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All these sides of myself.

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All these thoughts.

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How do we heal them?
How do I reconcile them?

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How do we transform a "we"
to an "I"?

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When we experienced evil
in this world...

6
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...was actually the world
in perfect balance.

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I am only a container
for your development.

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I'm here only for you.

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So when a conflict arises in me-

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- the universe sends another one
to manifest the conflict-

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-in a form that I can see.

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Which I can handle
outside myself.

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So I can create that harmony,
I have lost inside myself.

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But the fear...

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The fear of not having
the fear of not knowing…

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...and the fear of being abandoned.

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The fear, the fear, the fear.

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It leaves bad space
for love.

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Love is a reality.

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The only reality.

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And I flee from it.

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I run from what heals me
because I need to feel powerful.

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I need to feel validated.

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I will give the tears,
I have inside me, free run.

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Because without them... Who am I?

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Who am I?

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I am an illusion.

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I'm not even here.

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- Mother?
- It's a bad time.

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I'm out with the girls. I know
not what he wants. I ask him.

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- Honey, what's wrong?
- I don't know.

32
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- What do you mean?
- A friend came over here.

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Did you break something?

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No.

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Now just come home. I'm begging you.

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I... I need help.

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We need each other so we can
reach that place of balance.

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Did we know what balance was,
we just wanted to achieve it.

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But, no.

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We must grope our way like the blind.

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We walk into a large room-

42
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- and looking for walls
to support us. Mark.

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So they can help us with
to find a way out.

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Mother?

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- Am I evil?
- No.

46
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Of course you're not, honey.

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Why did this happen then?

48
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I explain it,
when you get older.

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Listen to them and do as they say.
Not?

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- How long will I be there?
- It depends on you.

51
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It's time to
you take responsibility for yourself.

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You must choose your own path
and follow it to the end.

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- You have the key I gave you, right?
- Yeah.

54
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Good boy.

55
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Welcome to the clinic.
Your treatment is waiting.

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Settle in,
and become one with the others.

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Breathe in.

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Exhale.

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close your eyes,
and think of your clean, new self.

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A self without limits-

61
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- which can create new worlds,
where everything is possible.

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Breathe in. Exhale.

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Breathe in. Exhale.

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Your mind exists only in the form
you strive for.

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Breathe in. Exhale.

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Breathe in. Exhale.

67
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Be safe. This is your room.
You can unpack if you want.

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The others... Why are they here?

69
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They are all on their travels.
Travels just like you.

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- What's going on here?
- We are here to help you.

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You will see that
once you have chosen a path.

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- What is that room?
- The selection room.

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When you're ready, you choose a path there.

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Once you have made a choice,
treatment can begin.

75
00:10:55,995 --> 00:10:58,831
The treatment?

76
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Why don't you get some rest?
You can meet the others later.

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I created a machine man.

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And then two.

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So four.

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Until I was surrounded by them.

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I called it reality.

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I could copy everything,
what already existed.

83
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And call it mine.

84
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And feel powerful.

85
00:12:17,911 --> 00:12:23,458
It's almost like I'm gone
wild in my own dreams.

86
00:13:13,633 --> 00:13:16,552
Your trainers are coming soon.

87
00:13:50,920 --> 00:13:56,843
How can I avoid feeling
me responsible when I'm your mother?

88
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You were my son.

89
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When I look at your face,
I see only my own eyes.

90
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I hoped
that you would be different.

91
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I would have
you had to be perfect.

92
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But I can't help but think:

93
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"Is perfection something,
this world needs?"

94
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No. Perfection is terrible.

95
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It would destroy us all.

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What happened?

97
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Tell me what happens.

98
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- Tell me.
- I don't know.

99
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We can't help you,
unless you open up.

100
00:16:05,889 --> 00:16:11,185
- I don't know.
- The danger is still real.

101
00:16:11,269 --> 00:16:14,522
If you go now…

102
00:16:19,277 --> 00:16:23,197
- Hello. Are you...?
- No. I just had to…

103
00:16:23,281 --> 00:16:29,037
Excuse me. I'm looking for
my room. I guess this is it.

