coked out of my head

1215
01:20:04,811 --> 01:20:07,479
and in a booth in a porno shop,
or I'd get a hooker,

1216
01:20:07,605 --> 01:20:09,981
or I'd go-go gambling,

1217
01:20:10,107 --> 01:20:12,943
or pretty much whatever
you can imagine, I did.

1218
01:20:13,069 --> 01:20:16,196
And I lost it all.

1219
01:20:16,322 --> 01:20:19,825
My wife left me.

1220
01:20:19,951 --> 01:20:21,284
She caught diseases from me.

1221
01:20:21,410 --> 01:20:24,621
I lost my job.

1222
01:20:24,747 --> 01:20:27,374
I lost my children.

1223
01:20:27,500 --> 01:20:30,085
But even still, I couldn't stop.

1224
01:20:32,129 --> 01:20:34,047
I mean, so what do you think that is?

1225
01:20:34,173 --> 01:20:36,675
You think I'm, like, a sex addict

1226
01:20:36,801 --> 01:20:41,888
or a junkie or a gambling addict,

1227
01:20:42,014 --> 01:20:42,931
alcoholic?

1228
01:20:43,057 --> 01:20:44,057
What?

1229
01:20:46,185 --> 01:20:47,644
- I don't know, Joe.

1230
01:20:47,770 --> 01:20:48,687
I have no idea.

1231
01:20:48,813 --> 01:20:51,273
- The answer is none of the above.

1232
01:20:51,399 --> 01:20:54,109
I just had to have sensation.

1233
01:20:54,235 --> 01:20:59,781
I had to feel alive,
because inside, I was dying.

1234
01:20:59,907 --> 01:21:02,993
Spiritually, right?
I was lost.

1235
01:21:07,874 --> 01:21:11,668
See, I was, you know,
half an inch from death

1236
01:21:11,794 --> 01:21:14,087
when Jesus came to me.

1237
01:21:14,213 --> 01:21:15,338
I was.

1238
01:21:15,464 --> 01:21:18,508
I was lying in the gutter and got up,

1239
01:21:18,634 --> 01:21:24,014
stumbled into a church,
and I was born again.

1240
01:21:25,433 --> 01:21:26,641
I was saved.

1241
01:21:26,767 --> 01:21:30,270
I was a new man.

1242
01:21:30,396 --> 01:21:34,608
The joy-the relief, really...

1243
01:21:34,734 --> 01:21:36,443
[sniffles]

1244
01:21:36,569 --> 01:21:39,321
You have no idea how that feels.

1245
01:21:41,824 --> 01:21:44,117
About a year later,

1246
01:21:44,243 --> 01:21:48,330
the Lord, having given me
so much already,

1247
01:21:48,456 --> 01:21:52,125
He gave me Shana.

1248
01:21:52,251 --> 01:21:55,670
He brought her into the church.

1249
01:21:55,796 --> 01:21:58,965
And the moment that I saw her,

1250
01:21:59,091 --> 01:22:03,053
I knew that I loved her.

1251
01:22:03,179 --> 01:22:07,140
Then we were married in His sight,

1252
01:22:07,266 --> 01:22:10,101
in His house.

1253
01:22:10,227 --> 01:22:11,937
And loving her was the...

1254
01:22:14,815 --> 01:22:19,778
It was such a pure love.

1255
01:22:21,572 --> 01:22:25,492
Until two nights ago.

1256
01:22:27,119 --> 01:22:28,995
When you were...

1257
01:22:29,121 --> 01:22:32,248
fucking her in your kitchen,

1258
01:22:32,375 --> 01:22:35,835
I was outside the door, listening.

1259
01:22:35,962 --> 01:22:40,423
And I thought
of smashing down that door

1260
01:22:40,549 --> 01:22:43,218
and killing you both.

1261
01:22:43,344 --> 01:22:44,260
[Sniffles]

1262
01:22:44,387 --> 01:22:46,763
But I just ran away.

1263
01:22:46,889 --> 01:22:47,931
I ran away, and I did things

1264
01:22:48,057 --> 01:22:50,684
that I have not done in a long time.

1265
01:22:50,810 --> 01:22:53,520
And when I came home,
she was asleep in there.

1266
01:22:53,646 --> 01:22:58,483
And I watched her lying there.

1267
01:22:58,609 --> 01:23:00,735
And she was smiling.

1268
01:23:07,535 --> 01:23:10,704
It's hard when we lose
someone we love,

1269
01:23:10,830 --> 01:23:11,830
isn't it?

1270
01:23:14,166 --> 01:23:16,084
- Yes, it is.

