1 00:00:05,214 --> 00:00:07,965 Dear Victor, I hope it's cool that I'm reaching out. 2 00:00:07,966 --> 00:00:10,218 My name is Rahim. 3 00:00:10,219 --> 00:00:13,304 I'm a friend and "colleague" of Pilar's. 4 00:00:15,599 --> 00:00:18,643 She said you might be a good person to reach out to because... 5 00:00:18,644 --> 00:00:20,311 I'm gay. 6 00:00:20,312 --> 00:00:23,272 But it's still scary to say the words out loud. 7 00:00:28,904 --> 00:00:31,990 Especially because my mom and dad are super traditional. 8 00:00:33,116 --> 00:00:35,077 And super Muslim. 9 00:00:37,162 --> 00:00:39,539 Not having my parents' approval has always seemed like 10 00:00:39,540 --> 00:00:40,999 the worst thing imaginable. 11 00:00:42,668 --> 00:00:44,628 Until recently, that is. 12 00:00:45,712 --> 00:00:48,548 Now, the worst thing I can imagine is that I never get to experience 13 00:00:48,549 --> 00:00:50,092 what you and Benji have. 14 00:00:53,762 --> 00:00:56,472 Hoping you might have some words of wisdom. 15 00:00:56,473 --> 00:00:58,933 Sincerely, Rahim. 16 00:00:58,934 --> 00:01:01,186 Wait, is it weird to end with "sincerely?" 17 00:01:02,062 --> 00:01:03,521 Whatever. I'm going for it. 18 00:01:03,522 --> 00:01:05,398 Sincerely, Rahim. 19 00:01:32,509 --> 00:01:36,345 Yes! 20 00:01:36,346 --> 00:01:39,640 Ay, mijo, you look so adorable. 21 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:43,060 I look ridiculous. Even I want to punch me. 22 00:01:43,061 --> 00:01:45,188 Why does Adrian look like Willy Wonka? 23 00:01:45,189 --> 00:01:47,190 Mom is going to sing at church this Sunday, 24 00:01:47,191 --> 00:01:50,151 and now she wants us all to show up looking insane. 25 00:01:50,152 --> 00:01:52,820 Wow. Uh, congrats. 26 00:01:52,821 --> 00:01:53,946 Thank you. 27 00:01:53,947 --> 00:01:55,781 Can you come? 28 00:01:55,782 --> 00:01:58,034 I know you haven't been to church for a while, but... 29 00:01:58,035 --> 00:02:02,371 it doesn't feel right singing without my biggest fan there. 30 00:02:02,372 --> 00:02:04,582 Uh, I, I don't know. 31 00:02:04,583 --> 00:02:07,210 You know, they don't exactly welcome people like me. 32 00:02:07,211 --> 00:02:09,087 Wait, what do you mean, people like you? 33 00:02:13,717 --> 00:02:16,135 People who don't make their beds. 34 00:02:16,136 --> 00:02:19,181 Again with the bed? You're obsessed! 35 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:24,227 He's just a little kid. 36 00:02:24,228 --> 00:02:25,896 He's not ready for that. 37 00:02:34,404 --> 00:02:36,280 How am I supposed to give another gay kid advice 38 00:02:36,281 --> 00:02:38,199 when I can barely talk to my own mom? 39 00:02:38,200 --> 00:02:40,076 She still won't tell Adrian that I'm gay. 40 00:02:40,077 --> 00:02:43,371 And have you told her how any of this makes you feel? 41 00:02:43,372 --> 00:02:46,582 No, no. Not really. 42 00:02:46,583 --> 00:02:50,711 We live in a constant state of unspoken weirdness. 43 00:02:50,712 --> 00:02:52,547 It's the Catholic way. 44 00:02:52,548 --> 00:02:53,965 Right. 45 00:02:53,966 --> 00:02:56,592 I don't know. Maybe I'll just see if Rahim wants to come over later. 46 00:02:56,593 --> 00:03:00,973 Oof. So your mom can give him her trademark judgment eyes? 47 00:03:02,474 --> 00:03:05,435 - She has choir practice. - And it's more like... 48 00:03:07,145 --> 00:03:09,897 Oh, yeah. That's good. 49 00:03:09,898 --> 00:03:13,067 Hey, you know, it's kinda like you're this kid's Simon. 50 00:03:13,068 --> 00:03:14,652 Oh, yeah! I should text Simon. 51 00:03:14,653 --> 00:03:16,780 I bet he gives great advice on how to give advice... 52 00:03:18,991 --> 00:03:21,243 - Yeah. Yeah, I heard it. - Mm-hmm. 53 00:03:22,452 --> 00:03:25,330 Come on, Mom. Just take it. 54 00:03:27,416 --> 00:03:28,583 No. 55 00:03:28,584 --> 00:03:29,959 They make me feel like a zombie. 56 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:31,919 Plus, they make my eyelid twitch, 57 00:03:31,920 --> 00:03:33,129 and then when I go to the bodega, 58 00:03:33,130 --> 00:03:35,590 the guy thinks that I'm winking at him. I mean, 59 00:03:35,591 --> 00:03:37,008 you wish, Glen. 60 00:03:37,009 --> 00:03:40,720 Dr. Fischer said the side effects will go away if you keep taking it. 61 00:03:40,721 --> 00:03:42,722 Dr. Fischer is a joke. 62 00:03:42,723 --> 00:03:45,308 All he cares about is getting me on a new drug, 63 00:03:45,309 --> 00:03:47,435 and getting the next patient in his office. 64 00:03:47,436 --> 00:03:50,439 Felix, it's Georgina Meriwether! 