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I'm pouring a glass.
Do you want some?

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No, I'm good!

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Who's there?

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Hello?

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Mom, it's me.

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Mom!

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<i>Door one.</i>

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Uh,
my key doesn't work.

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No, we, uh...

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We changed the locks last year

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after you and Eric
stole the guitars.

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The deal was
you wouldn't come back

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until you were clean.

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Wait, wait, wait.

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That is why
I'm here. I am...

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I'm done.

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I wanna come home.

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Are you done?
Are you out of drugs?

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I ended it with Eric.

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He's gone. I've been living
on my own on the streets

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for maybe like a week
or maybe even more.

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You know, I've been thinking
about all the things

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that you said to me
since I was like a little girl

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and I've had these,
like, realizations like,

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these big, big realizations
that I wanna go back to school

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and I wanna get a job

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and I just wanna
get my kids back...

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Molly, stop. Just stop.

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I've heard this speech
for 10 years.

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Mom,
I need to be home.

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You know, I do not do well
when I'm left on my own

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and I wanna detox

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and I can do that here.

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No. Come back when you're clean.

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No, Mom, please.

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I'll see you when you're clean.

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Mom! Please! Mom!

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It's me!

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Come here, come here.

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Oh!

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You're doing the right thing.

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If you let her in,
she's gonna blow up your life.

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Oh, you know,
don't talk about her like that.

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She's not a bomb.

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I'm just saying
this is what you have to do.

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She won't walk if you carry her.

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Oh, fuck off.

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Okay.

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Don't make me call the police.

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Oh, my God. Who are you?

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Every time you come into this
house, something disappears.

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I'll stay at a hotel.

55
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I just need some place safe
that I can get clean.

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Just money for a hotel then.

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You want me to give you money?

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Are you crazy?

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Like the money you needed
for shoes or for glasses?

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Or for, uh, oh,
online cosmetology classes?

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Or Zumba lessons
to get back in shape?

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How much heroin have I paid for?

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You're right.

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I'll just detox under a highway

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with prostitutes and rats,

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'cause that's
a much better plan, Mom.

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Why are you covering your mouth?

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Let me see.

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Show me.

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Oh, my God.

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Can I please just
have a pillow and a blanket?

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It gets really cold at night.

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Get well, Molly.

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I set the alarm.

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Why did you say before
that she blows up my life?

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I mean what you
really meant was our life?

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- Yes.
- So why didn't you just say that...

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Do I need to?

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I'm tired of what
we've been through.

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I'm scared for you
whenever she's around.

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Just don't let her suck you in.

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She doesn't suck me in.

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Whenever I've decided
to reengage with her,

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I've always done it
with my eyes wide open.

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<i>Door one.</i>

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If you're hoping for pity,
there's none coming.

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- Go to a shelter.
- I need to be home.

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Go, please.

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Oh,
God damn it, you are stubborn.

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You're like a mule.

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If there's anyone or anything

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more fucking relentless
than heroin, it's you.

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That's my one glimmer
of hope in all this here.

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If you're serious,

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I'll drive you
to detox right now.

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Okay, but first can I stay
here a couple of days.

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- No.
- Getting into detox is not that simple...

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Molly, we can definitely try.

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Beds open up every day.

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- They do not open up everyday.
- Either we leave right now,

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or you can get used
to sleeping on the porch.

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Fuck! Were you always
this heartless bitch? Huh?

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I guess I must have forgotten.

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Can I at least
come inside and shower?

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I haven't showered in weeks.

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I'm...
I'm on my period.

107
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No. I'll go get my things.

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Molly, wait here.

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- I'll go with you.
- Wait here.

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Seat belt.

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We'll pick up tampons
on the way. Okay?

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No. I don't need any.

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You're not on...

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Okay.

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- Hello.
- Hello.

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- Name?
- Molly...

117
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Molly Wheeler Margaret.

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Do you have your Medicaid card?

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Yeah.

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What drugs are you using?

121
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Heroin, methadone
and some crack.

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Uh, if I get any,
then maybe Adderall.

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Last time you used?

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Yesterday morning
so I'm hurting.

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How long have you been addicted?

126
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- Hmm.
- Ten years or more.

127
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Have you ever
been through detox?

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- Uh-huh.
- How many times?

129
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Um...

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Fourteen.

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- Excuse me?
- Fourteen times.

132
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Okay, so you know the drill.

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Medicaid pays for three nights.

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- After that, you're on your own.
- Mm-hmm.

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You get a cot, two towels, three
meals a day, if you can tolerate them.

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Muscle spasms, cold sweats,

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fever, vomiting, paranoia, insomnia.
All that's normal.

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But if you start to have trouble
breathing, speak up.

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The only open bed
is in a shared woman's room.

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Sign here.

141
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Okay.

142
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Let's go.

143
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Okay. You've made your point.
Can I please come home now?

144
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No. I'll pick you up
in three days.

145
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Really?
You're not gonna help?

146
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You're gonna walk away?

147
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It's your thing, huh?

148
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Fucking walk away!

149
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Come on.

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Oh, fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.

151
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You motherfucker.

152
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She's in hell right now.

153
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What?

154
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She's in pain from head to toe

155
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and I kicked her to the curb.

156
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You should call
your mothers' group.

157
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Don't want their goddamn pity.

158
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It helps, you know. It helps.

159
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- You're all in the same boat.
- Yeah.

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Sinking 24/7.

161
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Sometimes I get
the feeling that...

162
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I don't want
to love her anymore.

163
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Scares the shit out of me.

164
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I'm gonna keep
loving her, right?

165
00:14:48,943 --> 00:14:50,012
Of course.

166
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Oh.

167
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This is the mess
you married into.

168
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I'm okay with it.

169
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Yeah, then you
really are an idiot.

170
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You always talk to me like that

171
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whenever she's around.
Have you noticed that?

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Stop doing it.

173
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Okay?

174
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I'm sorry, honey.

175
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Oh, that feels so good.

176
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You're the best, Deb.

177
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Oh, did I tell you we just
got back from a trip to Napa?

178
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Oh, really?

179
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- How was it?
- It was incredible.

180
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Walter's client
let us say in his house.

181
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House was
not really a word for it.

182
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It's ridiculous.

183
00:16:05,054 --> 00:16:05,954
I'm gonna level
with you, Molly,

184
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because you don't
have time for more bull.

185
00:16:09,757 --> 00:16:12,161
You have gone
through this 15 times.

186
00:16:12,194 --> 00:16:15,230
Statistically, you are
likely to be back again.

187
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Heroin has a 97 percent
relapse rate.

188
00:16:18,566 --> 00:16:21,602
You've already blown through the
veins in your arms, your ankles,

189
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hands, feet.

190
00:16:24,572 --> 00:16:26,641
Yeah, you stayed away
from your neck so far,

191
00:16:26,674 --> 00:16:29,144
but most people
go there sooner or later.

192
00:16:29,178 --> 00:16:31,180
You have put yourself
in quite a situation.

193
00:16:31,213 --> 00:16:34,816
- No, actually, you all put her in this situation.
- Oh, my God, Mom. Please.

194
00:16:34,849 --> 00:16:37,186
Her problem started in a
doctor's office just like this.

195
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When she was 17,

196
00:16:38,953 --> 00:16:41,223
she sprained
her knee water skiing

197
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and walked out
with a prescription for 75 Oxy

198
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and never a refill denied.

199
00:16:47,296 --> 00:16:49,231
Now that's, that's terrible.

200
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- I'm sorry.
- You and me both.

201
00:16:52,967 --> 00:16:54,036
What are your triggers?

202
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Boredom, anxiety,
shame, loneliness.

203
00:17:01,010 --> 00:17:03,811
My life.
Basically my life's a trigger.

204
00:17:05,080 --> 00:17:06,081
You're not alone.

205
00:17:06,814 --> 00:17:07,982
I'm 31 years old,

206
00:17:08,017 --> 00:17:10,252
and I've done nothing
but go down in life.

