1 00:02:29,149 --> 00:02:30,609 Hello. 2 00:02:45,457 --> 00:02:51,755 Hei, Jessica. Are you sending the Jackson folder? I just have to take a look at it. 3 00:02:53,632 --> 00:02:56,176 Thanks. See you tomorrow. Subs/Sync: PTNK. 4 00:02:59,137 --> 00:03:02,140 - What are you doing here? - Meidän pitää puhua. 5 00:03:06,311 --> 00:03:11,608 - You can't come here unannounced. - Et vastaa puhelimeen. 6 00:03:11,692 --> 00:03:13,985 - Mistä on kyse? - Nicholasista. 7 00:03:14,069 --> 00:03:16,988 - Has something happened? - It is. 8 00:03:17,072 --> 00:03:20,158 Kerro. 9 00:03:20,242 --> 00:03:23,662 The principal asked me to school 10 00:03:23,745 --> 00:03:28,959 that he could explain. Silloin sain tietää. 11 00:03:29,042 --> 00:03:34,297 Nicholas hasn't been to school melkein kuukauteen. 12 00:03:34,381 --> 00:03:39,511 - What? - He's been pretending for weeks. 13 00:03:39,594 --> 00:03:42,556 - Mistä puhut? - Yritän selittää... 14 00:03:42,639 --> 00:03:46,810 Wait. Are you saying you didn't notice anything? 15 00:03:46,893 --> 00:03:54,609 He left home with his backpack packed normaalisti. He just didn't go there. 16 00:03:54,693 --> 00:03:59,865 - Entä koulu? - They said they sent emails 17 00:03:59,948 --> 00:04:01,992 mutten saanut niitä. 18 00:04:02,075 --> 00:04:05,328 What did he do all day long? Minne hän meni? 19 00:04:05,412 --> 00:04:08,415 Ei aavistustakaan. 20 00:04:08,498 --> 00:04:12,711 I can hardly get anything out of him. 21 00:04:12,794 --> 00:04:14,463 Beth 22 00:04:14,546 --> 00:04:18,175 Kate only came to talk about Nicholas. 23 00:04:18,258 --> 00:04:21,052 He hasn't been to school for a month. 24 00:04:21,136 --> 00:04:23,930 It's not just about that, Peter. 25 00:04:24,014 --> 00:04:26,433 Hän ei voi hyvin. 26 00:04:27,768 --> 00:04:31,354 Talk to him. I don't know what to do anymore. 27 00:04:31,438 --> 00:04:36,109 He needs you. You can't just abandon him. 28 00:04:36,193 --> 00:04:39,780 I won't abandon him. Why do you always say that? 29 00:04:39,863 --> 00:04:42,324 Okay... 30 00:04:42,407 --> 00:04:50,407 The other day I asked him to take his plate to the table, or something. 31 00:04:50,582 --> 00:04:54,878 And he looked at me 32 00:04:54,961 --> 00:04:57,881 so 33 00:04:59,132 --> 00:05:02,010 a lot of anger in his eyes. 34 00:05:02,093 --> 00:05:05,347 I thought he... 35 00:05:05,430 --> 00:05:07,891 What? 36 00:05:09,810 --> 00:05:12,896 He scares me. 37 00:05:17,567 --> 00:05:24,908 I... I'll talk to him tomorrow. After work. 38 00:05:24,991 --> 00:05:28,078 Thanks. 39 00:05:32,666 --> 00:05:35,043 We went through their sustainability plan. 40 00:05:35,126 --> 00:05:39,798 Buying the company is in line with our green strategy. 41 00:05:39,881 --> 00:05:42,843 They have good ones ympäristö-ja johtotekijöitä. 42 00:05:42,926 --> 00:05:48,974 A merger would improve kummankin yhtiön mainetta. 43 00:05:49,057 --> 00:05:52,394 Minulla on kaikki tarvitsemani tiedot. 44 00:05:52,477 --> 00:05:57,482 - Soitan Jeffreylle ja ryhdyn toimeen. - Perfect. 45 00:05:57,566 --> 00:05:59,067 Please. 46 00:05:59,150 --> 00:06:03,613 - Palaan asiaan heti kun se on hoidettu. - Thank you. 47 00:06:39,858 --> 00:06:41,151 Hello. 48 00:06:42,944 --> 00:06:46,615 - What are you doing here? - Am I disturbing? 49 00:06:48,325 --> 00:06:51,369 - How are you doing? - Just fine. 50 00:06:51,453 --> 00:06:55,290 I came because I wanted to... 51 00:06:55,373 --> 00:06:59,377 Halusin jutella kanssasi. Do you have a moment? 52 00:06:59,461 --> 00:07:01,963 Yeah. 53 00:07:18,396 --> 00:07:23,360 Äiti sanoi, ettet ole mennyt kouluun. What is it about? 54 00:07:23,443 --> 00:07:25,862 Nothing. 55 00:07:30,951 --> 00:07:34,621 You have a hard time and you are angry with me 56 00:07:34,704 --> 00:07:38,208 mutta kai me silti voimme jutella? 57 00:07:40,043 --> 00:07:44,089 - Miksi et ole mennyt kouluun? - I don't know. 58 00:07:44,172 --> 00:07:46,549 Don't you know? 59 00:07:46,633 --> 00:07:51,054 Et voi vain yhtäkkiä lakata from going there. 60 00:07:56,434 --> 00:07:59,270 Are you having problems? 61 00:08:00,355 --> 00:08:03,108 Why are you sighing? 62 00:08:03,608 --> 00:08:08,279 - Not for anything. - I guess there's a reason for that. Tell me. 63 00:08:08,363 --> 00:08:11,658 I don't want to talk about it. 64 00:08:25,338 --> 00:08:29,300 I can't help you if you don't say anything. 65 00:08:31,136 --> 00:08:35,598 Mitä teit päivät pitkät? Where did you go? 66 00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:39,269 I walked. 67 00:08:39,352 --> 00:08:42,897 Did you walk? Alone? 68 00:08:42,981 --> 00:08:45,150 So. 69 00:08:45,233 --> 00:08:51,364 Why? Onko se sinusta hyväksyttävää? Loppukokeet lähestyvät. 70 00:08:51,448 --> 00:08:55,493 Koulu puhuu erottamisestasi. 71 00:08:57,287 --> 00:08:59,664 Kuule... 72 00:09:00,999 --> 00:09:04,127 Mother is running low on resources. 73 00:09:04,210 --> 00:09:06,880 He is considering boarding school. Sitäkö haluat? 74 00:09:06,963 --> 00:09:10,300 Tee jotain. You can't just be smart about everything. 75 00:09:10,383 --> 00:09:14,345 - En kestä sitä. - Miksi sanot niin? 76 00:09:14,429 --> 00:09:16,681 - Has something happened at school? - Ei. 77 00:09:16,765 --> 00:09:19,684 Koulun ulkopuolella? 78 00:09:19,768 --> 00:09:23,313 We can talk to each other... 79 00:09:23,396 --> 00:09:26,191 Kyse ei ole siitä. 80 00:09:26,274 --> 00:09:29,569 - Vaan... - Niin? 81 00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:34,824 En osaa kuvailla sitä. 82 00:09:34,908 --> 00:09:38,369 Kerro omin sanoin. 83 00:09:45,502 --> 00:09:47,921 Kyse on elämästä. 84 00:09:48,004 --> 00:09:50,507 Se musertaa minut. 85 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:54,552 - What is not working in your life? - I don't know. 86 00:09:54,636 --> 00:09:58,389 Tarvitsen muutosta, mutten tiedä millaista. 87 00:09:58,473 --> 00:10:04,395 That's why I sometimes think that maybe... 88 00:10:06,022 --> 00:10:07,565 Tell me. 89 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:14,614 Haluan asua kanssasi. 90 00:10:14,697 --> 00:10:17,867 - Minun kanssani? - Minä ja äiti... 91 00:10:18,910 --> 00:10:23,873 Emme tule toimeen. He can't stand me anymore. 92 00:10:23,957 --> 00:10:29,587 Kun olen täällä, I think too much about the dark. 93 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:35,051 - And I want to live with my little brother. - Niin... 94 00:10:35,135 --> 00:10:41,349 If you send me to boarding school, sekoan. Olen tosissani. 95 00:10:41,432 --> 00:10:46,396 - I feel like my head is going to explode. - Tule tänne. 96 00:10:48,356 --> 00:10:52,861 Sometimes I just feel like I'm messing up. 97 00:10:52,944 --> 00:10:58,324 - Mistä sinä puhut? - I don't know what's happening to me. 98 00:10:58,408 --> 00:11:02,620 Ei hätää, kamu. Kaikki järjestyy. 99 00:11:04,914 --> 00:11:07,125 Trust me. 100 00:11:15,383 --> 00:11:19,345 You called Kate. Leave a message. 101 00:11:19,429 --> 00:11:24,851 Me here. Kävin juuri puhumassa hänelle. 102 00:11:25,602 --> 00:11:29,355 Soita kun kuulet tämän. 103 00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:54,005 - Miksi suhtaudut tähän tällä tavalla? - With what? 104 00:11:54,088 --> 00:11:58,051 - Hän voi asua vierashuoneessa. - What about school? 105 00:11:58,134 --> 00:12:03,306 We came up with something. Some school ottaa hänet varmasti vastaan. 106 00:12:05,308 --> 00:12:08,770 Yeah, for sure. 107 00:12:09,687 --> 00:12:16,236 Olet tuntenut hänet vain kaksi vuotta. Olet saanut hänestä huonon vaikutelman 108 00:12:16,319 --> 00:12:18,821 kaiken tapahtuneen jälkeen, mutta... 109 00:12:18,905 --> 00:12:24,077 Hän ei ole aina ollut sellainen. Nuorempana hän oli niin... 110 00:12:29,082 --> 00:12:32,377 Kun kävin hänen luonaan, hänellä oli... 111 00:12:32,460 --> 00:12:35,797 Traces. 112 00:12:36,673 --> 00:12:41,386 - Traces? - A scar, on the arm. 113 00:12:43,054 --> 00:12:45,848 I was completely out of my mind. 114 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:49,394 My little boy. 115 00:12:49,477 --> 00:12:51,813 Hear... 116 00:12:51,896 --> 00:12:55,108 True, you are right. 117 00:12:55,191 --> 00:12:57,694 I feel guilty. 118 00:12:57,777 --> 00:13:03,491 Minun on otettava vastuu tilanteesta. I left, Beth. 119 00:13:03,574 --> 00:13:09,539 Ei ole sinun syytäsi, jos hän voi badly. Hänellä on rankkaa juuri nyt. 120 00:13:09,622 --> 00:13:12,709 Minulla ei taida olla vaihtoehtoa. 121 00:13:13,501 --> 00:13:15,753 En voi vain hylätä häntä. 122 00:13:21,050 --> 00:13:27,223 I understand. No problem. I do understand. 123 00:13:29,767 --> 00:13:35,982 Sinun pitäisi kertoa lääkärille from those scars. 124 00:13:36,065 --> 00:13:39,110 I know. 125 00:13:48,911 --> 00:13:52,373 - Hey... Are you ready? - Yeah. 126 00:13:52,457 --> 00:13:55,460 - Don't you...? - EI kiitos. 127 00:13:57,795 --> 00:14:00,423 - Eli... - Niin. 128 00:14:03,634 --> 00:14:07,472 And remember you can always… 129 00:14:07,555 --> 00:14:11,434 - I know. Kiitti, mutsi. - Milloin tahansa. 130 00:14:12,477 --> 00:14:16,689 - Don't think this is because... - I know. 131 00:14:16,773 --> 00:14:20,943 Tiedän mitä tarkoitat. No problem. 132 00:14:22,028 --> 00:14:25,531 - All right. - Kuule... 133 00:14:29,494 --> 00:14:33,456 Call me. Wait! 134 00:14:33,539 --> 00:14:36,501 - Olin unohtaa. - What? 135 00:14:40,713 --> 00:14:44,842 - Banaanileipää. - Kiitti, mutsi. 136 00:14:50,390 --> 00:14:53,434 i love you 137 00:15:21,838 --> 00:15:24,632 - Do you have everything you need? - It is. 138 00:15:24,715 --> 00:15:28,010 Löysitkö pyyhkeen, that beth left for you? 139 00:15:28,094 --> 00:15:33,558 Good. Jätän sinut rauhaan. I'm going to sleep. 140 00:15:38,229 --> 00:15:42,608 I'm glad you're here. I have missed our moments together. 141 00:15:42,692 --> 00:15:46,529 Is Beth okay with me moving here? 142 00:15:46,612 --> 00:15:49,740 Of course. We are both excited. 