1 00:00:03,250 --> 00:00:04,960 ♪ You shake me like tambourine ♪ 2 00:00:04,960 --> 00:00:06,540 Meredith: When you're little and you announce to your parents 3 00:00:06,540 --> 00:00:09,330 that you want to be a doctor, they're thrilled. 4 00:00:09,330 --> 00:00:11,330 Arizona: Hey! Look. It's family day! 5 00:00:11,330 --> 00:00:15,170 It's "Nanny has the flu day and three kids is so many kids day"! 6 00:00:15,170 --> 00:00:17,500 You want my coffee? I have no kids, thank God. Bless you! 7 00:00:17,500 --> 00:00:19,290 "Thank God"? 8 00:00:19,290 --> 00:00:20,960 It's hard to just up and move countries 9 00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:22,670 when you have bambinos, that's all. 10 00:00:22,670 --> 00:00:25,330 You practice medicine on your stuffed animals. And you dream. 11 00:00:25,330 --> 00:00:27,290 Hey, we could get a place in Fremont. 12 00:00:27,290 --> 00:00:28,790 We have a place. My place. 13 00:00:28,790 --> 00:00:30,880 Yeah, but your place has a roommate with a hairless cat. 14 00:00:30,880 --> 00:00:32,290 Good morning! 15 00:00:32,290 --> 00:00:33,580 Hey. You know what we should do? 16 00:00:33,580 --> 00:00:36,000 We should do like a breakfast or a pre-work double date -- 17 00:00:36,000 --> 00:00:37,250 -Never. -What? 18 00:00:37,250 --> 00:00:39,330 Carina. Dr. Bello's rounds are too early, 19 00:00:39,330 --> 00:00:40,580 and she doesn't want to get fired. 20 00:00:40,580 --> 00:00:42,460 Not hungry! And I don't want to get fired. 21 00:00:42,460 --> 00:00:44,120 Or be late to rounds, which I am. 22 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:46,210 Bye. 23 00:00:46,210 --> 00:00:47,620 You know, we live together now. 24 00:00:47,620 --> 00:00:49,830 Playing house with a stalker. How sweet. 25 00:00:49,830 --> 00:00:51,210 It's not playing house 26 00:00:51,210 --> 00:00:52,170 when it's an actual monogamous relationship 27 00:00:52,170 --> 00:00:53,460 that goes past three months. 28 00:00:53,460 --> 00:00:55,500 So, if you ever get there, please let me know. 29 00:00:55,500 --> 00:00:57,790 When you were a baby, I wanted to put a pillow on your face. 30 00:00:57,790 --> 00:00:59,750 Okay, Carina. [ Speaks Italian ] It's not too late, you know. 31 00:00:59,750 --> 00:01:02,000 The dreams turn to plans -- 32 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:05,920 pre-med, med school, residency, fellowship. 33 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:07,880 Maggie, how long are we going to do this? 34 00:01:07,880 --> 00:01:09,670 All right? It was kind of sexy at first, 35 00:01:09,670 --> 00:01:12,040 the petulance, the silence, but now -- 36 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:15,420 Petulance? Wow. Pot, kettle. 37 00:01:15,420 --> 00:01:17,670 Who's the pot? I'm not the pot. You think I'm the pot? 38 00:01:17,670 --> 00:01:19,710 Petulance is childlike sulkiness. 39 00:01:19,710 --> 00:01:22,580 You are a grown man who never learned how to apologize. 40 00:01:22,580 --> 00:01:24,210 I am excellent at apologizing 41 00:01:24,210 --> 00:01:26,120 when I've actually done something wrong. 42 00:01:26,120 --> 00:01:27,750 My mom always said 43 00:01:27,750 --> 00:01:29,880 men show you who they are from the very beginning, 44 00:01:29,880 --> 00:01:31,290 if you're paying attention. 45 00:01:31,290 --> 00:01:34,080 I'm pretty sure she stole that from Maya Angelou. 46 00:01:34,080 --> 00:01:37,040 ♪♪ 47 00:01:49,580 --> 00:01:53,000 [ Moans softly ] 48 00:01:53,000 --> 00:01:56,710 It takes almost 15 years to prepare to be a surgeon. 49 00:01:56,710 --> 00:01:58,790 Can I sit with you? 50 00:01:58,790 --> 00:02:00,210 I'd like that. 51 00:02:00,210 --> 00:02:03,460 But no matter how much you prepare... 52 00:02:03,460 --> 00:02:05,540 15 years isn't enough. 53 00:02:05,540 --> 00:02:07,580 He's been in there for days. 54 00:02:07,580 --> 00:02:08,670 Has he slept? 55 00:02:08,670 --> 00:02:10,250 He sleeps. 56 00:02:10,250 --> 00:02:11,210 In the chair. 57 00:02:11,210 --> 00:02:13,290 Maggie: How worried should we be, 58 00:02:13,290 --> 00:02:15,290 like on a scale from one to super worried? 59 00:02:15,290 --> 00:02:16,750 I think he's okay. 60 00:02:16,750 --> 00:02:19,120 I think... 61 00:02:19,120 --> 00:02:20,670 I think he'll be okay. 62 00:02:20,670 --> 00:02:22,330 I'm not so sure about Alex. 63 00:02:22,330 --> 00:02:23,540 No progress on Kimmie? 64 00:02:23,540 --> 00:02:25,000 I found a doctor in Chicago 65 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:27,420 who's doing a similar kind of ultrasound research. 66 00:02:27,420 --> 00:02:29,960 Uh... she hasn't published much yet, 67 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:32,120 but I'm hoping she's further along in the process than I am. 68 00:02:32,120 --> 00:02:35,210 Text me if anything changes. 69 00:02:39,790 --> 00:02:41,120 Whoa. Where are you going? 70 00:02:41,120 --> 00:02:42,500 Rounds. 71 00:02:42,500 --> 00:02:45,920 Uh, skip this one. Uh, I really can't. 72 00:02:45,920 --> 00:02:47,500 No, you can because Ollie is dying, 73 00:02:47,500 --> 00:02:48,880 and Richard doesn't need to hear you say it again. 74 00:02:48,880 --> 00:02:50,170 There are protocols. 75 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:51,790 When you break them, you're Meredith Grey. 76 00:02:51,790 --> 00:02:53,080 When I break them, I get a write-up. 77 00:02:53,080 --> 00:02:55,460 Okay. Fine. Just do it out here. 78 00:02:55,460 --> 00:02:57,420 Okay. 79 00:02:57,420 --> 00:02:59,080 Roy? 80 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:03,830 But I need to see the patient's latest vitals, in the room -- 81 00:03:03,830 --> 00:03:05,750 Be creative. Qadri? 82 00:03:05,750 --> 00:03:08,830 Uh... That's -- right -- 83 00:03:08,830 --> 00:03:11,420 That's Molly...? 84 00:03:11,420 --> 00:03:13,120 Ollie. Olive Warner. She's 66. 85 00:03:13,120 --> 00:03:15,210 End-stage liver failure and cardiomyopathy. 86 00:03:15,210 --> 00:03:17,920 Surgical protocols were rejected in favor of end-of-life support. 87 00:03:17,920 --> 00:03:20,120 Excellent, Bello. Move along. 88 00:03:22,540 --> 00:03:25,250 It's the chemo that makes me so sick, not the tumor. 89 00:03:25,250 --> 00:03:27,250 No, it's the chemo that's keeping you alive. 90 00:03:27,250 --> 00:03:30,710 It's the chemo that's making me wish I wasn't alive! 91 00:03:30,710 --> 00:03:32,420 Come back later. 92 00:03:33,960 --> 00:03:35,380 Kimmie -- 93 00:03:35,380 --> 00:03:37,880 I tried it your way, Dr. Alex! 94 00:03:37,880 --> 00:03:40,620 All this time, I stayed here, and I tried to shrink the tumor, 95 00:03:40,620 --> 00:03:42,750 and I waited on your miracle cure. 96 00:03:42,750 --> 00:03:44,620 It didn't come, and it sucks. 97 00:03:44,620 --> 00:03:46,790 But... 98 00:03:46,790 --> 00:03:49,210 it's not your fault. 99 00:03:49,210 --> 00:03:51,540 You tried. 100 00:03:51,540 --> 00:03:55,120 Now -- just -- I want to go see some shows. 101 00:03:55,120 --> 00:03:58,000 I want to see Broadway before I die. 102 00:03:58,000 --> 00:03:59,750 And not just on my computer. 103 00:03:59,750 --> 00:04:02,420 I want to touch it, and I want to smell it, 104 00:04:02,420 --> 00:04:04,670 and I want to sing -- 105 00:04:04,670 --> 00:04:07,420 like I'll just stand on the street, 106 00:04:07,420 --> 00:04:09,500 and I'll sing. On Broadway. 107 00:04:09,500 --> 00:04:12,000 Maybe that sounds ridiculous, but... 108 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:14,420 it's my dream. 109 00:04:14,420 --> 00:04:17,710 I-I have a surgery on another kid to prep for, 110 00:04:17,710 --> 00:04:19,830 but when I'm finished, I'm going to come straight back here, 111 00:04:19,830 --> 00:04:21,670 and we'll talk about this. 112 00:04:21,670 --> 00:04:23,040 Over ice cream. 113 00:04:23,040 --> 00:04:25,120 I'll even bring the peanut butter to put on top, 114 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:26,960 as gross as I think that is. 115 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:29,790 Just hang tight. Okay? 116 00:04:31,540 --> 00:04:32,210 Okay. 117 00:04:36,830 --> 00:04:38,540 Woman: Dr. Aronson to the ER. 118 00:04:40,920 --> 00:04:44,210 She's not taking any food? 119 00:04:44,210 --> 00:04:46,170 Are you the only one doing the the feedings? 120 00:04:46,170 --> 00:04:48,670 My mom has her when I work. 121 00:04:48,670 --> 00:04:50,670 Oh, okay, good. 122 00:04:54,040 --> 00:04:56,960 Hey, something is going on with you, little one. 123 00:04:56,960 --> 00:04:59,210 We're going to figure out what it is, okay? 124 00:04:59,210 --> 00:05:01,710 Obviously, I think that might be her heart. 125 00:05:01,710 --> 00:05:03,290 She has a coarctation of the aorta, 126 00:05:03,290 --> 00:05:04,620 and I think that maybe we should start her on -- 127 00:05:04,620 --> 00:05:05,920 I'm sorry. 