207
00:17:10,285 --> 00:17:12,587
So I can sit around
and feel all of that,

208
00:17:12,620 --> 00:17:15,124
or I can do something
about it and feel good

209
00:17:15,990 --> 00:17:17,026
and numb.

210
00:17:18,693 --> 00:17:22,864
She's always been really
sensitive to things like that.

211
00:17:22,897 --> 00:17:24,299
To feelings.

212
00:17:24,333 --> 00:17:26,901
It's always what she said
since she was a teenager.

213
00:17:26,934 --> 00:17:28,636
How would you know?
You weren't even there...

214
00:17:28,669 --> 00:17:30,905
Molly, I'm here now.

215
00:17:30,938 --> 00:17:34,309
Let's talk about
our options. Hmm?

216
00:17:34,343 --> 00:17:37,079
Do either of you know
what an opioid antagonist is?

217
00:17:37,678 --> 00:17:38,746
No.

218
00:17:38,780 --> 00:17:40,315
It's a shot we give you
once a month,

219
00:17:40,349 --> 00:17:43,252
and it blocks opioids
from getting into your system.

220
00:17:43,285 --> 00:17:46,255
Heroin, Oxy, narco.

221
00:17:46,288 --> 00:17:49,590
The shot essentially makes you
immune to getting high.

222
00:17:49,624 --> 00:17:51,093
Now it's not a magic bullet.

223
00:17:51,126 --> 00:17:53,228
You still have to do
the active work of recovery.

224
00:17:53,262 --> 00:17:54,829
Twelve-steps therapy, all of it.

225
00:17:57,266 --> 00:17:58,267
Is it safe?

226
00:17:59,901 --> 00:18:01,170
Are you fucking kidding me?

227
00:18:02,737 --> 00:18:04,206
You've spent 10 years

228
00:18:04,239 --> 00:18:07,775
shooting up heroin
laced with what,

229
00:18:07,809 --> 00:18:10,978
rat poison and baby powder
and God knows what else.

230
00:18:11,013 --> 00:18:13,748
And now all of a sudden,
your body's a temple.

231
00:18:13,781 --> 00:18:16,684
Is it fucking safe? Oh, God.

232
00:18:17,652 --> 00:18:18,920
Jesus, Molly.

233
00:18:18,953 --> 00:18:20,322
Yes, it's safe.

234
00:18:20,355 --> 00:18:21,356
FDA approved.

235
00:18:22,723 --> 00:18:24,959
You have to be clean
for at least a week.

236
00:18:24,992 --> 00:18:26,328
Now if you still
have drugs in your system

237
00:18:26,361 --> 00:18:27,396
when you get this shot,

238
00:18:27,429 --> 00:18:29,797
it puts you into something
called rapid withdrawal.

239
00:18:29,831 --> 00:18:30,965
That's very dangerous.

240
00:18:31,533 --> 00:18:32,767
Emergency room stuff.

241
00:18:34,236 --> 00:18:36,038
And then a shot once a month.

242
00:18:41,210 --> 00:18:42,211
It's a chance.

243
00:18:43,345 --> 00:18:44,779
Take it, Moll.

244
00:18:44,812 --> 00:18:46,315
It's my call, Mom.

245
00:18:53,388 --> 00:18:55,190
Fine. Yeah, okay.

246
00:18:55,224 --> 00:18:56,757
I think
that's a good choice.

247
00:18:57,692 --> 00:19:00,728
You have been in detox
four days already.

248
00:19:00,761 --> 00:19:03,031
You should do
four more to be safe.

249
00:19:03,065 --> 00:19:05,067
So let's shoot
for 9:00 a.m., Friday.

250
00:19:05,100 --> 00:19:06,701
Wait. Four more days? Seriously?

251
00:19:06,734 --> 00:19:09,104
She can't wait that long.
She might be using in an hour.

252
00:19:09,138 --> 00:19:11,006
- Thanks for the vote of confidence.
- Can't she stay here?

253
00:19:11,039 --> 00:19:14,243
- No.
- No. Unfortunately, we need the bed.

254
00:19:14,276 --> 00:19:16,278
You need to be
somewhere not alone

255
00:19:16,311 --> 00:19:17,745
and away from other users.

256
00:19:25,987 --> 00:19:26,988
Four more days.

257
00:19:29,358 --> 00:19:31,093
I can do that. All right?

258
00:19:31,126 --> 00:19:32,194
- Yeah.
- Yeah.

259
00:19:33,162 --> 00:19:34,829
- Yeah, you can.
- Yeah.

260
00:19:37,832 --> 00:19:39,234
That guy should be shot.

261
00:19:45,073 --> 00:19:47,209
- Okay.
- Yeah. So sorry.

262
00:19:47,242 --> 00:19:49,344
Your gums are very inflamed.

263
00:19:49,378 --> 00:19:51,446
I'm gonna give you
some ointment to take home.

264
00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:54,383
- Non-narcotic, but use it sparingly anyway.
- Hmm.

265
00:19:55,816 --> 00:19:58,320
Now, these are temps.

266
00:19:58,353 --> 00:20:00,155
Let's try them for size.

267
00:20:00,189 --> 00:20:02,157
Uh, okay.

268
00:20:02,191 --> 00:20:03,925
Ow!

269
00:20:03,958 --> 00:20:05,927
I'll give you call
in a couple of weeks

270
00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:07,196
when the real ones come in.

271
00:20:08,096 --> 00:20:09,097
They hurt.

272
00:20:10,032 --> 00:20:12,167
Yes, they'll take
some getting used to.

273
00:20:12,900 --> 00:20:13,901
Let me see.

274
00:20:21,543 --> 00:20:23,878
<i>Door one.</i>

275
00:20:28,150 --> 00:20:30,018
Get in here.

276
00:20:30,052 --> 00:20:33,322
You sure? I don't wanna impose.

277
00:20:33,355 --> 00:20:34,889
If now's a bad time,

278
00:20:34,922 --> 00:20:36,958
- I can always come back later.
- Oh, screw you.

279
00:21:16,265 --> 00:21:18,367
Molly's amazing salon.

280
00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:21,069
Remember the time I accidentally
dyed your hair pink?

281
00:21:21,103 --> 00:21:23,472
Accidentally? Sure.

282
00:21:23,505 --> 00:21:26,508
Why do you keep all this crap?
It's like a museum.

283
00:21:26,541 --> 00:21:29,344
Oh, you know,
a lot of good memories.

284
00:21:29,378 --> 00:21:31,146
Yeah, from before
I was a fuck up.

285
00:21:33,248 --> 00:21:34,383
Remember what this is?

286
00:21:35,417 --> 00:21:36,451
Argh!

287
00:21:36,485 --> 00:21:38,120
Smallest
violin in the world.

288
00:21:39,454 --> 00:21:42,923
Where the fuck are my perfumes?
My... My jewelry.

289
00:21:42,957 --> 00:21:47,496
You sold the perfume
and you pawned all the jewelry

290
00:21:49,031 --> 00:21:53,468
along with my wedding ring,
my engagement ring,

291
00:21:55,637 --> 00:21:56,904
your grandmother's.

292
00:22:10,218 --> 00:22:11,219
Jesus.

293
00:22:13,021 --> 00:22:14,189
Did you shoot up in here?

294
00:22:15,457 --> 00:22:18,226
I don't know.
I guess I must have after rehab.

295
00:22:18,260 --> 00:22:21,263
Oh! That's reassuring.

296
00:22:23,031 --> 00:22:24,832
Oh, what the fuck?

297
00:22:27,602 --> 00:22:28,603
Oh!

298
00:22:34,242 --> 00:22:36,877
So, um, I'm supposed
to work tonight.

299
00:22:37,679 --> 00:22:40,215
The casino's booked solid,

300
00:22:40,248 --> 00:22:42,883
but I'll have my phone on me,

301
00:22:42,917 --> 00:22:45,420
and it'll only be
a couple of hours.

302
00:22:47,656 --> 00:22:48,856
Chris will be here.

