1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:08,550 --> 00:00:10,425 [PHONE RINGS] 2 00:00:10,594 --> 00:00:12,137 - Hello. - I don't want to nag you, 3 00:00:12,304 --> 00:00:14,677 but that's three times this week we haven't taken a walk, 4 00:00:14,848 --> 00:00:17,850 because you ran down to the office for a minute that turned into an hour. 5 00:00:18,018 --> 00:00:20,557 - Walking out the door. - I love you. 6 00:00:20,729 --> 00:00:21,893 I love you too. 7 00:00:24,608 --> 00:00:25,640 [MOUTHS] Wait. 8 00:00:31,990 --> 00:00:34,364 [PHONE RINGING] 9 00:00:37,120 --> 00:00:38,746 Yes. 10 00:00:39,373 --> 00:00:41,366 RUTHIE: Thank you. 11 00:00:41,959 --> 00:00:43,917 [PHONE RINGS] 12 00:00:44,753 --> 00:00:46,498 - Hello? - Hi, Ruthie. 13 00:00:46,839 --> 00:00:50,209 - Are you guys at Chloe's? - No, it's three-way calling. 14 00:00:50,384 --> 00:00:52,461 - Don't you have three-way calling? - No. 15 00:00:52,636 --> 00:00:55,508 Well, get a clue. Everyone's got it. It's cool. 16 00:00:55,681 --> 00:00:58,636 You've gotta have three-way calling if you want us all to be friends. 17 00:00:58,809 --> 00:01:00,767 Don't you wanna be friends? 18 00:01:00,936 --> 00:01:02,562 - Duh, of course. - Good. 19 00:01:02,729 --> 00:01:04,390 Then you have to help us get rid of Sarah. 20 00:01:04,565 --> 00:01:07,353 She can't be following us around because she's a total geek-loser. 21 00:01:07,526 --> 00:01:08,986 Yeah, we can't be seen with losers 22 00:01:09,152 --> 00:01:12,108 or other people are gonna think that we're losers too. 23 00:01:12,281 --> 00:01:14,855 So are you gonna help us or what? 24 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:18,948 Sure, I guess. We're friends, right? 25 00:01:19,121 --> 00:01:22,206 That's right. See you tomorrow at school, and don't forget. 26 00:01:22,374 --> 00:01:24,783 Yeah, and don't forget. 27 00:01:35,387 --> 00:01:37,215 What's wrong? Are you gonna cry or something? 28 00:01:37,389 --> 00:01:39,679 No, I'm not gonna cry. I'm reflecting. 29 00:01:39,850 --> 00:01:41,760 I just read this really terrible book. 30 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:44,308 - Why? - I had to. It's required for school. 31 00:01:44,479 --> 00:01:46,888 Why is reading terrible books required? 32 00:01:47,065 --> 00:01:49,392 Do they run out of all the good books by the eighth grade? 33 00:01:49,568 --> 00:01:52,689 It's not terrible, it's terribly sad. 34 00:01:52,863 --> 00:01:55,900 It's about people doing awful things, and then at the end, 35 00:01:56,074 --> 00:01:58,613 Johnny dies after bravely rescuing these kids from a fire. 36 00:01:58,785 --> 00:02:00,779 Well, that'll teach you not to play with matches. 37 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:02,450 No, that's not what it'll teach you. 38 00:02:02,623 --> 00:02:05,459 Well, then what does it teach you? Not to rescue other kids? 39 00:02:05,626 --> 00:02:07,287 No. 40 00:02:07,878 --> 00:02:10,999 Yeah. Well, the lesson's much more complicated than that. 41 00:02:11,173 --> 00:02:14,294 I don't have any time to explain it all to you now. I have a paper to write. 42 00:02:14,468 --> 00:02:17,007 Well, then I guess you should get to your paper. 43 00:02:20,265 --> 00:02:22,804 I don't think it's right to drag all of our laundry over here. 44 00:02:22,976 --> 00:02:24,685 It's just not right. 45 00:02:24,853 --> 00:02:26,728 Don't worry about it. My mom doesn't care. 46 00:02:26,897 --> 00:02:29,389 ANNIE: I don't care. SHANA: Oh, that's very nice of you, 47 00:02:29,566 --> 00:02:32,141 but you're doing laundry for six kids and two adults, 48 00:02:32,319 --> 00:02:34,645 and I'm sure you don't need us dragging our laundry here. 49 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:40,279 Oh, don't be silly. Mi washer-dryer es su washer-dryer. 50 00:02:40,452 --> 00:02:43,324 I saved two pieces of fat-free cheesecake. It's in the fridge. 51 00:02:43,497 --> 00:02:45,989 - See, it's really okay. - No, it's not. 52 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:50,247 Ugh. I don't feel right about this. I wish I hadn't agreed to it. 53 00:02:50,420 --> 00:02:53,043 Hey. Doing laundry? 54 00:02:53,215 --> 00:02:56,585 Uh, maybe. Mom's upstairs. 55 00:02:58,971 --> 00:03:01,676 I thought we were gonna get together and talk tonight. 56 00:03:01,849 --> 00:03:05,016 Well, that's what we're doing. We're here, together, 57 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:08,140 talking and washing and drying and-- 58 00:03:08,313 --> 00:03:11,897 Matt, you can't talk me into it. It's just not gonna happen. 59 00:03:12,693 --> 00:03:14,354 All I'm asking is that you consider it. 60 00:03:15,153 --> 00:03:18,488 I have. So consider it considered, and the answer is no. 61 00:03:18,657 --> 00:03:21,149 Okay. No pressure. 62 00:03:21,743 --> 00:03:24,200 You wanna do a load of whites together? 63 00:03:24,371 --> 00:03:28,915 To tell you the truth, I don't wanna do anything that intimate right now. 64 00:03:29,084 --> 00:03:30,912 Fine. You wash your whites first, 65 00:03:31,086 --> 00:03:33,709 and I'll get Mary and Lucy off the stairway. 66 00:03:38,802 --> 00:03:39,918 [SHANA CLEARS THROAT] 67 00:03:41,430 --> 00:03:43,673 MATT: Don't even think about it, the cheesecake's ours. 68 00:03:43,849 --> 00:03:47,598 Anything you were snooping around to hear is none of your business. 69 00:03:49,688 --> 00:03:52,097 "None of your business." 70 00:03:52,274 --> 00:03:55,858 Simon's in charge of the twins while we take our walk. What's this? 71 00:03:56,028 --> 00:03:58,650 I found that slipped under the door in my office on my way out. 72 00:03:58,822 --> 00:04:01,112 I didn't want to open it, because I was rushing home 73 00:04:01,283 --> 00:04:03,111 to walk with my woman. 74 00:04:03,285 --> 00:04:05,859 Heh-heh. Well, I think we have a few moments to spare. 75 00:04:06,371 --> 00:04:08,116 Okay. 76 00:04:12,169 --> 00:04:14,838 It's a cheque made out to the church for $20,000. 77 00:04:16,798 --> 00:04:19,468 It is. It is. 78 00:04:20,219 --> 00:04:23,007 [LAUGHING] 79 00:05:26,743 --> 00:05:28,025 [SIGHS] 80 00:05:46,513 --> 00:05:47,629 [SIGHS] 81 00:05:55,564 --> 00:05:56,845 Ah. 82 00:05:57,024 --> 00:05:58,982 [IN IRISH ACCENT] I see me boy is having himself 83 00:05:59,151 --> 00:06:00,943 a wee leprechaun of a breakfast. 84 00:06:01,111 --> 00:06:03,319 - What happened to me lad? - Guilt happened. 85 00:06:03,488 --> 00:06:05,067 That's what happened. 86 00:06:05,240 --> 00:06:08,076 I can't enjoy my food knowing there are so many people in this world 87 00:06:08,243 --> 00:06:09,904 who are starving. 88 00:06:10,078 --> 00:06:11,871 [IN NORMAL VOICE] Okay. 89 00:06:13,582 --> 00:06:17,367 Well, yeah, you know, there are people who are starving, 90 00:06:17,544 --> 00:06:19,419 and there are things we can do to help, 91 00:06:19,588 --> 00:06:22,709 but no one's gonna be hungrier if you eat your usual breakfast. 92 00:06:23,884 --> 00:06:25,545 It's a symbolic gesture. 93 00:06:25,719 --> 00:06:27,594 I wanna remind myself of what's going on. 94 00:06:27,763 --> 00:06:29,887 What is going on according to the paper? 