128 00:05:05,920 --> 00:05:08,000 I thought I could do this, but I can't. 129 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:09,750 Every time I look at you -- You'd like another doctor. 130 00:05:09,750 --> 00:05:12,380 I-I know you were Ruby's 131 00:05:12,380 --> 00:05:14,540 No, I was -- I was her doctor in utero, 132 00:05:14,540 --> 00:05:16,580 and now that she's out, it's perfectly appropriate. 133 00:05:16,580 --> 00:05:20,460 I will have someone else come and see her. 134 00:05:20,460 --> 00:05:22,580 Whatever you need, Matthew. 135 00:05:30,040 --> 00:05:31,330 No! No, no, no. 136 00:05:31,330 --> 00:05:32,500 They do not go in there. 137 00:05:32,500 --> 00:05:34,420 Are you serious? This is a teaching hospital. 138 00:05:34,420 --> 00:05:36,120 Yeah. Well, this is a teaching moment. 139 00:05:36,120 --> 00:05:38,210 He is a father who lost the mother of his baby 140 00:05:38,210 --> 00:05:39,290 in childbirth. 141 00:05:39,290 --> 00:05:40,880 And now the baby has a failure to thrive, 142 00:05:40,880 --> 00:05:43,750 and he is breaking, and he needs a minute! 143 00:05:43,750 --> 00:05:44,830 Go! 144 00:05:47,380 --> 00:05:49,580 Ruby has failure to thrive? 145 00:05:49,580 --> 00:05:51,080 What do you think it is? 146 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:52,920 April, please don't go in there. 147 00:05:52,920 --> 00:05:54,460 No, I won't. 148 00:05:54,460 --> 00:06:00,880 ♪♪ 149 00:06:00,880 --> 00:06:02,830 You know, I have research to do. 150 00:06:02,830 --> 00:06:04,330 Look, I am your chief, 151 00:06:04,330 --> 00:06:06,040 and I made you my right hand for a reason. 152 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:07,580 So you can cover my service for one day 153 00:06:07,580 --> 00:06:09,670 while I get caught up on my TrailBlazer. 154 00:06:09,670 --> 00:06:12,580 You know everybody's calling it the TailBlazer, right? 155 00:06:12,580 --> 00:06:14,620 Excuse me. 156 00:06:14,620 --> 00:06:15,500 Are you Chief Bailey? 157 00:06:15,500 --> 00:06:17,540 I am. 158 00:06:17,540 --> 00:06:19,330 Hey, how you doing this morning, Dr. Bailey? 159 00:06:19,330 --> 00:06:21,080 I'm Agent Martin Fields. 160 00:06:21,080 --> 00:06:23,960 I...I need to talk with one of your surgeons. 161 00:06:23,960 --> 00:06:26,920 Uh, Agent Fields? I'm sorry. 162 00:06:26,920 --> 00:06:28,170 Are you FBI? Or... 163 00:06:28,170 --> 00:06:29,250 Oh, no, ma'am. 164 00:06:29,250 --> 00:06:31,420 I'm with Immigration and Customs Enforcement. 165 00:06:31,420 --> 00:06:34,710 Yeah, it says here it's a surgical intern. 166 00:06:37,710 --> 00:06:39,210 Both: Which one? 167 00:06:39,210 --> 00:06:43,880 ♪♪ 168 00:06:51,540 --> 00:06:54,250 Okay, if this is about Mr. Bartlett's ventilator, 169 00:06:54,250 --> 00:06:55,460 I barely bumped it, and the plug 170 00:06:55,460 --> 00:06:57,580 was never technically all the way out of the socket -- 171 00:06:57,580 --> 00:06:59,120 It's not about that. 172 00:06:59,120 --> 00:07:01,000 Good, because I think it was already loose. 173 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:02,330 If anything, I saved him -- 174 00:07:02,330 --> 00:07:04,040 We don't have a lot of time, but I need you to pay attention, 175 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:05,880 and I need you to stay calm. 176 00:07:05,880 --> 00:07:08,080 Okay, he's waiting in my office. 177 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:09,750 Who is? 178 00:07:09,750 --> 00:07:11,500 There's an agent from Immigration and Customs here, 179 00:07:11,500 --> 00:07:14,040 and he wants to speak to you. 180 00:07:14,040 --> 00:07:16,830 No. No, no, no, no. 181 00:07:16,830 --> 00:07:18,540 Okay, Bello, what is this about? 182 00:07:18,540 --> 00:07:20,790 Are you undocumented? -No! I'm a Dreamer. 183 00:07:20,790 --> 00:07:22,330 I'm -- I'm here under DACA. 184 00:07:22,330 --> 00:07:24,330 I have a work permit, so I'm protected. 185 00:07:24,330 --> 00:07:26,040 Okay, and everything is up to date, your status? 186 00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:27,290 Of course! 187 00:07:27,290 --> 00:07:28,380 The only way I could get deported 188 00:07:28,380 --> 00:07:30,000 is if I break the law, but I-I don't! 189 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:33,000 I...I don't speed. I don't do drugs. 190 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:35,420 I don't do anything wrong. -Okay. This is good. 191 00:07:35,420 --> 00:07:36,830 Okay, so they probably just 192 00:07:36,830 --> 00:07:39,380 want to check your papers or something. 193 00:07:39,380 --> 00:07:41,330 No. 194 00:07:41,330 --> 00:07:43,460 I have to run. I-I-I have to hide. 195 00:07:43,460 --> 00:07:45,380 I -- Bello, Bello, calm down. 196 00:07:45,380 --> 00:07:47,000 I have a friend from high school. 197 00:07:47,000 --> 00:07:49,210 She -- She was at work -- an intern in a law firm. 198 00:07:49,210 --> 00:07:50,210 ICE came to her work. 199 00:07:50,210 --> 00:07:52,000 They said they just wanted to talk. 200 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:54,250 Two days later, she was dropped off in Mexico City 201 00:07:54,250 --> 00:07:55,880 with a bag of clothes and a check from her family 202 00:07:55,880 --> 00:07:57,750 she had no way of cashing. 203 00:07:57,750 --> 00:08:00,920 She just... She doesn't even speak Spanish. 204 00:08:00,920 --> 00:08:03,580 She came here when she was 2. 205 00:08:03,580 --> 00:08:05,420 Dr. Bailey, how do I calm down? 206 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:11,000 Okay, I found Dr. Bello. 207 00:08:11,000 --> 00:08:13,380 Great! Sadly, she is in surgery. 208 00:08:13,380 --> 00:08:15,120 And how long will that take? 209 00:08:15,120 --> 00:08:17,040 Well, it's a renal reconstruction 210 00:08:17,040 --> 00:08:19,210 with ureteral implantation. 211 00:08:19,210 --> 00:08:23,250 If all goes well, barring any complications, it's... 212 00:08:23,250 --> 00:08:25,830 difficult to say, at this point, 213 00:08:25,830 --> 00:08:26,960 when it would be over. 214 00:08:26,960 --> 00:08:28,000 When will you know? 215 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:29,420 When it's over. 216 00:08:29,420 --> 00:08:32,380 Ah. Yeah. 217 00:08:32,380 --> 00:08:35,000 I will wait. 218 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:38,790 Okay! 219 00:08:38,790 --> 00:08:44,120 ♪♪ 220 00:08:51,500 --> 00:08:54,960 Hey, I need you to postpone this morning's colectomy. 221 00:08:54,960 --> 00:08:57,000 And, Helm, I need a favor. 222 00:08:57,000 --> 00:08:59,040 You didn't call me Hellmouth. 223 00:08:59,040 --> 00:09:01,750 What's wrong? Who died? 224 00:09:01,750 --> 00:09:03,830 Is it Vik? 225 00:09:03,830 --> 00:09:06,250 Tom Koracick sings your praises. 226 00:09:06,250 --> 00:09:09,830 Oh, Tom. I know. I'd love to compare data. 227 00:09:09,830 --> 00:09:11,380 We successfully did the ultrasound procedure 228 00:09:11,380 --> 00:09:12,790 on a hypothalamic tumor, 229 00:09:12,790 --> 00:09:14,210 but we have a patient with a mass 230 00:09:14,210 --> 00:09:15,670 that's encroaching on Wernicke's area. 231 00:09:15,670 --> 00:09:17,620 I'm giving a lecture next week at UW. 232 00:09:17,620 --> 00:09:19,710 Maybe I stay a few extra days, 233 00:09:19,710 --> 00:09:22,620 and we can share acoustic spectrum secrets. That would be incredible. 234 00:09:22,620 --> 00:09:24,670 And I bet I can get the foundation to pay for your expenses. 235 00:09:24,670 --> 00:09:26,670 How's that? The foundation? 236 00:09:26,670 --> 00:09:29,040 Grey Sloan is a Harper Avery hospital. 237 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:31,790 Oh. 238 00:09:31,790 --> 00:09:33,750 Shoot. I didn't realize that. 239 00:09:33,750 --> 00:09:35,710 Is that a problem? 240 00:09:35,710 --> 00:09:38,250 Yes, unfortunately, it is. I'm really sorry, Dr. Shepherd. 241 00:09:38,250 --> 00:09:39,710 Nice talking to you. 242 00:09:39,710 --> 00:09:41,290 Good luck! 243 00:09:41,290 --> 00:09:42,620 Wait -- 244 00:09:44,620 --> 00:09:45,710 What was that? 245 00:09:45,710 --> 00:09:48,500 Dr. DeLuca, uh, Dr. Grey needs you. 246 00:09:48,500 --> 00:09:49,500 Dr. Grey? 247 00:09:49,500 --> 00:09:50,830 DeLuca's on my service today. 248 00:09:50,830 --> 00:09:53,880 I'm sorry, but she needs you right now. 249 00:09:53,880 --> 00:09:56,290 She's 3 months old, and she has a coarctation of the aorta. 250 00:09:56,290 --> 00:09:58,380 Her complaints include occasional vomiting, 251 00:09:58,380 --> 00:10:00,420 difficulty feeding, failure to thrive, 252 00:10:00,420 --> 00:10:02,080 tachycardia, irritability. 