1 00:00:29,112 --> 00:00:31,323 How was dinner, mijo... 2 00:00:32,741 --> 00:00:35,244 Mom, what are you... what are you... Get out! Get out! 3 00:00:36,370 --> 00:00:39,039 Ah, shit, shit, shit, shit... 4 00:00:40,499 --> 00:00:42,291 Victor, it's okay. 5 00:00:42,292 --> 00:00:43,919 Benji, just put your clothes on. 6 00:00:51,635 --> 00:00:54,095 - Mom. Mom... - What were you thinking? 7 00:00:54,096 --> 00:00:56,013 Your little brother is asleep in the next room. 8 00:00:56,014 --> 00:00:57,056 I wasn't thinking, okay? 9 00:00:57,057 --> 00:00:58,808 - It just... - I am trying so hard 10 00:00:58,809 --> 00:01:00,059 to wrap my head around all of this, 11 00:01:00,060 --> 00:01:01,602 - and you go and... - I'm sorry! 12 00:01:01,603 --> 00:01:03,479 - It's just... - It's just what? 13 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:05,606 What excuse 14 00:01:05,607 --> 00:01:08,276 could you possibly have for doing that in my house? 15 00:01:08,277 --> 00:01:10,403 What do you mean by "that?" 16 00:01:10,404 --> 00:01:11,989 Benji, please. 17 00:01:13,198 --> 00:01:16,534 I mean having sex with Adrian in the next room. 18 00:01:16,535 --> 00:01:19,161 - Oh, sex, or gay sex? - Stop! 19 00:01:19,162 --> 00:01:21,914 Look, that was awkward for all of us. 20 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:24,208 But we're in a serious relationship. 21 00:01:24,209 --> 00:01:25,877 She wouldn't be acting like this 22 00:01:25,878 --> 00:01:27,671 if she'd caught you having sex with a girl. 23 00:01:30,007 --> 00:01:31,716 Why is everyone yelling? 24 00:01:31,717 --> 00:01:33,552 It's nothing, mijo. 25 00:01:34,970 --> 00:01:36,588 Victor just knows that he's not allowed 26 00:01:36,589 --> 00:01:37,930 to have friends over without us. 27 00:01:37,931 --> 00:01:40,058 - He's not my friend. He's my boyfriend. - Benji! 28 00:01:42,895 --> 00:01:44,605 Benji's your boyfriend? 29 00:01:45,856 --> 00:01:47,274 You need to go. 30 00:01:53,113 --> 00:01:54,489 Just go. 31 00:02:05,459 --> 00:02:08,754 Okay, mijo. Let's get you back to bed. We'll talk in the morning, yeah? 32 00:02:49,461 --> 00:02:51,087 Hey, Isa. 33 00:02:51,088 --> 00:02:53,005 Thanks for coming over. 34 00:02:55,551 --> 00:02:57,510 I don't have any master plan. 35 00:02:57,511 --> 00:03:00,304 - I just figured we could wing it. - That's fine. 36 00:03:00,305 --> 00:03:02,306 I mean... 37 00:03:02,307 --> 00:03:03,808 Is this an ambush? 38 00:03:03,809 --> 00:03:06,435 Because I already said I'm sorry. It won't happen again. 39 00:03:06,436 --> 00:03:09,897 It's not an ambush, mijo. I'm here to talk to Adrian. 40 00:03:09,898 --> 00:03:12,400 Your mom and I thought I should be here for the follow-up conversation 41 00:03:12,401 --> 00:03:14,319 about you being gay. 42 00:03:15,404 --> 00:03:17,906 Oh. Okay. 43 00:03:19,533 --> 00:03:20,908 Papi's here? 44 00:03:20,909 --> 00:03:23,703 - Hey. Yeah. Um... - Hey! 45 00:03:23,704 --> 00:03:26,914 Well, we all wanted to talk to you about last night. 46 00:03:26,915 --> 00:03:32,545 Yeah. Do you know what it means to be... gay? 47 00:03:32,546 --> 00:03:37,133 Yeah, of course. Like Elliot Felter's two moms. 48 00:03:37,134 --> 00:03:39,468 Yes! Exactly. 49 00:03:39,469 --> 00:03:41,971 And Spongebob. Spongebob is gay. 50 00:03:41,972 --> 00:03:45,225 - No. He's a sponge. - Oh, Mom. 51 00:03:46,476 --> 00:03:49,061 Uh, well, do you have any questions? 52 00:03:49,062 --> 00:03:52,774 Yeah. Why was Mia your girlfriend if you're gay? 53 00:03:53,901 --> 00:03:56,612 Uh... good question. 54 00:03:57,362 --> 00:04:00,282 I was still figuring some stuff out. 55 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:05,244 Sometimes people don't know what they like until they try it. 56 00:04:05,245 --> 00:04:09,999 Um, like when you thought blueberry pancakes were the best 57 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:12,711 until you tried your mom's French toast. 58 00:04:14,254 --> 00:04:18,007 Cool. Glad you found your French toast. 59 00:04:18,008 --> 00:04:20,510 Thanks, papa. Me, too. 60 00:04:41,281 --> 00:04:44,284 Where am I? 61 00:04:45,702 --> 00:04:47,328 Uh... Is it morning? 62 00:04:47,329 --> 00:04:48,996 Yeah. I think we passed out 63 00:04:48,997 --> 00:04:51,123 somewhere between the second bag of Doritos 64 00:04:51,124 --> 00:04:52,458 and third hour of Family Feud. 65 00:04:52,459 --> 00:04:56,170 Oh. That explains the Steve Harvey nightmare. 