1 00:02:15,094 --> 00:02:18,640 You were as blind to Him as your footprints in the ashes, 2 00:02:18,723 --> 00:02:20,058 but He saw you. 3 00:02:22,477 --> 00:02:24,813 He saw you in those dark corners. 4 00:02:26,397 --> 00:02:30,360 He heard you... My brothers. He heard those thoughts. 5 00:02:32,570 --> 00:02:34,239 Amen! 6 00:02:36,032 --> 00:02:37,325 Yes. Glory. 7 00:02:37,575 --> 00:02:40,870 You are a stranger to yourself, and yet He knows you. 8 00:02:40,954 --> 00:02:42,747 - Amen. - Yes. He does, sir. 9 00:02:42,831 --> 00:02:45,583 And when your hard heart made you like unto the stone 10 00:02:45,667 --> 00:02:47,669 and broke you from His body, 11 00:02:49,087 --> 00:02:52,006 which is the stars, and the wind between the stars, 12 00:02:52,090 --> 00:02:53,466 He knew you! 13 00:02:55,385 --> 00:02:57,011 He knew you, again and forever. 14 00:02:59,639 --> 00:03:02,475 This world is a veil. 15 00:03:07,897 --> 00:03:10,900 And the face you wear is not your own. 16 00:03:11,526 --> 00:03:15,989 Parish FD said the church burned down four months earlier. 17 00:03:16,447 --> 00:03:17,532 No prints. 18 00:03:18,116 --> 00:03:20,910 Put out an APB on Friends of Christ. 19 00:03:21,953 --> 00:03:25,290 A week later, they were in Franklin. 20 00:03:28,293 --> 00:03:29,460 Revival Ministry. 21 00:03:30,211 --> 00:03:31,796 Old-time religion. 22 00:03:32,839 --> 00:03:35,967 You can imagine what Mr. Charisma thought of that. 23 00:03:36,092 --> 00:03:37,719 It is merely the limitation of your senses. 24 00:03:37,802 --> 00:03:41,014 What do you think the average IQ of this group is, huh? 25 00:03:43,224 --> 00:03:46,185 Can you see Texas up there on your high horse? 26 00:03:46,269 --> 00:03:48,271 What do you know about these people? 27 00:03:49,564 --> 00:03:51,608 Just observation and deduction. 28 00:03:52,066 --> 00:03:56,321 I see a propensity for obesity, poverty, a yen for fairy tales. 29 00:03:57,322 --> 00:03:59,282 Folks putting what few bucks they do have 30 00:03:59,365 --> 00:04:02,118 into little wicker baskets being passed around. 31 00:04:02,201 --> 00:04:03,244 I think it's safe to say 32 00:04:03,328 --> 00:04:06,164 that nobody here's gonna be splitting the atom, Marty. 33 00:04:06,497 --> 00:04:07,540 You see that? 34 00:04:07,832 --> 00:04:09,667 Your fucking attitude. 35 00:04:10,376 --> 00:04:13,004 Not everybody wants to sit alone in an empty room 36 00:04:13,087 --> 00:04:15,089 beating off to murder manuals. 37 00:04:15,715 --> 00:04:19,802 Some folks enjoy community, a common good. 38 00:04:20,345 --> 00:04:23,431 Yeah, but if the common good's got to make up fairy tales, 39 00:04:23,514 --> 00:04:25,516 then it's not good for anybody. 40 00:04:26,351 --> 00:04:28,853 Your sorrows pin you to this place. 41 00:04:29,562 --> 00:04:32,315 They divide you from what your heart knows. 42 00:04:32,398 --> 00:04:34,108 And there are a lot of good hearts out there. I'm looking out there. 43 00:04:34,192 --> 00:04:35,526 I'm seeing a lot of good hearts out there. 44 00:04:37,195 --> 00:04:38,780 I see a lot of joy out there. 45 00:04:39,030 --> 00:04:42,951 I mean, can you imagine if people didn't believe? 46 00:04:43,034 --> 00:04:44,702 What things they'd get up to? 47 00:04:45,411 --> 00:04:48,873 The exact same thing they do now, just out in the open. 48 00:04:49,540 --> 00:04:51,542 Bullshit. 49 00:04:53,044 --> 00:04:56,965 It'd be a fucking freak show of murder and debauchery, and you know it. 50 00:04:57,048 --> 00:04:59,133 If the only thing keeping a person decent 51 00:04:59,217 --> 00:05:01,302 is the expectation of divine reward, 52 00:05:01,386 --> 00:05:03,805 then, brother, that person is a piece of shit. 53 00:05:04,681 --> 00:05:08,101 And I'd like to get as many of them out in the open as possible. 54 00:05:08,393 --> 00:05:12,271 I guess your judgment is infallible, piece-of-shit-wise. 55 00:05:15,316 --> 00:05:18,152 You think that notebook is a stone tablet? 56 00:05:21,322 --> 00:05:23,866 What's it say about life? 57 00:05:25,994 --> 00:05:28,079 You got to get together, 58 00:05:28,413 --> 00:05:29,831 tell yourselves stories 59 00:05:29,914 --> 00:05:32,625 that violate every law of the universe, 60 00:05:33,126 --> 00:05:35,420 just to get through the goddamn day? No. 61 00:05:36,713 --> 00:05:39,090 What's that say about your reality, Marty? 62 00:05:39,257 --> 00:05:43,678 When you get to talking like this, you sound panicked. 63 00:05:45,096 --> 00:05:47,890 You figure it's all a scam, huh? All them folks. 64 00:05:48,516 --> 00:05:50,435 They're just wrong? 65 00:05:51,310 --> 00:05:53,730 Yeah. Been that way since 66 00:05:54,522 --> 00:05:57,275 one monkey looked at the sun and told the other monkey, 67 00:05:57,358 --> 00:06:01,195 "He said for you to give me your fucking share." 68 00:06:01,612 --> 00:06:05,950 People are so goddamn frail, 69 00:06:06,034 --> 00:06:10,288 they'd rather put a coin in a wishing well than buy dinner. 70 00:06:10,455 --> 00:06:14,792 Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ! Your arms opened and close. 71 00:06:15,084 --> 00:06:18,546 The echoes of my life could never contain a single truth about you! 72 00:06:18,629 --> 00:06:20,048 You move the feather in the ash. 73 00:06:20,131 --> 00:06:22,425 You touch the leaf with its flame. 74 00:06:23,217 --> 00:06:27,555 Transference of fear and self-loathing to an authoritarian vessel. 75 00:06:28,347 --> 00:06:29,557 It's catharsis. 76 00:06:30,183 --> 00:06:32,477 He absorbs their dread with his narrative. 77 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:34,896 Because of this, he's effective 78 00:06:34,979 --> 00:06:38,274 in proportion to the amount of certainty he can project. 79 00:06:40,526 --> 00:06:45,031 Certain linguistic anthropologists think that religion is a language virus 80 00:06:45,615 --> 00:06:48,326 that rewrites pathways in the brain, 81 00:06:48,659 --> 00:06:50,411 dulls critical thinking. 82 00:06:50,495 --> 00:06:54,916 Well, I don't use $10 words as much as you, 83 00:06:56,000 --> 00:06:58,753 but for a guy who sees no point in existence, 84 00:06:58,836 --> 00:07:01,589 you sure fret about it an awful lot. 85 00:07:02,507 --> 00:07:04,675 And you still sound panicked. 86 00:07:07,220 --> 00:07:10,348 At least I'm not racing to a red light. 87 00:07:15,269 --> 00:07:18,314 See, we all got what I call a life trap. 88 00:07:19,565 --> 00:07:22,485 A gene-deep certainty that things will be different. 89 00:07:23,361 --> 00:07:26,697 That you'll move to another city and meet the people 90 00:07:26,781 --> 00:07:28,533 that'll be the friends for the rest of your life, 91 00:07:28,616 --> 00:07:31,619 that you'll fall in love and be fulfilled. 92 00:07:31,702 --> 00:07:33,538 Fucking fulfillment. 93 00:07:35,206 --> 00:07:36,582 And closure. 94 00:07:36,916 --> 00:07:38,918 Whatever the fuck those two... 95 00:07:39,001 --> 00:07:42,463 Fucking need empty jars to hold this shit storm. 96 00:07:42,547 --> 00:07:45,007 Nothing's ever fulfilled. 97 00:07:46,134 --> 00:07:48,261 Not until the very end. 98 00:07:48,386 --> 00:07:49,554 And closure. 