1 00:00:03,212 --> 00:00:04,754 Dear Simon, 2 00:00:04,755 --> 00:00:07,006 I know it's been a minute since I've reached out, 3 00:00:07,007 --> 00:00:08,799 and you were probably thinking, "Wow! 4 00:00:08,800 --> 00:00:11,844 I bet Victor finally has his shit together." 5 00:00:11,845 --> 00:00:14,472 But Simon, my shit is not together. 6 00:00:14,473 --> 00:00:16,766 My shit is... 7 00:00:16,767 --> 00:00:18,060 Well, it's shit. 8 00:00:20,896 --> 00:00:23,899 Benji wants to take a break from us. 9 00:00:26,944 --> 00:00:28,945 We've been far from perfect lately, 10 00:00:28,946 --> 00:00:32,366 but I thought we were strong enough to get through anything. 11 00:00:33,534 --> 00:00:35,786 And now, I'm not so sure. 12 00:00:38,455 --> 00:00:41,500 So, I told off a priest. 13 00:00:42,376 --> 00:00:45,127 Well, "telling off" might be a bit strong. 14 00:00:45,128 --> 00:00:46,420 Nobody had to hold my earrings, 15 00:00:46,421 --> 00:00:49,257 but I did tell Father Lawrence that we're quitting the church. 16 00:00:49,258 --> 00:00:51,634 Cool. 17 00:00:51,635 --> 00:00:54,595 And I found another congregation in Five Points. 18 00:00:54,596 --> 00:00:57,557 Their website says all are welcome, 19 00:00:57,558 --> 00:01:00,477 which is Catholic for less homophobic. 20 00:01:02,688 --> 00:01:03,856 Victor... 21 00:01:05,482 --> 00:01:09,937 - Is everything okay? - Not really. 22 00:01:09,938 --> 00:01:13,073 Well, is it something you want to talk about? 23 00:01:13,991 --> 00:01:15,366 No. 24 00:01:34,720 --> 00:01:36,470 If you're wondering how he gets his hair that perfect, 25 00:01:36,471 --> 00:01:39,640 there isn't a pomade in the world that can do that for you. 26 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:42,560 Should we shave his head in his sleep and make a wig? 27 00:01:42,561 --> 00:01:44,812 We could share it. 28 00:01:44,813 --> 00:01:47,232 Okay, that was funny. Are you okay? 29 00:01:48,442 --> 00:01:51,736 Benji and I are taking a break. It was his choice. 30 00:01:51,737 --> 00:01:54,906 - What? Why? - I don't know. A lot of things. 31 00:01:54,907 --> 00:01:57,783 I mean, he wasn't too thrilled that I told you that he was in AA. 32 00:01:57,784 --> 00:02:00,329 - Oh, no! I, I didn't tell anyone, I swear. - No, no, no. 33 00:02:00,330 --> 00:02:02,830 I know, and it's, it's not your fault. 34 00:02:02,831 --> 00:02:05,458 I shouldn't have told you. 35 00:02:05,459 --> 00:02:10,296 But it's not just that. We've been fighting about everything lately. 36 00:02:10,297 --> 00:02:16,052 He says he needs some time to figure out if we still make sense. 37 00:02:16,053 --> 00:02:19,889 And now I just have to sit next to him in pre-calc 38 00:02:19,890 --> 00:02:21,766 and pretend like I'm not dying inside. 39 00:02:21,767 --> 00:02:24,060 How are you supposed to learn complex math 40 00:02:24,061 --> 00:02:25,520 while having gay relationship drama? 41 00:02:25,521 --> 00:02:26,897 Yeah, high school is demented. 42 00:02:27,564 --> 00:02:29,524 Hey, what do you say we get out of here? 43 00:02:29,525 --> 00:02:31,150 What do you mean? Like, skip school? 44 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:34,612 Scandalous, I know, but it kind of works out for me, too. 45 00:02:34,613 --> 00:02:35,988 I have this test in third period, 46 00:02:35,989 --> 00:02:37,740 and I did not finish Lord of the Flies. 47 00:02:37,741 --> 00:02:40,576 Who knew a bunch of hot British boys getting stranded on an island 48 00:02:40,577 --> 00:02:42,287 could be so boring? 49 00:02:50,921 --> 00:02:52,839 You're right. Let's get out of here. 50 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:55,883 But let's be stealthy about it. I don't want to get in trouble. 51 00:02:55,884 --> 00:02:58,344 Then fix your face and unclench your butt cheeks, 52 00:02:58,345 --> 00:02:59,810 'cause you look like you just murdered your family, 53 00:02:59,811 --> 00:03:00,847 embezzled your inheritance, 54 00:03:00,848 --> 00:03:02,349 and started over in Boca Raton. 55 00:03:03,225 --> 00:03:04,685 I watch a lot of true crime. 56 00:03:29,168 --> 00:03:30,710 Ah, not that way. 57 00:03:30,711 --> 00:03:32,253 That's where Mrs. Potemkin goes to chain smoke 58 00:03:32,254 --> 00:03:33,796 and cry about her dead marriage. 59 00:03:33,797 --> 00:03:35,673 I should teach a master class on skipping school. 