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I'm just telling you... 33 00:03:16,572 --> 00:03:17,822 You don't have an X-ray machine back there? 34 00:03:17,906 --> 00:03:19,699 You don't have an X-ray machine? 35 00:03:19,783 --> 00:03:20,950 No. I've got to see it. 36 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:28,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 37 00:03:41,972 --> 00:03:44,390 I bet you're not going to miss that drive. 38 00:03:46,143 --> 00:03:47,852 Or the ambiance. 39 00:03:48,812 --> 00:03:51,063 I would've gone a lot further. 40 00:03:57,154 --> 00:04:01,490 You know, they gave me a brochure on reintegrating. 41 00:04:01,575 --> 00:04:02,742 Yeah? Yeah. 42 00:04:02,826 --> 00:04:04,827 A social worker came by. 43 00:04:05,329 --> 00:04:07,121 What did he say? 44 00:04:08,832 --> 00:04:10,333 Go slow. 45 00:04:12,669 --> 00:04:14,253 We can go slow. 46 00:04:28,060 --> 00:04:29,644 - Hey. - Hey. 47 00:04:30,187 --> 00:04:34,231 I just wanted to remind you that I won't be coming in tomorrow. 48 00:04:34,316 --> 00:04:37,068 That's right. It's the big day! 49 00:04:37,194 --> 00:04:39,403 You must be thrilled... 50 00:04:39,488 --> 00:04:40,571 Yeah. 51 00:04:40,656 --> 00:04:43,074 ...and excited and nervous and... 52 00:04:43,784 --> 00:04:46,452 And I wanted to thank you, just for everything. 53 00:04:46,536 --> 00:04:48,120 You've been so understanding. 54 00:04:48,205 --> 00:04:51,874 Oh, I'm sure there's more to it than what's on the news, so... 55 00:04:51,959 --> 00:04:55,795 I know, but to a lot of people you say "insider trading," 56 00:04:55,879 --> 00:04:58,163 and it may as well be murder. 57 00:04:58,189 --> 00:05:00,157 You just stop existing. 58 00:05:00,217 --> 00:05:02,343 So, thank you for everything. 59 00:05:06,390 --> 00:05:08,891 I wasn't sure what I should wear. 60 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:13,104 I tried to find something new to buy, 61 00:05:14,064 --> 00:05:16,315 but I couldn't find anything that looked good. 62 00:05:16,400 --> 00:05:18,567 Honey, you look beautiful. 63 00:05:18,986 --> 00:05:22,405 And I can only imagine how you're gonna look to him. 64 00:05:38,046 --> 00:05:41,090 Oh! Oh, Mama. 65 00:05:42,592 --> 00:05:43,676 Oh. 66 00:05:44,219 --> 00:05:48,014 Come on. Let's get out of here before they change their mind. 67 00:06:10,787 --> 00:06:13,122 I'm sorry. 68 00:06:22,090 --> 00:06:25,134 Babe, you remember that hedge fund manager I met inside? 69 00:06:25,594 --> 00:06:27,428 Marshall Hellman? 70 00:06:28,430 --> 00:06:30,431 The Stanford guy? Yeah. 71 00:06:30,766 --> 00:06:35,269 Super smart. He was in for some tax thing, but he'll be out soon. 72 00:06:36,313 --> 00:06:39,940 He's got money in Dubai and a lot of connections. 73 00:06:41,985 --> 00:06:44,070 I can get us back to where we were, Em. 74 00:06:44,154 --> 00:06:46,614 I promise. I can make that happen. 75 00:06:48,784 --> 00:06:50,284 Okay, baby. 76 00:07:06,843 --> 00:07:07,843 Thank you. 77 00:08:04,860 --> 00:08:06,777 I don't understand what you're saying! Just relax! 78 00:08:06,862 --> 00:08:08,445 Hello. 79 00:08:08,530 --> 00:08:09,989 I'm Dr. Banks. 80 00:08:10,073 --> 00:08:11,962 This guy's on something, okay? 81 00:08:11,988 --> 00:08:13,309 Listen, just relax! 82 00:08:13,368 --> 00:08:14,994 Officer. This guy's on something. 83 00:08:15,078 --> 00:08:16,954 He came swinging at me. 84 00:08:17,038 --> 00:08:18,122 Stand back and let me talk to him. 85 00:08:18,206 --> 00:08:20,291 He was trying to hold up a taxi. 86 00:08:20,375 --> 00:08:21,667 You understand? He came at me! 87 00:08:35,390 --> 00:08:37,600 Augustin? Augustin. 88 00:08:41,229 --> 00:08:42,563 He's fine. 89 00:09:08,215 --> 00:09:09,882 What is it? What's going on? 90 00:09:09,966 --> 00:09:12,718 He saw his dead father driving the taxi. 91 00:09:13,470 --> 00:09:14,470 What? 92 00:09:14,554 --> 00:09:16,611 He saw the ghost of his father. 93 00:09:16,637 --> 00:09:17,831 He was a cabbie. 94 00:09:18,308 --> 00:09:19,725 So I was right. He's nuts. 95 00:09:19,809 --> 00:09:21,727 No. It's grief. 96 00:09:22,520 --> 00:09:25,564 Just grief painting pictures in his brain. 97 00:09:25,649 --> 00:09:27,316 He sees ghosts. 98 00:09:31,821 --> 00:09:34,073 He's Haitian. It's not unusual for Haitians 99 00:09:34,157 --> 00:09:35,574 to see their loved ones shortly after they die. 100 00:09:35,659 --> 00:09:38,661 Weird for me and you, but it's perfectly normal for him. 101 00:09:38,745 --> 00:09:40,246 Right, what do you have next? 102 00:09:40,330 --> 00:09:44,583 MVA in bed eight, with minor head trauma, in need of a consult. 103 00:09:48,004 --> 00:09:49,797 Double shift today? 104 00:09:49,881 --> 00:09:51,382 Better living through chemistry. 105 00:09:56,137 --> 00:09:57,554 Miss Taylor. 106 00:09:57,681 --> 00:09:59,390 Yeah? I'm Dr. Banks. 107 00:10:00,517 --> 00:10:02,518 Oh, they said I might have a concussion, 108 00:10:02,602 --> 00:10:04,395 but I don't have to stay here for that, right? 109 00:10:04,479 --> 00:10:07,398 Uh, we have to wait for the CT scan results to know that. 110 00:10:07,482 --> 00:10:09,900 I have a couple of questions for you. 111 00:10:10,694 --> 00:10:11,694 How's your head? 112 00:10:12,362 --> 00:10:13,612 It hurts. 113 00:10:13,697 --> 00:10:15,906 How was it before you hit the wall? 114 00:10:17,033 --> 00:10:18,617 What do you mean? 115 00:10:18,702 --> 00:10:20,577 How have things been going with you? 116 00:10:20,829 --> 00:10:22,538 Generally speaking. 117 00:10:26,876 --> 00:10:28,419 Why are you here? 118 00:10:29,254 --> 00:10:31,338 I'm a psychiatrist, Miss Taylor. 119 00:10:31,840 --> 00:10:33,173 Normally, 120 00:10:34,384 --> 00:10:35,718 when people hit things with their car, 121 00:10:35,802 --> 00:10:39,263 there are skid marks on the pavement. 122 00:10:39,347 --> 00:10:43,142 A brick wall's a pretty good reason to use the brakes, 123 00:10:43,226 --> 00:10:44,351 turn the wheel. 124 00:10:44,769 --> 00:10:47,521 You didn't do that. You went straight in. 125 00:10:48,189 --> 00:10:50,441 It says here the attendant told the police 126 00:10:50,525 --> 00:10:53,819 you were pretty upset before you got in the car. 127 00:10:55,196 --> 00:10:57,031 Now, the insurance company are gonna check the brakes, 128 00:10:57,115 --> 00:10:59,074 but I prefer to just ask you. 129 00:11:01,411 --> 00:11:04,038 Did you try to hurt yourself this morning? 130 00:11:17,385 --> 00:11:20,304 Do you still want to try and hurt yourself? 131 00:11:21,097 --> 00:11:22,264 Emily. 132 00:11:25,727 --> 00:11:29,396 How do you feel about staying here for a few days? 133 00:11:31,274 --> 00:11:32,441 Here? Mmm. 134 00:11:33,401 --> 00:11:35,402 No, I can't stay here. 135 00:11:36,404 --> 00:11:39,281 Martin just got home and I have to be there for him. 136 00:11:39,366 --> 00:11:40,866 Is that your husband, Martin? 137 00:11:40,950 --> 00:11:43,494 Yes, and he just got out of prison. 138 00:11:43,578 --> 00:11:45,220 I have to be there, and I have a job. 139 00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:46,355 I have to go into work. 140 00:11:46,414 --> 00:11:48,874 He doesn't make any money yet. 141 00:11:50,585 --> 00:11:52,169 Are you married? 142 00:11:52,754 --> 00:11:53,879 Yes. 143 00:11:53,963 --> 00:11:55,214 Okay, what if you got out of jail 144 00:11:55,298 --> 00:11:57,633 or you were away for a long time and you come home 145 00:11:57,717 --> 00:12:00,594 and your wife is in the mental hospital? 146 00:12:01,179 --> 00:12:03,169 We waited for four years. 147 00:12:03,195 --> 00:12:04,706 I can't stay here. 148 00:12:05,975 --> 00:12:08,560 I think you may have tried to hurt yourself this morning, and... 149 00:12:08,645 --> 00:12:11,480 It was a mistake. I lost it for a minute. 150 00:12:12,148 --> 00:12:14,775 I promise, that's not going to happen again. 151 00:12:16,152 --> 00:12:18,112 Do you have an office? Mmm. 152 00:12:18,196 --> 00:12:21,031 Well, I could come see you at your office. 153 00:12:21,116 --> 00:12:22,324 I could come as often as you want. 154 00:12:22,450 --> 00:12:25,077 I could come two or three times a week. 155 00:12:25,495 --> 00:12:26,912 I was in therapy once before, 156 00:12:26,996 --> 00:12:30,833 and I remember that structure really helps with hopelessness. 157 00:12:32,127 --> 00:12:34,920 I promise. I just really want to go home. 158 00:12:35,630 --> 00:12:38,006 Okay. So we'll release her to you, 159 00:12:38,091 --> 00:12:40,843 um, but I want to see her in my office this week. 160 00:12:40,869 --> 00:12:42,244 That's the deal we made. 161 00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:44,721 I just had no idea this was still going on. 162 00:12:44,806 --> 00:12:47,099 Oh, honey, I think she must have been putting on a brave face. 163 00:12:47,183 --> 00:12:48,391 She was afraid to tell you. 164 00:12:48,417 --> 00:12:49,668 She was afraid to tell me. 165 00:12:49,727 --> 00:12:50,871 I want to start her on this. 166 00:12:50,897 --> 00:12:51,795 It's called an SSRI. 167 00:12:51,855 --> 00:12:55,190 It affects the neurotransmitter in the brain called serotonin. 168 00:12:55,275 --> 00:12:57,109 What does that do exactly? 169 00:12:57,193 --> 00:13:01,155 Basically, it helps stop the brain from telling you you're sad. 170 00:13:01,739 --> 00:13:04,950 In a few weeks, she should start to feel better. 171 00:13:06,494 --> 00:13:08,912 No, of course. Of course. 172 00:13:10,623 --> 00:13:14,376 It was soft. Absolutely, it was soft in that first... 173 00:13:15,211 --> 00:13:17,588 But we are going to tighten it up. 174 00:13:18,006 --> 00:13:20,048 Sure, that's what we do. 175 00:13:21,009 --> 00:13:25,220 Yeah. I think it'll be interesting to regroup after the Dallas groups. 176 00:13:27,223 --> 00:13:28,557 Emily? 177 00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:30,767 Are you okay? 178 00:13:48,369 --> 00:13:49,536 Emily? 179 00:13:55,919 --> 00:13:57,127 Aww! 180 00:13:58,713 --> 00:14:00,380 What happened? 181 00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:03,717 Oh! 182 00:14:04,385 --> 00:14:06,720 These made me sick, too. 183 00:14:07,889 --> 00:14:10,224 I had better luck with Celexa. 184 00:14:17,065 --> 00:14:18,971 I used to draw when I was a kid. 185 00:14:18,997 --> 00:14:20,425 Mostly people, though. 186 00:14:21,903 --> 00:14:24,613 Teachers and kids from my class. 187 00:14:25,323 --> 00:14:27,115 Boys that I liked. 188 00:14:27,408 --> 00:14:28,992 Sometimes cats. 189 00:14:32,080 --> 00:14:34,790 I used to try and get their faces perfect. 190 00:14:36,584 --> 00:14:40,295 That's why I came to New York, I wanted to get into graphic design. 191 00:14:40,630 --> 00:14:43,006 I was taking classes when I met Martin. 192 00:14:43,091 --> 00:14:44,508 How did that happen? 193 00:14:46,803 --> 00:14:51,223 I was working at this, uh, bar downtown to help pay for school, 194 00:14:51,307 --> 00:14:54,309 and he kept coming in after work. 195 00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:57,688 And he would just order the most complicated drinks. 196 00:14:57,814 --> 00:15:00,357 Things that I had no idea how to make. 197 00:15:02,652 --> 00:15:04,653 One night, he climbed over the bar 198 00:15:04,737 --> 00:15:07,406 and offered to teach me how to make them. 199 00:15:07,490 --> 00:15:10,350 And he ended up staying until we closed. 200 00:15:10,376 --> 00:15:12,019 Then he asked me out. 201 00:15:12,203 --> 00:15:13,954 And you went. 202 00:15:15,665 --> 00:15:18,286 I didn't know who he was or what he did. 203 00:15:18,312 --> 00:15:19,359 He was just... 204 00:15:20,503 --> 00:15:22,838 He was just this guy in a suit. 205 00:15:25,341 --> 00:15:26,592 And watched me while I made drinks, 206 00:15:26,676 --> 00:15:29,636 and that made me really nervous. 207 00:15:30,346 --> 00:15:33,015 Then he stared at me like I was a painting. 208 00:15:34,517 --> 00:15:38,353 He had this beautiful sailboat, and he took me out on it. 209 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,522 Taught me how to ski. 210 00:15:41,566 --> 00:15:43,525 He swept me off my feet. 211 00:15:44,360 --> 00:15:49,031 Proposed to me in Maui that winter and we were married by spring. 212 00:15:51,868 --> 00:15:53,410 How old were you? 213 00:15:54,370 --> 00:15:59,791 That was five years ago, so I was 23. 214 00:16:04,380 --> 00:16:06,715 Time goes by so fast. 215 00:16:09,886 --> 00:16:12,220 Is this ever going to go away? 216 00:16:13,389 --> 00:16:15,974 You said you felt depressed before. 217 00:16:16,184 --> 00:16:18,352 Did you see anyone about it last time? 218 00:16:18,436 --> 00:16:22,272 Yeah. In Greenwich, Connecticut. Victoria Siebert. 219 00:16:22,940 --> 00:16:25,400 I had to stop seeing her when they took our house away 220 00:16:25,485 --> 00:16:28,195 and I had to move back to the city. 221 00:16:28,279 --> 00:16:31,156 Do you mind if I contact Dr. Siebert about your history? 222 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:32,824 No, of course not. 223 00:16:32,950 --> 00:16:34,910 I saw her four years ago. Mmm. 224 00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:37,329 For a little over nine months. 225 00:16:37,413 --> 00:16:39,081 She didn't just have the rug pulled from under her, 226 00:16:39,165 --> 00:16:42,376 she had the rug, the home, the husband. 227 00:16:42,460 --> 00:16:44,586 Her entire life, gone. 228 00:16:45,755 --> 00:16:47,820 Even her health insurance. 229 00:16:47,846 --> 00:16:50,784 She moved into the city to find work 230 00:16:50,968 --> 00:16:53,637 and I never heard from her again. 231 00:16:53,930 --> 00:16:56,143 I'm glad she's seeing a man this time. 232 00:16:56,169 --> 00:16:57,624 I think that will help. 233 00:16:58,476 --> 00:16:59,643 Why is that? 234 00:16:59,852 --> 00:17:02,354 Never felt seen by her father. 235 00:17:02,772 --> 00:17:06,274 Then her husband ends up in jail and she's abandoned again. 236 00:17:07,110 --> 00:17:10,821 I'd be happy to see her have a different kind of experience. 237 00:17:12,323 --> 00:17:14,074 She says you tried her on medication. 238 00:17:14,158 --> 00:17:16,773 Oh, yes. Wellbutrin. 239 00:17:16,799 --> 00:17:19,020 Prozac. Effexor. 240 00:17:19,956 --> 00:17:21,623 Really struggled. Mmm. 241 00:17:21,958 --> 00:17:25,585 I remember she had problems with sleep and nausea. Chills... 