1 00:05:46,106 --> 00:05:47,316 Lulu! 2 00:06:06,544 --> 00:06:07,544 Mmm. 3 00:06:08,087 --> 00:06:09,087 Lou. 4 00:06:09,213 --> 00:06:10,213 Stop! 5 00:06:10,506 --> 00:06:12,341 - Lou, it's up time. - Mm-hmm. 6 00:06:18,097 --> 00:06:20,224 Up time. 7 00:06:20,307 --> 00:06:21,642 - Huh? - Yeah. 8 00:06:21,725 --> 00:06:22,768 Come on. 9 00:06:25,938 --> 00:06:27,147 Come on, stop that. 10 00:06:27,273 --> 00:06:28,708 We got to get right to it for grizzle. 11 00:06:28,732 --> 00:06:30,693 - Remember? - Okay. 12 00:06:33,070 --> 00:06:34,655 Yo, I got some smoothie for you. 13 00:06:34,780 --> 00:06:36,157 You're gonna fuckin' hate it. 14 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:37,366 But it's healthy. 15 00:06:38,409 --> 00:06:40,077 Want some? I wouldn't recommend it. 16 00:06:40,536 --> 00:06:41,996 - It's disgusting. - Mm-hmm. 17 00:06:52,423 --> 00:06:54,258 Okay, poops. 18 00:06:54,550 --> 00:06:55,550 Dance time. 19 00:07:52,942 --> 00:07:54,735 Yes! 20 00:08:12,253 --> 00:08:13,963 No? Nah? No? 21 00:08:14,046 --> 00:08:15,046 Okay. 22 00:08:19,426 --> 00:08:22,304 ♪ And I would do anything for love ♪ 23 00:08:22,638 --> 00:08:24,598 ♪ But he won't do that ♪ 24 00:08:24,723 --> 00:08:26,809 What's the thing that he won't do in that song? 25 00:08:26,934 --> 00:08:28,519 What's left for him to not do? 26 00:08:28,644 --> 00:08:29,687 Anal. 27 00:08:29,812 --> 00:08:32,690 - ♪ No, no, but I won't do that ♪ - ♪ He won't do that ♪ 28 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:36,610 I used to imagine Jeff Goldblum was my dad. 29 00:08:36,735 --> 00:08:38,445 Saw him in "The Fly", I was like, 30 00:08:38,571 --> 00:08:40,114 "That must be what my dad looks like." 31 00:08:40,239 --> 00:08:42,324 Also explains a lot 'cause the dude's fucking weird. 32 00:08:42,408 --> 00:08:43,659 But he looks like me, man. 33 00:08:43,784 --> 00:08:44,869 It's true, yeah. 34 00:08:44,994 --> 00:08:45,786 Yeah! 35 00:08:45,911 --> 00:08:47,231 You kinda look like Jeff Goldblum. 36 00:08:47,329 --> 00:08:50,165 Why is it okay to use a toothpick in public but not floss? 37 00:08:50,249 --> 00:08:51,667 Have you ever tried that? 38 00:08:51,792 --> 00:08:53,562 - To floss my teeth in public? No. - To floss in public. 39 00:08:53,586 --> 00:08:55,564 Like you're just at the dinner table, you just pull out some... 40 00:08:55,588 --> 00:08:57,173 I used to imagine my funeral a lot 41 00:08:57,298 --> 00:08:59,258 when I was a kid... at school in math. 42 00:08:59,341 --> 00:09:00,801 Fun! 43 00:09:00,926 --> 00:09:02,279 I used to daydream about my funeral. 44 00:09:02,303 --> 00:09:04,471 Then I'd make myself cry! 45 00:09:04,597 --> 00:09:06,724 Uh, yeah, I think I'd get cremated. 46 00:09:06,974 --> 00:09:09,185 - What about you? - Cremated... 47 00:09:09,268 --> 00:09:10,936 or, like, just fed to the birds, ya know? 48 00:09:11,061 --> 00:09:12,605 Well, you know, now you can get 49 00:09:12,730 --> 00:09:14,273 ashes put into 50 00:09:14,356 --> 00:09:15,816 tattoo ink. 51 00:09:16,317 --> 00:09:18,110 My face on your back, 52 00:09:18,235 --> 00:09:19,445 where the clown is. 53 00:09:20,029 --> 00:09:21,280 - What? - Yeah. 54 00:09:22,323 --> 00:09:24,325 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 55 00:09:24,450 --> 00:09:27,203 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 56 00:09:34,376 --> 00:09:36,438 Yo, we don't need to, we don't need to put 'em all out. 57 00:09:36,462 --> 00:09:38,756 I know, but we just need to fill 'em up a little bit. 58 00:09:38,881 --> 00:09:40,049 Okay. 59 00:09:40,174 --> 00:09:42,718 You want to put out some different ones? 60 00:09:43,302 --> 00:09:45,387 Hmm? 61 00:09:45,513 --> 00:09:46,680 The face of a sale. 62 00:09:48,307 --> 00:09:51,852 Okay, this one costs, uh, 50 bucks extra because... 63 00:09:52,728 --> 00:09:54,647 - It's an original artwork. - I'm gonna spit on. 64 00:09:54,772 --> 00:09:56,607 Okay, a hundred bucks. 65 00:09:56,732 --> 00:09:58,317 Ten grand. 66 00:09:58,651 --> 00:10:00,110 Did you guys sound check? 67 00:10:00,361 --> 00:10:01,361 No, not yet. 68 00:10:01,570 --> 00:10:02,570 We're going on at... 69 00:10:02,905 --> 00:10:04,573 - five? - Did Margaret sound check yet? 70 00:10:04,698 --> 00:10:06,075 Yo, you sound checked yet? 71 00:10:06,200 --> 00:10:06,992 No. 72 00:10:07,201 --> 00:10:08,241 Not looking forward to it. 73 00:10:08,828 --> 00:10:09,870 Terrified. 74 00:10:10,496 --> 00:10:11,831 Half my shit is broken down. 75 00:12:00,481 --> 00:12:02,024 Ah. 76 00:12:09,615 --> 00:12:11,367 Ah. 77 00:13:01,584 --> 00:13:02,751 It's... it's probably 78 00:13:03,127 --> 00:13:04,127 a two out of ten 79 00:13:04,211 --> 00:13:06,297 in terms of his hearing. He can't... 80 00:13:06,422 --> 00:13:08,632 He's having trouble even communicating with me. 81 00:13:10,926 --> 00:13:11,926 It's... 82 00:13:42,374 --> 00:13:43,709 I gotta see a doctor? 83 00:13:44,251 --> 00:13:46,378 He... He can see you now. 84 00:13:48,047 --> 00:13:49,840 - What? - He can see you right now. 85 00:13:49,965 --> 00:13:52,009 - Now? - Yes, I... 86 00:13:56,805 --> 00:13:58,974 Hey, Lulu. Uh, sorry I had to run out, baby. 87 00:13:59,058 --> 00:14:01,185 I gotta deal with some shit, okay? 88 00:14:01,310 --> 00:14:02,895 Don't worry about anything, okay? 89 00:14:07,983 --> 00:14:09,902 Mr. Stone? 90 00:14:12,655 --> 00:14:13,948 Oh. Oh, yeah. 91 00:14:17,493 --> 00:14:18,869 Ah. 92 00:14:22,331 --> 00:14:24,959 Okay, how is that volume? 93 00:14:25,084 --> 00:14:26,752 Is the volume loud enough? 94 00:14:26,919 --> 00:14:27,711 Good. 95 00:14:27,837 --> 00:14:29,129 Can you hear me? 96 00:14:29,296 --> 00:14:30,089 What? 97 00:14:30,214 --> 00:14:31,632 You can hear me okay? 98 00:14:31,715 --> 00:14:33,008 - Volume wise? - I can hear you. 99 00:14:33,217 --> 00:14:35,094 Okay. 100 00:14:35,261 --> 00:14:36,971 I'm gonna say these words. 101 00:14:37,096 --> 00:14:39,807 I want you to repeat them back to me. 102 00:14:40,391 --> 00:14:42,560 I'm gonna start with just your right ear. 103 00:14:42,643 --> 00:14:43,894 Okay? 104 00:14:45,604 --> 00:14:47,106 Bass. 105 00:14:49,567 --> 00:14:50,985 Bass. 106 00:14:52,695 --> 00:14:54,363 Mess. 107 00:14:54,488 --> 00:14:55,698 Mace. 108 00:14:55,823 --> 00:14:57,992 Car. 109 00:14:58,117 --> 00:14:59,618 Crave. 110 00:14:59,702 --> 00:15:00,995 Mop. 111 00:15:02,288 --> 00:15:04,290 Noisy. 112 00:15:04,415 --> 00:15:05,624 Search. 113 00:15:05,708 --> 00:15:07,585 Throat. 114 00:15:07,668 --> 00:15:08,460 Ditch. 115 00:15:08,586 --> 00:15:10,045 Fish. 116 00:15:10,212 --> 00:15:11,255 Talk. 117 00:15:11,338 --> 00:15:12,339 T... 118 00:15:15,593 --> 00:15:17,511 Ring. 119 00:15:17,595 --> 00:15:19,430 Broom. 120 00:15:19,555 --> 00:15:21,015 Germ. 121 00:15:25,394 --> 00:15:26,937 Life. 122 00:15:30,274 --> 00:15:31,817 Team. 123 00:15:35,946 --> 00:15:37,448 Lid. 124 00:15:42,661 --> 00:15:44,079 Lid. 125 00:15:46,665 --> 00:15:48,667 This is your chart, Ruben. 126 00:15:49,251 --> 00:15:50,794 Now, as far as the volume 127 00:15:51,045 --> 00:15:52,463 that you can hear, 128 00:15:53,380 --> 00:15:56,217 you... on your right ear were twenty-eight percent, 129 00:15:56,300 --> 00:15:57,301 and on your left ear, 130 00:15:57,384 --> 00:15:58,844 you were twenty-four percent. 131 00:15:59,011 --> 00:16:00,971 - It's what? - In the left ear, 132 00:16:01,055 --> 00:16:03,182 - you came in at twenty-four percent. - Okay. 133 00:16:03,307 --> 00:16:04,350 No matter how... 134 00:16:04,433 --> 00:16:06,602 loud I made the test, 135 00:16:06,685 --> 00:16:08,395 I could have put it at eleven, 136 00:16:08,562 --> 00:16:09,813 you were still going to miss 137 00:16:09,897 --> 00:16:11,982 seventy to eighty percent of the words 138 00:16:12,066 --> 00:16:13,567 that I said. 139 00:16:13,692 --> 00:16:14,692 Okay. 140 00:16:14,819 --> 00:16:15,819 That is not good. 141 00:16:15,903 --> 00:16:17,488 Yeah, I see that. So what... 142 00:16:18,864 --> 00:16:19,949 What can we do about it? 143 00:16:20,074 --> 00:16:21,367 How do I get it back? 144 00:16:21,450 --> 00:16:22,743 Well, um... 145 00:16:22,868 --> 00:16:25,830 You have to understand something here. 146 00:16:26,247 --> 00:16:28,582 Whether or not this is related to 147 00:16:28,666 --> 00:16:31,085 your exposure to noise 148 00:16:31,210 --> 00:16:33,629 or it's an autoimmune issue 149 00:16:34,296 --> 00:16:35,714 doesn't really matter. 150 00:16:35,840 --> 00:16:37,842 I understand I got a problem. 