1271
01:23:16,210 --> 01:23:20,005
- So I came in here,

1272
01:23:20,131 --> 01:23:23,258
and I opened up the Bible.

1273
01:23:23,384 --> 01:23:28,722
And I read Psalm 23.

1274
01:23:28,848 --> 01:23:32,684
"The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.

1275
01:23:32,810 --> 01:23:35,270
"Yea, though I walk through the
valley of the shadow of death,

1276
01:23:35,396 --> 01:23:37,897
"I will fear no evil,
for thou art with me.

1277
01:23:38,024 --> 01:23:43,319
Thy rod and thy staff,
they comfort me."

1278
01:23:43,446 --> 01:23:46,698
And I took this gun,
and I put it right here.

1279
01:23:49,201 --> 01:23:50,535
Now...

1280
01:23:52,413 --> 01:23:54,831
You think I'm still here
because I was afraid?

1281
01:23:56,042 --> 01:23:57,125
- I don't know, Joe.

1282
01:23:57,251 --> 01:23:59,127
- No.

1283
01:23:59,253 --> 01:24:02,922
I have no fear, Gavin.

1284
01:24:03,049 --> 01:24:05,800
You ever been totally without fear?

1285
01:24:05,926 --> 01:24:07,677
- No.

1286
01:24:07,803 --> 01:24:13,850
- That's the second difference
between us.

1287
01:24:13,976 --> 01:24:15,935
I have the courage
to die for my beliefs

1288
01:24:16,062 --> 01:24:19,731
because I know where I'm going.

1289
01:24:19,857 --> 01:24:22,108
You have the courage
to die for your beliefs?

1290
01:24:24,320 --> 01:24:27,280
- I guess so, you know, if I had to.

1291
01:24:27,406 --> 01:24:30,742
- I don't think you do.

1292
01:24:32,912 --> 01:24:34,079
But I figured out

1293
01:24:34,205 --> 01:24:37,165
I was the last person that should die.

1294
01:24:38,334 --> 01:24:39,501
- Joe.

1295
01:24:43,005 --> 01:24:44,422
- [Sniffles]

1296
01:24:44,548 --> 01:24:46,633
Read the marked passage.

1297
01:25:02,274 --> 01:25:03,691
- "The man that committeth adultery

1298
01:25:03,818 --> 01:25:08,905
"with another man's wife,

1299
01:25:09,031 --> 01:25:12,659
the adulterer and the adulteress
shall surely be put to death."

1300
01:25:14,120 --> 01:25:18,748
But, Joe,
what about the New Testament?

1301
01:25:18,874 --> 01:25:20,917
Doesn't Jesus say about an adulteress,

1302
01:25:21,043 --> 01:25:23,419
"He who is without sin amongst you,

1303
01:25:23,546 --> 01:25:25,004
let him cast a stone at her?"

1304
01:25:25,131 --> 01:25:27,340
- That's right, and no one did,

1305
01:25:27,466 --> 01:25:31,261
because no one was without sin.

1306
01:25:31,387 --> 01:25:32,929
And Jesus said to the woman,

1307
01:25:33,055 --> 01:25:35,223
"Neither do I condemn thee.

1308
01:25:35,349 --> 01:25:37,392
Now go and sin no more."

1309
01:25:37,518 --> 01:25:38,726
- Right.

1310
01:25:43,065 --> 01:25:46,484
- Are you prepared to sin no more?

1311
01:25:49,363 --> 01:25:51,114
Is Shana?

1312
01:25:57,830 --> 01:26:02,208
I am washed, sanctified,
and justified.

1313
01:26:02,334 --> 01:26:03,585
And if I say I'm gonna do something,

1314
01:26:03,711 --> 01:26:05,170
you better believe I will.

1315
01:26:10,676 --> 01:26:12,218
Get out.

1316
01:26:25,608 --> 01:26:26,900
- Listen, Gavin.

1317
01:26:27,026 --> 01:26:29,235
For God's sake, just come in here.

1318
01:26:29,361 --> 01:26:30,778
I promise I can help you.

1319
01:26:30,905 --> 01:26:32,572
- You think I want this, man?

1320
01:26:32,698 --> 01:26:33,781
- We just got five minutes left.

1321
01:26:33,908 --> 01:26:35,366
Please let me...

1322
01:26:42,416 --> 01:26:43,791
Excuse me.

1323
01:26:50,424 --> 01:26:51,341
If you were gonna kill someone

1324
01:26:51,467 --> 01:26:52,675
that had an affair with your wife

1325
01:26:52,801 --> 01:26:54,427
and you were doing it this way,
what would you want?

1326
01:26:54,553 --> 01:26:56,095
- Gavin!