104
00:16:31,122 --> 00:16:34,334
- What's your name?
- Sarah.

105
00:16:37,712 --> 00:16:41,215
- Where are you from?
- Me?

106
00:16:41,299 --> 00:16:44,719
I grew up far away from here.

107
00:16:46,596 --> 00:16:50,725
- Do you feel like you don't belong here?
- No.

108
00:16:50,808 --> 00:16:57,607
Everyone is on similar journeys.
What about you? Where are you from?

109
00:16:58,900 --> 00:17:03,696
Not so far away.
My mother was here when she was younger.

110
00:17:03,780 --> 00:17:07,742
She thought they could…

111
00:17:07,825 --> 00:17:10,787
...fix me.

112
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Fix you?

113
00:17:14,791 --> 00:17:19,879
I have strange visions.

114
00:17:24,300 --> 00:17:27,512
- Have you made your choice?
- No.

115
00:17:29,222 --> 00:17:34,394
- What are you waiting for?
- I don't know.

116
00:17:36,396 --> 00:17:42,694
You have to develop beyond
your animal nature. You must move on.

117
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- Do you do it? Are you developing?
- Yes.

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Follow me.

119
00:17:59,836 --> 00:18:03,840
In every room that we see as empty-

120
00:18:03,923 --> 00:18:07,176
-a story unfolds-

121
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-a universe spreads.

122
00:18:11,556 --> 00:18:18,771
Between two people there can find
several thousand realities place…

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...of which they may be unaware.

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- I have to make my choice.
- Good. Hurry up.

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00:18:32,744 --> 00:18:37,457
Two people looking at each other-

126
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-vibrate on...

127
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...a specific frequency.

128
00:18:46,758 --> 00:18:52,180
One who does that the other
can manifest before one.

129
00:18:52,263 --> 00:18:57,060
But the true process…
the one who brings them together…

130
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...is far more subtle.

131
00:19:07,111 --> 00:19:10,698
Check it out.

132
00:19:10,782 --> 00:19:13,785
Girls in outer space.

133
00:19:20,541 --> 00:19:25,755
What is there? Tell me that.
I can feel that there is something.

134
00:19:25,838 --> 00:19:28,049
No. Or...

135
00:19:32,762 --> 00:19:35,765
You look so familiar.

136
00:19:38,309 --> 00:19:41,396
You are weird. Did you know that?

137
00:19:56,160 --> 00:19:58,997
You are putting her in danger.

138
00:19:59,080 --> 00:20:04,294
- Why are you here?
- To fix this. My problem.

139
00:20:04,377 --> 00:20:11,467
Why haven't you chosen a path?
Remember what happened with your girlfriend.

140
00:20:11,551 --> 00:20:16,222
- It was as if I was in a dream.
- What did you see?

141
00:20:19,767 --> 00:20:23,521
I was scared
and had lost control.

142
00:20:23,605 --> 00:20:26,316
I couldn't do anything.

143
00:20:26,399 --> 00:20:30,570
It was a carousel.
I couldn't jump off.

144
00:20:30,653 --> 00:20:34,616
But deep down I liked it.

145
00:20:34,699 --> 00:20:36,326
And then...

146
00:20:38,119 --> 00:20:40,330
Then I woke up.

147
00:20:50,340 --> 00:20:53,051
Are you ready for treatment?

148
00:20:53,134 --> 00:20:57,013
- You are putting her in danger.
- What does it do?

149
00:20:57,096 --> 00:21:01,809
Transgenic microbionic implants
heal you.

150
00:21:01,893 --> 00:21:09,192
It mutates your perception
and frees you from your programming.

151
00:21:09,275 --> 00:21:12,445
It's a choice you can make.

152
00:21:12,528 --> 00:21:16,324
You can get better.

153
00:21:16,407 --> 00:21:18,910
More refined.

154
00:21:19,953 --> 00:21:22,455
More developed.

155
00:21:22,538 --> 00:21:27,669
But you must act now.
The miracle process only works-

156
00:21:27,752 --> 00:21:31,798
-if you let the journey unfold.

