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Let me remind us that
we are not primarily

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in business to make money.

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Is Twitter a good
financial investment? No.

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But is it good for
our bottom line? Yes.

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And is Musk good for
our bottom line...?

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<i>Do you need a
minute there, Daddy?</i>

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<i>What do you want?</i>

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I need help!

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Well, we'll have to talk about

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a quid pro quo,
won't we, Leland?

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The clergy believes
the sisterhood

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could help even more
with cooking and cleaning

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in order to free
up the priesthood

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to pray and serve the laity.

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So, I want to talk this morning

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about what our Lord means...

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by "service."

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Yes, Sister?

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She scares me.

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Oh, David, um...

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I'm gonna need you to meet on
another assessment tomorrow.

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Okay. Regarding?

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Words.

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Well, it's the 65th annual
Starlight Music Awards tonight

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at Madison Square Garden,

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and our very own Stuart Lawry

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is there to bring us all
the exciting details.

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<i>Stuart, have you seen
Little Nas X yet?</i>

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Yes, Joust. Uh, it's...

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you, music.

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Um, but legit big, uh, big fun.

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As tonight... one, uh...

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<i>Before it-it, excuses.</i>

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<i>One, uh, time, this...</i>

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<i>Report, uh...</i>

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It looks like a mini stroke.

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Some kind of aphasia.

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I know, but I took him to the
emergency room afterwards.

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Um, "No worrisome
neurological activity.

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CAT scan revealed no stroke."

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What about a TIA, a
transient ischemic attack?

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It's a disturbance...

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"disturbance of blood
to parts of the brain."

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I-I know, I-I had three
doctors explain it to me.

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Has he had a recent head injury?

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- No.
- Even bumping your head against

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a medicine cabinet can do it.

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It's Kristen, right?

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My husband and I,
we're very close.

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I-I know everything he does,
he knows everything I do.

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Something's changed in him.

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In the last month, it's...

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it's strange.

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It doesn't mean it's possession.

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- No, I don't think so either.
- Okay, well...

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I read an article
about your work,

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and how sometimes even
the act of exorcism

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can have a therapeutic
effect on believers.

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That article misstated our work.

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I-I asked Jennifer to come
in and talk with you three

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because she has
nowhere else to turn.

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Can we see your husband?

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This another test?

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Yes. Have you been
taking a lot of tests?

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Oh, yeah.

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Well, these questions
may seem a little silly,

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but they help us
understand your condition.

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- Ready?
- Ask away.

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One thing I've found is it
doesn't matter if I'm ready.

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Can you tell me what
comes after Monday?

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Tuesday.

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Does spring come after summer?

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No, summer comes after spring.

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Unless this is a trick question

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and we're talking about the
summer from the year before.

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Good.

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Now I'm going to
show you a photo.

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Could you describe what you see?

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Uh...

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Um...

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How you doing, Father?

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Good. You?

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I miss Matt.

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Father Korecki.

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You must, too.

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I think the best thing to
do is just... focus on work.

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It's the same thing
when my father died.

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I found it so hard to
get back to writing.

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You wonder why
God let it happen.

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Yeah.

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The worst time for
me is 5:00 a.m.

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I wake up early.

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And I find myself falling
asleep, during the day.

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The body needs to recuperate.

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May I help you, Sister?

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Yes, could you raise your arm?

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Excuse me?

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No, no!

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No! Stop!

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How dare you?

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So what are we thinking?

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I think it's neurological.
Possibly a neurostorm.

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What-what is that?

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It's when the brain can't
cope with its inability

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to perform a simple task.

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Um, the sympathetic
nervous system

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triggers a fight
or flight response,

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and the body goes into a
state of heightened attention.

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Um, and finally, he had trouble

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putting sentences together.
It was like his brain was...

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<i>Sex.</i>

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<i>Come on, you know
you've thought about it.</i>

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<i>I know you have.</i>

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<i>Look at her.</i>

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Are you okay, Ben?

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Uh, yeah, yeah. Yeah. Good.

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Just standing here.

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So, have you ever had
experience with, uh,

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a possessed person
losing language?

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Look, uh, we usually
end up saying,

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"Let's give him an exorcism,"

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so let's just give
him an exorcism, okay?

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We don't usually end
up giving exorcisms...

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Yeah, we do. Kristen
usually ends up thinking

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it will work as
a placebo effect,

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and I just...

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Well, we just punt on whatever

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scientific explanation I have.

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No, we don't.

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<i>Yes, they do. All
the fucking time.</i>

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Well, we're not punting
on anything here.

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So, uh, what can you
look into scientifically?

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Well, the usual. You
know, environmental...

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stuff.

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T-Toxicity.

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Could it be a tick?

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- Oh.
- Yes.

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What about Lyme disease?

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Very possible. Or Ana...

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Um, sorry, what's the word?

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Anaplasmosis. You know? Or...

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Other tick-borne diseases.

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Okay. Then let's do our work.

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Come in tomorrow with your...

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What you... want.

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What you think, wh...

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that you would recommend.

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Yep. Great.

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- Okay.
- All right.

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Thank you.

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What's wrong with
your side, Father?

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Nothing's wrong with my side.

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W-What do you need?

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Your clerical collarino.

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For the last two weeks,

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there has been a bite
out of your side.

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No, there hasn't.

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Well, let me see, then.

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Monsignor Korecki
warned me about you.

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You're reverent, but also
occasionally unbalanced.

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Then humor me.

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I wash and darn
all your clothes,

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your sheets, I sweep
all your floors.

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I know all your secrets.

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Sister, I don't
have any secrets.

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Let me see, then.

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I can sew up whatever
tear there is.

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Do you mind?

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Not at all.

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Father Ignatius. Yes,
well, everyone has, uh...

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yeah, been quite
enthusiastic about the food

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in the rectory recently,

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and, uh, I think,
uh... that he's doing

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a fantastic job.

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Um...

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<i>♪ England swings
like a pendulum do ♪</i>

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Leland?

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<i>♪ Bobbies on
bicycles two by two ♪</i>

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Leland, I'm here.

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<i>♪ Westminster Abbey,
the Tower, and Big Ben ♪</i>

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Turn down that music.

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<i>♪ The rosy red cheeks
of the little children ♪</i>

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<i>♪ England swings
like a pendulum do ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Bobbies on
bicycles two by two ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Westminster Abbey,
the Tower, and Big Ben ♪</i>

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Leland!

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<i>♪ The rosy red cheeks
of the little children ♪</i>

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Leland?

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Leland, what the hell?
You can't do this.

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Oh, I know.

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Oh, it's okay.

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I've got you.

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I know. That's a good boy.

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It's okay.

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It's okay. It's okay.

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Leland?

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Where are you?

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Goddamn it. Leland.

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Oh, my God.

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- No!
- Leland!

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What the hell?

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Make it stop, make it shut up.

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You can't just stuff
a baby in a closet.

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I can't do this anymore.

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It won't eat, it won't drink,

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all it does is shit and vomit.

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How can it shit so much
and not eat anything?

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Okay, get a grip.

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My God, how did men
ever convince women

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that we're the emotional ones?

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I've tried everything!

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I tried driving around.

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Last night, on the floor,

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I made snow angels in its shit

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so that it would shut
up for 20 seconds.

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First, stop whining.

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Okay?

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00:12:02,355 --> 00:12:06,226
Good. Second, we start
in on the diapers, okay?

219
00:12:06,326 --> 00:12:09,129
Now, where's your
changing table?

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My what?

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00:12:12,532 --> 00:12:13,967
Okay, okay, wait, wait, wait.

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00:12:14,067 --> 00:12:17,137
I... First, I want an
agreement on the quid pro quo.

223
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- What?
- Our quid pro quo.

224
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I want transfusion bottles,
I want six of them.