65 00:03:51,815 --> 00:03:54,650 You didn't tell me that Lake's mom was coming over! 66 00:03:54,651 --> 00:03:56,153 I didn't know. 67 00:03:59,489 --> 00:04:02,533 - Hey. - Oh, hello. You must be Dawn. 68 00:04:02,534 --> 00:04:04,912 Hi, y... yes. Nice to meet you. 69 00:04:06,121 --> 00:04:07,455 I'm sorry about the mess. 70 00:04:07,456 --> 00:04:09,957 I, I mean, you know how teenage boys can be. 71 00:04:09,958 --> 00:04:13,544 Yep. Yeah. No. No, this all me. 72 00:04:13,545 --> 00:04:15,213 Well, I hope I'm not interrupting. 73 00:04:15,214 --> 00:04:17,423 I just wanted to come by and give you a little something 74 00:04:17,424 --> 00:04:19,258 to thank you for having Lake over the other night. 75 00:04:19,259 --> 00:04:22,011 My guy at the farmer's market had pears out the wazoo. 76 00:04:22,012 --> 00:04:24,055 - So... - Oh, wow. Thank you. 77 00:04:24,056 --> 00:04:25,264 That's so generous. 78 00:04:25,265 --> 00:04:27,683 Um, sorry. Uh, if I knew you were coming over, 79 00:04:27,684 --> 00:04:29,268 I, I would have gotten dressed. 80 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:30,895 Oh, please. As soon as I come home, 81 00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:33,564 I take off my bra and let the girls swing raw. 82 00:04:33,565 --> 00:04:36,067 'Cause stars, they're just like us. 83 00:04:36,068 --> 00:04:39,237 I, um, can I get you something? 84 00:04:39,238 --> 00:04:41,739 A, a cup of coffee, or some tea? 85 00:04:41,740 --> 00:04:43,217 Oh, well, I'm on my way to the station, 86 00:04:43,218 --> 00:04:44,408 but I could have a quick cup of... 87 00:04:44,409 --> 00:04:47,995 No... We understand the news waits for no man... 88 00:04:47,996 --> 00:04:50,414 sexist... no woman. 89 00:04:50,415 --> 00:04:52,333 Say goodbye, Mom. I'm gonna walk Georgina out. 90 00:04:52,334 --> 00:04:53,669 Oh. Bye. 91 00:04:53,670 --> 00:04:56,379 Bye. It was nice to meet you. 92 00:04:56,380 --> 00:04:59,173 Did Lake say something to you? 93 00:04:59,174 --> 00:05:01,717 - Is that why you're here? - Lake cares about you, honey. 94 00:05:01,718 --> 00:05:04,011 She's just concerned about your situation. 95 00:05:04,012 --> 00:05:06,264 Oh, so this is a welfare check. 96 00:05:06,265 --> 00:05:07,974 'Cause we're fine. 97 00:05:07,975 --> 00:05:09,350 And I see that. 98 00:05:09,351 --> 00:05:11,352 But if things are ever not fine, 99 00:05:11,353 --> 00:05:13,479 I want you to know that I'm here if you need me. 100 00:05:13,480 --> 00:05:14,982 Yeah, well, we don't. 101 00:05:16,775 --> 00:05:18,193 Thanks for the pears. 102 00:05:27,327 --> 00:05:29,745 - Hey. - Hey. Uh, what are you doing? 103 00:05:29,746 --> 00:05:31,622 I told you to text me from the driveway. 104 00:05:31,623 --> 00:05:33,499 What am I, your date or Postmates? 105 00:05:33,500 --> 00:05:34,709 No, when I pick up my girl, 106 00:05:34,710 --> 00:05:36,961 I come right up to the door and say hey to her father. 107 00:05:36,962 --> 00:05:38,379 Mmm, that's okay. 108 00:05:38,380 --> 00:05:40,715 - You really don't have to do that. - Ha ha ha! 109 00:05:40,716 --> 00:05:43,176 Thought I heard that voice. What's up, man? 110 00:05:43,177 --> 00:05:45,303 - How you doing? - You getting fit for the wedding? 111 00:05:45,304 --> 00:05:47,471 - You look swole! - Aah, see? 112 00:05:47,472 --> 00:05:49,098 I may have gotten a Peloton. 113 00:05:49,099 --> 00:05:50,641 Listen, are you two kids hungry? 114 00:05:50,642 --> 00:05:52,243 Because, uh, we're in the middle of doing 115 00:05:52,244 --> 00:05:53,728 an appetizer sampling for the wedding. 116 00:05:53,729 --> 00:05:56,105 Uh, no, actually, we're headed to a movie. 117 00:05:56,106 --> 00:05:57,899 Come on. It'll take two minutes. Come on. 118 00:05:57,900 --> 00:05:59,318 Taste this food. 119 00:06:00,652 --> 00:06:03,112 Hey, check this out. I brought in reinforcements. 120 00:06:03,113 --> 00:06:05,781 Good. Andrew, hi. Nice to see you. 121 00:06:05,782 --> 00:06:08,910 Sorry, I got started a bit early. The potato's hungry today. 122 00:06:08,911 --> 00:06:10,703 She likes to call our baby a potato, 123 00:06:10,704 --> 00:06:12,955 because she refuses to give him a name. 124 00:06:12,956 --> 00:06:16,209 If you're still taking suggestions, might I recommend Andrew? 125 00:06:16,210 --> 00:06:19,337 He's hot and funny! 126 00:06:19,338 --> 00:06:22,715 Did I say hot? I'm so sorry. Um, it's the hormones. 127 00:06:22,716 --> 00:06:24,884 You know, these two actually beat us down the aisle. 