95 00:06:30,057 --> 00:06:31,718 Let's see. Where would you like to start? 96 00:06:31,892 --> 00:06:35,594 The plight of the Kosovo refugees, famine in North Korea, 97 00:06:35,771 --> 00:06:37,978 the kid who got caught stealing a can of tuna fish 98 00:06:38,148 --> 00:06:40,106 from the 7-Eleven to feed his family. 99 00:06:40,275 --> 00:06:41,735 I think that was his cat. 100 00:06:42,110 --> 00:06:46,275 The kid didn't want his mom to know that he'd taken in a stray cat. 101 00:06:48,116 --> 00:06:49,909 You know how many cans of tuna it would take 102 00:06:50,077 --> 00:06:52,485 to feed all the stray cats in the world? 103 00:06:54,915 --> 00:06:57,074 Hey, I've got some good news. 104 00:06:57,251 --> 00:06:59,956 One of our parishioners made a big cash contribution. 105 00:07:00,128 --> 00:07:02,621 - It's really gonna help the church. - Why'd they do that? 106 00:07:02,798 --> 00:07:04,791 I don't know, but why not? 107 00:07:04,967 --> 00:07:06,960 Because no matter how much money it is, 108 00:07:07,135 --> 00:07:09,094 it'll never be enough to help everyone. 109 00:07:09,263 --> 00:07:10,343 Is it? 110 00:07:14,852 --> 00:07:16,596 [BABY BABBLING] 111 00:07:16,770 --> 00:07:18,479 ANNIE: Ruthie. 112 00:07:18,647 --> 00:07:21,732 I thought you were keeping an eye on your brothers. 113 00:07:21,900 --> 00:07:22,933 RUTHIE: Oops. 114 00:07:23,694 --> 00:07:26,530 ANNIE: Sam and David are crawling now. 115 00:07:26,697 --> 00:07:28,607 You have to watch them every second. 116 00:07:28,782 --> 00:07:30,325 I can't watch them every second. 117 00:07:30,492 --> 00:07:33,494 The only person who can watch them every second is God. 118 00:07:33,662 --> 00:07:35,490 So why don't we just let God watch them? 119 00:07:35,664 --> 00:07:36,696 Because... 120 00:07:36,874 --> 00:07:39,959 Because that's why God put everyone on Earth. 121 00:07:40,127 --> 00:07:41,836 To watch after each other. 122 00:07:42,004 --> 00:07:44,377 I've got a big enough job just watching after myself. 123 00:07:44,548 --> 00:07:45,794 That's no excuse. 124 00:07:49,761 --> 00:07:51,221 - Okay. - You have no idea 125 00:07:51,388 --> 00:07:54,390 what school is like these days. It's every girl for herself. 126 00:07:54,558 --> 00:07:56,018 You can't be nice to everyone, 127 00:07:56,185 --> 00:07:58,641 and even if someone could save people from the fire, 128 00:07:58,812 --> 00:08:01,138 he'd probably get hurt, even killed doing it. 129 00:08:01,315 --> 00:08:04,151 And if you're just gonna get killed, why even try to be a hero? 130 00:08:04,651 --> 00:08:06,111 How much sugar did you have today? 131 00:08:06,278 --> 00:08:07,857 No. It was in Simon's terrible book. 132 00:08:08,030 --> 00:08:10,070 He was reading it and got into a terrible mood, 133 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:12,068 and now I'm in a terrible mood. 134 00:08:13,202 --> 00:08:15,279 LUCY: But he's got an apartment. 135 00:08:15,454 --> 00:08:16,914 And she's got her apartment. So? 136 00:08:17,080 --> 00:08:19,323 They have the opportunity, and don't forget the motive. 137 00:08:19,499 --> 00:08:21,161 ANNIE: Motive for what? 138 00:08:23,795 --> 00:08:26,334 We'll talk about this later. 139 00:08:29,551 --> 00:08:32,470 [BABIES BABBLING AND LAUGHING] 140 00:08:36,099 --> 00:08:38,852 Oh... Peekaboo. 141 00:08:39,019 --> 00:08:40,051 Peekaboo. 142 00:08:40,229 --> 00:08:41,558 [ANNIE AND BABY LAUGHING] 143 00:08:42,314 --> 00:08:43,346 ERIC: What are you doing? 144 00:08:43,815 --> 00:08:45,856 I was just watching Sam and David. 145 00:08:46,026 --> 00:08:47,355 They're so cute and innocent. 146 00:08:47,528 --> 00:08:49,438 I wish I could keep them this way forever. 147 00:08:49,613 --> 00:08:50,693 I know. 148 00:08:52,533 --> 00:08:55,570 - So you going to the bank? - Oh, well, not yet. 149 00:08:55,744 --> 00:08:58,236 I gotta get over to the church and do some work on my sermon, 150 00:08:58,413 --> 00:09:00,952 and I wanted to ask Sachiko Ishida to stop over. 151 00:09:01,124 --> 00:09:03,083 I'd just like to talk to her about the cheque 152 00:09:03,252 --> 00:09:04,747 before I go ahead and deposit it. 153 00:09:04,920 --> 00:09:07,494 Oh, good idea. I know the church could really use the money, 154 00:09:07,673 --> 00:09:11,043 but Sachiko, being older and alone, might need it too. 155 00:09:11,218 --> 00:09:13,176 But who knows, maybe she won the lottery. 156 00:09:13,345 --> 00:09:16,964 I sincerely hope so, but I doubt it. 157 00:09:17,140 --> 00:09:19,846 The cheque makes me uneasy. I don't have a good feeling about it. 158 00:09:20,018 --> 00:09:22,059 You haven't been talking to Simon, have you? 159 00:09:22,229 --> 00:09:23,890 - Well, actually I have. - Ah. 160 00:09:24,064 --> 00:09:25,559 Wow, that kid's a black hole. 161 00:09:25,732 --> 00:09:28,770 He's sucked the life out of this entire family with his bad mood. 162 00:09:29,278 --> 00:09:31,236 Try to keep out of his gravitational pull. 163 00:09:35,534 --> 00:09:36,566 Hmm. 164 00:09:36,743 --> 00:09:38,025 [BABBLING] 165 00:09:38,495 --> 00:09:39,611 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 166 00:09:40,163 --> 00:09:41,956 SHANA: Hello. 167 00:09:45,836 --> 00:09:49,336 - Hello? - Hold on, I'm almost there. 168 00:09:51,049 --> 00:09:53,423 I'm gonna ace this test. 169 00:09:54,052 --> 00:09:56,889 I came over to give you this. It got mixed up in my laundry bag. 170 00:09:57,055 --> 00:10:00,093 Thanks, you didn't have to bring it over. I would have gotten it later. 171 00:10:00,267 --> 00:10:03,020 Later is something I'm not sure about. 172 00:10:03,187 --> 00:10:04,765 I'm confused. 173 00:10:04,938 --> 00:10:07,810 And evidently doing laundry just confused you more. 174 00:10:07,983 --> 00:10:10,557 What's wrong? It's just laundry. 175 00:10:10,736 --> 00:10:13,192 See, this is exactly why we should do what other couples do. 176 00:10:13,363 --> 00:10:16,864 Matt, I think we should slow down and maybe see other people. 177 00:10:19,119 --> 00:10:20,283 Where'd this come from? 178 00:10:20,454 --> 00:10:23,290 I just think this relationship is too much for me. 179 00:10:23,457 --> 00:10:24,833 It's interfering with my studies. 180 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:28,002 Right, it's interfering so much you have a 4.0 grade average. 181 00:10:28,170 --> 00:10:31,291 I won't be able to keep up a 4.0 if this keeps up. 182 00:10:31,465 --> 00:10:33,375 - This what? - This relationship. 183 00:10:33,550 --> 00:10:35,378 Shana, I don't wanna see other people. 184 00:10:35,552 --> 00:10:37,380 And I don't think you want to see other people 185 00:10:37,554 --> 00:10:39,347 for any other reason than to push me away. 186 00:10:39,515 --> 00:10:42,801 Oh, so you got it all figured out already, don't you, Dr. Freud? 187 00:10:42,976 --> 00:10:44,804 No, I don't have it all figured out. 188 00:10:44,978 --> 00:10:47,980 I want this to work, and I'd love to find out why you're being like this. 189 00:10:48,148 --> 00:10:49,774 - Like what? - Like distant 190 00:10:49,942 --> 00:10:52,813 and completely and unrelentingly stubborn about something I wanna do. 191 00:10:52,986 --> 00:10:54,695 Don't my needs count for anything? 