99 00:07:50,054 --> 00:07:53,933 No. No, no. Nothing is ever over. 100 00:08:02,608 --> 00:08:06,237 Minister Theriot, do you recognize this girl? 101 00:08:06,904 --> 00:08:08,281 I don't know for sure. 102 00:08:08,364 --> 00:08:10,241 - Wonderful service. - Thank you for coming. 103 00:08:10,324 --> 00:08:11,826 - Thank you. - Thank you. 104 00:08:12,076 --> 00:08:14,370 I want to say it's... 105 00:08:15,621 --> 00:08:16,622 Thank you. 106 00:08:17,123 --> 00:08:18,541 I don't remember the name. 107 00:08:18,624 --> 00:08:20,918 Came pretty regularly when we was in Eunice. 108 00:08:21,794 --> 00:08:24,505 I can't be sure. We get around since then. 109 00:08:24,589 --> 00:08:26,632 You? Hello. 110 00:08:26,799 --> 00:08:29,010 No, you're right. We saw her in Eunice. 111 00:08:29,594 --> 00:08:31,179 Tina might know her. 112 00:08:32,221 --> 00:08:33,764 How long were you in Eunice? 113 00:08:35,266 --> 00:08:36,517 About six months. 114 00:08:36,601 --> 00:08:38,519 Widow in Opelousas leased us cheap. 115 00:08:38,603 --> 00:08:39,896 We left when it caught fire. 116 00:08:39,979 --> 00:08:41,522 Any idea how that happened? 117 00:08:42,773 --> 00:08:44,775 Your people said "criminal mischief." 118 00:08:45,484 --> 00:08:46,652 If I was to lay odds, 119 00:08:46,736 --> 00:08:49,530 maybe one of the widow's sons wanted us off the land. 120 00:08:49,614 --> 00:08:52,283 But we move on. We seek no title. No retribution. 121 00:08:52,825 --> 00:08:54,285 - I'm gonna go find Tina. - Okay. 122 00:08:54,368 --> 00:08:56,704 Yeah. Great preaching. 123 00:08:56,913 --> 00:08:58,664 How long you been doing this? 124 00:08:59,290 --> 00:09:01,459 Been a preacher almost 20 years. 125 00:09:01,751 --> 00:09:04,128 We've had the Friends of Christ for the last eight. 126 00:09:04,337 --> 00:09:06,047 You with the church before that? 127 00:09:06,589 --> 00:09:08,299 Independent evangelical. 128 00:09:09,050 --> 00:09:10,509 I came up under Billy Lee Tuttle, 129 00:09:10,593 --> 00:09:13,304 went to his college in Baton Rouge a couple years. 130 00:09:13,971 --> 00:09:15,139 So back in Eunice, 131 00:09:16,015 --> 00:09:18,226 who painted the mural on the church wall? 132 00:09:18,309 --> 00:09:20,603 Children from our congregation painted it. 133 00:09:22,980 --> 00:09:24,315 I'm sorry. 134 00:09:25,233 --> 00:09:28,027 Something happen to this girl you're looking for? 135 00:09:28,110 --> 00:09:31,948 Mr. Theriot, can we see the identification of your staff members? 136 00:09:33,532 --> 00:09:35,618 You ever see her with anybody? 137 00:09:36,160 --> 00:09:39,038 Wasn't she with someone the one day? You remember? 138 00:09:40,164 --> 00:09:41,749 The tall man? 139 00:09:42,208 --> 00:09:45,586 Yeah, but I don't know if she was with him, with him. 140 00:09:46,796 --> 00:09:48,673 Well, can you describe him? 141 00:09:51,676 --> 00:09:55,179 I just saw them talking. I didn't get close or anything. 142 00:09:55,388 --> 00:09:58,724 He was hunched forward, talking to her. 143 00:10:00,017 --> 00:10:02,353 Kind of a strange face, I think. 144 00:10:03,437 --> 00:10:05,398 Skin shiny around his jaw. 145 00:10:06,524 --> 00:10:08,401 What, like burned? 146 00:10:13,364 --> 00:10:15,366 So did she leave with him? 147 00:10:15,783 --> 00:10:17,868 Yeah. Maybe like that. 148 00:10:18,369 --> 00:10:20,955 Arrested 10-8-89 on a 314. 149 00:10:21,038 --> 00:10:23,916 Spent his last year in solitary after a gang altercation. 150 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:26,294 - Print and hold. Thank you. - Copy that. 151 00:10:46,564 --> 00:10:47,940 Everything check out? 152 00:10:48,065 --> 00:10:49,233 For the most part. 153 00:10:51,861 --> 00:10:54,530 Burt, you spent two years in Angola. 154 00:10:54,613 --> 00:10:57,366 Indecency, public exposure. 155 00:10:58,242 --> 00:11:00,786 Whacking off outside a school. 156 00:11:02,413 --> 00:11:05,249 They gave me bad medicine. I didn't know. 157 00:11:05,416 --> 00:11:07,335 I paid for that. 158 00:11:08,127 --> 00:11:09,420 I paid for that. 159 00:11:11,464 --> 00:11:15,426 Can you account for his whereabouts December 25th through January 3rd? 160 00:11:16,218 --> 00:11:18,804 Yeah, Christmas to New Year's, we was in New Roads. 161 00:11:18,888 --> 00:11:21,849 It shouldn't be a problem to find people who'll vouch for Burt's whereabouts. 162 00:11:22,475 --> 00:11:23,809 We had a good turnout there. 163 00:11:23,893 --> 00:11:25,144 Good turnout. 164 00:11:26,145 --> 00:11:30,274 Detective, what is it you think happened? 165 00:11:31,108 --> 00:11:33,319 Someone killed this girl, made a big show of it. 166 00:11:36,280 --> 00:11:40,326 Left a painting of the crime scene on one of your old churches. 167 00:11:42,411 --> 00:11:45,915 "I am the resurrection and the life for those who believe in me." 168 00:11:51,295 --> 00:11:53,297 Was she raped, Detective? 169 00:11:56,008 --> 00:11:57,927 Why would you ask that? 170 00:12:03,099 --> 00:12:05,309 If you speak to Burt alone, 171 00:12:07,019 --> 00:12:11,023 I believe you'll be adequately convinced of his innocence, Detective. 172 00:12:12,149 --> 00:12:13,609 Okay, let's do that. 173 00:12:14,985 --> 00:12:18,114 Burt, go with the detective. 174 00:12:19,657 --> 00:12:24,370 The ontological fallacy of expecting a light at the end of the tunnel, 175 00:12:24,495 --> 00:12:26,831 well, that's what the preacher sells. 176 00:12:27,331 --> 00:12:28,749 Same as a shrink. 177 00:12:29,834 --> 00:12:34,588 See, the preacher, he encourages your capacity for illusion. 178 00:12:34,672 --> 00:12:37,007 Then he tells you it's a fucking virtue. 179 00:12:37,675 --> 00:12:40,177 Always a buck to be had doing that. 180 00:12:41,345 --> 00:12:45,891 And it's such a desperate sense of entitlement, isn't it? 181 00:12:47,768 --> 00:12:49,979 "Surely this is all for me. 182 00:12:52,106 --> 00:12:53,190 "Me. 183 00:12:54,692 --> 00:12:56,777 "Me, me... I... 184 00:12:57,278 --> 00:12:59,280 "I'm so fucking important. 185 00:12:59,697 --> 00:13:01,740 "I'm so fucking important." Right? 186 00:13:03,284 --> 00:13:05,619 - Fuck you. - Excuse us for a second. 187 00:13:20,009 --> 00:13:21,218 I said no! 188 00:13:21,302 --> 00:13:23,471 Easy. I'm not gonna hurt you. 189 00:13:23,554 --> 00:13:25,556 I'm not gonna hurt you. 190 00:13:35,399 --> 00:13:37,693 Compassion is ethics, Detective. 191 00:13:38,736 --> 00:13:40,738 Yes. It is. 192 00:13:43,282 --> 00:13:44,742 I ran checks on all of them. 193 00:13:44,825 --> 00:13:47,578 Everyone's got a clean record except for Burt. 194 00:13:47,661 --> 00:13:51,081 Yeah, I could see this being some kind of retard job. 195 00:13:51,707 --> 00:13:54,460 He pays for it. Gets ashamed. 196 00:13:55,544 --> 00:13:56,962 Overreacts. 197 00:13:57,963 --> 00:14:01,634 Tries to redeem the act, you know? 198 00:14:02,801 --> 00:14:04,428 That's not bad, Marty. 199 00:14:05,429 --> 00:14:08,140 Yeah, I got all the way there without your help. 200 00:14:08,307 --> 00:14:09,934 But it's not him. 201 00:14:11,685 --> 00:14:14,355 He did a deuce at the Farm for dick wagging. 