1
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Corner.

2
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Shit. Fuck.

3
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Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

4
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- Good morning, chefs.
- Chef.

5
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- How we doing so far?
- Chef, morning.

6
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- Everybody good?
- Chef.

7
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- Chef, you good?
- I’m doing great, Chef.

8
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Appreciate it. Thank you.

9
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- Morning, Chef.
- Chef, morning.

10
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- How we doing?
- Good, Chef. Good.

11
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- Good?
- Yes.

12
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- First week?
- First day.

13
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- Really?
- Yes, Chef.

14
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And sous chefs have you
making family meal?

15
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- Yes, Chef.
- [sighs]

16
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Ah, a lot of pressure,
especially roast chicken.

17
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- It’s pressure. Yeah.
- Yes, we love it.

18
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Can I-- Can I help you?
Show you a few things,
get you started?

19
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- Please.
- Good.

20
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We’re gonna start by showing you
how to remove the wishbone.

21
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- Yeah.
- You can feel
the wishbone in there?

22
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- Yes.
- So, it’s on both sides.

23
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- And, you know,
as a child, right?
- Right. Make a wish.

24
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Roasted chicken-- Yeah.
We’d take the wishbone out
and hang it up

25
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and dry it overnight,
and then we’d sit with
our brothers or our mother

26
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or whoever and, uh,
try to break--

27
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Who was gonna be
the lucky person.

28
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But now I’m just scraping with
the tip of my knife, you see?

29
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This knife, you can--
you can-- hear it.
You can feel it, right?

30
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The vibration on the knife
kind of sounds like...

31
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um, my dentist--

32
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my dental hygienist
cleaning my teeth.

33
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- You got that?
- Yes, Chef.

34
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[chuckles]

35
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I can start to pull it out.

36
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- You can see it now,
right? Exposed.
- Yeah.

37
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- Boom.
- There you go.

38
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- Your wishbone.
- Perfect.

39
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You can save that for tomorrow.

40
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- Now we’re gonna truss it.
- Okay.

41
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Begin by wrapping it
underneath the pope’s nose.

42
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- The pope’s nose?
- Right here.

43
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And then bring it across.

44
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- Uh-huh.
- Make a figure eight.

45
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- You see that eight, right?
- Yes.

46
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- And then just
bring it back and push.
- Wow.

47
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Now, I’m pushing with
my thumbs right against
the-- the wing joint.

48
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Turn it over, bring it
underneath the wing, right?

49
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Wrap it around.

50
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- See the neck right there?
- Chef.

51
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Wrap it around the neck.

52
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Very simple.
Making sure that you pull.

53
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Push that back.

54
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- You see how nice...
- Yeah. Beautiful.

55
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...the bird is, right?

56
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Why do they call it
the pope’s nose, Chef?

57
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- The pope’s nose.
- Yeah.

58
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So it’s funny,
there’s a couple of stories,

59
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but the one I like the most
or the one I’ve heard the most,

60
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is it was a time, um, in England

61
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in the reign of,
you know, King, uh--

62
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- King James III.
- Oh.

63
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And, uh, it was
the anti-Catholic sentiment

64
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going around the country,

65
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and so, um, they called
the ass-end of the bird
the pope’s nose...

66
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- I see.
- ...as a derogatory comment
about the pope.

67
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And there we go.
So we just cinch it up.

68
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Beautiful.

69
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You’ve been here
for 23 years now?

70
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- Right?
- Twenty-three years.

71
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- Oddly enough,
it seems like yesterday.
- Yeah.

72
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I went to work for a French chef
named Roland Henin,

73
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and, uh, I was the staff cook,
so what you’re doing here today

74
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- is kind of the same thing.
- Sure.

75
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And he came to me one day
and he asked me, he said,

76
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"Thomas, do you know
why cooks cook?"

77
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And I’m like okay,
I’m trying to think.

78
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He said,
"We cook to nurture people."

79
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I know people call me a chef,
but our trade is cooking,

80
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and that, to me,
is such a profound profession

81
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because we get to really
be part of people’s lives
in significant ways.

82
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- Yeah.
- So never forget that, right?

83
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We are here today because of
those who came before us.

84
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- And so this is your first day.
- Chef.

85
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You’ll have a legacy here

86
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in this restaurant, you know,

87
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and after you leave.

88
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So always remember, right,
come in every single day

89
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and just try to do a little
better than the day before.

90
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- Just a little better.
Modicum of effort.
- Yes.

91
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And that’ll compound over
the years that you’re here,

92
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and you’ll leave this
restaurant with education,

93
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training, skills
and a path forward.

94
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You’re nurturing yourself.

95
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You’re nurturing the team
you’re cooking for.

96
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You’re gonna be
nurturing our guests.

97
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We’re even nurturing
our farmers, our fishermen,
our foragers,

98
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our gardeners, who are
bringing us all these
wonderful ingredients.

99
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- Of course.
- And so, just remember, right?

100
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- It’s all about nurturing.
- Chef.

101
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I’ll let you at it.

102
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- Thank you, Chef.
- Thank you, Chef.

103
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♪<i>♪ I’ve got a</i> Dungeon
Master’s Guide ♪

104
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♪<i>♪ I’ve got a 12-sided die ♪</i>

105
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♪<i>♪ I write these stupid words ♪</i>

106
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♪<i>♪ And I love everyone ♪</i>

107
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♪<i>♪ Waiting there for me ♪</i>

108
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♪<i>♪ Yes, I do ♪</i>

109
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♪<i>♪ I do ♪</i>

110
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♪<i>♪ In the garage, I feel safe ♪</i>

111
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♪<i>♪ No one cares about my ways ♪</i>

112
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♪<i>♪ In the garage
Where I belong ♪</i>

113
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♪<i>♪ No one hears me
Sing this song ♪</i>

114
00:06:09,715 --> 00:06:18,499
♪<i>♪ In the garage ♪</i>

115
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♪<i>♪ In the garage, I feel safe ♪</i>

116
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♪<i>♪ No one laughs about my ways ♪</i>

117
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♪<i>♪ In the garage
Where I belong ♪</i>

118
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♪<i>♪ No one hears me ♪</i>

119
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♪<i>♪ No one hears me ♪</i>

120
00:07:02,588 --> 00:07:07,264
♪<i>♪ No one hears me ♪</i>

121
00:07:07,264 --> 00:07:12,574
♪<i>♪ No one hears me
Sing this song ♪</i>

122
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Chef.

123
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[singing in Italian]

124
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- Well, well, well.
Look who’s here.
- My fricking boy! Dude.

125
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[laughing]

126
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Oh, shit.

127
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Back where we started.

128
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Did you see that
we hung your jersey up there?

129
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- Retired it, huh?
- Yeah. Fastest retired number
of all time.

130
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- I’m honored. Thank you.
- No, man, we’re honored.

131
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Yeah. Fuck yeah, you’re honored.

132
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- I’m a fucking legend.
- That’s my legendary dawg
right there.

133
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- And his legendary four days.
- Five days.

134
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And I’d like to think that,
had I stayed on,

135
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my talents would have
just flourished exponentially.

136
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Yeah, so you’re saying
that we would’ve just
retired your jersey anyway.

137
00:08:01,940 --> 00:08:03,610
This is what
I’m saying. Correct.

138
00:08:03,610 --> 00:08:05,714
Like, in reality,
you saved us some time.

139
00:08:05,847 --> 00:08:07,885
Yes, because every
second counts, bitches.

140
00:08:07,885 --> 00:08:09,287
- [chuckling]
- I like what he’s saying.

141
00:08:12,895 --> 00:08:14,899
Can I ask you about the balloon?

142
00:08:14,999 --> 00:08:17,236
Was it always supposed
to be apple-flavored, or...

143
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- Yeah, we changed it
a few times, but yes.
- Right.

144
00:08:19,140 --> 00:08:21,044
’Cause there’s
a mozzarella one as well, right?

145
00:08:21,044 --> 00:08:21,913
- Right.
- Yeah.

146
00:08:22,046 --> 00:08:24,719
Yeah, I just, um-- I just quit.

147
00:08:25,587 --> 00:08:26,756
Yeah, man.
Well, it’s about time.

148
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I’m sure your palate
says thank you.

149
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I don’t know. I haven’t--
I haven’t really noticed
a difference yet.

150
00:08:32,333 --> 00:08:34,572
What’s up with Malcolm?
What’s going on with his hair?

151
00:08:34,805 --> 00:08:37,177
I mean, if I’d have known
he was going to leave
to get a haircut,

152
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- I would have cut it myself.
- [chuckles]

153
00:08:44,257 --> 00:08:46,596
What’s up, guys?
You know where you’re going yet?