225
00:12:21,875 --> 00:12:23,555
I don't want to be
beholden to you anymore.

226
00:12:23,643 --> 00:12:25,612
No, that needs to be
administered here.

227
00:12:25,712 --> 00:12:28,148
Oh, bullshit, this
isn't a hospital.

228
00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:30,317
You want my help?
I want six bottles.

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- Three.
- Four.

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Okay.

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Okay.

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Oh, what a stingy old man.

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Oh!

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00:12:42,896 --> 00:12:44,031
Oh, my God.

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- Oh...
- See? See?!

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<i>So, I've taken a look
at Mr. Lawry's records.</i>

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<i>Of the recent
tick-borne diseases,</i>

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<i>we have seen a recent
rise in babesiosis,</i>

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00:12:54,774 --> 00:12:57,510
<i>but I've done a study of
Stuart's red blood cells.</i>

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00:12:57,610 --> 00:12:58,979
<i>There's no alteration.</i>

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Hmm. And would that affect
his language anyway?

242
00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:02,015
<i>It might.</i>

243
00:13:02,115 --> 00:13:07,187
Right, and what about the
disease from the, um...?

244
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The one from the black tick.

245
00:13:08,956 --> 00:13:10,057
<i>Hmm. The mountain wood?</i>

246
00:13:10,157 --> 00:13:12,159
No. The, um, what's the word?

247
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The, uh... thingy.

248
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<i>- Thingy?</i>
- Sorry.

249
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The tick with the black legs.

250
00:13:21,468 --> 00:13:23,403
Oh, the black-legged tick.

251
00:13:23,503 --> 00:13:26,106
<i>Oh, yes, Borrelia mayonii.</i>

252
00:13:26,206 --> 00:13:27,374
<i>Possibly.</i>

253
00:13:27,474 --> 00:13:28,976
Doctor, could I call you back?

254
00:13:29,076 --> 00:13:31,011
Certainly.

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00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:02,175
Forgive me, Father,
for I have sinned.

256
00:14:02,275 --> 00:14:04,811
It's been two weeks
since my last confession.

257
00:14:04,912 --> 00:14:06,947
I cheated on my wife.

258
00:14:08,048 --> 00:14:09,716
It was somebody at work,

259
00:14:09,816 --> 00:14:11,851
and we swore we'd
never do it again,

260
00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:14,821
but I'm worried the temptation
is too great, Father.

261
00:14:16,323 --> 00:14:18,225
What do I do?

262
00:14:23,230 --> 00:14:27,434
It's important to
avoid any, um...

263
00:14:29,036 --> 00:14:33,340
Avoid any circumstances
that lead you to...

264
00:14:37,010 --> 00:14:38,211
Sin?

265
00:14:38,311 --> 00:14:40,447
Yes.

266
00:14:41,581 --> 00:14:45,018
It's helpful to
remember the words of...

267
00:16:31,591 --> 00:16:33,460
Ugh!

268
00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:36,829
Who are you? The
Demon of Bad Breath?

269
00:16:38,031 --> 00:16:39,232
Why are you even...

270
00:16:39,332 --> 00:16:41,501
Oh...

271
00:16:58,151 --> 00:17:00,487
Sister Andrea?

272
00:17:02,589 --> 00:17:03,956
Sister?

273
00:17:05,425 --> 00:17:07,794
He... Wh...

274
00:17:10,197 --> 00:17:11,798
Sister?

275
00:19:07,580 --> 00:19:09,816
<i>Kristen wants you, Ben.</i>

276
00:19:12,319 --> 00:19:15,322
<i>She does.</i>

277
00:19:15,422 --> 00:19:18,325
<i>You know it.</i>

278
00:19:18,425 --> 00:19:21,294
<i>The way she looks at you.</i>

279
00:19:21,394 --> 00:19:24,130
<i>Go to her.</i>

280
00:19:24,231 --> 00:19:27,900
<i>♪ I said get down with it ♪</i>

281
00:19:29,436 --> 00:19:30,770
<i>♪ Do the jazz... ♪</i>

282
00:19:30,870 --> 00:19:33,573
<i>You can't drown me out, Ben.</i>

283
00:19:33,673 --> 00:19:35,708
<i>I'm in your head.</i>

284
00:19:35,808 --> 00:19:37,944
<i>♪ Gonna watch everybody wag ♪</i>

285
00:19:39,078 --> 00:19:41,614
<i>♪ I said come on, baby... ♪</i>

286
00:19:43,149 --> 00:19:45,084
<i>Go ahead, I can't answer it.</i>

287
00:19:45,184 --> 00:19:48,988
<i>♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪</i>

288
00:19:49,088 --> 00:19:50,257
Tada.

289
00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:51,958
Renee.

290
00:19:52,058 --> 00:19:53,969
So I asked the liquor store
what was the best tequila

291
00:19:53,993 --> 00:19:56,696
for apologizing that you
left someone in a field

292
00:19:56,796 --> 00:19:58,265
covered in goat's blood.

293
00:19:58,365 --> 00:20:01,568
And this is the one.

294
00:20:01,668 --> 00:20:02,769
Can I come in?

295
00:20:02,869 --> 00:20:05,238
Uh, sure, yeah.

296
00:20:05,338 --> 00:20:08,541
Uh, I'm just... surprised.

297
00:20:08,641 --> 00:20:10,209
Why?

298
00:20:10,310 --> 00:20:13,580
I said I'd be here
in 20 minutes.

299
00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:15,181
You what?

300
00:20:15,282 --> 00:20:16,616
I said 20 minutes.

301
00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:18,885
Shall we do some shots?

302
00:20:20,553 --> 00:20:23,623
Uh, Renee, you're
gonna have to...

303
00:20:23,723 --> 00:20:26,626
go a little bit slow
with me here because I...

304
00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:29,095
I think I'm losing my words.

305
00:20:29,195 --> 00:20:31,063
Yeah, you said
that on the phone.

306
00:20:31,163 --> 00:20:34,434
"I-I think I'm losing
my words, so...

307
00:20:34,534 --> 00:20:36,235
let's fuck."

308
00:20:38,438 --> 00:20:39,539
I what?

309
00:20:39,639 --> 00:20:43,042
Ben, don't play dumb with me.

310
00:20:43,142 --> 00:20:47,380
I could've hung up on
you, but... here I am.

311
00:20:52,652 --> 00:20:54,186
Renee, I think I'm
losing my mind.

312
00:20:55,688 --> 00:20:59,659
I know. Isn't it great?

313
00:21:06,499 --> 00:21:08,468
How's your mind?

314
00:21:08,568 --> 00:21:10,169
Hmm...

315
00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:13,239
Better.

316
00:21:14,907 --> 00:21:19,145
I didn't call you. By the way.

317
00:21:19,245 --> 00:21:24,250
Then someone is out there
imitating your voice.

318
00:21:32,091 --> 00:21:35,094
I'm seeing something.

319
00:21:35,194 --> 00:21:37,464
What?

320
00:21:37,564 --> 00:21:40,367
Uh... It's a Qareen.

321
00:21:40,467 --> 00:21:42,402
Uh, it's a type of Jinn.

322
00:21:42,502 --> 00:21:46,339
In Islam, it's like an id.

323
00:21:46,439 --> 00:21:48,307
That's cool.

324
00:21:49,876 --> 00:21:51,243
No, I don't mean
psychologically.

325
00:21:51,344 --> 00:21:54,981
I mean, like I'm-I'm...
I'm really seeing it.

326
00:21:55,081 --> 00:21:58,618
I know. Cool. I channel Jesus.

327
00:21:58,718 --> 00:22:02,389
Oh, my God.

328
00:22:02,489 --> 00:22:03,723
Oh...

