1 00:00:01,169 --> 00:00:03,003 CLAIRE: Previously, on The Good Doctor... 2 00:00:03,037 --> 00:00:05,906 FEMALE VOICE: Message received from Mom. (BEEP) 3 00:00:05,939 --> 00:00:07,775 BREEZE: Hey, baby. I got your text. 4 00:00:07,808 --> 00:00:10,311 We're gonna celebrate. I'll see you soon. 5 00:00:10,344 --> 00:00:12,480 I'm so proud of you, baby! 6 00:00:12,513 --> 00:00:13,847 ** 7 00:00:14,648 --> 00:00:17,285 Here are flowers and chocolates. 8 00:00:17,318 --> 00:00:19,620 Are you asking me out? Yes. 9 00:00:19,653 --> 00:00:20,821 I would love to. 10 00:00:20,854 --> 00:00:22,022 (GASPS) 11 00:00:23,857 --> 00:00:26,860 ** 12 00:00:44,645 --> 00:00:47,248 Will we be doing this during all the commercials? 13 00:00:48,716 --> 00:00:50,351 It's possible. 14 00:00:51,485 --> 00:00:52,686 Hmm. 15 00:01:04,532 --> 00:01:06,066 (REMOTE CLICKS) 16 00:01:06,100 --> 00:01:08,136 DR. ANDREWS: Patient came in through the celebrity track. 17 00:01:08,169 --> 00:01:10,171 He was admitted through an entrance by the loading dock. 18 00:01:10,204 --> 00:01:12,039 You're not to mention his name even to your colleagues. 19 00:01:12,072 --> 00:01:13,174 What is his name? 20 00:01:13,207 --> 00:01:14,375 Mitchell Stewart. 21 00:01:14,408 --> 00:01:17,211 The conspiracy theorist? That's a celebrity now? 22 00:01:17,245 --> 00:01:19,513 A guy who thinks 9/11 was an inside job? 23 00:01:19,547 --> 00:01:20,681 He's an ass. 24 00:01:20,714 --> 00:01:22,550 He's an ass who needs liver surgery. 25 00:01:24,552 --> 00:01:26,354 Whoa, whoa. Hold it right there. 26 00:01:26,387 --> 00:01:28,389 Uhp! It's okay, Dex. They're on the list. 27 00:01:29,290 --> 00:01:32,860 Drs. Murphy, Park, Andrews. 28 00:01:32,893 --> 00:01:34,061 Mitchell Stewart. 29 00:01:34,094 --> 00:01:35,763 I don't blindly turn over my well-being, 30 00:01:35,796 --> 00:01:37,365 or anything else, to those in authority, 31 00:01:37,398 --> 00:01:39,367 so I ran background checks on all of you. 32 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:41,101 (DOOR OPENS) 33 00:01:41,135 --> 00:01:43,271 Including Nurse Villanueva. 34 00:01:43,304 --> 00:01:46,774 Nurse Villanueva is not a person in authority. 35 00:01:46,807 --> 00:01:49,377 People can be gotten to, bribed, threatened. 36 00:01:49,410 --> 00:01:50,878 And don't bother trying to hook up that IV 37 00:01:50,911 --> 00:01:52,613 until I know what you want to pump into me. 38 00:01:52,646 --> 00:01:55,283 They're normal IV fluids, Mr. Stewart. Please. 39 00:01:55,316 --> 00:01:57,117 I'm sure you consider whatever you give me 40 00:01:57,151 --> 00:01:59,119 to be normal medical treatment, but we all know 41 00:01:59,153 --> 00:02:01,622 that doctors are pushers in the pay of the drug companies. 42 00:02:01,655 --> 00:02:04,258 The bag contains an isotonic crystalloid 43 00:02:04,292 --> 00:02:08,729 composed of 0.9% sodium chloride dissolved in sterile water. 44 00:02:08,762 --> 00:02:11,131 Also, given that we will soon be 45 00:02:11,165 --> 00:02:12,900 drugging you into unconsciousness 46 00:02:12,933 --> 00:02:14,868 and cutting into your body, 47 00:02:14,902 --> 00:02:16,604 don't you have to trust us a little? 48 00:02:18,972 --> 00:02:20,741 You must be the autistic guy. 49 00:02:20,774 --> 00:02:22,576 Good. No bull. 50 00:02:22,610 --> 00:02:24,144 Probably doesn't know what bull is. 51 00:02:24,178 --> 00:02:26,714 Bet your parents got one of those combination vaccinations. 52 00:02:26,747 --> 00:02:31,285 Not connected, because science does not support an autism link. 53 00:02:32,152 --> 00:02:33,287 Yeah, that's what they told you. 54 00:02:33,321 --> 00:02:36,190 Mr. Stewart, suppose we focus on what we'll be doing 55 00:02:36,224 --> 00:02:39,227 to halt the liver damage caused by your genetic condition. 56 00:02:39,260 --> 00:02:40,628 Idiopathic portal hypertension can cause... 57 00:02:40,661 --> 00:02:43,397 My liver is damaged, but that's not the cause. 58 00:02:43,431 --> 00:02:44,598 I've been poisoned. 59 00:02:44,632 --> 00:02:46,967 ** 60 00:02:51,305 --> 00:02:53,374 (THEME MUSIC PLAYING) 61 00:03:01,649 --> 00:03:04,252 His internist heard the same theory. 62 00:03:04,285 --> 00:03:06,320 Tox screen came back negative. 63 00:03:06,354 --> 00:03:08,822 And KCNN3 genetic testing confirmed the cause 64 00:03:08,856 --> 00:03:10,991 of his idiopathic portal hypertension. 65 00:03:11,024 --> 00:03:13,193 He inherited it from his mother. 66 00:03:13,227 --> 00:03:14,628 Worth running that tox screen again? 67 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:17,698 The guy has a web show where he claims 68 00:03:17,731 --> 00:03:20,668 the parents of children who died in school shootings are "crisis actors." 69 00:03:20,701 --> 00:03:22,169 He's earned some enemies. 70 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:23,604 Once we start doubting the tests, 71 00:03:23,637 --> 00:03:24,805 then you can't trust anything 72 00:03:24,838 --> 00:03:26,340 and there's no point in anything. 73 00:03:26,374 --> 00:03:28,376 We know our patient needs liver shunt surgery. 74 00:03:28,409 --> 00:03:29,843 We're doing the surgery. 75 00:03:29,877 --> 00:03:30,944 DR. REZNICK: You were late. 76 00:03:30,978 --> 00:03:32,613 Your mom keeping you up? 77 00:03:32,646 --> 00:03:35,015 Singing at night again? 78 00:03:35,048 --> 00:03:36,384 No. 79 00:03:36,417 --> 00:03:37,418 She's been quiet. 80 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:42,055 Ms. Barstow, I'm Dr. Browne. 81 00:03:42,089 --> 00:03:43,291 This is Dr. Reznick. 82 00:03:43,324 --> 00:03:44,358 What seems to be the trouble? 83 00:03:44,392 --> 00:03:46,327 Nothing much, really. 84 00:03:46,360 --> 00:03:48,862 I feel silly for coming here, but Jonas insisted. 85 00:03:48,896 --> 00:03:50,298 Because you aren't getting any better. 86 00:03:50,331 --> 00:03:52,466 Lily likes to downplay her problems. 87 00:03:52,500 --> 00:03:54,502 She's the rock, and I'm the wimp. 88 00:03:54,535 --> 00:03:56,404 Ah, fuss, fuss, fuss. 89 00:03:56,437 --> 00:03:59,072 I've just been a little off food for a few days. 90 00:03:59,106 --> 00:04:00,374 You also have a fever. 91 00:04:00,408 --> 00:04:01,775 Most likely, it's an infection. 92 00:04:05,879 --> 00:04:07,481 (ALARM BEEPING) 93 00:04:07,515 --> 00:04:09,182 Oh, my God! Lily! (LILY COUGHS) 94 00:04:09,216 --> 00:04:11,084 Sir, please step back. Lay back for me. 95 00:04:11,118 --> 00:04:12,420 We're gonna do an ultrasound. 