157
00:21:31,881 --> 00:21:35,218
- Are you ready?
- Yes.

158
00:25:00,214 --> 00:25:02,759
Good morning.

159
00:25:04,052 --> 00:25:07,805
Good luck. You have started your journey.

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00:25:25,698 --> 00:25:27,742
Come closer.

161
00:25:30,245 --> 00:25:33,373
This is how your packages are delivered.

162
00:25:33,456 --> 00:25:40,546
Since it is a personal process, must
install the upgrade yourself.

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00:25:40,630 --> 00:25:44,092
Package for patient 13-79.

164
00:25:49,264 --> 00:25:50,890
Thanks.

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00:25:50,974 --> 00:25:55,937
Follow the instructions.
I'm here if you need help.

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00:26:07,490 --> 00:26:12,495
Step one:
Remove the first item from the package.

167
00:26:35,268 --> 00:26:41,065
Step Two: Use the item to
to draw the indicated lines.

168
00:27:10,345 --> 00:27:13,848
Step Three: Press the button.

169
00:27:31,282 --> 00:27:35,954
Step Four: Cut along the lines
with the object.

170
00:27:37,372 --> 00:27:40,124
The pain is only temporary.

171
00:28:20,540 --> 00:28:25,128
Step Five: Remove the boil from your body.

172
00:28:46,065 --> 00:28:51,946
Step Six:
Take out the Beautiful and Clean treatment.

173
00:28:56,659 --> 00:29:00,455
Apply the treatment in the cavity.

174
00:29:09,923 --> 00:29:14,802
You are one step closer to consummation
and healing.

175
00:29:17,972 --> 00:29:21,768
Let go and try to be free.

176
00:31:07,790 --> 00:31:10,126
You have chosen a path.

177
00:31:11,169 --> 00:31:13,004
Where have you been?

178
00:31:14,714 --> 00:31:21,304
I like you, but we should review
our transitions separately.

179
00:31:22,347 --> 00:31:28,519
I'm too far ahead of you. I see
you as a man sees an ant.

180
00:31:31,064 --> 00:31:33,942
But I wish you luck.

181
00:31:35,151 --> 00:31:37,612
We say goodbye now.

182
00:31:39,155 --> 00:31:42,533
Thank you for showing me my room.

183
00:32:16,859 --> 00:32:21,072
Chrysalis
is the pupal stage of the butterfly.

184
00:32:22,115 --> 00:32:25,451
Chrysos means gold in Greek.

185
00:32:26,995 --> 00:32:32,542
It is called that because of
the metallic gold color of the pupa.

186
00:32:35,211 --> 00:32:38,631
When the caterpillar is fully grown...

187
00:32:45,013 --> 00:32:49,809
...it fastens itself to a twig
using silk.

188
00:32:50,852 --> 00:32:53,855
Then the caterpillar loses its skin.

189
00:32:59,986 --> 00:33:04,157
Under the skin there is a hard shell.

190
00:33:07,410 --> 00:33:09,871
The pup.

191
00:33:19,255 --> 00:33:22,467
- Hello.
- Hey, mom.

192
00:33:26,095 --> 00:33:30,975
- Sorry I didn't call.
- How's it going?

193
00:33:33,144 --> 00:33:37,565
- Are you happy?
- I'm trying to be.

194
00:33:38,608 --> 00:33:42,987
Nothing has changed,
but I will implement it.

195
00:33:46,115 --> 00:33:48,409
Well.

196
00:33:59,504 --> 00:34:02,590
What do they make you do?

197
00:34:06,803 --> 00:34:09,639
There's a girl here...

198
00:34:09,722 --> 00:34:13,935
- You would like her.
- Careful, honey.

199
00:34:15,019 --> 00:34:18,815
- Take it easy.
- I do.

200
00:34:20,316 --> 00:34:26,072
Don't get too close. Have you met
anyone else there? The staff?

201
00:34:26,155 --> 00:34:30,493
A voice speaks to me
via the intercom.

202
00:34:31,828 --> 00:34:34,789
This is my fault.