242 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:28,213 I'm putting her on Zoloft, see if she can tolerate that. 243 00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:31,591 Oh. Well, maybe she's a candidate for one of these newer meds. 244 00:17:31,676 --> 00:17:34,136 Sometimes the newest thing gives them confidence. 245 00:17:35,012 --> 00:17:38,348 They see the ads on TV, they believe. 246 00:17:38,808 --> 00:17:41,560 I have a patient with some similar issues. 247 00:17:41,644 --> 00:17:43,520 I put her on Ablixa. 248 00:17:43,604 --> 00:17:45,564 Welcome, everyone! Thank you for coming. 249 00:17:45,648 --> 00:17:47,357 We'll be starting the presentations soon, 250 00:17:47,442 --> 00:17:49,484 so if everyone can come in and take a seat. 251 00:17:51,988 --> 00:17:55,991 You know, I may have some samples here. Let me see. 252 00:17:57,493 --> 00:18:00,537 No. I must have given them all away. 253 00:18:01,497 --> 00:18:03,582 Here! Have an Ablixa pen. 254 00:18:05,376 --> 00:18:06,710 Had it been available back then, 255 00:18:06,794 --> 00:18:10,088 I would have prescribed it for Emily after she miscarried. 256 00:18:10,173 --> 00:18:11,298 Miscarried? Hmm. 257 00:18:11,382 --> 00:18:13,341 After he went to jail. 258 00:18:13,843 --> 00:18:15,510 She, uh, hasn't mentioned that. 259 00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:16,887 No? No. 260 00:18:17,180 --> 00:18:18,263 Has he been released yet? 261 00:18:18,347 --> 00:18:19,931 A week ago. Oh! 262 00:18:20,016 --> 00:18:21,808 Well, maybe that will help turn things around. 263 00:18:21,893 --> 00:18:22,893 Hmm. 264 00:18:24,312 --> 00:18:26,980 Look, don't mention anything to Carl or Kayla 265 00:18:27,064 --> 00:18:29,733 about Hellman. It'll just make things easier. 266 00:18:33,321 --> 00:18:36,573 I still think Carl's the one who went to the Feds. 267 00:18:37,533 --> 00:18:39,201 He probably gave us these tickets 268 00:18:39,285 --> 00:18:42,162 because he feels shitty about everything. 269 00:18:45,208 --> 00:18:47,292 I hope these things work. 270 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:49,085 Hey. 271 00:18:51,589 --> 00:18:55,967 Look, if you don't feel up to this, I can go by myself. 272 00:18:56,469 --> 00:18:59,638 I understand if you don't want to see those people. 273 00:18:59,722 --> 00:19:00,931 All right? 274 00:19:01,015 --> 00:19:03,308 But I got to get back out there at some point. 275 00:19:03,392 --> 00:19:06,520 if I just sit here by myself, I'm just gonna feel worse. 276 00:19:06,604 --> 00:19:08,077 I have to at least try. 277 00:19:08,103 --> 00:19:10,215 Dr. Banks would want me to try. 278 00:19:23,704 --> 00:19:24,746 Carl? 279 00:19:25,414 --> 00:19:26,748 Martin! Welcome back. 280 00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:28,208 How are you, sir? Hi! 281 00:19:28,251 --> 00:19:29,793 Emily, good to see you. Hi. Good to see you. 282 00:19:29,877 --> 00:19:31,920 Kayla, you remember this beautiful lady here. 283 00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:33,004 Hi. 284 00:19:33,089 --> 00:19:35,131 Thank you so much for having us. 285 00:19:35,216 --> 00:19:37,455 Oh, my, your dress is beautiful! 286 00:19:37,481 --> 00:19:39,369 I love it. It's gorgeous. 287 00:19:39,428 --> 00:19:41,429 Thank you. We're so glad you guys could come. 288 00:19:41,556 --> 00:19:43,515 It's our pleasure. Thanks again. 289 00:19:46,269 --> 00:19:48,744 I'm going to go to the bar and get a drink. 290 00:19:48,770 --> 00:19:50,380 Does anyone want anything? 291 00:19:50,439 --> 00:19:51,857 Is that such a good idea? 292 00:19:51,941 --> 00:19:54,401 Yeah, it's fine. I'll be right back. 293 00:19:57,405 --> 00:19:58,738 She looks amazing! 294 00:19:59,115 --> 00:20:00,657 She's doing well. 295 00:20:00,741 --> 00:20:03,994 But going away is hard, and so is coming back, for everyone. 296 00:20:04,078 --> 00:20:06,496 Martin, I just want to say I wish I had done 297 00:20:06,581 --> 00:20:08,039 a better job of reaching out. I really do. 298 00:20:08,124 --> 00:20:11,072 No. That's fine. It's the culture. 299 00:20:11,098 --> 00:20:12,485 It's over now. 300 00:20:14,755 --> 00:20:16,381 - Good evening, ma'am. - Can I get you something? 301 00:20:16,465 --> 00:20:18,800 Yes, a vodka seltzer, please. 302 00:20:35,151 --> 00:20:36,902 There you go. Enjoy. 303 00:20:36,986 --> 00:20:38,278 Thank you. 304 00:20:44,827 --> 00:20:47,996 Em. So, Martin was just telling... 305 00:20:50,791 --> 00:20:52,584 Honey, what's wrong? 306 00:20:55,338 --> 00:20:57,005 I can't do this. 307 00:21:00,801 --> 00:21:04,012 You know, I went through a very bad time last year. 308 00:21:05,348 --> 00:21:06,932 I found a lump. 309 00:21:08,184 --> 00:21:09,851 I just fell apart. I was so depressed, 310 00:21:09,936 --> 00:21:13,188 and, uh, my doctor prescribed something called Effexor. 311 00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:16,816 It really helped. 312 00:21:21,197 --> 00:21:23,323 Can you get Martin for me? 313 00:21:25,701 --> 00:21:27,077 Yeah. 314 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:04,322 Hey. 315 00:22:04,407 --> 00:22:06,074 I'm sorry. 316 00:22:06,367 --> 00:22:09,160 I'm sorry! I can't, I'm sorry. 317 00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:11,287 It's okay, it's okay. 318 00:22:11,789 --> 00:22:12,789 Come here. 319 00:23:25,321 --> 00:23:27,113 Not so close, ma'am! 320 00:23:29,617 --> 00:23:30,867 Thank you. 321 00:23:39,835 --> 00:23:43,546 Oh, the advantages of having a husband who can write prescriptions. 322 00:23:47,301 --> 00:23:48,510 What are they called again? 323 00:23:48,594 --> 00:23:50,512 It's a beta blocker. Hmm. 324 00:23:53,015 --> 00:23:55,350 Is it bad that I'm doing this? 325 00:23:55,684 --> 00:23:56,810 Everyone takes them. 326 00:23:57,019 --> 00:23:58,937 Lawyers, musicians. 327 00:23:59,021 --> 00:24:01,314 People going to interviews for big jobs. 328 00:24:02,525 --> 00:24:04,109 It doesn't make you anything you're not. 329 00:24:04,193 --> 00:24:07,695 It just makes it easier for you to be who you are. 330 00:24:10,366 --> 00:24:12,742 It's between me and two other people. 331 00:24:12,868 --> 00:24:15,745 A woman from Merrill and a guy from Citicorp. 332 00:24:15,830 --> 00:24:17,455 But Hazlitt says I have the inside track. 333 00:24:17,540 --> 00:24:20,060 Sorry, D. I've got to return this. 334 00:24:20,086 --> 00:24:21,568 It's an emergency. 335 00:24:22,211 --> 00:24:24,546 This girl is really struggling. 336 00:24:27,007 --> 00:24:28,967 Dr. Banks, I really need to talk to you. 337 00:24:29,051 --> 00:24:30,051 Emily. 338 00:24:30,678 --> 00:24:33,012 Yeah. I just got your message. 339 00:24:33,222 --> 00:24:35,056 I'm with my wife. 340 00:24:36,559 --> 00:24:39,529 I went to your office, but you weren't there. 341 00:24:39,555 --> 00:24:40,587 So I came here. 342 00:24:41,689 --> 00:24:43,189 Could we just go talk? 343 00:24:44,066 --> 00:24:46,401 If it's an emergency, I can admit you. 344 00:24:46,569 --> 00:24:48,319 No. I just, um... 345 00:24:51,031 --> 00:24:53,533 I was getting on the subway and... 346 00:24:57,037 --> 00:24:59,706 And I was like when I was in the car. 347 00:25:03,752 --> 00:25:04,956 I have to go to work. 348 00:25:04,982 --> 00:25:06,529 I just need five minutes. 349 00:25:06,589 --> 00:25:08,923 You're going to go to work after? 350 00:25:10,217 --> 00:25:11,926 Okay, five minutes. Okay. 351 00:25:12,595 --> 00:25:13,845 I'm sorry. 352 00:25:13,929 --> 00:25:15,305 Call me after the interview. 353 00:25:23,397 --> 00:25:25,273 Emily, I know this is hard. 354 00:25:26,233 --> 00:25:29,027 But the hopelessness you're feeling is a symptom. 355 00:25:29,111 --> 00:25:31,029 We have to leave that in the past. 356 00:25:32,406 --> 00:25:34,824 A psychologist once said, 357 00:25:34,909 --> 00:25:37,535 "Depression is an inability to construct a future." 358 00:25:37,620 --> 00:25:40,095 But you have a future. 359 00:25:40,121 --> 00:25:42,482 At home with Martin. 360 00:25:45,419 --> 00:25:47,962 He's trying to start a new business. 361 00:25:48,756 --> 00:25:51,633 With this guy Hellman that he met in jail. 362 00:25:51,926 --> 00:25:53,968 How does that make you feel? 363 00:25:54,428 --> 00:25:56,304 I don't know. I mean, he's trying. 364 00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:59,057 He's really trying to make things better 365 00:25:59,141 --> 00:26:02,060 and I'm just not helping at all. 366 00:26:02,770 --> 00:26:05,230 I mean, I'm trying, too. I went... 367 00:26:07,107 --> 00:26:10,568 I went shopping to try and make things more exciting for him. 368 00:26:10,653 --> 00:26:12,487 You are trying. 369 00:26:16,617 --> 00:26:18,681 I can't take the Zoloft anymore. 370 00:26:18,707 --> 00:26:20,061 I can't. I'm dizzy. 371 00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:22,372 I can't sleep. I have no sex drive. 372 00:26:22,456 --> 00:26:24,415 I understand that. 373 00:26:25,125 --> 00:26:27,460 This woman I work with, Julia, she... 374 00:26:27,670 --> 00:26:31,381 She said she's on this other, new medication, and it's really helping her. 375 00:26:31,465 --> 00:26:33,299 I thought maybe I could try that. 376 00:26:38,180 --> 00:26:39,430 Taylor! 377 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,354 Have you taken Ablixa before? 378 00:26:46,522 --> 00:26:47,647 No. 379 00:26:47,731 --> 00:26:49,482 Some of the side effects may include 380 00:26:50,401 --> 00:26:54,612 nausea, muscle weakness, insomnia, change in appetite, 381 00:26:54,697 --> 00:26:57,573 dry mouth, irritation. 382 00:26:58,075 --> 00:26:59,617 Do you want to pay cash? 383 00:26:59,702 --> 00:27:02,745 There were court seats at Knicks games, fishing trips 384 00:27:02,830 --> 00:27:04,622 to Cape Cod. It was crazy. 385 00:27:04,707 --> 00:27:07,709 One year, Warner-Lambert took us to Hawaii. 386 00:27:08,043 --> 00:27:11,629 I gave a talk for five minutes and played 36 holes. 387 00:27:11,714 --> 00:27:14,299 What did Pfizer have to pay to make their whole thing go away? 388 00:27:14,383 --> 00:27:15,425 Two billion? 389 00:27:15,509 --> 00:27:17,844 Lilly paid over a billion to settle the Zyprexa thing. 390 00:27:17,928 --> 00:27:19,648 Do we have to talk about this? 391 00:27:19,674 --> 00:27:21,164 You're ruining my lunch. 392 00:27:21,223 --> 00:27:23,349 A certain rep, who will remain nameless, 393 00:27:23,434 --> 00:27:25,184 gave me tickets to the World Series. 394 00:27:25,269 --> 00:27:27,937 Got my son an autographed ball! Hmm. 395 00:27:28,063 --> 00:27:29,689 If only I'd known you liked baseball. 396 00:27:29,773 --> 00:27:31,524 Where was I for all this? 397 00:27:31,608 --> 00:27:34,152 Some British boarding school, probably. 398 00:27:34,236 --> 00:27:37,947 Well, it's not a violation of the pharma code to buy you doctors lunch 399 00:27:38,073 --> 00:27:40,950 as long as we talk about business for at least five minutes. 400 00:27:41,076 --> 00:27:42,410 Ready? Go! 401 00:27:42,619 --> 00:27:46,331 We're starting a trial for our new anti-anxiety drug, Delatrex. 402 00:27:46,415 --> 00:27:49,042 We're looking for a couple of docs to consult. 403 00:27:49,126 --> 00:27:52,337 It's probably going to run for about a year. Any interest? 404 00:27:52,421 --> 00:27:55,882 I'm out. I'm doing something for the competition. Signed an NDA. 405 00:27:55,966 --> 00:27:58,468 You should cancel her filet for that. 406 00:27:58,594 --> 00:28:01,220 I'm teaching next semester and feeling a little overextended. 407 00:28:01,305 --> 00:28:03,348 How about you, Dr. Banks? Too busy? 408 00:28:03,432 --> 00:28:05,586 Not as busy as my partners. 409 00:28:05,612 --> 00:28:07,126 What do you need? 410 00:28:07,227 --> 00:28:09,145 Getting warmer, but, no. 411 00:28:10,439 --> 00:28:11,564 Uh... 412 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:14,275 Thirty thousand? Ah! 413 00:28:15,402 --> 00:28:17,153 Fifty thousand. 414 00:28:17,237 --> 00:28:18,529 Really? Wow. Yes. 415 00:28:18,614 --> 00:28:19,822 Really. 416 00:28:19,907 --> 00:28:21,824 What do you have to do? 417 00:28:22,409 --> 00:28:26,662 Go to a few meetings, recruit some patients, track some data. 418 00:28:26,747 --> 00:28:28,664 So you'll be even busier. 419 00:28:28,749 --> 00:28:29,957 Yes. 420 00:28:30,042 --> 00:28:34,212 But the flip side is 421 00:28:35,089 --> 00:28:37,382 that if, for instance, 422 00:28:37,466 --> 00:28:40,510 the buttons on this shirt 423 00:28:41,470 --> 00:28:43,429 suddenly fell off, 424 00:28:43,806 --> 00:28:46,516 I would be able to buy a new one. 425 00:28:48,102 --> 00:28:49,477 Oh, I see. 426 00:28:50,312 --> 00:28:51,437 Mom? 427 00:28:51,814 --> 00:28:53,147 Mmm. 428 00:28:53,482 --> 00:28:57,110 Yes, honey! In here, sweetie. Just unpacking. 429 00:28:58,153 --> 00:28:59,904 I was having a bad dream. 430 00:28:59,988 --> 00:29:01,406 Oh, love. Oh! 431 00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:03,290 Honey, you're in luck. 432 00:29:03,316 --> 00:29:05,852 Jon is very good with dreams. 433 00:29:06,161 --> 00:29:08,454 Yes, I am. So, he's gonna help you. 434 00:29:08,539 --> 00:29:09,664 Back to bed, sweetie. 435 00:29:11,333 --> 00:29:13,835 Do I have to dream when I sleep? 436 00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:16,337 Yeah, I'm pretty much sure we all do. 437 00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:18,506 They don't all have to be bad. 438 00:29:19,508 --> 00:29:21,843 Albert Einstein, remember him? 439 00:29:21,927 --> 00:29:23,052 Yeah. 440 00:29:23,679 --> 00:29:26,264 He figured out relativity in a dream. 441 00:29:26,348 --> 00:29:29,016 And Paul McCartney wrote entire songs. 442 00:29:29,351 --> 00:29:33,354 And I dreamt of your mom before I even met her. 443 00:29:34,523 --> 00:29:37,108 So what are you going to dream about? 