253 00:10:02,080 --> 00:10:03,750 We were hoping we could hold off on cardiac repairs 254 00:10:03,750 --> 00:10:04,620 until she got older, but -- 255 00:10:04,620 --> 00:10:05,830 Did you talk to Karev? 256 00:10:05,830 --> 00:10:07,750 Well, he has a surgery that can't wait, 257 00:10:07,750 --> 00:10:09,670 which is why I'm giving her to you in the meantime 258 00:10:09,670 --> 00:10:13,210 because I trust you, and I need this baby to be okay. 259 00:10:13,210 --> 00:10:15,080 Mm. She's going to need a cardiac consult. 260 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:17,460 Dad is emotional -- this is a hard place for him to be -- 261 00:10:17,460 --> 00:10:20,420 but you cannot let him leave with her. 262 00:10:20,420 --> 00:10:22,500 Okay, but I have a busy pit today, so -- 263 00:10:22,500 --> 00:10:23,330 I'll cover it. 264 00:10:23,330 --> 00:10:24,880 Sorry. I was eavesdropping. 265 00:10:24,880 --> 00:10:25,790 I'll cover the pit. 266 00:10:25,790 --> 00:10:27,080 You just take care of Ruby. 267 00:10:27,080 --> 00:10:29,330 Please. 268 00:10:29,330 --> 00:10:31,750 Okay. I'll take care of them. 269 00:10:33,460 --> 00:10:35,830 Who even called them, okay? They can't just take you. 270 00:10:35,830 --> 00:10:37,080 They can, Andrew. 271 00:10:37,080 --> 00:10:38,580 They can detain me for as long as they want. 272 00:10:38,580 --> 00:10:40,790 And if they decide to, they can send me back to El Salvador. 273 00:10:40,790 --> 00:10:42,380 But you don't even... 274 00:10:42,380 --> 00:10:44,540 Have you ever even been to El Salvador? No. 275 00:10:44,540 --> 00:10:46,170 My entire family moved here when I was one. 276 00:10:46,170 --> 00:10:47,830 I don't know a single person there. 277 00:10:47,830 --> 00:10:50,040 You should get married. 278 00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:52,500 People have green card marriages all the time. 279 00:10:52,500 --> 00:10:54,250 Right. Okay. Let's do it. Today! 280 00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:56,540 What? You're ready to get married? 281 00:10:56,540 --> 00:10:58,290 Well, I... Do you not want to? No, yeah. 282 00:10:58,290 --> 00:11:01,120 I-I-I just, I thought we were still figuring stuff out. 283 00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:03,710 Yeah, no, it is soon. It's really soon, but -- 284 00:11:03,710 --> 00:11:05,500 I just didn't know that you were there...that we were there yet. 285 00:11:05,500 --> 00:11:06,960 No, sure, but I want to see if we can get there. 286 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:08,420 And we can't get there if you're not here, 287 00:11:08,420 --> 00:11:10,540 so if we need to get there to see if we can get there, then -- 288 00:11:10,540 --> 00:11:12,750 Okay, let's just keep our eye on the prize, okay? 289 00:11:12,750 --> 00:11:15,210 Right. Right. 290 00:11:15,210 --> 00:11:16,790 It won't work. 291 00:11:16,790 --> 00:11:19,000 It doesn't work that way for Dreamers. 292 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:20,960 Getting married won't give me legal status. 293 00:11:22,830 --> 00:11:26,380 Well, bright side, that was the worst proposal I've ever seen. 294 00:11:26,380 --> 00:11:28,250 No, no, no. I wasn't... 295 00:11:28,250 --> 00:11:29,920 That's not how I would actually do it! 296 00:11:29,920 --> 00:11:31,290 [ Exhales ] 297 00:11:31,290 --> 00:11:34,080 Okay, we'll figure something else out. 298 00:11:35,790 --> 00:11:38,620 [ Woman groaning ] Carina: Oh, here she is! Dr. Robbins is here! 299 00:11:38,620 --> 00:11:41,830 Hi. Dr. Robbins, I don't think they actually gave me the epidural 300 00:11:41,830 --> 00:11:44,500 because I still feel the soccer ball with the knife-like edges. 301 00:11:44,500 --> 00:11:46,500 I just increased her dose. I know it hurts, Lanie, 302 00:11:46,500 --> 00:11:48,420 but it's going to kick in any minute now, okay? 303 00:11:48,420 --> 00:11:50,000 Is everything progressing well? 304 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:51,880 Yes. She's five centimeters dilated 305 00:11:51,880 --> 00:11:53,710 and contracting three to four times in ten. 306 00:11:53,710 --> 00:11:55,620 Great! So you are in active labor now. 307 00:11:55,620 --> 00:11:57,170 So the baby's heart is okay? 308 00:11:57,170 --> 00:11:58,960 And my heart is okay? 309 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:00,790 Everything looks really great, Lanie. 310 00:12:00,790 --> 00:12:04,080 She has a history of a Fontan operation for a single ventricle, 311 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:05,620 which was also evolving in the baby. 312 00:12:05,620 --> 00:12:08,330 So I did a fetal aortic valvuloplasty at 26 weeks, 313 00:12:08,330 --> 00:12:09,790 and it's been smooth sailing for the little guy. 314 00:12:09,790 --> 00:12:11,540 Isn't a C-section indicated? 315 00:12:11,540 --> 00:12:13,250 -I wish! -No. 316 00:12:13,250 --> 00:12:14,920 A vaginal delivery is safer here. 317 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:17,210 There's more potential for blood loss with a C-section. 318 00:12:17,210 --> 00:12:19,040 But then it would be over faster. 319 00:12:19,040 --> 00:12:20,420 I know. I know that it hurts, okay? 320 00:12:20,420 --> 00:12:22,000 Just keep breathing. Keep breathing. 321 00:12:24,380 --> 00:12:26,290 I want an EKG, her most recent echo, 322 00:12:26,290 --> 00:12:28,830 a nasal cannula, oxytocin, bisoprolol, 323 00:12:28,830 --> 00:12:32,500 digoxin, and a setup for vacuum delivery all by Lanie's bedside. 324 00:12:32,500 --> 00:12:34,380 Oh, I also want a cardiologist on standby. 325 00:12:34,380 --> 00:12:37,460 Am I missing something? You just said she was fine. 326 00:12:37,460 --> 00:12:40,040 Wait. Are we supposed to lie to moms? 327 00:12:40,040 --> 00:12:41,290 Arizona, she's fine. 328 00:12:41,290 --> 00:12:42,460 You have too many statistics 329 00:12:42,460 --> 00:12:44,580 from the maternal mortality project in your head. 330 00:12:44,580 --> 00:12:46,170 She's not showing any signs of -- 331 00:12:46,170 --> 00:12:48,620 Neither was the last patient who died postpartum. 332 00:12:48,620 --> 00:12:50,380 She wasn't showing any signs of anything. 333 00:12:50,380 --> 00:12:51,960 Go get my stuff. 334 00:13:01,880 --> 00:13:03,250 Any word? 335 00:13:03,250 --> 00:13:04,790 Still at it. 336 00:13:06,380 --> 00:13:08,420 Let need to be clear with you, Dr. Bailey. 337 00:13:08,420 --> 00:13:10,620 If you're lying about the whereabouts of Dr. Bello, 338 00:13:10,620 --> 00:13:12,040 you're breaking federal law. 339 00:13:12,040 --> 00:13:14,420 Oh, I am clear on that, sir. 340 00:13:14,420 --> 00:13:18,460 And I assure you that Dr. Bello is in an operating room. 341 00:13:22,250 --> 00:13:24,580 Did Dr. Bello break any laws? 342 00:13:24,580 --> 00:13:27,330 I'm not at liberty to discuss her case with you. 343 00:13:27,330 --> 00:13:29,120 I apologize. 344 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:31,290 [ Antacid crunching ] 345 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:35,920 Stomach trouble? 346 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:37,880 [ Scoffs ] Always. 347 00:13:39,380 --> 00:13:41,330 When was your last physical? 348 00:13:41,330 --> 00:13:43,500 Why do you ask? 349 00:13:43,500 --> 00:13:45,880 Because you've been sitting still for quite some time, 350 00:13:45,880 --> 00:13:48,080 and your jugular is bulging so much 351 00:13:48,080 --> 00:13:50,120 that I can see your pulse from here. 352 00:13:50,120 --> 00:13:52,540 I'm gonna say 120, resting. 353 00:13:52,540 --> 00:13:54,080 May I? 354 00:13:55,750 --> 00:13:58,380 Let's see. Dr. Bailey, you don't -- 355 00:13:58,380 --> 00:14:00,420 Mm-hmm. 356 00:14:00,420 --> 00:14:02,580 Hmm. 357 00:14:02,580 --> 00:14:04,330 Yep. Your pulse is irregular. 358 00:14:04,330 --> 00:14:06,580 Have you seen a cardiologist? 359 00:14:06,580 --> 00:14:08,500 Dr. Bailey, let's not play this game, okay? 360 00:14:08,500 --> 00:14:10,500 I'm just doing my job. 361 00:14:10,500 --> 00:14:12,670 As am I, Agent Fields. 362 00:14:12,670 --> 00:14:16,420 Look, heart health is nothing to mess around with. 363 00:14:16,420 --> 00:14:19,790 I will just wait here for Dr. Bello, okay? 364 00:14:19,790 --> 00:14:21,290 Thank you, though. 365 00:14:21,290 --> 00:14:23,710 Mm-hmm. 366 00:14:23,710 --> 00:14:31,750 ♪♪ 367 00:14:31,750 --> 00:14:34,380 Bello's from El Salvador? Barely. 368 00:14:34,380 --> 00:14:35,790 But if we don't come up with something, 369 00:14:35,790 --> 00:14:38,120 they're going to put her in a van, put a bag over her head, 370 00:14:38,120 --> 00:14:39,330 and send her back there. 371 00:14:39,330 --> 00:14:40,830 I don't think that's how it works. 372 00:14:40,830 --> 00:14:43,000 Still, I need ideas. Don't you know anyone? 373 00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:45,540 What? Your dad -- he was a drug dealer, right? 