151 00:16:37,967 --> 00:16:39,844 I'm asking you what I can do about it. 152 00:16:39,969 --> 00:16:42,221 Well, what you can do about it first 153 00:16:42,304 --> 00:16:44,682 is to eliminate all exposure 154 00:16:44,765 --> 00:16:46,934 to loud noises. 155 00:16:47,101 --> 00:16:48,894 And then we can run some tests 156 00:16:49,019 --> 00:16:50,563 and we can determine exactly 157 00:16:51,063 --> 00:16:53,148 what is going on with your ears. 158 00:16:53,774 --> 00:16:56,819 And if we do, then we can have our other conversations. 159 00:16:56,944 --> 00:16:58,237 We can have what? 160 00:16:58,821 --> 00:17:00,739 Well... there are implants 161 00:17:00,823 --> 00:17:02,825 that bypass the cochlea. 162 00:17:03,534 --> 00:17:04,702 You said implants? 163 00:17:04,785 --> 00:17:06,328 - Yes. - Those work? 164 00:17:06,620 --> 00:17:08,873 For people with severe hearing loss or 165 00:17:08,998 --> 00:17:09,874 complete deafness, 166 00:17:09,999 --> 00:17:11,167 yes, they help. 167 00:17:11,292 --> 00:17:12,960 Well, then let's do that. 168 00:17:13,711 --> 00:17:14,503 Well... 169 00:17:14,628 --> 00:17:16,172 it's not that simple. 170 00:17:16,255 --> 00:17:17,965 Uh, it's a very involved process 171 00:17:18,048 --> 00:17:19,048 and it's quite costly. 172 00:17:19,425 --> 00:17:20,968 How much is it? 173 00:17:21,093 --> 00:17:22,428 Well, they can run between forty 174 00:17:22,719 --> 00:17:24,555 and eighty thousand dollars depending, and... 175 00:17:25,181 --> 00:17:27,224 they are not covered by insurance. 176 00:17:33,147 --> 00:17:34,355 Okay. 177 00:17:34,440 --> 00:17:35,690 And, um... 178 00:17:37,359 --> 00:17:38,652 Like, when, when can you do it? 179 00:17:38,777 --> 00:17:40,321 You got 'em in stock now? 180 00:17:40,446 --> 00:17:41,238 Mr. Stone, 181 00:17:41,322 --> 00:17:42,531 your hearing... 182 00:17:43,240 --> 00:17:45,993 is deteriorating rapidly. 183 00:17:46,076 --> 00:17:47,661 Am I right? 184 00:17:48,662 --> 00:17:51,165 And over the next few days, 185 00:17:51,999 --> 00:17:53,209 or even hours, 186 00:17:53,292 --> 00:17:54,877 it's going to continue. 187 00:17:55,002 --> 00:17:57,880 And the hearing that you have lost 188 00:17:57,963 --> 00:18:00,299 is not coming back. 189 00:18:02,134 --> 00:18:03,552 You have to understand 190 00:18:03,636 --> 00:18:06,096 your first responsibility 191 00:18:06,222 --> 00:18:09,058 is to preserve the hearing you have. 192 00:19:27,261 --> 00:19:28,304 Ruben, what the fuck? 193 00:19:59,835 --> 00:20:02,463 Yes, it'll come back. 194 00:20:02,588 --> 00:20:04,256 I have to... 195 00:20:05,174 --> 00:20:06,675 There's like a surgery. 196 00:20:08,385 --> 00:20:09,220 What? 197 00:20:09,303 --> 00:20:10,888 It's simple. It's all it is. 198 00:20:11,013 --> 00:20:13,015 There's an implant. They put it in your shit. 199 00:20:13,140 --> 00:20:14,558 It's like a... 200 00:20:15,226 --> 00:20:16,644 Okay, it'll come back. 201 00:20:17,144 --> 00:20:18,395 It's fine, Lou. 202 00:20:18,562 --> 00:20:20,165 It's like forty grand, eighty grand, whatever, 203 00:20:20,189 --> 00:20:21,565 but it's... 204 00:20:21,690 --> 00:20:23,025 it'll come back. 205 00:20:23,150 --> 00:20:24,750 Till then, Lou, we just keep going, okay? 206 00:20:24,777 --> 00:20:26,070 - No. - Lou? 207 00:20:26,195 --> 00:20:27,279 - No. - Listen to me. 208 00:20:27,404 --> 00:20:28,965 Let's play tomorrow, let's see what it's like. 209 00:20:28,989 --> 00:20:30,074 Let's try it, okay? 210 00:20:30,157 --> 00:20:32,010 I'm gonna be like a click track. You can play to me. 211 00:20:32,034 --> 00:20:33,034 No. 212 00:20:33,077 --> 00:20:34,387 Huh? You can adj... It's different, 213 00:20:34,411 --> 00:20:35,830 but it is what it is, Lou. 214 00:20:42,586 --> 00:20:43,671 Lou, we have a t... 215 00:20:43,754 --> 00:20:44,880 Lou, we have a tour booked. 216 00:20:45,005 --> 00:20:45,798 It's not safe... 217 00:20:45,881 --> 00:20:47,675 We have a tour booked. 218 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:49,510 - We have a tour booked, Lou. - No. 219 00:20:49,885 --> 00:20:51,112 It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. 220 00:20:51,136 --> 00:20:52,405 - Yes, we do. - It's not safe, it's not safe. 221 00:20:52,429 --> 00:20:53,639 We have a tour booked! 222 00:20:55,516 --> 00:20:57,017 - Ruben. - I don't fuckin'... 223 00:21:04,358 --> 00:21:05,442 Yo! 224 00:21:06,569 --> 00:21:08,154 You got a smoke, please? 225 00:21:38,350 --> 00:21:39,935 This is ridiculous. 226 00:21:47,318 --> 00:21:48,402 He's sleeping. 227 00:21:48,694 --> 00:21:50,488 Hi. Hi, Hector? 228 00:21:50,863 --> 00:21:51,739 Hi, this is Lou. 229 00:21:51,864 --> 00:21:53,616 Ruben's having a bit of... 230 00:21:53,741 --> 00:21:54,821 a bit of trouble right now. 231 00:21:54,867 --> 00:21:56,011 - He's... - Hey, Hector, what's up? 232 00:21:56,035 --> 00:21:57,661 He's got some hearing problems. 233 00:21:59,413 --> 00:22:00,873 Yeah, I mean I can put him on, 234 00:22:00,956 --> 00:22:02,708 but he won't be able to hear you. 235 00:22:03,542 --> 00:22:04,919 Okay. 236 00:22:05,044 --> 00:22:05,836 Talk to him. 237 00:22:05,961 --> 00:22:07,379 Talk to him. 238 00:22:10,341 --> 00:22:12,927 Hey, Hector, what's going on, man? 239 00:22:13,052 --> 00:22:14,303 It's Ruben. 240 00:22:14,428 --> 00:22:15,868 I'd say it's good to hear your voice, 241 00:22:15,971 --> 00:22:17,991 but I can't hear a fuckin' word you're saying right now. 242 00:22:18,015 --> 00:22:19,600 So this is completely pointless. 243 00:22:19,767 --> 00:22:22,228 Lou wanted me to call you because I had a cigarette. 244 00:22:22,311 --> 00:22:23,812 Uh... you know... 245 00:22:23,896 --> 00:22:25,689 not great, not ideal, but... 246 00:22:25,940 --> 00:22:27,441 considering the circumstances, 247 00:22:27,525 --> 00:22:29,068 which are pretty fucked up. 248 00:22:29,985 --> 00:22:30,986 You know, understandable. 249 00:22:31,237 --> 00:22:32,530 I'd say understandable, 250 00:22:32,655 --> 00:22:34,573 for everyone apart from Lou, it seems. 251 00:22:34,698 --> 00:22:35,491 Um... 252 00:22:35,616 --> 00:22:36,700 I got this, bro. 253 00:22:36,826 --> 00:22:39,146 I know you'd probably be asking me if I'm steady right now, 254 00:22:39,203 --> 00:22:40,996 if I'm feeling level. 255 00:22:41,080 --> 00:22:42,122 Not completely, 256 00:22:42,206 --> 00:22:43,874 but I'm cool. 257 00:22:43,999 --> 00:22:46,252 You'd tell me serenity is something you get 258 00:22:46,377 --> 00:22:47,920 when you, uh, 259 00:22:48,003 --> 00:22:49,630 stop wishing for a different past. 260 00:22:49,755 --> 00:22:51,340 Bro, I love you, man. 261 00:22:51,465 --> 00:22:53,634 Oh, my manager wants the phone back, 262 00:22:53,717 --> 00:22:54,717 so I gotta go. 263 00:22:54,760 --> 00:22:56,011 Okay, love you, bro. 264 00:22:57,805 --> 00:22:58,597 Hey. 265 00:22:58,681 --> 00:23:00,349 Yeah, he can't hear a word. 266 00:23:04,019 --> 00:23:07,022 Well, if you get him to a group, then how is he gonna hear? 267 00:23:09,900 --> 00:23:11,360 Okay. 268 00:23:13,362 --> 00:23:16,740 Okay, tha... thanks, Hector, thank you. 269 00:23:16,866 --> 00:23:17,992 When? When? 270 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:20,077 Okay, yeah, I'll make sure it's on loud. 271 00:23:20,202 --> 00:23:22,246 Okay, thank you so much, thank you. 272 00:23:23,873 --> 00:23:25,249 Okay, bye. 273 00:23:32,464 --> 00:23:33,799 He's gonna call back. 274 00:23:35,384 --> 00:23:36,302 What did he say? 275 00:23:36,385 --> 00:23:37,928 Write it down. Tell... What did he... 276 00:23:43,976 --> 00:23:46,145 "Call back." 277 00:23:48,355 --> 00:23:50,107 He's gonna call back... that's all? 278 00:23:50,191 --> 00:23:51,567 Fuckin' Hector. 279 00:23:54,111 --> 00:23:55,779 What are we gonna do now? 280 00:24:04,371 --> 00:24:06,874 What do you wanna do, Lou? 281 00:24:07,082 --> 00:24:08,459 Huh? 282 00:24:28,062 --> 00:24:29,355 Fuck this. 283 00:24:37,613 --> 00:24:38,781 It's Hector. 284 00:24:43,327 --> 00:24:45,037 Hey. 285 00:24:45,412 --> 00:24:46,413 Yeah, he's here. 286 00:24:49,166 --> 00:24:50,709 Not so good. 287 00:24:54,630 --> 00:24:55,631 Oh... 288 00:24:55,881 --> 00:24:57,091 Okay. 289 00:24:57,216 --> 00:24:58,008 Uh... 290 00:24:58,133 --> 00:24:58,926 yeah, what, what, 291 00:24:59,009 --> 00:25:00,970 what is it and... 292 00:25:01,303 --> 00:25:02,303 What? 293 00:25:02,638 --> 00:25:03,556 What's the plan? 294 00:25:03,639 --> 00:25:04,639 Uh... 295 00:25:05,724 --> 00:25:07,393 Well, we're, we're in Missouri, 296 00:25:07,476 --> 00:25:08,269 so that's gonna take 297 00:25:08,394 --> 00:25:10,938 a few days. I don't... I don't really know. 298 00:25:12,398 --> 00:25:13,482 No, no... 299 00:25:13,566 --> 00:25:15,151 No, we'll leave right away. 300 00:25:16,026 --> 00:25:17,111 Okay, yeah. 301 00:25:18,154 --> 00:25:20,674 Okay, thank you. Thank you so much. I really, really appreciate it. 302 00:25:20,698 --> 00:25:22,032 Thank you. 303 00:25:22,616 --> 00:25:24,201 No, yeah, I'll tell him. 304 00:25:24,827 --> 00:25:26,162 Okay. Bye. 305 00:25:31,584 --> 00:25:32,584 What? 306 00:25:37,298 --> 00:25:38,299 He's found a place. 