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ARCHIE: I promise.
You better be ready for this.
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I don't think
you're ready for this.
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VARIOUS VOICES:
Have you ever felt like your life was just one big movie?
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[BRIGHT EYES' "JUNE ON
THE WEST COAST" PLAYING]
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All right. Here we go.
Stiff motherfucker.
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Just a second.
Focus. Focus. Here we go.
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[FOOTSTEPS DEPART]
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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
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♪ I spent a week
Drinking the sunlight ♪
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♪ Of Winnetka, California ♪
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♪ Where they understand
The weight of human hearts ♪
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♪ You see
Sorrow gets too heavy ♪
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♪ And joy
It tends to hold you ♪
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♪ With the fear
That it eventually departs ♪
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♪ And the truth is
I've been dreaming ♪
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♪ Of this tired
Tranquil place ♪
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♪ Where the weather won't get
Trapped inside my bones ♪
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[PEOPLE CLAMORING]
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[DOOR SLAMS;
INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
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♪ Then it's there I'll plant
These seeds and make my home ♪
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[SPEAKING
VIETNAMESE]
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[CHICKENS CLUCKING]
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ARCHIE [AS NICK CHEVOTAREVICH]:
You got to think
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about one shot.
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[THUNDER RUMBLES]
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[SNIFFS]
One shot...
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is what it's all about.
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[AS CHRISTOPHER WALKEN]:
A deer...
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has got to be taken out...
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with one shot.
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[SPEAKING
VIETNAMESE]
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[THUNDER RUMBLES]
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[GUN COCKS]
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[SPEAKING
VIETNAMESE]
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[GUN COCKS]
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ARCHIE [NORMAL VOICE]:
I am nowhere near home.
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I'm performing this death act
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to temporarily entertain
these twisted bastards.
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They are awaiting a decision--
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the ultimate decision.
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These motherfuckers--
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they never cared
in the first place.
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[GUNSHOT]
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[THUDS]
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[STATIC CRACKLING]
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[FANFARE PLAYS]
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{\an8}MAN: "Getting to know
your fucked up teen."
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Yes, today's youth
are a confused bunch,
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lost in a 3-D wonderland
of violence and temptation,
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even sexually transmitted
diseases.
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Why, everyone at this table
has some form of V.D.
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[ALL GROAN]
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Yes, yes.
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But what are they
really thinking?
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Well, let's take a gander
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at your typical teenager,
like Archie here.
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And although
he might not look it,
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Archie's much more deviant
than you'll ever know.
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Let's for a second analyze
this confused adolescent.
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The hands cramp from excessive
playing of video games
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and fervent masturbation.
[SQUEAKING]
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The eyes, red from too much
television and computer use,
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watching endless hours of
pornography and horse beatings.
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It's enough to make one L.O.L.,
as the youngsters would say.
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But most importantly,
what's going on
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inside that
media-overloaded brain?
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[DISTORTED VOICES]
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{\an8}[DOOR SLAMS]
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[BOY WHINES]
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MAN: Oh, you want
to keep it closed? Okay.
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You can be on TV if you want.
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My name-- [BLOWS]
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My name is Archie.
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Archibald
Holden Buster Williams.
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[AS SEAN CONNERY]:
My name's Archie.
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[AS JIMMY STEWART]:
And I'm gonna kill myself.
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[NORMAL VOICE]: Archie Williams
is going to kill himself.
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[ZIPPING]
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I'm one badass motherfucker.
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ARCHIE:
I guess you could say I grew up
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with everything
that a kid could possibly want
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to start his life.
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At age 11,
I even got the guest house.
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I am a goddamn marvel
of modern science,
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locked and loaded.
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A video sniper.
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I'll bet you're wondering why--
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why an isolated, poofy-haired,
little shit like me
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would want to end it all
on camera.
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{\an8}Well, to quote
one of my heroes...
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{\an8}The call of death
is a call of love.
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ARCHIE: Love. I'm a virgin.
What do I know about love?
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Is this love?
[WOMEN MOANING]
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I think so. Heh.
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I feel sexed over. Whew.
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And I see so much of it
every day.
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I've never really had
any close contact with a girl.
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WOMAN:
Oh, Archie. Ohh.
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Bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl!
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I think they all just
consider me a freak.
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MAN: Can you prank the school?
Prank the school.
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ARCHIE:
Come on. Just look at-- Just look at the camera.
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You're so pretty.
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♪ Once I find ♪
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But I am fucking horny.
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God, am I horny.
[CHUCKLES]
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And the girl you choose
to dream about...
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MAN:
Do you like her?
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...just happens to be...
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perfection.
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Sierra. Ahh.
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She'll be the death of me.
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[INDISTINCT VOICES]
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This is your last note.
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I don't like that lighting.
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Try that again like this.
Good. Go. Repeat it.
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My name's Archie Williams,
and I'm gonna kill myself.
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Nice. Nice.
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Now take that enthusiasm...
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Take that enthusiasm--
there you go.
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In a schoolyard.
You're 10 minutes late.
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Get the fuck up. Get up.
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You can't fucking do it.
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Shut up, shut up,
shut up, shut up, shut up.
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Fucking fix those nerves.
That is not helping anybody.
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I know.
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Uh, today's the day
that I need to know
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what you guys are doing
for your film projects.
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A personal film
about your life
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communicating your feelings
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and something important
that you care about.
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So-- Mallory,
what are you doing?
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Um, my project is
going to be a documentary
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about this project and my
favorite class, which is yours.
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Okay.
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Lisa's dog, Snowball.
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He's 14.
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VARIOUS VOICES:
Ahh!
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The mating rituals
of suborder blattaria.
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VARIOUS VOICES:
Wow!
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My film is on the early years
of Sigmund Freud
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and the influence
on Victorian culture.
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VARIOUS VOICES:
Whoa!
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We're doing
first-person shooters,
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the whole gamer
subculture.
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ALL:
"Halo" rules!
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Shoot him
in the face!
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VARIOUS VOICES:
Gee!
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Just put the back
of your hand
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to your forehead,
and you're there, man.
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Archie "Eyeball" Williams.
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So, what masterpiece do you have
up your sleeve this time?
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ARCHIE: Um...
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H-Hood, please.
Oh.
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What you got?
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Well...
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For my project, I'm gonna
kill myself on camera.
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Okay.
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Oh, and I'm gonna be
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Archie Williams:
Kid Suicide.
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[CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
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That's not funny
at all, okay?
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I'm not trying
to be funny.
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If you need to talk--
If you--
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[LAUGHTER]
Can you please turn this off?
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I was just getting
good footage.
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If you need to talk after class,
I'm here for you,
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but I'm not gonna make this
a class discussion.
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Please turn that off.
This is part of my-- This is her project.
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This is important,
okay? This is a very important project.
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This is 60%
of your grade.
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We work on our deaths
our whole lives, don't we?
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That's pretty important.
Don't you think so?
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MALLORY: I think.
Yeah? Yeah.
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You're a good student
in this class.
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I understand that, and it's
gonna be a really good movie.
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I'll make the lighting
really good.
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[LAUGHTER]
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Can you please
turn that off?
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[GUN COCKS; LAUGHTER]
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I'm sorry. That's it.
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I need you to go
to the office.
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I need you to see
Mrs. Ellis now.
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It's part of my project.
I don't see why I have to leave.
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Great. Let's go.
Hey. Careful.
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Follow it out the door!
You're gonna rip it.
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Follow it out the door.
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I can't do that?
I made a finger motion.
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Back off.
Let go of my camera, man.
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Let's go. Let's go.
I'll take your watch, you take my camera.
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Archie! Leave!
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[RHYTHMIC CLAPPING]
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This is not
a class discussion.
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Can't get my foot out from--
Mr. Bedford, I--
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Shit!
[APPLAUSE]
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GRETCHEN:
She punched you?
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[YOUNG ARCHIE CRYING]
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Archie, don't scream at me.
Use your words!
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{\an8}Did she punch you?
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{\an8}Get back here,
you little bitch!
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{\an8}Nobody punches my son!
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{\an8}Her mother is gonna get a--
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{\an8}It's all right.
We learn from this.
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{\an8}This is what happens when
you don't advertise your events.
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{\an8}God, I wonder if I can return
all this turtle crap.
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{\an8}GRETCHEN: Archie, I'm not gonna
get combative with you.
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{\an8}You want to scream at me,
you just scream into the camera,
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{\an8}like that's a--
DARYL: Gretch. Gretch.
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Archie.
Please, honey.
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This-- This is not working.
This is not--
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GRETCHEN: We can't
turn it off, Daryl-- let him manipulate us.
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We're not gonna let him
get that satisfaction!
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DARYL:
What is he doing?
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ARCHIE: These are actually
some of my first memories.
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[SIGHS]
Hold on. Back up.
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Let me start earlier.
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I was a TV fetus.
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All my mom did was sit around,
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watch soap operas,
and drink milkshakes.
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I had a camera on me
before I was even born.
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Under my parents' roof,
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I was programmed to behave
the American dream--
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nothing too special,
nothing too dangerous,
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just what the system wants
for you and me.
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Play your role in society,
pay your taxes, do your job,
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and make as little noise
as possible.
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Fuck that.
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[INDISTINCT VOICES]
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Have you ever felt like your
life was just one big movie?
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Well, see, mine is.
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And it might not all be real.
I know that.
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But it's all true.
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MAN: And I think
this is the end of line.
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A-a-a-a-all righty, then.
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Have you ever felt like your
life was just one big movie?
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{\an8}MAN: You know what I can do.
You know what I can fucking do!
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ARCHIE:
Hell hath no fury
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like a horny teen
with no outlet.
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I'll tell you
two things I've learned
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living on this planet
for only such a short time,
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and at 17 years old, supposedly
the prime of my youth,
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I've realized that I can't
trust one goddamn person.
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I mean,
the highly paid psychiatrist?
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The fucking mother who's pissed
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that you captured and killed
her youth?
246
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[MOCKING GRETCHEN]:
"Pulled the potential right out from under my ass."
247
00:11:09,043 --> 00:11:11,171
[NORMAL VOICE]: The father that
can't remember your birthday?
248
00:11:11,171 --> 00:11:13,756
DARYL:
Someday...
249
00:11:13,756 --> 00:11:16,675
this is all gonna be yours.
250
00:11:16,675 --> 00:11:18,553
ARCHIE:
Ah, what a schnook.
251
00:11:18,553 --> 00:11:20,472
Who really cares
about this shit, really?
252
00:11:20,472 --> 00:11:21,889
{\an8}Kids shooting up
in the streets,
253
00:11:21,889 --> 00:11:23,350
{\an8}shooting up the schools,
254
00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:25,560
{\an8}bulimics, anorexics
wasting away?
255
00:11:25,560 --> 00:11:28,104
{\an8}There's AIDS,
for fuck's sakes-- AIDS!
256
00:11:28,104 --> 00:11:30,857
I even have a TV
and a hell of a computer.
257
00:11:30,857 --> 00:11:32,400
Oh, poor fuckin' me.
258
00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:34,777
Poor fuckin' me.
I am so lost.
259
00:11:34,777 --> 00:11:36,695
And the other thing
I found on this planet,
260
00:11:36,695 --> 00:11:38,573
traveling the world
with my camera--
261
00:11:38,573 --> 00:11:40,741
I am not the only one.
262
00:11:40,741 --> 00:11:43,119
You know, hate consumes me.
That's all I can say.
263
00:11:43,119 --> 00:11:45,079
I think death
is pretty awesome.
264
00:11:45,079 --> 00:11:47,666
It's a scary thing, but you
know, I constantly hurt myself.
265
00:11:47,666 --> 00:11:49,334
I don't know why.
266
00:11:49,334 --> 00:11:51,127
I really don't give a fuck
about death.
267
00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:52,962
Blow it right out the back
of your fucking head.
268
00:11:52,962 --> 00:11:54,339
Kurt Cobain did that.
269
00:11:54,339 --> 00:11:56,257
Brains splatter against
the fucking wall.
270
00:11:56,257 --> 00:11:58,009
Yeah, pretty much.
Yeah.
271
00:11:58,009 --> 00:12:01,262
They want us to respect them
without giving us any respect!
272
00:12:01,262 --> 00:12:03,014
They need to fucking resp--
273
00:12:03,014 --> 00:12:05,642
They think we're just fucking
douchebag, like, stoner.
274
00:12:05,642 --> 00:12:07,726
Like, I want to learn,
fucking know more
275
00:12:07,726 --> 00:12:09,896
than they have ever learned
in their life.
276
00:12:09,896 --> 00:12:11,730
We're may more advanced
than they've ever been.
277
00:12:11,730 --> 00:12:15,402
You are messing with
the primordial forces of nature!
278
00:12:15,402 --> 00:12:19,364
MAN: We're looking
into the future, Chuck.
279
00:12:25,453 --> 00:12:29,416
MRS. ELLIS: 611478.
Archibald.
280
00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:32,793
Archibald Holden...
Buster?
281
00:12:32,793 --> 00:12:34,337
Bingo.
That's-- That's me.
282
00:12:34,337 --> 00:12:36,256
Ah.
283
00:12:36,256 --> 00:12:40,093
Are you still enjoying
the soccer team?
284
00:12:40,093 --> 00:12:41,969
I've never played soccer.
285
00:12:44,431 --> 00:12:46,725
Is that on?
286
00:12:46,725 --> 00:12:48,727
Red light's not on.
287
00:12:48,727 --> 00:12:53,064
Archie, have you been
feeling low lately?
288
00:12:53,064 --> 00:12:54,982
[VOICE BREAKING]
I feel like nobody can hear me.
289
00:12:54,982 --> 00:12:57,527
Oh, God, please tell me
what to do.
290
00:12:57,527 --> 00:12:58,570
[SIGHS]
291
00:12:58,570 --> 00:13:02,073
Eh...
292
00:13:02,073 --> 00:13:04,033
I'm not s-sure.
293
00:13:04,033 --> 00:13:05,452
Do you have access
294
00:13:05,452 --> 00:13:09,956
to any dangerous weapons
or... drugs?
295
00:13:09,956 --> 00:13:12,125
[CHUCKLING]
296
00:13:13,167 --> 00:13:14,961
[GUN CLICKS]
297
00:13:14,961 --> 00:13:17,505
Archie...
298
00:13:19,549 --> 00:13:21,384
...do you have any friends?
299
00:13:21,384 --> 00:13:24,345
[AS HENRY HILL]: Karen! Karen,
why did you do that, Karen?!
300
00:13:24,345 --> 00:13:26,347
That's all the money we had!
301
00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:29,142
[NORMAL VOICE]:
The only way I can have any form of relationship...
302
00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:31,394
[AS KAREN HILL]: I'm sorry!
They were in the house!
303
00:13:31,394 --> 00:13:33,020
They would have found it!
304
00:13:33,020 --> 00:13:34,606
[AS HENRY HILL]: They would
have never found it, Karen!
305
00:13:34,606 --> 00:13:36,274
[NORMAL VOICE]:
...is with this camera.
306
00:13:36,274 --> 00:13:39,736
[AS HENRY HILL]: Oh, my God!
Oh, my God, Karen!
307
00:13:39,736 --> 00:13:41,279
Why did you do that, Karen?!
Why did you do that?!
308
00:13:41,279 --> 00:13:42,989
[NORMAL VOICE]:
Plastic and glass.
309
00:13:42,989 --> 00:13:45,199
[AS HENRY HILL]:
That's all the money we had!
310
00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:47,910
[AS KAREN HILL]:
I'm sorry!
311
00:13:47,910 --> 00:13:50,371
[NORMAL VOICE]: His name
was Robert Paulson.
312
00:13:50,371 --> 00:13:52,582
Archie.
His name was Robert Paulson.
313
00:13:52,582 --> 00:13:54,833
You said that
you're gonna kill yourself
314
00:13:54,833 --> 00:13:58,588
in this movie of yours.
315
00:13:58,588 --> 00:14:01,382
Are these serious thoughts...
316
00:14:01,382 --> 00:14:03,718
or just a movie?
317
00:14:05,261 --> 00:14:08,014
It's a serious movie.
318
00:14:08,014 --> 00:14:09,848
Archie...
319
00:14:09,848 --> 00:14:11,601
do you have a plan?
320
00:14:11,601 --> 00:14:15,772
You want to see
the storyboards?
321
00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:20,067
[POLICE RADIO CHATTER]
322
00:14:21,152 --> 00:14:23,154
MALLORY:
Guys, the cops are here.
323
00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,323
Yeah. Uh, yeah,
they're taking Archie away.
324
00:14:25,323 --> 00:14:27,867
You guys, they're hauling
Archie. I got to get this.
325
00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:30,077
MR. BEDFORD: Mallory!
Everyone-- Mallory!
326
00:14:30,077 --> 00:14:31,663
Get back in--
327
00:14:31,663 --> 00:14:34,248
Everyone,
back to your seats.
328
00:14:34,248 --> 00:14:36,835
That means you.
Let's go.
329
00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:43,383
ARCHIE:
Oh, shit.
330
00:14:43,383 --> 00:14:46,886
Motherfuckers.
Dirty motherfuckers.
331
00:14:46,886 --> 00:14:49,138
You motherfuckers.
You dirty motherfuckers.
332
00:14:49,138 --> 00:14:52,559
Fuck you,
dirty motherfuckers.
333
00:15:02,068 --> 00:15:05,530
SIERRA: That was
the first time I noticed you.
334
00:15:05,530 --> 00:15:06,989
ARCHIE:
Did you think I was cute?
335
00:15:06,989 --> 00:15:09,409
[ECHOING]: I thought
you were something.
336
00:15:09,409 --> 00:15:11,369
So, you finally
noticed me.
337
00:15:13,705 --> 00:15:15,540
I think everybody did.
338
00:15:18,167 --> 00:15:19,836
What's going on?
339
00:15:19,836 --> 00:15:21,212
Archie Williams.
340
00:15:21,212 --> 00:15:24,131
Do you know him?
Maybe.
341
00:15:24,131 --> 00:15:26,509
Freaked out in Media 2.
342
00:15:26,509 --> 00:15:29,929
He says he's gonna kill
himself on camera.
343
00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:33,474
♪ I used to think ♪
344
00:15:33,474 --> 00:15:39,856
♪ There is no future
Left at all ♪
345
00:15:39,856 --> 00:15:42,316
OFFICER: All right.
Let's go to the car.
346
00:15:43,526 --> 00:15:47,488
♪ Open up ♪
347
00:15:47,488 --> 00:15:49,741
SIERRA: So, was it love
at first sight, Archie?
348
00:15:49,741 --> 00:15:51,451
ARCHIE:
I have to tell you,
349
00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:54,704
you've kind of always stood
for everything I hate.
350
00:15:54,704 --> 00:15:57,206
{\an8}I'm sorry. Sierra Silver.
Sierra Silver. Sierra Silver.
351
00:15:57,206 --> 00:16:00,460
Sierra Silver. Perfect ass.
She had a nose job at 15.
352
00:16:00,460 --> 00:16:02,086
I heard
at some Halloween party,
353
00:16:02,086 --> 00:16:04,004
she did coke
off some guy's dick.
354
00:16:04,004 --> 00:16:05,673
It's all "beauty is truth"
with this girl.
355
00:16:05,673 --> 00:16:08,468
Lifeless. Hollow.
She doesn't even know who I am.
356
00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:11,220
Oh, she gets to me.
357
00:16:11,220 --> 00:16:13,807
She-- me.
358
00:16:13,807 --> 00:16:16,768
[SIGHS]
But I think you're beautiful.
359
00:16:16,768 --> 00:16:19,019
Even if you did have a nose job.
360
00:16:20,104 --> 00:16:22,440
Girl: Oopsie!
361
00:16:22,440 --> 00:16:25,443
[VOMITING]
362
00:16:27,236 --> 00:16:30,281
Ugh.
363
00:16:30,281 --> 00:16:32,700
[POLICE RADIO CHATTER]
364
00:16:32,700 --> 00:16:36,036
[POLICE SIREN APPROACHING]
365
00:16:36,036 --> 00:16:39,540
[HORN HONKS]
366
00:16:39,540 --> 00:16:43,127
Oh, fuck. You called
my parents? Oh, man.
367
00:16:43,127 --> 00:16:44,712
[VEHICLE DOOR OPENS]
368
00:16:44,712 --> 00:16:46,088
Officer.
369
00:16:46,088 --> 00:16:47,507
Daryl Williams...
370
00:16:47,507 --> 00:16:50,134
El Pollo Loco,
Chamber of Commerce, Rotary.
371
00:16:50,134 --> 00:16:52,887
ARCHIE: Daryl Williams--
former star quarterback,
372
00:16:52,887 --> 00:16:54,806
presently prioritizes
chicken sales
373
00:16:54,806 --> 00:16:56,182
over a father/son bond.
374
00:16:56,182 --> 00:16:58,142
Sometimes it's price,
Archie, my boy.
375
00:16:58,142 --> 00:16:59,894
Sometimes it's volume.
376
00:16:59,894 --> 00:17:01,688
If you weren't futzing around
with that camera all the time,
377
00:17:01,688 --> 00:17:03,815
you might write down
some of your old man's wisdom.
378
00:17:03,815 --> 00:17:05,859
ARCHIE: A content man,
Daryl pulls in...
379
00:17:05,859 --> 00:17:07,902
Mid six-figures a year.
380
00:17:07,902 --> 00:17:09,946
[SCOFFS] I don't think
you quite understand my son.
381
00:17:09,946 --> 00:17:13,282
I mean, he's-- He's harmless,
different, odd.
382
00:17:13,282 --> 00:17:15,368
Dad, what are you--
Not now. Officer--
383
00:17:15,368 --> 00:17:18,997
Protocol is, a kid says
he's gonna kill himself,
384
00:17:18,997 --> 00:17:21,040
we have to escort him
to mental health.