329
00:22:03,823 --> 00:22:07,059
If I can go an hour
without thinking of that.

330
00:22:07,159 --> 00:22:09,028
You called out my
name during sex.

331
00:22:09,128 --> 00:22:12,064
Really? Renee or Jesus?

332
00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:13,533
Both.

333
00:22:13,633 --> 00:22:15,134
Mm.

334
00:22:21,374 --> 00:22:24,210
You know, this Jinn, I...

335
00:22:25,645 --> 00:22:29,015
I thought it was...

336
00:22:29,115 --> 00:22:33,386
like an internal monologue,
or something, like a...

337
00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:36,456
like a
stream-of-consciousness thing.

338
00:22:36,556 --> 00:22:38,858
But then...

339
00:22:42,729 --> 00:22:45,432
I didn't call your number.

340
00:22:46,833 --> 00:22:49,335
So you think this id called me?

341
00:22:52,572 --> 00:22:54,741
I-I don't know.

342
00:22:56,809 --> 00:23:00,847
But something is
happening, and...

343
00:23:02,882 --> 00:23:07,454
I... don't have the words.

344
00:23:08,254 --> 00:23:09,789
What're you looking for?

345
00:23:09,889 --> 00:23:12,324
Um, my last score
on an ACIA test.

346
00:23:12,425 --> 00:23:14,393
I self-administered
one last night,

347
00:23:14,494 --> 00:23:15,795
and I'd like to compare.

348
00:23:15,895 --> 00:23:17,255
You want to see if
you got smarter?

349
00:23:17,329 --> 00:23:20,667
No. I was struggling
with some, um, phrases.

350
00:23:20,767 --> 00:23:22,001
I just kept blanking on them.

351
00:23:22,101 --> 00:23:24,070
It's probably nothing
but I'm just...

352
00:23:24,170 --> 00:23:28,007
I'm feeling a bit, um...

353
00:23:28,107 --> 00:23:31,478
you know, uh... See?
The word just left me.

354
00:23:31,578 --> 00:23:34,013
Kristen, listen...

355
00:23:34,113 --> 00:23:35,414
Ever since the pandemic,

356
00:23:35,515 --> 00:23:36,992
all my patients' ACIA
scores have dropped.

357
00:23:37,016 --> 00:23:38,317
Really? Why?

358
00:23:38,417 --> 00:23:40,987
Increased screen time,
decreased book time,

359
00:23:41,087 --> 00:23:43,856
lack of in-person
conversation, social media.

360
00:23:43,956 --> 00:23:45,892
Wow, so we're all
just gonna get...

361
00:23:45,992 --> 00:23:50,630
dumber and dumber
until we're, uh...

362
00:23:50,730 --> 00:23:53,399
completely...

363
00:23:53,500 --> 00:23:57,236
No, no, our brains
are hardwired to reset

364
00:23:57,336 --> 00:23:58,805
back to a pre-Internet state.

365
00:23:58,905 --> 00:24:00,248
You just need to
reduce your screen time

366
00:24:00,272 --> 00:24:02,842
for two weeks, you'll be
back to your baseline.

367
00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:05,545
Hmm. And what about kids
growing up in this age?

368
00:24:05,645 --> 00:24:07,046
Oh, they're screwed.

369
00:24:07,146 --> 00:24:09,782
Can I just see my file please?

370
00:24:09,882 --> 00:24:11,851
Sure.

371
00:24:17,189 --> 00:24:18,791
<i>- Yeah?</i>
- It's Robin.

372
00:24:18,891 --> 00:24:19,902
<i>- Oh, okay.</i>
- You asked me to call

373
00:24:19,926 --> 00:24:21,193
when Kristen visited.

374
00:24:21,293 --> 00:24:22,671
Robin, I can't hear you,

375
00:24:22,695 --> 00:24:24,063
hold on, hold on.

376
00:24:24,163 --> 00:24:26,533
Could you shut up?!

377
00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:33,706
<i>Um, it's-it's been a long week.</i>

378
00:24:33,806 --> 00:24:35,141
<i>A long-ass week.</i>

379
00:24:35,241 --> 00:24:36,876
<i>We're working
overtime on this case,</i>

380
00:24:36,976 --> 00:24:39,879
<i>so I was wondering if you
wouldn't mind fixing them...</i>

381
00:24:39,979 --> 00:24:42,448
Kristen's voice. It calms him.

382
00:24:42,549 --> 00:24:44,617
Makes sense.

383
00:24:44,717 --> 00:24:46,719
It's his biological mother.

384
00:24:46,819 --> 00:24:51,758
<i>Um, well, let me know if that
sounds all right with you.</i>

385
00:24:51,858 --> 00:24:54,561
<i>Okay? Thank you. Love you.</i>

386
00:24:54,661 --> 00:24:56,739
I can't keep playing this
over and over again, though.

387
00:24:56,763 --> 00:24:59,465
<i>I saw that you called,
I'm just trying to...</i>

388
00:25:01,634 --> 00:25:03,002
I need something from you.

389
00:25:03,102 --> 00:25:04,837
You said Boggs kept his tapes

390
00:25:04,937 --> 00:25:08,374
of the early sessions
with Kristen?

391
00:25:08,474 --> 00:25:10,242
I need copies.

392
00:25:11,310 --> 00:25:13,188
<i>I know birthdays
shouldn't be a big deal</i>

393
00:25:13,212 --> 00:25:15,214
<i>at this age, but the thing is...</i>

394
00:25:15,314 --> 00:25:16,949
<i>they just really are.</i>

395
00:25:17,049 --> 00:25:18,685
<i>My thoughts are getting worse,</i>

396
00:25:18,785 --> 00:25:20,219
<i>I'm thinking darker things.</i>

397
00:25:20,319 --> 00:25:23,022
<i>I'm having trouble
communicating with Andy.</i>

398
00:25:29,095 --> 00:25:30,563
I'll take two bottles now

399
00:25:30,663 --> 00:25:31,998
and two tomorrow.

400
00:25:32,098 --> 00:25:34,767
That should be enough
for three months.

401
00:25:34,867 --> 00:25:36,903
Fine.

402
00:25:37,003 --> 00:25:39,438
Every time you need me,
that's two more bottles.

403
00:25:39,538 --> 00:25:40,740
- I won't need you.
- You will.

404
00:25:40,840 --> 00:25:42,274
This won't last forever.

405
00:25:42,374 --> 00:25:44,694
I hope you're not thinking
you'll get free of me, dear one.

406
00:25:44,744 --> 00:25:47,446
You stop IV-ing and
you'll look like a prune.

407
00:25:49,315 --> 00:25:51,984
I'll be back for the
other two bottles.

408
00:25:55,321 --> 00:25:57,657
<i>That brings up your...</i>

409
00:25:57,757 --> 00:26:01,628
So, the language centers,
Broca's and, um, Wernicke's,

410
00:26:01,728 --> 00:26:05,564
and the angular gyrus are
located throughout the...

411
00:26:06,966 --> 00:26:09,101
- Um...
- Throughout the...?

412
00:26:09,201 --> 00:26:13,840
Well, different
parts of the, uh...

413
00:26:13,940 --> 00:26:15,274
Brain.

414
00:26:15,374 --> 00:26:17,009
- Yes.
- Yeah.

415
00:26:17,109 --> 00:26:18,389
So you think this
is explainable.

416
00:26:19,111 --> 00:26:20,146
I do.

417
00:26:20,246 --> 00:26:21,013
That he doesn't
need an exorcism?

418
00:26:21,113 --> 00:26:23,315
Yeah.

419
00:26:24,550 --> 00:26:26,686
Ben?

420
00:26:26,786 --> 00:26:28,688
Oh, I-I went to his place.

421
00:26:28,788 --> 00:26:31,090
Whose?