66 00:04:56,171 --> 00:04:58,840 He refused to crown me Miss Universe. 67 00:05:05,764 --> 00:05:07,598 You okay? 68 00:05:07,599 --> 00:05:10,476 Yeah. Yeah, no, it's, um, 69 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:12,979 um, my mom wants me to visit her 70 00:05:12,980 --> 00:05:14,814 at the hospital after school today. 71 00:05:14,815 --> 00:05:18,442 - That's good news, right? - Yeah. 72 00:05:18,443 --> 00:05:21,612 Yeah, no, I... I guess. It's just, um, 73 00:05:21,613 --> 00:05:24,073 I don't know what I'm walking into. 74 00:05:24,074 --> 00:05:26,492 A few days ago your mom didn't want to see anyone, 75 00:05:26,493 --> 00:05:28,911 and now she's asking you to visit. 76 00:05:28,912 --> 00:05:30,539 I think that's a good sign. 77 00:05:34,376 --> 00:05:37,044 Hey, you know, um... 78 00:05:37,045 --> 00:05:42,593 between my mom and the breakup, this week has been hell. 79 00:05:43,260 --> 00:05:44,844 But last night was like, 80 00:05:44,845 --> 00:05:48,347 more fun than I had in like... 81 00:05:48,348 --> 00:05:50,017 forever. 82 00:05:51,143 --> 00:05:53,478 Yeah. Me, too. 83 00:05:55,772 --> 00:05:59,150 Cool. Um, well, 84 00:05:59,151 --> 00:06:02,028 thanks for the hang, senator. 85 00:06:12,289 --> 00:06:14,374 Mia! Breakfast! 86 00:06:18,378 --> 00:06:20,463 Ah! There she is. 87 00:06:20,464 --> 00:06:22,298 Good morning, my love. 88 00:06:22,299 --> 00:06:25,092 I made us breakfast burritos. 89 00:06:25,093 --> 00:06:26,427 - Ah, ah, ah! - Uh-oh. 90 00:06:26,428 --> 00:06:29,640 Did I just walk into a breakfast burrito conversation? 91 00:06:30,682 --> 00:06:31,891 A what? 92 00:06:31,892 --> 00:06:33,100 Whenever you have bad news, 93 00:06:33,101 --> 00:06:36,187 you always make my favorite breakfast to soften the blow. 94 00:06:36,188 --> 00:06:38,022 Well, it used to be my favorite. 95 00:06:38,023 --> 00:06:41,901 Now I associate breakfast burritos with surprise and trauma. 96 00:06:41,902 --> 00:06:45,655 All right, actually, I do have something I want to talk to you about. 97 00:06:45,656 --> 00:06:47,240 Mmm, let's see. 98 00:06:47,241 --> 00:06:49,700 All right, so you're already getting married next week. 99 00:06:49,701 --> 00:06:52,453 And you're having a baby. What is it now? 100 00:06:52,454 --> 00:06:56,874 Long lost brother? Tax fraud? Secret second family? 101 00:06:56,875 --> 00:07:02,129 Okay, look. The president of Stanford is retiring, 102 00:07:02,130 --> 00:07:05,258 and he offered me the job. 103 00:07:05,259 --> 00:07:07,301 Stanford, Stanford. 104 00:07:07,302 --> 00:07:10,429 Like, like all the way across the country Stanford? 105 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:12,515 Yeah. That one. 106 00:07:12,516 --> 00:07:14,934 But listen, the job doesn't start until next year, 107 00:07:14,935 --> 00:07:17,937 so don't worry. You'll be able to finish out your semester. 108 00:07:17,938 --> 00:07:20,273 Now, if I take this, 109 00:07:20,274 --> 00:07:24,110 I really want to know how you feel. Okay? 110 00:07:24,111 --> 00:07:26,487 Because you know me. I'm Mr. Neutral. 111 00:07:32,494 --> 00:07:35,329 I think you should take the job. 112 00:07:35,330 --> 00:07:38,708 Really? I thought you'd need more time to process. 113 00:07:38,709 --> 00:07:42,879 What's there to process? I mean, yes, moving sucks, 114 00:07:42,880 --> 00:07:47,008 but you've worked your entire career for a shot like this. 115 00:07:50,929 --> 00:07:54,432 Okay. Um, wow. 116 00:07:54,433 --> 00:07:56,976 California, here we come. 117 00:07:56,977 --> 00:07:59,062 - Thanks. - Mmm. 118 00:08:06,820 --> 00:08:07,820 Hey. 119 00:08:08,947 --> 00:08:09,947 Hey. 120 00:08:11,700 --> 00:08:16,495 Uh, my parents spoke to Adrian this morning. 121 00:08:16,496 --> 00:08:17,997 It went pretty well. 122 00:08:17,998 --> 00:08:20,167 He said that you were my French toast. 123 00:08:21,418 --> 00:08:24,795 Great. Did your mom apologize? 124 00:08:24,796 --> 00:08:26,215 Apologize? 125 00:08:28,342 --> 00:08:30,968 Benji, she walked in on us having sex, 126 00:08:30,969 --> 00:08:32,887 and then you basically called her homophobic, 127 00:08:32,888 --> 00:08:34,889 and then outed us to my little brother. 128 00:08:34,890 --> 00:08:36,850 I want to say I'm kind of waiting for you to apologize. 