192 00:10:59,034 --> 00:11:03,247 I'm sorry. I've got this test. I'll call you. 193 00:11:08,377 --> 00:11:10,335 Hey, this isn't my shirt. 194 00:11:10,504 --> 00:11:13,043 [KIDS LAUGHING AND CHATTERING] 195 00:11:14,633 --> 00:11:17,670 ALL: Friends together. Girl power forever. 196 00:11:19,096 --> 00:11:21,386 [LAUGHING] 197 00:11:24,476 --> 00:11:27,099 - What are you guys doing? - None of your beeswax. 198 00:11:27,271 --> 00:11:31,221 Yeah, it's a secret. It's only for girls, and you're not a girl. 199 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:34,188 - I am so a girl. - You are not. You're a bird. 200 00:11:34,361 --> 00:11:37,316 Yeah, you're a skinny bird who can't do anything. 201 00:11:37,489 --> 00:11:40,325 CHLOE: Fly away, skinny bird, shoo. NINA: Yeah, go away birdie. 202 00:11:40,492 --> 00:11:41,774 You guys better stop it. 203 00:11:41,952 --> 00:11:45,618 Oh, poor birdie. What are you gonna do about it, bird face? 204 00:11:45,789 --> 00:11:48,827 - Tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet. - Chirp, chirp, chirp, chirp, chirp. 205 00:11:53,422 --> 00:11:55,250 Hey. 206 00:11:55,424 --> 00:11:57,750 Janice told me about the big homecoming party this weekend 207 00:11:57,926 --> 00:11:59,552 for the boy's basketball team. 208 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:02,887 Where have you been? Only everyone at school is going. 209 00:12:03,056 --> 00:12:06,011 Everyone wants to show support after what happened with the girls' team. 210 00:12:06,185 --> 00:12:07,810 Well, they're all a bunch of screw-ups. 211 00:12:07,978 --> 00:12:09,770 First they bombed out with their grades, 212 00:12:09,938 --> 00:12:12,062 and then they break into the gym and vandalise it. 213 00:12:12,232 --> 00:12:14,559 - How stupid is that? - I know. 214 00:12:14,735 --> 00:12:16,278 It made the whole school look bad. 215 00:12:17,362 --> 00:12:19,570 Do you mind? You're talking about my sister. 216 00:12:19,740 --> 00:12:21,116 Who's your sister? 217 00:12:21,283 --> 00:12:23,490 Mary Camden. She was team captain. 218 00:12:23,660 --> 00:12:25,286 Sorry, we didn't know. 219 00:12:25,454 --> 00:12:28,028 No offence to you or anything. We like you. 220 00:12:28,207 --> 00:12:31,458 Yeah, you're really nice. And smart. 221 00:12:31,627 --> 00:12:34,747 You're not anything like your sister. You should come to the party with us. 222 00:12:34,922 --> 00:12:36,203 Yeah, it'll be great. 223 00:12:36,381 --> 00:12:38,375 But you know you can't bring your sister. 224 00:12:38,550 --> 00:12:42,252 No offence, but all the girl players are officially out. 225 00:12:42,804 --> 00:12:46,139 I don't think so. No offence or anything. 226 00:12:48,602 --> 00:12:50,512 Lucy looks great this year. 227 00:12:50,687 --> 00:12:53,642 Too bad she has that loser sister. 228 00:12:55,567 --> 00:12:57,110 Have you guys seen my sister Lucy? 229 00:12:59,780 --> 00:13:01,323 Thanks. 230 00:13:11,792 --> 00:13:12,824 [KNOCKING ON DOOR] 231 00:13:14,419 --> 00:13:15,452 Oh. 232 00:13:15,963 --> 00:13:18,537 Thank you so much for coming down, Sachiko. 233 00:13:19,299 --> 00:13:24,377 I didn't think that donating money would be such a problem, Reverend. 234 00:13:24,555 --> 00:13:26,762 I assumed the church could use the money. 235 00:13:26,932 --> 00:13:30,135 Oh, yes. It's something we can always use. 236 00:13:30,310 --> 00:13:31,936 And it's greatly appreciated. 237 00:13:32,104 --> 00:13:34,975 But there still seems to be a problem. 238 00:13:36,066 --> 00:13:39,685 It's just that it's such a large cheque. 239 00:13:39,862 --> 00:13:41,855 I just wanted to make sure it wasn't a mistake. 240 00:13:42,030 --> 00:13:44,700 Twenty thousand dollars, it's a lot of money. 241 00:13:44,867 --> 00:13:46,528 Yes. 242 00:13:46,702 --> 00:13:50,914 - That's the correct amount. - I see. 243 00:13:51,081 --> 00:13:52,113 Twenty thousand dollars. 244 00:13:52,291 --> 00:13:54,699 I've been holding on to the money 245 00:13:54,877 --> 00:13:58,710 because I didn't know what to do with it. 246 00:13:58,881 --> 00:14:03,544 It's the reparation money that I received from the government. 247 00:14:03,719 --> 00:14:05,179 When I was a child, 248 00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:09,558 my family was taken to an internment camp during the war. 249 00:14:10,267 --> 00:14:15,013 We lived in horse stalls before we were transferred to the actual camp. 250 00:14:15,814 --> 00:14:17,689 At the same time, 251 00:14:17,858 --> 00:14:21,643 my brother fought in the 442nd Regiment 252 00:14:21,820 --> 00:14:25,866 for the same country that had us in the internment camp. 253 00:14:26,408 --> 00:14:30,621 My parents lost their farming business, and after the war, 254 00:14:30,787 --> 00:14:34,572 my father returned from camp a broken man. 255 00:14:35,167 --> 00:14:37,955 My mother worked hard to support all of us. 256 00:14:38,462 --> 00:14:42,377 Both parents died long before the reparation money. 257 00:14:42,966 --> 00:14:46,586 Like them, most of the people who suffered 258 00:14:46,762 --> 00:14:50,713 and deserved the money the most are not alive today. 259 00:14:52,392 --> 00:14:56,806 I don't want the money. It's blood money. 260 00:14:56,980 --> 00:14:59,733 Money cannot undo what's been done. 261 00:15:00,150 --> 00:15:04,612 Rights, dignity and respect. 262 00:15:04,780 --> 00:15:09,407 I want it off my hands so I don't have to talk about it ever again. 263 00:15:12,704 --> 00:15:16,454 Please, just take the money. 264 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:33,015 - What are we doing? - I'm reading about internment camps. 265 00:15:33,183 --> 00:15:35,675 RUTHIE: Camp. I wanna go to summer camp next year. 266 00:15:35,853 --> 00:15:37,478 Oh. No, no, no. 267 00:15:37,646 --> 00:15:40,981 No, internment camp is something you never wanna have to go to. 268 00:15:41,149 --> 00:15:43,938 - Why? - Internment camps are terrible. 269 00:15:44,111 --> 00:15:47,029 During World War II, when we were at war with Japan, 270 00:15:47,197 --> 00:15:51,445 our government thought that anyone of Japanese ancestry living here 271 00:15:51,618 --> 00:15:53,244 could be a threat to America. 272 00:15:53,412 --> 00:15:55,619 Our government thought that the Japanese-Americans 273 00:15:55,789 --> 00:15:58,542 might be spies or that they would give information to Japan. 274 00:15:58,709 --> 00:16:00,749 So we took all the Japanese living here, 275 00:16:00,919 --> 00:16:02,829 even those who had been born here, 276 00:16:03,005 --> 00:16:06,920 and we put them in internment camps, 277 00:16:07,092 --> 00:16:09,418 where they were locked up like they were in jail. 278 00:16:09,595 --> 00:16:10,924 Everything was taken from them. 279 00:16:11,096 --> 00:16:13,968 A lot of Americans thought it was wrong, but they didn't say anything, 280 00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:16,384 because they were afraid that people would think 281 00:16:16,560 --> 00:16:18,269 that they were siding with the enemy. 