154
00:08:46,796 --> 00:08:49,534
- I guess reality hasn’t
set in yet on us.
- That’s-- Yes. Yes.

155
00:08:49,534 --> 00:08:51,505
- Yeah, we’ll be okay.
- Yeah, I know.

156
00:08:51,672 --> 00:08:53,275
Well, this I know to be true.

157
00:08:53,375 --> 00:08:56,515
Hey, you guys mind
if I hang in here for service?

158
00:08:57,050 --> 00:08:58,385
You don’t wanna sit out there?

159
00:08:58,620 --> 00:08:59,922
No. Fuck that.

160
00:09:00,356 --> 00:09:01,626
Of course.

161
00:09:05,032 --> 00:09:07,037
- The pillow, the one that’s--
- The lavender pillow.

162
00:09:07,136 --> 00:09:09,407
- The lavender pillow, right.
- Yeah. The lavender pillow.

163
00:09:09,608 --> 00:09:11,012
How does that work? Does it--

164
00:09:11,012 --> 00:09:13,550
Is it, like,
perforated beforehand
or do you puncture it?

165
00:09:13,550 --> 00:09:15,688
- We puncture it after.
- Puncture it. Okay.

166
00:09:15,821 --> 00:09:17,725
Actually, talking about
puncturing, um,

167
00:09:17,825 --> 00:09:19,562
’cause I’m just
thinking about, um,

168
00:09:19,762 --> 00:09:21,566
like, uh, needles, like, um--

169
00:09:21,699 --> 00:09:23,402
So with the, uh,
truffle explosion,

170
00:09:23,670 --> 00:09:26,409
is that injected
or is that, like, set
when you make the pasta?

171
00:09:26,642 --> 00:09:27,645
Nah, that’s set.

172
00:09:27,778 --> 00:09:29,080
- Oh, okay.
- That one’s set.

173
00:09:29,180 --> 00:09:30,516
Oh, okay. ’Cause it just--
It explodes so much.

174
00:09:30,516 --> 00:09:32,020
- I thought it was maybe--
- Right.

175
00:09:32,020 --> 00:09:33,422
Yeah. Injected.

176
00:09:33,422 --> 00:09:35,794
Now, what’s up with
the restaurant? What’s going on?

177
00:09:35,894 --> 00:09:38,199
- Um, you know,
kicking my ass as usual.
- Yeah.

178
00:09:38,199 --> 00:09:41,739
You know, I’ve been
an adrenaline junkie
my whole life,

179
00:09:41,873 --> 00:09:43,342
but that shit does not
come for free,

180
00:09:43,342 --> 00:09:45,848
and I don’t think I wanna pay
with my sanity anymore.

181
00:09:46,047 --> 00:09:47,818
Yeah. Yeah. No, I hear you.

182
00:09:52,794 --> 00:09:54,097
Final service. Time to rock.

183
00:09:54,097 --> 00:09:55,266
You wanna lead?

184
00:09:56,134 --> 00:09:57,537
No, thanks. I’m retired.

185
00:09:57,537 --> 00:09:59,174
Mind if I take it?

186
00:09:59,742 --> 00:10:01,344
Go get ’em, Chef Jess.

187
00:10:03,315 --> 00:10:05,319
You know, actually,
again, needles.

188
00:10:06,522 --> 00:10:10,363
Hot potato, cold potato,
because that has a needle in it.

189
00:10:10,363 --> 00:10:11,431
- It does, yeah.
- Yeah.

190
00:10:11,431 --> 00:10:12,601
- Well--
- Peel it, Chef.

191
00:10:12,768 --> 00:10:14,471
Yeah. What was
the idea for that?

192
00:10:14,738 --> 00:10:17,076
I mean, as in like, how did
you come up with that plate?

193
00:10:17,176 --> 00:10:18,579
’Cause it’s like
nothing I’ve ever seen.

194
00:10:18,579 --> 00:10:21,218
Yeah. You know what?
I gotta run.

195
00:10:21,586 --> 00:10:22,854
Sure.

196
00:10:29,367 --> 00:10:31,304
Why did I say needles so much?

197
00:10:48,841 --> 00:10:50,042
- Hey.
- Hey.

198
00:10:50,042 --> 00:10:51,344
- Hey, how you doing?
- Yeah, I’m good.

199
00:10:51,478 --> 00:10:52,982
You’re doing good?
I think we’re--

200
00:10:52,982 --> 00:10:54,719
- Yeah, just over here.
- Yeah.

201
00:10:54,885 --> 00:10:57,123
Hey, everybody.
This is Chef Sydney.

202
00:10:57,123 --> 00:10:58,392
- Yeah.
- Hi.

203
00:10:58,392 --> 00:10:59,628
That’s Luca, Syd.

204
00:10:59,628 --> 00:11:00,931
- Hey.
- Hi, Chef. How you doing?

205
00:11:00,931 --> 00:11:02,400
- Will, Syd.
- Doing good. Nice to meet you.

206
00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:03,770
Hi.

207
00:11:06,174 --> 00:11:07,310
Hey, guys.

208
00:11:13,756 --> 00:11:15,326
Twenty-two, go.

209
00:11:15,860 --> 00:11:17,530
Twenty-three, go!

210
00:11:17,731 --> 00:11:19,903
- Twenty-four, go!
- Chef!

211
00:11:20,102 --> 00:11:21,906
Nineteen, walking in four.

212
00:11:21,906 --> 00:11:25,681
- Table 305, hands, please.
- Chef!

213
00:11:25,681 --> 00:11:29,387
It’s one of the first dishes
I got to work on, uh, here,

214
00:11:29,387 --> 00:11:33,029
and, uh, serving it to
all of you is fucking brutal.

215
00:11:33,029 --> 00:11:34,899
So, uh, please be gentle.

216
00:11:34,999 --> 00:11:37,537
Keep your shit-talking
at a low volume. Enjoy.

217
00:11:37,771 --> 00:11:39,107
No smudges.

218
00:11:40,542 --> 00:11:42,948
Next time you get 15 seconds,
press the fucking button.

219
00:11:43,148 --> 00:11:44,785
Sign the agreement, Syd.

220
00:11:49,127 --> 00:11:52,333
[Luca] <i>I remember the first
time I yelled "hands"</i>

221
00:11:52,333 --> 00:11:55,306
<i>on the, like, first dish
that I’d fully made,</i>

222
00:11:55,406 --> 00:11:58,479
<i>and it was simultaneously
the happiest,</i>

223
00:11:58,780 --> 00:12:00,349
<i>most fucking terrifying
moment of my life.</i>

224
00:12:00,349 --> 00:12:02,722
<i>And I was staring at it
from the pass,</i>

225
00:12:02,722 --> 00:12:04,324
<i>all the way through
the dining room,</i>

226
00:12:04,324 --> 00:12:06,295
<i>like, waiting for the ceiling
to collapse or something.</i>

227
00:12:06,295 --> 00:12:07,964
<i>It was horrible.</i>

228
00:12:09,300 --> 00:12:11,405
Do you remember yours?

229
00:12:11,405 --> 00:12:12,675
- My first dish?
- Yeah.

230
00:12:12,908 --> 00:12:13,743
Oh, my gosh.

231
00:12:13,743 --> 00:12:15,079
It was awful.

232
00:12:16,348 --> 00:12:17,852
Wait, the experience
or the dish?

233
00:12:18,085 --> 00:12:19,187
The dish was awful.

234
00:12:20,055 --> 00:12:22,895
I-- ’Cause, like,
now my desserts are so,

235
00:12:23,095 --> 00:12:24,464
like, just scaled back,

236
00:12:24,798 --> 00:12:28,873
and I think this dish
had 12 elements on it.

237
00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:30,878
Mine was corn bread ice cream.

238
00:12:30,878 --> 00:12:32,981
Working for this guy.
Working for this guy.

239
00:12:33,081 --> 00:12:35,621
He ran me through the gamut.
Ran me through the gamut.

240
00:12:35,854 --> 00:12:39,294
How many different ways
can you get ice cream
to taste like corn bread?

241
00:12:39,895 --> 00:12:41,599
Turns out months and months

242
00:12:41,832 --> 00:12:43,101
of different ways.

243
00:12:43,201 --> 00:12:45,039
It’s, like, why I became
obsessed with ice cream.

244
00:12:45,139 --> 00:12:46,910
[Will Guidara]
I never knew that. That’s cool.

245
00:12:47,143 --> 00:12:50,015
[Christina Tosi]
Things you learn when you dine
out with your spouse, right?