60 00:03:35,674 --> 00:03:37,842 Although, I'd probably skip that, too. 61 00:03:37,843 --> 00:03:39,571 So, wait, how do you not get in trouble? 62 00:03:39,572 --> 00:03:41,095 Doesn't the school call your parents? 63 00:03:41,096 --> 00:03:43,097 Nope. I just email the school office 64 00:03:43,098 --> 00:03:45,183 saying it's some made up Muslim holiday. 65 00:03:45,184 --> 00:03:46,913 None of those old ladies in admin 66 00:03:46,914 --> 00:03:48,895 want to go down for religious perse-cush. 67 00:03:48,896 --> 00:03:52,357 Yeah, you see, I don't think "Muslim holiday" is gonna work for me. 68 00:03:53,692 --> 00:03:55,026 What are you doing? 69 00:03:56,612 --> 00:04:00,072 Hi, this is Victah Salazah's mothah, Isabel? 70 00:04:00,073 --> 00:04:02,033 Why are you pretending to be my mom and not my dad? 71 00:04:02,034 --> 00:04:03,534 Um, I don't know what your dad sounds like. 72 00:04:03,535 --> 00:04:06,204 - Well, neither do they! - Okay, well, it's too late to switch now. 73 00:04:06,205 --> 00:04:08,706 Ah, yeah, sorry about that. Um, 74 00:04:08,707 --> 00:04:10,875 look, Victah's not gonna be able to come in today. 75 00:04:10,876 --> 00:04:12,543 Yeah, he'd kill me for telling you this, 76 00:04:12,544 --> 00:04:15,087 but he got into some bad chimichangas last night, 77 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:17,966 and let's just say he got it comin' out of both ends. 78 00:04:18,717 --> 00:04:21,052 Yeah... Aw, thank you so much. 79 00:04:21,053 --> 00:04:23,846 Aw, that's so sweet. Adios! 80 00:04:23,847 --> 00:04:26,266 She said to feel better and to drink lots of fluids. 81 00:04:27,184 --> 00:04:29,436 I hate you so much right now. 82 00:04:31,688 --> 00:04:33,940 I never would have pegged you as the "cutting class" type. 83 00:04:33,941 --> 00:04:37,818 Hey. Don't judge a book by it's extremely chic cover. 84 00:04:37,819 --> 00:04:39,862 It's just sometimes I feel like 85 00:04:39,863 --> 00:04:43,658 all these Creekwood kids are living in their happy little bubbles, 86 00:04:43,659 --> 00:04:46,869 and I'm not like any of them. 87 00:04:46,870 --> 00:04:48,996 Sometimes I feel outside of it all. 88 00:04:48,997 --> 00:04:51,310 And when that happens, I need to get out from under 89 00:04:51,311 --> 00:04:56,254 the tragic fluorescent lighting and breathe. 90 00:04:56,255 --> 00:04:59,841 But today's your day to breathe. So, what do you want to do? 91 00:04:59,842 --> 00:05:01,592 I don't know. 92 00:05:01,593 --> 00:05:03,803 I can't stop thinking about Benji. 93 00:05:03,804 --> 00:05:06,097 I mean, we were supposed to go to Mia's dad's wedding this weekend, 94 00:05:06,098 --> 00:05:09,433 - and now... - Okay, so we just have to get your mind off of Benji. 95 00:05:09,434 --> 00:05:11,769 But everywhere reminds me of him. 96 00:05:11,770 --> 00:05:15,356 Okay, then we'll go somewhere you and Benji have never been before. 97 00:05:15,357 --> 00:05:17,608 A Benji memory-free zone. 98 00:05:17,609 --> 00:05:19,361 I know just the place. 99 00:05:20,445 --> 00:05:22,698 - Here you go. Enjoy. - Thanks. 100 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:26,993 Okay, what am I eating, and why haven't I had it before? 101 00:05:26,994 --> 00:05:30,288 It's Tahchin. A crispy rice cake, with chicken. 102 00:05:30,289 --> 00:05:32,999 Anytime I'm in my feels, I have to have that. 103 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:35,960 It kind of reminds me of my mom's arroz con pollo. 104 00:05:35,961 --> 00:05:37,753 She used to make it every Sunday after church. 105 00:05:37,754 --> 00:05:38,921 Used to? 106 00:05:38,922 --> 00:05:41,007 Well, now that she and my dad are separated... 107 00:05:41,008 --> 00:05:43,634 Oh, yeah. How are things going with that, by the way? 108 00:05:43,635 --> 00:05:47,681 I don't know. It's on the long list of things that we don't talk about. 109 00:05:49,183 --> 00:05:52,727 What about you? How are things with your parents? 110 00:05:52,728 --> 00:05:54,104 Actually... 111 00:05:56,607 --> 00:05:58,232 Remember when I told you 112 00:05:58,233 --> 00:06:00,485 I didn't finish Lord of the Flies last night? 113 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:04,572 It's 'cause I was coming out to my parents. 