385
00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:23,751
Obviously, we have a very
delicate situation here,
386
00:17:23,751 --> 00:17:25,795
but couldn't you
just let him go?
387
00:17:25,795 --> 00:17:28,006
I mean, it's just a joke
with his camera.
388
00:17:28,006 --> 00:17:31,384
Everything's a joke with him.
Tell the officer, Archie.
389
00:17:31,384 --> 00:17:33,761
[AS BUFFALO BILL]:
It puts the lotion on its skin,
390
00:17:33,761 --> 00:17:35,638
or else
it gets the hose again.
391
00:17:35,638 --> 00:17:37,598
Flp-flp-flp-flp-flp-flp-flp!
392
00:17:37,598 --> 00:17:40,393
He's just--
Come with me. Step over to the car.
393
00:17:40,393 --> 00:17:43,062
Jesus. It smells.
394
00:17:43,062 --> 00:17:44,438
[HORN BLARES]
395
00:17:44,438 --> 00:17:48,526
Oh, shit.
What, did you call Mom?
396
00:17:48,526 --> 00:17:50,653
You're in trouble, man.
397
00:17:50,653 --> 00:17:52,864
GRETCHEN:
Get your hands off my son.
398
00:17:52,864 --> 00:17:55,533
Daryl,
you worthless fool!
399
00:17:55,533 --> 00:17:57,410
ARCHIE:
Gretchen Williams-- born in Chicago,
400
00:17:57,410 --> 00:17:59,328
bred into a hard-ass
lawyer of 13 years,
401
00:17:59,328 --> 00:18:01,414
and a noted supporter
of society's well-being.
402
00:18:01,414 --> 00:18:02,749
Good morning, sir.
403
00:18:02,749 --> 00:18:04,834
Do you promise
to provide honest wages
404
00:18:04,834 --> 00:18:06,252
for an honest day's work?
405
00:18:06,252 --> 00:18:09,296
Food and water,
care and compassion?
406
00:18:09,296 --> 00:18:11,549
Hello?! Shit.
407
00:18:11,549 --> 00:18:13,760
ARCHIE:
Although Ms. Williams feigns interest in special causes,
408
00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:15,887
she has yet to notice her son.
409
00:18:15,887 --> 00:18:17,555
I'm his mother,
his legal guardian.
410
00:18:17,555 --> 00:18:18,890
You have to release him
to me.
411
00:18:18,890 --> 00:18:20,641
Lady, he threatened.
It's a liability--
412
00:18:20,641 --> 00:18:22,518
What is your badge number?
Who's your sergeant?
413
00:18:22,518 --> 00:18:24,395
I have no choice.
Y-you do have a choice. Yes, you do. Come on.
414
00:18:24,395 --> 00:18:27,189
No, ma'am. Sorry.
Yes. No, I am his mother.
415
00:18:27,189 --> 00:18:29,609
Sir, I will sue you.
I will sue the city.
416
00:18:29,609 --> 00:18:32,070
Do something!
Don't just stand there, Daryl!
417
00:18:32,070 --> 00:18:33,279
He's a police officer!
418
00:18:33,279 --> 00:18:34,864
Getting dragged
into the car!
419
00:18:34,864 --> 00:18:36,866
You can't fight
with a cop! I'm doing it.
420
00:18:36,866 --> 00:18:38,534
Are you crazy?!
421
00:18:38,534 --> 00:18:40,119
I will sue the city!
422
00:18:40,119 --> 00:18:42,747
OFFICER:
This is your last chance. Over my dead body!
423
00:18:42,747 --> 00:18:46,918
[STUDENTS CHANTING "ARCHIE!"]
424
00:18:46,918 --> 00:18:50,671
We'll take this all the way
to the Supreme Court.
425
00:18:52,882 --> 00:18:56,010
VARGAS:
Freedom is security.
426
00:18:57,219 --> 00:18:59,138
Peace is war.
427
00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,515
Nineteen, nineteen eighty four.
428
00:19:01,515 --> 00:19:04,184
Suicide. Suicide. Suicide.
429
00:19:04,184 --> 00:19:05,645
Don't you know?
430
00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:09,732
Big brother says,
"Prohibito."
431
00:19:09,732 --> 00:19:13,027
[LAUGHS]
432
00:19:13,027 --> 00:19:14,528
[COUGHS]
433
00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:17,115
WOMAN 1: She is not.
WOMAN 2: Oh, she is, girl.
434
00:19:17,115 --> 00:19:19,826
You should be here.
[GASPS] Oh, my God.
435
00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:22,912
[AUSTRALIAN ACCENT]:
Join us on our fabulous three-day, free cruise
436
00:19:22,912 --> 00:19:25,832
through the halls of your
local mental-health facility.
437
00:19:25,832 --> 00:19:28,835
Looney bin lagoon,
a premier destination
438
00:19:28,835 --> 00:19:30,377
for the certifiably insane.
439
00:19:30,377 --> 00:19:31,712
[WOMAN SCREAMS]
440
00:19:37,010 --> 00:19:40,680
{\an8}MAN 1: I'm going to send you
to the hospital.
441
00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:43,265
{\an8}And if you will cooperate
with those doctors,
442
00:19:43,265 --> 00:19:46,310
{\an8}I think they'll be able
to do you some good.
443
00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:50,314
Mr. Horton?
Let's go.
444
00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:53,943
MAN 2:
Escorted to the receiving ward by an attendant,
445
00:19:53,943 --> 00:19:56,154
he's bathed and outfitted.
446
00:19:56,154 --> 00:19:58,197
The admitting clerk
takes care of valuables
447
00:19:58,197 --> 00:19:59,657
until he has
sufficiently improved
448
00:19:59,657 --> 00:20:00,825
to be trusted with them.
449
00:20:00,825 --> 00:20:02,910
Open.
450
00:20:02,910 --> 00:20:05,287
[PINGING]
451
00:20:06,288 --> 00:20:08,958
And what's this?
452
00:20:10,626 --> 00:20:12,378
No. Don't--
Don't touch it.
453
00:20:12,378 --> 00:20:14,296
That's mine.
Put your hand-- Put your arms down.
454
00:20:14,296 --> 00:20:15,923
That's mine!
They said I could have that! Stop. Turn around.
455
00:20:15,923 --> 00:20:18,300
Goddamn it, that's my camera!
That's my stuff!
456
00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:19,844
Relax.
457
00:20:19,844 --> 00:20:22,889
{\an8}And while you're away
on your fabulous vacation,
458
00:20:22,889 --> 00:20:26,726
{\an8}the pigs will ransack
your most holy sanctuary.
459
00:20:26,726 --> 00:20:30,730
Your mother and father
will sell you out.
460
00:20:32,732 --> 00:20:35,484
We need a list of everything
you're taking, obviously. OFFICER: Absolutely.
461
00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,028
{\an8}He's got another camera
right here.
462
00:20:37,028 --> 00:20:38,654
{\an8}[PIG OINKING]
463
00:20:38,654 --> 00:20:41,074
{\an8}Looks like everything is
feeding into these computers.
464
00:20:41,074 --> 00:20:43,576
Just to be
on the safe side,
465
00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,285
we're gonna take
both the computers, too.
466
00:20:45,285 --> 00:20:46,871
We don't need
to take the monitors,
467
00:20:46,871 --> 00:20:48,247
just the laptop
and the tower.
468
00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:49,832
{\an8}MAN:
And a spinal-fluid test.
469
00:20:49,832 --> 00:20:52,752
{\an8}ARCHIE: And your visit
will last a lifetime
470
00:20:52,752 --> 00:20:54,962
{\an8}because
you get to return again...
471
00:20:54,962 --> 00:20:57,840
{\an8}and again and again...
472
00:20:57,840 --> 00:20:59,967
{\an8}to meet with your
court-appointed shrinks
473
00:20:59,967 --> 00:21:02,220
{\an8}who hold the key
to your future freedom.
474
00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:05,639
{\an8}And your first visit is free!
475
00:21:07,725 --> 00:21:09,185
Hey, there.
476
00:21:09,185 --> 00:21:10,895
Welcome. Oh, yeah.
477
00:21:10,895 --> 00:21:12,897
You requested to videotape
our sessions.
478
00:21:12,897 --> 00:21:14,190
I'm down with that.
479
00:21:14,190 --> 00:21:16,400
Just let me know
what my best angle is.
480
00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:19,904
[LAUGHS]
481
00:21:19,904 --> 00:21:21,447
All right.
482
00:21:21,447 --> 00:21:24,242
Archibald...
483
00:21:24,242 --> 00:21:26,744
do you have any insight as to
why you might be here today?
484
00:21:26,744 --> 00:21:29,663
[BLEEP]
485
00:21:29,663 --> 00:21:32,708
Uh, okay.
Well, that's inappropriate.
486
00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:34,585
Okay. Uh...
487
00:21:34,585 --> 00:21:36,545
Do you prefer "Archibald"
or "Archie"?
488
00:21:36,545 --> 00:21:38,131
I actually was a fan of the
comic book when I was a kid.
489
00:21:38,131 --> 00:21:41,801
Eh, [BLEEP] [BLEEP]
[BLEEP] [BLEEP].
490
00:21:41,801 --> 00:21:43,177
[BLEEP].
491
00:21:43,177 --> 00:21:46,180
I'm here to help you.
All right? To listen.
492
00:21:46,180 --> 00:21:49,725
You can feel free to think
of me as a friend, as a bro.
493
00:21:49,725 --> 00:21:52,645
Okay?
Will you receive that?
494
00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:54,021
[BLEEP].
You know what?
495
00:21:54,021 --> 00:21:55,856
I'm not that, um...
496
00:21:55,856 --> 00:21:58,818
shocked
by the female genitalia.
497
00:21:58,818 --> 00:22:01,654
As a matter of fact,
I enjoy it.
498
00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:03,489
But--
[BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP].
499
00:22:03,489 --> 00:22:05,407
Okay, ho--
500
00:22:05,407 --> 00:22:08,661
I, as an LCSW,
am required to evaluate you
501
00:22:08,661 --> 00:22:10,163
and grant authorizations
502
00:22:10,163 --> 00:22:12,081
that you can legally return
to high school
503
00:22:12,081 --> 00:22:14,374
and to your mother and father,
who are very worried about you.
504
00:22:14,374 --> 00:22:18,671
[BELL DINGS]
[BLEEP]. All right.
505
00:22:18,671 --> 00:22:20,506
Is it that camera that's
prompting you to act this way?
506
00:22:20,506 --> 00:22:22,967
Because if that's camera,
I'm gonna turn that camera off.
507
00:22:22,967 --> 00:22:24,969
[BLEEP] [BLEEP]
[BLEEP] [BLEEP].
508
00:22:24,969 --> 00:22:26,804
Yeah, I call this
little shit amusing, huh?
509
00:22:26,804 --> 00:22:28,597
Huh? Huh?
Hm? Yeah?
510
00:22:28,597 --> 00:22:30,141
You know what?
I have no problem
511
00:22:30,141 --> 00:22:34,103
treating you as one
of my elderly patients.
512
00:22:35,896 --> 00:22:37,815
[BLEEP] [BLEEP]
[BLEEP] [BLEEP].
513
00:22:37,815 --> 00:22:39,859
I am a licensed
clinical social worker.
514
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:42,360
I deserve respect.
I am not a [BLEEP].
515
00:22:42,360 --> 00:22:45,656
[BLEEP].
You're the fucking cunt!
516
00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:48,242
[BLEEP].
517
00:22:48,242 --> 00:22:50,744
All right. That's it. You know
what? Let's turn this off.
518
00:22:50,744 --> 00:22:52,538
Huh? Huh?
Let's try and turn this off.
519
00:22:52,538 --> 00:22:54,748
[BLEEP] [BLEEP] [BLEEP].
520
00:22:54,748 --> 00:22:56,625
I'm a therapist!
Oh, you little shit!
521
00:22:56,625 --> 00:22:59,212
Get your hands off!
Cunt! Cunt!
522
00:23:03,257 --> 00:23:07,261
Your precious little camera
has been restarted.
523
00:23:07,261 --> 00:23:09,055
So, are you gonna speak?
524
00:23:09,055 --> 00:23:11,140
[BLEEP].
525
00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:13,684
That's fine. That's fine.
You win.
526
00:23:13,684 --> 00:23:15,769
Here we go. Watch this.
527
00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:20,440
"Return to school
is approved."
528
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:22,985
Let them
fucking deal with you.
529
00:23:22,985 --> 00:23:25,571
[BLEEP].
Shut it!
530
00:23:25,571 --> 00:23:27,073
Here.
531
00:23:27,073 --> 00:23:29,283
Have a nice day,
dickhead. Fag.
532
00:23:29,283 --> 00:23:31,827
Dickhead. Get the fuck
out of my office. Fag.
533
00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:35,206
Ow. Shit.
534
00:23:36,414 --> 00:23:38,709
We had no choice!
That's my stuff!
535
00:23:38,709 --> 00:23:40,627
Some of the things
we found in there.
536
00:23:40,627 --> 00:23:43,172
Jesus, whatever happened
to all your first amendment bullshit?
537
00:23:43,172 --> 00:23:44,924
GRETCHEN: A child's
constitutional rights
538
00:23:44,924 --> 00:23:47,467
are superseded
by parental prerogative. Fuck off.
539
00:23:47,467 --> 00:23:49,427
Don't you ever talk to
your mother like that again.
540
00:23:49,427 --> 00:23:51,055
Don't touch my shit!
541
00:23:51,055 --> 00:23:53,057
GRETCHEN: Daryl. Daryl!
Don't touch him!
542
00:23:53,057 --> 00:23:57,144
Daryl. Daryl.
543
00:23:59,897 --> 00:24:02,440
♪ Where a wood-burning stream ♪
544
00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:05,945
♪ Flows up through the trees ♪
545
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:08,197
♪ Like the soul ♪
546
00:24:08,197 --> 00:24:09,865
[POUNDING ON DOOR]
DARYL: Archie!
547
00:24:09,865 --> 00:24:11,449
GRETCHEN: Don't pound on
the door. Just knock on it.
548
00:24:11,449 --> 00:24:13,660
I'm tired of this.
Get out here now.
549
00:24:13,660 --> 00:24:15,079
We can talk about this.
550
00:24:15,079 --> 00:24:16,496
Archie, get the hell
out here right now!
551
00:24:16,496 --> 00:24:18,540
Archie!
We are all human beings!
552
00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:20,376
I want to talk to you!
553
00:24:20,376 --> 00:24:21,752
Now, come out here!
554
00:24:21,752 --> 00:24:24,504
Archie.
Knock on the door again.
555
00:24:27,216 --> 00:24:28,759
Archie!
556
00:24:30,886 --> 00:24:33,555
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
557
00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:36,016
Stop. Stop.
558
00:24:36,016 --> 00:24:37,893
[CRICKETS CHIRPING]
559
00:24:37,893 --> 00:24:39,937
This isn't what you're making
your movie about.
560
00:24:39,937 --> 00:24:41,479
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
561
00:24:41,479 --> 00:24:43,607
That's okay.
You can have your freak-outs.
562
00:24:43,607 --> 00:24:45,734
Just take, you know,
a couple breaths.
563
00:24:45,734 --> 00:24:47,361
[SNIFFLES]
564
00:24:47,361 --> 00:24:49,989
And, uh...
565
00:24:49,989 --> 00:24:52,825
I know, I know, I know.
566
00:24:54,034 --> 00:24:55,869
They trashed your room.
567
00:24:55,869 --> 00:24:58,914
Yeah. [CHUCKLES]
568
00:24:58,914 --> 00:25:01,499
This place is fucked up.
569
00:25:02,584 --> 00:25:06,797
God damn them.
Fucking assholes.
570
00:25:06,797 --> 00:25:09,675
[CHUCKLES]
571
00:25:09,675 --> 00:25:13,553
You got some villains
in your movie now, Archie.
572
00:25:15,639 --> 00:25:17,557
Yeah.
573
00:25:17,557 --> 00:25:19,601
[DRUMROLL]
574
00:25:19,601 --> 00:25:22,146
The green screen...
575
00:25:23,481 --> 00:25:26,900
...is the pogo stick
of the new generation.
576
00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:30,070
[DRUMROLL STOPS]
This...
577
00:25:30,070 --> 00:25:33,573
is... where I live.
578
00:25:33,573 --> 00:25:36,285
MAN:
A reported school shooting...
579
00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:37,953
ARCHIE:
Look at these sardines.
580
00:25:37,953 --> 00:25:40,538
Homes that look like
gravestones,
581
00:25:40,538 --> 00:25:42,375
with enough prescription pills
582
00:25:42,375 --> 00:25:44,084
to put
the whole world to sleep.
583
00:25:44,084 --> 00:25:46,670
[XYLOPHONE PLAYS]
584
00:25:46,670 --> 00:25:48,422
[SITAR MUSIC PLAYING]
585
00:25:51,050 --> 00:25:54,303
I've been drawing
ever since I was little.
586
00:25:54,303 --> 00:25:57,639
{\an8}But at age 11,
I got this obsession
587
00:25:57,639 --> 00:26:01,143
{\an8}with drawing myself
into my favorite movies.
588
00:26:01,143 --> 00:26:03,354
{\an8}[HUMMING "MISIRLOU"]
589
00:26:03,354 --> 00:26:06,232
Wah! I don't know yoga...
590
00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:09,318
but I practice it every day.
591
00:26:09,318 --> 00:26:11,487
[GRUNTS]
592
00:26:12,779 --> 00:26:15,908
Tonight I took
a couple too many Ritalin.
593
00:26:15,908 --> 00:26:18,411
To get back into school,
I have to do drugs.
594
00:26:18,411 --> 00:26:20,329
It's kind of ironic,
don't you think?
595
00:26:20,329 --> 00:26:22,831
Bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl-bl!
Drugs!
596
00:26:22,831 --> 00:26:25,000
Sorry.
That's my A.D.D. acting up.
597
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,127
[SIGHS]
First day back at school.
598
00:26:27,127 --> 00:26:28,921
Come on, Mr. Beale. Mr. Beale.
599
00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:31,589
You decided to do this,
so fucking act like it.
600
00:26:31,589 --> 00:26:33,800
Act like it. Act like it.
Act like it.
601
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:36,345
Fucking act like it.
Act like it. Act like it.
602
00:26:36,345 --> 00:26:38,347
Climb back to that podium,
603
00:26:38,347 --> 00:26:41,767
'cause, baby,
this is your final dander.
604
00:26:41,767 --> 00:26:43,227
[WHIRRING]
605
00:26:43,227 --> 00:26:45,729
We are sick of being lied to!
606
00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:47,689
You! Yes, you!
607
00:26:47,689 --> 00:26:49,900
The very people
that muddy our minds,
608
00:26:49,900 --> 00:26:53,279
destroy our education,
choke this planet,
609
00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:55,613
and send us to die?!
610
00:26:55,613 --> 00:26:58,742
Listen to you?! Fuck you!
611
00:26:58,742 --> 00:27:00,953
You don't listen,
and you don't receive!
612
00:27:00,953 --> 00:27:03,539
You are a brick wall
with a name tag!
613
00:27:03,539 --> 00:27:06,166
What more can they offer us?!
614
00:27:06,166 --> 00:27:11,838
So I say to you, yes, you,
brother and sister, misguided,
615
00:27:11,838 --> 00:27:15,092
will you follow them,
footprint to footprint,
616
00:27:15,092 --> 00:27:17,052
or will you dig
your own trail?!
617
00:27:17,052 --> 00:27:20,139
Rise up--
up out of your seats,
618
00:27:20,139 --> 00:27:24,351
out of your padded rooms
to scream with me to the world,
619
00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:28,230
"I'm mad as hell, and
I'm not gonna take it anymore!"
620
00:27:28,230 --> 00:27:31,609
Okay. You can do this.
You can do this.
621
00:27:31,609 --> 00:27:33,944
Just walk in...
622
00:27:33,944 --> 00:27:35,779
like nothing happened.
623
00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:40,618
Get some good interviews.
Do what you got to do.
624
00:27:40,618 --> 00:27:43,787
And don't... freak.
625
00:27:43,787 --> 00:27:46,748
Jesus fucking Christ,
I'm sweating so much.
626
00:27:46,748 --> 00:27:48,834
[SIGHS]
627
00:27:50,628 --> 00:27:54,298
I can't do this.
Put down the camera.
628
00:27:54,298 --> 00:27:56,509
You're attracting
so much attention to yourself.
629
00:27:56,509 --> 00:27:58,636
BOY 1: Camera face.
ARCHIE: Oh, shit. Here we go.
630
00:27:58,636 --> 00:28:00,887
BOY 2: I've known Eyeball since
kindergarten crew, right?
631
00:28:00,887 --> 00:28:03,223
ARCHIE: You never said, like,
three words to me.
632
00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:04,558
BOY 2: So, what is this?
What is this?
633
00:28:04,558 --> 00:28:06,101
Cops drive you away,
all of a sudden,
634
00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,478
you're gonna pussy out
on your little snuff shit?
635
00:28:07,478 --> 00:28:09,896
What's going on?
636
00:28:11,231 --> 00:28:13,859
[SCOFFS]
You carry that thing with you?
637
00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:15,944
Archie.
Goddamn camera hands, man.
638
00:28:15,944 --> 00:28:18,905
You are a paranoid motherfucker,
you know that?
639
00:28:18,905 --> 00:28:22,451
♪ Try to remember ♪
640
00:28:22,451 --> 00:28:26,913
♪ But my feelings
Can't know for sure ♪
641
00:28:27,747 --> 00:28:30,708
♪ Try to reach out ♪
642
00:28:31,627 --> 00:28:34,087
♪ But it's gone ♪
643
00:28:34,087 --> 00:28:35,548
[SPED-UP VOICE]:
Never mind.