246
00:12:50,950 --> 00:12:52,955
Can you not handle this?
Is it too much for you?

247
00:12:52,955 --> 00:12:54,391
- Answer me.
- I can handle it.

248
00:12:54,490 --> 00:12:56,228
-"I can handle it, Chef."
- I can handle it, Chef.

249
00:12:56,361 --> 00:12:57,931
- Why a restaurant?
- Why not a restaurant?

250
00:12:58,031 --> 00:13:00,369
We get a bad review,
I gotta cut the fucking string.

251
00:13:00,369 --> 00:13:05,580
The first dish I made, it was,
like, a soft chocolate ganache.

252
00:13:05,847 --> 00:13:08,251
And I put, like, all these
different, like, dollops on it.

253
00:13:08,351 --> 00:13:10,924
And I showed it to Alex,
and he was just like...

254
00:13:11,357 --> 00:13:12,427
Took a picture,

255
00:13:12,427 --> 00:13:14,130
and he, you know,
uploaded it to Twitter

256
00:13:14,230 --> 00:13:19,240
and he said, "I just seen
the greatest ganache ever."

257
00:13:19,373 --> 00:13:21,746
And it was like,
"Innovation still exists."

258
00:13:21,746 --> 00:13:23,583
And my heart, like, dropped.

259
00:13:23,583 --> 00:13:24,885
Like, I was like, "Oh, man."

260
00:13:25,018 --> 00:13:26,421
Then it was just,
like, that feeling of,

261
00:13:26,421 --> 00:13:28,960
like, creating something new
was just, like, everlasting.

262
00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:31,064
And then having someone
you really respect say...

263
00:13:31,231 --> 00:13:32,366
- [Tosi] Validate it.
- Absolutely.

264
00:13:32,500 --> 00:13:34,137
- ..."Okay, it’s ready to go on."
- Yeah.

265
00:13:34,137 --> 00:13:36,976
- Not just you saying
it’s ready to go on.
- Yeah.

266
00:13:37,076 --> 00:13:38,680
Chef, it’s not ready yet,
you understand?

267
00:13:38,680 --> 00:13:41,986
It becomes our menu.
Like your fingerprint
is on the menu.

268
00:13:41,986 --> 00:13:43,857
- That feeling.
- Yeah.

269
00:13:43,857 --> 00:13:47,898
But, like, the fact that
then he posted it
and gave you credit for it.

270
00:13:48,064 --> 00:13:49,668
That’s not common, man. You’re--

271
00:13:49,902 --> 00:13:54,545
Dare I say, like,
the greatest mistake
is working for a bad boss.

272
00:13:54,545 --> 00:13:59,956
Such that, what it unlocks
in you is the culture that
you choose to create.

273
00:14:00,122 --> 00:14:01,124
This needs to get good
or go away.

274
00:14:01,291 --> 00:14:02,628
This needs to get good
or go away.

275
00:14:02,628 --> 00:14:03,830
<i>You redid everything.</i>

276
00:14:03,996 --> 00:14:05,399
- Syd! Syd!
- So, I was trying to--

277
00:14:05,399 --> 00:14:06,969
Just because you’re in the Napa
doesn’t make this

278
00:14:07,169 --> 00:14:08,539
a not-fuck business, you know?

279
00:14:09,307 --> 00:14:11,378
People say that
I self-sabotage myself

280
00:14:11,378 --> 00:14:14,418
to kind of purposely
put myself in the shits.

281
00:14:15,018 --> 00:14:16,055
But it’s because, like,

282
00:14:16,055 --> 00:14:18,192
I need that fear
to get something done.

283
00:14:18,192 --> 00:14:21,566
I need the fear of a deadline
to, like, light a fire under me.

284
00:14:21,566 --> 00:14:24,772
Has anybody ever left on
the preorder option?

285
00:14:25,539 --> 00:14:28,411
- Fuck.
- Don’t say no like that.

286
00:14:28,546 --> 00:14:29,782
We’re just all sharing stories,

287
00:14:29,782 --> 00:14:31,518
I just wondered,
I was just curious.

288
00:14:31,518 --> 00:14:34,592
I remember one time
I got a haircut
in the middle of service.

289
00:14:34,592 --> 00:14:35,960
And...

290
00:14:37,597 --> 00:14:40,937
- I was-- No, this is--
- That’s crazy.

291
00:14:41,171 --> 00:14:42,440
Yo, this is crazy.

292
00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:44,912
My barber was around the corner
from the restaurant.

293
00:14:44,912 --> 00:14:47,751
- So, I was, like, all right--
- You set up your station
and then left?

294
00:14:48,051 --> 00:14:50,389
So, I set up the section.
I had, like, my number two.

295
00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:53,462
I was like, "Yo,
hold it down. I’ll be back
right before we hit it."

296
00:14:53,462 --> 00:14:55,032
So when I came back,

297
00:14:55,032 --> 00:14:58,439
Wylie was like,
"Where were you?"

298
00:14:58,439 --> 00:15:01,779
And I was like, "Oh, I got
this thing for this magazine."

299
00:15:01,779 --> 00:15:04,785
He was like, "The magazine
is called <i>Dessert Professional.</i>

300
00:15:04,952 --> 00:15:07,056
Was that professional to leave?"

301
00:15:07,724 --> 00:15:09,494
And, but yo, like,
that was crazy.

302
00:15:09,494 --> 00:15:11,799
The greatest lesson you ever
learned from Wylie Dufresne:

303
00:15:12,066 --> 00:15:14,304
Don’t leave in the middle of
service to get a haircut.

304
00:15:14,304 --> 00:15:16,541
It was pre-service.
It wasn’t like--

305
00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:19,682
Mind you, you’re still
sort of making
a little bit of an excuse.

306
00:15:19,682 --> 00:15:23,790
-"It was pre-service.
It was pre-service."
- It was around the corner.

307
00:15:23,790 --> 00:15:25,593
- He wasn’t totally wrong.
- Yeah.

308
00:15:25,593 --> 00:15:27,363
Actually, now that
I think about it,
I don’t think he’s right.

309
00:15:27,496 --> 00:15:29,134
"My number two was
holding it down."

310
00:15:29,367 --> 00:15:31,338
[Chef David]
<i>Do you want to step out for
a second? A little too much?</i>

311
00:15:31,504 --> 00:15:32,708
I think we could
open a restaurant.

312
00:15:32,708 --> 00:15:34,779
- Who’s "we"? "We" who?
- Me and you, Mike.

313
00:15:34,978 --> 00:15:37,216
Hey, guys, why don’t y’all stop?
I’m gonna let Carmy catch up.

314
00:15:37,984 --> 00:15:39,855
We used to do
julienne showdowns,

315
00:15:39,988 --> 00:15:42,159
which I know sounds stupid,
and it was.

316
00:15:42,159 --> 00:15:45,199
And I’m, like, new and I wanna
prove myself, you know?

317
00:15:45,399 --> 00:15:46,636
Earn a bit of respect.

318
00:15:46,735 --> 00:15:49,975
And then second or third cut,
sliced my hand open.

319
00:15:50,142 --> 00:15:52,681
- Shit.
- And they were so nice to me.

320
00:15:52,781 --> 00:15:55,452
Like, it was so embarrassing,
but they were so cool.

321
00:16:00,462 --> 00:16:01,398
Just keep going.

322
00:16:01,565 --> 00:16:03,368
It was someone from
front of house,

323
00:16:03,368 --> 00:16:05,272
and I’ll never forget,
she taped me up

324
00:16:05,272 --> 00:16:08,913
and, like, sent me back
out there, ’cause this was
right before service.

325
00:16:08,913 --> 00:16:10,917
And it weirdly
gave me confidence.

326
00:16:11,084 --> 00:16:17,463
It weirdly made me feel like
I’ve kind of earned my place
there a little bit.

327
00:16:17,463 --> 00:16:19,200
Or something
close to confidence.

328
00:16:19,200 --> 00:16:20,870
Well, I feel like there’s
also this sense of, like,

329
00:16:21,137 --> 00:16:24,143
everybody knows you can handle
your shit a little bit now.

330
00:16:24,277 --> 00:16:26,381
Like, you’re not
gonna back down.

331
00:16:26,381 --> 00:16:28,118
- Right.
- Like, you’re in it.

332
00:16:28,118 --> 00:16:32,126
I was just, like,
immediately obsessed with
the controlled chaos.

333
00:16:32,293 --> 00:16:33,830
Like, the orchestrated frenzy.

334
00:16:34,096 --> 00:16:38,305
The idea that literally every
single one of life’s experiences

335
00:16:38,305 --> 00:16:41,210
can be happening simultaneously
within the same four walls.