96 00:04:12,453 --> 00:04:13,887 (ALARM CONTINUES) 97 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:16,123 ** 98 00:04:17,725 --> 00:04:20,561 Her pulse is up. Blood pressure's up, too. 99 00:04:20,594 --> 00:04:22,029 Uh... 100 00:04:23,397 --> 00:04:24,532 Her appendix is ruptured. 101 00:04:26,233 --> 00:04:27,568 Oh, my God. 102 00:04:27,601 --> 00:04:29,303 Page anesthesia stat! We're taking her to the O.R. 103 00:04:31,271 --> 00:04:32,440 DR. PARK: We need pre-op lab results. 104 00:04:32,473 --> 00:04:33,941 Patient name? 105 00:04:33,974 --> 00:04:36,209 Oh, we can't tell you. 106 00:04:38,946 --> 00:04:41,449 Celebrity track. You'll find the results under the ID number. 107 00:04:43,784 --> 00:04:46,286 Politics, arts, business? 108 00:04:47,220 --> 00:04:48,556 Is it the President? 109 00:04:48,589 --> 00:04:50,057 I'll give you a hint. 110 00:04:50,090 --> 00:04:51,291 He's less popular. 111 00:04:51,325 --> 00:04:52,593 (CHUCKLES) 112 00:04:53,994 --> 00:04:55,729 ** 113 00:04:58,332 --> 00:04:59,733 Well, that's disappointing. 114 00:05:07,641 --> 00:05:09,076 (DOOR OPENS) 115 00:05:10,478 --> 00:05:12,546 DR. MELENDEZ: Once we get this cleaned up, we need to figure out 116 00:05:12,580 --> 00:05:14,615 why her brain isn't getting the right distress signals. 117 00:05:14,648 --> 00:05:16,249 How should we go about that, Dr. Browne? 118 00:05:17,184 --> 00:05:19,252 ** 119 00:05:23,657 --> 00:05:26,760 DR. REZNICK: We do an fMRI. Stimulate her and see how her brain reacts. 120 00:05:26,794 --> 00:05:29,430 Sorry. You asked Claire, but I have lunch plans. 121 00:05:37,538 --> 00:05:39,473 I have a question. 122 00:05:39,507 --> 00:05:41,141 Well, hopefully, it's a quick one. 123 00:05:41,174 --> 00:05:43,477 I've cleared my schedule for the rest of the day. 124 00:05:43,511 --> 00:05:46,146 Debbie and I are going to City Hall 125 00:05:46,179 --> 00:05:47,381 to get married. 126 00:05:53,821 --> 00:05:55,423 Not gonna make a big fuss out of it. 127 00:05:55,456 --> 00:05:58,959 You know, get dressed up, turn it into a big event. 128 00:05:58,992 --> 00:06:02,696 After all, we are not kids anymore. 129 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,636 This is where you say "Congratulations." 130 00:06:10,303 --> 00:06:11,338 Congratulations. 131 00:06:11,371 --> 00:06:12,372 Thank you. 132 00:06:13,674 --> 00:06:15,643 Do you and Debbie hold hands? 133 00:06:15,676 --> 00:06:16,844 Yeah. Why? 134 00:06:16,877 --> 00:06:18,311 Is that what Carly wants to do? 135 00:06:18,345 --> 00:06:19,480 Yes. 136 00:06:19,513 --> 00:06:21,649 She tried twice. 137 00:06:21,682 --> 00:06:23,817 Have you tried to explain why it's difficult for you? 138 00:06:23,851 --> 00:06:24,952 No. 139 00:06:24,985 --> 00:06:27,254 Well, I... I'd start with that. 140 00:06:28,321 --> 00:06:31,892 How can this be important? 141 00:06:31,925 --> 00:06:33,961 It's a little thing. 142 00:06:33,994 --> 00:06:37,465 Carly and I are compatible on so many big things, 143 00:06:37,498 --> 00:06:39,366 children, geographic preferences, 144 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:41,201 work priorities, the use of headphones, 145 00:06:41,234 --> 00:06:43,070 potential color schemes for our home... 146 00:06:43,103 --> 00:06:44,304 You have a checklist? 147 00:06:44,337 --> 00:06:45,606 Yes. 148 00:06:47,174 --> 00:06:49,409 Carly and I are still learning about each other. 149 00:06:49,443 --> 00:06:50,678 It's not like you and Debbie. 150 00:06:51,411 --> 00:06:53,013 You already know these things, 151 00:06:53,046 --> 00:06:54,682 or you wouldn't be getting married. 152 00:06:54,715 --> 00:06:57,417 ** 153 00:06:57,451 --> 00:07:00,488 (MACHINE WHIRRING) 154 00:07:00,521 --> 00:07:01,689 (KNOB CLICKING) 155 00:07:02,389 --> 00:07:03,557 Four? 156 00:07:05,859 --> 00:07:07,027 (KNOB CLICKING) Five? 157 00:07:08,562 --> 00:07:10,330 I'm feeling some pain. 158 00:07:10,363 --> 00:07:11,665 (CLICK) We can stop. 159 00:07:11,699 --> 00:07:13,133 We're not getting anything. 160 00:07:14,535 --> 00:07:16,369 She's fine. We need feedback. 161 00:07:22,810 --> 00:07:24,044 (KNOB CLICKING) Eight. 162 00:07:25,312 --> 00:07:26,980 (KNOB CLICKING) Nine. 163 00:07:28,381 --> 00:07:30,017 Claire, she's not feeling pain. 164 00:07:30,050 --> 00:07:32,119 The only activity is in the parietal. 165 00:07:32,152 --> 00:07:35,689 Nothing in the limbic, nothing in the anterior cingulate cortex. 166 00:07:35,723 --> 00:07:36,790 She's feeling touch. 167 00:07:36,824 --> 00:07:38,592 But why did she just say... My guess? 168 00:07:38,626 --> 00:07:41,128 Because she's never felt pain. 169 00:07:42,329 --> 00:07:43,964 She doesn't know what it is. 170 00:07:43,997 --> 00:07:46,667 ** 171 00:07:52,005 --> 00:07:54,608 (SNORING LIGHTLY) 172 00:07:54,642 --> 00:07:57,210 Sleep apnea. 173 00:07:57,244 --> 00:07:59,547 What? 174 00:07:59,580 --> 00:08:02,916 That poor guy over there, I think he's got sleep apnea. 175 00:08:02,950 --> 00:08:05,285 Maybe he's just tired. 176 00:08:05,318 --> 00:08:09,623 It's... It's one of the most important days of his life, and he can't stay awake. 177 00:08:09,657 --> 00:08:12,125 Maybe you could... You could tell him that there are treatments. 178 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:13,894 Me? 179 00:08:13,927 --> 00:08:15,963 Otherwise, he's gonna keep his wife awake snoring 180 00:08:15,996 --> 00:08:17,397 for the rest of his life. 181 00:08:17,430 --> 00:08:18,832 It's gonna destroy their marriage. 182 00:08:18,866 --> 00:08:19,933 (SCOFFS) 183 00:08:19,967 --> 00:08:21,902 You seem very sure about that. 184 00:08:21,935 --> 00:08:23,236 (CHUCKLES) 185 00:08:23,270 --> 00:08:26,139 There's literally no greater torture 186 00:08:26,173 --> 00:08:28,008 than not getting a good night's sleep. 187 00:08:29,109 --> 00:08:30,844 All right, first of all, I don't think you mean 188 00:08:30,878 --> 00:08:32,479 literally no greater torture. 189 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:34,114 Oh, no. It's true. 190 00:08:35,282 --> 00:08:37,117 Once when I was in the Merchant Marine... 191 00:08:37,150 --> 00:08:38,351 Merchant Marines? 192 00:08:38,385 --> 00:08:40,788 It's... It's "Marine." No "S." 193 00:08:40,821 --> 00:08:42,522 You were in the Merchant Marines? Mm-hmm. 194 00:08:42,556 --> 00:08:44,958 And we were stationed off the Azores, 195 00:08:44,992 --> 00:08:47,628 and every night, we were driven crazy 196 00:08:47,661 --> 00:08:51,198 by these loud, just, like, strangled sounds. 197 00:08:51,231 --> 00:08:54,034 Turns out it was just a bunch of cagarro birds. 