143 00:15:49,824 --> 00:15:54,620 This is your home too. Remember that. 144 00:15:54,704 --> 00:15:57,498 - Go to sleep too, it's late. - Yeah. 145 00:15:57,582 --> 00:16:00,460 Hear... 146 00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:06,424 Good night. 147 00:16:08,342 --> 00:16:10,887 Hyvää yötä, iskä. 148 00:16:51,260 --> 00:16:55,973 Dr. Collins, Peter Miller here. Excuse me for calling my cell phone. 149 00:16:56,057 --> 00:16:59,101 Haluaisin jutella pojastani Nicholasista. 150 00:16:59,185 --> 00:17:06,275 I think she needs a therapist, and you surely know someone good... 151 00:17:06,359 --> 00:17:10,404 Soittakaa, kun ehditte. Thanks. 152 00:17:10,488 --> 00:17:14,242 - Am I disturbing? - Et suinkaan. Peremmälle. 153 00:17:16,869 --> 00:17:22,792 Let me tell you... Is it true, that you are going to move to DC: Hen? 154 00:17:22,875 --> 00:17:24,252 Sana kiirii. 155 00:17:24,335 --> 00:17:28,130 Hän asettuu kuulemma ehdolle esivaaleissa. 156 00:17:29,674 --> 00:17:34,887 What exactly does he offer you? Can you make it to the campaign team? 157 00:17:34,971 --> 00:17:38,599 He hasn't elaborated yet, but... 158 00:17:40,601 --> 00:17:44,522 I'll leave you to work. Please let me know when you know more? 159 00:17:44,605 --> 00:17:47,858 Totta kai. 160 00:17:50,111 --> 00:17:53,614 - Is everything okay at home? - What? 161 00:17:53,698 --> 00:17:56,242 - On, on. - Good. 162 00:17:57,994 --> 00:17:59,704 Kiitos, Andrew. 163 00:18:06,961 --> 00:18:09,380 Tässä se on. 164 00:18:13,634 --> 00:18:16,762 Hello. Sorry for the interruption. 165 00:18:16,846 --> 00:18:20,683 Tämä on Nicholas, which starts with us today. 166 00:18:20,766 --> 00:18:23,936 I know you will take him warmly welcome. 167 00:18:24,020 --> 00:18:27,189 Hello. I'm your history teacher, lord Yama. 168 00:18:27,273 --> 00:18:32,695 Welcome. Find a free seat. An hour I will update you afterwards. 169 00:18:32,778 --> 00:18:36,115 Great. Go ahead. 170 00:18:45,207 --> 00:18:48,669 As I said, this is good to write down: 171 00:18:48,753 --> 00:18:53,549 Separation of powers of the federal government and between states. 172 00:18:53,633 --> 00:18:57,637 In 1776, when the Declaration of Independence was signed 173 00:18:57,720 --> 00:19:02,850 all newly independent 13 the state were arguing like siblings. 174 00:19:02,933 --> 00:19:07,063 All claim sovereignty. Does anyone know what sovereignty is? 175 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:13,546 - Hei. How are you? - Good. What about you? 176 00:20:13,629 --> 00:20:19,218 Sitä samaa. Tapaatko pomon? He is in a good mood today. 177 00:20:19,301 --> 00:20:21,971 - Are you still in New York? - Olen. 178 00:20:22,054 --> 00:20:28,310 Kuinka isäsi voi? I heard he had health problems. 179 00:20:28,394 --> 00:20:31,772 Yeah... Or not really. Everything is fine. 180 00:20:31,856 --> 00:20:34,984 Good. We haven't seen him in ages. 181 00:20:35,985 --> 00:20:40,573 Please give my respects to. See you. 182 00:20:52,334 --> 00:20:57,047 Voitte tulla. Tätä tietä. 183 00:21:00,676 --> 00:21:04,221 Peter! Glad you could come. 184 00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:07,057 Anna kun esittelen. 185 00:21:23,115 --> 00:21:28,370 Nicholas, minä tässä. I just wanted to hear how your day was. 186 00:21:28,454 --> 00:21:31,540 Soittele. 187 00:21:38,172 --> 00:21:40,341 Father. 188 00:22:06,116 --> 00:22:09,203 Oletko valmis, Nicholas? 189 00:22:09,286 --> 00:22:12,998 It's time to go. 190 00:22:18,295 --> 00:22:23,050 Keitin sinulle kahvia. Ehdit juoda sen. 191 00:22:26,595 --> 00:22:29,723 Myöhästyt. 192 00:22:32,142 --> 00:22:38,607 I've said it at least ten times already. This can't be like this every single morning. 193 00:22:42,778 --> 00:22:47,825 - Nicholas! Mikset vastaa? - Minähän vastaan. 194 00:22:47,908 --> 00:22:51,203 - Sinun pitää mennä. - I know. 195 00:22:54,748 --> 00:22:57,543 - Did Theo wake you up at night? - Ei. 196 00:22:57,626 --> 00:23:00,462 Olet niin onnekas. 197 00:23:00,546 --> 00:23:03,632 Aivan kuten isäsi. He doesn't wake up to anything. 198 00:23:03,716 --> 00:23:09,638 I say 'sleep like a baby! Should be 'sleep like a man'. 199 00:23:09,722 --> 00:23:12,016 Where is he? 200 00:23:12,099 --> 00:23:16,478 Hän lähti jo. Varhainen aamukokous. 201 00:23:22,526 --> 00:23:26,363 Here's the coffee. You have five minutes. 202 00:23:28,115 --> 00:23:30,826 - What is it? - Nothing. 203 00:23:30,910 --> 00:23:35,414 - Does it hurt you? - It's... 204 00:23:35,497 --> 00:23:38,459 That's not what it's about. 205 00:23:38,542 --> 00:23:41,462 Are you sad? 206 00:23:44,298 --> 00:23:47,801 - Why are you sad? - I don't know. 207 00:23:47,885 --> 00:23:50,220 Don't you know? 208 00:23:51,555 --> 00:23:58,312 - Do you often cry for no reason? - I'm not crying. 209 00:23:58,395 --> 00:24:01,732 Gotta go. 210 00:24:10,199 --> 00:24:15,537 - May I ask a question? - Sure. 211 00:24:15,621 --> 00:24:19,750 Did you know that father was married, when did you meet? 212 00:24:21,585 --> 00:24:23,754 Did you know? 213 00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:27,132 I knew, but he said directly... 214 00:24:27,216 --> 00:24:29,468 What? 215 00:24:30,302 --> 00:24:34,807 - Talk to him about this. - You know... 216 00:24:34,890 --> 00:24:38,435 When he left, it was a really hard place for mom. 217 00:24:38,519 --> 00:24:44,566 Mom suffered a lot. He always said horrible things about dad. 218 00:24:44,650 --> 00:24:49,113 Still, I adored Dad. 219 00:24:49,196 --> 00:24:54,368 I felt like I was being split in two. 220 00:24:54,994 --> 00:24:57,121 I see. 221 00:24:57,871 --> 00:25:01,792 It's not an easy situation. 222 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:07,381 - But that didn't stop you. - What? 223 00:25:07,464 --> 00:25:14,013 You knew he had a wife and a son, but that didn't stop you. 224 00:25:15,305 --> 00:25:18,976 What do you want me to say, Nicholas? 225 00:25:21,562 --> 00:25:24,648 Nothing. You are right. Stupid question. 226 00:25:24,690 --> 00:25:29,278 - There isn't. - I have to go. See you. 227 00:25:31,905 --> 00:25:34,408 See you... 228 00:25:46,170 --> 00:25:51,508 Hi Nicholas, it's me. I just wanted to give a hug. 229 00:25:51,592 --> 00:25:54,219 I hope all is well. 230 00:25:54,303 --> 00:25:57,765 It would be nice to meet sometime. 231 00:25:57,848 --> 00:26:02,019 Spend time together. 232 00:26:02,561 --> 00:26:07,858 Call me. I missed you. Bye. 233 00:26:18,535 --> 00:26:23,540 If we make them understand that no they should have taken the initiative 234 00:26:23,624 --> 00:26:29,630 it's starting to look possible. It's about the balance of power. 235 00:26:29,713 --> 00:26:34,301 - Right? - Sorry... Is this what you're looking for? 236 00:26:34,384 --> 00:26:38,097 Excellent. Did you find it in the archives? 237 00:26:38,180 --> 00:26:40,557 Good work. 238 00:26:40,641 --> 00:26:43,977 - Do you need anything else? - Thank you very much. 239 00:26:44,061 --> 00:26:48,565 This is very useful. 240 00:26:49,316 --> 00:26:51,735 Who is that? 241 00:26:51,819 --> 00:26:56,073 New intern. French. Very clever. 242 00:26:56,156 --> 00:26:59,576 - How so? - I was just asking. 243 00:27:01,912 --> 00:27:04,748 See you tomorrow. 244 00:27:08,544 --> 00:27:15,384 Hi, it's me. I don't want to disturb, but 245 00:27:15,467 --> 00:27:19,263 I haven't heard anything from Nicholas. 246 00:27:19,346 --> 00:27:25,060 I leave messages all the time, but he doesn't call back. 247 00:27:25,144 --> 00:27:27,229 So... 248 00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:31,900 could we talk Thanks. 249 00:27:39,575 --> 00:27:43,370 - Nice jacket. - Thank you. 250 00:27:44,872 --> 00:27:47,457 Please. 251 00:27:50,586 --> 00:27:53,881 How is the new school going? 252 00:27:55,257 --> 00:27:56,967 Just fine. 253 00:27:57,050 --> 00:28:01,847 You say you don't know connect with your peers. 254 00:28:01,930 --> 00:28:04,308 - Why? - They are stupid. 255 00:28:04,391 --> 00:28:08,020 They are interested just partying and having fun. 256 00:28:08,103 --> 00:28:10,939 It doesn't interest me. 257 00:28:11,648 --> 00:28:14,860 So what interests you? 258 00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:20,908 - What? - Nothing. All the same... 259 00:28:20,991 --> 00:28:23,076 Things are better now. 260 00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:26,663 Don't you like being that age? 261 00:28:26,747 --> 00:28:30,542 It's not because... 262 00:28:50,646 --> 00:28:53,190 Hello. 263 00:28:53,273 --> 00:28:57,110 Hey... There he is. Thanks. 264 00:29:02,157 --> 00:29:04,451 - Sorry for being late. - It's nothing. 265 00:29:04,534 --> 00:29:08,872 - I know you're busy. Especially now. - Yes. 266 00:29:08,956 --> 00:29:11,083 Exciting. 267 00:29:11,166 --> 00:29:14,294 - What would you like? - I don't know. what are you taking 268 00:29:14,378 --> 00:29:17,214 Mineral water, please. 269 00:29:17,297 --> 00:29:22,177 - I'll have a martini. - Then we'll have two martinis. 270 00:29:22,261 --> 00:29:25,222 It's fine. 271 00:29:25,305 --> 00:29:29,142 - Well... How are you? - Very well. 272 00:29:29,226 --> 00:29:34,189 He started at a new school and says he's having a good time. 273 00:29:34,273 --> 00:29:38,568 - Great. - At first I had to fry a bit, but... 274 00:29:38,652 --> 00:29:42,614 I think he's better now. 275 00:29:42,698 --> 00:29:46,285 Did he tell what happened at the old school 276 00:29:46,368 --> 00:29:49,371 No. She is silent. 277 00:29:50,414 --> 00:29:53,333 I don't understand where does the sadness come from. 278 00:29:53,417 --> 00:29:57,838 He is a teenager. They don't usually radiate happiness. 279 00:29:57,921 --> 00:30:00,299 It's not just about that. 280 00:30:00,382 --> 00:30:06,013 - He is different from others. - Why do you say that? 281 00:30:07,723 --> 00:30:10,892 i think that he has heartache. 