1 00:00:01,068 --> 00:00:08,075 [♪] 2 00:00:14,181 --> 00:00:18,786 [upbeat music] 3 00:00:22,757 --> 00:00:26,895 [freeway traffic] 4 00:00:26,995 --> 00:00:29,731 [birds flying] 5 00:00:29,831 --> 00:00:36,838 [city traffic] 6 00:00:53,922 --> 00:00:55,023 [upbeat music fades] 7 00:00:55,957 --> 00:00:58,660 [woman over phone] Were you thinking of someone in particular? 8 00:00:58,760 --> 00:01:02,296 Uh. No. It's about-- 9 00:01:02,396 --> 00:01:05,900 It's about families. It's about love. It's about war. It's about 10 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:12,139 our search for deeper connection. It's about being forcefully separated. 11 00:01:12,239 --> 00:01:14,609 It's about my experiences growing up. 12 00:01:14,709 --> 00:01:18,078 [woman over phone] Totally get it. Go do your artsy thing, okay? 13 00:01:18,178 --> 00:01:22,550 We love you. We're excited and we'll see you tonight. Bye! 14 00:01:59,721 --> 00:02:00,922 Where are you? 15 00:02:08,295 --> 00:02:12,033 [upbeat music fades in] 16 00:03:20,267 --> 00:03:23,137 [upbeat music fades out] 17 00:03:25,006 --> 00:03:27,709 You sure you want to get rid of these? I mean... 18 00:03:27,809 --> 00:03:29,877 there's some old movies in here, a lot of them are out of print. 19 00:03:30,845 --> 00:03:32,747 Yeah, yeah. It's time to move on. 20 00:03:33,815 --> 00:03:36,084 You sound like my ex. 21 00:03:36,184 --> 00:03:37,484 -Really? -Yeah. 22 00:03:37,585 --> 00:03:40,722 She made me throw away my bootleg copy of Titanic. 23 00:03:40,822 --> 00:03:42,857 Uh. That must've been like two tapes? 24 00:03:42,957 --> 00:03:46,027 It was. I stole it while I was backpacking in Istanbul. 25 00:03:46,961 --> 00:03:51,364 Yeah. I, uh, watched it in the TV room with this Israeli girl. 26 00:03:51,465 --> 00:03:56,704 And, um, let's just say best night ever. You know what I mean? 27 00:03:56,804 --> 00:03:59,807 And I do still watch Titanic here and there, just, 28 00:03:59,907 --> 00:04:02,810 when I get lonely. Don't judge me about it, okay? 29 00:04:03,010 --> 00:04:04,979 [customer] You know, that would just ruin the movie for me 30 00:04:05,079 --> 00:04:07,414 because I'd be watching it, thinking about the memory 31 00:04:07,515 --> 00:04:09,217 instead of enjoying it in the moment. 32 00:04:10,852 --> 00:04:12,954 Okay, well here's a question for you. [clicks tongue] 33 00:04:13,054 --> 00:04:16,691 If you had a time portal that could take you to your favorite 34 00:04:16,791 --> 00:04:20,828 memory of all time would you do it? 35 00:04:23,898 --> 00:04:26,234 Yeah, I guess my point is that I know there isn't one, 36 00:04:26,333 --> 00:04:27,668 so I'm not gonna entertain the thought because it would 37 00:04:27,769 --> 00:04:28,803 just frustrate me. 38 00:04:29,704 --> 00:04:32,807 Well, you don't know if there isn't one, and I would jump head first. 39 00:04:32,907 --> 00:04:35,643 -Take me back to Istanbul immediately. -[customer laughs] 40 00:04:35,743 --> 00:04:40,548 -Alrighty. -Yeah. Yeah, you're probably right. Hey! 41 00:04:40,882 --> 00:04:47,021 Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, 42 00:04:47,121 --> 00:04:49,724 no matter how hopeless. 43 00:04:49,824 --> 00:04:54,662 Never let go, Jack. Never. let. Go. 44 00:04:56,429 --> 00:04:57,732 -I said never let go. No. -Okay, let go. 45 00:04:57,832 --> 00:04:59,100 -Let go. -Okay, you can go. 46 00:04:59,200 --> 00:05:00,701 Hey! Thank you for supporting the cause. 47 00:05:00,802 --> 00:05:01,536 You got it, buddy. 48 00:05:01,636 --> 00:05:02,770 We appreciate it. 49 00:05:24,457 --> 00:05:25,425 Laela? 50 00:05:27,662 --> 00:05:30,698 Uh, oh. Oh my god, how are you? 51 00:05:30,798 --> 00:05:33,201 I'm good. Yeah. You? 52 00:05:33,366 --> 00:05:36,304 Good, yeah. You? 53 00:05:38,539 --> 00:05:43,476 You're good. You already said that. Uh, I'm sorry. I just, um... 54 00:05:43,578 --> 00:05:45,646 I--I know, this is kinda surreal. 55 00:05:45,746 --> 00:05:48,883 Yeah. Yes, it's not everyday you run into a... 56 00:05:51,886 --> 00:05:54,555 The most amazing human ever. 57 00:05:54,755 --> 00:05:56,858 Yeah. Yeah. Something like that. 58 00:05:59,827 --> 00:06:02,663 Well, I, uh, don't wanna hold you up or... 59 00:06:02,763 --> 00:06:05,465 No, no, my car is just around the corner. 60 00:06:06,466 --> 00:06:08,269 I'll walk with you. 61 00:06:08,368 --> 00:06:09,804 Yeah. That'll be great. 62 00:06:14,842 --> 00:06:17,879 It's a... It's super muggy out today. 63 00:06:18,880 --> 00:06:21,782 Yeah... I kinda like it though. 64 00:06:22,183 --> 00:06:27,688 Yeah. You, um, you always walk around with DVDs? 65 00:06:29,156 --> 00:06:31,726 Fuck! Oh my god I think I just stole this. 66 00:06:31,826 --> 00:06:34,795 It takes a certain kind of scumbag to steal from a struggling business. 67 00:06:34,896 --> 00:06:36,797 Oh, I feel terrible. 68 00:06:36,898 --> 00:06:38,666 It's fine, I'm sure they have a ton of copies. 69 00:06:38,766 --> 00:06:40,701 Uh. It gives me a chance to go back. 70 00:06:40,801 --> 00:06:41,669 Yeah. 71 00:06:41,836 --> 00:06:45,873 What is that? Blind Chance? 72 00:06:45,973 --> 00:06:48,743 Is that the one with the guy who misses the train? 73 00:06:48,876 --> 00:06:51,779 Yeah. They remade it in the 90s. 74 00:06:51,879 --> 00:06:56,217 Oh yeah. Huh. Some things you just Shouldn't remake. 75 00:07:02,223 --> 00:07:04,225 It's really good to see you, Colin. 76 00:07:06,827 --> 00:07:09,496 Yeah. Yeah. It's good to see you too. 77 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:15,569 So, what brings you out here anyway? 78 00:07:15,736 --> 00:07:20,741 Been here for a month, working, on a sculpture. For the IRC, for the refugee counsel. 79 00:07:20,841 --> 00:07:24,679 -Oh. Wow. -They're raising funds to resettle families in the U.S. 80 00:07:25,379 --> 00:07:26,681 That's really cool. 81 00:07:26,847 --> 00:07:30,117 Yeah. But, I'm not working with them directly. 82 00:07:30,217 --> 00:07:32,853 I'm going through their marketing PR agency, 83 00:07:32,954 --> 00:07:35,156 -and oh my god... -Horrible people? 84 00:07:35,256 --> 00:07:37,490 Ugh. They're like people who thought they could be creative 85 00:07:37,591 --> 00:07:40,728 and be all business too. 86 00:07:40,828 --> 00:07:46,367 Still. I mean, you're like a full time artist? 87 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:48,135 Travel, art, and philanthropy? 88 00:07:48,936 --> 00:07:50,705 Yeah, that's me. 89 00:07:50,805 --> 00:07:53,407 God. Look at you go. I mean, 90 00:07:53,507 --> 00:07:55,810 that's awesome. You're living the dream. 91 00:07:56,410 --> 00:07:58,846 Yeah, I love it. 92 00:07:58,946 --> 00:08:03,684 It's been an adventure. My next project is in KL. 93 00:08:05,953 --> 00:08:11,292 I guess what I'm getting at is, um, what are you doing in South Pas? 94 00:08:11,392 --> 00:08:15,162 -Oh, yes. Random, right? -Right. 95 00:08:15,262 --> 00:08:19,834 Oh, well, it's gonna sound weird but... 96 00:08:19,934 --> 00:08:22,870 everywhere I go I like to check out the neighborhoods, 97 00:08:23,070 --> 00:08:27,274 I'll notice that this house is exactly the same. 98 00:08:27,375 --> 00:08:32,613 This one's been remodeled. The family station wagon and trampolines 99 00:08:32,713 --> 00:08:36,784 replaced with this hot convertible, and... 100 00:08:36,884 --> 00:08:40,788 then I just make up a story about what happened. I don't know, 101 00:08:40,888 --> 00:08:45,292 something I do for for inspiration. Usually when I have a creative block. 102 00:08:48,829 --> 00:08:51,098 -What? -[Colin laughs] 103 00:08:51,198 --> 00:08:57,438 Nothing. Just your, um, accent, it's, uh, gone. 104 00:08:57,538 --> 00:09:02,443 I mean, I'm sure it's in there. Somewhere. 105 00:09:03,878 --> 00:09:07,882 . I guess twenty years of moving place to place will do that. 106 00:09:09,750 --> 00:09:10,751 Yeah. 107 00:09:16,724 --> 00:09:19,794 [Laela] You know, most people think of palm trees and beaches, but... 108 00:09:19,894 --> 00:09:23,197 this is exactly what I picture when I think of California. 109 00:09:23,297 --> 00:09:25,833 I've always wanted to see them from the inside. 110 00:09:26,133 --> 00:09:30,004 Hm. Ah, yes. The classic Cali bungalow. 111 00:09:30,104 --> 00:09:33,240 You know there's something powerful about the relationship between the columns 112 00:09:33,340 --> 00:09:37,812 and the low pitch roofs. Like it's going to stubbornly stay in this spot forever. Ha. 113 00:09:39,847 --> 00:09:43,818 Do you work for the historical society or something? 114 00:09:43,918 --> 00:09:46,887 Ha. No. I work with an architectural firm. 115 00:09:47,621 --> 00:09:50,024 -You're an architect? -Uh, a consultant. 116 00:09:50,124 --> 00:09:51,826 I, uh, do the marketing for them. 117 00:09:52,593 --> 00:09:55,596 -Oh, crap. -Hotels and tourism boards. Yeah. Horrible person. 