129 00:08:37,726 --> 00:08:38,977 Seriously? 130 00:08:44,942 --> 00:08:47,318 She was getting ready to tell him. 131 00:08:47,319 --> 00:08:50,738 - I told you, she's been doing better... - Bullshit. 132 00:08:50,739 --> 00:08:54,075 I saw her face when she walked in on us. She looked disgusted. 133 00:08:54,076 --> 00:08:55,868 And you didn't even stand up for yourself. 134 00:08:55,869 --> 00:08:59,080 Because walking in on your kid having sex is disgusting! 135 00:08:59,081 --> 00:09:01,457 You have no idea where she's coming from. 136 00:09:01,458 --> 00:09:03,501 And I'm sorry that we can't all have totally supportive, 137 00:09:03,502 --> 00:09:05,169 liberal, white parents like you do. 138 00:09:05,170 --> 00:09:08,631 What? What does being white have to do with anything? 139 00:09:08,632 --> 00:09:11,676 You have no idea what it's like to come from my family, 140 00:09:11,677 --> 00:09:12,927 and you never will. 141 00:09:12,928 --> 00:09:15,179 Okay? So the last thing I need is your meaningless opinion 142 00:09:15,180 --> 00:09:16,306 on how to deal with my shit. 143 00:09:18,851 --> 00:09:20,602 Screw this. 144 00:09:22,521 --> 00:09:24,272 Benji, where are you going? 145 00:09:24,273 --> 00:09:25,399 I don't know. 146 00:09:46,253 --> 00:09:47,365 Here we have a female 147 00:09:47,366 --> 00:09:48,961 North American teenager, 148 00:09:48,922 --> 00:09:50,256 peeping on her crush. 149 00:09:50,257 --> 00:09:53,718 Watch as she gently swoons in the recirculated school air. 150 00:09:53,719 --> 00:09:56,762 Shut up! Ugh, he's so frustrating. 151 00:09:56,763 --> 00:09:58,097 We fell asleep watching TV, 152 00:09:58,098 --> 00:10:00,558 and this morning he said it was the most fun he's had in forever. 153 00:10:00,559 --> 00:10:01,614 Adorable! 154 00:10:01,615 --> 00:10:03,644 And then he punched me in the arm and called me "senator." 155 00:10:03,645 --> 00:10:05,229 Less adorable. 156 00:10:05,230 --> 00:10:07,023 I can't tell if he "likes" likes me, 157 00:10:07,024 --> 00:10:09,275 or if he thinks of me as his moody little sister. 158 00:10:09,276 --> 00:10:11,444 Okay, Pi. I need to tell you a hard truth. 159 00:10:11,445 --> 00:10:13,571 - Okay. - You're hot! 160 00:10:13,572 --> 00:10:15,823 - What? Shut up. - Okay, I know it doesn't go with your low-key 161 00:10:15,824 --> 00:10:19,076 serial killer vibes, but it's a fact. 162 00:10:19,077 --> 00:10:21,287 Okay? And he's giving you all the straight boy signs. 163 00:10:21,288 --> 00:10:22,327 He even responds to your texts 164 00:10:22,328 --> 00:10:24,665 in less than thirty seconds. 165 00:10:24,666 --> 00:10:27,210 Okay, so... he wants you. 166 00:10:27,211 --> 00:10:30,714 Grab your phone, text him, make a plan. 167 00:10:38,722 --> 00:10:40,057 I don't know... 168 00:10:40,057 --> 00:10:41,808 It's just always been kind of a dream of mine. I... 169 00:10:48,357 --> 00:10:50,983 See? What did I just tell you? 170 00:11:04,957 --> 00:11:06,999 Hey, dude, I'm freaking out, man. 171 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:08,584 I mean, I've never had a breakup before. 172 00:11:08,585 --> 00:11:10,336 Do I sit with you guys and Lake, 173 00:11:10,337 --> 00:11:12,004 or do I find a new lunch table? 174 00:11:12,005 --> 00:11:15,383 - I mean, my pulse? Skyrocketing! - Okay, deep breaths. 175 00:11:15,384 --> 00:11:16,685 Just because you're not together anymore 176 00:11:16,686 --> 00:11:18,262 doesn't mean you can't eat with us. 177 00:11:19,263 --> 00:11:20,722 All right? Come on. 178 00:11:25,602 --> 00:11:26,894 Hey. 179 00:11:26,895 --> 00:11:28,980 Hey, babe... 180 00:11:28,981 --> 00:11:32,400 Uh, hi... you. I... 181 00:11:32,401 --> 00:11:33,985 Hello, Lake. 182 00:11:33,986 --> 00:11:35,319 Hey. How's it going? 183 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:37,697 A little hypertensive, but thank you for asking. 184 00:11:37,698 --> 00:11:40,324 Good morning. Mwah! 185 00:11:40,325 --> 00:11:41,409 I know it's lunch, 186 00:11:41,410 --> 00:11:44,078 but I didn't get my morning kisses. 187 00:11:44,079 --> 00:11:45,621 - Oh, I'm sorry. - Oh... 188 00:11:45,622 --> 00:11:47,790 Ew! You used to be so cool. 189 00:11:47,791 --> 00:11:49,376 What happened? 