303
00:22:49,257 --> 00:22:50,625
He's out back.

304
00:22:50,659 --> 00:22:52,594
But if you
need anything, call me...

305
00:22:52,627 --> 00:22:54,429
Did you tell him
that I was staying here?

306
00:22:55,163 --> 00:22:56,398
Of course, I did.

307
00:22:56,431 --> 00:22:58,100
I called him.

308
00:22:59,334 --> 00:23:00,335
He's...

309
00:23:02,104 --> 00:23:03,105
He's fine with it.

310
00:23:13,981 --> 00:23:15,150
I'm happy you're home.

311
00:23:47,416 --> 00:23:48,683
I'm gonna go have a cigarette.

312
00:23:50,719 --> 00:23:52,721
Jesus. What is that sound?

313
00:23:52,754 --> 00:23:54,022
It's the alarm.

314
00:23:54,055 --> 00:23:57,259
What? Can you turn it off?

315
00:23:57,292 --> 00:23:59,428
I need it to beep
every time the door opens.

316
00:23:59,461 --> 00:24:01,962
Why? This is like the safest
neighborhood in the world.

317
00:24:28,356 --> 00:24:30,125
This puzzle been here
this whole time?

318
00:24:30,158 --> 00:24:32,160
Oh. Yeah.
I didn't want to touch it.

319
00:24:32,194 --> 00:24:34,196
I thought maybe you'd like
to finish it someday.

320
00:24:34,229 --> 00:24:35,230
No, I hate it.

321
00:24:36,731 --> 00:24:39,267
This is a pay as you go.

322
00:24:39,301 --> 00:24:41,503
So, uh, let me know
if you run out of minutes.

323
00:24:42,771 --> 00:24:45,273
Ran out of minutes?
Who am I gonna call?

324
00:24:45,307 --> 00:24:48,143
I entered my number.

325
00:24:48,176 --> 00:24:51,446
Your sister's, the kids',
the clinic and your dad's.

326
00:24:53,348 --> 00:24:54,716
When was the last
time I was here?

327
00:24:55,817 --> 00:25:01,723
Um, well, I guess it was
about a year and a half ago.

328
00:25:01,756 --> 00:25:04,292
I woke up the next morning
and you were gone.

329
00:25:09,664 --> 00:25:11,099
Can you open the garage door?

330
00:25:26,348 --> 00:25:27,549
Hi.

331
00:25:29,117 --> 00:25:30,118
Is that her?

332
00:25:31,653 --> 00:25:32,721
Close it.

333
00:25:42,264 --> 00:25:43,398
Are you gonna be all right?

334
00:25:43,431 --> 00:25:44,699
Mmm-hmm.

335
00:25:45,433 --> 00:25:47,469
Okay, I'm leaving.

336
00:25:57,312 --> 00:25:59,481
What?

337
00:26:01,550 --> 00:26:03,552
Sorry.

338
00:26:03,585 --> 00:26:05,353
Let me know if you need
anything, huh?

339
00:26:05,387 --> 00:26:07,122
Yeah.
Thank you.

340
00:26:07,889 --> 00:26:09,090
Okay.

341
00:26:42,490 --> 00:26:43,658
<i>Door one.</i>

342
00:27:20,362 --> 00:27:21,630
It's me.

343
00:27:23,365 --> 00:27:24,366
I...

344
00:27:24,833 --> 00:27:26,635
I'm freezing.

345
00:27:26,668 --> 00:27:28,403
I thought withdrawals
were supposed to be over.

346
00:27:34,943 --> 00:27:36,778
No. Stay. Stay.

347
00:27:36,811 --> 00:27:38,413
Oh, Molly.

348
00:27:38,446 --> 00:27:39,814
I'm tired.

349
00:27:41,249 --> 00:27:43,318
Did I really sell
your wedding rings?

350
00:27:48,256 --> 00:27:49,591
You know, just...

351
00:27:49,624 --> 00:27:51,559
just don't worry about it.

352
00:27:51,593 --> 00:27:53,228
- Oh.
- This is a disease.

353
00:27:53,261 --> 00:27:54,295
This isn't you.

354
00:27:54,796 --> 00:27:56,431
- It's not.
- No.

355
00:27:56,464 --> 00:27:58,333
No, it's another you.

356
00:27:58,366 --> 00:27:59,768
It's not the real you.

357
00:28:00,168 --> 00:28:02,337
She isn't you.

358
00:28:03,005 --> 00:28:05,407
Ah, mind bending, Mom.

359
00:28:06,808 --> 00:28:07,909
Do you remember...

360
00:28:08,977 --> 00:28:10,845
right after I left your dad,

361
00:28:11,913 --> 00:28:13,715
I opened that...

362
00:28:13,748 --> 00:28:16,418
...that
pottery painting store

363
00:28:16,451 --> 00:28:18,286
way out of the mall.

364
00:28:18,319 --> 00:28:19,921
Oh, God, that was
such a bad idea.

365
00:28:19,954 --> 00:28:21,790
It was a terrible location,

366
00:28:22,691 --> 00:28:26,261
but I was so tired of...

367
00:28:26,294 --> 00:28:29,264
trying to get out
from under your dad,

368
00:28:29,297 --> 00:28:31,299
finding something of my own.

369
00:28:32,534 --> 00:28:36,905
You know that place
was so quiet,

370
00:28:36,938 --> 00:28:38,573
just like a mausoleum.

371
00:28:40,709 --> 00:28:42,577
All those empty chairs.

372
00:28:43,945 --> 00:28:46,715
And even after all,
I put you through,

373
00:28:48,283 --> 00:28:49,451
leaving you,

374
00:28:51,953 --> 00:28:54,656
you started coming all the way
out there after school,

375
00:28:56,658 --> 00:28:59,861
dragging your friends
with you.

376
00:28:59,894 --> 00:29:03,298
You even hosted a birthday
party there for God's sake.

377
00:29:04,566 --> 00:29:05,467
And after
a couple of months,

378
00:29:05,500 --> 00:29:09,804
you had so many of those
damn coffee mugs.

379
00:29:13,808 --> 00:29:15,243
That was pretty great.

380
00:29:16,745 --> 00:29:18,680
That was you.

381
00:29:25,453 --> 00:29:27,589
Almost one day down,

382
00:29:28,790 --> 00:29:29,924
three more to go.

383
00:29:31,893 --> 00:29:33,795
Does Dad know that I'm home?

384
00:29:38,399 --> 00:29:39,567
I'll tell him.

385
00:29:43,905 --> 00:29:45,607
Good night, kiddo.

386
00:30:06,361 --> 00:30:07,462
It's 10:00 am.

387
00:30:08,797 --> 00:30:09,831
They're not here.

388
00:30:11,033 --> 00:30:13,334
It's, uh, 10:03.

389
00:30:13,868 --> 00:30:15,303
Oh, relax.

390
00:30:16,638 --> 00:30:17,839
I bet they don't come.
Why?

391
00:30:17,872 --> 00:30:19,874
- Why would they come?
- Oh, stop that.

392
00:30:22,443 --> 00:30:23,745
Have you heard
from your sister?

393
00:30:24,813 --> 00:30:27,049
No. Why?

394
00:30:27,082 --> 00:30:29,018
Well, she wants to see you.

395
00:30:30,919 --> 00:30:33,055
Since when did she have
the time to see anyone?

396
00:30:34,556 --> 00:30:35,723
Where are your teeth?

397
00:30:37,458 --> 00:30:38,760
Oh, okay.

398
00:30:38,793 --> 00:30:40,129
They hurt.

399
00:30:46,035 --> 00:30:47,669
Hi!

400
00:30:49,038 --> 00:30:51,006
- Grandma!
- Grandma!

401
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:52,674
- Hi, Grandma!
- It's so good to see you.

402
00:30:52,707 --> 00:30:54,843
- Oh, hi, sweetie.
- I missed you.

403
00:30:54,876 --> 00:30:57,645
Oh, how are you?

404
00:30:57,679 --> 00:31:00,015
Ah, go hug your mom.