307 00:27:39,336 --> 00:27:41,630 Is that him? 308 00:27:51,182 --> 00:27:52,641 Ruben. 309 00:27:53,642 --> 00:27:55,362 Hi, I don't... I'm sorry, I don't know that. 310 00:27:55,436 --> 00:27:56,729 I'm Ruben. 311 00:27:57,062 --> 00:27:58,397 This is Lou. 312 00:27:58,522 --> 00:27:59,815 Hi, I'm... I'm Lou. 313 00:27:59,940 --> 00:28:01,066 I'm sorry, I read lips. 314 00:28:01,192 --> 00:28:02,192 My name is Lou. 315 00:28:02,276 --> 00:28:05,070 - Lou. I'm Joe. - Hi, Joe. 316 00:28:05,196 --> 00:28:06,676 You mind if I borrow him for a minute? 317 00:28:06,780 --> 00:28:07,780 No. 318 00:28:07,990 --> 00:28:09,950 All right, you mind watching my beast here for me 319 00:28:10,075 --> 00:28:11,075 while we have a talk? 320 00:28:11,243 --> 00:28:12,244 Well, okay. 321 00:28:12,369 --> 00:28:14,538 - Lou, this is Louie. - Oh. 322 00:28:14,663 --> 00:28:15,956 He's my hearing dog. 323 00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:17,583 He let me know you were here. 324 00:28:18,292 --> 00:28:19,835 I named it after Louie Aparicio 325 00:28:19,919 --> 00:28:21,545 from the White Sox in '59. 326 00:28:22,546 --> 00:28:23,940 You want to be best friends with him, 327 00:28:23,964 --> 00:28:25,233 - give him one of these. - Oh, sure. 328 00:28:25,257 --> 00:28:26,383 - Okay? - Yeah. 329 00:28:29,970 --> 00:28:30,970 Yo, what about... 330 00:28:31,180 --> 00:28:32,180 Lou, you coming? 331 00:28:32,223 --> 00:28:33,015 No, no, you. 332 00:28:33,182 --> 00:28:34,558 - You sure? - Yeah. 333 00:28:34,683 --> 00:28:35,768 I won't be long, okay? 334 00:28:35,893 --> 00:28:37,061 Okay. 335 00:28:38,354 --> 00:28:40,064 You be a good boy! 336 00:29:21,355 --> 00:29:22,898 Okay. Uh... 337 00:29:23,399 --> 00:29:24,399 Test. 338 00:29:25,818 --> 00:29:26,902 Oh. 339 00:29:41,625 --> 00:29:43,544 Okay. So, 340 00:29:43,669 --> 00:29:44,920 it works. 341 00:29:46,380 --> 00:29:47,798 Is this okay for you? 342 00:29:48,799 --> 00:29:50,009 Yeah, can you hear me? 343 00:29:50,134 --> 00:29:52,178 No. No, I'm gonna read your lips. 344 00:29:52,261 --> 00:29:54,388 I might miss some things, but I'm gonna try, okay? 345 00:29:54,930 --> 00:29:56,724 - Okay. - Just try, try to speak clearly. 346 00:29:57,057 --> 00:29:58,057 Yeah. 347 00:30:01,145 --> 00:30:02,521 How are you, Ruben? 348 00:30:06,525 --> 00:30:08,027 I'm okay. 349 00:30:12,698 --> 00:30:14,116 You're an addict? 350 00:30:15,951 --> 00:30:17,203 Yeah. 351 00:30:19,371 --> 00:30:21,040 What sort of drugs? 352 00:30:23,125 --> 00:30:24,752 What'd I take? 353 00:30:25,085 --> 00:30:26,504 Mm-hmm. 354 00:30:29,131 --> 00:30:31,675 Everything. 355 00:30:31,884 --> 00:30:33,344 Um... 356 00:30:34,887 --> 00:30:36,263 Mainly heroin. 357 00:30:37,389 --> 00:30:38,389 Heroin. 358 00:30:40,184 --> 00:30:43,854 Have you thought about using since you lost your hearing? 359 00:30:58,202 --> 00:31:00,538 Today is not a good day. 360 00:31:07,878 --> 00:31:10,005 I'm not thinking clear today. 361 00:31:13,259 --> 00:31:15,469 Let's talk about me. 362 00:31:16,387 --> 00:31:17,387 I'm an alcoholic. 363 00:31:18,681 --> 00:31:20,266 I lost my hearing in the Vietnam War 364 00:31:20,391 --> 00:31:22,518 when a bomb exploded near me. 365 00:31:23,811 --> 00:31:25,729 I still remember the music I was listening to 366 00:31:25,855 --> 00:31:26,981 when that bomb went off. 367 00:31:28,691 --> 00:31:29,775 After that, 368 00:31:30,693 --> 00:31:32,111 I lost everything else... 369 00:31:32,736 --> 00:31:33,736 my wife, 370 00:31:34,071 --> 00:31:35,573 my kid. 371 00:31:36,031 --> 00:31:38,284 Not because of being deaf, mind you, Ruben. 372 00:31:38,576 --> 00:31:39,576 It was the beer. 373 00:31:42,621 --> 00:31:44,165 How long you been clean? 374 00:31:46,125 --> 00:31:47,293 Four years. 375 00:31:47,418 --> 00:31:48,961 - Four? - Mmm. 376 00:31:50,588 --> 00:31:52,506 And you need some help right now? 377 00:31:53,674 --> 00:31:55,342 Yo, I should check on Lou. 378 00:31:57,469 --> 00:31:59,263 How long you two been together? 379 00:32:00,806 --> 00:32:02,266 Four years. 380 00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:27,666 You play music, right? 381 00:32:28,042 --> 00:32:29,210 - No. - No? 382 00:32:29,293 --> 00:32:30,294 No, not anymore. 383 00:32:30,628 --> 00:32:32,296 Not until I get the implant. 384 00:32:32,421 --> 00:32:33,797 Implant? 385 00:32:34,173 --> 00:32:36,425 Yeah. Sorry, you know about these implants they got now? 386 00:32:36,550 --> 00:32:37,760 It's like... it's like, uh... 387 00:32:37,843 --> 00:32:39,303 they have implants. 388 00:32:39,428 --> 00:32:41,013 I know. Yes. 389 00:32:42,556 --> 00:32:43,556 Expensive. 390 00:32:44,058 --> 00:32:46,685 Yeah, thank you, yes, they are. 391 00:32:46,810 --> 00:32:48,062 So... 392 00:32:50,272 --> 00:32:51,857 You should understand that, uh... 393 00:32:51,941 --> 00:32:53,400 this is a Deaf community, 394 00:32:53,818 --> 00:32:55,694 not just my program, but we're part 395 00:32:55,986 --> 00:32:58,364 of a larger Deaf community. 396 00:32:58,489 --> 00:33:00,032 And my program, 397 00:33:00,449 --> 00:33:01,867 and the people in it, 398 00:33:01,951 --> 00:33:02,951 they benefit 399 00:33:02,993 --> 00:33:05,162 tremendously from that Deaf community. 400 00:33:05,329 --> 00:33:06,747 We work with them 401 00:33:06,831 --> 00:33:08,457 and they work with us. 402 00:33:08,958 --> 00:33:09,875 But... 403 00:33:09,959 --> 00:33:11,168 it's very important, 404 00:33:11,418 --> 00:33:12,753 if you want to be here, 405 00:33:12,878 --> 00:33:14,463 to understand that we're looking for 406 00:33:14,588 --> 00:33:15,840 a solution to... 407 00:33:16,549 --> 00:33:17,633 to this... 408 00:33:19,301 --> 00:33:20,302 not this. 409 00:33:24,139 --> 00:33:25,850 Why don't you go invite Lou in here? 410 00:33:30,145 --> 00:33:32,064 Sure. 411 00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:35,651 Lou! 412 00:33:43,117 --> 00:33:44,869 This guy wants to talk to you. 413 00:33:45,327 --> 00:33:46,495 Okay. 414 00:33:50,374 --> 00:33:51,374 Well... 415 00:33:51,625 --> 00:33:54,670 I think it's important that you stay here with us right now, Ruben, 416 00:33:54,795 --> 00:33:56,088 learn some sign language, 417 00:33:56,797 --> 00:33:58,132 find some solid ground. 418 00:33:59,508 --> 00:34:00,968 What do you think? 419 00:34:01,802 --> 00:34:02,802 Man, it sounds great, 420 00:34:02,845 --> 00:34:04,930 but we don't have a lot of money right now. 421 00:34:05,055 --> 00:34:06,182 Well, sometimes our church 422 00:34:06,265 --> 00:34:07,933 sponsors deaf people in need, and 423 00:34:08,017 --> 00:34:08,851 right now, 424 00:34:08,934 --> 00:34:10,519 you fit the bill, Ruben. 425 00:34:11,103 --> 00:34:12,103 We're really not 426 00:34:12,146 --> 00:34:13,623 - churchgoing people. - Sorry, I... I read... 427 00:34:13,647 --> 00:34:15,087 Sorry, Ruben, I read lips. I can't... 428 00:34:15,149 --> 00:34:16,484 What'd you say? 429 00:34:17,568 --> 00:34:18,736 We're not religious, 430 00:34:18,819 --> 00:34:19,904 either of us. 431 00:34:20,196 --> 00:34:21,405 Very much not into religion, 432 00:34:21,530 --> 00:34:23,032 no offense, you know. 433 00:34:23,157 --> 00:34:25,117 Religion plays no part in this, Ruben. 434 00:34:25,242 --> 00:34:26,660 The church helps 435 00:34:26,744 --> 00:34:28,704 people in need, not religious people. 436 00:34:28,829 --> 00:34:30,956 The important thing is that you want to stay here. 437 00:34:31,081 --> 00:34:32,081 Mmm. 438 00:34:32,625 --> 00:34:33,501 Yeah. 439 00:34:33,584 --> 00:34:34,835 Lou? 440 00:34:35,001 --> 00:34:37,213 Do you think Ruben needs help right now? 441 00:34:41,383 --> 00:34:43,302 You understand, if, uh... 442 00:34:43,802 --> 00:34:45,137 Ruben were to stay here, 443 00:34:45,262 --> 00:34:46,972 he'd have to do it on his own. 444 00:34:47,847 --> 00:34:49,224 Members live in a house 445 00:34:49,308 --> 00:34:50,588 separate from the outside world. 446 00:34:50,643 --> 00:34:52,102 No contact to the outside world, 447 00:34:52,228 --> 00:34:54,063 no phones. 