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Emili Dikkinson 1830 yilda tug'ilgan
Amherstda, Massachusets shtatida.

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U butun umri davomida yashadi
otasining uyida.

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Umrining oxiriga yaqin,
u kamdan-kam hollarda o'z xonasidan chiqib ketdi.

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Bir nechta anonim oyatlardan tashqari,
u nashr etilmagan holda qoldi.

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U vafot etgach, uning she'rlari topildi.

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Ba'zi g'alati,
yozilgan eng ajoyib she'rlar.

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Ularning deyarli 2000 tasi,
xizmatkorning yukxonasiga yashiringan.

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Emili!

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Emili, uyg'on!

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Siz suv olib kelishingiz kerak.

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Soat to‘rt bo‘ldi
ertalab, Laviniya.

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Men yozyapman.

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Onam kerak, deydi.
Kecha qildim.

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Nega Ostin buni qilmaydi?

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Ostin bola.

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Bu shunday bema'nilik.

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{ n8}Chunki men o'lim uchun to'xtata olmadim -

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{ n8}To‘xtang...

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Bizga bu suv bir soat oldin kerak edi.

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Qayerlarda eding?

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Oh, Emili, bu chelaklar yarmi bo'sh.

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Siz hammasini to'kib yuborishga ruxsat berasiz.

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Siz keraksiz qizsiz. Foydasiz.

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Shunchaki xizmatchi olib bo‘lmaydimi?

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Mening o'lik tanam ustida.

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Bizda oltita ot bor, onam.
Menimcha, biz xizmatkor olamiz.

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Mana, Vinni. Bir gul.

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Men uchunmi?

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Otang menga turmushga chiqqanida,

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Men u eng yaxshi uy bekasi olayotganini aytdim
butun Xempshir okrugida.

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Yo'q, butun Yangi Angliyada.

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Barmoqlarimning terisini qirib tashlaganim ma’qul
xizmatkor olishdan ko'ra.

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Men esa sizlarga qizlarni tarbiyalayman
xuddi men kabi bo'lish.

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Lekin men umuman xohlamayman ...

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Siz yaxshi uy bekasi bo'lasiz
Bir kun, Emili Dikkinson.

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Endi siz kiyinishingiz kerak.

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Bizda yana bir janob bor
sizni ko'rgani keladi.

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Jentlmenmi?

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Onam, yo'q!

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Bu odam sizning eringiz bo'lishi mumkin.

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Bu juda romantik.

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Bunday nayranglardan hech birini tortmang
oxirgi marta qilganingiz kabi.

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Men qurbonlik qildim.

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Siz o'lik sichqonchani tashladingiz
o'sha bechoraning bag'rida.

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Ha.

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Mushuk kabi.

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Siz mushuk emassiz, Emili.

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Yo'q.

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Afsuski, men ayolman.

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Bu cho'chqalar sovchi uchun.

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Nega menga da'vogarlar bo'lmaydi?

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Chunki men seni turmushga bermoqchi emasman.
Siz uy ishlarini juda yaxshi bilasiz.

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Demak, men keksa xizmatkor bo‘lib o‘lishim kerak
faqat suv olib kelishim uchunmi?

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Hayot adolatli emas, Laviniya.

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Salom.

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Emili, bunday qilma.

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Salom, Emili.

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Oh, keling.

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Jorj.

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Hey.

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Siz allaqachon qildingiz
qizimning tanishi?

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Onam, bu Jorj.
U Ostin bilan Lit Clubda.

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Biz har doim birga bo'lamiz.

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Xo'sh, men bu erda Jorjga aytdim
siz qanday zo'r xotin bo'lasiz.

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Siz qanchalik tejamkor va puxta odamsiz
barcha vazifalaringizda.

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Ha, albatta. Men haqiqiy ovchiman.

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Xonim kabi o'tiring.

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Jorj, sen bilan gaplashsam bo'ladimi?
bir soniya tashqarida?

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- To'liq.
- Ajoyib.

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Ona, biz ayvonda bo'lamiz.
Bizga josuslik qilmaslikka harakat qiling.

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Oh. Ha.

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Men senga uylanmasligimni bilasan, to'g'rimi?

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Hech qachon hech qachon dema, Emili.

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She'ringizda yozganingizdek,
"Men Imkoniyatda yashayman."

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Yaxshi.

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Odamlar mendan iqtibos keltirishlarini yaxshi ko'raman.

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Nega menga turmushga chiqmaysiz?

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Siz tushunmaysiz.
Men hech kimga turmushga chiqmayman.

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Onang bunday demaydi.

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Bu yer yuzida mening bitta maqsadim bor,

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va bu buyuk yozuvchi bo'lishdir.

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Er kishi bunga chek qo'yadi.

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qilmasdim.

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Siz hozir aytasiz.

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Ammo asta-sekin siz bo'lardingiz.