128 00:06:24,885 --> 00:06:28,554 In first grade, they had the cutest little playground wedding. 129 00:06:28,555 --> 00:06:30,681 - I was just in it for the tax break. - Mmm. 130 00:06:30,682 --> 00:06:34,018 Um, you about done with that slider? 131 00:06:34,019 --> 00:06:36,729 Mia, why don't you show Andrew your dress for the wedding 132 00:06:36,730 --> 00:06:37,855 so you guys can coordinate? 133 00:06:37,856 --> 00:06:39,565 We just started dating. 134 00:06:39,566 --> 00:06:42,152 It's way too soon to talk about Andrew coming with me. 135 00:06:44,530 --> 00:06:46,697 - Sorry, I mean, I just... - No, no. Mia's right. 136 00:06:46,698 --> 00:06:47,950 It's too soon. 137 00:06:48,909 --> 00:06:51,118 Yeah, I-I guess we gotta get to that movie. 138 00:06:51,119 --> 00:06:53,288 But thank you so much. This is great. 139 00:06:57,584 --> 00:06:58,751 Hey. 140 00:06:58,752 --> 00:07:02,129 - Hey. - Rahim, this is Victor. Victor, this is Rahim. 141 00:07:02,130 --> 00:07:04,507 I'm not sure why he's wearing an old-timey bowling shirt. 142 00:07:04,508 --> 00:07:05,883 Uh, my dad drove me here, 143 00:07:05,884 --> 00:07:08,469 so I had to get this polyester nightmare 144 00:07:08,470 --> 00:07:10,596 from my brother's closet. 145 00:07:10,597 --> 00:07:13,432 So you can't get away with a Blackpink shirt, 146 00:07:13,433 --> 00:07:15,309 but you can get away with purple nail polish? 147 00:07:15,310 --> 00:07:19,730 Uh, I told my parents the nails are for drama club. 148 00:07:19,731 --> 00:07:21,780 They've been waiting for Creekwood's production of Wicked 149 00:07:21,781 --> 00:07:22,942 for the past year. 150 00:07:22,943 --> 00:07:25,027 You pretend that you're straight by saying you're in a musical? 151 00:07:25,028 --> 00:07:26,988 I already told you, I need advice. 152 00:07:26,989 --> 00:07:29,240 You know, from someone who came out to their parents 153 00:07:29,241 --> 00:07:30,951 and had it go kind of okay. 154 00:07:31,952 --> 00:07:34,829 Yeah, I'm not so sure what Pilar has told you. 155 00:07:34,830 --> 00:07:36,122 Hope everyone's hungry! 156 00:07:36,123 --> 00:07:39,084 Choir practice ended early, so I got Thai. 157 00:07:39,835 --> 00:07:42,128 Oh. Hello. I didn't... Sorry. 158 00:07:42,129 --> 00:07:43,629 Didn't realize you had company. 159 00:07:43,630 --> 00:07:45,256 This is my friend, Rahim. 160 00:07:45,257 --> 00:07:48,217 He's pretty much the only kid at Creekwood that doesn't suck ass. 161 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:50,679 Wow. Very moving introduction. 162 00:07:51,221 --> 00:07:53,681 Hi, Mrs. Salazar. 163 00:07:53,682 --> 00:07:56,642 Can I just say, I'm really digging these terracotta accent walls. 164 00:07:56,643 --> 00:07:58,769 Thank you. 165 00:07:58,770 --> 00:07:59,854 Sweet. 166 00:08:06,653 --> 00:08:09,363 Rahim, honey, would you like to stay for dinner? 167 00:08:09,364 --> 00:08:12,200 - Really? - Yeah. Adrian's at your dad's house. 168 00:08:12,201 --> 00:08:14,535 I have enough pad see ew to feed an army. 169 00:08:14,536 --> 00:08:17,288 - What do you say? - Uh, j'adore Thai food. 170 00:08:17,289 --> 00:08:18,331 Let me just call my parents, 171 00:08:18,332 --> 00:08:20,458 and I'll help you whip up a quick tablescape. 172 00:08:23,337 --> 00:08:24,588 He's nice. 173 00:08:38,185 --> 00:08:39,520 Lake. 174 00:08:40,896 --> 00:08:44,148 - What are you doing here? - You weren't answering my texts, 175 00:08:44,149 --> 00:08:46,943 so I figured I'd stake you out. 176 00:08:46,944 --> 00:08:49,445 You didn't hear me throwing pebbles at your window? 177 00:08:49,446 --> 00:08:50,613 What window? 178 00:08:50,614 --> 00:08:51,822 Second floor, far left. 179 00:08:51,823 --> 00:08:55,201 I mean, I literally flashed you, and you straight up ignored me. 180 00:08:55,202 --> 00:08:57,871 That's Victor's little brother's window. 181 00:08:58,914 --> 00:09:01,874 Well, I either traumatized him or made his night. 182 00:09:01,875 --> 00:09:04,752 Anyways, Felix, 183 00:09:04,753 --> 00:09:08,548 I, I really had no idea my mom was going to show up like that. 184 00:09:08,549 --> 00:09:11,759 That's not the point. You promised you wouldn't tell anyone. 185 00:09:11,760 --> 00:09:14,179 No, I know that, but I... 186 00:09:15,973 --> 00:09:21,561 Listen, I know my mom can be a lot, but, 187 00:09:21,562 --> 00:09:24,523 she's actually kind of amazing when it comes to stuff like this. 188 00:09:25,649 --> 00:09:27,775 I don't need her help. 189 00:09:27,776 --> 00:09:29,735 No, I, I know you don't need it, 190 00:09:29,736 --> 00:09:32,489 but you're allowed to want it. 191 00:09:37,786 --> 00:09:42,123 Our family friend is this insanely legit psychiatrist. 