448 00:34:54,188 --> 00:34:55,648 I've found that in all cases, 449 00:34:55,773 --> 00:34:57,398 that's the way it works best. 450 00:34:57,525 --> 00:34:58,983 Yo, hold up a minute, okay? 451 00:34:59,108 --> 00:35:00,110 Let me catch up. 452 00:35:00,610 --> 00:35:01,610 Okay? 453 00:35:02,570 --> 00:35:04,240 {\an8}Can you help Ruben commit to that, Lou? 454 00:35:06,282 --> 00:35:07,677 You want, you want to try this for a couple days? 455 00:35:07,701 --> 00:35:08,701 We have our own home. 456 00:35:08,744 --> 00:35:10,412 We can stay in the RV. 457 00:35:10,663 --> 00:35:11,664 No, I'm sorry to say, 458 00:35:11,747 --> 00:35:13,266 that's not the way that it works here, Ruben. 459 00:35:13,290 --> 00:35:15,209 Well, that's a problem, then. 460 00:35:16,001 --> 00:35:18,121 Do you have anywhere you can be during this time, Lou? 461 00:35:19,964 --> 00:35:22,007 Yo, that's that, man. We're done. 462 00:35:22,591 --> 00:35:23,384 We're done. 463 00:35:23,509 --> 00:35:24,789 Thanks a lot for your time, bro. 464 00:35:24,844 --> 00:35:25,678 Appreciate it, okay? 465 00:35:25,803 --> 00:35:27,346 We're out, baby. Let's go. 466 00:35:56,667 --> 00:35:57,667 Hey. 467 00:35:58,043 --> 00:35:59,044 Lou... 468 00:36:00,337 --> 00:36:01,697 I'm thinking we should still go hit 469 00:36:01,797 --> 00:36:03,174 our fuckin' show in Dayton. 470 00:36:03,299 --> 00:36:05,342 Okay? I can, I can fuckin' watch you 471 00:36:05,426 --> 00:36:06,218 for cues. 472 00:36:06,385 --> 00:36:08,065 I know it was rocky last time but we did... 473 00:36:08,137 --> 00:36:09,054 we weren't on the same page. 474 00:36:09,138 --> 00:36:10,991 Now you know what's up, I can fuckin' watch you. 475 00:36:11,015 --> 00:36:12,933 And I know this shit inside out. 476 00:36:13,601 --> 00:36:15,269 Okay, yo. I can fuckin' make it work 477 00:36:15,352 --> 00:36:17,646 until we have enough for surgery. 478 00:36:17,980 --> 00:36:19,940 Okay? We're gonna get there. 479 00:36:21,150 --> 00:36:22,943 Yo, seriously, we're good to go. 480 00:36:23,277 --> 00:36:24,695 Lou. 481 00:36:25,112 --> 00:36:26,655 Hmm? 482 00:36:27,198 --> 00:36:28,908 Hey, I'll deal with this shit. 483 00:36:29,366 --> 00:36:30,159 I'll deal with it. 484 00:36:30,284 --> 00:36:31,845 You know I fucking will. It's just money. 485 00:36:31,869 --> 00:36:32,953 You know that, right? 486 00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:34,120 Huh? 487 00:36:36,499 --> 00:36:38,417 Come here. 488 00:36:54,225 --> 00:36:55,809 Ruben! 489 00:36:58,020 --> 00:36:59,021 Ruben! 490 00:36:59,522 --> 00:37:00,564 Ruben! 491 00:37:00,731 --> 00:37:01,731 Stop it! 492 00:37:08,572 --> 00:37:10,074 Ruben! 493 00:37:25,089 --> 00:37:26,316 Lou, look at me, I'm not going back 494 00:37:26,340 --> 00:37:27,675 to that fuckin' place, okay? 495 00:37:30,427 --> 00:37:31,427 I know. 496 00:37:31,470 --> 00:37:33,013 I know. I'm... 497 00:37:37,017 --> 00:37:39,103 Well, then fuckin' support me. 498 00:37:39,270 --> 00:37:42,356 How's about that? Fuckin' support me, Lou. 499 00:37:42,481 --> 00:37:43,481 Huh? 500 00:37:46,026 --> 00:37:47,066 You don't want to be here? 501 00:37:48,154 --> 00:37:49,280 Of course I do. 502 00:37:49,405 --> 00:37:50,525 I knew it. I fuckin' knew it. 503 00:37:50,573 --> 00:37:51,813 I fuckin' knew this was coming. 504 00:37:51,866 --> 00:37:52,866 I fuckin' knew it. 505 00:37:52,950 --> 00:37:54,535 This is about the fuckin' album, huh? 506 00:37:55,703 --> 00:37:57,183 What happened? You get a better offer? 507 00:37:57,371 --> 00:37:58,247 - What are you talking about? - Huh? 508 00:37:58,372 --> 00:37:59,165 - What are you saying? - I can't hear, 509 00:37:59,290 --> 00:38:01,417 I can't hear you. I can't fucking hear you! 510 00:38:01,500 --> 00:38:03,502 Do you understand me? I can't, I'm fuckin' deaf. 511 00:38:03,794 --> 00:38:04,920 I'm fucking deaf! 512 00:38:05,004 --> 00:38:06,130 No fucking hearing! 513 00:38:06,380 --> 00:38:07,214 Okay? 514 00:38:07,339 --> 00:38:08,507 Okay? 515 00:38:12,761 --> 00:38:15,097 No, what I need, what I need is a fucking gun in my mouth. 516 00:38:15,222 --> 00:38:17,433 What I need is a fucking gun in my fucking mouth! 517 00:38:17,683 --> 00:38:18,683 Okay?! 518 00:38:24,148 --> 00:38:25,482 Look, I'm sorry. 519 00:38:25,733 --> 00:38:27,053 Lou, I'm just fucked up a little. 520 00:38:27,109 --> 00:38:29,153 I just need a little... I need a minute to think. 521 00:38:29,320 --> 00:38:30,320 Okay? 522 00:38:32,198 --> 00:38:34,074 There's gotta be another way. 523 00:38:34,408 --> 00:38:35,408 Lou? 524 00:38:38,704 --> 00:38:39,704 Hello? 525 00:38:40,206 --> 00:38:41,207 Hey. 526 00:38:43,709 --> 00:38:44,877 Oh, really? 527 00:38:46,670 --> 00:38:47,546 Oh. 528 00:38:47,630 --> 00:38:48,881 Who is that? 529 00:38:49,173 --> 00:38:51,091 Okay, well, I need to get ready. Okay. 530 00:38:51,175 --> 00:38:52,468 No, I'll get a cab. 531 00:38:53,719 --> 00:38:55,095 Yeah, it's fine. 532 00:38:56,347 --> 00:38:57,640 Okay, bye. 533 00:38:58,682 --> 00:39:00,351 What's going on? 534 00:39:00,768 --> 00:39:01,768 Huh? 535 00:39:02,144 --> 00:39:03,479 What's going on? 536 00:39:03,896 --> 00:39:06,649 I'm getting on a plane and you're gonna go back to that place. 537 00:39:12,488 --> 00:39:13,614 Just slow down, okay? 538 00:39:13,697 --> 00:39:14,697 Slow down! 539 00:39:14,740 --> 00:39:16,134 Yo, chill dude, we're gonna be a minute. 540 00:39:16,158 --> 00:39:17,535 Just chill. Okay? 541 00:39:18,786 --> 00:39:19,995 Just slow down a minute. 542 00:39:20,830 --> 00:39:21,830 Lou. 543 00:39:21,914 --> 00:39:23,707 Lou. This is so fucked up. 544 00:39:23,833 --> 00:39:25,633 Who's gonna be looking out for you over there? 545 00:39:25,751 --> 00:39:26,544 Hmm? 546 00:39:26,669 --> 00:39:27,896 - Who's gonna look out for you? - It's okay. 547 00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:29,356 - Don't say that guy. - It's okay. It's okay. 548 00:39:29,380 --> 00:39:30,649 Lou, I need, I need more of a plan, Lou. 549 00:39:30,673 --> 00:39:31,757 - Ruben. - I need... 550 00:39:31,882 --> 00:39:33,968 I need more from you, Lou. 551 00:39:41,976 --> 00:39:44,144 I need more of a plan, Lou. 552 00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,272 You can't just fuckin'... 553 00:39:56,448 --> 00:39:57,366 Ah, Jesus. 554 00:39:57,449 --> 00:39:58,450 Lou, come on. 555 00:39:58,534 --> 00:39:59,326 Ruben. 556 00:39:59,451 --> 00:40:00,828 Ruben. 557 00:40:01,871 --> 00:40:03,372 You hurt yourself... 558 00:40:03,455 --> 00:40:05,166 Ruben. You hurt yourself, 559 00:40:05,916 --> 00:40:07,001 you hurt me. 560 00:40:07,543 --> 00:40:08,711 I'll hurt myself, too. 561 00:40:08,878 --> 00:40:09,753 I'll hurt myself, too. 562 00:40:09,837 --> 00:40:11,046 Don't say that. 563 00:40:11,797 --> 00:40:13,507 Promise. 564 00:40:13,632 --> 00:40:15,301 Say it, Rubi, or all of this is for shit. 565 00:40:15,426 --> 00:40:16,719 Say it! Promise! 566 00:40:16,886 --> 00:40:18,220 Go back there right now. 567 00:40:18,304 --> 00:40:19,138 Promise, say it! 568 00:40:19,263 --> 00:40:20,431 I'll promise if you... 569 00:40:20,514 --> 00:40:21,932 No, say it, promise. 570 00:40:26,103 --> 00:40:27,479 Go back to that place. 571 00:40:27,605 --> 00:40:29,231 I, only if, I need... 572 00:40:29,732 --> 00:40:31,150 I need you to wait for me. 573 00:40:31,942 --> 00:40:34,153 Okay? You're it for me, Lou. You're my fuckin' heart. 574 00:40:34,236 --> 00:40:35,529 You're it for me. 575 00:40:35,613 --> 00:40:37,907 Okay? You gotta wait for me. 576 00:40:45,998 --> 00:40:47,208 Fuck. 577 00:40:50,628 --> 00:40:52,046 Listen to me, listen, listen. 578 00:40:52,129 --> 00:40:54,173 When you get there, I need you to, 579 00:40:55,466 --> 00:40:57,384 I need you to write to me, okay? 580 00:40:57,510 --> 00:40:58,802 Yeah? Will you write me 581 00:40:58,928 --> 00:41:00,304 and tell me you're okay? 582 00:41:00,679 --> 00:41:02,306 Huh? Promise me? 583 00:41:02,431 --> 00:41:03,766 And listen, if it's... 584 00:41:03,933 --> 00:41:05,827 If it's bullshit, you just get your ass back here. 585 00:41:05,851 --> 00:41:07,228 I'll fix it, I swear to God. 586 00:41:07,311 --> 00:41:08,551 You know I'll fuckin' fix this. 587 00:41:08,604 --> 00:41:10,147 This is not that hard, okay? 588 00:41:10,272 --> 00:41:11,899 Just come back here. 589 00:41:15,736 --> 00:41:17,404 - I love you. - You're my fucking heart. 590 00:41:17,738 --> 00:41:18,738 Okay? 591 00:41:21,367 --> 00:41:22,993 Motherfucker. 592 00:41:23,118 --> 00:41:24,954 Oh, motherf... 593 00:41:33,295 --> 00:41:34,296 Fuck. 594 00:41:38,884 --> 00:41:40,344 Motherfucker. 