282 00:30:10,976 --> 00:30:16,398 - Maybe. He is so romantic. - Yes. 283 00:30:16,481 --> 00:30:19,985 Guess who he inherited it from. 284 00:30:20,068 --> 00:30:22,279 Here you are. 285 00:30:23,488 --> 00:30:27,534 - Thank you. - Thank you. 286 00:30:30,370 --> 00:30:33,081 Cheers. 287 00:30:39,463 --> 00:30:41,173 And what about...? 288 00:30:42,257 --> 00:30:46,178 - Beth? - So, how does he feel about this? 289 00:30:49,473 --> 00:30:54,144 You can tell me, okay? 290 00:30:54,227 --> 00:30:58,565 - At first he was a bit... - Reluctant? 291 00:30:58,607 --> 00:31:02,277 Not exactly. Maybe a little worried. 292 00:31:02,361 --> 00:31:05,155 We have a baby and he is already quite tired. 293 00:31:05,238 --> 00:31:09,659 She didn't expect to live with a teenager. 294 00:31:09,743 --> 00:31:13,663 But overall we are doing well. 295 00:31:16,500 --> 00:31:21,296 - Is he causing trouble for Beth? - No, he's fine. 296 00:31:21,380 --> 00:31:23,632 He's really trying. 297 00:31:23,715 --> 00:31:26,843 He likes living with his little brother. 298 00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:32,182 - Great. - In that regard, everything seems to be fine. 299 00:31:35,602 --> 00:31:40,065 - What is it, Kate? - Nothing. Sorry. 300 00:31:40,148 --> 00:31:43,693 I didn't mean to upset you. 301 00:31:46,863 --> 00:31:49,408 I know. 302 00:31:56,164 --> 00:32:00,043 I feel like a total failure. 303 00:32:00,127 --> 00:32:04,464 Why the hell? You have not failed. 304 00:32:05,632 --> 00:32:07,509 Sorry. 305 00:32:07,592 --> 00:32:12,180 I just never believed that he would leave. 306 00:32:12,264 --> 00:32:14,182 He too. 307 00:32:17,060 --> 00:32:21,356 - And would live with you. - Me neither. But he asked me. 308 00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:24,109 - But the problem started with me. - Nope. 309 00:32:24,192 --> 00:32:27,446 Just started. He doesn't want to live with me anymore. 310 00:32:27,529 --> 00:32:30,574 - He doesn't answer when I call. - Don't now. 311 00:32:30,657 --> 00:32:33,618 Give him some time. 312 00:32:36,204 --> 00:32:38,206 So... 313 00:32:41,501 --> 00:32:46,089 - I'm really sorry. - It's nothing. 314 00:32:51,511 --> 00:32:54,306 A few days ago 315 00:32:55,265 --> 00:32:58,518 I found this picture of him. 316 00:32:59,853 --> 00:33:04,274 It was taken in Corsica. Do you remember? 317 00:33:04,316 --> 00:33:07,569 I remember. 318 00:33:11,448 --> 00:33:14,367 When I look at that picture 319 00:33:15,577 --> 00:33:18,580 I'm going to break down. 320 00:33:18,663 --> 00:33:25,837 - We rented that little boat. Do you remember? - Of course. 321 00:33:28,924 --> 00:33:32,844 That summer you taught him to swim. 322 00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:38,391 His face... 323 00:33:38,475 --> 00:33:43,438 So open. Like a little ray of sunshine. 324 00:33:45,065 --> 00:33:48,568 My little ray of sunshine. 325 00:33:50,987 --> 00:33:54,241 When you think about it 326 00:33:55,283 --> 00:34:00,038 our family was so happy then. 327 00:34:00,121 --> 00:34:03,416 I don't know what happened. 328 00:34:06,920 --> 00:34:10,465 I loved him so much. 329 00:34:12,008 --> 00:34:14,427 And you too. 330 00:34:15,971 --> 00:34:19,724 I loved you so much Peter. 331 00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:24,187 If you knew how much i loved you... 332 00:34:26,523 --> 00:34:29,651 You set yourself up for nothing. 333 00:34:31,236 --> 00:34:35,240 You are a wonderful mother. 334 00:34:36,116 --> 00:34:41,746 It's not your fault if he has a hard time. 335 00:34:41,830 --> 00:34:47,586 Almost everything is the same again. 336 00:34:47,669 --> 00:34:52,591 Believe it, Kate. Everything will be fine. 337 00:34:52,674 --> 00:34:57,721 - Do you believe so? - I believe. 338 00:35:29,336 --> 00:35:31,963 - Everything okay? - Yeah, finally, finally. 339 00:35:32,047 --> 00:35:37,218 - He's not in a hurry. - Right. I was falling asleep myself. 340 00:35:37,302 --> 00:35:41,264 - Thank you, you are wonderful. - Was it a good day? 341 00:35:41,348 --> 00:35:44,351 Yeah. Foundation day. 342 00:35:44,434 --> 00:35:50,398 We went to the pediatrician and we spent the rest of the day at home. 343 00:35:51,566 --> 00:35:56,988 - What about you? What now? - What? 344 00:35:57,072 --> 00:36:01,284 Why do you look so... smug? 345 00:36:06,706 --> 00:36:09,417 What is it? 346 00:36:15,465 --> 00:36:19,386 - Are you apologizing? - I want to thank you. 347 00:36:19,469 --> 00:36:23,056 - From where? - You know. 348 00:36:24,140 --> 00:36:28,353 - Very nice. - I do know that... 349 00:36:28,436 --> 00:36:33,525 I'm just grateful that how have you dealt with this. 350 00:36:33,608 --> 00:36:39,614 - So you apologize. - I'm lucky you're here. 351 00:36:41,366 --> 00:36:47,580 Because you're not here often. You are working all the time. 352 00:36:47,664 --> 00:36:50,709 Not all the time. 353 00:37:04,889 --> 00:37:09,561 - Dad, can we talk...? - Sure. 354 00:37:09,644 --> 00:37:12,188 - Am I disturbing? - Not at all. 355 00:37:12,272 --> 00:37:17,026 I just wanted to ask for your advice. It's not in a hurry. 356 00:37:17,110 --> 00:37:20,989 Will you come to my place...afterwards? 357 00:37:21,072 --> 00:37:25,493 - Sure. - Good. Thanks. 358 00:37:34,210 --> 00:37:36,463 He seems to be doing better. 359 00:37:36,546 --> 00:37:39,299 He said he got a tenner from the math. 360 00:37:39,382 --> 00:37:43,553 - Right? - Yeah. Confidence starts to return. 361 00:37:43,636 --> 00:37:48,516 - And he's been invited to the party. - Great. 362 00:37:48,600 --> 00:37:51,978 I'm worried when he is alone all the time. 363 00:37:53,938 --> 00:37:56,274 - It went well. - What? 364 00:37:56,357 --> 00:37:59,986 - A doctor's visit. - What did the doctor say? 365 00:38:00,069 --> 00:38:04,783 Same as you. It will pass. Soon Theo sleeps through the night. 366 00:38:07,744 --> 00:38:14,000 But now it's best that I do dinner before I fall asleep on the couch. 367 00:38:28,848 --> 00:38:32,393 No, I'm going. 368 00:38:38,441 --> 00:38:41,861 Hi, Theo. Come on... 369 00:38:44,197 --> 00:38:47,867 No problem. 370 00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:07,095 Well? 371 00:39:09,097 --> 00:39:12,392 - I don't know... - It suits you. 372 00:39:13,977 --> 00:39:17,397 - Thanks, but... - What? 373 00:39:18,481 --> 00:39:24,153 - I don't think people my age wear little jackets. - Everyone uses them these days. 374 00:39:24,237 --> 00:39:27,532 - Really? - Yep. It really suits you. 375 00:39:27,615 --> 00:39:30,535 It's French. 376 00:39:33,872 --> 00:39:38,209 Put it on for a party. Is it next Saturday? 377 00:39:38,293 --> 00:39:40,712 - I'm not sure if I'll go. - You have to! 378 00:39:40,795 --> 00:39:43,006 It is important to meet people. 379 00:39:43,089 --> 00:39:45,800 I can't dance. 380 00:39:48,344 --> 00:39:52,307 - Is that what you're talking about? - What? 381 00:39:57,395 --> 00:40:01,107 We are at home! Beth? 382 00:40:01,190 --> 00:40:05,653 He is sleeping. Where were you? 383 00:40:05,737 --> 00:40:08,197 Teach Nicholas to dance. Beth is the best. 384 00:40:08,281 --> 00:40:12,827 Really fun. Don't criticize me, even that wooden leg. 385 00:40:12,911 --> 00:40:15,371 Can't dad dance? 386 00:40:15,455 --> 00:40:19,751 - He has his own style. - My unique style. 387 00:40:19,834 --> 00:40:21,669 We met at a wedding. 388 00:40:21,753 --> 00:40:26,758 - He did his famous hip flexion. - What? 389 00:40:26,841 --> 00:40:30,637 - You haven't seen it? - I don't. 390 00:40:30,720 --> 00:40:34,724 Now teach him. He's going to a party. 391 00:40:34,807 --> 00:40:38,728 - Look at this. - What are you doing? 392 00:40:43,358 --> 00:40:46,277 - Don't bother... - Well, that's it. 393 00:40:47,487 --> 00:40:50,281 - Let it burn. - No. 394 00:40:50,365 --> 00:40:52,659 Do it. 395 00:40:55,411 --> 00:40:57,372 Is this wise? 396 00:40:59,290 --> 00:41:02,418 Won't you show us? 397 00:41:02,502 --> 00:41:07,548 - I'm afraid Theo will wake up. - Do it, Dad! 398 00:41:09,092 --> 00:41:13,471 All right. After all, you begged. 399 00:41:16,516 --> 00:41:19,560 That face! 400 00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:31,114 Can you see why I fell in love with him right away? 401 00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:34,951 I'm irresistible. 402 00:41:35,034 --> 00:41:42,583 When he starts, everyone else stops. He takes all the attention involuntarily. 403 00:41:42,667 --> 00:41:47,171 - How do you do it? - I don't know! Come, I'll show you. 404 00:41:47,255 --> 00:41:52,885 - No, Peter... - Come on! Here's how it's done. 405 00:41:54,762 --> 00:42:00,476 - God... - Fingers, knee, fingers, knee... 406 00:42:00,560 --> 00:42:04,147 Just like that! Remember to do this at parties. 407 00:42:04,230 --> 00:42:07,900 God, one more! Now there are two of them. 408 00:42:09,819 --> 00:42:15,700 You're beating everyone up. That's how it should be! My son. 409 00:42:15,783 --> 00:42:19,120 I'll come along. 410 00:44:04,142 --> 00:44:07,311 It was under his mattress. 411 00:44:09,272 --> 00:44:14,569 - I thought it was best to tell. - Do you think he still...? 412 00:44:16,154 --> 00:44:19,323 I don't understand. 413 00:44:20,950 --> 00:44:25,163 He seems fine. He goes to school, smiles. 414 00:44:25,246 --> 00:44:28,249 He's feeling better. 415 00:44:28,332 --> 00:44:31,627 - Yes. - Then why does he do this? 416 00:44:34,297 --> 00:44:38,843 It would probably be easier to talk with him. 417 00:44:38,926 --> 00:44:42,430 And maybe with her therapist. 418 00:44:43,598 --> 00:44:45,016 Now. 419 00:44:45,099 --> 00:44:50,062 - Are you going out? - Yeah, I want to sunbathe. 420 00:44:58,863 --> 00:45:03,910 Don't worry. He's probably still a bit fragile. 