405
00:31:04,485 --> 00:31:05,753
- Hi, kiddo.
- Hi, Sean.

406
00:31:06,188 --> 00:31:07,522
Hi, Deb.

407
00:31:09,124 --> 00:31:11,093
Hey, we, uh...

408
00:31:11,126 --> 00:31:13,962
we can't stay long,
couple hours or so.

409
00:31:14,696 --> 00:31:17,398
Okay, well,
let's go inside.

410
00:31:17,765 --> 00:31:18,933
Come on.

411
00:31:19,901 --> 00:31:21,103
You want some coffee?

412
00:31:21,136 --> 00:31:22,670
Yeah, sure.

413
00:31:27,475 --> 00:31:28,610
You look good.

414
00:31:30,645 --> 00:31:32,047
No, but thanks.

415
00:31:38,053 --> 00:31:39,621
Ta-da!

416
00:31:40,189 --> 00:31:42,091
- All right.
- Ah...

417
00:31:42,124 --> 00:31:44,425
- Here, eat up.
- One.

418
00:31:44,459 --> 00:31:45,860
- Mmm.
- One.

419
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,003
So how's work?

420
00:31:55,137 --> 00:31:57,505
It's... it's real good.

421
00:31:57,538 --> 00:31:59,741
There's so much of it.

422
00:31:59,774 --> 00:32:01,943
Thinking about opening up
a second body shop.

423
00:32:01,976 --> 00:32:04,445
Uh-hmm. Wait,
why are you doing that?

424
00:32:04,479 --> 00:32:05,713
You love nuts.

425
00:32:05,747 --> 00:32:09,084
I do. But the doctor says
I can't have any.

426
00:32:09,118 --> 00:32:11,753
Well, we found out last year
that some nuts

427
00:32:11,786 --> 00:32:13,688
make her tummy hurt.

428
00:32:17,092 --> 00:32:20,962
Um, I broke my ankle,
I was in a cast.

429
00:32:20,995 --> 00:32:23,698
- Oh, wow.
- It wasn't broken.

430
00:32:23,731 --> 00:32:24,966
- Was too.
- No.

431
00:32:24,999 --> 00:32:26,668
- Shut up, moron.
- Come on, guys.

432
00:32:26,701 --> 00:32:27,902
We talked about this.

433
00:32:29,804 --> 00:32:33,541
He got a hairline fracture
flying off a swing set.

434
00:32:33,574 --> 00:32:34,842
- Hmm.
- Knucklehead.

435
00:32:36,045 --> 00:32:37,478
They're good kids, though.

436
00:32:37,979 --> 00:32:39,547
Yeah.

437
00:32:39,580 --> 00:32:42,117
Yeah, I know.
I know they're good kids.

438
00:32:47,089 --> 00:32:48,190
How's Dad?

439
00:32:50,925 --> 00:32:52,560
Go for it.

440
00:32:52,593 --> 00:32:54,063
- He's grumpy.
- What?

441
00:32:54,096 --> 00:32:55,697
- You are.
- But he's okay.

442
00:32:55,730 --> 00:32:57,532
He helps us with homework
and stuff.

443
00:32:57,565 --> 00:32:59,634
- I am not grumpy.
- He farts a lot.

444
00:32:59,667 --> 00:33:00,902
Now that's a lie.

445
00:33:00,935 --> 00:33:02,204
Chill, bruh.
We like you.

446
00:33:02,237 --> 00:33:04,006
I'm not your "bruh," bruh.

447
00:33:04,039 --> 00:33:05,673
- You're a "duh."
- Duh.

448
00:33:08,543 --> 00:33:10,179
Oh, and he has a girlfriend.

449
00:33:11,080 --> 00:33:12,547
She's a chef.

450
00:33:13,781 --> 00:33:15,084
Her food is yummy.

451
00:33:20,888 --> 00:33:22,291
Get him, get him.

452
00:33:22,324 --> 00:33:23,858
Come on, get him!

453
00:33:23,891 --> 00:33:25,626
Come on! Come on!

454
00:33:25,660 --> 00:33:28,163
- Uh, boom! You got got.
- Oh... no.

455
00:33:30,732 --> 00:33:31,966
Kiddo.

456
00:33:35,803 --> 00:33:36,904
- Mm.
- Hold on, baby.

457
00:33:37,772 --> 00:33:39,141
Can I play?

458
00:33:39,174 --> 00:33:40,541
Sure.

459
00:33:46,914 --> 00:33:48,883
Phew. Ready.

460
00:33:53,988 --> 00:33:54,856
Come on.

461
00:33:54,889 --> 00:33:56,924
Come on. No, no, no,
don't press that.

462
00:33:58,926 --> 00:34:01,063
No, no, no, no, no.
That's cheating.

463
00:34:01,096 --> 00:34:03,265
You can't do that.
You can't do that.

464
00:34:03,298 --> 00:34:05,967
You can't do that.

465
00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:07,236
Come on.

466
00:34:07,269 --> 00:34:08,703
Come on. Come on.

467
00:34:08,736 --> 00:34:10,738
Oh, no, no, no.

468
00:34:10,772 --> 00:34:12,940
- Oh, no!
- Ha.

469
00:34:12,974 --> 00:34:15,943
Mom, you suck.
You totally suck.

470
00:34:16,677 --> 00:34:17,879
Hey.

471
00:34:17,912 --> 00:34:19,281
You suck. You suck.

472
00:34:19,314 --> 00:34:21,050
You suck. You suck!

473
00:34:21,083 --> 00:34:22,984
You suck! You suck.

474
00:34:23,018 --> 00:34:25,220
You suck! You suck!

475
00:34:25,254 --> 00:34:26,888
You suck.

476
00:34:31,826 --> 00:34:32,827
I...

477
00:34:41,403 --> 00:34:43,105
- You suck. You suck.
- Stop it. Stop it.

478
00:34:43,138 --> 00:34:45,174
You suck.
You suck. You suck.

479
00:34:45,207 --> 00:34:46,974
Now who sucks, huh?
Cheater?

480
00:34:47,009 --> 00:34:48,377
You suck. Give me the remote.

481
00:34:48,410 --> 00:34:50,079
- I won. No.
- Give me this.

482
00:34:50,112 --> 00:34:51,313
That's what you get
for sucking.

483
00:34:51,346 --> 00:34:53,714
- No. You stop it. Stop it.
- No. No.

484
00:34:53,748 --> 00:34:55,250
Mom! Mom, he's touching me.

485
00:34:58,953 --> 00:35:01,823
It's so beautiful
out here.

486
00:35:03,858 --> 00:35:05,027
Right now.

487
00:35:05,394 --> 00:35:07,262
Yeah.

488
00:35:07,296 --> 00:35:09,664
Just wish life could be
more like this.

489
00:35:10,432 --> 00:35:12,234
One moment...

490
00:35:12,267 --> 00:35:14,001
then another.

491
00:35:14,869 --> 00:35:16,138
Isn't it?

492
00:35:16,171 --> 00:35:18,107
I mean,
what's the alternative?

493
00:35:19,274 --> 00:35:20,342
Uh, I don't know.

494
00:35:20,375 --> 00:35:22,377
I'm always thinking
about the past,

495
00:35:22,411 --> 00:35:24,612
or worrying about the future.

496
00:35:26,081 --> 00:35:28,783
You know,
even before I did drugs,

497
00:35:28,816 --> 00:35:31,253
I remember worrying about
what was next.

498
00:35:31,286 --> 00:35:34,323
Like, I just couldn't live
with the uncertainty.

499
00:35:36,757 --> 00:35:39,027
I just want now to be now.

500
00:35:40,129 --> 00:35:41,829
The way it is for kids,

501
00:35:41,863 --> 00:35:44,699
or animals, plants.

502
00:35:46,934 --> 00:35:48,337
Yeah, I never
thought of that.

503
00:35:51,173 --> 00:35:53,875
You've always been
so smart, Moll.