282 00:16:18,437 --> 00:16:20,680 Well, didn't they have any friends who would help them? 283 00:16:20,856 --> 00:16:24,273 I'm sure they had plenty of friends, but people aren't perfect, you know? 284 00:16:24,443 --> 00:16:27,943 Being human means that we not only have strengths, 285 00:16:28,113 --> 00:16:30,273 we have a lot of weaknesses too. 286 00:16:30,449 --> 00:16:35,242 Like being afraid to do the right thing or needing people to like us. 287 00:16:35,412 --> 00:16:36,872 What happened was wrong, 288 00:16:37,039 --> 00:16:38,700 and our government eventually admitted 289 00:16:38,874 --> 00:16:40,334 that they'd made a terrible mistake. 290 00:16:40,501 --> 00:16:42,494 They violated constitutional rights, 291 00:16:42,669 --> 00:16:44,746 and the government gave the Japanese some money 292 00:16:44,922 --> 00:16:48,173 as a form of apology. It's called reparation money. 293 00:16:51,386 --> 00:16:53,345 I just got off the phone with your teacher. 294 00:16:53,514 --> 00:16:58,307 It seems that Ruthie and her friends made a little girl cry at school today. 295 00:16:59,144 --> 00:17:01,553 I think you have some explaining to do, Ruthie. 296 00:17:01,730 --> 00:17:03,439 Sarah's not in our group. 297 00:17:03,607 --> 00:17:06,562 Being seen with her would bring our standing way down. 298 00:17:06,735 --> 00:17:09,737 I know that Chloe and Nina shouldn't have called her names, 299 00:17:09,905 --> 00:17:12,479 but what can I do? I'm only human. 300 00:17:12,658 --> 00:17:14,319 It was a weak moment. 301 00:17:14,826 --> 00:17:17,116 That doesn't even come close to being an excuse. 302 00:17:17,621 --> 00:17:19,531 I'd give her some money to make it all better, 303 00:17:19,706 --> 00:17:20,822 but I don't have any. 304 00:17:20,999 --> 00:17:22,115 I'm surprised at you. 305 00:17:22,292 --> 00:17:24,037 You know money doesn't make it all better. 306 00:17:24,628 --> 00:17:27,037 Well, the government does it, so it must help. 307 00:17:27,214 --> 00:17:28,709 ANNIE: No, it wouldn't. 308 00:17:28,882 --> 00:17:31,837 I want you to apologise to Sarah, tomorrow. 309 00:17:32,010 --> 00:17:33,554 But I didn't say anything. 310 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:35,595 That's just as bad, maybe even worse. 311 00:17:35,764 --> 00:17:37,639 How would you like to be in Sarah's place? 312 00:17:37,808 --> 00:17:42,435 Well, if I apologise to her, I am going to be in her place. 313 00:17:46,692 --> 00:17:47,807 [ANNIE SIGHS] 314 00:17:48,652 --> 00:17:50,396 Well, she shouldn't have done it. 315 00:17:50,571 --> 00:17:52,778 - I didn't say anything. - Well, you could have. 316 00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:04,911 ANNIE: You eating for two now? 317 00:18:05,085 --> 00:18:06,284 It's a high-energy day. 318 00:18:06,461 --> 00:18:09,298 I had a big test and a big fight with Shana. 319 00:18:10,174 --> 00:18:11,918 She wants to see other people. 320 00:18:12,092 --> 00:18:14,418 Did you do something to make her wanna see other people? 321 00:18:14,595 --> 00:18:17,087 - No, I didn't do anything. - Well, what was the fight about? 322 00:18:18,098 --> 00:18:20,673 I don't feel comfortable talking about it right now. 323 00:18:25,689 --> 00:18:28,263 Don't worry, I'll eat these somewhere else so you two can talk. 324 00:18:28,609 --> 00:18:31,895 The conversation's probably too intimate for me anyway. 325 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:36,365 If I still lived here, you wouldn't have made that comment in front of Mom. 326 00:18:36,533 --> 00:18:40,199 You're just trying to make me look bad because I didn't include you. 327 00:18:40,495 --> 00:18:41,611 Matt? 328 00:18:41,788 --> 00:18:43,248 - I'm sorry. MATT: Well, it's too late. 329 00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:45,451 Ever since I moved out, everyone treats me 330 00:18:45,626 --> 00:18:47,750 like I'm some guy stopping by to eat or do laundry. 331 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:49,415 I'm part of the family, you know? 332 00:18:49,588 --> 00:18:52,257 And I'm still your big brother, which entitles me to lecture you. 333 00:18:52,424 --> 00:18:55,379 So hear this. My private life is still my private life. 334 00:19:02,309 --> 00:19:04,468 - I'm not apologising to her. - Okay. 335 00:19:05,270 --> 00:19:07,478 But maybe later, you should talk to her. 336 00:19:07,648 --> 00:19:09,558 Fine, but her comment was totally uncalled for. 337 00:19:09,733 --> 00:19:11,478 My private life is my private life. 338 00:19:11,652 --> 00:19:14,689 I understand, but now that that word "intimacy" 339 00:19:14,863 --> 00:19:17,153 has reared its interesting head, 340 00:19:17,324 --> 00:19:18,985 do you wanna talk about your private life? 341 00:19:19,159 --> 00:19:20,987 - Not really, I just wanna eat. - Okay. 342 00:19:21,161 --> 00:19:24,247 - I'll clean up when I'm done? - Okay. 343 00:19:28,919 --> 00:19:31,874 Matt's never yelled at me like that before. 344 00:19:32,047 --> 00:19:33,875 It's no big deal. 345 00:19:34,049 --> 00:19:35,544 It is to me. 346 00:19:35,717 --> 00:19:37,378 He hurt my feelings. 347 00:19:37,553 --> 00:19:40,720 Then you shouldn't have said anything. You were trying to get him in trouble. 348 00:19:40,889 --> 00:19:42,847 Well, he was leaving me out of the conversation. 349 00:19:43,016 --> 00:19:45,390 You don't like to be left out, do you? 350 00:19:46,019 --> 00:19:48,642 How would you know anything about being left out? 351 00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:53,312 I'm persona non grata, or haven't you noticed? 352 00:19:53,485 --> 00:19:56,653 You have been in the in-crowd your whole life. 353 00:19:56,822 --> 00:20:01,200 You've been Miss Star Athlete, Miss Big Deal, Miss Popularity, 354 00:20:01,368 --> 00:20:03,694 all during high school. 355 00:20:03,871 --> 00:20:06,445 You have no idea what it's like to be left out. 356 00:20:06,623 --> 00:20:08,166 Are you crazy? 357 00:20:08,333 --> 00:20:11,003 Why do you think I got into basketball in the first place? 358 00:20:11,170 --> 00:20:15,334 Now, I was, like, 7 feet tall by the time I got into fifth grade. 359 00:20:15,507 --> 00:20:18,794 Kids laughed at me, and called me names, 360 00:20:19,928 --> 00:20:21,507 and so I did something. 361 00:20:22,681 --> 00:20:24,805 I learned a sport, 362 00:20:24,975 --> 00:20:28,178 and I used my height instead of just complaining about it. 363 00:20:28,353 --> 00:20:32,684 I became an athlete instead of just whining about being different. 364 00:20:34,610 --> 00:20:37,184 And after all that hard work, 365 00:20:37,571 --> 00:20:39,730 I'm nothing now. 366 00:20:40,616 --> 00:20:44,828 I'm just the tall bad girl, who let everybody down, 367 00:20:44,995 --> 00:20:46,455 and now I'm paying for it. 368 00:20:51,627 --> 00:20:54,201 Here, go ahead and finish it off. 369 00:20:54,379 --> 00:20:56,338 No, that's okay. 370 00:20:56,507 --> 00:20:59,176 Wouldn't wanna let it go to waste. 371 00:20:59,343 --> 00:21:01,336 What's with you? Those are your favourite cookies. 372 00:21:01,512 --> 00:21:02,544 Not anymore. 373 00:21:02,721 --> 00:21:04,513 Take a look at the ingredients on the lid. 374 00:21:04,681 --> 00:21:07,683 Additives, preservatives, chemicals. All that for money. 