595 00:41:47,268 --> 00:41:48,686 Oh. 596 00:41:54,900 --> 00:41:55,985 Fuck. 597 00:41:57,611 --> 00:41:59,071 Motherfucker. 598 00:42:54,001 --> 00:42:55,085 What's up? 599 00:42:57,087 --> 00:42:58,087 Yo. 600 00:42:58,172 --> 00:42:59,172 Hey. 601 00:43:27,993 --> 00:43:28,994 You want my car keys? 602 00:43:40,256 --> 00:43:41,257 If I ask for 'em back, 603 00:43:41,382 --> 00:43:42,925 I want 'em back, okay? 604 00:43:47,012 --> 00:43:48,556 We're not doing that. 605 00:45:03,589 --> 00:45:05,174 Your name. 606 00:45:06,342 --> 00:45:07,593 My name's Ruben. 607 00:45:07,968 --> 00:45:09,386 I'm an addict. 608 00:45:09,512 --> 00:45:11,305 I have four years clean now. 609 00:45:12,181 --> 00:45:13,181 I'm sorry I don't... 610 00:45:13,557 --> 00:45:15,017 talk sign language. 611 00:45:15,226 --> 00:45:16,226 That's it. 612 00:46:55,493 --> 00:46:56,535 Oh... 613 00:46:57,453 --> 00:46:58,454 Fuck. 614 00:49:17,051 --> 00:49:18,344 What? 615 00:49:21,764 --> 00:49:22,764 Okay. 616 00:50:05,474 --> 00:50:07,142 Um... I don't... 617 00:50:07,268 --> 00:50:08,894 Sorry. 618 00:50:30,791 --> 00:50:32,209 Ruben. 619 00:50:33,252 --> 00:50:34,252 Ru-ben. 620 00:51:10,331 --> 00:51:11,582 Oh. 621 00:51:29,725 --> 00:51:30,725 Okay. 622 00:51:35,981 --> 00:51:37,107 Yeah. 623 00:52:32,371 --> 00:52:33,414 Uh, I'm coming. 624 00:52:33,664 --> 00:52:34,832 Okay? One minute. 625 00:52:35,457 --> 00:52:36,917 I'll be back. 626 00:54:25,276 --> 00:54:26,276 Oh, hey, Joe. 627 00:54:31,824 --> 00:54:33,284 What was that all about, Ruben? 628 00:54:36,954 --> 00:54:38,080 Oh, with your roof? 629 00:54:39,248 --> 00:54:40,166 I was fixing your roof. 630 00:54:40,249 --> 00:54:41,667 It's like, one of the eaves is... 631 00:54:41,750 --> 00:54:43,294 I was trying to fix your roof. 632 00:54:44,336 --> 00:54:45,462 You don't need to fix 633 00:54:45,546 --> 00:54:46,839 anything here. 634 00:54:53,137 --> 00:54:54,138 Okay. 635 00:54:58,893 --> 00:55:00,227 I've got a little, uh... 636 00:55:00,311 --> 00:55:01,353 assignment for ya. 637 00:55:01,437 --> 00:55:02,479 Okay? 638 00:55:03,314 --> 00:55:04,648 You get up early, right? 639 00:55:05,900 --> 00:55:07,526 Yeah, pretty early, yeah. 640 00:55:09,236 --> 00:55:10,279 I'll have hot coffee 641 00:55:10,905 --> 00:55:11,906 waiting for you 642 00:55:12,198 --> 00:55:13,574 at 5:30. 643 00:55:14,742 --> 00:55:16,202 Early enough for you? 644 00:55:20,122 --> 00:55:21,499 I don't know. I guess. 645 00:55:21,624 --> 00:55:23,083 Okay, 5:00. 646 00:55:24,084 --> 00:55:25,127 And I'll, uh, 647 00:55:26,086 --> 00:55:27,755 provide a room for you. 648 00:55:28,672 --> 00:55:29,672 What for? 649 00:55:29,882 --> 00:55:32,593 And there's nothing that needs to be accomplished in this room. 650 00:55:32,968 --> 00:55:35,554 All I want you to do is just... 651 00:55:36,764 --> 00:55:37,765 sit. 652 00:55:41,769 --> 00:55:42,561 All I ask 653 00:55:42,686 --> 00:55:45,022 is if and when you cannot just sit, 654 00:55:45,314 --> 00:55:46,524 you turn yourself to the 655 00:55:46,607 --> 00:55:47,607 pen and paper 656 00:55:47,650 --> 00:55:49,485 that I'm gonna supply for you. 657 00:55:50,444 --> 00:55:51,862 And I want you to... 658 00:55:53,656 --> 00:55:54,657 write. 659 00:55:56,450 --> 00:55:58,136 Doesn't matter what you write, how you write, 660 00:55:58,160 --> 00:55:59,912 whether it's spelled correctly. 661 00:56:00,538 --> 00:56:02,665 Or if it's just a big... 662 00:56:02,832 --> 00:56:03,833 mess. 663 00:56:04,875 --> 00:56:06,252 I don't care. 664 00:56:06,335 --> 00:56:08,379 No one will read it, okay? 665 00:56:09,171 --> 00:56:11,173 But I want you to keep writing 666 00:56:11,257 --> 00:56:13,133 continuously without stopping 667 00:56:13,217 --> 00:56:15,219 until you feel like you can... 668 00:56:18,180 --> 00:56:19,807 sit again. 669 00:56:35,698 --> 00:56:36,991 Does it have to be writing? 670 00:56:37,116 --> 00:56:38,659 Writing, yes. No drawing. 671 00:56:38,784 --> 00:56:40,035 Writing, yes. 672 00:56:45,457 --> 00:56:46,458 And if... 673 00:56:46,834 --> 00:56:47,874 sometime in the future, 674 00:56:48,043 --> 00:56:50,629 it feels like it's a little bit too difficult for you, 675 00:56:51,213 --> 00:56:52,965 you should come and find me. 676 00:56:54,216 --> 00:56:55,885 I'll be in my apartment 677 00:56:56,635 --> 00:56:59,513 doing the same thing as you, okay, Ruben? 678 00:57:05,019 --> 00:57:06,395 I'll be writing, too. 679 00:57:10,065 --> 00:57:11,065 Okay. 680 00:58:44,201 --> 00:58:45,870 Ah! 681 00:58:54,879 --> 00:58:56,172 Ah! 682 00:58:58,424 --> 00:58:59,675 Ah! 683 00:59:04,597 --> 00:59:05,848 Mmm, nice. 684 00:59:05,973 --> 00:59:07,808 Nice, nice, nice. 685 00:59:07,933 --> 00:59:09,768 So fuckin' stupid. 686 00:59:17,401 --> 00:59:19,653 It's so fuckin' stupid. 687 00:59:23,532 --> 00:59:25,201 You fuckin' idiot. 688 00:59:38,380 --> 00:59:40,216 I'm a fuckin' idiot. 689 01:02:35,586 --> 01:02:36,920 Hey. 690 01:02:38,672 --> 01:02:40,340 You think he's okay? 691 01:02:43,510 --> 01:02:44,511 You okay? 692 01:02:44,595 --> 01:02:45,429 No. 693 01:02:45,512 --> 01:02:47,639 Not feeling better? Come on over. 694 01:02:49,433 --> 01:02:51,185 Look at those flowers. 695 01:03:00,819 --> 01:03:02,112 He's quick. 696 01:03:15,792 --> 01:03:18,003 Alright, come here, my friend. 697 01:03:19,755 --> 01:03:21,381 See, I knew he had it. 698 01:03:46,823 --> 01:03:49,576 A, B, C, D, E, F, G, 699 01:03:49,660 --> 01:03:52,287 H, I, J, K, L, M, N... 700 01:03:52,371 --> 01:03:54,373 R, S, T, U, V, 701 01:03:54,456 --> 01:03:56,458 W, X, Y, Z. 702 01:04:01,213 --> 01:04:02,673 He won. 703 01:04:03,173 --> 01:04:04,716 - No, no, he won. - It was close. 704 01:04:04,800 --> 01:04:06,718 No, he won. You can go again if you want to. 705 01:04:06,802 --> 01:04:08,637 Again! Again! Again! Again! 706 01:04:13,642 --> 01:04:14,518 A, B, C, D, 707 01:04:14,601 --> 01:04:16,853 G, H, I, J, K, L, 708 01:04:16,937 --> 01:04:18,480 T, U, V, 709 01:04:18,564 --> 01:04:19,565 O, Q... 710 01:04:19,648 --> 01:04:21,608 R, S, T, U, V, W, 711 01:04:21,692 --> 01:04:23,652 X, Y, Z. 712 01:04:23,735 --> 01:04:24,736 Yes! 713 01:04:27,614 --> 01:04:28,615 See? 714 01:04:29,575 --> 01:04:30,576 Good job! You did it! 715 01:05:17,581 --> 01:05:19,082 No, I thought... 716 01:05:20,125 --> 01:05:21,960 I thought you said you were smart. 717 01:05:22,919 --> 01:05:26,006 But your wife and your daughter are better, right? 718 01:05:27,257 --> 01:05:28,258 See? 719 01:05:28,342 --> 01:05:29,343 He knows! 720 01:05:30,552 --> 01:05:32,387 He already knows. 721 01:05:43,940 --> 01:05:45,817 I don't like it completely shaved. 722 01:05:45,901 --> 01:05:48,153 I prefer it with a little hair. 723 01:05:59,081 --> 01:06:00,457 Whoa, not too much. 724 01:06:00,540 --> 01:06:01,667 Natural, got it. 725 01:06:01,750 --> 01:06:03,627 Trimmed and all, ya know? 726 01:06:08,632 --> 01:06:09,633 Lovely. 727 01:06:09,716 --> 01:06:11,093 Who is she? 728 01:06:15,055 --> 01:06:16,556 Okay, okay. 729 01:06:20,394 --> 01:06:22,145 Where do you want it? 730 01:06:24,773 --> 01:06:26,400 Right here. 731 01:06:32,406 --> 01:06:33,740 I like it. 732 01:06:45,752 --> 01:06:46,962 Cool. Thank you. 733 01:07:05,689 --> 01:07:08,024 My bad. 734 01:07:08,108 --> 01:07:09,484 Watch me. 735 01:07:11,069 --> 01:07:12,446 Slowly. 736 01:08:27,493 --> 01:08:29,662 I feel a little bit old today. 737 01:08:32,121 --> 01:08:34,040 - You are old. - Yeah. 738 01:08:36,835 --> 01:08:37,920 I love your name sign... 739 01:08:38,045 --> 01:08:39,129 Ruben. 740 01:08:42,424 --> 01:08:44,259 That first day you were here 741 01:08:44,802 --> 01:08:46,637 you reminded me of an owl. 742 01:08:49,125 --> 01:08:50,293 O-W-L? 743 01:08:50,348 --> 01:08:51,392 {\an8}Owl. 744 01:08:51,711 --> 01:08:52,712 Fuck you. 745 01:09:02,402 --> 01:09:04,737 And you've become very important 746 01:09:04,946 --> 01:09:06,866 to a lot of people around here. 747 01:09:08,868 --> 01:09:09,701 You know? 748 01:09:09,826 --> 01:09:10,828 It's true. 749 01:09:11,036 --> 01:09:12,288 Thank you. 750 01:09:14,665 --> 01:09:16,375 I'd like to offer you a... 751 01:09:17,168 --> 01:09:18,169 a way that 752 01:09:18,294 --> 01:09:20,295 maybe you can continue on here 753 01:09:20,462 --> 01:09:21,463 with us. 754 01:09:22,798 --> 01:09:23,883 I imagine you're starting 755 01:09:23,966 --> 01:09:25,384 to think about the future 756 01:09:25,718 --> 01:09:26,802 a little bit? 757 01:09:27,094 --> 01:09:28,804 - Future? - Future. 