203
00:34:36,833 --> 00:34:41,504
- I wasn't there enough for you.
- It's not your fault.

204
00:34:41,588 --> 00:34:45,800
If I had been a better mother…

205
00:34:47,176 --> 00:34:50,513
It's not that.

206
00:37:29,631 --> 00:37:33,927
This is already the past,
just not quite.

207
00:37:36,846 --> 00:37:39,849
It happens, but in a different place.

208
00:37:41,643 --> 00:37:46,439
How can I contain it,
when it feels so real?

209
00:37:48,066 --> 00:37:51,236
Who are you then?

210
00:37:52,403 --> 00:37:55,615
Are you my opponent?

211
00:37:55,698 --> 00:37:58,534
Are you my enemy?

212
00:38:00,119 --> 00:38:03,373
Are you something I have to manage?

213
00:38:12,799 --> 00:38:17,303
The way out is actually the way in.

214
00:38:17,387 --> 00:38:22,308
The deeper I go,
the freer I become.

215
00:38:26,396 --> 00:38:32,026
You are the guide. you are the one
that brings me back to myself.

216
00:41:39,255 --> 00:41:42,634
In our great illusion of love-

217
00:41:42,717 --> 00:41:46,387
-can an object not exist-

218
00:41:46,471 --> 00:41:52,852
- without anything to reflect on.

219
00:42:54,747 --> 00:42:58,626
- How is the boy?
- Price shacho.

220
00:43:03,631 --> 00:43:07,260
I didn't hear you come in.

221
00:43:13,391 --> 00:43:16,644
Are we on schedule?

222
00:43:18,855 --> 00:43:21,816
We'll probably find out soon.

223
00:43:26,195 --> 00:43:30,325
He has grown so much
since I last saw him.

224
00:43:30,408 --> 00:43:33,578
He has become a man.

225
00:43:35,788 --> 00:43:39,250
I don't have much time left.

226
00:43:39,334 --> 00:43:45,214
- You must start the transfer soon.
- Yes, Price shacho.

227
00:45:18,224 --> 00:45:20,059
Sarah.

228
00:45:33,197 --> 00:45:37,493
- Stay with me.
- It is not an option.

229
00:45:41,080 --> 00:45:43,583
I need you.

230
00:45:45,001 --> 00:45:47,295
You have to let go of me.

231
00:45:47,378 --> 00:45:51,925
You can't follow me there,
where I'm going.

232
00:45:52,008 --> 00:45:56,012
- It's not like that.
- I'm begging you.

233
00:45:56,095 --> 00:46:00,808
Stay with me. I need you.

234
00:46:02,268 --> 00:46:06,814
Don't leave me. I'm begging you.
Don't leave me.

235
00:46:17,742 --> 00:46:20,828
You're her, aren't you?

236
00:46:24,874 --> 00:46:29,712
- I need a little more time.
- I have no more time.

237
00:46:31,798 --> 00:46:33,967
Sorry.

238
00:46:37,428 --> 00:46:42,684
When you finish your trip,
so look for me.

239
00:46:42,767 --> 00:46:44,852
In here.

240
00:47:57,467 --> 00:48:01,638
I can feel
how I change.

241
00:48:02,680 --> 00:48:06,726
My mind becomes less numb.

242
00:48:08,895 --> 00:48:12,273
I have to set myself free.

243
00:48:33,670 --> 00:48:35,713
You.

244
00:48:39,050 --> 00:48:43,137
I want to know every single detail
about your life.

245
00:48:47,016 --> 00:48:49,978
- Do you want it?
- Yes.

246
00:48:51,646 --> 00:48:54,816
I have been here for a while.

247
00:48:54,899 --> 00:48:59,070
- My mother was here when she was young.
- Don't stop!

248
00:49:04,784 --> 00:49:08,871
I came here
because something strange happened.

249
00:49:21,551 --> 00:49:25,430
The bow of God's wrath is bent.

250
00:49:27,056 --> 00:49:30,894
And the arrow lies ready against the string.

251
00:49:32,812 --> 00:49:38,443
It's justice
that bends the arrow towards your heart.