118 00:09:55,696 --> 00:09:58,666 Oh my god, I'm so sorry about that marketing comment. I'm so- 119 00:09:58,766 --> 00:10:00,334 -That's fine. -I'm... 120 00:10:00,434 --> 00:10:02,036 Clearly time has turned you into a thief 121 00:10:02,136 --> 00:10:03,704 and just an all around horrible person. so... 122 00:10:03,804 --> 00:10:07,576 Ah... There's hope. I am not that dead inside. I promise. 123 00:10:07,675 --> 00:10:12,713 Yeah... Has it really been twenty Years? 124 00:10:13,881 --> 00:10:16,585 Twenty-three. Actually. 125 00:10:20,654 --> 00:10:24,325 You're looking at me like I'm a stranger. Am I really that different? 126 00:10:24,425 --> 00:10:26,994 I don't know. Maybe I'm just shocked 127 00:10:27,094 --> 00:10:29,997 that you're here right now. I can't wrap my head around it. 128 00:10:31,732 --> 00:10:34,735 -You're saying I've aged aren't you? -No, no! I'm not. 129 00:10:34,835 --> 00:10:37,104 -That's totally what you're saying! -That's not what I'm saying. 130 00:10:37,204 --> 00:10:40,708 Well, you're no spring chicken either! Mister model. 131 00:10:40,808 --> 00:10:43,911 Ex child model. And you look great, by the way. 132 00:10:44,011 --> 00:10:46,814 Yeah. Yeah. You're just trying to get out of trouble now. 133 00:10:46,914 --> 00:10:49,150 That's pretty much all the time. 134 00:10:49,850 --> 00:10:52,786 Well, you look exactly like I imagined you would. 135 00:10:54,655 --> 00:11:00,161 Well, maybe it's, uh, how quickly we all left Jakarta. 136 00:11:00,261 --> 00:11:02,796 But, um, some faces are just frozen in time. 137 00:11:09,504 --> 00:11:13,774 Now there's a happy couple. What's your last name? 138 00:11:14,241 --> 00:11:17,111 Um... Sorry, what do you mean? 139 00:11:18,445 --> 00:11:21,115 Lee! We're the Lees. 140 00:11:22,716 --> 00:11:24,952 Just wipe your feet cause I don't want anything coming in here. 141 00:11:25,052 --> 00:11:28,689 And shut the door cause I don't flies coming into this house. Okay. 142 00:11:28,789 --> 00:11:33,727 Come on in. Settle down. And just feel the energy of this room. 143 00:11:34,495 --> 00:11:36,830 The light in here is great. 144 00:11:36,931 --> 00:11:40,734 -It is? -Yeah. It's, uh, not like our place. 145 00:11:40,834 --> 00:11:42,303 Is it too dark? 146 00:11:42,403 --> 00:11:44,338 No. It's, uh, too bright. 147 00:11:44,438 --> 00:11:46,774 Yeah, we have to put on sun block before bed, 148 00:11:46,874 --> 00:11:48,543 the soft complexion of the face. 149 00:11:48,643 --> 00:11:51,879 [laughs] You don't want to hear what I do before bed. 150 00:11:51,979 --> 00:11:53,247 Okay, follow me. 151 00:11:53,347 --> 00:11:55,983 Here we have a fantastic, and I mean fantastic 152 00:11:56,083 --> 00:11:57,851 dining room. But I hate to cook, do you cook? 153 00:11:58,553 --> 00:12:00,655 Uh, on, um, Mondays. 154 00:12:00,754 --> 00:12:02,856 [laughs] I hate to cook. I hate people. 155 00:12:03,724 --> 00:12:05,893 Fully remodeled kitchen. Brand new appliances. 156 00:12:05,993 --> 00:12:08,796 Everywhere. I mean, is this great or what? And it's just 157 00:12:08,896 --> 00:12:11,098 the perfect room for big family gatherings. 158 00:12:11,198 --> 00:12:12,866 People always end up in the kitchen, I don't know why. 159 00:12:12,967 --> 00:12:15,369 -[laughs] Yeah. -Right this way. I want to show you something. 160 00:12:15,469 --> 00:12:17,204 This is my absolute, favorite room. 161 00:12:17,304 --> 00:12:19,373 [Colin clears throat] Hey, what's with the plant pics? 162 00:12:19,473 --> 00:12:22,109 Uh, taking reference photos for my plant empire. 163 00:12:22,209 --> 00:12:24,579 [Colin] Uh huh. Yeah. How's that going? 164 00:12:24,679 --> 00:12:28,115 -Uh, I've never actually owned one. -Seriously? 165 00:12:28,215 --> 00:12:31,885 -Yeah, I'm never in the apartment. -Absolutely my favorite room. 166 00:12:31,986 --> 00:12:34,556 I'm talking to myself again. Hello! 167 00:12:34,656 --> 00:12:38,192 Mrs. Kim, come with me or I'm going to steal your husband. [giggles] 168 00:12:38,292 --> 00:12:40,562 It's the Lees but it's fine. 169 00:12:40,662 --> 00:12:44,064 Okay, now. Believe me, I saved the best for last. 170 00:12:44,164 --> 00:12:48,235 Look at this fabulous backyard. You've got a wonderful pool. 171 00:12:48,335 --> 00:12:51,405 And what's great is that you could have a meal out here if you wanted to. 172 00:12:51,673 --> 00:12:54,576 This would be perfect for Illy when she has to go at night. 173 00:12:54,676 --> 00:12:56,578 Aw, what breed is she? 174 00:12:56,678 --> 00:13:00,347 The overbearing kind. A real bitch. 175 00:13:00,447 --> 00:13:04,686 Uh, that's not true at all. Mother is just very particular. 176 00:13:06,020 --> 00:13:10,858 Okay... Uh, the best thing about the pool is just the right size, 177 00:13:10,958 --> 00:13:14,596 so that if you wanted-- You hear that? 178 00:13:16,196 --> 00:13:18,165 Hear what exactly? 179 00:13:18,265 --> 00:13:22,570 The sound of children playing in a backyard. Do ya have children? 180 00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:24,371 -[laughs] Yes. -[laughs] No. 181 00:13:24,471 --> 00:13:25,573 Well, uh... 182 00:13:25,674 --> 00:13:27,742 Well, there's time, I guess. 183 00:13:28,375 --> 00:13:31,278 This again? How many times... 184 00:13:31,378 --> 00:13:32,614 [in foreign language] 185 00:13:32,714 --> 00:13:35,149 Really? Really? Not in public, please. 186 00:13:35,249 --> 00:13:37,985 [in foreign language] 187 00:13:51,599 --> 00:13:56,036 You know what? I'm just going to let You two discuss things for a while. 188 00:13:57,237 --> 00:14:00,542 -[laughs] Her face, I mean... -Oh my god. 189 00:14:00,642 --> 00:14:02,577 That is it. I officially retire from improv. 190 00:14:02,677 --> 00:14:03,745 You're still pretty good though. 191 00:14:03,844 --> 00:14:06,847 Ah, I know. But I feel so gross now. 192 00:14:06,947 --> 00:14:09,584 Well, regardless, I owe you a coffee. 193 00:14:09,684 --> 00:14:12,687 Ah, I can't... 194 00:14:13,954 --> 00:14:16,156 Tea...? Beer...? 195 00:14:16,256 --> 00:14:18,660 No, no. It's not that. It's uh... 196 00:14:18,760 --> 00:14:21,563 I'm actually leaving for Pennsylvania tomorrow. 197 00:14:21,663 --> 00:14:23,097 -Oh. -Yeah... 198 00:14:23,197 --> 00:14:25,366 How long are you gone for? 199 00:14:25,466 --> 00:14:29,269 [sighs] Uh, well, uh... 200 00:14:29,370 --> 00:14:33,173 a couple of years. Um, maybe more. 201 00:14:33,675 --> 00:14:36,477 Oh... Gotcha. 202 00:14:36,678 --> 00:14:37,579 Yeah... 203 00:14:37,679 --> 00:14:44,652 [rail crossing bells sound] 204 00:15:01,669 --> 00:15:06,674 [loud train passes by] 205 00:15:32,366 --> 00:15:34,769 You really need all day to pack a suitcase? 206 00:15:34,869 --> 00:15:40,575 Uh, no, it's not that. It's uh, movers are coming. It's a whole thing. 207 00:15:40,675 --> 00:15:46,581 Oh, totally. I get it. It would've been nice to catch up though. 208 00:15:46,681 --> 00:15:51,351 Yeah. Yeah. For sure. Uh, well, if you, um, 209 00:15:51,452 --> 00:15:54,722 if you're heading back I could give you a ride. Back to your place. 210 00:15:54,823 --> 00:15:56,791 You know, we could catch up on the way. 211 00:15:56,891 --> 00:16:00,562 Yeah... Sure... If that's cool? 212 00:16:00,662 --> 00:16:02,229 Yeah! Totally, hop in! 213 00:16:02,329 --> 00:16:04,331 [car door opens] 214 00:16:07,669 --> 00:16:09,838 [car engine starts] 215 00:16:15,976 --> 00:16:19,581 ["Inside the Fire" by The Soonest plays] 216 00:16:38,198 --> 00:16:40,668 It really is something about the light here. 217 00:16:42,670 --> 00:16:46,406 Yeah. Yeah. I used to think so too. 218 00:16:48,510 --> 00:16:51,746 Whenever it's humid like this I think of Jakarta after it rains. 219 00:16:52,379 --> 00:16:54,682 You ever get memory bombs like that? 220 00:16:55,683 --> 00:17:03,190 Well, it's LA, so it hardly ever rains. Not really. 221 00:17:03,290 --> 00:17:07,261 Oh, come on. There must be something. 222 00:17:07,529 --> 00:17:11,198 Wha-- I don't know. Uh, the smog And traffic? 223 00:17:11,666 --> 00:17:12,567 [scoffs] 224 00:17:12,667 --> 00:17:14,669 Wha-- What? 225 00:17:15,670 --> 00:17:20,008 I--I mean I haven't really thought about going back to any of the places I lived. 226 00:17:20,675 --> 00:17:22,042 Why not? 227 00:17:22,142 --> 00:17:25,747 I don't know. Just. Never felt the need to. 228 00:17:27,682 --> 00:17:31,653 It was a good time but I don't miss it. 229 00:17:36,290 --> 00:17:38,258 It was a really good time. 230 00:17:41,029 --> 00:17:43,565 [Colin] Dad retired this year by the way. 231 00:17:43,665 --> 00:17:46,133 [Laela] What was his last posting? 232 00:17:46,500 --> 00:17:53,508 Beijing. Yup. Almost forty years as a diplomat. End of another era. 233 00:17:55,810 --> 00:17:58,111 -Oh! I do remember something! -Yeah? 234 00:17:58,211 --> 00:18:02,584 Yeah. The smell of open sewers on a hot day after a flood. 235 00:18:02,684 --> 00:18:05,587 -That's terrible! -[laughs] Who said they had to be good? 236 00:18:05,687 --> 00:18:07,922 Okay, well try digging a little deeper. 237 00:18:08,022 --> 00:18:10,592 Do you remember our memory adventure game? 238 00:18:10,692 --> 00:18:14,094 Oh. Was that that thing we used to do by the pool? 239 00:18:14,194 --> 00:18:15,897 Exactly! 