336
00:16:41,210 --> 00:16:45,219
And then you get to, like,
be the conductor of it all.

337
00:16:45,352 --> 00:16:47,523
Like, when I was 12,
my dad had me write down,

338
00:16:47,624 --> 00:16:49,527
like, my life’s goals,
which is a little intense.

339
00:16:49,527 --> 00:16:52,333
But I wanted to open
a restaurant in New York City,
because I was like,

340
00:16:52,466 --> 00:16:54,236
"I wanna throw a party
every single night

341
00:16:54,236 --> 00:16:55,774
- for the rest of my life."
- Wow.

342
00:16:55,774 --> 00:16:57,409
This is why you’re alone.
You can’t handle this.

343
00:16:57,409 --> 00:17:01,350
I think you’re so special
and so wonderful.

344
00:17:01,350 --> 00:17:03,557
- You are not tough.
You are bullshit.
- I love you.

345
00:17:03,557 --> 00:17:05,660
<i>- I love you.
I’m really proud of you.
- You are talentless.</i>

346
00:17:05,660 --> 00:17:08,465
- You’ve really thought
about this, huh?
<i>- I really love you.</i>

347
00:17:08,666 --> 00:17:10,571
- Take fucking hands.
- Hands!

348
00:17:10,571 --> 00:17:14,443
I think why I wanted to
be a chef as-- Like,
when I was in middle school,

349
00:17:14,443 --> 00:17:16,849
I was in this, like,
home economics course,

350
00:17:16,849 --> 00:17:19,054
and I made, like, a dessert.

351
00:17:19,220 --> 00:17:21,491
And, like,
when I served everyone,

352
00:17:21,592 --> 00:17:24,531
just the feeling of how
they connected to the food,

353
00:17:24,531 --> 00:17:26,101
it felt just,
like, super magical.

354
00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:28,906
Like, no one in the classroom
knew who I was,

355
00:17:28,906 --> 00:17:31,646
but they were, like, connected
to me through the food.

356
00:17:31,646 --> 00:17:35,219
And that was, like, okay,
I think I wanna do this
for the rest of my life.

357
00:17:35,352 --> 00:17:38,125
Like, you know, like,
that felt, like, okay.

358
00:17:38,258 --> 00:17:40,831
- Yeah.
- [Rosio Sanchez]
I just love food.

359
00:17:41,130 --> 00:17:44,738
It was always about making
something with my hands,

360
00:17:44,738 --> 00:17:48,846
making something amazing
that I’m proud of and having
somebody else enjoy it

361
00:17:50,082 --> 00:17:52,420
in a fleeting moment.
Like music.

362
00:17:52,420 --> 00:17:55,960
Your dessert with a Negroni
ice cream on it at Sanchez.

363
00:17:56,227 --> 00:17:58,065
It’s like one of
the best things I’ve ever eaten.

364
00:17:58,065 --> 00:18:00,469
I feel like an impostor
because I feel like

365
00:18:00,570 --> 00:18:03,643
I don’t like cooking
as much as everybody else does.

366
00:18:03,643 --> 00:18:08,719
Um, I knew that I always wanted
to make things for people.

367
00:18:08,719 --> 00:18:13,930
And then, growing up,
you know, my parents were
never in a good place,

368
00:18:14,163 --> 00:18:18,807
but I always knew that I could
make something so specific
that would m--

369
00:18:18,807 --> 00:18:20,577
bring them joy, you know?

370
00:18:20,710 --> 00:18:22,580
And that was the thing
that I got addicted to,

371
00:18:22,580 --> 00:18:26,889
and I think that I seek approval
out of people every single day.

372
00:18:26,889 --> 00:18:28,491
And... yeah.

373
00:18:28,491 --> 00:18:32,099
At Elske, we run the food
to everyone who comes and eats,

374
00:18:32,099 --> 00:18:36,676
and that has added this,
like, additional layer
of something I love.

375
00:18:36,809 --> 00:18:38,679
It just means so much
to these people.

376
00:18:38,813 --> 00:18:41,653
And for them to
become regulars or--

377
00:18:41,653 --> 00:18:44,724
I don’t know, it just brings
this other layer to cooking.

378
00:18:44,724 --> 00:18:45,727
I love it, so.

379
00:18:45,727 --> 00:18:48,131
- There’s nobility in this.
- Yeah.

380
00:18:48,298 --> 00:18:52,540
We get to help people celebrate
some of the most important
moments of their lives.

381
00:18:52,540 --> 00:18:55,613
<i>We can give them the grace,
if only for a few hours,</i>

382
00:18:55,613 --> 00:18:57,651
<i>to forget about
their most difficult moments.</i>

383
00:18:57,651 --> 00:19:00,389
<i>Like, we can make
the world a nicer place.</i>

384
00:19:00,590 --> 00:19:01,926
<i>All of us in this room.</i>

385
00:19:01,926 --> 00:19:04,330
<i>We have this opportunity,
perhaps even a responsibility,</i>

386
00:19:04,430 --> 00:19:06,869
<i>to create our own
little magical worlds</i>

387
00:19:06,869 --> 00:19:10,978
in a world that is increasingly
in need of a little more magic.

388
00:19:10,978 --> 00:19:14,083
And every time I find myself,
like, about ready to burn out,

389
00:19:14,350 --> 00:19:18,827
I reconnect with the fact that
that is the business we’re in.

390
00:19:18,827 --> 00:19:21,566
- Ten, 36.
Don’t fuck with my count.
- Fire. Eight, 13, 36.

391
00:19:21,566 --> 00:19:23,936
<i>- Three, 52, 14.
- Eight, 13, 29. Sorry, Chef.</i>

392
00:19:23,936 --> 00:19:26,876
<i>- If you serve a broken
sauce, are you broken?</i>
- Fuck!

393
00:19:27,009 --> 00:19:28,546
I’ve definitely met
thousands of people

394
00:19:28,646 --> 00:19:30,248
who definitely do not
love restaurants.

395
00:19:30,348 --> 00:19:31,986
- Well, they would love ours.
- Yeah? Why is that?

396
00:19:31,986 --> 00:19:33,723
Because it would be ours.

397
00:19:33,723 --> 00:19:35,526
- Sometimes you just
have to give up.
<i>- You should be fucking dead.</i>

398
00:19:35,526 --> 00:19:37,029
<i>- Say, "Yes, Chef." Say it.
- Yes, Chef.</i>

399
00:19:37,329 --> 00:19:38,800
<i>Go faster, motherfucker.
Can you go any faster?</i>

400
00:19:38,933 --> 00:19:40,570
<i>Why are you so
fucking slow? Why?</i>

401
00:19:40,570 --> 00:19:42,372
- Why are you fucking with me?
- Are you shaking?

402
00:19:42,372 --> 00:19:43,876
<i>You’re a failure.
Your brother hates you.</i>

403
00:19:44,009 --> 00:19:45,412
<i>Why do you keep trying?
Fuck off.</i>

404
00:19:45,580 --> 00:19:47,249
What will we call this place?

405
00:19:50,656 --> 00:19:53,495
Sorry, I forgot my spoon.
I went to use my watch.
[chuckles]

406
00:19:53,495 --> 00:19:55,600
Using my Rolex. Um...

407
00:19:59,207 --> 00:20:00,810
Uh, this will be quick.

408
00:20:00,910 --> 00:20:04,083
I just wanted to thank you all
for being here.

409
00:20:04,383 --> 00:20:07,791
Um, and it’s so lovely
to see you all again. Um...

410
00:20:09,193 --> 00:20:14,237
Uh... you’ve all played
a beautiful part in keeping
this particular plate spinning,

411
00:20:14,403 --> 00:20:16,642
for which I am
eternally grateful.

412
00:20:17,276 --> 00:20:18,546
I never thought I’d be here.

413
00:20:18,546 --> 00:20:20,448
Not in my wildest dreams.

414
00:20:21,652 --> 00:20:23,355
I was thinking the other night,

415
00:20:23,355 --> 00:20:25,693
when I first started
cooking professionally,

416
00:20:25,693 --> 00:20:30,235
uh, it was--
I was a garde-manger
in a brasserie in London.

417
00:20:30,435 --> 00:20:34,410
And it was an open kitchen,
so I could see all of
the customers coming in

418
00:20:34,510 --> 00:20:37,516
and, rather terrifyingly,
they could also see me.

419
00:20:37,516 --> 00:20:41,291
Uh... But I was there
for seven years all in.

420
00:20:41,291 --> 00:20:42,994
I worked my way up to CDC.

421
00:20:42,994 --> 00:20:47,771
And over that time, something
rather beautiful happened. Um...