114 00:06:04,573 --> 00:06:07,325 What? Rahim! Why didn't you tell me before? 115 00:06:07,326 --> 00:06:09,202 I don't know. You were so bummed about Benji, 116 00:06:09,203 --> 00:06:10,661 and I didn't want to make today about me. 117 00:06:10,662 --> 00:06:13,164 So, how did you do it? 118 00:06:13,165 --> 00:06:15,208 This is humiliating, 119 00:06:15,209 --> 00:06:18,503 but I wrote everything I wanted to say on a notecard, 120 00:06:18,504 --> 00:06:22,256 because I knew once I took it out, I wouldn't be able to bail. 121 00:06:22,257 --> 00:06:24,050 And I didn't. I, I read it to them, 122 00:06:24,051 --> 00:06:28,221 and they sat there for what felt like six years, 123 00:06:28,222 --> 00:06:31,849 and my, my dad said, "I'm really happy you finally told us." 124 00:06:31,850 --> 00:06:34,519 Wait. They were glad that you "finally" told them? 125 00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:36,521 Okay, so apparently, my mom had discovered 126 00:06:36,522 --> 00:06:39,065 my internet search history when I was twelve, 127 00:06:39,066 --> 00:06:42,568 and saw that I had been Googling "Tom Holland" plus "penis." 128 00:06:42,569 --> 00:06:43,903 No! 129 00:06:43,904 --> 00:06:46,072 - Tom Holland? - I know. 130 00:06:46,073 --> 00:06:48,992 Anyway, thank you. 131 00:06:50,786 --> 00:06:52,913 For helping me be brave. 132 00:06:54,414 --> 00:06:57,251 No. Rahim, you did that all on your own. 133 00:06:58,919 --> 00:07:01,004 I'm... I'm really proud of you. 134 00:07:07,261 --> 00:07:08,719 Is something going on? 135 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:10,096 No. Sorry. 136 00:07:10,097 --> 00:07:11,515 Victor? 137 00:07:12,266 --> 00:07:13,392 Dad? 138 00:07:18,647 --> 00:07:20,440 Victor, why aren't you in school? 139 00:07:23,193 --> 00:07:25,736 That, that would be my fault, Mr. Salazar. 140 00:07:25,737 --> 00:07:27,570 I had to miss school today for the 141 00:07:27,571 --> 00:07:29,782 Muslim Festival of a Thousand Pistachios. 142 00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:31,158 Very sacred. 143 00:07:31,159 --> 00:07:33,035 Uh, Victor had a free period, 144 00:07:33,036 --> 00:07:34,613 and he was kind enough to bring me my homework 145 00:07:34,614 --> 00:07:35,913 so I wouldn't fall behind. 146 00:07:35,914 --> 00:07:39,041 - I'm Rahim, by the way. - Hi. 147 00:07:39,042 --> 00:07:43,255 Oh, uh, sorry. Uh, Victor, this is, uh, my friend Shelby. 148 00:07:43,881 --> 00:07:45,631 So nice to meet you, Victor. 149 00:07:45,632 --> 00:07:47,925 Your dad talks about you all the time. 150 00:07:47,926 --> 00:07:49,969 He does? When? 151 00:07:49,970 --> 00:07:54,057 PFLAG. Shelby and I, we know each other from the meetings. 152 00:07:55,726 --> 00:07:58,645 Uh, Victor, can we talk for a second? 153 00:08:01,773 --> 00:08:04,984 Happy holidays. I just love pistachios. 154 00:08:08,322 --> 00:08:10,657 - Are you on a date right now? - Shelby and I... 155 00:08:12,034 --> 00:08:13,826 Yes, we're seeing each other. 156 00:08:13,827 --> 00:08:18,414 It's very new. It's too new to tell you about, but here we are. 157 00:08:18,415 --> 00:08:21,168 - Does Mom know? - She does. 158 00:08:22,794 --> 00:08:25,129 So, that's it? 159 00:08:25,130 --> 00:08:28,341 You guys are never getting back together? You're just giving up on her? 160 00:08:28,342 --> 00:08:30,218 Victor, I'm not giving up on anything. 161 00:08:30,219 --> 00:08:32,929 You're dating other people. You're not even trying anymore. 162 00:08:32,930 --> 00:08:36,599 Look, I think that this is a much bigger conversation. 163 00:08:36,600 --> 00:08:38,643 And maybe me catching you skipping school 164 00:08:38,644 --> 00:08:40,978 is not the best time to have it. 165 00:08:40,979 --> 00:08:42,563 Your friend over there, he's pretty smooth, 166 00:08:42,564 --> 00:08:43,815 but I wasn't born yesterday. 167 00:08:44,316 --> 00:08:45,817 Are you gonna tell Mom? 168 00:08:47,236 --> 00:08:50,030 If you head back to class now, maybe I'll forget to mention it. 169 00:08:54,535 --> 00:08:56,744 I can't believe my dad got a girlfriend. 170 00:08:56,745 --> 00:08:59,289 God. How could he do this to my mom? 171 00:09:01,792 --> 00:09:04,336 - Can I ask you a personal question? - Mmm. 172 00:09:05,420 --> 00:09:08,256 Do you think your parents should get back together? 