422
00:26:32,859 --> 00:26:34,526
The guy.

423
00:26:34,627 --> 00:26:38,665
Uh, and I can't find
any signs of, um...

424
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:41,934
bad stuff.

425
00:26:42,034 --> 00:26:43,870
Can I stop us here for a second?

426
00:26:43,970 --> 00:26:48,107
Uh, are you guys having
trouble completing thoughts?

427
00:26:48,207 --> 00:26:49,541
- Yes.
- Mm-hmm.

428
00:26:49,642 --> 00:26:51,243
You too?

429
00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:53,255
The other day I struggled
with my homily. First time.

430
00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:55,682
My ACIA score went way down.

431
00:26:59,085 --> 00:27:03,723
Uh, I actually didn't need
many words last night, so...

432
00:27:04,724 --> 00:27:07,293
Are we concerned that the
same thing is happening to...

433
00:27:07,393 --> 00:27:11,397
us that is happening to the...

434
00:27:11,497 --> 00:27:12,965
our guy?

435
00:27:13,065 --> 00:27:16,168
The... assessment?

436
00:27:16,268 --> 00:27:19,071
You think it's catching? This
loss of words, like a cold?

437
00:27:19,171 --> 00:27:20,639
Or like a yawn.

438
00:27:20,740 --> 00:27:23,242
Like, like social mirroring.
The brain sees a device,

439
00:27:23,342 --> 00:27:25,011
I mean, an action,

440
00:27:25,111 --> 00:27:27,279
in someone else,

441
00:27:27,379 --> 00:27:30,416
and, like a rat, it imitates it.

442
00:27:30,516 --> 00:27:31,884
Like a rat?

443
00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:33,619
What do you mean?

444
00:27:33,720 --> 00:27:35,722
You said "like a rat."

445
00:27:38,290 --> 00:27:39,625
I don't know what that meant.

446
00:27:39,726 --> 00:27:41,227
There's another possibility.

447
00:27:41,327 --> 00:27:44,230
Uh, contagious
demonic possession.

448
00:27:44,330 --> 00:27:46,733
I'm not sure I...

449
00:27:53,639 --> 00:27:56,175
One second.

450
00:27:58,010 --> 00:28:00,847
Sister?

451
00:28:00,947 --> 00:28:03,082
Sister, what's... What's up?

452
00:28:03,182 --> 00:28:05,117
There's a demon loose in here.

453
00:28:05,217 --> 00:28:07,529
Yeah, Father Ignatius mentioned
that you were in his office,

454
00:28:07,553 --> 00:28:08,888
- examining his side.
- No.

455
00:28:08,988 --> 00:28:11,623
Not that one.

456
00:28:11,724 --> 00:28:13,359
Not... that one?

457
00:28:13,459 --> 00:28:15,427
There are two of them.

458
00:28:18,197 --> 00:28:21,300
It's best to handle
them one at a time

459
00:28:21,400 --> 00:28:22,935
or they gang up on you.

460
00:29:36,475 --> 00:29:38,710
- Sister?
- Father, don't move.

461
00:29:38,811 --> 00:29:39,946
What?

462
00:29:40,046 --> 00:29:41,347
You have something in your side.

463
00:29:41,447 --> 00:29:44,083
I have nothing in my side.

464
00:29:44,183 --> 00:29:45,263
What are you talking about?

465
00:29:45,317 --> 00:29:46,986
You don't see it, Father.

466
00:29:47,086 --> 00:29:48,888
Something is weighing you down.

467
00:29:48,988 --> 00:29:51,623
Sister...

468
00:29:51,723 --> 00:29:55,227
I need you to knock
when you come in here.

469
00:29:55,327 --> 00:29:57,796
Now please go.

470
00:30:01,934 --> 00:30:03,769
<i>The world just scares me.</i>

471
00:30:03,870 --> 00:30:06,572
<i>More and more. Everything
seems threatening.</i>

472
00:30:06,672 --> 00:30:09,308
<i>Mm-hmm. And Laura's
health, how is she?</i>

473
00:30:09,408 --> 00:30:12,478
<i>Her heart, I mean, it's...</i>

474
00:30:12,578 --> 00:30:15,347
<i>The doctor gives us another six
months, if we don't operate.</i>

475
00:30:15,447 --> 00:30:17,116
<i>But there's only
five percent chance</i>

476
00:30:17,216 --> 00:30:18,284
<i>that she'll live until 18.</i>

477
00:30:19,919 --> 00:30:21,921
<i>I just don't know what
I'm gonna do, I just...</i>

478
00:30:22,021 --> 00:30:25,257
<i>Laura is so young
and so defenseless...</i>

479
00:30:25,357 --> 00:30:27,626
<i>I know it's not rational,
but I just keep thinking</i>

480
00:30:27,726 --> 00:30:29,361
<i>that if I lose her, I would need</i>

481
00:30:29,461 --> 00:30:30,863
<i>to have another
baby immediately.</i>

482
00:30:30,963 --> 00:30:33,632
<i>It's the only way I
could handle the void.</i>

483
00:30:33,732 --> 00:30:36,302
<i>The only way...</i>

484
00:30:36,402 --> 00:30:38,370
<i>Oh, my God.</i>

485
00:30:38,470 --> 00:30:41,140
<i>Oh, my God.</i>

486
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:42,641
<i>You know...</i>

487
00:30:42,741 --> 00:30:46,012
<i>Andy always wanted a boy.</i>

488
00:30:46,112 --> 00:30:48,414
<i>It makes me think...</i>

489
00:30:48,514 --> 00:30:50,682
<i>of what a son would be like.</i>

490
00:30:50,782 --> 00:30:54,086
<i>Maybe he keeps
leaving me because</i>

491
00:30:54,186 --> 00:30:55,521
<i>I don't know...</i>

492
00:30:55,621 --> 00:30:57,924
<i>God, am I even making sense?</i>

493
00:30:58,024 --> 00:30:59,258
<i>I'm sorry.</i>

494
00:31:11,670 --> 00:31:13,505
- Yeah?
<i>- Ah-ha-ha-ha!</i>

495
00:31:13,605 --> 00:31:19,578
<i>♪ Feliz Navidad, Feliz Navidad ♪</i>

496
00:31:20,446 --> 00:31:21,847
<i>♪ Feliz Navidad ♪</i>

497
00:31:21,948 --> 00:31:25,417
<i>♪ Prospero Ano y Felicidad ♪</i>

498
00:31:26,652 --> 00:31:28,220
<i>♪ Feliz Navidad ♪</i>

499
00:31:29,721 --> 00:31:33,492
<i>♪ Feliz Navidad, Feliz... ♪</i>

500
00:31:36,795 --> 00:31:38,197
Wait. W-W-W-Wait.
What the hell

501
00:31:38,297 --> 00:31:40,699
were you doing in a
particle accelerator anyway?

502
00:31:40,799 --> 00:31:41,968
Well...

503
00:31:42,068 --> 00:31:45,037
it's a long story, and
I don't have the words.

504
00:31:45,137 --> 00:31:46,805
Well, you only need one word.

505
00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:47,606
Stupid.

506
00:31:47,706 --> 00:31:49,841
Okay, Mom.

507
00:31:49,942 --> 00:31:51,877
Can we agree to
that and move on?

508
00:31:51,978 --> 00:31:53,845
The question is,

509
00:31:53,946 --> 00:31:57,449
could an ion beam cause
a problem in my brain

510
00:31:57,549 --> 00:31:59,818
that is currently undiagnosable?

511
00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:02,088
You're saying it was a
test beam, no radiation?

512
00:32:02,188 --> 00:32:03,990
- Right.
- And how many megahertz?

513
00:32:04,090 --> 00:32:05,524
74.