192 00:09:42,124 --> 00:09:44,083 She usually has a year-long waitlist, 193 00:09:44,084 --> 00:09:45,960 but my mom asked, 194 00:09:45,961 --> 00:09:48,337 and she agreed to see your mom whenever you want, 195 00:09:48,338 --> 00:09:49,631 free of charge. 196 00:09:50,924 --> 00:09:53,177 Just promise me you'll think about it, okay? 197 00:09:54,720 --> 00:09:57,847 Ugh. What? Do you... Do you hate me? 198 00:09:57,848 --> 00:10:00,642 No. No. No, it's just... 199 00:10:02,060 --> 00:10:06,230 No one's ever cared about me enough to try this hard to help me. 200 00:10:06,231 --> 00:10:08,649 I am your girlfriend. 201 00:10:08,650 --> 00:10:11,945 You know, that's kind of part of the gig. 202 00:10:15,866 --> 00:10:18,910 I, I can't believe you flashed Adrian. 203 00:10:18,911 --> 00:10:23,916 Well, at least now he knows what perfect breasts look like. 204 00:10:24,583 --> 00:10:26,083 You're in theater? 205 00:10:26,084 --> 00:10:29,128 That is so great. I loved high school theater. 206 00:10:29,129 --> 00:10:31,005 No way. What roles did you play? 207 00:10:31,006 --> 00:10:33,090 What roles didn't I play, baby? 208 00:10:33,091 --> 00:10:34,800 Did she just call him "baby"? 209 00:10:34,801 --> 00:10:36,010 - Frenchy in Grease. - Mm-hmm. 210 00:10:36,011 --> 00:10:38,054 Anita in West Side Story. 211 00:10:38,055 --> 00:10:40,556 Type-casting, but when it makes sense, it makes sense. 212 00:10:40,557 --> 00:10:44,018 Oh, and senior year, Audrey in Little Shop. 213 00:10:44,019 --> 00:10:46,479 ♪ Suddenly Seymour ♪ 214 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:50,608 - Oh, my God... - ♪ Standing beside you ♪ 215 00:10:50,609 --> 00:10:53,611 - ♪ He don't give me orders ♪ - ♪ ... orders ♪ 216 00:10:53,612 --> 00:10:57,198 ♪ He don't condescend ♪ 217 00:10:57,199 --> 00:10:59,116 I will pay fifty dollars to make this stop. 218 00:10:59,117 --> 00:11:02,328 You know, you are such a delight, Mrs. Salazar. 219 00:11:02,329 --> 00:11:05,831 Yeah, my parents definitely won't be this Zen 220 00:11:05,832 --> 00:11:07,209 when I come out to them. 221 00:11:08,961 --> 00:11:11,796 You don't think they'd understand? 222 00:11:11,797 --> 00:11:15,758 They're devout Muslims who emigrated here from Iran. 223 00:11:15,759 --> 00:11:19,429 Let's just say we don't sing Little Shop of Horrors over green curry. 224 00:11:22,683 --> 00:11:25,227 Well, I hope they surprise you. 225 00:11:27,855 --> 00:11:31,900 But, if they do take it badly, 226 00:11:32,943 --> 00:11:36,238 just know that they love you so much. 227 00:11:37,322 --> 00:11:41,993 And part of the reason they might struggle is because... 228 00:11:41,994 --> 00:11:45,788 they thought they knew everything about you. 229 00:11:45,789 --> 00:11:50,544 And then all of a sudden, they didn't. 230 00:11:52,337 --> 00:11:54,715 So even if they say the wrong things, 231 00:11:57,259 --> 00:11:59,261 I hope you don't give up on them. 232 00:12:13,859 --> 00:12:16,027 I just think it's unlikely. 233 00:12:16,028 --> 00:12:18,321 Like, that all the superheroes know each other. 234 00:12:18,322 --> 00:12:20,281 Like, Spiderman is in high school. 235 00:12:20,282 --> 00:12:23,326 And Thor is a god from another planet. 236 00:12:23,327 --> 00:12:24,785 Or Sweden, maybe. 237 00:12:24,786 --> 00:12:26,204 Like, how did they even meet? 238 00:12:26,205 --> 00:12:29,290 All right. Next time, I'll pick a movie that's more you. 239 00:12:29,291 --> 00:12:31,626 You know, if there is a next time. 240 00:12:31,627 --> 00:12:34,754 I mean, who knows if we'll still be hanging out next weekend. 241 00:12:34,755 --> 00:12:36,881 Okay. 242 00:12:36,882 --> 00:12:40,468 I know that was weird earlier, but I just... 243 00:12:40,469 --> 00:12:41,502 I just didn't know if you wanted to come 244 00:12:41,503 --> 00:12:43,222 to some boring, stuffy wedding. 245 00:12:46,016 --> 00:12:48,435 Okay. Whatever you say. 246 00:12:54,233 --> 00:12:57,026 I, I should go home. 247 00:12:57,027 --> 00:13:01,114 Okay. I'll see you tomorrow? 248 00:13:12,668 --> 00:13:14,836 The whole thing was weird, 249 00:13:14,837 --> 00:13:18,881 but a good weird. 