422
00:20:47,771 --> 00:20:51,679
I would see the regulars
come in with their kids
and their teenagers

423
00:20:51,679 --> 00:20:55,920
and, uh, I would watch
those kids become teenagers.

424
00:20:55,920 --> 00:20:59,962
I would watch those teenagers
become grown-ups.

425
00:21:00,496 --> 00:21:02,066
And I saw families grow.

426
00:21:02,332 --> 00:21:04,771
You know, families,
people got married,
people had kids,

427
00:21:04,771 --> 00:21:08,580
and I got to know them all,
and I got to celebrate
with them.

428
00:21:08,679 --> 00:21:12,721
And, um, people often talk
about restaurants.

429
00:21:12,854 --> 00:21:16,427
As in, you know,
what’s the history of it?

430
00:21:16,562 --> 00:21:18,064
What’s the impact it’s making?

431
00:21:18,632 --> 00:21:19,668
Uh, who--

432
00:21:19,834 --> 00:21:21,538
Who has worked there previously?

433
00:21:21,638 --> 00:21:24,945
What awards have they won?
What about the, quote, "chef"?

434
00:21:25,547 --> 00:21:27,482
And I think what I’ve learned

435
00:21:27,584 --> 00:21:30,624
over the years, uh,
in all the places I’ve worked,

436
00:21:30,756 --> 00:21:34,030
is, uh, people don’t
remember the food.

437
00:21:34,397 --> 00:21:35,767
Sorry. [chuckles]

438
00:21:35,866 --> 00:21:38,706
It’s-- It’s the people
that they remember.

439
00:21:39,139 --> 00:21:41,011
And so I just wanted to say

440
00:21:41,143 --> 00:21:43,081
I’m so grateful that
you’re all here.

441
00:21:43,549 --> 00:21:46,555
And, um-- And thank you.

442
00:21:46,989 --> 00:21:48,125
- Thank you.
- Hear! Hear!

443
00:21:48,391 --> 00:21:49,995
[applause]

444
00:21:49,995 --> 00:21:51,530
Thank you very much.

445
00:21:56,507 --> 00:21:58,244
Three going to 21.

446
00:21:58,478 --> 00:22:00,182
Pick up order 19.

447
00:22:00,382 --> 00:22:02,419
Twenty-four walking in five.

448
00:22:02,553 --> 00:22:04,090
Let’s pick it up.
Every second counts.

449
00:22:04,090 --> 00:22:05,793
Chef!

450
00:22:07,162 --> 00:22:09,133
Hey, Jess.
Can I ask you something?

451
00:22:09,400 --> 00:22:10,369
Shoot.

452
00:22:10,636 --> 00:22:11,738
Hey...

453
00:22:13,943 --> 00:22:15,178
Is there a secret?

454
00:22:15,713 --> 00:22:16,882
Secret to what?

455
00:22:17,516 --> 00:22:18,553
You know, like,

456
00:22:18,786 --> 00:22:20,055
staying all pumped.

457
00:22:20,055 --> 00:22:22,159
Pumped like inspired?

458
00:22:22,995 --> 00:22:24,496
Yeah. Inspired.

459
00:22:25,031 --> 00:22:26,500
I mean, I wish.

460
00:22:28,071 --> 00:22:29,206
So there’s not?

461
00:22:29,841 --> 00:22:30,844
There’s not not,

462
00:22:30,844 --> 00:22:32,580
there’s just not,
like, a secret.

463
00:22:34,049 --> 00:22:37,022
So, how you do it?

464
00:22:37,724 --> 00:22:39,527
I think I surround myself

465
00:22:39,527 --> 00:22:41,464
with people better than myself.

466
00:22:41,464 --> 00:22:43,468
What about when
you’re not at work?

467
00:22:43,669 --> 00:22:45,038
I didn’t mean at work.

468
00:22:47,509 --> 00:22:50,015
- Well, maybe that’s
the secret then.
- Right.

469
00:22:50,015 --> 00:22:51,585
Don’t tell anybody.

470
00:22:53,989 --> 00:22:55,125
[Jessica] Hands.

471
00:23:05,746 --> 00:23:06,716
Yeah.

472
00:23:07,283 --> 00:23:08,853
That’s a blast from the past.

473
00:23:09,219 --> 00:23:10,823
Did you work on this?

474
00:23:11,558 --> 00:23:13,528
I think Carmy and I shucked

475
00:23:13,528 --> 00:23:15,600
probably ten million
of these peas...

476
00:23:15,733 --> 00:23:19,039
[chuckles] ...day in,
day out like robots.

477
00:23:19,039 --> 00:23:21,477
- Shell-shucking robots.
- [Luca] Mmm.

478
00:23:22,179 --> 00:23:23,615
It’s the deadliest kind.

479
00:23:25,018 --> 00:23:26,789
Kinda like a trauma dish then.

480
00:23:27,824 --> 00:23:30,328
Yeah. It’s a, uh--
It’s a big-time trauma dish.

481
00:23:31,330 --> 00:23:34,303
The messed-up thing is
I currently make
a dessert version.

482
00:23:34,303 --> 00:23:36,274
- Really?
- Yeah.

483
00:23:36,507 --> 00:23:37,777
Sweet pea panna cotta.

484
00:23:38,746 --> 00:23:41,852
[Sydney] You kinda repurposed
your trauma then, I guess.

485
00:23:41,852 --> 00:23:44,824
- [Luca]
That’s all we can do, right?
- [Sydney chuckles]

486
00:23:47,396 --> 00:23:48,967
Carm. You all right, mate?

487
00:23:48,967 --> 00:23:50,068
Hmm.

488
00:23:50,636 --> 00:23:51,672
[Luca] You’re staring.

489
00:23:51,672 --> 00:23:53,876
Yeah, like,
really staring, actually.

490
00:23:53,876 --> 00:23:54,811
What?

491
00:23:55,011 --> 00:23:56,347
Who are you staring at?

492
00:23:57,115 --> 00:23:59,120
Just a fucking
asshole over there.

493
00:23:59,219 --> 00:24:00,824
- Which one?
- It’s the dude in the corner.

494
00:24:00,824 --> 00:24:02,694
Just don’t--
don’t look right now.

495
00:24:03,494 --> 00:24:04,330
[Luca] David Fields.

496
00:24:04,530 --> 00:24:05,633
[Sydney] Oh, shit. From Empire.

497
00:24:05,766 --> 00:24:07,369
- Yeah. He’s a dickhead.
- [Carmy] Yeah.

498
00:24:07,603 --> 00:24:10,074
He’s the fucking worst and one
of the best chefs in the world.

499
00:24:10,175 --> 00:24:12,547
Well, he used to be one of
the best chefs in the world.

500
00:24:12,814 --> 00:24:13,982
Total prick.

501
00:24:14,951 --> 00:24:16,054
Fuckface.

502
00:24:16,688 --> 00:24:18,258
The bastard made me very,

503
00:24:18,258 --> 00:24:20,429
probably, mentally ill.

504
00:24:20,429 --> 00:24:22,800
Dead inside. Cold.
Never turns it off.

505
00:24:23,468 --> 00:24:24,738
Accomplishes more by 10 a.m.

506
00:24:24,904 --> 00:24:26,608
than most people
do in a lifetime.

507
00:24:27,711 --> 00:24:29,147
I don’t think he sleeps.

508
00:24:29,581 --> 00:24:30,650
I don’t think he eats.

509
00:24:30,650 --> 00:24:32,086
I don’t think he loves.

510
00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:33,756
He hates black pepper

511
00:24:33,889 --> 00:24:35,392
for some reason
I’ll never understand.

512
00:24:35,392 --> 00:24:37,898
And he is getting up.

513
00:24:37,898 --> 00:24:40,535
- Carm. Carmy.
- Carm. Carmen.

514
00:24:46,046 --> 00:24:48,084
Do we think that’s
gonna end well?

515
00:24:48,619 --> 00:24:49,822
- Probably not.
- Yeah, no.

516
00:24:49,822 --> 00:24:51,290
- I’m betting no.
- Yeah.

517
00:24:57,436 --> 00:24:58,872
Chef.

518
00:24:59,339 --> 00:25:00,508
- Chef.
- Hi.

519
00:25:00,709 --> 00:25:03,081
How you doing, Bergazzo?

520
00:25:03,549 --> 00:25:04,918
[chuckles]

521
00:25:10,228 --> 00:25:14,069
I always wondered
what I would say to you
if I got to see you again.

522
00:25:17,342 --> 00:25:19,046
Okay. Let’s have it.

523
00:25:21,083 --> 00:25:23,822
After "fuck you,"
I don’t-- I don’t have much.