444 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:00,599 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 445 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:01,199 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 446 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:01,799 00:30:07,799 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 457 00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:08,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 458 00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:08,999 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 459 00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:09,599 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 460 00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:10,199 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 461 00:30:10,200 --> 00:30:10,799 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 462 00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:11,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 463 00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:12,000 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 464 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:15,599 © 465 00:30:15,600 --> 00:30:16,199 © 466 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:16,799 © P 467 00:30:16,800 --> 00:30:17,399 © P@ 468 00:30:17,400 --> 00:30:17,999 © P@r 469 00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:18,599 © P@rM 470 00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:19,199 © P@rM! 471 00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:19,799 © P@rM!N 472 00:30:19,800 --> 00:30:20,399 © P@rM!Nd 473 00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:20,999 © P@rM!Nde 474 00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:21,599 © P@rM!NdeR 475 00:30:21,600 --> 00:30:22,199 © P@rM!NdeR 476 00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:22,799 © P@rM!NdeR M 477 00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:23,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@ 478 00:30:23,400 --> 00:30:23,999 © P@rM!NdeR M@n 479 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:24,599 © P@rM!NdeR M@nk 480 00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:25,199 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖ 481 00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:25,799 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ 482 00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:26,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ 483 00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:27,000 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 484 00:30:30,120 --> 00:30:33,873 Whoever makes this drug is going to be fucking rich. 485 00:30:58,607 --> 00:30:59,774 Em! 486 00:31:01,944 --> 00:31:04,246 Em! It's the middle of the night. 487 00:31:04,272 --> 00:31:05,805 Turn down the music! 488 00:31:10,619 --> 00:31:11,786 Em? 489 00:31:16,291 --> 00:31:18,334 Are we expecting someone? 490 00:31:21,630 --> 00:31:23,464 Em, can you hear me? 491 00:31:27,135 --> 00:31:29,220 What are you doing? 492 00:31:29,304 --> 00:31:32,014 Can't she stop taking drugs? 493 00:31:32,140 --> 00:31:34,141 Isn't there an alternative approach... No! 494 00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:36,561 God, no. I can finally sleep. 495 00:31:36,645 --> 00:31:39,146 I have some energy. We had sex. 496 00:31:40,148 --> 00:31:42,817 It was like we were actually together. 497 00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:46,070 Maybe something else would do the same thing. 498 00:31:46,154 --> 00:31:50,074 Absolutely. There are still other SSRis, SNRIs. 499 00:31:50,158 --> 00:31:51,325 No. 500 00:31:51,660 --> 00:31:52,742 I've tried everything else. 501 00:31:52,768 --> 00:31:53,769 You don't know, Martin. 502 00:31:53,829 --> 00:31:55,110 You've never had this. 503 00:31:55,136 --> 00:31:56,939 You don't know what it's like. 504 00:31:56,999 --> 00:31:59,500 Okay? Every afternoon it's like... 505 00:32:01,003 --> 00:32:03,379 It's like there's this poisonous fog bank 506 00:32:03,463 --> 00:32:06,007 rolling in on my mind, and I'm paralyzed. 507 00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:11,345 If I have to start over, I think I should see a different doctor. 508 00:32:14,016 --> 00:32:16,642 I'm sorry you feel that way. 509 00:32:16,727 --> 00:32:18,853 I understand your frustration. 510 00:32:19,396 --> 00:32:22,106 What do we do? 511 00:32:22,190 --> 00:32:24,567 There are things we can do to make this work. 512 00:32:24,651 --> 00:32:26,652 Other medications we add to the Ablixa, 513 00:32:26,737 --> 00:32:28,404 one is designed to deal with sleepwalking 514 00:32:28,488 --> 00:32:32,283 while the Ablixa helps you get a handle on your depression. 515 00:32:32,367 --> 00:32:34,535 I'm going to Otisville today. 516 00:32:35,370 --> 00:32:38,539 They finally approved me to see Hellman. 517 00:32:39,875 --> 00:32:43,252 He's thinking we might want to set up shop in Houston. 518 00:32:44,212 --> 00:32:47,548 He's got a lot of connections down there. 519 00:32:48,050 --> 00:32:50,468 I thought we were going to move back to Greenwich. 520 00:32:52,262 --> 00:32:56,932 I'm sure that we can find great people in Houston, too. 521 00:32:58,226 --> 00:33:03,064 I want to be totally clear that I am being paid to participate in this study. 522 00:33:04,066 --> 00:33:06,525 If you don't want to take part, I totally understand. 523 00:33:06,610 --> 00:33:09,403 There are other meds besides Delatrex I can prescribe. 524 00:33:10,072 --> 00:33:12,740 So, my medication is free. 525 00:33:13,075 --> 00:33:15,493 I don't have to report it to my insurance company or anything? 526 00:33:15,577 --> 00:33:19,955 For as long as you choose to be a part of the study, your meds are free. 527 00:33:20,415 --> 00:33:21,916 Oh, that's great. 528 00:33:22,918 --> 00:33:24,669 We'll start today. 529 00:33:39,559 --> 00:33:42,122 Emily, I don't understand. 530 00:33:42,148 --> 00:33:43,921 It's almost 4:00. 531 00:33:44,731 --> 00:33:46,399 What happened? 532 00:33:48,610 --> 00:33:52,279 I got on the train, and I just forgot to get off. 533 00:33:55,575 --> 00:33:58,577 Martin is thinking about moving us, 534 00:34:00,414 --> 00:34:01,914 and I'm just 535 00:34:03,583 --> 00:34:04,959 really... 536 00:34:07,462 --> 00:34:09,213 Go home, Emily. 537 00:34:10,090 --> 00:34:13,050 But you have to know this can't happen again. 538 00:34:13,593 --> 00:34:16,095 It's not working for me. 539 00:34:58,555 --> 00:34:59,555 Hey. 540 00:35:02,601 --> 00:35:04,059 Hey. Hey. 541 00:35:04,853 --> 00:35:06,479 What's happening? 542 00:35:08,690 --> 00:35:11,358 They gave it to the guy from Citicorp. 543 00:35:11,860 --> 00:35:14,028 Oh, I'm sorry, D. 544 00:35:15,363 --> 00:35:18,032 It's fucking hopeless. 545 00:35:42,432 --> 00:35:43,599 Emily? 546 00:35:46,436 --> 00:35:50,439 Hellman says you are going to love Houston. 547 00:35:51,775 --> 00:35:53,526 What'd you get me? 548 00:35:56,279 --> 00:35:57,446 Em? 549 00:36:02,786 --> 00:36:03,953 Em? 550 00:36:06,623 --> 00:36:08,958 God damn it. Em? 551 00:36:09,125 --> 00:36:10,960 These fucking pills. 552 00:36:17,801 --> 00:36:18,926 Em. 553 00:36:20,595 --> 00:36:22,805 You sleeping again? 554 00:36:24,933 --> 00:36:25,933 Stop! 555 00:36:27,435 --> 00:36:28,519 Ahh! 556 00:36:43,577 --> 00:36:45,452 Em, call somebody. 557 00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:48,080 Help me. 558 00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:49,957 Call somebody. 559 00:36:51,459 --> 00:36:52,793 Help me. 560 00:37:59,235 --> 00:38:00,945 Did he hit you? 561 00:38:01,738 --> 00:38:03,364 Did he threaten you? 562 00:38:11,539 --> 00:38:12,771 Was anyone else here? 563 00:38:12,797 --> 00:38:14,733 Who else was coming for dinner? 564 00:38:16,419 --> 00:38:17,753 What? 565 00:38:21,091 --> 00:38:23,258 I was asleep and I... 566 00:38:24,094 --> 00:38:27,179 I woke up and I saw him. He wasn't... 567 00:38:27,263 --> 00:38:28,764 He wasn't moving. 568 00:38:29,099 --> 00:38:31,600 And that's all... That's all I remember. 569 00:38:36,106 --> 00:38:37,398 Dr. Siebert. 570 00:38:37,607 --> 00:38:39,941 Hello, there. I'm sorry to bother you. 571 00:38:39,967 --> 00:38:41,010 It's Jon Banks. 572 00:38:41,444 --> 00:38:42,945 It's about Emily. 573 00:38:43,071 --> 00:38:44,530 Uh, there's been an incident. 574 00:38:45,740 --> 00:38:46,991 No sign of forced entry, 575 00:38:47,075 --> 00:38:48,909 nobody else on the building security camera. 576 00:38:48,994 --> 00:38:50,119 The prints on the knife are hers. 577 00:38:50,203 --> 00:38:51,662 Where is her lawyer? 578 00:38:51,746 --> 00:38:53,102 She doesn't have one. 579 00:38:53,128 --> 00:38:55,065 Just kept talking about you. 580 00:38:55,417 --> 00:38:57,668 No sign of struggle on either one of them. 581 00:38:57,752 --> 00:38:59,044 She made the 911 call herself. 582 00:38:59,129 --> 00:39:01,755 We had an appointment last night that she didn't show up for. 583 00:39:03,925 --> 00:39:05,467 When was the last time you saw her? 584 00:39:05,552 --> 00:39:06,635 Four days ago. 585 00:39:07,095 --> 00:39:08,429 And what was she like? 586 00:39:11,266 --> 00:39:14,059 Any idea why the dinner table was set for three, Dr. Banks? 587 00:39:14,144 --> 00:39:18,272 She doesn't remember anything about a guest. Kids? 588 00:39:19,441 --> 00:39:21,608 No, she didn't have children. 589 00:39:22,110 --> 00:39:23,944 She was taking these. 590 00:39:24,279 --> 00:39:25,509 For depression, right? 591 00:39:25,535 --> 00:39:26,597 I've seen the ads. 592 00:39:26,656 --> 00:39:28,365 She ever talk to you about something like this? 593 00:39:28,450 --> 00:39:30,576 I'd like to speak to her, if that's possible. 594 00:39:30,660 --> 00:39:32,202 You can talk to her at Rikers. 595 00:39:32,287 --> 00:39:34,705 It's possible, you see, that she was asleep. 596 00:39:36,291 --> 00:39:37,416 What? 597 00:39:37,500 --> 00:39:38,584 She walks in her sleep. 598 00:39:38,668 --> 00:39:40,210 That's maybe why she doesn't remember anything. 599 00:39:40,295 --> 00:39:42,212 It's a side effect of this medication. 600 00:39:43,965 --> 00:39:46,800 She's had other episodes. 601 00:39:47,969 --> 00:39:50,471 She kills people in her sleep, too. 602 00:39:55,977 --> 00:39:58,771 Stand up, please. And turn around. 603 00:40:00,940 --> 00:40:02,274 She ever tell you anything to 604 00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:05,569 make you believe she could be violent, or that he was? 605 00:40:05,653 --> 00:40:07,446 And before you answer that 606 00:40:07,530 --> 00:40:11,867 or tell me about some kind of patient-doctor confidentiality thing, 607 00:40:12,660 --> 00:40:14,995 let's just think about the future here. 608 00:40:15,997 --> 00:40:17,331 The future? 609 00:40:18,333 --> 00:40:21,335 Well, this goes one of two ways, doesn't it? 610 00:40:21,669 --> 00:40:25,839 See, either she's a murderer or 611 00:40:26,883 --> 00:40:29,134 she's a victim of her medical treatment. 612 00:40:29,844 --> 00:40:33,180 In which case, you're the target of a big civil suit. 613 00:40:33,848 --> 00:40:37,184 Either way, someone gets punished. 614 00:40:37,852 --> 00:40:40,229 Her or you. 615 00:40:43,191 --> 00:40:46,235 The state's enjoyed working with you in the past, Dr. Banks. 616 00:40:47,070 --> 00:40:49,822 I'd like to see you consulting with us on this one. 617 00:40:50,698 --> 00:40:53,033 This is different. 618 00:40:54,035 --> 00:40:55,202 Is it? 619 00:40:59,874 --> 00:41:02,543 I never want to see another pill again. 620 00:41:04,045 --> 00:41:06,547 They want me to take something else. 621 00:41:07,215 --> 00:41:09,508 Another pill to help me sleep. 622 00:41:13,721 --> 00:41:16,515 I don't understand why this is happening. 623 00:41:21,229 --> 00:41:23,230 Is there any way that 624 00:41:23,898 --> 00:41:25,899 somebody else did it, 625 00:41:26,401 --> 00:41:28,402 and made it look like me? 626 00:41:32,282 --> 00:41:34,283 I don't think so. 627 00:41:37,078 --> 00:41:39,746 That's not what the police are saying. 628 00:41:47,755 --> 00:41:49,840 I killed the wrong person. 629 00:41:52,635 --> 00:41:54,898 I don't know what else I could have done. 630 00:41:54,924 --> 00:41:56,413 She wanted to stay on it. 631 00:41:56,472 --> 00:41:59,016 Jon. You can't follow them around 632 00:41:59,100 --> 00:42:00,684 taking things out of their hands 633 00:42:00,768 --> 00:42:02,853 they might use to hurt themselves. 634 00:42:02,937 --> 00:42:06,190 We see them for an hour a day, maybe a couple of times a week. 635 00:42:06,274 --> 00:42:08,025 I think they're going to charge her. 636 00:42:08,109 --> 00:42:09,443 With what? 637 00:42:09,944 --> 00:42:12,008 You said she has no memory. 638 00:42:12,034 --> 00:42:13,639 No criminal intent. 639 00:42:13,948 --> 00:42:15,574 They can't do that. 640 00:42:16,618 --> 00:42:18,619 A man in Arizona. 641 00:42:18,828 --> 00:42:20,662 He killed his wife, threw her in the pool, 642 00:42:20,747 --> 00:42:23,207 took off his bloody clothes, put them in the trunk of his car. 643 00:42:23,291 --> 00:42:25,709 Woke up the next morning, no memory of it. 644 00:42:25,793 --> 00:42:28,086 Didn't even know she was dead until they charged him with the crime. 645 00:42:28,171 --> 00:42:31,048 Neighbors even saw him throw the body into the pool. 646 00:42:31,132 --> 00:42:33,634 He was acquitted last year. 647 00:42:34,969 --> 00:42:38,597 A woman bludgeoned her husband while on vacation in Sanibel Island. 648 00:42:38,681 --> 00:42:40,834 They were both asleep at the time. 649 00:42:40,860 --> 00:42:42,125 Another acquittal. 650 00:42:42,185 --> 00:42:45,145 I have to tell you, I have been approached by the state 651 00:42:45,230 --> 00:42:46,730 to consult for them as well. 652 00:42:46,981 --> 00:42:48,649 I assumed as much. 653 00:42:49,025 --> 00:42:51,269 I am in a rather difficult spot here. 654 00:42:51,295 --> 00:42:53,053 I hope you appreciate that. 655 00:42:53,154 --> 00:42:55,530 I know you are, but if she goes away, 656 00:42:55,615 --> 00:42:56,615 this does not look good for you. 657 00:42:56,699 --> 00:42:58,951 It just makes the whole system look bad. 658 00:43:01,704 --> 00:43:03,956 She ever talk about killing her husband? 659 00:43:04,040 --> 00:43:05,958 No. If she had, I would have reported it. 660 00:43:06,668 --> 00:43:08,961 You spoken to any of the family? 661 00:43:09,045 --> 00:43:11,338 Martin's mother. She's the one who hired me. 662 00:43:14,342 --> 00:43:16,176 We need your help. 663 00:43:21,516 --> 00:43:23,517 You want to talk about it? 664 00:43:29,023 --> 00:43:31,358 A patient of mine was arrested. 