1
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There she is.

2
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Bonjour, madame. How much for a reading?

3
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Three francs, dear,
and it's written on the door.

4
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I'm sorry.

5
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I cannot see.

6
00:03:20,958 --> 00:03:24,420
-We've got to go. We're late.
-We'll miss the bus.

7
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Thank you, madame.

8
00:03:39,208 --> 00:03:40,750
What do you see?

9
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I see your 34th year.

10
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Shut up.

11
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That's the porter.

12
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He spotted me as I was making my getaway.

13
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These are first-year rooms, aren't they?

14
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They're very luxurious.

15
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The ones at Yale are like monk's cells.

16
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"Aristotle and Virtue." Oh, God, I'm sorry.

17
00:05:01,500 --> 00:05:04,917
-lt doesn't matter.
-Of course it does. I ruined them.

18
00:05:06,667 --> 00:05:07,792
Wait.

19
00:05:12,375 --> 00:05:14,958
It's getting heavier out there, huh?

20
00:05:15,000 --> 00:05:19,292
-Do you mind if I stay here till it eases off?
-No. Of course you can.

21
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-I go out with one of the dons.
-I know. Julian Ellsworth.

22
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We just had an awful row.
I can't go back to his rooms.

23
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I have to get out of these togs.

24
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Excuse me.

25
00:05:36,167 --> 00:05:37,250
Help.

26
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It's completely stuck to me.

27
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I don't mind if it tears.

28
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Thanks.

29
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Bless you.

30
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I can't let you go out in this.
You can sleep in my bed.

31
00:06:04,500 --> 00:06:06,792
But we haven't been introduced.

32
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I'll sleep on the chair and keep watch.

33
00:06:10,667 --> 00:06:14,542
That's very noble, but I wouldn't dream
of kidnapping your bed.

34
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You're taking a terrible risk
having me here at all.

35
00:06:39,667 --> 00:06:43,830
-Sorry.
-No. Don't apologize.

36
00:06:43,917 --> 00:06:46,958
-I'm flattered.
-lt doesn't normally....

37
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I should hope it does.

38
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-I'm Gilda Besse.
-I know who you are.

39
00:06:58,542 --> 00:07:01,708
-That sounds ominous.
-You're famous around here.

40
00:07:01,792 --> 00:07:04,458
-Where are you from?
-Dublin originally.

41
00:07:04,833 --> 00:07:08,125
-We moved up north after the Treaty.
-Why was that?

42
00:07:09,625 --> 00:07:11,583
My father was a policeman.

43
00:07:12,667 --> 00:07:15,292
And he was killed during the Troubles.

44
00:07:17,833 --> 00:07:19,958
So are you British or lrish?

45
00:07:20,375 --> 00:07:24,625
On paper, I'm British.
But I don't believe in countries much.

46
00:07:25,708 --> 00:07:27,000
Nor do l.

47
00:07:30,375 --> 00:07:33,667
-How did you end up here?
-I got a scholarship.

48
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Beauty, bravery, and brains.

49
00:07:43,333 --> 00:07:44,833
What a catch.

50
00:07:47,420 --> 00:07:50,833
You also have a nice willy,
and I hope to dream about it.

51
00:07:57,292 --> 00:08:00,292
-Good night, Guy.
-Good night.

52
00:08:29,500 --> 00:08:32,500
We made it. I owe you my life.

53
00:08:33,875 --> 00:08:36,500
You don't owe me anything. It was fun.

54
00:08:42,500 --> 00:08:44,500
Everyone knew Gilda Besse.

55
00:08:45,167 --> 00:08:48,125
Her father owned
one of the big French champagne houses.

56
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Her mother was a rich American socialite.

57
00:08:51,250 --> 00:08:52,875
The marriage hadn't lasted...

58
00:08:52,958 --> 00:08:56,333
and Gilda had lived most of her life
in the United States.

59
00:08:56,417 --> 00:08:59,830
She was quite notorious at Cambridge...

60
00:08:59,375 --> 00:09:02,583
and last night,
she had actually slept in my bed.

61
00:09:03,333 --> 00:09:06,292
If anyone knew, I'd be a celebrity overnight.

62
00:09:10,667 --> 00:09:12,333
Are you Guy Malyon?

63
00:09:14,375 --> 00:09:16,375
-Yeah.
-Julian Ellsworth.

64
00:09:18,333 --> 00:09:21,917
I'm incredibly grateful about the other night.
Gilda said you were a brick.

65
00:09:21,958 --> 00:09:24,542
I really can't thank you enough.
You saved my bacon.

66
00:09:24,625 --> 00:09:28,500
I'd have been dismissed and most likely
disinherited if they'd found her here.

67
00:09:28,542 --> 00:09:30,000
Glad to have been of help.

68
00:09:30,420 --> 00:09:32,667
Listen, we're having a bit of a beano
at the weekend.

69
00:09:32,750 --> 00:09:34,458
Gilda wanted me to invite you.

70
00:09:34,500 --> 00:09:36,500
Don't know
if you're much of a jitterbugger...

71
00:09:36,583 --> 00:09:39,420
but the old man's away,
I'll have the run of the place.

72
00:09:39,167 --> 00:09:41,292
You need a girl, of course.

73
00:09:41,417 --> 00:09:43,208
I can line one up.

74
00:09:43,250 --> 00:09:46,583
When I was a freshman,
I didn't know what girls were.

75
00:09:53,458 --> 00:09:57,917
I'm afraid Mr. Ellsworth won't allow you in
unless you first drink one of these.

76
00:09:58,000 --> 00:09:59,958
The password is "martini."

77
00:10:02,333 --> 00:10:03,917
God, it tastes like paraffin!

78
00:10:04,000 --> 00:10:06,833
One doesn't taste it, darling,
one simply swallows.

79
00:10:06,917 --> 00:10:08,542
-New blood.
-Hello, old boy.

80
00:10:09,917 --> 00:10:12,375
You girls should want to dance with me
this evening...

81
00:10:12,458 --> 00:10:14,667
because Gilda has got herself
stranded in Calais.

82
00:10:14,750 --> 00:10:17,000
-Poor Gilda.
-Do come through.

83
00:10:17,333 --> 00:10:19,333
Calais is such a dreadful place.

84
00:10:19,542 --> 00:10:20,667
-Hello, Guy.
-Hi.

85
00:10:20,750 --> 00:10:22,333
Glad you could make it.

86
00:10:54,792 --> 00:10:56,333
You're the troubled boy...

87
00:10:56,458 --> 00:10:59,830
whose girlfriend
Julian is planning to monster.

88
00:10:59,167 --> 00:11:02,000
-Are you sad?
-I'm thrilled for her.

89
00:11:02,333 --> 00:11:04,333
You don't mind if she gets debauched?

90
00:11:04,417 --> 00:11:08,917
So long as the debaucher's from a
fucking good family, I couldn't care less.

91
00:11:09,208 --> 00:11:13,420
Do you imagine you're being
incredibly daring using words like that?

92
00:11:13,420 --> 00:11:16,625
You should try them sometime.
It's good for constipation.

93
00:11:38,208 --> 00:11:41,830
I'm going to feel so wicked in the morning.

94
00:11:46,000 --> 00:11:47,792
What are you writing?

95
00:11:47,958 --> 00:11:50,830
An ode to your tummy button.

96
00:12:01,917 --> 00:12:05,167
-Gilda.
-Sir Knight.

97
00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:09,125
-Don't go up there.
-Why shouldn't I go upstairs?

98
00:12:09,458 --> 00:12:12,667
-There's an orgy going on.
-Sounds promising.

99
00:12:12,792 --> 00:12:15,292
My partner for the evening's
the main course.

100
00:12:15,333 --> 00:12:18,500
Your partner isn't Molly Twelvetrees,
by any chance, is she?

101
00:12:18,583 --> 00:12:21,750
Yeah. She's in danger of catching a cold.

102
00:12:22,833 --> 00:12:26,500
-Julian's writing a poem on her stomach.
-What a cad.

103
00:12:27,830 --> 00:12:28,542
Don't you mind?

104
00:12:28,625 --> 00:12:31,625
I feel sorry for Molly. He's a terrible poet.

105
00:12:34,542 --> 00:12:36,792
You're very modern, aren't you?

106
00:12:38,417 --> 00:12:40,875
I don't feel very comfortable here.

107
00:12:41,167 --> 00:12:43,167
I feel guilty being around all this wealth.

108
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It's just a game. Don't take it seriously.

109
00:12:46,792 --> 00:12:51,250
It's not much of a game if you're out of work
and trying to feed a family.

110
00:12:51,625 --> 00:12:53,375
Fortunately, I'm not.

111
00:12:54,917 --> 00:12:56,708
And neither are you.

112
00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:00,750
I only came here tonight to see you.

113
00:13:01,458 --> 00:13:04,208
-There, I've said it.
-Good.

114
00:13:08,208 --> 00:13:09,833
You look lovely.

115
00:13:12,417 --> 00:13:13,792
You don't.

116
00:13:18,208 --> 00:13:22,830
Your eyes are all red.
You look like a bloodhound.

117
00:13:52,420 --> 00:13:55,830
You have excellent recuperative powers.

118
00:13:56,917 --> 00:13:59,833
-What if someone comes?
-We were here first.

119
00:14:04,250 --> 00:14:06,833
-Oh, God!
-Think Sunday School.