173 00:09:08,257 --> 00:09:11,552 Like, do you think that they're right for each other? 174 00:09:16,223 --> 00:09:21,060 I don't know. I mean, last year, they were constantly fighting. 175 00:09:21,061 --> 00:09:24,230 And sometimes I just wished they'd get the hell away from each other 176 00:09:24,231 --> 00:09:25,482 and give us all a break. 177 00:09:26,817 --> 00:09:28,402 Before that... 178 00:09:30,237 --> 00:09:31,947 They were pretty magic together. 179 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:36,243 I mean, they were our age when they started dating. 180 00:09:36,952 --> 00:09:39,996 But maybe that's part of the problem. You know, like... 181 00:09:39,997 --> 00:09:42,832 what are the odds that the first person you date is the person 182 00:09:42,833 --> 00:09:44,751 you're supposed to end up with? 183 00:09:47,504 --> 00:09:51,299 Okay, I don't care what your dad says. We're not going back to school. 184 00:09:51,300 --> 00:09:53,635 It's time to turn the self-care up to an eleven. 185 00:09:56,763 --> 00:10:00,308 You know, I've never actually had a pedicure before. 186 00:10:00,309 --> 00:10:04,103 You're acting like this is news, but those hooves are rough. 187 00:10:04,104 --> 00:10:07,398 Linda, Michelle, the number 4 special, please. 188 00:10:07,399 --> 00:10:08,774 "Oh oh aubergine" for me, 189 00:10:08,775 --> 00:10:12,320 and "clear" for my very wild friend over here. 190 00:10:12,321 --> 00:10:13,989 Okay. 191 00:10:17,826 --> 00:10:20,786 Okay, why do you keep grinning at your phone like that? 192 00:10:20,787 --> 00:10:23,247 - Did Tom Holland slide into your DMs? - No! 193 00:10:23,248 --> 00:10:25,507 Okay? It's just this guy Charlie 194 00:10:25,508 --> 00:10:27,251 I've been talking to on one of those apps. 195 00:10:27,252 --> 00:10:29,755 - You know which one. - Well, let me see. 196 00:10:35,093 --> 00:10:37,303 Wait. Are all these headless torsos in Atlanta? 197 00:10:37,304 --> 00:10:39,055 This is just guys nearby. 198 00:10:39,056 --> 00:10:41,682 Turns out there's a ton of gay fish in the online sea. 199 00:10:41,683 --> 00:10:43,893 And all the fish claim to have 9-inch dicks. 200 00:10:43,894 --> 00:10:45,436 Yeah, all the fish kind of lie. 201 00:10:45,437 --> 00:10:47,345 Like when Charlie and I started talking, 202 00:10:47,346 --> 00:10:48,648 we both said we were twenty-two. 203 00:10:48,649 --> 00:10:51,234 But turns out he's a senior at Thadwick Academy. 204 00:10:51,235 --> 00:10:52,443 - Thadwick? - Mm-hmm. 205 00:10:52,444 --> 00:10:53,694 Damn. Your boyfriend's bougie. 206 00:10:53,695 --> 00:10:56,656 He's not my boyfriend, okay? We, we haven't even met. 207 00:10:56,657 --> 00:10:58,866 We just text a lot. 208 00:10:58,867 --> 00:11:02,078 And send the occasional mildly scandalous pic. 209 00:11:02,079 --> 00:11:04,039 You should ask him if he wants to meet up. 210 00:11:05,082 --> 00:11:06,415 What, like now? 211 00:11:06,416 --> 00:11:09,127 You said I get to pick what we do today, and this is what I pick. 212 00:11:10,212 --> 00:11:13,214 I can't believe I'm actually gonna do this. 213 00:11:13,215 --> 00:11:15,007 I feel a pimple starting on my chin, 214 00:11:15,008 --> 00:11:17,009 and this isn't even one of my top-tier outfits. 215 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:19,512 Well, lucky for you, we're in a spa. 216 00:11:19,513 --> 00:11:21,722 Linda, Michelle, give him the works. 217 00:11:21,723 --> 00:11:23,850 I have $17 in my wallet. 218 00:11:23,851 --> 00:11:26,769 - Give him $17 worth of works. - There we go. 219 00:11:26,770 --> 00:11:28,646 Okay, you sure you don't mind being here? 220 00:11:28,647 --> 00:11:31,023 No. Benji's not working today. 221 00:11:31,024 --> 00:11:33,359 And plus, I know where we keep the pepper spray 222 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:36,112 in case Charlie turns out to be a sixty-year-old murderer 223 00:11:36,113 --> 00:11:38,907 whose kink is decapitating high school students with a box cutter. 224 00:11:40,325 --> 00:11:42,203 Do you think you're the only person that watches true crime? 225 00:11:48,542 --> 00:11:50,377 Oh, my God. I think that's him. 226 00:11:54,047 --> 00:11:56,591 Okay, I would so let him decapitate me. 227 00:11:56,592 --> 00:11:58,719 - Maybe don't start with that. - Right. 