198 00:08:55,969 --> 00:08:58,471 (CHUCKLING) We were literally hearing the sound 199 00:08:58,505 --> 00:09:00,741 of Daffy Duck drowning. 200 00:09:03,744 --> 00:09:04,812 (SIGHS) 201 00:09:04,845 --> 00:09:06,213 'Course, that was nothing 202 00:09:06,246 --> 00:09:09,683 compared to what happened in Valparaiso. 203 00:09:09,717 --> 00:09:11,418 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 204 00:09:11,451 --> 00:09:12,452 Are you okay? 205 00:09:14,722 --> 00:09:16,724 Sorry. (CLEARS THROAT) 206 00:09:16,757 --> 00:09:19,226 It's just, I... I'm not feeling so good. 207 00:09:19,259 --> 00:09:20,694 You're not feeling well? 208 00:09:20,728 --> 00:09:22,029 (SIGHS) 209 00:09:22,062 --> 00:09:23,096 I can't do this. 210 00:09:24,297 --> 00:09:25,398 What? 211 00:09:27,034 --> 00:09:28,401 Is that it? 212 00:09:28,435 --> 00:09:29,502 Are we finished? 213 00:09:29,536 --> 00:09:31,805 Yeah, we're gonna get you out. 214 00:09:31,839 --> 00:09:33,741 Uh, just a couple more questions. 215 00:09:35,876 --> 00:09:39,880 Your mother died age 66 of a heart attack. 216 00:09:39,913 --> 00:09:41,281 Were you there when that happened? 217 00:09:43,016 --> 00:09:45,719 Yes. I called the ambulance. 218 00:09:45,753 --> 00:09:47,187 She died while we were waiting. 219 00:09:47,220 --> 00:09:48,255 (CLICK) 220 00:09:48,288 --> 00:09:49,757 Check the anterior cingulate cortex. 221 00:09:52,259 --> 00:09:55,362 Physical pain and emotional pain are processed 222 00:09:55,395 --> 00:09:56,429 through the same areas. 223 00:09:56,463 --> 00:09:57,530 (MOUSE CLICKS) 224 00:09:57,564 --> 00:09:59,032 (COMPUTER BEEPS) Nothing. 225 00:09:59,066 --> 00:10:01,534 But we don't know how she feels about her mother. 226 00:10:01,568 --> 00:10:03,470 It's your mother. When she goes, there is a vacuum. 227 00:10:05,105 --> 00:10:06,206 (CLICK) 228 00:10:06,239 --> 00:10:08,075 What about your husband? 229 00:10:08,108 --> 00:10:10,577 Has he had any problems lately? 230 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:12,946 He had a cancer scare about a year ago. 231 00:10:12,980 --> 00:10:14,281 (CLICK) 232 00:10:14,314 --> 00:10:17,550 Slight activity here, but it's pretty weak. 233 00:10:17,584 --> 00:10:19,119 You want to argue that she doesn't like 234 00:10:19,152 --> 00:10:20,453 her mother and her husband? 235 00:10:22,622 --> 00:10:23,657 (SIGHS) 236 00:10:24,157 --> 00:10:25,926 Wow. Sh... 237 00:10:25,959 --> 00:10:28,061 She's like... A superhero. 238 00:10:28,095 --> 00:10:29,797 Nothing can really hurt her. 239 00:10:29,830 --> 00:10:31,799 ** 240 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:35,302 (WHIRRING) 241 00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:42,409 (WHIRRING STOPS) 242 00:10:44,277 --> 00:10:45,679 Is everything okay? 243 00:10:46,680 --> 00:10:48,481 Your right hand is red. 244 00:10:49,249 --> 00:10:50,317 Starting to swell. 245 00:10:52,152 --> 00:10:53,253 What does that mean? 246 00:10:53,887 --> 00:10:54,955 Infection. 247 00:10:58,658 --> 00:11:01,294 Hello. Your surgery went well. 248 00:11:01,328 --> 00:11:03,430 If there are no delayed complications, 249 00:11:03,463 --> 00:11:05,432 you should be discharged in a few days. 250 00:11:05,465 --> 00:11:06,499 Hey! 251 00:11:08,301 --> 00:11:10,303 That's great, but what about the big picture? 252 00:11:10,337 --> 00:11:12,372 Once I'm out of here, I'll go back to being poisoned. 253 00:11:13,473 --> 00:11:16,910 You make many statements that have been proven wrong. 254 00:11:16,944 --> 00:11:18,211 Do you really believe them? 255 00:11:20,613 --> 00:11:23,951 You want to untangle what's real and what's for show? 256 00:11:23,984 --> 00:11:25,552 Now you're talking. 257 00:11:27,454 --> 00:11:28,688 Okay. 258 00:11:34,494 --> 00:11:37,697 Do you think vaccination damage is being covered up? 259 00:11:37,731 --> 00:11:39,933 Yes. 260 00:11:39,967 --> 00:11:45,005 Do you think the parents of children killed in school shootings 261 00:11:45,038 --> 00:11:46,573 are "crisis actors"? 262 00:11:47,707 --> 00:11:50,310 I can't answer for individuals, but I do believe 263 00:11:50,343 --> 00:11:53,313 there's a force in this country that wants to scam our people 264 00:11:53,346 --> 00:11:54,748 into laying down their arms. 265 00:11:57,384 --> 00:12:01,188 But I no longer think there's a pedo-slave-ring 266 00:12:01,221 --> 00:12:03,190 in a basement under that pizza joint. 267 00:12:03,223 --> 00:12:05,926 That was a wrong call. 268 00:12:05,959 --> 00:12:08,328 What did you do when you realized you'd made an error? 269 00:12:08,929 --> 00:12:10,030 Nothing. 270 00:12:10,063 --> 00:12:12,132 No apologies, no admissions. 271 00:12:12,165 --> 00:12:14,301 The second you say you were wrong, 272 00:12:14,334 --> 00:12:16,904 they'll make it seem like everything you know is wrong. 273 00:12:16,937 --> 00:12:18,538 You can't give them that ammunition. 274 00:12:19,472 --> 00:12:23,944 Then you're not really offering the truth. 275 00:12:23,977 --> 00:12:26,646 Maybe if people saw you admit you were wrong, 276 00:12:26,679 --> 00:12:27,948 maybe they'd believe you more. 277 00:12:29,049 --> 00:12:31,852 No. There is no middle ground. 278 00:12:31,885 --> 00:12:33,720 Compromise is a scam. 279 00:12:34,754 --> 00:12:37,524 When only one side can get what it wants, 280 00:12:38,859 --> 00:12:40,393 make sure it's yours. 281 00:12:40,427 --> 00:12:42,729 ** 282 00:12:47,734 --> 00:12:50,203 We have to surgically remove all infected tissue. 283 00:12:50,237 --> 00:12:52,039 Immediately. Stop it from spreading. 284 00:12:52,072 --> 00:12:54,541 We discovered that Lily can't feel pain, 285 00:12:54,574 --> 00:12:56,609 which is why the appendicitis went untreated, 286 00:12:56,643 --> 00:12:58,378 causing a widespread infection. 287 00:12:58,411 --> 00:13:01,281 I can't feel pain? That makes no sense. 288 00:13:01,314 --> 00:13:03,083 Whatever stimulation your nerves receive, 289 00:13:03,116 --> 00:13:04,885 your brain doesn't acknowledge it as pain. 290 00:13:04,918 --> 00:13:06,253 No, I feel pain. 291 00:13:06,286 --> 00:13:07,487 Do you? Because I'm pinching you. 292 00:13:08,055 --> 00:13:09,256 I feel it. 293 00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:11,859 But you didn't jump or react. You felt it as a touch. 294 00:13:11,892 --> 00:13:14,061 Physical or emotional pain, it doesn't matter. 295 00:13:14,627 --> 00:13:16,096 ** 296 00:13:16,129 --> 00:13:17,597 DR. MELENDEZ: Okay, let's go. O.R. 2. 297 00:13:21,434 --> 00:13:23,670 Stop hiding. 298 00:13:25,906 --> 00:13:27,540 I'm not hiding. I'm thinking. 