504
00:35:55,776 --> 00:35:57,312
Yeah. And look at where
that's gotten me.

505
00:36:00,082 --> 00:36:01,183
<i>Hey, this is Dale.</i>

506
00:36:01,216 --> 00:36:03,318
<i>Leave a message or don't.</i>

507
00:36:03,352 --> 00:36:05,154
Hey, it's me.

508
00:36:05,187 --> 00:36:07,289
Um...

509
00:36:07,322 --> 00:36:09,757
I think you should know
that Molly is home.

510
00:36:09,790 --> 00:36:11,059
She's clean.

511
00:36:11,093 --> 00:36:13,428
As rickety as hell.

512
00:36:13,462 --> 00:36:15,230
And I know you don't like
talking about this stuff,

513
00:36:15,264 --> 00:36:17,899
but it really seems
different this time.

514
00:36:17,932 --> 00:36:21,003
I haven't seen her
like this since...

515
00:36:21,036 --> 00:36:22,737
I don't know when.

516
00:36:22,770 --> 00:36:24,772
She's really trying, Dale,

517
00:36:24,805 --> 00:36:26,475
and she keeps
asking about you.

518
00:36:26,508 --> 00:36:29,311
So I was wondering
if you could give her a call?

519
00:36:29,344 --> 00:36:31,812
Um, you know, she's...

520
00:36:31,846 --> 00:36:33,382
she needs support.

521
00:36:33,415 --> 00:36:35,816
And I think
it might really help.

522
00:36:35,850 --> 00:36:38,986
All right, so don't be
an asshole.

523
00:36:39,021 --> 00:36:40,656
Just call.

524
00:36:41,290 --> 00:36:42,890
Okay. Bye.

525
00:36:45,993 --> 00:36:47,862
How do you guys still have
so much energy?

526
00:36:47,895 --> 00:36:49,764
- I don't know.
- How's that possible.

527
00:36:49,797 --> 00:36:51,333
We had PE today.

528
00:36:51,366 --> 00:36:53,402
Well,
you must love running.

529
00:36:53,435 --> 00:36:55,437
So I know we talked
about them

530
00:36:55,470 --> 00:36:57,406
staying with you over
the holiday weekend.

531
00:36:58,806 --> 00:37:02,211
Or they can also
stay with my sister,

532
00:37:02,244 --> 00:37:04,079
depending on how
things were going.

533
00:37:04,112 --> 00:37:05,414
Oh, no, no, I'll be fine.

534
00:37:05,447 --> 00:37:07,115
You know,
I could totally...

535
00:37:12,187 --> 00:37:13,322
Yeah, I'm okay.

536
00:37:13,355 --> 00:37:15,057
- Let me know.
- I'll call you next week.

537
00:37:17,326 --> 00:37:19,927
- Bye.
- Thanks for coming.

538
00:37:19,961 --> 00:37:21,896
All right. Come on, guys.
Let's go, Let's go.

539
00:37:23,232 --> 00:37:24,799
Oh.

540
00:37:26,235 --> 00:37:27,735
Bye, kiddo.

541
00:37:28,437 --> 00:37:30,105
- Bye, baby.
- Bye.

542
00:37:34,909 --> 00:37:36,144
Hey.

543
00:37:43,118 --> 00:37:46,021
When can we come back?

544
00:37:46,054 --> 00:37:47,055
Soon.

545
00:37:48,490 --> 00:37:51,026
- Can we sleep over?
- Uh...

546
00:37:51,059 --> 00:37:53,428
- Sure.
- Yeah, that'd be fine.

547
00:37:53,462 --> 00:37:55,197
- Please, Dad?
- We'll see, buddy.

548
00:38:06,575 --> 00:38:09,177
Ah, those kids are golden.

549
00:38:10,245 --> 00:38:12,047
After all, they've been through.

550
00:38:14,849 --> 00:38:16,051
They're wonderful.

551
00:38:16,084 --> 00:38:17,085
Yeah.

552
00:38:18,487 --> 00:38:20,088
How was it with Sean?

553
00:38:22,624 --> 00:38:24,159
What, not good?

554
00:38:25,460 --> 00:38:27,095
He hurt his back.

555
00:38:27,129 --> 00:38:28,863
He wants me
to get him pain killers.

556
00:38:29,598 --> 00:38:31,199
Are you kidding me?

557
00:38:32,100 --> 00:38:33,502
I should call the police
on him right now.

558
00:38:33,535 --> 00:38:36,471
You're not gonna do that because
the kids will end up in foster care.

559
00:38:36,505 --> 00:38:38,206
No, they won't.
They could stay with me.

560
00:38:38,240 --> 00:38:40,008
Maybe. But until
the court rules on it,

561
00:38:40,042 --> 00:38:41,076
they'll be in a foster home.

562
00:38:41,109 --> 00:38:42,843
You know this,
please just stop.

563
00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:53,588
That sound
is driving me crazy.

564
00:38:53,622 --> 00:38:55,357
How am I supposed to get better

565
00:38:55,390 --> 00:38:57,359
with that thing beeping
every five minutes,

566
00:38:57,392 --> 00:39:00,928
reminding me you suck,
you suck, you suck.

567
00:39:02,464 --> 00:39:04,232
Jesus, it's like
I'm in prison.

568
00:39:04,266 --> 00:39:06,368
I hate it as well,
but it's just our reality.

569
00:39:08,170 --> 00:39:10,372
You want something
from the store?

570
00:39:10,405 --> 00:39:11,640
Can you please
just give me 20 bucks

571
00:39:11,673 --> 00:39:13,141
and I'll go by myself?

572
00:39:13,175 --> 00:39:14,942
I feel like a toddler.

573
00:39:14,975 --> 00:39:16,311
Well, that's a pretty
good idea,

574
00:39:16,345 --> 00:39:17,379
but I think
it might be easier

575
00:39:17,412 --> 00:39:19,181
if I just ordered in
some heroin.

576
00:39:26,355 --> 00:39:27,389
Okay,

577
00:39:27,422 --> 00:39:29,191
cigarettes, cupcakes.

578
00:39:29,524 --> 00:39:30,559
Soda.

579
00:39:35,996 --> 00:39:36,997
What?

580
00:39:37,699 --> 00:39:38,933
You all right?

581
00:39:38,966 --> 00:39:40,035
Yeah.

582
00:39:40,068 --> 00:39:41,203
Your eyes look a little red.

583
00:39:42,437 --> 00:39:43,472
I'm tired.

584
00:39:45,674 --> 00:39:47,376
Jesus, what do you
want me to say?

585
00:39:47,409 --> 00:39:49,644
That I'm bored shitless
and craving?

586
00:39:51,213 --> 00:39:53,948
I'm bored shitless
and craving.

587
00:39:54,516 --> 00:39:56,017
Okay.

588
00:39:56,051 --> 00:39:57,319
Just two more days.

589
00:39:57,352 --> 00:39:59,054
You just have
to hang in there,

590
00:39:59,087 --> 00:40:00,355
two more days.

591
00:40:00,389 --> 00:40:01,956
No. It's... It's more than that.

592
00:40:03,492 --> 00:40:06,261
Sixty hours. Less.

593
00:40:06,294 --> 00:40:08,363
- You can do it.
- Yeah, but can you?

594
00:40:09,197 --> 00:40:10,632
You're so wound up,

595
00:40:10,665 --> 00:40:12,667
you're gonna drop dead
of a heart attack.

596
00:40:27,549 --> 00:40:30,419
All right, Moll,
come with me.

597
00:40:32,387 --> 00:40:33,388
Come on.

598
00:41:19,734 --> 00:41:22,337
Pick any one, it's just
food coloring and sugar.

599
00:41:24,473 --> 00:41:25,474
Molly.

600
00:41:26,608 --> 00:41:27,642
Wow.

601
00:41:28,710 --> 00:41:30,312
Coach Miller.

602
00:41:30,345 --> 00:41:32,447
- Hi.
- How are you?

603
00:41:32,481 --> 00:41:33,582
I'm good.

