1 00:00:42,880 --> 00:00:44,880 There is only one day left. 2 00:00:49,480 --> 00:00:52,280 Whatever happens tomorrow will happen, 3 00:00:53,640 --> 00:00:55,440 but I feel I have to write it all down 4 00:00:55,480 --> 00:00:58,120 to record exactly what happened and why. 5 00:01:09,040 --> 00:01:11,080 What is apparent is that we are all 6 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:12,320 in such a different place 7 00:01:12,360 --> 00:01:14,160 from where we were four months ago. 8 00:01:26,960 --> 00:01:30,000 Will you be staying with us for the summer, 9 00:01:30,040 --> 00:01:34,160 Jean or are you off on another of your exotic travels? 10 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:36,920 At the moment, I'm not really sure. 11 00:01:36,960 --> 00:01:39,880 It's just that I have to work out my room availability. 12 00:01:39,920 --> 00:01:43,560 I might, I might not, I'm waiting to hear. 13 00:01:43,600 --> 00:01:44,800 As soon as you know. 14 00:02:05,600 --> 00:02:08,000 Hart and Lee Guest House. 15 00:02:09,240 --> 00:02:10,080 Jean! 16 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:12,920 Thank you. 17 00:02:14,640 --> 00:02:16,000 Hello. 18 00:02:16,040 --> 00:02:17,640 Jean, it's Shelley, something's come up. 19 00:02:17,680 --> 00:02:20,040 How are you fixed for the summer? 20 00:02:20,080 --> 00:02:22,360 I'm free, I think, from when? 21 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:24,720 You can have my room. 22 00:02:24,760 --> 00:02:26,520 That was my niece from Australia, 23 00:02:26,560 --> 00:02:28,960 she's asked me over for the summer. 24 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:31,000 She said to take plenty of cotton. 25 00:02:32,440 --> 00:02:35,480 Apparently where they are, they have 90% humidity. 26 00:02:36,680 --> 00:02:38,720 Naturally as our most reliable house sitter, 27 00:02:38,760 --> 00:02:40,240 we thought of you, Jean. 28 00:02:41,680 --> 00:02:45,080 Anyway, as I said on the phone, the owners, 29 00:02:45,120 --> 00:02:49,160 Mr. and Mrs. Standish-Cave are away until September. 30 00:02:49,200 --> 00:02:51,160 Inventory and the usual dos and don'ts, 31 00:02:51,200 --> 00:02:54,560 do guard it, it saves so much work at the end. 32 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:04,320 It's a little more comprehensive than you're used to. 33 00:03:04,360 --> 00:03:06,120 It's their house. 34 00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:07,080 Exactly. 35 00:03:10,600 --> 00:03:13,680 Actually there is something else. 36 00:03:13,720 --> 00:03:18,640 When you finish, it'll be your birthday, you'll be 60. 37 00:03:19,720 --> 00:03:20,880 I'm afraid this will have to be 38 00:03:20,920 --> 00:03:23,320 your last house sitting appointment, Jean. 39 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:28,880 I know that you've done over 40. 40 00:03:28,920 --> 00:03:30,840 57, this will be my 58th. 41 00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:33,720 It's the insurance, the moment you're over 60, 42 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:35,960 we can't get the cover. 43 00:03:36,000 --> 00:03:36,840 I see. 44 00:03:38,120 --> 00:03:39,480 It's out of my hands. 45 00:03:40,360 --> 00:03:41,800 Sorry. 46 00:04:02,680 --> 00:04:04,920 Walden Manor was the first 47 00:04:04,960 --> 00:04:07,880 truly beautiful house I'd ever seen, 48 00:04:07,920 --> 00:04:10,960 it was the first house I could really imagine living in. 49 00:04:13,080 --> 00:04:14,840 In all my years of house sitting, 50 00:04:14,880 --> 00:04:18,600 the best house was going to be my last. 51 00:04:40,040 --> 00:04:42,440 The owners had for reasons best known to themselves 52 00:04:42,480 --> 00:04:44,720 decided to lock up most of the rooms. 53 00:04:44,760 --> 00:04:48,600 Even though my job is to keep a house alive and aired, 54 00:04:48,640 --> 00:04:52,800 here, I was only allowed to use three rooms and a bathroom. 55 00:04:52,840 --> 00:04:55,280 I think they assumed I would just watch the television 56 00:04:55,320 --> 00:04:57,360 and go to bed, that may have been true, 57 00:04:57,400 --> 00:04:59,240 but I didn't care for the assumption. 58 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:09,960 Living in other people's houses doesn't suit everyone, 59 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:13,520 but since Mother died, I was used to being on my own 60 00:05:13,560 --> 00:05:14,680 and it suited me. 61 00:05:18,400 --> 00:05:21,760 If only the owners had made me feel a little more welcome. 62 00:05:25,800 --> 00:05:28,280 Mr. Hunter, a year ago you were convicted 63 00:05:28,320 --> 00:05:32,000 of not having vehicle insurance or a road fund license. 64 00:05:32,040 --> 00:05:34,560 Twice, you've failed to keep up the payment structure 65 00:05:34,600 --> 00:05:35,720 we put in place. 66 00:05:35,760 --> 00:05:37,240 Yes, I know, I-I've been trying. 67 00:05:37,280 --> 00:05:39,680 Is there any prospect of employment? 68 00:05:39,720 --> 00:05:41,960 Well, I'm trying to work for myself, 69 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:43,920 so I have got money coming in. 70 00:05:51,800 --> 00:05:55,480 Very well, but I have to warn you, 71 00:05:55,520 --> 00:05:58,400 that if you fail to keep up the payments this time, 72 00:05:58,440 --> 00:06:01,640 then a custodial sentence is inevitable. 73 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:36,680 Even though the Standish-Cave's methods 74 00:06:36,720 --> 00:06:38,680 differed from mine, I was very careful 75 00:06:38,720 --> 00:06:40,200 to follow their instructions. 76 00:06:41,600 --> 00:06:44,120 Insisting I use a feather duster was a mistake. 77 00:06:49,040 --> 00:06:50,560 I could mend it. 78 00:06:50,600 --> 00:06:52,640 No, absolutely not. 79 00:06:52,680 --> 00:06:54,040 Which one was it? 80 00:06:55,400 --> 00:06:57,520 The Chinese teapot, I think. 81 00:06:57,560 --> 00:07:00,040 Oh, you would break the most valuable one, wouldn't you? 82 00:07:00,080 --> 00:07:01,960 I was following their instructions. 83 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:04,040 Yes, but why weren't you more careful? 84 00:07:04,080 --> 00:07:07,240 This is exactly the problem of insuring the over sixties. 85 00:07:07,280 --> 00:07:08,920 I'll make a note on the inventory 86 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:11,800 and Jean, try not to break anything else. 87 00:07:16,280 --> 00:07:18,160 It's always difficult to undo 88 00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:20,000 that which has already happened 89 00:07:20,040 --> 00:07:22,200 or to mend even half-broken things, 90 00:07:23,160 --> 00:07:25,040 but had the teapot not smashed, 91 00:07:25,080 --> 00:07:27,360 had Shelley not spoken to me in the way she did, 92 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:29,840 had everyone just let me do my job, 93 00:07:29,880 --> 00:07:33,560 then everything that followed might not have happened. 94 00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:53,520 Burnham Norton. 95 00:08:13,840 --> 00:08:15,800 Can I help you? 96 00:08:15,840 --> 00:08:17,480 How do you do? 97 00:08:17,520 --> 00:08:20,920 Jeff Stevenson, curate up at St. Mary's, Burnham Norton. 98 00:08:22,600 --> 00:08:25,400 Ah, Gordon Brookes. 99 00:08:26,520 --> 00:08:28,240 How is Burnham Norton these days? 100 00:08:28,280 --> 00:08:29,520 Do you know it? 101 00:08:29,560 --> 00:08:31,640 I know Charles Harbertson over in Diss. 102 00:08:31,680 --> 00:08:33,600 Do you know Charles? 103 00:08:33,640 --> 00:08:35,560 I know of him obviously. 104 00:08:35,600 --> 00:08:37,560 What brings you all the way down here? 105 00:08:37,600 --> 00:08:39,960 Well, I've actually come to see your figures, 106 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:42,240 Saint John and Saint Catherine, aren't they? 107 00:08:42,280 --> 00:08:45,200 The date we have is 16th century. 108 00:08:45,240 --> 00:08:49,480 Oh, no, no, no, no, no, this is much earlier. 109 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:51,560 See, if you look at the crudeness of the carving 110 00:08:51,600 --> 00:08:55,680 around the eyes and nose, could even be 12th century, hm. 111 00:08:57,800 --> 00:08:59,240 Could I examine them? 112 00:09:00,320 --> 00:09:03,160 I've got a funeral at 11. 113 00:09:03,200 --> 00:09:05,400 If you'd made an appointment. 114 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:06,880 Ah, of course. 115 00:09:06,920 --> 00:09:10,520 I'm just not sure when I'm gonna be down this way again. 116 00:09:10,560 --> 00:09:12,320 Yeah. 117 00:09:12,360 --> 00:09:14,720 How long will you be? 118 00:09:14,760 --> 00:09:16,120 Well, only a minute. 119 00:09:18,280 --> 00:09:19,920 Keys, keys, keys. 120 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:21,480 Keys, locks and keys. 121 00:09:21,520 --> 00:09:22,920 There we are. 122 00:09:22,960 --> 00:09:26,720 Now, if I could ask you to wear those just to make sure. 123 00:09:26,760 --> 00:09:28,360 Thanks so much for this. 124 00:09:36,760 --> 00:09:38,120 Oh, my word. 125 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:39,000 Yeah. 126 00:09:41,000 --> 00:09:42,840 You know, don't let me stop you, you know, 127 00:09:42,880 --> 00:09:44,120 you've got things to do. No, no, no, 128 00:09:44,160 --> 00:09:46,000 I'm fascinated to hear your thoughts. 129 00:09:48,040 --> 00:09:50,360 Again, you know, if you look at the positioning 130 00:09:50,400 --> 00:09:55,240 of the hands, yeah, again, it. 131 00:09:57,800 --> 00:10:01,240 Dust. 132 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:04,080 Water. Of course. 133 00:10:39,080 --> 00:10:41,640 Not now, please! 134 00:10:41,680 --> 00:10:43,960 Come on! 135 00:10:59,680 --> 00:11:02,040 Get a move on, you fat cow. 136 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:14,360 Jase. 137 00:11:18,200 --> 00:11:19,640 Jason, I need the toilet. 138 00:11:19,680 --> 00:11:22,920 Don't be stupid, you'll just have to hold it in. 139 00:11:25,400 --> 00:11:26,600 I can't. 140 00:11:26,640 --> 00:11:28,520 You can and you will. 141 00:11:36,960 --> 00:11:39,360 Jason, can you stop please? 142 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:42,800 Oh, shit! 143 00:12:08,240 --> 00:12:12,400 You see, I knew how to look after houses. 144 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:17,760 Like humans, they need to breathe. 145 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:32,920 With each door I unlocked, 146 00:12:32,960 --> 00:12:35,560 the house gradually revealed itself to me 147 00:12:35,600 --> 00:12:39,360 and now that I had the keys, I could look after it properly. 148 00:12:56,240 --> 00:12:59,520 You clear it up now! 149 00:13:44,400 --> 00:13:46,400 I need a lift. 150 00:13:48,080 --> 00:13:49,200 I-I don't know. 151 00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:50,640 Please! 152 00:13:50,680 --> 00:13:54,560 Please before he comes out, you have to help me. 153 00:13:55,720 --> 00:13:56,960 Where you going? 154 00:13:57,000 --> 00:13:59,640 Anywhere, just not here. 155 00:14:07,080 --> 00:14:07,920 Steph. 156 00:14:09,880 --> 00:14:10,680 Steph! 157 00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:13,080 Steph! 