644
00:28:35,548 --> 00:28:37,715
Um, how does it feel
to be a celebrity?
645
00:28:37,715 --> 00:28:39,801
[NORMAL VOICE]:
And have you decided how you're gonna do it yet?
646
00:28:39,801 --> 00:28:41,345
Archie?
647
00:28:41,345 --> 00:28:43,180
ARCHIE: You had a question
about my project?
648
00:28:43,180 --> 00:28:47,685
I don't know-- Like, no love,
no family, no friends?
649
00:28:47,685 --> 00:28:49,978
Have you ever
thought about it? No.
650
00:28:49,978 --> 00:28:51,438
No?
No.
651
00:28:51,438 --> 00:28:53,148
Yo, death dude! Hey.
652
00:28:53,148 --> 00:28:55,568
You want-- You want to snort
some Ritalin? Diet coke?
653
00:28:55,568 --> 00:28:57,236
Which one is it?
Is that the red one?
654
00:28:57,236 --> 00:28:59,238
Let us pray...
655
00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:03,576
for the soul of this lost
and wandering spirit.
656
00:29:03,576 --> 00:29:05,869
No, take 12.
Take 12 of these,
657
00:29:05,869 --> 00:29:08,830
and, dude, you're gonna trip
your way into, like,
658
00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:10,082
next century.
659
00:29:10,082 --> 00:29:11,667
[LAUGHS]
No, no, no.
660
00:29:11,667 --> 00:29:13,752
You need the selective serotonin
reuptake inhibitor,
661
00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,170
not a tricyclic
antidepressant.
662
00:29:15,170 --> 00:29:17,214
Your doctors
taught you nothing.
663
00:29:17,214 --> 00:29:19,466
Like, the moment you got
hauled away, everyone was just like, "Oh, my God."
664
00:29:19,466 --> 00:29:21,260
Yeah, everyone was
talking about it.
665
00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:23,345
ARCHIE: Yeah. I mean, what's
your, like, main reaction?
666
00:29:23,345 --> 00:29:25,556
How do I feel?
Do I think it's cool?
667
00:29:25,556 --> 00:29:28,225
[SARCASTICALLY]:
Oh, yeah. Suicide's awesome!
668
00:29:28,225 --> 00:29:30,269
Like, what the fuck? No.
ARCHIE: Gut reaction.
669
00:29:30,269 --> 00:29:33,230
It's terrible. It's stupid.
670
00:29:33,230 --> 00:29:35,774
Um, you shouldn't do it.
671
00:29:35,774 --> 00:29:37,150
Definitely.
672
00:29:37,150 --> 00:29:38,694
Are you Archie?
673
00:29:38,694 --> 00:29:40,946
ARCHIE: Yeah. You want
to jump in on the interview?
674
00:29:40,946 --> 00:29:42,615
Like, 'cause, like,
the day after,
675
00:29:42,615 --> 00:29:44,408
there were so many fucking
rumors that, like,
676
00:29:44,408 --> 00:29:46,034
he got chained up
and, like,
677
00:29:46,034 --> 00:29:47,994
someone was hitting him
with, like, a bar and shit.
678
00:29:47,994 --> 00:29:50,247
What?
I never heard that. My brother heard that.
679
00:29:50,247 --> 00:29:52,750
Yeah, man.
It was so good.
680
00:29:52,750 --> 00:29:54,668
ARCHIE: 'Cause people don't
really talk about the subject.
681
00:29:54,668 --> 00:29:57,129
There's a reason they don't
talk about the subject--
682
00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:58,756
because it's painful.
683
00:29:58,756 --> 00:30:00,758
ARCHIE: Well, okay.
I don't find it painful for me.
684
00:30:00,758 --> 00:30:02,718
Have you ever had somebody
kill themselves?
685
00:30:02,718 --> 00:30:04,803
Shut the fuck up!
Cut the bullshit, okay? Because this is a--
686
00:30:04,803 --> 00:30:07,389
This is an attention spree.
687
00:30:07,389 --> 00:30:09,099
ARCHIE:
I'm just making a movie.
688
00:30:09,099 --> 00:30:10,892
Can I have my camera back,
please? Can you just--
689
00:30:10,892 --> 00:30:12,436
BOY: No, dude.
690
00:30:12,436 --> 00:30:14,521
Hey, man, suicide
is for pussies, anyway!
691
00:30:14,521 --> 00:30:17,733
No, man.
Get the fuck out of here. Give me my camera.
692
00:30:17,733 --> 00:30:19,485
You're giving him more
for his camera.
693
00:30:19,485 --> 00:30:21,194
It's not your own choice!
Turn your fucking camera off!
694
00:30:21,194 --> 00:30:22,904
You don't understand
what you're doing to people!
695
00:30:22,904 --> 00:30:24,573
Amy, you're giving him
more for the-- Come on.
696
00:30:24,573 --> 00:30:26,408
You're giving him more.
Turn your fucking camera off.
697
00:30:26,408 --> 00:30:27,701
You fucking pussy.
698
00:30:27,701 --> 00:30:29,286
ARCHIE: You approached me
in my own video.
699
00:30:29,286 --> 00:30:31,037
Go kill yourself!
This isn't about you!
700
00:30:31,037 --> 00:30:32,706
This is about everybody
else around you!
701
00:30:32,706 --> 00:30:35,167
This is about people
and people who love you!
702
00:30:35,167 --> 00:30:37,836
I need my--
703
00:30:37,836 --> 00:30:39,421
BOY:
Sierra. Sierra, wh--
704
00:30:39,421 --> 00:30:42,633
What the fuck? He's a fucking
freak. Look at him.
705
00:30:42,633 --> 00:30:44,593
I really want
to talk to you.
706
00:30:44,593 --> 00:30:46,428
BOY: What the--
707
00:30:46,428 --> 00:30:48,347
What?
708
00:30:48,347 --> 00:30:50,641
I really want
to talk to you.
709
00:30:50,641 --> 00:30:53,268
Yeah, I don't think so,
all right?
710
00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:56,313
[BOYS MAKE DEEP NOISES,
MOCKING THE SITUATION]
711
00:30:56,313 --> 00:30:58,190
[LAUGHTER]
712
00:30:58,190 --> 00:31:01,109
BOY: Come on.
Let's go. Let's go.
713
00:31:01,109 --> 00:31:05,197
BOY: They're goin' nuts on you
'cause they're scared of what you're doing,
714
00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:06,948
because they don't have the
balls to do what you're doing.
715
00:31:06,948 --> 00:31:08,450
And you know what?
In the end, they don't give
716
00:31:08,450 --> 00:31:10,076
a fuck about
what you're doing.
717
00:31:10,076 --> 00:31:11,995
Think about it. You go
to another school tomorrow,
718
00:31:11,995 --> 00:31:13,997
you really think that Counselor
Bulldyke and Principal Buttfuck
719
00:31:13,997 --> 00:31:15,332
are gonna give a shit
whether you live or die?
720
00:31:15,332 --> 00:31:16,916
They're not gonna try
and save you.
721
00:31:16,916 --> 00:31:19,044
There are people out there.
Dude, dude, dude.
722
00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:20,504
I'm telling you,
723
00:31:20,504 --> 00:31:22,506
these are the lowest-paid people
on the planet.
724
00:31:22,506 --> 00:31:24,090
They don't care.
725
00:31:24,090 --> 00:31:26,092
I don't care.
You know what I'm say--
726
00:31:26,092 --> 00:31:27,927
Dude, I'll fucking do it,
you know what I'm--
727
00:31:27,927 --> 00:31:29,929
Like, right time, right place?
Shit, man.
728
00:31:29,929 --> 00:31:32,474
Die young and proud?
What's better than that, man?
729
00:31:32,474 --> 00:31:34,518
But the only question--
The only question
730
00:31:34,518 --> 00:31:36,645
you got to be asking yourself
right now--
731
00:31:36,645 --> 00:31:39,523
Do you really care
what these sicko fucks think
732
00:31:39,523 --> 00:31:42,484
about your leap of faith?
733
00:31:42,484 --> 00:31:45,404
[MUZAK PLAYS OVER P.A.]
734
00:31:48,574 --> 00:31:51,159
[WOMAN COUGHS]
735
00:31:52,452 --> 00:31:54,580
"Cunt"?
736
00:31:54,580 --> 00:31:57,875
That is not as taboo
as it used to be.
737
00:31:57,875 --> 00:32:00,669
I was recently called "cunt"
738
00:32:00,669 --> 00:32:02,880
at a gay bar
in Santa Monica.
739
00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:04,590
I took it as a compliment.
740
00:32:04,590 --> 00:32:08,844
Sex with your mother--
Now, that is taboo.
741
00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:11,847
Anal sex with your father
742
00:32:11,847 --> 00:32:14,099
while your dog is watching,
743
00:32:14,099 --> 00:32:17,686
and you videotape,
much like you are doing now--
744
00:32:17,686 --> 00:32:20,856
I believe
that is still taboo.
745
00:32:20,856 --> 00:32:22,775
Would you agree
with that?
746
00:32:25,652 --> 00:32:27,529
Let me ask you
a question.
747
00:32:27,529 --> 00:32:29,698
ARCHIE: In the end, these guys
are just your friends for hire.
748
00:32:29,698 --> 00:32:32,785
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
749
00:32:32,785 --> 00:32:36,789
ARCHIE:
Your psychological hookers, your personal drug dealers.
750
00:32:36,789 --> 00:32:38,749
...release to legal guardians.
751
00:32:38,749 --> 00:32:41,251
WOMAN: No additional psychiatric
sessions required.
752
00:32:41,251 --> 00:32:44,170
MAN: How can I begin
to understand where you're coming from
753
00:32:44,170 --> 00:32:46,506
and how you're feeling and everything?
How are your bowel movements?
754
00:32:46,506 --> 00:32:49,259
[SIGHS]
It all seems so scripted.
755
00:32:50,886 --> 00:32:53,513
[PEN SCRIBBLING]
756
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:57,350
Contrived.
757
00:32:57,350 --> 00:33:00,228
[IMITATING RUMBLING]
758
00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:02,940
Completely...
759
00:33:02,940 --> 00:33:05,818
fabricated.
760
00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:08,027
[LAUGHS EVILLY]
761
00:33:08,027 --> 00:33:10,489
[GRUNTING]
762
00:33:12,866 --> 00:33:14,075
[COMPUTER MOUSE CLICKS]
763
00:33:14,075 --> 00:33:15,577
Archie...
764
00:33:15,577 --> 00:33:17,370
can I ask you a question?
765
00:33:17,370 --> 00:33:20,332
[AS DIRTY HARRY]:
Go ahead. Make my day.
766
00:33:21,541 --> 00:33:25,044
What brings you here
to my office?
767
00:33:25,044 --> 00:33:27,798
[AS DONNIE DARKO]:
They made me do it.
768
00:33:27,798 --> 00:33:29,174
Wake up.
769
00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:33,052
And who would that be
but yourself?
770
00:33:33,052 --> 00:33:35,806
How do you feel
about your parents?
771
00:33:35,806 --> 00:33:37,307
[AS NORMAN BATES]:
Well...
772
00:33:37,307 --> 00:33:39,643
Boy's best friend
is his mother.
773
00:33:39,643 --> 00:33:41,478
[WOMAN SCREAMS]
774
00:33:41,478 --> 00:33:44,481
[AS FORREST GUMP]: Mama always
says stupid is as stupid does.
775
00:33:44,481 --> 00:33:46,608
[WIND RUSHING]
776
00:33:47,901 --> 00:33:49,903
That is very interesting.
777
00:33:49,903 --> 00:33:53,365
Why do you say you want
to end your life?
778
00:33:53,365 --> 00:33:56,618
[NORMAL VOICE]: Don't you
see what I'm doing here?
779
00:33:56,618 --> 00:34:00,413
[AS THE DUDE]: This will
not stand. This aggression will not stand, man.
780
00:34:00,413 --> 00:34:02,875
[NORMAL VOICE]: This is
just a chicken-shit move
781
00:34:02,875 --> 00:34:05,293
by my parents, my school,
the whole fucking system.
782
00:34:05,293 --> 00:34:07,921
Instead of talking with me
and interacting,
783
00:34:07,921 --> 00:34:09,548
instead of real answers,
784
00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:12,384
I'm force-fed
this cafeteria dialogue
785
00:34:12,384 --> 00:34:15,261
I've heard a thousand times.
786
00:34:15,261 --> 00:34:16,889
And you just sit there
787
00:34:16,889 --> 00:34:18,807
and you judge me
and you make money.
788
00:34:18,807 --> 00:34:21,309
Why should I give a fuck
about what you think?
789
00:34:21,309 --> 00:34:25,355
Is this psychobabble bullshit
supposed to make me happy?
790
00:34:25,355 --> 00:34:28,441
Give me hope? Passion?
791
00:34:28,441 --> 00:34:30,193
Heal my tortured psyche?
792
00:34:30,193 --> 00:34:33,446
Well, it's
not fucking working!
793
00:34:33,446 --> 00:34:35,574
Damn it!
794
00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:38,827
[GLASS SHATTERING]
795
00:34:38,827 --> 00:34:41,162
Aaaaaah!
796
00:34:44,041 --> 00:34:46,125
I hear you, Dude.
797
00:34:48,294 --> 00:34:52,883
I was a screwed-up Bollywood boy
myself once.
798
00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:55,969
Archie...
799
00:34:55,969 --> 00:34:58,805
I believe
what we have here...
800
00:34:58,805 --> 00:35:01,058
is a failure
to communicate.
801
00:35:01,058 --> 00:35:03,643
[SALSA MUSIC PLAYING]
Hm.
802
00:35:03,643 --> 00:35:05,395
What is that--
Cool Hand Luke?
803
00:35:05,395 --> 00:35:07,940
I met your mother
and your father.
804
00:35:07,940 --> 00:35:10,358
Insanity runs
in your family.
805
00:35:10,358 --> 00:35:11,860
It practically...
806
00:35:11,860 --> 00:35:14,279
gallops.
807
00:35:14,279 --> 00:35:16,073
Hm.
You got me there.
808
00:35:16,073 --> 00:35:18,241
What? Only cinema after 1980
rings a bell?
809
00:35:18,241 --> 00:35:20,869
Well, movies don't have
to be old to be a classic.
810
00:35:20,869 --> 00:35:23,121
The Matrix
revolutionized cinema.
811
00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:24,539
The red pill...
812
00:35:24,539 --> 00:35:26,083
or the blue pill?
813
00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:30,253
It's Alice in Wonderland
with snazzy bullets.
814
00:35:32,005 --> 00:35:35,801
Follow me down
the rabbit hole, Archie.
815
00:35:39,304 --> 00:35:41,347
[WATER BUBBLING]
816
00:35:41,347 --> 00:35:43,767
Who...
817
00:35:43,767 --> 00:35:45,727
are...
818
00:35:45,727 --> 00:35:48,521
[ECHOING]
...you?
819
00:35:57,906 --> 00:36:01,326
[COMPUTER KEYS CLICKING]
820
00:36:01,326 --> 00:36:03,870
[GROANS]
821
00:36:03,870 --> 00:36:06,999
Oh, stop.
822
00:36:17,216 --> 00:36:19,678
You know anything
about that guy?
823
00:36:19,678 --> 00:36:21,429
Not really.
824
00:36:22,514 --> 00:36:25,266
I hear he used to be
a student,
825
00:36:25,266 --> 00:36:28,103
got in some
horrible accident.
826
00:36:28,103 --> 00:36:29,771
He fell off a roof
on Halloween.
827
00:36:29,771 --> 00:36:32,107
That's--
That's what I heard.
828
00:36:32,107 --> 00:36:34,651
That's weird.
829
00:36:34,651 --> 00:36:37,904
It's like
he's never mad or sad.
830
00:36:37,904 --> 00:36:39,614
Just is.
831
00:36:41,033 --> 00:36:43,576
[SIGHS]
832
00:36:44,911 --> 00:36:47,330
Hey, Archie.
833
00:36:49,833 --> 00:36:53,461
I just wanted to say I think
it's pretty brave what you did.
834
00:36:53,461 --> 00:36:55,172
What?
835
00:36:55,172 --> 00:36:57,465
In media class.
836
00:36:57,465 --> 00:37:00,177
Standing up for your right
to express yourself.
837
00:37:00,177 --> 00:37:02,345
Oh! Express myself.
838
00:37:02,345 --> 00:37:04,430
If I wasn't such
a fucking idiot,
839
00:37:04,430 --> 00:37:06,391
I would have said
more than...
840
00:37:06,391 --> 00:37:08,768
Yeah?
841
00:37:08,768 --> 00:37:10,228
You fucking idiot.
842
00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:12,647
Look, I'm thinking
about writing an article
843
00:37:12,647 --> 00:37:14,024
for the school paper
844
00:37:14,024 --> 00:37:15,984
on the whole
teen-angst thing.
845
00:37:15,984 --> 00:37:17,276
You know...
846
00:37:17,276 --> 00:37:18,778
What you're going through.
847
00:37:20,363 --> 00:37:23,282
I know. It sounds cliché,
but it doesn't have to be.
848
00:37:23,282 --> 00:37:25,243
It sounds wonderful.
That's a great idea.
849
00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:26,995
Say something!
850
00:37:26,995 --> 00:37:29,581
Archie, that was
pretty powerful stuff--
851
00:37:29,581 --> 00:37:34,753
threats of suicide,
cops on campus and all.
852
00:37:34,753 --> 00:37:41,134
Can we talk sometime?
853
00:37:41,134 --> 00:37:42,719
I'm not much of a talker.
854
00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:44,429
I bet you are
when you want to be.
855
00:37:44,429 --> 00:37:46,639
[MOCKINGLY]
I don't really do much talking.
856
00:37:46,639 --> 00:37:49,642
You're kinda awkward cute.
857
00:37:50,894 --> 00:37:53,813
I never realized.
858
00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:56,691
I'd really like
to pick your brain,
859
00:37:56,691 --> 00:37:59,152
see what makes
that mind of yours tick.
860
00:37:59,152 --> 00:38:01,487
Sorry.
861
00:38:01,487 --> 00:38:03,740
[ZIPPING]
862
00:38:03,740 --> 00:38:06,325
Um...
863
00:38:06,325 --> 00:38:08,954
Yeah, I don't--
I don't know if I'd really be...
864
00:38:08,954 --> 00:38:10,872
Come on.
It'll be cool.
865
00:38:10,872 --> 00:38:12,749
...into something like that.
866
00:38:15,543 --> 00:38:17,295
Mm.
What?
867
00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:18,922
[CHUCKLES]
868
00:38:18,922 --> 00:38:21,716
I'm actually kind of--
I'm sort of busy with--
869
00:38:21,716 --> 00:38:24,719
You're scared.
870
00:38:24,719 --> 00:38:27,346
You're awfully good at pointing
that camera at everyone,
871
00:38:27,346 --> 00:38:29,682
but then when someone wants
to turn the spotlight on you...?
872
00:38:29,682 --> 00:38:31,476
Yeah.
873
00:38:31,476 --> 00:38:34,813
It's pretty hypocritical,
don't you think? I know.
874
00:38:39,609 --> 00:38:42,070
We can fix this.
875
00:38:42,070 --> 00:38:44,864
Okay.
[KEY CLICKS]
876
00:38:47,700 --> 00:38:51,204
ARCHIE [CLEARS THROAT]:
This is for you.
877
00:38:51,204 --> 00:38:54,624
I made it... for you.
878
00:38:54,624 --> 00:38:58,753
You-- You should probably
watch it alone.
879
00:38:58,753 --> 00:39:01,339
Okay?
880
00:39:03,967 --> 00:39:05,677
[CHUCKLES]
881
00:39:05,677 --> 00:39:07,929
[DISK CLICKING, WHIRRING]
882
00:39:07,929 --> 00:39:10,515
{\an8}[SPED UP HAWAIIAN MUSIC PLAYING]
883
00:39:10,515 --> 00:39:14,102
MAN: 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
884
00:39:14,102 --> 00:39:18,731
MALE COMPUTERIZED VOICE:
I have recorded many things.
885
00:39:18,731 --> 00:39:21,109
{\an8}But none like this.
886
00:39:21,109 --> 00:39:22,819
Can we talk sometime?
887
00:39:22,819 --> 00:39:24,529
Since I will be departing soon,
888
00:39:24,529 --> 00:39:27,532
I will not hold back with
my answer to your question.
889
00:39:27,532 --> 00:39:30,035
Can we talk sometime?
It will be blunt.
890
00:39:30,035 --> 00:39:33,371
[OMINOUS THEME MUSIC PLAYING]
891
00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,915
{\an8}WOMAN: Everybody likes...
MAN: Sierra. [BELCHES]
892
00:39:35,915 --> 00:39:37,500
I'm a cliché.
I'm just a cliché.
893
00:39:37,500 --> 00:39:39,336
I'm a cliché.
I'm just a cliché.
894
00:39:39,336 --> 00:39:41,087
MAN:
Lubricate, tighten, rub.
895
00:39:41,087 --> 00:39:43,798
Ride slowly until you come--
Ride slowly until you--
896
00:39:43,798 --> 00:39:45,633
BOY: Come...
MAN 1: On... MAN 2: Sierra.
897
00:39:45,633 --> 00:39:47,719
BOY: She was pretty impressed
with me, all right.
898
00:39:47,719 --> 00:39:50,013
I wonder if
she's really the kind of girl I could go for.
899
00:39:50,013 --> 00:39:54,267
She's always around--
only, kind of flashy.
900
00:39:54,267 --> 00:39:56,394
And it's certainly true
that she isn't very smart.
901
00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:58,938
You're kinda awkward cute.