665 00:43:34,362 --> 00:43:36,029 For something bad? 666 00:43:36,364 --> 00:43:38,699 Yeah. Pretty bad. 667 00:43:42,704 --> 00:43:44,538 Did the person do it? 668 00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:47,582 Are they guilty? 669 00:43:52,547 --> 00:43:54,131 In this case, 670 00:43:55,049 --> 00:43:57,843 those are two very different things. 671 00:44:38,760 --> 00:44:42,179 I was afraid you would never want to see me again. 672 00:44:45,099 --> 00:44:49,603 I hope you know that if I could trade places with Martin, I would. 673 00:44:50,104 --> 00:44:54,024 I would give anything if there were someone who could make that deal. 674 00:44:54,108 --> 00:44:57,778 I just don't understand how it happened. How? 675 00:44:58,780 --> 00:45:00,280 I don't know. 676 00:45:01,115 --> 00:45:04,785 I don't know. It doesn't fit for me. It's like... 677 00:45:07,121 --> 00:45:09,289 It's like it never happened. 678 00:45:09,832 --> 00:45:11,833 But I don't understand it. 679 00:45:12,126 --> 00:45:15,962 You watch the commercials on TV, people are getting better! 680 00:45:16,631 --> 00:45:17,912 I was getting better. 681 00:45:17,938 --> 00:45:19,950 Dr. Banks was really helping me. 682 00:45:20,968 --> 00:45:22,803 But, he just got out 683 00:45:23,638 --> 00:45:25,514 and now he's gone. 684 00:45:26,516 --> 00:45:27,849 I know. 685 00:45:31,145 --> 00:45:33,146 Can I give you something? 686 00:45:34,524 --> 00:45:35,565 What? 687 00:45:35,650 --> 00:45:37,859 I want to make a statement. 688 00:45:45,201 --> 00:45:47,828 People need to know what can happen. 689 00:45:48,830 --> 00:45:50,705 For Martin's sake. 690 00:45:51,541 --> 00:45:52,833 "We go to doctors 691 00:45:53,501 --> 00:45:55,210 "with our sadness 692 00:45:55,294 --> 00:45:58,171 "and our faith in the hope they will guide us toward health. 693 00:45:59,215 --> 00:46:02,551 "But instead I have gone down a path toward a misery 694 00:46:02,844 --> 00:46:05,095 "I never could have imagined. 695 00:46:05,513 --> 00:46:08,265 "And I have taken my loved ones with me. 696 00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:13,728 "My only hope is that no one else follows me to this place." 697 00:46:14,689 --> 00:46:17,649 And again, this is a note from your daughter-in-law. 698 00:46:17,733 --> 00:46:18,775 Yes. 699 00:46:18,860 --> 00:46:20,944 Who may face murder charges. 700 00:46:21,028 --> 00:46:22,028 Yes. 701 00:46:22,363 --> 00:46:24,614 For what a drug made her do. 702 00:46:24,699 --> 00:46:29,494 We invited a representative from Sadler-Benelux, the makers of Ablixa, 703 00:46:29,579 --> 00:46:31,288 to come here this morning 704 00:46:31,372 --> 00:46:33,999 and discuss this very tragic story, but they declined. 705 00:46:34,083 --> 00:46:37,210 However, our Dr. Peter Joubert, in fact, a Manhattan psychiatrist 706 00:46:37,378 --> 00:46:40,130 who specializes in anti-depression drugs like Ablixa, 707 00:46:40,214 --> 00:46:41,298 is here to discuss 708 00:46:41,382 --> 00:46:43,049 the dangers of these side effects. 709 00:46:43,134 --> 00:46:46,511 Peter, if nothing else, this seems a very troubling gray area. 710 00:46:46,596 --> 00:46:50,474 Josh, it is. And that is why the FDA, in 2004, 711 00:46:50,558 --> 00:46:53,560 asked that anti-depressants come with a black box warning... 712 00:46:53,644 --> 00:46:54,978 Which one, zucchini or asparagus? 713 00:46:55,062 --> 00:46:57,105 ...because their use was associated with an increased risk 714 00:46:57,190 --> 00:46:59,483 of suicidality in children and adolescents. 715 00:46:59,567 --> 00:47:01,117 Zucchini or asparagus? 716 00:47:01,143 --> 00:47:02,552 I don't know. Both. 717 00:47:02,612 --> 00:47:05,030 That warning was expanded to include young adults in their 20s. 718 00:47:05,114 --> 00:47:07,949 Peter, where's the doctor in all this? 719 00:47:08,034 --> 00:47:09,784 What's his or her responsibility? 720 00:47:10,077 --> 00:47:12,329 I'm sure people have a lot of questions for him. 721 00:47:12,830 --> 00:47:15,123 What about the permission slip for the field trip? 722 00:47:15,208 --> 00:47:16,374 Do you have that? 723 00:47:16,459 --> 00:47:19,169 Did you remember? Are you excited? What? 724 00:47:20,838 --> 00:47:23,173 - There he is! Dr. Banks! - Did someone famous... 725 00:47:23,257 --> 00:47:25,425 How long have you been seeing Emily Taylor? 726 00:47:25,510 --> 00:47:26,510 Seeing who? 727 00:47:26,594 --> 00:47:28,678 Did you know that your husband was treating Emily Taylor? 728 00:47:28,763 --> 00:47:29,888 Take him out of here. 729 00:47:29,972 --> 00:47:31,014 What is happening? 730 00:47:31,098 --> 00:47:32,224 Go that way! 731 00:47:32,308 --> 00:47:33,308 What about this picture? 732 00:47:33,392 --> 00:47:34,601 Have you seen the front page of the Post today? 733 00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:35,936 You have no comment about any of this? 734 00:47:36,020 --> 00:47:37,854 No, not at the moment. 735 00:47:37,939 --> 00:47:39,022 Do you have any comment at all about this? 736 00:47:39,106 --> 00:47:40,887 I have no comment. She's my patient. 737 00:47:40,913 --> 00:47:42,050 That's all I can say. 738 00:47:42,109 --> 00:47:43,193 What's your relationship? 739 00:47:43,361 --> 00:47:45,904 I saw some press people downstairs. 740 00:47:46,948 --> 00:47:48,782 I think they had cameras. 741 00:47:49,617 --> 00:47:51,368 Is that for you? 742 00:47:55,039 --> 00:47:56,706 There's a back stairway, 743 00:47:56,791 --> 00:47:59,709 if you'd be more comfortable leaving that way. 744 00:48:03,714 --> 00:48:07,133 My wife never liked me coming here. 745 00:48:09,720 --> 00:48:12,472 I'm worried she's going to see something. 746 00:48:14,392 --> 00:48:16,601 It's going to be a "thing." 747 00:48:17,061 --> 00:48:19,563 Was she the one with the blonde hair? 748 00:48:20,064 --> 00:48:22,488 I think I saw her in the elevator. 749 00:48:22,514 --> 00:48:24,509 She seemed totally normal. 750 00:48:24,569 --> 00:48:27,153 I'd really like to focus more on what's going on with you. 751 00:48:27,238 --> 00:48:28,245 What was she taking? 752 00:48:28,271 --> 00:48:29,931 It's not what I'm taking, is it? 753 00:48:29,991 --> 00:48:32,242 No. You're taking something else. 754 00:48:33,411 --> 00:48:35,745 You'd... You'd tell me, right? 755 00:48:36,247 --> 00:48:38,873 As part of the Office's medical conduct review, 756 00:48:38,958 --> 00:48:41,668 we'll need to have access to your charts and records. 757 00:48:41,752 --> 00:48:44,170 Current and past patients. 758 00:48:47,925 --> 00:48:50,594 Absolutely. Whatever you need. 759 00:48:51,596 --> 00:48:55,932 You went to school in the UK, at Durham. 760 00:48:56,017 --> 00:48:57,017 Mmm. 761 00:48:57,101 --> 00:48:59,894 What made you decide to practice here in the States? 762 00:49:00,771 --> 00:49:04,691 Where I come from, if anyone goes to see a psychiatrist.. 763 00:49:04,775 --> 00:49:07,444 ..or takes medication, the assumption is they're sick. 764 00:49:07,528 --> 00:49:09,863 Here, the assumption is they're getting better. 765 00:49:09,947 --> 00:49:11,114 I see. 766 00:49:12,450 --> 00:49:17,120 You first came in contact with Miss Taylor after a suicide attempt. 767 00:49:18,706 --> 00:49:21,041 She drove her car into a wall. 768 00:49:21,459 --> 00:49:23,960 You decided not to hospitalize her? 769 00:49:26,130 --> 00:49:29,299 She described her suicide attempt as a mistake. 770 00:49:30,468 --> 00:49:33,053 And expressed a desire to get better. 771 00:49:33,804 --> 00:49:35,889 Her husband wanted her home as well. 772 00:49:36,015 --> 00:49:40,185 In addition, she had no history of violent behavior. 773 00:49:40,811 --> 00:49:43,647 Driving a car into a wall isn't violent? 774 00:49:45,399 --> 00:49:48,193 I didn't think she posed a risk to others. 775 00:49:48,986 --> 00:49:51,154 I saw her regularly, here in my office, 776 00:49:51,238 --> 00:49:53,907 and consulted with her previous doctor as well. 777 00:49:53,991 --> 00:49:55,575 Dr. Siebert. Hmm. 778 00:49:56,160 --> 00:49:57,994 I've spoken to her. 779 00:50:00,081 --> 00:50:03,458 You also do work at the hospital, a number of shifts. 780 00:50:04,335 --> 00:50:06,002 Sometimes nights. 781 00:50:06,337 --> 00:50:09,506 And you said you're doing pharmaceutical consulting. 782 00:50:10,341 --> 00:50:12,676 That's a pretty large workload. 783 00:50:14,261 --> 00:50:16,096 My wife lost her job. 784 00:50:16,347 --> 00:50:20,350 And we have a boy, my stepson, in private school. 785 00:50:21,852 --> 00:50:24,396 I bought a new place downtown, too. 786 00:50:26,941 --> 00:50:32,445 So, longer hours, higher volume of patients, more stress. 787 00:50:47,044 --> 00:50:48,670 Anything else? 788 00:50:51,882 --> 00:50:54,968 I'll need to ask your partners some questions. 789 00:50:55,052 --> 00:50:56,511 Of course. 790 00:51:00,015 --> 00:51:03,143 They can't come after you for any of this, right? 791 00:51:04,145 --> 00:51:06,479 No, that's not going to happen. 792 00:51:06,897 --> 00:51:08,648 They don't blame me. 793 00:51:11,736 --> 00:51:13,903 I'm just an expert witness. 794 00:51:14,739 --> 00:51:17,741 Like I was on that case with the kid from Uganda 795 00:51:17,825 --> 00:51:20,368 who couldn't stop stealing stuff. 796 00:51:22,747 --> 00:51:26,833 They just need me to explain things to the jury. That's all. 797 00:51:27,752 --> 00:51:30,587 So after the trial, it's over. 798 00:51:31,088 --> 00:51:32,422 Absolutely. 799 00:51:35,259 --> 00:51:37,927 She was sad. Very sad. 800 00:51:38,012 --> 00:51:39,345 Every day. 801 00:51:41,015 --> 00:51:42,682 Did she say why? 802 00:51:42,933 --> 00:51:46,603 No. It is just how she was. 803 00:51:46,687 --> 00:51:48,062 Some people slip. 804 00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:52,275 Some jump. We keep an eye out. 805 00:51:53,611 --> 00:51:56,946 I remember her. Right on the edge. 806 00:51:58,282 --> 00:51:59,949 She worried me. 807 00:52:00,618 --> 00:52:02,619 What makes us human? 808 00:52:02,953 --> 00:52:05,538 What differentiates us from, let's say, insects, 809 00:52:05,623 --> 00:52:07,707 is that we have consciousness. 810 00:52:07,792 --> 00:52:11,961 An awareness of what we're thinking and what we're doing. 811 00:52:12,296 --> 00:52:16,966 If, for example, I'm hungry, I am consciously aware of that. 812 00:52:17,301 --> 00:52:20,887 And so, I go to the fridge and I make myself a sandwich. 813 00:52:20,971 --> 00:52:24,140 So you intend to make a sandwich. 814 00:52:24,225 --> 00:52:25,391 Yes. 815 00:52:27,478 --> 00:52:31,272 So, what you are saying is that to have intent, 816 00:52:31,357 --> 00:52:32,732 we must also have consciousness. 817 00:52:32,817 --> 00:52:34,692 Objection, Your Honor. 818 00:52:35,152 --> 00:52:38,571 The question calls for a legal conclusion, not a medical one. 819 00:52:38,656 --> 00:52:39,906 Overruled. 820 00:52:40,324 --> 00:52:41,991 You may continue. 821 00:52:44,161 --> 00:52:46,079 Consciousness provides a context, 822 00:52:46,163 --> 00:52:48,081 or meaning, for our actions. 823 00:52:48,165 --> 00:52:50,834 If that part of you doesn't exist, then, 824 00:52:50,918 --> 00:52:53,920 basically, we are functioning much like an insect, 825 00:52:54,004 --> 00:52:57,257 where you just respond instinctively 826 00:52:57,341 --> 00:52:59,843 without a thought to what your actions mean. 827 00:52:59,927 --> 00:53:01,678 And that part... 828 00:53:01,762 --> 00:53:04,639 That part that provides meaning to action, 829 00:53:04,723 --> 00:53:06,266 does that exist when we're asleep? 830 00:53:06,350 --> 00:53:07,934 No. No. 831 00:53:09,770 --> 00:53:12,605 So, without consciousness, how do we prove intent? 832 00:53:12,857 --> 00:53:14,691 I don't believe you can. 833 00:53:15,192 --> 00:53:16,442 I think she'll take it. 834 00:53:17,278 --> 00:53:21,281 But she does not walk out of the hospital next week, or next month. 835 00:53:21,532 --> 00:53:23,116 She goes away for a while. That's part of the deal. 836 00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:24,367 She'll have to agree to that. 837 00:53:24,451 --> 00:53:26,411 You think that'll work? 838 00:53:27,705 --> 00:53:30,748 I can get Dr. Banks to help explain it to her. 839 00:53:31,375 --> 00:53:34,127 Here's what we're prepared to live with. 840 00:53:34,211 --> 00:53:36,129 State agrees to an NGRI. 841 00:53:36,213 --> 00:53:38,965 We make a side agreement about how long she's institutionalized 842 00:53:39,049 --> 00:53:41,384 before there's any sort of hearing on her release. 843 00:53:41,886 --> 00:53:44,721 So I'm not guilty, but I'm still going away? 844 00:53:44,805 --> 00:53:47,724 NGRI means Not Guilty for Reasons of Insanity. 845 00:53:47,808 --> 00:53:49,642 You're not guilty of murder. 846 00:53:49,727 --> 00:53:52,437 You'll be moved to the Wards Island Forensic Psychiatry Center 847 00:53:52,521 --> 00:53:53,563 for a period of time. 848 00:53:53,647 --> 00:53:54,731 But I can't leave. 849 00:53:54,815 --> 00:53:56,524 No, not for a while. 850 00:53:56,609 --> 00:53:58,443 You'll be under observation. 851 00:53:58,527 --> 00:53:59,648 I'm not crazy. 852 00:53:59,674 --> 00:54:01,596 You know I'm not crazy. 853 00:54:02,072 --> 00:54:06,492 In my opinion, you are a victim of circumstance and biology. 854 00:54:08,078 --> 00:54:09,996 Isn't your opinion the one that counts? 855 00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:12,206 No, I'm just one doctor. 856 00:54:12,291 --> 00:54:15,001 It may help to have you examined by another psychiatrist. 857 00:54:15,085 --> 00:54:16,920 We should get Dr. Siebert. 858 00:54:17,004 --> 00:54:19,088 She's known me for a lot longer, and she could testify. 859 00:54:19,173 --> 00:54:22,926 Dr. Siebert's records have already been submitted to the D.A. 860 00:54:23,010 --> 00:54:26,012 And you weren't in her care at the time of the murder. 861 00:54:27,681 --> 00:54:31,768 But if I'm just a victim of circumstance and biology... 862 00:54:33,437 --> 00:54:34,546 It was the Ablixa. 863 00:54:34,572 --> 00:54:36,961 You told me I should stay on the Ablixa. 864 00:54:36,987 --> 00:54:39,384 I would never be here if it weren't for that. 865 00:54:39,443 --> 00:54:43,446 Emily, if you take this plea, as soon as a psychiatrist says you're ready, 866 00:54:43,530 --> 00:54:45,073 we'll apply for your release. 867 00:54:45,449 --> 00:54:47,116 What if I say no? 868 00:54:48,452 --> 00:54:50,620 Then we keep going. 