250 00:13:18,882 --> 00:13:20,758 My mom sang showtunes, 251 00:13:20,759 --> 00:13:24,303 and gave Rahim this big speech about how 252 00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:28,683 even if his parents don't react well when he comes out, 253 00:13:28,684 --> 00:13:30,518 they still love him. 254 00:13:30,519 --> 00:13:32,896 Well, I'm glad she was nice... 255 00:13:34,231 --> 00:13:36,983 - to Rahim. - What does that mean? 256 00:13:36,984 --> 00:13:39,110 I mean, she's never been that way with me. 257 00:13:39,111 --> 00:13:40,486 Or you. 258 00:13:40,487 --> 00:13:42,948 I know, but she's... she's really trying. 259 00:13:43,866 --> 00:13:46,617 I just don't want you to get your hopes up 260 00:13:46,618 --> 00:13:48,411 because of one good night. 261 00:13:50,581 --> 00:13:53,332 Um, I have to go. Goodnight. 262 00:13:53,333 --> 00:13:56,128 Hi, mi amor. Just wanted to say goodnight. 263 00:13:58,422 --> 00:14:02,675 Um, Victor do you wanna go get lunch sometime soon 264 00:14:02,676 --> 00:14:04,845 so we can finally really talk? 265 00:14:06,388 --> 00:14:10,433 Yeah. Yeah, how about after you sing tomorrow at church? 266 00:14:10,434 --> 00:14:13,269 - You'll come? - Yeah. If that's cool. 267 00:14:13,270 --> 00:14:15,021 Yeah, it's cool. 268 00:14:15,022 --> 00:14:18,441 It's really, really cool. 269 00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:22,570 Just gonna leave before you change your mind. 270 00:14:26,450 --> 00:14:28,910 Mmm. Hey. 271 00:14:28,911 --> 00:14:30,578 Do you wanna have some tea? 272 00:14:30,579 --> 00:14:32,955 My stomach is being so weird. 273 00:14:32,956 --> 00:14:35,917 I probably should have quit after the third slider last night. 274 00:14:35,918 --> 00:14:38,961 Veronica, uh, we need to talk. 275 00:14:38,962 --> 00:14:41,172 I'm glad we've gotten closer now, 276 00:14:41,173 --> 00:14:43,257 but we need to set some boundaries. 277 00:14:43,258 --> 00:14:47,637 Uh, first, please stop saying that the guy I'm dating is hot. 278 00:14:47,638 --> 00:14:50,681 He's a teenager, and it's, um, weird. 279 00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:53,184 Noted, and, uh, agreed. 280 00:14:53,185 --> 00:14:56,103 Second, please don't invite him to your wedding 281 00:14:56,104 --> 00:14:57,647 when we just started dating. 282 00:14:57,648 --> 00:15:00,066 Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to... 283 00:15:00,067 --> 00:15:03,528 I thought that things were going so well between the two of you. 284 00:15:03,529 --> 00:15:06,489 They were. Uh, but now he thinks that I'm not into it. 285 00:15:06,490 --> 00:15:10,618 And that's my fault for inviting him, 286 00:15:10,619 --> 00:15:14,539 and not your fault for being weird about it? 287 00:15:14,540 --> 00:15:16,375 What? Y... yes. 288 00:15:17,209 --> 00:15:19,085 Why do people think that I'm... 289 00:15:19,086 --> 00:15:21,629 Look, just because I want to take things slow 290 00:15:21,630 --> 00:15:24,382 - with him doesn't... - I... 291 00:15:24,383 --> 00:15:27,552 - Are you okay? - I think so. 292 00:15:27,553 --> 00:15:32,098 It's just... little cramps. Um... 293 00:15:32,099 --> 00:15:33,975 So... oh, my... 294 00:15:33,976 --> 00:15:35,435 Oh! 295 00:15:36,144 --> 00:15:39,397 Oh, my God. Okay, that, that feels like a contraction, 296 00:15:39,398 --> 00:15:42,859 and, and it can't be, because it's way too early. 297 00:15:42,860 --> 00:15:45,653 Will you hand me my phone so that I can call your dad? 298 00:15:45,654 --> 00:15:47,572 Um, y-yeah. Uh... 299 00:15:47,573 --> 00:15:49,866 Okay, we can call him from the car. 300 00:15:49,867 --> 00:15:51,784 - I'm taking you to the hospital. - Yeah, okay. 301 00:15:51,785 --> 00:15:53,161 - Okay. - Okay. 302 00:15:54,246 --> 00:15:55,914 Oh, yeah... 303 00:15:59,668 --> 00:16:03,838 Guess what? I found a 1956 Thunderbird. 304 00:16:03,839 --> 00:16:05,923 The exact same car that your grandpa had. 305 00:16:05,924 --> 00:16:07,925 I mean, it needs ton of work, but once I'm done with it, 306 00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:10,428 it'll be worth a hundred grand. Easy. 307 00:16:10,429 --> 00:16:12,430 You're restoring old cars now. 308 00:16:12,431 --> 00:16:14,391 You can learn how to do anything on YouTube. 309 00:16:16,518 --> 00:16:18,811 Hey, Mom, um, 310 00:16:18,812 --> 00:16:21,647 would you be open to trying a new doctor? 311 00:16:21,648 --> 00:16:22,990 There's this psychiatrist, 312 00:16:22,991 --> 00:16:25,568 and she's on all of the "Best of Atlanta" lists. 313 00:16:25,569 --> 00:16:27,495 Plus, she has like six more letters 314 00:16:27,496 --> 00:16:29,405 after her name than Dr. Fischer, so... 315 00:16:29,406 --> 00:16:32,284 Honey, that doesn't sound like someone who would take our insurance. 