190 00:11:51,628 --> 00:11:53,379 Hey, is everything okay? 191 00:11:53,380 --> 00:11:55,215 Um, sort of. 192 00:11:56,842 --> 00:11:59,969 Uh, I was going to tell you before everyone, 193 00:11:59,970 --> 00:12:02,889 but I might as well just rip the band-aid off. 194 00:12:02,890 --> 00:12:05,683 It looks like I might be moving. 195 00:12:05,684 --> 00:12:08,019 - What? - Wait, wait. Where? 196 00:12:08,020 --> 00:12:10,771 Sorry. Force of habit. 197 00:12:10,772 --> 00:12:13,482 My dad got a job offer from Stanford. 198 00:12:13,483 --> 00:12:18,070 So if he takes it, then I'll be moving to California over winter break. 199 00:12:18,071 --> 00:12:19,697 California... 200 00:12:19,698 --> 00:12:21,402 So, wait, he just straight up told you 201 00:12:21,403 --> 00:12:23,201 you're moving across the country? 202 00:12:23,202 --> 00:12:27,330 No, he pretended to have a conversation, but I know the truth. 203 00:12:27,331 --> 00:12:29,707 I mean, my whole life, my dad has put his career first. 204 00:12:29,708 --> 00:12:32,251 There are hardly any Black university presidents, 205 00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:36,297 and so he's constantly just trying to prove himself. 206 00:12:36,298 --> 00:12:40,760 And if that means missing vacations, or family dinners, 207 00:12:40,761 --> 00:12:45,181 or leaving for weeks on end to visit alumni, then he does it. 208 00:12:45,182 --> 00:12:49,393 And... and I understand why he has to. 209 00:12:49,394 --> 00:12:51,062 I'm proud of him. 210 00:12:51,063 --> 00:12:53,606 Yes. Your father is a very impressive human. 211 00:12:53,607 --> 00:12:56,108 But that doesn't mean he gets to blow your life up like this. 212 00:12:56,109 --> 00:12:59,487 Hey, Andrew, I could try and fight it, but at the end of the day, 213 00:12:59,488 --> 00:13:01,907 he's going to choose his job over me. 214 00:13:02,407 --> 00:13:04,409 I learned that a long time ago. 215 00:13:31,895 --> 00:13:34,772 Hey, Benji, um, 216 00:13:34,773 --> 00:13:36,817 did you turn off your phone? 217 00:13:37,651 --> 00:13:41,779 Mia, uh, she told us all that she's moving to California, 218 00:13:41,780 --> 00:13:44,073 and I just really wanted to talk to you, 219 00:13:44,074 --> 00:13:46,368 so if you could call me back, that'd be great. Bye. 220 00:13:50,998 --> 00:13:52,790 Oh! Rahim... 221 00:13:52,791 --> 00:13:56,002 Uh, were you standing there the whole time? 222 00:13:56,003 --> 00:13:59,255 Yeah. Um, you, you didn't see me. 223 00:13:59,256 --> 00:14:01,549 Then you started leaving a really emotional voicemail, 224 00:14:01,550 --> 00:14:03,509 so I didn't really know what to do. 225 00:14:03,510 --> 00:14:06,304 I didn't know anyone actually used this room. 226 00:14:06,305 --> 00:14:09,390 Well, I do. For yearbook. 227 00:14:09,391 --> 00:14:11,809 I actually have really great shot of you on this roll. 228 00:14:11,810 --> 00:14:14,271 - I'll make you a print. - Okay. 229 00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:22,738 That message you were leaving sounded pretty intense. 230 00:14:23,822 --> 00:14:24,990 Uh... 231 00:14:26,700 --> 00:14:29,827 Benji and I got into a fight. 232 00:14:29,828 --> 00:14:32,705 - A bad one. - Oh, shit. I'm sorry. 233 00:14:32,706 --> 00:14:35,166 It's okay. It's just, uh... 234 00:14:35,167 --> 00:14:37,335 he skipped school and he turned off his phone, 235 00:14:37,336 --> 00:14:38,878 and I'm trying not to freak out, 236 00:14:38,879 --> 00:14:40,588 but I'm kind of worried about him. 237 00:14:40,589 --> 00:14:42,548 Worried? Why? 238 00:14:42,549 --> 00:14:45,801 I, I can't really talk about it. 239 00:14:45,802 --> 00:14:50,432 You sure? Nothing ever leaves this dark room, I promise. 240 00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:54,185 Okay. Please don't tell anyone, 241 00:14:54,186 --> 00:14:58,564 but Benji's had some problems in the past with drinking. 242 00:14:58,565 --> 00:15:01,651 He's sober now, but I don't know. 243 00:15:01,652 --> 00:15:03,778 He just seemed so upset today, and... 244 00:15:03,779 --> 00:15:06,573 What was the fight about? 245 00:15:09,159 --> 00:15:14,497 Uh, he's really mad that I haven't been standing up to my mom more. 246 00:15:14,498 --> 00:15:17,083 I've explained to him that my mom is trying her best, 247 00:15:17,084 --> 00:15:19,669 you know, with me being gay, and he's just... 248 00:15:19,670 --> 00:15:21,671 White? Sorry. 249 00:15:21,672 --> 00:15:23,756 I did not mean to be presumptuous. 