240 00:18:15,997 --> 00:18:20,568 What was it again? We had to, uh, collect like three ingredients? 241 00:18:20,668 --> 00:18:22,402 Yeah! Yeah! 242 00:18:23,671 --> 00:18:24,572 Oh my god! 243 00:18:24,672 --> 00:18:26,574 Wha-- I don't remember! 244 00:18:26,674 --> 00:18:28,108 Sunshine, water, and wind! 245 00:18:28,208 --> 00:18:31,679 Oh, right, right. Sunshine, water, and wind. 246 00:18:31,779 --> 00:18:35,182 By our powers combined, [mimics character] I. Am. Captain! Plan-- 247 00:18:35,282 --> 00:18:37,785 Come on! Play along! 248 00:18:38,385 --> 00:18:41,556 Okay, okay, okay, okay. I'll play along. I'll play along. 249 00:18:42,155 --> 00:18:46,527 [sighs] If we focus on the feeling of water evaporating in the sun, 250 00:18:46,628 --> 00:18:49,731 it'll feel like we're being teleported to another time. 251 00:18:49,831 --> 00:18:52,867 Uh huh. 252 00:18:52,967 --> 00:18:58,039 Like we're, uh, disintegrating piece by piece. 253 00:19:06,581 --> 00:19:08,983 [makes static sound] 254 00:19:09,083 --> 00:19:13,621 [mimics character] Ground control to Col. Sagan, what's your status? 255 00:19:14,354 --> 00:19:19,527 I'm on the dirt road along the rice paddies behind my house. 256 00:19:20,094 --> 00:19:24,666 [Laela continues] We're biking to our little hut with... 257 00:19:24,766 --> 00:19:28,036 a discman, a pack of cigarettes, 258 00:19:28,136 --> 00:19:34,174 some kind of bottle of alcohol, probably Absolut. 259 00:19:34,509 --> 00:19:39,514 And I'm enjoying the ride but you're worried 260 00:19:39,681 --> 00:19:46,587 about getting caught with a joint in your pocket. But we don't get caught. 261 00:19:52,325 --> 00:19:53,561 Ok, my turn. 262 00:19:53,661 --> 00:19:55,063 No! 263 00:19:55,163 --> 00:19:57,665 [laugh together] 264 00:20:02,670 --> 00:20:05,139 So. Where are you based now? 265 00:20:06,373 --> 00:20:09,242 London. Sydney before that. 266 00:20:09,677 --> 00:20:11,913 Oh. What brought you there? Work? 267 00:20:12,180 --> 00:20:13,681 A divorce. 268 00:20:14,682 --> 00:20:16,450 Oh. Ah. Sorry. 269 00:20:17,417 --> 00:20:19,821 And you've been here... 270 00:20:19,921 --> 00:20:23,223 In LA? Eleven years. 271 00:20:24,125 --> 00:20:25,126 The States? 272 00:20:26,060 --> 00:20:27,695 Since Jakarta. 273 00:20:31,666 --> 00:20:35,670 You know, I was actually in LA for a few months before. 274 00:20:36,671 --> 00:20:38,039 Really? 275 00:20:40,041 --> 00:20:40,975 Yeah. 276 00:20:41,075 --> 00:20:44,344 No way! Get outta here! When? 277 00:20:45,680 --> 00:20:50,685 It was right after my divorce, six years ago. 278 00:20:51,686 --> 00:20:52,687 You're kidding. 279 00:20:54,088 --> 00:21:00,228 I'm not. It's funny because I was on the way to New York 280 00:21:00,327 --> 00:21:07,168 from Sydney and I had a connecting flight at LAX but I didn't get on it. 281 00:21:08,202 --> 00:21:09,570 Hmm. [clicks tongue] 282 00:21:09,670 --> 00:21:11,239 Must've been the light. 283 00:21:12,840 --> 00:21:15,710 It totally was the light. [laughs] 284 00:21:17,444 --> 00:21:23,918 Hey, uh, I kinda save these for special occasions but, 285 00:21:24,018 --> 00:21:26,187 uh, do you want one? 286 00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:28,222 Yeah. Sure. 287 00:21:49,210 --> 00:21:50,178 Give me that. 288 00:21:50,278 --> 00:21:52,280 [laugh together] 289 00:21:54,015 --> 00:21:56,017 Not as easy as it looks. 290 00:22:07,829 --> 00:22:10,765 ["Inside the Fire" by The Soonest plays] 291 00:22:10,865 --> 00:22:13,433 [Colin] Can't believe you and me were in there same city at the same time. 292 00:22:13,534 --> 00:22:15,536 [Laela] Well, we're here now. 293 00:22:15,636 --> 00:22:22,610 ["Inside the Fire" by The Soonest plays] 294 00:22:29,717 --> 00:22:32,520 -[Laela] Sooo... -[Colin] This is the place? 295 00:22:32,620 --> 00:22:35,355 -[Laela] Yeah... we're getting close. Getting pretty close. -[Colin] Are you sure? 296 00:22:35,455 --> 00:22:37,124 Are you taking me somewhere dangerous? 297 00:22:37,225 --> 00:22:38,960 [Laela] Um, actually, just the left right up here. 298 00:22:39,060 --> 00:22:40,761 [Colin] Left here? Okay. 299 00:22:42,663 --> 00:22:44,565 -[Colin] This is pretty, uh... -[Laela] It's kinda dangerous, but... 300 00:22:44,665 --> 00:22:47,568 -[Colin] Oh, I see... -[Laela] I'll protect you. 301 00:22:47,668 --> 00:22:49,103 [both laughing] 302 00:22:49,203 --> 00:22:51,572 -[Laela] Are we laughing? -[Colin] Yeah. 303 00:22:51,672 --> 00:22:53,641 Why--why are we laughing? 304 00:22:53,741 --> 00:22:56,711 [sighs] I don't know. But it feels good. 305 00:22:59,347 --> 00:23:02,316 Yeah. Yeah, it does. 306 00:23:02,415 --> 00:23:05,119 You wanna come up? See my work? 307 00:23:05,219 --> 00:23:08,055 -[sighs] You know, I'd love to. -Oh, no, no. It's cool. 308 00:23:08,155 --> 00:23:10,558 -I'd love to. But you know... -I know. I know. 309 00:23:10,658 --> 00:23:12,560 but dudes are showing up, and it's a whole thing. 310 00:23:12,660 --> 00:23:16,396 No, no. I do. I do want to check out your sculpture. I do. 311 00:23:17,665 --> 00:23:21,401 I guess it's not everyday you run into someone from twenty years ago. 312 00:23:21,502 --> 00:23:23,571 Someone who doesn't ask where you're from, 313 00:23:23,671 --> 00:23:25,606 why you moved around so much... 314 00:23:25,706 --> 00:23:30,278 What mix are you? Do you know karate? Did you ride tigers to school? 315 00:23:30,378 --> 00:23:31,579 Exactly. 316 00:23:31,679 --> 00:23:32,580 Yeah. 317 00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:36,617 But... [sighs] I got shit to do. 318 00:23:36,717 --> 00:23:40,621 You got shit to do. Yeah. 319 00:23:42,924 --> 00:23:43,925 Okay. 320 00:23:45,559 --> 00:23:50,463 Well, I mean, wanna help me pack? 321 00:23:52,667 --> 00:23:58,438 Tempting but, I kinda have this thing with the IRC people. 322 00:23:58,539 --> 00:24:03,110 Right, of course, you mentioned that. You have actual work, um, to do. 323 00:24:03,210 --> 00:24:08,582 Sorry, sorry. That was silly of me to ask. [sighs] 324 00:24:08,683 --> 00:24:11,686 Run along now to your plasters and clays. 325 00:24:25,833 --> 00:24:30,271 No. Not this time. 326 00:24:30,371 --> 00:24:37,378 ["Fomo" by Glom plays] 327 00:24:56,030 --> 00:24:58,566 This is my place. 328 00:24:58,666 --> 00:25:00,701 Colin, this place looks amazing. 329 00:25:00,801 --> 00:25:05,473 Yeah. Yeah. It's a shame the new owners are tearing it down. 330 00:25:06,674 --> 00:25:08,042 That's so sad. 331 00:25:08,576 --> 00:25:10,578 The tragedy of Northeast LA. 332 00:25:11,545 --> 00:25:12,680 [trash lid slams shut] 333 00:25:14,915 --> 00:25:18,352 -He looks friendly. -Oh, yeah. That's Ruben, 334 00:25:18,452 --> 00:25:20,454 he doesn't look like it but he's the neighborhood gossip. 335 00:25:20,588 --> 00:25:23,157 Here, take the key and let yourself in. 336 00:25:25,659 --> 00:25:28,596 [Colin] Hey! Reuben! 337 00:25:46,180 --> 00:25:47,181 [door shuts] 338 00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:20,581 Pilea Pepero. 339 00:26:20,681 --> 00:26:24,519 [door opens and shuts] 340 00:26:25,419 --> 00:26:31,526 Welcome to the chaos. I swear it's not normally like this. [sighs] 341 00:26:31,625 --> 00:26:34,563 Can I get you something to drink? I think I'm down to tap 342 00:26:34,662 --> 00:26:36,397 water and hard liquor at this point. 343 00:26:36,497 --> 00:26:38,567 I'm good, thanks. 344 00:26:38,666 --> 00:26:41,570 Okay. Cool, well make yourself at home. 345 00:26:41,669 --> 00:26:45,507 Or, uh, whatever this is. I'll be back in a sec. 346 00:27:18,072 --> 00:27:18,973 [sighs] 347 00:27:20,074 --> 00:27:21,041 [sighs] 348 00:27:37,592 --> 00:27:44,131 It's a beautiful house. It's so alive, and all the plants! This view! 349 00:27:45,132 --> 00:27:46,133 Yeah. 350 00:27:46,535 --> 00:27:47,602 Holy shit! Is that the ocean? 351 00:27:48,669 --> 00:27:54,408 Oh yeah. Like miles down there. Past the smog. Yeah. [laughs] 352 00:27:54,675 --> 00:27:57,546 There's something super familiar about LA to me. 353 00:27:57,646 --> 00:28:00,314 It's like this sprawl reminds me of an Asian city. 354 00:28:00,681 --> 00:28:04,752 Yeah, I was in fourth grade when we went on this 355 00:28:04,852 --> 00:28:08,355 great American road trip. 356 00:28:08,455 --> 00:28:12,459 Yeah, we lived in Poland at the time and I remember 357 00:28:12,561 --> 00:28:15,664 my mind was blown. So much of everything: 358 00:28:15,763 --> 00:28:19,668 landscapes, people, sense of freedom. 359 00:28:21,468 --> 00:28:25,607 We walked into a grocery store and I was speechless. So much stuff! 360 00:28:25,873 --> 00:28:27,576 The consumerism here is insane. 361 00:28:27,676 --> 00:28:30,077 Yeah and I was visiting from a place with food shortages! 362 00:28:31,712 --> 00:28:34,683 We didn't have access to cool things but... 363 00:28:35,716 --> 00:28:38,520 I remember being a really happy kid. 364 00:28:39,086 --> 00:28:41,722 And that's why you came back and stayed? 