228 00:11:59,761 --> 00:12:00,846 Go. 229 00:12:02,139 --> 00:12:04,265 Charlie. Hi-yee! 230 00:12:04,266 --> 00:12:08,144 I don't know why I just said "hi" like that. I'm nervous. 231 00:12:08,145 --> 00:12:09,979 - It's fine. Nice to meet you. - Yeah. 232 00:12:09,980 --> 00:12:12,064 You look just like your pics, thank God. 233 00:12:12,065 --> 00:12:13,850 A lot of people use those ring light things 234 00:12:13,851 --> 00:12:15,109 that make their pores disappear, 235 00:12:15,110 --> 00:12:17,320 and they end up looking like hideous monsters in real life, 236 00:12:17,321 --> 00:12:20,866 but you don't. So, drop that skincare routine, sis! 237 00:12:21,742 --> 00:12:23,619 Thanks. Thank you. 238 00:12:25,204 --> 00:12:26,537 What's good here? 239 00:12:26,538 --> 00:12:30,291 Ah, well, the chili mocha latte is my personal obsesh. 240 00:12:30,292 --> 00:12:32,543 She's serving spicy, she's serving sweet. 241 00:12:32,544 --> 00:12:34,129 You need her in your life. 242 00:12:35,547 --> 00:12:38,509 "Her" as in the, the coffee? 243 00:12:39,134 --> 00:12:42,094 Uh, why don't you order, and I'll grab us a table? 244 00:12:42,095 --> 00:12:43,429 Hey, um... 245 00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:45,473 Sorry. Uh... 246 00:12:45,474 --> 00:12:48,310 You're, you're just different from how I pictured. 247 00:12:49,603 --> 00:12:52,104 - What do you mean? - No, I just... Like the... 248 00:12:52,105 --> 00:12:53,356 The way you talk. 249 00:12:53,357 --> 00:12:57,277 And like, the way you... are. 250 00:12:58,237 --> 00:12:59,695 Sorry, I... 251 00:12:59,696 --> 00:13:02,406 I tend to go for guys who are a bit more masculine? 252 00:13:02,407 --> 00:13:04,617 No offense. 253 00:13:04,618 --> 00:13:05,868 Oh. 254 00:13:05,869 --> 00:13:07,495 Yeah. It's just my preference. 255 00:13:07,496 --> 00:13:10,916 Yeah. No, if you're not into it, you're not into it. 256 00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:26,849 I kind of wish he'd decapitated me instead. 257 00:13:32,354 --> 00:13:34,689 I'm so embarrassed. 258 00:13:34,690 --> 00:13:36,482 I can't believe you just saw that. 259 00:13:36,483 --> 00:13:38,651 No, he should be embarrassed. What a dick. 260 00:13:38,652 --> 00:13:42,071 No. I, I get it. If he's into "masc" guys or whatever, 261 00:13:42,072 --> 00:13:44,115 I'm never gonna be that. 262 00:13:44,116 --> 00:13:46,033 I'm wearing lavender suede. 263 00:13:46,034 --> 00:13:48,286 Okay, first off, that jacket is fire, and you know it. 264 00:13:48,287 --> 00:13:51,789 And secondly, don't let one stupid boy ruin what's great about you. 265 00:13:51,790 --> 00:13:54,041 Except it's not just one stupid boy. 266 00:13:54,042 --> 00:13:58,504 You know, a lot of people see me as just this funny, fruity beanpole, 267 00:13:58,505 --> 00:14:00,965 - and nothing else. - All right, that's bullshit. 268 00:14:00,966 --> 00:14:03,634 You're tall, you're smart, you're super handsome... 269 00:14:03,635 --> 00:14:05,011 Super handsome? 270 00:14:05,012 --> 00:14:07,889 Stop. I'm just saying that objectively, 271 00:14:07,890 --> 00:14:09,140 you're a very good looking guy. 272 00:14:09,141 --> 00:14:12,727 Okay. Okay, this is the content I signed up for. 273 00:14:12,728 --> 00:14:15,646 Can you start an OnlyFans where it's just you complimenting me? 274 00:14:15,647 --> 00:14:17,899 Maybe in an ASMR whisper voice? 275 00:14:17,900 --> 00:14:20,693 I'm trying to tell you something. 276 00:14:20,694 --> 00:14:22,446 You're a catch, Rahim. 277 00:14:24,865 --> 00:14:26,282 And, uh, 278 00:14:26,283 --> 00:14:29,619 if we went to a gay bar, you would totally clean up. 279 00:14:29,620 --> 00:14:33,832 Well. I'm pretty sure you would clean up at a gay bar, too. 280 00:14:35,042 --> 00:14:37,668 If you were single. Which you're not. 281 00:14:37,669 --> 00:14:40,379 Because things are gonna work out between you and Benji. 282 00:14:40,380 --> 00:14:43,091 Maybe. Or maybe not. 283 00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:53,392 It's just my mom. 284 00:14:53,393 --> 00:14:54,520 Oh. Sorry. 285 00:14:56,063 --> 00:14:58,689 You know what? Why don't we go to a gay bar? 286 00:14:58,690 --> 00:15:01,943 Really? I don't have, like, an ID or anything. 287 00:15:01,944 --> 00:15:04,821 So? I went to one in New York, and they never even checked. 