252
00:49:38,526 --> 00:49:41,696
And it stretches the arc.

253
00:49:42,822 --> 00:49:45,658
And it's nothing else-

254
00:49:45,742 --> 00:49:51,289
-than God's pleasure...

255
00:49:53,082 --> 00:49:56,377
...an angry God...

256
00:50:00,548 --> 00:50:08,181
...like without any promise
or any obligation-

257
00:50:08,264 --> 00:50:11,893
-blocks the arrow in...

258
00:50:11,976 --> 00:50:15,021
...to drown in your blood.

259
00:50:16,147 --> 00:50:23,071
If your right eye misleads you,
then tear it out and throw it away.

260
00:50:24,113 --> 00:50:29,953
It's better for you
that part of your body is lost-

261
00:50:30,036 --> 00:50:34,207
- than the whole body
will be cast into hell.

262
00:50:35,541 --> 00:50:39,796
The sights are triggered
of intensive social encounters.

263
00:50:41,547 --> 00:50:47,053
You are still quite receptive
and thus constitute a danger.

264
00:50:55,478 --> 00:51:00,483
Every time you open up,
you are putting everyone at risk.

265
00:51:00,567 --> 00:51:05,738
- How do you know that?
- That is the purpose of the clinic.

266
00:51:12,579 --> 00:51:18,001
Tell me the truth.
What is wrong with me?

267
00:51:18,084 --> 00:51:23,631
Your animal mind,
created for a hard life on the savannah-

268
00:51:23,715 --> 00:51:29,262
- is not adapted
to today's civilized society.

269
00:51:32,015 --> 00:51:36,644
You have to open up
for a total reprogramming.

270
00:51:36,728 --> 00:51:41,649
- Only then will you have peace of mind.
- You don't understand.

271
00:51:43,902 --> 00:51:50,325
Although I am developing,
I never achieve peace of mind.

272
00:51:50,408 --> 00:51:53,202
It's exactly that.

273
00:51:54,245 --> 00:51:58,458
How should I
could trust myself again?

274
00:51:58,541 --> 00:52:02,003
Or get close to someone again?

275
00:52:02,086 --> 00:52:05,298
For example through a radio.

276
00:52:11,262 --> 00:52:12,805
Ozawa.

277
00:52:15,934 --> 00:52:19,646
- That's your name.
- How do you know that?

278
00:52:23,524 --> 00:52:26,945
Control yourself. Don't lose focus.

279
00:52:29,280 --> 00:52:32,242
Stay here with me.

280
00:52:34,494 --> 00:52:38,122
You must use your willpower.

281
00:52:41,417 --> 00:52:46,130
- I have never felt this before.
- Stay here with me.

282
00:52:53,471 --> 00:52:57,016
Yes. Out with it.

283
00:52:59,519 --> 00:53:02,105
Out with it all.

284
00:53:02,188 --> 00:53:05,233
It's alright. Yes.

285
00:53:06,943 --> 00:53:09,487
Out with it.

286
00:55:11,776 --> 00:55:15,154
What happened?
I need more!

287
00:55:16,197 --> 00:55:20,076
We can do no more without it
to hurt you.

288
00:55:20,159 --> 00:55:24,664
But I'm not clean.
I'm not perfect yet.

289
00:55:24,747 --> 00:55:29,043
What is this place?
Does this work?

290
00:55:29,127 --> 00:55:32,964
Of course, but not immediately.

291
00:55:34,674 --> 00:55:36,884
And it's also up to you.

292
00:55:36,968 --> 00:55:42,974
You have to accept the changes
and allow yourself to become pure.

293
00:55:43,057 --> 00:55:49,230
- And if I end the treatment?
- If you wish to do so...

294
00:55:49,314 --> 00:55:53,985
Then I recommend
that you will be locked up.

295
00:55:54,068 --> 00:55:59,198
- Confined?
- Unfortunately, you are still a danger.

296
00:56:03,703 --> 00:56:08,583
- Then I will continue the treatment.
- Are you sure?

297
00:56:10,585 --> 00:56:14,964
Yes! Yes. I need it.