365 00:28:41,822 --> 00:28:43,857 Because of the grocery stores and overconsumption? 366 00:28:43,958 --> 00:28:46,561 No, that's not what I meant. 367 00:28:46,661 --> 00:28:49,363 -God. That's what it is here! -What? 368 00:28:49,463 --> 00:28:52,266 Why it feels like Asia here. It's this poverty gap. 369 00:28:52,534 --> 00:28:55,169 Ok, take it easy, it's not that bad here. 370 00:28:55,503 --> 00:28:59,473 Oh my god! Have you been downtown? You've seen the tents, right? 371 00:28:59,574 --> 00:29:01,909 Sure, LA has its problems but what city doesn't? 372 00:29:02,009 --> 00:29:05,179 Okay... Colin. C'mon. It's ok to love a place but 373 00:29:05,279 --> 00:29:07,582 love it for its faults too. Don't pretend. 374 00:29:07,682 --> 00:29:10,585 I love all of it! I love all of it! I do. 375 00:29:10,685 --> 00:29:12,687 Otherwise I wouldn't have been so drawn to this city. 376 00:29:13,387 --> 00:29:16,156 Do you feel accepted here? I mean, for being... 377 00:29:17,091 --> 00:29:21,730 What? Mixed? 378 00:29:21,829 --> 00:29:26,100 Of all the cities I've lived in this is as close as I've come. 379 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:31,740 I'm still not Asian enough and I'm sure as hell not white enough, but... 380 00:29:31,839 --> 00:29:35,142 You know here, nobody cares. 381 00:29:36,343 --> 00:29:39,446 So in a weird way you can be yourself? 382 00:29:39,681 --> 00:29:40,682 Yeah. 383 00:29:41,949 --> 00:29:45,352 Well, in France I'm exotic 384 00:29:45,452 --> 00:29:49,490 and in Korea I'm a big disappointment. 385 00:29:50,692 --> 00:29:51,660 Makes sense. 386 00:30:00,669 --> 00:30:04,673 You know, of all the cities I've lived, this is the one. 387 00:30:07,474 --> 00:30:08,809 I've never really felt that. 388 00:30:12,279 --> 00:30:13,682 About a place. 389 00:30:22,691 --> 00:30:23,991 Where'd you go? 390 00:30:25,694 --> 00:30:31,666 After the riots? Singapore. A lot of Jakarta kids went there actually. 391 00:30:34,001 --> 00:30:37,572 Yeah. I'm glad you guys got out okay. 392 00:30:37,672 --> 00:30:41,576 Yeah. Well, Mom and I did. 393 00:30:41,676 --> 00:30:46,847 My father stayed back. He thought he could save what he built but he couldn't. 394 00:30:47,948 --> 00:30:52,252 When things calmed down, we went back and... 395 00:30:52,353 --> 00:30:57,858 our entire neighborhood had been burned to the ground. We lost everything, 396 00:30:57,958 --> 00:30:59,561 all the memories. 397 00:30:59,661 --> 00:31:04,298 Damn. Sorry to hear that. Is he okay? You know, safe, I mean. 398 00:31:04,532 --> 00:31:11,405 Yeah, physically, but he just wasn't the same after that. 399 00:31:11,506 --> 00:31:14,676 It was like a light went out in his eyes. 400 00:31:15,909 --> 00:31:18,546 That's terrible. I'm sorry to hear that. 401 00:31:22,883 --> 00:31:26,153 But I went back in 2008. 402 00:31:27,154 --> 00:31:28,055 To Jakarta? 403 00:31:28,155 --> 00:31:29,022 Yeah! 404 00:31:29,123 --> 00:31:32,660 No way! Uh, yeah. 405 00:31:32,761 --> 00:31:38,298 Oh! Hey, is that Tanamur place still there? 406 00:31:38,666 --> 00:31:42,169 Ah! No! That place we ran into your mom? 407 00:31:42,269 --> 00:31:47,675 Yeah! Yeah. You know, she got us wasted on those Singapore slings. 408 00:31:47,975 --> 00:31:51,679 My god. I forgot about that. [laughs] 409 00:31:51,780 --> 00:31:56,885 No. It's, um, yeah... It's all gone. 410 00:31:56,984 --> 00:32:00,154 Um, Jakarta is completely rebuilt now. 411 00:32:02,690 --> 00:32:05,058 -Shit... -But, you know, 412 00:32:05,159 --> 00:32:08,563 a part of me feels like it was good that I went back 413 00:32:08,663 --> 00:32:14,702 because it reinspired me to keep seeing the world. To keep the adventure going. 414 00:32:21,676 --> 00:32:26,514 I love how the LA sun feels on my skin. 415 00:32:27,281 --> 00:32:29,884 You come out here naked in the mornings? 416 00:32:31,218 --> 00:32:33,688 [laughs] No... 417 00:32:35,422 --> 00:32:38,292 -Oh my god, why not? Are you a puritan now? -No. 418 00:32:38,392 --> 00:32:39,727 -You've turned into a puritan. -Oh my god, 419 00:32:39,828 --> 00:32:41,729 Lae not everybody lives in a Bertolucci film, okay? 420 00:32:41,830 --> 00:32:45,432 Oh my god, I'd be out here everyday enjoying this sun, 421 00:32:45,533 --> 00:32:48,670 and air, on your skin! It's like magic. 422 00:32:49,369 --> 00:32:52,372 I'd be the crazy lady who does this till she's eighty. 423 00:32:53,340 --> 00:32:54,676 That doesn't surprise me. 424 00:32:56,376 --> 00:32:58,680 Well, let's do it together. 425 00:32:59,781 --> 00:33:00,582 Do what? 426 00:33:00,682 --> 00:33:02,149 Enjoy some sun. 427 00:33:02,349 --> 00:33:04,919 -No. What are you doing? No, no. Get outta here. -What? 428 00:33:05,018 --> 00:33:07,655 -No. Absolutely not! -Oh my god! It's nothing I haven't seen! 429 00:33:07,755 --> 00:33:09,824 I'm good, thank you. I'm good. 430 00:33:09,924 --> 00:33:11,626 Fine. I'll go solo. 431 00:33:12,092 --> 00:33:14,662 What? No! No! No! No! No! Do not! Okay! 432 00:33:14,762 --> 00:33:16,731 I have neighbors. Jesus... 433 00:33:16,831 --> 00:33:20,935 -Uh, um. Alright here. Okay, so... -Okay, okay, okay, okay. 434 00:33:21,034 --> 00:33:26,006 Let's get to work. I'm here to work. Pack your house. 435 00:33:26,908 --> 00:33:30,043 Uh, so I'm going to take Koji's room. If you want to take the office. 436 00:33:30,143 --> 00:33:33,648 There's some sharpies in there, just need to label all the boxes, office. 437 00:33:34,281 --> 00:33:36,283 -Got it. -Cool. 438 00:33:36,851 --> 00:33:38,285 Who's Koji? 439 00:33:39,687 --> 00:33:42,590 Uh... Koji is... my son. 440 00:33:44,692 --> 00:33:46,661 -Cute. -Yeah, he's four. 441 00:33:47,060 --> 00:33:48,161 What's his mom's name? 442 00:33:48,262 --> 00:33:50,865 Uh, Sofia. 443 00:33:50,965 --> 00:33:55,435 Well, I'm sure she's as beautiful as her name suggests. 444 00:33:55,537 --> 00:33:58,238 Probably very smart too, knowing your taste in women. 445 00:33:58,338 --> 00:34:01,876 [sighs] Yeah. Yeah, yeah. She's punctual. 446 00:34:02,677 --> 00:34:03,945 Punctual? 447 00:34:05,145 --> 00:34:11,184 Oh, and she's other things too. You know, she's, uh, driven, and caring. 448 00:34:11,285 --> 00:34:13,320 And she's a great mother. 449 00:34:14,689 --> 00:34:15,657 And punctual. 450 00:34:16,156 --> 00:34:18,091 That's not easy to come by in LA. 451 00:34:19,426 --> 00:34:20,929 How long have you been married? 452 00:34:21,663 --> 00:34:26,000 [sighs] Four. No. Ah, shit. Sorry. 453 00:34:26,099 --> 00:34:29,003 Five. Five years. Yeah. 454 00:34:29,102 --> 00:34:34,241 Yeah, we got pregnant with Koji, and um, we decided to do the thing. 455 00:34:37,579 --> 00:34:39,614 Fatherhood looks great on you. 456 00:34:40,949 --> 00:34:43,685 Yeah. Fake it 'till you make it I guess. 457 00:34:44,886 --> 00:34:47,387 [laughs] What do you mean? 458 00:34:47,487 --> 00:34:51,793 Well, I'm just-- You know I'm saying. You have plans and then, you know, 459 00:34:51,893 --> 00:34:56,931 your plans change and you kinda have to put your shit aside and make it up 460 00:34:57,031 --> 00:35:01,669 as you go along. It's not like when you're single and you can just focus on yourself. 461 00:35:02,670 --> 00:35:05,974 -Okay, well... -Oh, That wasn't a dig at you. I'm sorry. 462 00:35:06,074 --> 00:35:10,645 Newsflash, being single sucks, my friend, 463 00:35:10,745 --> 00:35:14,247 especially at our age. Everyone has shit to do and you 464 00:35:14,348 --> 00:35:17,585 wake up every morning to an empty bed and a quiet house. 465 00:35:17,685 --> 00:35:21,421 Ah, you have no idea how luxurious an empty bed and quiet time sounds. 466 00:35:22,289 --> 00:35:29,097 Yeah? Imagine it every day. I once went two weeks without contact with a single soul. 467 00:35:32,100 --> 00:35:37,237 Hmm. Yeah. Yeah, I'm not sold. 468 00:35:37,337 --> 00:35:42,309 But, maybe being stuck indoors with the right person wouldn't be such a bad thing. 469 00:35:46,848 --> 00:35:51,519 Right... Well... I'll get started here. 470 00:35:51,619 --> 00:35:52,954 [knocking on door] 471 00:35:53,054 --> 00:35:55,056 Oh, that's probably the movers. 472 00:35:55,188 --> 00:35:57,525 -I should, uh, I should go-- -Yeah! Yeah. Go. 473 00:35:57,625 --> 00:35:59,093 Let me know if you need anything. 474 00:36:19,413 --> 00:36:21,415 [Laela's phone buzzes] 475 00:36:31,224 --> 00:36:33,127 -Heya guys! I'm Colin. -Hey what's up man? We're the movers. 476 00:36:33,226 --> 00:36:36,164 -I'm Mitch and this is Earl. We're brown and move it around town. 477 00:36:36,263 --> 00:36:37,732 -Are you Colin? -Yeah, I'm Colin. 478 00:36:37,832 --> 00:36:39,399 You're Colin? Are you sure? Alright, 479 00:36:39,499 --> 00:36:41,903 so, uh, what are we working with here? 480 00:36:42,003 --> 00:36:44,639 Uh, yeah. This is, uh, most of the stuff here. 481 00:36:44,739 --> 00:36:48,076 These boxes, and, uh, there's a few more upstairs. 482 00:36:48,176 --> 00:36:50,912 Okay, upstairs. You got any weird hipster shit we should know about? 