299 00:13:27,574 --> 00:13:29,642 Well, I've done my thinking, and what I've come up with is, 300 00:13:29,676 --> 00:13:34,114 I deserve a better explanation than "I can't do this." 301 00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:37,450 Because that was humiliating. 302 00:13:43,056 --> 00:13:44,457 I'm sorry. 303 00:13:46,026 --> 00:13:47,260 You're sorry? 304 00:13:47,294 --> 00:13:48,561 What does that mean? 305 00:13:48,595 --> 00:13:50,663 Are we going back tomorrow? 306 00:13:50,697 --> 00:13:52,132 Never? What? 307 00:13:52,165 --> 00:13:53,633 (SIGHS) 308 00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:56,436 You are the one that proposed to me. 309 00:13:56,469 --> 00:13:58,138 You're the one that told me 310 00:13:58,171 --> 00:14:00,473 how happy our being together makes you. 311 00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:03,010 It makes me happy. It does. 312 00:14:03,043 --> 00:14:06,013 But (SCOFFS) when I proposed to you, 313 00:14:06,046 --> 00:14:08,781 y-you even said, "I don't know you." 314 00:14:08,815 --> 00:14:11,051 Is... Is that what this is about? Because I was... 315 00:14:12,219 --> 00:14:14,187 Because I was in the Merchant Marine? 316 00:14:14,221 --> 00:14:16,123 I mean, yes, okay, I... I... I... 317 00:14:16,156 --> 00:14:19,692 It makes me wonder what else I don't know about you. 318 00:14:19,726 --> 00:14:21,995 But more importantly, it makes me realize 319 00:14:22,029 --> 00:14:23,863 you don't know anything about me. 320 00:14:23,897 --> 00:14:25,665 I am really annoying. 321 00:14:25,698 --> 00:14:27,434 I'm easily irritable. 322 00:14:27,467 --> 00:14:29,602 Like when people use the word "literally" 323 00:14:29,636 --> 00:14:31,071 about things that aren't literal. 324 00:14:31,104 --> 00:14:32,906 I am impossible to live with. 325 00:14:32,940 --> 00:14:34,074 Maybe literally. 326 00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:37,844 That's been made very clear to me in the past. 327 00:14:39,346 --> 00:14:41,248 (SIGHS) 328 00:14:41,281 --> 00:14:43,816 I don't want to go two years and get divorced. 329 00:14:46,219 --> 00:14:47,554 (VOICE BREAKING) Divorcing you would hurt. 330 00:14:49,356 --> 00:14:51,524 ** 331 00:14:52,525 --> 00:14:53,660 Thank you. 332 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,864 But that's a bunch of crap. 333 00:14:57,897 --> 00:14:59,266 You know that, right? 334 00:14:59,299 --> 00:15:02,169 We have different personal styles. 335 00:15:02,202 --> 00:15:05,372 You like to examine things from every angle, 336 00:15:05,405 --> 00:15:07,574 and I... I like to take a leap 337 00:15:07,607 --> 00:15:09,276 into the dark every now and then. 338 00:15:10,277 --> 00:15:12,812 (CHUCKLES LIGHTLY) 339 00:15:12,845 --> 00:15:13,880 You're right. 340 00:15:15,348 --> 00:15:17,084 I am not a leaper. 341 00:15:19,486 --> 00:15:21,354 I am a toe-dipper. 342 00:15:21,388 --> 00:15:22,889 (SIGHS) 343 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:25,258 Takes me two hours to get into the ocean even when it's warm. 344 00:15:26,426 --> 00:15:28,128 ** 345 00:15:30,030 --> 00:15:31,564 (SIGHS) 346 00:15:36,069 --> 00:15:38,038 I know that you're good for me. 347 00:15:39,539 --> 00:15:42,042 And I know that I'm good for you, Aaron. 348 00:15:43,376 --> 00:15:44,744 Since meeting me, 349 00:15:44,777 --> 00:15:47,014 you've jumped ship from a comfortable career 350 00:15:47,047 --> 00:15:49,416 because you decided that you were missing something. 351 00:15:49,449 --> 00:15:50,583 And... 352 00:15:52,285 --> 00:15:55,588 (CHUCKLING) You asked a complete stranger 353 00:15:55,622 --> 00:15:56,789 to marry you. 354 00:15:58,725 --> 00:15:59,959 Who knows what's next? 355 00:16:01,161 --> 00:16:03,063 I guess you'll have to keep thinking. 356 00:16:15,142 --> 00:16:17,177 (MONITORS BEEPING) 357 00:16:18,245 --> 00:16:20,147 DR. MELENDEZ: Dr. Browne, widen the debridement. 358 00:16:20,180 --> 00:16:22,949 CLAIRE: Extending the incisions proximally. 359 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:24,717 DR. REZNICK: Her husband thought she was a rock. 360 00:16:24,751 --> 00:16:27,920 Turns out she's a rock because nothing matters to her. 361 00:16:27,954 --> 00:16:29,789 You're making assumptions. 362 00:16:29,822 --> 00:16:32,325 We were monitoring her reaction to pain. 363 00:16:32,359 --> 00:16:33,860 Love wasn't part of the test. 364 00:16:34,361 --> 00:16:35,662 You care, you hurt. 365 00:16:35,695 --> 00:16:37,330 Maybe not Lily. 366 00:16:37,364 --> 00:16:40,833 She married this man. She stayed with him for years. 367 00:16:40,867 --> 00:16:44,437 Maybe for her, love can exist without the pain of loss. 368 00:16:46,139 --> 00:16:47,307 That would be paradise. 369 00:16:51,511 --> 00:16:54,447 There is way more necrotic tissue here than I expected. 370 00:16:56,949 --> 00:16:58,017 She's gonna lose the hand. 371 00:16:58,051 --> 00:17:00,853 ** 372 00:17:04,824 --> 00:17:06,659 Well, if anyone can handle bad news... 373 00:17:14,767 --> 00:17:16,569 Are you going to take my hand? 374 00:17:17,337 --> 00:17:18,738 Not right now, no. 375 00:17:21,541 --> 00:17:23,710 I don't like to hold hands. 376 00:17:26,346 --> 00:17:30,683 Either we hold hands or we don't. 377 00:17:30,717 --> 00:17:33,986 There's no compromise. 378 00:17:34,020 --> 00:17:36,189 Only one of us can get what they want. 379 00:17:36,223 --> 00:17:37,557 I guess that's true... 380 00:17:37,590 --> 00:17:39,192 It should be me. 381 00:17:39,226 --> 00:17:42,562 Holding hands makes me uncomfortable. 382 00:17:42,595 --> 00:17:45,232 Not holding hands doesn't make you uncomfortable. 383 00:17:59,246 --> 00:18:02,715 That show we watched the other night, 384 00:18:02,749 --> 00:18:04,151 it had a happy ending. 385 00:18:05,718 --> 00:18:08,388 Because they stopped the story in a good place. 386 00:18:09,456 --> 00:18:10,890 But in real life, 387 00:18:11,791 --> 00:18:14,026 it's gonna get dark and cold out there. 388 00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:18,097 All we have... 389 00:18:18,131 --> 00:18:19,232 Is this. 390 00:18:20,700 --> 00:18:24,070 This says we're in it together, 391 00:18:24,103 --> 00:18:25,738 we've got each other's back, 392 00:18:27,874 --> 00:18:30,443 that we'll hold each other up for as long as we can. 393 00:18:31,077 --> 00:18:33,045 ** 394 00:18:33,079 --> 00:18:37,884 I can say all those things verbally. 