158 00:14:20,080 --> 00:14:21,640 Thanks. 159 00:14:21,680 --> 00:14:24,840 Where-where do you wanna go? 160 00:14:24,880 --> 00:14:26,240 I don't care. 161 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:28,800 Well, where's home? 162 00:14:28,840 --> 00:14:29,800 With him. 163 00:15:11,840 --> 00:15:14,560 Not everything of Mrs. Standish-Cave's 164 00:15:14,600 --> 00:15:19,360 suited or fitted, but they felt like the real me, 165 00:15:19,400 --> 00:15:21,600 the me that I could now become. 166 00:15:28,800 --> 00:15:31,600 The Standish-Caves had left me in charge, 167 00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:34,240 why did I need a list of their dos and don'ts 168 00:15:34,280 --> 00:15:36,200 and an inventory of what went where? 169 00:15:39,600 --> 00:15:41,520 No, I was here now 170 00:15:41,560 --> 00:15:44,000 and I would decide what was best for this house. 171 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:54,880 There you go. 172 00:15:54,920 --> 00:15:57,200 Oh, thanks. 173 00:15:57,240 --> 00:15:58,560 They fit? 174 00:15:58,600 --> 00:15:59,920 Yeah, just about. 175 00:16:01,280 --> 00:16:03,400 Are you cold, do you want a fire? 176 00:16:03,440 --> 00:16:06,280 No, I'm, I'm okay, thanks. 177 00:16:11,080 --> 00:16:12,640 How many months? 178 00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:14,560 Eight. 179 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:18,800 What's your name? 180 00:16:19,760 --> 00:16:20,560 Michael. 181 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:22,720 You? 182 00:16:22,760 --> 00:16:23,560 Steph. 183 00:16:24,440 --> 00:16:26,040 Look, are you hungry? 184 00:16:27,400 --> 00:16:29,160 I-I don't have much, um. 185 00:16:31,160 --> 00:16:32,960 I'm always hungry. 186 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:35,680 I think it's because I'm eating for two. 187 00:16:35,720 --> 00:16:38,000 No, no, no, don't be silly, let me do that. 188 00:16:38,040 --> 00:16:39,000 No, I want to. 189 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:55,560 He- Where are you, bitch, eh? 190 00:16:55,600 --> 00:16:57,480 I'm not telling you, Jase. 191 00:16:57,520 --> 00:16:58,960 Where are you, eh? 192 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:00,480 I got a lift. 193 00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:02,640 What do you mean you got a lift, who with, eh? 194 00:17:02,680 --> 00:17:04,680 Yeah, well someone was kind to me. 195 00:17:04,720 --> 00:17:06,440 - Yeah, who? - I don't know. 196 00:17:06,480 --> 00:17:08,120 You bitch! 197 00:17:14,280 --> 00:17:16,720 He was all right when I started with him, 198 00:17:18,160 --> 00:17:20,800 then the moment I said I was pregnant, things changed. 199 00:17:25,720 --> 00:17:27,400 Do you wanna stay? 200 00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:56,160 Chateau Lafite. 201 00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:58,000 Why not? 202 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:41,280 You, ah, staying around here? 203 00:18:41,320 --> 00:18:42,480 Walden Manor. 204 00:18:43,640 --> 00:18:46,160 Oh, I heard they'd gone away. 205 00:18:46,200 --> 00:18:49,680 Yes, South Africa, I'm house sitting for them. 206 00:18:50,840 --> 00:18:52,360 Big place for you on your own. 207 00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:54,080 Oh, I'm quite used to it, 208 00:18:54,120 --> 00:18:56,000 it's what I do since my husband died. 209 00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:01,960 Still, my children will be popping down, 210 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:04,040 so I won't be lonely. 211 00:19:04,080 --> 00:19:06,920 You need anything, you just let me know. 212 00:19:06,960 --> 00:19:08,560 Thank you, I will. 213 00:19:11,760 --> 00:19:12,560 Bye now. 214 00:19:27,280 --> 00:19:28,760 Do you like it? 215 00:19:28,800 --> 00:19:29,880 It's great. 216 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:33,120 Are you sure you should be doing so much? 217 00:19:33,160 --> 00:19:35,680 Oh, stop it, Michael, I'm not ill. 218 00:19:38,200 --> 00:19:40,960 Here, can you feel it, 219 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:42,920 elbow or a knee? 220 00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:47,160 So when's it due? 221 00:19:49,800 --> 00:19:51,600 Well, I thought they told you all that, 222 00:19:51,640 --> 00:19:53,720 when you have checks at the hospital. 223 00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:55,520 I haven't bothered with all that, 224 00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:57,800 not after the last time. 225 00:20:00,080 --> 00:20:01,480 I was at school, 226 00:20:02,880 --> 00:20:04,120 not quite 15, 227 00:20:05,200 --> 00:20:07,000 my mum was an alcoholic. 228 00:20:08,760 --> 00:20:12,920 They said we were unfit, so they took the baby away. 229 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:17,800 This time, I'm not telling anyone. 230 00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:22,760 What's up? 231 00:20:23,760 --> 00:20:25,520 What have I said? 232 00:20:25,560 --> 00:20:27,560 Nothing, it's just me being stupid. 233 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:31,160 No, I have, you're really upset. 234 00:20:33,560 --> 00:20:35,120 My mum was 15, 235 00:20:37,680 --> 00:20:39,720 they never gave her a choice either. 236 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:43,760 I was put in a home. 237 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:50,320 You know, it wasn't bad, it was just hard, you know? 238 00:20:50,360 --> 00:20:51,760 Look, it doesn't matter, I'm sorry. 239 00:20:51,800 --> 00:20:54,040 I'm-I'm making you feel bad. 240 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:57,440 Oh, my God, it's okay. 241 00:20:57,480 --> 00:21:00,840 You know, it's in the past, can't change it. 242 00:21:02,080 --> 00:21:04,440 You can only change what hasn't happened. 243 00:21:08,040 --> 00:21:11,160 If you could do anything, anything at all, 244 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:12,720 what would you do? 245 00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:17,680 Do you know, when I was a little kid, right, 246 00:21:17,720 --> 00:21:20,800 I used to dream about being a famous actor. 247 00:21:20,840 --> 00:21:23,480 You know, have people look at me and know who I was. 248 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:28,080 It's stupid really. 249 00:21:28,120 --> 00:21:29,200 No, it's not. 250 00:21:30,840 --> 00:21:32,240 I wanted to be an artist. 251 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:33,280 Did you? 252 00:21:34,400 --> 00:21:37,040 Yeah, go to college, I still do. 253 00:21:38,640 --> 00:21:41,400 You never know what's gonna happen, 254 00:21:41,440 --> 00:21:43,520 like I didn't know that I was gonna meet you 255 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:45,640 just when I needed it most. 256 00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:53,640 You know that you're the only bloke that's never hit me? 257 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:04,760 With each day passing, 258 00:22:04,800 --> 00:22:07,360 Walden felt more and more like home, 259 00:22:09,440 --> 00:22:11,280 but I didn't like it that everywhere 260 00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:13,560 I was being looked down upon and judged. 261 00:22:17,960 --> 00:22:20,520 I will admit I did hesitate for a moment, 262 00:22:20,560 --> 00:22:23,600 but it would've been wrong to get sentimental about them. 263 00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:33,960 They had had their time here. 264 00:22:36,920 --> 00:22:39,000 It was time for my stories now. 265 00:22:45,760 --> 00:22:46,960 What'd you think? 266 00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:51,360 And on any other day, they might be worth something, 267 00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:53,560 but I'm carrying a lot of stock now. 268 00:22:53,600 --> 00:22:56,160 They're 12th century, they're worth thousands! 269 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:07,000 250. 270 00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:08,480 You're having a laugh. 271 00:23:08,520 --> 00:23:10,600 It's the only offer you're going to get. 272 00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:21,080 You didn't have to, I don't need it. 273 00:23:21,120 --> 00:23:22,520 Steph, you do. 274 00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:25,400 Yeah, anyway, I wanted to. 275 00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:30,920 Later, Jase. 276 00:23:32,840 --> 00:23:34,120 Oi! 277 00:23:36,600 --> 00:23:38,600 Look, I wanted to buy it for you, 278 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:40,360 you know, what's wrong with that? 279 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:41,680 And you know, you look great. 280 00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:43,280 I'm a fat cow. 281 00:23:43,320 --> 00:23:44,720 No, you're not. 282 00:23:44,760 --> 00:23:46,120 I don't deserve it. 283 00:23:46,160 --> 00:23:49,240 I don't even know why you're being so nice to me. 284 00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:50,240 What? 285 00:23:50,280 --> 00:23:51,160 Look at me. 286 00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:54,040 What is it that you see? 287 00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:56,160 I think you're beautiful. 288 00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:57,600 No! 289 00:23:57,640 --> 00:23:59,120 I'm not, now don't say that! 290 00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:00,040 Well, you are. 291 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:01,080 I'm a fat, 292 00:24:01,920 --> 00:24:02,720 fat cow! 293 00:24:02,760 --> 00:24:04,800 Stop it, right. 294 00:24:04,840 --> 00:24:06,560 Just stop it, right, you're beautiful. 295 00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:07,760 No, I'm not. 296 00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:14,000 Look, I'm sorry if you think that I'm wrong. 297 00:24:14,040 --> 00:24:15,120 I'm sorry. 298 00:24:39,880 --> 00:24:41,400 Did you mean it? 299 00:24:42,480 --> 00:24:43,320 What? 300 00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:48,120 You said I was beautiful. 301 00:24:49,720 --> 00:24:50,560 You are. 302 00:24:55,480 --> 00:24:57,000 Say it again. 303 00:24:59,160 --> 00:25:00,800 You're beautiful. 304 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:04,800 Again. 305 00:25:04,840 --> 00:25:06,200 All right, don't push your luck. 306 00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:11,000 You're beautiful. 307 00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:18,360 What's wrong? 308 00:25:18,400 --> 00:25:22,360 It's okay, it was just a kick that took my breath away. 309 00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:23,800 - You sure? - Yeah. 310 00:25:32,880 --> 00:25:33,720 What? 311 00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:36,200 I'm just looking. 312 00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:45,680 Michael! 