MAN: A love appeal
902
00:39:58,938 --> 00:40:01,358
{\an8}that hits you sort of-- Boing!
903
00:40:01,358 --> 00:40:03,693
I never realized.
I'd really like to--
904
00:40:03,693 --> 00:40:05,486
MAN: Boing!
905
00:40:05,486 --> 00:40:08,031
[JAPANESE ACCENT]: So, you want
to interview me, Miss Silver?
906
00:40:08,031 --> 00:40:11,159
Pretty girl
with a big-time story.
907
00:40:11,159 --> 00:40:12,869
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
908
00:40:12,869 --> 00:40:15,121
[SHOUTING IN JAPANESE]
909
00:40:15,121 --> 00:40:16,831
Aaah!
910
00:40:17,790 --> 00:40:20,459
Aaaaaaaaaah!
911
00:40:20,459 --> 00:40:23,838
MAN: Sierra.
What's the matter with her?
912
00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:26,341
[COMPUTER KEYS CLICKING]
913
00:40:27,884 --> 00:40:29,302
[MOUSE CLICKING]
914
00:40:30,970 --> 00:40:32,222
[SCRIBBLING]
915
00:40:32,222 --> 00:40:34,140
Who...
916
00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,600
are...
917
00:40:35,600 --> 00:40:36,935
you?
918
00:40:36,935 --> 00:40:39,729
ARCHIE:
I'm a rag doll.
919
00:40:39,729 --> 00:40:42,648
I'm a loser.
920
00:40:42,648 --> 00:40:45,610
[WHISPERING]
I'm a sorry entertainer.
921
00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:48,905
[JOANNA NEWSOM'S
"SPROUT AND THE BEAN" PLAYING]
922
00:40:52,951 --> 00:40:55,494
[CHUCKLES]
923
00:40:57,247 --> 00:41:01,876
♪ I slept all day ♪
924
00:41:03,544 --> 00:41:05,755
♪ I awoke with distaste ♪
925
00:41:05,755 --> 00:41:07,882
[THUNDER RUMBLES]
926
00:41:07,882 --> 00:41:10,176
[COMPUTERIZED BEEP]
927
00:41:10,176 --> 00:41:13,930
♪ And I railed ♪
928
00:41:13,930 --> 00:41:16,515
Yeah?
[COMPUTER KEYS CLICKING]
929
00:41:16,515 --> 00:41:18,893
Um...
930
00:41:18,893 --> 00:41:20,645
"Excuse me?" No.
931
00:41:20,645 --> 00:41:22,647
[CLICKING CONTINUES]
932
00:41:22,647 --> 00:41:25,317
"Who are you?"
[CHUCKLES]
933
00:41:25,317 --> 00:41:26,901
[BUZZING]
934
00:41:26,901 --> 00:41:30,155
[STATIC]
935
00:41:30,155 --> 00:41:33,199
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
936
00:41:33,199 --> 00:41:35,910
[BEEPING]
937
00:41:37,329 --> 00:41:39,580
Hello?
SIERRA [ON PHONE]: So, tell me, Archie,
938
00:41:39,580 --> 00:41:42,708
do you make
psychotic love-note videos for all the pretty girls?
939
00:41:42,708 --> 00:41:45,044
[SCOFFS]
940
00:41:45,044 --> 00:41:47,172
Archie?
941
00:41:47,172 --> 00:41:49,215
Who said
it was a love note?
942
00:41:50,842 --> 00:41:52,885
2:45 in the morning.
943
00:41:52,885 --> 00:41:55,180
Little late
for this Katie Couric shit.
944
00:41:55,180 --> 00:41:57,432
I never sleep.
945
00:41:57,432 --> 00:42:00,226
Yeah, me neither.
946
00:42:00,226 --> 00:42:02,187
What are you doing?
947
00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:03,646
I always cut at night.
948
00:42:03,646 --> 00:42:05,064
What?
949
00:42:05,064 --> 00:42:07,692
I have a movie to edit.
950
00:42:07,692 --> 00:42:09,902
Busy killing myself.
951
00:42:09,902 --> 00:42:12,322
How do you end it?
952
00:42:12,322 --> 00:42:15,033
I hate people
that give away endings.
953
00:42:15,033 --> 00:42:17,285
Time your death
to the end of the story,
954
00:42:17,285 --> 00:42:18,870
and the story is told anew.
955
00:42:18,870 --> 00:42:21,247
Did you just quote
Vargas?
956
00:42:21,247 --> 00:42:22,790
[MUSIC STOPS]
957
00:42:22,790 --> 00:42:25,293
You like Vargas?
958
00:42:25,293 --> 00:42:28,463
I'm in love
with his basement tapes.
959
00:42:28,463 --> 00:42:30,882
[RAIN PATTERING]
960
00:42:30,882 --> 00:42:34,344
Huh. Here.
You're gonna like this.
961
00:42:35,845 --> 00:42:38,556
ARCHIE:
His first studio picture.
962
00:42:38,556 --> 00:42:42,268
They give him $2 million
and creative control.
963
00:42:42,268 --> 00:42:45,146
And he hides mics
on the street
964
00:42:45,146 --> 00:42:47,106
and shoots 24-hours
VHS surveillance
965
00:42:47,106 --> 00:42:49,650
out his skid-row window.
966
00:42:49,650 --> 00:42:52,153
Cost him 150 bucks.
967
00:42:53,863 --> 00:42:55,656
[INDISTINCT VOICES]
968
00:42:55,656 --> 00:42:58,451
And then he handed
the rest of the budget
969
00:42:58,451 --> 00:43:00,036
to homeless people.
970
00:43:00,036 --> 00:43:01,787
SIERRA:
"L.A. Nickel."
971
00:43:01,787 --> 00:43:05,333
Yeah. They never offered him
a studio deal again.
972
00:43:05,333 --> 00:43:07,793
He looks so young.
973
00:43:07,793 --> 00:43:09,337
You know what else?
974
00:43:09,337 --> 00:43:11,297
I have the whole "Mindfuck"
surveillance series,
975
00:43:11,297 --> 00:43:14,926
a bootleg of his lost movie,
if you want to...
976
00:43:14,926 --> 00:43:16,886
watch it sometime.
977
00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:19,764
It's really good-- with me.
978
00:43:24,561 --> 00:43:27,439
That sounds...
979
00:43:27,439 --> 00:43:29,941
fun.
980
00:43:32,569 --> 00:43:37,198
[ROCKY VOTOLATO'S "SHE WAS ONLY
IN IT FOR THE RAIN" PLAYING]
981
00:43:37,198 --> 00:43:39,367
[INDISTINCT VOICES]
982
00:43:45,873 --> 00:43:49,294
♪ She swore out the lights ♪
983
00:43:49,294 --> 00:43:51,045
♪ When she said ♪
984
00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:56,384
♪ That she was only in it ♪
985
00:43:56,384 --> 00:43:59,429
♪ For the rain ♪
986
00:44:00,472 --> 00:44:03,641
♪ She made of her bed ♪
987
00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,852
♪ A naive nativity ♪
988
00:44:06,852 --> 00:44:10,356
♪ Just in case it became ♪
989
00:44:10,356 --> 00:44:13,859
♪ Just in case ♪
990
00:44:15,153 --> 00:44:18,156
♪ Here's the first
Of many songs ♪
991
00:44:18,156 --> 00:44:20,866
♪ You wanted me to write ♪
992
00:44:20,866 --> 00:44:23,244
♪ Just for you ♪
993
00:44:23,244 --> 00:44:27,332
♪ I hope to God you like it ♪
994
00:44:28,416 --> 00:44:31,377
♪ It's as pretty ♪
995
00:44:31,377 --> 00:44:34,839
♪ As it is cruel ♪
996
00:44:34,839 --> 00:44:37,425
♪ It's as pretty ♪
Wow.
997
00:44:37,425 --> 00:44:39,885
I didn't even know
you could get up here.
998
00:44:39,885 --> 00:44:42,930
♪ ...cruel ♪♪
999
00:44:44,599 --> 00:44:47,519
You eat lunch up here?
1000
00:44:47,519 --> 00:44:50,647
Sometimes.
1001
00:44:51,772 --> 00:44:53,399
All right.
1002
00:44:53,399 --> 00:44:55,776
So, how do you want
to do this?
1003
00:44:55,776 --> 00:44:57,195
Who goes first?
1004
00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,947
[SIGHS]
Well...
1005
00:45:01,157 --> 00:45:02,450
You.
1006
00:45:02,450 --> 00:45:04,452
Why do you want
to kill yourself?
1007
00:45:04,452 --> 00:45:06,245
That's your
first question?
1008
00:45:06,245 --> 00:45:08,289
I thought this was supposed
to be a puff piece.
1009
00:45:10,500 --> 00:45:11,959
[SIGHS]
1010
00:45:11,959 --> 00:45:13,878
I just ran out of bullshit.
SIERRA: That's all?
1011
00:45:13,878 --> 00:45:15,630
I don't know how else
to say it.
1012
00:45:15,630 --> 00:45:18,007
Just ran out of bullshit.
Bullshit.
1013
00:45:18,007 --> 00:45:21,219
Suicide should have a better
reason than "bullshit."
1014
00:45:21,219 --> 00:45:23,846
You got one?
1015
00:45:23,846 --> 00:45:26,182
I think suicide
is a permanent solution
1016
00:45:26,182 --> 00:45:28,017
to a temporary problem.
1017
00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:29,268
Really?
1018
00:45:29,268 --> 00:45:31,062
It's a permanent solution...
1019
00:45:31,062 --> 00:45:32,605
to a temporary problem.
1020
00:45:32,605 --> 00:45:34,148
Temporary.
It's temporary.
1021
00:45:34,148 --> 00:45:36,108
Permanent solution...
to a temporary problem.
1022
00:45:36,108 --> 00:45:37,943
...to a temporary problem.
1023
00:45:37,943 --> 00:45:39,904
A permanent solution
to a temporary problem.
1024
00:45:39,904 --> 00:45:43,616
It's a permanent solution
to a temporary problem.
1025
00:45:43,616 --> 00:45:45,410
I've never
heard that before.
1026
00:45:45,410 --> 00:45:47,161
Is it my turn yet?
1027
00:45:47,161 --> 00:45:49,622
Just step back if you want
to be in the wide shot.
1028
00:45:49,622 --> 00:45:52,749
Symmetrical.
Okay.
1029
00:45:52,749 --> 00:45:56,128
What's the worst thing
that ever happened to you?
1030
00:45:56,128 --> 00:46:00,091
My brother died
last year.
1031
00:46:00,091 --> 00:46:01,926
Car crash, right?
1032
00:46:01,926 --> 00:46:03,344
That sucks.
1033
00:46:03,344 --> 00:46:04,596
Yeah.
1034
00:46:05,971 --> 00:46:08,349
You never really get over
something like that.
1035
00:46:09,517 --> 00:46:12,061
What's your
worst memory?
1036
00:46:12,061 --> 00:46:15,231
I don't know.
I guess it's, um...
1037
00:46:15,231 --> 00:46:19,151
I guess it's that
I have no memories.
1038
00:46:19,151 --> 00:46:21,028
No wins or losses,
1039
00:46:21,028 --> 00:46:23,989
or big tragedies, or...
1040
00:46:23,989 --> 00:46:25,283
wins or losses.
1041
00:46:25,283 --> 00:46:27,577
I'm just kind of here.
1042
00:46:27,577 --> 00:46:30,496
SIERRA:
You're gonna kill yourself 'cause life's too easy?
1043
00:46:30,496 --> 00:46:32,206
There's just so much
of everything,
1044
00:46:32,206 --> 00:46:34,166
so nothing has any meaning.
So what's the point?
1045
00:46:34,166 --> 00:46:36,252
And death
has meaning?
1046
00:46:36,252 --> 00:46:39,756
We work our whole lives
just to die.
1047
00:46:39,756 --> 00:46:42,341
Death drives tyrants to torture,
lovers to cliff's edge.
1048
00:46:42,341 --> 00:46:44,969
Masterpiece or trash...
1049
00:46:44,969 --> 00:46:47,221
Death paints
the final brushstroke.
1050
00:46:47,221 --> 00:46:49,599
More Vargas.
1051
00:46:49,599 --> 00:46:50,975
He's the man.
1052
00:46:50,975 --> 00:46:52,893
Are you a virgin?
1053
00:46:52,893 --> 00:46:55,020
[SIGHS]
1054
00:46:55,020 --> 00:46:57,315
Definitely not a puff piece.
1055
00:46:57,315 --> 00:46:59,442
Um...
1056
00:47:00,652 --> 00:47:02,945
Heh. You either
are or you aren't.
1057
00:47:02,945 --> 00:47:05,114
Yeah,
I know how it works.
1058
00:47:05,114 --> 00:47:07,074
Yeah, I am.
1059
00:47:09,160 --> 00:47:11,746
Not by choice.
1060
00:47:11,746 --> 00:47:14,415
But you're not a virgin.
1061
00:47:15,541 --> 00:47:17,834
Why do you ask it
like that?
1062
00:47:17,834 --> 00:47:19,962
Joel, Timmy, Billy, Dirk,
1063
00:47:19,962 --> 00:47:22,715
friggin'... Buffy,
1064
00:47:22,715 --> 00:47:24,467
and all the varsity
basketball team.
1065
00:47:24,467 --> 00:47:25,802
Yeah.
1066
00:47:25,802 --> 00:47:28,012
A girl's got to suck
a lot of dick
1067
00:47:28,012 --> 00:47:29,972
to support
her coke habit.
1068
00:47:30,973 --> 00:47:33,142
Do you want to die
a virgin?
1069
00:47:33,142 --> 00:47:35,687
Is that a come-on?
1070
00:47:35,687 --> 00:47:38,481
Let me
ask you this.
1071
00:47:40,775 --> 00:47:42,443
Are you gonna
kill yourself
1072
00:47:42,443 --> 00:47:44,696
before you lose your virginity
or wait until after?
1073
00:47:44,696 --> 00:47:46,698
I don't know.
What...
1074
00:47:46,698 --> 00:47:48,991
What do you think?
1075
00:47:48,991 --> 00:47:52,244
Nobody wants
to die a virgin.
1076
00:47:52,244 --> 00:47:56,207
Now, obviously, you're not
serious about killing yourself.
1077
00:48:00,545 --> 00:48:02,797
Let me ask you
a question.
1078
00:48:02,797 --> 00:48:06,384
What's it like
being so perfect?
1079
00:48:06,384 --> 00:48:08,427
Perfect in every way?
1080
00:48:08,427 --> 00:48:11,222
Okay,
we can turn 'em off now.
1081
00:48:13,015 --> 00:48:14,559
Please just turn it off.
1082
00:48:14,559 --> 00:48:17,978
[FILM PROJECTOR WHIRRING]
1083
00:48:17,978 --> 00:48:20,147
[SIGHS]
1084
00:48:22,483 --> 00:48:25,194
You really want to know?
1085
00:48:31,784 --> 00:48:34,036
It feels like shit.
1086
00:48:34,036 --> 00:48:35,663
[CLICK, WHIRRING STOPS]
1087
00:48:39,291 --> 00:48:42,044
[MUZAK PLAYING]
1088
00:48:47,425 --> 00:48:49,677
ARCHIE:
I'm gonna be honest with you.
1089
00:48:49,677 --> 00:48:52,597
I hate this place,
this zoo,
1090
00:48:52,597 --> 00:48:54,390
this... prison,
1091
00:48:54,390 --> 00:48:57,393
this reality,
whatever you want to call it.
1092
00:48:57,393 --> 00:49:00,897
I can't stand it
any longer.
1093
00:49:00,897 --> 00:49:02,939
[AS AGENT SMITH]:
It's the smell.
1094
00:49:02,939 --> 00:49:05,860
I feel saturated by it.
1095
00:49:05,860 --> 00:49:07,779
I can taste your stink,
1096
00:49:07,779 --> 00:49:09,113
and every time that I do,
1097
00:49:09,113 --> 00:49:11,282
I feel somehow
I've been infected by it.
1098
00:49:11,282 --> 00:49:14,201
[SIGHS]
I must get out of here.
1099
00:49:14,201 --> 00:49:15,745
I must get free,
1100
00:49:15,745 --> 00:49:19,749
and this mind is the key,
my key.
1101
00:49:19,749 --> 00:49:22,585
You need the key
to Zion.
1102
00:49:22,585 --> 00:49:24,629
Yes!
Once Zion is destroyed,
1103
00:49:24,629 --> 00:49:27,882
there is no reason
for me to be here.
1104
00:49:27,882 --> 00:49:30,843
BOTH:
I need the codes.
1105
00:49:32,010 --> 00:49:33,846
ARCHIE:
You fucked it up!
1106
00:49:33,846 --> 00:49:35,514
I don't know!
1107
00:49:35,514 --> 00:49:36,891
[BOTH LAUGH]
1108
00:49:36,891 --> 00:49:38,684
[AS TRAVIS BICKLE]:
You.
1109
00:49:38,684 --> 00:49:41,228
You're good, Doc.
Yes, you are.
1110
00:49:43,230 --> 00:49:46,275
You talkin' to me, huh?
1111
00:49:46,275 --> 00:49:48,985
Yes, Archie.
I am talking to you.
1112
00:49:50,446 --> 00:49:54,742
Live fast, die young,
have a great-looking corpse--
1113
00:49:54,742 --> 00:49:57,244
that is only good
in the movies.
1114
00:49:57,244 --> 00:50:01,791
You should be bulldogging,
contending.
1115
00:50:01,791 --> 00:50:04,669
Go on. Be a kid.
1116
00:50:04,669 --> 00:50:06,337
Try it on for size.
1117
00:50:07,797 --> 00:50:09,757
It's not so bad.
1118
00:50:11,467 --> 00:50:12,885
I am talking to you!
1119
00:50:12,885 --> 00:50:15,137
You motherfucker!
I'll bury you in this place!
1120
00:50:15,137 --> 00:50:17,139
I never fucked my mother,
Archie.
1121
00:50:17,139 --> 00:50:21,978
I did have one client, though,
that would fuck the sheep.
1122
00:50:21,978 --> 00:50:23,479
Say nothing.
1123
00:50:25,147 --> 00:50:29,485
[ROCKY VOTOLATO'S
"MIX TAPES/CELL MATES" PLAYING]
1124
00:50:33,865 --> 00:50:38,327
♪ I am a prisoner
In the sunlight ♪
1125
00:50:38,327 --> 00:50:42,122
♪ You are my cell mate
In the darkness ♪
1126
00:50:42,122 --> 00:50:44,166
♪ There's a box full
Of mix tapes ♪
1127
00:50:44,166 --> 00:50:48,295
♪ With titles
You came up with ♪
1128
00:50:50,589 --> 00:50:52,800
♪ They can show us
Where we came from ♪
1129
00:50:52,800 --> 00:50:55,511
♪ But not how
To get back there ♪
1130
00:50:55,511 --> 00:50:59,223
♪ Listening to the songs
Can't heal my broken fingers ♪
1131
00:50:59,223 --> 00:51:02,977
♪ It's just weight
For the anchor ♪
1132
00:51:02,977 --> 00:51:06,564
♪ To keep your ship here ♪
1133
00:51:08,816 --> 00:51:12,945
[HARMONICA SOLO]
1134
00:51:25,457 --> 00:51:29,628
♪ And I'm serving time ♪
1135
00:51:31,881 --> 00:51:36,468
♪ Till I've earned the right ♪
1136
00:51:36,468 --> 00:51:43,059
♪ To go back to the place
Where we started from ♪♪
1137
00:51:45,477 --> 00:51:47,396
ARCHIE:
She's the class president.
1138
00:51:47,396 --> 00:51:50,066
She's captain of
the girls' tennis team.
1139
00:51:50,066 --> 00:51:52,484
She's every dork's wet dream.
1140
00:51:52,484 --> 00:51:54,152
She's...
1141
00:51:54,152 --> 00:51:55,863
Sierra Silver.
1142
00:52:05,289 --> 00:52:08,542
ARCHIE: Some say there are
cracks in Sierra's armor,
1143
00:52:08,542 --> 00:52:12,128
ever since she dumped
trophy boyfriend number three,
1144
00:52:12,128 --> 00:52:13,672
{\an8}this douchebag.
1145
00:52:15,591 --> 00:52:19,720
Sierra's mom, the lovely
Mrs. Coleman Silver,
1146
00:52:19,720 --> 00:52:22,222
is a noted community servant,
and a real MILF.
1147
00:52:22,222 --> 00:52:24,600
CHARLOTTE: Coleman's ancestors
came over on the Mayflower.
1148
00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:26,727
The Silver crest.
1149
00:52:26,727 --> 00:52:28,062
Not the Silver perks.
1150
00:52:28,062 --> 00:52:32,066
And I descend
from Danish royalty.
1151
00:52:33,109 --> 00:52:35,653
[♪♪♪]
1152
00:52:37,947 --> 00:52:39,197
[FLATULENCE SOUND]
1153
00:52:39,197 --> 00:52:41,700
Sierra's dad,
Mr. Coleman Silver,
1154
00:52:41,700 --> 00:52:44,202
is CEO, CFO, c-asshole
1155
00:52:44,202 --> 00:52:46,664
of some obscure
multi-national corporation.
1156
00:52:46,664 --> 00:52:50,793
He makes gobs and gobs of money
working very, very hard.
1157
00:52:50,793 --> 00:52:52,711
After 18 holes of golf
with a prospect,
1158
00:52:52,711 --> 00:52:54,588
I know
if we can do business.
1159
00:52:54,588 --> 00:52:56,799
If you want to have a beer with
him after five hours of play,
1160
00:52:56,799 --> 00:52:58,383
you know all you need to know.