514
00:32:05,624 --> 00:32:08,794
Well, look, your worry is
not quantum black holes.

515
00:32:08,894 --> 00:32:11,330
It's that quarks would
reassemble themselves

516
00:32:11,430 --> 00:32:12,731
into compressed strangelets.

517
00:32:12,831 --> 00:32:14,800
- Which are theoretical.
- Yeah.

518
00:32:14,900 --> 00:32:17,469
But I wouldn't them
messing around in my head.

519
00:32:17,569 --> 00:32:20,239
Strangelets are a new
form of compressed matter.

520
00:32:20,339 --> 00:32:22,174
They could do anything.

521
00:32:22,274 --> 00:32:26,112
You are on the outer reaches
of known physics here.

522
00:32:26,212 --> 00:32:27,446
In my head.

523
00:32:27,546 --> 00:32:30,749
Quantum mechanics
and the human brain.

524
00:32:30,849 --> 00:32:35,321
Mm. It's like putting
a mystery in a mystery.

525
00:32:35,421 --> 00:32:36,421
Great.

526
00:32:36,488 --> 00:32:38,524
Hey, did you ever think

527
00:32:38,624 --> 00:32:40,459
that maybe you're experiencing

528
00:32:40,559 --> 00:32:43,862
the many worlds
interpretation firsthand?

529
00:32:43,962 --> 00:32:45,998
What do you mean?

530
00:32:46,098 --> 00:32:48,400
Well, when the
beam hit your head,

531
00:32:48,500 --> 00:32:50,636
your world split into
two possibilities:

532
00:32:50,736 --> 00:32:52,771
one with just you,
and the other one

533
00:32:52,871 --> 00:32:55,174
was where your id is real.

534
00:32:55,274 --> 00:32:56,608
Multiverse theory?

535
00:32:56,708 --> 00:33:00,312
Yes. So in this
universe, I'm with you.

536
00:33:00,412 --> 00:33:03,582
And in the other
one, you're alone.

537
00:33:05,384 --> 00:33:07,153
Oh, you're blowing my mind.

538
00:33:07,253 --> 00:33:08,687
Good.

539
00:33:08,787 --> 00:33:11,190
Now let me tell you about Jesus.

540
00:33:11,290 --> 00:33:13,992
Oh, no, please, come on.

541
00:33:14,093 --> 00:33:15,361
- Oh.
- Mm.

542
00:34:25,631 --> 00:34:27,399
Ah, uh, Jennifer, Stuart Lawry,

543
00:34:27,499 --> 00:34:29,067
this is Sister Andrea.

544
00:34:29,168 --> 00:34:31,303
Oh, yes, I sometimes
see you at morning mass.

545
00:34:31,403 --> 00:34:33,004
Oh, of course, of
course. How are you?

546
00:34:33,105 --> 00:34:34,716
I think we're about to find out.

547
00:34:34,740 --> 00:34:36,007
Are you all right, Sister?

548
00:34:36,108 --> 00:34:39,878
I'm fine. I'm fine.
Thank you for a...

549
00:34:39,978 --> 00:34:41,847
a... a...

550
00:34:41,947 --> 00:34:43,625
We're considering the
possibility of an exorcism

551
00:34:43,649 --> 00:34:44,783
or spiritual counseling.

552
00:34:44,883 --> 00:34:46,485
Maybe you could join us.

553
00:34:46,585 --> 00:34:49,888
I-I will. I...

554
00:34:55,093 --> 00:34:56,728
Ah.

555
00:35:09,608 --> 00:35:10,976
Go help your friends.

556
00:35:11,076 --> 00:35:13,412
That-that other demon
is more dangerous.

557
00:35:13,512 --> 00:35:15,581
I'm just a little pet. Meow.

558
00:35:15,681 --> 00:35:18,250
- Shut up.
- You're hurting me.

559
00:35:18,350 --> 00:35:19,751
You're hurting my tail.

560
00:35:19,851 --> 00:35:22,421
Look at me. I'm not your enemy.

561
00:35:22,521 --> 00:35:24,122
Ow!

562
00:35:24,923 --> 00:35:26,925
Is this where you live?

563
00:35:27,025 --> 00:35:28,594
It's so sad.

564
00:35:28,694 --> 00:35:30,729
Get some flowers or something.

565
00:35:30,829 --> 00:35:32,831
Ow! Jesus. Oh, hey!

566
00:35:32,931 --> 00:35:36,535
It's dark in here.
I'm scared. Hey!

567
00:35:36,635 --> 00:35:39,438
What are you doing
to Father Ignatius?

568
00:35:39,538 --> 00:35:41,407
That old priest?

569
00:35:41,507 --> 00:35:42,541
I was helping him.

570
00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:43,875
With rocks?

571
00:35:43,975 --> 00:35:45,511
Those were magic rocks.

572
00:35:45,611 --> 00:35:47,846
Helping him to sleep.

573
00:35:47,946 --> 00:35:49,448
He hasn't been sleeping well.

574
00:35:49,548 --> 00:35:52,951
Let me out and I promise
to grant you three wishes.

575
00:35:55,221 --> 00:35:56,855
Hey, ah! Hey!

576
00:35:56,955 --> 00:36:00,259
What are you? What
kind of demon are you?

577
00:36:00,359 --> 00:36:02,394
I'm just a nothing.

578
00:36:02,494 --> 00:36:04,196
A small pet. Wait, wait.

579
00:36:04,296 --> 00:36:05,731
Hey! Hey, stop it!

580
00:36:05,831 --> 00:36:07,233
What are you about?

581
00:36:07,333 --> 00:36:09,601
I'm about you.

582
00:36:09,701 --> 00:36:11,370
I'm telling the truth.

583
00:36:11,470 --> 00:36:12,804
I'm about futility.

584
00:36:12,904 --> 00:36:15,507
I'm about your life
being meaningless.

585
00:36:15,607 --> 00:36:19,345
I'm about the fact that every
last kid you taught in school

586
00:36:19,445 --> 00:36:21,813
is no longer Catholic.

587
00:36:21,913 --> 00:36:24,283
They all left the Church.

588
00:36:24,383 --> 00:36:26,051
Every single one.

589
00:36:26,151 --> 00:36:29,621
They looked at your
life and were disgusted.

590
00:36:29,721 --> 00:36:32,123
No, what are you doing, Sister?

591
00:36:32,224 --> 00:36:33,625
I'm about Paul.

592
00:36:35,026 --> 00:36:36,862
You know what he's doing now?

593
00:36:36,962 --> 00:36:39,765
He's dead. He's buried.

594
00:36:39,865 --> 00:36:43,235
The only thing left of
him is his broken heart.

595
00:36:43,335 --> 00:36:46,838
He only had six
months of happiness,

596
00:36:46,938 --> 00:36:48,707
that summer with you.

597
00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:53,612
You're the Demon of Grief.

598
00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:56,214
I prefer to be called Tommy.

599
00:36:56,315 --> 00:36:57,416
But sure.

600
00:36:57,516 --> 00:36:59,551
Let me go.

601
00:36:59,651 --> 00:37:01,587
Father Ignatius needs me.

602
00:37:01,687 --> 00:37:03,455
He has no other comforts.

603
00:37:03,555 --> 00:37:05,624
His grief is his comfort.

604
00:37:05,724 --> 00:37:07,359
I don't believe you.

605
00:37:07,859 --> 00:37:10,829
Sometimes pain is
what sustains us.

606
00:37:10,929 --> 00:37:15,401
Think of Paul, what you gave up.

607
00:37:15,501 --> 00:37:17,336
You loved him.

608
00:37:17,436 --> 00:37:19,738
He would've given up
everything for you.

609
00:37:19,838 --> 00:37:24,075
But you wouldn't give up God.

610
00:37:24,175 --> 00:37:28,680
Tell me... was it worth it?