869 00:54:51,288 --> 00:54:54,290 But they have a body, they have your prints on the murder weapon, 870 00:54:54,375 --> 00:54:55,708 and they have you at the crime scene. 871 00:54:55,793 --> 00:54:58,544 We can't argue that you didn't do any of that, so,.. 872 00:54:58,629 --> 00:55:01,798 ..one day, it goes to the jury and maybe they acquit, 873 00:55:01,882 --> 00:55:03,299 you walk out of here on your own. 874 00:55:03,384 --> 00:55:05,343 Or maybe it goes the other way. 875 00:55:06,387 --> 00:55:08,388 Well, what do you think? 876 00:55:08,973 --> 00:55:10,473 I will tell you what I know. 877 00:55:10,724 --> 00:55:13,768 An NGRI defense is only successful 1 % of the time, 878 00:55:13,852 --> 00:55:16,312 and they are giving you that today. 879 00:55:16,397 --> 00:55:17,480 You're fucking kidding me. 880 00:55:17,606 --> 00:55:19,782 Nobody here has ever had a bad result? 881 00:55:19,808 --> 00:55:21,009 Nobody here has had 882 00:55:21,068 --> 00:55:23,152 a client react to a side effect? 883 00:55:23,237 --> 00:55:25,084 Your arrogance here is breathtaking. 884 00:55:25,110 --> 00:55:26,597 You take no responsibility? 885 00:55:26,657 --> 00:55:29,075 For her body's reaction to a medicine? 886 00:55:29,159 --> 00:55:30,410 It only just came on the market! 887 00:55:30,494 --> 00:55:32,870 She has come up in a number of my sessions as well. 888 00:55:32,955 --> 00:55:34,664 It's become a part of the environment here. 889 00:55:34,748 --> 00:55:36,791 I have clients who are afraid to take their medications. 890 00:55:36,917 --> 00:55:37,978 We had the state board here. 891 00:55:38,004 --> 00:55:39,027 It's on the nightly news. 892 00:55:39,086 --> 00:55:41,727 Look, I spoke with her lawyer and the D.A. 893 00:55:41,753 --> 00:55:42,947 We worked it out. 894 00:55:43,007 --> 00:55:44,966 She's taking an NGRI. 895 00:55:45,050 --> 00:55:47,552 She's going to hospital for observation. It's behind us. 896 00:55:47,636 --> 00:55:48,928 It's all gonna go away. 897 00:55:49,013 --> 00:55:51,514 Bullshit, Jon! It is splashed all over you! 898 00:55:51,598 --> 00:55:54,100 It's going to follow you around forever. 899 00:55:54,184 --> 00:55:55,935 And us, too, if we're standing next to you. 900 00:55:56,020 --> 00:55:57,142 What does that mean? 901 00:55:57,168 --> 00:55:58,963 If she's not guilty, why am I? 902 00:55:59,023 --> 00:56:00,648 Rational people may look at it like that, 903 00:56:00,733 --> 00:56:02,900 but we don't see a great many rational people here. 904 00:56:02,985 --> 00:56:03,985 You can see what I'm saying? 905 00:56:04,069 --> 00:56:05,457 We shouldn't even have to ask. 906 00:56:05,483 --> 00:56:07,055 You should see what's happening. 907 00:56:07,114 --> 00:56:09,240 But that seems hard for you! 908 00:56:20,044 --> 00:56:22,128 Do you think I screwed up? 909 00:56:23,213 --> 00:56:24,797 I don't know. 910 00:56:27,885 --> 00:56:31,012 I noticed the Taylor woman in the waiting room. 911 00:56:31,096 --> 00:56:32,638 She was very attractive. 912 00:56:32,890 --> 00:56:35,641 A wounded bird. Fragile. 913 00:56:36,560 --> 00:56:39,395 Would you have treated her differently if she was a man? 914 00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:40,730 Gene. 915 00:56:41,398 --> 00:56:44,067 That's not what happened. 916 00:56:44,735 --> 00:56:47,570 Maybe it's time for you to slow down. 917 00:56:48,072 --> 00:56:49,448 Your client load is down. 918 00:56:49,474 --> 00:56:50,848 Get some cheaper space. 919 00:56:50,908 --> 00:56:52,658 Focus on what's going on with you. 920 00:56:52,743 --> 00:56:54,243 Unbelievable. 921 00:56:55,746 --> 00:56:57,497 I received a letter, Jon. 922 00:56:57,664 --> 00:56:59,082 I haven't shared it with anyone, 923 00:56:59,166 --> 00:57:01,834 but I think it will likely surface. 924 00:57:02,169 --> 00:57:03,586 What kind of letter? 925 00:57:06,757 --> 00:57:09,592 It's about Alison Finn. 926 00:57:12,387 --> 00:57:13,888 It was during my residency. 927 00:57:13,972 --> 00:57:16,808 There was a walk-in clinic at the university. 928 00:57:16,892 --> 00:57:19,310 I saw her maybe three times. 929 00:57:20,354 --> 00:57:21,854 She saw other people there as well, 930 00:57:21,939 --> 00:57:25,191 called the suicide line every other night. 931 00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:27,360 She was a paranoid schizophrenic 932 00:57:27,444 --> 00:57:30,613 and a drug addict. Very sick girl. 933 00:57:30,697 --> 00:57:32,073 She knew where you lived. 934 00:57:32,157 --> 00:57:33,157 She stalked me. 935 00:57:33,242 --> 00:57:35,868 The letter says you took her to London. 936 00:57:36,370 --> 00:57:37,620 Never. 937 00:57:38,122 --> 00:57:39,789 Why are they writing this? 938 00:57:39,873 --> 00:57:41,874 Their daughter committed suicide 939 00:57:41,959 --> 00:57:44,877 and left a very graphic note, naming me. 940 00:57:45,963 --> 00:57:48,631 It never happened. Look. 941 00:57:49,299 --> 00:57:52,802 It's not unusual for there to be emotional transference between 942 00:57:52,886 --> 00:57:54,720 a patient and a therapist. 943 00:57:54,805 --> 00:57:57,723 Had her perform oral sex in your car? 944 00:57:57,808 --> 00:58:00,560 Never! It was a fantasy! 945 00:58:54,781 --> 00:58:57,491 Depression can take away your energy. 946 00:58:59,661 --> 00:59:01,996 It can steal away your time. 947 00:59:50,504 --> 00:59:51,879 A number of years ago, 948 00:59:51,964 --> 00:59:53,714 I had a patient who was having an affair. 949 00:59:53,799 --> 00:59:56,759 Came in here every week like he was going to confession. 950 00:59:56,843 --> 00:59:59,845 Cried, repented. Didn't stop. 951 01:00:01,348 --> 01:00:04,308 Then one day, he comes in and says it's over. 952 01:00:04,851 --> 01:00:08,688 He's finally got a handle on his issues, like some great epiphany. 953 01:00:09,856 --> 01:00:12,817 It was about six or seven months later 954 01:00:12,901 --> 01:00:17,738 his wife turns up and says he has a whole other family in another state. 955 01:00:19,199 --> 01:00:21,033 He'd been lying to her. 956 01:00:21,702 --> 01:00:23,494 And he was lying to me. 957 01:00:24,997 --> 01:00:26,227 The kids blamed me. 958 01:00:26,253 --> 01:00:27,482 The wife blamed me. 959 01:00:27,508 --> 01:00:29,383 Even the patient blamed me. 960 01:00:30,210 --> 01:00:32,378 At times, I blamed me. 961 01:00:33,880 --> 01:00:37,944 The point is the cardiologist can see it coming,.. 962 01:00:37,970 --> 01:00:40,654 ..the heart attack, from the tests. 963 01:00:40,680 --> 01:00:42,496 It's in the blood. 964 01:00:43,890 --> 01:00:45,891 But who can see the lies? 965 01:00:46,560 --> 01:00:49,061 Or the past, or the sadness? 966 01:00:53,567 --> 01:00:56,402 You didn't tell me you wrote the article. 967 01:00:57,571 --> 01:01:01,240 We were consulting on a patient, not comparing résumés. 968 01:01:01,408 --> 01:01:03,951 It would have been a little self-involved 969 01:01:04,036 --> 01:01:05,578 for me to mention it, don't you think? 970 01:01:06,413 --> 01:01:08,831 It wasn't about me, it was about Emily. 971 01:01:08,915 --> 01:01:12,418 Why didn't you tell me about the sleepwalking? 972 01:01:12,753 --> 01:01:14,086 Me tell you? 973 01:01:14,588 --> 01:01:16,047 She told you about them. 974 01:01:16,757 --> 01:01:18,507 And you kept her on the Ablixa. 975 01:01:18,592 --> 01:01:20,760 It was a decision you made, Jon. 976 01:01:22,596 --> 01:01:24,138 How did you know that? 977 01:01:24,222 --> 01:01:25,222 Know what? 978 01:01:28,268 --> 01:01:30,373 That she had more than one episode. 979 01:01:30,399 --> 01:01:31,962 How would you know that? 980 01:01:33,440 --> 01:01:36,525 Did she have them when she was your patient? 981 01:01:36,610 --> 01:01:39,111 I know because it's in the news. 982 01:01:39,780 --> 01:01:41,447 That's how I know. 983 01:01:42,616 --> 01:01:44,241 Everyone knows. 984 01:01:45,452 --> 01:01:47,787 Everyone knows everything, Jon. 985 01:01:48,812 --> 01:01:49,261 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 986 01:01:49,262 --> 01:01:49,711 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 987 01:01:49,712 --> 01:01:50,161 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 988 01:01:50,162 --> 01:01:50,611 01:01:55,111 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 999 01:01:55,112 --> 01:01:55,561 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1000 01:01:55,562 --> 01:01:56,011 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1001 01:01:56,012 --> 01:01:56,461 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1002 01:01:56,462 --> 01:01:56,911 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1003 01:01:56,912 --> 01:01:57,361 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1004 01:01:57,362 --> 01:01:57,812 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1005 01:01:58,632 --> 01:02:00,508 Like that? At that speed? 1006 01:02:00,592 --> 01:02:02,718 No, faster than that. Oh, faster than that. 1007 01:02:02,803 --> 01:02:06,180 Yeah, and she was carrying the seat belt. 1008 01:02:06,264 --> 01:02:07,807 She was wearing the seat belt? Are you sure? 1009 01:02:07,891 --> 01:02:09,141 Yeah, I saw it! 1010 01:02:13,480 --> 01:02:16,816 One moment, you're living high on the hog, and the next moment, 1011 01:02:16,900 --> 01:02:20,236 you're visiting your hubby in jail, eating ramen? 1012 01:02:20,320 --> 01:02:22,405 Who wouldn't be depressed? 1013 01:02:22,489 --> 01:02:24,824 And then what happened... 1014 01:02:24,991 --> 01:02:28,327 Oh, God, it's just so tragic. 1015 01:02:29,996 --> 01:02:33,249 I've suffered from my own depression, so I understand. 1016 01:02:33,333 --> 01:02:35,292 I'm sorry to hear that. 1017 01:02:36,670 --> 01:02:41,674 "Every afternoon, around 3:00, like a poisonous fog bank rolling in 1018 01:02:42,008 --> 01:02:44,343 "on my mind, and I'm paralyzed." 1019 01:02:44,636 --> 01:02:45,928 "A poisonous fog"? 1020 01:02:46,054 --> 01:02:47,462 That's not me. It's William Styron. 1021 01:02:47,488 --> 01:02:48,372 Yes. William Styron. 1022 01:02:48,432 --> 01:02:50,099 Darkness Visible. Darkness Visible. 1023 01:02:50,600 --> 01:02:53,853 There are times when I feel I could have written it, but... 1024 01:02:55,021 --> 01:02:56,647 So is she 1025 01:02:56,857 --> 01:02:58,524 doing any better? 1026 01:02:59,025 --> 01:03:00,359 I'm keeping an eye on her. 1027 01:03:02,000 --> 01:03:02,599 © 1028 01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:03,199 © 1029 01:03:03,200 --> 01:03:03,799 © P 1030 01:03:03,800 --> 01:03:04,399 © P@ 1031 01:03:04,400 --> 01:03:04,999 © P@r 1032 01:03:05,000 --> 01:03:05,599 © P@rM 1033 01:03:05,600 --> 01:03:06,199 © P@rM! 1034 01:03:06,200 --> 01:03:06,799 © P@rM!N 1035 01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:07,399 © P@rM!Nd 1036 01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:07,999 © P@rM!Nde 1037 01:03:08,000 --> 01:03:08,599 © P@rM!NdeR 1038 01:03:08,600 --> 01:03:09,199 © P@rM!NdeR 1039 01:03:09,200 --> 01:03:09,799 © P@rM!NdeR M 1040 01:03:09,800 --> 01:03:10,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@ 1041 01:03:10,400 --> 01:03:10,999 © P@rM!NdeR M@n 1042 01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:11,599 © P@rM!NdeR M@nk 1043 01:03:11,600 --> 01:03:12,199 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖ 1044 01:03:12,200 --> 01:03:12,799 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ 1045 01:03:12,800 --> 01:03:13,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ 1046 01:03:13,400 --> 01:03:14,000 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1047 01:03:16,334 --> 01:03:18,169 Excuse me. Are you Julia? 1048 01:03:19,212 --> 01:03:21,213 Julia? Are you Julia? 1049 01:03:23,383 --> 01:03:24,843 Sorry to disturb you. 1050 01:03:24,869 --> 01:03:26,327 Are you Julia? No. 1051 01:03:26,386 --> 01:03:28,137 Julia? Are you Julia? 1052 01:03:28,221 --> 01:03:29,722 No, I'm Joan. Julia. 1053 01:03:29,848 --> 01:03:31,974 Is there a... Are you Julia? No, I'm Susan. 1054 01:03:32,058 --> 01:03:33,267 Is there something else? 1055 01:03:33,351 --> 01:03:36,187 I wanted to speak to her friend, Julia. 1056 01:03:36,396 --> 01:03:40,232 Julia? I don't think we have a Julia that works here. 1057 01:03:40,692 --> 01:03:41,901 Really? 1058 01:03:43,904 --> 01:03:44,987 Hey. 1059 01:03:46,072 --> 01:03:47,573 Look at this. 1060 01:03:48,408 --> 01:03:50,839 She knew all about airbags and seat belts. 1061 01:03:50,865 --> 01:03:52,311 Fucking commercial runs 1062 01:03:52,370 --> 01:03:55,372 on a loop in the lobby where she works. 1063 01:03:58,251 --> 01:03:59,960 - Where were you? - What? 1064 01:04:00,921 --> 01:04:03,088 You forgot me at school. 1065 01:04:03,590 --> 01:04:05,591 I was here. I was doing this. 1066 01:04:05,675 --> 01:04:07,230 Honey, go to your room. Start your homework. 1067 01:04:07,256 --> 01:04:08,244 I'll be there in a minute. 1068 01:04:08,303 --> 01:04:09,803 I'm sorry. 1069 01:04:11,765 --> 01:04:14,517 What is all this? The Delatrex thing? 1070 01:04:14,601 --> 01:04:16,560 No, look, I went to her office. 1071 01:04:16,645 --> 01:04:19,605 There is no Julia at work who takes Ablixa. 1072 01:04:21,399 --> 01:04:22,566 What are you talking about? 1073 01:04:22,651 --> 01:04:24,818 Why did she make up Julia? 1074 01:04:26,947 --> 01:04:29,782 I don't know. Isn't she sick? 1075 01:04:30,450 --> 01:04:33,619 I thought sick people sometimes make things up. 1076 01:04:37,123 --> 01:04:38,332 So you're feeling better. 1077 01:04:38,416 --> 01:04:42,127 Yeah, much better. I've been doing a lot of, um, 1078 01:04:42,254 --> 01:04:46,215 running on the treadmill here to try and get in shape and stimulate serotonin. 1079 01:04:46,299 --> 01:04:49,426 You're not feeling like you're in a "poisonous fog"? 1080 01:04:50,262 --> 01:04:51,428 No. 1081 01:04:52,138 --> 01:04:53,597 No, not so much anymore. 1082 01:04:55,267 --> 01:04:57,810 That phrase really stuck with me. 1083 01:04:58,937 --> 01:05:00,312 How did you come by it? 1084 01:05:02,774 --> 01:05:04,984 I don't know, really. Um... 1085 01:05:05,610 --> 01:05:07,528 I guess it's just... 1086 01:05:08,280 --> 01:05:10,573 I guess that's how I felt back then. 1087 01:05:10,657 --> 01:05:13,367 You know, maybe I heard it or read it somewhere. 1088 01:05:13,451 --> 01:05:18,998 Back on the boat with Martin, we used to always see the fog rolling in. 1089 01:05:19,457 --> 01:05:22,960 I'm sure a lot of depressed people have felt that way before. 