313 00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:47,520 - What? - It's Jason. 314 00:25:50,360 --> 00:25:51,600 You sure? 315 00:25:51,640 --> 00:25:54,160 He was there staring up at me, I saw him! 316 00:25:54,200 --> 00:25:56,760 He knows where we are. 317 00:25:58,040 --> 00:25:59,360 Oh, my God. 318 00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:04,280 You don't leave me, Steph, I know you're in there! 319 00:26:04,320 --> 00:26:06,640 Get your arse down here now! 320 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:11,520 Either you're coming out or I'm coming in! 321 00:26:14,840 --> 00:26:16,880 No, don't let him in, he'll kill you! 322 00:26:16,920 --> 00:26:17,920 It's all right! 323 00:26:17,960 --> 00:26:19,520 You whore, whore! 324 00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,280 Next time, I'll have you! 325 00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:37,320 Both of you! 326 00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:41,080 It's all right, he's gone. 327 00:26:41,120 --> 00:26:42,880 He won't let it lie. 328 00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:44,080 He will. 329 00:26:44,120 --> 00:26:45,240 No, you don't know what he's like. 330 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:47,680 He'll be back. 331 00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:49,920 Ssh, look, it's just words. 332 00:26:54,800 --> 00:26:58,280 We'll go to the country, stay in a BandB for a few days, 333 00:26:58,320 --> 00:26:59,920 see how you feel then. 334 00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:02,120 Maybe it'll give him a chance to cool down. 335 00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:04,120 Where do you wanna go? I don't care. 336 00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:06,240 Name somewhere. 337 00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:07,680 Um, Wales. 338 00:27:07,720 --> 00:27:10,320 I've never been to Wales. 339 00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:12,960 All right, Wales it is. 340 00:27:13,000 --> 00:27:14,440 Michael, hurry up! 341 00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:22,760 I thought we were going to Wales. 342 00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:26,120 We are, just a little detour. 343 00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:29,280 I thought we could do a little bit of business. 344 00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:32,440 There's a place that I saw around here in "Country Life," 345 00:27:32,480 --> 00:27:36,960 looked like it had a few nice things, portable things. 346 00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:39,160 Okay. 347 00:27:39,200 --> 00:27:40,480 All I've got to do is get inside. 348 00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:44,160 You okay? 349 00:27:45,120 --> 00:27:45,960 Yeah. 350 00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:08,920 Hello there, um, I have to pick up a hall stand 351 00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:11,840 from Walden Grange, that's not you, is it? 352 00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:13,480 No, this is Walden Manor. 353 00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:15,880 Oh, well, you don't happen to know where it is, do you? 354 00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:17,880 It's just I've left the directions at home, 355 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:20,200 I thought I wouldn't be able to miss it. 356 00:28:20,240 --> 00:28:22,640 Walden Grange? No. 357 00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:26,120 No, I'm-I'm sorry, I should. 358 00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:28,000 Oh, well. 359 00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:29,800 This isn't it. 360 00:28:31,520 --> 00:28:33,640 Well, thanks anyway. 361 00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:36,600 You wouldn't happen to have a local map, would you? 362 00:28:41,040 --> 00:28:42,880 I think I have one in the study. 363 00:28:42,920 --> 00:28:44,440 Well, that'd be great. 364 00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:48,200 Amazing place. 365 00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:52,320 Original paneling? 366 00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:55,160 Yes, I believe it is, we're very proud of it. 367 00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:00,360 You collect porcelain? 368 00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:02,160 Not me, my late husband, 369 00:29:02,200 --> 00:29:04,040 he picked pieces up from his travels. 370 00:29:05,200 --> 00:29:07,080 Is that your field, are you a dealer? 371 00:29:07,120 --> 00:29:08,960 Well, I-I work for dealers. 372 00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:12,320 You know, I'm more of an all rounder. 373 00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:13,920 Well, what can I say, you know, 374 00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:16,760 this is like being a kid in a sweet shop. 375 00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:27,200 Help me, it's the baby! 376 00:29:27,240 --> 00:29:29,480 It's all right. 377 00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:31,080 It's all right. 378 00:29:31,120 --> 00:29:32,560 Please, quick, oh! 379 00:29:32,600 --> 00:29:35,160 Upstairs, big bathroom, get lots of clean towels 380 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,520 and get the duvet and the pillows off the bed. 381 00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:38,920 - Okay. - Hurry! 382 00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:40,280 You're doing fine, 383 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:42,960 you're doing really fine. 384 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:44,160 No! 385 00:29:44,200 --> 00:29:47,200 I'll be two minutes, only two minutes. 386 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,440 Just one more push, just one more, almost done. 387 00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:04,480 Just a minute. 388 00:30:08,520 --> 00:30:10,080 Well done! 389 00:30:10,120 --> 00:30:12,680 And baby's out, there he is! 390 00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:14,240 Oh, wow! 391 00:30:14,280 --> 00:30:15,200 You've done it, 392 00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:16,440 you've done it. 393 00:30:16,480 --> 00:30:18,680 There we go, you've got him out, well done. 394 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:19,880 - You did it. - Wait till you see. 395 00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:21,160 You did it. 396 00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:23,280 It's a little boy. 397 00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:26,320 You've got a son. 398 00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:28,280 Oh, he's beautiful, look at him. 399 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:30,960 Look what you've done, you clever girl. 400 00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:34,240 Look at him, oh, baby, oh. 401 00:30:34,280 --> 00:30:35,520 Will he be okay? 402 00:30:35,560 --> 00:30:38,040 Oh, he's perfect, of course he will. 403 00:30:38,080 --> 00:30:39,280 He's fine. 404 00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:40,280 - He's beautiful. - There we are. 405 00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:41,240 You did it. 406 00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:43,280 Clever girl, well done. 407 00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:45,880 Lovely. 408 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:49,840 What are you gonna call him? 409 00:30:49,880 --> 00:30:52,760 I like the name Matthew. 410 00:30:52,800 --> 00:30:55,920 That's wonderful, means gift of God. 411 00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:01,240 Ssh! 412 00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:08,480 I had never experienced anything like it, 413 00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:10,240 the bond I felt with these people 414 00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:13,760 and the baby I'd brought into the world was so intense. 415 00:31:16,520 --> 00:31:21,040 A house like this needs a family and now it had one, 416 00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:24,640 I knew I must do everything I could to hold onto it. 417 00:31:36,080 --> 00:31:37,960 We've got a baby. 418 00:31:42,040 --> 00:31:44,640 Michael, what we gonna do? We can't sleep in the van. 419 00:31:45,520 --> 00:31:47,120 You let me worry about that. 420 00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:52,040 I've got something for you. 421 00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:54,560 I'll need a hand. 422 00:31:58,920 --> 00:32:02,320 For the moment, he needs to be close to your wife. 423 00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:04,320 As soon as she's strong enough, 424 00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:05,560 we'll be on our way. 425 00:32:05,600 --> 00:32:09,240 Well, no rush, wait and see how she feels. 426 00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:11,920 Here, 427 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:13,440 you'll need these. 428 00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:21,320 I had some live-in help, Eastern European girl, 429 00:32:21,360 --> 00:32:23,120 she became pregnant. 430 00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:28,120 I didn't want to lose her, so I had all this done 431 00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:30,480 and then three weeks before the baby was due, 432 00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:31,800 she went back to Prague. 433 00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:34,680 Put those in here. 434 00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:38,080 Do you know, I don't even know your names, Jean. 435 00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:41,320 Jean, thank you, Michael and Steph. 436 00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:48,960 I can't imagine what would've happened, 437 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:50,680 if we hadn't knocked on your door. 438 00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,960 It was a miracle of fate brought you here. 439 00:32:56,760 --> 00:32:58,880 And to think that the people at Walden Grange 440 00:32:58,920 --> 00:33:01,840 are still waiting for you to pick up a hall stand. 441 00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:03,560 Well, let them wait. 442 00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:13,800 Jean, you okay? 443 00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:18,840 Yes, just overwhelmed. 444 00:33:22,200 --> 00:33:23,720 I never had children. 445 00:33:25,760 --> 00:33:27,520 This was my first. 446 00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:33,680 You don't think they should see a doctor? 447 00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:36,760 It's complicated. 