395 00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:39,586 You could shout them, 396 00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:42,054 and it wouldn't say it as loud as this. 397 00:18:45,325 --> 00:18:46,859 You said that not holding hands 398 00:18:46,893 --> 00:18:48,395 wouldn't make me uncomfortable, 399 00:18:48,428 --> 00:18:49,429 but it would. 400 00:18:52,499 --> 00:18:54,734 I would feel... 401 00:18:54,767 --> 00:18:56,536 (SIGHS) 402 00:18:56,569 --> 00:18:58,471 ...separate. 403 00:18:58,505 --> 00:19:01,308 ** 404 00:19:17,224 --> 00:19:19,592 (INHALES SHAKILY) 405 00:19:27,267 --> 00:19:30,270 (BREATHES SHAKILY) 406 00:19:30,303 --> 00:19:32,772 ** 407 00:19:32,805 --> 00:19:34,307 It's all right. 408 00:19:38,278 --> 00:19:40,112 (CLEARS THROAT) 409 00:19:47,019 --> 00:19:48,355 CLAIRE: You've actually been lucky, 410 00:19:48,388 --> 00:19:50,323 considering you have no warning system. 411 00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:52,592 You need to be doing self-checks... 412 00:19:52,625 --> 00:19:54,694 Knees, feet, elbows, hands. 413 00:19:54,727 --> 00:19:57,096 Look for bruises, discolorations. 414 00:19:57,129 --> 00:20:00,199 Anything at all that changes could be dangerous, 415 00:20:00,233 --> 00:20:01,501 life-threatening. 416 00:20:01,534 --> 00:20:03,503 DR. REZNICK: But there's another option. 417 00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:06,038 Naloxone affects the central nervous system. 418 00:20:06,072 --> 00:20:07,507 It's been shown to block the action 419 00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:09,175 of pain-lowering endorphins. 420 00:20:09,208 --> 00:20:11,611 It could give you the ability to feel pain. 421 00:20:11,644 --> 00:20:14,180 I don't see the point. I've been fine so far. 422 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:15,548 Guess that sounds a little silly. 423 00:20:15,582 --> 00:20:16,883 I know I just lost a hand. 424 00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:19,819 But now I know about checking myself, 425 00:20:19,852 --> 00:20:22,188 and I'll be a lot more careful. 426 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:24,391 ** 427 00:20:34,834 --> 00:20:38,070 Why is one gesture so important? 428 00:20:39,739 --> 00:20:41,541 Carly still pushing you to hold hands? 429 00:20:41,574 --> 00:20:42,675 No. 430 00:20:42,709 --> 00:20:46,012 I tried, and she said it was all right. 431 00:20:46,045 --> 00:20:47,580 Huh. 432 00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:53,219 You should give me context for that "Huh." 433 00:20:55,054 --> 00:20:57,557 She wants it. She's just given up. 434 00:20:57,590 --> 00:21:00,360 Good. (CHUCKLES) No. 435 00:21:00,393 --> 00:21:01,494 Not if it's gonna bother her 436 00:21:01,528 --> 00:21:02,929 for the rest of your relationship. 437 00:21:02,962 --> 00:21:04,564 Which may not be very long. 438 00:21:08,234 --> 00:21:09,469 Huh. 439 00:21:09,502 --> 00:21:11,371 (TABLET BEEPS) 440 00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:15,274 Uh-oh. 441 00:21:19,312 --> 00:21:21,714 We need to do imaging to make sure the problem isn't the shunt, 442 00:21:21,748 --> 00:21:23,616 then check there isn't a clot causing backup... 443 00:21:23,650 --> 00:21:25,785 The surgery was a success, but I'm still being poisoned? 444 00:21:25,818 --> 00:21:28,187 No. The surgery was a success, 445 00:21:28,220 --> 00:21:31,123 but your liver's still deteriorating. We don't know why. 446 00:21:34,327 --> 00:21:36,396 Jen, check me out of here. Find another hospital. 447 00:21:36,429 --> 00:21:37,764 I can't approve that, Mr. Stewart. 448 00:21:37,797 --> 00:21:39,298 You're in no condition to leave the hospital... 449 00:21:39,332 --> 00:21:41,401 You just confirmed that someone in this hospital is poisoning me. 450 00:21:41,434 --> 00:21:43,069 You want me to cooperate with the suspects? 451 00:21:43,102 --> 00:21:45,672 Another hospital wouldn't solve your problem. 452 00:21:46,839 --> 00:21:49,776 People can be gotten to. 453 00:21:49,809 --> 00:21:51,778 Bribed or threatened. 454 00:21:56,015 --> 00:21:57,950 Right. Someone here wants to kill me. 455 00:21:57,984 --> 00:21:59,051 No one is trying... 456 00:21:59,085 --> 00:22:00,587 Let's constrain some of these variables. 457 00:22:00,620 --> 00:22:02,321 One person touches me. 458 00:22:02,355 --> 00:22:03,523 Him. 459 00:22:04,491 --> 00:22:06,125 He doesn't know how to lie. 460 00:22:06,158 --> 00:22:07,827 Oh, I can lie. 461 00:22:07,860 --> 00:22:10,597 Yes, but not successfully. Good choice. 462 00:22:10,630 --> 00:22:13,132 ** 463 00:22:16,869 --> 00:22:18,438 Will I be able to play tennis? 464 00:22:19,005 --> 00:22:20,773 Yes, eventually. 465 00:22:20,807 --> 00:22:22,809 Funny, I never could before. 466 00:22:22,842 --> 00:22:24,143 (CHUCKLES LIGHTLY) 467 00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:26,979 You always take things well. 468 00:22:29,148 --> 00:22:31,283 We had to pick up and move from Durham. 469 00:22:31,317 --> 00:22:32,885 Well, that was for your job. 470 00:22:32,919 --> 00:22:34,320 No sense in moping about it. 471 00:22:36,389 --> 00:22:37,890 The miscarriage. 472 00:22:43,329 --> 00:22:46,065 You never talked about it, so... 473 00:22:46,098 --> 00:22:48,067 I never talked about it, I didn't want to hurt you. 474 00:22:51,237 --> 00:22:53,440 But did you not talk about it 475 00:22:53,473 --> 00:22:55,174 because you just weren't thinking about it? 476 00:22:55,207 --> 00:22:57,209 What are all these questions for? 477 00:22:58,511 --> 00:23:01,648 I thought we were carrying the load together, 478 00:23:01,681 --> 00:23:03,583 knowing how each other felt. 479 00:23:04,817 --> 00:23:07,454 This isn't about us. 480 00:23:07,487 --> 00:23:09,856 This is just a medical condition. 481 00:23:14,193 --> 00:23:16,295 If I died, would you care? 482 00:23:16,328 --> 00:23:19,031 ** 483 00:23:20,199 --> 00:23:22,334 Would you miss me, or, uh, 484 00:23:22,368 --> 00:23:24,637 would you just... 485 00:23:24,671 --> 00:23:25,838 Move on? 486 00:23:28,107 --> 00:23:30,710 Would you want me to be miserable? 487 00:23:30,743 --> 00:23:32,011 I want it to matter. 488 00:23:32,044 --> 00:23:33,613 Of course it matters. 489 00:23:35,281 --> 00:23:36,883 You know I love you. 490 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:42,388 Jonas. 491 00:23:43,222 --> 00:23:44,356 Maybe... 492 00:23:46,192 --> 00:23:48,728 You think it's love, but it's like the pain... 493 00:23:48,761 --> 00:23:50,663 It just doesn't go that deep. 494 00:23:50,697 --> 00:23:52,465 But isn't it possible for me to love you 495 00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:54,601 without it being all wrapped up in suffering? 