288 00:15:06,156 --> 00:15:08,115 Ugh, no... 289 00:15:08,116 --> 00:15:10,451 Okay, we can do this. Just act confident, 290 00:15:10,452 --> 00:15:13,287 and try to make yourself look older, like, like, beaten down by life. 291 00:15:13,288 --> 00:15:14,373 Right. 292 00:15:15,666 --> 00:15:18,418 - No. It's not gonna work. - God, we're never gonna get in. 293 00:15:24,967 --> 00:15:26,759 Screw it. Come on. 294 00:15:26,760 --> 00:15:28,970 Remember this morning, when you wouldn't even skip school? 295 00:15:28,971 --> 00:15:30,931 Well, I guess you're a bad influence. 296 00:15:36,311 --> 00:15:38,896 ♪ Oh, I usually ♪ 297 00:15:38,897 --> 00:15:40,731 ♪ Wanna keep what's mine ♪ 298 00:15:40,732 --> 00:15:42,651 ♪ In my private life ♪ 299 00:15:43,944 --> 00:15:46,487 ♪ But I could let your eyes ♪ 300 00:15:46,488 --> 00:15:48,406 ♪ Take a peek inside ♪ 301 00:15:48,407 --> 00:15:50,826 ♪ In my private life ♪ 302 00:15:52,494 --> 00:15:53,661 Rahim? 303 00:15:53,662 --> 00:15:55,998 Sorry. This is amazing. 304 00:15:57,499 --> 00:15:59,333 I think if you keep staring, you gotta tip him. 305 00:15:59,334 --> 00:16:02,880 No, I, I mean... all of this. 306 00:16:03,630 --> 00:16:05,299 Everyone's... 307 00:16:07,342 --> 00:16:10,261 This is the first time in my life where I feel like... 308 00:16:10,262 --> 00:16:11,262 I know. 309 00:16:13,849 --> 00:16:15,976 Just give him a dollar. 310 00:16:17,644 --> 00:16:19,604 ♪ All I know is when you talk like that ♪ 311 00:16:19,605 --> 00:16:21,564 ♪ When you talk like that, I don't get tired ♪ 312 00:16:21,565 --> 00:16:25,276 ♪ Your proximity to me has got me up and wired ♪ 313 00:16:25,277 --> 00:16:26,402 ♪ Thought I was high... ♪ 314 00:16:26,403 --> 00:16:27,821 Go. 315 00:16:30,032 --> 00:16:31,157 ♪ Keep it going ♪ 316 00:16:31,158 --> 00:16:32,701 ♪ Dance till I ♪ 317 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:34,577 ♪ Lose my mind ♪ 318 00:16:34,578 --> 00:16:36,954 ♪ In my private life ♪ 319 00:16:36,955 --> 00:16:38,998 ♪ Keep it going, keep it going ♪ 320 00:16:38,999 --> 00:16:40,708 ♪ Dance till I ♪ 321 00:16:40,709 --> 00:16:42,293 ♪ Lose my mind ♪ 322 00:16:42,294 --> 00:16:44,545 ♪ In my private life ♪ 323 00:16:44,546 --> 00:16:46,088 ♪ Keep it going ♪ 324 00:16:46,089 --> 00:16:47,632 You are so full of shit! 325 00:16:47,633 --> 00:16:50,343 Your number one hottest thing about a guy is his brain? 326 00:16:50,344 --> 00:16:53,763 Yes! Like if a guy hits me up and he says, "You're handsome," 327 00:16:53,764 --> 00:16:56,182 but spells it Y-O-U-R? 328 00:16:56,183 --> 00:16:57,266 Immediate block. 329 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:59,060 Okay, so number one is smart. 330 00:16:59,061 --> 00:17:02,688 - You big liar. Then what? - Then... 331 00:17:02,689 --> 00:17:06,025 - A great smile. - Um... 332 00:17:06,026 --> 00:17:08,069 Symmetrical eyebrows. 333 00:17:08,070 --> 00:17:10,279 I wouldn't be mad at a cute hockey butt. 334 00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:12,114 So, you're into athletes. 335 00:17:12,115 --> 00:17:14,158 Their bodies, yes. 336 00:17:14,159 --> 00:17:17,787 Their personalities, not so much. 337 00:17:17,788 --> 00:17:19,664 What about you? What's your type? 338 00:17:19,665 --> 00:17:22,751 Uh, Benji? 339 00:17:23,794 --> 00:17:25,503 Your type is Benji? 340 00:17:25,504 --> 00:17:28,339 Well, he was the first guy that I ever kissed, 341 00:17:28,340 --> 00:17:30,049 the first guy that I ever dated... 342 00:17:30,050 --> 00:17:33,094 I, I wasn't even sure I was gay until I met him. 343 00:17:33,095 --> 00:17:34,762 I mean, did I have a recurring dream 344 00:17:34,763 --> 00:17:37,515 where Charlie Puth and I were trapped in a jail cell? Sure. 345 00:17:37,516 --> 00:17:40,017 Been there, dreamed that. 346 00:17:40,018 --> 00:17:43,938 But Benji was the only real life guy 347 00:17:43,939 --> 00:17:46,607 that I ever considered going for. 348 00:17:46,608 --> 00:17:48,693 Then you went for it. 349 00:17:48,694 --> 00:17:50,696 And he went for you back. 350 00:17:51,530 --> 00:17:53,531 That's more than a lot of us can say. 351 00:17:53,532 --> 00:17:57,159 Listen, that guy at Brasstown was a total asshole. 