120
00:14:06,875 --> 00:14:09,333
-What?
-Think Sunday School.

121
00:14:09,375 --> 00:14:12,875
-Why?
-Because this is a team sport.

122
00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:31,667
Thank you, Unwin.

123
00:14:31,708 --> 00:14:35,167
-I thought it might be prudent to--
-Good idea.

124
00:14:35,250 --> 00:14:36,833
Good morning, Unwin.

125
00:14:36,875 --> 00:14:40,750
I thought we might have breakfast
on the terrace this morning.

126
00:14:41,830 --> 00:14:44,208
Gilda!
What on earth are you doing down here?

127
00:14:44,583 --> 00:14:46,542
Happy birthday, darling.

128
00:14:48,917 --> 00:14:51,875
-Who's that?
-My friend, Guy.

129
00:14:52,875 --> 00:14:55,167
You really had your hands full when I got in.

130
00:14:55,208 --> 00:14:57,583
Gilda, he's a virtual primitive.

131
00:14:57,667 --> 00:15:01,833
I know. He's the Piltdown man.
I'm planning to exhibit him.

132
00:15:02,667 --> 00:15:06,375
-Julian, nothing happened.
-I don't for a moment think anything did.

133
00:15:06,417 --> 00:15:10,000
Apart from us writing sonnets
all over each other.

134
00:15:10,500 --> 00:15:14,000
All right. Do you mind getting up, please,
before anyone else sees you?

135
00:15:14,420 --> 00:15:17,500
Be a darling and lend me
your dressing gown, would you?

136
00:15:17,833 --> 00:15:20,500
Gilda, what have you got on under there?

137
00:15:20,583 --> 00:15:22,583
Well, seeing it's your big day...

138
00:15:22,667 --> 00:15:25,542
I'm wearing my birthday suit in your honor.

139
00:15:29,250 --> 00:15:33,000
I thought for certain I would hear
that Gilda and Julian had broken up...

140
00:15:33,420 --> 00:15:36,125
but nothing seemed
to have changed between them.

141
00:15:38,375 --> 00:15:39,667
A few weeks passed...

142
00:15:39,708 --> 00:15:42,917
and just when I'd resigned myself
to never being with her again...

143
00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:45,167
something unexpected happened.

144
00:15:47,167 --> 00:15:51,417
-The divorce was at least 1 2 years ago.
-Yeah, she must be devastated.

145
00:16:09,167 --> 00:16:10,542
Can I join?

146
00:16:12,875 --> 00:16:15,750
That's five shillings annual membership fee.

147
00:16:19,375 --> 00:16:23,125
I read about your mother.
It must have been awful.

148
00:16:24,708 --> 00:16:27,000
She was a stranger to me, really.

149
00:16:30,542 --> 00:16:33,708
-But how have you been?
-Practicing my billiards.

150
00:16:35,875 --> 00:16:39,417
I wanted to see you,
to tell you that I'm leaving England.

151
00:16:39,708 --> 00:16:40,792
Why?

152
00:16:41,420 --> 00:16:44,458
The wanderlust has got me. I want to travel.

153
00:16:45,420 --> 00:16:46,542
Where will you go?

154
00:16:46,625 --> 00:16:48,875
I loved the Arabian Nights
when I was younger.

155
00:16:48,958 --> 00:16:50,875
Maybe I'll start there.

156
00:16:52,833 --> 00:16:55,417
Would you like a traveling companion?

157
00:16:56,500 --> 00:16:58,875
You have to finish your degree.

158
00:17:02,667 --> 00:17:05,792
-Does Julian know?
-I'll leave him a nice letter.

159
00:17:07,917 --> 00:17:11,500
You're the one friend from this chapter
I'd like to keep.

160
00:17:16,500 --> 00:17:19,458
Three weeks later, Gilda left England.

161
00:17:19,542 --> 00:17:22,333
And so began
our one-sided correspondence.

162
00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:27,250
For she was never in one place long enough
for my letters to catch up with her.

163
00:17:29,333 --> 00:17:31,833
After a year, she stopped writing.

164
00:17:33,830 --> 00:17:36,708
By the time I graduated and began teaching
in the East End of London...

165
00:17:36,792 --> 00:17:39,583
I'd managed to finally put her behind me.

166
00:17:41,417 --> 00:17:43,917
Civil war had broken out in Spain...

167
00:17:44,000 --> 00:17:46,417
and I was campaigning
for the Republican side...

168
00:17:46,458 --> 00:17:49,208
in its increasingly desperate fight
against the Fascists.

169
00:17:51,583 --> 00:17:55,420
Tiberius is in a bad mood!
Where are those slaves?

170
00:18:14,000 --> 00:18:16,917
We'll see how brave you are
in the Coliseum.

171
00:18:17,250 --> 00:18:19,542
Take away their drinking water.

172
00:18:19,667 --> 00:18:22,833
I hadn't had a letter from her
for almost a year.

173
00:18:23,208 --> 00:18:26,333
But Gilda always
had an uncanny sense of timing.

174
00:18:27,167 --> 00:18:28,708
She was back in Paris...

175
00:18:28,792 --> 00:18:32,420
telling me a whole new chapter of her life
was beginning...

176
00:18:32,167 --> 00:18:34,167
and demanding I visit her.

177
00:18:45,583 --> 00:18:48,000
Once more, nothing else in the world
existed for me.

178
00:19:40,917 --> 00:19:42,000
Bonjour.

179
00:19:46,292 --> 00:19:49,420
Guy! You came! And so soon!

180
00:19:49,830 --> 00:19:51,708
Well, you finally sent me an address.

181
00:19:56,375 --> 00:19:59,958
Look at you. Suddenly you're a man.

182
00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:01,625
I even shave now.

183
00:20:02,708 --> 00:20:05,833
-How long can you stay?
-Only till tomorrow. I have to work.

184
00:20:05,917 --> 00:20:08,833
That's ridiculous.
You have to stay for at least a month.

185
00:20:17,792 --> 00:20:21,830
-You'll be able to see my show.
-What sort of show?

186
00:20:21,458 --> 00:20:23,000
You'll see tonight.

187
00:20:23,125 --> 00:20:26,417
I saw you in a film as a slave
in ancient Rome.

188
00:20:27,250 --> 00:20:29,667
-Wasn't it ludicrous?
-How did you get the part?

189
00:20:29,708 --> 00:20:33,667
I met an American cameraman
and went back to Hollywood with him.

190
00:20:34,167 --> 00:20:36,708
At first I wanted to be an actress...

191
00:20:36,792 --> 00:20:39,750
but then I got more interested in cameras.

192
00:20:42,750 --> 00:20:45,375
I'd pick his brains in bed every night.

193
00:20:50,417 --> 00:20:52,208
Are you married yet?

194
00:20:52,875 --> 00:20:54,458
-Not quite.
-Good.

195
00:20:55,208 --> 00:20:58,830
I'm sure you have a menagerie of admirers.

196
00:20:59,125 --> 00:21:03,292
-So what do you do after work?
-I raise money for Republican Spain.

197
00:21:03,375 --> 00:21:05,583
I forgot you had a conscience.

198
00:21:07,542 --> 00:21:09,375
Max! This is Guy.

199
00:21:12,208 --> 00:21:14,333
He just arrived from London.

200
00:21:14,875 --> 00:21:18,333
Welcome to Paris.
Are you here for the opening?

201
00:21:18,625 --> 00:21:22,167
He doesn't know anything about it,
so he'll be completely objective.

202
00:21:22,250 --> 00:21:23,375
Right.

203
00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:26,250
Where are you staying?

204
00:21:26,333 --> 00:21:29,420
There's a hotel my friends like,
just around the corner.

205
00:21:29,167 --> 00:21:30,792
He's staying here.

206
00:21:31,792 --> 00:21:34,583
He and Mia can sing each other to sleep.

207
00:21:35,167 --> 00:21:36,250
Good.

208
00:21:37,420 --> 00:21:39,542
This is going to be incredibly glamorous,
isn't it?

209
00:21:39,583 --> 00:21:41,917
And I'm going to be incredibly dowdy.

210
00:21:41,958 --> 00:21:44,333
You're British. People expect it.

211
00:21:44,792 --> 00:21:46,167
Do you mind?

212
00:21:58,542 --> 00:22:00,208
So Max is a lover?

213
00:22:00,542 --> 00:22:02,333
He owns the gallery.

214
00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:05,250
Actually, he's good company...

215
00:22:05,708 --> 00:22:08,750
but he's become
extremely proprietorial lately.

216
00:22:10,292 --> 00:22:13,542
-He's on very thin ice.
-Then I hope it melts.

217
00:22:16,542 --> 00:22:17,875
Don't sulk.

218
00:22:18,750 --> 00:22:21,417
I didn't know you were coming so soon.

219
00:22:22,583 --> 00:22:24,420
And anyway...

220
00:22:24,458 --> 00:22:28,000
I'm sure you're not sleeping alone
in London every night.

221
00:23:09,333 --> 00:23:13,708
Moments of yearning. Lust, vanity, and joy.

222
00:23:14,458 --> 00:23:16,750
Loves won and lost.

223
00:23:17,917 --> 00:23:20,417
It's an honor to be the first to host
the work...

224
00:23:20,458 --> 00:23:22,792
of this gifted new photographer.

225
00:23:23,500 --> 00:23:27,875
Finally, as a bonus,
may I present a living sculpture...

226
00:23:27,917 --> 00:23:30,250
created especially for tonight?