374 00:14:45,540 --> 00:14:47,380 Isn't there an underground or something? 375 00:14:47,380 --> 00:14:49,580 My dad was a drug user. He didn't know crap. 376 00:14:51,670 --> 00:14:53,040 You know who you should talk to? 377 00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:54,750 You're going to need $1,500. 378 00:14:54,750 --> 00:14:56,460 I don't have -- We'll get it. 379 00:14:56,460 --> 00:14:57,880 You're going to go to New York, 380 00:14:57,880 --> 00:14:59,710 and you're going to talk to a guy named Mikey. 381 00:14:59,710 --> 00:15:00,920 I'll vouch for you. 382 00:15:00,920 --> 00:15:03,080 Mikey will file a false police report 383 00:15:03,080 --> 00:15:04,540 and get you a death certificate. 384 00:15:04,540 --> 00:15:07,000 It's usually from someone who died in another country. 385 00:15:07,000 --> 00:15:09,670 The tricky part is getting the corpse, 386 00:15:09,670 --> 00:15:11,620 but Mikey has some sort of side hustle with the city morgue. 387 00:15:11,620 --> 00:15:13,960 Whoa, whoa, whoa -- I don't want to become another person! 388 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:15,500 It worked for me. 389 00:15:15,500 --> 00:15:16,960 Is that what you did? You faked your death? 390 00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:18,620 No. That was my Plan B. 391 00:15:18,620 --> 00:15:20,420 I just legally changed my name, and I moved states. 392 00:15:20,420 --> 00:15:22,620 But I was just hiding from a person, not a whole country. 393 00:15:22,620 --> 00:15:25,880 I graduated college magna cum laude. 394 00:15:25,880 --> 00:15:28,170 I was valedictorian of my high school. 395 00:15:28,170 --> 00:15:29,790 I was captain of the dance squad. 396 00:15:29,790 --> 00:15:31,670 Okay, what does that have to do with -- 397 00:15:31,670 --> 00:15:32,830 She's saying she's not 398 00:15:32,830 --> 00:15:34,000 the fake-your-own-death kind of person. 399 00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:35,380 Okay. Okay. 400 00:15:35,380 --> 00:15:37,500 So we'll think of something else. 401 00:15:39,670 --> 00:15:42,540 [ Ruby fussing ] 402 00:15:42,540 --> 00:15:48,380 ♪♪ 403 00:15:48,380 --> 00:15:54,500 ♪♪ 404 00:15:54,500 --> 00:15:55,790 Okay, so what exactly is the problem, then, 405 00:15:55,790 --> 00:15:56,750 or what was the problem? 406 00:15:56,750 --> 00:15:58,170 I really can't say. 407 00:15:58,170 --> 00:15:59,790 I'm just trying to help here. 408 00:15:59,790 --> 00:16:01,290 So, did you used to work for us? 409 00:16:01,290 --> 00:16:02,960 Or is this a noncompete situation? 410 00:16:02,960 --> 00:16:05,170 No, I mean I cannot say. 411 00:16:05,170 --> 00:16:07,120 I signed a legal agreement that says that I can't talk about 412 00:16:07,120 --> 00:16:08,540 the legal agreement that I signed. 413 00:16:08,540 --> 00:16:11,790 Okay, well, my grandfather has passed, 414 00:16:11,790 --> 00:16:13,210 so you can feel free to discuss anything with me. 415 00:16:15,420 --> 00:16:18,080 Where'd she go? Yeah. She does that. 416 00:16:18,080 --> 00:16:20,210 What? That's rude. 417 00:16:20,210 --> 00:16:21,710 All right, we'll get somebody else, then. 418 00:16:21,710 --> 00:16:24,580 No, there is no one else. I need her. 419 00:16:24,580 --> 00:16:26,710 I can't look at Alex and tell him that I'm done 420 00:16:26,710 --> 00:16:28,080 trying to save his favorite patient. 421 00:16:28,080 --> 00:16:29,830 I need fresh eyes. I need fresh in -- 422 00:16:29,830 --> 00:16:32,330 I-I need her. 423 00:16:32,330 --> 00:16:34,790 Hey. Hey. 424 00:16:34,790 --> 00:16:37,290 Lanie wants to walk around and let gravity do its job -- 425 00:16:37,290 --> 00:16:39,290 Oh, no. No, no. She needs continuous monitoring. 426 00:16:39,290 --> 00:16:40,380 [ Alarm blares in distance ] Woman: Code blue! 427 00:16:40,380 --> 00:16:41,750 Are you okay? 428 00:16:41,750 --> 00:16:43,380 It's hard. 429 00:16:43,380 --> 00:16:44,790 It's hard to see Matthew here with Ruby. 430 00:16:44,790 --> 00:16:48,040 I know, and I'm so sorry about that, but Lanie is fine. 431 00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:51,500 She's progressing well, and she's experiencing no signs -- 432 00:16:51,500 --> 00:16:52,580 Crash cart. 433 00:16:52,580 --> 00:16:54,620 What? I -- I need a crash cart. 434 00:16:54,620 --> 00:16:55,880 Who's crashing? No, no, no. 435 00:16:55,880 --> 00:16:57,880 I need a crash cart for before they're crashing! 436 00:16:57,880 --> 00:16:59,210 Oh! Bloodbank. 437 00:16:59,210 --> 00:17:00,330 All right, you need to come with me. 438 00:17:00,330 --> 00:17:01,330 And bring all that stuff. 439 00:17:04,790 --> 00:17:06,880 Hey. 440 00:17:06,880 --> 00:17:08,210 How he's doing? 441 00:17:08,210 --> 00:17:09,750 Well, he'd be doing a lot better 442 00:17:09,750 --> 00:17:12,170 if I could get him to take a walk, get some air. 443 00:17:12,170 --> 00:17:13,920 I'm gonna get him a hot meal. 444 00:17:13,920 --> 00:17:15,290 Even if he doesn't eat it, 445 00:17:15,290 --> 00:17:17,580 at least I'll feel like I'm doing something. 446 00:17:17,580 --> 00:17:20,420 Right. Hey, have you heard of Dr. Rebecca Froy? 447 00:17:20,420 --> 00:17:22,210 Neuroscientist based out of Chicago? 448 00:17:22,210 --> 00:17:24,830 Why? Well, Shepherd wanted to meet with her 449 00:17:24,830 --> 00:17:26,460 about her ultrasound work, 450 00:17:26,460 --> 00:17:28,080 but when she heard we were a Harper Avery hospital, 451 00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:29,580 she canceled. 452 00:17:29,580 --> 00:17:32,040 I guess she signed some agreement with Grandfather? 453 00:17:32,040 --> 00:17:34,330 I think I do remember that. 454 00:17:34,330 --> 00:17:36,380 Yeah, some dust-up over research. 455 00:17:36,380 --> 00:17:38,580 Harper took her to court. She lost. End of story. 456 00:17:38,580 --> 00:17:40,540 You know how your grandfather loved a fight. 457 00:17:40,540 --> 00:17:42,170 Yeah. 458 00:17:43,960 --> 00:17:45,710 [ Elevator dings ] 459 00:17:45,710 --> 00:17:53,620 ♪♪ 460 00:17:53,620 --> 00:18:01,620 ♪♪ 461 00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:02,920 [ Sighs ] 462 00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:09,040 You know what? Maya Angelou and your mom were right. 463 00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:10,500 People show you who they are. 464 00:18:10,500 --> 00:18:13,080 I've done that. I've shown you I'm loyal. 465 00:18:13,080 --> 00:18:14,580 You know I'm not a gossip. 466 00:18:14,580 --> 00:18:16,080 And you certainly know I'm not just going to 467 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:17,210 stir up drama for no reason. 468 00:18:17,210 --> 00:18:18,290 What you've shown me 469 00:18:18,290 --> 00:18:20,250 is that you keep secrets very effectively 470 00:18:20,250 --> 00:18:21,750 and that you lie by omission, 471 00:18:21,750 --> 00:18:25,420 and if you've demonstrated loyalty to anyone, it isn't me. 472 00:18:25,420 --> 00:18:28,580 [ Sighs ] 473 00:18:28,580 --> 00:18:35,080 ♪♪ 474 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,460 This is where you wanted it? That's perfect. 475 00:18:44,460 --> 00:18:46,120 Thank you, Dr. Parker. 476 00:18:48,540 --> 00:18:49,670 What's that? 477 00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:51,750 EKG machine in case you change your mind. 478 00:19:03,830 --> 00:19:05,620 Is that like a blood-draw thing? 479 00:19:05,620 --> 00:19:07,330 Like needles? 480 00:19:07,330 --> 00:19:09,670 No. Just a few stickers. 481 00:19:09,670 --> 00:19:11,210 Takes five minutes. 482 00:19:11,210 --> 00:19:20,330 ♪♪ 483 00:19:20,330 --> 00:19:23,330 Owen! I need you to call Megan and ask for a favor. 484 00:19:23,330 --> 00:19:26,120 What? Sam Bello needs a hole to hide in for a while. 485 00:19:26,120 --> 00:19:27,960 I'm gonna need more information. 486 00:19:27,960 --> 00:19:29,460 Because our government is in the habit 487 00:19:29,460 --> 00:19:31,330 of deporting neurosurgeons in the making. 488 00:19:31,330 --> 00:19:35,170 Wait. What? Sam Bello is a Dreamer, and ICE has come for her. 489 00:19:35,170 --> 00:19:36,380 We're trying to get her someplace safe 490 00:19:36,380 --> 00:19:37,790 so she can get an immigration lawyer 491 00:19:37,790 --> 00:19:39,210 and get this stuff sorted out. 492 00:19:39,210 --> 00:19:41,500 We smuggled Megan's kid into the country, 493 00:19:41,500 --> 00:19:43,000 so I figure she owes us one. 494 00:19:43,000 --> 00:19:45,790 Okay, just wait -- She's great, Owen. She's my best -- 495 00:19:45,790 --> 00:19:48,330 It doesn't matter how great she is if she's not law abiding -- 496 00:19:48,330 --> 00:19:51,250 Have you met Sam Bello? She is not a criminal, Owen! 497 00:19:51,250 --> 00:19:53,170 She's my favorite intern! Please help! 498 00:19:53,170 --> 00:19:56,290 Okay, so you want to send her down to Southern California... 