202 00:14:14,438 --> 00:14:16,857 Should've been in a mental ward to begin with. 203 00:14:17,274 --> 00:14:19,276 - Give me the second half. - Angola. 204 00:14:20,069 --> 00:14:22,112 Some Bloods caught him in the shower. 205 00:14:22,613 --> 00:14:24,698 Took his balls off with a razor. 206 00:14:24,907 --> 00:14:26,116 They were sloppy about it. 207 00:14:26,492 --> 00:14:27,952 Oh, Jesus! 208 00:14:31,121 --> 00:14:32,206 Still... 209 00:14:32,706 --> 00:14:33,916 I braced him. 210 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,211 He shit himself. Literally. 211 00:14:42,424 --> 00:14:45,970 We can put some troopers on this place, have them surveil it, 212 00:14:46,804 --> 00:14:48,556 but I think we should move on. 213 00:14:48,806 --> 00:14:49,974 The tall man. 214 00:14:50,683 --> 00:14:52,476 Well, that could be bullshit. 215 00:14:53,102 --> 00:14:55,229 One threw it out and the other one picked up on it. 216 00:14:55,312 --> 00:14:56,814 No, Burt knew. 217 00:14:57,648 --> 00:14:59,358 He saw the tall man, too. 218 00:15:00,484 --> 00:15:03,529 This. That Marie Fontenot thing. 219 00:15:03,612 --> 00:15:05,322 There's no way Lange was his first. 220 00:15:05,406 --> 00:15:07,032 No fucking way. 221 00:15:11,745 --> 00:15:14,373 Rosie, can you help them get out, please? 222 00:15:27,303 --> 00:15:29,179 We haven't matched any signatures. 223 00:15:30,472 --> 00:15:35,019 One guy in the Fed database used crowns, another, a set of antlers. 224 00:15:35,603 --> 00:15:37,021 Michigan lifer. 225 00:15:37,730 --> 00:15:39,898 Then we called the signature wrong. 226 00:15:42,484 --> 00:15:45,613 We don't know if there's any connection to Marie Fontenot. 227 00:15:47,615 --> 00:15:50,868 Yeah, but the lattices, the symbology. 228 00:15:52,202 --> 00:15:54,371 There's some kind of culture to it, Marty. 229 00:15:57,875 --> 00:16:01,295 He wanted us to find this one, like he was showing off. 230 00:16:02,212 --> 00:16:04,173 The cane fields are his stage. 231 00:16:06,300 --> 00:16:07,968 Make a suggestion, then. 232 00:16:08,052 --> 00:16:12,264 We could start at zero, they're going to hand it to the task force. 233 00:16:13,182 --> 00:16:14,642 Well, somebody missed something. 234 00:16:14,975 --> 00:16:16,977 We need to go back, check all files. 235 00:16:17,061 --> 00:16:20,230 Any DBs in state the last five years, we start there. 236 00:16:21,774 --> 00:16:23,233 We don't have the hours. 237 00:16:24,610 --> 00:16:26,070 Shit, man. Look... 238 00:16:27,154 --> 00:16:29,365 I've noticed you have a tendency toward myopia. 239 00:16:29,907 --> 00:16:32,660 Tunnel vision. Blows investigations. 240 00:16:32,951 --> 00:16:35,746 Vision skews, twists evidence. 241 00:16:37,790 --> 00:16:39,249 You're obsessive. 242 00:16:40,334 --> 00:16:43,337 You're obsessive, too. Just not about the job. 243 00:16:44,797 --> 00:16:46,006 Not me, brother. 244 00:16:46,757 --> 00:16:49,760 I keep things even. Separate. 245 00:16:50,511 --> 00:16:53,597 Like the way I can have this one beer without needing 20. 246 00:16:53,681 --> 00:16:57,017 People incapable of guilt usually do have a good time. 247 00:17:02,398 --> 00:17:04,733 I try not to be too hard on myself. 248 00:17:06,235 --> 00:17:07,695 Well, that's real big of you. 249 00:17:08,445 --> 00:17:10,698 You know the real difference between you and me? 250 00:17:10,781 --> 00:17:11,782 Yeah. 251 00:17:12,116 --> 00:17:13,117 Denial. 252 00:17:14,576 --> 00:17:17,329 The difference is that I know the difference 253 00:17:17,413 --> 00:17:19,415 between an idea and a fact. 254 00:17:19,498 --> 00:17:23,377 You are incapable of admitting doubt. 255 00:17:23,460 --> 00:17:25,379 Now that sounds like denial to me. 256 00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:28,590 I doubt that. 257 00:17:33,470 --> 00:17:37,474 We'll put out an APB on any tall man with facial scarring. 258 00:17:38,058 --> 00:17:39,309 Okay. 259 00:17:39,476 --> 00:17:42,563 Telex the hospitals for patients that fit. 260 00:17:42,646 --> 00:17:43,814 Good. 261 00:17:58,495 --> 00:18:01,165 So Cohle was trying to keep it from the task force. 262 00:18:02,374 --> 00:18:03,625 Looking back, 263 00:18:04,460 --> 00:18:06,003 you ever think maybe 264 00:18:06,336 --> 00:18:09,131 he tried to push things where he wanted them to go? 265 00:18:11,175 --> 00:18:15,012 No. We went where the case led us. 266 00:18:15,721 --> 00:18:17,181 But you took it up, though? 267 00:18:17,431 --> 00:18:18,724 His serial theory? 268 00:18:19,516 --> 00:18:22,853 Well, as arrogant as he could be, he was right. 269 00:18:23,061 --> 00:18:26,148 I mean, that's how we got our man. 270 00:18:29,777 --> 00:18:31,445 but I like it this way. 271 00:18:31,862 --> 00:18:33,280 It's steady. 272 00:18:33,363 --> 00:18:34,865 Bullshit. Really. 273 00:18:34,948 --> 00:18:37,826 Look, I did all the counseling and stuff, you know. 274 00:18:37,910 --> 00:18:40,454 This is just the way things are. 275 00:18:40,537 --> 00:18:42,206 No, things don't stay the same. 276 00:18:42,289 --> 00:18:44,792 Pick up what you keep and you leave the rest behind. 277 00:18:44,875 --> 00:18:46,168 People get better. 278 00:18:46,335 --> 00:18:47,419 That's the thing. 279 00:18:48,128 --> 00:18:49,588 I think I am better. 280 00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:52,966 - You really think so? - Trust me. 281 00:18:54,259 --> 00:18:57,429 Maybe you just think you prefer it this way 'cause it's what you're used to. 282 00:18:58,055 --> 00:18:59,765 Your life accommodates you. 283 00:19:00,599 --> 00:19:02,684 You don't have to be afraid of loss. 284 00:19:05,229 --> 00:19:07,231 Those other guys I was telling you about, 285 00:19:07,314 --> 00:19:10,734 they get a dog, a fish, what have you. 286 00:19:10,818 --> 00:19:13,070 You start with that, you live with it. 287 00:19:32,506 --> 00:19:35,092 Hell, I suppose you could set me up with a nurse. 288 00:19:36,051 --> 00:19:37,970 Give me some of the good drugs. 289 00:19:39,847 --> 00:19:41,098 Would be a start. 290 00:19:43,517 --> 00:19:45,060 - Daddy! - Hey, kids. 291 00:19:45,853 --> 00:19:46,937 Hey, honey. 292 00:19:47,229 --> 00:19:48,480 Hi, there, Marty. 293 00:19:54,820 --> 00:19:57,155 - What's going on, Rust? - Brought the mower back. 294 00:19:59,157 --> 00:20:02,911 - You mowed my yard? - Yeah, I saw it needed mowing. 295 00:20:02,995 --> 00:20:05,372 Return the favor. Borrowing. 296 00:20:05,789 --> 00:20:07,249 We got йtouffйe. 297 00:20:07,791 --> 00:20:10,127 Trying to get Rust to stay for dinner. 298 00:20:10,752 --> 00:20:13,964 Oh, yeah? Stay for dinner, Rust. 299 00:20:15,716 --> 00:20:17,885 No, I think I got to get. 300 00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:21,388 Maggie, thank you for the tea. 301 00:20:22,639 --> 00:20:24,349 I'm sorry to hear that. 302 00:20:26,018 --> 00:20:27,477 See you Monday. 303 00:20:28,812 --> 00:20:30,314 I'll walk you out. 304 00:20:32,482 --> 00:20:33,483 Hey! 305 00:20:34,651 --> 00:20:35,777 Hey! 306 00:20:39,323 --> 00:20:40,324 What? 307 00:20:41,241 --> 00:20:46,079 What the hell do you think you're doing, man, at my house when I'm not here? 308 00:20:47,664 --> 00:20:49,166 Returning the mower. 