227
00:24:23,167 --> 00:24:26,833
The pictures were good of their kind.
But the sculptures were something else.

228
00:24:26,917 --> 00:24:29,250
The trouble is we're never going
to see them again.

229
00:24:29,333 --> 00:24:32,792
You should film them, Gilda.
Record them for posterity.

230
00:24:33,420 --> 00:24:35,875
They need to be live,
so people can lean over...

231
00:24:35,917 --> 00:24:38,292
and smell the skin of the models.

232
00:24:39,917 --> 00:24:41,542
Does that worry you, Mia?

233
00:24:41,583 --> 00:24:44,500
Having people sniffing around you
like dogs?

234
00:24:45,208 --> 00:24:47,625
I'm a sculpture, so I ignore them.

235
00:24:48,583 --> 00:24:50,830
What about you, Guy?

236
00:24:50,125 --> 00:24:53,420
Have you seen anything like that
in England?

237
00:24:53,333 --> 00:24:54,833
No, I haven't.

238
00:24:55,583 --> 00:24:57,625
Guy thinks art should be political.

239
00:24:57,667 --> 00:25:02,420
In London, he spends most of his time
campaigning for Republican Spain.

240
00:25:02,417 --> 00:25:05,375
German artists spent the last 15 years
lampooning the Nazis...

241
00:25:05,417 --> 00:25:06,917
and had no effect at all.

242
00:25:06,958 --> 00:25:08,750
At least they tried.

243
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:12,417
Rather pointless if all they achieve
is a ticket to one of those camps.

244
00:25:12,458 --> 00:25:16,958
And the satisfaction of knowing
they had the courage of their convictions.

245
00:25:21,667 --> 00:25:23,875
Here's to judicious cowardice.

246
00:25:23,917 --> 00:25:28,583
No. Here's to Mia,
whose beauty inspired us all.

247
00:25:30,458 --> 00:25:34,000
You should model for Coco Chanel.
I could introduce you.

248
00:25:34,667 --> 00:25:36,875
Mia's training to be a nurse.

249
00:25:37,250 --> 00:25:40,458
She only models in her spare time,
and I have an exclusive contract.

250
00:25:40,500 --> 00:25:44,417
But I do feel I've seen you before.
I never forget a face.

251
00:25:45,417 --> 00:25:47,875
Perhaps you saw me at Le Grand Jeu.

252
00:25:50,917 --> 00:25:53,917
So how do you carry on
your crusade for Spain?

253
00:25:54,125 --> 00:25:57,667
Do you sit on a committee
and hand out pamphlets in the street?

254
00:25:57,792 --> 00:25:59,667
And if you really feel so strongly...

255
00:25:59,792 --> 00:26:02,830
why don't you enlist
in the lnternational Brigades?

256
00:26:02,125 --> 00:26:03,917
I plan to at the end of school term.

257
00:26:03,958 --> 00:26:06,167
-Are you serious?
-Yeah, I am.

258
00:26:06,917 --> 00:26:09,420
Well, the line must be drawn.

259
00:26:09,250 --> 00:26:12,375
Fascism must be stopped
before it engulfs us all.

260
00:26:12,458 --> 00:26:13,833
Good night.

261
00:26:15,792 --> 00:26:19,875
-You've become so serious.
-The world has become serious.

262
00:26:20,708 --> 00:26:22,708
We'll all die of gravity.

263
00:26:24,542 --> 00:26:27,167
I'm sorry I can't be with you tonight.

264
00:26:27,375 --> 00:26:30,830
-Do you even like him?
-Occasionally.

265
00:26:32,333 --> 00:26:35,875
But I admit,
he's trying a little too hard at the moment.

266
00:26:36,292 --> 00:26:39,625
Mia, get out of the bath!
You'll turn into a prune!

267
00:26:41,625 --> 00:26:43,917
I take it Le Grand Jeu is a cabaret?

268
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,420
Burlesque. Striptease.

269
00:26:46,667 --> 00:26:49,583
She came here with nothing.
She's my protege.

270
00:26:49,792 --> 00:26:52,250
I want the three of us to be friends.

271
00:26:52,292 --> 00:26:54,167
Gilda, are you coming?

272
00:27:10,417 --> 00:27:12,542
I'll see you in the morning.

273
00:27:24,830 --> 00:27:25,958
This one's comfortable.

274
00:27:26,750 --> 00:27:29,458
I used to sleep here when I first came.

275
00:27:30,167 --> 00:27:33,000
-How long have you been here?
-Half a year.

276
00:27:33,458 --> 00:27:35,708
Whereabouts in Spain are you from?

277
00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:38,708
Asturias. In the north.

278
00:27:43,625 --> 00:27:46,417
Don't be jealous. He's not special to her.

279
00:27:47,292 --> 00:27:48,917
None of them are.

280
00:28:09,292 --> 00:28:11,125
He wants you to hear.

281
00:28:11,542 --> 00:28:14,830
He's afraid of her feelings for you.

282
00:28:15,208 --> 00:28:17,875
Yeah, well, I'm afraid of mine for her.

283
00:28:38,875 --> 00:28:40,792
-Who is it?
-It's me.

284
00:28:42,542 --> 00:28:46,958
How dare you be so pathetically
melodramatic walking out on me like that?

285
00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:49,750
What's there to drink? I'm bone dry.

286
00:28:54,542 --> 00:28:55,750
Hello.

287
00:28:57,420 --> 00:29:00,125
-This is Linda.
-Hello, Gilda.

288
00:29:00,750 --> 00:29:02,708
I'm sorry I woke you.

289
00:29:04,208 --> 00:29:05,917
I got seasick on the boat...

290
00:29:05,958 --> 00:29:09,500
and then I tried to eat something
to settle my stomach...

291
00:29:09,583 --> 00:29:12,250
but the food in this country is awful.

292
00:29:15,542 --> 00:29:18,458
-ls this a bad time?
-What do you think?

293
00:29:22,875 --> 00:29:24,583
Does Max know you're here?

294
00:29:24,667 --> 00:29:28,830
Max was being very boring about you,
so I expelled him.

295
00:29:29,125 --> 00:29:31,750
I'm not going to let you go
and get yourself killed.

296
00:29:31,833 --> 00:29:34,000
You'd probably come back
with your brain shot out.

297
00:29:34,830 --> 00:29:36,958
Conversations would be
incredibly one-sided.

298
00:29:38,250 --> 00:29:41,375
Now, get me a blanket
and you can go back to bed.

299
00:29:47,500 --> 00:29:49,833
-What are you doing?
-I'm going.

300
00:29:50,875 --> 00:29:53,917
She's sleeping in there.
I'm just getting her some bedclothes.

301
00:29:54,000 --> 00:29:56,917
Guy, I was with you at the cinema.

302
00:29:57,375 --> 00:29:59,917
After you saw her,
you hardly spoke the rest of the day.

303
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:04,250
And when you got her letter,
you couldn't get on a train fast enough.

304
00:30:04,833 --> 00:30:06,125
I'm off.

305
00:30:06,583 --> 00:30:10,250
-There's no need.
-I've got an early start in the morning.

306
00:30:10,583 --> 00:30:13,667
And besides, I think I'm a bit in the way.

307
00:30:26,500 --> 00:30:29,333
-You didn't ask her to leave, did you?
-No.

308
00:30:30,208 --> 00:30:33,792
Seeing as she has,
I suppose I don't have to sleep rough.

309
00:31:02,830 --> 00:31:05,000
You've no idea
how I adored you at Cambridge.

310
00:31:05,625 --> 00:31:08,792
And when I arrived here,
nothing had changed.

311
00:31:09,292 --> 00:31:10,875
It was miraculous.

312
00:33:10,975 --> 00:33:13,100
So how did you and Mia meet?

313
00:33:13,433 --> 00:33:16,517
I saw her on the street.
Followed her to a cafe.

314
00:33:17,683 --> 00:33:20,892
You choose people, don't you?
"Come into my life."

315
00:33:21,683 --> 00:33:25,725
Sometimes you see complete strangers,
but there's something special about them...

316
00:33:25,808 --> 00:33:28,267
and you think,
"l should really try and talk to them...

317
00:33:28,350 --> 00:33:31,225
"because I'll never see them again,"
but you don't...

318
00:33:31,308 --> 00:33:33,142
because it's not done.

319
00:33:33,225 --> 00:33:35,183
But it's all fated, anyway.

320
00:33:35,225 --> 00:33:38,642
It had to be your room
I came into that night in Cambridge.

321
00:33:38,725 --> 00:33:40,183
What do you mean?

322
00:33:40,225 --> 00:33:43,850
The whole room was familiar.
I'd seen it before in dreams.

323
00:33:44,392 --> 00:33:47,850
It probably reminded you of some place
you've been before.

324
00:33:47,892 --> 00:33:50,170
We just think we've dreamt things.

325
00:33:50,580 --> 00:33:51,892
You're so complacent!

326
00:33:52,933 --> 00:33:55,683
The mind isn't a physical thing
like the rest of the body.

327
00:33:55,725 --> 00:33:59,975
Maybe it can jump forward in dreams.
Maybe it doesn't have to obey physical laws.

328
00:34:00,580 --> 00:34:01,767
But if my room was already there...

329
00:34:01,850 --> 00:34:05,225
then that would mean
everything was fixed in advance.

330
00:34:09,517 --> 00:34:12,170
You think I was being spontaneous...