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Men seni telbalarcha sevib qoldim.

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- Juda yomon.
- Boshqa odam bormi?

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Ha, aslida.

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U kim? Men uni o'ldiraman.

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Siz uni o'ldira olmaysiz.

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U O'lim.

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Nima?

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O‘limga oshiqman.

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U meni olib chiqadi
har kecha vagonda sayohat qilish uchun.

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U shunday janob.

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Do'zax kabi sexy.

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Siz juda g'alati odamsiz.

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Nega men sizni shunchalik o'ziga tortdim?

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Men siz uchun hamma narsani qilardim.

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Xo'sh, siz qila oladigan bitta narsa bor.

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Unga nom bering.

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Siz hali ham "Light mag" muharririsiz, shunday emasmi?

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Xo'sh, muharrir.

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Lekin ha.

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Men buni nashr etishingizni xohlayman.

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Xop. Siz nihoyat qilasiz
she'rlaringizdan birini nashr etsam?

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Xo'sh, tayyor ekanligiga ishonchim komil emas,
lekin ha, men ...

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Bu mukammal vaqt. Bizda bor
bizning yangi sonimizda bir oz joy.

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- Haqiqatanmi?
- Men buni yashirincha kirita olaman.

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Ertaga chop etiladi.

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- Ertagami? Haqiqatanmi?
- Ertaga.

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Hamma biladi
ismi Emili Dikkinson.

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Yaxshi, lekin kuting.

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Bu nima?

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Mening ismimni chop eta olmaysiz.

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Nega yo'q?

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Chunki otam
ayollarning nashr etishini ma'qullamaydi.

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Oh, keling.

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Bu ahmoqlik.

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Siz dahosiz, Emili.
U buni ma'qullashi kerak.

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Bosh harflarimni qo'yib bo'lmasmidi
yoki "Anonim" yoki boshqa narsa?

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Yo'q.

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Siz hurmatga loyiqsiz.

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Va siz otangizga qarshi turishingiz kerak.

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Bilasizmi nima?

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Shunchaki bajargin. Shunchaki bajargin.

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Uni mening ismim va hamma narsa bilan nashr eting.

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Rahmat, Jorj.

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Istalgan vaqtda, miss Dikkinson.

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Bu falokat edi.

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Ha, Emili.

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Siz uni yana buzdingiz.

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U buni buzmadi.
Ular o'pishardi. ko'rdim.

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O'pish?

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Xudoyim, senga nima bo'ldi?

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Siz ushlab turadigan odamsiz
meni bu odamlarga tashlaydi.

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Men seni tashlamayman.

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Ha, shunaqasiz. Bu kamsituvchi.

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Meni beva, cho‘loqni garovga qo‘yarding.
Kim meni olib ketsa.

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Butun Amherst shahri qanchalik yomonligini biladi
sen mendan qutulmoqchisan.

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Nima bu shov-shuv?

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Onam yana mendan voz kechmoqchi.

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Men 18 yoshimda turmushga chiqdim, Emili.
Sizga er olish vaqti keldi.

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Va chiqib keting, demoqchimisiz?

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Xo'sh, ha. Shunday bo'ladi
qiz turmushga chiqqanda.

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Nega hech kimga parvo qilmaydi
agar men er olsam?

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Emili hech kimga turmushga chiqishi shart emas
Menga nisbatan.

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Rahmat, ota.

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Iso, hech bo'lmaganda bu erda kimdir
meni oiladan haydab chiqarmoqchi emas.

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Demak, siz uning shu yerda qolishini xohlaysiz
Shohlik kelguncha bizning uyimizdami?

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- Kun bo'yi hech narsa qilmayapsizmi?
- Men juda ko'p qilaman.

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Oh. Nima Masalan?

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Men topgan odamman
barcha qushlarning uyalari.

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Xo'sh, xonimlar, tozalash vaqti keldi

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shuning uchun men quvurimdan zavq olaman
va gazeta tinch, a?

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Juda yaxshi.

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Bizga qaytish vaqti keldi
baribir oshxonaga.

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Qizlar, men bilan keling.

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Men kerakmi?

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Sizning munosabatingiz yomon, yosh xonim.

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Men shunchaki uy ishlarini qilishni xohlamayman
Kuniga 24 soat.

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Va o'rniga nima qilgan bo'lardingiz?

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Men shunchaki... o'ylagan bo'lardim.

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Unga dam bersin, ona.

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Hammasi joyida.

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Rahmat, dada.

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Sen mening qahramonimsan.

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Siz shunchaki uning tarafini olishni yaxshi ko'rasiz, shunday emasmi?

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Siz bundan afsuslanasiz. U yovvoyi.

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U o'zini qanday tutishni bilmaydi
To'g'ri yosh xonim kabi,

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va u bu oilaning halokati bo'ladi.

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Nima, opa?

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Hech narsa, uka. Shunchaki sovuq.