309 00:20:49,249 --> 00:20:50,584 You know what I mean. 310 00:20:51,168 --> 00:20:54,171 You mow my lawn? 311 00:20:55,339 --> 00:20:58,383 Just what do you think I'd be doing over here when you're not around, Marty? 312 00:20:59,217 --> 00:21:01,345 What's our problem? 313 00:21:01,803 --> 00:21:03,180 You and me. 314 00:21:03,263 --> 00:21:04,514 No problem. 315 00:21:04,848 --> 00:21:07,976 I just don't ever want you mowing my lawn. All right? 316 00:21:08,060 --> 00:21:10,896 I like mowing my lawn. 317 00:21:44,513 --> 00:21:45,681 That's your team, Daddy? 318 00:21:45,764 --> 00:21:48,600 Yeah, baby. We want them to win. 319 00:22:01,363 --> 00:22:04,032 Hey, Audrey, 320 00:22:04,533 --> 00:22:09,413 your mom and I want to talk to you a minute about those drawings you did in school. 321 00:22:09,913 --> 00:22:10,914 Yeah? 322 00:22:11,289 --> 00:22:13,417 - Mace, run to your room. - Why? 323 00:22:13,667 --> 00:22:16,044 Because I said so. Run to... Go. 324 00:22:17,045 --> 00:22:18,046 Go on. 325 00:22:19,756 --> 00:22:20,757 Go. 326 00:22:24,511 --> 00:22:25,929 Go. Run. 327 00:22:31,476 --> 00:22:32,644 Look, 328 00:22:35,731 --> 00:22:37,607 you don't have to get upset, honey, okay? 329 00:22:38,942 --> 00:22:40,152 We just wanna talk to you. 330 00:22:40,235 --> 00:22:43,447 Where'd you see that before? 331 00:22:44,364 --> 00:22:45,949 Why'd you draw that? 332 00:22:47,034 --> 00:22:49,536 'Cause the other girls liked it. 333 00:22:49,745 --> 00:22:52,581 And they thought it was funny, is all. 334 00:22:54,332 --> 00:22:56,752 Yeah, but where did you get that idea? 335 00:23:01,465 --> 00:23:03,341 The girls dared me to do it. 336 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:04,801 Oh, God. 337 00:23:05,260 --> 00:23:06,887 That upsets people, Audrey. 338 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,057 It's ugly. 339 00:23:11,308 --> 00:23:15,479 It makes something that should be nice ugly. 340 00:23:16,646 --> 00:23:18,106 I'm sorry. 341 00:23:20,650 --> 00:23:23,111 It's okay. It's okay. 342 00:23:24,738 --> 00:23:26,490 It's okay, sweetie. 343 00:23:28,158 --> 00:23:31,161 Well, you know, I'm not saying that I got any room to talk, 344 00:23:31,244 --> 00:23:34,372 but you know what it means to be a father? 345 00:23:34,998 --> 00:23:38,668 It means you are accountable for other people. 346 00:23:39,419 --> 00:23:42,089 You are responsible for their lives. 347 00:23:42,214 --> 00:23:48,386 Now, past a certain point, there's a futility in responsibility. 348 00:24:06,863 --> 00:24:09,407 That's the extent of your concern? 349 00:24:10,033 --> 00:24:14,246 No. I just don't know what looking at it any more is gonna do. 350 00:24:15,163 --> 00:24:17,374 It's her. I'm concerned. 351 00:24:18,542 --> 00:24:21,002 Well, she's just trying to get attention. 352 00:24:21,086 --> 00:24:22,462 The other girls... 353 00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:26,550 Jesus, how do they even know about that stuff yet? 354 00:24:26,883 --> 00:24:29,010 Girls always know before boys. 355 00:24:29,386 --> 00:24:30,387 Why is that? 356 00:24:30,679 --> 00:24:32,097 Because they have to. 357 00:24:33,390 --> 00:24:34,683 Listen to me. 358 00:24:35,267 --> 00:24:36,560 She's withdrawn. 359 00:24:36,726 --> 00:24:37,853 She asks about you 360 00:24:37,936 --> 00:24:40,730 and she wants to know why you're working so much now. 361 00:24:40,856 --> 00:24:43,441 Well, I should be working less. 362 00:24:43,900 --> 00:24:46,111 Task force is gonna take that case. 363 00:24:46,611 --> 00:24:49,781 And I'll be around more. 364 00:24:52,868 --> 00:24:53,952 Last week? 365 00:24:56,121 --> 00:24:59,749 I'm sorry about that. I should have begged off. 366 00:24:59,833 --> 00:25:01,626 We were having a good night. 367 00:25:02,085 --> 00:25:03,879 Don't stop me. 368 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:05,881 Talk. 369 00:25:09,718 --> 00:25:11,386 I'm close, Marty. 370 00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,013 Do you hear me? 371 00:25:13,722 --> 00:25:14,806 I'm close. 372 00:25:14,931 --> 00:25:18,685 They're gonna pull that case from us. 373 00:25:19,769 --> 00:25:22,939 And I'll be around more and we'll do things. 374 00:25:23,773 --> 00:25:26,151 Why is there all this space between us, Marty? 375 00:25:27,277 --> 00:25:28,778 I don't know what you mean. 376 00:25:28,862 --> 00:25:32,407 You do know what I mean and you won't say, and that's it. 377 00:25:32,782 --> 00:25:34,451 That's what I'm talking about. 378 00:25:35,118 --> 00:25:38,663 This last year, you've been a sulky teenager, and you know it. 379 00:25:39,623 --> 00:25:41,541 I'm trying to be your friend, Marty. 380 00:25:45,170 --> 00:25:50,759 I'm just... I'm not good at, you know, expressing. 381 00:25:51,134 --> 00:25:55,138 We change, don't we? And sometimes not for long. 382 00:25:56,223 --> 00:25:59,226 And here I'm thinking people don't really change at all. 383 00:25:59,851 --> 00:26:01,603 Not who they are at heart. 384 00:26:02,020 --> 00:26:04,564 You know, I try to remember things because I feel like I should. 385 00:26:04,648 --> 00:26:06,483 Like it's my job or something. 386 00:26:07,525 --> 00:26:08,944 Your early days. 387 00:26:10,904 --> 00:26:13,240 And I'm tired of trying to remember. 388 00:26:13,406 --> 00:26:15,075 A part of this, 389 00:26:15,825 --> 00:26:20,247 and I'm not talking about the part that's all my fault, 390 00:26:20,330 --> 00:26:21,790 but part of it, 391 00:26:22,499 --> 00:26:24,084 it's just life. 392 00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:28,630 We used to spend weekends without leaving my room. 393 00:26:28,713 --> 00:26:30,882 - That's not what I mean. - You remember that? But it's life... 394 00:26:30,966 --> 00:26:33,009 Of course we don't screw like we're 19. 395 00:26:33,677 --> 00:26:36,846 God, you want low expectations. 396 00:26:37,514 --> 00:26:42,269 You put a ceiling on your life, on everything, because you won't change. 397 00:26:44,271 --> 00:26:46,439 You were so much smarter when I met you. 398 00:26:46,982 --> 00:26:48,149 You know? 399 00:26:53,196 --> 00:26:55,198 I'm sorry, Maggie. 400 00:26:56,616 --> 00:26:58,868 I'm sorry for everything. 401 00:27:01,204 --> 00:27:03,331 For not being here. 402 00:27:04,416 --> 00:27:06,751 For taking all this for granted. 403 00:27:10,463 --> 00:27:12,674 What have you been doing, Marty? 404 00:27:15,260 --> 00:27:16,261 I... 405 00:27:19,931 --> 00:27:20,932 Work. 406 00:27:21,641 --> 00:27:22,642 Home. 407 00:27:24,060 --> 00:27:25,061 Cases. 408 00:27:26,980 --> 00:27:27,981 Just... 409 00:27:30,775 --> 00:27:33,111 I get the feeling like... 410 00:27:35,572 --> 00:27:37,615 Look, I can see 40, 411 00:27:41,995 --> 00:27:45,957 and it's like I'm that coyote in the cartoons. 