483 00:36:51,012 --> 00:36:53,346 Last place we moved out on York, homeboy had a fucking aquarium 484 00:36:53,681 --> 00:36:56,316 with some alien looking fungus thing in brown water 485 00:36:56,416 --> 00:36:59,419 he called Scooby. Shit was gross, yeah? 486 00:36:59,687 --> 00:37:03,658 Uh, no. No Scooby here. Yeah, good there. 487 00:37:03,758 --> 00:37:05,827 Um, you guys are moving my car as well. 488 00:37:05,927 --> 00:37:07,494 That needs to go down to the depot for the move. 489 00:37:07,595 --> 00:37:08,930 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. Definitely. 490 00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:10,497 That's what you're paying us for, right? 491 00:37:11,933 --> 00:37:13,000 Is he okay? 492 00:37:13,101 --> 00:37:14,035 [exhales loudly] 493 00:37:14,135 --> 00:37:15,435 What's up big guy? 494 00:37:19,239 --> 00:37:23,578 Jordan. Aguinaldo. 495 00:37:23,678 --> 00:37:27,414 Huh. Dude, I knew I recognized this place! 496 00:37:27,515 --> 00:37:31,586 This was like two different places before. Like they knocked down that wall. 497 00:37:31,953 --> 00:37:34,055 Uh... Who is that? 498 00:37:34,387 --> 00:37:37,290 We grew up here until like, high school, y'know. 499 00:37:37,390 --> 00:37:39,894 Like, Jordan was a homie from back then. 500 00:37:39,994 --> 00:37:42,395 Anywho, we got two extra guys, six total, so, 501 00:37:42,496 --> 00:37:44,732 we're looking at 45 tops down here. 502 00:37:44,932 --> 00:37:49,302 Uh, yeah. Sounds good. Uh, feel free to send guys up when you guys are finished up down here. 503 00:37:49,402 --> 00:37:50,671 Alright! 504 00:37:52,472 --> 00:37:54,575 -Dude. -Yeah. 505 00:37:54,675 --> 00:37:55,643 -Pretty nice. -Yea. 506 00:37:55,743 --> 00:37:57,578 gentrification is a trip. 507 00:37:57,678 --> 00:37:59,379 Gen-tri-fication! 508 00:38:40,288 --> 00:38:47,295 ["Calm Me Down" by Shelter Boy plays] 509 00:40:36,170 --> 00:40:37,171 Hey Reuben. 510 00:40:38,471 --> 00:40:41,342 I was seeing if you wanted to take any of these plants. 511 00:40:42,176 --> 00:40:44,645 I'm not running a Goodwill here, Colin. 512 00:40:45,012 --> 00:40:47,114 Alright, I'll, uh, see if Maria wants them. 513 00:40:47,214 --> 00:40:50,584 Uh, no, no, no, no. She'll just let them die. Come on, bring here. 514 00:40:50,685 --> 00:40:52,586 You sure? I'm sure she'll be happy to take them. 515 00:40:52,687 --> 00:40:54,822 Yeah, yeah. Now stop whining. Come on, hand them over! 516 00:40:54,922 --> 00:40:58,826 -Mierda! Oh... -Shit... Sorry. 517 00:40:58,926 --> 00:41:01,028 Yeah, yeah. It's okay. It's just water. 518 00:41:01,128 --> 00:41:07,034 Old hands. This heat isn't helping either. Sorry. 519 00:41:07,467 --> 00:41:09,670 It's all good. Thanks. 520 00:41:10,671 --> 00:41:12,039 Tomorrow's the day, huh? 521 00:41:13,507 --> 00:41:18,646 [sighs] Yeah... Yeah, it's hard to believe. 522 00:41:18,746 --> 00:41:21,082 Seems like we just moved in yesterday. 523 00:41:21,682 --> 00:41:25,485 I just wish you weren't selling to those investors. 524 00:41:25,586 --> 00:41:27,288 Yeah. Me too. 525 00:41:28,723 --> 00:41:34,462 It's a sacred thing, a house. You leave a piece of you in it. 526 00:41:36,664 --> 00:41:41,569 I guess I never really look at it that way. 527 00:41:41,669 --> 00:41:44,405 If I had it my way, we wouldn't be moving. 528 00:41:47,908 --> 00:41:48,909 [sighs] 529 00:41:52,046 --> 00:41:54,048 [exhales, sniffs] 530 00:42:53,007 --> 00:42:54,809 Thirsty much? 531 00:42:54,909 --> 00:42:56,577 [sighs] 532 00:42:56,677 --> 00:42:57,678 Yeah... 533 00:42:58,547 --> 00:42:59,548 It's a hot one. 534 00:43:01,882 --> 00:43:02,883 How do I look? 535 00:43:04,385 --> 00:43:05,920 It always looked better on you. 536 00:43:06,587 --> 00:43:07,588 Smoke? 537 00:43:07,688 --> 00:43:11,058 There is no smoking in the house. 538 00:43:12,226 --> 00:43:17,264 Well... it's not your house anymore and they're tearing it down anyways. 539 00:43:18,666 --> 00:43:19,667 Uh huh. 540 00:43:30,311 --> 00:43:33,047 So... You, uh, found my stuff. 541 00:43:34,949 --> 00:43:39,687 I don't know how I feel about finding my work in your donations pile. 542 00:43:41,255 --> 00:43:45,860 Oh... Yeah. Uh. You know honestly, I haven't 543 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:50,998 seen a lot of that stuff in ages. It's just kind of, you know, things. 544 00:43:51,098 --> 00:43:53,701 Do you think I can keep some of it? 545 00:43:55,669 --> 00:43:58,739 Yeah. Uh, I mean, it's your artwork. 546 00:43:59,673 --> 00:44:01,510 I mean some of the other stuff. 547 00:44:04,678 --> 00:44:08,617 Yeah, sure. It was just stuff I was going to throw away anyways. 548 00:44:08,716 --> 00:44:10,585 Like this tee? 549 00:44:10,684 --> 00:44:14,288 Fuck! I love that tee. 550 00:44:14,388 --> 00:44:16,423 You've tried to steal that thing from me for years! 551 00:44:16,525 --> 00:44:18,593 Well... I'm the one that got it for you. 552 00:44:18,692 --> 00:44:19,561 Mmhmm. 553 00:44:19,660 --> 00:44:21,563 I'll think about it. 554 00:44:21,662 --> 00:44:23,664 Well, I get what I want eventually. 555 00:44:27,134 --> 00:44:29,136 Why do you want this shit anyway? 556 00:44:30,037 --> 00:44:33,240 Mostly, they remind me of people as they were at the time. 557 00:44:38,679 --> 00:44:43,552 You ever think about if we had social media back then? Or like actually used email? 558 00:44:43,884 --> 00:44:46,387 I think about that a lot. 559 00:44:46,887 --> 00:44:48,289 We could've met up again. 560 00:44:51,158 --> 00:44:55,763 Anyway. Uh, it must've felt good to look back at your work. 561 00:44:55,863 --> 00:44:59,200 Y'know. See how much you've grown. Changed. 562 00:44:59,300 --> 00:45:01,670 It's like seeing an old friend. 563 00:45:01,769 --> 00:45:06,040 You remember all the love you gave it, how much it meant to you, 564 00:45:06,140 --> 00:45:11,378 who you were at the time. And then you start wondering where it all went wrong. 565 00:45:13,881 --> 00:45:19,787 Yeah. Sometimes I think the fantasy is better than the reality. 566 00:45:19,887 --> 00:45:24,458 Like, the idea of what could be is better than what you get. 567 00:45:28,929 --> 00:45:30,931 I guess we'll never really know. 568 00:45:32,499 --> 00:45:36,671 Maybe it's exaggerated because of the way we grew up. You know, all the moving around. 569 00:45:37,137 --> 00:45:39,674 Being dragged around the world at the whim of your parent's career? 570 00:45:40,207 --> 00:45:43,578 All the sudden good-byes. Having to box your life up again and again. 571 00:45:43,678 --> 00:45:46,615 Then unpacking and sorting through the emotional wreckage afterwards. 572 00:45:46,847 --> 00:45:52,186 Yeah! Yeah. It forced us to make these very intense relationships so quickly. 573 00:45:52,286 --> 00:45:55,122 I don't know about you, but I feel like the older I get 574 00:45:55,222 --> 00:45:57,825 the fewer of those meaningful connections I make. 575 00:46:05,667 --> 00:46:09,837 You know there's these lines of a Rosetti poem 576 00:46:09,937 --> 00:46:13,675 that I haven't been able to shake since I read them. 577 00:46:16,176 --> 00:46:22,116 "If you shall remember me after a while, do not grieve, 578 00:46:22,216 --> 00:46:26,987 for if the darkness and corruption leave, 579 00:46:27,087 --> 00:46:33,628 a vestige of the thoughts once I had, 580 00:46:33,728 --> 00:46:37,865 better to smile and forget 581 00:46:37,965 --> 00:46:43,003 than to remember and be sad..." Or something like that. 582 00:46:44,673 --> 00:46:46,675 Squad goals. [laughs] 583 00:46:48,677 --> 00:46:49,678 Yeah. 584 00:46:52,046 --> 00:46:58,185 It's a good one tonight. A farewell gift I guess. 585 00:47:00,988 --> 00:47:02,990 Something to remember her by. 586 00:47:46,768 --> 00:47:48,435 [Colin] What are you up to? 587 00:47:48,603 --> 00:47:51,673 Welcome to the theater of forgotten dreams. 588 00:47:52,674 --> 00:47:55,109 -Okay, I'm gonna help you with that because -No! I got it. 589 00:47:55,209 --> 00:47:58,412 -you don't know what you're doing. You don't- -I remember! Yeah, I do. 590 00:47:58,946 --> 00:48:00,582 Look, I got it. 591 00:48:00,682 --> 00:48:02,684 Wow... 592 00:48:04,586 --> 00:48:05,919 Check this out. 593 00:48:06,186 --> 00:48:08,222 -Wait... [Colin laughs] 594 00:48:08,322 --> 00:48:11,492 is this the same bottle from the drama exchange in Bangkok? 595 00:48:11,593 --> 00:48:13,127 Yeah. Yes it is. 596 00:48:13,227 --> 00:48:14,328 Whoa. 597 00:48:16,029 --> 00:48:17,364 Pick your poison. 598 00:48:17,464 --> 00:48:18,999 I'll go with the big one. 599 00:48:24,672 --> 00:48:27,575 Wow... who are those people? 600 00:48:27,675 --> 00:48:28,976 I don't know. 601 00:48:33,681 --> 00:48:39,319 To our health. May we keep it after this drink. [clink] 602 00:48:39,420 --> 00:48:42,423 -Sapa takut! (Deal!) -Sapa takut! 603 00:48:46,126 --> 00:48:47,995 [coughs] 604 00:48:48,095 --> 00:48:50,899 Wow! Has that gone bad? 605 00:48:50,998 --> 00:48:53,601 No, I think it's pretty much supposed to taste like death. 