1161
00:52:58,383 --> 00:53:00,011
ARCHIE: What do you think
about your daughter?
1162
00:53:00,011 --> 00:53:01,553
She's a winner.
1163
00:53:01,553 --> 00:53:03,097
Harvard-bound.
[CHUCKLES]
1164
00:53:03,097 --> 00:53:05,265
Just like her brother.
1165
00:53:05,265 --> 00:53:07,059
What's this for again?
1166
00:53:07,059 --> 00:53:09,561
Oh, it's, um,
it's for school, Dad.
1167
00:53:09,561 --> 00:53:12,106
Oh.
1168
00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:14,274
ARCHIE:
Shane Andrew Silver,
1169
00:53:14,274 --> 00:53:15,526
Sierra's older brother,
1170
00:53:15,526 --> 00:53:16,819
was tragically killed
1171
00:53:16,819 --> 00:53:18,988
in a fiery
single-car accident
1172
00:53:18,988 --> 00:53:21,657
on Red Canyon Road.
1173
00:53:21,657 --> 00:53:23,742
Trojan president,
1174
00:53:23,742 --> 00:53:26,620
captain of the golf team,
Young Gentlemen.
1175
00:53:26,620 --> 00:53:28,873
[TEST SIGNAL BEEPING]
1176
00:53:28,873 --> 00:53:30,499
[THIRD EYE BLIND'S
"JUMPER" PLAYING]
1177
00:53:30,499 --> 00:53:32,208
CHARLOTTE:
Shane is gone...
1178
00:53:32,208 --> 00:53:34,378
instantly.
1179
00:53:34,378 --> 00:53:35,838
[VOICE BREAKING]
You can't imagine
1180
00:53:35,838 --> 00:53:37,213
what that leaves you with.
1181
00:53:37,213 --> 00:53:40,092
We beg of you...
1182
00:53:40,092 --> 00:53:42,218
Drive carefully...
1183
00:53:42,218 --> 00:53:45,347
Because no family
should suffer pain like this.
1184
00:53:45,347 --> 00:53:51,562
[SOBBING]
♪ I would understand ♪
1185
00:53:51,562 --> 00:53:52,938
Sierra Silver--
1186
00:53:52,938 --> 00:53:56,108
What's next for
this straight-A stunner?
1187
00:53:56,108 --> 00:53:59,570
A Pulitzer Prize
for her sensational exposé
1188
00:53:59,570 --> 00:54:02,238
on four-time
suicidal loser...
1189
00:54:02,238 --> 00:54:03,448
me.
1190
00:54:03,448 --> 00:54:04,992
And if I kill myself,
1191
00:54:04,992 --> 00:54:08,704
Sierra Silver is truly
Ivy league-bound.
1192
00:54:08,704 --> 00:54:11,874
[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING]
1193
00:54:11,874 --> 00:54:13,042
Careful.
1194
00:54:13,042 --> 00:54:15,086
What are those?
1195
00:54:15,086 --> 00:54:17,046
[PANTING]
1196
00:54:17,046 --> 00:54:18,505
Nothing.
1197
00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:22,885
ARCHIE:
That's more than nothing. That's something.
1198
00:54:25,179 --> 00:54:27,305
It's a rash, okay?
1199
00:54:34,646 --> 00:54:36,982
ARCHIE:
You can tell me.
1200
00:54:38,859 --> 00:54:40,444
Tell you what?
1201
00:54:41,528 --> 00:54:42,988
[SCOFFS]
1202
00:54:44,364 --> 00:54:45,908
I'm not blind.
1203
00:54:49,912 --> 00:54:51,830
Yeah, you are.
1204
00:54:51,830 --> 00:54:53,999
I can't believe it.
1205
00:54:53,999 --> 00:54:56,334
You?
1206
00:54:56,334 --> 00:54:57,544
Why?
1207
00:54:57,544 --> 00:54:59,755
Would you just
please don't?
1208
00:55:01,882 --> 00:55:04,676
You're beautiful and smart
and popular and--
1209
00:55:04,676 --> 00:55:07,138
Poised and outstanding
and blah-blah-blah.
1210
00:55:07,138 --> 00:55:09,640
I've heard
all that garbage before.
1211
00:55:12,059 --> 00:55:13,227
We can talk.
1212
00:55:13,227 --> 00:55:14,937
[SCOFFS]
1213
00:55:17,982 --> 00:55:21,819
If I wanted a shrink,
I'd buy one.
1214
00:55:24,029 --> 00:55:26,157
Look, I'm sorry,
but I just think that--
1215
00:55:26,157 --> 00:55:28,075
Shit!
Of all the people,
1216
00:55:28,075 --> 00:55:29,868
I thought
that you'd understand.
1217
00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:31,536
I do understand.
1218
00:55:31,536 --> 00:55:32,997
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
1219
00:55:32,997 --> 00:55:35,331
You think?
1220
00:55:35,331 --> 00:55:37,251
You don't have a clue.
1221
00:55:41,505 --> 00:55:43,548
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
1222
00:55:44,800 --> 00:55:47,178
[AS COLONEL KURTZ]:
I've seen horrors.
1223
00:55:51,723 --> 00:55:53,809
Horrors that you've seen.
1224
00:55:59,106 --> 00:56:02,776
Primordial killings without...
1225
00:56:04,987 --> 00:56:07,072
feeling, without passion.
1226
00:56:07,072 --> 00:56:08,615
[SNIFFS]
1227
00:56:11,493 --> 00:56:13,745
You have no right
to call me a murderer.
1228
00:56:20,127 --> 00:56:22,546
You have a right to kill me.
1229
00:56:24,506 --> 00:56:26,884
[SNIFFS]
1230
00:56:26,884 --> 00:56:28,302
But...
1231
00:56:30,262 --> 00:56:32,514
But you have no right
to judge me...
1232
00:56:35,226 --> 00:56:36,643
because...
1233
00:56:40,772 --> 00:56:42,774
because it's judgment...
1234
00:56:45,986 --> 00:56:48,364
Judgment that defeats us.
1235
00:56:50,991 --> 00:56:53,660
GRETCHEN: Archie?
1236
00:56:53,660 --> 00:56:54,912
Are you up?
1237
00:56:56,080 --> 00:56:58,040
Uh-oh.
1238
00:56:58,040 --> 00:56:59,958
It's the horror.
1239
00:57:02,294 --> 00:57:04,129
The horror.
1240
00:57:04,129 --> 00:57:06,090
Archie,
I can hear you.
1241
00:57:06,090 --> 00:57:09,176
I'm late.
Now get your ass in gear.
1242
00:57:09,176 --> 00:57:10,761
[SNIFFS]
1243
00:57:14,223 --> 00:57:16,975
The horror.
1244
00:57:16,975 --> 00:57:21,646
[CONTEMPORARY FOLK MUSIC
PLAYS OVER RADIO]
1245
00:57:28,486 --> 00:57:30,488
[DOORBELL RINGS]
1246
00:57:30,488 --> 00:57:33,325
[CLASSICAL MUSIC
PLAYING WITHIN OVER SPEAKERS]
1247
00:57:33,325 --> 00:57:34,952
Hello.
1248
00:57:34,952 --> 00:57:36,536
Oh.
1249
00:57:36,536 --> 00:57:38,038
Hello, young man.
1250
00:57:38,038 --> 00:57:40,291
Oh, I am so sorry
for the mess.
1251
00:57:40,291 --> 00:57:43,127
We have our big charity ball for
Shane's foundation next week.
1252
00:57:43,127 --> 00:57:44,586
It's just crazy
around here.
1253
00:57:44,586 --> 00:57:45,837
Wait here.
1254
00:57:47,214 --> 00:57:49,925
Sierra, sweetie,
you have company!
1255
00:57:51,969 --> 00:57:53,511
You want orange juice?
1256
00:57:53,511 --> 00:57:55,264
No, thanks.
[SMALL DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE]
1257
00:57:55,264 --> 00:57:56,807
No? Okay.
1258
00:57:58,767 --> 00:58:00,602
Honey?
1259
00:58:08,235 --> 00:58:10,862
You know the rules,
young lady.
1260
00:58:10,862 --> 00:58:12,489
Yes, Mother.
1261
00:58:12,489 --> 00:58:14,074
Condescension...
1262
00:58:14,074 --> 00:58:16,243
is so unbecoming.
1263
00:58:23,792 --> 00:58:26,920
[CLASSICAL MUSIC CONTINUES]
1264
00:58:29,298 --> 00:58:32,676
So, this is the music they play
in hell, hm?
1265
00:58:32,676 --> 00:58:35,679
[BOTH LAUGH]
1266
00:58:35,679 --> 00:58:37,473
Quite a lady.
1267
00:58:37,473 --> 00:58:38,849
Mm.
1268
00:58:38,849 --> 00:58:41,393
I never want
to judge you.
1269
00:58:41,393 --> 00:58:45,230
I know how much it sucks
to be judged.
1270
00:58:45,230 --> 00:58:47,232
Misjudged.
1271
00:58:47,232 --> 00:58:48,775
Yeah.
1272
00:58:48,775 --> 00:58:51,028
Well, I've been that, too.
1273
00:59:06,668 --> 00:59:09,004
Can I trust you?
1274
00:59:11,089 --> 00:59:12,716
Yeah.
1275
00:59:15,344 --> 00:59:17,929
No matter what?
1276
00:59:17,929 --> 00:59:20,224
No matter what.
1277
00:59:24,144 --> 00:59:27,189
["CUT ME IN TWO" PERFORMED BY
ROCKY VOTOLATO PLAYING]
1278
00:59:27,189 --> 00:59:28,648
Follow me.
1279
00:59:28,648 --> 00:59:30,692
♪ On nights when ♪
1280
00:59:30,692 --> 00:59:36,448
♪ Sleeping it off is exactly
What I should do ♪
1281
00:59:36,448 --> 00:59:45,082
♪ I won't come through ♪
ARCHIE: Pink room.
1282
00:59:45,082 --> 00:59:48,001
Are you filming?
1283
00:59:48,001 --> 00:59:50,254
Is it okay?
1284
00:59:55,384 --> 01:00:02,266
♪ Nobody understands
This light ♪
1285
01:00:02,266 --> 01:00:04,768
♪ Just like me ♪
1286
01:00:04,768 --> 01:00:09,147
♪ Sincerity ♪
1287
01:00:09,147 --> 01:00:14,236
♪ Oh, please return to me ♪
1288
01:00:14,236 --> 01:00:19,491
♪ 'Cause I've been lying
To myself ♪
1289
01:00:19,491 --> 01:00:22,827
♪ To myself ♪
1290
01:00:22,827 --> 01:00:31,378
♪ You see myself ♪
1291
01:00:31,378 --> 01:00:34,381
♪ You see ♪
1292
01:00:34,381 --> 01:00:36,133
No matter what?
1293
01:00:36,133 --> 01:00:38,093
[SIGHS]
1294
01:00:39,303 --> 01:00:43,681
This is different.
Look...
1295
01:00:43,681 --> 01:00:46,143
[SCOFFS]
This was pathetic.
1296
01:00:47,436 --> 01:00:51,856
♪ Create something
That's the truth ♪
1297
01:00:51,856 --> 01:00:53,191
What do you want
with me?
1298
01:00:53,191 --> 01:00:56,861
♪ So it pierces through you ♪
1299
01:00:56,861 --> 01:00:58,280
[SIGHS]
1300
01:00:58,280 --> 01:01:01,908
♪ Cuts me in two ♪
1301
01:01:01,908 --> 01:01:04,620
I want what you want--
1302
01:01:04,620 --> 01:01:07,914
to end it all.
1303
01:01:07,914 --> 01:01:09,458
When?
1304
01:01:09,458 --> 01:01:11,376
Soon.
1305
01:01:11,376 --> 01:01:12,752
Where?
1306
01:01:14,879 --> 01:01:16,548
On camera.
1307
01:01:16,548 --> 01:01:17,924
With you.
1308
01:01:17,924 --> 01:01:22,095
♪ I lied to you ♪
1309
01:01:22,095 --> 01:01:27,225
♪ And part of me
I'll never see ♪
1310
01:01:27,225 --> 01:01:32,939
♪ All is gone, I must go on ♪♪
1311
01:01:39,196 --> 01:01:40,905
[SIGHS]
1312
01:02:00,676 --> 01:02:03,720
[INHALES SHARPLY,
GROANS LIGHTLY]
1313
01:02:10,519 --> 01:02:13,146
Our secret.
1314
01:02:18,068 --> 01:02:20,696
VARGAS:
Call of death...
1315
01:02:20,696 --> 01:02:22,614
[ECHOING]
is the call of love.
1316
01:02:24,157 --> 01:02:27,202
There is a pit in my stomach
that won't go away.
1317
01:02:27,202 --> 01:02:29,496
It's filled with the emptiness
of this family.
1318
01:02:29,496 --> 01:02:31,122
I hate my mom.
1319
01:02:31,122 --> 01:02:32,790
Suicide pact.
ARCHIE: Yeah.
1320
01:02:32,790 --> 01:02:34,626
That's kind of creepy.
1321
01:02:34,626 --> 01:02:37,003
Let's just say
I've cut before.
1322
01:02:37,003 --> 01:02:38,963
SIERRA: Really?
1323
01:02:38,963 --> 01:02:40,465
She didn't know.
1324
01:02:40,465 --> 01:02:42,426
Yeah, you didn't know that.
[CHUCKLES]
1325
01:02:48,014 --> 01:02:49,974
MAN: Address the pain.
1326
01:02:49,974 --> 01:02:54,271
You cannot lead a long life
with acute suicidality.
1327
01:02:54,271 --> 01:02:57,941
You either discharge the emotion
or discharge the bullet.
1328
01:03:00,860 --> 01:03:03,697
BOBBY: You stick it in,
and you slide it over.
1329
01:03:03,697 --> 01:03:07,033
You rip apart all your stomach
and guts and all that shit. WOMAN: Bobby!
1330
01:03:07,033 --> 01:03:10,537
Mom, I'm doing the fucking
interview thing!
1331
01:03:15,459 --> 01:03:17,461
VARGAS:
Death deals release
1332
01:03:17,461 --> 01:03:19,003
and oblivion.
1333
01:03:19,003 --> 01:03:22,382
She heals the sick
and wounds the healthy.
1334
01:03:22,382 --> 01:03:25,761
Death runs
her chariot horses unchallenged
1335
01:03:25,761 --> 01:03:29,097
until all eternity
praises her dominion
1336
01:03:29,097 --> 01:03:32,476
and all God's creatures
pay homage.
1337
01:03:32,476 --> 01:03:35,771
SIERRA:
We acquire all of this crap
1338
01:03:35,771 --> 01:03:40,024
so we never have to face
what we don't have.
1339
01:03:41,485 --> 01:03:42,986
Never had.
1340
01:03:46,615 --> 01:03:48,908
Can never have.
1341
01:03:54,122 --> 01:03:55,873
[SIGHS]
1342
01:03:55,873 --> 01:03:58,042
You and me, Archie.
1343
01:03:59,544 --> 01:04:01,672
We're cashing out.
1344
01:04:07,844 --> 01:04:11,556
[PANTING]
1345
01:04:17,395 --> 01:04:20,565
[CLIMAXING]
1346
01:04:28,948 --> 01:04:32,369
[PANTING SLOWS]
1347
01:04:32,369 --> 01:04:34,996
Now you can kill
yourself.
1348
01:04:47,384 --> 01:04:49,010
[CHUCKLES]
1349
01:04:55,266 --> 01:04:57,352
[♪♪♪]
1350
01:04:57,352 --> 01:05:00,021
ARCHIE:
I found it on a Tuesday.
1351
01:05:01,439 --> 01:05:03,400
SIERRA: This is your favorite
piece of equipment?
1352
01:05:03,400 --> 01:05:05,943
Yeah.
1353
01:05:05,943 --> 01:05:07,821
First I thought
I was losing it.
1354
01:05:07,821 --> 01:05:10,615
This flipped image
appeared on my wall.
1355
01:05:10,615 --> 01:05:13,702
My mother pacing
in the backyard.
1356
01:05:13,702 --> 01:05:15,787
She's pissed.
1357
01:05:15,787 --> 01:05:18,373
My grandpa just died.
1358
01:05:18,373 --> 01:05:20,792
And my dad came outside,
1359
01:05:20,792 --> 01:05:25,088
kissed her right on the top
of her head.
1360
01:05:25,088 --> 01:05:28,216
Real tender.
1361
01:05:28,216 --> 01:05:30,134
Cradled her.
1362
01:05:30,134 --> 01:05:32,011
[SIGHS]
1363
01:05:32,011 --> 01:05:36,516
That's the only time
I've ever seen them...
1364
01:05:36,516 --> 01:05:38,602
intimate.
1365
01:05:38,602 --> 01:05:40,645
It's the first camera.
1366
01:05:40,645 --> 01:05:42,480
Aristotle used it...
1367
01:05:42,480 --> 01:05:44,524
Da Vinci.
1368
01:05:44,524 --> 01:05:46,484
Camera obscura.
1369
01:05:47,527 --> 01:05:50,655
Light has to be...
just right,
1370
01:05:50,655 --> 01:05:54,075
directly over
the main house.
1371
01:05:55,619 --> 01:06:01,999
♪ Olly olly oxen free ♪
1372
01:06:01,999 --> 01:06:04,377
No filter.
1373
01:06:04,377 --> 01:06:05,545
Yeah.
1374
01:06:05,545 --> 01:06:07,923
♪ Come out, you can't hide ♪
1375
01:06:07,923 --> 01:06:09,090
The world's upside down.
1376
01:06:09,090 --> 01:06:14,178
♪ From what you've got ♪
1377
01:06:14,178 --> 01:06:17,390
♪ Coming ♪
1378
01:06:18,558 --> 01:06:20,685
Shit.
1379
01:06:20,685 --> 01:06:22,019
Yeah.
1380
01:06:22,019 --> 01:06:24,105
I do not do well
with parties.
1381
01:06:24,105 --> 01:06:25,440
[LAUGHS]
1382
01:06:25,440 --> 01:06:27,108
Like, I don't do well
with big crowds.
1383
01:06:27,108 --> 01:06:29,986
You're not that good
one-on-one, either, Archie.
1384
01:06:29,986 --> 01:06:31,321
Thanks.
1385
01:06:31,321 --> 01:06:32,906
ARCHIE:
You see, it's just that
1386
01:06:32,906 --> 01:06:35,617
I-I've been filming everything
for so long,
1387
01:06:35,617 --> 01:06:38,870
I just guess the world
looks better through a lens.
1388
01:06:38,870 --> 01:06:41,122
And some people
find that weird.
1389
01:06:41,122 --> 01:06:43,416
Why do you care
what they think?
1390
01:06:43,416 --> 01:06:45,418
I guess I don't.
1391
01:06:45,418 --> 01:06:47,211
What is-- What is this?
1392
01:06:47,211 --> 01:06:48,964
It's a shot.
1393
01:06:48,964 --> 01:06:50,465
Okay.
1394
01:06:52,926 --> 01:06:55,136
It's horrible!
1395
01:06:55,136 --> 01:06:56,972
Besides,
if anyone messes with us...
1396
01:06:56,972 --> 01:06:59,056
shoot 'em!
1397
01:06:59,056 --> 01:07:00,558
Shoot 'em.
1398
01:07:00,558 --> 01:07:02,435
YOUNG MAN: You should
drown yourself, Eyeball.
1399
01:07:02,435 --> 01:07:04,729
Cinder blocks, like,
to your ankles,
1400
01:07:04,729 --> 01:07:06,648
you just jump
into the quarry.
1401
01:07:06,648 --> 01:07:08,608
Like, I did it,
it's like...
1402
01:07:09,985 --> 01:07:11,653
[WOLFMOTHER'S "VAGABOND"
PLAYING]
1403
01:07:11,653 --> 01:07:13,446
That's too much.
1404
01:07:13,446 --> 01:07:15,239
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
I got something I want to say.
1405
01:07:15,239 --> 01:07:17,074
I heard what you were doing
in Bedford's class. Yeah.
1406
01:07:17,074 --> 01:07:19,995
What he's doing-- boffing
Sierra up the butt nightly.
1407
01:07:19,995 --> 01:07:21,746
I'll ride you, baby.
1408
01:07:21,746 --> 01:07:24,207
SIERRA: As if. As if.
I would ride the shit out of you.
1409
01:07:24,207 --> 01:07:25,750
As if, my dick.
1410
01:07:25,750 --> 01:07:27,377
Hey, no, man, I'm serious.
I just, uh, want to--
1411
01:07:27,377 --> 01:07:28,962
Look, look, what this fucker's
trying to say...
1412
01:07:28,962 --> 01:07:30,547
No, what I'm trying
to say is that--
1413
01:07:30,547 --> 01:07:33,049
...is that fucking partying
rules, school sucks--
1414
01:07:33,049 --> 01:07:34,384
It sucks!
Yeah.
1415
01:07:34,384 --> 01:07:35,510
It sucks my dick.
1416
01:07:35,510 --> 01:07:37,512
Fucking--
What's up, babe?
1417
01:07:37,512 --> 01:07:39,639
What's her name?
Michelle. Megan.
1418
01:07:39,639 --> 01:07:41,474
Misty. Missy?
1419
01:07:41,474 --> 01:07:45,353
Fuck it all.
1420
01:07:46,855 --> 01:07:48,147
SIERRA: Look how fucked up
these people are.
1421
01:07:48,147 --> 01:07:49,774
[VIDEO REWINDING]
1422
01:07:49,774 --> 01:07:51,776
I mean, look at them.
1423
01:07:51,776 --> 01:07:54,029
Do you really
want to be like this?
1424
01:07:54,029 --> 01:07:56,698
Do you want to grow old
with these people?