448 00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:41,800 When Steph was younger, she had a baby, 449 00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:45,680 it was taken away, she doesn't trust them. 450 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:47,240 Does she have family? 451 00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:51,360 No, she was brought up by her nan, she died years ago. 452 00:33:53,480 --> 00:33:55,360 So it was a good job she found you. 453 00:33:58,480 --> 00:33:59,960 What about your family? 454 00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:00,840 What family? 455 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:06,840 I was put up for adoption, fostered for a couple of years, 456 00:34:06,880 --> 00:34:09,720 but then they gave me back, 457 00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:12,480 they said I was too much trouble. 458 00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:17,640 I'm the child that no one wanted. 459 00:34:17,680 --> 00:34:19,440 Do you have to rush back? 460 00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:20,960 Well, not if we don't want to. 461 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:21,840 Stay, 462 00:34:22,800 --> 00:34:23,680 won't you please? 463 00:34:23,720 --> 00:34:24,920 We couldn't, we- 464 00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:28,160 I'd like you to for as long as you want. 465 00:34:30,160 --> 00:34:32,800 My house is your house. 466 00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:41,760 Jean said we can stay, she wants us to. 467 00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:42,840 You're joking? 468 00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:45,480 It's nice to have you here. 469 00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:47,000 And how can I let you go, 470 00:34:47,040 --> 00:34:49,640 when I've just helped deliver this precious thing? 471 00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:52,120 Whatever you want, you just have to ask. 472 00:34:54,120 --> 00:34:55,360 No, no, you eat. 473 00:34:57,600 --> 00:34:58,440 May, may I? 474 00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:02,800 Yeah, please. 475 00:35:11,200 --> 00:35:13,000 There, come to Nana. 476 00:35:29,000 --> 00:35:31,360 It was amazing how quickly we established 477 00:35:31,400 --> 00:35:33,000 a little family routine. 478 00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:37,120 Steph obviously was taken up with Matthew. 479 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:43,720 Michael was very handy with all the heavy jobs, 480 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:47,880 whilst my domain was the kitchen. 481 00:35:51,960 --> 00:35:54,440 We slotted together beautifully. 482 00:35:54,480 --> 00:35:56,840 If only the baby had been sleeping properly, 483 00:35:56,880 --> 00:35:58,840 everything would've been perfect 484 00:36:00,280 --> 00:36:02,520 and the question of them leaving was never raised again. 485 00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:07,520 Walden provided us with everything, 486 00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:11,240 we had no need of the outside world. 487 00:36:21,800 --> 00:36:26,120 Who is it? 488 00:36:26,160 --> 00:36:28,480 Do you want me to speak to him? 489 00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:33,800 Ah, no, no, no. 490 00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:40,280 It's the, ah, it's the gardener. 491 00:36:42,840 --> 00:36:44,600 Sure you don't mind? 492 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:48,840 Don't worry me none, saves me a trip. 493 00:36:50,320 --> 00:36:52,280 Wish I was paid for doing nothing more often. 494 00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:57,120 It's just that my son pops over most weekends. 495 00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:01,480 Well, everything he needs is in there. 496 00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:13,960 I told him not to bother for the summer. 497 00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:16,480 We don't want the baby disturbed, do we? 498 00:37:17,680 --> 00:37:20,080 I thought we could manage ourselves. 499 00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:01,800 There's not a lot left. 500 00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:03,280 No, so I see. 501 00:38:16,760 --> 00:38:21,240 And I think there's something wrong with the cooker. 502 00:38:22,920 --> 00:38:26,040 Is there any chance we could get some more nappies? 503 00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:27,480 Where's the oil? 504 00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:29,920 Oil? 505 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:32,160 It's, it's all right, don't worry, I'll find it. 506 00:38:32,200 --> 00:38:34,040 We'd better start a list. 507 00:38:34,080 --> 00:38:36,240 Jean, could I paint the nursery? 508 00:38:36,280 --> 00:38:37,400 What? 509 00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:39,880 I'd love to do Matthew his own mural, 510 00:38:39,920 --> 00:38:42,760 you know, like some kind of magical landscape. 511 00:38:44,040 --> 00:38:45,240 Wouldn't that be great? 512 00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:49,960 I'll go. 513 00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:51,680 It's okay, I'm just on my way. 514 00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,760 He has put on weight. 515 00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:16,880 Only a bit, he should be putting on more by now. 516 00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:19,160 Well, each baby's different. 517 00:39:22,560 --> 00:39:25,720 Do you think I'm eating enough? Maybe I need to eat more. 518 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:27,360 There was plenty of food in the fridge, 519 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:29,040 it just seems to have all gone. 520 00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:31,120 Well, we should get some more then. 521 00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:34,080 I'm feeding two of us. It's not as simple as that. 522 00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:36,120 I'd go if someone would give me some money, 523 00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:37,360 but I've got Matthew. 524 00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:39,320 Steph, you just don't understand. 525 00:39:39,360 --> 00:39:41,520 No, Jean, I don't think you understand! 526 00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:42,960 I'm not made of money! 527 00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:44,920 You're out of oil. 528 00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:47,920 It runs the heating in the AGA, 529 00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:49,480 you need to fill up the tank. 530 00:39:49,520 --> 00:39:50,320 Fill it? 531 00:39:57,720 --> 00:39:59,640 Can you give us a minute? 532 00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:00,520 Sure. 533 00:40:08,640 --> 00:40:09,960 Jean, come on. 534 00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:12,680 Ssh! 535 00:40:28,480 --> 00:40:30,080 It's not your house, is it? 536 00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:35,240 I'm house sitting. 537 00:40:37,720 --> 00:40:40,320 They said I wouldn't have to worry about the oil. 538 00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:44,560 When are they back? 539 00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:46,600 Not for a long time, they're abroad. 540 00:40:51,720 --> 00:40:53,920 Would you like me to deal with it? 541 00:40:53,960 --> 00:40:54,920 Oh, yes. 542 00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:57,720 Yes, would you? 543 00:40:57,760 --> 00:40:59,360 I'm so glad you're here, Michael. 544 00:40:59,400 --> 00:41:01,640 Ssh! 545 00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:03,080 Okay, it's on direct debit, 546 00:41:03,120 --> 00:41:05,120 so we don't have to find the money, 547 00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:07,040 we just need to get them to deliver. 548 00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:08,960 We'll just ring up. 549 00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,280 Yeah, but what if they know the guy? 550 00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:13,560 You know, I don't even know what he sounds like. 551 00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:14,440 Oh, no? 552 00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:24,120 Hello, you've reached Oliver Standish-Cave. 553 00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:28,400 Hello, you've reached Oliver Standish-Cave. 554 00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:31,400 That's amazing. 555 00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:34,320 No, no, Steph, this is serious. 556 00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:40,400 Oil is no longer a problem. 557 00:41:40,440 --> 00:41:43,520 Oh, thank goodness, I don't know what I'd do without you. 558 00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:45,000 Is Matthew awake? 559 00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:47,880 I haven't heard him, I'll go up in a minute. 560 00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:56,880 What's the ah, money situation? 561 00:41:57,960 --> 00:41:58,720 Money? 562 00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:02,840 The agency pays me 600 a month. 563 00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:05,280 But what about when you're not house sitting, 564 00:42:05,320 --> 00:42:06,840 I mean, how do you live then? 565 00:42:06,880 --> 00:42:08,120 I don't usually spend it all. 566 00:42:08,160 --> 00:42:11,320 But now you're keeping three of us and a baby. 567 00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:15,240 Do you want an increase? 568 00:42:15,280 --> 00:42:16,640 Not through the agency, 569 00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,080 they mustn't know anyone else is here. 570 00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:21,440 No, no, from the owners, they've left their bank details. 571 00:42:21,480 --> 00:42:23,360 You don't think they'd notice? 572 00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:24,840 Not with the sums that they deal in. 573 00:42:28,520 --> 00:42:30,600 Ah, I've got it, three-one. 574 00:42:31,680 --> 00:42:33,000 Three-one. 575 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:34,200 Zero-eight. 576 00:42:34,240 --> 00:42:35,200 Zero-eight. 577 00:42:35,240 --> 00:42:36,360 Five-nine. 578 00:42:36,400 --> 00:42:37,520 Five-nine. 579 00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:39,800 How much do you think? 580 00:42:39,840 --> 00:42:41,720 What won't they miss? 581 00:42:41,760 --> 00:42:43,560 There needs to be enough for us, 582 00:42:43,600 --> 00:42:46,960 but not too much to ring any alarm bells. 583 00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:58,080 I could get used to this. 584 00:43:07,720 --> 00:43:09,200 Jean! 585 00:43:09,240 --> 00:43:10,360 What's wrong? 