412 00:27:47,459 --> 00:27:50,754 Like I'm running off a cliff, and if I don't look down 413 00:27:51,463 --> 00:27:53,548 and keep running, 414 00:27:54,674 --> 00:27:57,010 I might be fine. 415 00:27:57,093 --> 00:27:59,429 But I'm... 416 00:28:02,599 --> 00:28:04,642 I think I'm all fucked up. 417 00:28:08,813 --> 00:28:10,065 You are. 418 00:28:12,025 --> 00:28:13,485 Yes, you are. 419 00:29:27,225 --> 00:29:28,393 Marty? 420 00:29:33,648 --> 00:29:34,983 Anyway... 421 00:29:35,650 --> 00:29:38,027 Well, we pulled a few hospital patients. 422 00:29:38,194 --> 00:29:40,530 Tall, scarred. 423 00:29:41,114 --> 00:29:42,407 Sex offenders. 424 00:29:42,490 --> 00:29:45,160 One kid did B and Es. 425 00:29:46,286 --> 00:29:49,456 He had to tug one out before he could leave a scene. 426 00:29:50,457 --> 00:29:51,458 Phew. 427 00:29:51,541 --> 00:29:54,043 Yeah. And a lot of room work then. 428 00:29:56,713 --> 00:29:58,756 Which one of you guys is the box man? 429 00:30:00,592 --> 00:30:01,593 You. 430 00:30:01,676 --> 00:30:02,719 Yeah? 431 00:30:03,803 --> 00:30:06,181 I used to be pretty good in there myself. 432 00:30:07,599 --> 00:30:09,225 Not as good as Rust. 433 00:30:09,726 --> 00:30:10,727 I know, son. 434 00:30:11,519 --> 00:30:13,104 I can read this off you. 435 00:30:17,275 --> 00:30:18,735 You're not bad. 436 00:30:19,235 --> 00:30:20,778 It's not you. 437 00:30:20,904 --> 00:30:24,866 There's a weight, and it's got its fish hooks in your heart and your soul. 438 00:30:36,586 --> 00:30:41,174 What you did is not your fault. 439 00:30:41,758 --> 00:30:43,092 It's not. 440 00:30:44,511 --> 00:30:47,889 You was drug to the bottom by that same weight. 441 00:30:47,972 --> 00:30:50,558 The same weight that won't let you get along in a job, 442 00:30:50,642 --> 00:30:53,728 the same weight that wouldn't let you get along at school. 443 00:30:59,609 --> 00:31:02,779 The same weight that wouldn't let you have a mom. 444 00:31:06,115 --> 00:31:08,409 I know these things, Chris. 445 00:31:10,620 --> 00:31:11,871 I'm weak. 446 00:31:13,122 --> 00:31:14,749 I'm sick. 447 00:31:15,083 --> 00:31:19,295 I get into the houses and I can't leave 448 00:31:19,379 --> 00:31:21,714 until I go all over their drawers. 449 00:31:22,131 --> 00:31:23,550 Listen to me, son. 450 00:31:25,468 --> 00:31:26,928 You got one way out. 451 00:31:27,804 --> 00:31:29,681 And it's through the grace of God. 452 00:31:30,473 --> 00:31:32,934 You're only how the Lord made you. 453 00:31:35,311 --> 00:31:37,063 You are not flawed. 454 00:31:38,314 --> 00:31:42,235 We, you, me, people, we don't choose our feelings. 455 00:31:44,737 --> 00:31:48,116 There's grace in this world, and there is forgiveness for all, 456 00:31:48,241 --> 00:31:51,244 but you have to ask for it. 457 00:31:51,369 --> 00:31:53,162 I do. I do. I want it. 458 00:31:53,496 --> 00:31:55,164 I want it. 459 00:31:55,999 --> 00:31:57,417 I'm asking. 460 00:31:58,001 --> 00:32:00,253 I'm asking. Tell me. Tell me. 461 00:32:00,336 --> 00:32:01,963 Please just tell me what to say. 462 00:32:02,046 --> 00:32:04,257 I want to confess. 463 00:32:05,341 --> 00:32:06,843 I want to confess. 464 00:32:15,435 --> 00:32:16,811 Sorry about that. 465 00:32:18,771 --> 00:32:20,857 Your assist record, man. 466 00:32:22,191 --> 00:32:23,568 That's something else. 467 00:32:23,651 --> 00:32:24,819 Any pointers? 468 00:32:26,863 --> 00:32:29,157 I never really found it that hard. 469 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:33,786 You just look at somebody and think like they think. 470 00:32:35,246 --> 00:32:37,498 Negative capability. 471 00:32:39,584 --> 00:32:41,586 I mean, I guess it's a skill. 472 00:32:42,545 --> 00:32:44,464 But most times, you don't even need that. 473 00:32:44,547 --> 00:32:47,842 You just look them in the eyes, the whole story's right there. 474 00:32:49,594 --> 00:32:53,222 Everybody wears their hunger and their haunt, you know? 475 00:32:54,807 --> 00:32:57,769 You just gotta be honest about what can go on up here, 476 00:32:58,561 --> 00:33:00,313 a locked room. 477 00:33:03,900 --> 00:33:06,235 But then again, I'm terrible with cards. 478 00:33:10,406 --> 00:33:13,951 Yeah. So while we were grilling B and E jerk-offs and burn victims, 479 00:33:14,035 --> 00:33:16,829 I decided to put insomnia to good use. 480 00:33:45,358 --> 00:33:46,484 People... 481 00:33:47,819 --> 00:33:50,988 I've seen the finale of thousands of lives, man. 482 00:33:51,989 --> 00:33:53,616 Young, old. 483 00:33:54,283 --> 00:33:56,953 Each one so sure of their realness, 484 00:33:58,329 --> 00:34:01,791 that their sensory experience constituted 485 00:34:02,375 --> 00:34:04,043 a unique individual, 486 00:34:05,044 --> 00:34:06,879 with purpose, meaning. 487 00:34:09,882 --> 00:34:13,886 So certain that they were more than a biological puppet. 488 00:34:16,180 --> 00:34:19,976 Well, yeah, the truth wills out, 489 00:34:20,059 --> 00:34:22,729 and everybody sees once the strings are cut, 490 00:34:22,812 --> 00:34:24,439 all fall down. 491 00:34:47,420 --> 00:34:48,838 Maggie says he's shy. 492 00:34:50,381 --> 00:34:52,383 I wouldn't say that. 493 00:34:52,467 --> 00:34:55,386 Definitely not shy about speaking his mind. 494 00:34:55,470 --> 00:34:58,431 Well, that's not what I mean. His personality. 495 00:34:58,514 --> 00:34:59,849 He's edgy. 496 00:35:01,267 --> 00:35:03,311 Yeah, intense, more like... 497 00:35:04,103 --> 00:35:05,146 Introvert. 498 00:35:05,396 --> 00:35:06,981 I don't want another drunk. 499 00:35:07,064 --> 00:35:08,441 The last cop you showed me... 500 00:35:08,524 --> 00:35:10,777 No, wait. Steve was going through a tough time. 501 00:35:10,860 --> 00:35:11,944 He threw up in my lap. 502 00:35:12,028 --> 00:35:13,237 Don't worry about that. 503 00:35:13,321 --> 00:35:16,240 Getting him near your lap is going to be the challenge. 504 00:35:17,366 --> 00:35:19,869 Hey. Speak of the devil. 505 00:35:20,703 --> 00:35:22,246 - Hey, Rust. - Martin. 506 00:35:23,039 --> 00:35:24,582 - Hey, Maggie. - Hi, Rust. 507 00:35:24,665 --> 00:35:25,917 - Jennifer. - Rustin. 508 00:35:26,209 --> 00:35:27,627 Nice to meet you. 509 00:35:28,961 --> 00:35:30,213 Well... 510 00:35:31,422 --> 00:35:33,007 You walk over here? 511 00:35:38,846 --> 00:35:40,139 No? 512 00:35:41,682 --> 00:35:42,892 Okay. 513 00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:53,611 Just when I thought he couldn't get any stranger. 514 00:35:53,736 --> 00:35:55,029 Are you serious? 515 00:35:55,112 --> 00:35:56,614 He tastes colors. 516 00:35:57,990 --> 00:36:00,159 So what is synesthesia? 517 00:36:00,243 --> 00:36:03,329 Synesthesia, it's a misalignment 518 00:36:03,621 --> 00:36:06,415 of synaptic receptors and triggers. 519 00:36:08,251 --> 00:36:10,753 Alkalis, colors, certain metallics. 520 00:36:11,879 --> 00:36:14,215 It's a type of hypersensitivity. 521 00:36:14,298 --> 00:36:17,760 One sense triggers another sense. 522 00:36:18,594 --> 00:36:22,765 Sometimes I'll see a color and it'll put a taste in my mouth. 523 00:36:23,599 --> 00:36:26,686 A touch, a texture, a scent may put a note in my head. 524 00:36:27,228 --> 00:36:28,354 I've heard of that. 525 00:36:28,437 --> 00:36:30,773 It can be a side effect of a statin. 