421 00:45:03,993 --> 00:45:08,748 He knows you have his back. Everything will be fine. 422 00:45:08,831 --> 00:45:12,251 Do you think so? 423 00:45:47,203 --> 00:45:51,040 - Where were you? - How so? 424 00:45:52,416 --> 00:45:56,379 - Is something wrong? - It is. 425 00:45:56,462 --> 00:46:00,424 - Why do you have a knife under the mattress? - What? 426 00:46:00,508 --> 00:46:04,345 What was that knife doing under your mattress? 427 00:46:05,972 --> 00:46:09,141 - Nothing. - How so? 428 00:46:09,225 --> 00:46:13,980 - It was there just in case... - What are you talking about? 429 00:46:14,063 --> 00:46:18,818 I don't know. If someone breaks in here, or... 430 00:46:22,113 --> 00:46:27,952 - Show your arm. Show your arm. - I don't. 431 00:46:28,035 --> 00:46:33,040 - Leave me alone! - Nicholas... 432 00:46:35,126 --> 00:46:38,045 Why are you doing that? 433 00:46:39,755 --> 00:46:45,386 - I don't want you to hurt yourself. - I won't hurt myself. 434 00:46:45,469 --> 00:46:48,723 Look at the scar! That if anything is self-harm. 435 00:46:48,806 --> 00:46:53,019 - It's the other way around. - What do you mean? 436 00:46:53,102 --> 00:46:56,397 - Nothing. - Explain. 437 00:46:57,773 --> 00:47:00,943 Selitä minulle, Nicholas! 438 00:47:01,027 --> 00:47:06,282 - It brings relief. - Relief from what? 439 00:47:09,118 --> 00:47:12,621 Helpotusta mistä, Nicholas? 440 00:47:16,042 --> 00:47:20,880 Kun voin huonosti, se on tapa... 441 00:47:22,089 --> 00:47:24,800 A way to channel pain. 442 00:47:24,884 --> 00:47:29,305 What pain? Mitä kipua sinä kanavoit? 443 00:47:38,481 --> 00:47:44,570 Et saa enää tehdä sitä. I refuse you for doing so. Is it clear? 444 00:47:44,653 --> 00:47:48,532 - Is it clear? - It is. 445 00:47:50,576 --> 00:47:53,829 Joitain asioita ei vain tehdä. 446 00:47:57,041 --> 00:48:00,920 - Did Beth find it? - It doesn't matter. 447 00:48:01,003 --> 00:48:06,592 - Miksi hän tonki tavaroitani? - Hän petasi, koska et koskaan petaa itse. 448 00:48:07,927 --> 00:48:12,181 - You took a knife from the kitchen... - I wanted something to defend myself with. 449 00:48:12,264 --> 00:48:17,019 Defend against what? What are you talking about? That makes no sense! 450 00:48:17,103 --> 00:48:19,647 - You have a gun too. - What? 451 00:48:19,688 --> 00:48:24,568 - In the laundry room, behind the washing machine. - That's the difference. It was a gift. 452 00:48:24,652 --> 00:48:29,198 - Who gave you the gun? - My father, a long time ago. 453 00:48:29,281 --> 00:48:34,161 It's a hunting rifle. It does not defend against anything. 454 00:48:34,245 --> 00:48:36,914 - Why did he give the hunting rifle? - I don't know. 455 00:48:36,997 --> 00:48:40,751 Maybe he thought I'd be happy or that we could hunt together 456 00:48:40,835 --> 00:48:44,797 but I haven't used it. I hate hunting. 457 00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:48,968 - Then why do you keep it here? - We won't talk about it now. 458 00:48:56,892 --> 00:49:01,063 I don't understand why you do this. 459 00:49:04,775 --> 00:49:06,986 I know. 460 00:49:08,696 --> 00:49:12,491 What happened at the old school? 461 00:49:14,952 --> 00:49:18,497 Now might be the time to tell about it. 462 00:49:20,082 --> 00:49:23,878 Something must have happened. Otherwise... 463 00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:29,258 Nicholas... 464 00:49:33,721 --> 00:49:38,142 If you don't talk to me so talk to your therapist. 465 00:49:39,101 --> 00:49:42,813 Please. This is important. 466 00:49:47,318 --> 00:49:50,529 No problem. 467 00:49:55,201 --> 00:49:59,371 - I'm getting some cleaner. - They're just scratches. 468 00:50:02,208 --> 00:50:04,919 When you hurt yourself... 469 00:50:06,003 --> 00:50:09,548 It feels like you're hurting me. 470 00:50:11,050 --> 00:50:16,096 When you hurt mom, you hurt me. 471 00:50:30,110 --> 00:50:33,572 Hello, everyone. Sit down. 472 00:50:35,115 --> 00:50:38,494 Thank you for coming. 473 00:50:38,577 --> 00:50:42,706 The best of the bunch are here. 474 00:50:42,790 --> 00:50:46,877 Steven, would you get me some coffee? We have a lot to go through 475 00:50:46,961 --> 00:50:50,965 so let's recap which we have already covered. 476 00:50:52,591 --> 00:50:56,387 The 1st item on the agenda is health care. 477 00:51:21,662 --> 00:51:24,331 Dad, are there any whales here? 478 00:51:24,415 --> 00:51:29,378 - Whales? I don't think so. - What about dolphins? 479 00:51:29,461 --> 00:51:35,092 There is. Sometimes they come right next to the boat. 480 00:51:44,143 --> 00:51:47,438 - Did you see one? - I saw it. 481 00:52:09,251 --> 00:52:11,378 - Peter! - Daddy! 482 00:52:11,462 --> 00:52:14,423 - What is it? - My hat! 483 00:53:43,762 --> 00:53:47,141 Thanks. Have a nice day. 484 00:54:05,325 --> 00:54:07,286 You came early. 485 00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:10,372 - Hey, dad. - Hello. Come in. 486 00:54:14,835 --> 00:54:19,840 - So... May I have a glass? - Why not. 487 00:54:22,676 --> 00:54:26,889 - Good. Ice? - No. 488 00:54:26,972 --> 00:54:30,851 Clear. No ice. 489 00:54:37,816 --> 00:54:44,031 Which gives me credit for this... for a spontaneous visit? 490 00:54:44,114 --> 00:54:48,786 I happened to be in DC and I wanted to see how you were doing. 491 00:54:48,869 --> 00:54:54,041 Never mind the rumors about my health. There's nothing wrong, just minor problems. 492 00:54:54,124 --> 00:54:57,377 - I'm fine with my life. - Good. 493 00:54:57,461 --> 00:55:02,216 Maria prepared some lunch for us. 494 00:55:02,299 --> 00:55:05,969 - Duck. How does it sound? - Good. 495 00:55:06,053 --> 00:55:10,057 Cheers and welcome. 496 00:55:42,965 --> 00:55:45,509 The problem is that people are afraid of everything. 497 00:55:45,592 --> 00:55:50,681 Look around you. Whistling mummies everywhere. 498 00:55:50,764 --> 00:55:56,311 No one takes risks anymore. That's why the west will soon be destroyed. 499 00:55:56,395 --> 00:56:00,858 The facts are beginning to speak for it. 500 00:56:00,941 --> 00:56:04,903 If you are looking for energy, courage, entrepreneurship... 501 00:56:04,987 --> 00:56:09,116 It's sad then directed to Asia. 502 00:56:09,199 --> 00:56:13,829 Power is not in Washington but in Beijing. 503 00:56:15,998 --> 00:56:20,419 - No thanks, Maria. It was delicious. - Good to hear. 504 00:56:20,502 --> 00:56:23,213 NO thanks. 505 00:56:24,256 --> 00:56:29,011 Well... I thought you hated this town. 506 00:56:29,094 --> 00:56:33,974 - What are you doing with these corners? - I met Brian Hammer. 507 00:56:34,057 --> 00:56:36,685 He is running as a candidate in the primaries. 508 00:56:36,768 --> 00:56:39,771 He wants me to help with the campaign. 509 00:56:39,855 --> 00:56:43,483 - Does he offer a place in the team? - Offers. 510 00:56:43,567 --> 00:56:48,238 - But I haven't decided yet. - Why not? 511 00:56:48,322 --> 00:56:51,742 It takes a lot of time... 512 00:56:51,825 --> 00:56:55,537 - What then? - It's complicated. 513 00:56:55,621 --> 00:56:59,458 - What's complicated? - The timing is bad. 514 00:56:59,541 --> 00:57:03,962 Nicholas is having a hard time. He is 17. 515 00:57:04,922 --> 00:57:09,051 He lives with me and is already better, but he is still fragile. 516 00:57:09,134 --> 00:57:13,472 I don't want to be gone when he... What? 517 00:57:18,018 --> 00:57:22,147 Is that why you came? To tell how good a father you are? 518 00:57:22,272 --> 00:57:27,611 To prove your moral superiority? 519 00:57:28,862 --> 00:57:34,076 That you can set your goals aside for your son? 520 00:57:34,159 --> 00:57:37,537 - Unlike me, huh? - I really don't. 521 00:57:37,621 --> 00:57:43,460 So you still accuse me of what happened... 40 years ago. 522 00:57:43,543 --> 00:57:49,841 You're still trying to show what a model father you are. 523 00:57:49,925 --> 00:57:53,929 What do you want? Applause? Bravo. 524 00:57:55,180 --> 00:57:58,308 Funny you say that. 525 00:57:58,392 --> 00:58:01,895 I recently thought about the time, when I was Nicholas' age. 526 00:58:01,979 --> 00:58:04,189 - There you see. - When mom was sick. 527 00:58:04,272 --> 00:58:08,318 I visited him in the hospital every day 528 00:58:08,402 --> 00:58:11,363 but you never came 529 00:58:11,446 --> 00:58:14,241 - You were always traveling. - I was working. 530 00:58:14,324 --> 00:58:18,203 A week before mother's death I ran into Tom. 531 00:58:18,286 --> 00:58:23,792 You had dinner the night before. I didn't even know you were in town. 532 00:58:23,875 --> 00:58:27,671 Weren't you interested in coming? to see mom? 533 00:58:32,384 --> 00:58:36,138 I can easily take on the role of a monster 534 00:58:36,221 --> 00:58:39,349 and bow before your perfection. 535 00:58:39,433 --> 00:58:42,185 Yes, you have suffered a lot. 536 00:58:42,269 --> 00:58:48,275 Your father was not kind to you and to your mother. It's fine. So what? 537 00:58:48,358 --> 00:58:51,653 Isn't it time to grow up? 538 00:58:51,737 --> 00:58:54,698 It's pathetic to watch when a 50-year-old man 539 00:58:54,781 --> 00:58:58,201 acting like a teenage boy. 540 00:58:58,285 --> 00:59:01,747 If you want my advice, Peter... 541 00:59:01,830 --> 00:59:05,167 Now try goddammit to get over it. 542 00:59:05,250 --> 00:59:10,338 Now try to god. Please. 543 00:59:13,467 --> 00:59:17,763 Sorry. Harry? 544 00:59:17,846 --> 00:59:21,224 The meeting is at four. 545 00:59:21,308 --> 00:59:24,811 Not half past five. 546 00:59:38,575 --> 00:59:42,329 - Is everything okay? - It is. 547 00:59:45,332 --> 00:59:49,544 - Don't you want to go out? - I'd love to go. 548 01:00:03,350 --> 01:00:06,645 - Do you eat cereal? - Yeah. 549 01:00:06,728 --> 01:00:10,774 Isn't it Saturday night? more fun to do? 550 01:00:10,857 --> 01:00:15,112 - Go to a movie, meet your friends. - I have no friends. 551 01:00:15,195 --> 01:00:18,698 - Why do you say that? - That's true. 552 01:00:18,782 --> 01:00:23,161 How about that Michael? You met him often. 553 01:00:26,289 --> 01:00:31,211 - What about the party you were talking about? - L teach already, dad. 554 01:00:43,140 --> 01:00:45,684 - May I? - Yeah. 555 01:00:45,767 --> 01:00:49,354 I haven't eaten these in ages. 556 01:00:51,648 --> 01:00:54,359 At the ready? 