586 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:13,720 What's happened, what's happened to him? 587 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:15,040 No, no. 588 00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:16,240 - No! - No, no! 589 00:43:17,280 --> 00:43:19,960 - She's got to see. - Matthew! 590 00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:22,360 Matthew! 591 00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:28,360 Mummy make you better. 592 00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:31,240 Mummy make you better. 593 00:43:36,080 --> 00:43:37,880 He has to go now, Steph. 594 00:43:37,920 --> 00:43:38,760 No. 595 00:43:39,920 --> 00:43:41,880 - Let me take him. - No. 596 00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:46,840 No! 597 00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:51,240 No! 598 00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:53,640 No! 599 00:44:19,480 --> 00:44:21,920 Taken too soon from this place. 600 00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:25,280 We remember your small, quiet face, 601 00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:27,760 the sounds you made in the night, 602 00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:30,120 the sweet peace you found in the light. 603 00:44:30,160 --> 00:44:34,160 Though our hearts are broken in two, 604 00:44:34,200 --> 00:44:36,040 our dreams will be filled with you. 605 00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:39,920 Sweet boy, dear son, our child. 606 00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:03,920 Love you. 607 00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:18,080 How strong is she, Michael? 608 00:45:18,920 --> 00:45:20,200 I don't know. 609 00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:23,360 She'll need to be. 610 00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:25,720 She's had two babies taken from her now. 611 00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:15,760 You've been very brave. 612 00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:25,880 He wasn't mine, Jean. 613 00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:41,680 Steph! 614 00:46:41,720 --> 00:46:45,720 Let her go, she needs space, she'll come back. 615 00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:52,880 Yes. 616 00:47:52,920 --> 00:47:56,640 Hi, um, you're advertising for a child minder. 617 00:47:58,040 --> 00:48:01,880 Yes, um, yes, of course, come in. 618 00:48:01,920 --> 00:48:02,920 Um, you're? 619 00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:03,920 Steph. 620 00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:07,120 I'm Sally, oh, excuse the mess. 621 00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:10,040 Gosh, I was beginning to give up hope. 622 00:48:11,240 --> 00:48:14,760 So um, that's him, that's Charlie. 623 00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:19,200 He looks lovely. 624 00:48:19,240 --> 00:48:20,680 I need to get him on the bottle, 625 00:48:20,720 --> 00:48:23,400 because I'm going back to work, it's been a nightmare. 626 00:48:23,440 --> 00:48:25,360 I tried an agency, but it cost so much 627 00:48:25,400 --> 00:48:26,880 and then I had someone sorted 628 00:48:26,920 --> 00:48:30,320 and she's gone to live in somewhere, yeah, sorry. 629 00:48:30,360 --> 00:48:32,840 So um, tell me about you. 630 00:48:32,880 --> 00:48:34,880 Oh, shit, I haven't hung up the washing. 631 00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:39,200 Thanks. Here you are. 632 00:48:40,640 --> 00:48:44,480 So um, have you had any experience with babies? 633 00:48:44,520 --> 00:48:47,960 Yes, I-I looked after my sister's. 634 00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:50,280 She had postnatal depression. 635 00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:53,040 I looked after someone else's when their mother was ill. 636 00:48:53,080 --> 00:48:54,920 So do you have any references? 637 00:48:54,960 --> 00:48:58,440 Yeah, at home, have you got any pegs? 638 00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:01,360 Are you local? 639 00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:03,280 Yeah, do you know Walden Manor? 640 00:49:06,040 --> 00:49:08,520 What, the big house off the main road? 641 00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:10,920 Yeah, I'm living there with my aunt. 642 00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:13,360 Wow, nice. 643 00:49:14,680 --> 00:49:16,720 So getting here isn't a problem. 644 00:49:16,760 --> 00:49:17,640 No. 645 00:49:17,680 --> 00:49:19,480 What do you do? 646 00:49:19,520 --> 00:49:20,360 Solicitor. 647 00:49:22,520 --> 00:49:25,680 Like Simon, Charlie's dad, before he decided, 648 00:49:25,720 --> 00:49:27,400 that saving the world was more important 649 00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:29,200 than supporting his family. 650 00:49:29,240 --> 00:49:32,200 Bloody Tanzanians, they're welcome to him. 651 00:49:33,640 --> 00:49:34,480 Shit. 652 00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:37,840 Come and meet him, 653 00:49:37,880 --> 00:49:40,000 then I really, really must get to the shop. 654 00:49:41,560 --> 00:49:43,560 I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward 655 00:49:43,600 --> 00:49:45,320 to getting back to work. 656 00:49:45,360 --> 00:49:47,400 That and getting my tits back. 657 00:49:47,440 --> 00:49:48,800 When do you start? 658 00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:50,720 Well, it's meant to be next week. 659 00:49:50,760 --> 00:49:51,760 Would that suit you? 660 00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:54,880 If your reference is all right, of course. 661 00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:57,600 I can start whenever Mummy wants. 662 00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:09,280 Where've you been? 663 00:50:09,320 --> 00:50:10,280 Out. 664 00:50:10,320 --> 00:50:12,480 We were terrified. 665 00:50:12,520 --> 00:50:13,760 Oh, no need, I'm back. 666 00:50:13,800 --> 00:50:15,160 But you didn't say where you were going. 667 00:50:15,200 --> 00:50:17,560 I went out, Michael, I needed to get out! 668 00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:18,520 Wait here. 669 00:50:19,880 --> 00:50:22,120 You just don't understand, do you? 670 00:50:22,160 --> 00:50:25,120 You have no idea what I'm going through! 671 00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:26,240 - I do. - No, you don't, Michael 672 00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:28,160 and you can't! 673 00:50:28,200 --> 00:50:31,600 You can't ever know what being me is like! 674 00:50:34,240 --> 00:50:35,480 I applied for a job. 675 00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:37,160 What? 676 00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:39,960 What job, where? 677 00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:42,480 It's in the village, this woman's going back to work 678 00:50:42,520 --> 00:50:45,040 and she needs someone to look after her baby 679 00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:46,440 and that person is gonna be me. 680 00:50:46,480 --> 00:50:47,640 Look, look, look, look, 681 00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:49,840 I don't know if that's a good idea. 682 00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:51,640 - Why? - It just isn't, Steph, 683 00:50:51,680 --> 00:50:54,520 you know, for all sorts of reasons, for us, 684 00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:56,440 for you, for what we've got here. 685 00:50:57,840 --> 00:50:59,480 I'm asking you not to do it. 686 00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:07,680 I think it's a good idea. 687 00:51:07,720 --> 00:51:10,200 Oh, Jean, he's such a sweet baby. 688 00:51:10,240 --> 00:51:11,720 I'm sure he is. 689 00:51:11,760 --> 00:51:13,560 Who am I in this reference? 690 00:51:13,600 --> 00:51:15,040 Um, Jane Townley. 691 00:51:31,200 --> 00:51:33,040 Try not to be too hard on her. 692 00:51:34,520 --> 00:51:37,200 I know why and I know what you're trying to protect. 693 00:51:37,240 --> 00:51:38,680 I don't wanna lose her, Jean. 694 00:51:38,720 --> 00:51:40,440 Then let her go. 695 00:51:40,480 --> 00:51:43,080 She wants to break out and we have to let her. 696 00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:46,840 She'll come back to you, if we stop her, we'll lose her. 697 00:51:49,600 --> 00:51:51,680 Why don't you offer your friend these? 698 00:51:54,040 --> 00:51:56,160 I've never really liked them. 699 00:51:56,200 --> 00:51:58,200 You could get her some clothes, 700 00:51:58,240 --> 00:52:00,040 make her feel good about herself 701 00:52:01,240 --> 00:52:04,040 and we need some more meat for the freezer. 702 00:52:09,720 --> 00:52:12,560 This is better. 703 00:52:12,600 --> 00:52:14,400 See, this is quality. 704 00:52:18,360 --> 00:52:19,880 Anymore like this? 705 00:52:19,920 --> 00:52:22,840 Could be, it would depend on the price. 706 00:52:22,880 --> 00:52:25,880 But of course, Michael, of course. 707 00:52:32,000 --> 00:52:33,280 Of course. 708 00:52:38,280 --> 00:52:40,000 She got the job. 709 00:52:40,040 --> 00:52:41,360 You got the job! 710 00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:46,000 Oh, what a clever girl, 711 00:52:46,040 --> 00:52:47,360 you clever girl. 712 00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:51,320 Congratulations. 713 00:52:53,680 --> 00:52:54,480 For me? 714 00:52:56,600 --> 00:52:57,800 Thank you. 715 00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,760 Shoes, where are my shoes? 716 00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:14,800 Bye, darling. 717 00:53:16,040 --> 00:53:17,600 You will be okay, won't you? 718 00:53:17,640 --> 00:53:18,520 Yeah. 719 00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:20,360 Bye. 720 00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:21,680 We'll be okay. 721 00:53:21,720 --> 00:53:23,720 Bye bye, Mummy, bye bye. 722 00:53:25,520 --> 00:53:28,200 Bye bye. 723 00:53:28,240 --> 00:53:29,480 There you go. 724 00:53:35,920 --> 00:53:38,280 Come on, there's a good boy. 725 00:53:38,320 --> 00:53:40,440 Oh, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba. 726 00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:45,880 Ugh, nasty milk, nasty. 727 00:53:51,200 --> 00:53:52,800 There we go. 728 00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:17,000 What do you think? 729 00:54:19,640 --> 00:54:20,960 This is Matthew. 730 00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:23,000 Matthew? 731 00:54:23,040 --> 00:54:25,760 Yes, isn't he lovely? 732 00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:28,640 Oh, he's beautiful. 733 00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:33,080 What a clever girl you are bringing us a baby. 734 00:54:33,120 --> 00:54:35,120 Does his mummy know he's here? 735 00:54:37,560 --> 00:54:39,880 You will take him home again, won't you? 736 00:54:41,440 --> 00:54:43,240 It's nice to see you happy again. 