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Eshitishimcha, siz boshqa da'vogarni rad etgansiz.

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Ha. Unga kirmas edi.

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Xo'sh, nikoh mavzusida,
Menda yangilik bor.

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Qanday yangilik?

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Men Suega taklif qildim.

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Va u ha dedi.

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Ha!

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Ha!

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Nima?

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Siz Suega turmushga chiqolmaysiz!

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- Nega yo'q?
- Ostin, u mening eng yaqin do'stim.

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Qara, Emili, tushunma
hozir hammasi aqldan ozgan.

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Bu yaxshi vaqt emas.

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Syuning singlisi Meri vafot etdi.

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Nima?

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Lekin... u sog'lom edi.

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bilaman. Ammo keyin u tif bilan kasallanib, vafot etdi,
boshqalar kabi.

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Iso. Bechora Sue.

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Ha, shuning uchun ... hurmat qiling
uning holati haqida. Xop?

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Menga aytishing shart emas
eng yaqin do'stimga hurmat bilan munosabatda bo'lish.

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Ayolni hurmat qiling
kim mening xotinim bo'ladi.

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Chunki men o'limni to'xtata olmadim -

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Xo'sh, biz siz uchun juda xursandmiz.

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Aytmoqchimanki, biz juda afsusdamiz
singlingiz haqida, Sue.

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Ammo biz ikkingiz turmush qurganingizdan juda xursandmiz.

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Xo'sh, Ostin, qanday rejalaringiz bor?

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Oh, ha, azizim, ayting.

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Xo'sh, aniq,
hali hech narsa hal qilinmagan, lekin ...

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Michiganda bir firma bor,

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va ular menga lavozim taklif qilishdi.

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Va u erda Suening amakivachchasi bor, shuning uchun ...

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Xo'sh, nima?

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Shuning uchun biz Detroytga ko'chib o'tishni o'ylayapmiz.

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Men bu haqda juda asabiyman, aslida.

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Men bunday deb o‘ylamayman.

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Siz mening kompaniyamga qo'shilasiz
va Amherstda qoling.

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Ammo, ota, men aytganimdek,
Men g'arbga chiqmoqchiman.

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Bema'nilik, biz sizni hozirgacha yashay olmaymiz.

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Bu Amherst. Siz Dikinsonsiz.

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Bu yerda sizning bobongiz va uning otasi yashagan
bundan oldin, mana shu uyda.

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Xo'sh, nima kutmoqdasiz? Sue va men
turmushga chiqib, yuqori qavatda yashaysizmi?

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Albatta yo'q. Bema'ni bo'lmang.

216
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- Qo'shni uyda yashaysiz.
- Qo'shni eshik?

217
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Nima?

218
00:13:09,540 --> 00:13:11,790
Nima, Irlandiya hovlisida?

219
00:13:11,875 --> 00:13:13,245
O'g'il bolalar bilanmi?

220
00:13:13,335 --> 00:13:15,375
Ostin, o'zingni yig'.

221
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Yaqin atrofdagi uchastka sotuvga chiqdi.
Men uni sotib olmoqchiman.

222
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Biz sizga uy quramiz.

223
00:13:20,175 --> 00:13:23,045
Eng zamonaviy va eng oqlangan uylar.

224
00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:25,176
Dizaynni o'zingiz nazorat qilasiz.

225
00:13:25,639 --> 00:13:27,139
U kuzgacha quriladi.

226
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Buni to'y sovg'asi deb hisoblang.

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Ostin.

228
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Qarang.

229
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Nima?

230
00:14:21,361 --> 00:14:22,911
Bu qandaydir hazilmi?

231
00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:25,623
Siz ukamga uylanasiz.
Siz aqldan ozganmisiz?

232
00:14:25,699 --> 00:14:29,239
Yana nima qilishim kerak edi, Emili?
Mening butun oilam o'lgan.

233
00:14:29,328 --> 00:14:31,788
Ha, bilaman,
va men bundan dahshatli his qilyapman.

234
00:14:31,872 --> 00:14:32,872
Ammo Ostin?

235
00:14:34,124 --> 00:14:35,384
Siz uni hatto yoqtirmaysiz!

236
00:14:35,459 --> 00:14:37,539
Sen menga aytding
siz uning aql-idrokini hurmat qilmaysiz.

237
00:14:38,712 --> 00:14:41,012
Bundan tashqari, men shunday deb o'yladim
hech qachon turmushga chiqmaslik.

238
00:14:41,089 --> 00:14:43,735
Men katta bo'lamiz deb o'yladim
va birga buyuk yozuvchilarga aylanishadi.

239
00:14:43,759 --> 00:14:47,719
Bu biz bergan ahmoqona va'da
biz 14 yoshda bo'lganimizda.

240
00:14:47,804 --> 00:14:51,064
Va o'shanda ham men bu yolg'on ekanligini bilardim.
Men siz kabi emasman, Emili.