526 00:36:30,940 --> 00:36:32,108 It's not a side effect. 527 00:36:32,191 --> 00:36:36,404 So when something feels good, does that mean it feels twice as good? 528 00:36:36,946 --> 00:36:38,531 Like, from two different ways? 529 00:36:41,325 --> 00:36:42,618 It could. 530 00:36:44,370 --> 00:36:45,371 Yeah. 531 00:36:45,454 --> 00:36:46,956 The waitress will bring them, babe. 532 00:36:47,623 --> 00:36:49,625 Why wait? I'll be right back. 533 00:37:00,636 --> 00:37:02,221 Refill, and two rums. 534 00:37:14,901 --> 00:37:17,653 Hi, can I have another beer? Thank you. 535 00:37:19,739 --> 00:37:20,990 What're you doing? 536 00:37:21,657 --> 00:37:22,825 What's it look like? 537 00:37:23,409 --> 00:37:24,994 I'm on a date. Aren't you? 538 00:37:27,246 --> 00:37:28,497 So, you... 539 00:37:29,123 --> 00:37:32,627 You're gonna go home with this guy? 540 00:37:32,835 --> 00:37:35,421 It's really none of your business. 541 00:37:35,796 --> 00:37:37,673 Do you fuck your wife? 542 00:37:39,175 --> 00:37:40,760 What do you want me to do? 543 00:37:41,844 --> 00:37:44,472 Look, is this your way of trying to talk divorce? 544 00:37:44,847 --> 00:37:46,307 My God, Marty. 545 00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:48,893 I don't wanna marry you. That's my whole point. 546 00:37:49,685 --> 00:37:51,520 It's just run its course. 547 00:37:52,688 --> 00:37:55,399 No, it hasn't. Come here. Have a shot. 548 00:38:06,535 --> 00:38:07,620 Hey. 549 00:38:08,621 --> 00:38:10,414 I didn't just come here to drink, you know. 550 00:38:13,209 --> 00:38:14,877 Why don't we just set this down. 551 00:38:16,128 --> 00:38:17,296 It'll be fun. 552 00:38:18,756 --> 00:38:19,882 Yeah. 553 00:38:37,233 --> 00:38:38,401 What? 554 00:38:39,652 --> 00:38:40,820 Nothing. 555 00:38:40,903 --> 00:38:43,406 Thought I saw a guy supposed to be in Paris. 556 00:38:51,580 --> 00:38:53,207 So, what's Alaska like? 557 00:38:54,959 --> 00:38:56,210 It's beautiful. 558 00:38:56,711 --> 00:38:58,212 It's not Paris. 559 00:38:58,295 --> 00:39:00,923 But it's clean and it's clear. 560 00:39:01,674 --> 00:39:03,009 You've been to Paris? 561 00:39:03,718 --> 00:39:05,011 For a month. 562 00:39:06,470 --> 00:39:07,930 What'd you do in Paris? 563 00:39:09,432 --> 00:39:12,727 Mainly just got drunk in front of Notre Dame. 564 00:39:21,527 --> 00:39:24,238 Each still body so certain 565 00:39:24,780 --> 00:39:27,033 that they were more than the sum of their urges. 566 00:39:29,952 --> 00:39:31,662 All the useless spinning. 567 00:39:32,747 --> 00:39:36,542 Tired mind, collision, desire, and ignorance. 568 00:39:40,963 --> 00:39:42,798 You asked about the interrogations. 569 00:39:42,882 --> 00:39:44,258 You wanna know the truth? 570 00:39:48,637 --> 00:39:52,600 I never been in a room more than 10 minutes I didn't know whether the guy did it or not. 571 00:39:55,519 --> 00:39:57,605 How long does it take you? 572 00:39:58,189 --> 00:40:01,901 Rust spent a lot of off-duty running DBs. 573 00:40:02,359 --> 00:40:03,694 Weeks of it. 574 00:40:04,236 --> 00:40:05,821 Coonhound in another life. 575 00:40:05,905 --> 00:40:07,031 Coonhound? 576 00:40:07,990 --> 00:40:10,743 I meant raccoon hound. 577 00:40:11,535 --> 00:40:14,288 Everybody's a fucking drama queen nowadays. 578 00:40:14,622 --> 00:40:15,706 Jesus. 579 00:40:17,124 --> 00:40:19,585 Look, if working his theories, 580 00:40:19,668 --> 00:40:23,839 if his job was his idea of himself, fine. 581 00:40:24,340 --> 00:40:29,929 I mean, the rest of us had families, people in our lives. Good things. 582 00:40:30,012 --> 00:40:31,013 People 583 00:40:31,472 --> 00:40:32,431 give you rules. 584 00:40:32,515 --> 00:40:35,017 Rules describe the shape of things. 585 00:40:42,900 --> 00:40:44,151 Shut up! 586 00:40:44,401 --> 00:40:45,694 Fuck you! 587 00:40:52,034 --> 00:40:53,661 Fuck, Marty. Get out of here. 588 00:40:53,744 --> 00:40:55,663 "Fuck, Marty." Is that all you got for me? 589 00:40:55,746 --> 00:40:57,665 Stop it. Go home. I don't want this anymore. 590 00:40:57,748 --> 00:40:59,625 You got that little shit-bird in here? 591 00:40:59,708 --> 00:41:01,335 Go away. I'll call the cops. 592 00:41:01,418 --> 00:41:03,129 Let's see how that works out for you. 593 00:41:03,212 --> 00:41:04,630 - I know other cops. - Okay. 594 00:41:05,422 --> 00:41:06,799 Get out! 595 00:41:07,216 --> 00:41:08,300 Marty, get out! 596 00:41:08,384 --> 00:41:09,969 - She said she was single. - Marty! 597 00:41:10,678 --> 00:41:11,971 Stop! 598 00:41:12,471 --> 00:41:14,598 - She suck your dick, huh? - Stop it. 599 00:41:14,682 --> 00:41:16,684 She suck your fucking dick? 600 00:41:16,767 --> 00:41:18,269 Stop it! Get out! 601 00:41:18,394 --> 00:41:19,895 Get off! 602 00:41:19,979 --> 00:41:21,856 - Get off! - Yeah, that's right. 603 00:41:22,189 --> 00:41:23,482 - Get off! - You tell me, 604 00:41:23,566 --> 00:41:26,485 or I'll have some Ninth Ward prison queen 605 00:41:26,569 --> 00:41:28,279 wearing your face for a condom. 606 00:41:28,362 --> 00:41:32,408 Did she suck your dick? 607 00:41:32,491 --> 00:41:34,326 Just for a little bit. 608 00:41:34,994 --> 00:41:35,995 Get off. 609 00:41:37,705 --> 00:41:39,832 Please. Stop it. 610 00:41:43,127 --> 00:41:45,087 Sorry I got in your face, guy. 611 00:41:46,422 --> 00:41:48,924 I wouldn't have really done something like that. 612 00:41:49,925 --> 00:41:51,343 I'm not a psycho. 613 00:41:58,184 --> 00:42:00,102 That's why I always said, 614 00:42:00,769 --> 00:42:02,813 I think Rust needed a family. 615 00:42:04,899 --> 00:42:08,110 It's boundaries. Boundaries are good. 616 00:42:38,682 --> 00:42:39,892 This is Cohle. 617 00:42:39,975 --> 00:42:41,268 Rust. 618 00:42:41,518 --> 00:42:42,645 You're home. It's me. 619 00:42:43,187 --> 00:42:44,605 What's wrong? 620 00:42:44,897 --> 00:42:47,399 I'm sorry. Steve Geraci said he caught something. 621 00:42:47,483 --> 00:42:48,609 He needed help. 622 00:42:50,444 --> 00:42:53,572 I almost called the station, but what's the point, you know. They lie. 623 00:42:57,284 --> 00:42:58,953 I gotta put you on the spot. 624 00:43:00,663 --> 00:43:01,872 You know if it's true? 625 00:43:04,541 --> 00:43:06,168 I didn't hear anything. 626 00:43:07,211 --> 00:43:09,004 But then again, I wouldn't. 627 00:43:09,088 --> 00:43:13,050 I mean, Geraci wouldn't pull me. He hates me. 628 00:43:19,848 --> 00:43:22,476 You drop Jen at home? 629 00:43:23,644 --> 00:43:26,063 Yeah. I walked her to the door. 630 00:43:28,524 --> 00:43:29,858 You didn't go in? 631 00:43:29,942 --> 00:43:32,111 You don't have to fall in love at first sight, you know. 632 00:43:32,194 --> 00:43:36,073 No. I know. Look, she's nice, pretty. 633 00:43:36,740 --> 00:43:38,033 There's comfort there, Rust. 634 00:43:39,201 --> 00:43:42,329 I think you guys would be good together if you gave it a chance. 635 00:43:43,664 --> 00:43:48,460 You guys don't give things chances. I don't know why that is. 636 00:43:48,544 --> 00:43:51,046 That's because we know what we want. 637 00:43:51,755 --> 00:43:53,382 And we don't mind being alone. 