606 00:48:53,967 --> 00:48:56,638 I am definitely getting flashbacks. 607 00:48:57,404 --> 00:49:01,676 I--I--I think it's actually gotten better over time. 608 00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:08,115 [Colin] Whoa. Look at this. Really close talking. 609 00:49:08,215 --> 00:49:10,585 -[indistinct] -[Colin laughs] Classic... [indistinct] 610 00:49:10,685 --> 00:49:13,320 -Oh! You sneaky, sneaky! -Yeah! 611 00:49:13,688 --> 00:49:16,457 Is that our first kiss? No, it wasn't. 612 00:49:17,224 --> 00:49:21,028 Oh it's Elin! Aw, I haven't thought of her in ages. 613 00:49:21,128 --> 00:49:22,764 Yeah, did she end up in Singapore? 614 00:49:23,130 --> 00:49:25,700 No, her family went back to Stockholm. 615 00:49:26,433 --> 00:49:28,603 Apparently Elin took her own life in '99. 616 00:49:30,672 --> 00:49:32,674 No... Really? 617 00:49:35,677 --> 00:49:40,915 I mean... She couldn't handle being back amongst her own anymore. 618 00:49:42,584 --> 00:49:47,421 Perhaps she's lucky for not making it out of the 90s. 619 00:49:47,689 --> 00:49:52,660 Yeah. That's horrible. Skål to Elin! 620 00:49:59,834 --> 00:50:05,640 We had some great conversations though. Like, is sperm alive? 621 00:50:05,740 --> 00:50:09,978 Are Lonely Planet guide books simply a roadmap for invasion? 622 00:50:10,077 --> 00:50:13,615 Why is the plural of moose not meece when mice is to mouse? 623 00:50:13,848 --> 00:50:17,150 You know, those guide books actually are an extension of colonialism. 624 00:50:17,251 --> 00:50:20,588 Just like our "international" schools. 625 00:50:20,688 --> 00:50:23,892 Are you kidding? You're kidding right? 626 00:50:23,992 --> 00:50:25,527 Uh, no. Not really. 627 00:50:25,927 --> 00:50:30,264 Our academic life shaped a very inclusive view of the world for all of us. 628 00:50:30,364 --> 00:50:33,801 Sure, but think about it, what makes an international school "international" 629 00:50:33,902 --> 00:50:37,204 in the first place? Representation? That's a starting point. 630 00:50:37,304 --> 00:50:39,406 But then the students are taught by English teachers, 631 00:50:39,507 --> 00:50:42,777 on an American system celebrating western holidays. 632 00:50:42,877 --> 00:50:46,814 But that's not colonialism. They didn't force it on the locals. 633 00:50:46,915 --> 00:50:51,184 But kids from all over the world are forced to speak 634 00:50:51,285 --> 00:50:54,522 and communicate and learn western culture and they get sent back 635 00:50:54,622 --> 00:50:56,558 to their own countries practically as foreigners. 636 00:50:56,658 --> 00:50:58,593 I mean think of all the Japanese students who have to 637 00:50:58,693 --> 00:50:59,861 go back to a strict social hierarchy. 638 00:50:59,961 --> 00:51:02,329 But the ideals were progressive! 639 00:51:02,830 --> 00:51:05,967 You know what? I'm gonna jump back ashore, Christopher Columbus. 640 00:51:06,066 --> 00:51:07,869 Just for a little safety. I'll be-- 641 00:51:07,969 --> 00:51:09,871 Whatever you're half British! 642 00:51:09,971 --> 00:51:12,439 -[Colin] Ouch! -I'm just saying that 643 00:51:12,540 --> 00:51:16,209 we all came out with a wider lens, a bigger view of how the world works. 644 00:51:16,310 --> 00:51:21,683 With an American filter. Ok. Here's an example, who's Madeleine Albright? 645 00:51:22,684 --> 00:51:25,587 -Come on. -What are you-- What even is this game? 646 00:51:25,687 --> 00:51:27,989 Just play along. Just play along. Who is Madeleine Albright? 647 00:51:28,088 --> 00:51:32,459 Oh my god... Okay, former US Secretary of State under Clinton. 648 00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:34,394 Okay, who was her counterpart in China? 649 00:51:36,664 --> 00:51:39,232 -Come on. You can do it. -Why? 650 00:51:39,333 --> 00:51:41,035 -Cat's got your tongue? -What is your point? 651 00:51:41,134 --> 00:51:42,570 Do you need to call someone? 652 00:51:42,670 --> 00:51:44,939 Do you know? Oh my god! Okay, fine! 653 00:51:45,039 --> 00:51:47,575 I get your point! I am a colonizer. 654 00:51:47,675 --> 00:51:49,944 No, I'm not saying you're a colonizer. What I'm saying is, 655 00:51:50,044 --> 00:51:52,880 you know, that we are products of a colonialist system 656 00:51:52,981 --> 00:51:57,919 and we can't change that, but, yes, we can and we should make things better. 657 00:51:58,019 --> 00:52:03,256 Okay, well, clearly not everyone agrees. Just look at how many people didn't vote in 2016. 658 00:52:03,691 --> 00:52:05,727 Yeah... I didn't... 659 00:52:07,662 --> 00:52:09,564 What? What? 660 00:52:09,664 --> 00:52:11,264 I didn't-- I didn't vote. [laughs] 661 00:52:11,365 --> 00:52:13,835 -Seriously? -What? I mean... 662 00:52:13,935 --> 00:52:17,204 California is a blue state anyway. You gotta contextualize these things. 663 00:52:18,706 --> 00:52:20,575 -[laughs] -What? 664 00:52:20,675 --> 00:52:25,113 I can't belie- You can't talk about change and not vote. That's insane! 665 00:52:25,212 --> 00:52:28,281 My vote wouldn't have made a difference! Literally would not have made a difference. 666 00:52:28,382 --> 00:52:33,186 Okay, I don't believe you've become an isolationist that stays in his own bubble! 667 00:52:33,387 --> 00:52:35,123 Bubble? Who's in a bubble? 668 00:52:35,455 --> 00:52:38,860 Okay, colonialist upbringing or not, we bridged differences 669 00:52:38,960 --> 00:52:41,228 with each other because we believed in a better world. 670 00:52:41,328 --> 00:52:42,964 You're losing sight of that. 671 00:52:43,363 --> 00:52:45,465 Yeah. Yeah. You're probably right. 672 00:52:46,466 --> 00:52:51,005 Just don't get so caught up in the rat race that you disconnect completely. 673 00:52:51,105 --> 00:52:55,375 Look, I don't know about you but I feel like it's the world that moved on from me. 674 00:52:55,475 --> 00:53:01,616 Y'know, we're raised to get a steady job, a 401K, a white picket fence. 675 00:53:01,716 --> 00:53:04,686 [scoffs] That reality doesn't exist anymore. 676 00:53:06,921 --> 00:53:10,424 Whatever, just gotta move forward and not look back. 677 00:53:10,525 --> 00:53:13,127 Why do you hate our past so much? 678 00:53:14,494 --> 00:53:19,701 Maybe I just look for reasons to not want to go back. 679 00:53:19,801 --> 00:53:24,706 It's the wanting I hate. Wanting the impossible. 680 00:53:29,143 --> 00:53:33,948 Oh, I think I remember this! This is Ricardo's birthday! 681 00:53:34,048 --> 00:53:39,219 Yeah! The Italian kid with the opera mom! God, that was the most dramatic song ever. 682 00:53:40,988 --> 00:53:47,995 [both sings] ♪ Buon compleanno a te... ♪ 683 00:53:55,368 --> 00:53:57,370 [both laughs] 684 00:54:01,008 --> 00:54:05,146 She had this smoky voice, and this sexy Italian accent. 685 00:54:05,680 --> 00:54:10,618 -[in Italian accent] No, no, please, Carmella. -Yeah. That's it! That's it! 686 00:54:10,718 --> 00:54:14,155 -[laughs] That's it! -Mrs. Di Benedetto is my mother. 687 00:54:14,254 --> 00:54:18,693 Laela, why do you dress like a boy? You must show your tits! 688 00:54:18,793 --> 00:54:21,662 -[laughs] Your tits. -[Laela] This is a woman! No? 689 00:54:23,698 --> 00:54:27,334 Oh. Oh, my god. 690 00:54:29,003 --> 00:54:31,672 -Ah, look at that. -Oh my god... 691 00:54:33,674 --> 00:54:37,578 Look at your hair. You should grow your hair back out. 692 00:54:37,678 --> 00:54:40,047 Uh, I don't know. I think I'm past that. 693 00:54:45,720 --> 00:54:49,023 [young Laela on TV] It's tragic because you would've left me 694 00:54:49,123 --> 00:54:54,461 for another woman and when you see this you're gonna be like, 695 00:54:54,562 --> 00:54:59,567 [mimics Colin's voice] Oh damn! That girl was fine! 696 00:54:59,667 --> 00:55:02,570 what the fuck was I doing leaving her? [laughs] 697 00:55:02,670 --> 00:55:05,273 -Oh... -[Laela laughs] 698 00:55:05,372 --> 00:55:10,244 [young Colin] I cannot live. I cannot live without this eye... 699 00:55:14,347 --> 00:55:17,084 You really... zoom that camera right in there? 700 00:55:21,989 --> 00:55:27,562 [young Colin] And... I would definitely... Belly button? 701 00:55:27,662 --> 00:55:29,664 [mumbles] I don't remember this... 702 00:55:29,764 --> 00:55:33,034 [young Colin] And these jeans, I don't think they're necessary, 703 00:55:33,134 --> 00:55:34,902 maybe you should get rid of these jeans. 704 00:55:35,002 --> 00:55:37,404 -Maybe you should get rid of these jeans! -[young Laela screams] 705 00:55:37,505 --> 00:55:41,709 Oh... I don't think we need to watch this part... 706 00:55:41,809 --> 00:55:47,248 No! Wait, it's beautiful. I mean, that's not even us anymore, right? 707 00:55:47,682 --> 00:55:54,421 Uh... Yeah... yeah. Right. Totally. It's not us... 708 00:56:02,429 --> 00:56:04,866 -[knocking, on TV] -[Young Laela and Colin gasp] 709 00:56:04,966 --> 00:56:09,003 -[shouting on TV, indistinct] -Uh, I totally forgot we got busted. 710 00:56:09,670 --> 00:56:14,742 God... I have never seen this. That's... exactly how I remember him. 711 00:56:14,842 --> 00:56:16,811 Yeah. I'll never forget that voice. 