331
00:34:12,558 --> 00:34:14,767
but I was always going to do that.

332
00:34:14,808 --> 00:34:17,892
Just as I was always
going to win this argument.

333
00:34:34,850 --> 00:34:37,225
That's what I learned at school.

334
00:34:37,392 --> 00:34:39,475
I've got to work out what I'm going to do.

335
00:34:39,558 --> 00:34:42,600
-Resign from your teaching for a start.
-And what do I live on?

336
00:34:42,683 --> 00:34:46,580
-I'll give you a job as my assistant.
-How's the pay?

337
00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:47,850
Good bonuses.

338
00:34:47,892 --> 00:34:50,100
I listen to them every night.

339
00:34:50,392 --> 00:34:53,433
-Do we keep you awake?
-She can sleep through anything.

340
00:34:53,517 --> 00:34:57,170
She has amazing conversations in her sleep.
Three or four people.

341
00:34:57,580 --> 00:34:59,767
Sometimes speaking different languages.

342
00:35:01,308 --> 00:35:02,975
So, do you accept?

343
00:35:15,850 --> 00:35:17,975
You odious little boy. How's that?

344
00:35:18,170 --> 00:35:21,580
Now the horrible little girl
has turned around.

345
00:35:47,433 --> 00:35:50,683
Hello. We're just off to the pictures.

346
00:36:01,100 --> 00:36:02,433
So, Guy...

347
00:36:03,580 --> 00:36:06,580
you have forsaken London
for the City of Light?

348
00:36:06,142 --> 00:36:07,558
It seems so.

349
00:36:07,767 --> 00:36:08,850
Mia!

350
00:36:12,975 --> 00:36:14,767
-Change in here.
-Why?

351
00:36:15,267 --> 00:36:16,725
He came to the exhibition.

352
00:36:16,808 --> 00:36:19,142
He won't be seeing anything
he hasn't seen before.

353
00:36:19,183 --> 00:36:22,808
You were part of my sculpture.
You're flesh and blood now.

354
00:36:23,225 --> 00:36:25,600
What are you doing
going out with him, anyway?

355
00:36:25,683 --> 00:36:27,100
I'm curious.

356
00:36:27,183 --> 00:36:29,225
You know what they say about him.

357
00:36:29,308 --> 00:36:31,683
You should hear what they say about you.

358
00:36:35,183 --> 00:36:37,600
Your dresser has excelled herself.

359
00:36:38,850 --> 00:36:42,433
-So you're having dinner afterwards?
-We haven't decided.

360
00:36:42,725 --> 00:36:45,683
-What time should I bring her back?
-Shut up.

361
00:36:45,892 --> 00:36:49,170
-See you both later.
-Bonsoir.

362
00:37:39,100 --> 00:37:42,725
You're a very lucky man,
living with two beautiful women.

363
00:37:45,517 --> 00:37:48,100
But Gilda still doesn't approve of me.

364
00:37:49,225 --> 00:37:51,225
Sometimes I think she's jealous.

365
00:37:55,767 --> 00:37:58,642
You seem to have a calming influence
on her.

366
00:37:58,975 --> 00:38:02,725
She used to move in wild circles,
but I'm sure you know that.

367
00:38:02,808 --> 00:38:05,225
-And you don't care.
-No, I don't.

368
00:38:05,308 --> 00:38:09,517
Very commendable.
The past and the future are irrelevant.

369
00:38:10,100 --> 00:38:12,308
The moment is everything.

370
00:38:13,475 --> 00:38:17,142
You know, at first I thought
you were an idealist, a bore.

371
00:38:17,225 --> 00:38:19,475
But you're one of us, after all.

372
00:39:04,100 --> 00:39:06,392
Tell me, as one man to another...

373
00:39:08,580 --> 00:39:10,808
what does Gilda like in bed?

374
00:39:12,600 --> 00:39:14,475
As one man to another?

375
00:39:15,267 --> 00:39:17,433
That's none of your business.

376
00:39:27,475 --> 00:39:29,558
Come on, Mia. Dance for us.

377
00:39:30,558 --> 00:39:33,350
-Please?
-It's Christmas.

378
00:39:33,933 --> 00:39:36,267
-Come on.
-All right.

379
00:39:37,580 --> 00:39:38,100
Why not?

380
00:40:48,642 --> 00:40:50,933
What are you two talking about?

381
00:40:52,933 --> 00:40:55,642
-You.
-And what are you saying?

382
00:40:58,392 --> 00:41:01,433
What are you saying?

383
00:41:07,517 --> 00:41:11,580
It's past 4:00.
We've almost lost Christmas Day. Come on.

384
00:41:11,100 --> 00:41:12,600
I'm starving.

385
00:41:19,558 --> 00:41:23,892
An American turkey made an ill-starred
bid for freedom at Whipsnade Zoo today...

386
00:41:23,933 --> 00:41:28,580
only to touch down in the
arctic fox enclosure with mixed results.

387
00:41:28,433 --> 00:41:31,558
A happy ending for the fox,
less so for the turkey.

388
00:41:32,350 --> 00:41:34,100
The weather in....

389
00:41:55,600 --> 00:41:57,600
I'm sorry. I don't understand a word.

390
00:41:57,642 --> 00:41:59,100
You don't need to.

391
00:41:59,225 --> 00:42:02,170
If an animal made those sounds,
you'd know it was evil.

392
00:42:02,100 --> 00:42:04,975
All he's saying is that
when Greater Germany is restored...

393
00:42:05,580 --> 00:42:07,100
he'll have no other territorial claims.

394
00:42:07,183 --> 00:42:08,933
And you believe him?

395
00:42:20,767 --> 00:42:25,183
I used to paint pictures of all these places
when I was home from boarding school.

396
00:42:25,267 --> 00:42:27,933
-Can I see them?
-I threw them all away.

397
00:42:28,558 --> 00:42:32,580
I had no talent of my own.
I just wanted to be van Gogh.

398
00:42:41,170 --> 00:42:43,892
-Bonjour, Francoise.
-Bonjour, mademoiselle.

399
00:42:49,225 --> 00:42:51,308
What are you doing, Father?

400
00:42:51,975 --> 00:42:54,392
I am saving the lives of insects.

401
00:42:55,100 --> 00:42:57,392
I've never seen you so compassionate.

402
00:42:57,767 --> 00:43:00,183
I don't like the popping sounds they make.

403
00:43:00,267 --> 00:43:02,600
Why are you wearing your uniform?

404
00:43:02,683 --> 00:43:05,267
There was a rally in Rheims,
the Croix-de-Feu.

405
00:43:05,392 --> 00:43:08,933
Our Popular Front is not
quite so popular here in the country.

406
00:43:09,170 --> 00:43:11,433
The world is veering towards Moscow...

407
00:43:11,475 --> 00:43:15,100
which is a little worrying
for us minor landowners.

408
00:43:16,100 --> 00:43:19,225
But politics has never been
one of my daughter's stronger points.

409
00:43:19,308 --> 00:43:20,725
Take your feet off the couch.

410
00:43:20,767 --> 00:43:22,558
-Charles Besse.
-Guy Malyon.

411
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:24,392
You'll be joining us for dinner?

412
00:43:29,183 --> 00:43:31,975
Guy recently moved here from England.

413
00:43:32,725 --> 00:43:35,100
So, how's the acting?

414
00:43:35,725 --> 00:43:39,475
I only did that one film.
It was never going to be a career.

415
00:43:40,142 --> 00:43:42,392
Whatever next? I can't keep up with her.

416
00:43:42,475 --> 00:43:44,767
First it was dance,
and her room was full of ballet.

417
00:43:44,808 --> 00:43:48,808
Then she discovers Stendhal, and,
of course, she wants to be a great novelist.

418
00:43:48,892 --> 00:43:51,100
And then there was what, painting?

419
00:43:51,183 --> 00:43:55,767
One thing I learned from you, Father,
was never to dwell on one's mistakes.

420
00:43:56,142 --> 00:43:59,683
-Where's my stepmother?
-She's probably out walking the dogs.

421
00:44:02,183 --> 00:44:05,142
What happened to that Max fellow?

422
00:44:05,392 --> 00:44:07,183
A light of other days.

423
00:44:07,267 --> 00:44:11,350
I sired a dilettante,
in every aspect of her life.

424
00:44:11,850 --> 00:44:16,183
That's why I resent you,
for bequeathing me such superficial genes.

425
00:44:46,350 --> 00:44:50,975
They say a winemaker's taste
is the last of his senses to desert him.

426
00:44:51,642 --> 00:44:54,933
But Gilda tells me
that you're not much interested in wine.

427
00:44:54,975 --> 00:44:57,975
-I was brought up on Guinness.
-We drink Guinness in France.

428
00:44:58,170 --> 00:45:01,170
-Very good for an upset stomach.
-The old hair of the dog.

429
00:45:01,100 --> 00:45:02,267
Indeed.

430
00:45:05,767 --> 00:45:09,142
Why, Gilda,
you're looking very fetching tonight.

431
00:45:10,100 --> 00:45:13,475
She likes to startle me
by wearing her mother's things.

432
00:45:13,558 --> 00:45:16,267
I think she intends to make me feel guilty.

433
00:45:16,308 --> 00:45:18,933
You see,
she blames me for her mother's death.

434
00:45:19,725 --> 00:45:21,767
I don't blame you, Father.