557 01:00:54,442 --> 01:00:56,278 Good! 558 01:00:56,361 --> 01:00:59,364 I wasn't ready. 559 01:00:59,447 --> 01:01:04,202 - They're sticky. At the ready? Did you get it? - I don't. 560 01:01:04,286 --> 01:01:08,915 Have you seen my ears? I just held them. 561 01:01:08,999 --> 01:01:13,587 - Did you look in the bathroom? - I've looked everywhere. 562 01:01:13,670 --> 01:01:16,673 I guess I'll start mixing. 563 01:01:18,967 --> 01:01:21,344 Hello? 564 01:01:21,428 --> 01:01:23,722 So. Hello. 565 01:01:26,099 --> 01:01:30,812 Have you seen them? The red ones I got from your dad. 566 01:01:30,896 --> 01:01:34,482 - I had them in my hand a moment ago. - I don't. 567 01:01:37,027 --> 01:01:40,447 I lose things all the time. 568 01:01:57,297 --> 01:02:01,301 Did you change your dress? That wears you. 569 01:02:01,384 --> 01:02:04,638 - Thank you, you are kind. - No, it's true. 570 01:02:04,721 --> 01:02:10,227 - You look beautiful. Where are you going? - It's just dinner with friends. 571 01:02:10,310 --> 01:02:13,021 - Do you know Frank? - I don't. 572 01:02:13,104 --> 01:02:16,691 Actually, it's a pretty big deal. 573 01:02:16,775 --> 01:02:20,403 This is the first night out then the birth of Theo. 574 01:02:20,487 --> 01:02:24,950 If you want your own life, don't have kids. 575 01:02:27,786 --> 01:02:30,872 It was a joke. 576 01:02:32,374 --> 01:02:36,711 Bad news. Sarah won't come. He just called. 577 01:02:36,795 --> 01:02:41,383 - Last minute? - He has a fever. Sarah is a babysitter. 578 01:02:41,466 --> 01:02:45,720 - Shall I call Jenny? - I already called. He can't. 579 01:02:45,804 --> 01:02:51,518 - Awesome. When we finally get out... - Shall I call Frank and cancel? 580 01:02:51,601 --> 01:02:55,522 - What if I watched him? - You? 581 01:02:55,605 --> 01:02:59,192 - Can you do it? - I can. 582 01:02:59,276 --> 01:03:02,862 You are really kind, but... 583 01:03:02,946 --> 01:03:06,366 - Are you sure? - I am. Call Frank and cancel. 584 01:03:06,449 --> 01:03:09,494 Ooo... 585 01:03:12,205 --> 01:03:15,750 What? Why are you looking at me like that? 586 01:03:15,834 --> 01:03:20,255 He only meant good. Why did you say no? 587 01:03:20,338 --> 01:03:24,134 Yes, he takes care of his little brother. 588 01:03:24,217 --> 01:03:28,680 - He's just a baby... - What then? 589 01:03:28,763 --> 01:03:32,183 You always see everything in such a dark light. 590 01:03:32,267 --> 01:03:36,563 It's better than not seeing at all. 591 01:03:36,646 --> 01:03:40,900 What do you mean? What am I not seeing? 592 01:03:40,984 --> 01:03:44,946 Can't he watch? his sleeping brother? 593 01:03:45,030 --> 01:03:48,325 He has been depressed and is still unstable. 594 01:03:48,408 --> 01:03:55,540 - I won't leave my son like that... - What kind? Say it. 595 01:03:55,623 --> 01:04:00,295 He's really weird! His look scares me. 596 01:04:00,378 --> 01:04:04,341 When do you accept that he is head wrong? 597 01:04:04,424 --> 01:04:08,553 Nicholas... What do you... 598 01:04:08,636 --> 01:04:12,807 We were just... sorry, when we couldn't get out. 599 01:04:12,891 --> 01:04:16,227 This is not about you. 600 01:04:18,605 --> 01:04:20,982 Nicholas... 601 01:04:24,444 --> 01:04:27,864 They were in the hallway. 602 01:04:27,947 --> 01:04:30,867 Nicholas, please... 603 01:05:17,205 --> 01:05:20,875 Nicholas? What do you... Is everything okay? 604 01:05:28,675 --> 01:05:34,848 Your father said you'd be comfortable in the new one at school. Aren't you having fun? 605 01:05:36,099 --> 01:05:40,812 He said, that you are well with him. 606 01:05:40,895 --> 01:05:44,816 I was hoping that... 607 01:05:46,025 --> 01:05:49,737 But there is no place for me there. 608 01:05:50,530 --> 01:05:55,326 They find me scary and... 609 01:05:55,410 --> 01:05:58,496 - He's pressuring me. - Dad? 610 01:05:58,580 --> 01:06:04,127 He doesn't realize it himself, but he keeps talking about schoolwork. 611 01:06:04,210 --> 01:06:08,173 As if there was nothing else in life. 612 01:06:09,549 --> 01:06:12,051 It's normal. He is worried about you. 613 01:06:12,135 --> 01:06:15,638 He doesn't care about me. About who I really am. 614 01:06:15,722 --> 01:06:19,726 He just wants me to succeed, like him. 615 01:06:19,809 --> 01:06:23,980 I have no desire to study law. 616 01:06:24,898 --> 01:06:28,485 It doesn't interest me. 617 01:06:28,568 --> 01:06:32,197 You dreamed of becoming a writer. 618 01:06:33,323 --> 01:06:35,617 Are you still writing? 619 01:06:45,919 --> 01:06:49,130 I will never be good enough. 620 01:06:50,798 --> 01:06:54,719 What are you talking about? 621 01:06:54,802 --> 01:06:59,557 Nicholas, your father wants the best for you. 622 01:06:59,641 --> 01:07:03,353 He loves you and believes in you. 623 01:07:04,896 --> 01:07:08,650 You're just really different. 624 01:07:10,068 --> 01:07:16,032 He's under a lot of pressure right now. Primaries and all that. 625 01:07:16,115 --> 01:07:18,868 They are important to him. 626 01:07:18,952 --> 01:07:23,873 He has been dreaming about it for many years. 627 01:07:24,958 --> 01:07:27,752 But... 628 01:07:31,381 --> 01:07:34,175 It's not just about that. 629 01:07:39,514 --> 01:07:42,100 I... 630 01:07:45,144 --> 01:07:48,606 I'm not feeling well, mom. 631 01:07:51,568 --> 01:07:54,737 father said that you had broken up with one girl. 632 01:07:54,821 --> 01:07:58,408 That's what I told him. He didn't understand. 633 01:07:58,491 --> 01:08:02,495 He needed a rational explanation. 634 01:08:02,579 --> 01:08:07,125 I told him what he wanted to hear, but... 635 01:08:07,208 --> 01:08:11,546 I never even dated that girl. 636 01:08:12,463 --> 01:08:16,634 I'm not like other people. 637 01:08:16,718 --> 01:08:20,388 sometimes it feels like that I was not created to live. 638 01:08:20,471 --> 01:08:22,765 I can't stand it. 639 01:08:22,849 --> 01:08:28,062 I try so hard every day 640 01:08:28,146 --> 01:08:30,857 but I can't do it. 641 01:08:30,940 --> 01:08:35,903 Because I feel bad. 642 01:08:35,987 --> 01:08:40,908 All the time. And I'm tired. 643 01:08:40,992 --> 01:08:46,748 - I'm tired of the force badly. - Nicholas... 644 01:08:58,384 --> 01:09:00,762 I'm here. 645 01:09:00,845 --> 01:09:06,142 I'm not disappearing anywhere, and I will help you through this. 646 01:09:06,225 --> 01:09:12,398 N I promise it. Don't cry my little sunshine. 647 01:09:14,484 --> 01:09:19,113 No problem. 648 01:09:40,551 --> 01:09:43,096 What? 649 01:09:45,056 --> 01:09:48,226 Today? Were you sure it was him? 650 01:10:15,878 --> 01:10:20,425 Nicholas. Would you come here for a moment? I want to chat. 651 01:10:20,508 --> 01:10:24,303 - Now what? - Sit down. 652 01:10:30,309 --> 01:10:33,604 - We need to talk. - From where? 653 01:10:33,688 --> 01:10:36,190 From your school. 654 01:10:37,400 --> 01:10:41,529 - What's going on? - Nothing special. 655 01:10:41,612 --> 01:10:44,907 - Nothing special? - No. 656 01:10:44,991 --> 01:10:47,952 You had a test today. 657 01:10:48,035 --> 01:10:51,414 - How did it go? - Fine, I guess. 658 01:10:52,457 --> 01:10:54,876 Good. 659 01:10:54,959 --> 01:10:58,838 But in the afternoon Beth saw you in the park. 660 01:11:00,339 --> 01:11:06,804 So you weren't at school. So I ask one last time: 661 01:11:06,888 --> 01:11:09,932 What's going on? 662 01:11:12,852 --> 01:11:15,605 - Will you surface again? - I don't. 663 01:11:15,688 --> 01:11:19,108 Then why weren't you at school? 664 01:11:20,193 --> 01:11:22,570 - Why did Beth tell you about it? - It's not about that. 665 01:11:22,653 --> 01:11:25,072 It is. He wants to break us up. 666 01:11:25,156 --> 01:11:28,534 No, it's about oh god you're lying. 667 01:11:29,619 --> 01:11:33,498 Why weren't you at school today? 668 01:11:34,582 --> 01:11:36,375 Answer! 669 01:11:39,337 --> 01:11:44,217 I wasn't feeling well. I couldn't go. 670 01:11:44,300 --> 01:11:49,555 There was too much pressure because of that exam. I'm sorry. 671 01:11:52,225 --> 01:11:54,769 You are sorry... 672 01:11:59,565 --> 01:12:04,362 I called the school. Do you know what they said? 673 01:12:04,445 --> 01:12:06,823 That you haven't been there at all. 674 01:12:06,906 --> 01:12:12,078 You were there on the first day last month but you never came back. 675 01:12:12,161 --> 01:12:15,289 Not once. 676 01:12:15,373 --> 01:12:17,416 I was said to be the breadwinner for them 677 01:12:17,500 --> 01:12:21,003 that we sent you again to your old school. 678 01:12:23,548 --> 01:12:26,509 Don't you have anything to say? 679 01:12:26,592 --> 01:12:30,012 Have you become world class hacker? 680 01:12:30,096 --> 01:12:34,225 You said you got dozens and invitations to parties 681 01:12:34,308 --> 01:12:37,812 but you lied to me all the time. 682 01:12:37,895 --> 01:12:43,943 What have you been doing all day? Just walked? Is that all? 683 01:12:44,026 --> 01:12:46,904 We give you when the opportunity arises 684 01:12:46,988 --> 01:12:51,409 and what do you do? You act just like before. 685 01:12:51,492 --> 01:12:53,995 You lie to everyone! 686 01:12:55,162 --> 01:12:58,457 Explain to me. 687 01:12:58,541 --> 01:13:01,460 What's going on? 688 01:13:01,544 --> 01:13:06,215 Do you use drugs? Then explain! 689 01:13:11,012 --> 01:13:15,641 I really don't know what would i do with you 690 01:13:15,725 --> 01:13:21,105 I've tried to listen and be there for you. 691 01:13:21,188 --> 01:13:23,608 I have tried to give you confidence 692 01:13:23,691 --> 01:13:27,028 but it clearly didn't work. 693 01:13:27,111 --> 01:13:32,283 Do you think you can live like this? Do what you like? 694 01:13:32,366 --> 01:13:37,455 You don't go to school, you don't take responsibility, do you refuse to grow up? 695 01:13:37,538 --> 01:13:42,543 If you do nothing, what will become of you? 696 01:13:44,253 --> 01:13:47,506 Of course you have no answer. 