375 00:21:07,851 --> 00:21:09,679 All that junk is filler. 376 00:21:09,853 --> 00:21:12,392 And the shelf life's probably a few hundred years. 377 00:21:12,564 --> 00:21:15,981 - I was looking forward to this. - You might as well eat it. 378 00:21:16,151 --> 00:21:19,817 We're all just pawns being manipulated by the corruption of politics 379 00:21:19,988 --> 00:21:22,860 and big business anyway. Knowing about our health and environment, 380 00:21:23,033 --> 00:21:25,607 they just make bigger gas-guzzling SUVs, 381 00:21:25,786 --> 00:21:27,198 package the food in plastic, 382 00:21:27,371 --> 00:21:31,322 which leaches poisons into our bodies, sell arms to other countries, 383 00:21:31,500 --> 00:21:33,410 then declare war on them because they use them, 384 00:21:33,585 --> 00:21:37,454 and make paper towels and tissue that only promote waste. 385 00:21:41,301 --> 00:21:43,378 [PHONE RINGS] 386 00:21:45,514 --> 00:21:47,223 Hello? 387 00:21:47,391 --> 00:21:49,384 Hi, Tammy. 388 00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:53,808 No, I don't know if I'm going to the party or not. 389 00:21:53,981 --> 00:21:55,809 Let me think about it. 390 00:21:55,983 --> 00:21:58,605 Okay, bye. 391 00:22:05,409 --> 00:22:07,865 Just to let you know, Shana and I aren't fighting about sex. 392 00:22:08,036 --> 00:22:10,160 That's not what I meant by intimate. Tell Lucy that. 393 00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:12,075 I'm sure she's dying to know. 394 00:22:12,249 --> 00:22:15,452 I'm not your messenger and I don't care what you and Shana are doing. 395 00:22:15,627 --> 00:22:17,087 Oh, right, I forgot. 396 00:22:17,254 --> 00:22:20,007 You don't care about anybody but yourself. 397 00:22:39,568 --> 00:22:41,396 [VOICE MAIL] Hi, this is Shana for Matt. 398 00:22:42,029 --> 00:22:44,735 Matt, listen, I'm sorry about today. 399 00:22:44,907 --> 00:22:48,905 I really don't wanna see other people, but I do want a time-out from you. 400 00:22:49,077 --> 00:22:51,036 I'll call you. 401 00:22:51,747 --> 00:22:52,910 [BEEPS] 402 00:23:04,843 --> 00:23:06,338 ANNIE: So how you doing? 403 00:23:06,929 --> 00:23:09,931 Oh, okay, considering. How about you? 404 00:23:10,098 --> 00:23:12,970 Okay, considering that this bad mood has set off a bad mood 405 00:23:13,143 --> 00:23:15,351 in practically every member of the family. 406 00:23:15,521 --> 00:23:18,190 Well, I'm sorry. I didn't know anyone else was in a bad mood. 407 00:23:18,357 --> 00:23:21,524 Well, you'll have to stop. Bad moods are as contagious as chicken pox. 408 00:23:21,693 --> 00:23:23,189 Yeah, well. 409 00:23:23,362 --> 00:23:25,106 It seems the whole world's in a bad mood. 410 00:23:25,280 --> 00:23:27,819 You know, good moods are contagious too. 411 00:23:27,991 --> 00:23:31,242 So as of right now, we are both gonna be in a better mood. 412 00:23:31,411 --> 00:23:33,571 - Just like that? - Yeah, we're gonna put on a smile 413 00:23:33,747 --> 00:23:36,535 - and pretend to be in a good mood. - You mean, fake it? 414 00:23:36,708 --> 00:23:39,663 What's the difference in pretending and being in a good mood? 415 00:23:40,045 --> 00:23:41,244 You got me. 416 00:23:41,421 --> 00:23:43,332 Right, it's very hard to tell the difference. 417 00:23:43,507 --> 00:23:46,378 So just start by pretending, and the reality will catch up with you. 418 00:23:46,552 --> 00:23:50,052 Well, okay, but I don't know how long it's going to last. 419 00:23:50,222 --> 00:23:52,975 I know how to make it last. Once you get your mood up, 420 00:23:53,141 --> 00:23:56,143 help someone to actually do something that contributes 421 00:23:56,311 --> 00:23:59,397 to someone else feeling better or getting what they need. 422 00:23:59,565 --> 00:24:01,475 Service to others makes you feel good. 423 00:24:01,650 --> 00:24:03,727 And there are so many others to serve. 424 00:24:03,902 --> 00:24:08,031 That's right. So pick one and another one, and smile, baby, smile. 425 00:24:16,999 --> 00:24:18,708 [CHATTERING AND LAUGHING] 426 00:24:18,917 --> 00:24:22,168 - Hey, Luce, do you have a second? - Sure. 427 00:24:25,007 --> 00:24:27,962 I'm sorry about last night. This is my problem not yours, 428 00:24:28,135 --> 00:24:31,006 and it's probably all in my head that people are shunning me 429 00:24:31,180 --> 00:24:32,509 and the other basketball players. 430 00:24:32,681 --> 00:24:34,556 [LAUGHING] 431 00:24:37,436 --> 00:24:38,896 Okay, maybe they are shunning me, 432 00:24:39,062 --> 00:24:42,349 but it's gotta blow over eventually, right? 433 00:24:42,524 --> 00:24:45,099 And even if it doesn't, at least I have my family. 434 00:24:45,277 --> 00:24:46,357 Yeah. 435 00:24:46,528 --> 00:24:49,696 See you on Saturday. Party, party. 436 00:24:52,492 --> 00:24:55,744 I wasn't gonna go, and then I thought I might go. 437 00:24:55,913 --> 00:24:58,452 I mean, it's not like I got in trouble, right? 438 00:24:59,333 --> 00:25:02,667 Right. You did nothing. 439 00:25:02,836 --> 00:25:06,087 Except join a whole group of people who are trying to exclude me. 440 00:25:12,846 --> 00:25:14,840 Sorry. 441 00:25:15,390 --> 00:25:16,506 Hello, that's it? 442 00:25:17,768 --> 00:25:20,889 Well, I apologised. Did you want something else? 443 00:25:21,063 --> 00:25:23,021 I thought maybe you'd wanna try and be friends. 444 00:25:23,190 --> 00:25:27,520 You wouldn't wanna be my friend. I let Chloe and Nina make you cry. 445 00:25:27,694 --> 00:25:30,566 I wanna be your friend because I really don't think you're like them. 446 00:25:30,739 --> 00:25:32,318 - Yes, I am. - Fine. 447 00:25:32,491 --> 00:25:35,327 Then I don't wanna be your friend. I thought you were different. 448 00:25:49,174 --> 00:25:52,046 Okay, if you wanna know so bad, I'll tell you. 449 00:25:52,761 --> 00:25:54,091 [MATT SIGHS] 450 00:25:55,556 --> 00:25:57,680 Shana and I started having some problems. 451 00:25:57,850 --> 00:26:01,184 We couldn't talk about them, so I talked to John about them, 452 00:26:01,353 --> 00:26:03,097 and Shana got mad because I talked to John. 453 00:26:03,272 --> 00:26:06,475 So I suggested that we both go and talk to someone else together. 454 00:26:06,650 --> 00:26:09,107 Someone like a counsellor. They have counsellors on campus. 455 00:26:09,278 --> 00:26:10,524 That sounds reasonable. 456 00:26:10,946 --> 00:26:13,189 Oh. She refuses to go and she refuses to talk 457 00:26:13,365 --> 00:26:15,026 about whatever it is that's bothering her. 458 00:26:15,534 --> 00:26:17,574 Do you think Shana would wanna talk to me? 459 00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:21,821 Maybe. I mean, she's not close to her own mom. 460 00:26:22,332 --> 00:26:24,741 Well, I'll call her and ask her if she has time to drop by, 461 00:26:24,918 --> 00:26:26,995 and not make any big deal. 462 00:26:27,171 --> 00:26:28,582 Thank you. 463 00:26:32,050 --> 00:26:35,551 I can't thank you enough for coming down here on such short notice. 464 00:26:35,721 --> 00:26:39,720 I'm happy that I could finally do something for your father. 