352 00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:58,996 Yes, he was, but... 353 00:17:59,955 --> 00:18:01,373 What I meant was... 354 00:18:02,958 --> 00:18:05,377 I've never had what you and Benji have. 355 00:18:07,379 --> 00:18:10,132 - I've never even kissed a guy before. - Oh. 356 00:18:11,675 --> 00:18:12,926 You will. 357 00:18:15,304 --> 00:18:19,098 Hey, it's karaoke time! 358 00:18:19,099 --> 00:18:22,393 The first one of the night is Victor and Rahim! 359 00:18:22,394 --> 00:18:23,769 What did you do? 360 00:18:23,770 --> 00:18:26,106 Sorry, not sorry. Come on. 361 00:18:37,826 --> 00:18:41,455 ♪ I hear a lot about sinners ♪ 362 00:18:43,415 --> 00:18:46,251 ♪ Don't think that I'll be a saint ♪ 363 00:18:48,962 --> 00:18:52,090 ♪ But I might go down to the river ♪ 364 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:56,427 ♪ 'Cause the way that the sky opens up when we touch ♪ 365 00:18:56,428 --> 00:18:58,763 - ♪ Yeah, it's makin' me say ♪ - Okay... 366 00:18:58,764 --> 00:19:02,726 ♪ That the way you hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me ♪ 367 00:19:04,478 --> 00:19:08,440 ♪ Feels so holy, holy, holy, holy, holy ♪ 368 00:19:09,942 --> 00:19:13,653 ♪ On God, runnin' to the altar like a track star ♪ 369 00:19:13,654 --> 00:19:15,112 ♪ Can't wait another second ♪ 370 00:19:15,113 --> 00:19:18,866 ♪ 'Cause the way you hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me ♪ 371 00:19:18,867 --> 00:19:21,161 ♪ Feels so holy ♪ 372 00:19:22,204 --> 00:19:24,330 ♪ They say we're too young and ♪ 373 00:19:24,331 --> 00:19:27,124 ♪ The pimps and the players say, "Don't go crushin'" ♪ 374 00:19:27,125 --> 00:19:29,669 ♪ Wise men say, "Fools rush in" ♪ 375 00:19:29,670 --> 00:19:32,922 - ♪ But I don't know ♪ - ♪ Ah-ah, ah, ah ♪ 376 00:19:32,923 --> 00:19:35,091 ♪ They say we're too young and ♪ 377 00:19:35,092 --> 00:19:38,010 ♪ The pimps and the players say, "Don't go crushin'" ♪ 378 00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:40,763 ♪ Wise men say, "Fools rush in" ♪ 379 00:19:40,764 --> 00:19:43,015 ♪ But I don't know ♪ 380 00:19:43,016 --> 00:19:47,229 ♪ The way you hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me ♪ 381 00:19:48,689 --> 00:19:52,441 ♪ Feels so holy, holy, holy, holy, holy ♪ 382 00:19:54,069 --> 00:19:58,155 ♪ On God, runnin' to the altar like a track star ♪ 383 00:19:58,156 --> 00:19:59,699 ♪ Can't wait another second ♪ 384 00:19:59,700 --> 00:20:03,578 ♪ On God, runnin' to the altar like a track star ♪ 385 00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:05,162 ♪ Can't wait another second ♪ 386 00:20:05,163 --> 00:20:09,250 ♪ On God, runnin' to the altar like a track star ♪ 387 00:20:09,251 --> 00:20:10,501 ♪ Can't wait another second ♪ 388 00:20:10,502 --> 00:20:13,462 ♪ 'Cause the way you hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me ♪ 389 00:20:13,463 --> 00:20:16,383 ♪ Feels so ho-o-o-oly ♪ 390 00:20:22,681 --> 00:20:24,516 Victor Salazar! 391 00:20:26,602 --> 00:20:28,478 Oh, shit... 392 00:20:34,943 --> 00:20:37,111 We are so sorry, Mrs. Salazar. 393 00:20:37,112 --> 00:20:39,906 But can I just say, vermilion is totally your color. 394 00:20:39,907 --> 00:20:41,407 How did you even find us? 395 00:20:41,408 --> 00:20:44,368 A very worried woman called me from your school, 396 00:20:44,369 --> 00:20:45,953 asking if you were feeling any better 397 00:20:45,954 --> 00:20:48,122 from the poisoned chimichangas that I served you! 398 00:20:48,123 --> 00:20:49,666 We're not even Mexican! 399 00:20:51,877 --> 00:20:54,713 And then I used my motherly instincts to track you down. 400 00:20:56,006 --> 00:20:59,050 Your brother showed me how to do "find my iPhone." 401 00:20:59,051 --> 00:21:01,345 Rahim, can you give us a minute, please? 402 00:21:04,431 --> 00:21:07,850 You're playing hooky now? Hanging out at bars? 403 00:21:07,851 --> 00:21:10,770 - When I tell Papi about this... - He knows already. 404 00:21:10,771 --> 00:21:12,897 About the skipping school part, anyways. 405 00:21:12,898 --> 00:21:14,148 We bumped into him at lunch, 406 00:21:14,149 --> 00:21:16,068 and he was with some woman that he's seeing. 407 00:21:17,236 --> 00:21:18,236 Oh. 408 00:21:19,196 --> 00:21:21,949 Yeah, so much for you and Dad being the loves of each other's lives. 