241
00:14:51,141 --> 00:14:53,021
Men pul bilan o'smaganman.

242
00:14:53,101 --> 00:14:55,151
Menda sizning mukammal hayotingiz yo'q.

243
00:14:57,481 --> 00:14:59,571
Mening hayotim mukammal deb o'ylaysizmi?

244
00:15:01,026 --> 00:15:02,436
Siz ham meni taniysizmi?

245
00:15:03,529 --> 00:15:06,029
Men bu dunyoda yolg'izman.

246
00:15:06,573 --> 00:15:07,783
Men bechoraman.

247
00:15:08,700 --> 00:15:11,450
Agar men Ostinga uylanmasam,
Men tom ma'noda ochlikdan o'laman.

248
00:15:24,466 --> 00:15:25,926
Men Meri uchun afsusdaman.

249
00:15:29,429 --> 00:15:30,889
Men uni juda yoqtirardim.

250
00:15:32,182 --> 00:15:34,352
Ha, men ham uni yoqtirardim.
U mening sevimli singlim edi.

251
00:15:36,562 --> 00:15:39,022
Xo'sh, menimcha,
Sen Ostinga uylanganingdan beri...

252
00:15:42,234 --> 00:15:43,904
Endi men sizning singlingiz bo'laman.

253
00:15:49,157 --> 00:15:51,237
Menga bir narsa va'da ber, Syu.

254
00:15:52,703 --> 00:15:54,333
Mayli, menga ikkita narsani va'da qiling.

255
00:15:57,082 --> 00:16:01,092
Birinchisi: Michiganga ko'chib o'tmaysiz.

256
00:16:04,798 --> 00:16:06,678
And two:

257
00:16:10,429 --> 00:16:12,719
Siz meni doim undan ko'ra ko'proq sevasiz.

258
00:16:14,600 --> 00:16:16,350
Birinchisiga kelsak,

259
00:16:17,186 --> 00:16:19,396
Bu haqiqatan ham Ostinning qarori.

260
00:16:22,024 --> 00:16:23,734
Ammo ikkinchisiga kelsak ...

261
00:16:25,694 --> 00:16:26,704
Ha?

262
00:16:28,322 --> 00:16:29,322
Xo'sh ...

263
00:16:31,325 --> 00:16:33,655
Men bu haqda ko'p tashvishlanmayman.

264
00:17:02,231 --> 00:17:03,321
Men sizni sevaman.

265
00:17:23,335 --> 00:17:24,335
- Sue.
- Sue.

266
00:17:24,837 --> 00:17:25,837
Kechirasiz.

267
00:17:26,588 --> 00:17:28,128
Kechirasiz. Sue!

268
00:17:28,214 --> 00:17:29,304
Siz qayerda edingiz?

269
00:17:45,858 --> 00:17:47,688
{ n8}U mehribonlik bilan men uchun to'xtadi -

270
00:17:54,658 --> 00:17:56,618
Emili, nimaga qaraysan?

271
00:17:57,786 --> 00:17:58,786
Death.

272
00:18:07,796 --> 00:18:09,626
Never mind, Lavinia.

273
00:18:09,715 --> 00:18:11,375
Xop. Uyga boraylik.

274
00:18:13,218 --> 00:18:15,348
Bu ajoyib dafn marosimi edi,
don't you think?

275
00:18:15,804 --> 00:18:17,354
Mine'll be better.

276
00:18:17,848 --> 00:18:21,978
Shaharda biron bir qiz bo'lishi mumkin edi,
va siz Sue Gilbertni tanladingizmi?

277
00:18:22,060 --> 00:18:23,150
Nega?

278
00:18:23,228 --> 00:18:25,858
Menimcha, chunki
u meni istamagan yagona odam.

279
00:18:25,939 --> 00:18:27,319
Xo'sh, men bunga aloqador bo'lishim mumkin.

280
00:18:27,399 --> 00:18:29,399
Opangiz haliyam qiyin o'ynayapti.

281
00:18:29,985 --> 00:18:32,985
"Olish qiyin."
Buni qo'yishning yaxshi usuli.

282
00:18:33,071 --> 00:18:34,871
- U jinni.
- U daho.

283
00:18:34,948 --> 00:18:36,908
Odamlarning shunday deyishidan charchadim.

284
00:18:40,954 --> 00:18:42,294
Salom, xonimlar.

285
00:18:42,873 --> 00:18:45,213
Bu yerda nima qilyapsan, Jorj?

286
00:18:45,292 --> 00:18:48,712
Sue, bu erga kel.
Men siz bilan bir narsa haqida gaplashmoqchiman.

287
00:18:51,632 --> 00:18:53,512
Xo'sh, bolam, tugadi.

288
00:18:54,092 --> 00:18:56,392
Sizning she'ringiz. Bu Indikatorda.