1090 01:05:24,629 --> 01:05:28,465 The important thing is that I think the fog is finally lifting. 1091 01:05:28,675 --> 01:05:32,678 And I really think I'm going to be ready to get out of here soon. 1092 01:05:37,142 --> 01:05:38,587 I have to go, I'm sorry. 1093 01:05:38,613 --> 01:05:40,419 I have a meeting in the city. 1094 01:05:41,980 --> 01:05:46,483 Do you think maybe, uh, next time you could stay a little longer? 1095 01:05:47,319 --> 01:05:50,154 It's just I don't have any other visitors 1096 01:05:50,655 --> 01:05:53,866 and this is really all I have to look forward to. 1097 01:05:55,160 --> 01:05:57,828 What about your friend, Julia? 1098 01:05:59,831 --> 01:06:00,998 Julia? 1099 01:06:02,000 --> 01:06:04,001 Yes. From the ad agency. 1100 01:06:05,003 --> 01:06:08,672 Oh, Julia. No, I worked with Julia at the bar. 1101 01:06:09,341 --> 01:06:13,177 I haven't heard from her since everything happened. 1102 01:06:14,012 --> 01:06:16,513 I haven't heard from most people. 1103 01:06:21,061 --> 01:06:22,186 Are you okay? 1104 01:06:25,523 --> 01:06:30,527 I know what it's like to have your entire life change out from under you. 1105 01:06:32,364 --> 01:06:37,034 The only difference is, you didn't do anything wrong and Martin did. 1106 01:06:38,036 --> 01:06:39,620 So, the reason I called. 1107 01:06:40,705 --> 01:06:43,165 I mean, with all the attention in the paper on the Taylor case, 1108 01:06:43,249 --> 01:06:45,292 and with the ethics probe and such, 1109 01:06:45,377 --> 01:06:48,045 I wanted to tell you that, um... 1110 01:06:49,089 --> 01:06:51,799 We need to ask you to step off the study. 1111 01:06:51,883 --> 01:06:53,509 I'm sure it's all blown out of proportion, 1112 01:06:53,593 --> 01:06:55,678 but we can't have you on the payroll now. 1113 01:06:55,762 --> 01:06:57,680 I could be anonymous. 1114 01:06:58,223 --> 01:06:59,890 Still do the work. 1115 01:07:00,892 --> 01:07:02,559 I'm real sorry. 1116 01:07:02,894 --> 01:07:05,270 I feel horrible about this. 1117 01:07:07,399 --> 01:07:11,068 Maybe you can be part of another study when this is over. 1118 01:07:11,403 --> 01:07:12,695 All right, then. 1119 01:07:12,779 --> 01:07:15,406 The funny thing is, with Sadler-Benelux in the toilet, 1120 01:07:15,490 --> 01:07:17,074 we're up like 30%. 1121 01:07:17,450 --> 01:07:18,450 What? 1122 01:07:18,576 --> 01:07:22,996 The guys down on Wall Street are cashing in because of what happened with Ablixa. 1123 01:07:23,081 --> 01:07:25,249 Worked out super well for us. 1124 01:07:25,458 --> 01:07:27,292 You can bet on a stock to go down, 1125 01:07:27,377 --> 01:07:29,795 just like you can bet on it to go up. 1126 01:07:29,879 --> 01:07:31,714 A few days before 9/11, 1127 01:07:31,798 --> 01:07:36,552 there was a huge surge in the purchase of options of airline stock. 1128 01:07:36,636 --> 01:07:37,665 No one knows why. 1129 01:07:37,691 --> 01:07:39,204 It's a complete mystery. 1130 01:07:39,264 --> 01:07:42,433 But United fell 40% after the planes crashed 1131 01:07:42,517 --> 01:07:44,351 and people made a lot of money. 1132 01:07:44,436 --> 01:07:45,602 And it isn't illegal. 1133 01:07:45,687 --> 01:07:48,188 Thinking something's going to happen isn't illegal. 1134 01:07:48,273 --> 01:07:50,691 Breaking the law to make it happen is a different story. 1135 01:07:50,775 --> 01:07:52,534 Jon, I know what insider trading is. 1136 01:07:52,560 --> 01:07:53,927 I used to work in finance. 1137 01:07:53,987 --> 01:07:56,196 Sure, you do, but, look. See! 1138 01:07:57,490 --> 01:08:00,325 Hey. See what happened at Sadler-Benelux.. 1139 01:08:00,410 --> 01:08:02,077 ..right after Martin Taylor died. 1140 01:08:02,162 --> 01:08:04,163 Down. Way down. 1141 01:08:04,497 --> 01:08:08,667 AziLyle, on the other hand... up. Way up. 1142 01:08:09,002 --> 01:08:11,879 She did it. She made it happen, do you see? 1143 01:08:11,963 --> 01:08:13,422 Do you see? Ablixa was her idea! 1144 01:08:13,506 --> 01:08:16,508 But you prescribed it. You did that. 1145 01:08:20,305 --> 01:08:22,014 I got a job today. 1146 01:08:23,850 --> 01:08:26,101 Huh? They offered me full time. 1147 01:08:26,186 --> 01:08:28,395 I left you a message this morning. 1148 01:08:28,480 --> 01:08:31,190 I didn't hear. My phone was off 'cause I was at the hospital. 1149 01:08:31,274 --> 01:08:33,609 Hopefully with this and the consulting money we can finally get back... 1150 01:08:33,693 --> 01:08:37,362 No, the Delatrex thing is over. It's gone. 1151 01:08:38,531 --> 01:08:40,032 They fired me. 1152 01:08:41,201 --> 01:08:42,367 What? 1153 01:08:43,203 --> 01:08:45,037 When? Today. 1154 01:08:46,206 --> 01:08:49,374 That's why I have to make this thing with Emily work. 1155 01:08:49,459 --> 01:08:52,294 I'm not letting another Alison Finn happen, 1156 01:08:52,378 --> 01:08:53,420 so I'm fucking fighting this time! 1157 01:08:53,505 --> 01:08:55,422 I don't want to hear about Emily or Alison. 1158 01:08:55,507 --> 01:08:56,965 But this is starting to make sense now! 1159 01:08:57,050 --> 01:08:59,009 No, it's not making sense! 1160 01:08:59,219 --> 01:09:03,472 It doesn't make sense that you're sitting here doing this all day long! 1161 01:09:03,556 --> 01:09:05,390 The case is over. 1162 01:09:06,351 --> 01:09:09,144 The photographers are gone, your partners are gone, 1163 01:09:09,229 --> 01:09:11,730 the Delatrex thing is now gone. 1164 01:09:14,359 --> 01:09:16,318 You're the only one that's still here. 1165 01:09:16,402 --> 01:09:18,737 I just want to know what happened. 1166 01:09:19,572 --> 01:09:22,574 A woman you were treating killed her husband. 1167 01:09:23,910 --> 01:09:25,744 That's what happened. 1168 01:09:31,251 --> 01:09:33,210 But I already told the truth. 1169 01:09:33,294 --> 01:09:36,129 That's what this test will help to prove. 1170 01:09:36,589 --> 01:09:37,756 How does it do that? 1171 01:09:38,049 --> 01:09:40,717 It helps to show your true state of mind. 1172 01:09:40,927 --> 01:09:44,763 Sodium amytal gives us a window into someone's psyche. 1173 01:09:45,056 --> 01:09:46,306 It lowers inhibitions. 1174 01:09:46,432 --> 01:09:50,102 We make a video of the test and we show it to the judge. 1175 01:09:51,938 --> 01:09:54,523 It's just you know how I feel about drugs. 1176 01:09:54,607 --> 01:09:57,568 Emily, this is the fastest way out of here. 1177 01:09:58,778 --> 01:10:00,696 What does it do to me? 1178 01:10:00,780 --> 01:10:03,574 Initially, you'll feel light-headed. 1179 01:10:04,117 --> 01:10:08,453 And then you will get a sense of well-being. Calm. 1180 01:10:09,289 --> 01:10:12,541 After a few minutes, you'll probably get drowsy and fall asleep. 1181 01:10:12,625 --> 01:10:14,334 What do you do while that's happening? 1182 01:10:14,419 --> 01:10:15,878 I ask questions. 1183 01:10:15,962 --> 01:10:19,631 You answer. You say whatever you feel about what happened. 1184 01:10:19,924 --> 01:10:22,676 What motivated you to come and see me in the first place? 1185 01:10:22,760 --> 01:10:25,137 My motivation was to get over my depression 1186 01:10:25,221 --> 01:10:26,889 and to have a life with my husband. 1187 01:10:26,973 --> 01:10:28,891 Then that's what this will show. 1188 01:10:28,975 --> 01:10:31,101 What if I say something else? 1189 01:10:32,812 --> 01:10:34,563 What do you mean? 1190 01:10:35,106 --> 01:10:39,401 I just mean, what if I say something that makes my situation worse? 1191 01:10:41,112 --> 01:10:45,449 You say anything you're not happy with, I'll destroy the video. 1192 01:10:50,830 --> 01:10:52,706 How old are you, Emily? 1193 01:10:52,790 --> 01:10:54,249 Twenty-eight. 1194 01:10:55,168 --> 01:10:56,710 Where are we? 1195 01:10:57,503 --> 01:11:02,174 Wards Island Psychiatric Forensic Center. 1196 01:11:04,344 --> 01:11:06,678 What is the capital of New York? 1197 01:11:08,514 --> 01:11:09,848 Albany. 1198 01:11:11,184 --> 01:11:13,393 Do you know why you're here? 1199 01:11:15,021 --> 01:11:17,189 Because my husband is dead. 1200 01:11:17,523 --> 01:11:19,191 How did he die? 1201 01:11:20,360 --> 01:11:23,862 They said I stabbed him, but I can't remember. 1202 01:11:25,365 --> 01:11:26,418 Did you want him dead? 1203 01:11:26,444 --> 01:11:27,975 Did you kill Martin on purpose? 1204 01:11:28,034 --> 01:11:29,201 No. 1205 01:11:30,495 --> 01:11:34,706 I wanted us to sail away together on the boat, all three of us. 1206 01:11:35,875 --> 01:11:37,542 The three of you? 1207 01:11:39,003 --> 01:11:40,170 Madeleine. 1208 01:11:40,713 --> 01:11:42,631 What happened to Madeleine? 1209 01:11:43,883 --> 01:11:46,051 I lost her because I was sad 1210 01:11:46,177 --> 01:11:50,013 and she didn't want to stay inside a sad person anymore. 1211 01:11:53,059 --> 01:11:56,561 He gave me so much and then they took him away. 1212 01:11:56,896 --> 01:11:59,231 I wanted to give him a daughter. 1213 01:12:00,233 --> 01:12:03,443 But you killed him. 1214 01:12:05,071 --> 01:12:06,262 Were you angry with him? 1215 01:12:06,288 --> 01:12:07,180 Did you hate him? 1216 01:12:07,240 --> 01:12:09,167 No. I never would have hurt him. 1217 01:12:09,193 --> 01:12:11,059 I loved everything about him. 1218 01:12:11,119 --> 01:12:13,370 The way he smelled, 1219 01:12:13,746 --> 01:12:16,623 his hands. Everything about him, I loved. 1220 01:12:16,708 --> 01:12:18,667 Did you do it for the money? 1221 01:12:18,751 --> 01:12:20,252 Like he did? 1222 01:12:23,256 --> 01:12:24,423 Emily. 1223 01:12:25,925 --> 01:12:28,218 I loved everything about him. 1224 01:12:29,220 --> 01:12:31,013 Emily, can you hear me? 1225 01:12:31,097 --> 01:12:32,097 I can't remember. 1226 01:12:32,181 --> 01:12:33,687 That's what she said in her statement. 1227 01:12:33,713 --> 01:12:34,624 She doesn't remember. 1228 01:12:34,684 --> 01:12:35,767 She's lying. 1229 01:12:35,852 --> 01:12:37,602 What does her falling asleep prove? 1230 01:12:37,687 --> 01:12:38,570 You have to destroy this. 1231 01:12:38,596 --> 01:12:39,796 You're torturing the poor woman. 1232 01:12:48,614 --> 01:12:49,781 It's saline. 1233 01:12:51,284 --> 01:12:53,201 I gave her saltwater. 1234 01:12:53,286 --> 01:12:54,327 What? 1235 01:12:54,412 --> 01:12:55,829 There was no drug. 1236 01:12:55,955 --> 01:12:58,623 So, why did she pass out? 1237 01:12:59,292 --> 01:13:02,794 You don't put in a performance like that on saltwater. 1238 01:13:03,629 --> 01:13:04,933 Call the hospital. 1239 01:13:04,959 --> 01:13:06,406 Order a blood test. 1240 01:13:06,466 --> 01:13:09,468 You won't find any amytal in her system. 1241 01:13:10,303 --> 01:13:12,763 She's been lying this whole time. 1242 01:13:21,939 --> 01:13:23,315 Destroy that. 1243 01:13:24,984 --> 01:13:26,026 No. Call the hospital. 1244 01:13:26,694 --> 01:13:28,153 Order a blood test. Not a chance. 1245 01:13:28,237 --> 01:13:30,655 We have her. Arrest her. Dr. Banks... 1246 01:13:30,740 --> 01:13:32,032 I want my life back! 1247 01:13:32,116 --> 01:13:33,450 Destroy it before it destroys you. 1248 01:13:33,618 --> 01:13:36,078 She knew the safety features of the car... 1249 01:13:36,162 --> 01:13:38,246 You don't want to say that to me or to anyone. 1250 01:13:38,372 --> 01:13:39,659 Another thing. Sadler-Benelux is down. 1251 01:13:39,685 --> 01:13:40,565 Stop talking, Dr. Banks. 1252 01:13:40,666 --> 01:13:42,084 Stop! It's too late! Millions of dollars were made! 1253 01:13:42,168 --> 01:13:44,920 No! You could have worked with us! I asked. 1254 01:13:45,004 --> 01:13:48,340 The verdict's in. It's too fucking late for whatever that circus is 1255 01:13:48,424 --> 01:13:49,424 that you just showed me. 1256 01:13:49,509 --> 01:13:51,635 You see, we can't just start over. 1257 01:13:51,719 --> 01:13:53,887 We have double jeopardy laws in this country. 1258 01:13:53,971 --> 01:13:55,597 Check her bank account. 1259 01:13:55,681 --> 01:13:58,517 We did. We always do. Nothing. 1260 01:13:58,851 --> 01:14:02,395 No insurance policy, no stock holdings, no inheritance from Martin. 1261 01:14:02,480 --> 01:14:03,480 She's not depressed. 1262 01:14:03,564 --> 01:14:05,690 And you didn't catch it and someone died. 1263 01:14:07,485 --> 01:14:10,779 And I didn't catch it and someone didn't go to jail. 1264 01:14:10,863 --> 01:14:12,197 We failed. 1265 01:14:13,324 --> 01:14:15,102 See, that's what your little stunt proves. 1266 01:14:15,128 --> 01:14:18,203 If it proves anything, it proves we got beat. 1267 01:14:19,539 --> 01:14:20,956 And that you lied to a woman.. 1268 01:14:21,040 --> 01:14:24,209 ..who's not guilty about what you were putting in her arm. 1269 01:14:25,044 --> 01:14:26,628 Now, I don't know how you feel about that, 1270 01:14:26,712 --> 01:14:29,131 but I would rather it stay between you and me. 1271 01:14:31,050 --> 01:14:32,801 You were never here. 1272 01:14:33,344 --> 01:14:38,140 Just come out there and see her once. Please. 1273 01:14:38,224 --> 01:14:40,058 She wasn't depressed. 1274 01:14:40,393 --> 01:14:42,269 I actually can prove it. 1275 01:14:42,353 --> 01:14:44,104 Why would I examine her now? 1276 01:14:44,188 --> 01:14:46,648 Is that what you wanted to see me about? Shit, Jon! 1277 01:14:46,732 --> 01:14:49,609 I solved it finally, on my own. Just come see her. 1278 01:14:49,694 --> 01:14:51,486 You're stuck in some old place, Jon. 1279 01:14:51,571 --> 01:14:53,155 I think you need someone to help pull you out. 1280 01:14:53,239 --> 01:14:54,622 I can refer someone good. 1281 01:14:54,648 --> 01:14:56,141 Are you still seeing her? 1282 01:14:56,200 --> 01:14:58,285 I'm consulting. I'm her expert on this case. 1283 01:14:58,369 --> 01:14:59,786 Well, that has to stop! 1284 01:14:59,871 --> 01:15:02,998 You want to make it go away, you go out to Wards Island and resign from the case. 1285 01:15:03,082 --> 01:15:04,124 Step off. I can't do that. 1286 01:15:04,208 --> 01:15:06,334 Well, then it's not going to go away. 1287 01:15:06,419 --> 01:15:08,962 Okay, you won't come and see her with me? No. 1288 01:15:09,046 --> 01:15:10,422 Can I ask you something else? What? 1289 01:15:10,548 --> 01:15:13,592 Some Adderall. Just a short term, 20 milligrams. 1290 01:15:14,927 --> 01:15:16,928 That's why you called, isn't it? I'm struggling 1291 01:15:17,054 --> 01:15:18,308 to hold focus here, Gene. 1292 01:15:18,334 --> 01:15:20,540 That's what it's for, to help people focus. 