298
00:56:15,048 --> 00:56:21,387
We do not recommend the last level
for people in the first transition.

299
00:56:21,471 --> 00:56:28,478
But we can make an exception if
you think it helps your development.

300
00:56:28,561 --> 00:56:32,273
But I need approval
to that.

301
00:56:32,357 --> 00:56:34,400
I beg you!

302
00:56:37,320 --> 00:56:42,992
I'm begging you. I'm begging you.
I need it.

303
00:56:43,076 --> 00:56:45,161
I'm begging you.

304
00:56:46,371 --> 00:56:49,332
Maybe we should stop.

305
00:57:00,551 --> 00:57:04,055
I think we should try.

306
00:57:04,138 --> 00:57:08,851
A true cleansing
may be too much for him.

307
00:57:19,487 --> 00:57:23,116
We owe him
to do our best.

308
00:57:24,742 --> 00:57:29,664
I'm talking to him.
Assesses the risks.

309
00:57:55,565 --> 00:58:02,280
Time to stand up. Don't worry.
It will probably all work out.

310
00:58:02,363 --> 00:58:07,327
- Who are you?
- Dr. Hamilton Price.

311
00:58:16,085 --> 00:58:20,465
Did you know your mother was here
when she was young?

312
00:58:22,258 --> 00:58:24,469
Yes.

313
00:58:30,767 --> 00:58:33,728
I founded this clinic.

314
00:58:40,526 --> 00:58:43,821
And I treated your mother.

315
00:58:48,743 --> 00:58:51,955
I guess you could say...

316
00:58:57,168 --> 00:59:00,713
...that I fell in love
in my work.

317
00:59:19,774 --> 00:59:23,319
Do you think you're mine...?

318
00:59:30,410 --> 00:59:33,037
Yes.

319
00:59:33,121 --> 00:59:36,833
Both figuratively and literally.

320
00:59:40,712 --> 00:59:44,132
What is wrong with me?

321
00:59:51,222 --> 00:59:54,517
There is nothing wrong with you.

322
00:59:55,560 --> 01:00:00,356
I have made mistakes. Many.

323
01:00:05,069 --> 01:00:08,698
But you are not one of them.

324
01:00:08,781 --> 01:00:13,494
You have only been a slave
of other people's bad choices.

325
01:00:19,751 --> 01:00:23,046
Your mother and I...

326
01:00:24,589 --> 01:00:27,967
...have accepted our responsibility.

327
01:00:30,053 --> 01:00:32,972
Now we have to fix it.

328
01:00:34,015 --> 01:00:36,643
We set you free.

329
01:00:40,230 --> 01:00:44,192
- Would you like it?
- Yes.

330
01:00:54,619 --> 01:00:57,664
Let me see your hands.

331
01:01:13,888 --> 01:01:17,100
I'll probably help you.

332
01:01:19,644 --> 01:01:22,272
With this one.

333
01:01:26,317 --> 01:01:29,153
Sit back.

334
01:01:37,704 --> 01:01:40,623
You know...

335
01:01:43,042 --> 01:01:45,336
A mirror image...

336
01:01:47,672 --> 01:01:50,883
...never really knows himself.

337
01:01:50,967 --> 01:01:56,431
It doesn't know it's real,
because it is not.

338
01:01:58,808 --> 01:02:02,395
Let us make you real.

339
01:03:15,385 --> 01:03:20,431
Man, that's good stuff!
I can feel it already.

340
01:03:35,446 --> 01:03:40,535
I'm thinking about it. I always come
to constitute a danger.

341
01:03:42,120 --> 01:03:48,209
I don't know why I do it.
I can't even trust myself.

342
01:03:51,421 --> 01:03:55,258
I've thought about that.

343
01:03:55,341 --> 01:03:58,595
And I have an idea.

344
01:04:01,723 --> 01:04:04,642
If you trust me.

345
01:04:09,564 --> 01:04:15,570
You must get closer to the source,
who created us.

346
01:04:15,653 --> 01:04:22,035
You... and I...
are only the containers of the creator.