638 00:43:56,719 --> 00:43:58,095 Go to bed, Maggie. 639 00:43:59,680 --> 00:44:01,724 Marty'll be home. Take care. 640 00:44:10,941 --> 00:44:13,444 Holy shit. Three days in a row. 641 00:44:13,527 --> 00:44:15,279 Is that a new personal record? 642 00:44:15,404 --> 00:44:16,363 Fuck off. 643 00:44:16,447 --> 00:44:18,907 I'll take my first shit through your sunroof. 644 00:44:19,199 --> 00:44:20,451 Hey. 645 00:44:20,993 --> 00:44:22,494 I found one, I think. 646 00:44:22,578 --> 00:44:24,830 Another girl from earlier. Come here. 647 00:44:29,293 --> 00:44:33,547 Three years ago. Flood in Abbeville. They pulled this girl out of the river. 648 00:44:33,714 --> 00:44:36,759 It says here that her death was accidental. 649 00:44:36,842 --> 00:44:39,553 Drowned, water in the lungs. How's that him? 650 00:44:40,596 --> 00:44:43,932 Coroner says that branches and debris from the flood caused these injuries. 651 00:44:44,016 --> 00:44:46,769 I understand the ribs and the arms. 652 00:44:46,852 --> 00:44:48,062 - But the hyoid? - Still, that's not... 653 00:44:48,145 --> 00:44:51,357 No fucking way. Look at this. Lacerations through the abdomen. 654 00:44:51,440 --> 00:44:54,276 Plus, she was positive for meth and LSD. 655 00:44:54,568 --> 00:44:56,737 They said she was high. Fell in. 656 00:45:00,783 --> 00:45:02,284 Look at the posterior. 657 00:45:04,953 --> 00:45:06,705 - Holy shit. - Yeah. 658 00:45:07,039 --> 00:45:09,541 ID'd as Rianne Olivier, 22, 659 00:45:09,625 --> 00:45:12,628 lives in Pelican Island, population, 300. 660 00:45:12,961 --> 00:45:14,505 Grandpa's still there. 661 00:45:14,588 --> 00:45:16,048 Got a phone at the dock. 662 00:45:17,925 --> 00:45:19,927 I don't know if I can sell this shit. 663 00:45:20,010 --> 00:45:21,970 Two days. We dig in this direction. 664 00:45:22,721 --> 00:45:25,307 If this is his, it's some kind of archetype. 665 00:45:26,016 --> 00:45:28,894 DB, Ville Platte. Machinist. You're up. 666 00:45:28,977 --> 00:45:30,854 We caught a break in the case, boss. 667 00:45:31,730 --> 00:45:33,690 I thought you were handing that off. 668 00:45:33,774 --> 00:45:35,859 - What break? - KA of the victim. 669 00:45:35,943 --> 00:45:38,237 Might've known the killer, boss. Might've seen him. 670 00:45:38,320 --> 00:45:41,532 We follow up. We still got a few days. 671 00:45:42,825 --> 00:45:45,160 Two days, then it goes to task force. 672 00:45:45,244 --> 00:45:46,453 You two catch again. 673 00:45:48,956 --> 00:45:53,419 You try that serial theory on him, he will pull you just for spite. 674 00:45:53,502 --> 00:45:55,421 Pelican Island's two hours away. 675 00:46:03,846 --> 00:46:05,180 What church teaches that? 676 00:46:05,264 --> 00:46:07,307 The Christian Church does not teach that. 677 00:46:07,391 --> 00:46:09,268 The Catholic Church does not... 678 00:46:16,733 --> 00:46:17,776 Hey. 679 00:46:19,403 --> 00:46:24,283 You think a man can love two women at once? 680 00:46:25,117 --> 00:46:28,454 I mean, be in love with them? 681 00:46:29,037 --> 00:46:31,248 I don't think that man can love. 682 00:46:32,416 --> 00:46:34,376 At least not the way that he means. 683 00:46:35,544 --> 00:46:38,714 The inadequacies of reality always set in. 684 00:46:41,049 --> 00:46:44,428 This pipeline's carved up this coast like a jigsaw. 685 00:46:44,511 --> 00:46:47,389 The place is gonna be underwater in 30 years. 686 00:46:50,893 --> 00:46:54,229 Do you think... 687 00:46:54,313 --> 00:46:55,772 Do you wonder ever 688 00:46:57,774 --> 00:46:59,651 if you're a bad man? 689 00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:02,362 No, I don't wonder, Marty. 690 00:47:04,156 --> 00:47:06,074 The world needs bad men. 691 00:47:09,912 --> 00:47:12,998 We keep the other bad men from the door. 692 00:47:49,952 --> 00:47:51,328 That's him. 693 00:47:55,832 --> 00:47:58,794 When was the last time you saw your granddaughter? 694 00:48:00,003 --> 00:48:01,964 She left four years ago. 695 00:48:02,047 --> 00:48:03,423 Like her ma. 696 00:48:04,007 --> 00:48:06,134 I wasn't surprised they found her like that. 697 00:48:06,802 --> 00:48:09,888 Everybody think they're gonna be something they're not. 698 00:48:09,972 --> 00:48:13,517 Everybody think they got these big plans. 699 00:48:13,934 --> 00:48:17,437 She had a boyfriend you know about? A man? 700 00:48:17,938 --> 00:48:20,732 She took up with that Ledoux fellow. 701 00:48:20,816 --> 00:48:21,817 Older boy. 702 00:48:21,900 --> 00:48:23,068 Shit family. 703 00:48:23,610 --> 00:48:24,987 Run off with him. 704 00:48:26,113 --> 00:48:29,032 I ain't never had nobody ask me about him before. 705 00:48:29,283 --> 00:48:32,286 They just tell me she died in the flood. 706 00:48:32,661 --> 00:48:35,163 That Ledoux family, they still live around here? 707 00:48:35,539 --> 00:48:37,457 Maybe a cousin or two. 708 00:48:38,333 --> 00:48:39,710 Been shrinking every year. 709 00:48:40,085 --> 00:48:43,338 Hurricane Andrew wiped most of the folks out around here. 710 00:48:44,381 --> 00:48:47,259 So you got a full name on that Ledoux boy? 711 00:48:48,802 --> 00:48:50,012 Reggie. 712 00:48:50,637 --> 00:48:51,972 Reggie Ledoux. 713 00:48:52,764 --> 00:48:54,933 Father's Bart Ledoux. 714 00:48:55,017 --> 00:48:57,686 Works offshore. Drunkard. 715 00:48:57,978 --> 00:48:59,855 I heard he died. 716 00:49:00,689 --> 00:49:02,357 So, where'd Rianne go to school? 717 00:49:02,441 --> 00:49:04,943 Light of Way, when it was open. 718 00:49:05,277 --> 00:49:08,196 Kids either went there or they were bused to Abbeville. 719 00:49:08,280 --> 00:49:11,950 State said a kid got to be bused two hours away to school. 720 00:49:12,701 --> 00:49:15,162 I ain't too big on them God-botherers. 721 00:49:15,704 --> 00:49:17,205 Between them and the government. 722 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:20,542 How about her parents? Other relatives? 723 00:49:21,627 --> 00:49:23,545 Father's a merchant seaman. 724 00:49:24,046 --> 00:49:26,298 Mother's in California, last I heard. 725 00:49:26,381 --> 00:49:29,176 Do you have anything of hers? 726 00:49:29,259 --> 00:49:34,723 Possessions, anything that'd give us an idea of what she might've been like? 727 00:49:36,516 --> 00:49:38,518 What you boys looking all this up for? 728 00:49:39,353 --> 00:49:41,563 I was told she drowned in the flood. 729 00:49:42,564 --> 00:49:44,149 Now, I ain't no idiot. 730 00:49:44,232 --> 00:49:46,777 You telling me she ain't done drown? 731 00:49:47,277 --> 00:49:48,487 We don't know that, sir. 732 00:49:48,570 --> 00:49:51,198 We're just looking for a man that might've known her. 733 00:49:51,948 --> 00:49:52,991 Who? 734 00:49:53,700 --> 00:49:55,744 That's what we're trying to figure out. 735 00:49:56,745 --> 00:49:59,665 He ended up having a little box of her stuff, 736 00:49:59,748 --> 00:50:02,209 had her last yearbook, 10th grade. 737 00:50:03,669 --> 00:50:05,754 Not a hint of feeling from the old man. 738 00:50:06,922 --> 00:50:08,048 Kind of guy... 739 00:50:08,548 --> 00:50:09,549 Blinders. 