524
00:25:25,860 --> 00:25:27,129
Fuck me?

525
00:25:27,864 --> 00:25:29,366
Yeah, that’s right.

526
00:25:31,170 --> 00:25:32,306
For anything in particular?

527
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,278
No, just generally being you,
I think. Yeah.

528
00:25:39,253 --> 00:25:40,355
Got it.

529
00:25:41,123 --> 00:25:42,693
Well, this has been nice.

530
00:25:44,497 --> 00:25:46,066
Still have these, huh?

531
00:25:49,641 --> 00:25:51,277
I think about you too much.

532
00:25:55,954 --> 00:25:57,623
I don’t think about you.

533
00:26:00,261 --> 00:26:02,132
Why are you such
a fucking asshole?

534
00:26:03,635 --> 00:26:04,571
How am I an asshole?

535
00:26:04,771 --> 00:26:06,241
Do you have half an hour?

536
00:26:06,241 --> 00:26:07,677
You’re welcome.

537
00:26:08,411 --> 00:26:10,883
I’m welcome? For-For-For what?

538
00:26:11,785 --> 00:26:14,289
You were an okay chef
when you started with me,

539
00:26:14,857 --> 00:26:16,795
and you left an excellent chef.

540
00:26:16,995 --> 00:26:18,364
So you’re welcome.

541
00:26:22,807 --> 00:26:27,817
You gave me ulcers,
and panic attacks,
and-and nightmares. You--

542
00:26:29,353 --> 00:26:32,259
You know that, right?
Do you-- Do you understand that?

543
00:26:33,462 --> 00:26:36,500
Yeah, I gave you confidence,
and leadership, and ability.

544
00:26:36,935 --> 00:26:38,371
It fucking worked.

545
00:26:39,908 --> 00:26:41,277
I’m, like-- I’m-I’m-I’m--

546
00:26:41,410 --> 00:26:43,515
I’m fucking stunned
right now. I--

547
00:26:43,649 --> 00:26:46,655
Dude, you need to
unclutch your pearls.

548
00:26:55,105 --> 00:26:57,978
- My life stopped.
- That’s the point, right?

549
00:26:58,277 --> 00:26:59,614
That’s the point?

550
00:26:59,814 --> 00:27:00,983
You wanted to be great.

551
00:27:01,183 --> 00:27:02,486
You wanted to be excellent.

552
00:27:02,486 --> 00:27:04,123
So you got rid of
all the bullshit,

553
00:27:04,123 --> 00:27:08,732
and you concentrated, and you
got focused, and you got great.

554
00:27:08,966 --> 00:27:10,201
You got excellent.

555
00:27:12,372 --> 00:27:13,474
It worked.

556
00:27:14,243 --> 00:27:15,378
You’re here.

557
00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:17,249
Look at all this.

558
00:27:22,627 --> 00:27:23,963
I’m gonna go piss now.

559
00:27:24,731 --> 00:27:26,569
♪<i>♪ And I want all the days ♪</i>

560
00:27:26,735 --> 00:27:29,039
♪<i>♪ And I want all of them now ♪</i>

561
00:27:31,945 --> 00:27:34,049
♪<i>♪ I want you here by my side ♪</i>

562
00:27:34,049 --> 00:27:36,054
♪<i>♪ And then I don’t wanna ♪</i>

563
00:27:36,054 --> 00:27:38,124
♪<i>♪ And only you can
Let me have... ♪</i>

564
00:27:38,124 --> 00:27:39,326
Fuck.

565
00:27:39,326 --> 00:27:41,765
♪<i>♪ ...Just one more day
Oh yeah ♪</i>

566
00:27:44,738 --> 00:27:48,879
♪<i>♪ I want you here by my side
And then I don’t wanna ♪</i>

567
00:27:49,413 --> 00:27:50,650
♪<i>♪ And only you can ♪</i>

568
00:27:50,849 --> 00:27:51,886
♪<i>♪ Let me have ♪</i>

569
00:27:51,886 --> 00:27:54,858
♪<i>♪ Just one more day, oh yeah ♪</i>

570
00:27:54,858 --> 00:27:56,595
♪<i>♪ Come on! No! ♪</i>

571
00:27:57,830 --> 00:28:01,738
♪<i>♪ I got to, got to get me
One more day, baby ♪</i>

572
00:28:05,044 --> 00:28:06,013
[song ends]

573
00:28:10,121 --> 00:28:11,223
[sniffles]

574
00:28:23,849 --> 00:28:26,253
inute?

575
00:28:26,955 --> 00:28:28,859
- A few months, yeah.
- Oh, wow.

576
00:28:28,992 --> 00:28:30,997
Yeah, my sister’s here
and, uh...

577
00:28:31,163 --> 00:28:32,466
Yeah, it’s been a while, so.

578
00:28:32,466 --> 00:28:33,836
- Mmm...
- Um...

579
00:28:33,836 --> 00:28:35,673
- What about you?
Do you have siblings?
- No.

580
00:28:35,806 --> 00:28:38,679
- Oh. Wow. An only.
- Oh, yes. Yes, indeed.

581
00:28:39,146 --> 00:28:40,382
Was that, uh--

582
00:28:40,382 --> 00:28:41,483
Was that hard ever?

583
00:28:42,018 --> 00:28:43,088
No.

584
00:28:43,822 --> 00:28:46,026
- Really?
- I got all the attention.

585
00:28:46,527 --> 00:28:47,897
Oh, I see. Okay.

586
00:28:48,064 --> 00:28:49,735
- I get that. Yeah, nice.
- Yeah.

587
00:28:49,735 --> 00:28:54,309
But doesn’t that also mean you
also get all the bad stuff too?

588
00:28:54,309 --> 00:28:57,550
Honestly, no.

589
00:28:57,550 --> 00:28:58,919
- Wow.
- Sorry. Yeah.

590
00:28:58,919 --> 00:29:00,923
- Wow, that’s great.
- Yeah.

591
00:29:02,793 --> 00:29:04,229
Yeah, of course. It kind of--

592
00:29:04,931 --> 00:29:06,534
I guess it proves

593
00:29:06,534 --> 00:29:07,971
it doesn’t have to be brutal,

594
00:29:07,971 --> 00:29:09,775
it can be, like, more, uh...

595
00:29:09,941 --> 00:29:12,647
- Oof. Like, normal?
- Normal.

596
00:29:12,647 --> 00:29:14,551
- Yeah. More mellow. Yeah.
- [chuckles]

597
00:29:14,551 --> 00:29:15,853
- Sure.
- It sounds nice.

598
00:29:16,086 --> 00:29:17,890
Yeah. Um...

599
00:29:18,057 --> 00:29:20,395
Did you like having a sibling?

600
00:29:22,165 --> 00:29:24,336
Yeah. Yeah. I mean, um...

601
00:29:26,306 --> 00:29:30,348
For us, it was nice
to look over at someone

602
00:29:30,348 --> 00:29:34,924
who’s going through the exact
same situation you are,

603
00:29:35,024 --> 00:29:37,564
you know, so that
when something feels crazy,

604
00:29:37,564 --> 00:29:40,134
you feel less crazy,

605
00:29:40,869 --> 00:29:42,339
- if that makes sense.
- Hmm.

606
00:29:43,609 --> 00:29:48,686
But also, like, if things
were good, then you kinda
had, like, proof,

607
00:29:48,885 --> 00:29:51,023
like you knew it was good.

608
00:29:51,190 --> 00:29:53,562
Right. Good. Yeah. Yeah, right.

609
00:29:56,634 --> 00:29:58,003
Are you close?

610
00:29:58,304 --> 00:29:59,439
Yeah.

611
00:29:59,539 --> 00:30:02,647
Kind of best friends
and kind of lost touch, so.

612
00:30:02,647 --> 00:30:04,550
- It’s nice to reconnect.
- Yeah.

613
00:30:05,485 --> 00:30:09,160
Yeah, especially when it
literally is like a best friend

614
00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:11,665
that you saw
every day of your life

615
00:30:11,665 --> 00:30:16,908
and you kinda went through
this sort of battle together.

616
00:30:17,409 --> 00:30:18,344
Um...

617
00:30:19,413 --> 00:30:22,018
Yeah. Do you have anybody
like that in your life?

618
00:30:24,022 --> 00:30:25,291
Maybe my dad.

619
00:30:25,826 --> 00:30:27,462
Your dad. Apart from your dad?

620
00:30:29,099 --> 00:30:31,939
Hey, Syd. Oh, hey, Lucas.

621
00:30:31,939 --> 00:30:34,543
You still doing
the cooking thing?