499 00:19:56,290 --> 00:19:59,170 Yes! ...where she'll be far away from immigration problems? 500 00:20:01,170 --> 00:20:05,250 Can you call someone in the Army and have them talk to ICE? 501 00:20:05,250 --> 00:20:06,750 I think you're grasping at straws. 502 00:20:06,750 --> 00:20:08,120 If it's the man, call in the man. 503 00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:09,170 Isn't that how it works? Nope. 504 00:20:09,170 --> 00:20:11,000 [ Sighs ] 505 00:20:11,000 --> 00:20:12,120 Woman: Dr. Parker with NICU. 506 00:20:14,290 --> 00:20:15,670 It's great, right? 507 00:20:15,670 --> 00:20:18,170 I just found this emergency cart, gutted the thing! 508 00:20:18,170 --> 00:20:19,580 It's got room for everything. 509 00:20:19,580 --> 00:20:21,580 But is someone gonna need this somewhere? 510 00:20:21,580 --> 00:20:23,620 There are more, right? But you did this all wrong. 511 00:20:23,620 --> 00:20:25,790 How is it wrong? I just made it up! 512 00:20:25,790 --> 00:20:27,790 Because you put the hemorrhage supplies in the bottom drawer. 513 00:20:27,790 --> 00:20:30,830 So? I mean, okay, what drawer do you put your underwear in? 514 00:20:30,830 --> 00:20:32,960 Um...Pass? You put it in the top drawer 515 00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:34,750 because it's what you grab first. 516 00:20:34,750 --> 00:20:36,790 Then surgical equipment in the bottom drawer. 517 00:20:36,790 --> 00:20:39,290 Cardiovascular event, 518 00:20:39,290 --> 00:20:43,250 and then preeclampsia, sepsis, hemorrhage...this zone. Yeah. 519 00:20:43,250 --> 00:20:44,460 And that's -- hold on, and then I think that 520 00:20:44,460 --> 00:20:47,290 I want to put this in here. 521 00:20:47,290 --> 00:20:49,790 This is the EKG for Agent Fields. 522 00:20:49,790 --> 00:20:50,920 Is this a patient of yours? 523 00:20:50,920 --> 00:20:52,330 Uh, that gentleman. 524 00:20:52,330 --> 00:20:53,380 He works with ICE. 525 00:20:53,380 --> 00:20:56,330 And he's here to talk with Dr. Bello, 526 00:20:56,330 --> 00:20:57,920 whose Dreamer status is in question. 527 00:20:57,920 --> 00:20:59,830 There's an ICE agent here? 528 00:20:59,830 --> 00:21:02,380 Yes, for one of our star interns. 529 00:21:02,380 --> 00:21:03,420 But hey, that's neither here nor there 530 00:21:03,420 --> 00:21:04,790 because this man's heart -- 531 00:21:04,790 --> 00:21:07,670 Oh! Okay! 532 00:21:07,670 --> 00:21:09,790 Yeah, I can run all the tests. 533 00:21:09,790 --> 00:21:11,080 I can do an echo. 534 00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:12,880 I can do a treadmill nuclear stress test 535 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:15,040 Just look at the EKG. 536 00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:16,210 Yeah. I'm gonna look at it. 537 00:21:16,210 --> 00:21:18,500 I'll look at it really thoroughly. 538 00:21:18,500 --> 00:21:20,080 I'm going to... 539 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:22,000 I could even do a PET scan if you need more time -- 540 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:24,170 Dr. Pierce. Look. 541 00:21:26,710 --> 00:21:28,000 Oh. 542 00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:29,830 ST and T wave changes. 543 00:21:29,830 --> 00:21:31,080 This isn't good. 544 00:21:31,080 --> 00:21:32,920 This is what I'm talking about. 545 00:21:32,920 --> 00:21:34,750 Is this Dr. Bello? 546 00:21:34,750 --> 00:21:38,420 Oh, no, this is Dr. Pierce, our chief of cardiothoracic surgery. 547 00:21:38,420 --> 00:21:40,920 She just looked at your EKG -- 548 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:43,290 Oh, come on. Dr. Bailey, I've been here all day. 549 00:21:43,290 --> 00:21:47,250 Agent Fields, I had a heart attack a couple of months ago. 550 00:21:47,250 --> 00:21:49,000 It almost took me out of the game 551 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:51,120 and left my child without a mother. 552 00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:56,170 Please, sir. Listen to what Dr. Pierce has to say. 553 00:21:59,540 --> 00:22:01,920 [ Sighs ] Hey, I thought you were covering the pit. 554 00:22:01,920 --> 00:22:03,960 I am. It's covered. Have you heard from cardio? 555 00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:05,040 Not yet. I was just telling Matthew -- 556 00:22:05,040 --> 00:22:06,420 I don't think it's her heart. 557 00:22:06,420 --> 00:22:08,080 Why? I don't know. It's just a feeling. 558 00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:10,460 But we have her medical records. 559 00:22:10,460 --> 00:22:12,580 No, I know, but... You don't have any kids. 560 00:22:12,580 --> 00:22:14,250 Look, if Harriet had this, 561 00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:15,750 I'd be thinking all sorts of other things, 562 00:22:15,750 --> 00:22:20,380 like GI obstruction or reflux, pyloric stenosis, sepsis. 563 00:22:20,380 --> 00:22:22,170 But Harriet doesn't have a known heart condition. 564 00:22:22,170 --> 00:22:23,830 Ruby does. No, I know. 565 00:22:23,830 --> 00:22:26,420 I know, but can you please check it out, 566 00:22:26,420 --> 00:22:28,540 I mean, since you're waiting, anyway? 567 00:22:28,540 --> 00:22:30,080 Please. 568 00:22:30,080 --> 00:22:31,620 Of course I will. 569 00:22:31,620 --> 00:22:33,670 [ Sighs ] Thanks. Sure. 570 00:22:33,670 --> 00:22:35,880 Woman: Nurse Parker to the cath lab. 571 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,750 Nurse Parker to the cath lab. [ Sighs ] 572 00:22:38,750 --> 00:22:40,830 Hey. Hey. 573 00:22:40,830 --> 00:22:43,210 [ Both speaking Italian ] 574 00:22:43,210 --> 00:22:46,040 Sam's an American, okay, just like me. 575 00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:47,540 She came here when she was a baby with her mother, 576 00:22:47,540 --> 00:22:48,750 just like me! 577 00:22:48,750 --> 00:22:51,420 [ Speaking Italian ] 578 00:22:54,580 --> 00:22:57,920 Andrea! I deported no one! 579 00:22:57,920 --> 00:23:00,460 I would never do something like that to you, to her -- 580 00:23:02,540 --> 00:23:04,880 Wow. 581 00:23:04,880 --> 00:23:07,120 [ Speaking Italian ] 582 00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:13,120 ♪♪ 583 00:23:13,120 --> 00:23:14,830 [ Groans ] 584 00:23:17,380 --> 00:23:20,620 ♪ Are you gonna finish what you started? ♪ 585 00:23:24,750 --> 00:23:27,750 ♪ The hour is late ♪ 586 00:23:27,750 --> 00:23:31,960 ♪ You're the only hand that can resolve it ♪ 587 00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:34,210 Hey, hey, hey, hey! 588 00:23:34,210 --> 00:23:36,080 ♪ You took more than you ever even wanted ♪ 589 00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:38,040 Where are you going? We're checking out. 590 00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:40,420 Did Alex... Did Dr. Karev sign off? 591 00:23:40,420 --> 00:23:43,250 Dr. Karev won't sign off. He'll never sign off. 592 00:23:43,250 --> 00:23:45,920 Dr. Shepherd is looking for a new partner for the ultrasound. 593 00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:48,420 Dr. Wilson, you've all been so good to us. 594 00:23:48,420 --> 00:23:50,460 I asked you to fight for Kimmie, and you fought. 595 00:23:50,460 --> 00:23:52,620 Now I want to do what Kimmie wants. 596 00:23:52,620 --> 00:23:54,670 I'm taking her where she wants to go. 597 00:23:54,670 --> 00:23:57,290 ♪ Come back here ♪ Does Alex know? 598 00:23:57,290 --> 00:23:59,880 Will you tell him I said... 599 00:23:59,880 --> 00:24:01,580 thank you? 600 00:24:01,580 --> 00:24:04,120 And that when I said it, 601 00:24:04,120 --> 00:24:06,380 I was smiling? 602 00:24:08,460 --> 00:24:14,790 ♪ Unraveling ♪ 603 00:24:14,790 --> 00:24:22,120 ♪ Are you going to stand there watching me unraveling? ♪ 604 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:30,620 Hey. How was surgery? 605 00:24:30,620 --> 00:24:32,250 Good. Quick and easy. 606 00:24:32,250 --> 00:24:33,120 Were you able to help out Bello? 607 00:24:33,120 --> 00:24:34,790 Uh, no, I don't think so. 608 00:24:34,790 --> 00:24:36,290 I think I actually just scared her. 609 00:24:36,290 --> 00:24:37,830 So... [ Clears throat ] 610 00:24:37,830 --> 00:24:40,250 So, no church wedding. 611 00:24:40,250 --> 00:24:41,460 What? 612 00:24:41,460 --> 00:24:43,330 I thought that we could start wedding planning. 613 00:24:43,330 --> 00:24:45,710 So, maybe a restaurant or a bar. 614 00:24:45,710 --> 00:24:46,790 I mean, not Joe's Bar. 615 00:24:46,790 --> 00:24:48,920 Or maybe Joe's Bar if we decorate it -- 616 00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:51,620 We got time to figure it out and plan it. I know. I just -- 617 00:24:51,620 --> 00:24:53,540 I thought it might feel good to plan something. 