1425
01:07:56,698 --> 01:08:00,035
Well, put on
your plastic smile,
1426
01:08:00,035 --> 01:08:01,870
'cause we're gonna
get fucked up.
1427
01:08:01,870 --> 01:08:07,458
♪ See me ♪
1428
01:08:15,759 --> 01:08:17,802
Very nice.
1429
01:08:17,802 --> 01:08:20,555
CROWD [CHANTING]:
Go! Go! Go! Go! go!
1430
01:08:20,555 --> 01:08:26,019
♪ 'Cause I'll tell you
Everything about being free ♪
1431
01:08:26,019 --> 01:08:28,104
[VOMITS]
1432
01:08:28,104 --> 01:08:30,690
SIERRA: Are you gonna be
all right?
1433
01:08:30,690 --> 01:08:33,777
Yeah. Fine.
[GROANS]
1434
01:08:33,777 --> 01:08:35,946
[CHUCKLES]
[BELCHES]
1435
01:08:35,946 --> 01:08:37,697
Anyone know
where Sierra is?
1436
01:08:37,697 --> 01:08:39,657
When I kill myself...
1437
01:08:39,657 --> 01:08:42,535
Hey, get the fuck
out of here.
1438
01:08:42,535 --> 01:08:44,161
ARCHIE: Anybody know
where Sierra is?
1439
01:08:44,161 --> 01:08:46,497
Does anybody-- You know
where Sierra is, man?
1440
01:08:46,497 --> 01:08:49,667
Excuse me.
1441
01:08:49,667 --> 01:08:50,919
Milky-white skin.
1442
01:08:50,919 --> 01:08:52,754
You want to see?
1443
01:08:52,754 --> 01:08:54,255
See what?
1444
01:09:01,471 --> 01:09:04,390
She didn't even wake up.
[SNAPPING FINGERS]
1445
01:09:04,390 --> 01:09:07,226
[INDISTINCT CHATTER
AND LAUGHTER]
1446
01:09:24,327 --> 01:09:26,997
[CHATTER CONTINUES]
1447
01:09:26,997 --> 01:09:29,791
[ALL CHANTING "EYEBALL!"]
1448
01:09:30,750 --> 01:09:32,585
Party. Sit down.
Come here.
1449
01:09:35,839 --> 01:09:39,884
[CHEERING]
1450
01:09:46,891 --> 01:09:50,103
BOYS [CHANTING]:
Fuck her! Fuck her! Fuck her!
1451
01:09:50,103 --> 01:09:53,106
[INDISTINCT CHANTING]
1452
01:09:53,106 --> 01:09:54,565
ALL BOYS:
Noooo!
1453
01:09:54,565 --> 01:09:56,317
BOY:
What are you doing?
1454
01:10:19,924 --> 01:10:23,260
I've never been drunk
with people before.
1455
01:10:23,260 --> 01:10:25,722
SIERRA: Then this could be
one of your last times.
1456
01:10:25,722 --> 01:10:28,850
Yeah.
1457
01:10:28,850 --> 01:10:29,893
Go play.
1458
01:10:30,727 --> 01:10:32,187
No consequences.
1459
01:10:33,521 --> 01:10:36,149
[ARCHIE GROANS]
1460
01:10:39,861 --> 01:10:41,404
YOUNG MAN: Hey, hey.
1461
01:10:41,404 --> 01:10:44,157
Come here. Come here. Camera.
Cameraface, come on.
1462
01:10:44,157 --> 01:10:45,909
Do it again.
Do it-- Do it like--
1463
01:10:45,909 --> 01:10:48,078
Just keep doing it.
Christ.
1464
01:10:48,078 --> 01:10:51,039
COREY: It's a big, old
cone in like three turns.
1465
01:10:51,039 --> 01:10:53,875
We can make the movie
with the smoking.
1466
01:10:53,875 --> 01:10:55,835
Let's do it.
Where's your ca-- Listen.
1467
01:10:55,835 --> 01:10:58,004
You're making your movie?
I'm your director.
1468
01:10:58,004 --> 01:10:59,255
Action!
1469
01:10:59,255 --> 01:11:01,632
Hey.
Let's go.
1470
01:11:01,632 --> 01:11:04,635
You can do it.
There you go.
1471
01:11:04,635 --> 01:11:06,888
Light the fucker.
1472
01:11:06,888 --> 01:11:09,599
There you go.
1473
01:11:09,599 --> 01:11:12,102
Hey, everybody,
let's just look in this thing.
1474
01:11:12,102 --> 01:11:13,853
You got it?
1475
01:11:13,853 --> 01:11:14,812
Look at this.
1476
01:11:14,812 --> 01:11:16,231
[LAUGHS]
1477
01:11:16,231 --> 01:11:17,982
We brought John along
right here.
1478
01:11:17,982 --> 01:11:21,152
John's gonna
light some stuff.
1479
01:11:21,152 --> 01:11:23,029
Yeah! [SHOUTS]
1480
01:11:30,870 --> 01:11:32,288
Did you ever see Raging Bull
1481
01:11:32,288 --> 01:11:35,125
when the guy
was just like, "Aah!"
1482
01:11:35,125 --> 01:11:37,085
Aah! Aah! Aah!
1483
01:11:37,085 --> 01:11:39,087
[LAUGHS] Aah!
1484
01:11:39,087 --> 01:11:41,672
What the fuck?!
1485
01:11:45,009 --> 01:11:47,762
Ah, it's in my ear!
1486
01:11:47,762 --> 01:11:50,431
It's in my ear.
1487
01:11:50,431 --> 01:11:53,517
[BOTH LAUGH]
1488
01:11:54,518 --> 01:11:57,814
Where the fuck
did Corey go?
1489
01:11:57,814 --> 01:11:59,774
He has my camera.
1490
01:11:59,774 --> 01:12:03,778
Oh, shit. Corey.
Corey.
1491
01:12:03,778 --> 01:12:05,321
Where is it?
1492
01:12:05,321 --> 01:12:09,909
I got to go again.
1493
01:12:09,909 --> 01:12:11,244
Do you want to find him?
1494
01:12:11,244 --> 01:12:12,453
Yeah, where is he?
1495
01:12:12,453 --> 01:12:13,955
I don't know.
1496
01:12:13,955 --> 01:12:15,539
[LAUGHS] That's the point.
We got to find--
1497
01:12:15,539 --> 01:12:17,125
Okay. We'll find him.
1498
01:12:17,125 --> 01:12:18,793
Corey!
We'll just find him.
1499
01:12:18,793 --> 01:12:20,711
Corey!
1500
01:12:20,711 --> 01:12:22,255
Get the bunny!
1501
01:12:22,255 --> 01:12:23,673
Oh, get that bunny!
1502
01:12:23,673 --> 01:12:26,926
He's got the bunny!
1503
01:12:26,926 --> 01:12:29,428
Did you get it?
No.
1504
01:12:29,428 --> 01:12:30,888
Almost found a bunny.
1505
01:12:33,349 --> 01:12:34,851
Where the fuck
have you been?
1506
01:12:34,851 --> 01:12:36,393
You got...
1507
01:12:36,393 --> 01:12:37,645
[LAUGHS]
1508
01:12:37,645 --> 01:12:39,480
Here's Archie.
1509
01:12:39,480 --> 01:12:42,900
He's gonna make a suicide video
about killing himself.
1510
01:12:42,900 --> 01:12:45,486
He thinks it's fucking cool
to kill himself.
1511
01:12:45,486 --> 01:12:46,821
[GAGGING]
1512
01:12:46,821 --> 01:12:48,031
Where was he?
1513
01:12:48,031 --> 01:12:50,283
Everywhere.
1514
01:12:50,283 --> 01:12:52,702
[GAGGING CONTINUES]
1515
01:12:57,832 --> 01:13:01,252
That's the only way
to live.
1516
01:13:01,252 --> 01:13:03,129
[LAUGHS]
1517
01:13:07,383 --> 01:13:12,263
Love yourself.
1518
01:13:12,263 --> 01:13:16,392
Don't listen to me.
1519
01:13:20,063 --> 01:13:21,981
YOUNG MAN: So...
1520
01:13:21,981 --> 01:13:25,484
any final thoughts
on the world, Archie?
1521
01:13:33,450 --> 01:13:35,494
[CROW CAWS]
1522
01:13:40,583 --> 01:13:45,338
VARGAS: Death and love,
formed from the same clay,
1523
01:13:45,338 --> 01:13:47,673
drawn from the same well.
1524
01:13:47,673 --> 01:13:51,010
Regenerated by the same
primordial bang
1525
01:13:51,010 --> 01:13:54,805
that's exploding now
in some distant heart.
1526
01:13:54,805 --> 01:14:00,019
Life may be but a stirring
in the still vacuum of time.
1527
01:14:00,019 --> 01:14:03,898
But even a fool's life
makes more calamitous riot
1528
01:14:03,898 --> 01:14:08,194
than death
in all her silent glory.
1529
01:14:08,194 --> 01:14:13,032
Fear love and you fear life.
1530
01:14:13,032 --> 01:14:14,700
And those who fear life
1531
01:14:14,700 --> 01:14:17,703
have already begun
playing the empty notes
1532
01:14:17,703 --> 01:14:20,164
of their funeral dirge.
1533
01:14:27,130 --> 01:14:29,465
[SHOWERS RUNNING]
1534
01:14:29,465 --> 01:14:30,925
YOUNG WOMAN:
So ugly.
1535
01:14:30,925 --> 01:14:33,177
[TOILET FLUSHES]
1536
01:14:33,177 --> 01:14:36,264
Somebody's in the
itty-bitty titty committee.
1537
01:14:36,264 --> 01:14:38,308
Hey.
[LAUGHS]
1538
01:14:38,308 --> 01:14:40,559
[GROANS]
1539
01:14:40,559 --> 01:14:42,603
It was a good party.
1540
01:14:42,603 --> 01:14:45,273
[FAUCET RUNS]
1541
01:14:51,070 --> 01:14:55,325
That is the sign of a really
goddamn good party, dude.
1542
01:14:55,325 --> 01:14:57,327
[BELCHES, SIGHS]
1543
01:14:57,327 --> 01:15:00,704
Smells like
mashed potatoes.
1544
01:15:00,704 --> 01:15:02,415
Let's go.
1545
01:15:02,415 --> 01:15:04,041
You got it, bro.
1546
01:15:04,041 --> 01:15:07,128
All right. This is the class
that sucks the most, right,
1547
01:15:07,128 --> 01:15:09,130
after you're
fucking hungover, dude?
1548
01:15:09,130 --> 01:15:10,547
I fucking hate this.
1549
01:15:10,547 --> 01:15:13,050
MAN: Come on!
Let's go, Tigers! Let's go!
1550
01:15:13,050 --> 01:15:15,428
We're gonna work hard today!
Let's get out there!
1551
01:15:15,428 --> 01:15:17,305
Let's go!
We're gonna run the--
1552
01:15:26,939 --> 01:15:30,151
WOMAN:
Girls, no more gossip!
1553
01:15:30,151 --> 01:15:33,404
Let's get to work.
Let's go. Come on.
1554
01:15:33,404 --> 01:15:35,239
[YOUNG WOMEN SCREAM]
1555
01:15:35,239 --> 01:15:40,161
[THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA'S
"TO BUILD A HOME" PLAYING]
1556
01:15:40,161 --> 01:15:47,210
♪ I climbed the tree
To see the world ♪
1557
01:15:47,210 --> 01:15:49,086
MAN: Get back to the locker room
now! Let's go!
1558
01:15:49,086 --> 01:15:50,463
[YOUNG WOMEN SCREAM]
1559
01:15:50,463 --> 01:15:51,922
Archie!
1560
01:15:51,922 --> 01:15:55,551
WOMAN: Inside!
Everybody inside!
1561
01:15:59,013 --> 01:16:05,186
♪ I held on as tightly
As you held on to me ♪
1562
01:16:05,186 --> 01:16:07,688
WOMAN: Back inside! Now!
Move! Let's go!
1563
01:16:07,688 --> 01:16:09,690
In the locker room!
1564
01:16:21,411 --> 01:16:23,954
Move it! Get back
in the locker room! Move it!
1565
01:16:25,164 --> 01:16:27,375
MAN: Get back in
the locker room now!
1566
01:16:27,375 --> 01:16:29,626
Archie,
what the hell are you doing?
1567
01:16:29,626 --> 01:16:30,836
Get back.
1568
01:16:30,836 --> 01:16:32,171
YOUNG MAN: Archie.
1569
01:16:32,171 --> 01:16:35,299
Corey's a fucking asshole!
1570
01:16:35,299 --> 01:16:37,009
Fucking asshole!
No!
1571
01:16:37,009 --> 01:16:42,390
Help me get him down!
Get him down!
1572
01:16:42,390 --> 01:16:43,766
[VOICE BREAKING]
Oh, fuck!
1573
01:16:43,766 --> 01:16:47,437
Help me get him down!
Corey, no!
1574
01:16:47,437 --> 01:16:49,021
No, Goddamn it, no!
1575
01:16:49,021 --> 01:16:53,317
WOMAN:
Everybody in! In! In!
1576
01:16:53,317 --> 01:16:56,237
Corey, no!
1577
01:16:56,237 --> 01:16:58,281
Help me get him down!
1578
01:16:58,281 --> 01:17:01,200
Come back and help me!
1579
01:17:01,200 --> 01:17:03,244
♪ From me ♪
1580
01:17:03,244 --> 01:17:04,954
♪ From you ♪
1581
01:17:04,954 --> 01:17:07,664
No! Fuck you! No!
1582
01:17:07,664 --> 01:17:10,000
[SOBBING]
He's dead.
1583
01:17:10,000 --> 01:17:11,502
That's Corey.
1584
01:17:13,087 --> 01:17:16,591
[SINGER VOCALIZING]
[SOBBING]
1585
01:17:19,385 --> 01:17:26,809
♪ My time to die ♪♪
[SIREN WAILING]
1586
01:17:41,824 --> 01:17:44,285
YOUNG MAN:
Where's my legs, buddy?
1587
01:17:45,786 --> 01:17:47,455
Fuck you.
1588
01:17:47,455 --> 01:17:51,167
This is your fault.
It's your fucking fault.
1589
01:17:51,167 --> 01:17:54,295
It's all your
goddamn bullshit!
1590
01:17:58,674 --> 01:18:00,343
[SOBBING]
1591
01:18:02,845 --> 01:18:04,221
[GROANS]
1592
01:18:06,974 --> 01:18:08,518
[GROANS]
1593
01:18:13,022 --> 01:18:14,898
[GROANING]:
Fuck...
1594
01:18:27,537 --> 01:18:29,746
SIERRA: Why do you want
to kill yourself?
1595
01:18:29,746 --> 01:18:32,500
Suicide is a permanent solution
to a temporary problem.
1596
01:18:32,500 --> 01:18:34,918
You never really get over
something like that.
1597
01:18:34,918 --> 01:18:36,212
Now you can kill
yourself.
1598
01:18:36,212 --> 01:18:37,880
[♪♪♪]
1599
01:18:37,880 --> 01:18:39,715
ARCHIE: Sierra!
1600
01:18:39,715 --> 01:18:41,175
Sierra!
1601
01:18:43,302 --> 01:18:45,346
[PANTING]
1602
01:18:45,346 --> 01:18:46,722
Sierra!
[ENGINE TURNS OVER]
1603
01:18:46,722 --> 01:18:49,058
Slow the fuck down!
Talk to me!
1604
01:18:49,058 --> 01:18:50,601
[TIRES SCREECH]
1605
01:18:54,104 --> 01:19:01,862
♪ Champagne made my head feel
Light and overcast the stars ♪
1606
01:19:12,540 --> 01:19:14,958
He was just hanging there.
1607
01:19:14,958 --> 01:19:17,211
Did you see the cut marks
on his neck?
1608
01:19:17,211 --> 01:19:18,962
He changed his mind.
1609
01:19:18,962 --> 01:19:21,882
This is fucked up.
1610
01:19:21,882 --> 01:19:24,051
Everyone is fucked up!
1611
01:19:24,051 --> 01:19:25,928
[ENGINE REVVING]
1612
01:19:25,928 --> 01:19:27,388
Slow down.
1613
01:19:27,388 --> 01:19:28,681
Why?
1614
01:19:28,681 --> 01:19:30,807
Just slow down.
1615
01:19:30,807 --> 01:19:33,060
SIERRA:
Open the glove box.
1616
01:19:33,060 --> 01:19:35,479
What?
Open the glove box!
1617
01:19:37,231 --> 01:19:39,316
Read what's inside.
1618
01:19:43,487 --> 01:19:45,531
"This family
is suffocating me.
1619
01:19:45,531 --> 01:19:48,117
"I can't breathe anymore.
1620
01:19:48,117 --> 01:19:49,410
I feel"--
1621
01:19:49,410 --> 01:19:50,703
Read it!
1622
01:19:50,703 --> 01:19:52,329
"I feel ugly inside.
1623
01:19:52,329 --> 01:19:55,207
"I feel dirty, and they can
never accept the real me.
1624
01:19:55,207 --> 01:19:57,376
"I'm sorry,
but don't forgive me.
1625
01:19:57,376 --> 01:19:58,753
"Forgive yourself.
1626
01:19:58,753 --> 01:20:00,379
Love, Shane"?
1627
01:20:00,379 --> 01:20:01,964
Mm-hm.
1628
01:20:01,964 --> 01:20:04,300
"Love, Shane"?
1629
01:20:04,300 --> 01:20:06,469
His suicide note...
1630
01:20:06,469 --> 01:20:08,929
to me.
1631
01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:13,142
He wrote my parents one, too.
They burned theirs.
1632
01:20:13,142 --> 01:20:17,187
He did it in my father's car
on my mother's birthday.
1633
01:20:17,187 --> 01:20:20,357
You hear that,
Mom and Dad?!
1634
01:20:20,357 --> 01:20:22,401
I fucking know!
1635
01:20:22,401 --> 01:20:25,112
You think I don't,
but I fucking know!!
1636
01:20:25,112 --> 01:20:26,781
[SOBBING]
1637
01:20:26,781 --> 01:20:29,450
Brave enough for the climax
of your little snuff film.
1638
01:20:29,450 --> 01:20:30,660
ARCHIE: No!
1639
01:20:31,868 --> 01:20:33,329
ARCHIE:
This is it?
1640
01:20:34,913 --> 01:20:38,501
You're gonna be like every
other selfish fuck out there?
1641
01:20:38,501 --> 01:20:41,211
Well, get it over with!
Do it!
1642
01:20:41,211 --> 01:20:43,422
Now!
1643
01:20:43,422 --> 01:20:45,174
[TIRES SCREECHING]
Shit!
1644
01:20:57,561 --> 01:20:59,896
Corey?
1645
01:21:02,024 --> 01:21:03,651
That was
supposed to be us.
1646
01:21:04,819 --> 01:21:06,529
I thought you'd keep
your promise.
1647
01:21:06,529 --> 01:21:07,904
I will.
1648
01:21:07,904 --> 01:21:09,365
We just need
to take a breath.
1649
01:21:09,365 --> 01:21:11,241
I don't want to take
a fucking breath!
1650
01:21:11,241 --> 01:21:12,785
If you don't want
to die with me,
1651
01:21:12,785 --> 01:21:15,912
then just get the fuck
out of my life!
1652
01:21:15,912 --> 01:21:18,541
You get the fuck
out of my movie.
1653
01:21:24,129 --> 01:21:28,384
["CUT ME IN TWO" PERFORMED BY
ROCKY VOTOLATO PLAYING]
1654
01:21:28,384 --> 01:21:30,803
You fucking kidding?
1655
01:21:30,803 --> 01:21:34,515
♪ Nobody understands
This light ♪
1656
01:21:34,515 --> 01:21:36,559
♪ Just like me ♪
1657
01:21:36,559 --> 01:21:40,646
♪ Sincerity ♪
1658
01:21:40,646 --> 01:21:45,192
♪ Oh, please return to me ♪
1659
01:21:45,192 --> 01:21:46,402
[SIGHS]
1660
01:21:47,361 --> 01:21:49,154
Your counselor called.
1661
01:21:50,447 --> 01:21:52,408
What do you have to do
with this?
1662
01:21:52,408 --> 01:21:54,493
Jesus Chr--
1663
01:21:54,493 --> 01:21:55,828
Nothing!
1664
01:21:55,828 --> 01:21:57,287
[CLICK, MUSIC STOPS]
1665
01:21:58,873 --> 01:22:00,416
I don't know.
1666
01:22:02,459 --> 01:22:04,587
Everything.
1667
01:22:04,587 --> 01:22:05,880
GRETCHEN:
What does that mean?
1668
01:22:05,880 --> 01:22:07,673
I don't know.
It means nothing.
1669
01:22:07,673 --> 01:22:09,383
Enough of your B.S., boy.
You tell us straight.
1670
01:22:09,383 --> 01:22:10,676
What do you mean, "us"?
1671
01:22:10,676 --> 01:22:12,094
Since when have you two
been an "us"?
1672
01:22:12,094 --> 01:22:13,470
This isn't about
your father and me.
1673
01:22:13,470 --> 01:22:14,722
This is about you.
1674
01:22:14,722 --> 01:22:16,181
God, what are you,
tweaked?
1675
01:22:16,181 --> 01:22:17,767
Your kid's thinking
about ending it all,
1676
01:22:17,767 --> 01:22:19,351
and you think it's got nothing
to do with you.
1677
01:22:19,351 --> 01:22:21,019
Okay, granted,
maybe it is about us.
1678
01:22:21,019 --> 01:22:22,688
Maybe it's about
all of us.
1679
01:22:22,688 --> 01:22:24,273
But that doesn't
give you the right
1680
01:22:24,273 --> 01:22:26,233
to engage in this kind
of dangerous material,
1681
01:22:26,233 --> 01:22:28,193
or to involve other kids
in your game.