465 00:26:39,892 --> 00:26:41,719 I owe the Colonel. 466 00:26:41,894 --> 00:26:45,643 Your father has been very involved with aiding public awareness 467 00:26:45,814 --> 00:26:49,599 about the 442nd Regimental Combat Team, 468 00:26:49,776 --> 00:26:53,277 as well as many other veterans' groups and organisations. 469 00:26:53,447 --> 00:26:56,021 Yes, my father took a trip around the world last year, 470 00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:59,403 and he came back quite the political activist. 471 00:26:59,578 --> 00:27:02,912 - He's a very busy man. - You should be very proud. 472 00:27:03,081 --> 00:27:06,285 - I am. - I also wanted to meet Sachiko Ishida. 473 00:27:06,460 --> 00:27:10,209 I served with her brother, Jim, in the 442nd, 474 00:27:10,380 --> 00:27:14,249 and he was a great man. A very brave soldier. 475 00:27:14,426 --> 00:27:17,761 I didn't know you knew Sachiko's brother. My dad just told me 476 00:27:17,930 --> 00:27:21,763 that you were the one to talk to about facts regarding the internment camps. 477 00:27:21,934 --> 00:27:24,342 Well, then it worked out better than expected. 478 00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:28,518 So do you mind telling me your take on the reparation money. 479 00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:29,854 How do you feel about that? 480 00:27:30,025 --> 00:27:32,813 Actually, I welcomed it, 481 00:27:32,986 --> 00:27:36,439 because it paid for my grandson's medical bills. 482 00:27:36,615 --> 00:27:39,154 He was born with some physical problems, 483 00:27:39,326 --> 00:27:42,281 and he's had several operations. 484 00:27:42,454 --> 00:27:44,946 The money is helping pay for his care. 485 00:27:45,123 --> 00:27:47,960 It has been a real hardship on the family. 486 00:27:48,126 --> 00:27:50,583 My wife died several years ago, 487 00:27:50,754 --> 00:27:53,423 and my daughter has had a difficult time 488 00:27:53,590 --> 00:27:55,299 taking care of the boy on her own. 489 00:27:55,843 --> 00:27:58,928 I was able to use that money to help her. 490 00:27:59,096 --> 00:28:02,881 Don't misunderstand me. I'm not saying that the reparation money 491 00:28:03,058 --> 00:28:07,388 evens things out or makes life fair. 492 00:28:08,230 --> 00:28:09,690 Life is not fair. 493 00:28:12,192 --> 00:28:16,108 Maybe I can present a different perspective to Sachiko, 494 00:28:16,280 --> 00:28:21,073 and even if I can't, I'm still looking forward to meeting Jim's sister. 495 00:28:21,243 --> 00:28:22,987 So, Jim? 496 00:28:23,161 --> 00:28:29,331 Yes. Jim Ishida died in service to his country. 497 00:28:34,798 --> 00:28:36,875 What happened to Mr. Doom-and-Gloom? 498 00:28:37,050 --> 00:28:40,467 I'm not raining on anyone's parade. I am a new man, a happy man. 499 00:28:40,637 --> 00:28:42,596 Lucky you, I'd love to be a happy woman. 500 00:28:42,764 --> 00:28:46,348 You can. There's a clothing drive at my school for the Kosovo refugees. 501 00:28:46,518 --> 00:28:48,678 Maybe you can get some things for me to take tomorrow. 502 00:28:48,854 --> 00:28:51,428 Okay, I've got stuff I'm never gonna wear again. 503 00:28:54,735 --> 00:28:58,187 What's all the racket? I've got the blues and I don't wanna be disturbed. 504 00:28:58,363 --> 00:29:00,191 The blues are good, but a good mood's better. 505 00:29:00,365 --> 00:29:02,692 It has sort of a healing quality about it. 506 00:29:02,868 --> 00:29:04,612 - Right. - You should try it. 507 00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:07,872 - You can get in a good mood too. - No, I can't. 508 00:29:09,124 --> 00:29:10,454 Admit it. 509 00:29:10,626 --> 00:29:13,295 You're not really enjoying the blues, are you? 510 00:29:13,462 --> 00:29:15,752 Mm. No, not really. 511 00:29:15,923 --> 00:29:18,841 Then get up, do something, help someone. 512 00:29:27,684 --> 00:29:31,268 Is it me or is it awkward in here? 513 00:29:32,564 --> 00:29:34,641 It's awkward in here. 514 00:29:35,567 --> 00:29:40,444 I came over to talk and I wanna talk, but I don't know how to talk. 515 00:29:40,614 --> 00:29:43,569 And yet here we are talking. 516 00:29:44,243 --> 00:29:45,524 What do you know? 517 00:29:45,702 --> 00:29:49,404 I know that Matt offended you by talking to John about your problems. 518 00:29:49,581 --> 00:29:52,583 Yet he can't talk to me about me. 519 00:29:52,751 --> 00:29:55,504 And you don't wanna go to counselling with him? 520 00:29:56,630 --> 00:29:58,707 Well, maybe this isn't that serious. 521 00:29:58,882 --> 00:30:04,719 Maybe you don't need a professional, just a friend or a mom. 522 00:30:04,888 --> 00:30:07,724 The thing is, it's serious. 523 00:30:07,891 --> 00:30:10,099 I have a serious problem. 524 00:30:10,269 --> 00:30:13,769 There are two kinds of people: those who have seen a therapist, 525 00:30:13,939 --> 00:30:18,317 and those who haven't. I'm the first and Matt's the second. 526 00:30:18,485 --> 00:30:20,858 I don't wanna air my dirty laundry in front of him. 527 00:30:21,029 --> 00:30:23,356 I mean, we're close, but not that close. 528 00:30:23,532 --> 00:30:25,193 I'd like to know how close we're gonna get 529 00:30:25,367 --> 00:30:27,941 before I reveal everything about myself. 530 00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:30,279 And I can't air my dirty laundry in front of my mom, 531 00:30:30,455 --> 00:30:33,991 because my mom is my dirty laundry. 532 00:30:34,168 --> 00:30:36,660 My therapist knows that, but Matt doesn't. 533 00:30:36,837 --> 00:30:40,883 I mean, I had a crummy life, and the crummy part is over. 534 00:30:41,049 --> 00:30:44,170 I've grown up and I'm on my own, and I'm doing fine, 535 00:30:44,344 --> 00:30:46,504 but I didn't grow up like a normal person. 536 00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:50,679 I mean, I don't even know how to do the simplest things like normal people. 537 00:30:50,851 --> 00:30:53,425 Like laundry and... 538 00:30:53,604 --> 00:30:56,855 Laundry seems so intimate. 539 00:30:57,024 --> 00:30:59,942 I mean, putting your dirty stuff in with other people's dirty stuff, 540 00:31:00,110 --> 00:31:01,309 is that okay? 541 00:31:01,486 --> 00:31:04,654 I mean, putting my dirty underwear in with Matt's dirty underwear, 542 00:31:04,823 --> 00:31:07,446 when we haven't even seen each other's underwear. 543 00:31:07,618 --> 00:31:10,454 I mean, is that okay, or is that weird? 544 00:31:10,829 --> 00:31:14,448 This is so insane. I don't care how other people do laundry. 545 00:31:14,625 --> 00:31:18,410 My goal isn't normal. My goal is to be me. 546 00:31:20,464 --> 00:31:23,382 I guess that's what I've been so afraid of talking about with Matt. 547 00:31:23,550 --> 00:31:24,582 [SHANA EXHALES SHARPLY] 548 00:31:24,760 --> 00:31:28,889 I'm sorry, I guess I just needed to hear all of that out loud. 549 00:31:32,226 --> 00:31:33,685 Thanks for listening. 