250 00:15:23,757 --> 00:15:27,635 Um, it's just most of my friends are white, 251 00:15:27,636 --> 00:15:30,721 so they don't get it at all. 252 00:15:30,722 --> 00:15:32,348 How can you love your parents 253 00:15:32,349 --> 00:15:35,977 when you hate a lot of what they believe in? 254 00:15:35,978 --> 00:15:39,438 But you do, because... 255 00:15:39,439 --> 00:15:41,984 you know how much they sacrificed to build a life for you. 256 00:15:43,694 --> 00:15:45,903 Yeah. You're right. 257 00:15:45,904 --> 00:15:48,406 I mean, my dad's worked basically every single Saturday 258 00:15:48,407 --> 00:15:50,783 of my entire life to make sure that we have what we need. 259 00:15:50,784 --> 00:15:53,202 Yeah. My parents left everything they knew in Iran 260 00:15:53,203 --> 00:15:55,913 so that I could have better opportunities. 261 00:15:55,914 --> 00:15:58,749 I'm not saying that gives them a free pass to be homophobic. 262 00:15:58,750 --> 00:16:02,503 But, my, my parents were set up by their parents. 263 00:16:02,504 --> 00:16:06,174 And they only met twice before their wedding. 264 00:16:06,175 --> 00:16:10,261 In their eyes, marriage is between a man and a woman 265 00:16:10,262 --> 00:16:13,139 who come from a good Iranian, Muslim family. 266 00:16:13,140 --> 00:16:16,475 So, I know it's gonna be hard for them, 267 00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:19,770 when I do come out, but... 268 00:16:19,771 --> 00:16:22,356 I'm willing to stick it out. 269 00:16:22,357 --> 00:16:23,900 I have to. 270 00:16:23,901 --> 00:16:26,277 They're my parents. 271 00:16:26,278 --> 00:16:28,280 That's exactly it. 272 00:16:31,116 --> 00:16:33,284 Anyway, uh, 273 00:16:33,285 --> 00:16:35,620 I'm sure Benji's gonna be okay. 274 00:16:35,621 --> 00:16:37,496 And I know you two are gonna work it out, 275 00:16:37,497 --> 00:16:39,999 because you're kind of annoyingly perfect for each other. 276 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:42,127 Case in point... 277 00:16:44,338 --> 00:16:46,422 Wow, this is amazing. 278 00:16:46,423 --> 00:16:48,091 Don't act so surprised. 279 00:16:52,638 --> 00:16:55,890 - How was CCD? - It was fine. 280 00:16:55,891 --> 00:16:59,436 Fine? Usually you're talking my ear off about church gossip. 281 00:17:01,355 --> 00:17:03,814 Is Victor going to Hell? 282 00:17:03,815 --> 00:17:06,984 What? Who told you that? 283 00:17:06,985 --> 00:17:08,402 Father Lawrence. 284 00:17:08,403 --> 00:17:11,573 I told him about Victor's boyfriend, and he said it was a sin. 285 00:17:13,992 --> 00:17:17,203 Adrian, look at me, okay? 286 00:17:17,204 --> 00:17:19,830 Victor's not going to Hell. 287 00:17:19,831 --> 00:17:23,125 Your brother is one of the most 288 00:17:23,126 --> 00:17:26,504 generous and loving people I know. 289 00:17:26,505 --> 00:17:29,341 - But Father Lawrence... - Father Lawrence... 290 00:17:32,302 --> 00:17:33,511 ... is wrong. 291 00:17:33,512 --> 00:17:35,721 But he said it's in the Bible. 292 00:17:35,722 --> 00:17:40,643 Well, the... the Bible 293 00:17:40,644 --> 00:17:43,814 can be interpreted in many different ways. 294 00:17:45,440 --> 00:17:47,775 But in this family, 295 00:17:47,776 --> 00:17:51,279 we believe that Jesus knows who has love in their hearts. 296 00:17:51,280 --> 00:17:53,531 And he would never punish people for that. 297 00:17:53,532 --> 00:17:54,991 - Okay? - Okay. 298 00:17:54,992 --> 00:17:55,992 Come on. 299 00:17:58,745 --> 00:18:01,290 - Where are we going? - I forgot something inside. 300 00:18:05,169 --> 00:18:07,404 It takes eight hundred and thirty hours 301 00:18:07,405 --> 00:18:09,422 to fly from Atlanta to San Francisco? 302 00:18:09,423 --> 00:18:12,675 Oh, wait. I'm on walking. It's only five hours by plane. 303 00:18:12,676 --> 00:18:14,343 It's still very bad. 304 00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:17,889 Okay, guys, enough talking about me moving. 305 00:18:17,890 --> 00:18:19,891 I'm gonna go make us some mac and cheese. 306 00:18:19,892 --> 00:18:23,061 All right, and we're gonna eat it in silence. 307 00:18:24,980 --> 00:18:29,317 We can't let this happen, Andrew. 308 00:18:29,318 --> 00:18:32,029 I don't really think it's up to us. 309 00:18:33,238 --> 00:18:34,656 Or is it? 310 00:18:40,204 --> 00:18:42,747 Oh, hey, thanks for, uh, coming over so last minute. 