737 00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:46,800 Yep, yep. 738 00:54:46,840 --> 00:54:47,920 Ready? 739 00:54:53,920 --> 00:54:55,480 The arrival of the new Matthew, 740 00:54:55,520 --> 00:54:57,400 even though only on a daily basis 741 00:54:57,440 --> 00:55:00,200 breathed new life into us all. 742 00:55:00,240 --> 00:55:02,840 Our family was complete again. 743 00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:17,000 You know what, let's run. 744 00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:19,680 No, no, no! 745 00:55:42,440 --> 00:55:46,200 Have you ever been married, Jean? 746 00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:50,000 No, there was interest, 747 00:55:50,040 --> 00:55:52,000 nothing concrete, nothing suitable. 748 00:55:54,720 --> 00:55:57,000 Looking after Mother took up most of my time. 749 00:55:58,120 --> 00:55:59,520 You don't regret it? 750 00:55:59,560 --> 00:56:04,080 There's always regrets, Michael. 751 00:56:04,120 --> 00:56:06,440 Such a waste of time, a waste of everything. 752 00:56:10,160 --> 00:56:11,560 Children would've been nice. 753 00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:16,680 A boy, 754 00:56:19,160 --> 00:56:21,160 someone not unlike you. 755 00:56:34,800 --> 00:56:36,440 Hi, how's he been? 756 00:56:36,480 --> 00:56:40,800 Oh, he's been good, haven't you, Matthew? 757 00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:42,880 Yeah, he's been really good. 758 00:56:42,920 --> 00:56:43,760 Matthew? 759 00:56:44,840 --> 00:56:46,160 Sorry, Charlie. 760 00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:49,760 Um, Matthew was the last baby that I looked after. 761 00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:54,520 I dropped into the shop and Bill said 762 00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:57,560 he thought he saw you take Charlie out in a car. 763 00:56:57,600 --> 00:57:00,520 Um, yeah, we went to see my aunt at the Manor 764 00:57:00,560 --> 00:57:02,880 and we went out for a picnic. 765 00:57:02,920 --> 00:57:04,760 You don't mind, do you? 766 00:57:04,800 --> 00:57:06,440 Who is the man? 767 00:57:06,480 --> 00:57:07,480 The man? 768 00:57:07,520 --> 00:57:09,320 Oh, um, my brother. 769 00:57:10,640 --> 00:57:14,000 Well, my half-brother actually, why don't you come over? 770 00:57:14,040 --> 00:57:17,600 You know, my aunt thought that Charlie was gorgeous. 771 00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:20,960 Why don't you bring him tomorrow on your way to work? 772 00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:31,720 How do you do? 773 00:57:31,760 --> 00:57:33,720 I've heard so much about you. 774 00:57:33,760 --> 00:57:35,440 Your son is delightful. 775 00:57:35,480 --> 00:57:36,360 Oh, thank you. 776 00:57:36,400 --> 00:57:37,960 My half-brother, Michael. 777 00:57:39,200 --> 00:57:40,280 - Hello there. - Hi. 778 00:57:41,400 --> 00:57:43,120 Please come in, we'll show you around. 779 00:57:43,160 --> 00:57:44,520 I can't, I'd love to, 780 00:57:44,560 --> 00:57:46,680 but coming all the way up here with Charlie, 781 00:57:46,720 --> 00:57:48,320 I'm already late for work. 782 00:57:48,360 --> 00:57:49,200 Charlie, 783 00:57:50,160 --> 00:57:51,720 what a nice name. 784 00:57:51,760 --> 00:57:52,880 I thought so. 785 00:57:53,840 --> 00:57:55,480 Um, please excuse me. 786 00:57:55,520 --> 00:57:56,800 Of course. 787 00:57:56,840 --> 00:57:58,840 Another time perhaps? 788 00:58:01,720 --> 00:58:02,640 Now wave. 789 00:58:04,040 --> 00:58:06,240 I don't think she'll feel the need to come again. 790 00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:14,000 As the days lengthened, we were determined to make the most 791 00:58:14,040 --> 00:58:16,120 of what Walden had to offer, 792 00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:31,240 to make it our own and to enjoy our time here to the full. 793 00:58:35,080 --> 00:58:36,480 Hi, hi. 794 00:58:36,520 --> 00:58:37,600 Is that good? Right, come on, Jean, 795 00:58:37,640 --> 00:58:39,080 get your costume on and come in. 796 00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:40,120 No, I. 797 00:58:40,160 --> 00:58:41,040 Come on. 798 00:58:41,080 --> 00:58:43,440 Oh, Jean, come on. 799 00:58:52,720 --> 00:58:55,560 Hello, you've reached Oliver Standish-Cave. 800 00:58:56,880 --> 00:58:58,360 Hello, Jean, are you there? 801 00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:00,240 It's Shelley from Town and Country. 802 00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:01,560 I'm doing management visits 803 00:59:01,600 --> 00:59:03,120 and as I'm in your neck of the woods, 804 00:59:03,160 --> 00:59:05,000 I thought I'd come round. 805 00:59:05,040 --> 00:59:05,960 Michael! 806 00:59:08,760 --> 00:59:10,520 Quick, quick. What's wrong? 807 00:59:10,560 --> 00:59:13,440 It's Shelley from the agency. 808 00:59:38,560 --> 00:59:42,080 Found you at last, I'd forgotten exactly how to get here. 809 00:59:42,120 --> 00:59:44,320 You've been here before? 810 00:59:44,360 --> 00:59:46,000 Oh yes, the Standish-Caves showed me around 811 00:59:46,040 --> 00:59:48,720 before they went, aren't the gardens wonderful? 812 00:59:52,320 --> 00:59:54,880 Have to say, this is one of my favorite houses. 813 00:59:58,160 --> 00:59:59,280 Fresh paint? 814 01:00:00,920 --> 01:00:01,760 No. 815 01:00:03,600 --> 01:00:04,880 Hm, must be me. 816 01:00:06,520 --> 01:00:07,920 Well, I'll need to have a look round 817 01:00:07,960 --> 01:00:10,280 and check that everything's okay. 818 01:00:10,320 --> 01:00:11,760 Where do you want to start? 819 01:00:13,440 --> 01:00:15,840 Weren't there a couple of chairs here? 820 01:00:15,880 --> 01:00:18,200 No, not since I've been here. 821 01:00:18,240 --> 01:00:20,120 Really, have you got your inventory? 822 01:00:21,000 --> 01:00:22,160 Inventory? 823 01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:24,800 Wasn't there a painting? 824 01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:33,040 It's on here. 825 01:00:33,080 --> 01:00:35,000 Hallway, landscape, Italian Lakes. 826 01:00:35,040 --> 01:00:37,280 Well, it wasn't on mine, I've never seen the painting. 827 01:00:37,320 --> 01:00:39,280 Perhaps they moved it before I came. 828 01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:41,960 Coffee? 829 01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:48,360 I'm sure your inventory was an exact copy of mine. 830 01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:50,440 Get yours and we'll check. 831 01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:51,680 Kitchen. 832 01:00:53,040 --> 01:00:54,720 Dresser, 833 01:00:54,760 --> 01:00:55,920 table, 834 01:00:55,960 --> 01:00:58,600 five chairs, 835 01:00:58,640 --> 01:01:00,440 rocking chair, 836 01:01:00,480 --> 01:01:02,000 bench. 837 01:01:02,040 --> 01:01:04,680 Where are the balluster vases? 838 01:01:04,720 --> 01:01:06,560 Upstairs. 839 01:01:06,600 --> 01:01:09,360 I was worried the baby might grab them. 840 01:01:09,400 --> 01:01:11,080 Baby, what baby? 841 01:01:11,120 --> 01:01:14,200 It's all rather difficult, there are other people here, 842 01:01:14,240 --> 01:01:17,760 Mr. Standish-Cave's cousin, I couldn't really say no. 843 01:01:17,800 --> 01:01:18,840 Jean, I've. 844 01:01:19,680 --> 01:01:21,000 Oh, hello. 845 01:01:22,440 --> 01:01:25,200 Michael Standish-Cave, you must be the famous Shelley. 846 01:01:25,240 --> 01:01:28,760 Yes, from Town and Country Agency. 847 01:01:28,800 --> 01:01:31,920 I wasn't told there'd be anyone else here. 848 01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:36,360 Ah, no, my fault, um, between flats in London, 849 01:01:36,400 --> 01:01:38,200 builders, you know what it's like. 850 01:01:38,240 --> 01:01:40,080 Anyway, so I-I-I rang Ollie 851 01:01:40,120 --> 01:01:41,800 and he said if it was all right with the house sitter, 852 01:01:41,840 --> 01:01:44,280 it was all right with him. 853 01:01:44,320 --> 01:01:47,240 Poor Jean, I think she was a probably too polite to say no. 854 01:01:51,800 --> 01:01:55,600 Ugh, earwig. 855 01:01:55,640 --> 01:01:57,080 Please don't let me stop you. 856 01:01:58,200 --> 01:02:00,160 Do you have your inventory? 857 01:02:00,200 --> 01:02:03,840 Ah, I did have, I-I, er. 858 01:02:03,880 --> 01:02:05,320 Ah, that could be me, 859 01:02:05,360 --> 01:02:07,800 um, I moved a load of papers off the table yesterday. 860 01:02:07,840 --> 01:02:09,680 What did I do with them? I'll check. 861 01:02:09,720 --> 01:02:11,520 You are staying for a swim? 862 01:02:14,160 --> 01:02:15,920 Why didn't you tell me? 863 01:02:18,200 --> 01:02:22,160 To Shelley, may she never darken our doorstep again. 864 01:02:22,200 --> 01:02:23,400 - To Shelley. - To Shelley. 865 01:02:23,440 --> 01:02:25,360 Cheers! 866 01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:28,120 Leave it, it doesn't matter. 867 01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:29,000 Sorry. 868 01:02:33,280 --> 01:02:35,320 How long are they abroad for? 869 01:02:36,720 --> 01:02:39,880 Open-ended contract, two years, four years, who knows? 870 01:02:41,880 --> 01:02:43,520 Don't let it worry you. 871 01:02:43,560 --> 01:02:47,320 Oh, I'm not worried, I just wondered, that's all. 872 01:02:50,960 --> 01:02:51,760 Night. 873 01:02:56,280 --> 01:02:59,400 It may not have been the truth, 874 01:02:59,440 --> 01:03:03,680 but I never felt it was a lie either, the house was ours, 875 01:03:04,840 --> 01:03:08,520 whether they came back in September or not. 876 01:03:08,560 --> 01:03:11,880 What do you mean a stranger? 877 01:03:11,920 --> 01:03:14,520 If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have a life. 878 01:03:14,560 --> 01:03:18,160 Well, at least she's here unlike someone I could mention. 879 01:03:19,600 --> 01:03:23,640 Sorry, my father-in-law, thinks I'm abandoning my child, 880 01:03:25,040 --> 01:03:27,360 that's rich when it's his son who abandoned us. 881 01:03:27,400 --> 01:03:29,320 I think I've settled him. 882 01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:31,480 Oh, I wish I had your knack. 883 01:03:35,960 --> 01:03:38,080 Steph. 884 01:03:38,120 --> 01:03:40,880 I know it's a big thing to ask, 885 01:03:40,920 --> 01:03:42,920 God, my father-in-law would kill me, 886 01:03:44,320 --> 01:03:47,880 but you couldn't have Charlie, could you, overnight? 887 01:03:47,920 --> 01:03:50,480 It's just that, well, I'm seeing this guy called Philip 888 01:03:50,520 --> 01:03:52,760 and he's asked me to go to France with him, 889 01:03:52,800 --> 01:03:55,360 I don't think he does children. 890 01:03:55,400 --> 01:03:58,840 We'd love it, Jean would be thrilled. 891 01:03:58,880 --> 01:04:02,520 You know, do yourself a favor, go for two nights. 892 01:04:02,560 --> 01:04:03,800 Three nights? 