289
00:18:56,470 --> 00:18:58,680
Men yozgan narsaning yonida
Persi Shelli haqida.

290
00:18:58,764 --> 00:19:01,984
Printerlarda bor.
Keyingi hafta chiqadi.

291
00:19:02,059 --> 00:19:04,769
Siz hozir biroz mashhursiz,
Emili Dikkinson.

292
00:19:07,606 --> 00:19:09,436
Emili? Nima bo'ldi?

293
00:19:10,734 --> 00:19:11,744
Men shunchaki...

294
00:19:13,028 --> 00:19:14,148
qo'rqib ketdi.

295
00:19:14,238 --> 00:19:15,238
Sizmi?

296
00:19:15,948 --> 00:19:17,658
Siz hech narsadan qo'rqmaysiz.

297
00:19:17,741 --> 00:19:19,661
Siz mutlaqo qo'rqmassiz.

298
00:19:24,957 --> 00:19:27,377
Men shunchaki bilmayman
otam qanday munosabatda bo'ladi.

299
00:19:27,459 --> 00:19:29,589
Jiddiymi? Qo'ysangchi; qani endi.

300
00:19:29,670 --> 00:19:32,710
U sizning qanchalik ajoyib ekanligingizni bilishi kerak.

301
00:19:32,798 --> 00:19:35,588
Va bu narsa emas
u yo'lida turishni xohlaydi.

302
00:19:35,676 --> 00:19:36,966
Shundaymi?

303
00:19:41,348 --> 00:19:42,638
Emili!

304
00:19:43,058 --> 00:19:44,428
Emili!

305
00:19:44,768 --> 00:19:47,148
Kechki ovqat tayyorlang!

306
00:19:48,689 --> 00:19:49,899
Men ketishim kerak.

307
00:19:52,025 --> 00:19:53,645
Yana rahmat, Jorj.

308
00:20:24,224 --> 00:20:26,194
Ajoyib tovuq, Dikinson xonim.

309
00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:28,768
Oh, ha, bu juda mazali, ona.

310
00:20:29,813 --> 00:20:32,193
Xo'sh, opalaringizga rahmat. Ular yordam berishdi.

311
00:20:32,274 --> 00:20:33,364
Bizdan birimiz qildik.

312
00:20:33,859 --> 00:20:36,859
- Qizlar.
- Endi, mana, eshiting.

313
00:20:37,487 --> 00:20:39,277
Menda juda hayajonli e'lon bor.

314
00:20:39,364 --> 00:20:43,494
Ma'lumki, yugurishdan tashqari
mening muvaffaqiyatli yuridik amaliyotim,

315
00:20:43,577 --> 00:20:47,117
shuningdek, o'z pozitsiyamni saqlab qolish
Amherst kolleji g'aznachisi sifatida,

316
00:20:47,206 --> 00:20:51,126
Men ikki muddat xizmat qildim
Massachusets Vakillar palatasi.

317
00:20:51,210 --> 00:20:55,800
Xo'sh, endi mening ko'zim bor
kattaroq narsada.

318
00:20:56,882 --> 00:20:58,802
Men Kongressga nomzodimni qo‘yishga qaror qildim.

319
00:20:59,343 --> 00:21:01,473
- Ota, bu ajoyib.
- Assalomu alaykum, dada.

320
00:21:01,553 --> 00:21:03,933
Rahmat. Men sizning g'ayratingizni qadrlayman.

321
00:21:04,014 --> 00:21:06,064
Onangiz bu fikrga mutlaqo qarshi edi.

322
00:21:06,141 --> 00:21:08,891
Xo'sh, men sizni xohlamayman
uydan juda uzoqda.

323
00:21:08,977 --> 00:21:10,727
Nomzodlar doimo harakat qilishadi.

324
00:21:10,812 --> 00:21:12,982
Xo'sh, qilishimiz kerak
Endi ovoz berishdan chiqing, shunday emasmi?

325
00:21:13,065 --> 00:21:14,775
Ovoz berish va xabar.

326
00:21:14,858 --> 00:21:17,488
Ota, siz abolitsionistmisiz?

327
00:21:17,819 --> 00:21:23,119
Yo'q, men buni aytmagan bo'lardim.
Men hech qanday radikal pozitsiyani egallamayman.

328
00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:26,040
Menimcha, qullik noto‘g‘ri, albatta.

329
00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:27,499
Lekin men murosaga ham ishonaman.

330
00:21:27,579 --> 00:21:30,709
Men, albatta, bir narsa deb o'ylamayman
Biz urushga borishimiz kerak.

331
00:21:30,791 --> 00:21:32,251
Juda aqlli, azizim.

332
00:21:32,334 --> 00:21:33,334
Ha.

333
00:21:33,710 --> 00:21:35,550
Ba'zan o'zimni quldek his qilaman.