622
00:30:34,543 --> 00:30:38,017
Chef Adam, still, uh, getting
your fingerprints on everything?

623
00:30:38,250 --> 00:30:39,654
Oh, a smudge joke.

624
00:30:39,654 --> 00:30:42,359
That-- No one’s made one
of those. Thank you so much.

625
00:30:42,359 --> 00:30:45,331
Sydney, could I, uh,
borrow you for a second?

626
00:30:45,331 --> 00:30:46,568
Yeah, sure.

627
00:30:50,142 --> 00:30:51,611
- Love you.
- Love you too.

628
00:30:55,619 --> 00:30:57,389
- All right, hi.
- Hey, Adam. What’s up?

629
00:30:57,389 --> 00:30:59,192
Hi. Um...

630
00:31:00,428 --> 00:31:03,101
- You get a chance to
talk to Carmy yet?
- [stammers] No, not-not yet.

631
00:31:03,300 --> 00:31:05,138
Okay. All right. Cool.

632
00:31:05,338 --> 00:31:06,775
I mean, let me know, you know,

633
00:31:06,775 --> 00:31:08,478
- if I need to start looking--
- Yeah.

634
00:31:08,478 --> 00:31:10,014
No, no, I-- I get it.

635
00:31:10,348 --> 00:31:12,052
I would if--

636
00:31:12,185 --> 00:31:14,089
- You know. Yeah.
- Yeah. Okay. Okay, cool.

637
00:31:14,489 --> 00:31:16,327
Um... I just know, um...

638
00:31:16,460 --> 00:31:18,699
- Yeah, this is
a big change for you.
- Yes.

639
00:31:18,699 --> 00:31:20,803
I wasn’t sure if you had
spoken to him yet, so.

640
00:31:21,036 --> 00:31:24,310
No, I just-- You know, I haven’t
found the right time, I think.

641
00:31:24,509 --> 00:31:27,515
- Just...
- And there never is.

642
00:31:28,117 --> 00:31:29,219
- No.
- Yeah.

643
00:31:29,219 --> 00:31:30,355
Yeah.

644
00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:33,862
- And you’re still
interested, right?
- Yes.

645
00:31:34,095 --> 00:31:35,398
Okay, good.

646
00:31:35,398 --> 00:31:37,102
’Cause I sort of want
to start making this thing...

647
00:31:37,268 --> 00:31:38,371
- [stammers] Absolutely.
- ...real.

648
00:31:38,504 --> 00:31:41,077
- Yeah. I-- I get it.
- Okay. Yeah. Um...

649
00:31:41,210 --> 00:31:43,114
- Starting to look at spaces.
- Oh, wow.

650
00:31:43,114 --> 00:31:44,617
Yeah, it’s getting exciting.

651
00:31:44,617 --> 00:31:47,891
Uh, yeah, I bet. It’s--
Of course. It’s sick.

652
00:31:48,057 --> 00:31:49,560
- It’s huge. Um...
- Yeah.

653
00:31:50,194 --> 00:31:51,396
- All right, good.
- Yeah.

654
00:31:59,079 --> 00:32:00,950
- Yeah. Just let me know.
Just-- Okay.
- Okay. Yeah, of course.

655
00:32:01,183 --> 00:32:03,588
- Great. All right.
Let’s get out of here.
- Yes. Yeah. Okay.

656
00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:06,326
- I’m right behind you.
Yeah. Thanks.
- All right. Thank you, Chef.

657
00:32:06,493 --> 00:32:09,734
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it ♪</i>

658
00:32:09,734 --> 00:32:13,241
♪<i>♪ Yes, I love it ♪</i>

659
00:32:13,241 --> 00:32:18,117
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it so ♪</i>

660
00:32:20,221 --> 00:32:23,327
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it ♪</i>

661
00:32:23,527 --> 00:32:27,069
♪<i>♪ Yes, I love it ♪</i>

662
00:32:27,235 --> 00:32:31,543
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it so ♪</i>

663
00:32:34,149 --> 00:32:37,222
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it ♪</i>

664
00:32:37,422 --> 00:32:39,828
♪<i>♪ Yes, I love it ♪</i>

665
00:32:39,828 --> 00:32:41,263
Hey, old friend.

666
00:32:41,631 --> 00:32:43,033
Hi, Chef.

667
00:32:43,033 --> 00:32:44,436
Finally had enough, have you?

668
00:32:44,536 --> 00:32:47,977
No, no, no, no,
it’s-- it’s wonderful.

669
00:32:48,143 --> 00:32:49,580
I mean, I just wanted some air.

670
00:32:49,580 --> 00:32:51,450
- Yeah, me too.
- Yeah.

671
00:32:53,087 --> 00:32:54,590
Oh, you finally quit?

672
00:32:54,590 --> 00:32:56,227
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

673
00:32:56,227 --> 00:32:58,063
- How about you?
- Oh. I’ve just started.

674
00:32:58,197 --> 00:33:01,738
- Oh. Seems reasonable.
- I thought so. [chuckles]

675
00:33:08,517 --> 00:33:10,656
- It’s quiet.
- Yeah, it’s beautiful.

676
00:33:11,423 --> 00:33:13,161
On late nights here,
I used to come out

677
00:33:13,294 --> 00:33:15,732
and watch, uh,
the construction of that.

678
00:33:15,732 --> 00:33:19,039
I watched that whole building
being built in its entirety.

679
00:33:19,039 --> 00:33:20,175
- Really?
- Yeah.

680
00:33:20,374 --> 00:33:21,711
It’s like real life Jenga.

681
00:33:22,378 --> 00:33:23,715
- Stressful.
- Yeah.

682
00:33:23,715 --> 00:33:26,186
Oh, to see them set up
the crane, I was like, "Fuck!"

683
00:33:26,286 --> 00:33:29,492
- Yeah. No, it’s totally insane.
- Bonkers.

684
00:33:33,835 --> 00:33:35,171
Chef, I, um...

685
00:33:37,475 --> 00:33:41,450
I don’t think I ever
got to tell you just how much
I learned in this place.

686
00:33:41,851 --> 00:33:43,320
How much did you learn?

687
00:33:44,123 --> 00:33:45,491
It’s a lot.

688
00:33:46,828 --> 00:33:47,830
Thank you.

689
00:33:47,830 --> 00:33:49,667
Well, I learned plenty myself.

690
00:33:49,667 --> 00:33:50,703
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

691
00:33:50,703 --> 00:33:52,139
I learned that
I want to sleep in more.

692
00:33:52,338 --> 00:33:53,340
[chuckling] Uh-huh.

693
00:33:53,474 --> 00:33:54,778
- I want to go to London more.
- Hmm.

694
00:33:54,877 --> 00:33:57,783
I want to go to a party.
And I want to meet people.

695
00:33:58,517 --> 00:33:59,486
Hmm.

696
00:34:00,488 --> 00:34:02,458
- Live.
- Precisely.

697
00:34:03,327 --> 00:34:05,131
That’s why you’re closing?

698
00:34:05,799 --> 00:34:07,803
Yeah. Yes, sir.

699
00:34:10,977 --> 00:34:13,081
But, you know, I got to do
all the things I wanted to do

700
00:34:13,081 --> 00:34:16,387
the way I wanted to do them
with the people I wanted
to do them with.

701
00:34:16,486 --> 00:34:19,526
So, can’t ask for
more than that, really.

702
00:34:20,896 --> 00:34:23,267
- Uh, heard.
- Hmm.

703
00:34:24,169 --> 00:34:25,706
And now you’re starting.

704
00:34:26,741 --> 00:34:28,177
Yeah. Um...

705
00:34:29,346 --> 00:34:30,916
It feels like I’ve been
starting forever.

706
00:34:30,916 --> 00:34:32,352
Yeah, the finish line
keeps moving.

707
00:34:32,352 --> 00:34:34,657
- Yeah, that happens, doesn’t it?
- Yeah.

708
00:34:35,625 --> 00:34:37,630
But I’ve heard
your restaurant is wonderful.

709
00:34:37,763 --> 00:34:40,736
- Oh.
- Congratulations. Truly, Carmen.

710
00:34:40,736 --> 00:34:42,005
Thank you.

711
00:34:42,505 --> 00:34:43,541
That’s very nice.

712
00:34:43,541 --> 00:34:44,711
Yeah.

713
00:34:45,679 --> 00:34:48,518
Yeah. No, it’s-- it’s a miracle
these places exist.

714
00:34:48,886 --> 00:34:50,454
Preach. [chuckles]

715
00:34:54,930 --> 00:34:56,133
Can I ask you something?