347
01:04:30,001 --> 01:04:37,508
I created this clinic for
to free us from the will of the creator.

348
01:04:38,593 --> 01:04:41,763
So we of our own free will-

349
01:04:41,846 --> 01:04:47,143
- can give ourselves back
to the same life.

350
01:04:53,107 --> 01:04:56,486
You have to look inside yourself.

351
01:04:58,780 --> 01:05:01,074
My soul.

352
01:05:02,116 --> 01:05:04,994
Let's sit down.

353
01:05:24,180 --> 01:05:26,391
Close your eyes.

354
01:05:34,524 --> 01:05:36,568
Take a breath.

355
01:05:40,780 --> 01:05:42,907
Breathe in.

356
01:05:44,701 --> 01:05:46,494
Exhale.

357
01:05:48,121 --> 01:05:54,002
Your breath is a ball of energy-

358
01:05:54,085 --> 01:05:57,672
-which moves down your spine-

359
01:05:57,755 --> 01:06:00,758
- from your head.

360
01:06:09,559 --> 01:06:12,270
Focus your thoughts inward-

361
01:06:12,353 --> 01:06:15,481
-and see yourself.

362
01:06:17,317 --> 01:06:21,195
- Price shacho. See it here.
- I'm busy!

363
01:06:21,279 --> 01:06:25,909
The treatment is rejected.
Attack like an army.

364
01:06:25,992 --> 01:06:29,203
His vital signs
going up and down.

365
01:06:31,623 --> 01:06:34,834
There is something wrong. We must stop!

366
01:06:51,559 --> 01:06:54,479
It works perfectly.

367
01:06:55,813 --> 01:07:00,235
Come on, my son. Accept it.
Accept it!

368
01:07:05,531 --> 01:07:08,743
Does it work? It's monstrous!

369
01:07:10,745 --> 01:07:15,375
- We have to help him!
- That's what we do.

370
01:08:00,795 --> 01:08:04,382
What a beautiful delusion,
i lived in

371
01:08:10,638 --> 01:08:13,683
I had no idea.

372
01:08:17,645 --> 01:08:22,650
I called you up in that faith,
that I would be safe.

373
01:08:24,903 --> 01:08:28,072
When I saw you, I fled.

374
01:08:28,156 --> 01:08:33,202
I fled to the outer edges
of my own reality.

375
01:08:33,286 --> 01:08:38,291
I fled to that place
that I didn't know existed.

376
01:08:40,960 --> 01:08:45,089
the place
where I should find myself.

377
01:08:45,173 --> 01:08:48,635
I hid there for a while.

378
01:08:48,718 --> 01:08:51,471
Where everyone could see me.

379
01:08:51,554 --> 01:08:54,849
I must have looked like a madman.

380
01:08:55,892 --> 01:09:00,146
Overwhelmed by fear and grief.

381
01:09:04,108 --> 01:09:06,986
You had to disappear.

382
01:09:07,070 --> 01:09:14,035
You had to go far away... to forget
what I saw and what I felt.

383
01:09:14,118 --> 01:09:18,373
And everything and everyone,
that had something to do with it.

384
01:09:20,416 --> 01:09:23,962
And create a new reality.

385
01:09:26,089 --> 01:09:28,967
Because, you see…

386
01:09:29,050 --> 01:09:32,428
You shattered my old reality.

387
01:09:34,430 --> 01:09:37,892
So there was no turning back.

388
01:09:39,978 --> 01:09:46,526
How we have changed ourselves...
from one thing to another.

389
01:09:48,611 --> 01:09:54,450
The first thing we need to do is,
to allow our mind-

390
01:09:54,534 --> 01:09:59,497
- to consider the possibility of,
that we are nothing at all.

391
01:09:59,581 --> 01:10:05,169
That what we think we are
is actually a projection.

392
01:10:06,379 --> 01:10:10,008
A projection of a broken ego.

393
01:10:10,091 --> 01:10:13,553
A projection of a damaged mind.

394
01:10:18,224 --> 01:10:25,607
You must protect your mind
against the social contagion.