334
00:21:37,756 --> 00:21:40,126
Siz buzuq qizsiz
Amherstdan, Emili.

335
00:21:40,217 --> 00:21:41,387
Quldan uzoq.

336
00:21:41,718 --> 00:21:46,268
Bu tartibsiz ish, lekin biz kerak
Ittifoqni har qanday holatda ham birga saqlash.

337
00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:47,468
Bu mening platformam.

338
00:21:48,016 --> 00:21:51,186
Bu va keling
Amherstgacha bo'lgan temir yo'l. Bu ham.

339
00:21:52,062 --> 00:21:54,732
Oh, temir yo'lmi? Bu ajoyib.

340
00:21:54,815 --> 00:21:56,725
Ha, Laviniya, agar men saylansam,

341
00:21:56,817 --> 00:21:59,947
poezd hushtakini eshitasiz
yotoqxonangizning derazasidan tashqarida.

342
00:22:00,028 --> 00:22:01,778
Bu dahshatli tushga o'xshaydi.

343
00:22:01,864 --> 00:22:03,824
Ha, yaxshi, tabriklayman, ota.

344
00:22:03,907 --> 00:22:06,787
Endi bizda e'lon bor
qilish ham.

345
00:22:07,828 --> 00:22:13,458
Sue va men buni muhokama qildik va muhokama qildik
Detroytga ko'chib o'tmasligimizga qaror qildik.

346
00:22:14,042 --> 00:22:15,103
Biz Amherstda turamiz

347
00:22:15,127 --> 00:22:16,747
- oila bilan.
- Ajoyib. Ajoyib.

348
00:22:16,837 --> 00:22:18,457
Bu ajoyib yangilik.

349
00:22:18,547 --> 00:22:19,417
- Voy!
- Ajoyib.

350
00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:22,126
Siz kompaniyani birga ushlab turishingiz mumkin
Men o'z kampaniyamni o'tkazayotganimda.

351
00:22:22,217 --> 00:22:24,087
Va biz katta, chiroyli to'y qilamiz.

352
00:22:24,469 --> 00:22:27,349
Biz barcha Dikinsonlarni taklif qilamiz
va Norkross amakivachchalari.

353
00:22:27,431 --> 00:22:29,851
Va, albatta, Sue,
butun oilangiz keladi.

354
00:22:30,893 --> 00:22:33,023
Mening butun oilam o'lgan.

355
00:22:35,063 --> 00:22:36,983
Xo'sh, bu hali juda yaxshi bo'ladi.

356
00:22:38,066 --> 00:22:39,226
Ha, Emili, bu nima?

357
00:22:40,861 --> 00:22:42,781
Menda ham e'lon bor.

358
00:22:43,655 --> 00:22:46,655
Bu aqldan ozgan narsa emas.

359
00:22:47,242 --> 00:22:52,752
Bilasizmi, Kongress bilan solishtirganda
va turmush qurish va sizda nima bor.

360
00:22:52,831 --> 00:22:54,421
Xo'sh, unda nima?

361
00:22:58,879 --> 00:23:02,169
Men yozgan she'r ...

362
00:23:03,926 --> 00:23:07,256
kollej jurnalida chop etiladi.

363
00:23:16,188 --> 00:23:18,268
Men sizni to'g'ri eshitmadim deb o'ylayman.

364
00:23:21,485 --> 00:23:23,065
Yana shuni aytasizmi?

365
00:23:24,279 --> 00:23:26,529
Mening... Mening she'rim...

366
00:23:27,991 --> 00:23:29,491
nashr etiladi.

367
00:23:30,077 --> 00:23:31,367
Qanday jur'at etasan.

368
00:23:32,454 --> 00:23:35,674
Menda bormi yoki yo'q
o'zimni juda aniq aytdim

369
00:23:36,291 --> 00:23:39,751
Men ayolni ma'qullamayman
o'zini qurishga intiladi

370
00:23:39,837 --> 00:23:41,587
adabiy obro'-e'tibor, Emili?

371
00:23:41,672 --> 00:23:43,262
Va endi siz borib, buni qildingiz!

372
00:23:44,383 --> 00:23:46,263
Buni to'xtatishning biron bir usuli bormi?

373
00:23:47,553 --> 00:23:49,303
U allaqachon chop etishga ketgan.

374
00:23:49,388 --> 00:23:52,718
Xudoyim. Yovuz qiz.
Onangiz haq edi.

375
00:23:52,808 --> 00:23:57,018
Biz sizga juda ko'p erkinlik berdik va hozir
siz bizning mehribonligimizdan foydalandingiz.

376
00:23:57,104 --> 00:23:58,524
Va bu yomon vaqt, Emili.

377
00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:03,275
Bu siz uchun juda yomon vaqt
bunday janjal ko'rsatish uchun!

378
00:24:03,694 --> 00:24:05,404
Xudoyim!