758 01:09:29,597 --> 01:09:30,848 I know I am. 759 01:09:33,808 --> 01:09:34,602 But, uh... 760 01:09:34,727 --> 01:09:36,187 I do think there's a way 761 01:09:36,312 --> 01:09:38,438 you could maybe stay and work here, 762 01:09:39,356 --> 01:09:41,317 maybe with my program, 763 01:09:42,317 --> 01:09:43,486 maybe... 764 01:09:44,027 --> 01:09:45,446 with the kids at school. 765 01:09:47,031 --> 01:09:48,115 Maybe both. 766 01:09:52,620 --> 01:09:53,661 Anyway... 767 01:09:55,205 --> 01:09:56,415 you, uh... 768 01:09:56,749 --> 01:09:58,292 you think about it, you know? 769 01:11:19,081 --> 01:11:20,291 What the fuck? 770 01:14:22,139 --> 01:14:23,139 Her? 771 01:14:23,974 --> 01:14:24,975 Yeah. 772 01:14:29,299 --> 01:14:30,466 Sexy. 773 01:14:31,190 --> 01:14:32,942 Yeah. Cute. 774 01:14:34,693 --> 01:14:35,903 What do you think, huh? 775 01:14:35,986 --> 01:14:36,987 Yo, what do you think? 776 01:14:37,696 --> 01:14:39,031 This? 777 01:14:41,408 --> 01:14:42,451 Yeah. 778 01:14:44,036 --> 01:14:45,329 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 779 01:14:45,412 --> 01:14:46,288 Wait, yo, it's easy. 780 01:14:46,413 --> 01:14:47,206 It's easy. Just... 781 01:14:47,289 --> 01:14:48,290 slowly. 782 01:14:49,124 --> 01:14:51,210 Yo... It's for her, huh? 783 01:14:51,293 --> 01:14:52,293 It's for her. 784 01:14:52,336 --> 01:14:53,337 We need money. 785 01:14:53,462 --> 01:14:55,047 We need money. 786 01:14:55,381 --> 01:14:57,091 Huh? It's for us. 787 01:15:00,302 --> 01:15:01,595 I'm leveling with you. 788 01:15:01,720 --> 01:15:03,013 It's for her. 789 01:15:22,366 --> 01:15:23,659 Yo. For this... for this? 790 01:15:24,285 --> 01:15:25,077 For this, 791 01:15:25,161 --> 01:15:26,704 remember it's, uh... it's, uh... 792 01:15:27,079 --> 01:15:28,789 cash. Okay? Not check. 793 01:15:29,165 --> 01:15:29,957 Cool. 794 01:15:30,040 --> 01:15:31,041 Yo? 795 01:15:31,083 --> 01:15:32,084 You okay? 796 01:15:32,668 --> 01:15:34,044 Sure? 797 01:17:02,508 --> 01:17:04,552 Hi, is that Prince Audiology? 798 01:17:04,677 --> 01:17:05,886 Can you hear me? 799 01:17:10,850 --> 01:17:12,226 It's Stone, Ruben Stone. 800 01:17:12,309 --> 01:17:13,894 R-U-B-E-N, 801 01:17:14,770 --> 01:17:17,231 Stone, S-T-O-N-E. 802 01:17:17,982 --> 01:17:19,483 I'm confirming an appointment. 803 01:17:24,071 --> 01:17:25,364 Yeah, I can hold. 804 01:18:52,660 --> 01:18:53,661 So, listen. 805 01:18:53,744 --> 01:18:55,263 - What did you say? Write it down. - Yeah, yeah. 806 01:18:55,287 --> 01:18:56,664 I can't hear you. Write it down. 807 01:19:19,103 --> 01:19:20,813 I got a proposition for you. 808 01:19:21,480 --> 01:19:22,815 What's that? 809 01:19:23,107 --> 01:19:24,707 What if I give it to you at this price... 810 01:19:27,486 --> 01:19:29,947 but on one condition. 811 01:19:32,491 --> 01:19:34,243 I have the option of coming back to you 812 01:19:34,368 --> 01:19:35,619 within eight weeks. 813 01:19:36,412 --> 01:19:37,412 Okay? 814 01:19:37,454 --> 01:19:40,332 I get to buy it back off you for ten percent more than this. 815 01:19:40,708 --> 01:19:42,960 But everything has to be in its current condition. 816 01:19:43,043 --> 01:19:45,421 Everything has to be exactly like it is now. 817 01:19:46,505 --> 01:19:47,590 Hmm? 818 01:19:47,923 --> 01:19:49,133 What do you think? 819 01:19:50,259 --> 01:19:51,361 Why would you want to do that? 820 01:19:51,385 --> 01:19:52,761 Dude, I can't hear you. I'm deaf. 821 01:19:52,887 --> 01:19:54,680 So... It's... take it or leave it. 822 01:19:54,763 --> 01:19:56,182 What's it gonna be? 823 01:22:10,858 --> 01:22:11,858 You're back? 824 01:22:14,570 --> 01:22:16,113 Have a seat here. 825 01:22:17,016 --> 01:22:18,309 Thank you. 826 01:22:29,084 --> 01:22:30,084 Um... 827 01:22:31,504 --> 01:22:33,547 I did the deed. 828 01:22:34,381 --> 01:22:35,925 The deed? 829 01:22:40,387 --> 01:22:42,306 Surgery. 830 01:22:51,023 --> 01:22:52,566 How'd you get the money? 831 01:22:53,317 --> 01:22:54,527 I sold my RV 832 01:22:54,693 --> 01:22:55,694 and other shit. 833 01:22:59,073 --> 01:23:00,741 - Okay. - Look, Joe, 834 01:23:00,866 --> 01:23:01,700 I really 835 01:23:01,784 --> 01:23:03,994 don't want to explain myself right now. 836 01:23:04,495 --> 01:23:05,496 Okay? 837 01:23:07,039 --> 01:23:08,749 It's time. Okay? 838 01:23:08,833 --> 01:23:10,960 It's time. I gotta do something. 839 01:23:11,961 --> 01:23:12,962 Right? 840 01:23:13,128 --> 01:23:14,128 Trying to save my f... 841 01:23:14,171 --> 01:23:15,589 fuckin' life. 842 01:23:17,591 --> 01:23:18,676 So, that's what I'm doing. 843 01:23:18,968 --> 01:23:20,970 Okay? No one else is gonna save my life. 844 01:23:21,887 --> 01:23:22,888 Right? 845 01:23:24,557 --> 01:23:26,037 If I just sit here and diddle around, 846 01:23:26,141 --> 01:23:27,301 what am I gonna have? Nothing. 847 01:23:28,352 --> 01:23:29,352 Okay? 848 01:23:30,229 --> 01:23:32,666 And all this shit? Like, what does it matter? What does it matter? 849 01:23:32,690 --> 01:23:33,690 It just passes. 850 01:23:34,066 --> 01:23:34,984 Yo. 851 01:23:35,067 --> 01:23:36,318 If I disappear, 852 01:23:36,819 --> 01:23:38,070 like, who cares? 853 01:23:38,821 --> 01:23:40,072 Nobody cares, man. 854 01:23:40,406 --> 01:23:41,198 Seriously. 855 01:23:41,323 --> 01:23:42,323 Yo, and that's okay. 856 01:23:42,491 --> 01:23:43,491 That's life. 857 01:23:44,451 --> 01:23:45,451 That's life. 858 01:23:46,370 --> 01:23:47,872 No, for real. Okay? 859 01:23:48,289 --> 01:23:49,165 It just passes. 860 01:23:49,290 --> 01:23:50,082 It just fuckin'... 861 01:23:50,166 --> 01:23:51,375 fucking passes. 862 01:23:56,422 --> 01:23:58,132 I wonder, uh... 863 01:23:58,716 --> 01:24:01,010 all these mornings you've been sitting in my study, 864 01:24:02,011 --> 01:24:03,095 sitting, 865 01:24:05,306 --> 01:24:06,515 have you... 866 01:24:07,016 --> 01:24:08,017 had any... 867 01:24:09,226 --> 01:24:10,477 moments of... 868 01:24:10,853 --> 01:24:12,354 stillness? 869 01:24:17,318 --> 01:24:18,777 Because you're right, Ruben, 870 01:24:19,487 --> 01:24:20,567 the world does keep moving, 871 01:24:20,613 --> 01:24:22,656 and it can be a damn... 872 01:24:22,740 --> 01:24:23,741 cruel place. 873 01:24:25,618 --> 01:24:26,869 But for me... 874 01:24:29,580 --> 01:24:31,248 those moments of... 875 01:24:31,624 --> 01:24:33,042 stillness, 876 01:24:33,167 --> 01:24:34,502 that place, 877 01:24:34,585 --> 01:24:35,419 that's the... 878 01:24:35,503 --> 01:24:37,213 kingdom of God. 879 01:24:41,342 --> 01:24:43,135 And that place 880 01:24:43,677 --> 01:24:45,262 will never abandon you. 881 01:24:48,724 --> 01:24:50,017 But... 882 01:24:53,729 --> 01:24:54,772 I see you've made your 883 01:24:54,855 --> 01:24:55,855 choice. 884 01:24:55,940 --> 01:24:56,982 Right? 885 01:24:58,359 --> 01:24:59,527 Yeah. 886 01:25:01,987 --> 01:25:03,948 And I sincerely hope 887 01:25:04,657 --> 01:25:06,826 that it brings you happiness, Ruben. 888 01:25:11,065 --> 01:25:12,399 Thank you. 889 01:25:17,628 --> 01:25:18,671 I was wondering, Joe. 890 01:25:18,754 --> 01:25:20,381 I don't know if it's possible, 891 01:25:23,384 --> 01:25:24,552 but, uh... 892 01:25:25,177 --> 01:25:26,637 I need money, 893 01:25:26,971 --> 01:25:27,763 to, uh... 894 01:25:27,888 --> 01:25:29,306 just to buy back my RV. 895 01:25:30,140 --> 01:25:31,141 You know? 896 01:25:31,559 --> 01:25:33,269 You know, me... me and Lou. 897 01:25:33,352 --> 01:25:34,895 This is where we live. 898 01:25:35,062 --> 01:25:37,940 It's our home. Our home. 899 01:25:38,482 --> 01:25:39,275 And I can... 900 01:25:39,400 --> 01:25:40,484 I can totally pay you back. 901 01:25:41,026 --> 01:25:42,194 Just, uh... 902 01:25:42,903 --> 01:25:44,196 Now I got an issue with time. 903 01:25:51,871 --> 01:25:52,997 Ruben. 904 01:25:55,583 --> 01:25:58,669 I don't understand the situation that you've put yourself in. 905 01:25:59,378 --> 01:26:00,504 But... 906 01:26:00,754 --> 01:26:02,131 from where I'm sitting... 907 01:26:02,840 --> 01:26:03,924 you look 908 01:26:04,008 --> 01:26:04,842 and sound 909 01:26:04,884 --> 01:26:05,884 like an addict. 910 01:26:06,468 --> 01:26:07,303 No, I don't. 911 01:26:07,428 --> 01:26:08,428 Yo, no. 912 01:26:08,971 --> 01:26:09,889 I'm not... 913 01:26:09,972 --> 01:26:10,806 It's not... 914 01:26:10,890 --> 01:26:11,890 Not an addi... 915 01:26:12,892 --> 01:26:13,809 It's fine. Okay? 916 01:26:13,893 --> 01:26:14,893 My situation, 917 01:26:14,935 --> 01:26:15,811 it's cool. 918 01:26:15,936 --> 01:26:16,936 Okay? 919 01:26:17,354 --> 01:26:19,940 Seriously, my girlfriend's dad is rich, 920 01:26:20,024 --> 01:26:21,650 he can give me... give me the money. 