893 01:04:03,840 --> 01:04:05,720 I told her there was no point 894 01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:07,840 her taking him back late on Sunday, 895 01:04:07,880 --> 01:04:10,880 it makes more sense to keep him till Monday evening 896 01:04:12,280 --> 01:04:14,440 and that way we have more time with him, don't we? 897 01:04:14,480 --> 01:04:16,360 Yes. 898 01:04:16,400 --> 01:04:17,440 You don't mind? 899 01:04:17,480 --> 01:04:18,880 Of course not. 900 01:04:20,480 --> 01:04:22,640 I'm sure he's happier here. 901 01:04:26,800 --> 01:04:30,880 With summer taking hold, everything was perfect, 902 01:04:32,280 --> 01:04:36,080 unbroken days punctuated only by the sound of laughter, 903 01:04:36,120 --> 01:04:39,000 each of us given the chance to visit a golden childhood 904 01:04:39,040 --> 01:04:40,440 none of us had ever had. 905 01:04:40,480 --> 01:04:42,640 Whee! 906 01:04:51,320 --> 01:04:53,880 I couldn't remember the last time 907 01:04:53,920 --> 01:04:57,360 I'd had bare legs, I was probably about 12 908 01:04:58,800 --> 01:05:02,680 and now 47 years later, they were out in the air again. 909 01:05:09,400 --> 01:05:11,000 It was like we were living our lives 910 01:05:11,040 --> 01:05:13,440 from the pages of a magazine. 911 01:05:24,520 --> 01:05:27,000 We're gonna have plenty of jam next year. 912 01:05:27,920 --> 01:05:29,400 Yes, I suppose so. 913 01:05:38,000 --> 01:05:40,000 Are you all right, Jean? 914 01:05:41,400 --> 01:05:42,640 Yes, I'm fine. 915 01:05:46,600 --> 01:05:47,760 Would you mind? 916 01:05:55,120 --> 01:05:56,760 Maybe it's the sun. 917 01:05:59,280 --> 01:06:02,320 It wasn't the sun that had affected me, 918 01:06:02,360 --> 01:06:06,200 it was a knowledge that with just a few days left in July, 919 01:06:06,240 --> 01:06:11,240 we only had August left, just five whole weeks, 920 01:06:12,120 --> 01:06:14,080 35 days of freedom and happiness 921 01:06:14,120 --> 01:06:16,320 before we would have to leave Walden. 922 01:06:19,480 --> 01:06:22,160 I tried not to let my feelings show, 923 01:06:22,200 --> 01:06:25,440 time was running out for us and only I knew, 924 01:06:27,440 --> 01:06:29,920 but how could I tell them and spoil everything? 925 01:06:31,520 --> 01:06:32,360 Jean. 926 01:06:34,680 --> 01:06:36,280 Are you okay? 927 01:06:36,320 --> 01:06:39,320 Yes, I was miles away. 928 01:06:42,320 --> 01:06:43,760 - Can I do anything? - No. 929 01:06:48,120 --> 01:06:49,960 What would I do without you? 930 01:07:00,000 --> 01:07:02,080 Oh, you must be Stephanie? 931 01:07:02,120 --> 01:07:03,560 Yeah, that's right. 932 01:07:03,600 --> 01:07:05,640 I'm Charlie's granddad, Simon's father. 933 01:07:05,680 --> 01:07:07,440 Um, Sally's at work. 934 01:07:07,480 --> 01:07:09,680 I know, I-I'm just on my way up north on holiday, 935 01:07:09,720 --> 01:07:12,280 I told her I'd pop in and see Charlie before I went. 936 01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:14,040 Actually, we're just on our way out. 937 01:07:14,080 --> 01:07:15,840 Oh, that's right, she said you, you take him 938 01:07:15,880 --> 01:07:17,840 somewhere else during the day. 939 01:07:17,880 --> 01:07:19,080 Can I give you a lift? 940 01:07:19,120 --> 01:07:21,000 It'd be nice to see where my grandson 941 01:07:21,040 --> 01:07:22,880 spends most of his days. 942 01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:46,040 If you like, you can just drop us here. 943 01:07:46,080 --> 01:07:47,880 Really, it's not a problem. 944 01:08:00,320 --> 01:08:02,960 It's okay, it's Charlie's granddad. 945 01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:09,880 Here, let me, it's fine. 946 01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:12,720 How'd you do? Gordon Brookes. 947 01:08:12,760 --> 01:08:14,240 Shit, no. 948 01:08:14,280 --> 01:08:18,280 Michael, this is Charlie's grandfather, Gordon Brookes. 949 01:08:21,040 --> 01:08:22,320 You. 950 01:08:22,360 --> 01:08:24,000 What's going on? 951 01:08:24,040 --> 01:08:24,960 I know you. 952 01:08:26,440 --> 01:08:27,640 Jeff Stevenson. 953 01:08:27,680 --> 01:08:28,960 No, I-I think you must have me confused, I'm- 954 01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:33,200 I'd know you anywhere, you stole my statues, 955 01:08:33,240 --> 01:08:34,680 Saint John and Saint Catherine, 956 01:08:34,720 --> 01:08:37,000 you-you said you were from Norfolk. 957 01:08:37,040 --> 01:08:38,400 How's the asthma? 958 01:08:39,920 --> 01:08:41,400 I'm calling the police. 959 01:08:41,440 --> 01:08:43,480 Don't be silly, Mr. Brookes. 960 01:08:43,520 --> 01:08:44,800 I'm not the thief. 961 01:08:46,120 --> 01:08:47,400 Look, I-I wouldn't do that. 962 01:08:48,760 --> 01:08:50,360 Don't you tell me what to do. 963 01:08:57,880 --> 01:08:59,760 You're not gonna get away with this. 964 01:08:59,800 --> 01:09:01,200 Jean, take Steph indoors. 965 01:09:01,240 --> 01:09:02,320 What's going on? 966 01:09:02,360 --> 01:09:03,840 Just go indoors! 967 01:09:11,920 --> 01:09:13,520 Do as he says. 968 01:09:15,200 --> 01:09:17,720 What's he doing to him? 969 01:09:26,600 --> 01:09:29,400 Oh, no. 970 01:10:43,160 --> 01:10:46,280 He knew me, he would've got the police. 971 01:10:48,560 --> 01:10:50,240 I didn't think we'd want that. 972 01:10:50,280 --> 01:10:53,920 It's alright, Michael, it's not your fault. 973 01:10:53,960 --> 01:10:57,400 You had no choice, it would've finished everything. 974 01:10:57,440 --> 01:11:00,640 I'm so sorry. 975 01:11:00,680 --> 01:11:03,280 I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. 976 01:11:07,560 --> 01:11:10,080 I shouldn't have brought him here, 977 01:11:10,120 --> 01:11:11,880 it's my fault this has happened. 978 01:11:11,920 --> 01:11:14,000 It's not your fault, it's not Michael fault, 979 01:11:14,040 --> 01:11:15,320 he did it all for us. 980 01:11:15,360 --> 01:11:18,000 Now we need to think, we have to be normal. 981 01:11:18,040 --> 01:11:19,360 Normal? 982 01:11:19,400 --> 01:11:20,800 How can we be normal? 983 01:11:20,840 --> 01:11:22,440 I have to clean the pool. 984 01:11:22,480 --> 01:11:23,680 Later, we have to do something with him, 985 01:11:23,720 --> 01:11:25,080 we can't leave him there. 986 01:11:25,120 --> 01:11:27,200 We need to put him somewhere while we think. 987 01:11:28,800 --> 01:11:30,600 Does anyone know he came here? 988 01:11:30,640 --> 01:11:32,560 I don't think so. 989 01:11:34,640 --> 01:11:38,720 Oh, yes, that Bill saw us, he knows we'd be coming here. 990 01:11:38,760 --> 01:11:42,560 Then we have to make sure he sees him again. 991 01:11:43,880 --> 01:11:46,160 He came here and he played with Charlie. 992 01:11:46,200 --> 01:11:48,280 No, no, no, he wouldn't have played, 993 01:11:48,320 --> 01:11:50,200 he hardly even looked at Charlie. 994 01:11:50,240 --> 01:11:53,440 He read to Charlie. What did he do, Michael? 995 01:11:53,480 --> 01:11:55,440 - He read to him. - Good. 996 01:12:05,400 --> 01:12:07,840 It's only temporary, it'll stop the smell. 997 01:12:17,480 --> 01:12:20,560 You have a change of clothes? 998 01:12:20,600 --> 01:12:23,320 Take the car a long way away and dump it. 999 01:12:23,360 --> 01:12:24,960 Don't forget he was going north. 1000 01:12:26,080 --> 01:12:27,480 Yes. 1001 01:12:27,520 --> 01:12:29,320 What do you tell Sally? 1002 01:12:30,360 --> 01:12:32,440 - What we agreed. - Good. 1003 01:12:34,280 --> 01:12:36,320 Michael, 1004 01:12:36,360 --> 01:12:39,000 it's going to be alright. 1005 01:12:59,760 --> 01:13:02,560 I'll drop you here. 1006 01:13:02,600 --> 01:13:05,520 Outside the shop, we need him to see you. 1007 01:13:05,560 --> 01:13:07,520 But he knows me, he's seen me. 1008 01:13:07,560 --> 01:13:09,560 Not dressed like that. 1009 01:13:24,680 --> 01:13:27,520 Wait till I'm in the shop. 1010 01:13:27,560 --> 01:13:29,120 I love you. 1011 01:13:37,080 --> 01:13:38,080 Hi, Bill. 1012 01:13:38,120 --> 01:13:39,480 Oh, hello. 1013 01:13:39,520 --> 01:13:40,840 Oh, you couldn't look after Charlie 1014 01:13:40,880 --> 01:13:42,000 for me, could you? 1015 01:13:42,040 --> 01:13:44,160 I can't manage everything on my own. 1016 01:13:44,200 --> 01:13:45,640 No problem. 1017 01:13:45,680 --> 01:13:48,120 Why Charlie's granddad can't drop me at the house, 1018 01:13:48,160 --> 01:13:49,240 I don't know. 1019 01:13:55,840 --> 01:13:58,800 Did Gordon show up today? I completely forgot to tell you. 1020 01:13:58,840 --> 01:14:03,200 Oh yes, Charlie saw his granddad today, didn't you? 1021 01:14:03,240 --> 01:14:05,240 Yeah, he gave us a lift down to Walden. 1022 01:14:05,280 --> 01:14:07,160 Bet he didn't have a good word 1023 01:14:07,200 --> 01:14:08,400 to say about me, does he? 1024 01:14:08,440 --> 01:14:10,320 Oh, he comes over as nice, 1025 01:14:11,880 --> 01:14:13,960 but he hasn't even asked about Charlie for months. 1026 01:14:14,000 --> 01:14:16,720 Oh, he was fine, yeah, he stayed for a bit 1027 01:14:16,760 --> 01:14:19,280 and then dropped us back after lunch. 1028 01:14:19,320 --> 01:14:22,640 He said he was going off on holiday somewhere. 1029 01:15:26,200 --> 01:15:27,800 You did very well. 1030 01:15:28,920 --> 01:15:30,320 Get some sleep. 1031 01:15:57,720 --> 01:15:58,560 Steph. 1032 01:16:00,000 --> 01:16:01,160 Are you awake? 1033 01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:06,560 You still love me, don't you? 1034 01:16:25,320 --> 01:16:28,720 We can't keep him here, the police might come looking. 1035 01:16:28,760 --> 01:16:30,720 We buried Matthew in the garden. 1036 01:16:30,760 --> 01:16:31,920 Well, that was different, 1037 01:16:31,960 --> 01:16:33,880 it was right he should be buried here. 1038 01:16:35,160 --> 01:16:37,680 No, we have to get him as far away as we can, 1039 01:16:37,720 --> 01:16:40,560 make the whole place dirty knowing he was still here. 1040 01:16:46,440 --> 01:16:47,880 I can't do it. 1041 01:16:50,840 --> 01:16:52,360 You have to. 1042 01:16:52,400 --> 01:16:53,880 We all wished desperately, 1043 01:16:53,920 --> 01:16:56,280 that we could undo yesterday's event, 1044 01:16:56,320 --> 01:16:57,840 but we had been set upon a path 1045 01:16:57,880 --> 01:16:59,840 we simply had to follow to the end. 1046 01:17:02,040 --> 01:17:04,480 It meant we had to be brutally practical, 1047 01:17:04,520 --> 01:17:08,320 though what Michael did, he did with respect. 1048 01:17:36,640 --> 01:17:40,360 By getting rid of every last trace of Gordon Brookes, 1049 01:17:40,400 --> 01:17:43,280 we hoped that somehow we could erase the memory 1050 01:17:43,320 --> 01:17:44,760 of what we had done. 1051 01:18:04,160 --> 01:18:07,240 Somewhere off the beaten track as far away as possible. 1052 01:18:19,840 --> 01:18:23,600 And don't worry about us, just worry about yourself. 1053 01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:45,280 Gordon's gone missing. 1054 01:18:46,400 --> 01:18:47,560 What? 1055 01:18:47,600 --> 01:18:48,960 The police found his car in a car park 1056 01:18:49,000 --> 01:18:51,120 miles from where he should have been. 1057 01:18:51,160 --> 01:18:52,040 Where? 1058 01:18:52,080 --> 01:18:53,560 Some lake somewhere. 1059 01:18:53,600 --> 01:18:56,600 He must have gone there after he dropped you. 1060 01:18:56,640 --> 01:18:58,760 There are people there who saw him. 1061 01:18:58,800 --> 01:19:01,000 They've put divers in. 1062 01:19:01,040 --> 01:19:03,080 What, they think he's killed himself? 1063 01:19:03,120 --> 01:19:05,200 Well, he was on antidepressants. 1064 01:19:06,120 --> 01:19:07,640 Oh, my God. 1065 01:19:07,680 --> 01:19:10,400 Why don't you sit down and read a book or something? 1066 01:19:10,440 --> 01:19:14,160 You're joking, what if he's been caught? 1067 01:19:14,200 --> 01:19:16,000 Michael's very capable. 