379
00:24:05,487 --> 00:24:07,567
Siz Dikinsonning yaxshi nomini buzasiz.

380
00:24:12,244 --> 00:24:13,294
Qani ketdik.

381
00:24:19,585 --> 00:24:22,165
Dikinsonlar
Amherstda 200 yil yashagan.

382
00:24:22,254 --> 00:24:24,384
Biz bu shaharni shunday qildik.

383
00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:26,430
Buni hamma biladi.

384
00:24:26,508 --> 00:24:27,798
Lekin bobongiz...

385
00:24:30,387 --> 00:24:32,637
u mast va qarzdor edi.

386
00:24:32,723 --> 00:24:37,523
Va u deyarli hamma narsani isrof qildi
bunyod etish uchun ota-bobolarim ko‘p mehnat qilganlar.

387
00:24:37,603 --> 00:24:39,943
Men umrimni uning kirlarini tozalash bilan o‘tkazdim!

388
00:24:40,022 --> 00:24:42,192
Men siqib chiqdim va qurbonlik qildim.

389
00:24:42,274 --> 00:24:46,074
Va mening harakatlarim bekor bo'lmaydi
o'z qizim bilan, la'nat!

390
00:24:47,529 --> 00:24:51,119
Bu ahmoqliging,
bizda bundan ortiq bo'lmaydi!

391
00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:53,370
Siz o'z vazifalaringizni bajarasiz
onangiz kabi.

392
00:24:53,785 --> 00:24:56,155
Sizda yaxshilanish uchun juda ko'p joy bor.

393
00:24:56,246 --> 00:24:57,246
Ko'ryapsizmi?

394
00:24:57,748 --> 00:25:00,248
Ko'ryapsizmi, bu lavha parchalangan. Ko'ryapsizmi?

395
00:25:01,793 --> 00:25:03,503
Siz dasturxon yozdingiz, shunday emasmi?

396
00:25:06,381 --> 00:25:09,011
Bermoqchimisiz
uy xo'jayini maydalangan plastinka?

397
00:25:13,263 --> 00:25:15,603
Sizning jazongiz uchun,
bu yerda tozalaysiz.

398
00:25:16,350 --> 00:25:17,600
Va oshxonada.

399
00:25:20,646 --> 00:25:21,856
Yolg'iz.

400
00:26:15,409 --> 00:26:16,539
Sizni ko'rganimdan xursandman.

401
00:26:18,954 --> 00:26:19,964
Siz kechikdingiz.

402
00:26:21,081 --> 00:26:23,381
Hech qachon kelmasam, ko'pchilik xursand bo'lardi.

403
00:26:25,002 --> 00:26:26,002
Men emas.

404
00:26:27,838 --> 00:26:29,208
Men sizni doim ko'rishni xohlayman.

405
00:26:35,804 --> 00:26:40,604
Demak, she’ringiz chop etiladi.

406
00:26:41,310 --> 00:26:42,310
Yo'q.

407
00:26:42,811 --> 00:26:44,231
Dadam ruxsat bermaydi.

408
00:26:44,771 --> 00:26:46,901
Siz aytgan deb o'yladim
uni to'xtatish juda kech edi.

409
00:26:47,482 --> 00:26:50,782
Otam yonadi
agar kerak bo'lsa, har bir nusxa.

410
00:26:50,861 --> 00:26:54,411
Meni oldini olish uchun hamma narsa
"Dikkinsonning yaxshi nomini buzish" dan.

411
00:26:54,823 --> 00:26:55,873
azizim...

412
00:26:58,577 --> 00:27:01,657
Siz yagona Dikinson bo'lasiz
ular 200 yil ichida gapirishadi.

413
00:27:03,498 --> 00:27:04,668
Buni sizga va'da qilaman.

414
00:27:05,334 --> 00:27:07,384
She’rlarim hech qachon chop etilmasa ham?

415
00:27:07,461 --> 00:27:10,171
Ommaviylik bir xil narsa emas
boqiylik sifatida.

416
00:27:12,007 --> 00:27:13,427
Boqiylik hech narsa emas.

417
00:27:14,134 --> 00:27:18,264
Buning uchun zarur bo'lgan hamma narsa juda yaxshi va
yaxshi xulqli va keyin jannatga borasiz.

418
00:27:19,431 --> 00:27:21,271
Qarang, bu men aytmoqchi emasman.

419
00:27:22,309 --> 00:27:25,899
Sizning boqiylik turi
qoidalarga rioya qilgan holda sizdan kelmaydi.

420
00:27:25,979 --> 00:27:28,109
Bu siz ularni sindirishingizdan kelib chiqadi.

421
00:27:31,735 --> 00:27:33,105
Menga qachon kelasiz?

422
00:27:34,446 --> 00:27:36,526
Har kecha senga kelaman azizim.

423
00:27:37,324 --> 00:27:39,084
Faqat sayr qilish uchun emas.