697 01:13:49,884 --> 01:13:54,847 Don't stare at me. Are you trying to scare me? 698 01:13:54,931 --> 01:13:58,351 It doesn't work, I can say that straight. 699 01:13:58,434 --> 01:14:00,603 It doesn't work for me. 700 01:14:02,104 --> 01:14:06,150 Now we do this. 701 01:14:06,233 --> 01:14:11,405 Tomorrow, whether you like it or not, you go back to school. Is it clear? 702 01:14:11,489 --> 01:14:13,574 - No. - Sorry, how? 703 01:14:16,535 --> 01:14:19,205 No, I'm not going back to school. 704 01:14:19,288 --> 01:14:22,792 What is this? What do you want? 705 01:14:22,875 --> 01:14:26,796 When I was your age my mother was sick and I did not see my father. 706 01:14:26,879 --> 01:14:29,966 Money was low, but i fought on. 707 01:14:30,049 --> 01:14:32,718 It wasn't a joke. 708 01:14:32,802 --> 01:14:35,721 What is so dramatic about your life 709 01:14:35,805 --> 01:14:39,600 that you can't go to school like others? Answer! 710 01:14:39,684 --> 01:14:42,520 - I can't take it! - What? 711 01:14:42,603 --> 01:14:47,316 - Life! And it's your fault. - What? 712 01:14:47,400 --> 01:14:51,195 - It's your fault that I'm like this. - How so? 713 01:14:51,278 --> 01:14:54,740 You make me sick. 714 01:14:54,824 --> 01:14:58,160 Sermons about life and work 715 01:14:58,244 --> 01:15:01,747 and then you abandon us as if we were bastards. 716 01:15:01,831 --> 01:15:06,419 You always think you're doing the right thing. But from the beginning you've been an asshole! 717 01:15:06,502 --> 01:15:11,132 Go back on your word, Nicholas. Go back on your word right now! 718 01:15:11,215 --> 01:15:14,927 - You asshole! - Me? Cunt? 719 01:15:15,011 --> 01:15:17,221 Haven't I always done my best for you? 720 01:15:17,304 --> 01:15:23,477 I stayed with your mother for years because of you. So why do you say that? Tell me why! 721 01:15:23,561 --> 01:15:27,857 Is it because I fell in love with another woman? It doesn't belong to you! 722 01:15:27,940 --> 01:15:34,321 I have the right to start over! I decide my life! 723 01:15:39,243 --> 01:15:43,414 Sorry, Nicholas. I don't know what happened. 724 01:16:43,390 --> 01:16:47,561 - Department of psychiatry? - To the left. 725 01:16:54,443 --> 01:16:58,155 - How long have you been here? - Half an hour. 726 01:16:58,239 --> 01:17:01,909 They will be talking to us soon. 727 01:17:04,912 --> 01:17:07,665 What happened? 728 01:17:10,084 --> 01:17:13,754 I wasn't there. I was at work. 729 01:17:13,838 --> 01:17:16,841 It was... 730 01:17:16,924 --> 01:17:23,347 It was Beth who found him. From the bathroom. Nicholas was just... 731 01:17:29,854 --> 01:17:34,024 We were lucky. The ambulance came quickly. 732 01:17:37,069 --> 01:17:40,614 I'm sorry. 733 01:17:40,698 --> 01:17:44,994 I'm really sorry. I wanted so badly to help her. 734 01:17:45,077 --> 01:17:49,165 But at the end... 735 01:17:49,248 --> 01:17:54,003 Hello. I'm Dr. Leiner. I'll take care of your son. 736 01:17:54,086 --> 01:17:56,589 - Where is he? - He's resting. 737 01:17:56,672 --> 01:18:01,302 He is no longer in danger. Follow me. 738 01:18:12,438 --> 01:18:17,318 Your son received treatment quickly and did not have a wound was very deep. It's getting better. 739 01:18:17,401 --> 01:18:22,865 - Are you sure? - Absolutely sure. 740 01:18:28,078 --> 01:18:32,875 But we have to make decisions. I just spoke to him. 741 01:18:32,958 --> 01:18:36,545 - What did he say? - He is disappointed that he woke up here. 742 01:18:36,629 --> 01:18:39,089 It is common in these cases. 743 01:18:39,173 --> 01:18:42,426 Has he said anything about why...? 744 01:18:42,509 --> 01:18:45,429 We are used to these situations. 745 01:18:45,512 --> 01:18:49,683 He'd better be under observation for a while. 746 01:18:49,767 --> 01:18:54,146 - You mean...? - There is a vacancy in the department. 747 01:18:54,271 --> 01:18:56,774 You just said he's not in danger. 748 01:18:56,857 --> 01:19:01,278 He must realize what he has done. 749 01:19:01,362 --> 01:19:06,033 Now he downplays it. It may be dangerous. 750 01:19:06,116 --> 01:19:08,827 We don't want him to try again. 751 01:19:13,916 --> 01:19:16,335 How long does he have to be here? 752 01:19:17,544 --> 01:19:21,006 The most important thing now is to observe and take care of him. 753 01:19:21,090 --> 01:19:24,051 Then he goes see a psychiatrist regularly 754 01:19:24,134 --> 01:19:26,804 so that we can evaluate progress. 755 01:19:26,887 --> 01:19:28,973 I want to meet my son. 756 01:19:31,767 --> 01:19:34,061 Just a second. 757 01:19:36,897 --> 01:19:38,565 I'm needed up there. 758 01:19:38,649 --> 01:19:43,279 A social worker will help you paperwork. 759 01:19:43,362 --> 01:19:47,074 He can answer your questions. 760 01:19:48,033 --> 01:19:52,079 Don't worry. He's in good hands. 761 01:21:06,987 --> 01:21:11,241 - How about that? - It's a constellation. 762 01:21:11,325 --> 01:21:13,952 - It has little stars. - Is it rare? 763 01:21:14,036 --> 01:21:17,247 - Pretty rare. - How about that? 764 01:21:17,998 --> 01:21:22,836 This is Saturn. It has tires. 765 01:21:22,920 --> 01:21:26,590 Peter! Peter! 766 01:21:26,673 --> 01:21:30,094 Mom is getting nervous. 767 01:21:30,177 --> 01:21:33,972 - Shall we go back? - Wait, dad! 768 01:21:42,606 --> 01:21:45,401 Oops... It's broken. 769 01:21:45,484 --> 01:21:48,487 - What are we doing? - We have to swim. 770 01:21:48,570 --> 01:21:54,201 - I can't, I'm only six and a half. - It's time for you to learn. 771 01:21:56,495 --> 01:21:58,580 You can do it. 772 01:22:02,584 --> 01:22:06,463 Come now. I'm with you. 773 01:22:08,006 --> 01:22:10,384 Hello... 774 01:22:10,467 --> 01:22:13,053 Come on, dude. 775 01:22:15,431 --> 01:22:18,267 Just come. 776 01:22:22,855 --> 01:22:25,441 So what do we do? 777 01:22:25,524 --> 01:22:30,320 Shall I move the meeting to Monday? It depends what time you go to DC. 778 01:22:30,404 --> 01:22:35,617 Next Monday? I can't. I have to... 779 01:22:35,701 --> 01:22:38,495 I have to stay in New York. 780 01:22:38,579 --> 01:22:45,919 - NO Washington canceled? - Yes. Thanks. 781 01:22:55,596 --> 01:22:59,850 - Hello. - Me here. Do you have time to chat? 782 01:22:59,933 --> 01:23:06,857 - Sure. Is everything okay? - Dr. Harris called. 783 01:23:06,940 --> 01:23:11,987 - I wanted to talk to you about it. - Any problems? 784 01:23:13,155 --> 01:23:18,994 It would be best for him if we didn't meet Nicholas for a couple of days. 785 01:23:19,077 --> 01:23:21,872 - What? - I know. 786 01:23:21,955 --> 01:23:27,836 But Nicholas is in trouble receive treatment. 787 01:23:27,920 --> 01:23:31,423 They have had long discussions 788 01:23:31,507 --> 01:23:36,762 to try to understand why he... 789 01:23:37,596 --> 01:23:42,643 He's obviously been talking a lot divorce 790 01:23:42,726 --> 01:23:50,275 and about your new life and the tensions between us. 791 01:23:50,359 --> 01:23:52,694 Dr. Harris thinks it's best 792 01:23:52,778 --> 01:23:56,782 give them a few days with Nicholas. 793 01:23:56,865 --> 01:24:02,496 So that everyone gets a little perspective. Let's take the pressure off. 794 01:24:02,579 --> 01:24:06,041 Hän ei voi estää meitä from meeting Nicholas. 795 01:24:06,124 --> 01:24:10,379 He's just asking. It wasn't a requirement. 796 01:24:10,462 --> 01:24:16,802 Meillä on yhä maanantain tapaaminen. Silloin voimme tunnustella tilannetta. 797 01:24:16,885 --> 01:24:21,014 Before that... 798 01:24:22,933 --> 01:24:27,646 Tiedän että tämä on... todella vaikeaa. 799 01:24:27,729 --> 01:24:30,482 It's the same for me. 800 01:24:30,566 --> 01:24:34,194 But maybe ours should you trust them? 801 01:24:34,278 --> 01:24:36,780 Or what? 802 01:24:38,031 --> 01:24:40,826 Peter? 803 01:25:21,658 --> 01:25:28,206 - Are you ready? When will the flight leave? - Taksi tulee viiden minuutin päästä. 804 01:25:28,290 --> 01:25:32,711 - I'll help with the bag. - You don't have to. 805 01:25:32,794 --> 01:25:35,464 Listen... 806 01:25:37,090 --> 01:25:39,968 Olen pahoillani eilisillasta. 807 01:25:40,052 --> 01:25:43,764 I drank too much and... 808 01:25:44,973 --> 01:25:48,518 Miksi meidän pitää riidellä that way? 809 01:25:48,602 --> 01:25:51,813 It was my fault. Sorry. 810 01:25:52,856 --> 01:25:54,983 And you... 811 01:25:58,528 --> 01:26:00,947 Et siis voi tulla mukaan? 812 01:26:03,033 --> 01:26:06,953 I'm sorry, Beth. I can't. 813 01:26:07,037 --> 01:26:11,708 Minua ei huvita mennä Cape Codilin, when he is in the hospital. 814 01:26:12,751 --> 01:26:20,550 Only two days. You look terrible etkä voi auttaa häntä täällä. 815 01:26:20,634 --> 01:26:22,928 I CAN'T. 816 01:26:23,011 --> 01:26:26,598 Clear. 817 01:26:28,892 --> 01:26:34,022 - Milloin hän pääsee pois? - Saan tietää lisää maanantaina. 818 01:26:34,106 --> 01:26:36,775 And then? 819 01:26:42,447 --> 01:26:44,991 I was hoping I could be a better father to Theo. 820 01:26:47,536 --> 01:26:50,580 Stop it. You are a very good father. 821 01:26:52,082 --> 01:26:56,837 It saddens me that I have to to pull a role I hate. 822 01:26:56,920 --> 01:27:00,090 I have been for the last few weeks 823 01:27:00,841 --> 01:27:04,052 found myself saying the same things 824 01:27:04,136 --> 01:27:07,347 which my father said to me when I was young. 825 01:27:07,431 --> 01:27:11,017 Things that got me to hate him. 826 01:27:11,601 --> 01:27:15,313 And now it's my turn. 827 01:27:16,732 --> 01:27:19,609 I have become just like him. 828 01:27:21,194 --> 01:27:23,947 What kind of things? 829 01:27:26,199 --> 01:27:32,873 'What are you going to do with your life?' 'At your age I did this and that.' 830 01:27:33,623 --> 01:27:36,626 'What are we going to do with you?! 831 01:27:38,253 --> 01:27:42,215 If you knew how ashamed I am of that... 832 01:27:47,345 --> 01:27:48,972 I'm sorry 833 01:27:50,599 --> 01:27:52,392 but we have to go. 834 01:27:53,810 --> 01:27:58,440 Before you go, say you forgive yesterday 835 01:27:59,691 --> 01:28:04,404 - I don't want to fight like that anymore. - Me neither. 