618 00:24:53,540 --> 00:24:55,580 Thanks. I got to check on Kimmie. 619 00:24:55,580 --> 00:24:57,420 Alex? Yeah? 620 00:24:57,420 --> 00:24:59,210 Kimmie left. 621 00:24:59,210 --> 00:25:01,250 What? When? 622 00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:03,670 Just a bit ago. She...She told me to -- 623 00:25:07,500 --> 00:25:10,080 Woman: Dr. Teller, extension 2219. 624 00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:12,250 Dr. Teller, extension 2219. 625 00:25:12,250 --> 00:25:14,750 Hey. Hi. 626 00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:16,880 Mocha. Extra shot. 627 00:25:16,880 --> 00:25:19,420 You're such a good boy. 628 00:25:19,420 --> 00:25:21,000 Mm. 629 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,920 How's she doing? 630 00:25:22,920 --> 00:25:26,120 [ Sighs ] She takes about one breath a minute. 631 00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:28,330 It's very slow, very painful. 632 00:25:28,330 --> 00:25:30,620 Not for her. For Richard. 633 00:25:30,620 --> 00:25:33,080 Sorry to hear that. 634 00:25:33,080 --> 00:25:36,250 Well, you let me know if there's anything else I can do. 635 00:25:36,250 --> 00:25:39,380 Oh, I spoke to Evan in legal about the Rebecca Froy thing. 636 00:25:39,380 --> 00:25:42,250 Oh, leave that alone, honey. It's not worth your time. 637 00:25:42,250 --> 00:25:45,040 Well, Shepherd's trying to save children with brain tumors, Mom. 638 00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:46,420 Some petty fight over research 639 00:25:46,420 --> 00:25:48,290 should not get in the way of that. 640 00:25:48,290 --> 00:25:49,500 I've asked the lawyers 641 00:25:49,500 --> 00:25:51,580 to waive whatever agreement Harper made with her. 642 00:25:51,580 --> 00:25:53,500 You did what? Yeah. Took five minutes. 643 00:25:53,500 --> 00:25:54,710 Handled. 644 00:25:54,710 --> 00:25:56,670 [ Kisses ] 645 00:25:56,670 --> 00:26:04,830 ♪♪ 646 00:26:04,830 --> 00:26:06,790 Hey, how is she? 647 00:26:06,790 --> 00:26:08,670 She's in love. What? 648 00:26:08,670 --> 00:26:11,290 With her healthy baby boy, who has yet to be named. 649 00:26:11,290 --> 00:26:14,080 5 pounds, 14 ounces. 650 00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:15,380 She only pushed three times. 651 00:26:15,380 --> 00:26:18,000 No bleeding? No -- No - No complications? 652 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,170 No forceps, no -- no vacuum extraction? 653 00:26:20,170 --> 00:26:22,670 None of that. Oh! I was just trying to be cautious. 654 00:26:22,670 --> 00:26:24,250 I know. 655 00:26:24,250 --> 00:26:26,460 So...should I return the cart or... 656 00:26:26,460 --> 00:26:29,830 You should just -- just leave it, Bloodbank. 657 00:26:29,830 --> 00:26:32,290 [ Chuckles ] 658 00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:41,880 So it's not her heart? 659 00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:44,250 No, it's her belly. She has pyloric stenosis. 660 00:26:44,250 --> 00:26:45,830 See this area here? 661 00:26:45,830 --> 00:26:49,460 It's a little spot where the muscle is getting too big 662 00:26:49,460 --> 00:26:51,080 and won't let the food pass through. 663 00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:52,670 And what happens now? 664 00:26:52,670 --> 00:26:54,500 It is a simple, simple surgery. 665 00:26:54,500 --> 00:26:56,460 Half an hour, and she's going to be good as new. 666 00:26:56,460 --> 00:26:58,710 Okay. Okay. 667 00:26:58,710 --> 00:27:00,420 Thanks. 668 00:27:00,420 --> 00:27:04,460 I-I'm sorry. It's, uh... It's a lot. 669 00:27:04,460 --> 00:27:06,580 I know. I know. You're taking care of her on your own. 670 00:27:06,580 --> 00:27:07,880 I'm sorry. I can't imagine -- 671 00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:10,500 Yeah. It's, uh, tough. 672 00:27:10,500 --> 00:27:12,420 Nights are tough. 673 00:27:12,420 --> 00:27:15,420 But she cries, and I go in and take one look at her, 674 00:27:15,420 --> 00:27:17,170 and I'm just so happy to see her, you know? 675 00:27:17,170 --> 00:27:19,330 [ Sighs ] 676 00:27:19,330 --> 00:27:22,250 I'm sorry. Thank you for catching this. 677 00:27:22,250 --> 00:27:24,670 Oh, no, I didn't. Dr. Kepner did. 678 00:27:24,670 --> 00:27:27,290 Dr. Kepner? Yeah. She's a mom. And she had a feeling. 679 00:27:27,290 --> 00:27:29,540 I'll come find you when we're done, okay? 680 00:27:29,540 --> 00:27:31,330 Okay. 681 00:27:31,330 --> 00:27:34,330 [ Cellphone chimes] 682 00:27:34,330 --> 00:27:41,880 ♪♪ 683 00:27:41,880 --> 00:27:43,290 Pyloric stenosis? 684 00:27:43,290 --> 00:27:44,790 Yeah. She didn't have all the obvious symptoms, 685 00:27:44,790 --> 00:27:47,170 but at least we caught it early, and she's gonna be just fine. 686 00:27:47,170 --> 00:27:48,170 Oh, thank you. Yeah. 687 00:27:51,330 --> 00:27:52,670 Man: Help! 688 00:27:52,670 --> 00:27:54,500 Oh, my God -- help! Someone help me! 689 00:27:54,500 --> 00:27:55,960 My wife is bleeding! She's bleeding! Someone help! 690 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,830 Hey, Schmitt, Schmitt! Grab the cart and follow me. 691 00:27:57,830 --> 00:27:59,500 [ Woman groaning ] 692 00:27:59,500 --> 00:28:01,750 What happened? Somebody help her! 693 00:28:01,750 --> 00:28:03,420 You have to help her! 694 00:28:03,420 --> 00:28:04,830 She had a vaginal delivery late last night -- no complications. 695 00:28:04,830 --> 00:28:06,420 Woman: Ahh! Something's wrong! 696 00:28:06,420 --> 00:28:08,330 Start her on high-flow O2, 10 liters, 697 00:28:08,330 --> 00:28:10,420 and we'll need a bolus of 10 units of oxytocin IM 698 00:28:10,420 --> 00:28:11,670 followed by an infusion. 699 00:28:11,670 --> 00:28:13,170 Okay, no, hold on. Sorry -- it's right there. 700 00:28:13,170 --> 00:28:14,670 Schmitt, top drawer, oxytocin. 701 00:28:14,670 --> 00:28:16,620 -Speculum and 4x4s? -Got it. 702 00:28:16,620 --> 00:28:17,920 [ Groans ] 703 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:18,960 -Balloon catheter? -Bottom drawer. 704 00:28:18,960 --> 00:28:20,460 -I don't see it. -It's on the right. 705 00:28:20,460 --> 00:28:22,120 No, it's on the left, underneath the packing. 706 00:28:22,120 --> 00:28:23,790 -Got it. -Look at me. 707 00:28:23,790 --> 00:28:25,920 Hang on there, okay? Just hang in there. 708 00:28:25,920 --> 00:28:28,880 We got you. You've got this. [ Breathing heavily ] 709 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:32,580 It's... It's not good. 710 00:28:32,580 --> 00:28:35,750 You have severe defects in blood flow to your heart 711 00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:38,620 during stress, which suggests major occlusions -- 712 00:28:38,620 --> 00:28:41,250 Occlusions? Oh, blockages. 713 00:28:41,250 --> 00:28:42,580 Your coronary arteries 714 00:28:42,580 --> 00:28:44,830 are almost completely clogged shut -- 715 00:28:44,830 --> 00:28:46,830 Leaving you at high risk for a heart attack. 716 00:28:46,830 --> 00:28:48,330 Very high risk. 717 00:28:48,330 --> 00:28:51,460 I thought you guys were just stalling me -- 718 00:28:51,460 --> 00:28:55,040 Right? But no, no. No, we, um... 719 00:28:55,040 --> 00:28:57,420 You're in very grave danger. 720 00:28:57,420 --> 00:29:00,170 I swear to God, if this is some sort of game -- 721 00:29:00,170 --> 00:29:03,000 Agent Fields, I swear to God it is not. 722 00:29:06,580 --> 00:29:09,290 I'm recommending a cardiac catheterization. 723 00:29:09,290 --> 00:29:13,790 I'll go in, open up the arteries right now -- today. 724 00:29:13,790 --> 00:29:16,120 Well, can I... Can I call my wife? 725 00:29:16,120 --> 00:29:19,080 I mean, she-she's gonna be out of her mind with worry. 726 00:29:19,080 --> 00:29:22,290 Of course. Right, yeah. Call whoever you need to. 727 00:29:22,290 --> 00:29:25,250 We'll get you started. Mm-hmm. 728 00:29:25,250 --> 00:29:27,750 Dr. Bailey, thank you. 729 00:29:27,750 --> 00:29:29,670 I'm grateful. 730 00:29:29,670 --> 00:29:32,580 But I'm going to have to call my office, 731 00:29:32,580 --> 00:29:34,750 and they're going to send somebody else for Dr. Bello. 732 00:29:34,750 --> 00:29:38,830 Agent Fields... 733 00:29:38,830 --> 00:29:41,290 hey, I know that there are protocols, 734 00:29:41,290 --> 00:29:44,710 but can you please just tell me... 735 00:29:44,710 --> 00:29:46,960 did Dr. Bello break the law? 736 00:29:49,500 --> 00:29:51,420 A red light? That's what he said. 737 00:29:51,420 --> 00:29:52,960 Said they have her on camera. 738 00:29:52,960 --> 00:29:54,500 Meredith: Well, I run a red light once a month. 739 00:29:54,500 --> 00:29:56,120 They can deport her for that? 740 00:29:56,120 --> 00:29:57,040 Apparently. 