1327
01:26:56,222 --> 01:26:57,513
Get down from there, man!

1328
01:26:57,640 --> 01:26:59,015
- I'd want to watch him.

1329
01:26:59,141 --> 01:27:00,183
- Me too.

1330
01:27:00,309 --> 01:27:01,893
I think I just saw something
on the ninth floor

1331
01:27:02,019 --> 01:27:03,102
at the Crescent Hotel.

1332
01:27:03,229 --> 01:27:04,604
- What are you doing?

1333
01:27:09,693 --> 01:27:10,735
- Look, for God's sake, Gavin,

1334
01:27:10,861 --> 01:27:12,028
please just come in here.

1335
01:27:12,154 --> 01:27:13,279
Let me help you.

1336
01:27:13,405 --> 01:27:14,572
- There's nothing you can do.

1337
01:27:14,698 --> 01:27:16,282
[Line rings]

1338
01:27:16,408 --> 01:27:19,452
- Hi. This is Shana.
Please leave a message.

1339
01:27:19,578 --> 01:27:21,120
Beep!

1340
01:27:21,247 --> 01:27:23,248
- Fuck.

1341
01:27:28,754 --> 01:27:31,923
[Cell phone rings]

1342
01:27:32,049 --> 01:27:34,425
Shana.

1343
01:27:34,551 --> 01:27:35,843
- You know how I said
I had the courage

1344
01:27:35,970 --> 01:27:37,887
to die for my beliefs but you didn't?

1345
01:27:38,013 --> 01:27:38,930
- Yeah.

1346
01:27:39,056 --> 01:27:40,431
- You disagreed.

1347
01:27:40,557 --> 01:27:41,641
- Yeah.

1348
01:27:41,767 --> 01:27:43,226
- You still think you have
the courage?

1349
01:27:43,352 --> 01:27:44,978
- Yeah, Joe,
but what does that matter?

1350
01:27:45,104 --> 01:27:46,104
- Yeah, will let me tell you

1351
01:27:46,230 --> 01:27:47,230
what the situation is here, Gavin.

1352
01:27:47,356 --> 01:27:51,150
See, I've decided I'm more
of an Old Testament sort of guy.

1353
01:27:51,277 --> 01:27:53,945
But I am willing to compromise.

1354
01:27:54,071 --> 01:27:58,366
Only one of you has to die today.

1355
01:27:58,492 --> 01:28:01,160
I have Shana right in front of me,

1356
01:28:01,287 --> 01:28:04,622
and I have my gun pointed at her head.

1357
01:28:04,748 --> 01:28:05,748
- Listen, Joe, whatever...

1358
01:28:05,874 --> 01:28:07,750
- Stop.
Stop.

1359
01:28:10,004 --> 01:28:12,922
Go to the Tamlacker Building.

1360
01:28:13,048 --> 01:28:16,092
There's a door around back.

1361
01:28:16,218 --> 01:28:20,013
Take the staircase
all the way up to the top.

1362
01:28:20,973 --> 01:28:22,974
On the roof,
you'll find a utility shed.

1363
01:28:26,353 --> 01:28:29,564
You get on the ledge in front of it.

1364
01:28:32,318 --> 01:28:34,569
You stand there and think.

1365
01:28:36,030 --> 01:28:39,240
At noon, you jump,
or I put a bullet in her head.

1366
01:28:39,366 --> 01:28:42,827
Maybe you'll find God.

1367
01:28:42,953 --> 01:28:44,620
- What in the hell is wrong with you?

1368
01:28:44,747 --> 01:28:47,123
Don't you realize if you had
told me this from the start,

1369
01:28:47,249 --> 01:28:48,166
I could've found him?

1370
01:28:48,292 --> 01:28:49,292
I could've done something.

1371
01:28:49,418 --> 01:28:50,543
- He would've killed her.

1372
01:28:50,669 --> 01:28:53,546
- How do you know he's even
capable of killing her?

1373
01:28:53,672 --> 01:28:56,215
You don't even know
what you're capable of.

1374
01:28:56,342 --> 01:28:59,344
I mean, would you kill your mom
in order to save your father

1375
01:28:59,470 --> 01:29:02,722
or kill one of your kids
in order to save another kid?

1376
01:29:02,848 --> 01:29:05,266
These are things that we cannot know.

1377
01:29:05,392 --> 01:29:08,770
- I know what he's capable of, Hollis.

1378
01:29:08,896 --> 01:29:11,022
I saw it in his eyes.

1379
01:29:11,148 --> 01:29:13,733
- Look, man, I am not gonna
blow smoke up your ass.