311 00:18:42,748 --> 00:18:44,874 - Of course. Of course. - I appreciate it. 312 00:18:44,875 --> 00:18:46,001 Yeah, man. 313 00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:56,260 Victor. What are you doing here? 314 00:18:56,261 --> 00:18:58,596 Uh, I was making sure you're okay 315 00:18:58,597 --> 00:19:01,766 'cause you never showed up at school today. 316 00:19:01,767 --> 00:19:04,393 Right. Got it. Um... 317 00:19:04,394 --> 00:19:06,103 Well, Hank was just leaving. 318 00:19:06,104 --> 00:19:08,856 Uh, Hank, this is my boyfriend, Victor. 319 00:19:08,857 --> 00:19:12,360 Hank's my, uh... my sponsor. 320 00:19:12,361 --> 00:19:14,239 It's nice to finally meet you, Victor. 321 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:16,072 It's, uh, it's nice to meet you, too. 322 00:19:16,073 --> 00:19:17,741 - See you later? - Yeah. 323 00:19:23,121 --> 00:19:24,831 I didn't know you had a sponsor. 324 00:19:26,625 --> 00:19:28,293 Well, I do. 325 00:19:30,879 --> 00:19:33,382 - You want to come in? - Yeah. 326 00:19:42,850 --> 00:19:44,559 Oh, my God. No password? 327 00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:46,853 Old people are so bad at cyber security. 328 00:19:46,854 --> 00:19:48,396 Whatcha doin' here, Lake? 329 00:19:48,397 --> 00:19:51,482 I am going to post an offensive tweet to Harold's account. 330 00:19:51,483 --> 00:19:54,151 Something just bad enough to get him lightly canceled. 331 00:19:54,152 --> 00:19:56,821 Now, does Harold strike you as more of a flat-Earther, 332 00:19:56,822 --> 00:19:59,824 - or Holocaust-denier? - Uh, Lake, 333 00:19:59,825 --> 00:20:03,619 I have always found your crazy kind of endearing. 334 00:20:03,620 --> 00:20:06,248 Right now, I'm just finding it a bit unnerving. 335 00:20:10,586 --> 00:20:13,504 I can't lose Mia, Andrew. 336 00:20:13,505 --> 00:20:16,048 It was bad enough that seeing Felix in the lunch room today 337 00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:17,925 almost gave me a panic attack. 338 00:20:17,926 --> 00:20:20,595 A week ago we were happy and in love, 339 00:20:20,596 --> 00:20:23,598 and now I don't even know how to say hi to him. 340 00:20:23,599 --> 00:20:27,602 I can't lose the other most important person in my life too. 341 00:20:27,603 --> 00:20:29,103 I hear you. 342 00:20:29,104 --> 00:20:31,565 Okay? I really do. 343 00:20:36,403 --> 00:20:38,654 - No, just... give that back! - No. 344 00:20:38,655 --> 00:20:41,741 - Andrew... - I'm sorry. You're in a very dark place right now. 345 00:20:41,742 --> 00:20:44,202 What the hell is wrong with you? 346 00:20:44,203 --> 00:20:46,078 Do you even care that she's leaving? 347 00:20:46,079 --> 00:20:47,455 Of course I do. 348 00:20:47,456 --> 00:20:49,665 Okay, look, the girl I love is getting ripped away from me. 349 00:20:49,666 --> 00:20:52,711 There is nothing I can do about it, and it is killing me. 350 00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:54,922 You love her? 351 00:20:57,090 --> 00:20:58,342 You love me? 352 00:21:01,386 --> 00:21:02,721 Of course I do. 353 00:21:04,598 --> 00:21:06,225 I love you, too. 354 00:21:08,268 --> 00:21:10,062 So why don't you fight for us? 355 00:21:15,108 --> 00:21:16,984 - Hi. - Hey. 356 00:21:16,985 --> 00:21:19,321 - I got you a coffee. - Oh, thanks. 357 00:21:22,449 --> 00:21:24,076 How was seeing your mom? 358 00:21:25,536 --> 00:21:27,537 It was okay. Yeah, um, 359 00:21:27,538 --> 00:21:29,956 they, uh, got her on new mood stabilizers. 360 00:21:29,957 --> 00:21:32,208 So, that seems to be helping. 361 00:21:32,209 --> 00:21:34,669 And she really likes her new therapist. 362 00:21:34,670 --> 00:21:37,088 That's great. Right? 363 00:21:37,089 --> 00:21:40,008 Yeah. Yeah, no, it's just, um... 364 00:21:41,468 --> 00:21:42,928 It's so sterile. 365 00:21:44,054 --> 00:21:46,138 White walls, white floor. 366 00:21:46,139 --> 00:21:48,432 And everything she loves is off limits. 367 00:21:48,433 --> 00:21:53,646 No Millionaire, no weird knick-knacks... 368 00:21:53,647 --> 00:21:56,942 Swedish Fish... Why is Swedish Fish contraband? 369 00:21:57,985 --> 00:22:01,279 It's like they're taking away everything that makes her who she is. 370 00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:04,365 Felix, it sounds like she's getting better. 371 00:22:04,366 --> 00:22:06,826 And your mom is fierce. 372 00:22:06,827 --> 00:22:08,015 It would take way more 373 00:22:08,016 --> 00:22:10,955 than an inhumane Swedish Fish ban to dull her sparkle. 