409 00:21:22,783 --> 00:21:25,243 So, is this why you're acting out? 410 00:21:25,244 --> 00:21:28,038 - Are you upset about me and Papi? - No! I mean... 411 00:21:29,039 --> 00:21:31,041 I mean, maybe that's part of it, but... 412 00:21:34,127 --> 00:21:36,338 I think Benji's breaking up with me. 413 00:21:37,714 --> 00:21:40,383 What? When did that happen? 414 00:21:40,384 --> 00:21:44,304 Last night. We got into a huge fight, and now he's not talking to me. 415 00:21:45,556 --> 00:21:49,767 Mijo. Why didn't you tell me about Benji? 416 00:21:49,768 --> 00:21:52,061 Because I thought you might be... happy. 417 00:21:52,062 --> 00:21:53,105 Happy? 418 00:21:56,066 --> 00:21:57,276 Victor... 419 00:21:59,319 --> 00:22:01,029 I need you to hear this. 420 00:22:02,823 --> 00:22:05,993 Your happiness is my happiness. 421 00:22:07,077 --> 00:22:10,079 If your heart is broken, so is mine. 422 00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:12,456 And I know you said that Papi is the love of my life. 423 00:22:12,457 --> 00:22:15,376 That's only sort of true. 424 00:22:15,377 --> 00:22:18,421 You kids are the love of my life. 425 00:22:18,422 --> 00:22:21,633 There is nothing in this world that is more precious to me. 426 00:22:23,051 --> 00:22:24,553 And I know... 427 00:22:26,054 --> 00:22:28,598 that I didn't make you feel that way this year. 428 00:22:28,599 --> 00:22:32,143 I'll never forgive myself for that, but... 429 00:22:32,144 --> 00:22:33,561 I accept you, Victor. 430 00:22:33,562 --> 00:22:38,357 I, I... love every single part of you. 431 00:22:38,358 --> 00:22:40,190 And I will spend the rest of my life 432 00:22:40,191 --> 00:22:42,154 to make sure that you know that. Okay? 433 00:22:43,405 --> 00:22:46,616 And if things with Benji are really over, 434 00:22:46,617 --> 00:22:49,160 I know you'll find another wonderful person. 435 00:22:49,161 --> 00:22:51,705 I... Not "person." 436 00:22:54,166 --> 00:22:57,836 Another young man, who is just right for you. 437 00:23:13,519 --> 00:23:15,181 Why do I keep having these life changing 438 00:23:15,182 --> 00:23:16,647 moments outside of gay bars? 439 00:23:19,024 --> 00:23:20,150 What? 440 00:23:21,276 --> 00:23:23,529 How many gay bars have you been to? 441 00:23:24,530 --> 00:23:26,406 I said "outside of gay bars." 442 00:23:29,034 --> 00:23:30,035 Victor! 443 00:23:34,665 --> 00:23:36,833 Super cool of your mom to give me a ride, by the way. 444 00:23:36,834 --> 00:23:39,043 I don't smell like alcohol, do I? 445 00:23:39,044 --> 00:23:41,212 My mom doesn't even keep mouthwash in the house, 446 00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:42,839 'cause it's a slippery slope. 447 00:23:42,840 --> 00:23:44,466 You smell normal. 448 00:23:46,844 --> 00:23:48,095 Uh, hey... 449 00:23:49,680 --> 00:23:53,099 Um, I just wanted to, uh... 450 00:23:53,100 --> 00:23:56,395 thank you for cutting with me today. 451 00:23:57,563 --> 00:24:00,189 - I had a lot of fun. - Me, too. 452 00:24:00,190 --> 00:24:02,860 Best fake Muslim holiday ever. 453 00:24:04,695 --> 00:24:08,072 I should probably go inside and finish Lord of the Flies. 454 00:24:08,073 --> 00:24:11,492 Here's hoping they get rescued. Or at least find some soap. 455 00:24:13,495 --> 00:24:14,621 Goodnight, Rahim. 456 00:24:15,956 --> 00:24:16,999 Goodnight. 457 00:24:39,104 --> 00:24:40,480 Hey. 458 00:24:48,697 --> 00:24:50,448 It's Benji. 459 00:24:50,449 --> 00:24:52,783 Take the call, honey. I'm not here. Just... 460 00:24:59,833 --> 00:25:00,917 Hey. 461 00:25:04,922 --> 00:25:07,382 Yeah, it, it was weird not talking all day. 462 00:25:10,969 --> 00:25:12,387 I missed you, too. 463 00:25:16,767 --> 00:25:19,561 Uh, I, I, I don't want to rush back into things either but... 464 00:25:22,189 --> 00:25:24,942 No, yeah. I understand. 465 00:25:28,237 --> 00:25:30,822 All right. Bye. 466 00:25:31,657 --> 00:25:34,159 He doesn't want to go with me to Harold and Veronica's wedding. 467 00:25:35,118 --> 00:25:37,578 Yeah. He says, that, uh, 468 00:25:37,579 --> 00:25:41,333 we need some more time to figure stuff out. 469 00:25:43,335 --> 00:25:45,336 I'm sorry, mijo. 470 00:25:45,337 --> 00:25:48,422 But maybe a little more time will be a good thing? 471 00:25:50,926 --> 00:25:52,094 Maybe. 472 00:25:55,097 --> 00:25:56,931 Can we go home? 473 00:25:56,932 --> 00:25:59,267 - Yeah. - Thank you. 474 00:26:10,696 --> 00:26:15,696 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com -