1380
01:29:13,859 --> 01:29:17,278
You are in a terrible dilemma.

1381
01:29:17,404 --> 01:29:19,113
But I swear to you,
if I was in your place...

1382
01:29:19,239 --> 01:29:20,823
- Who do your kids think their dad is?

1383
01:29:20,949 --> 01:29:22,575
- Gavin-
- You get over it for them.

1384
01:29:22,701 --> 01:29:24,285
- Gavin, please.
Please just come in here...

1385
01:29:24,411 --> 01:29:26,496
- Where's your faith now?

1386
01:29:26,622 --> 01:29:28,081
Your wife says she loves you

1387
01:29:28,207 --> 01:29:31,334
and she did this for you, right?

1388
01:29:31,460 --> 01:29:32,752
- Why can't you have faith in that?

1389
01:29:32,878 --> 01:29:35,254
- Why don't you just mind
your own fuckin' business?

1390
01:29:36,548 --> 01:29:38,633
Listen, man, if you do this to me,

1391
01:29:38,759 --> 01:29:41,010
I'm gonna carry this shit
the rest of my life.

1392
01:29:41,136 --> 01:29:42,804
- Not if you do what I want you to do.

1393
01:29:42,930 --> 01:29:44,222
- Tell Shana-
- I will not do it.

1394
01:29:44,348 --> 01:29:45,515
I will not do it.

1395
01:29:45,641 --> 01:29:47,934
If you got somethin'
that you need to tell her,

1396
01:29:48,060 --> 01:29:51,229
you climb your ass in here,
you tell her yourself!

1397
01:29:51,355 --> 01:29:52,647
You're always so rational.

1398
01:29:52,773 --> 01:29:54,649
I mean, does this sound
rational to you?

1399
01:29:54,775 --> 01:29:55,775
- Whoa! Get out of here!

1400
01:29:55,901 --> 01:29:56,901
- I mean, think about it.

1401
01:29:57,027 --> 01:30:01,072
What makes her life
more valuable than yours?

1402
01:30:01,740 --> 01:30:03,324
Please.

1403
01:30:03,450 --> 01:30:06,953
Gavin.

1404
01:30:07,079 --> 01:30:08,830
Just come here.

1405
01:30:08,956 --> 01:30:11,541
Just come here, man.

1406
01:30:11,667 --> 01:30:14,419
Now, Gavin, please.

1407
01:30:18,465 --> 01:30:19,465
[Bell tolls]

1408
01:30:19,591 --> 01:30:21,634
Gavin, please come here.

1409
01:30:24,930 --> 01:30:26,931
[Bell tolls]

1410
01:30:29,768 --> 01:30:30,977
Just come here, man.

1411
01:30:31,103 --> 01:30:34,188
- Look, I feel like
I've gotten to know you.

1412
01:30:34,314 --> 01:30:36,482
And I like you, and I'm sorry
I'm gonna have to do this.

1413
01:30:36,608 --> 01:30:37,692
- Please.

1414
01:30:37,818 --> 01:30:38,985
- But if you were standing where I am

1415
01:30:39,111 --> 01:30:40,862
and your wife or any one
of your kids had a gun

1416
01:30:40,988 --> 01:30:42,447
to his or her head,

1417
01:30:42,573 --> 01:30:44,949
this time, you did have time to think,

1418
01:30:45,075 --> 01:30:47,326
could anyone on Earth
stop you from jumping?

1419
01:30:47,453 --> 01:30:48,911
- I'm begging you.
Please don't do this.

1420
01:30:49,037 --> 01:30:50,204
- Here's what I want you to do.

1421
01:30:50,330 --> 01:30:51,789
- Gavin, please don't do this.

1422
01:30:51,915 --> 01:30:53,791
- I never told Shana I loved her.

1423
01:30:53,917 --> 01:30:56,502
You tell her for me.
- I will not do it.

1424
01:30:56,628 --> 01:30:59,338
- Yes, you will.

1425
01:30:59,465 --> 01:31:00,798
Then you go home, okay?

1426
01:31:00,924 --> 01:31:02,508
- Gavin, don't you do this.

1427
01:31:02,634 --> 01:31:04,969
Please, Gavin.

1428
01:31:05,095 --> 01:31:06,137
- Fuck.
Here.

1429
01:31:06,263 --> 01:31:08,306
- Gavin, please!

1430
01:31:10,976 --> 01:31:13,853
[Bell tolling]

1431
01:31:35,751 --> 01:31:36,959
- Freeze.
Freeze!

1432
01:31:37,085 --> 01:31:39,086
On the ground, now.
Drop it.