604
00:41:33,849 --> 00:41:35,283
Good.

605
00:41:35,317 --> 00:41:36,485
- Hey, Deb.
- Hey.

606
00:41:36,518 --> 00:41:38,119
Long time, my goodness.

607
00:41:39,354 --> 00:41:42,224
We've all been rooting
for you over the years.

608
00:41:43,792 --> 00:41:45,026
Thank you.

609
00:41:45,694 --> 00:41:47,362
Well, you look good.

610
00:41:47,395 --> 00:41:48,430
- You do.
- Yeah.

611
00:41:48,463 --> 00:41:49,498
Did you know that

612
00:41:49,531 --> 00:41:51,032
I moved over
to Lincoln last year.

613
00:41:51,066 --> 00:41:52,567
They got me teaching
health and wellness.

614
00:41:53,802 --> 00:41:55,237
Did you ever take that class?

615
00:41:55,270 --> 00:41:56,605
The car crash videos?

616
00:41:56,638 --> 00:41:57,539
Exactly.

617
00:41:57,572 --> 00:41:59,574
Except the videos
just put them to sleep.

618
00:41:59,608 --> 00:42:01,343
These kids think
they're invincible.

619
00:42:01,376 --> 00:42:03,278
- Hmm.
- That doesn't change, right?

620
00:42:05,614 --> 00:42:07,315
I'm in recovery.

621
00:42:07,349 --> 00:42:09,117
- Good for you.
- Hm.

622
00:42:09,150 --> 00:42:11,553
I wish someone like you would
come and talk to these kids.

623
00:42:11,586 --> 00:42:14,122
I mean, someone
who's gone through...

624
00:42:14,155 --> 00:42:16,258
addiction troubles
and come out the other side.

625
00:42:16,291 --> 00:42:17,425
You should think about it.

626
00:42:18,660 --> 00:42:19,761
It's just that, uh...

627
00:42:19,794 --> 00:42:21,830
I'm not one
for public speaking. So...

628
00:42:21,863 --> 00:42:24,165
We've already had two kids
overdose this year.

629
00:42:27,602 --> 00:42:29,704
You said Lincoln in, um...

630
00:42:29,738 --> 00:42:31,373
In southeast,
is that right?

631
00:42:31,406 --> 00:42:32,541
Yeah. Tough neighborhood.

632
00:42:33,508 --> 00:42:34,676
You'll make a big impact.

633
00:42:39,714 --> 00:42:40,715
I'll think about it.

634
00:42:40,982 --> 00:42:42,684
Okay.

635
00:42:42,717 --> 00:42:43,718
Good to see you.

636
00:42:44,586 --> 00:42:45,587
Great to see you.

637
00:43:03,905 --> 00:43:05,140
Who was that?

638
00:43:05,707 --> 00:43:06,875
My dealer.

639
00:43:06,908 --> 00:43:08,543
He said he'll be here
in 15 minutes.

640
00:43:08,577 --> 00:43:11,313
Ha-ha.

641
00:43:11,346 --> 00:43:13,748
If I wasn't a junkie,
would you even ask?

642
00:43:14,649 --> 00:43:15,650
Probably not.

643
00:43:17,819 --> 00:43:19,120
Has your dad called?

644
00:43:19,621 --> 00:43:20,622
No.

645
00:43:25,493 --> 00:43:26,661
Oh, don't go out there yet.

646
00:43:27,696 --> 00:43:28,763
Come on, sit with me.

647
00:43:33,435 --> 00:43:35,537
Oh, I forgot.

648
00:43:36,605 --> 00:43:37,806
I have something for you.

649
00:43:44,179 --> 00:43:45,213
What is it?

650
00:43:46,181 --> 00:43:47,248
Open it.

651
00:43:51,519 --> 00:43:53,822
Are you selling the house
or buying me one?

652
00:43:55,590 --> 00:43:57,392
Do you recognize her?

653
00:43:57,425 --> 00:43:59,260
- No.
- Take a closer look.

654
00:44:01,596 --> 00:44:03,264
Mom, I don't know
who this is.

655
00:44:03,298 --> 00:44:04,666
It's Colson Kirsebom.

656
00:44:05,900 --> 00:44:06,901
No.

657
00:44:07,535 --> 00:44:08,737
Mm-hmm.

658
00:44:08,770 --> 00:44:10,405
Oh, my God.

659
00:44:10,438 --> 00:44:13,808
I think it was pretty hard
for his, her parents.

660
00:44:14,776 --> 00:44:15,810
But you know what?

661
00:44:15,844 --> 00:44:17,412
I think
everything's okay now.

662
00:44:17,445 --> 00:44:18,580
Holy shit.

663
00:44:20,315 --> 00:44:22,817
The prom king is now a queen.

664
00:44:22,851 --> 00:44:24,786
Why is that so funny?

665
00:44:24,819 --> 00:44:26,554
I don't know,
but we shouldn't laugh.

666
00:44:26,588 --> 00:44:27,922
- Uh-huh.
- Good for her.

667
00:44:29,891 --> 00:44:32,260
That's one way
to reboot your life, huh?

668
00:44:32,293 --> 00:44:34,295
Yeah, right. Yeah.

669
00:44:34,629 --> 00:44:35,664
Hmph.

670
00:44:35,697 --> 00:44:37,499
Do you know I used to date him?

671
00:44:37,532 --> 00:44:39,367
- You did?
- Mm-hmm.

672
00:44:39,401 --> 00:44:40,635
Freshman year.

673
00:44:40,669 --> 00:44:43,471
Right around the time you left
for, like, a couple of weeks.

674
00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:46,675
Oh, okay.

675
00:44:46,708 --> 00:44:48,276
I'm so sorry.

676
00:44:49,544 --> 00:44:50,745
Wish I'd been around.

677
00:44:53,448 --> 00:44:55,483
Yeah, you should have been.

678
00:44:57,852 --> 00:44:59,487
Like, it was just so sudden.

679
00:45:00,588 --> 00:45:02,223
You know, one day you were...

680
00:45:02,924 --> 00:45:04,492
putting notes
in my lunch box,

681
00:45:04,526 --> 00:45:05,860
and then the next,
you disappeared

682
00:45:05,894 --> 00:45:08,396
on your little
two-year hiatus.

683
00:45:10,598 --> 00:45:13,835
I thought you couldn't stand
to be around us, around me.

684
00:45:13,868 --> 00:45:14,903
That wasn't it.

685
00:45:14,936 --> 00:45:16,905
You know that's not true.

686
00:45:16,938 --> 00:45:17,972
Do I?

687
00:45:19,874 --> 00:45:21,776
Haven't we been
over this a lot?

688
00:45:30,518 --> 00:45:32,353
I got pregnant
with your sister.

689
00:45:33,388 --> 00:45:34,422
Unplanned.

690
00:45:35,924 --> 00:45:38,493
And in a couple of months,

691
00:45:38,526 --> 00:45:41,262
I found myself with a baby,

692
00:45:41,730 --> 00:45:43,565
and I quit my job,

693
00:45:43,598 --> 00:45:46,401
and I was married to a man

694
00:45:46,434 --> 00:45:49,304
who I really didn't know
very well,

695
00:45:49,938 --> 00:45:51,506
and he was...

696
00:45:52,474 --> 00:45:54,843
He was difficult.

697
00:45:56,344 --> 00:45:57,912
Me too, maybe.

698
00:45:58,947 --> 00:46:01,816
And when your sister
was eight,

699
00:46:01,850 --> 00:46:03,952
I got pregnant again
and we were,

700
00:46:03,985 --> 00:46:05,487
were really happy
about that.

701
00:46:05,520 --> 00:46:06,821
We were...

702
00:46:06,855 --> 00:46:08,823
I think we were at
a pretty good point.

703
00:46:08,857 --> 00:46:11,359
Me and your dad,
you know, for a moment.

704
00:46:12,327 --> 00:46:14,596
Then for 15 years,

705
00:46:14,629 --> 00:46:15,830
I held everything together...