435
00:45:21,975 --> 00:45:24,475
Fate deals some people a rotten hand,
that's all.

436
00:45:24,475 --> 00:45:28,225
Fate is an excuse for people
who suffer a failure of nerve.

437
00:45:28,683 --> 00:45:31,725
-So it was her fault, was it?
-No, not at all.

438
00:45:31,767 --> 00:45:35,892
It's absolutely and completely my fault.
I am an insensitive brute.

439
00:45:37,683 --> 00:45:40,267
You see, darling? You married a beast.

440
00:45:41,808 --> 00:45:44,642
I married a beast because I'm a huntress.

441
00:45:44,683 --> 00:45:47,767
And if I can't tame you, I'll shoot you.

442
00:45:49,142 --> 00:45:51,642
Then I must mend my ways.

443
00:45:55,142 --> 00:45:58,170
Isn't your birthday coming up soon, dear?

444
00:45:58,558 --> 00:46:01,600
Now, we must do something
to celebrate this year.

445
00:46:02,767 --> 00:46:04,933
You know I never celebrate my birthdays.

446
00:46:04,975 --> 00:46:09,558
If you're afraid of birthdays already,
you'll be a wreck when you're my age.

447
00:46:12,767 --> 00:46:15,308
I can't imagine ever being that old.

448
00:46:17,267 --> 00:46:18,850
Thank you, Gilda.

449
00:46:36,350 --> 00:46:39,892
There's something about that house
that turns me into a monster.

450
00:46:39,933 --> 00:46:43,580
I didn't like his politics,
but I enjoyed the repartee.

451
00:46:43,100 --> 00:46:45,683
He ends up humiliating all his women.

452
00:46:45,767 --> 00:46:48,308
You saw her, how hard she was trying.

453
00:46:49,580 --> 00:46:52,642
All he wants her for
is to show her off to his shooting friends.

454
00:46:58,142 --> 00:46:59,683
Mia, we're back.

455
00:47:08,308 --> 00:47:09,725
That bastard.

456
00:47:20,225 --> 00:47:23,517
-You don't have to go to work today.
-I'm all right.

457
00:47:24,558 --> 00:47:26,170
I'm all right.

458
00:47:34,725 --> 00:47:38,225
-Should we tell the police?
-She was a striptease dancer.

459
00:47:39,580 --> 00:47:40,892
They'd say she asked for it.

460
00:47:40,975 --> 00:47:44,808
-Then I'll go round and see him myself.
-And end up in a cell?

461
00:47:45,808 --> 00:47:47,767
He has powerful friends.

462
00:47:49,808 --> 00:47:52,308
Lucien? Gilda Besse.

463
00:47:54,142 --> 00:47:56,142
Mia doesn't know I'm calling.

464
00:47:56,183 --> 00:47:59,267
She got a little carried away the other night.

465
00:47:59,433 --> 00:48:01,142
Yes, that's right.

466
00:48:04,392 --> 00:48:06,392
I like it the way you do.

467
00:48:06,642 --> 00:48:09,600
And I'm stronger than she is.

468
00:48:10,725 --> 00:48:13,267
-I thought we should meet.
-I see.

469
00:48:14,433 --> 00:48:15,767
-Guy?
-Yeah?

470
00:48:16,580 --> 00:48:19,600
Max wants to have lunch today.
He wants to talk about another exhibition.

471
00:48:19,642 --> 00:48:21,933
-Do you mind?
-No, of course not.

472
00:48:22,170 --> 00:48:25,475
You should take Mia to a film or something.
She needs to get out.

473
00:48:25,558 --> 00:48:27,808
-That's a good idea.
-Maybe a comedy.

474
00:49:45,558 --> 00:49:47,642
I thought you might change your mind.

475
00:49:47,725 --> 00:49:50,475
My English friend tells me
I'm very stubborn.

476
00:49:50,517 --> 00:49:54,225
-I assume he doesn't know where you are?
-No one does.

477
00:49:55,580 --> 00:49:57,392
Perhaps I should lock the door.

478
00:50:05,350 --> 00:50:07,683
Why did you decide to become a nurse?

479
00:50:08,517 --> 00:50:10,475
I wanted to be a dancer.

480
00:50:11,725 --> 00:50:14,558
My father was a coal miner. An anarchist.

481
00:50:15,683 --> 00:50:18,392
Our house was full of politics all the time...

482
00:50:18,475 --> 00:50:21,350
but I would always be running away
to dance.

483
00:50:23,308 --> 00:50:27,142
Two years ago, they declared
a Socialist Republic in Asturias.

484
00:50:29,392 --> 00:50:32,100
A house in our street became a hospital.

485
00:50:32,350 --> 00:50:35,225
I tried to help, but I didn't know anything.

486
00:50:35,517 --> 00:50:37,183
And people were...

487
00:50:38,100 --> 00:50:39,725
dying in my arms.

488
00:50:41,850 --> 00:50:43,933
And then the soldiers came.

489
00:50:45,183 --> 00:50:49,933
I tried to stop them from taking my brother,
and that's when they hurt my leg.

490
00:50:51,308 --> 00:50:54,142
After that, I knew I couldn't be a dancer.

491
00:50:56,517 --> 00:50:58,683
And I wanted to help people.

492
00:51:01,433 --> 00:51:03,933
So that's why I am becoming a nurse...

493
00:51:03,975 --> 00:51:06,725
and why I need to go back to my country.

494
00:53:24,580 --> 00:53:26,308
-Hello.
-How did it go?

495
00:53:26,808 --> 00:53:30,267
-lt was fine.
-You're doing another exhibition?

496
00:53:30,683 --> 00:53:35,170
We played around with a few different ideas.
I did most of the talking.

497
00:53:36,225 --> 00:53:39,517
Why are you two looking so miserable?
Trois cognacs.

498
00:53:40,170 --> 00:53:41,892
We saw a newsreel on Spain.

499
00:53:41,975 --> 00:53:44,100
You were supposed to be cheering her up.

500
00:53:44,142 --> 00:53:45,350
It was my idea.

501
00:53:45,433 --> 00:53:48,392
We wanted to see what else was going on
in the world.

502
00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:50,475
There will always be wars...

503
00:53:50,558 --> 00:53:53,475
while there are people dying to be martyrs.

504
00:53:54,767 --> 00:53:57,517
Go on. Say how guilty you feel.

505
00:53:58,767 --> 00:54:01,267
Afterwards, we sat out in the gardens.

506
00:54:01,350 --> 00:54:05,142
I'm serious.
You need to get it out of your system.

507
00:54:05,350 --> 00:54:07,475
Because you feel guilty
that life is good here...

508
00:54:07,558 --> 00:54:10,433
while terrible things are happening there.

509
00:54:10,475 --> 00:54:15,267
After you've talked about it, you'll feel
better because you've shown you care.

510
00:54:17,433 --> 00:54:18,642
To you...

511
00:54:19,100 --> 00:54:21,558
for getting rid of that vile man.

512
00:54:22,642 --> 00:54:23,933
And you...

513
00:54:24,975 --> 00:54:27,308
for getting rid of your guilt.

514
00:54:28,600 --> 00:54:30,267
-To us.
-To us.

515
00:54:32,767 --> 00:54:36,600
You live in a cocoon.
You don't think about the world outside.

516
00:54:37,142 --> 00:54:39,933
I give my allegiance to those around me.

517
00:54:40,142 --> 00:54:42,433
We share the world,
whether we like it or not.

518
00:54:42,475 --> 00:54:47,100
You can share my bed as long as you don't
bring your newsreels or newspapers into it.

519
00:54:50,308 --> 00:54:51,600
Marry me.

520
00:54:56,725 --> 00:54:58,433
-What?
-I'm serious.

521
00:55:07,808 --> 00:55:12,517
If I woke one morning
and you'd turned into a husband, I'd flee.

522
00:55:13,475 --> 00:55:15,225
How would it be any different?

523
00:55:15,308 --> 00:55:18,100
Once people get married, they stop trying.

524
00:55:18,892 --> 00:55:22,725
-Anyway, you would want to have children.
-One day.

525
00:55:25,600 --> 00:55:28,725
You should have one with Mia.
He'd be beautiful.

526
00:55:29,683 --> 00:55:32,892
Sometimes you say the first thing
that comes into your head.

527
00:55:32,975 --> 00:55:35,580
Should I censor what I say?

528
00:55:35,100 --> 00:55:37,600
If I had a child, I'd have it with you.

529
00:55:37,683 --> 00:55:41,975
My mother was mad. You've met my father.
I have doomed genes.

530
00:55:46,850 --> 00:55:48,808
You talk such nonsense.

531
00:56:14,767 --> 00:56:16,267
What's wrong?

532
00:56:18,892 --> 00:56:23,183
Things are getting worse in Spain.
There are friends of mine there now.

533
00:56:23,517 --> 00:56:27,170
And you want to go get yourself killed, too,
in someone else's war?

534
00:56:27,142 --> 00:56:29,100
It's not someone else's war.

535
00:56:29,142 --> 00:56:32,142
It's as much ours
as if it was happening here.

536
00:56:34,642 --> 00:56:36,808
We all share the same world.

537
00:57:08,392 --> 00:57:13,100
Any trained nurses they'll take at once.
I've got an address for you to go to.

538
00:57:19,308 --> 00:57:21,975
Who'll take any trained nurses at once?

539
00:57:24,308 --> 00:57:25,808
I'm going to Spain.