712 00:56:16,911 --> 00:56:19,614 [yelling, laughing, on TV] 713 00:56:19,714 --> 00:56:22,783 [young Leala and Colin yelling] 714 00:56:26,453 --> 00:56:27,555 Ah... 715 00:56:28,890 --> 00:56:30,992 [in French] Bonjour les enfants. 716 00:56:31,092 --> 00:56:34,795 [laughs, in English] I know what you were doing. 717 00:56:34,896 --> 00:56:38,165 I was young once too you know. I know you don't think so 718 00:56:38,266 --> 00:56:42,670 but I was. Why is the old guy always bothering us, huh? 719 00:56:42,770 --> 00:56:46,941 [in French] C'est ça? [in English] Maybe one day you find this 720 00:56:47,041 --> 00:56:49,977 and you are the same age I am now, 721 00:56:50,077 --> 00:56:54,682 well, that is your punishment, okay? 722 00:56:56,784 --> 00:57:04,592 And maybe the old guy thinks, uh, you should not get too old too fast. Huh? 723 00:57:04,692 --> 00:57:07,862 It's a journey. Enjoy your youth. 724 00:57:07,962 --> 00:57:08,963 [Colin whispers] You okay? 725 00:57:12,099 --> 00:57:13,134 [sniffs] 726 00:57:15,036 --> 00:57:18,005 Yeah... Yeah. I'm okay. 727 00:57:19,573 --> 00:57:20,641 [sighs] 728 00:57:33,187 --> 00:57:35,122 You still smell the same. 729 00:57:36,824 --> 00:57:38,960 Do I smell like a teenager? 730 00:57:39,627 --> 00:57:43,597 No, no, I mean. I don't know... 731 00:57:49,670 --> 00:57:55,142 I should, uh, get you some water. 732 00:57:55,242 --> 00:57:57,244 [indistinct] 733 00:58:08,689 --> 00:58:13,661 [water pouring into glass] 734 00:58:28,676 --> 00:58:35,683 [Colin's phone buzzing] 735 00:58:49,997 --> 00:58:53,968 I'm so fucking hungry! 736 00:58:59,974 --> 00:59:01,675 What am I going to do with you? 737 00:59:02,376 --> 00:59:03,644 Feed me! 738 00:59:04,178 --> 00:59:07,014 Hmm. Okay, I will take you to my favorite, secret spot, 739 00:59:07,114 --> 00:59:11,252 but you have to promise not to tell anyone. 740 00:59:11,352 --> 00:59:18,325 ["Nostalgia Seed" by Grazer plays] 741 00:59:33,674 --> 00:59:37,745 Well, I have this rule with taco trucks, that if there's two flaming bulls on the side, 742 00:59:37,845 --> 00:59:39,880 it usually means "stay the fuck away, gringo. " 743 00:59:41,048 --> 00:59:43,250 Double toros, got it! 744 00:59:44,251 --> 00:59:46,087 Hold on, I'm shifting. 745 00:59:46,187 --> 00:59:49,590 Is this where you bring all your dates or just the ones you murder? 746 00:59:49,690 --> 00:59:51,725 Uh, only the ones that ask for Sriracha. 747 00:59:51,826 --> 00:59:56,363 Ugh, it's a Bon appétit ingredient of the year! Trop authentic. 748 00:59:56,464 --> 00:59:58,533 Well, then, we might as well go for some boba after 749 00:59:58,632 --> 01:00:01,001 'cause nothing says pan-Asian commodity like a bubble drink. 750 01:00:01,102 --> 01:00:03,671 Ooh... Dem's fightin' words! 751 01:00:06,674 --> 01:00:08,642 [night market cooking and banter] 752 01:00:08,742 --> 01:00:10,611 -[both sigh] -Here it is. 753 01:00:10,711 --> 01:00:13,814 My, um, little slice of heaven. 754 01:00:13,914 --> 01:00:16,117 Holy shit. 755 01:00:16,684 --> 01:00:22,923 It's not Jakarta or Bangkok, but it feels like a place I can just disappear to. 756 01:00:23,691 --> 01:00:26,694 I'm afraid we're going to have to try every single thing here. 757 01:00:27,596 --> 01:00:31,031 Well, if Phi Ae is here, you have no choice in the matter. 758 01:00:33,667 --> 01:00:37,872 -Mmm. Smells good. -One of each? 759 01:00:37,972 --> 01:00:41,576 -Uh, two... for me. Yeah. -Two for you? Okay, I see. 760 01:00:41,675 --> 01:00:43,911 -How many are you going to have? -Um, 761 01:00:44,011 --> 01:00:46,347 -well, I thought we were going to share but... -[lady] Hi Colin! 762 01:00:46,447 --> 01:00:49,783 Hey Phi Ae! Uh, this is my friend Laela. 763 01:00:49,884 --> 01:00:51,652 Hi Phi Ae! Nice to meet you. 764 01:00:51,752 --> 01:00:54,655 You so skinny! What's wrong? 765 01:00:54,755 --> 01:00:59,628 You don't like food? Go sit over there... before she pass out! 766 01:01:02,129 --> 01:01:03,565 [Colin sighs] 767 01:01:03,664 --> 01:01:06,568 That was both comforting and triggering at the same time. 768 01:01:06,667 --> 01:01:10,704 [laughs] I know. She can be intense. 769 01:01:10,804 --> 01:01:12,206 Do you hear that? 770 01:01:16,177 --> 01:01:23,184 [banter in various Asian languages] 771 01:01:26,854 --> 01:01:29,524 Not a word of English. 772 01:01:29,624 --> 01:01:30,758 Exactly. 773 01:01:38,199 --> 01:01:44,606 [cooking noise] 774 01:01:44,705 --> 01:01:51,245 ["Lightleak" by There's Talk plays] 775 01:02:22,876 --> 01:02:25,580 Just don't puke in the cab. They charge extra for that. 776 01:02:25,680 --> 01:02:27,181 Oh my god... I'm gonna explode. 777 01:02:27,281 --> 01:02:29,584 Colin! Here, take this with you! 778 01:02:29,684 --> 01:02:33,020 -Hey, Phi Ae. What is--What is this? -Some dessert. 779 01:02:33,120 --> 01:02:34,455 For Koji. 780 01:02:37,458 --> 01:02:38,693 [Colin] He's going to love this. 781 01:02:39,493 --> 01:02:42,997 Don't forget to eat! You look better when you fat! 782 01:02:45,667 --> 01:02:46,668 Thanks, Phi Ae! 783 01:02:54,875 --> 01:02:57,444 Come on. Car's here. 784 01:02:57,679 --> 01:03:04,686 [melancholy music plays] 785 01:03:21,670 --> 01:03:24,739 You don't think Phi Ae would mind if I brought my dates there, do you? 786 01:03:24,838 --> 01:03:27,241 I mean just the hot ones. 787 01:03:27,341 --> 01:03:29,143 She's down, right? 788 01:03:30,712 --> 01:03:33,447 Yeah, yeah. Totally. 789 01:03:36,685 --> 01:03:42,056 And, y'know, if the dates suck then you could, uh, 790 01:03:42,156 --> 01:03:44,659 dump the bodies with her. She knows all the spots. 791 01:03:47,227 --> 01:03:51,198 Must've taken you a while to build up that trust. 792 01:03:53,300 --> 01:03:57,838 Yeah, we've, uh, [sighs] we've been going there for a couple of years 793 01:03:57,938 --> 01:04:00,575 and she only started talking to me last summer, so... 794 01:04:01,241 --> 01:04:04,311 Well, that's when you know it's time to get going. 795 01:04:04,411 --> 01:04:06,581 Before your roots dig in too deep and it gets harder-- 796 01:04:06,681 --> 01:04:12,620 Harder to leave. I remember. [sighs] 797 01:04:12,721 --> 01:04:15,289 I don't know if I agree with that anymore though. 798 01:04:19,493 --> 01:04:21,663 Big mistake, buddy. 799 01:04:23,364 --> 01:04:28,268 [scoffs] Laela. Some of us have to grow up. 800 01:04:30,672 --> 01:04:32,674 At least I didn't give up. 801 01:04:34,676 --> 01:04:37,077 Laela. You can't keep running your whole life. 802 01:04:38,145 --> 01:04:43,150 Yeah, well, you can't keep denying who you are either. 803 01:04:43,250 --> 01:04:46,887 This is the life we're given, the best thing we can do is find others like us. 804 01:04:47,689 --> 01:04:50,592 Is that why you got divorced? 805 01:04:50,692 --> 01:04:53,494 -Yeah. Yeah... -Shit. Sorry I didn't mean it. I didn't mean it like that. 806 01:04:53,595 --> 01:04:58,031 Actually it is best fucking decision I made. 807 01:04:58,132 --> 01:05:00,000 Does that make you feel better? 808 01:05:00,100 --> 01:05:02,936 -Are you happy now knowing that you... -That's not... 809 01:05:03,036 --> 01:05:07,107 avoided this? You got out when you did, you avoided this loneliness! 810 01:05:07,207 --> 01:05:09,744 -Laela, that's-- -Well done, Mr. Lang! 811 01:05:09,844 --> 01:05:11,979 Congratulations on winning at life. 812 01:05:12,079 --> 01:05:17,117 You think I've won at life? 813 01:05:17,217 --> 01:05:21,255 You think my life is better than traveling and making art? 814 01:05:21,355 --> 01:05:27,060 I haven't been inspired in years. 815 01:05:27,394 --> 01:05:30,665 All the other shit I can deal with, but you have no idea what it's like 816 01:05:30,765 --> 01:05:36,236 to live day in and day out and be so uninspired. 817 01:05:36,336 --> 01:05:40,708 And here you are, you have it all! 818 01:05:54,988 --> 01:05:56,490 Almost... 819 01:06:27,287 --> 01:06:29,591 You want me to drop you off? 820 01:06:32,426 --> 01:06:35,162 Is it alright if I say no? 821 01:06:39,466 --> 01:06:41,068 Yeah, that's okay. 822 01:06:41,669 --> 01:06:48,643 [chill electric piano plays] 823 01:06:55,182 --> 01:06:57,719 Eh... Why not? 824 01:07:02,222 --> 01:07:06,493 To... Jakarta. 825 01:07:08,128 --> 01:07:10,163 To Singapore. 826 01:07:13,267 --> 01:07:17,539 To...[sighs] Los Angeles. 827 01:07:24,646 --> 01:07:26,413 To the emotional wreckage. 828 01:07:26,514 --> 01:07:27,515 [glasses clink] 829 01:07:32,620 --> 01:07:35,523 -[sighs] Mhmm. -Yup. Yup. 830 01:07:35,757 --> 01:07:38,125 -Yup. -You know you're alive when you can't feel the burn. 831 01:07:38,225 --> 01:07:41,295 Yeah. That's not a good thing. 832 01:07:44,164 --> 01:07:49,003 Y'know. I was doing so well until today, you know? 833 01:07:49,102 --> 01:07:54,441 I hadn't even thought about the past, I put it all behind me and you gotta show up 834 01:07:54,542 --> 01:07:57,411 riding a tsunami of memories. 835 01:07:59,246 --> 01:08:05,587 I like me here. Y'know, I like. I like me here. 836 01:08:05,687 --> 01:08:07,822 And yet you're moving again. 