316 00:16:33,785 --> 00:16:36,704 Normally she wouldn't, but, um, 317 00:16:36,705 --> 00:16:38,331 in this case, we're really lucky, 318 00:16:38,332 --> 00:16:41,460 because she is a friend of Lake's family. 319 00:16:42,419 --> 00:16:44,795 Did her mom say something to you after she came by here? 320 00:16:44,796 --> 00:16:47,256 No, okay? They just know you're having a hard time, 321 00:16:47,257 --> 00:16:48,299 and they want to help. 322 00:16:48,300 --> 00:16:51,135 - We're not a charity case! - And nobody thinks that. 323 00:16:51,136 --> 00:16:53,514 - But I think it might be good if we actually... - No, I... 324 00:16:58,060 --> 00:16:59,936 I'm the parent. 325 00:16:59,937 --> 00:17:04,024 Okay? And what I want you to say is... 326 00:17:05,192 --> 00:17:08,028 thank you, but no, thank you. 327 00:17:09,530 --> 00:17:12,449 Okay. Yeah, I'll drop it. 328 00:17:17,371 --> 00:17:19,456 - Love you. - Love you, too. 329 00:17:38,225 --> 00:17:39,475 Hi. 330 00:17:39,476 --> 00:17:41,478 - I got you some... - Oh, thanks. 331 00:17:42,354 --> 00:17:44,021 Yeah, um, s... uh... 332 00:17:44,022 --> 00:17:45,731 So what did the doctor say? 333 00:17:45,732 --> 00:17:48,442 She said that I have "an irritable uterus," 334 00:17:48,443 --> 00:17:51,071 which feels vaguely misogynistic, even though she's a woman. 335 00:17:52,030 --> 00:17:55,908 They're gonna keep me for a while longer for observation, 336 00:17:55,909 --> 00:17:57,952 but they said that everything looks fine. 337 00:17:59,663 --> 00:18:01,748 - Thank God. - Yeah. 338 00:18:06,503 --> 00:18:08,629 Sorry, I don't... 339 00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:11,090 I don't know why I'm crying. 340 00:18:11,091 --> 00:18:14,511 - This is weird. - Hey. It's okay. 341 00:18:15,345 --> 00:18:17,931 For a minute there, this was really scary. 342 00:18:19,016 --> 00:18:20,184 Yeah. 343 00:18:21,810 --> 00:18:23,519 How are you so calm? 344 00:18:23,520 --> 00:18:25,688 I'm not. 345 00:18:25,689 --> 00:18:28,025 I was a mess. I'm... 346 00:18:28,692 --> 00:18:30,235 I think I just hide it well. 347 00:18:32,779 --> 00:18:35,616 Mia, this isn't my first pregnancy. 348 00:18:36,992 --> 00:18:40,411 I had a miscarriage when I was in grad school. 349 00:18:40,412 --> 00:18:43,039 I had to have two surgeries. 350 00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:46,250 And the doctor, 351 00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:49,052 she said she didn't know if I'd ever have 352 00:18:49,053 --> 00:18:51,131 a viable pregnancy after that. 353 00:18:53,383 --> 00:18:57,220 Wow. So, this one really was a surprise. 354 00:18:57,221 --> 00:19:00,390 Mmm-hmm. It's kind of felt too good to be true. 355 00:19:02,017 --> 00:19:05,853 That's why I call him the potato, and not the baby. 356 00:19:08,357 --> 00:19:10,317 I thought maybe that would help... 357 00:19:11,485 --> 00:19:15,655 Make it hurt less if something bad happened, but... 358 00:19:15,656 --> 00:19:19,367 sitting here in the E.R. and... 359 00:19:19,368 --> 00:19:21,494 I realize that if I lost this baby, 360 00:19:21,495 --> 00:19:25,331 it would hurt just as badly with or without a name. 361 00:19:25,332 --> 00:19:29,837 I guess I was trying so hard to protect myself that... 362 00:19:30,879 --> 00:19:33,632 I didn't realize how attached I'd already gotten. 363 00:19:36,885 --> 00:19:41,013 Yeah. Hmm. I know what you mean. 364 00:19:41,014 --> 00:19:42,140 Hmm. 365 00:19:46,311 --> 00:19:49,397 Victor. It's good to see you. It's been a while. 366 00:19:49,398 --> 00:19:52,150 - Yeah, yeah. Couldn't miss my mom's big day. - Mmm. 367 00:19:52,151 --> 00:19:55,236 Your mother tells me you've got a lot on your plate right now. 368 00:19:55,237 --> 00:19:57,155 Oh, no, not really. 369 00:19:57,990 --> 00:20:00,575 Listen, I know you're at a crossroads, son. 370 00:20:00,576 --> 00:20:03,578 Your mother is praying for you to find your way back to the Lord. 371 00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:05,746 But you gotta put the work in, too. 372 00:21:09,937 --> 00:21:12,813 No, no, no, we're not gonna open with gun control legislation. 373 00:21:12,814 --> 00:21:15,066 I want to lead with rat poison in chicken nuggets. 374 00:21:15,067 --> 00:21:17,443 This is the news, not the snooze, right? 375 00:21:17,444 --> 00:21:19,278 - Ooh, no, I, I am telling you... - Oh, no. 376 00:21:19,279 --> 00:21:22,657 She knows me. No, no. What? She knows me. Georgina, hi. 377 00:21:22,658 --> 00:21:24,534 It's okay, Lois. It's okay. She's a friend. 