611
00:37:28,780 --> 00:37:32,250
Does God hold you
the way Paul did?

612
00:37:32,351 --> 00:37:33,819
Huh, Sister?

613
00:37:33,919 --> 00:37:39,358
I-I-I wrote down some
notes from our last, um...

614
00:37:39,458 --> 00:37:41,993
visit to the doctor.

615
00:37:42,093 --> 00:37:46,031
Jennifer, are you
finding that...

616
00:37:46,131 --> 00:37:49,100
Stuart's frustration with
words is spreading to you?

617
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:50,068
Yes.

618
00:37:50,168 --> 00:37:51,168
Yeah, we are, too.

619
00:37:51,202 --> 00:37:52,838
Something is going on here.

620
00:37:52,938 --> 00:37:54,239
You need an exorcism.

621
00:37:54,340 --> 00:37:57,843
Yeah, baby. Give
me all your words.

622
00:37:57,943 --> 00:38:01,146
There's a demon who got
hold of your husband.

623
00:38:01,246 --> 00:38:04,483
A parasite who
lives on his words.

624
00:38:04,583 --> 00:38:07,986
And now it's grabbed onto you,
David, and also to you two.

625
00:38:08,086 --> 00:38:10,255
The sooner the
exorcism, the better.

626
00:38:10,356 --> 00:38:13,392
He becomes stronger
with each word.

627
00:38:22,568 --> 00:38:25,303
It's our last meeting, Andy.

628
00:38:26,438 --> 00:38:29,475
You've been so patient.

629
00:38:31,610 --> 00:38:34,245
Tomorrow...

630
00:38:36,482 --> 00:38:38,917
you are a man.

631
00:38:40,819 --> 00:38:42,120
Remember those first few months

632
00:38:42,220 --> 00:38:44,322
after each of the
girls was born?

633
00:38:45,156 --> 00:38:49,395
How every breath
seemed like a miracle?

634
00:38:49,495 --> 00:38:51,196
How worried you were?

635
00:38:51,296 --> 00:38:56,134
I want you to have
those feelings again.

636
00:38:57,903 --> 00:39:00,205
I want you to be
closer together.

637
00:39:01,407 --> 00:39:04,109
Children bring life.

638
00:39:05,043 --> 00:39:07,813
And you always wanted a boy.

639
00:39:08,914 --> 00:39:11,182
You wanted a boy
to play catch with.

640
00:39:11,282 --> 00:39:13,752
To introduce to Pink Floyd.

641
00:39:13,852 --> 00:39:16,988
To explain why the Mets matter.

642
00:39:18,189 --> 00:39:19,758
But...

643
00:39:20,792 --> 00:39:23,028
always there were girls.

644
00:39:23,128 --> 00:39:27,198
Always there were girls.

645
00:39:27,298 --> 00:39:29,735
Tonight you'll put Laura
to bed at 9:00 p.m.,

646
00:39:29,835 --> 00:39:32,438
like every other night.

647
00:39:33,605 --> 00:39:36,808
This is her beddy-bye pouch.

648
00:39:36,908 --> 00:39:40,612
You'll put the pouch
next to her pillow,

649
00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:44,049
kiss her on the forehead and go.

650
00:39:44,149 --> 00:39:47,352
At 3:00 a.m., you'll wake...

651
00:39:47,453 --> 00:39:50,121
and reenter her room.

652
00:39:50,221 --> 00:39:54,059
She'll be sleeping soundly
from the herbs in the pouch.

653
00:39:55,694 --> 00:39:57,596
You have to be very quiet.

654
00:39:57,696 --> 00:40:00,532
You'll go to her feet,

655
00:40:00,632 --> 00:40:03,935
remove her right sock,

656
00:40:04,035 --> 00:40:07,038
take the needle,

657
00:40:07,138 --> 00:40:10,175
and inject her between the toes.

658
00:40:15,614 --> 00:40:19,050
This is for her benefit.

659
00:40:19,150 --> 00:40:21,553
The drugs will bring
on the cardiac arrest

660
00:40:21,653 --> 00:40:25,223
that she was supposed
to have two years ago.

661
00:40:26,892 --> 00:40:30,996
God never wanted her
to live this long.

662
00:40:34,833 --> 00:40:37,603
Afterwards...

663
00:40:37,703 --> 00:40:40,906
you'll go outside...

664
00:40:41,006 --> 00:40:44,576
put the needle in the trash can.

665
00:40:44,676 --> 00:40:47,579
And go back to sleep.

666
00:40:51,517 --> 00:40:54,586
When you wake up, everything
will be taken care of.

667
00:41:01,993 --> 00:41:04,262
Say okay.

668
00:41:08,433 --> 00:41:10,502
Okay.

669
00:41:32,958 --> 00:41:34,926
Yep, I let him out.

670
00:41:35,026 --> 00:41:36,394
We demons help each other.

671
00:41:36,494 --> 00:41:39,030
Come on, talk.

672
00:41:39,130 --> 00:41:42,133
Tell me how scared you are.

673
00:41:43,234 --> 00:41:46,905
Let's hear it. Go
ahead and speak.

674
00:41:47,706 --> 00:41:49,007
Yeah, that's right.

675
00:41:49,107 --> 00:41:51,910
Every time someone
explains themselves,

676
00:41:52,010 --> 00:41:53,579
it fills me up.

677
00:42:24,810 --> 00:42:26,778
- Mom, Mom...
- Tell us a story.

678
00:42:26,878 --> 00:42:28,847
- Mom!
- Okay,

679
00:42:28,947 --> 00:42:30,148
no story tonight.

680
00:42:33,151 --> 00:42:34,662
Do the spider family!

681
00:42:34,686 --> 00:42:35,997
- Yes, the spider one.
- Yeah! Do it, do it, do it.

682
00:42:36,021 --> 00:42:37,021
What do you think?

683
00:42:38,957 --> 00:42:41,860
Oh, my gosh, all right.

684
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:43,094
- Okay, okay.
- Yay!

685
00:42:43,194 --> 00:42:44,305
All right, all right.

686
00:42:44,329 --> 00:42:45,964
All right, all right, all right.

687
00:42:46,064 --> 00:42:47,165
Okay, snuggle close.

688
00:42:47,265 --> 00:42:49,334
Once upon a time,

689
00:42:49,434 --> 00:42:51,202
there was a spider family,

690
00:42:51,302 --> 00:42:53,238
with four spider daughters

691
00:42:53,338 --> 00:42:54,940
who couldn't get to sleep

692
00:42:55,040 --> 00:42:57,375
because every
night they heard...

693
00:42:57,475 --> 00:42:59,678
Boom.

694
00:42:59,778 --> 00:43:01,980
Boom. Boom.

695
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:03,749
Monster's getting closer.

696
00:43:03,849 --> 00:43:05,951
So the spider girls
started to cry.

697
00:43:06,051 --> 00:43:07,252
"Tell us a story, Mom."

698
00:43:07,352 --> 00:43:09,120
"Make the monster go away."

699
00:43:09,220 --> 00:43:10,689
But every time, they heard...

700
00:43:10,789 --> 00:43:12,457
Boom.

701
00:43:12,557 --> 00:43:14,926
Boom. Boom.

702
00:43:15,026 --> 00:43:16,995
Monster getting closer.

703
00:43:17,095 --> 00:43:19,173
So the mom started to tell a
story about a monster family,

704
00:43:19,197 --> 00:43:21,232
with four monster daughters

705
00:43:21,332 --> 00:43:22,533
who couldn't get to sleep

706
00:43:22,634 --> 00:43:24,770
because all the
while they heard...

707
00:43:24,870 --> 00:43:28,406
Boom. Boom. Boom.