496 00:23:54,634 --> 00:23:56,936 But that's how it works. 497 00:23:56,969 --> 00:23:58,838 ** 498 00:23:58,871 --> 00:24:02,408 When you lose someone, it shouldn't be like your hand. 499 00:24:02,441 --> 00:24:03,910 It should ache. 500 00:24:07,446 --> 00:24:08,447 That's right, isn't it? 501 00:24:09,782 --> 00:24:12,785 That's what loss feels like? 502 00:24:17,657 --> 00:24:19,291 (SIGHS) 503 00:24:20,927 --> 00:24:23,162 ** 504 00:24:24,497 --> 00:24:26,332 I need to get away for a while. 505 00:24:27,734 --> 00:24:29,435 I'm sorry. 506 00:24:35,441 --> 00:24:36,876 Next, we're going to test you 507 00:24:36,909 --> 00:24:39,779 for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver. 508 00:24:39,812 --> 00:24:42,882 Those are diseases whose symptoms overlap yours. 509 00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:44,116 They might have been masked 510 00:24:44,150 --> 00:24:46,318 by your idiopathic portal hypertension. (DOOR OPENS) 511 00:24:46,352 --> 00:24:47,520 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 512 00:24:48,487 --> 00:24:50,089 Nurse Villanueva. Welcome. 513 00:24:50,122 --> 00:24:51,591 But you know I'm not gonna touch that. 514 00:24:51,624 --> 00:24:53,993 The dietician ordered it for you, and I'm required to bring it. 515 00:24:56,328 --> 00:25:00,099 What are you eating if you're refusing hospital food? 516 00:25:00,132 --> 00:25:01,300 Uh... 517 00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:03,069 80 grams of protein a day. 518 00:25:03,102 --> 00:25:05,271 Kale and baby greens. Hey. 519 00:25:05,304 --> 00:25:07,540 ** 520 00:25:08,975 --> 00:25:10,643 "Leopard Spring." 521 00:25:11,978 --> 00:25:13,980 Jen, Dex, you mind stepping out? 522 00:25:19,619 --> 00:25:20,687 (DOORS CLOSE) 523 00:25:20,720 --> 00:25:22,421 It's Chinese herbs. 524 00:25:22,454 --> 00:25:25,291 To make you feel younger, more energetic, more... 525 00:25:25,324 --> 00:25:26,392 Virile. 526 00:25:26,425 --> 00:25:28,160 You don't feel virile? 527 00:25:28,194 --> 00:25:30,830 Of course I do, but there's nothing wrong with feeling more virile. 528 00:25:30,863 --> 00:25:32,699 I need strength for the fight. 529 00:25:32,732 --> 00:25:34,667 ** 530 00:25:36,102 --> 00:25:38,671 You're not talking. Is there a problem? 531 00:25:41,340 --> 00:25:43,610 No. These herbs are harmless. 532 00:25:43,643 --> 00:25:45,177 You asked about my virility. 533 00:25:45,211 --> 00:25:46,478 I was curious. 534 00:25:46,512 --> 00:25:50,016 We're going to test you for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver. 535 00:25:53,219 --> 00:25:54,486 What's up? 536 00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:58,524 I tested a patient for autoimmune hepatitis and fatty liver. 537 00:25:58,557 --> 00:26:00,359 What's up with you? 538 00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:02,795 Our patient decided to take the drugs. 539 00:26:02,829 --> 00:26:04,797 Because I guess a husband walking out 540 00:26:04,831 --> 00:26:08,000 can make an impression even on a woman who feels no pain. 541 00:26:10,670 --> 00:26:12,538 That's a lot of paperwork for two tests. 542 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:14,173 They were negative. 543 00:26:14,206 --> 00:26:16,142 I thought I might find something 544 00:26:16,175 --> 00:26:18,611 in his mother's old records that could help, 545 00:26:18,645 --> 00:26:19,946 but no, no. 546 00:26:19,979 --> 00:26:21,814 Her case was straightforward. 547 00:26:21,848 --> 00:26:24,016 His parents were both alcoholics, 548 00:26:24,050 --> 00:26:26,819 but her liver was already weakened by her condition. 549 00:26:26,853 --> 00:26:28,721 Parents both alcoholics? 550 00:26:28,755 --> 00:26:31,758 No wonder he thinks people in authority like to deny the truth. 551 00:26:31,791 --> 00:26:35,227 He's grown up now, Claire. 552 00:26:35,261 --> 00:26:37,029 No longer in that position. 553 00:26:38,364 --> 00:26:41,033 There's still plenty of lying going on in the world. 554 00:26:41,067 --> 00:26:42,635 That's not a situation you outgrow. 555 00:26:44,937 --> 00:26:46,172 Yes. 556 00:26:46,205 --> 00:26:48,040 There is a lot of lying. 557 00:26:51,377 --> 00:26:54,747 ** 558 00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:56,448 Want to hear my theories? 559 00:26:56,482 --> 00:26:58,417 Fight with your mother is number one. 560 00:26:58,450 --> 00:27:00,619 You're debating whether to throw her out. 561 00:27:02,088 --> 00:27:03,622 This theory explains what? 562 00:27:03,656 --> 00:27:05,591 Why the usually compassionate Dr. Claire Browne 563 00:27:05,624 --> 00:27:07,059 envies a woman who feels no pain. 564 00:27:08,494 --> 00:27:10,730 You're miserable, torn. 565 00:27:10,763 --> 00:27:12,832 You don't know what to do to make your own pain go away. 566 00:27:13,666 --> 00:27:16,235 ** 567 00:27:16,268 --> 00:27:17,804 Want to hear my theory? 568 00:27:17,837 --> 00:27:20,506 People that aren't you are doing great, 569 00:27:20,539 --> 00:27:22,775 so you're looking for a toy you can break, 570 00:27:22,809 --> 00:27:24,143 a pet you can torture. 571 00:27:28,748 --> 00:27:31,083 (PAGERS CHIME) 572 00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:35,822 Is she in pain? No. 573 00:27:35,855 --> 00:27:36,956 What are her vitals? 574 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:38,224 Vitals are fine. 575 00:27:38,257 --> 00:27:39,658 Then how can she be in crisis? 576 00:27:39,692 --> 00:27:41,627 I don't know. But she is. 577 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:44,130 ** 578 00:27:46,132 --> 00:27:47,299 Lily? 579 00:27:48,634 --> 00:27:50,002 Are you okay? 580 00:27:51,971 --> 00:27:53,505 Lily? 581 00:27:59,812 --> 00:28:02,481 I never noticed how ugly the walls are. 582 00:28:02,514 --> 00:28:05,051 ** 583 00:28:14,360 --> 00:28:16,996 I've discovered the cause of your liver problem. 584 00:28:17,029 --> 00:28:19,198 Really? Fatty liver? Autoimmune? 585 00:28:19,231 --> 00:28:20,299 I've never had any symptoms of... 586 00:28:20,332 --> 00:28:22,468 No. You were being poisoned. 587 00:28:23,502 --> 00:28:24,871 What? 588 00:28:24,904 --> 00:28:26,538 Who? Do you know who? How? 589 00:28:28,107 --> 00:28:30,042 I thought maybe the dose of herbs 590 00:28:30,076 --> 00:28:31,778 listed on the bottle was wrong... 591 00:28:31,811 --> 00:28:33,212 There's a toxic dose in there? 592 00:28:33,245 --> 00:28:35,547 No. There are no herbs at all in here. 593 00:28:35,581 --> 00:28:37,149 It contains sildenafil. 