378 00:21:24,535 --> 00:21:26,244 - I told you. - Hey, Dawn. 379 00:21:26,245 --> 00:21:28,120 What a totally unexpected surprise. 380 00:21:28,121 --> 00:21:29,455 Why don't we step into my office? 381 00:21:29,456 --> 00:21:31,165 No, I don't want to go anywhere with you, okay? 382 00:21:31,166 --> 00:21:32,542 And neither does Felix. 383 00:21:32,543 --> 00:21:35,795 - I'm sorry. What are you talk... - You're trying to take him away from me. 384 00:21:35,796 --> 00:21:38,422 He said that you called a doctor. Who else did you call? 385 00:21:38,423 --> 00:21:40,341 Georgina, did you call the cops? 386 00:21:40,342 --> 00:21:42,885 - Did you call CPS? - No, of course not! 387 00:21:42,886 --> 00:21:46,849 - Let's just take a breath. - I don't want to take a breath! 388 00:21:48,809 --> 00:21:52,603 You think that I'm crazy and you're trying to take my son away from me! 389 00:21:52,604 --> 00:21:54,856 - Lois, call security please. - This is not your business. 390 00:21:54,857 --> 00:21:56,482 He has a mother. 391 00:21:56,483 --> 00:21:59,318 Why would you try and break up my family? 392 00:21:59,319 --> 00:22:00,945 He is all that I have. 393 00:22:00,946 --> 00:22:02,948 This is not your problem! 394 00:22:04,992 --> 00:22:08,536 There you are. Why did you leave in the middle of my song? 395 00:22:08,537 --> 00:22:10,580 Mom, I thought we were finally making some progress, 396 00:22:10,581 --> 00:22:12,957 and then I find out that you're trying to pray me into being straight? 397 00:22:12,958 --> 00:22:15,293 What? Who told you that? 398 00:22:15,294 --> 00:22:16,336 Father Lawrence. 399 00:22:18,046 --> 00:22:19,381 Is it true? 400 00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:30,433 You know, I am trying so hard to be proud of who I am. 401 00:22:30,434 --> 00:22:33,936 And it's almost impossible when my own mom thinks I need to be fixed. 402 00:22:33,937 --> 00:22:35,983 I am doing the best that I can, Victor. 403 00:22:35,984 --> 00:22:37,481 This is the best you can do? 404 00:22:37,482 --> 00:22:39,859 Because Benji doesn't feel welcome in our home. 405 00:22:39,860 --> 00:22:41,652 And you still won't tell Adrian that I'm gay. 406 00:22:41,653 --> 00:22:44,030 - Adrian's just a child. - Don't say that. 407 00:22:44,031 --> 00:22:45,162 That's what people say when they're 408 00:22:45,163 --> 00:22:46,490 shielding their children from bad things, 409 00:22:46,491 --> 00:22:47,867 like murder. 410 00:22:47,868 --> 00:22:49,535 Or drugs. 411 00:22:49,536 --> 00:22:51,413 Not that their son has a boyfriend. 412 00:22:56,502 --> 00:22:57,794 You're right. 413 00:23:01,256 --> 00:23:02,716 You're right. 414 00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:06,845 I'm sorry. 415 00:23:08,639 --> 00:23:12,725 You don't know this, but growing up, I had an aunt named Yoli, 416 00:23:12,726 --> 00:23:14,519 who never got married. 417 00:23:14,520 --> 00:23:17,439 She never wore dresses. She always had a "roommate." 418 00:23:18,565 --> 00:23:20,858 And when I asked my mom why she didn't have kids, 419 00:23:20,859 --> 00:23:24,028 she just said, "De eso no se habla." 420 00:23:24,029 --> 00:23:26,447 "We don't talk about that." 421 00:23:26,448 --> 00:23:28,866 You have to understand, Victor, from a very young age, 422 00:23:28,867 --> 00:23:31,869 I was taught that being gay was shameful. 423 00:23:31,870 --> 00:23:33,871 I don't, I don't think that way anymore. 424 00:23:33,872 --> 00:23:35,957 At least not up here. 425 00:23:35,958 --> 00:23:40,838 But these things that I was taught when I was young, they are so... 426 00:23:42,923 --> 00:23:44,842 engrained in me. 427 00:23:51,932 --> 00:23:55,769 I wish I could just snap my fingers and be a perfect mother for you. 428 00:23:58,647 --> 00:24:00,482 But for now, I will say this... 429 00:24:01,567 --> 00:24:03,442 The next time Benji wants to come over to the house, 430 00:24:03,443 --> 00:24:06,404 I promise I will make him feel welcome. 431 00:24:06,405 --> 00:24:09,032 And I will tell Adrian. We... 432 00:24:10,576 --> 00:24:12,995 We will tell Adrian soon. 433 00:24:22,504 --> 00:24:24,047 Was Aunt Yoli the one in the pictures 434 00:24:24,048 --> 00:24:25,631 with, like, a whole bunch of dachshunds? 435 00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:28,217 She had seven. 436 00:24:28,218 --> 00:24:30,429 - Is that a gay thing? - I don't know. 437 00:24:40,355 --> 00:24:41,939 Andrew. 