706
00:46:16,765 --> 00:46:18,666
trying not to disappoint,

707
00:46:20,835 --> 00:46:23,605
swallowing your father's
fucking bullshit.

708
00:46:23,638 --> 00:46:26,641
His temper tantrums,
his moods.

709
00:46:29,044 --> 00:46:31,379
And then one night
I came home

710
00:46:31,412 --> 00:46:34,083
and I heard him started
to rev up one of his fits.

711
00:46:34,116 --> 00:46:35,850
Something about the house.

712
00:46:35,884 --> 00:46:37,318
I don't know...

713
00:46:38,486 --> 00:46:39,554
and I just...

714
00:46:45,360 --> 00:46:46,394
That was it.

715
00:46:48,663 --> 00:46:49,764
I left that night.

716
00:46:53,501 --> 00:46:55,904
You were the head
of the fucking PTA.

717
00:46:57,839 --> 00:46:59,474
You were so put together.

718
00:47:00,009 --> 00:47:01,609
I was pretending.

719
00:47:08,050 --> 00:47:10,518
I just... I am so sorry

720
00:47:10,552 --> 00:47:12,453
for causing you
so much pain,

721
00:47:13,855 --> 00:47:17,492
but I can't apologize
for trying to survive.

722
00:47:17,525 --> 00:47:18,560
I just can't.

723
00:47:21,429 --> 00:47:22,497
That would be lying.

724
00:47:28,636 --> 00:47:30,505
You think it's my fault

725
00:47:30,538 --> 00:47:31,706
that you're an addict.

726
00:47:42,483 --> 00:47:43,518
Mm.

727
00:47:44,019 --> 00:47:46,454
This is amazing.

728
00:47:49,457 --> 00:47:51,093
Take some deep breaths.

729
00:48:24,893 --> 00:48:25,927
Hm.

730
00:48:58,660 --> 00:48:59,861
So she's too busy to come?

731
00:49:01,163 --> 00:49:02,830
Oh, I'm fine, Ashley.

732
00:49:02,864 --> 00:49:03,898
How are you?

733
00:49:05,533 --> 00:49:06,567
Sorry.

734
00:49:07,202 --> 00:49:08,469
How are you, Mom?

735
00:49:08,503 --> 00:49:09,604
Oh, same old.

736
00:49:10,505 --> 00:49:12,807
- You?
- I'm good.

737
00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:14,943
Kids, work.
I'm tired all the time.

738
00:49:14,976 --> 00:49:16,811
But looking really good
on Instagram.

739
00:49:16,844 --> 00:49:18,047
My kids are a gift.

740
00:49:18,080 --> 00:49:19,948
I'm thriving.
I'm living my best life.

741
00:49:22,550 --> 00:49:23,851
Ladies.

742
00:49:23,885 --> 00:49:25,486
Uh, I'll just have
coffee, thanks.

743
00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:26,554
Uh, make that two,

744
00:49:26,587 --> 00:49:28,157
- and have a side of fries.
- Okay.

745
00:49:29,091 --> 00:49:30,259
Fries for breakfast?

746
00:49:30,292 --> 00:49:32,560
Why not?
That'd make me feel good.

747
00:49:33,995 --> 00:49:35,030
So where is she?

748
00:49:35,064 --> 00:49:36,631
She wanted to come,

749
00:49:36,664 --> 00:49:39,734
but she chickened out
at the last minute.

750
00:49:40,868 --> 00:49:42,637
No, she, um...

751
00:49:42,670 --> 00:49:44,106
she tried to build up
her self-esteem.

752
00:49:45,140 --> 00:49:46,607
And I'm working against that?

753
00:49:46,641 --> 00:49:48,077
No.

754
00:49:48,110 --> 00:49:49,544
It's not about you.

755
00:49:49,577 --> 00:49:51,046
No, it never is.

756
00:49:52,747 --> 00:49:55,783
Anyway,
I'm really glad that it's just us

757
00:49:55,817 --> 00:49:58,853
because I need a break
from all the craziness.

758
00:49:58,886 --> 00:50:00,722
What craziness? I thought
you said she's doing good.

759
00:50:00,755 --> 00:50:03,658
Well, no, she is. She is.
It's just, you know...

760
00:50:03,691 --> 00:50:06,028
it's a little crazy
at the house right now.

761
00:50:06,061 --> 00:50:08,297
She sits around
smoking, twitching,

762
00:50:08,330 --> 00:50:10,698
and I am there
watching her like a hawk

763
00:50:10,732 --> 00:50:12,834
and pretending that I'm not.

764
00:50:12,867 --> 00:50:15,237
You know Chris.
He's addicted to the news.

765
00:50:15,270 --> 00:50:17,272
He's on his iPad all the time.

766
00:50:17,306 --> 00:50:21,310
He can't get enough
of the world falling apart.

767
00:50:21,343 --> 00:50:23,711
I really don't think they should
allow men to retire.

768
00:50:25,646 --> 00:50:27,749
So how, how is she?

769
00:50:29,717 --> 00:50:31,986
Pale, thin.

770
00:50:32,887 --> 00:50:34,555
Toothless.

771
00:50:34,589 --> 00:50:38,593
But, you know, pretty damn good
under the circumstances.

772
00:50:39,761 --> 00:50:42,131
I was seeing glimpses
of the old Moll.

773
00:50:42,164 --> 00:50:43,598
Really?

774
00:50:43,965 --> 00:50:44,999
That's good.

775
00:50:45,034 --> 00:50:46,834
I don't know, Ash.

776
00:50:46,868 --> 00:50:49,338
I think she might
make it this time.

777
00:50:49,371 --> 00:50:53,175
If she can only hang on
for a couple more days.

778
00:50:53,208 --> 00:50:55,077
Then she could
get the shot,

779
00:50:55,110 --> 00:50:58,147
and one month clean
will turn into two months

780
00:51:00,848 --> 00:51:02,184
and two months into six.

781
00:51:05,154 --> 00:51:06,221
God willing.

782
00:51:08,323 --> 00:51:09,358
Mom.

783
00:51:09,391 --> 00:51:10,925
Since when do you
believe in God?

784
00:51:11,993 --> 00:51:13,828
Since not believing
didn't work.

785
00:51:17,132 --> 00:51:19,234
I know I shouldn't
get my hopes up,

786
00:51:19,268 --> 00:51:21,136
but...

787
00:51:21,170 --> 00:51:24,705
at this point,
all I have left is hope.

788
00:51:27,242 --> 00:51:28,776
Here we go.

789
00:51:28,810 --> 00:51:29,844
Thank you.

790
00:51:29,877 --> 00:51:31,080
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

791
00:51:41,123 --> 00:51:43,825
So I won my trial last week.

792
00:51:44,393 --> 00:51:45,561
The class action suit.

793
00:51:45,593 --> 00:51:48,796
- Oh, I am so sorry, Ash. I didn't even ask.
- It's fine.

794
00:51:48,830 --> 00:51:50,898
- Congratulations.
- Thank you.

795
00:51:50,932 --> 00:51:53,402
I am such a self-absorbed
asshole.

796
00:51:53,435 --> 00:51:54,969
You're Molly-absorbed asshole.

797
00:51:55,002 --> 00:51:57,005
It's just that I don't
have to worry about you.

798
00:51:59,707 --> 00:52:00,942
No rush, whenever you're ready.

799
00:52:00,975 --> 00:52:02,810
- Thank you.
- Thank you.

800
00:52:06,948 --> 00:52:08,150
Oh, my God.

801
00:52:10,085 --> 00:52:12,121
I think I left
my wallet at home.

802
00:52:12,154 --> 00:52:15,023
- I think I can buy us a cup of coffee, Mom.
- Fuck! You're right.

803
00:52:15,057 --> 00:52:17,192
- I-I gotta go.
- Mom, I'm sure it's fine.

804
00:52:17,226 --> 00:52:18,993
It's probably under
the pillow or something.

805
00:52:19,027 --> 00:52:21,130
No. How could I
possibly forget it?