540
00:57:25,850 --> 00:57:28,433
I didn't want to say anything
until it was definite.

541
00:57:28,517 --> 00:57:31,100
And it's time for me to go back, too.

542
00:57:32,850 --> 00:57:34,808
They need nurses there.

543
00:57:36,600 --> 00:57:39,225
We've been living together for a year.

544
00:57:39,642 --> 00:57:43,517
Am I such an ogre that you can't even
discuss your plans with me?

545
00:57:43,642 --> 00:57:45,183
I didn't see much point.

546
00:57:45,267 --> 00:57:49,392
You didn't see much point in talking about
throwing away your life?

547
00:57:50,225 --> 00:57:52,183
And taking Mia with you?

548
00:57:54,183 --> 00:57:57,475
I was always going to go back
once I became a nurse.

549
00:57:57,767 --> 00:57:59,933
You would just never listen.

550
00:58:03,142 --> 00:58:06,350
Of course. I should have seen it coming.

551
00:58:08,142 --> 00:58:10,267
You feed each other's guilt.

552
00:58:11,392 --> 00:58:13,183
It's like a disease.

553
00:58:16,642 --> 00:58:18,975
Thank God it hasn't infected me.

554
00:58:39,767 --> 00:58:42,433
Gilda's father was traveling in America...

555
00:58:42,475 --> 00:58:46,517
and as a kind of farewell,
we spent the last week at the Chateau.

556
00:58:47,642 --> 00:58:50,600
The sense of our departure
hung over every moment...

557
00:58:50,683 --> 00:58:54,142
though it was never mentioned again
until the last day.

558
00:59:02,308 --> 00:59:04,142
I can't drink any more.

559
00:59:05,580 --> 00:59:06,517
Yes, you can.

560
00:59:09,475 --> 00:59:11,433
We're drinking for all those times...

561
00:59:11,475 --> 00:59:14,267
we won't be able to drink together again.

562
00:59:18,975 --> 00:59:22,642
There'll be periods of leave
when I can come back to Paris.

563
00:59:23,767 --> 00:59:27,975
I wouldn't want to see you
if you came back with some hideous injury.

564
00:59:28,600 --> 00:59:31,933
Come on, we're still drinking.
You're not going to sleep.

565
00:59:31,975 --> 00:59:34,100
-Wake up.
-I'm tired.

566
00:59:36,392 --> 00:59:38,142
Gilda, you're drunk.

567
00:59:55,170 --> 00:59:57,267
Why do you have to go as well?

568
01:00:24,517 --> 01:00:25,725
Traitor.

569
01:01:46,225 --> 01:01:47,475
Wait.

570
01:01:54,308 --> 01:01:55,392
Fire!

571
01:02:18,642 --> 01:02:19,850
Forward.

572
01:02:28,975 --> 01:02:31,850
Poor bastards. They didn't stand a chance.

573
01:03:03,808 --> 01:03:05,433
My dear Gilda...

574
01:03:06,100 --> 01:03:09,225
yesterday, in an ambush
behind the enemy lines...

575
01:03:09,725 --> 01:03:12,392
I killed a young Nationalist soldier.

576
01:03:13,142 --> 01:03:15,558
How inadequate those words seem.

577
01:03:16,892 --> 01:03:19,767
He was clutching a locket when he died...

578
01:03:19,808 --> 01:03:22,350
with a photograph of a young woman.

579
01:03:23,475 --> 01:03:27,580
I suppose, as I write this,
she's waiting for news of him...

580
01:03:28,475 --> 01:03:30,808
hoping against hope he is safe.

581
01:03:31,933 --> 01:03:33,517
Dearest Gilda...

582
01:03:34,100 --> 01:03:37,580
still no word from you,
which breaks my heart.

583
01:03:38,183 --> 01:03:41,308
I know that to you all wars are useless...

584
01:03:41,683 --> 01:03:44,683
and for us to risk our lives is a betrayal...

585
01:03:44,850 --> 01:03:46,933
of ourselves and of you.

586
01:03:48,933 --> 01:03:51,580
But my country's a part of me.

587
01:03:51,142 --> 01:03:54,517
And if I was not here,
I would be betraying myself...

588
01:03:54,642 --> 01:03:56,683
and even more, my brother.

589
01:03:57,558 --> 01:03:58,933
Believe me...

590
01:03:59,580 --> 01:04:02,142
my being here does not mean
I love you any less.

591
01:04:03,808 --> 01:04:05,767
Forgive me if you can...

592
01:04:06,170 --> 01:04:08,892
and know that I think of you all the time.

593
01:04:09,892 --> 01:04:12,850
I wonder if you are writing to either of us.

594
01:04:13,350 --> 01:04:16,267
But I do beg you, at least, to write to Guy.

595
01:04:17,100 --> 01:04:19,580
His unit is at Teruel...

596
01:04:19,433 --> 01:04:21,933
where the fighting is especially bitter...

597
01:04:22,170 --> 01:04:24,558
and made worse by the intense cold.

598
01:05:01,600 --> 01:05:05,350
I can't stay.
We're operating in a few moments.

599
01:05:05,433 --> 01:05:06,600
I know.

600
01:05:07,558 --> 01:05:10,308
We treated men from your unit
a few days ago.

601
01:05:10,392 --> 01:05:13,767
-That's how I knew you were here.
-I asked about you.

602
01:05:14,767 --> 01:05:16,975
They said you have no nerves.

603
01:05:17,580 --> 01:05:20,558
You're always the quiet one
in the center of the storm.

604
01:05:20,600 --> 01:05:23,933
If I am, it's because I'm too tired
to be frightened.

605
01:05:26,683 --> 01:05:28,767
When do you finish your shift?

606
01:05:28,850 --> 01:05:32,100
We never know. Where are you tonight?

607
01:05:32,600 --> 01:05:35,308
Not far from here. It's an old tannery.

608
01:05:35,642 --> 01:05:36,975
I know it.

609
01:05:38,350 --> 01:05:40,100
If I can, I'll come.

610
01:06:46,580 --> 01:06:50,142
-You must be dead on your feet.
-No. I have a secret weapon.

611
01:06:52,475 --> 01:06:56,767
It's strong enough to help you forget
what you've seen during the day.

612
01:07:10,933 --> 01:07:12,933
Have you heard from her?

613
01:07:15,892 --> 01:07:18,725
I've had other letters, but none from her.

614
01:07:20,558 --> 01:07:21,808
And you?

615
01:07:23,475 --> 01:07:24,392
No.

616
01:07:25,433 --> 01:07:27,225
Why won't she write?

617
01:07:31,933 --> 01:07:34,767
She loves you more than she'll ever admit.

618
01:07:35,475 --> 01:07:38,600
And one day you'll be together again,
I know it.

619
01:07:44,183 --> 01:07:48,433
These last few days, I've been asking myself
if any of this is worth it.

620
01:07:48,475 --> 01:07:52,225
Perhaps she was right.
The world should be left to look after itself.

621
01:07:52,392 --> 01:07:55,767
-You know you don't believe that.
-But what are we achieving?

622
01:07:55,808 --> 01:07:59,433
With the Germans and the ltalians
on their side, it's only a matter of time.

623
01:07:59,517 --> 01:08:04,392
In that time, maybe the rest of the world
will begin to realize what's happening.

624
01:08:07,683 --> 01:08:10,475
-You were always the sensible one.
-Was l?

625
01:08:11,100 --> 01:08:13,558
Not in my choice of men, remember?

626
01:08:19,725 --> 01:08:21,600
We should try to sleep.

627
01:08:41,308 --> 01:08:44,600
You know, Gilda once said
we two should have a child.

628
01:08:47,433 --> 01:08:49,767
You know she and I were lovers?

629
01:08:52,600 --> 01:08:54,267
I knew underneath.

630
01:08:57,142 --> 01:09:00,975
I wanted to tell you,
but she always said you were too British.

631
01:09:05,850 --> 01:09:07,767
She was probably right.

632
01:09:14,933 --> 01:09:17,892
Those were the happiest times of my life...

633
01:09:18,580 --> 01:09:20,580
the three of us together.

634
01:09:22,767 --> 01:09:24,808
And you and I came here.

635
01:09:26,600 --> 01:09:28,183
We had no choice.

636
01:09:31,892 --> 01:09:33,850
How can I be so tired...

637
01:09:34,267 --> 01:09:36,142
and still feel jealous?

638
01:09:40,267 --> 01:09:42,683
I was jealous of you all the time.

639
01:10:05,350 --> 01:10:06,975
She'd be pleased.

640
01:10:09,100 --> 01:10:11,433
Everything needs her blessing.

641
01:10:32,975 --> 01:10:36,183
-Here's your lift.
-My doctor friend.

642
01:10:37,308 --> 01:10:41,558
He's convinced I'm some kind of saint
because I never go with anyone.

643
01:10:42,170 --> 01:10:44,892
He was so relieved when I said
I wanted to come and see you.

644
01:10:44,975 --> 01:10:47,642
He insisted on giving me a lift himself.

645
01:10:48,558 --> 01:10:50,725
I finally got rid of my halo.

646
01:11:58,558 --> 01:12:00,558
There is no second sight.

647
01:12:01,933 --> 01:12:04,392
We grope towards our future blind.

648
01:12:05,392 --> 01:12:07,142
It's kinder that way.

649
01:12:08,933 --> 01:12:12,933
On the morning of her final day,
she came to her death clear-eyed...