1682
01:22:28,193 --> 01:22:29,820
We're talking
about life and death!
1683
01:22:29,820 --> 01:22:31,447
What is this game
that you and Dad play?
1684
01:22:31,447 --> 01:22:34,199
You haven't been
a couple...
1685
01:22:34,199 --> 01:22:36,201
ever!
1686
01:22:36,201 --> 01:22:37,912
Never!
1687
01:22:37,912 --> 01:22:39,455
Why did you even have me?
1688
01:22:39,455 --> 01:22:40,956
Because we love you.
That's bullshit!
1689
01:22:40,956 --> 01:22:42,207
No.
1690
01:22:42,207 --> 01:22:44,084
You two don't even
sleep together.
1691
01:22:45,711 --> 01:22:50,716
You don't love each other,
so how can you possibly love me?
1692
01:22:52,760 --> 01:22:55,971
Sometimes I just--
I don't even feel like your kid.
1693
01:22:55,971 --> 01:22:58,432
Why did you even have me?
1694
01:22:58,432 --> 01:23:00,517
Because we got pregnant.
1695
01:23:00,517 --> 01:23:02,018
Gretchen.
No.
1696
01:23:02,018 --> 01:23:04,187
Look at him, Daryl.
1697
01:23:04,187 --> 01:23:08,150
We're losing him.
1698
01:23:08,150 --> 01:23:10,360
I was a mistake?
1699
01:23:13,489 --> 01:23:15,574
Ohh.
1700
01:23:15,574 --> 01:23:18,828
Archie, you were the best
mistake we ever made.
1701
01:23:18,828 --> 01:23:21,288
Just-- I am just--
1702
01:23:21,288 --> 01:23:22,790
I need my space.
1703
01:23:22,790 --> 01:23:25,083
[SNIFFLES]
1704
01:23:25,083 --> 01:23:28,003
I want you to promise us
one thing.
1705
01:23:29,755 --> 01:23:32,341
Promise you won't
hurt yourself,
1706
01:23:32,341 --> 01:23:35,719
or do something rash
or foolish.
1707
01:23:35,719 --> 01:23:38,722
I need to know that.
1708
01:23:38,722 --> 01:23:41,183
We need to know that.
1709
01:23:45,562 --> 01:23:48,231
[ARCHIE BREATHING HEAVILY]
1710
01:23:57,449 --> 01:24:00,202
[EXPLOSION]
1711
01:24:07,835 --> 01:24:10,004
COREY:
You mean this, Archie?
1712
01:24:10,004 --> 01:24:12,840
I know we're playing tonight,
but do you mean it?
1713
01:24:12,840 --> 01:24:16,176
Do you fucking want to die?
1714
01:24:19,471 --> 01:24:21,598
Archie.
Co--
1715
01:24:21,598 --> 01:24:26,020
I'm sorry to leave this here.
I know this is not your shit.
1716
01:24:31,734 --> 01:24:35,612
VARGAS: Death...
is the grand releaser,
1717
01:24:35,612 --> 01:24:39,491
transforming torrid pain
into soothing ice.
1718
01:24:39,491 --> 01:24:41,577
Worshippers are right.
1719
01:24:41,577 --> 01:24:44,162
The power is awesome.
1720
01:24:52,337 --> 01:24:54,757
Death a creative force?
1721
01:24:54,757 --> 01:24:56,341
Fucking "A,"
1722
01:24:56,341 --> 01:25:00,303
for the righteous few
seeking higher knowledge.
1723
01:25:04,516 --> 01:25:08,395
[DOGS HOWLING]
1724
01:25:09,521 --> 01:25:12,399
COREY:
When are you gonna die?
1725
01:25:12,399 --> 01:25:13,776
Huh?
1726
01:25:13,776 --> 01:25:15,778
When the project's over.
I don't know.
1727
01:25:15,778 --> 01:25:17,153
I don't fucking know.
1728
01:25:17,153 --> 01:25:19,823
Shh! Yeah.
You don't know.
1729
01:25:19,823 --> 01:25:21,283
He doesn't fucking know.
Shut up.
1730
01:25:21,283 --> 01:25:25,079
He doesn't fucking know,
Archie! [LAUGHS]
1731
01:25:25,079 --> 01:25:26,496
You got my camera, dick.
Yeah.
1732
01:25:26,496 --> 01:25:27,706
Just fucking talking--
1733
01:25:27,706 --> 01:25:29,332
I'm a movie star.
1734
01:25:29,332 --> 01:25:32,044
Why are you making this?
1735
01:25:32,044 --> 01:25:34,504
What?
Running around.
1736
01:25:35,965 --> 01:25:38,759
Got to have something
to do.
1737
01:25:38,759 --> 01:25:40,385
[LAUGHS]
1738
01:25:40,385 --> 01:25:42,429
Fuck.
1739
01:25:42,429 --> 01:25:44,514
I was just shitting, man.
[CHUCKLES]
1740
01:25:54,149 --> 01:25:55,818
[DOORBELL BUZZES]
1741
01:26:04,827 --> 01:26:07,121
[SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE]
1742
01:26:27,474 --> 01:26:29,518
[DOG BARKS]
1743
01:26:29,518 --> 01:26:32,437
[SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE]
1744
01:26:32,437 --> 01:26:34,314
[DOG PANTING]
1745
01:26:37,943 --> 01:26:40,988
Muchacho despierte.
1746
01:26:44,158 --> 01:26:48,411
Go ahead.
Shoot me.
1747
01:26:48,411 --> 01:26:50,873
I don't give a shit.
1748
01:26:50,873 --> 01:26:54,417
I got nothing to hide
from your media weapon.
1749
01:27:01,508 --> 01:27:02,843
Do you want me
to turn it off?
1750
01:27:02,843 --> 01:27:04,178
Do you want
to turn it off?
1751
01:27:04,178 --> 01:27:07,890
No.
1752
01:27:07,890 --> 01:27:09,307
[SIGHS]
1753
01:27:09,307 --> 01:27:11,518
Why come to me
about death?
1754
01:27:11,518 --> 01:27:14,188
'Cause that's what
you write about.
1755
01:27:14,188 --> 01:27:17,691
You're the--
You're the death poet.
1756
01:27:17,691 --> 01:27:19,818
I fucking hate that name.
1757
01:27:19,818 --> 01:27:22,071
I don't write about death.
1758
01:27:22,071 --> 01:27:24,280
I write about the blood
in my veins.
1759
01:27:24,280 --> 01:27:28,410
Dirty mix of grace,
shame...
1760
01:27:28,410 --> 01:27:31,830
pain...
1761
01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:34,374
glory.
1762
01:27:34,374 --> 01:27:37,377
In other words...
1763
01:27:37,377 --> 01:27:38,837
love.
1764
01:27:40,214 --> 01:27:41,715
Life.
1765
01:27:42,925 --> 01:27:44,593
What do you know
about life, kid?
1766
01:27:47,554 --> 01:27:49,806
Well,
at least you're honest.
1767
01:27:49,806 --> 01:27:51,725
But why should you know?
1768
01:27:52,893 --> 01:27:54,561
Anyhow...
1769
01:27:56,312 --> 01:27:58,523
[GROANS]
1770
01:27:58,523 --> 01:28:01,276
[EXHALES]
Those high hills you come from
1771
01:28:01,276 --> 01:28:04,404
are affluent
and shiny distractions,
1772
01:28:04,404 --> 01:28:07,074
but impoverished in things
you can't buy.
1773
01:28:08,491 --> 01:28:11,870
You think, uh,
you're alone?
1774
01:28:11,870 --> 01:28:14,539
Don't blame yourself.
1775
01:28:14,539 --> 01:28:16,917
You ain't the first
suicidal refugee
1776
01:28:16,917 --> 01:28:18,293
to walk through my door.
1777
01:28:18,293 --> 01:28:19,795
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
1778
01:28:19,795 --> 01:28:22,589
Goddamn it!
That's what I mean!
1779
01:28:22,589 --> 01:28:24,591
You want to talk to me,
talk to me!
1780
01:28:24,591 --> 01:28:28,595
And turn off
that fucking interruption.
1781
01:28:28,595 --> 01:28:30,639
[RINGING STOPS]
1782
01:28:33,016 --> 01:28:38,480
At first I wanted to kill myself
because I was miserable.
1783
01:28:38,480 --> 01:28:41,024
You know, freaking numb.
1784
01:28:42,859 --> 01:28:45,487
And... alone.
1785
01:28:45,487 --> 01:28:49,116
I was wandering
in foreign terrain.
1786
01:28:49,116 --> 01:28:51,201
Oh, I wasn't
part of this world.
1787
01:28:52,494 --> 01:28:55,330
You know,
but now I'm in the world.
1788
01:28:56,873 --> 01:28:58,792
It's eating me alive.
1789
01:29:00,127 --> 01:29:03,672
COREY:
They think I got my friend,
1790
01:29:03,672 --> 01:29:06,341
was gonna go on a trip.
1791
01:29:06,341 --> 01:29:08,551
Here's my legs walking.
1792
01:29:08,551 --> 01:29:12,139
Just got to find
the right place.
1793
01:29:12,139 --> 01:29:14,557
Corey was my friend.
1794
01:29:17,186 --> 01:29:19,562
I mean, he wasn't--
He wasn't really a friend.
1795
01:29:19,562 --> 01:29:22,107
He was a character
in my movie,
1796
01:29:22,107 --> 01:29:23,984
but real,
and he did it, man.
1797
01:29:23,984 --> 01:29:26,361
He fucking did it,
and I didn't see it coming,
1798
01:29:26,361 --> 01:29:28,530
not even in--
in close-up.
1799
01:29:28,530 --> 01:29:31,533
It's like this movie of mine
caused it.
1800
01:29:31,533 --> 01:29:35,537
It was like a perfectly...
1801
01:29:35,537 --> 01:29:37,831
terrifying moment.
1802
01:29:39,958 --> 01:29:41,375
[COREY SIGHS]
1803
01:29:41,375 --> 01:29:43,670
I remember waking up
at the clinic
1804
01:29:43,670 --> 01:29:47,465
for the first time
with all the other kids.
1805
01:29:47,465 --> 01:29:49,759
And I was given a second shot
1806
01:29:49,759 --> 01:29:51,928
to see what
I wasn't gonna live for,
1807
01:29:51,928 --> 01:29:54,764
but I... just can't.
1808
01:29:56,432 --> 01:29:58,310
I just can't beat it.
1809
01:29:58,310 --> 01:30:00,312
[SOBBING]
Nobody fucking...
1810
01:30:00,312 --> 01:30:03,439
I can't understand it.
1811
01:30:03,439 --> 01:30:06,276
[COREY WEEPING AND
SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
1812
01:30:06,276 --> 01:30:09,779
'Cause they think
you're a fucking sissy.
1813
01:30:09,779 --> 01:30:11,405
[GLASS SHATTERS]
1814
01:30:11,405 --> 01:30:15,577
[SLURRING] 'Cause I don't feel
that anybody loves me!
1815
01:30:18,080 --> 01:30:19,915
Aah!
1816
01:30:19,915 --> 01:30:24,169
No, I don't even feel it, man!
I don't feel anybody loves me!
1817
01:30:24,169 --> 01:30:26,588
No!
1818
01:30:28,382 --> 01:30:30,592
[CRIES]
1819
01:30:33,011 --> 01:30:35,097
ARCHIE:
And then there's Sierra.
1820
01:30:35,097 --> 01:30:38,100
Oh, God.
You should see her.
1821
01:30:38,100 --> 01:30:40,185
She's so fucking beautiful.
1822
01:30:41,477 --> 01:30:43,730
Her blood on my hands...
1823
01:30:46,524 --> 01:30:48,151
Fuck me.
1824
01:30:48,151 --> 01:30:51,571
The pain of my promises...
1825
01:30:51,571 --> 01:30:54,283
was the pain of my lies.
1826
01:30:57,953 --> 01:31:01,039
You really are fucked.
1827
01:31:01,039 --> 01:31:04,626
Mm. Come with me.
1828
01:31:04,626 --> 01:31:06,420
And bring your eyes.
1829
01:31:11,300 --> 01:31:14,886
Salvation hangs
on every street corner.
1830
01:31:16,512 --> 01:31:19,682
VARGAS: They'll sit
next to you on the bus
1831
01:31:19,682 --> 01:31:22,602
as long as you're not fool
enough to get up and move.
1832
01:31:22,602 --> 01:31:24,354
It's all over,
everywhere.
1833
01:31:25,355 --> 01:31:27,816
[♪♪♪]
1834
01:31:30,944 --> 01:31:32,737
VARGAS:
You're either taking--
1835
01:31:32,737 --> 01:31:35,282
Taking up space...
1836
01:31:35,282 --> 01:31:37,117
or you're giving.
1837
01:31:37,117 --> 01:31:38,660
Right.
1838
01:31:42,789 --> 01:31:44,540
VARGAS:
Check that out.
1839
01:31:47,543 --> 01:31:49,045
That's salvation.
1840
01:31:50,172 --> 01:31:53,049
[LAUGHS]
1841
01:31:53,049 --> 01:31:55,593
VARGAS: You start giving
to others,
1842
01:31:55,593 --> 01:31:59,555
and you'll see your pain
fade away.
1843
01:31:59,555 --> 01:32:02,892
If you want to kill
yourself, man,
1844
01:32:02,892 --> 01:32:05,228
kill what you don't like.
1845
01:32:05,228 --> 01:32:09,483
Kill Narcissus.
1846
01:32:09,483 --> 01:32:11,734
I had an old self...
1847
01:32:12,986 --> 01:32:15,280
that I killed.
1848
01:32:15,280 --> 01:32:17,949
You can kill
yourself, too.
1849
01:32:17,949 --> 01:32:22,162
But that doesn't mean
you got to stop living.
1850
01:32:22,162 --> 01:32:26,582
Kill the part that's all
about you and nobody else...
1851
01:32:26,582 --> 01:32:29,794
because that's the part
1852
01:32:29,794 --> 01:32:33,756
that makes you want
to curl up and die.
1853
01:32:35,342 --> 01:32:37,177
It's got to end.
1854
01:32:37,177 --> 01:32:38,845
Look at where you're at.
Look at your timeline.
1855
01:32:38,845 --> 01:32:41,264
We are 90 minutes in.
1856
01:32:41,264 --> 01:32:43,016
90 minutes in.
1857
01:32:47,854 --> 01:32:50,106
VARGAS:
Kill Narcissus.
1858
01:32:50,106 --> 01:32:53,776
[♪♪♪]
1859
01:32:55,611 --> 01:32:57,113
[IMITATES EXPLOSION]
1860
01:33:06,580 --> 01:33:08,375
COREY: Archie?
1861
01:33:08,375 --> 01:33:13,463
This movie that you're making
doesn't got to be bad.
1862
01:33:15,507 --> 01:33:17,759
It could be good.
1863
01:33:17,759 --> 01:33:19,511
We're good.
1864
01:33:19,511 --> 01:33:21,595
YOUNG MAN: Corey?
1865
01:33:21,595 --> 01:33:24,724
Corey!
1866
01:33:24,724 --> 01:33:27,310
It's good.
1867
01:33:40,490 --> 01:33:43,285
[FIRES REPEATEDLY]
1868
01:34:01,595 --> 01:34:05,807
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
1869
01:34:05,807 --> 01:34:08,977
SIERRA [SIGHS]:
Archie.
1870
01:34:08,977 --> 01:34:11,521
[VOICE BREAKING]
Where are you?
1871
01:34:11,521 --> 01:34:13,815
You always answer.
1872
01:34:15,691 --> 01:34:18,736
Love that color, don't you?
[SNIFFLES]
1873
01:34:18,736 --> 01:34:20,822
Blood red.
1874
01:34:20,822 --> 01:34:23,533
I took, um...
1875
01:34:23,533 --> 01:34:26,744
something an hour ago
and stopped the vomiting.
1876
01:34:26,744 --> 01:34:28,913
The Internet says 40 will do.
1877
01:34:28,913 --> 01:34:30,540
I am eating 60.
1878
01:34:30,540 --> 01:34:32,334
Archie.
1879
01:34:32,334 --> 01:34:35,378
Thank God I have a mother
addicted to this crap.
1880
01:34:35,378 --> 01:34:36,963
Don't worry.
1881
01:34:36,963 --> 01:34:40,008
I'm getting this on
the little three-chip, too.
1882
01:34:40,008 --> 01:34:42,093
It's good quality video.
[CHUCKLES]
1883
01:34:42,093 --> 01:34:44,554
You taught me well.
1884
01:34:47,681 --> 01:34:49,934
I can't wait.
1885
01:34:49,934 --> 01:34:52,145
Just, um...
1886
01:34:52,145 --> 01:34:55,064
put it in your movie.
1887
01:34:55,064 --> 01:34:57,233
Make it your movie.
1888
01:34:59,611 --> 01:35:01,196
[PHONE RINGING]
1889
01:35:01,196 --> 01:35:03,031
WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
911 Emergency.
1890
01:35:03,031 --> 01:35:05,367
ARCHIE [OVER PHONE]:
A girl's trying to overdose at--
1891
01:35:05,367 --> 01:35:07,410
at 1603 Harris Drive.
1892
01:35:07,410 --> 01:35:09,454
I'm feeling it already.
1893
01:35:09,454 --> 01:35:12,706
ARCHIE [OVER PHONE]:
You got to hurry, though. It might be too late.
1894
01:35:12,706 --> 01:35:15,168
Oh.
It's a nice feeling.
1895
01:35:15,168 --> 01:35:16,545
Relaxed.
1896
01:35:16,545 --> 01:35:17,962
[POUNDING ON DOOR]
1897
01:35:17,962 --> 01:35:20,006
Fuck!
1898
01:35:20,006 --> 01:35:22,425
Helps me breathe.
[SIGHS]
1899
01:35:23,510 --> 01:35:28,306
♪ ...that suicide is painless ♪
1900
01:35:28,306 --> 01:35:31,226
Should always feel this way.
1901
01:35:33,436 --> 01:35:35,771
You're all right, Archie.
1902
01:35:40,402 --> 01:35:42,487
[VOICE BREAKING]
I'm not.
1903
01:35:45,823 --> 01:35:48,784
♪ Suicide is painless ♪
1904
01:35:48,784 --> 01:35:52,955
♪ It brings on many changes ♪
1905
01:35:52,955 --> 01:35:54,624
Hello!
1906
01:35:54,624 --> 01:36:00,046
♪ And I can take or leave it
If I please ♪
1907
01:36:00,046 --> 01:36:01,506
[GLASS SHATTERS]
1908
01:36:01,506 --> 01:36:07,887
♪ And you can do
The same thing ♪
1909
01:36:07,887 --> 01:36:15,437
♪ If you please ♪♪
1910
01:36:25,447 --> 01:36:29,325
[SOBBING]
1911
01:36:29,325 --> 01:36:31,244
Get up.
1912
01:36:33,787 --> 01:36:35,415
[SOBBING]:
What am I gonna do?
1913
01:36:39,835 --> 01:36:43,339
[SNIFFLES]
I'm so sorry.
1914
01:36:45,799 --> 01:36:48,219
What the hell is going on?
Sierra!
1915
01:36:48,219 --> 01:36:50,179
CHARLOTTE:
Oh, my God.
1916
01:36:50,179 --> 01:36:51,556
Get away from her!
1917
01:36:51,556 --> 01:36:53,099
Oh, my God.
1918
01:36:53,099 --> 01:36:54,726
[DIALING]
COLEMAN: I'm calling.
1919
01:36:54,726 --> 01:36:57,771
I already called.
1920
01:36:57,771 --> 01:36:58,938
[SIREN WAILING]
1921
01:36:58,938 --> 01:37:01,483
[CELL PHONE CLOSES]
You bastard!
1922
01:37:01,483 --> 01:37:03,526
See what he's done
to our baby?
1923
01:37:03,526 --> 01:37:05,027
[VOICE BREAKING]
Jesus Christ.
1924
01:37:05,027 --> 01:37:06,571
Come on, baby.
Come on.
1925
01:37:06,571 --> 01:37:07,781
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
1926
01:37:07,781 --> 01:37:09,157
MAN: Hello!
Fire department!
1927
01:37:09,157 --> 01:37:10,700
[DOOR OPENS]
1928
01:37:10,700 --> 01:37:13,035
COLEMAN: All right. Come on.
Wake up. Honey.
1929
01:37:13,035 --> 01:37:14,412
Come on, baby.
MAN 1: What happened?
1930
01:37:14,412 --> 01:37:16,122
CHARLOTTE:
I don't know.
1931
01:37:16,122 --> 01:37:18,583
Put her on her knees.
I'm... sorry.
1932
01:37:18,583 --> 01:37:21,210
Let's move back.
Just stay calm.
1933
01:37:21,210 --> 01:37:23,505
She took...
1934
01:37:23,505 --> 01:37:25,965
It's a barbiturate overdose.
Oh, no.
1935
01:37:25,965 --> 01:37:28,426
Charlotte! Charlotte,
can you hear me?!
1936
01:37:28,426 --> 01:37:30,720
No, her name's Sierra.
Who's Charlotte?
1937
01:37:30,720 --> 01:37:32,221
It's me,
but she wouldn't take those.
1938
01:37:32,221 --> 01:37:33,556
She wouldn't do that.
1939
01:37:33,556 --> 01:37:35,224
Charlotte, that's enough.
1940
01:37:35,224 --> 01:37:37,143
[POLICE RADIO CHATTER]
[SNIFFLES]
1941
01:37:38,478 --> 01:37:40,146
MAN
200 and charging.
1942
01:37:40,146 --> 01:37:42,732
How many were left in here?