374 00:22:10,956 --> 00:22:14,293 She's getting discharged next week. 375 00:22:15,711 --> 00:22:19,964 Yeah. She's really put in the work this time. I'm proud of her. 376 00:22:19,965 --> 00:22:23,676 You should be. You should be proud of yourself, too. 377 00:22:23,677 --> 00:22:26,679 How strong you've been through all this? 378 00:22:26,680 --> 00:22:29,600 It's pretty inspiring. Or whatever. 379 00:22:34,271 --> 00:22:36,063 You always know what to say. 380 00:22:36,064 --> 00:22:37,899 I know. I'm really smart. 381 00:22:37,900 --> 00:22:39,108 No, seriously. 382 00:22:39,109 --> 00:22:41,611 I mean, you act like you don't care about anything, 383 00:22:41,612 --> 00:22:44,239 but you might be one of the most thoughtful people I've ever met. 384 00:22:52,831 --> 00:22:53,998 - Uh... - Pilar. 385 00:22:53,999 --> 00:22:56,542 - I'm sorry. I... - No. No, no, no. Don't be. 386 00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:58,211 I, uh, you know, our, our friendship 387 00:22:58,212 --> 00:23:00,213 - means the world... - I have to go. 388 00:23:00,214 --> 00:23:01,548 Pilar, wait. 389 00:23:08,764 --> 00:23:10,265 Um, Dad? 390 00:23:13,769 --> 00:23:16,771 - Can we, can we talk? - Of course, baby. 391 00:23:21,568 --> 00:23:22,945 Mom emailed me. 392 00:23:25,948 --> 00:23:27,198 When? 393 00:23:27,199 --> 00:23:30,117 Mmm, a few days ago. 394 00:23:30,118 --> 00:23:32,578 Totally out of the blue. 395 00:23:34,915 --> 00:23:37,751 What'd she say? 396 00:23:39,545 --> 00:23:43,381 Not much. Hi. How are you? 397 00:23:43,382 --> 00:23:45,341 Something about how the last few years 398 00:23:45,342 --> 00:23:47,928 have been really complicated for her... 399 00:23:49,346 --> 00:23:52,015 And that she'd love to hear from me. 400 00:23:53,350 --> 00:23:56,227 Wow. Um... 401 00:23:56,228 --> 00:23:58,229 Did you respond? 402 00:23:58,230 --> 00:23:59,605 No. 403 00:23:59,606 --> 00:24:02,775 I think about answering her every morning. 404 00:24:02,776 --> 00:24:06,904 But I just can't bring myself to write her back. 405 00:24:06,905 --> 00:24:09,779 Even though I have, like, a million questions... 406 00:24:09,780 --> 00:24:12,452 - Yeah. - Because I feel like... 407 00:24:12,953 --> 00:24:17,708 writing her back would be, like, a betrayal to you. 408 00:24:19,585 --> 00:24:21,837 You know. She left. You stayed. 409 00:24:23,755 --> 00:24:25,674 You're my family. Not her. 410 00:24:28,510 --> 00:24:30,012 I choose you. 411 00:24:35,267 --> 00:24:37,436 So how come you never choose me? 412 00:24:40,314 --> 00:24:42,649 My whole life, you've put your work first. 413 00:24:43,275 --> 00:24:46,361 Which I understand. Um... 414 00:24:47,988 --> 00:24:49,780 Because I know how much it means to you, 415 00:24:49,781 --> 00:24:51,700 and I don't want to hold you back. 416 00:24:53,243 --> 00:24:55,954 I never ask you for anything. 417 00:24:56,997 --> 00:25:01,584 But this is me asking now... 418 00:25:01,585 --> 00:25:04,170 This is me saying... 419 00:25:04,171 --> 00:25:06,547 just please, don't move us. 420 00:25:06,548 --> 00:25:08,758 Okay? Just this once... 421 00:25:08,759 --> 00:25:10,135 choose me. 422 00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:17,475 Um... 423 00:25:17,476 --> 00:25:22,104 I'll, uh... tell Stanford 424 00:25:22,105 --> 00:25:26,568 that my family is happy right here in Atlanta. 425 00:25:29,696 --> 00:25:30,906 Really? 426 00:25:31,740 --> 00:25:33,116 Yeah. 427 00:25:40,541 --> 00:25:43,043 - Thank you. - Of course, baby. 428 00:25:51,677 --> 00:25:53,428 Hey, Mia. Um... 429 00:25:54,847 --> 00:25:58,183 You know, you should answer your mom, if you want. 430 00:26:37,639 --> 00:26:40,516 Isabel. Did we have an appointment? 431 00:26:40,517 --> 00:26:42,811 No, we did not. 432 00:26:46,857 --> 00:26:48,691 You told Adrian that Victor, 433 00:26:48,692 --> 00:26:52,904 who he loves more than anyone in the whole world, 434 00:26:52,905 --> 00:26:54,656 is going to Hell? 435 00:26:55,574 --> 00:26:59,202 I did not use those exact words. 436 00:26:59,203 --> 00:27:03,206 I was just trying to explain that Victor needs his family's help 437 00:27:03,207 --> 00:27:06,459 - to find his way back to Jesus... - What Victor needs 438 00:27:06,460 --> 00:27:09,337 is for his family to love and accept him for who he is. 439 00:27:09,338 --> 00:27:12,507 Isabel, you and I both know it is not that simple. 