1293 01:15:20,600 --> 01:15:21,683 You want to focus on something, 1294 01:15:21,767 --> 01:15:23,560 focus on never seeing her again. 1295 01:15:27,773 --> 01:15:30,150 D, I've been thinking about what you said. 1296 01:15:30,943 --> 01:15:32,180 Look, you're right. 1297 01:15:32,206 --> 01:15:33,637 It's time to move on. 1298 01:15:33,946 --> 01:15:36,114 I'm heading over to Wards Island right now. 1299 01:15:36,282 --> 01:15:38,366 I'm not gonna see her again. 1300 01:15:59,055 --> 01:16:00,889 You went to see Emily. 1301 01:16:00,973 --> 01:16:02,641 Damn right, I did. 1302 01:16:03,893 --> 01:16:05,101 You could have called me first. 1303 01:16:05,186 --> 01:16:06,561 She called me. 1304 01:16:06,646 --> 01:16:08,355 She was very upset. 1305 01:16:08,731 --> 01:16:11,024 It was kind of a dramatic stunt to pull on a woman 1306 01:16:11,108 --> 01:16:14,194 who's already in a great deal of emotional pain. 1307 01:16:14,904 --> 01:16:17,405 I don't understand your thinking. 1308 01:16:20,034 --> 01:16:22,577 I'm trying to determine her state of mind 1309 01:16:22,662 --> 01:16:25,664 so I can chart the best course of treatment. 1310 01:16:25,748 --> 01:16:27,165 "Treatment"? 1311 01:16:27,750 --> 01:16:29,793 You gave an amytal interview to a woman 1312 01:16:29,877 --> 01:16:32,087 who's been declared not guilty. 1313 01:16:32,755 --> 01:16:34,422 I hope you learned something. 1314 01:16:34,507 --> 01:16:35,840 Oh, I did. 1315 01:16:36,425 --> 01:16:38,260 Quite a lot, actually. 1316 01:16:40,012 --> 01:16:42,847 I think she requires more observation. 1317 01:16:42,932 --> 01:16:44,641 And she'll need more medication as well. 1318 01:17:03,536 --> 01:17:07,080 This is Dr. Siebert on Bridge Street. 1319 01:17:07,331 --> 01:17:10,125 I'd like an envelope delivered to Manhattan. 1320 01:17:16,924 --> 01:17:18,008 Hey. 1321 01:17:22,013 --> 01:17:23,596 Where's the little guy? 1322 01:17:25,182 --> 01:17:26,349 Fuck! 1323 01:17:26,726 --> 01:17:28,476 I'm not going to go to the police, 1324 01:17:28,561 --> 01:17:30,562 or whomever one goes to in this situation. 1325 01:17:30,646 --> 01:17:32,772 I'm just going to go away. 1326 01:17:33,524 --> 01:17:35,775 What? Wait! Hey, wait! 1327 01:17:35,860 --> 01:17:37,027 Wait? 1328 01:17:37,695 --> 01:17:40,405 Wait for this to happen again? 1329 01:17:41,198 --> 01:17:43,366 Another Alison or Emily? 1330 01:17:45,870 --> 01:17:47,370 Oh, wow. See? 1331 01:17:47,705 --> 01:17:50,373 Okay, these prove everything. 1332 01:17:50,541 --> 01:17:52,083 She took these. 1333 01:17:53,377 --> 01:17:56,212 These were sent by a friend of the husband's. 1334 01:17:56,297 --> 01:17:57,339 No, that's not true. 1335 01:17:57,423 --> 01:17:59,090 Stay away from us. 1336 01:18:00,384 --> 01:18:01,593 Wait! Dierdre! 1337 01:18:03,220 --> 01:18:05,972 Dierdre. Dierdre, wait a minute. 1338 01:18:06,057 --> 01:18:08,224 No, Jon. Wait a minute. Hello, love. 1339 01:18:21,697 --> 01:18:24,282 You have two unheard messages. 1340 01:18:24,367 --> 01:18:25,617 First unheard message. 1341 01:18:25,701 --> 01:18:28,703 Yes, Dr. Banks? This is Jeffrey Childs 1342 01:18:28,788 --> 01:18:31,539 from the Office of Medical Conduct Review. 1343 01:18:31,624 --> 01:18:34,192 I have some questions about Alison Finn. 1344 01:18:34,218 --> 01:18:35,693 Can you call me at... 1345 01:18:36,796 --> 01:18:38,213 Deleted. 1346 01:18:40,049 --> 01:18:41,883 This is Dr. Siebert. 1347 01:18:42,218 --> 01:18:44,803 I'm sure you've received my latest notes 1348 01:18:44,887 --> 01:18:47,222 concerning the Emily Taylor case by now. 1349 01:18:47,890 --> 01:18:49,849 There is, I think you'll agree, 1350 01:18:49,934 --> 01:18:52,060 a different course of treatment to pursue 1351 01:18:52,144 --> 01:18:55,647 that is in everyone's best interest. 1352 01:18:55,731 --> 01:18:58,400 Maybe we can meet for a coffee? Thanks. 1353 01:18:59,568 --> 01:19:01,444 Saved. End of new messages. 1354 01:19:01,529 --> 01:19:04,572 Check erased messages. Press 1-9. 1355 01:19:05,491 --> 01:19:08,576 You could get national coverage on this. 1356 01:19:09,245 --> 01:19:11,246 "Shrinks fucking patients 1357 01:19:11,330 --> 01:19:14,499 "and manipulating them into killing their spouses." 1358 01:19:14,583 --> 01:19:16,000 Hot stuff. 1359 01:19:17,253 --> 01:19:20,171 I would say this would ruin your practice. 1360 01:19:20,423 --> 01:19:22,006 But wait. 1361 01:19:22,091 --> 01:19:24,259 You don't have a practice anymore 1362 01:19:24,844 --> 01:19:28,680 or a wife or a kid, I'm betting. 1363 01:19:29,849 --> 01:19:32,434 So what else can you lose? 1364 01:19:33,269 --> 01:19:36,604 Martha can certainly use those in a wrongful death suit. 1365 01:19:37,523 --> 01:19:39,357 State revoke your license, yet? 1366 01:19:41,944 --> 01:19:43,945 I always tell my patients, 1367 01:19:44,280 --> 01:19:46,948 "You know what the best predictor of future behavior is? 1368 01:19:47,950 --> 01:19:49,367 "Past behavior." 1369 01:19:49,702 --> 01:19:52,120 Well, you don't have any more patients. 1370 01:19:52,621 --> 01:19:55,957 The only problem with having a crazy person for a partner 1371 01:19:56,041 --> 01:19:57,792 is they tend to stay crazy. 1372 01:19:58,544 --> 01:20:00,003 You should know how difficult it is 1373 01:20:00,087 --> 01:20:02,547 to cure a pretty girl with daddy issues. 1374 01:20:02,631 --> 01:20:05,675 Nice try, Jon. I'm not buying it. 1375 01:20:05,968 --> 01:20:08,303 Spend the fucking money now. 1376 01:20:09,305 --> 01:20:11,639 Because they're coming to take it back. 1377 01:20:13,809 --> 01:20:15,977 What are you talking about? 1378 01:20:17,313 --> 01:20:18,813 You could go and ask her. 1379 01:20:19,315 --> 01:20:21,733 Only she asked me to keep you from seeing her. 1380 01:20:23,319 --> 01:20:24,652 She told me everything. 1381 01:20:31,160 --> 01:20:34,162 Everything? No, I'll tell you everything. 1382 01:20:34,246 --> 01:20:36,664 You wouldn't be here if you had nothing to lose. 1383 01:20:36,916 --> 01:20:38,788 She already got a "not guilty" verdict. 1384 01:20:38,814 --> 01:20:40,109 You, on the other hand... 1385 01:20:40,169 --> 01:20:42,921 Fuck you! You get her out of there right now, you hear me? 1386 01:20:43,214 --> 01:20:46,216 You do that and you won't hear from either one of us again. 1387 01:20:46,509 --> 01:20:48,259 Yeah, you can go back to chatting with 1388 01:20:48,344 --> 01:20:50,428 rich white people about their problems. 1389 01:20:50,596 --> 01:20:53,598 She's cured, as of right now, Jon. 1390 01:20:54,350 --> 01:20:56,684 You're a fucking genius! 1391 01:21:00,940 --> 01:21:04,275 She's been very agitated lately. 1392 01:21:04,360 --> 01:21:07,237 I think it best we restrict her visitors. 1393 01:21:07,613 --> 01:21:11,032 And no phone calls, either, without notifying me first. 1394 01:21:11,367 --> 01:21:13,618 She's been resisting her medication as well. 1395 01:21:13,994 --> 01:21:16,162 Very confrontational with the staff. 1396 01:21:16,247 --> 01:21:18,039 She seems to be getting worse. 1397 01:21:18,123 --> 01:21:19,874 Mmm. I was afraid of that. 1398 01:21:23,879 --> 01:21:25,547 That's a mouth guard. 1399 01:21:25,881 --> 01:21:29,384 It stops her smashing her teeth, biting her tongue off. 1400 01:21:29,635 --> 01:21:32,387 The current lasts for about five seconds. 1401 01:21:34,473 --> 01:21:36,432 They'll have administered a paralytic agent, 1402 01:21:36,517 --> 01:21:38,476 but they put a tourniquet on the ankle, you see? 1403 01:21:38,727 --> 01:21:41,062 To make sure she is having a seizure. 1404 01:21:42,314 --> 01:21:44,148 Keep your eye on that foot. 1405 01:21:45,401 --> 01:21:48,444 It's actually been shown to be remarkably effective 1406 01:21:48,529 --> 01:21:49,737 for treating severe depression. 1407 01:21:49,822 --> 01:21:52,240 None of the side effects you get with pills. 1408 01:21:52,324 --> 01:21:55,326 No idea what it might do to a normal person. 1409 01:21:55,911 --> 01:21:58,371 I also wanted to give you another test. 1410 01:21:58,455 --> 01:21:59,714 A personality inventory. 1411 01:21:59,740 --> 01:22:01,941 Just a series of true-or-false questions. 1412 01:22:02,001 --> 01:22:03,751 First saved voice message. 1413 01:22:03,836 --> 01:22:05,712 This is Dr. Siebert. 1414 01:22:05,796 --> 01:22:08,131 I'm sure you've received my latest notes 1415 01:22:08,215 --> 01:22:10,425 concerning the Emily Taylor case by now. 1416 01:22:10,509 --> 01:22:11,759 Not a very subtle tool, 1417 01:22:11,844 --> 01:22:13,511 but the results will be of interest to the board. 1418 01:22:13,596 --> 01:22:15,555 ...a different course of treatment to pursue 1419 01:22:15,639 --> 01:22:16,681 that is in everyone's best interest. 1420 01:22:16,849 --> 01:22:18,933 They like hard data to look at. 1421 01:22:19,893 --> 01:22:21,811 Wait. What is she saying? 1422 01:22:22,605 --> 01:22:23,771 Who? 1423 01:22:29,111 --> 01:22:31,279 I don't think you should be my doctor anymore. 1424 01:22:31,363 --> 01:22:33,448 I think you should resign my case. 1425 01:22:37,202 --> 01:22:39,621 Victoria's paying me way too much for that. 1426 01:22:40,456 --> 01:22:43,124 Out of your share, I assume. 1427 01:22:44,627 --> 01:22:46,220 The shock treatment was her idea. 1428 01:22:46,246 --> 01:22:47,403 It damages the memory. 1429 01:22:48,422 --> 01:22:52,508 It's in our best interest that you start forgetting. 1430 01:22:54,637 --> 01:22:56,888 Are you ready for your treatment, Ms. Taylor? 1431 01:23:01,477 --> 01:23:03,811 Oh, no, I scheduled it for tomorrow. 1432 01:23:14,406 --> 01:23:15,740 I need to use the phone. 1433 01:23:16,158 --> 01:23:17,825 You can be next. 1434 01:23:22,498 --> 01:23:24,666 I need to call my lawyer now. 1435 01:23:26,669 --> 01:23:28,002 Are you going to be long? 1436 01:23:28,337 --> 01:23:29,671 You going to be long? I need to use the phone. 1437 01:23:31,674 --> 01:23:32,957 Are you going to be long? 1438 01:23:32,983 --> 01:23:34,367 Isn't there a time limit? 1439 01:23:34,426 --> 01:23:35,314 I need to call someone. 1440 01:23:35,340 --> 01:23:36,536 My shrink is fucking with me. 1441 01:23:37,554 --> 01:23:38,721 Can you get off now? 1442 01:23:38,931 --> 01:23:40,129 I'm sorry, Mrs. Taylor. 1443 01:23:40,155 --> 01:23:41,457 You've been restricted. 1444 01:23:41,684 --> 01:23:43,685 By who? By Dr. Banks? 1445 01:23:43,894 --> 01:23:45,634 He's not my doctor anymore. 1446 01:23:45,660 --> 01:23:47,463 He attacked me. He's sick. 1447 01:23:47,856 --> 01:23:49,565 Miss Taylor, you need to step back. 1448 01:23:49,650 --> 01:23:52,735 Get off the phone. Get off the phone! 1449 01:23:52,861 --> 01:23:55,697 Miss Taylor, you need to relax. 1450 01:23:58,033 --> 01:24:00,535 Get me Dr. Siebert! This is bullshit! 1451 01:24:00,786 --> 01:24:03,082 I shouldn't even be here! I'm not sick! 1452 01:24:03,108 --> 01:24:04,814 Get me Dr. Siebert! No! No! 1453 01:24:04,873 --> 01:24:06,541 Relax! Relax! 1454 01:24:07,334 --> 01:24:09,252 No, I don't want it! I don't want it! 1455 01:24:10,045 --> 01:24:12,213 Yes. Dr. Siebert? 1456 01:24:12,881 --> 01:24:14,215 Dr. Banks. 1457 01:24:15,718 --> 01:24:19,053 I've been thinking about our last conversation. 1458 01:24:19,388 --> 01:24:20,555 Yes. 1459 01:24:21,390 --> 01:24:23,725 An idea occurred to me. 1460 01:24:24,435 --> 01:24:25,476 Mmm-hmm. 1461 01:24:25,561 --> 01:24:27,478 Maybe I am a genius. 1462 01:24:42,953 --> 01:24:45,496 Hello there! Best we don't talk inside, right? 1463 01:24:45,581 --> 01:24:46,998 Talk about what? 1464 01:24:47,166 --> 01:24:49,917 Uh, she wants to go before the judge this week. 1465 01:24:50,252 --> 01:24:51,919 And what is she going to say? 1466 01:24:52,004 --> 01:24:53,921 Well, it depends. 1467 01:24:54,089 --> 01:24:57,175 She could tell a long, sordid story about her former shrink. 1468 01:24:57,843 --> 01:24:59,969 Suggest the SEC investigate. The whole story. 1469 01:25:00,053 --> 01:25:02,305 That would make national coverage, wouldn't it? 1470 01:25:03,932 --> 01:25:05,850 And what do you get out of it? Oh, I don't know. 1471 01:25:06,602 --> 01:25:10,772 Peace of mind. Like I said, it depends. 1472 01:25:17,196 --> 01:25:18,362 No. 1473 01:25:19,782 --> 01:25:21,282 No, no. 1474 01:25:23,202 --> 01:25:26,537 This will be the last time we speak. Okay? 1475 01:25:27,790 --> 01:25:32,293 You get her released, and we go back to being strangers. 1476 01:25:33,879 --> 01:25:37,215 Unless, of course, you want to consult on other patients. 1477 01:25:42,805 --> 01:25:43,971 No. 1478 01:26:40,863 --> 01:26:43,698 The staff told me you were having a difficult time. 1479 01:26:47,369 --> 01:26:49,704 So, I've added medication that will help. 1480 01:27:00,382 --> 01:27:03,301 If I tell you the truth, do I have to take the pills? 1481 01:27:06,722 --> 01:27:09,891 I won't be able to tell the truth if I take any more pills. 1482 01:28:42,734 --> 01:28:44,652 Imagine everything you ever wanted 1483 01:28:44,736 --> 01:28:47,154 shows up one day and calls itself your life. 1484 01:28:48,657 --> 01:28:51,742 And then, just when you start to believe in it... 1485 01:28:52,744 --> 01:28:55,496 Gone. And suddenly, it gets 1486 01:28:55,580 --> 01:28:58,290 very hard to imagine a future. 1487 01:28:58,917 --> 01:29:01,085 That's depression, right? 1488 01:29:13,598 --> 01:29:15,850 So I went to see Dr. Siebert. 1489 01:29:17,185 --> 01:29:19,061 We talked about my childhood. 1490 01:29:19,146 --> 01:29:22,106 About disappointment and Mommy and Daddy. 1491 01:29:22,691 --> 01:29:24,859 And I told her about Martin. 1492 01:29:25,110 --> 01:29:27,611 And she told me that her marriage with her husband 1493 01:29:27,696 --> 01:29:30,114 had never been anything but a meeting of minds. 1494 01:29:31,033 --> 01:29:33,868 And minds start to wander after a while. 1495 01:29:34,870 --> 01:29:38,205 He had traded her in for a younger model, so she was 1496 01:29:38,540 --> 01:29:41,709 alone and lonely. It didn't take much. 1497 01:29:43,879 --> 01:29:46,213 I think she always liked girls, 1498 01:29:46,298 --> 01:29:48,883 she just never found one she liked as much as me. 1499 01:29:52,054 --> 01:29:54,221 She taught me how to be depressed. 1500 01:29:55,223 --> 01:29:58,059 What drugs had which side effects. 1501 01:29:58,894 --> 01:30:01,562 What symptoms went with what diagnosis. 