1433
01:32:06,907 --> 01:32:09,825
- Do you have anyone to stay with?

1434
01:32:12,746 --> 01:32:15,373
- I think I'll try being alone
for a while.

1435
01:32:15,499 --> 01:32:18,417
Never really done that.

1436
01:32:18,544 --> 01:32:21,420
- Well, at least for tonight,
like, a friend?

1437
01:32:25,801 --> 01:32:27,468
- I guess I'll find out.

1438
01:32:30,764 --> 01:32:35,184
- Look, not that I imagine
you're doubting it,

1439
01:32:35,310 --> 01:32:39,188
but he did want me to tell you that...

1440
01:32:39,314 --> 01:32:41,774
he loved you.

1441
01:32:48,240 --> 01:32:49,824
- Thank you.

1442
01:32:51,535 --> 01:32:54,135
[Security lock buzzes]

1443
01:35:17,389 --> 01:35:19,682
Both:
Daddy!

1444
01:35:21,059 --> 01:35:23,352
- They heard what happened today.

1445
01:35:24,020 --> 01:35:24,979
The guy on the...

1446
01:35:25,105 --> 01:35:27,273
- It was on the TV?

1447
01:35:29,651 --> 01:35:31,736
- I'm really sorry.

1448
01:35:33,113 --> 01:35:35,239
- It's okay.

1449
01:35:38,243 --> 01:35:40,286
Life goes on.

1450
01:35:48,086 --> 01:35:52,298
- So shall we say grace?

1451
01:35:52,424 --> 01:35:54,842
- No, not tonight.

1452
01:35:54,968 --> 01:35:57,720
We don't say grace tonight, okay?

1453
01:35:57,846 --> 01:36:00,014
- Why not?

1454
01:36:00,140 --> 01:36:04,059
- Because I'm your father,
and I said so, okay?

1455
01:36:04,186 --> 01:36:05,936
- Okay.

1456
01:36:09,232 --> 01:36:11,275
- Okay?

1457
01:36:14,446 --> 01:36:16,113
- Okay.

1458
01:36:19,826 --> 01:36:21,826
- Let's eat.

1459
01:36:34,090 --> 01:36:37,009
- Hey, will you pass me
the bread, Junior?

1460
01:36:54,694 --> 01:36:59,240
- ? Thank you for this day ?

1461
01:36:59,366 --> 01:37:00,950
? We walked downtown
in our heavy coats ?

1462
01:37:03,995 --> 01:37:05,037
? She held my hand ?

1463
01:37:06,998 --> 01:37:08,040
? And pulled me through ?

1464
01:37:10,001 --> 01:37:13,212
? The crowds ?

1465
01:37:13,338 --> 01:37:15,923
? I watched her smile ?

1466
01:37:16,049 --> 01:37:19,176
? As the sun burst through ?

1467
01:37:19,302 --> 01:37:21,637
? The clouds ?

1468
01:37:25,308 --> 01:37:27,893
? Is there still love ?

1469
01:37:28,019 --> 01:37:30,354
? In this heart ?

1470
01:37:36,945 --> 01:37:37,987
? Is there still love ?

1471
01:37:39,865 --> 01:37:42,283
? In this heart ?

1472
01:37:46,705 --> 01:37:51,542
? Thank you for this dream ?

1473
01:37:51,668 --> 01:37:56,046
? Though everything feels real ?

1474
01:37:56,172 --> 01:37:58,924
? Waking up ?

1475
01:37:59,050 --> 01:38:01,427
? Pale and shattered ?

1476
01:38:01,553 --> 01:38:05,097
? In her arms ?

1477
01:38:05,223 --> 01:38:07,933
? Heavy rain ?

1478
01:38:08,059 --> 01:38:13,564
? Bouncing through her bamboo blinds ?

1479
01:38:16,776 --> 01:38:19,528
? Is there still love ?

1480
01:38:19,654 --> 01:38:21,697
? In this heart ?

1481
01:38:28,204 --> 01:38:31,123
? Is there still love ?

1482
01:38:31,249 --> 01:38:33,584
? In this heart ?

1483
01:38:39,674 --> 01:38:42,217
? If I had a message ?

1484
01:38:42,344 --> 01:38:44,303
? For the universe ?

1485
01:38:50,852 --> 01:38:55,105
? She asked,
"What would it be?" ?

1486
01:39:02,197 --> 01:39:04,448
? If I had a message ?

1487
01:39:04,574 --> 01:39:07,076
? For the universe ?

1488
01:39:13,083 --> 01:39:17,795
? She asked,
"What would it be?" ?

1489
01:39:29,933 --> 01:39:31,933
? Thank you ?