708
00:43:28,506 --> 00:43:30,217
Until the daughters
started to cry,

709
00:43:30,241 --> 00:43:31,743
"Tell us a story, Mom."

710
00:43:31,843 --> 00:43:33,011
"Tell us a story."

711
00:43:33,111 --> 00:43:35,446
So the mom started
to tell a story.

712
00:43:35,546 --> 00:43:39,150
Once upon a time,
there was a human mom

713
00:43:39,250 --> 00:43:41,687
who saw a spider family,

714
00:43:41,787 --> 00:43:44,055
so she got out of bed...

715
00:43:44,155 --> 00:43:48,026
she grabbed a shoe, and...

716
00:43:48,126 --> 00:43:49,627
Splat!

717
00:43:49,728 --> 00:43:51,496
All right, that's it.

718
00:43:51,596 --> 00:43:52,864
Go to bed.

719
00:43:52,964 --> 00:43:55,133
In your bunks, in your
bunks, ready, set, let's go.

720
00:43:55,233 --> 00:43:56,501
Sleep tight.

721
00:43:56,601 --> 00:43:58,179
- Thanks for that.
- Good night, love you.

722
00:43:58,203 --> 00:44:00,271
You'll probably have
nightmares. Okay. Good nighty.

723
00:44:00,371 --> 00:44:02,491
- Good nighty. Mwah-mwah-mwah.
- Good night, love you.

724
00:44:02,540 --> 00:44:04,251
- Don't let the bedbugs bite.
- I love you all. Good night.

725
00:44:04,275 --> 00:44:05,586
- Good night, Dad.
- Good night. Love you.

726
00:44:05,610 --> 00:44:08,179
- I love you.
- Good night. Love you.

727
00:44:12,050 --> 00:44:15,687
It's pretty, Dad. What is it?

728
00:44:15,787 --> 00:44:17,322
That's a gift

729
00:44:17,422 --> 00:44:21,126
for the best daughter that
anybody could ever imagine.

730
00:44:21,226 --> 00:44:23,261
You're the best daddy.

731
00:44:23,361 --> 00:44:25,163
I'm so glad you're home.

732
00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:23,808
Hmm?

733
00:48:23,834 --> 00:48:24,735
Sister.

734
00:48:24,835 --> 00:48:26,637
Father.

735
00:48:28,873 --> 00:48:30,341
How are you?

736
00:48:30,441 --> 00:48:32,410
Fine.

737
00:48:33,578 --> 00:48:35,346
Did you want to...

738
00:48:35,446 --> 00:48:37,015
look at my side?

739
00:48:37,115 --> 00:48:39,384
No.

740
00:48:40,351 --> 00:48:42,653
I want to talk to you.

741
00:48:43,921 --> 00:48:45,390
About what?

742
00:48:45,490 --> 00:48:47,325
About Monsignor Korecki.

743
00:48:47,425 --> 00:48:49,594
Matt.

744
00:48:51,496 --> 00:48:53,131
I-I don't...

745
00:48:53,231 --> 00:48:54,465
What do you mean?

746
00:48:55,333 --> 00:48:56,467
I miss him.

747
00:48:56,567 --> 00:48:59,337
I miss him, too, but...

748
00:48:59,437 --> 00:49:00,972
I don't want to talk about it.

749
00:49:01,072 --> 00:49:02,540
Then let me.

750
00:49:02,640 --> 00:49:04,342
Sister, no, please.

751
00:49:04,442 --> 00:49:07,178
I was thinking...

752
00:49:07,278 --> 00:49:09,914
how funny His Holiness was.

753
00:49:10,015 --> 00:49:11,582
Oh, I agree.

754
00:49:11,682 --> 00:49:15,953
I just remembered that
he used to take socks

755
00:49:16,054 --> 00:49:19,657
and make puppets out
of them, remember?

756
00:49:20,791 --> 00:49:26,297
Yes. Oh, he... he was
insufferable that way.

757
00:49:26,397 --> 00:49:28,666
He would have
religious arguments

758
00:49:28,766 --> 00:49:31,069
between two sock puppets.

759
00:49:32,170 --> 00:49:33,671
The last conclave,

760
00:49:33,771 --> 00:49:35,873
when he did Cardinal
Dolan's voice, remember?

761
00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:39,844
"I just published a biography.

762
00:49:39,944 --> 00:49:42,313
I hope you'll take
a look at it."

763
00:49:42,413 --> 00:49:45,283
That's good. That's very good.

764
00:49:47,785 --> 00:49:50,121
Do you know what his
favorite song was?

765
00:49:50,221 --> 00:49:51,956
No, what?

766
00:49:52,057 --> 00:49:53,558
"I Will Survive."

767
00:50:03,501 --> 00:50:07,004
Does it hurt, talking about him?

768
00:50:07,105 --> 00:50:09,174
- Definitely.
- Mm.

769
00:50:09,274 --> 00:50:12,843
Yeah, very few people...

770
00:50:12,943 --> 00:50:16,847
want to talk about
people that died.

771
00:50:16,947 --> 00:50:19,184
Why is that?

772
00:50:19,284 --> 00:50:22,387
I don't know. Emotion?

773
00:50:22,487 --> 00:50:25,756
We're afraid of hurting.

774
00:50:25,856 --> 00:50:28,093
But you know what's
funny? I'm hurting,

775
00:50:28,193 --> 00:50:29,527
but it makes me smile.

776
00:50:30,961 --> 00:50:33,564
Matt made me smile. And, um...

777
00:50:33,664 --> 00:50:38,536
I haven't smiled like
this since, uh...

778
00:50:38,636 --> 00:50:40,505
a long time.

779
00:50:53,451 --> 00:50:55,453
Thank you, Sister.

780
00:50:57,355 --> 00:51:00,024
I've been so quiet about him,

781
00:51:00,125 --> 00:51:04,329
uh, so hesitant
to talk about Matt

782
00:51:04,429 --> 00:51:06,564
because...

783
00:51:06,664 --> 00:51:08,599
I know.

784
00:51:10,368 --> 00:51:12,337
Love makes us do that.

785
00:51:12,437 --> 00:51:16,073
Yes. Love.

786
00:51:17,642 --> 00:51:19,777
Why are we so alone?

787
00:51:24,182 --> 00:51:25,683
Will you be there
tonight, Father?

788
00:51:25,783 --> 00:51:28,253
No, Father Dement will.

789
00:51:31,556 --> 00:51:32,957
Thank you, Sister.

790
00:51:33,057 --> 00:51:35,160
I-I...

791
00:51:36,761 --> 00:51:38,529
I'm sorry I judged you.

792
00:51:39,830 --> 00:51:42,267
We judged each other.

793
00:51:42,367 --> 00:51:44,535
Maybe I should go
to the exorcism.

794
00:51:44,635 --> 00:51:47,472
Yes. Yes. Please.

795
00:52:04,622 --> 00:52:05,856
I'm sorry, what?

796
00:52:05,956 --> 00:52:09,194
Kris... Kristen, it's
hard to hear you.

797
00:52:10,561 --> 00:52:13,464
Andy had a coronary issue.

798
00:52:13,564 --> 00:52:15,800
I've been at the
hospital all day.

799
00:52:15,900 --> 00:52:17,835
<i>Oh, my God, uh, how is he?</i>

800
00:52:17,935 --> 00:52:22,373
The doctors think he'll
survive, but, um...

801
00:52:22,473 --> 00:52:24,475
yeah, tell David to pray?

802
00:52:24,575 --> 00:52:27,678
<i>Definitely, yeah. Uh, keep
us posted on his condition.</i>

803
00:52:27,778 --> 00:52:28,946
Okay. I will.

804
00:52:29,046 --> 00:52:31,549
I'll talk to you soon. Bye.