1502 01:30:02,564 --> 01:30:03,981 And I taught her everything Martin 1503 01:30:04,066 --> 01:30:06,817 ever told me about derivatives and deals. 1504 01:30:08,070 --> 01:30:09,471 The trades were in her name. 1505 01:30:09,497 --> 01:30:10,596 So I forgave Martin. 1506 01:30:11,573 --> 01:30:13,115 I went to visit on the weekends 1507 01:30:13,200 --> 01:30:15,576 and told him that I would wait for him. 1508 01:30:17,000 --> 01:30:17,599 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1509 01:30:17,600 --> 01:30:18,199 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1510 01:30:18,200 --> 01:30:18,799 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1511 01:30:18,800 --> 01:30:19,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1512 01:30:19,400 --> 01:30:19,999 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1513 01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:20,599 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1514 01:30:20,600 --> 01:30:21,199 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1515 01:30:21,200 --> 01:30:21,799 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1516 01:30:21,800 --> 01:30:22,399 01:30:28,399 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1527 01:30:28,400 --> 01:30:29,000 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1528 01:30:32,427 --> 01:30:34,428 What do you doctors call faking? 1529 01:30:34,513 --> 01:30:35,721 "Malingering"? 1530 01:30:36,932 --> 01:30:38,599 Such a funny word. 1531 01:30:39,851 --> 01:30:42,812 Girls learn to fake things at a very early age. 1532 01:30:42,896 --> 01:30:46,357 Probably around the same time that boys are learning to lie. 1533 01:30:51,696 --> 01:30:55,616 We needed everyone to see how much I wanted it to work out with us. 1534 01:30:55,700 --> 01:30:57,701 How much I loved my husband. 1535 01:30:58,286 --> 01:31:00,955 And how terribly depressed I was. 1536 01:31:03,959 --> 01:31:06,335 When did you decide to kill him? 1537 01:31:06,461 --> 01:31:09,296 it's not a decision you make just once. 1538 01:31:09,714 --> 01:31:12,258 You make it over and over again, 1539 01:31:12,342 --> 01:31:14,677 every time you look at your life 1540 01:31:14,761 --> 01:31:17,930 and you see the position you're in and who put you there. 1541 01:31:18,014 --> 01:31:19,807 And it all leads back to him. 1542 01:31:19,891 --> 01:31:23,185 Each and every fucking problem, every disappointment. 1543 01:31:23,979 --> 01:31:25,855 And you think to yourself, 1544 01:31:25,939 --> 01:31:29,984 "Maybe if he just goes away, it'll all get better." 1545 01:31:46,501 --> 01:31:48,627 Everything would have worked out perfectly 1546 01:31:48,712 --> 01:31:51,172 if you had just disappeared after the trial 1547 01:31:51,840 --> 01:31:53,674 like you were supposed to. 1548 01:31:54,092 --> 01:31:55,426 Why me? 1549 01:31:56,094 --> 01:31:58,262 Was it because of Alison Finn? 1550 01:31:59,514 --> 01:32:03,184 That was just a happy coincidence. 1551 01:32:03,602 --> 01:32:05,853 A convenient distraction. 1552 01:32:06,521 --> 01:32:07,521 It didn't have to be you. 1553 01:32:07,606 --> 01:32:09,148 It could have been you or anyone else 1554 01:32:09,232 --> 01:32:11,275 who walked into my room with a prescription pad. 1555 01:32:11,359 --> 01:32:15,446 We didn't go looking for you, we just looked at the world. 1556 01:32:22,370 --> 01:32:24,330 I read somewhere that there's a difference 1557 01:32:24,414 --> 01:32:26,498 between tears of joy and tears of rage. 1558 01:32:26,583 --> 01:32:27,958 Is that true? 1559 01:32:28,710 --> 01:32:30,878 It's in the chemistry, but you can't tell by looking 1560 01:32:30,962 --> 01:32:33,422 they all just look like tears. 1561 01:32:43,475 --> 01:32:47,144 Hello? Hello, I think I need help! I think my... 1562 01:32:47,479 --> 01:32:49,691 My husband's bleeding and I think he's... 1563 01:32:49,717 --> 01:32:52,540 I think he's been stabbed and he's dead. 1564 01:32:52,566 --> 01:32:55,010 He's dead, I think he's dead. 1565 01:32:55,320 --> 01:32:56,548 I think he's dead! 1566 01:32:56,574 --> 01:32:58,347 You need to send someone! 1567 01:32:58,657 --> 01:32:59,990 Please! 1568 01:33:08,833 --> 01:33:11,669 You never did take the Paxil, did you? 1569 01:33:13,004 --> 01:33:14,171 No. 1570 01:33:14,422 --> 01:33:15,756 Or the Zoloft. 1571 01:33:16,174 --> 01:33:17,341 No. 1572 01:33:17,676 --> 01:33:19,343 Only the Ablixa. 1573 01:33:20,178 --> 01:33:22,346 Didn't really do anything for me. 1574 01:33:26,184 --> 01:33:28,435 So, when did she start paying you? 1575 01:33:35,527 --> 01:33:39,363 She always knew you'd turn on her someday 1576 01:33:42,867 --> 01:33:44,702 like you did with Martin. 1577 01:33:47,330 --> 01:33:50,833 Past behavior is the best predictor of future behavior. 1578 01:33:52,335 --> 01:33:54,169 That's what she said about you. 1579 01:33:56,381 --> 01:33:59,675 And how long do you two plan on keeping me here? 1580 01:34:04,306 --> 01:34:07,641 Why would we ever let you leave? 1581 01:34:09,728 --> 01:34:11,061 Because 1582 01:34:12,564 --> 01:34:14,732 maybe there's a better deal. 1583 01:34:26,161 --> 01:34:29,663 Over the course of her confinement, I've come to the conclusion 1584 01:34:29,748 --> 01:34:32,458 with a reasonable degree of medical certainty 1585 01:34:32,542 --> 01:34:36,587 that Emily Taylor is neither mentally ill or dangerous 1586 01:34:37,589 --> 01:34:41,050 at this time. I believe with the proper treatment 1587 01:34:41,259 --> 01:34:45,387 she is not a threat to herself or others. 1588 01:34:45,472 --> 01:34:47,973 In my opinion, she's ready to move onto 1589 01:34:48,058 --> 01:34:50,017 the next phase of rehabilitation 1590 01:34:50,101 --> 01:34:52,269 with ongoing supervision, as outlined 1591 01:34:52,854 --> 01:34:55,856 in the outpatient order of conditions. 1592 01:34:56,524 --> 01:35:01,028 The risk of relapse back into a dangerous mental state is low. 1593 01:35:02,364 --> 01:35:06,116 I've submitted to the court the conditions under which I believe 1594 01:35:06,201 --> 01:35:09,953 the order of confinement may be rescinded. 1595 01:35:11,122 --> 01:35:13,707 And do you, Ms. Taylor, understand 1596 01:35:13,792 --> 01:35:16,502 that if you violate the terms of your release, 1597 01:35:16,586 --> 01:35:19,380 I will have to issue a new order of confinement? 1598 01:35:19,464 --> 01:35:20,881 Yes, Your Honor. 1599 01:35:44,072 --> 01:35:47,074 I text her like 20 times a day. 1600 01:35:47,659 --> 01:35:50,744 Zach, you're beginning to see a pattern, right? 1601 01:35:51,246 --> 01:35:52,608 Everyone leaves. 1602 01:35:52,634 --> 01:35:55,441 It's not a pattern, it's a fact. 1603 01:35:55,750 --> 01:35:58,669 And how does this connect to you being adopted? 1604 01:35:58,962 --> 01:36:00,712 I think it started there. 1605 01:36:01,256 --> 01:36:03,006 And now I'm making it happen. 1606 01:36:03,091 --> 01:36:05,884 You know, I get scared that people will leave and then 1607 01:36:06,803 --> 01:36:11,390 I, uh, end up making them leave. 1608 01:36:11,474 --> 01:36:14,184 Excuse me, Dr. Siebert, I think someone wants you. 1609 01:36:17,105 --> 01:36:21,942 Uh, I'm sorry, Zach, this is an emergency. 1610 01:36:22,694 --> 01:36:24,403 We're gonna have to pick this up next time. 1611 01:36:24,487 --> 01:36:26,280 You didn't tell Banks anything, did you? 1612 01:36:26,364 --> 01:36:28,031 Of course not. 1613 01:36:28,992 --> 01:36:31,660 How much did you have to pay him to get me out? 1614 01:36:31,995 --> 01:36:33,859 It doesn't matter. You're out. 1615 01:36:33,885 --> 01:36:35,189 It's taken care of. 1616 01:36:35,498 --> 01:36:37,708 You didn't leave me much choice. 1617 01:36:38,418 --> 01:36:40,919 What did you do with the rest of the money? 1618 01:36:41,171 --> 01:36:42,838 Two accounts. 1619 01:36:43,173 --> 01:36:45,841 Mine's in Dubai, yours is in Grand Cayman. 1620 01:36:49,471 --> 01:36:51,346 God. 1621 01:36:53,016 --> 01:36:54,892 Are you sure you didn't tell him anything else? 1622 01:36:54,976 --> 01:36:56,310 Yes, I'm sure. 1623 01:36:56,394 --> 01:36:58,666 Because there are SEC violations. 1624 01:36:58,692 --> 01:37:00,756 Conspiracy to commit murder. 1625 01:37:01,024 --> 01:37:02,566 I'm exposed here. 1626 01:37:02,859 --> 01:37:04,026 Yes, you are. 1627 01:37:04,110 --> 01:37:05,694 And I'm vulnerable. 1628 01:37:09,532 --> 01:37:11,533 Oh, God, I missed you. 1629 01:37:15,705 --> 01:37:19,208 You taught me to be such a sad, sad girl. 1630 01:37:21,044 --> 01:37:23,212 Do I look sad now? 1631 01:37:27,717 --> 01:37:29,635 Do you remember the first time? 1632 01:37:29,719 --> 01:37:30,802 Yeah. 1633 01:37:30,887 --> 01:37:32,554 Do you remember how wet I made you? 1634 01:37:32,639 --> 01:37:33,639 Oh, yeah. 1635 01:37:33,723 --> 01:37:35,557 Do you want to do that again? 1636 01:37:36,309 --> 01:37:37,601 Yeah. 1637 01:37:58,456 --> 01:38:00,290 What the fuck is that? 1638 01:38:00,583 --> 01:38:02,918 You didn't leave me much choice. 1639 01:38:05,088 --> 01:38:06,755 Oh, my God. 1640 01:38:13,096 --> 01:38:15,055 Dr. Siebert, you're under arrest. 1641 01:38:15,139 --> 01:38:16,682 You're being charged with conspiracy to 1642 01:38:16,766 --> 01:38:19,101 commit murder and securities fraud. 1643 01:38:49,966 --> 01:38:51,726 ...within the next 10 minutes. 1644 01:38:51,752 --> 01:38:53,452 I think she's just arrived. 1645 01:38:53,511 --> 01:38:55,012 Yeah, she's here. 1646 01:38:56,681 --> 01:38:58,181 And thank you. 1647 01:39:04,564 --> 01:39:06,607 Here I am. Cured at last. 1648 01:39:06,691 --> 01:39:07,691 You're late. 1649 01:39:07,775 --> 01:39:09,192 How long do I have to stay? 1650 01:39:16,200 --> 01:39:18,201 I'm going to put you on some medication. 1651 01:39:18,661 --> 01:39:20,162 What? 1652 01:39:20,913 --> 01:39:23,248 This is for Thorazine. 1653 01:39:23,833 --> 01:39:26,209 It's a tranquilizer, been around for years. 1654 01:39:26,836 --> 01:39:28,253 You know the people shuffling around 1655 01:39:28,338 --> 01:39:30,922 like zombies with vacant eyes in the prison ward? 1656 01:39:31,799 --> 01:39:32,966 They were on Thorazine. 1657 01:39:34,177 --> 01:39:36,511 So this is for Depakote. 1658 01:39:37,513 --> 01:39:40,015 It'll settle your mood, 1659 01:39:40,350 --> 01:39:41,683 but hair loss 1660 01:39:42,518 --> 01:39:43,852 is a side effect. 1661 01:39:47,357 --> 01:39:48,523 What is this? 1662 01:39:48,733 --> 01:39:50,651 As part of our arrangement, I'll also be sending you 1663 01:39:50,735 --> 01:39:52,277 to the Gramercy for urine tests 1664 01:39:52,362 --> 01:39:54,156 to make certain you take your meds. 1665 01:39:54,182 --> 01:39:55,514 And I'm seeing you again.. 1666 01:39:56,199 --> 01:39:58,575 ..tomorrow, all right? Try not to be late. 1667 01:39:58,660 --> 01:40:00,494 Angry people are frequently late. 1668 01:40:00,578 --> 01:40:01,828 This is bullshit! 1669 01:40:01,913 --> 01:40:04,915 You sound angry. Have you read the court order? 1670 01:40:05,249 --> 01:40:07,417 You have to obey the terms of your release. 1671 01:40:07,710 --> 01:40:09,378 Yeah, I'm here. 1672 01:40:09,587 --> 01:40:13,382 Those terms mandate that if I believe you are a danger in any way 1673 01:40:13,591 --> 01:40:16,385 I need to send you back to hospital immediately. 1674 01:40:16,719 --> 01:40:19,054 If I don't, I'm in violation of the law. 1675 01:40:19,389 --> 01:40:20,830 I got Siebert for you. 1676 01:40:20,856 --> 01:40:22,624 I'm a cooperating witness. 1677 01:40:22,725 --> 01:40:25,477 "Very noncompliant..." The deal was I testify against her 1678 01:40:25,603 --> 01:40:27,437 and I get out. "...with a history of violence." 1679 01:40:27,522 --> 01:40:29,439 This isn't out, this is fucked! "Dangerous." 1680 01:40:29,607 --> 01:40:32,150 I think this needs a new diagnosis. 1681 01:40:32,235 --> 01:40:34,027 Based on what? What did I do? 1682 01:40:34,112 --> 01:40:35,362 To the question, 1683 01:40:35,446 --> 01:40:38,115 "There are objects and creatures all around us only I can see," 1684 01:40:38,199 --> 01:40:39,324 you answered, "True." 1685 01:40:39,409 --> 01:40:40,509 You filled that out! 1686 01:40:40,535 --> 01:40:42,018 Schizoaffective disorder. 1687 01:40:42,078 --> 01:40:43,704 I think I need to send you back. 1688 01:40:49,419 --> 01:40:50,919 Mrs. Taylor! 1689 01:40:55,091 --> 01:40:56,591 Emily Taylor! 1690 01:40:57,593 --> 01:40:59,261 Miss Taylor, stop! 1691 01:41:04,600 --> 01:41:06,435 Central, we have a 330-20. 1692 01:41:06,769 --> 01:41:09,104 No, he's lying! He's lying! 1693 01:41:09,439 --> 01:41:11,084 I'm not sick, I'm not sick! 1694 01:41:11,110 --> 01:41:12,632 I promise I'm not sick! 1695 01:41:12,692 --> 01:41:13,983 He's the sick one! 1696 01:41:14,009 --> 01:41:15,802 He just wants the money! 1697 01:41:15,862 --> 01:41:17,863 No, I'm not sick, I promise! 1698 01:41:17,947 --> 01:41:19,906 Don't bring me back, I don't want to go back! 1699 01:41:19,991 --> 01:41:21,372 I don't want to go back! 1700 01:41:21,398 --> 01:41:22,893 I don't want to go back! 1701 01:42:38,361 --> 01:42:40,695 How are you doing today, Emily? 1702 01:42:43,616 --> 01:42:44,950 Better. 1703 01:42:48,246 --> 01:42:49,913 Much better. 1704 01:42:49,990 --> 01:42:50,389 © 1705 01:42:50,390 --> 01:42:50,789 © 1706 01:42:50,790 --> 01:42:51,189 © P 1707 01:42:51,190 --> 01:42:51,589 © P@ 1708 01:42:51,590 --> 01:42:51,989 © P@r 1709 01:42:51,990 --> 01:42:52,389 © P@rM 1710 01:42:52,390 --> 01:42:52,789 © P@rM! 1711 01:42:52,790 --> 01:42:53,189 © P@rM!N 1712 01:42:53,190 --> 01:42:53,589 © P@rM!Nd 1713 01:42:53,590 --> 01:42:53,989 © P@rM!Nde 1714 01:42:53,990 --> 01:42:54,389 © P@rM!NdeR 1715 01:42:54,390 --> 01:42:54,789 © P@rM!NdeR 1716 01:42:54,790 --> 01:42:55,189 © P@rM!NdeR M 1717 01:42:55,190 --> 01:42:55,589 © P@rM!NdeR M@ 1718 01:42:55,590 --> 01:42:55,989 © P@rM!NdeR M@n 1719 01:42:55,990 --> 01:42:56,389 © P@rM!NdeR M@nk 1720 01:42:56,390 --> 01:42:56,789 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖ 1721 01:42:56,790 --> 01:42:57,189 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ 1722 01:42:57,190 --> 01:42:57,589 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ 1723 01:42:57,590 --> 01:42:57,990 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ 1724 01:42:58,090 --> 01:46:42,460 © P@rM!NdeR M@nkÖÖ ™ Mobile - 919815899536 EMail - parminder222536@hotmail.com 1724 01:46:43,305 --> 01:47:43,909 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org