440 00:27:12,508 --> 00:27:14,884 Actually, I think it is. 441 00:27:14,885 --> 00:27:18,680 Today, I saw Adrian accept his brother without a second thought. 442 00:27:20,849 --> 00:27:22,975 I have been raised to believe 443 00:27:22,976 --> 00:27:26,020 a lot of ugly things, Father. 444 00:27:26,021 --> 00:27:29,023 Things that will probably take me the rest of my life to unlearn. 445 00:27:29,024 --> 00:27:30,775 But I will unlearn them. 446 00:27:30,776 --> 00:27:33,569 And I won't pass them on to my kids. 447 00:27:33,570 --> 00:27:35,488 And no matter what you or the church say, 448 00:27:35,489 --> 00:27:39,242 I know in my heart that God loves my son. 449 00:27:39,243 --> 00:27:44,957 My beautiful, perfect, gay son. 450 00:27:48,085 --> 00:27:51,128 You're gonna have to find a new music director, Father. 451 00:27:52,464 --> 00:27:56,260 Isabel, I urge you not to give up on God. 452 00:27:57,010 --> 00:28:00,179 I'm not giving up on God. 453 00:28:00,180 --> 00:28:02,140 I'm giving up on you. 454 00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,815 Dr. Gallico. Yeah, Harold Brooks, here. 455 00:28:10,774 --> 00:28:13,609 I have. I, I have given it a lot of thought. 456 00:28:13,610 --> 00:28:16,988 And I, I really appreciate the opportunity, I do... 457 00:28:16,989 --> 00:28:18,782 And, uh... 458 00:28:23,704 --> 00:28:25,746 I can't wait to get to work. 459 00:28:25,747 --> 00:28:29,500 Right... 460 00:28:29,501 --> 00:28:31,545 Yeah, California, here we come. 461 00:28:34,339 --> 00:28:35,382 Sure. 462 00:28:35,757 --> 00:28:39,011 Uh, your sponsor's kind of cute. 463 00:28:39,469 --> 00:28:43,723 I always expected sponsors to just be these big, old, grizzly men, 464 00:28:43,724 --> 00:28:45,309 filled with wisdom. 465 00:28:46,935 --> 00:28:48,352 He's straight. 466 00:28:48,353 --> 00:28:49,854 In case you were wondering. 467 00:28:49,855 --> 00:28:51,899 I wasn't. I, I trust you. 468 00:28:55,819 --> 00:28:58,362 You can't just fall off the face of the Earth. 469 00:28:58,363 --> 00:29:01,324 I was really worried today. 470 00:29:02,868 --> 00:29:06,954 This is exactly why I didn't want to tell you I was in AA. 471 00:29:06,955 --> 00:29:08,831 What do you mean? 472 00:29:08,832 --> 00:29:10,917 Well, now every time we have a fight 473 00:29:10,918 --> 00:29:13,920 or I don't respond to a text, 474 00:29:13,921 --> 00:29:16,380 you're gonna think I'm off getting hammered. 475 00:29:16,381 --> 00:29:19,467 Well, I was right to worry, wasn't I? 476 00:29:19,468 --> 00:29:21,552 I mean, you had to call your sponsor. 477 00:29:21,553 --> 00:29:23,514 That's not the point. I'm... 478 00:29:33,232 --> 00:29:34,691 What's going on with us? 479 00:29:37,444 --> 00:29:38,612 I don't know. 480 00:29:40,531 --> 00:29:44,575 Everything was amazing, 481 00:29:44,576 --> 00:29:47,120 and now it feels like all we do is fight. 482 00:29:49,081 --> 00:29:50,082 Yeah. 483 00:29:52,835 --> 00:29:57,506 I've been thinking a lot about this perfect day, from last summer. 484 00:29:58,757 --> 00:30:01,843 We had that picnic at Kennedy Park, 485 00:30:01,844 --> 00:30:05,471 and then after, we chased the Mister Softee truck for 15 blocks 486 00:30:05,472 --> 00:30:07,391 so we could get soft serve. 487 00:30:08,642 --> 00:30:12,311 And the park was packed but it felt like we were the... 488 00:30:12,312 --> 00:30:14,314 only two people in the world. 489 00:30:18,861 --> 00:30:20,404 It always does. 490 00:30:32,374 --> 00:30:33,876 I love that. 491 00:30:36,170 --> 00:30:37,379 Me, too. 492 00:30:44,595 --> 00:30:47,306 Why does Rahim hope I'm okay? 493 00:30:49,725 --> 00:30:54,854 Oh, I just... I needed someone to talk to. 494 00:30:54,855 --> 00:30:56,815 So I told him that we had a fight. 495 00:30:58,233 --> 00:31:01,028 Did you tell him about my drinking? 496 00:31:04,406 --> 00:31:08,034 Jesus, Victor. 497 00:31:08,035 --> 00:31:09,994 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have told him. 498 00:31:09,995 --> 00:31:11,996 But he's not gonna say anything to anyone. 499 00:31:11,997 --> 00:31:14,248 - Okay? I can trust him... - But I can't trust you. 500 00:31:28,514 --> 00:31:30,848 I think we need to take a break. 501 00:31:41,610 --> 00:31:46,610 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com -