650
01:12:12,975 --> 01:12:15,683
brave, unknowing.

651
01:12:17,808 --> 01:12:20,600
And when the snow melts, spring has come.

652
01:12:21,892 --> 01:12:23,808
There is an end to war.

653
01:12:27,225 --> 01:12:28,933
One small flower...

654
01:12:29,433 --> 01:12:31,725
blessed, unique...

655
01:12:34,142 --> 01:12:35,933
will flower no more.

656
01:13:40,642 --> 01:13:41,892
Gilda...

657
01:13:42,725 --> 01:13:45,808
I have to tell you
that our dear friend is dead.

658
01:13:47,392 --> 01:13:49,808
I saw her just before it happened.

659
01:13:50,350 --> 01:13:52,225
She was so beautiful...

660
01:13:52,308 --> 01:13:53,975
and had become so wise.

661
01:13:54,308 --> 01:13:56,142
Far stronger than me.

662
01:14:54,308 --> 01:14:58,433
A few months later, as the forces
of the Republic began to disintegrate...

663
01:14:58,475 --> 01:15:02,170
I crossed back into France
with the remnants of my unit.

664
01:15:02,642 --> 01:15:05,183
All our efforts had come to nothing.

665
01:15:06,183 --> 01:15:08,267
The war in Spain was lost.

666
01:16:50,350 --> 01:16:53,892
I am speaking to you
from the Cabinet Room...

667
01:16:54,600 --> 01:16:56,392
at 10 Downing Street.

668
01:16:57,808 --> 01:17:01,475
This morning,
the British Ambassador in Berlin...

669
01:17:02,580 --> 01:17:05,642
handed the German government
a final note...

670
01:17:06,558 --> 01:17:11,100
stating that unless we heard from them
by 1 1:00...

671
01:17:11,975 --> 01:17:16,642
that they were prepared at once
to withdraw their troops from Poland...

672
01:17:17,142 --> 01:17:20,170
a state of war would exist between us.

673
01:17:22,267 --> 01:17:24,267
I have to tell you now...

674
01:17:24,433 --> 01:17:27,392
that no such undertaking
has been received...

675
01:17:28,183 --> 01:17:29,975
and that consequently...

676
01:17:29,975 --> 01:17:33,433
this country is at war with Germany.

677
01:17:36,475 --> 01:17:39,933
The war against the Fascists in Spain
was only a rehearsal.

678
01:17:40,350 --> 01:17:43,142
The greater struggle was about to begin.

679
01:17:50,642 --> 01:17:52,183
Less than a year later...

680
01:17:52,267 --> 01:17:56,170
Poland, Norway, Holland, Belgium,
and France were overrun...

681
01:17:56,475 --> 01:17:58,767
and the Germans entered Paris.

682
01:18:03,558 --> 01:18:06,142
I doubted I would ever see her again.

683
01:18:11,142 --> 01:18:13,933
My war was in the field of intelligence.

684
01:18:13,975 --> 01:18:15,975
And early in 1944...

685
01:18:16,170 --> 01:18:18,933
I was sent to establish links
with Resistance fighters...

686
01:18:18,975 --> 01:18:21,725
based in the countryside near La Manche.

687
01:18:27,892 --> 01:18:30,975
In the late spring, I was transferred to Paris.

688
01:18:31,725 --> 01:18:34,975
Six long years had passed
since I was last there.

689
01:19:04,517 --> 01:19:08,642
My cover was as an official working
for a firm manufacturing rolling stock...

690
01:19:08,683 --> 01:19:11,267
for the hard-pressed French railways.

691
01:19:11,350 --> 01:19:15,183
And some time after I arrived,
I was waiting for a rendezvous.

692
01:20:08,933 --> 01:20:11,850
Did she see me? I wasn't sure.

693
01:20:12,933 --> 01:20:16,350
But after the initial shock,
how could I be surprised?

694
01:20:16,600 --> 01:20:18,892
Gilda didn't see the world as others did.

695
01:20:18,975 --> 01:20:20,642
She was looking after herself...

696
01:20:20,725 --> 01:20:23,725
making sure she could live
in the style she was accustomed to.

697
01:21:42,183 --> 01:21:43,308
Bravo.

698
01:23:29,517 --> 01:23:30,642
Stop!

699
01:24:23,308 --> 01:24:25,975
Three mornings I sat across the road
waiting for you.

700
01:24:26,580 --> 01:24:27,433
You mustn't come again.

701
01:24:27,517 --> 01:24:30,683
He could come here at any time,
and everyone watches.

702
01:24:30,767 --> 01:24:32,808
They'll have seen you
come into the building...

703
01:24:32,933 --> 01:24:34,808
the patron and his wife from the cafe.

704
01:24:34,850 --> 01:24:37,683
Yeah, well, they don't think
much of you there.

705
01:24:37,725 --> 01:24:40,225
-Of course not.
-And you don't care?

706
01:24:41,350 --> 01:24:44,225
Did I ever care what people thought of me?

707
01:24:44,558 --> 01:24:48,580
I'd like to believe that
once you cared what I thought.

708
01:24:50,142 --> 01:24:53,183
Why, Gilda? Why this?

709
01:24:57,517 --> 01:25:00,392
I never much liked my own company,
you know that.

710
01:25:00,433 --> 01:25:02,558
Yeah, but with one of them?

711
01:25:02,600 --> 01:25:04,267
It's just a game.

712
01:25:04,892 --> 01:25:06,142
Not now.

713
01:25:08,308 --> 01:25:10,183
I'm glad you're alive.

714
01:25:12,850 --> 01:25:14,642
You know about Mia?

715
01:25:20,100 --> 01:25:22,100
She loved you, you know?

716
01:25:23,558 --> 01:25:25,183
As much as I did.

717
01:25:27,170 --> 01:25:28,475
You should go.

718
01:25:29,433 --> 01:25:30,933
We could leave Paris.

719
01:25:31,170 --> 01:25:33,225
Make our way to the coast.
I have the papers.

720
01:25:33,308 --> 01:25:34,975
Don't be absurd.

721
01:25:36,683 --> 01:25:39,475
Are you in love with him? This German?

722
01:25:43,683 --> 01:25:45,850
Or is it just a convenience?

723
01:25:46,517 --> 01:25:48,558
A business arrangement, like with Max?

724
01:25:48,642 --> 01:25:52,433
For the duration of the exhibition?
The duration of the war?

725
01:25:53,100 --> 01:25:54,892
Go out the back way.

726
01:25:56,392 --> 01:26:00,642
When we were making love just then,
you felt it as strongly as I did.

727
01:26:06,142 --> 01:26:07,225
Yes.

728
01:26:10,183 --> 01:26:12,850
Our bodies were always good together.

729
01:26:23,517 --> 01:26:25,475
Forget about me, Guy...

730
01:26:27,558 --> 01:26:29,142
as I have you.

731
01:26:33,225 --> 01:26:35,267
You're out of my life now.

732
01:27:06,725 --> 01:27:08,170
Hello, sir.

733
01:27:08,580 --> 01:27:11,517
When they told me you'd been sitting
at a cafe three mornings in a row...

734
01:27:11,642 --> 01:27:12,725
I didn't believe them.

735
01:27:12,808 --> 01:27:15,933
Now I find it's because
you were waiting to see an old girlfriend.

736
01:27:16,170 --> 01:27:19,767
A girlfriend who happens to be
hobnobbing with a German officer.

737
01:27:19,850 --> 01:27:24,308
Do you realize the risk you're taking?
The risk you're taking with all of us here?

738
01:27:35,350 --> 01:27:37,850
You're lucky you didn't
wake up with your throat cut.

739
01:27:37,933 --> 01:27:40,392
Did you know she was involved
with a German?

740
01:27:40,433 --> 01:27:41,517
Yes, sir.

741
01:27:41,600 --> 01:27:45,517
-And yet you still went to see her?
-I've known her a long time.

742
01:27:45,558 --> 01:27:47,558
I've a good mind
to have London pull you out.

743
01:27:47,600 --> 01:27:50,767
They won't have it, because there's no one
with your credentials...

744
01:27:50,808 --> 01:27:52,225
can come in at this short notice.

745
01:27:52,350 --> 01:27:56,183
-I won't be seeing her again.
-lf you do, I'll kill you myself.

746
01:28:29,267 --> 01:28:31,580
You're so beautiful.

747
01:28:33,392 --> 01:28:35,475
It was the right size, yes?

748
01:28:36,308 --> 01:28:38,100
I feel very special.

749
01:28:46,808 --> 01:28:49,267
One day, I will get you stockings.

750
01:28:49,392 --> 01:28:52,392
-When the war is over.
-When the war is over.

751
01:29:10,850 --> 01:29:14,225
I want to speak your language.
You promised you'd teach me.

752
01:29:14,267 --> 01:29:17,850
But we have our own private language,
you and l.

753
01:29:19,142 --> 01:29:21,392
And when the Allies win the war...

754
01:29:21,475 --> 01:29:24,392
we'll all be speaking English in our sleep.

755
01:29:25,808 --> 01:29:29,767
To think, if I had been at Cambridge
one year later...

756
01:29:30,433 --> 01:29:32,392
we might have met then.

757
01:29:35,225 --> 01:29:37,170
Here we go again.

758
01:29:39,767 --> 01:29:42,308
You seem a little far away tonight.

759
01:29:45,558 --> 01:29:46,850
I'm here.