740 00:50:10,926 --> 00:50:13,595 But why'd he keep the box, huh? 741 00:50:14,262 --> 00:50:15,722 Did he ask himself? 742 00:50:18,433 --> 00:50:21,311 Anyway, I guess that's one way to do it. 743 00:50:21,395 --> 00:50:23,772 Keep your eyes on the crab traps. 744 00:50:25,440 --> 00:50:27,943 He kind of reminded me of Rust a little bit. 745 00:50:32,948 --> 00:50:34,449 This school is small. 746 00:50:35,659 --> 00:50:37,077 Grades 1 through 12. 747 00:50:39,830 --> 00:50:41,957 Rianne Olivier, here she is. 748 00:50:43,250 --> 00:50:44,793 Tenth grade. 749 00:50:51,925 --> 00:50:55,053 This school was part of Tuttle's foundation. 750 00:51:15,991 --> 00:51:17,242 Good afternoon. 751 00:51:17,325 --> 00:51:18,910 Afternoon. 752 00:51:18,994 --> 00:51:21,121 This place shut down in '92, right? 753 00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:24,750 - Yeah, way I heard it. - What'd you hear? 754 00:51:24,833 --> 00:51:27,002 Well, Andrew blew it out. 755 00:51:27,669 --> 00:51:31,089 Guess they didn't think it was worth cleaning up. 756 00:51:32,382 --> 00:51:33,592 Do you work here, then? 757 00:51:34,426 --> 00:51:36,303 No, sir. I work for the parish. 758 00:51:36,386 --> 00:51:37,846 Cover several properties. 759 00:51:39,347 --> 00:51:40,682 I-23? 760 00:51:44,186 --> 00:51:45,604 I-23, go. 761 00:51:45,687 --> 00:51:47,689 I got comeback on your R and I. 762 00:51:47,773 --> 00:51:51,693 Reginald Ledoux. DOB 11-13-60. 763 00:51:52,027 --> 00:51:55,864 You know anybody who went here or worked here back then? 764 00:51:57,949 --> 00:51:58,950 No, sir. 765 00:51:59,034 --> 00:52:01,369 I only been coming here the last few months. 766 00:52:01,828 --> 00:52:03,872 Parish added it to my work order. 767 00:52:12,422 --> 00:52:13,840 Thank you for your time. 768 00:52:18,094 --> 00:52:20,180 Who walks that fucking slow? 769 00:52:23,058 --> 00:52:24,392 What do you got? 770 00:52:24,935 --> 00:52:26,603 R and I just came back. 771 00:52:26,686 --> 00:52:29,147 Reggie Ledoux skipped parole eight months ago. 772 00:52:29,856 --> 00:52:32,317 He's got a statch rape complaint. Charges dropped. 773 00:52:32,400 --> 00:52:38,907 But '93, he's busted in connection to a narcotics lab used to make meth and LSD, 774 00:52:38,990 --> 00:52:41,493 which Dora Lange and Rianne were full of. 775 00:52:41,576 --> 00:52:42,744 Right. 776 00:52:43,078 --> 00:52:44,871 Ledoux did two years at Avoyelles, 777 00:52:44,955 --> 00:52:47,999 and guess who his cellmate was the last four months? 778 00:52:48,083 --> 00:52:49,543 Charlie Lange. 779 00:52:50,168 --> 00:52:51,795 I gotta give you this one. 780 00:52:53,839 --> 00:52:56,716 I started to believe you were going a little off your nut. 781 00:52:56,800 --> 00:52:59,511 I mean, you're bonkers, just not on this. 782 00:52:59,594 --> 00:53:01,304 All right. Well, where's Ledoux? 783 00:53:01,388 --> 00:53:03,682 Getting a list of relatives, KAs. 784 00:53:03,765 --> 00:53:06,059 Been out of pocket since jumping parole. 785 00:53:06,142 --> 00:53:07,352 We'll find him. 786 00:53:07,435 --> 00:53:08,436 This makes sense. 787 00:53:08,520 --> 00:53:09,688 It looks good, baby. 788 00:53:09,771 --> 00:53:11,273 All right. We are on our way. 789 00:53:11,356 --> 00:53:13,275 - To Avoyelles. - Fuck, yeah, Martin. Let's go. 790 00:53:13,441 --> 00:53:17,195 I'm calling the interstate APB and the U.S. Marshals on this. 791 00:53:17,362 --> 00:53:18,947 I-23, dispatch. 792 00:53:19,197 --> 00:53:20,365 Come in, I-23. 793 00:53:20,448 --> 00:53:21,575 What can I say? 794 00:53:21,658 --> 00:53:24,369 I thought for a minute you just liked looking at pictures of dead people. 795 00:53:24,452 --> 00:53:27,205 I need an all-state APB on one Reginald Ledoux. 796 00:53:27,289 --> 00:53:28,874 R and I came back with info. 797 00:53:28,957 --> 00:53:31,293 All U.S. Marshals and highway patrol, be advised. 798 00:53:31,376 --> 00:53:32,836 Detain on sight. Over. 799 00:53:32,919 --> 00:53:35,297 Roger that, Detective. We'll process that now. 800 00:53:39,467 --> 00:53:45,640 And finally, we arrive at Reginald Ledoux. 801 00:53:50,979 --> 00:53:51,938 Come on, man. 802 00:53:52,022 --> 00:53:54,900 You wanna ask me, ask, God damn it. 803 00:53:55,817 --> 00:53:57,569 You ever been in a gun fight? 804 00:53:59,070 --> 00:54:00,071 No. 805 00:54:01,573 --> 00:54:04,326 Well, then how the fuck you gonna know what I'm talking about? 806 00:54:07,162 --> 00:54:08,997 Man, that place... 807 00:54:10,165 --> 00:54:11,625 I never... 808 00:54:12,876 --> 00:54:16,171 It reminded me of my pop talking about 'Nam. 809 00:54:17,672 --> 00:54:19,132 And the jungle thing. 810 00:54:21,217 --> 00:54:24,346 Look, me talking about what happened back then, 811 00:54:24,763 --> 00:54:27,015 that ain't gonna do you any good now. 812 00:54:30,435 --> 00:54:31,811 This. 813 00:54:33,521 --> 00:54:35,398 This is what I'm talking about. 814 00:54:37,359 --> 00:54:40,612 This is what I mean when I'm talking about time 815 00:54:41,321 --> 00:54:44,032 and death, and futility. 816 00:54:45,867 --> 00:54:47,953 There are broader ideas at work. 817 00:54:48,036 --> 00:54:52,916 Mainly, what is owed between us, as a society, for our mutual illusions. 818 00:54:52,999 --> 00:54:56,878 Fourteen straight hours of staring at DBs, 819 00:54:56,962 --> 00:54:59,589 these are the things you think of. 820 00:55:00,757 --> 00:55:02,050 You ever done that? 821 00:55:04,844 --> 00:55:08,807 You look in their eyes, even in a picture. 822 00:55:08,890 --> 00:55:11,893 Doesn't matter if they're dead or alive, you can still read them. 823 00:55:12,852 --> 00:55:14,270 And you know what you see? 824 00:55:16,731 --> 00:55:18,191 They welcomed it. 825 00:55:22,070 --> 00:55:28,368 Not at first, but right there in the last instant, it's an unmistakable relief. 826 00:55:28,618 --> 00:55:33,248 See, 'cause they were afraid and now they saw for the very first time 827 00:55:33,915 --> 00:55:37,085 how easy it was to just let go. 828 00:55:38,169 --> 00:55:41,673 And they saw... In that last nanosecond, they saw 829 00:55:42,757 --> 00:55:44,426 what they were. 830 00:55:44,884 --> 00:55:47,679 That you, yourself, this whole, big drama, 831 00:55:47,762 --> 00:55:52,392 it was never anything but a jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will. 832 00:55:53,184 --> 00:55:54,769 And you could just let go. 833 00:55:55,437 --> 00:55:58,273 Finally know that you didn't have to hold on so tight. 834 00:56:00,442 --> 00:56:02,027 To realize that 835 00:56:03,403 --> 00:56:04,779 in all your life, 836 00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:08,366 all your love, all your hate, all your memory, all your pain, 837 00:56:08,450 --> 00:56:10,076 it was all the same thing. 838 00:56:10,827 --> 00:56:12,454 It was all the same dream, 839 00:56:12,537 --> 00:56:15,457 a dream that you had inside a locked room. 840 00:56:18,043 --> 00:56:22,839 A dream about being a person. 841 00:56:31,014 --> 00:56:32,682 And like a lot of dreams, 842 00:56:38,980 --> 00:56:41,107 there's a monster at the end of it.