805
00:52:35,019 --> 00:52:37,255
All holy martyrs,

806
00:52:37,355 --> 00:52:38,723
intercede for us.

807
00:52:38,823 --> 00:52:41,292
St. Sylvester, St. Gregory,

808
00:52:41,392 --> 00:52:43,694
St. Ambrose, St. Augustine,

809
00:52:43,794 --> 00:52:46,964
St. Jerome, St. Martin,
all holy doctors.

810
00:52:47,064 --> 00:52:52,370
St. Anthony, St. Benedict,
all holy virgins and widows,

811
00:52:52,470 --> 00:52:54,038
make intercession for us!

812
00:52:54,138 --> 00:52:55,773
Be merciful.

813
00:52:55,873 --> 00:52:57,475
Spare us, O Lord.

814
00:52:57,575 --> 00:53:00,077
Graciously hear us, O Lord.

815
00:53:00,177 --> 00:53:02,137
- From all evil deliver us.
- What are you seeing?

816
00:53:02,213 --> 00:53:04,014
A demon.

817
00:53:04,114 --> 00:53:07,485
From all sin, from your wrath...

818
00:53:07,585 --> 00:53:08,986
What does it look like?

819
00:53:09,086 --> 00:53:11,055
From anger, hatred...

820
00:53:11,155 --> 00:53:13,224
Large.

821
00:53:14,359 --> 00:53:16,093
I'll be right back.

822
00:53:22,933 --> 00:53:25,002
Something's wrong with
Kristen's husband.

823
00:53:25,102 --> 00:53:27,037
She wanted you to pray for him.

824
00:53:27,137 --> 00:53:29,607
- What's wrong?
- His heart stopped.

825
00:53:29,707 --> 00:53:32,109
- Oh, my God.
- Yeah, and...

826
00:53:34,279 --> 00:53:36,414
- No!
- Be merciful.

827
00:53:36,514 --> 00:53:37,682
Graciously hear us, O Lord.

828
00:53:37,782 --> 00:53:43,153
We sinners, we beg
you to hear us!

829
00:53:43,254 --> 00:53:44,622
Sister?

830
00:53:59,837 --> 00:54:00,838
S-Sister, are you okay?

831
00:54:06,977 --> 00:54:09,647
We beg you, hear us!

832
00:54:13,484 --> 00:54:16,287
Suck up more words. Why not?

833
00:54:33,438 --> 00:54:34,705
What's going on?

834
00:54:34,805 --> 00:54:36,173
What's...?

835
00:54:37,575 --> 00:54:40,678
- What's going...?
- Stuart? Stuart, are you okay?

836
00:54:40,778 --> 00:54:42,713
I think... I think so.

837
00:54:42,813 --> 00:54:44,982
What happened?

838
00:54:47,818 --> 00:54:48,929
<i>So, how did it happen?</i>

839
00:54:48,953 --> 00:54:51,456
I mean, my words are all back.

840
00:54:51,556 --> 00:54:52,556
<i>Ours, too.</i>

841
00:54:52,590 --> 00:54:55,092
The exorcism seemed to work.

842
00:54:56,126 --> 00:54:58,262
How's everything over there?

843
00:54:58,363 --> 00:55:01,899
Um, yeah, it's, uh...

844
00:55:01,999 --> 00:55:04,802
It's hard to tell, I...

845
00:55:06,236 --> 00:55:09,306
I found a hypodermic
needle on Andy.

846
00:55:10,307 --> 00:55:11,742
Wow.

847
00:55:12,543 --> 00:55:14,579
<i>Yeah. I know.</i>

848
00:55:14,679 --> 00:55:16,447
You need anything?

849
00:55:16,547 --> 00:55:19,116
No, thank you, I'll, um...

850
00:55:21,519 --> 00:55:23,954
I'll just stay in touch.

851
00:55:24,054 --> 00:55:25,289
<i>All right. Bye.</i>

852
00:55:25,390 --> 00:55:27,024
Okey dokey. Bye-bye.

853
00:55:34,031 --> 00:55:36,300
- Hey, baby.
- Hey.

854
00:55:36,401 --> 00:55:37,468
Hey.

855
00:55:37,568 --> 00:55:38,669
How you feeling?

856
00:55:38,769 --> 00:55:40,371
Good, good.

857
00:55:40,471 --> 00:55:41,839
Think I'm waking up.

858
00:55:49,013 --> 00:55:51,449
What happened?

859
00:55:51,549 --> 00:55:53,718
I don't know.

860
00:55:53,818 --> 00:55:57,722
Last night, I... I don't know.

861
00:55:57,822 --> 00:55:59,490
I found you on the...

862
00:55:59,590 --> 00:56:03,428
on the floor of the girls' room.

863
00:56:03,528 --> 00:56:06,030
And you had a
needle in your hand.

864
00:56:11,235 --> 00:56:13,270
Oh, God.

865
00:56:16,206 --> 00:56:17,408
I think we need to look into

866
00:56:17,508 --> 00:56:19,309
an addiction treatment
program, Andy.

867
00:56:19,410 --> 00:56:20,445
No.

868
00:56:20,545 --> 00:56:22,046
Baby...

869
00:56:25,550 --> 00:56:27,752
Baby...

870
00:56:27,852 --> 00:56:29,386
I think you're in denial.

871
00:56:29,487 --> 00:56:31,722
It's something else.

872
00:56:31,822 --> 00:56:34,124
It's something worse.

873
00:56:35,993 --> 00:56:37,394
Wh-What do you mean?

874
00:56:37,495 --> 00:56:40,798
I don't know, but I
need to stay away...

875
00:56:40,898 --> 00:56:43,468
from you and the girls.

876
00:56:43,568 --> 00:56:48,205
Baby, you can get into
a 12-step program.

877
00:56:48,305 --> 00:56:50,140
And we'll get you
sessions with Dr. Boggs...

878
00:56:50,240 --> 00:56:52,342
Oh, no, we're beyond
that, Kristen.

879
00:56:54,311 --> 00:56:56,847
I'm scared that
I'm gonna hurt you.

880
00:56:57,848 --> 00:56:59,349
I have to go.

881
00:56:59,450 --> 00:57:01,085
But...

882
00:57:03,353 --> 00:57:04,689
Where?

883
00:57:04,789 --> 00:57:06,290
There's a psychiatric hospital

884
00:57:06,390 --> 00:57:08,030
in upstate New York
I've been researching,

885
00:57:08,125 --> 00:57:09,359
the Lexer-Miller Institute.

886
00:57:09,460 --> 00:57:11,762
No, no, no. Baby,
you don't need that.

887
00:57:11,862 --> 00:57:13,097
That's for psychotics.

888
00:57:13,197 --> 00:57:15,633
Kristen, I need to recover.

889
00:57:15,733 --> 00:57:18,703
I don't know what it is...

890
00:57:18,803 --> 00:57:20,838
but I need separation from you.

891
00:57:20,938 --> 00:57:22,439
All of you.

892
00:57:24,441 --> 00:57:27,411
Oh, my God.

893
00:57:30,581 --> 00:57:33,183
What are we gonna do?

894
00:57:33,283 --> 00:57:36,353
I don't know, I just need time.

895
00:57:41,025 --> 00:57:43,460
- I just want our old life back.
- I know.

896
00:57:43,561 --> 00:57:44,929
We'll get it back.

897
00:57:45,029 --> 00:57:47,131
- Okay.
- Okay.

898
00:57:48,298 --> 00:57:50,300
- I love you.
- I love you.

899
00:57:56,006 --> 00:57:57,166
We just have to keep talking.

900
00:57:57,241 --> 00:57:58,442
- Yeah, yeah.
- Yeah.

901
00:57:58,543 --> 00:58:00,023
- So we'll talk.
- We'll talk. Uh-huh.