837 01:08:07,922 --> 01:08:12,727 Well, I'm not moving for me, you know. I'm not moving because I'm lonely. 838 01:08:12,860 --> 01:08:17,197 No. You're moving for someone else. Again. 839 01:08:17,297 --> 01:08:19,767 Just like when your parents moved you around. 840 01:08:19,867 --> 01:08:23,705 Shows you haven't put anything behind you. 841 01:08:24,271 --> 01:08:26,273 Yep. 842 01:08:27,041 --> 01:08:32,446 You know, we have lifetimes of experience crammed into eighteen years. 843 01:08:32,547 --> 01:08:36,584 That's what makes us different. That's why being together is easy. 844 01:08:40,688 --> 01:08:46,628 This... this is what's right. 845 01:08:50,665 --> 01:08:52,165 Embrace it. 846 01:08:59,674 --> 01:09:03,243 If only we had met up six years ago all this could be us. 847 01:09:04,045 --> 01:09:07,015 This is us. 848 01:09:10,051 --> 01:09:12,053 May I? 849 01:09:13,855 --> 01:09:15,990 Yeah, yeah. I want you to. I want you to. 850 01:09:18,258 --> 01:09:23,330 Sometimes, when I can't think of how to start on a piece, 851 01:09:23,430 --> 01:09:26,534 I'll put my hands on the clay and think of you. 852 01:09:26,634 --> 01:09:27,702 Really? 853 01:09:28,803 --> 01:09:35,810 Yeah. Remembering how your skin feels. I imagine all your lines and contours 854 01:09:40,848 --> 01:09:43,584 It's not the same body anymore. 855 01:09:43,685 --> 01:09:45,687 We'll find you. 856 01:09:56,597 --> 01:09:57,732 That bad, huh? 857 01:09:57,832 --> 01:09:59,133 I'll let you know. 858 01:10:00,101 --> 01:10:02,003 Don't even want to look at me. 859 01:10:10,812 --> 01:10:13,181 There's a mole here. 860 01:10:13,413 --> 01:10:14,414 Uh huh. 861 01:10:21,689 --> 01:10:27,695 This is the rib-- this one? No, this is the rib you cracked on the school fence. 862 01:10:28,563 --> 01:10:31,699 -Yeah, that's good. That one. -Great, this one? 863 01:10:31,799 --> 01:10:36,470 That's a good memory. I really needed that pack of cigarettes apparently. 864 01:10:43,544 --> 01:10:46,681 Are you alright? You're shaking. 865 01:10:47,447 --> 01:10:53,955 Yeah, my skin feels alive. 866 01:11:05,633 --> 01:11:11,906 ["In Your Hands" by There's Talk plays] 867 01:11:16,844 --> 01:11:19,213 This is my favorite line. 868 01:11:20,681 --> 01:11:24,585 Ha, yeah. I bet you tell that to all the boys. 869 01:11:24,685 --> 01:11:27,855 No, I mean--I mean, not this line. Other lines. 870 01:11:27,955 --> 01:11:29,590 Uh huh. 871 01:11:31,324 --> 01:11:33,628 Yeah? So what makes it so special? 872 01:11:33,728 --> 01:11:37,165 [whispering] Mmm, because I know what it feels like to put my head on it. 873 01:11:38,032 --> 01:11:40,034 Yeah? What does it feel like? 874 01:11:40,668 --> 01:11:42,136 Home. 875 01:11:49,977 --> 01:11:51,979 There he is. 876 01:11:58,252 --> 01:12:04,091 Of all the times, you just had to walk back into my life now. 877 01:12:04,959 --> 01:12:10,665 Yeah, right now, when it's finally just you and me. 878 01:12:18,306 --> 01:12:25,279 ["In Your Hands" by There's Talk plays] 879 01:13:23,871 --> 01:13:25,873 [both giggling] 880 01:14:25,866 --> 01:14:27,868 [Laela] This is new? 881 01:14:30,671 --> 01:14:31,872 Uh... 882 01:14:34,342 --> 01:14:40,314 [sighs] A biking accident. 883 01:14:40,414 --> 01:14:45,519 This. This doesn't feel... 884 01:14:47,688 --> 01:14:48,689 I know... 885 01:15:31,665 --> 01:15:33,667 [song fades] 886 01:16:31,692 --> 01:16:34,061 Pileo-pepero-something. 887 01:17:14,668 --> 01:17:18,139 [Colin's phone buzzes] 888 01:17:39,727 --> 01:17:44,031 Hey, how's it going? I just need a sec. 889 01:17:51,672 --> 01:17:53,674 Who wants coffee? 890 01:18:08,389 --> 01:18:11,692 Your coffee and croissant, Monsieur Colin! 891 01:18:45,594 --> 01:18:47,596 [cries] 892 01:18:48,829 --> 01:18:51,131 Lae? Hey! 893 01:18:51,666 --> 01:18:53,500 -Oh fuck... -Hey, what's going on? 894 01:18:53,602 --> 01:18:55,903 They packed your coffee. 895 01:18:56,003 --> 01:18:56,937 What? 896 01:18:57,037 --> 01:18:59,073 I went out to get coffee. 897 01:19:03,678 --> 01:19:07,381 Hey, hey. I thought you said we weren't going to do-- 898 01:19:07,549 --> 01:19:09,850 I-- [sighs] 899 01:19:09,950 --> 01:19:13,120 What? What's go-- Hey, hey, hey. 900 01:19:13,220 --> 01:19:16,691 I thought you fucking left without saying goodbye. 901 01:19:17,925 --> 01:19:20,327 I just went over to Reuben's to drop my spare key off. 902 01:19:20,427 --> 01:19:22,664 I thought I lost you again. 903 01:19:26,601 --> 01:19:28,637 Lae... 904 01:19:30,137 --> 01:19:33,874 -This is stupid. I feel stupid. -You're not stupid. 905 01:19:33,974 --> 01:19:38,145 You're not-- Look, I just went over to Reuben's to drop my key off. 906 01:19:38,245 --> 01:19:39,313 [Colin sighs] 907 01:19:45,419 --> 01:19:46,688 My ride is here. 908 01:19:51,825 --> 01:19:56,531 Hey... Where's my fucking coffee? 909 01:20:00,267 --> 01:20:02,836 [laugh together] 910 01:20:10,679 --> 01:20:15,750 Hey, you know, I... 911 01:20:15,849 --> 01:20:21,656 I had this whole speech prepared if I ever saw you again. 912 01:20:21,756 --> 01:20:25,593 Yeah, the feelings, they just compound and then 913 01:20:25,694 --> 01:20:31,332 you don't know if that's how you really ever felt or... feel. 914 01:20:33,367 --> 01:20:34,669 Tell me. 915 01:20:39,674 --> 01:20:42,076 That's the thing. Yep. 916 01:20:42,176 --> 01:20:47,582 Now you're in front of me, I can't remember a damn word. [laughs] 917 01:20:47,682 --> 01:20:52,587 The feelings though, they... they remain. 918 01:20:59,627 --> 01:21:02,396 We don't have to go just yet. 919 01:21:02,496 --> 01:21:05,633 We can stay a little longer. No one has to know. 920 01:21:08,302 --> 01:21:11,673 Yeah. I didn't like the way things ended last night. 921 01:21:13,874 --> 01:21:17,311 At the same time it was the best night in a long time. 922 01:21:19,246 --> 01:21:24,184 Yeah. Kinda feel like it was supposed to be like that. 923 01:21:24,686 --> 01:21:28,656 All we can do is embrace the present. 924 01:21:28,757 --> 01:21:30,592 [sighs] 925 01:21:32,393 --> 01:21:35,563 You know that scar on my side? 926 01:21:36,430 --> 01:21:38,265 The bike accident? 927 01:21:38,867 --> 01:21:43,772 Yeah. I got it on the worst night of my life. 928 01:21:44,873 --> 01:21:50,545 I was... blackout drunk. I was going through a bunch of unprocessed bullshit. 929 01:21:51,813 --> 01:21:56,651 Never quite fitting in. Never quite wanting to stay put. 930 01:21:57,184 --> 01:22:03,490 Nothing new. We did our fair share of drinking back in the day too. 931 01:22:03,591 --> 01:22:07,227 Yeah, we did, but... 932 01:22:07,327 --> 01:22:10,297 that was just for the sake of it. 933 01:22:10,397 --> 01:22:13,033 This was about being numb. 934 01:22:15,269 --> 01:22:18,873 I swerved my bike into a parked car. 935 01:22:20,407 --> 01:22:23,511 -Shit... -It's so silly. 936 01:22:25,847 --> 01:22:27,849 [sighs] 937 01:22:28,182 --> 01:22:30,685 I remember thinking the car was moving. 938 01:22:39,928 --> 01:22:42,630 Colin... I wish I could've been there for you. 939 01:22:45,199 --> 01:22:51,371 That's the thing. I ran into Sofia's car. 940 01:22:51,472 --> 01:22:55,275 That's how we met. 941 01:22:55,375 --> 01:22:59,046 And suddenly, the worst night of my life turned into the best. 942 01:22:59,146 --> 01:23:01,014 [sighs, scoffs] 943 01:23:01,114 --> 01:23:06,521 Yeah... I know... It's fucked up. 944 01:23:06,688 --> 01:23:12,459 -The teenager in me is screaming on the inside. -No, don't do that. 945 01:23:14,729 --> 01:23:19,667 I'd give it all up to do it over again. Do it differently. 946 01:23:22,537 --> 01:23:26,774 Yeah. I get that, but... 947 01:23:26,875 --> 01:23:30,110 that's why I have to go. 948 01:23:30,210 --> 01:23:32,914 Because I wouldn't change it for the world. 949 01:23:36,016 --> 01:23:38,085 I just don't want it to end. 950 01:23:42,389 --> 01:23:44,792 You'll always have the best part of me. 951 01:23:45,325 --> 01:23:46,393 Hm. 952 01:24:06,681 --> 01:24:09,617 -Okay? -Okay. 953 01:24:09,717 --> 01:24:11,719 -Okay? -Okay. 954 01:24:13,688 --> 01:24:14,689 Yeah... Okay... 955 01:24:21,696 --> 01:24:22,664 Okay. 956 01:24:25,098 --> 01:24:30,605 Yeah. Um, is it cool if I just chill here for a bit? 957 01:24:30,838 --> 01:24:34,042 Yeah, yeah. Stay as long as you need. 958 01:24:34,141 --> 01:24:39,112 Better yet, make an offer. That way I don't have to sell to investors. 959 01:24:39,212 --> 01:24:41,683 Maybe I will. 960 01:24:42,416 --> 01:24:46,688 There's a box of memories over there and a plant. 961 01:24:46,788 --> 01:24:50,424 Consider it a housewarming gift. 962 01:24:58,032 --> 01:24:59,199 Hey. 963 01:25:00,300 --> 01:25:01,869 Sapa-takut. 964 01:25:02,770 --> 01:25:03,705 [Colin laughs] 965 01:25:06,139 --> 01:25:07,575 [both laugh] 966 01:25:17,085 --> 01:25:23,958 ["In Your Hands" by There's Talk plays] 967 01:25:42,577 --> 01:25:43,878 Ciao, Laela. 968 01:26:17,344 --> 01:26:24,052 ["Nostalgia Seed" by Grazer plays] 969 01:29:05,713 --> 01:29:07,715 [song fades]