741 00:29:57,040 --> 00:29:59,330 I was at work for 36 hours. 742 00:29:59,330 --> 00:30:01,540 There was a six-car pileup in the pit, 743 00:30:01,540 --> 00:30:04,880 and I scrubbed in on... on three different surgeries, 744 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:07,000 and I was floating all the way home. 745 00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:11,500 Till I heard a horn, and some guy behind me riding my bumper. 746 00:30:11,500 --> 00:30:14,790 And the light turned yellow, and no one was coming, 747 00:30:14,790 --> 00:30:17,540 so I pumped the gas. 748 00:30:17,540 --> 00:30:19,080 I thought I made it through. I thought... 749 00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:20,750 I thought I made it through. 750 00:30:20,750 --> 00:30:23,170 Bailey: Okay, if -- if you end up in El Salvador... 751 00:30:23,170 --> 00:30:25,580 it's likely your medical accreditation won't transfer, 752 00:30:25,580 --> 00:30:27,290 and you'll have to start over from scratch. 753 00:30:27,290 --> 00:30:29,790 Look, we will do everything we can 754 00:30:29,790 --> 00:30:33,750 to try and land you somewhere at the same level you are here. 755 00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:35,620 My mom took my sister and I out of that country 756 00:30:35,620 --> 00:30:37,000 because there was a war, 757 00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,960 and she saw my dad get shot on our front porch. 758 00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:41,080 We moved to Florida, and she worked two jobs -- 759 00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:42,960 20 hours a day -- to keep us safe. 760 00:30:42,960 --> 00:30:46,000 No, I not going back there. I won't. 761 00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:48,750 We should run. I have a friend in Canada. 762 00:30:48,750 --> 00:30:50,500 We get somebody to drive us across the border. 763 00:30:50,500 --> 00:30:52,290 We hole up, and we wait. 764 00:30:52,290 --> 00:30:53,120 No. We run, and we wait. 765 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:54,540 You can't run. 766 00:30:54,540 --> 00:30:56,620 Listen -- I'm all for driving the getaway car, 767 00:30:56,620 --> 00:30:58,500 but right now, they are treating you 768 00:30:58,500 --> 00:31:01,040 like someone who snuck into this country in the trunk of a car. 769 00:31:01,040 --> 00:31:03,170 Don't become what they're trying to make you. 770 00:31:03,170 --> 00:31:05,210 If you run, you're a criminal. 771 00:31:05,210 --> 00:31:08,540 If you're a criminal, you could never practice medicine again. 772 00:31:08,540 --> 00:31:10,920 Do not give them that. 773 00:31:17,830 --> 00:31:19,750 Hey. Hey. 774 00:31:19,750 --> 00:31:22,120 Lanie is stable, and so is the baby boy, Gryffin, 775 00:31:22,120 --> 00:31:24,420 named for Gryffindor. [ Chuckles ] 776 00:31:24,420 --> 00:31:26,080 Steady numbers across the board. 777 00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:30,580 Our patient with the postpartum bleed is stable, too. Thank God. 778 00:31:30,580 --> 00:31:32,170 She would have bled out in minutes 779 00:31:32,170 --> 00:31:34,920 if we didn't have all this, 780 00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,750 you and your little cart. 781 00:31:38,620 --> 00:31:40,960 You saved her. 782 00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:42,420 I think that we're finished. 783 00:31:42,420 --> 00:31:43,540 What? 784 00:31:43,540 --> 00:31:45,330 Our project. Maternal mortality. 785 00:31:45,330 --> 00:31:48,290 I think this cart is the next step. 786 00:31:48,290 --> 00:31:51,040 I mean, if we had one on every OB and delivery floor, 787 00:31:51,040 --> 00:31:53,420 then we're prepared for any postpartum complications. 788 00:31:53,420 --> 00:31:55,830 The key to not turning birth into a trauma 789 00:31:55,830 --> 00:31:58,000 is to prepare for it as if it is a trauma. 790 00:31:58,000 --> 00:31:59,790 You're brilliant. 791 00:31:59,790 --> 00:32:01,250 [ Chuckles ] 792 00:32:05,250 --> 00:32:06,750 Are you... 793 00:32:06,750 --> 00:32:08,620 Are you going to move to another country? 794 00:32:08,620 --> 00:32:10,000 What? 795 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:11,880 Well, just... You're a free spirit, and you -- 796 00:32:11,880 --> 00:32:14,620 you like the freedom to just, you know, move countries. 797 00:32:14,620 --> 00:32:16,250 But... 798 00:32:16,250 --> 00:32:17,710 Listen. Your research is almost done, 799 00:32:17,710 --> 00:32:19,540 and our project is almost done, and I... 800 00:32:19,540 --> 00:32:21,420 I'm running scenarios, and I just want to be prepared. 801 00:32:21,420 --> 00:32:23,210 I want to know how loaded my crash cart should be. 802 00:32:23,210 --> 00:32:25,880 I don't want a crash cart. 803 00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:29,380 You...You don't... You don't want a crash cart? 804 00:32:29,380 --> 00:32:32,210 Or you don't want a crash? I'm sorry. I just... 805 00:32:32,210 --> 00:32:34,170 I'm mixing up my metaphors. 806 00:32:34,170 --> 00:32:37,210 I don't want to leave you, Arizona. 807 00:32:46,500 --> 00:32:48,290 If you have someplace else to be, 808 00:32:48,290 --> 00:32:50,040 I can page you when I'm done here. 809 00:32:50,040 --> 00:32:52,210 Oh, no, I'd like to see him through to the end. 810 00:32:52,210 --> 00:32:53,210 I'm dying? 811 00:32:53,210 --> 00:32:56,330 No. Um, if I make a diagnosis, 812 00:32:56,330 --> 00:32:59,000 I want to see my patient through treatment. 813 00:32:59,000 --> 00:33:01,250 I don't like doing my job halfway. 814 00:33:01,250 --> 00:33:03,460 I don't like doing my job at all. 815 00:33:03,460 --> 00:33:05,380 I don't even like wearing the jacket. 816 00:33:05,380 --> 00:33:07,710 Some guys like wearing the jacket. 817 00:33:07,710 --> 00:33:10,750 I used to. I used to feel good about it. 818 00:33:10,750 --> 00:33:12,290 I believe in law and order. 819 00:33:12,290 --> 00:33:14,710 You know, I... I grew up watching Westerns. 820 00:33:14,710 --> 00:33:18,460 I wanted to be the sheriff that rode in at the last minute 821 00:33:18,460 --> 00:33:20,040 and saved everyone. 822 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:22,250 Now... 823 00:33:22,250 --> 00:33:23,330 I don't know what we're doing. 824 00:33:25,330 --> 00:33:28,750 Staking out schools, taking kids... 825 00:33:28,750 --> 00:33:30,460 doctors... 826 00:33:33,710 --> 00:33:35,710 I don't know what we're doing anymore. 827 00:33:39,460 --> 00:33:41,250 Okay, I talked to your mom. She's trying to reach a lawyer. 828 00:33:41,250 --> 00:33:43,170 I don't even know if I can take a bag. 829 00:33:43,170 --> 00:33:44,380 Do you know if they let you take a -- 830 00:33:44,380 --> 00:33:46,880 Here's a plane ticket to Zurich. 831 00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:48,330 I'm going to Switzerland? 832 00:33:48,330 --> 00:33:50,500 You are voluntarily leaving the country 833 00:33:50,500 --> 00:33:52,170 to continue your studies 834 00:33:52,170 --> 00:33:55,000 at the prestigious cardiothoracic program 835 00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:56,250 at Klausman Institute. 836 00:33:56,250 --> 00:33:58,170 Congratulations on your acceptance. 837 00:33:58,170 --> 00:34:00,460 What? You applied last year. 838 00:34:00,460 --> 00:34:03,710 I did? Here's your application and your essay. 839 00:34:03,710 --> 00:34:06,210 They were very impressed. 840 00:34:06,210 --> 00:34:07,580 Who wrote this? You did. 841 00:34:07,580 --> 00:34:08,710 With the help of Dr. Pierce. 842 00:34:10,830 --> 00:34:13,460 When you land tomorrow, somebody will be there to meet you. 843 00:34:13,460 --> 00:34:16,000 They will help get you settled, and Dr. Yang is expecting you. 844 00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:17,380 You're going to love working with her. 845 00:34:17,380 --> 00:34:19,170 She was also the best in her class. 