836 01:28:05,280 --> 01:28:07,240 The last few weeks have been... 837 01:28:07,324 --> 01:28:09,576 - I know. - You don't know. 838 01:28:09,659 --> 01:28:16,500 Because you're not here. You are at work all the time and I'm here alone. 839 01:28:16,583 --> 01:28:19,920 - You are not alone. - I am, and I... 840 01:28:20,003 --> 01:28:26,218 I'm so tired, and I 841 01:28:27,052 --> 01:28:29,930 Theo, your other son, she needs you too 842 01:28:30,013 --> 01:28:33,225 Beth please... 843 01:28:33,308 --> 01:28:35,977 Don't start arguing again. 844 01:28:41,608 --> 01:28:44,277 All right. 845 01:28:48,532 --> 01:28:53,161 I'll call when we get there. 846 01:28:57,874 --> 01:29:00,961 Come here, little man. 847 01:29:03,421 --> 01:29:05,882 Anna hali. 848 01:29:09,553 --> 01:29:14,432 I won't see you for a week. I will miss you. 849 01:29:16,768 --> 01:29:22,774 You experience the sea for the first time. You can see how big and beautiful it is. 850 01:29:23,817 --> 01:29:26,528 Say hello to grandma. 851 01:29:27,904 --> 01:29:31,241 Sorry I can't come. 852 01:29:31,324 --> 01:29:35,328 I have to stay here. Do you understand? 853 01:29:35,412 --> 01:29:41,501 Tell me all about it then. Tell me, little man. 854 01:30:29,424 --> 01:30:31,676 Mother! 855 01:30:33,219 --> 01:30:35,931 I have missed you so much. 856 01:30:36,014 --> 01:30:40,602 It feels like the last time would be months. 857 01:30:40,685 --> 01:30:42,687 Nicholas? 858 01:30:42,771 --> 01:30:47,359 I'll leave you for five minutes, as you requested. 859 01:30:47,442 --> 01:30:53,198 In the meantime, I'm going to see a doctor. 860 01:30:54,199 --> 01:30:57,786 How are you? 861 01:30:57,869 --> 01:31:01,957 This is terrible. Help me out of here. 862 01:31:02,040 --> 01:31:05,126 - What is it? - This has been the worst week of my life. 863 01:31:05,210 --> 01:31:10,173 - You can't leave me in this hell. - Let's talk to the doctor... 864 01:31:10,256 --> 01:31:12,968 He's an asshole! He doesn't understand anything. 865 01:31:13,051 --> 01:31:16,638 He pumps me with drugs, keep sick. 866 01:31:16,721 --> 01:31:20,725 He says I will stay here for weeks. I can't do that. 867 01:31:20,809 --> 01:31:24,437 I feel much worse here. I need you guys. 868 01:31:24,562 --> 01:31:31,236 - Take me home. I'm begging you! - Calm down. We'll talk to the doctor. 869 01:31:31,319 --> 01:31:35,949 - We have your back. - Nice to see you. 870 01:31:39,369 --> 01:31:43,206 Hello. Good afternoon. 871 01:31:43,289 --> 01:31:46,209 Let's go sit down. 872 01:31:46,292 --> 01:31:50,797 - No problem. - Sit next to me, Nicholas. 873 01:31:54,259 --> 01:32:00,515 Michael has been taking care of Nicholas. He will join the club if it suits. 874 01:32:00,598 --> 01:32:04,060 Good. Well, there you go 875 01:32:04,144 --> 01:32:08,148 Nicholas must have told that he wants to go home. 876 01:32:08,231 --> 01:32:11,026 - Yes. - He said that to me too. 877 01:32:11,109 --> 01:32:14,195 The last few days have been tough. 878 01:32:14,279 --> 01:32:16,823 Indeed. What causes it? 879 01:32:16,906 --> 01:32:20,201 - The reaction is common in the first week. - I don't want to stay. 880 01:32:20,285 --> 01:32:24,664 I understand that, but... 881 01:32:24,748 --> 01:32:28,460 - I can't recommend it. - Do you see? 882 01:32:28,543 --> 01:32:31,129 Why don't you? 883 01:32:31,212 --> 01:32:34,424 Nicholas suffers from severe depression. 884 01:32:34,507 --> 01:32:38,511 It would be safer that he stays here. 885 01:32:38,595 --> 01:32:44,350 - I feel better. There will be no problems... - I know you think so. 886 01:32:44,434 --> 01:32:47,937 - But in my experience... - He knows better than me! 887 01:32:48,021 --> 01:32:51,357 - Calm down. - This jerk doesn't understand anything! 888 01:32:51,441 --> 01:32:57,447 Nicholas, please... Nicholas, please sit down. 889 01:33:07,499 --> 01:33:12,003 - What do you suggest? - We just need more time. 890 01:33:12,087 --> 01:33:17,801 Suicidal impulses are difficult noticeable, even to the patient 891 01:33:17,884 --> 01:33:21,513 but they do occur. 892 01:33:21,596 --> 01:33:25,058 It is common to try again. 893 01:33:25,141 --> 01:33:30,939 I think Nicholas is still suffering lacking a sense of reality. 894 01:33:31,022 --> 01:33:35,276 It causes anxiety, which we can handle. 895 01:33:35,360 --> 01:33:39,447 He just needs to be stabilized first. 896 01:33:39,531 --> 01:33:43,618 Then we can think, when will he get out. 897 01:33:43,701 --> 01:33:47,872 How long will it take? I'm just asking. 898 01:33:47,956 --> 01:33:51,751 Right now you need care from the entire care team. 899 01:33:51,835 --> 01:33:55,130 Doctors, therapists, activity guides... 900 01:33:55,213 --> 01:34:00,009 - Will I heal in the clay workshop? - It helps the process. 901 01:34:00,093 --> 01:34:04,514 - Bullshit! - Maybe it will do you good. 902 01:34:04,597 --> 01:34:09,227 How can I heal surrounded by people much sicker than me? 903 01:34:09,310 --> 01:34:15,191 I've thought about my life a lot and the time I wasted. 904 01:34:15,275 --> 01:34:19,154 I understand now. I won't do it again. 905 01:34:19,237 --> 01:34:23,074 Being here is was like an electric shock. 906 01:34:23,158 --> 01:34:26,786 I'm ready to go back to my normal life. 907 01:34:26,870 --> 01:34:29,581 I can go back to school. I feel it. 908 01:34:30,832 --> 01:34:35,879 Trust me and get me out of here By the way 909 01:34:35,962 --> 01:34:42,886 I can't make it. I mean it. I can't stand this. 910 01:34:42,969 --> 01:34:46,514 Father... You know me. 911 01:34:46,598 --> 01:34:49,475 I know that. You've always known me. 912 01:34:49,559 --> 01:34:52,770 But here they don't know me. 913 01:34:52,854 --> 01:34:57,442 I'm begging you, Father. Don't abandon me. 914 01:34:58,943 --> 01:35:01,738 Oh dear... 915 01:35:09,245 --> 01:35:13,833 How do we get him home? 916 01:35:15,126 --> 01:35:22,133 He is a minor, so the responsibility is yours. So the decision is also yours. 917 01:35:22,217 --> 01:35:26,054 But now listen carefully. 918 01:35:26,137 --> 01:35:29,599 Your son is not healthy enough to return home. 919 01:35:29,682 --> 01:35:32,602 Put the names on paper, so he can go home. 920 01:35:32,685 --> 01:35:37,690 - But I think you are taking a big risk. - What risk? 921 01:35:39,442 --> 01:35:42,862 A risk I wouldn't take for my own son. 922 01:35:42,946 --> 01:35:47,742 - You can't force me to stay. - In principle, I can. 923 01:35:47,825 --> 01:35:52,580 But I need the judge's approval and I don't want to do that. 924 01:35:52,664 --> 01:35:57,210 I want to help your parents to choose correctly. 925 01:35:57,293 --> 01:36:01,547 This is not easy I saw in front of your son 926 01:36:01,631 --> 01:36:05,385 but Nicholas needs care 927 01:36:05,468 --> 01:36:10,807 and it's not the parent's job. That's the psychiatrist's job. 928 01:36:10,890 --> 01:36:12,225 I'm not sick. 929 01:36:12,308 --> 01:36:16,813 If we make the right decision, Nicholas will soon be able to return home 930 01:36:16,896 --> 01:36:20,608 much healthier, and live a normal life. 931 01:36:20,692 --> 01:36:24,362 - I want to go home. - I know, dear... 932 01:36:24,445 --> 01:36:27,573 - Don't leave me here. - Peter, say something. 933 01:36:27,657 --> 01:36:32,495 Give me another chance. It was a cry for help. 934 01:36:32,578 --> 01:36:35,164 I regret it with all my heart. 935 01:36:35,248 --> 01:36:38,751 I just wanted to that you would understand my pain 936 01:36:38,835 --> 01:36:42,005 but I will never do it again. 937 01:36:42,088 --> 01:36:45,425 Your parents have heard your argument. 938 01:36:45,508 --> 01:36:49,679 - Now I ask you to make a decision. - Now? 939 01:36:49,762 --> 01:36:55,476 Yes. Nicholas must understand that you support the care team. 940 01:36:57,854 --> 01:37:01,733 Don't feel guilty. 941 01:37:01,816 --> 01:37:04,527 It's not about how much you love your son 942 01:37:04,610 --> 01:37:07,447 but about protecting your son. 943 01:37:07,530 --> 01:37:13,995 In these circumstances, love is not enough. Love is not enough. 944 01:37:14,078 --> 01:37:17,623 Father... Mother... 945 01:37:17,707 --> 01:37:21,294 Nicholas... Michael will take you to the diner. 946 01:37:21,377 --> 01:37:26,341 But first it is important to that you hear your parents' decision. 947 01:37:26,424 --> 01:37:30,219 Then you will accept your treatment more easily. 948 01:37:30,303 --> 01:37:32,388 I want to go home. 949 01:37:37,602 --> 01:37:41,898 Father, take me home. I pray to you. 950 01:37:44,567 --> 01:37:46,652 Father? Take me home. 951 01:37:49,739 --> 01:37:52,033 Father... 952 01:37:53,076 --> 01:37:55,411 I'm sorry, Nicholas. 953 01:37:55,495 --> 01:38:01,501 No... You can't do this to me, Dad! 954 01:38:01,584 --> 01:38:06,589 What have I done to you? Do not touch! Father! 955 01:38:06,672 --> 01:38:10,301 Mother! Father! 956 01:39:53,321 --> 01:39:56,157 Everything ok? 957 01:40:00,828 --> 01:40:04,290 Did we make the right decision? 958 01:40:04,373 --> 01:40:08,336 He said it was a cry for help. We must trust him. 959 01:40:08,419 --> 01:40:12,381 If the condition worsens, so let's take him back. 960 01:40:12,465 --> 01:40:17,428 I know he has better to be here. 961 01:40:17,512 --> 01:40:20,306 - Yes. - Ready soon. 962 01:40:30,358 --> 01:40:36,030 How should we proceed now? 963 01:40:37,949 --> 01:40:40,535 There is some optimistic hope 964 01:40:40,618 --> 01:40:43,538 that he would go back to school. It's already May. 965 01:40:44,622 --> 01:40:49,627 Maybe he needs to collect his strength in peace. 966 01:40:49,710 --> 01:40:54,924 And start a new semester from a clean table. 967 01:40:58,344 --> 01:41:04,684 What does he do during the day? We can't leave him alone. 968 01:41:06,435 --> 01:41:13,401 Maybe he could live with you again. If he wants to. And... 969 01:41:14,443 --> 01:41:19,407 He can work with me. As an intern. 