716
00:34:56,133 --> 00:34:57,569
Yeah, of course.

717
00:35:00,743 --> 00:35:04,717
What would you tell yourself,
you know, when--

718
00:35:05,484 --> 00:35:06,788
when you were where I am?

719
00:35:07,556 --> 00:35:09,860
- I know. I know. I know.
- Oh... [chuckles]

720
00:35:11,363 --> 00:35:13,400
Oh, that’s a toughie.

721
00:35:14,036 --> 00:35:15,004
Uh...

722
00:35:15,839 --> 00:35:18,510
I don’t think there’s any
right thing to say

723
00:35:18,712 --> 00:35:20,081
that will make any difference.

724
00:35:21,249 --> 00:35:25,157
Uh, I think I’d tell myself
that you have no idea
what you’re doing,

725
00:35:25,324 --> 00:35:27,328
and therefore,
you’re invincible.

726
00:35:29,967 --> 00:35:30,902
Hmm.

727
00:35:32,706 --> 00:35:34,509
Can I ask you something, Carmen?

728
00:35:35,244 --> 00:35:36,213
Shoot.

729
00:35:36,313 --> 00:35:38,084
- Next time we see each other...
- Yeah?

730
00:35:38,084 --> 00:35:39,854
...will you call me Andrea?

731
00:35:41,791 --> 00:35:42,860
Yes, Chef.

732
00:35:42,860 --> 00:35:45,297
Thank you. [chuckles]

733
00:35:49,406 --> 00:35:52,546
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it ♪</i>

734
00:35:52,713 --> 00:35:56,320
♪<i>♪ Yes, I love it ♪</i>

735
00:35:56,320 --> 00:36:00,896
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it so ♪</i>

736
00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:06,540
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it ♪</i>

737
00:36:06,707 --> 00:36:10,115
♪<i>♪ Yes, I love it ♪</i>

738
00:36:10,115 --> 00:36:14,590
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it so ♪</i>

739
00:36:16,894 --> 00:36:20,301
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it ♪</i>

740
00:36:20,501 --> 00:36:23,942
♪<i>♪ Yes, I love it ♪</i>

741
00:36:23,942 --> 00:36:28,417
♪<i>♪ Oh, I love it so ♪</i>

742
00:36:30,789 --> 00:36:31,958
Awfully quiet.

743
00:36:38,537 --> 00:36:39,539
[Terry] Oh...

744
00:36:40,576 --> 00:36:42,679
- Chef.
- Thank you, Chef.

745
00:36:56,406 --> 00:36:58,544
Come on, let’s get
the fuck out of here.

746
00:37:17,716 --> 00:37:22,292
♪<i>♪ This bed is on fire
With passionate love ♪</i>

747
00:37:22,525 --> 00:37:23,695
Oh, my God!

748
00:37:23,795 --> 00:37:25,064
♪<i>♪ The neighbors
Complain about ♪</i>

749
00:37:25,064 --> 00:37:26,500
♪<i>♪ The noises above ♪</i>

750
00:37:26,667 --> 00:37:27,970
♪<i>♪ But she only comes ♪</i>

751
00:37:28,070 --> 00:37:31,543
- ♪<i>♪ When she’s on top ♪</i>
- [exclaiming]

752
00:37:34,683 --> 00:37:35,752
Hi!

753
00:37:37,757 --> 00:37:40,763
♪<i>♪ She said you’re like
A disease ♪</i>

754
00:37:40,929 --> 00:37:42,331
♪<i>♪ Without any cure ♪</i>

755
00:37:42,465 --> 00:37:44,036
♪<i>♪ She said I’m so obsessed ♪</i>

756
00:37:44,036 --> 00:37:47,777
♪<i>♪ That I’m becoming a bore
Oh no ♪</i>

757
00:37:48,845 --> 00:37:55,357
♪<i>♪ Ah, you think
You’re so pretty ♪</i>

758
00:38:02,940 --> 00:38:05,044
- It’s really bad.
- How bad?

759
00:38:05,512 --> 00:38:07,381
- Ugh.
- Ooh!

760
00:38:07,549 --> 00:38:09,519
Andrea Terry is in my freezer,

761
00:38:09,519 --> 00:38:11,423
and all I have
are waffles and pizza.

762
00:38:11,423 --> 00:38:14,128
This is amazing.
Andrea Terry loves this shit.

763
00:38:14,128 --> 00:38:17,001
- And look,
we can put this on top.
- [Sydney gasps]

764
00:38:18,403 --> 00:38:19,472
- Boo!
- Is that a move?

765
00:38:19,640 --> 00:38:22,546
- Let’s play for $500.
- No!

766
00:38:23,715 --> 00:38:26,153
Eggo waffles, Chef!

767
00:38:26,153 --> 00:38:27,522
- What the fuck is that?
- [laughs]

768
00:38:27,522 --> 00:38:29,492
It just goes into your cuff.

769
00:38:30,461 --> 00:38:33,066
- Service, bitches!
- [cheering]

770
00:38:40,615 --> 00:38:44,255
♪<i>♪ Moved out of the house
So you moved next door ♪</i>

771
00:38:44,522 --> 00:38:48,699
♪<i>♪ I locked you out
You cut a hole in the wall ♪</i>

772
00:38:48,798 --> 00:38:50,602
♪<i>♪ I found you sleeping
Next to me ♪</i>

773
00:38:50,769 --> 00:38:52,472
♪<i>♪ I thought I was alone ♪</i>

774
00:38:52,472 --> 00:38:57,048
♪<i>♪ You’re driving me crazy
When are you coming home? ♪</i>

775
00:38:57,048 --> 00:39:02,391
[teakettle whistling]

776
00:39:11,076 --> 00:39:13,548
[whistling continues]

777
00:39:13,748 --> 00:39:17,489
♪<i>♪ Pretty ♪</i>

778
00:39:17,723 --> 00:39:19,861
♪<i>♪ Pretty ♪</i>

779
00:39:19,861 --> 00:39:24,570
[whooping]

780
00:39:24,670 --> 00:39:28,210
Um... Can you take this?
I’m gonna-- Thank you.

781
00:39:28,210 --> 00:39:31,182
I’m gonna grab something
outside. I’ll, uh...

782
00:39:54,462 --> 00:39:57,335
[partygoers shouting]

783
00:39:57,335 --> 00:39:59,707
[music continues]

784
00:40:42,358 --> 00:40:43,661
[phone buzzes]

785
00:41:06,406 --> 00:41:08,110
Motherfucker.

786
00:41:22,773 --> 00:41:25,178
♪<i>♪ Disarm you with a smile ♪</i>

787
00:41:26,146 --> 00:41:30,021
♪<i>♪ And cut you
Like you want me to ♪</i>

788
00:41:30,021 --> 00:41:32,760
♪<i>♪ Cut that little child ♪</i>

789
00:41:33,728 --> 00:41:38,470
♪<i>♪ Inside of me
And such a part of you ♪</i>

790
00:41:38,638 --> 00:41:42,211
♪<i>♪ Ooh, the years burn ♪</i>

791
00:41:45,985 --> 00:41:49,860
♪<i>♪ Ooh, the years burn ♪</i>

792
00:41:50,327 --> 00:41:55,973
♪<i>♪ Burn ♪</i>

793
00:41:56,807 --> 00:42:00,949
♪<i>♪ I used to be a little boy ♪</i>

794
00:42:01,116 --> 00:42:04,456
♪<i>♪ So old in my shoes ♪</i>

795
00:42:04,590 --> 00:42:08,063
♪<i>♪ What I choose is my voice ♪</i>

796
00:42:08,063 --> 00:42:11,536
♪<i>♪ What’s a boy
Supposed to do? ♪</i>

797
00:42:11,536 --> 00:42:17,582
♪<i>♪ The killer in me
Is the killer in you, my love ♪</i>

798
00:42:18,985 --> 00:42:22,793
♪<i>♪ I send this smile
Over to you ♪</i>

799
00:42:22,793 --> 00:42:26,400
♪<i>♪ The killer in me is
The killer in you ♪</i>

800
00:42:26,700 --> 00:42:30,207
♪<i>♪ I send this smile
Over to you ♪</i>

801
00:42:30,207 --> 00:42:33,882
♪<i>♪ The killer in me is
The killer in you ♪</i>

802
00:42:33,981 --> 00:42:37,556
♪<i>♪ I send this smile
Over to you ♪</i>

803
00:42:37,823 --> 00:42:41,163
♪<i>♪ The killer in me is
The killer in you ♪</i>

804
00:42:41,262 --> 00:42:45,404
♪<i>♪ I send this smile
Over to you ♪</i>