760
01:30:35,892 --> 01:30:38,350
I wonder who's getting it tonight.

761
01:30:40,975 --> 01:30:43,183
You were good at the meeting.

762
01:30:43,725 --> 01:30:45,600
You got it just right.

763
01:30:49,850 --> 01:30:52,267
I'm sorry I followed you that day.

764
01:30:53,183 --> 01:30:55,225
No, you had every reason.

765
01:31:00,558 --> 01:31:03,183
I know what it's like to love someone.

766
01:31:06,517 --> 01:31:07,933
Thank you.

767
01:31:49,892 --> 01:31:51,683
Why do you let them insult you?

768
01:31:51,725 --> 01:31:54,183
If our roles were reversed
and this was Berlin...

769
01:31:54,225 --> 01:31:56,350
you'd find yourself doing the same.

770
01:31:56,433 --> 01:31:58,517
And expect to be punished.

771
01:32:02,892 --> 01:32:04,725
I'm angry because--

772
01:32:10,892 --> 01:32:14,350
I don't want anything to spoil tonight
of all nights.

773
01:32:14,392 --> 01:32:16,767
-Why tonight?
-Because....

774
01:32:21,392 --> 01:32:23,517
Because it's your birthday.

775
01:32:25,725 --> 01:32:28,580
You've always refused to tell me,
my darling.

776
01:32:28,100 --> 01:32:30,850
And I know it's a woman's prerogative...

777
01:32:31,642 --> 01:32:34,558
but I wanted to know so we could celebrate.

778
01:32:34,933 --> 01:32:38,308
Forgive me, I checked your papers.

779
01:32:41,725 --> 01:32:43,683
My puppet, you're upset?

780
01:32:45,267 --> 01:32:47,600
But why? Thirty-three.

781
01:32:49,267 --> 01:32:52,267
I thought 28 at most.

782
01:32:53,225 --> 01:32:55,808
Open it. Please?

783
01:33:11,308 --> 01:33:13,100
So we're on standby.

784
01:35:06,892 --> 01:35:10,350
Go down to the lavatories
and put on the clothes there...

785
01:35:14,517 --> 01:35:15,725
my love.

786
01:35:33,517 --> 01:35:36,170
They picked up the man
you were meeting, Bisquet.

787
01:35:36,580 --> 01:35:37,600
How did you--

788
01:35:38,580 --> 01:35:41,558
There's a bicycle outside.
You have about two minutes.

789
01:35:46,170 --> 01:35:48,933
Remember Cambridge? The next morning?

790
01:35:49,725 --> 01:35:52,100
-How I dressed like a boy?
-Gilda.

791
01:36:01,392 --> 01:36:03,725
I had no idea it would be you.

792
01:36:18,392 --> 01:36:20,183
Give me 30 seconds.

793
01:37:39,183 --> 01:37:42,100
-What happened?
-Bisquet was picked up last night.

794
01:37:42,183 --> 01:37:43,558
We just found out.

795
01:37:43,600 --> 01:37:46,642
-Who tipped you off?
-The woman I went to see.

796
01:38:14,433 --> 01:38:17,517
This is a surprise.
I thought you were on alert.

797
01:38:19,100 --> 01:38:22,558
We've been stood down.
There's a storm in the Channel.

798
01:38:23,308 --> 01:38:25,433
No invasion in this weather.

799
01:38:26,808 --> 01:38:28,475
How was your day?

800
01:38:29,558 --> 01:38:32,433
Puzzling. Frustrating.

801
01:38:34,808 --> 01:38:36,433
But not anymore.

802
01:38:39,100 --> 01:38:43,225
I was elated. In some way, somehow,
she was on our side.

803
01:38:44,933 --> 01:38:47,850
Before I could even think
of finding a way to see her...

804
01:38:47,933 --> 01:38:50,558
events on a greater stage overtook us:

805
01:38:51,100 --> 01:38:52,225
D-day.

806
01:44:09,350 --> 01:44:11,725
For a few days I was looked after
by the priest.

807
01:44:13,170 --> 01:44:16,142
And then I was flown back
to hospital in England.

808
01:44:16,225 --> 01:44:20,350
I still had no clear idea
of Gilda's involvement in the Resistance.

809
01:44:20,808 --> 01:44:23,350
All I knew was that in spite of everything...

810
01:44:23,433 --> 01:44:26,683
when the war was over,
we would be together again...

811
01:44:26,850 --> 01:44:28,683
as Mia had foretold.

812
01:44:29,683 --> 01:44:32,170
The Major will see you now, sir.

813
01:44:35,725 --> 01:44:38,225
Just wait here for a moment, please.

814
01:44:47,767 --> 01:44:50,183
-Long time, Guy.
-lt is, sir.

815
01:44:52,225 --> 01:44:56,225
The first contact didn't come from our side.
She approached us.

816
01:44:56,725 --> 01:45:00,350
In fact, it was more than a year
before I discovered who she was.

817
01:45:00,433 --> 01:45:02,767
When I realized it was Gilda...

818
01:45:02,850 --> 01:45:05,558
I was as surprised as I'm sure you were.

819
01:45:06,767 --> 01:45:10,267
Although I suppose you knew her
better than I ever did.

820
01:45:14,933 --> 01:45:17,933
Her first lover
worked in Stulpnagel's offices.

821
01:45:18,170 --> 01:45:21,183
She copied documents from his briefcase
with a miniature camera.

822
01:45:21,267 --> 01:45:22,642
She's good with cameras.

823
01:45:22,683 --> 01:45:25,433
Then passed them on through her contact
in a beauty salon.

824
01:45:25,517 --> 01:45:28,683
The intelligence officer she's with now
is much more circumspect.

825
01:45:28,767 --> 01:45:31,183
But one tip-off she gave us...

826
01:45:31,308 --> 01:45:34,392
saved an entire escape line from infiltration.

827
01:45:34,475 --> 01:45:37,850
And when you went to see her,
you were putting all that at risk.

828
01:45:37,933 --> 01:45:40,170
Why didn't she tell me?

829
01:45:40,183 --> 01:45:43,350
You know why.
If you were caught and tortured....

830
01:45:46,808 --> 01:45:49,183
It wasn't just for your own good.

831
01:45:50,225 --> 01:45:51,892
Paris is in chaos.

832
01:45:51,975 --> 01:45:54,850
The Resistance is trying
to liberate the city themselves...

833
01:45:54,933 --> 01:45:58,558
and there's no possible justification
for sending you back there.

834
01:45:58,600 --> 01:46:01,558
But she is very resourceful,
as we both know.

835
01:46:01,850 --> 01:46:03,767
I wouldn't worry about her too much.

836
01:46:03,892 --> 01:46:06,558
It's not the Germans I'm worried about.

837
01:46:08,267 --> 01:46:11,433
Of course, if you were to go
of your own accord...

838
01:46:12,308 --> 01:46:14,558
I wouldn't do anything to stop you.

839
01:47:31,725 --> 01:47:34,100
-You got my message?
-I'm not coming with you.

840
01:47:34,142 --> 01:47:36,170
Have you seen the people out there?

841
01:47:36,100 --> 01:47:38,600
I'll be all right if I stay here.
When the Allies come--

842
01:47:38,683 --> 01:47:42,267
Why will you not come with me?
I can take you to Germany.

843
01:47:42,808 --> 01:47:46,142
I know it won't be easy,
but at least you'll be safe.

844
01:47:47,267 --> 01:47:49,267
I don't love you, Frans.

845
01:47:57,475 --> 01:47:58,683
Oh, God!

846
01:48:08,850 --> 01:48:09,850
No!

847
01:49:26,725 --> 01:49:30,975
Well, my love,
I'm trying to make sense of things...

848
01:49:31,725 --> 01:49:35,183
of how I was, and how I am now.

849
01:53:59,517 --> 01:54:03,100
Well, my love,
I'm trying to make sense of things...

850
01:54:03,808 --> 01:54:07,225
of how I was, and how I am now.

851
01:54:10,308 --> 01:54:13,767
I have always believed
our first duty is to ourselves...

852
01:54:13,850 --> 01:54:15,850
to live life to the full.

853
01:54:17,558 --> 01:54:20,933
But I have also been haunted
by another conviction...

854
01:54:21,100 --> 01:54:24,850
that everything is preordained,
lying in wait...

855
01:54:25,933 --> 01:54:27,892
and time is running out.

856
01:54:29,308 --> 01:54:33,683
I seem to have charged through my life
in a kind of panic.

857
01:54:34,600 --> 01:54:35,808
And looking back...

858
01:54:35,850 --> 01:54:39,642
I feel I have achieved little of worth
beyond our friendship:

859
01:54:39,683 --> 01:54:42,350
yours and mine, and Mia's.

860
01:54:45,170 --> 01:54:46,850
Then one day I woke...

861
01:54:47,683 --> 01:54:51,170
and found I had lost
the two people I cared for most.

862
01:54:52,975 --> 01:54:57,517
Only then did I begin to realize that
we cannot live alone, aloof from the world...

863
01:54:58,225 --> 01:55:02,642
and that to believe we cannot fight
against fate is an act of surrender.

864
01:55:04,517 --> 01:55:08,850
You were right when you said that
once I cared for your opinion of me...

865
01:55:09,975 --> 01:55:12,975
but wrong in thinking I ever stopped caring.

866
01:55:16,580 --> 01:55:17,475
I love you.