921 01:26:21,901 --> 01:26:23,068 Okay? This is nothing. 922 01:26:23,152 --> 01:26:24,862 You can't imagine how nothing this is. 923 01:26:25,821 --> 01:26:26,821 Seriously. 924 01:26:29,783 --> 01:26:30,783 I'm fucking stupid... 925 01:26:30,868 --> 01:26:32,077 I'm... I'm sorry to ask. 926 01:26:32,369 --> 01:26:33,369 I'm sorry. 927 01:26:33,496 --> 01:26:34,496 Okay? 928 01:26:35,623 --> 01:26:36,624 Okay. 929 01:26:43,797 --> 01:26:45,841 Please can I stay here for just... 930 01:26:47,468 --> 01:26:48,719 three, four weeks? 931 01:26:48,844 --> 01:26:50,012 Till they... 932 01:26:50,888 --> 01:26:51,888 activate? 933 01:26:59,230 --> 01:27:00,230 Ruben. 934 01:27:01,732 --> 01:27:02,775 As you know, 935 01:27:03,442 --> 01:27:04,276 everybody here 936 01:27:04,360 --> 01:27:05,903 shares in the belief that 937 01:27:05,986 --> 01:27:07,905 being deaf is not a handicap. 938 01:27:08,447 --> 01:27:10,366 Not something to fix. 939 01:27:12,743 --> 01:27:14,453 It's pretty important around here. 940 01:27:17,498 --> 01:27:18,707 All these kids... 941 01:27:20,835 --> 01:27:22,002 all of us, 942 01:27:22,837 --> 01:27:24,505 need to be reminded of it 943 01:27:25,381 --> 01:27:26,590 every day. 944 01:27:30,344 --> 01:27:31,136 And my house 945 01:27:31,178 --> 01:27:33,430 is a house built on that belief, 946 01:27:33,556 --> 01:27:34,890 and built on trust. 947 01:27:37,852 --> 01:27:39,854 And when that trust is violated, 948 01:27:40,396 --> 01:27:41,730 things happen. 949 01:27:48,779 --> 01:27:50,823 And I can't have that. 950 01:27:52,324 --> 01:27:54,368 There are too many others 951 01:27:54,451 --> 01:27:55,452 to consider. 952 01:27:58,831 --> 01:27:59,831 And so, 953 01:28:00,666 --> 01:28:01,917 in your current state, 954 01:28:02,459 --> 01:28:03,544 at this time, 955 01:28:05,337 --> 01:28:08,340 I'm going to have to ask you to pack up your bags, today, 956 01:28:09,967 --> 01:28:12,136 and find another place to be, Ruben. 957 01:28:26,775 --> 01:28:28,068 Cool. 958 01:29:45,145 --> 01:29:46,856 Ah. 959 01:31:33,212 --> 01:31:34,547 Are you ready? 960 01:31:36,757 --> 01:31:38,008 Okay. 961 01:31:47,643 --> 01:31:48,853 Here we go. 962 01:32:00,114 --> 01:32:01,699 Can you hear me? 963 01:32:08,164 --> 01:32:09,164 Say again. 964 01:32:09,331 --> 01:32:11,000 - Can you hear me? - Whoa. 965 01:32:12,418 --> 01:32:13,711 How does it sound? 966 01:32:16,755 --> 01:32:18,799 Uh, sounds weird. 967 01:32:20,134 --> 01:32:22,136 Okay, well, let's try 968 01:32:22,261 --> 01:32:23,762 making an adjustment. 969 01:32:28,726 --> 01:32:30,311 How about now? How's that? 970 01:32:31,395 --> 01:32:32,521 Oh, that's bad. 971 01:32:32,730 --> 01:32:33,981 Um... 972 01:32:36,734 --> 01:32:38,652 It's... bad. 973 01:32:40,529 --> 01:32:42,448 Do you want to describe what you're hearing? 974 01:32:42,531 --> 01:32:43,782 It's, um... 975 01:32:45,493 --> 01:32:46,660 It's like... 976 01:32:47,036 --> 01:32:48,329 high. High. 977 01:32:50,080 --> 01:32:51,248 Um... 978 01:32:56,170 --> 01:32:57,796 Can you change the... 979 01:33:00,549 --> 01:33:01,842 Well, I can try and make 980 01:33:01,967 --> 01:33:03,135 another adjustment. 981 01:33:07,473 --> 01:33:08,891 How's that? 982 01:33:12,645 --> 01:33:13,645 Okay. 983 01:33:13,771 --> 01:33:17,066 Ruben, this is not sound like you remember, 984 01:33:17,274 --> 01:33:18,651 and it's the implants 985 01:33:18,734 --> 01:33:19,734 in your head that's 986 01:33:19,777 --> 01:33:20,861 tricking your brain 987 01:33:20,945 --> 01:33:21,862 into thinking that you're 988 01:33:21,946 --> 01:33:23,823 actually hearing, 989 01:33:24,240 --> 01:33:25,157 when 990 01:33:25,241 --> 01:33:26,992 in reality your ears 991 01:33:27,076 --> 01:33:28,202 aren't working still. 992 01:33:31,247 --> 01:33:32,039 So, uh, 993 01:33:32,122 --> 01:33:33,499 I would suggest that you 994 01:33:33,582 --> 01:33:34,708 take it easy 995 01:33:34,834 --> 01:33:36,877 for the next few weeks and... 996 01:33:37,419 --> 01:33:38,420 just... 997 01:33:39,463 --> 01:33:41,507 get adjusted to... 998 01:33:41,590 --> 01:33:42,800 how things sound. 999 01:33:47,012 --> 01:33:48,013 And just... 1000 01:33:48,097 --> 01:33:49,473 take your time. 1001 01:35:48,634 --> 01:35:49,802 Oui? 1002 01:35:50,427 --> 01:35:51,427 Bonjour? 1003 01:35:52,263 --> 01:35:54,181 Yeah, hi, is that, um... 1004 01:35:54,723 --> 01:35:56,642 Is, is Lou there? 1005 01:35:57,685 --> 01:35:59,186 Hein? C'est qui? 1006 01:35:59,603 --> 01:36:01,188 Who... who is this? 1007 01:36:02,606 --> 01:36:04,024 This is Ruben. 1008 01:36:04,900 --> 01:36:05,985 Qui? 1009 01:36:06,861 --> 01:36:08,154 It's Ruben. 1010 01:36:10,030 --> 01:36:11,115 Oh. 1011 01:36:11,198 --> 01:36:12,324 Hmm. 1012 01:36:30,759 --> 01:36:31,759 Hey. 1013 01:36:32,720 --> 01:36:34,221 Bonjour, uh...? 1014 01:36:34,763 --> 01:36:35,763 Ruben. 1015 01:36:35,806 --> 01:36:36,932 Come in. 1016 01:36:41,437 --> 01:36:43,147 You are hungry, Ruben? 1017 01:36:46,275 --> 01:36:47,568 Yes? 1018 01:37:00,122 --> 01:37:01,540 Uh, Louise is not here. 1019 01:37:05,002 --> 01:37:06,295 Uh, you are hearing? 1020 01:37:06,420 --> 01:37:08,088 Y... You are hearing? 1021 01:37:08,172 --> 01:37:09,048 Yeah. 1022 01:37:09,173 --> 01:37:10,341 I... I had an operation. 1023 01:37:11,050 --> 01:37:12,635 Wow! Yes? 1024 01:37:16,972 --> 01:37:18,641 Oh! What is this? 1025 01:37:19,975 --> 01:37:21,101 Oh, that's very good. 1026 01:37:21,185 --> 01:37:23,354 Louise told me your wish for this. 1027 01:37:26,148 --> 01:37:27,399 Oh. 1028 01:37:30,402 --> 01:37:31,862 And so, uh... 1029 01:37:33,781 --> 01:37:35,449 So, you're back to your drums now? 1030 01:37:36,283 --> 01:37:37,910 Uh, not yet. 1031 01:37:37,993 --> 01:37:39,578 I gotta, I gotta, um, 1032 01:37:39,703 --> 01:37:41,163 I gotta deal with some stuff first, 1033 01:37:41,247 --> 01:37:42,498 you know? 1034 01:37:42,623 --> 01:37:43,623 Just gotta... 1035 01:37:43,707 --> 01:37:44,917 gotta settle some things. 1036 01:37:45,459 --> 01:37:47,211 Yes, settle... 1037 01:37:47,461 --> 01:37:48,546 like what? 1038 01:37:48,671 --> 01:37:50,464 You know, just like 1039 01:37:50,840 --> 01:37:51,966 getting back into it 1040 01:37:52,049 --> 01:37:54,218 - and also some financial stuff. - Yes. 1041 01:37:54,301 --> 01:37:55,695 You know, I just gotta figure it all out. 1042 01:37:55,719 --> 01:37:56,719 Mm-hmm. 1043 01:37:57,721 --> 01:37:58,722 Yes. 1044 01:37:59,181 --> 01:38:01,016 And Louise knows that you're here? 1045 01:38:01,141 --> 01:38:02,560 No. No. 1046 01:38:03,310 --> 01:38:04,645 So, it's a big surprise, oui? 1047 01:38:11,527 --> 01:38:12,570 Well, Louise has been 1048 01:38:12,653 --> 01:38:13,653 quite busy, you know? 1049 01:38:14,738 --> 01:38:16,198 Mm-hmm. 1050 01:38:16,907 --> 01:38:19,368 We're doing a party, so... 1051 01:38:19,910 --> 01:38:21,430 she'll be back home tonight, that's 1052 01:38:21,912 --> 01:38:23,455 most certainly. 1053 01:38:29,086 --> 01:38:30,087 Oh, you want... 1054 01:38:30,504 --> 01:38:32,590 I'm going to make you some eggs. 1055 01:38:32,923 --> 01:38:34,049 Oh, no, I'm good. 1056 01:38:34,175 --> 01:38:35,801 Do you need any help with any of this? 1057 01:38:35,926 --> 01:38:37,011 No, no. 1058 01:38:37,136 --> 01:38:38,637 You need some eggs. 1059 01:38:40,055 --> 01:38:41,055 Thanks. 1060 01:38:43,684 --> 01:38:45,561 Where did you grow, Ruben? 1061 01:38:46,770 --> 01:38:48,147 Where did I grow up? 1062 01:38:48,230 --> 01:38:49,690 - Yes. - Um... 1063 01:38:49,773 --> 01:38:50,773 like, all over. 1064 01:38:51,066 --> 01:38:53,152 You know, Texas, California, 1065 01:38:54,153 --> 01:38:55,404 Arizona, Virginia. 1066 01:38:56,197 --> 01:38:57,364 Yeah. All over. 1067 01:38:57,573 --> 01:38:59,158 Why so many places? 1068 01:39:00,743 --> 01:39:01,535 It was... 1069 01:39:01,744 --> 01:39:02,828 like, uh... 1070 01:39:02,953 --> 01:39:05,289 my mom was a nurse in the military. 1071 01:39:05,372 --> 01:39:06,790 - Mm-hmm. - You know. 1072 01:39:06,916 --> 01:39:08,918 So she kept moving around. 1073 01:39:09,376 --> 01:39:10,419 And your father, too? 1074 01:39:10,669 --> 01:39:11,669 No. 1075 01:39:11,712 --> 01:39:12,755 I mean, I don't know. 1076 01:39:13,797 --> 01:39:14,798 I see. 1077 01:39:18,511 --> 01:39:20,679 Uh, I must be honest, I... 1078 01:39:21,555 --> 01:39:23,265 did not always have good feelings 1079 01:39:23,349 --> 01:39:24,350 for you, Ruben, 1080 01:39:24,475 --> 01:39:26,018 all these years. 