How many did she take?
1943
01:37:42,732 --> 01:37:44,066
I-I-I don't know.
1944
01:37:44,066 --> 01:37:45,276
Forty-- Maybe more.
1945
01:37:45,276 --> 01:37:46,944
COLEMAN:
How would you know?
1946
01:37:47,903 --> 01:37:49,405
She told me.
1947
01:37:49,405 --> 01:37:52,992
Yeah? You're gonna burn in hell,
you sick fuck!
1948
01:37:52,992 --> 01:37:54,703
MAN: I can't feel
her blood pressure.
1949
01:37:54,703 --> 01:37:56,830
COLEMAN: What?
What did you just say?
1950
01:37:56,830 --> 01:37:59,415
I said, "Sir, I can't feel
her blood pressure."
1951
01:37:59,415 --> 01:38:00,874
Heart rate is very low.
1952
01:38:00,874 --> 01:38:02,836
[SNIFFLES]
She knows about Shane.
1953
01:38:02,836 --> 01:38:04,838
COLEMAN: All right.
What's-- What's--
1954
01:38:04,838 --> 01:38:06,548
I've lost her pulse.
1955
01:38:06,548 --> 01:38:08,174
[COLEMAN STAMMERS]
[MONITOR FLATLINING]
1956
01:38:08,174 --> 01:38:09,843
Sir, sir, please. You're not
helping your daughter.
1957
01:38:09,843 --> 01:38:12,053
[DEVICE BEEPING]
1958
01:38:14,138 --> 01:38:17,225
[EQUIPMENT CHARGING]
1959
01:38:17,225 --> 01:38:18,351
Clear!
1960
01:38:18,351 --> 01:38:25,400
♪ Pain, don't go ♪
1961
01:38:25,400 --> 01:38:29,153
♪ You remind me ♪
1962
01:38:29,153 --> 01:38:34,868
♪ Of a winter storm ♪
1963
01:38:34,868 --> 01:38:41,750
♪ Faith, don't grow ♪
1964
01:38:41,750 --> 01:38:45,837
♪ When they say ♪
1965
01:38:45,837 --> 01:38:52,051
♪ You've been told ♪
1966
01:38:52,051 --> 01:38:56,138
♪ If I stay ♪
1967
01:39:00,309 --> 01:39:05,648
♪ If I stay, don't go ♪
1968
01:39:07,776 --> 01:39:09,444
MAN:
Go get the gurney.
1969
01:39:11,320 --> 01:39:14,657
All right, sweetie.
She's breathing, you said.
1970
01:39:14,657 --> 01:39:16,950
MALE MEDIC: Yeah,
she's breathing for now.
1971
01:39:16,950 --> 01:39:18,703
Come on, sweetie.
1972
01:39:18,703 --> 01:39:22,123
You have your French tutor
at 6:00.
1973
01:39:23,124 --> 01:39:29,505
♪ Pain, don't go ♪
1974
01:39:29,505 --> 01:39:35,929
♪ You remind me
Of a summer storm ♪
1975
01:39:35,929 --> 01:39:37,430
I feel like
this is all my fault.
1976
01:39:37,430 --> 01:39:38,723
Oh, hon.
1977
01:39:38,723 --> 01:39:40,850
No.
1978
01:39:40,850 --> 01:39:45,396
♪ Faith, don't grow ♪
1979
01:39:45,396 --> 01:39:49,191
♪ When they said ♪
1980
01:39:49,191 --> 01:39:53,780
♪ You've been sold ♪
1981
01:39:55,364 --> 01:40:00,954
♪ If I stay ♪
1982
01:40:03,164 --> 01:40:06,584
♪ If I stay, don't go ♪
1983
01:40:06,584 --> 01:40:08,962
SIERRA:
There were no tunnels...
1984
01:40:08,962 --> 01:40:12,507
or white light or angels.
1985
01:40:12,507 --> 01:40:13,967
There's nothing...
1986
01:40:15,050 --> 01:40:17,804
except the chalk of the pills
1987
01:40:17,804 --> 01:40:21,140
running down the back
of my throat.
1988
01:40:21,140 --> 01:40:24,268
And I thought I saw
my brother.
1989
01:40:24,268 --> 01:40:26,019
He was crying.
1990
01:40:26,019 --> 01:40:27,897
ARCHIE:
Take those off.
1991
01:40:27,897 --> 01:40:30,566
Take them off.
I want to see your eyes.
1992
01:40:39,116 --> 01:40:41,118
What were you thinking?
1993
01:40:42,662 --> 01:40:46,415
♪ Don't go ♪
1994
01:40:52,171 --> 01:40:54,089
"This is it."
1995
01:40:54,089 --> 01:40:56,968
♪ Pain... ♪
1996
01:40:56,968 --> 01:41:00,596
"This is the last time
I'll ever go to sleep."
1997
01:41:00,596 --> 01:41:08,103
♪ You remind me
Of a winter storm ♪
1998
01:41:10,398 --> 01:41:13,818
VARGAS: You and I and every soul
that breathes,
1999
01:41:13,818 --> 01:41:17,822
we're virgins, man--
death virgins.
2000
01:41:17,822 --> 01:41:21,450
SIERRA: This is amazing.
How did you get him to do this?
2001
01:41:21,450 --> 01:41:23,118
I just asked.
2002
01:41:23,118 --> 01:41:26,455
...wrap your cold arms
around her skeletal void.
2003
01:41:26,455 --> 01:41:28,541
Beautiful.
2004
01:41:28,541 --> 01:41:31,210
[VARGAS
SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
2005
01:41:31,210 --> 01:41:33,796
Wait.
This is the best part.
2006
01:41:33,796 --> 01:41:35,673
What was your girl's
name again?
2007
01:41:35,673 --> 01:41:37,466
ARCHIE: Sierra.
2008
01:41:37,466 --> 01:41:40,386
Sierra. Sierra.
2009
01:41:40,386 --> 01:41:44,265
Who hides behind smiles
and mascara.
2010
01:41:44,265 --> 01:41:46,935
Strip clean your skin...
2011
01:41:46,935 --> 01:41:50,229
and spread free your wrists.
2012
01:41:50,229 --> 01:41:54,609
Work your fingers in
and rip out your heart.
2013
01:41:54,609 --> 01:41:56,652
Watch it beat before you,
2014
01:41:56,652 --> 01:41:59,948
glistening in the light
of your confession.
2015
01:41:59,948 --> 01:42:02,491
Now, place it back
within its cage...
2016
01:42:02,491 --> 01:42:04,035
Oh, my God.
2017
01:42:04,035 --> 01:42:09,749
...and go to sleep,
to dream of...
2018
01:42:11,960 --> 01:42:13,962
to dream of...
2019
01:42:13,962 --> 01:42:16,005
your dreams.
2020
01:42:16,005 --> 01:42:18,841
♪ Airplanes, black ties ♪
2021
01:42:18,841 --> 01:42:22,470
♪ Some say goodbyes ♪
2022
01:42:22,470 --> 01:42:24,973
♪ Black tea, clean sheets ♪
2023
01:42:24,973 --> 01:42:27,558
[SCOFFS]
2024
01:42:29,978 --> 01:42:31,604
It's perfect, Archie.
2025
01:42:33,355 --> 01:42:36,985
♪ Oh, but you said
You drowned... ♪
2026
01:42:36,985 --> 01:42:40,780
ARCHIE: They say movies
are never finished.
2027
01:42:40,780 --> 01:42:42,824
They're abandoned.
2028
01:42:42,824 --> 01:42:44,492
My suicide--
Ugh!
2029
01:42:44,492 --> 01:42:48,997
Well, I guess, my life
is just the same.
2030
01:42:48,997 --> 01:42:52,374
One abandoned,
the other unfinished.
2031
01:42:52,374 --> 01:42:54,293
You can't make
every shot perfect.
2032
01:42:54,293 --> 01:42:56,129
MAN 1:
What's the matter with her?
2033
01:42:56,129 --> 01:42:58,339
ARCHIE: Sometimes you just got
to let the film roll.
2034
01:42:58,339 --> 01:43:00,133
MAN 2:
Do you like her?
2035
01:43:00,133 --> 01:43:03,136
ARCHIE:
I know what you're thinking.
2036
01:43:03,136 --> 01:43:05,638
The final moment of bullshit.
2037
01:43:05,638 --> 01:43:08,766
Archie gets the girl,
chooses to live,
2038
01:43:08,766 --> 01:43:10,768
war, famine, date rape,
2039
01:43:10,768 --> 01:43:14,147
all wiped
clean from Planet Earth.
2040
01:43:14,147 --> 01:43:16,315
A new beginning.
2041
01:43:16,315 --> 01:43:17,775
[MUSIC STOPS]
Sorry.
2042
01:43:17,775 --> 01:43:20,319
After saving Sierra Silver,
2043
01:43:20,319 --> 01:43:22,571
her journey led to Luke--
2044
01:43:22,571 --> 01:43:25,783
["SUICIDE MEDICINE" PERFORMED BY
ROCKY VOTOLATO PLAYING] some bro-tastic undergrad
2045
01:43:25,783 --> 01:43:27,493
she met on the interweb.
2046
01:43:27,493 --> 01:43:29,202
Perfect.
2047
01:43:29,202 --> 01:43:30,955
And I'm still
with my first love.
2048
01:43:30,955 --> 01:43:32,289
[HIGH-PITCHED VOICE]:
Hi. How you doing?
2049
01:43:32,289 --> 01:43:33,833
[NORMAL VOICE]:
No, not that one.
2050
01:43:33,833 --> 01:43:35,835
There we go.
2051
01:43:35,835 --> 01:43:38,587
Have you heard of Buddha?
2052
01:43:40,548 --> 01:43:42,383
♪ If this matter... ♪
2053
01:43:42,383 --> 01:43:43,676
Turn it off, Archie.
2054
01:43:43,676 --> 01:43:45,344
I don't want to.
Turn it off.
2055
01:43:45,344 --> 01:43:46,804
You have to turn it off.
2056
01:43:46,804 --> 01:43:49,264
I am-- No!
2057
01:43:49,264 --> 01:43:51,934
Archie--
Can't... fight it.
2058
01:43:51,934 --> 01:43:54,145
[GASPS]
It's turning on him.
2059
01:43:54,145 --> 01:43:56,229
It's beginning to eat
his brain!
2060
01:43:56,229 --> 01:43:59,692
Crawl inside my brain
and fuck me from the inside!
2061
01:43:59,692 --> 01:44:01,194
No, no! Don't do it!
2062
01:44:01,194 --> 01:44:02,570
Not in public!
2063
01:44:02,570 --> 01:44:03,821
[SCREECHES]
2064
01:44:03,821 --> 01:44:05,280
Turn off. Okay.
2065
01:44:05,280 --> 01:44:08,409
{\an8}♪ Is it the red wire
Or the blue wire? ♪
2066
01:44:08,409 --> 01:44:10,369
{\an8}♪ Just pick one and cut ♪
2067
01:44:10,369 --> 01:44:13,330
{\an8}♪ It just doesn't
Matter anymore ♪
2068
01:44:13,330 --> 01:44:15,290
{\an8}♪ Or did it ever? ♪
2069
01:44:15,290 --> 01:44:20,379
{\an8}♪ 'Cause I could never control
When the bomb would explode ♪
2070
01:44:20,379 --> 01:44:22,090
{\an8}♪ Oh, God, I love you ♪
2071
01:44:22,090 --> 01:44:23,758
{\an8}♪ I mean forever ♪
2072
01:44:23,758 --> 01:44:27,011
{\an8}♪ I left my body behind
To break the news ♪
2073
01:44:27,011 --> 01:44:28,512
{\an8}♪ Looks like it's over ♪
2074
01:44:28,512 --> 01:44:30,263
{\an8}♪ Please remember ♪
2075
01:44:30,263 --> 01:44:33,768
{\an8}♪ All of the things I never
Got a chance to say ♪
2076
01:44:33,768 --> 01:44:37,563
{\an8}♪ Like you look smashing
In your fourth-grade picture ♪
2077
01:44:37,563 --> 01:44:40,691
{\an8}♪ The one that we hung
By the door ♪
2078
01:44:40,691 --> 01:44:44,445
{\an8}♪ In our house
That was so beautiful ♪
2079
01:44:44,445 --> 01:44:49,242
{\an8}♪ Yeah
Here in our little home ♪
2080
01:44:49,242 --> 01:44:52,411
{\an8}♪ Our little home ♪
2081
01:44:52,411 --> 01:44:58,417
{\an8}♪ Nobody knows ♪
2082
01:44:59,668 --> 01:45:06,008
{\an8}♪ Our little home ♪
2083
01:45:06,008 --> 01:45:12,347
{\an8}♪ Nobody knows what goes on ♪
2084
01:45:12,347 --> 01:45:16,811
{\an8}♪ Our little home ♪♪
2085
01:45:31,284 --> 01:45:34,327
PSYCHIATRIST:
Hello, Archie.
2086
01:45:39,000 --> 01:45:40,835
{\an8}Get over here!
2087
01:45:40,835 --> 01:45:42,044
{\an8}[GRUNTS]
2088
01:45:42,044 --> 01:45:44,463
{\an8}Archie!
2089
01:45:45,380 --> 01:45:47,675
{\an8}GIRL: Oopsie!
2090
01:45:47,675 --> 01:45:50,845
{\an8}BOY:
Oh, my new bike!
2091
01:45:50,845 --> 01:45:53,597
{\an8}["BLUE SKIES" PERFORMED BY
BLUE OCTOBER PLAYING] ♪ Blue skies ♪
2092
01:45:53,597 --> 01:45:57,893
{\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪
2093
01:45:57,893 --> 01:46:01,897
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪
2094
01:46:01,897 --> 01:46:04,692
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪
2095
01:46:04,692 --> 01:46:07,320
{\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll never stop
Loving my ♪
2096
01:46:07,320 --> 01:46:08,988
{\an8}♪ I've been to both knees ♪
2097
01:46:08,988 --> 01:46:11,490
{\an8}♪ Raise my hands up to the sky
Forgive me ♪
2098
01:46:11,490 --> 01:46:13,826
{\an8}♪ Is something out there
Far beyond the clouds? ♪
2099
01:46:13,826 --> 01:46:15,536
{\an8}♪ I'm asking, help me ♪
2100
01:46:15,536 --> 01:46:18,371
{\an8}♪ Help me to see the world
Through baby eyes ♪
2101
01:46:18,371 --> 01:46:20,124
{\an8}♪ And hold 'em closely ♪
2102
01:46:20,124 --> 01:46:22,335
{\an8}♪ I need a fresh start
On the roller coaster ♪
2103
01:46:22,335 --> 01:46:23,919
{\an8}♪ Made for coasting ♪
2104
01:46:23,919 --> 01:46:26,047
{\an8}♪ It's time to wake up
Time to make up ♪
2105
01:46:26,047 --> 01:46:28,007
{\an8}♪ Time to shake
These memories ♪
2106
01:46:28,007 --> 01:46:30,176
{\an8}♪ It's time to leave the past
In the past ♪
2107
01:46:30,176 --> 01:46:32,178
{\an8}♪ And lace up a new set
Of shoe strings ♪
2108
01:46:32,178 --> 01:46:33,971
{\an8}♪ I want the world to know ♪
2109
01:46:33,971 --> 01:46:36,265
{\an8}♪ I've got your back
Through up and down, see ♪
2110
01:46:36,265 --> 01:46:38,893
{\an8}♪ So we can sit together
Side by side ♪
2111
01:46:38,893 --> 01:46:43,189
{\an8}♪ Through amazing blue skies ♪
2112
01:46:43,189 --> 01:46:47,109
{\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪
2113
01:46:47,109 --> 01:46:51,030
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪
2114
01:46:51,030 --> 01:46:53,699
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪
2115
01:46:53,699 --> 01:46:56,451
{\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll never stop ♪
2116
01:46:56,451 --> 01:46:58,204
{\an8}♪ I've broken every bone ♪
2117
01:46:58,204 --> 01:47:00,706
{\an8}♪ And fought through
What felt never-ending ♪
2118
01:47:00,706 --> 01:47:03,084
{\an8}♪ I thought my head
Was made of sadness ♪
2119
01:47:03,084 --> 01:47:04,752
{\an8}♪ My heart is mending ♪
2120
01:47:04,752 --> 01:47:06,295
{\an8}♪ I scream at sunsets ♪
2121
01:47:06,295 --> 01:47:08,923
{\an8}♪ Give applause
To what I can't control ♪
2122
01:47:08,923 --> 01:47:12,551
{\an8}♪ Then somehow laugh at how the
Moon divides an ocean's soul ♪
2123
01:47:12,551 --> 01:47:15,221
{\an8}♪ But I want
To be that ocean ♪
2124
01:47:15,221 --> 01:47:17,223
{\an8}♪ I want to shine like that ♪
2125
01:47:17,223 --> 01:47:21,060
{\an8}♪ I want to smile so big
My daughter jumps into my lap ♪
2126
01:47:21,060 --> 01:47:25,106
{\an8}♪ I want to tell her daddy's
Fine and always plans to be ♪
2127
01:47:25,106 --> 01:47:29,151
{\an8}♪ Then take her in my arms
This is what we'll always see ♪
2128
01:47:29,151 --> 01:47:32,321
{\an8}♪ Blue skies ♪
2129
01:47:32,321 --> 01:47:36,325
{\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪
2130
01:47:36,325 --> 01:47:40,121
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪
2131
01:47:40,121 --> 01:47:43,249
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪
2132
01:47:43,249 --> 01:47:45,793
{\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll never stop
Loving my ♪
2133
01:47:45,793 --> 01:47:48,629
{\an8}♪ Blue skies ♪
2134
01:47:48,629 --> 01:47:52,674
{\an8}♪ Calling on blue skies ♪
2135
01:47:52,674 --> 01:47:56,387
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away, boys ♪
2136
01:47:56,387 --> 01:47:59,723
{\an8}♪ Don't take them away ♪
2137
01:47:59,723 --> 01:48:02,517
{\an8}♪ Yeah ♪
2138
01:48:02,517 --> 01:48:05,980
{\an8}♪ And when I'm gone, I won't go
Screaming in the end ♪
2139
01:48:05,980 --> 01:48:10,025
{\an8}♪ 'Cause I'll give you
Everything my life amounts to ♪
2140
01:48:10,025 --> 01:48:17,366
{\an8}♪ So raise this life up with me
And, baby, let's go dancing ♪♪
2141
01:48:17,366 --> 01:48:19,160
{\an8}Come on! Let's go!
2142
01:48:19,160 --> 01:48:21,829
{\an8}[INSTRUMENTAL FLOURISH]
2143
01:48:21,829 --> 01:48:23,496
{\an8}Come on!
2144
01:48:33,548 --> 01:48:36,509
{\an8}["SALT OF THE EARTH" PERFORMED
BY ALEX HERRON PLAYING]
2145
01:48:42,016 --> 01:48:45,518
{\an8}[ALEX HERRON HUMMING]
2146
01:48:51,650 --> 01:48:55,029
{\an8}♪ Salt of the earth ♪
2147
01:48:55,029 --> 01:48:59,283
{\an8}♪ You're the salt
Of the earth ♪
2148
01:48:59,283 --> 01:49:00,868
{\an8}♪ You sing ♪
2149
01:49:00,868 --> 01:49:03,996
{\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-dum ♪
2150
01:49:03,996 --> 01:49:05,580
{\an8}♪ You sing ♪
2151
01:49:05,580 --> 01:49:08,125
{\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-dum ♪
2152
01:49:08,125 --> 01:49:09,335
{\an8}♪ Oh ♪
2153
01:49:09,335 --> 01:49:12,129
{\an8}♪ I climbed the back fence ♪
2154
01:49:12,129 --> 01:49:14,173
{\an8}♪ So as to hide on the roof ♪
2155
01:49:14,173 --> 01:49:17,968
{\an8}♪ And wait for you to find me ♪
2156
01:49:17,968 --> 01:49:21,055
{\an8}♪ I counted passengers
In cars ♪
2157
01:49:21,055 --> 01:49:25,558
{\an8}♪ Made a tally of my own
Calculating the lonely ♪
2158
01:49:25,558 --> 01:49:27,144
{\an8}♪ They sing ♪
2159
01:49:27,144 --> 01:49:29,771
{\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-dum ♪
2160
01:49:29,771 --> 01:49:31,399
{\an8}♪ They sing ♪
2161
01:49:31,399 --> 01:49:34,109
{\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-dum ♪
2162
01:49:34,109 --> 01:49:35,486
{\an8}♪ Oh ♪
2163
01:49:35,486 --> 01:49:38,489
{\an8}♪ I fell asleep on you ♪
2164
01:49:38,489 --> 01:49:40,324
{\an8}♪ The things you let me do ♪
2165
01:49:40,324 --> 01:49:43,785
{\an8}♪ My face flat on black vinyl ♪
2166
01:49:43,785 --> 01:49:47,039
{\an8}♪ I listen to your stomach ♪
2167
01:49:47,039 --> 01:49:48,999
{\an8}♪ When pressed against
Your red shirt ♪
2168
01:49:48,999 --> 01:49:51,419
{\an8}♪ A language
I've always understood ♪
2169
01:49:51,419 --> 01:49:53,003
{\an8}♪ It goes ♪
2170
01:49:53,003 --> 01:49:55,588
{\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-dum ♪
2171
01:49:55,588 --> 01:49:57,174
{\an8}♪ It goes ♪
2172
01:49:57,174 --> 01:50:01,220
{\an8}♪ La-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-dum ♪
2173
01:50:01,220 --> 01:50:05,224
{\an8}[HUMMING]
2174
01:50:22,615 --> 01:50:26,619
{\an8}♪ Salt of the earth ♪♪