970 01:41:20,700 --> 01:41:23,369 Would he be interested in it? 971 01:41:23,452 --> 01:41:28,124 I don't know. He would learn something new, and I'd be there for him so... 972 01:41:28,207 --> 01:41:33,004 But aren't you terribly busy? 973 01:41:35,881 --> 01:41:38,593 I'm going to decline Brian's offer. 974 01:41:38,676 --> 01:41:45,016 - Are you serious? - I am. I don't care about politics. 975 01:41:46,017 --> 01:41:48,477 I want to focus on which matters: 976 01:41:48,561 --> 01:41:53,524 That I'm here for Nicholas. 977 01:41:56,152 --> 01:41:57,778 Here you are. 978 01:41:57,862 --> 01:42:01,490 - Thank you. - Lovely. 979 01:42:02,617 --> 01:42:06,329 - Where's your cup? - I already drank a cup. 980 01:42:06,412 --> 01:42:08,831 - Sugar? - NO thanks. 981 01:42:08,914 --> 01:42:11,083 - Dad? - No. 982 01:42:12,084 --> 01:42:17,173 - Thank you. - Thanks, baby. 983 01:42:23,054 --> 01:42:25,473 How are you? 984 01:42:25,556 --> 01:42:30,645 - It's wonderful to be here with you. - About us too. 985 01:42:40,655 --> 01:42:44,200 - I'll get that medicine... - Exactly... 986 01:42:44,283 --> 01:42:49,205 Would you like to go to the movies? 987 01:42:49,288 --> 01:42:53,542 Which isn't. But I'll take a shower first. 988 01:42:53,626 --> 01:42:56,712 Hospital bathrooms were so dirty. 989 01:42:56,796 --> 01:43:02,093 I've been dreaming of a shower a whole week. 990 01:43:03,636 --> 01:43:08,140 - What? Why are you laughing? - Forget it. 991 01:43:08,224 --> 01:43:11,727 - Do I smell bad? - Not at all. 992 01:43:13,312 --> 01:43:18,150 It's nice to see you together. It's been a while since the last time. 993 01:43:18,234 --> 01:43:22,571 I mean... when we were all three together. 994 01:43:22,655 --> 01:43:27,451 - True. - Just like in the old days. 995 01:43:31,038 --> 01:43:34,500 I'm taking a shower. 996 01:43:34,583 --> 01:43:37,211 I'm waiting. 997 01:43:42,133 --> 01:43:48,180 I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for everything. 998 01:43:48,264 --> 01:43:53,269 And... I know you don't deserve it. 999 01:43:54,270 --> 01:43:57,982 I hope you will forgive me. 1000 01:43:58,065 --> 01:44:03,738 And I wanted to say... that I love you. 1001 01:44:08,409 --> 01:44:11,746 We love you too. 1002 01:44:14,165 --> 01:44:18,586 Just go. We are waiting for you. 1003 01:44:29,930 --> 01:44:33,642 - Pretty cool. - Right. 1004 01:44:42,193 --> 01:44:45,905 Come to the movies with us. 1005 01:44:45,988 --> 01:44:49,325 Nicholas would be delighted. 1006 01:44:50,576 --> 01:44:55,164 I don't know... What were you thinking of watching? 1007 01:45:00,044 --> 01:45:07,551 Do you remember when we went to the movies? in the middle of the afternoon? 1008 01:45:07,635 --> 01:45:10,596 We said we were going for important meetings. 1009 01:45:10,679 --> 01:45:15,351 Then we sneaked out and we met at the theater. 1010 01:45:17,561 --> 01:45:22,525 It was so nice. As if we had finished. 1011 01:45:24,944 --> 01:45:28,489 It's been a long time. 1012 01:45:31,075 --> 01:45:36,080 Come now. Come along. 1013 01:45:38,415 --> 01:45:41,752 Join us today. 1014 01:45:44,755 --> 01:45:47,925 Don't you want to? 1015 01:45:59,562 --> 01:46:03,440 God, Nicholas... Dear... 1016 01:46:03,524 --> 01:46:07,945 Keep your eyes open! Peter, call somewhere! 1017 01:46:08,028 --> 01:46:10,865 Please look at mom. Keep your eyes open. 1018 01:46:10,948 --> 01:46:15,202 Please keep your eyes open! 1019 01:46:15,286 --> 01:46:20,374 Just like that. Trust yourself. Good. Like a frog. 1020 01:46:20,457 --> 01:46:24,086 Swim to me. Swim to me! 1021 01:46:24,879 --> 01:46:29,967 Now I'm letting go. You can do it. Swim to me. 1022 01:46:30,050 --> 01:46:33,679 Just keep going. Just like that! 1023 01:46:33,762 --> 01:46:40,895 - Dad, I'm swimming! I'm swimming! - Just yes! You swim! 1024 01:46:40,978 --> 01:46:44,440 - Finally. - You did it! 1025 01:46:44,523 --> 01:46:49,445 - I can swim! - Good boy! 1026 01:46:49,528 --> 01:46:56,410 I am so proud of you. You can swim! Isn't it Am I funny? Shall we swim a little more? 1027 01:46:56,493 --> 01:47:03,042 I'll swim over there. About. All the way there. Just keep going. 1028 01:47:50,381 --> 01:47:53,884 - Are you okay? - I am. 1029 01:47:53,968 --> 01:47:55,302 I'm going to bathe Theo. 1030 01:47:55,386 --> 01:47:58,847 - Do I do it? - I'll do it. 1031 01:47:59,723 --> 01:48:02,518 - Are you glad they are coming? - Very. 1032 01:48:02,601 --> 01:48:06,730 - Look what I found. - You haven't worn them in a long time. 1033 01:48:07,439 --> 01:48:10,067 I know. 1034 01:48:10,150 --> 01:48:14,488 - See you soon. Do you handle the rest? - Sure. 1035 01:48:14,571 --> 01:48:19,910 Theo! It's bath time. Are you ready? 1036 01:49:01,326 --> 01:49:04,496 - Did you come? - Sorry, I'm a little early. 1037 01:49:04,580 --> 01:49:09,334 - Further. Did you come alone? - He comes after greeting his mother. 1038 01:49:11,086 --> 01:49:14,798 - Come in. how are you - Very well. What about you? 1039 01:49:14,882 --> 01:49:17,176 Very. Did you come home in the morning? 1040 01:49:17,259 --> 01:49:20,012 I came. I haven't been to New York in a while. 1041 01:49:20,095 --> 01:49:22,890 - How's it going in Toronto? - I love the city. 1042 01:49:22,973 --> 01:49:28,604 - Would you like a glass? - No, I'll wait for the others. 1043 01:49:31,940 --> 01:49:36,320 I'm moving in with Lena. Has mother told? 1044 01:49:36,403 --> 01:49:42,701 - However, we are together every night. - Good luck. 1045 01:49:42,785 --> 01:49:47,081 - Nice to introduce him to you. - Nice to meet him. 1046 01:49:47,164 --> 01:49:51,919 - After everything you said. - You'll see. She is wonderful. 1047 01:49:52,002 --> 01:49:55,255 I'm crazy about him. 1048 01:49:55,339 --> 01:49:57,382 Great. 1049 01:49:58,342 --> 01:50:02,679 - How is Theo? Is he at home? - In the bath. 1050 01:50:02,763 --> 01:50:05,390 We bought him a present. 1051 01:50:07,059 --> 01:50:10,771 But Lena wanted to give it to him. 1052 01:50:11,605 --> 01:50:15,192 - I have something for you too. - For me? 1053 01:50:15,275 --> 01:50:19,404 Or rather, it's an announcement. 1054 01:50:23,200 --> 01:50:26,286 Calm down, I'm not going to be a father. 1055 01:50:26,370 --> 01:50:33,669 - It didn't even occur to me. - It's something... 1056 01:50:33,752 --> 01:50:36,713 That's about me. 1057 01:50:36,797 --> 01:50:40,717 I want you to be the first to know. 1058 01:50:40,801 --> 01:50:43,929 Tell me. 1059 01:50:44,012 --> 01:50:51,979 You know that in addition to College I've always loved something else. 1060 01:50:52,855 --> 01:50:57,818 Writing. And lately I have written a lot. 1061 01:50:57,901 --> 01:51:03,866 Especially after moving to Toronto. Everything seems to go easier there. 1062 01:51:07,578 --> 01:51:09,580 In short... 1063 01:51:11,915 --> 01:51:15,002 - Here it is. - What is this? 1064 01:51:15,085 --> 01:51:19,006 My first novel. 1065 01:51:19,089 --> 01:51:21,466 Have you written it? 1066 01:51:21,550 --> 01:51:24,219 I was superstitious, I wanted to keep it a secret. 1067 01:51:24,303 --> 01:51:27,890 But now it really exists. 1068 01:51:27,973 --> 01:51:31,018 I want you to get it first. 1069 01:51:32,311 --> 01:51:35,480 Death can wait. 1070 01:51:37,649 --> 01:51:44,072 - Awesome. When will it be released? - In two months. 1071 01:51:44,156 --> 01:51:47,743 Open it and you will see that it is dedicated to you. 1072 01:51:53,165 --> 01:51:56,001 To my father - for everything he has done for me. 1073 01:51:56,084 --> 01:52:01,632 It deals with what you already know. 1074 01:52:01,715 --> 01:52:06,720 Tough years for you and mom. 1075 01:52:06,803 --> 01:52:11,808 But at least it ended happily. And... 1076 01:52:11,892 --> 01:52:16,313 I wanted you to get it first. 1077 01:52:16,396 --> 01:52:19,775 Because without you I couldn't have... 1078 01:52:19,858 --> 01:52:24,404 I'm so proud of you...my big boy. 1079 01:52:25,864 --> 01:52:28,659 I am so proud of you. 1080 01:52:29,618 --> 01:52:33,622 - Read first. Maybe you don't like it. - I know you. 1081 01:52:33,705 --> 01:52:37,960 I know it's great. 1082 01:52:38,669 --> 01:52:42,506 I want to say that I am so proud of you. 1083 01:52:42,589 --> 01:52:46,134 - You're not going to cry, are you? - I don't... Sorry. 1084 01:52:57,771 --> 01:53:02,442 - I hope it succeeds. - Of course you will succeed. 1085 01:53:05,487 --> 01:53:09,950 I'm going to hug Theo. I've missed him too. 1086 01:53:10,033 --> 01:53:14,621 He is delighted. He always talks about his big brother. 1087 01:53:38,854 --> 01:53:41,231 Peter? 1088 01:53:46,445 --> 01:53:48,488 what are you doing 1089 01:53:55,329 --> 01:53:57,205 what is 1090 01:54:05,380 --> 01:54:09,092 Did you think of Nicholas? 1091 01:54:13,972 --> 01:54:17,142 Should have given it to him more attention. 1092 01:54:17,225 --> 01:54:20,812 You did your best. 1093 01:54:27,736 --> 01:54:34,576 I tried to think... He was... He was so talented. 1094 01:54:34,659 --> 01:54:39,790 And really smart. 1095 01:54:40,665 --> 01:54:46,088 And sensitive. And he... 1096 01:54:46,171 --> 01:54:50,092 He could have done beautiful things. 1097 01:54:50,175 --> 01:54:57,182 I should have... I really could have... 1098 01:54:57,265 --> 01:55:01,395 - It's all my fault. - It's NOT. 1099 01:55:01,478 --> 01:55:06,316 Now. Come here. Take it easy. 1100 01:55:06,400 --> 01:55:11,696 I know it's hard, but life goes on peter. 1101 01:55:11,780 --> 01:55:15,283 You have Theo and me. 1102 01:55:15,992 --> 01:55:18,912 We need you. 1103 01:55:18,995 --> 01:55:22,958 It hurts, but life goes on. 1104 01:55:23,041 --> 01:55:30,173 - No, it won't continue. It can't go on. - Yes, it will continue. 1105 01:55:38,515 --> 01:55:42,227 Think of your little boy. Think of Theo. 1106 01:55:42,269 --> 01:55:49,693 He will be four soon. Think of him and everything will be alright. 1107 01:56:18,263 --> 01:56:24,811 For Gabrielle O