550 00:31:35,521 --> 00:31:37,265 [CHUCKLING] 551 00:31:45,405 --> 00:31:48,443 Hi, Sachiko. I'm sorry to come by without calling, 552 00:31:48,617 --> 00:31:50,741 but I thought this would be a nice surprise for you. 553 00:31:50,911 --> 00:31:54,957 - This is Henry Muranaka. - Nice to meet you. 554 00:31:55,123 --> 00:31:57,793 So this is the friend you wanted me to meet? 555 00:31:57,960 --> 00:32:01,294 I served in the 442nd with your brother, Jim. 556 00:32:01,964 --> 00:32:04,420 I'm sorry that the reverend has wasted your time. 557 00:32:05,884 --> 00:32:08,554 I'm not interested in talking. 558 00:32:24,444 --> 00:32:25,821 - I'm sorry. - I'm sorry. 559 00:32:28,532 --> 00:32:29,992 I hate it when you're mad at me. 560 00:32:30,784 --> 00:32:33,656 Yeah, I know, I feel just as bad when you're mad at me. 561 00:32:34,454 --> 00:32:36,697 I got upset because when I said the word "intimacy," 562 00:32:36,874 --> 00:32:39,710 everyone just assumed Shana and I are having sex, 563 00:32:39,877 --> 00:32:43,128 and we aren't, not that that's anybody's business anyway. 564 00:32:43,297 --> 00:32:45,421 I know, but you were doing your laundry together. 565 00:32:46,717 --> 00:32:48,675 - So? - Are you kidding? 566 00:32:48,844 --> 00:32:52,510 I would have to be practically married to let some guy see my dirty clothes. 567 00:32:52,681 --> 00:32:53,963 Yuck. 568 00:32:55,684 --> 00:32:58,437 What was I thinking? Thanks. 569 00:32:58,604 --> 00:33:01,855 I'm sorry. Okay. 570 00:33:07,696 --> 00:33:11,742 "How was your day, Dad?" My day was terrible, thank you. 571 00:33:11,909 --> 00:33:13,736 My own father will be calling soon 572 00:33:13,911 --> 00:33:17,162 to see how I screwed up a favour he did for me, but I'm not stressed. 573 00:33:17,331 --> 00:33:21,281 No, no, not stressed. Thanks for asking. 574 00:33:22,336 --> 00:33:25,172 - Hi, hon, you had a phone call. - Oh, could it have been the Colonel? 575 00:33:25,339 --> 00:33:27,628 Because the entire 442nd's probably called 576 00:33:27,799 --> 00:33:29,544 to let him know what a lousy minister I am. 577 00:33:29,718 --> 00:33:31,593 No, it was Sachiko Ishida. 578 00:33:31,762 --> 00:33:35,132 She wants you to come back over and bring your friend Mr. Muranaka. 579 00:33:35,307 --> 00:33:36,636 - Really? - Oh, deep breath. 580 00:33:36,808 --> 00:33:39,597 Relax, everything is fine. 581 00:33:39,770 --> 00:33:41,763 Hey, you're home. How was your day? 582 00:33:41,939 --> 00:33:43,932 Much better, now that you asked. 583 00:33:44,816 --> 00:33:46,360 Good. 584 00:33:48,403 --> 00:33:50,444 Hey, if my dad calls, 585 00:33:50,614 --> 00:33:53,901 tell him thanks for everything and I'll call him back. 586 00:33:57,120 --> 00:33:59,790 It was a stupid idea. 587 00:33:59,957 --> 00:34:03,409 I think we need to spend more time together 588 00:34:03,585 --> 00:34:05,246 before we do laundry. 589 00:34:05,420 --> 00:34:09,419 I just wanna talk to Mary, and then maybe we can spend 590 00:34:09,591 --> 00:34:11,834 time together tonight. 591 00:34:12,010 --> 00:34:13,091 Oh! 592 00:34:13,262 --> 00:34:14,638 I have to go to work. 593 00:34:15,722 --> 00:34:17,846 Right, and I have to study. 594 00:34:18,016 --> 00:34:21,386 Uh, before we both run off in separate directions, 595 00:34:21,562 --> 00:34:24,054 can I tell you something about me? 596 00:34:24,231 --> 00:34:27,233 Sure, yes, please. 597 00:34:28,443 --> 00:34:29,855 Um... 598 00:34:34,700 --> 00:34:36,278 When I was growing up, 599 00:34:36,451 --> 00:34:40,201 I knew my home life was different from the other kids. 600 00:34:40,372 --> 00:34:44,537 So I tried to make myself fit in by doing well in school. 601 00:34:44,710 --> 00:34:46,039 And it worked. 602 00:34:46,420 --> 00:34:49,375 And now, after all that effort for all those years, 603 00:34:49,548 --> 00:34:52,716 after trying to fit in to normal for so long, 604 00:34:52,885 --> 00:34:54,214 I find myself in a position 605 00:34:54,386 --> 00:34:56,925 where I might get to pull away from the pack 606 00:34:57,097 --> 00:34:58,723 and actually get to go to medical school 607 00:34:58,891 --> 00:35:00,516 and become a doctor. 608 00:35:00,684 --> 00:35:02,594 That's my dream. 609 00:35:02,769 --> 00:35:04,597 You scare me. 610 00:35:05,147 --> 00:35:06,428 Getting close to you scares me 611 00:35:06,607 --> 00:35:09,181 because I don't wanna get sidetracked from my dream. 612 00:35:11,945 --> 00:35:13,524 I promise I won't get in your way. 613 00:35:13,697 --> 00:35:17,149 Look, I know you've decided you wanna be a doctor too, 614 00:35:17,326 --> 00:35:20,493 but it's new for you. You're just starting to invest in that dream. 615 00:35:20,913 --> 00:35:23,072 And I've got my whole heart into it. 616 00:35:30,339 --> 00:35:34,503 - Is there room left in there for me? - Don't worry, I'll make room. 617 00:35:34,676 --> 00:35:37,465 But you gotta give me time. 618 00:35:44,436 --> 00:35:45,931 Okay, I have to go now. 619 00:35:52,736 --> 00:35:54,279 It was nice talking to you. 620 00:35:56,073 --> 00:35:57,651 You too. 621 00:35:59,618 --> 00:36:01,279 Thanks for still wanting to be my friend. 622 00:36:01,453 --> 00:36:04,206 - I was really, really bad. SARAH: That's okay. 623 00:36:04,373 --> 00:36:06,366 I used to have a best friend, but she moved away. 624 00:36:06,542 --> 00:36:09,034 It's been hard to find anyone to hang out with because, well, 625 00:36:09,211 --> 00:36:10,955 we never really talked to anyone else. 626 00:36:11,129 --> 00:36:13,538 - I thought it was gonna last forever. - Yeah. 627 00:36:13,715 --> 00:36:15,709 You know, we have conference calling on our phone. 628 00:36:15,884 --> 00:36:19,052 Maybe we can get Chloe and Nina on the line and see if we can join forces. 629 00:36:19,221 --> 00:36:21,594 Is conference calling like three-way calling? 630 00:36:21,765 --> 00:36:24,471 No, it's better. You can get a whole bunch of people on the phone. 631 00:36:24,643 --> 00:36:27,479 Cool. Nina and Chloe will love this. 632 00:36:27,646 --> 00:36:28,726 [PHONE RINGS] 633 00:36:28,897 --> 00:36:30,227 NINA: Hello, Chloe? 634 00:36:30,399 --> 00:36:32,227 - Who is this again? - I'm here. 635 00:36:32,401 --> 00:36:35,438 - Who else is here? - It's us, Sarah and Ruthie. 636 00:36:35,612 --> 00:36:39,528 - Sarah's got conference calling. - Big deal. 637 00:36:39,700 --> 00:36:41,492 They're just trying to show off. 638 00:36:43,078 --> 00:36:44,110 [SIGHS] 639 00:36:44,288 --> 00:36:46,696 Oh, well, we tried. 640 00:36:46,874 --> 00:36:48,832 Yeah, but they still don't wanna talk to me. 641 00:36:49,001 --> 00:36:51,872 No, now they don't want to talk to us. 642 00:36:52,045 --> 00:36:53,873 "Us" sounds nice. 643 00:36:54,047 --> 00:36:55,756 See you at school. 644 00:36:59,511 --> 00:37:01,172 You're gonna have to come out sometime. 645 00:37:01,346 --> 00:37:04,550 Actually I'm not. I'm thinking of signing up for independent study 646 00:37:04,725 --> 00:37:06,350 and finishing the school year in here. 647 00:37:06,518 --> 00:37:09,010 Look, I said you were selfish, but I know you're not selfish, 648 00:37:09,188 --> 00:37:10,268 and I apologise. 649 00:37:13,942 --> 00:37:16,315 I have been selfish. Even-- Even a lot selfish. 650 00:37:16,486 --> 00:37:19,524 Okay, completely selfish, and I was being completely selfish 651 00:37:19,698 --> 00:37:22,534 when I told Lucy that it would be betraying me by going to that party. 