594 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:41,453 It's the active element in Viagra. 595 00:28:41,487 --> 00:28:44,223 It promotes blood flow in your penis. 596 00:28:44,256 --> 00:28:46,492 ** 597 00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:49,195 I know what it does. 598 00:28:50,229 --> 00:28:52,064 They say it's natural herbs. 599 00:28:52,098 --> 00:28:54,200 They lied. 600 00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:56,502 Your idiopathic portal hypertension 601 00:28:56,535 --> 00:29:00,272 means your liver is vulnerable to abuse. 602 00:29:00,306 --> 00:29:03,075 The amount of sildenafil in here wouldn't kill most people, 603 00:29:03,109 --> 00:29:06,578 but if someone with pre-existing liver issues took it every day... 604 00:29:07,546 --> 00:29:09,281 You were right. 605 00:29:09,315 --> 00:29:11,050 You've been poisoning yourself. 606 00:29:11,083 --> 00:29:13,419 ** 607 00:29:15,554 --> 00:29:18,124 It's good news. 608 00:29:19,725 --> 00:29:22,528 Those Communist bastards. 609 00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:26,732 I think they're based in San Pedro. 610 00:29:29,235 --> 00:29:30,569 DR. REZNICK: Mr. Barstow. 611 00:29:31,971 --> 00:29:33,239 Is Lily all right? 612 00:29:33,272 --> 00:29:35,908 She's on medication to reverse her pain-free condition, 613 00:29:35,942 --> 00:29:37,443 but it's hit her hard. 614 00:29:37,476 --> 00:29:40,179 She's being wrung out by all the negative thoughts and feelings 615 00:29:40,212 --> 00:29:42,481 the rest of us have all built calluses against. 616 00:29:43,482 --> 00:29:44,884 But she made the right choice? 617 00:29:44,917 --> 00:29:46,552 I mean, she needs this to be safe. 618 00:29:46,585 --> 00:29:48,888 I don't think she's doing this to be safe. 619 00:29:48,921 --> 00:29:50,957 I think she's doing this because you walked out. 620 00:29:53,159 --> 00:29:54,160 Why? 621 00:29:55,361 --> 00:29:57,096 You were happy for years. 622 00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:59,431 Now you're sure you can't be happy unless your wife changes? 623 00:30:01,733 --> 00:30:04,736 I want her to feel everything I feel. 624 00:30:05,905 --> 00:30:07,739 The love, the pain, everything. 625 00:30:07,773 --> 00:30:08,908 Wouldn't you? 626 00:30:10,843 --> 00:30:13,112 The residents in this hospital work long hours. 627 00:30:13,145 --> 00:30:14,380 You know why? 628 00:30:14,413 --> 00:30:16,815 Because the surgeons in charge worked long hours 629 00:30:16,849 --> 00:30:18,117 when they were residents. 630 00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:20,119 They suffered, so we have to suffer. It's human nature. 631 00:30:20,619 --> 00:30:21,653 What does that... 632 00:30:21,687 --> 00:30:23,990 But someone like your wife, so invulnerable, 633 00:30:24,023 --> 00:30:26,125 it's... It's like she's gotten away with something. 634 00:30:26,158 --> 00:30:27,826 It's hard not to resent her. 635 00:30:27,860 --> 00:30:30,462 Sure, we want to "cure" her, but how much of it is... 636 00:30:30,496 --> 00:30:32,098 Is to give her a warning system, 637 00:30:32,131 --> 00:30:34,833 and how much is because we want to pull her down into hell with the rest of us? 638 00:30:36,035 --> 00:30:39,005 ** 639 00:30:53,352 --> 00:30:54,753 Are you married now? 640 00:30:54,786 --> 00:30:56,788 (SIGHS) No. 641 00:30:56,822 --> 00:30:58,057 I chickened out. 642 00:30:58,991 --> 00:31:00,759 Apparently, I don't like change. 643 00:31:00,792 --> 00:31:02,494 Change makes me very nervous. 644 00:31:03,629 --> 00:31:05,965 I'm not the easiest man in the world to live with. 645 00:31:07,466 --> 00:31:09,468 My first wife made that very clear. 646 00:31:09,501 --> 00:31:10,869 It's true. 647 00:31:10,903 --> 00:31:12,972 You can be very irritating. 648 00:31:18,077 --> 00:31:19,545 Are you saying I shouldn't get married? 649 00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:24,083 Are you asking for my advice? 650 00:31:27,419 --> 00:31:28,487 Yes. 651 00:31:29,922 --> 00:31:33,759 You've never really asked before. 652 00:31:34,893 --> 00:31:37,563 And this is an important decision. 653 00:31:37,596 --> 00:31:39,731 Your happiness depends on it. 654 00:31:41,133 --> 00:31:42,501 This is huge. 655 00:31:42,534 --> 00:31:44,903 ** 656 00:31:48,340 --> 00:31:49,341 Well? 657 00:31:51,410 --> 00:31:53,145 Oh. I don't have any advice. 658 00:31:53,179 --> 00:31:54,713 I don't even understand the issue. 659 00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:58,184 I also don't understand why you asked 660 00:31:58,217 --> 00:31:59,751 when you've already made up your mind. 661 00:32:00,452 --> 00:32:01,920 What? 662 00:32:01,954 --> 00:32:05,191 You usually call her your ex-wife. 663 00:32:05,224 --> 00:32:06,792 You just called her your "first." 664 00:32:06,825 --> 00:32:08,327 It implies a second. 665 00:32:08,360 --> 00:32:10,696 ** 666 00:32:19,805 --> 00:32:21,740 Why are you staring in your trunk? 667 00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:24,143 Something in here the answer to your problem? 668 00:32:27,579 --> 00:32:29,548 Yoga mat, 669 00:32:29,581 --> 00:32:31,283 gym bag, 670 00:32:31,317 --> 00:32:33,352 extra sneakers... (GASPS) 671 00:32:33,385 --> 00:32:34,886 Here's a little earthquake kit. 672 00:32:35,254 --> 00:32:36,455 So sensible. 673 00:32:36,488 --> 00:32:37,556 Dirty towel. 674 00:32:37,589 --> 00:32:38,824 Ooh! What's this? 675 00:32:38,857 --> 00:32:40,159 Put it back. 676 00:32:50,869 --> 00:32:51,937 It's my mom. 677 00:32:51,970 --> 00:32:54,173 ** 678 00:33:22,068 --> 00:33:24,303 (LAUGHS) Why are you jumping? 679 00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,538 I'm not jumping. I'm leaping. 680 00:33:28,307 --> 00:33:30,176 Come on. Come leap with me. 681 00:33:31,477 --> 00:33:33,312 We both can't leap on that thing. 682 00:33:34,346 --> 00:33:35,414 Oh! 683 00:33:35,447 --> 00:33:37,283 (GASPS) Are you okay? 684 00:33:40,619 --> 00:33:41,720 Never better. 685 00:33:42,354 --> 00:33:45,291 Will you leap with me... 686 00:33:45,324 --> 00:33:46,625 To City Hall? 687 00:33:48,860 --> 00:33:50,096 Yes, I will. 688 00:33:50,129 --> 00:33:52,731 Also, I may have done something to my ankle. 689 00:33:53,732 --> 00:33:56,068 Do you want me to call someone... 690 00:33:56,102 --> 00:33:58,104 Je ne regret nothing, baby. 691 00:33:58,137 --> 00:34:00,038 ** 692 00:34:05,477 --> 00:34:10,416 I left the champagne because I was so ready for victory. 