438 00:24:41,940 --> 00:24:43,900 What are you doing here? 439 00:24:43,901 --> 00:24:45,401 I know you didn't ask me to come, 440 00:24:45,402 --> 00:24:47,904 but I just wanted to make sure you were okay. 441 00:24:47,905 --> 00:24:50,823 You know, in like a cool, casual sort of way. 442 00:24:50,824 --> 00:24:54,327 Mmm. I'm glad you're here. 443 00:24:54,328 --> 00:24:56,579 Even if I don't deserve it 444 00:24:56,580 --> 00:24:58,582 after how I treated you. 445 00:25:00,334 --> 00:25:03,095 You know, I, I think I've gotten used to people 446 00:25:03,096 --> 00:25:05,963 I care about leaving me. 447 00:25:05,964 --> 00:25:08,466 You know, my mom took off. 448 00:25:08,467 --> 00:25:11,594 My dad travels all the time... 449 00:25:11,595 --> 00:25:13,221 And Victor... 450 00:25:13,222 --> 00:25:16,432 Which, you know, obviously wasn't the same, 451 00:25:16,433 --> 00:25:19,393 but it still hurt. 452 00:25:19,394 --> 00:25:23,105 And I've known you ever since I can remember. 453 00:25:23,106 --> 00:25:25,483 But the deeper things get, 454 00:25:25,484 --> 00:25:27,777 the more I start to care. 455 00:25:27,778 --> 00:25:33,324 And, uh, that's just kind of terrifying for me. 456 00:25:33,325 --> 00:25:36,536 Mia, I've waited pretty much my entire life 457 00:25:36,537 --> 00:25:38,372 to be exactly where I am right now. 458 00:25:40,541 --> 00:25:42,668 I'm not going anywhere. 459 00:25:53,262 --> 00:25:54,530 They've admitted your mom 460 00:25:54,531 --> 00:25:57,515 on a 72-hour psychiatric hold. 461 00:25:57,516 --> 00:25:59,225 Once the three days are up, 462 00:25:59,226 --> 00:26:01,644 she can choose to remain voluntarily, or... 463 00:26:01,645 --> 00:26:03,271 C... c... can I go and see her? 464 00:26:03,272 --> 00:26:04,939 No visitors right now, 465 00:26:04,940 --> 00:26:07,108 but they're gonna take good care of your mom. 466 00:26:07,109 --> 00:26:09,277 Do you have a family member you can stay with? 467 00:26:09,278 --> 00:26:12,029 Uh, he has me. Um, he can stay at our house. 468 00:26:12,030 --> 00:26:13,782 I already asked my mom. 469 00:26:20,664 --> 00:26:21,789 Hey. 470 00:26:21,790 --> 00:26:25,084 Hey, it's like she's getting a... a tiny little glow up, 471 00:26:25,085 --> 00:26:27,504 then she'll be back, better than ever. 472 00:26:29,423 --> 00:26:33,050 You think this is just gonna be three days and that's it? 473 00:26:33,051 --> 00:26:35,386 - Well... - Lake, I'm a minor. 474 00:26:35,387 --> 00:26:38,306 Which means that social worker, who's known my mom for thirty minutes, 475 00:26:38,307 --> 00:26:40,850 is in control of our whole lives. 476 00:26:40,851 --> 00:26:44,145 She can petition a judge to keep her here 477 00:26:44,146 --> 00:26:45,980 as long as she wants. 478 00:26:45,981 --> 00:26:48,192 She can remove me from her custody. 479 00:26:49,776 --> 00:26:52,821 - Felix, we'll get through this. - No. 480 00:26:54,156 --> 00:26:55,532 No. Not "we." 481 00:27:04,625 --> 00:27:06,334 Hey. 482 00:27:06,335 --> 00:27:09,462 I'm really sorry about last night. 483 00:27:09,463 --> 00:27:13,007 You were excited about your mom, and I shit all over it. 484 00:27:13,008 --> 00:27:14,343 Thanks. 485 00:27:15,469 --> 00:27:18,012 I think we had a major breakthrough today. 486 00:27:18,013 --> 00:27:21,432 She told me about her lesbian aunt 487 00:27:21,433 --> 00:27:23,434 who had a thing for dachshunds. 488 00:27:23,435 --> 00:27:25,645 Dachshunds? 489 00:27:25,646 --> 00:27:27,313 Uh, it's a long story. 490 00:27:27,314 --> 00:27:31,067 I really do feel like she's changing. 491 00:27:31,068 --> 00:27:34,571 Yeah, well, heard that before. 492 00:27:35,572 --> 00:27:37,658 Well, that apology lasted all of ten seconds. 493 00:27:39,284 --> 00:27:41,078 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 494 00:27:42,037 --> 00:27:46,166 You're right. And I'm sorry. Okay? For real. 495 00:27:47,876 --> 00:27:49,086 Okay. 496 00:27:50,462 --> 00:27:52,422 Excuse me? 497 00:28:06,395 --> 00:28:08,105 Felix, what's going on? 498 00:28:09,147 --> 00:28:12,067 - Is your mom here? - Mom? 499 00:28:14,027 --> 00:28:18,031 Mrs. Salazar, I'm Alison, Felix's case worker. 500 00:28:20,033 --> 00:28:21,410 Can, um... 501 00:28:25,038 --> 00:28:26,874 Can I stay here for a couple days? 502 00:28:27,541 --> 00:28:29,001 Of course. 503 00:28:30,711 --> 00:28:32,629 Honey, what's wrong? 504 00:28:39,094 --> 00:28:41,138 You can stay here as long as you need. 505 00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:02,000 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com -