652 00:37:22,701 --> 00:37:24,196 Okay, but can we talk about me? 653 00:37:24,995 --> 00:37:28,116 It's hard to care about your family yet grow up and leave your family. 654 00:37:28,290 --> 00:37:31,292 Is that about you? It sounds like it's about me. 655 00:37:31,460 --> 00:37:33,335 How would it be you? I'm the one who left. 656 00:37:33,504 --> 00:37:35,331 And yet you're still here. 657 00:37:35,506 --> 00:37:38,673 Well, it's comforting to come here. Especially when the one relationship 658 00:37:38,842 --> 00:37:41,381 you have outside of here has been a little shaky lately. 659 00:37:41,553 --> 00:37:45,303 - How is it now? - It's-- It's good. Really good. 660 00:37:48,644 --> 00:37:50,637 Then go home. I have to talk to my sister. 661 00:37:59,404 --> 00:38:01,731 - I'm not going. - No, you should go. 662 00:38:01,907 --> 00:38:03,865 You were right, you didn't do anything, 663 00:38:04,034 --> 00:38:07,237 and you shouldn't suffer being left out just because I'm ostracised. 664 00:38:07,579 --> 00:38:10,747 Ostracised? That's a pretty big word for you. 665 00:38:12,125 --> 00:38:14,664 I've had a lot of time to study being left out and all. 666 00:38:16,713 --> 00:38:19,834 - I love you. - I love you too. 667 00:38:21,426 --> 00:38:24,096 And if you keep up all the studying, you could be a Rhodes Scholar 668 00:38:24,263 --> 00:38:25,972 - by the end of the year. - What's that? 669 00:38:26,139 --> 00:38:27,172 Never mind. 670 00:38:27,349 --> 00:38:31,015 By the end of the year, they'll be letting you back into all the parties. 671 00:38:31,186 --> 00:38:33,096 Ah. Sounds good to me. 672 00:38:37,734 --> 00:38:43,690 I'm, uh, so sorry for being so rude to you both today. 673 00:38:43,866 --> 00:38:46,488 I don't know what came over me. 674 00:38:47,244 --> 00:38:50,863 I suppose seeing you brought back bad memories. 675 00:38:51,665 --> 00:38:56,293 I've held such bitterness in my heart since Jim was killed in the war. 676 00:38:57,754 --> 00:39:03,592 Mostly, I have regret. Deep regret about my childhood. 677 00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:06,597 The thoughts I had about myself. 678 00:39:06,763 --> 00:39:08,508 I never admitted this to anyone, 679 00:39:08,682 --> 00:39:11,518 but in my youth, 680 00:39:12,019 --> 00:39:15,804 I felt deep shame about being Japanese. 681 00:39:16,899 --> 00:39:18,145 The way I looked. 682 00:39:19,276 --> 00:39:23,405 You see, there was still so much discrimination after the war, 683 00:39:23,572 --> 00:39:25,945 and I was so embarrassed. 684 00:39:28,035 --> 00:39:31,986 So ashamed that I could be singled out so easily. 685 00:39:32,748 --> 00:39:35,584 I just wanted to be like everyone else. 686 00:39:35,751 --> 00:39:38,207 I would've done anything if there were some way 687 00:39:38,378 --> 00:39:43,966 to conceal the fact that I was...Asian. 688 00:39:44,134 --> 00:39:45,629 And at the same time, 689 00:39:45,802 --> 00:39:51,225 knowing that my own brother fought so heroically to defend this country, 690 00:39:51,391 --> 00:39:53,718 and died for it. 691 00:39:54,853 --> 00:40:01,189 He was American, but still proud of his ancestry. 692 00:40:01,693 --> 00:40:07,697 And here I was alive and still too afraid. 693 00:40:11,453 --> 00:40:12,996 I'm sorry. 694 00:40:13,163 --> 00:40:16,699 Here you are listening to an old woman's silly complaints, 695 00:40:16,875 --> 00:40:19,711 while you fought side by side with my brother. 696 00:40:19,878 --> 00:40:23,165 No, we were all young then. 697 00:40:23,549 --> 00:40:28,342 Even while we were fighting, we had this go-for-broke attitude. 698 00:40:28,512 --> 00:40:33,638 The Hawaiian boys always yelling. We had something to prove. 699 00:40:33,809 --> 00:40:35,968 It was a terrible situation, 700 00:40:36,144 --> 00:40:41,388 but we didn't know the enormity of the injustice until we came back. 701 00:40:41,567 --> 00:40:43,359 At least the ones who were lucky enough 702 00:40:43,527 --> 00:40:45,022 to come back alive. 703 00:40:45,696 --> 00:40:48,318 I made myself a promise after the war. 704 00:40:48,782 --> 00:40:52,484 To dedicate my life to helping others 705 00:40:52,661 --> 00:40:54,655 and to never forget the past. 706 00:40:55,831 --> 00:40:59,497 To make sure it will never happen again. 707 00:40:59,668 --> 00:41:04,664 Being engaged in life renewed my faith in mankind. 708 00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:10,001 Working with other veterans, sharing experiences, good and bad. 709 00:41:10,179 --> 00:41:15,007 Some men who bottled things up didn't fare as well. 710 00:41:15,184 --> 00:41:19,432 Some turned to drink or committed suicide. 711 00:41:20,147 --> 00:41:25,818 While others became embittered and lived in the past 712 00:41:25,986 --> 00:41:29,273 over and over until they lost all hope. 713 00:41:29,448 --> 00:41:32,450 Everyone had to rebuild their lives again. 714 00:41:32,618 --> 00:41:35,620 It was a very dark time in history, 715 00:41:35,787 --> 00:41:40,700 but you have to believe there will be light after the darkness. 716 00:41:40,876 --> 00:41:46,251 But most of all, you have to recognise the light. 717 00:41:47,508 --> 00:41:48,789 Amen to that. 718 00:41:49,343 --> 00:41:52,428 We all get lost in darkness or depression. 719 00:41:53,305 --> 00:41:57,719 Sometimes it feels easier to stay in it than to get out of it. 720 00:41:57,893 --> 00:41:59,269 Sachiko, 721 00:42:00,395 --> 00:42:03,018 I would like you to take this cheque back 722 00:42:03,190 --> 00:42:04,733 and think about it a little more. 723 00:42:05,234 --> 00:42:09,067 Giving away the reparation money isn't going to erase your pain. 724 00:42:09,238 --> 00:42:11,148 You need to 725 00:42:12,366 --> 00:42:14,240 forgive what's happened to you. 726 00:42:14,868 --> 00:42:18,653 But you need to forgive yourself. 727 00:42:18,830 --> 00:42:21,951 The church could certainly use the contribution, 728 00:42:22,125 --> 00:42:24,618 but having a parishioner make peace with the past 729 00:42:24,795 --> 00:42:28,129 is much more valuable to me than having this money. 730 00:42:29,591 --> 00:42:32,629 - Promise that you'll think about it. - I will. 731 00:42:34,346 --> 00:42:36,138 Thank you, Reverend. 732 00:42:36,932 --> 00:42:38,724 Excuse me. 733 00:42:39,601 --> 00:42:42,520 If it's not too much trouble, Henry, 734 00:42:42,688 --> 00:42:46,271 if you're ever in the area, maybe we could talk again. 735 00:42:46,441 --> 00:42:48,150 If it's not too much of a bother. 736 00:42:48,735 --> 00:42:53,529 I wasn't able to move on with my life like you after the war. 737 00:42:53,699 --> 00:42:58,409 I've put my life on hold for so many years, but now, I-- 738 00:42:58,579 --> 00:43:03,657 Well, now is a good place to start. How about I take you to dinner? 739 00:43:03,834 --> 00:43:10,004 Oh, well... Yes, please. That's very nice. 740 00:43:10,174 --> 00:43:13,875 Thank you. Can you give me a moment? 741 00:43:15,345 --> 00:43:18,466 Thank you and goodbye, Reverend. 742 00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:20,385 Right. Goodbye. 743 00:43:29,693 --> 00:43:30,975 [SIGHS] 744 00:43:31,486 --> 00:43:33,480 I still got it.