1068 01:19:17,280 --> 01:19:20,800 Capable, Jean, he's got a body in his car! 1069 01:19:20,840 --> 01:19:22,280 Panicking won't help him, 1070 01:19:22,320 --> 01:19:24,720 we all need to keep a clear head. 1071 01:19:24,760 --> 01:19:29,040 Now, Michael's doing his bit, Steph, we have to do ours. 1072 01:20:08,080 --> 01:20:09,320 Hello? 1073 01:20:09,360 --> 01:20:11,280 I've done it. 1074 01:20:11,320 --> 01:20:13,600 That's good, Michael. 1075 01:20:13,640 --> 01:20:15,240 Come home. 1076 01:20:48,080 --> 01:20:49,240 It's over now. 1077 01:20:50,920 --> 01:20:52,160 All over. 1078 01:21:00,880 --> 01:21:02,720 Michael. 1079 01:21:02,760 --> 01:21:04,360 What have I done? 1080 01:21:07,600 --> 01:21:09,040 What have I done? 1081 01:21:12,080 --> 01:21:14,680 I'm here with you now always. 1082 01:21:45,640 --> 01:21:47,720 Michael, come and play. 1083 01:21:49,680 --> 01:21:52,080 Hey, we want you to play. 1084 01:21:52,120 --> 01:21:55,240 That's it, push him up. 1085 01:22:06,240 --> 01:22:08,160 Simon's got malaria, 1086 01:22:08,200 --> 01:22:10,440 he's been in some godforsaken African bush hospital 1087 01:22:10,480 --> 01:22:13,560 ever since he got there, that's why he hasn't been in touch. 1088 01:22:13,600 --> 01:22:16,680 God, if I hadn't been through this awful thing with Gordon, 1089 01:22:16,720 --> 01:22:18,160 we'd have never have known. 1090 01:22:18,200 --> 01:22:19,960 How long will you be gone? 1091 01:22:20,000 --> 01:22:22,160 I don't know, he can't travel yet. 1092 01:22:22,200 --> 01:22:25,560 The priority is to get him fit and then bring him home, 1093 01:22:25,600 --> 01:22:27,280 but it could be weeks. 1094 01:22:28,880 --> 01:22:31,280 Are you sure you don't mind? 1095 01:22:31,320 --> 01:22:34,080 Stay as long as it takes. 1096 01:22:35,640 --> 01:22:36,680 - Aw! - Ssh! 1097 01:22:36,720 --> 01:22:38,720 I think he's teething. 1098 01:22:47,280 --> 01:22:48,200 Hello. 1099 01:22:48,240 --> 01:22:49,240 Jean, is that you? 1100 01:22:50,440 --> 01:22:52,760 I've had confirmation from the Standish-Caves, 1101 01:22:52,800 --> 01:22:55,920 definitely coming back on September the 10th, two weeks. 1102 01:22:57,480 --> 01:22:59,960 Have the relatives gone yet? 1103 01:23:00,000 --> 01:23:01,200 Yesterday? 1104 01:23:01,240 --> 01:23:02,440 It's a bit late for me to come back 1105 01:23:02,480 --> 01:23:04,120 and complete the management visit. 1106 01:23:04,160 --> 01:23:05,320 Their flight gets in early, 1107 01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:08,160 so they should be with you by about 10. 1108 01:23:08,200 --> 01:23:11,360 I'm sure you'll have everything spotless, you always do 1109 01:23:11,400 --> 01:23:14,160 and please put everything back where you found it. 1110 01:23:14,200 --> 01:23:17,480 Oh, I'm sorry you won't be with us any longer, Jean. 1111 01:23:17,520 --> 01:23:19,720 Have you had any thoughts on what you'll do? 1112 01:23:20,920 --> 01:23:22,440 No, 1113 01:23:22,480 --> 01:23:23,560 none at all. 1114 01:23:40,520 --> 01:23:42,240 You seem much better. 1115 01:23:42,280 --> 01:23:44,880 Maybe I'm just getting better at hiding it. 1116 01:23:48,720 --> 01:23:51,360 I can't tell you how much I need you here, Michael. 1117 01:23:54,440 --> 01:23:57,800 I haven't said thank you for doing what you did. 1118 01:23:59,200 --> 01:24:01,320 I was just trying to protect what we have. 1119 01:24:01,360 --> 01:24:04,360 I know, you were wonderful. 1120 01:24:08,680 --> 01:24:11,160 Do you think you could help me do it again? 1121 01:24:13,080 --> 01:24:14,760 Is this a joke? 1122 01:24:14,800 --> 01:24:16,960 The Standish-Caves come back on the 10th. 1123 01:24:18,280 --> 01:24:19,800 Back? 1124 01:24:19,840 --> 01:24:21,360 You said that they'd moved abroad. 1125 01:24:21,400 --> 01:24:23,120 I know, I swear, I didn't know. 1126 01:24:23,160 --> 01:24:24,520 I've been trying to think of a way 1127 01:24:24,560 --> 01:24:26,920 of telling you since Shelley rang. 1128 01:24:26,960 --> 01:24:29,000 - Please, Jean, no, no, no. - We won't have to leave, 1129 01:24:29,040 --> 01:24:30,560 we can all be together here. 1130 01:24:30,600 --> 01:24:32,040 But they'll be missed! 1131 01:24:32,080 --> 01:24:34,920 No, we'll say they've gone to America, we just carry on. 1132 01:24:34,960 --> 01:24:37,120 I've worked it out, we've got time to plan. 1133 01:24:37,160 --> 01:24:39,720 You wouldn't have to do anything violent. 1134 01:24:39,760 --> 01:24:41,960 We can poison them. 1135 01:24:42,000 --> 01:24:45,080 I found monkshood in the garden. 1136 01:24:45,120 --> 01:24:47,280 I'll make a cake to welcome them home, 1137 01:24:47,320 --> 01:24:49,960 the sweetness of the fruit will cover the bitterness. 1138 01:24:50,000 --> 01:24:54,200 We'll be together here, Michael, you, me, Steph, Matthew. 1139 01:24:54,240 --> 01:24:57,360 Why can't we all just leave before they come back? 1140 01:24:57,400 --> 01:24:59,160 You know, we-we can go somewhere, 1141 01:24:59,200 --> 01:25:01,480 we can all still be together, but just not here. 1142 01:25:01,520 --> 01:25:03,480 What about everything that's happened here? 1143 01:25:03,520 --> 01:25:06,040 They'll look for us and with Mr. Brookes gone, 1144 01:25:06,080 --> 01:25:07,280 they'll put it all together. 1145 01:25:07,320 --> 01:25:09,720 This is the only place we are safe. 1146 01:25:10,640 --> 01:25:12,760 If we do this, 1147 01:25:12,800 --> 01:25:15,000 we can stay here forever. 1148 01:25:16,000 --> 01:25:17,240 It'll work, 1149 01:25:18,400 --> 01:25:19,960 I promise you. 1150 01:25:36,800 --> 01:25:40,560 You have to talk to her, she'll listen to you 1151 01:25:40,600 --> 01:25:44,120 and Gordon was not meant to happen, this is different. 1152 01:25:44,160 --> 01:25:45,480 Is it so different? 1153 01:25:45,520 --> 01:25:49,440 What? Of course it is, don't be stupid. 1154 01:25:49,480 --> 01:25:51,000 You know it is. 1155 01:25:51,040 --> 01:25:53,360 Michael, I do not wanna be a part of this. 1156 01:25:53,400 --> 01:25:55,360 Look, I'll speak to her. 1157 01:26:05,400 --> 01:26:06,320 Hello? 1158 01:26:06,360 --> 01:26:08,200 Hello, is that Jean? 1159 01:26:08,240 --> 01:26:09,840 Yes, this is Jean. 1160 01:26:09,880 --> 01:26:12,520 This is Oliver Standish-Cave. 1161 01:26:12,560 --> 01:26:14,080 Oh, Mr. Standish-Cave. 1162 01:26:14,120 --> 01:26:16,040 Everything all right? 1163 01:26:16,080 --> 01:26:17,880 Yes, yes, everything's fine. 1164 01:26:17,920 --> 01:26:19,880 Just to let you know, we'll be arriving tomorrow. 1165 01:26:19,920 --> 01:26:22,400 Tomorrow? I thought it was next week. 1166 01:26:22,440 --> 01:26:25,520 Yes, there's been a slight change of plan. 1167 01:26:25,560 --> 01:26:26,880 We need to come home early. 1168 01:26:26,920 --> 01:26:28,360 I see. 1169 01:26:40,320 --> 01:26:42,080 Jean, can I talk to you? 1170 01:26:42,120 --> 01:26:46,280 Yes, Michael, you can, in fact, I need to speak to you. 1171 01:26:53,440 --> 01:26:55,040 I can't do it, Jean. 1172 01:26:55,080 --> 01:26:55,880 I know. 1173 01:26:57,440 --> 01:27:00,120 I wouldn't want you to do anything you don't want to. 1174 01:27:02,240 --> 01:27:04,440 I've just had a call from Mr. Standish-Cave, 1175 01:27:05,840 --> 01:27:07,560 his wife's having a baby. 1176 01:27:11,480 --> 01:27:13,680 So we're not gonna go through with it? 1177 01:27:13,720 --> 01:27:16,520 We're not monsters, are we, Michael? 1178 01:27:18,200 --> 01:27:21,080 The Standish-Caves might make wonderful parents 1179 01:27:21,120 --> 01:27:22,160 or they might not, 1180 01:27:23,640 --> 01:27:26,920 but perhaps they should be given their chance 1181 01:27:26,960 --> 01:27:31,160 as we had ours, so you were right, we should leave 1182 01:27:32,760 --> 01:27:35,640 and leave together, all four of us. 1183 01:27:42,120 --> 01:27:44,440 Where do you wanna go? 1184 01:27:44,480 --> 01:27:45,520 You choose. 1185 01:27:45,560 --> 01:27:47,080 Wherever you want to take me. 1186 01:27:48,600 --> 01:27:52,880 You tell Steph, I've got to write a report for the agency. 1187 01:27:55,080 --> 01:27:56,480 Steph! 1188 01:27:56,520 --> 01:27:57,360 Steph! 1189 01:28:01,480 --> 01:28:02,800 Steph. 1190 01:28:02,840 --> 01:28:04,440 We're leaving. 1191 01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:06,720 She's changed her mind. 1192 01:28:10,640 --> 01:28:11,920 Oh, my God! 1193 01:28:11,960 --> 01:28:14,400 So now everything is in place. 1194 01:28:15,760 --> 01:28:18,040 I realized that the world just won't go away, 1195 01:28:19,360 --> 01:28:21,320 killing the Standish-Caves might have seemed 1196 01:28:21,360 --> 01:28:25,320 like the answer, but eventually they would've been missed. 1197 01:28:26,640 --> 01:28:30,480 It would've kept on at us prodding and pricking 1198 01:28:30,520 --> 01:28:32,840 and slicing away at our defenses. 1199 01:28:37,800 --> 01:28:40,680 No, it was best for us to go. 1200 01:28:46,680 --> 01:28:49,960 He needs to sleep before the journey. 1201 01:28:50,840 --> 01:28:52,640 Oh, let me. 1202 01:28:54,880 --> 01:28:55,920 Here we go. 1203 01:29:26,960 --> 01:29:29,960 France sounds nice, I've not been. 1204 01:29:32,240 --> 01:29:34,640 Where would you like to go, Michael? 1205 01:29:34,680 --> 01:29:36,360 Haven't really thought about it. 1206 01:29:36,400 --> 01:29:38,720 Well, don't you think you'd better hurry? 1207 01:29:40,960 --> 01:29:42,960 I'd like to propose a toast, 1208 01:29:44,560 --> 01:29:47,880 to us and our future together. 1209 01:29:47,920 --> 01:29:49,320 To us. 1210 01:29:49,360 --> 01:29:50,480 To the future. 1211 01:29:50,520 --> 01:29:51,760 To the future. 1212 01:29:54,720 --> 01:29:57,120 I've got another toast. 1213 01:29:58,360 --> 01:30:01,240 It's my birthday tomorrow, I'll be 60. 1214 01:30:01,280 --> 01:30:02,720 - Jean. - Why didn't you say? 1215 01:30:02,760 --> 01:30:04,880 But if we'd have known, we'd have got you something. 1216 01:30:04,920 --> 01:30:08,000 Oh, it's not important, what I wanted to do 1217 01:30:09,400 --> 01:30:12,920 was to thank you for the best present I've ever had. 1218 01:30:15,160 --> 01:30:17,360 Our time together at Walden. 1219 01:30:19,440 --> 01:30:20,680 Happy birthday. 1220 01:30:21,960 --> 01:30:23,480 To Walden. 1221 01:30:23,520 --> 01:30:24,520 To Walden. 1222 01:30:26,640 --> 01:30:28,760 What time will they be here tomorrow? 1223 01:30:28,800 --> 01:30:30,160 10:30. 1224 01:30:30,200 --> 01:30:31,720 We'll be long gone. 1225 01:31:31,320 --> 01:31:33,320 It seemed to me the only solution, 1226 01:31:34,600 --> 01:31:37,040 in the end, what other choice did I have? 1227 01:31:41,920 --> 01:31:45,120 We would never be able to replicate what we have here. 1228 01:31:47,240 --> 01:31:50,520 Walden has brought us together, given us a family 1229 01:31:50,560 --> 01:31:53,200 and a chance to mend what was broken before. 1230 01:31:55,520 --> 01:31:57,840 How can we possibly leave? 1231 01:31:59,200 --> 01:32:01,360 It's the place where we all found love 1232 01:32:01,400 --> 01:32:03,960 and I think the only place where each of us 1233 01:32:04,000 --> 01:32:07,080 has ever been truly happy. 1234 01:32:12,840 --> 01:32:14,760 Walden Manor is ours. 1235 01:32:15,960 --> 01:32:16,800 We belong here 1236 01:32:20,000 --> 01:32:23,880 and now no one will be able to take it away from us.