424
00:27:39,618 --> 00:27:42,248
Meni bu joydan olib ketish uchun.

425
00:27:46,583 --> 00:27:50,173
Ko'p yillar davomida emas.

426
00:28:02,099 --> 00:28:04,099
Nega har doim shunchalik uzoq davom etasiz?

427
00:28:05,644 --> 00:28:06,654
Bilmadim.

428
00:28:07,604 --> 00:28:08,694
Men bandman.

429
00:28:09,189 --> 00:28:10,819
Siz doimo bandsiz.

430
00:28:12,067 --> 00:28:14,187
Va tez orada men bundan ham ko'proq bo'laman.

431
00:28:15,362 --> 00:28:17,452
Bilasizmi, urush ketyapti.

432
00:28:17,531 --> 00:28:18,621
Katta.

433
00:28:19,908 --> 00:28:21,908
Bu xalqni bo'luvchi.

434
00:29:13,712 --> 00:29:15,212
Ota bilan yana janjal, a?

435
00:29:18,759 --> 00:29:20,469
Unga qattiqqo‘l bo‘lmang, Em.

436
00:29:21,678 --> 00:29:25,718
Bilaman, u qattiqqo'l bo'lishi mumkin,
lekin u faqat bizni himoya qilishni xohlaydi.

437
00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:30,810
Sizga bir sirni ayta olamanmi?

438
00:29:32,189 --> 00:29:34,149
Detroytga ko‘chib o‘tmaganimizdan xursandman.

439
00:29:34,233 --> 00:29:36,693
Bu yerda, oilam bilan o‘zimni yaxshi his qilyapman.

440
00:29:40,781 --> 00:29:42,571
Emili, yoting.

441
00:29:42,658 --> 00:29:45,868
Bizga ertaga yorqin va erta turishing kerak.
Yana sovchi kelyapti.

442
00:29:46,954 --> 00:29:47,964
Ajoyib.

443
00:29:48,539 --> 00:29:49,789
Bu safar kim?

444
00:29:49,873 --> 00:29:51,883
Janubiy Xedlidan cho'chqa fermer.

445
00:29:53,710 --> 00:29:54,710
Seksi.

446
00:30:14,898 --> 00:30:15,898
Kim u?

447
00:30:17,025 --> 00:30:18,435
Emili, uyg'oqmisan?

448
00:30:19,820 --> 00:30:21,200
Ha, ota.

449
00:30:23,031 --> 00:30:24,281
Kirsam maylimi?

450
00:30:25,492 --> 00:30:26,702
Ha, mumkin.

451
00:30:50,184 --> 00:30:55,774
Siz mening qanday tashvishlanishimni bilolmaysiz
sizlar haqida bolalar.

452
00:30:58,358 --> 00:30:59,648
Ha, albatta. Ha.

453
00:30:59,735 --> 00:31:01,025
Oh, ota.

454
00:31:05,490 --> 00:31:06,990
Ota, bu nima? qilmang...

455
00:31:07,701 --> 00:31:08,701
Yig'lama.

456
00:31:14,208 --> 00:31:16,208
Men shunchaki sizni yo'qotishni xohlamayman.

457
00:31:18,128 --> 00:31:19,458
Menga va'da ber, Emili.

458
00:31:22,049 --> 00:31:25,179
Va'da... Sizga nima va'da beraman?

459
00:31:25,260 --> 00:31:26,720
Faqat menga va'da bering ...

460
00:31:27,679 --> 00:31:29,889
siz turmushga chiqmaysiz va boshqa joyga ketmaysiz.

461
00:31:34,728 --> 00:31:36,228
Men sizni tark etmayman, ota.

462
00:31:43,862 --> 00:31:46,032
Oilani birga saqlang.
Men shuni aytaman.

463
00:32:07,636 --> 00:32:08,886
Hey, ota?

464
00:32:11,265 --> 00:32:12,925
Menga ham biror narsa va'da qila olasizmi?

465
00:32:15,352 --> 00:32:17,402
Oh, ha, bu nima, azizim?

466
00:32:19,815 --> 00:32:20,935
Menga va'da bering ...

467
00:32:23,986 --> 00:32:26,026
Biz xizmatkor olamiz.

468
00:32:30,617 --> 00:32:32,617
Oh, Emili. Yaxshi.

469
00:32:32,703 --> 00:32:33,703
Yaxshi.

470
00:33:13,702 --> 00:33:15,792
Chunki men o'limni to'xtata olmadim -

471
00:33:18,123 --> 00:33:20,133
U mehribonlik bilan men uchun to'xtadi -

472
00:33:22,836 --> 00:33:24,336
Vagon ushlab turdi

473
00:33:26,965 --> 00:33:28,585
lekin faqat o'zimiz -

474
00:33:32,137 --> 00:33:33,507
Va o'lmaslik.