395
01:10:25,690 --> 01:10:30,445
We mix herbs between the toes,
when lightning strikes

396
01:10:30,528 --> 01:10:35,116
- to restart
your outdated IBM PC

397
01:10:35,199 --> 01:10:40,079
- and finally give you something older
to die for.

398
01:11:38,221 --> 01:11:42,725
There wasn't much
there was originality in my life.

399
01:11:45,853 --> 01:11:51,025
Everything was stolen from a moment,
I had seen a place.

400
01:11:53,152 --> 01:11:58,241
It made me feel... safe.

401
01:11:59,951 --> 01:12:04,414
It made me
to feel connected to others.

402
01:12:05,665 --> 01:12:12,422
It made me feel like I was
the master of my own destiny.

403
01:12:13,715 --> 01:12:16,801
Do you see...

404
01:12:16,884 --> 01:12:23,141
Back then... I thought
that it was that which was power.

405
01:12:26,895 --> 01:12:29,814
To control the world around me.

406
01:12:33,860 --> 01:12:39,449
It feels like I'm meeting myself
wherever I go.

407
01:12:39,532 --> 01:12:43,119
It can be creepy.

408
01:12:43,202 --> 01:12:46,331
It can be lonely.

409
01:13:12,899 --> 01:13:15,860
I am the container.

410
01:13:18,613 --> 01:13:22,533
And I always run away
from that container.

411
01:13:25,203 --> 01:13:30,833
And in that... in the grand narrative...

412
01:13:30,917 --> 01:13:35,463
...letting life find me.

413
01:13:42,512 --> 01:13:46,307
And embrace me.

414
01:13:46,391 --> 01:13:51,479
But I resist.
I never surrender.

415
01:13:54,440 --> 01:13:58,820
And when I do,
I sink deeper into it.

416
01:14:28,057 --> 01:14:30,184
No!

417
01:14:36,900 --> 01:14:40,361
So there was no turning back.

418
01:14:45,241 --> 01:14:48,953
The problem with the truth is-

419
01:14:49,037 --> 01:14:54,959
- that when you know the truth,
then you cannot escape from it.

420
01:14:56,544 --> 01:15:02,091
It haunts one.
You see it in everything.

421
01:15:04,802 --> 01:15:08,014
And it consumes you.

422
01:15:45,134 --> 01:15:48,888
Because I... exactly like you...

423
01:15:51,140 --> 01:15:54,978
...fought my way into this world.

424
01:15:55,061 --> 01:16:01,442
Struggled to exist. Fought for
to continue to exist.

425
01:16:26,175 --> 01:16:28,386
You best!

426
01:16:39,105 --> 01:16:45,737
And for the first time in my life... in this one
experience that I call life...

427
01:16:48,364 --> 01:16:54,662
...I saw myself being seen.

428
01:16:54,746 --> 01:16:57,624
Your eyes looked at me.

429
01:16:58,666 --> 01:17:03,713
For the first time I felt
a separation from myself.

430
01:17:03,796 --> 01:17:08,927
When I look back at myself…
I was so scared.

431
01:17:09,010 --> 01:17:12,221
Close your eyes and listen.

432
01:17:13,598 --> 01:17:17,810
- And in that life...
- Can you hear the sea?

433
01:17:19,270 --> 01:17:24,025
The life I had been hiding from
became you

434
01:17:24,108 --> 01:17:29,072
Be baptized, my son, and breathe life.

435
01:17:31,282 --> 01:17:35,078
The water is a symbol,
and you will be reborn-

436
01:17:35,161 --> 01:17:40,416
- when the ripples move
across the surface.

437
01:17:41,459 --> 01:17:45,755
You find that innocence and happiness,
you deserve.

438
01:17:56,099 --> 01:18:01,646
You feel less and less conscious
and present.

439
01:18:03,731 --> 01:18:08,319
You don't need to grow anymore.
Not anymore.

440
01:18:10,029 --> 01:18:12,615
You are at home.

441
01:18:41,769 --> 01:18:45,940
My darling. I'm here.

442
01:18:49,986 --> 01:18:52,697
i love you

443
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