846 00:34:19,170 --> 00:34:21,920 [ Sleeping at Last's "Everywhere I Go" playing ] 847 00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:28,080 ♪♪ 848 00:34:28,080 --> 00:34:33,040 ♪ And I'll fall on my knees ♪ 849 00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:36,380 ♪ Tell me how's the way to be ♪ 850 00:34:38,170 --> 00:34:41,500 ♪ Tell me how's the way to go ♪ 851 00:34:43,330 --> 00:34:48,750 ♪ Tell me all that I should know ♪ 852 00:34:48,750 --> 00:34:53,380 ♪ And I'll fall on my knees ♪ 853 00:34:53,380 --> 00:34:56,580 ♪ Tell me how's the way to go ♪ 854 00:34:58,330 --> 00:35:03,620 ♪ Tell me how's the way to be ♪ 855 00:35:03,620 --> 00:35:08,250 ♪ To evoke some empathy ♪ 856 00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:15,330 ♪ Danger will follow me now ♪ 857 00:35:15,330 --> 00:35:19,040 ♪ Everywhere I go ♪ I want to have kids with you. 858 00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:21,580 I love how much you care for Kimmie, 859 00:35:21,580 --> 00:35:25,120 and it really makes me want to have kids with you. 860 00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:27,620 ♪ And take me to my home ♪ 861 00:35:27,620 --> 00:35:30,500 And if it's okay with you, 862 00:35:30,500 --> 00:35:34,000 I would really like to take your last name. 863 00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:39,120 Because I've never had the last name of anyone who's loved me. 864 00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:44,380 ♪ And I'll fall on my knees ♪ 865 00:35:44,380 --> 00:35:47,250 ♪ Tell me how's the way to go ♪ 866 00:35:49,290 --> 00:35:52,880 ♪ Tell me how's the way to see ♪ [ Breathing raggedly ] 867 00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:58,120 ♪ Show me all that I could be ♪ 868 00:36:00,210 --> 00:36:04,790 ♪ And I'll fall on my knees ♪ 869 00:36:04,790 --> 00:36:08,250 ♪ Tell me how's the way to be ♪ 870 00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:10,330 [ Exhales, breathing stops ] 871 00:36:10,330 --> 00:36:14,710 ♪ Tell me how's the way to go ♪ 872 00:36:14,710 --> 00:36:18,420 ♪ And tell me why I feel so low ♪ 873 00:36:21,580 --> 00:36:26,710 ♪ Danger will follow me now ♪ 874 00:36:26,710 --> 00:36:31,750 ♪ Everywhere I go ♪ 875 00:36:31,750 --> 00:36:36,170 ♪ Angels will call on me ♪ 876 00:36:36,170 --> 00:36:40,830 ♪ And take me to my home ♪ 877 00:36:40,830 --> 00:36:44,000 ♪ Well, these tired eyes ♪ 878 00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:45,420 My supervisor will be here in the morning, 879 00:36:45,420 --> 00:36:48,120 but I can get you started at least with the paperwork. 880 00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:51,420 So, are you looking to foster a child? Or foster to adopt? 881 00:36:51,420 --> 00:36:53,670 Foster to adopt. 882 00:36:53,670 --> 00:36:55,540 Meredith: We spend our childhoods 883 00:36:55,540 --> 00:36:57,750 writing our dreams in diaries. 884 00:36:59,460 --> 00:37:03,710 As adults, those dreams quietly come true every single day... 885 00:37:03,710 --> 00:37:07,620 only sometimes we forget to notice, until it's too late. 886 00:37:07,620 --> 00:37:09,620 I'm coming with you, okay? 887 00:37:09,620 --> 00:37:11,080 As soon as I can. 888 00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:12,710 No -- Andrew, I don't even want to go! 889 00:37:12,710 --> 00:37:15,250 Yes, I am, okay? I love you, Sam. 890 00:37:15,250 --> 00:37:16,620 You can't -- I'm in love with you. 891 00:37:16,620 --> 00:37:18,830 You're not throwing your life away because I have to! 892 00:37:18,830 --> 00:37:20,540 No, I'll beg Dr. Yang for a job -- 893 00:37:20,540 --> 00:37:22,080 No. I... 894 00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:25,040 I followed you here. I'm a liar. 895 00:37:25,040 --> 00:37:27,790 I'm... I'm a crazy stalker, 896 00:37:27,790 --> 00:37:29,460 and you should stay away from me. 897 00:37:29,460 --> 00:37:32,380 Sam. Stop. 898 00:37:32,380 --> 00:37:34,670 Hey. 899 00:37:34,670 --> 00:37:36,420 We work. 900 00:37:36,420 --> 00:37:38,040 We don't. 901 00:37:38,040 --> 00:37:40,670 No, even when we do, we don't. 902 00:37:40,670 --> 00:37:45,790 ♪ Angels will call on me and take me to my home ♪ 903 00:37:45,790 --> 00:37:48,500 I have to go. 904 00:37:48,500 --> 00:37:51,290 ♪ And danger will follow me now ♪ 905 00:37:51,290 --> 00:37:53,880 Stay here. 906 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:59,040 ♪ Everywhere I go ♪ 907 00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:03,420 ♪ Angels will call on me ♪ 908 00:38:03,420 --> 00:38:09,710 ♪ And take me to my home ♪ 909 00:38:09,710 --> 00:38:14,460 ♪ Angels will follow me now ♪ 910 00:38:14,460 --> 00:38:17,830 ♪ Lead me to my home ♪ [ Crying ] 911 00:38:17,830 --> 00:38:20,080 [ Rain falling ] 912 00:38:28,040 --> 00:38:30,040 Andrew, I'm so sorry. 913 00:38:39,330 --> 00:38:41,120 So slow down. 914 00:38:41,120 --> 00:38:43,540 And take it in. [ Pounding on door ] 915 00:38:45,170 --> 00:38:47,880 Hey. People can't be with the people they love. 916 00:38:47,880 --> 00:38:49,540 What? 917 00:38:49,540 --> 00:38:52,380 All over the world, people can't be with the people they love 918 00:38:52,380 --> 00:38:55,750 because of stupid laws and stupid life and stupid death. 919 00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:59,960 And so I see where my aggressive avoidance of you 920 00:38:59,960 --> 00:39:03,170 might come across as ever so slightly petulant. 921 00:39:03,170 --> 00:39:06,380 But I still wish that you would apologize. 922 00:39:06,380 --> 00:39:08,500 I just need you to see that what you did was wrong. 923 00:39:08,500 --> 00:39:11,210 Maggie, April kissed me. That wasn't -- No. I get that. 924 00:39:11,210 --> 00:39:12,750 And I am not mad about that! 925 00:39:12,750 --> 00:39:14,710 I am mad because you didn't tell me! 926 00:39:14,710 --> 00:39:16,880 I'm mad that you thought I couldn't handle it! 927 00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:19,170 Because my whole life, people have been talking over me 928 00:39:19,170 --> 00:39:21,210 and talking down to me 929 00:39:21,210 --> 00:39:23,000 and assuming that just because I'm a little awkward 930 00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:24,960 and...and...goofy, 931 00:39:24,960 --> 00:39:27,330 that I can't handle simple information! 932 00:39:27,330 --> 00:39:29,080 That's not what I was doing -- 933 00:39:29,080 --> 00:39:30,960 Do you think I can't see that what you and April had 934 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:32,210 was big and complicated? 935 00:39:32,210 --> 00:39:33,670 I mean, do you think you need to protect me from that? 936 00:39:33,670 --> 00:39:36,330 I wasn't protecting you. I was protecting April. 937 00:39:36,330 --> 00:39:39,880 I was probably protecting myself, honestly, from this. 938 00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:42,000 From -- From all of this. 939 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:44,120 Maggie, you think of yourself as this goofy underdog. 940 00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:45,830 I mean, that's an old idea. 941 00:39:45,830 --> 00:39:47,880 You're beautiful. 942 00:39:47,880 --> 00:39:50,040 You're brilliant. You're powerful. 943 00:39:50,040 --> 00:39:52,040 You have all the power here. I'm over here sunk. 944 00:39:52,040 --> 00:39:53,460 And you keep showing me how capable you are 945 00:39:53,460 --> 00:39:54,830 of just walking away. 946 00:39:54,830 --> 00:39:57,580 You have all these reasons -- over and over -- 947 00:39:57,580 --> 00:39:59,880 reasons to resist us, reasons why we can't be together. 948 00:39:59,880 --> 00:40:01,920 First it's April, and then it's what, our parents? 949 00:40:01,920 --> 00:40:03,250 Then it's the fact that we all work together. 950 00:40:03,250 --> 00:40:04,040 Now it's this. 951 00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:05,750 It's just another thing, 952 00:40:05,750 --> 00:40:08,080 one moment I had with April when I was trying to be her friend. 953 00:40:08,080 --> 00:40:10,080 And now you're convinced again 954 00:40:10,080 --> 00:40:12,120 that you can just walk away again and again. 955 00:40:12,120 --> 00:40:13,540 This keeps hap-- 956 00:40:13,540 --> 00:40:19,040 ♪♪ 957 00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:21,710 I'm not. 958 00:40:21,710 --> 00:40:25,120 I am not capable anymore. 959 00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:26,790 Well, then maybe I am sorry. 960 00:40:26,790 --> 00:40:31,960 ♪♪ 961 00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:37,080 ♪♪ 962 00:40:37,080 --> 00:40:38,830 Let yourself feel it. 963 00:40:42,420 --> 00:40:45,960 Oh, love. I'm so sorry. 964 00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:48,580 It's all right. 965 00:40:48,580 --> 00:40:51,380 I'm all right. 966 00:40:51,380 --> 00:40:52,380 Are you? 967 00:40:52,380 --> 00:40:54,380 No. 968 00:40:54,380 --> 00:40:56,040 None of us are all right. 969 00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:57,790 Jackson... 970 00:40:57,790 --> 00:41:00,040 Jackson ruined us. 971 00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:03,080 Richard, we are ruined. 972 00:41:06,210 --> 00:41:09,330 Because sometimes even the most beautiful dreams... 973 00:41:09,330 --> 00:41:12,540 disappear when the sun comes up. 974 00:41:12,540 --> 00:41:20,120 ♪♪ 975 00:41:28,420 --> 00:41:36,620 ♪♪ 976 00:41:36,620 --> 00:41:45,080 ♪♪ 977 00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:53,290 ♪♪