693 00:34:12,684 --> 00:34:13,752 (CHUCKLES LIGHTLY) 694 00:34:13,785 --> 00:34:15,721 Now I don't even know what to do with the damn ashes. 695 00:34:17,723 --> 00:34:20,792 Leave them on a shelf in the closet with the spare towels? 696 00:34:20,826 --> 00:34:22,694 Put them down the disposal? 697 00:34:22,728 --> 00:34:23,862 What did she want done with them? 698 00:34:23,895 --> 00:34:26,031 It was stupid. I'm sure she was joking. 699 00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:27,766 Yeah, everyone jokes in their will. 700 00:34:31,703 --> 00:34:33,105 The Marine Science Center. 701 00:34:37,209 --> 00:34:38,677 She loved sea lions. 702 00:34:38,710 --> 00:34:41,012 She'd take me to see them all the time. It was a thing. 703 00:34:41,046 --> 00:34:43,549 Any city we were in, "I wonder if they have sea lions." 704 00:34:43,582 --> 00:34:45,083 (CHUCKLES) 705 00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:48,320 You need to do it. Now. 706 00:34:48,354 --> 00:34:49,755 No. No. 707 00:34:49,788 --> 00:34:51,056 It is a pointless gesture 708 00:34:51,089 --> 00:34:54,059 because my mother is dead and she doesn't care. 709 00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:56,762 Perfect. The center's open this evening for an after-hours event. 710 00:34:59,565 --> 00:35:01,200 We'll have to dress up. 711 00:35:03,402 --> 00:35:04,903 (DANCE MUSIC PLAYS) 712 00:35:04,936 --> 00:35:08,540 The winner of tonight's vote for Most Fabulous Sea Creature, 713 00:35:08,574 --> 00:35:10,709 the vampire squid! 714 00:35:10,742 --> 00:35:12,778 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 715 00:35:16,815 --> 00:35:18,217 I feel ridiculous! 716 00:35:18,250 --> 00:35:19,318 You look great. 717 00:35:19,351 --> 00:35:21,820 You could give the vampire squid a run for her money. 718 00:35:21,853 --> 00:35:23,422 Now let's find the sea lions. 719 00:35:23,455 --> 00:35:25,591 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 720 00:35:34,600 --> 00:35:36,001 You came back. 721 00:35:36,034 --> 00:35:37,135 Yeah. 722 00:35:38,937 --> 00:35:41,273 ** 723 00:35:47,413 --> 00:35:49,215 (CRYING) 724 00:35:49,248 --> 00:35:51,283 (SNIFFLES) 725 00:35:51,317 --> 00:35:52,584 Thank God. 726 00:35:56,588 --> 00:35:57,789 We'll stop this. 727 00:35:58,757 --> 00:35:59,858 It'll be all right. 728 00:36:04,129 --> 00:36:06,665 Doctor, you got to get this stuff out of her IV. 729 00:36:06,698 --> 00:36:08,033 You don't need it. 730 00:36:09,801 --> 00:36:12,238 If you have to be careful about getting hurt, 731 00:36:12,271 --> 00:36:13,805 I'll be there to help you. 732 00:36:16,007 --> 00:36:17,876 The "stuff" was removed some time ago. 733 00:36:19,445 --> 00:36:20,912 Before Dr. Browne went off-shift, 734 00:36:20,946 --> 00:36:23,582 she told me that Lily was experiencing some problems. 735 00:36:23,615 --> 00:36:26,852 So I thought it best to discontinue the medication for a while. 736 00:36:26,885 --> 00:36:28,587 She's as she was when you left her. 737 00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:30,856 ** 738 00:36:32,157 --> 00:36:33,492 You never cry. 739 00:36:39,565 --> 00:36:42,100 When I saw you sitting there, 740 00:36:42,133 --> 00:36:44,570 I've never been so happy in my whole life. 741 00:36:51,877 --> 00:36:53,845 (SNIFFLES) 742 00:37:01,387 --> 00:37:04,189 I thought you didn't want to "make a fuss." 743 00:37:05,524 --> 00:37:06,558 Yeah. 744 00:37:06,592 --> 00:37:08,193 Who knew? 745 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:10,829 ** 746 00:37:19,538 --> 00:37:22,140 (DANCE MUSIC PLAYS IN DISTANCE) 747 00:37:22,173 --> 00:37:24,075 (SEA LIONS GRUNTING) 748 00:37:43,729 --> 00:37:45,263 (SIGHS) This seems weird. 749 00:37:46,932 --> 00:37:48,133 It is weird. 750 00:37:49,901 --> 00:37:53,705 Most people have some kind of ritual all ready for them 751 00:37:53,739 --> 00:37:56,274 so they don't have to think about this kind of stuff. 752 00:37:58,810 --> 00:38:00,078 You got a prayer? 753 00:38:01,447 --> 00:38:03,014 I'm not religious. 754 00:38:03,048 --> 00:38:04,950 Neither was my mom. 755 00:38:04,983 --> 00:38:06,618 Everybody has a religion. 756 00:38:08,320 --> 00:38:11,423 Not everybody has a god, but everybody has a religion. 757 00:38:11,457 --> 00:38:13,459 (MUSIC CONTINUES) 758 00:38:19,130 --> 00:38:20,165 Music. 759 00:38:22,334 --> 00:38:24,135 Your mother's religion was music. 760 00:38:28,273 --> 00:38:29,274 Sing. 761 00:38:32,143 --> 00:38:35,313 By the sea lion colony at a drag pride party? 762 00:38:35,347 --> 00:38:37,949 (CHUCKLES) 763 00:38:37,983 --> 00:38:41,252 Or you can just dump it out and feel weird. 764 00:38:42,921 --> 00:38:43,922 Your call. 765 00:39:12,384 --> 00:39:14,686 (VOICE BREAKING) * Ama... 766 00:39:16,788 --> 00:39:17,856 Okay. 767 00:39:17,889 --> 00:39:19,858 (SIGHS, SNIFFLES) 768 00:39:24,229 --> 00:39:27,365 * Ama... 769 00:39:30,135 --> 00:39:33,071 * ...zing grace 770 00:39:37,075 --> 00:39:38,376 Oh, God. 771 00:39:38,410 --> 00:39:41,012 (SNIFFLES) 772 00:39:41,046 --> 00:39:43,882 * How sweet 773 00:39:45,917 --> 00:39:47,886 * The sound 774 00:39:52,424 --> 00:39:57,629 * That saved 775 00:39:57,663 --> 00:40:01,900 * A wretch 776 00:40:01,933 --> 00:40:08,073 * Like me 777 00:40:12,444 --> 00:40:14,212 (SNIFFLES) 778 00:40:14,245 --> 00:40:15,514 (SIGHS) 779 00:40:15,547 --> 00:40:17,916 * I once 780 00:40:20,519 --> 00:40:22,588 * Was lost 781 00:40:25,090 --> 00:40:28,594 * But now 782 00:40:30,529 --> 00:40:32,363 * Am found 783 00:40:32,397 --> 00:40:36,034 ** 784 00:40:37,969 --> 00:40:42,107 * Was blind 785 00:40:42,140 --> 00:40:45,076 * But now 786 00:40:47,078 --> 00:40:51,149 * I see 787 00:40:52,951 --> 00:40:59,958 * 'Twas grace that taught 788 00:40:59,991 --> 00:41:05,063 * My heart to fear 789 00:41:06,164 --> 00:41:13,004 * And grace, my fears 790 00:41:13,672 --> 00:41:17,609 * Relieved 791 00:41:19,811 --> 00:41:26,317 * How precious did 792 00:41:26,351 --> 00:41:31,723 * That Grace appear 793 00:41:31,757 --> 00:41:37,696 * The hour I first 794 00:41:37,729 --> 00:41:42,100 * Believed 795 00:41:43,802 --> 00:41:50,108 * Amazing grace 796 00:41:50,141 --> 00:41:56,247 * How sweet the sound 797 00:41:56,281 --> 00:42:02,621 * That saved a wretch 798 00:42:02,654 --> 00:42:09,160 * Like me 799 00:42:09,194 --> 00:42:15,033 * I once was lost 800 00:42:15,066 --> 00:42:20,371 * But now am found 801 00:42:20,405 --> 00:42:23,508 * Was blind 802 00:42:23,541 --> 00:42:28,379 * But now I see * 803 00:42:31,850 --> 00:42:34,519 **