1081 01:39:27,144 --> 01:39:29,605 I confide it is like if one... 1082 01:39:31,565 --> 01:39:33,901 had stolen something... 1083 01:39:33,984 --> 01:39:34,985 precious. 1084 01:39:36,362 --> 01:39:37,655 You understand? 1085 01:39:38,239 --> 01:39:39,907 But I know it's not you that took 1086 01:39:39,990 --> 01:39:41,575 Louise from me. 1087 01:39:43,244 --> 01:39:44,870 Her mother did that. 1088 01:39:47,331 --> 01:39:49,542 She took Louise when she left me. 1089 01:39:50,042 --> 01:39:51,710 And she took her again 1090 01:39:51,836 --> 01:39:53,546 when she killed herself. 1091 01:39:56,674 --> 01:40:00,010 And Louise must have come back home then, 1092 01:40:00,177 --> 01:40:02,471 but she was hating me so much. 1093 01:40:02,596 --> 01:40:04,181 What could I do? 1094 01:40:04,932 --> 01:40:05,808 And you... 1095 01:40:05,891 --> 01:40:07,017 you... 1096 01:40:08,936 --> 01:40:11,438 Well, you gave her a place to go. 1097 01:40:12,815 --> 01:40:14,400 Then, and... 1098 01:40:14,859 --> 01:40:16,485 this is a good thing. 1099 01:40:18,320 --> 01:40:20,823 Don't you see, I didn't like you much at the time, 1100 01:40:20,906 --> 01:40:22,491 but now I thank you. 1101 01:40:22,616 --> 01:40:24,243 I want to say to you that. 1102 01:40:27,371 --> 01:40:28,414 But anyhow, 1103 01:40:28,789 --> 01:40:30,082 you're gonna be so happy to see 1104 01:40:30,166 --> 01:40:31,208 how Louise 1105 01:40:31,792 --> 01:40:33,335 is going great now. 1106 01:40:34,420 --> 01:40:36,297 And that's the most important. 1107 01:40:37,631 --> 01:40:38,757 Isn't it? 1108 01:40:40,426 --> 01:40:41,510 Hmm? 1109 01:40:42,011 --> 01:40:43,137 Okay. 1110 01:41:28,057 --> 01:41:29,057 Whoa. 1111 01:41:30,142 --> 01:41:32,603 Whoa! 1112 01:41:32,686 --> 01:41:33,854 Hi. 1113 01:41:34,980 --> 01:41:35,981 Can you hear me? 1114 01:41:36,315 --> 01:41:37,942 Yeah. Loud and clear. 1115 01:41:39,860 --> 01:41:41,070 Oh, look at you, Lulu. 1116 01:41:41,195 --> 01:41:42,613 Holy shit. 1117 01:41:44,532 --> 01:41:45,449 Look at you, huh? 1118 01:41:45,533 --> 01:41:46,534 What? 1119 01:41:46,659 --> 01:41:48,202 You look different. 1120 01:41:51,580 --> 01:41:53,374 Whoa, no scratching, huh? 1121 01:41:54,291 --> 01:41:55,376 Oh, yeah. 1122 01:41:56,544 --> 01:41:57,878 That's good. 1123 01:42:17,648 --> 01:42:18,858 Does it feel weird? 1124 01:42:19,275 --> 01:42:20,901 Yeah. Does it look weird? 1125 01:42:21,026 --> 01:42:22,026 No. 1126 01:42:22,570 --> 01:42:24,321 No, it doesn't. It looks really neat. 1127 01:42:25,447 --> 01:42:26,447 Mmm. 1128 01:42:27,741 --> 01:42:28,993 So crazy. 1129 01:42:29,118 --> 01:42:30,118 Mm-hmm. 1130 01:42:31,328 --> 01:42:32,454 How'd you do it? 1131 01:42:32,830 --> 01:42:34,248 Just worked some magic. 1132 01:42:36,625 --> 01:42:38,127 I have to talk to you about it. 1133 01:42:39,420 --> 01:42:41,380 I had to just move some things around. 1134 01:42:41,547 --> 01:42:42,882 Louise, tu desends? 1135 01:42:44,842 --> 01:42:45,842 Um... 1136 01:42:46,552 --> 01:42:48,592 Did Richard tell you about this party thing tonight? 1137 01:42:49,430 --> 01:42:50,430 Oh, shit, yeah. 1138 01:42:50,514 --> 01:42:52,600 Yeah, I just have to go and sort some things out. 1139 01:42:52,725 --> 01:42:54,185 - No, it's great. It's cool. - Yeah. 1140 01:42:55,311 --> 01:42:56,937 - Go do your thing. - Okay. 1141 01:42:58,230 --> 01:42:59,315 Do you need anything? 1142 01:42:59,940 --> 01:43:01,233 No, I'm good. 1143 01:43:02,109 --> 01:43:03,569 I'll just be downstairs. 1144 01:44:01,502 --> 01:44:02,586 Hey. 1145 01:44:02,753 --> 01:44:04,755 Ruben, mon petite ami. 1146 01:44:06,298 --> 01:44:07,298 What's up? 1147 01:44:08,425 --> 01:44:10,052 - Come again? - How are you? 1148 01:44:11,011 --> 01:44:13,180 How are you? 1149 01:44:14,056 --> 01:44:15,558 - Did you get some food? - Hmm? 1150 01:44:15,683 --> 01:44:16,976 Get some food? 1151 01:44:18,018 --> 01:44:19,520 Yeah? 1152 01:45:07,051 --> 01:45:09,470 I would like to make a wish. 1153 01:45:10,805 --> 01:45:14,892 I would like my daughter to sing a little song with me. 1154 01:45:14,976 --> 01:45:15,977 Papa, no. 1155 01:45:16,060 --> 01:45:18,730 This is my right... It's my birthday! 1156 01:45:19,230 --> 01:45:20,356 Come. 1157 01:45:20,440 --> 01:45:22,233 Oh! 1158 01:45:23,317 --> 01:45:25,611 Some of you knew 1159 01:45:25,695 --> 01:45:27,405 Louise's mother, 1160 01:45:27,488 --> 01:45:29,615 and know that I wrote songs for her... 1161 01:45:29,699 --> 01:45:31,034 many. 1162 01:45:31,576 --> 01:45:34,704 And this was your favorite when you were little. 1163 01:45:35,121 --> 01:45:36,748 Do you remember? 1164 01:48:25,140 --> 01:48:26,140 Hey. 1165 01:48:29,603 --> 01:48:30,688 You okay? 1166 01:48:31,230 --> 01:48:32,230 - Hmm? - Yeah. 1167 01:49:04,722 --> 01:49:06,432 Um, sorry. 1168 01:49:06,557 --> 01:49:08,184 I just need some water. 1169 01:49:13,814 --> 01:49:14,814 Are you okay? 1170 01:49:15,357 --> 01:49:17,109 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah? 1171 01:49:17,193 --> 01:49:19,028 Yeah, it's just a little dry in here. 1172 01:49:24,825 --> 01:49:26,327 {\an8}Hey, that was, uh... 1173 01:49:26,619 --> 01:49:28,037 {\an8}pretty cool tonight. 1174 01:49:29,413 --> 01:49:30,623 {\an8}You sounded fuckin' great. 1175 01:49:30,831 --> 01:49:32,166 - Yeah, right. - What? 1176 01:49:32,249 --> 01:49:33,849 You're telling me you weren't feeling it? 1177 01:49:34,210 --> 01:49:35,896 - You were in it. - Well, yeah, well, that's... 1178 01:49:35,920 --> 01:49:37,898 Straight up, you sounded amazing singing like that. 1179 01:49:37,922 --> 01:49:39,507 It's my dad's stuff, but... 1180 01:49:40,549 --> 01:49:41,967 {\an8}And you're speaking French now? 1181 01:49:42,092 --> 01:49:44,678 {\an8}- Oh, my God, barely. - I didn't know you could do that. 1182 01:49:45,179 --> 01:49:46,931 {\an8}Well, I've mostly forgotten, but... 1183 01:49:47,640 --> 01:49:49,099 {\an8}it's coming back a little. 1184 01:49:50,267 --> 01:49:52,019 {\an8}Yeah, I was thinking, like, do you remember, 1185 01:49:52,186 --> 01:49:53,812 {\an8}you remember this place at all? 1186 01:49:55,481 --> 01:49:56,774 I didn't, but... 1187 01:49:57,775 --> 01:49:59,693 so disconcerting the things that 1188 01:49:59,777 --> 01:50:01,320 your memory holds onto 1189 01:50:01,403 --> 01:50:02,988 without you knowing. 1190 01:50:04,365 --> 01:50:05,157 I don't know, my... 1191 01:50:05,282 --> 01:50:07,052 my mom and I never really talked about this place. 1192 01:50:07,076 --> 01:50:09,411 It was always some weird, dreamy idea, but... 1193 01:50:10,454 --> 01:50:11,454 I mean... 1194 01:50:11,497 --> 01:50:12,665 now it's come back a little. 1195 01:50:13,415 --> 01:50:14,415 {\an8}Right. 1196 01:50:16,085 --> 01:50:17,085 {\an8}Yeah. 1197 01:50:18,546 --> 01:50:19,672 {\an8}I told everyone about our 1198 01:50:19,755 --> 01:50:21,757 {\an8}little gypsy life together. 1199 01:50:22,925 --> 01:50:24,051 I miss it. 1200 01:50:24,593 --> 01:50:25,886 {\an8}We gotta get back into it. 1201 01:50:26,178 --> 01:50:27,847 {\an8}You know? We gotta get back on it, 1202 01:50:27,930 --> 01:50:29,330 {\an8}we gotta get back in the fuckin'... 1203 01:50:29,515 --> 01:50:30,683 {\an8}in the groove, huh? 1204 01:50:31,058 --> 01:50:31,851 {\an8}Don't you think? 1205 01:50:31,934 --> 01:50:33,894 {\an8}I gotta go get the Airstream sorted. 1206 01:50:34,270 --> 01:50:35,563 What do you mean sorted? 1207 01:50:35,688 --> 01:50:37,982 I just, I just got a shit ton of things to do. 1208 01:50:38,107 --> 01:50:39,108 - You know? - Right. 1209 01:50:39,191 --> 01:50:40,210 Like with the tour and stuff? 1210 01:50:40,234 --> 01:50:41,586 - Yeah, the fuckin' tour, everything. - Yeah. 1211 01:50:41,610 --> 01:50:42,838 Like, we just gotta get back on it, 1212 01:50:42,862 --> 01:50:43,654 - you know, everything, - Mm-hmm. 1213 01:50:43,779 --> 01:50:44,864 The album, the tour... 1214 01:50:45,531 --> 01:50:47,199 the, the... you know? 1215 01:50:49,451 --> 01:50:50,578 Yeah. 1216 01:50:56,834 --> 01:50:57,877 Hey. 1217 01:51:26,655 --> 01:51:27,907 It's okay, Lou. 1218 01:51:28,782 --> 01:51:29,782 What? 1219 01:51:34,705 --> 01:51:35,789 It's okay. 1220 01:51:41,003 --> 01:51:42,087 What's okay? 1221 01:51:49,553 --> 01:51:51,180 You saved my life. 1222 01:51:54,225 --> 01:51:55,476 You made it... 1223 01:51:56,977 --> 01:51:58,604 you made it beautiful. 1224 01:52:02,525 --> 01:52:03,901 So it's okay. 1225 01:52:05,903 --> 01:52:07,238 What? 1226 01:52:08,614 --> 01:52:10,574 Why are you saying this? 1227 01:52:17,706 --> 01:52:19,625 You saved my life, too, Rubi.