806
00:52:21,163 --> 00:52:23,798
No. Relax. You, you just said
she was doing good.

807
00:52:23,831 --> 00:52:24,932
Remember?

808
00:52:24,966 --> 00:52:26,834
Please let it go. Please.

809
00:52:26,868 --> 00:52:28,237
Okay.

810
00:52:42,384 --> 00:52:46,687
So, um, how...

811
00:52:48,190 --> 00:52:50,725
- How's your boyfriend?
- Oh.

812
00:52:51,460 --> 00:52:54,062
- Gone. Good riddance.
- Oh.

813
00:52:55,164 --> 00:52:56,998
He was so clingy.

814
00:52:57,032 --> 00:53:00,302
But I have a new boyfriend.

815
00:53:00,335 --> 00:53:03,438
I met him up Rachel Nixon's
engagement party.

816
00:53:03,472 --> 00:53:05,840
And he owns
his own plumbing company.

817
00:53:05,873 --> 00:53:09,810
He's funny, you know,
which is always great, right?

818
00:53:09,844 --> 00:53:16,318
And we're, without giving too much
away, very in sync, intimately.

819
00:53:16,351 --> 00:53:19,087
But there is one catch
if it's going to last

820
00:53:19,121 --> 00:53:21,056
because he says that we're...

821
00:53:42,843 --> 00:53:45,013
<i>Door One.</i>

822
00:53:45,846 --> 00:53:47,748
- Hey.
- Hey.

823
00:54:14,109 --> 00:54:16,478
<i>The blue Caribbean
and the pearl green...</i>

824
00:54:16,511 --> 00:54:20,082
<i>Any one of these
would be totally captivating...</i>

825
00:54:22,317 --> 00:54:23,985
You okay?

826
00:54:24,019 --> 00:54:26,021
Yeah.

827
00:54:26,054 --> 00:54:30,325
You look like shit.
You should really chill.

828
00:54:53,482 --> 00:54:55,417
Yeah. Okay, so, um...

829
00:54:57,419 --> 00:55:01,390
I guess some of you may have
heard about the heroin epidemic.

830
00:55:03,924 --> 00:55:04,925
Um...

831
00:55:06,628 --> 00:55:08,263
So, I, uh...

832
00:55:09,464 --> 00:55:15,037
I was a straight A student
who never graduated high school.

833
00:55:17,639 --> 00:55:19,541
I live at home with my mom,

834
00:55:19,574 --> 00:55:23,011
but last week I was
sleeping on the streets.

835
00:55:27,015 --> 00:55:28,083
Don't have a job.

836
00:55:30,619 --> 00:55:33,921
Or any job skills
or a dollar to my name.

837
00:55:38,126 --> 00:55:41,363
Some of my teeth
aren't even mine.

838
00:55:53,008 --> 00:55:55,577
See that, um,
that lady in the back.

839
00:55:58,080 --> 00:55:59,081
It's my mom.

840
00:56:01,416 --> 00:56:04,919
She drove me here today

841
00:56:04,952 --> 00:56:09,391
because I, uh... my license was
suspended because of so many DUIs.

842
00:56:13,095 --> 00:56:15,163
But even if I did
have my license,

843
00:56:15,197 --> 00:56:17,432
she wouldn't trust me
with her car.

844
00:56:19,334 --> 00:56:20,669
Because I have...

845
00:56:20,702 --> 00:56:22,337
I have robbed her blind.

846
00:56:24,039 --> 00:56:27,908
Money, jewelry, credit cards.

847
00:56:30,379 --> 00:56:33,648
And I have...

848
00:56:33,682 --> 00:56:37,319
degraded myself

849
00:56:37,352 --> 00:56:38,520
for drugs, in ways...

850
00:56:44,159 --> 00:56:45,893
In ways that you don't
want to know.

851
00:56:48,730 --> 00:56:51,333
The only thing...

852
00:56:51,366 --> 00:56:55,670
The only thing I care
about is getting high

853
00:56:55,704 --> 00:56:58,573
because getting high
makes me forget

854
00:56:58,607 --> 00:57:01,942
about the mess that I have made
of my life getting high.

855
00:57:03,211 --> 00:57:04,279
Then just don't.

856
00:57:06,181 --> 00:57:07,182
Excuse me?

857
00:57:08,483 --> 00:57:10,951
Sorry. It's just...

858
00:57:10,985 --> 00:57:13,255
I would never
let myself fall that far.

859
00:57:16,324 --> 00:57:20,395
Right. Right,
of course.

860
00:57:20,429 --> 00:57:23,165
Do you know how many times
that I have told myself that?

861
00:57:23,198 --> 00:57:29,104
That I'm not going to
let myself steal to get high?

862
00:57:29,137 --> 00:57:35,177
That I'm not gonna let myself lose
custody of my children to get high?

863
00:57:35,210 --> 00:57:39,014
That I'm not gonna let myself
stab a needle into my arm?

864
00:57:39,047 --> 00:57:41,716
I'm not going to let myself
stab it into my chest.

865
00:57:43,752 --> 00:57:48,223
I have woken up
almost every morning

866
00:57:48,256 --> 00:57:51,493
for the past couple of years
and told myself

867
00:57:54,729 --> 00:57:57,265
that this is it.
That today...

868
00:57:58,433 --> 00:58:00,302
Today I'm not going to get high.

869
00:58:02,270 --> 00:58:06,508
And an hour, an hour later,
I am meeting up with my dealer

870
00:58:06,541 --> 00:58:07,609
to get high.

871
00:58:11,146 --> 00:58:14,749
I fail every single day.

872
00:58:19,754 --> 00:58:21,423
I'm so sorry, Mom.

873
00:58:28,196 --> 00:58:30,332
Oh, my God.

874
00:58:30,365 --> 00:58:33,368
I haven't seen you like that
for so long.

875
00:58:33,401 --> 00:58:34,703
Like what?

876
00:58:34,736 --> 00:58:39,708
Confident, honest.
Taking full responsibility.

877
00:58:39,741 --> 00:58:44,779
Just... I don't know.
Just being yourself.

878
00:58:44,813 --> 00:58:46,748
You should have seen the way
they were looking at you.

879
00:58:46,781 --> 00:58:48,149
Just riveted.

880
00:58:49,851 --> 00:58:51,052
Yeah, I feel good.

881
00:58:52,120 --> 00:58:53,522
Strong.

882
00:58:53,555 --> 00:58:56,525
If there's anyone who has the
strength to break free of this shit,

883
00:58:56,558 --> 00:58:58,159
it's you.

884
00:58:58,193 --> 00:58:59,427
I really believe that.

885
00:59:02,230 --> 00:59:03,231
I'm proud of you.

886
00:59:18,413 --> 00:59:19,414
Can you make a right up here?

887
00:59:20,882 --> 00:59:22,651
What for?

888
00:59:22,684 --> 00:59:24,052
I want to show you something.

889
00:59:27,556 --> 00:59:28,657
Pull over right here.

890
00:59:28,690 --> 00:59:30,026
- Here?
- Yeah.

891
00:59:35,363 --> 00:59:36,565
You see that building
over there?

892
00:59:38,767 --> 00:59:40,135
Eric and I used to live there.

893
00:59:41,169 --> 00:59:42,237
For how long?

894
00:59:43,605 --> 00:59:45,740
Year, year and a half.

895
00:59:48,276 --> 00:59:49,444
Were you terrified?

896
00:59:50,879 --> 00:59:52,080
I was high.

897
00:59:53,615 --> 00:59:56,484
Did you have
running water at least?

898
00:59:56,518 --> 00:59:59,287
Yeah, and room service.
Come on.

899
01:00:04,593 --> 01:00:07,629
You know, I've been wanting
to ask you something,

900
01:00:07,662 --> 01:00:10,899
but I do not want you
to take it in the wrong way.

901
01:00:10,932 --> 01:00:13,868
- Yeah.
- I just... No judgement.

902
01:00:13,902 --> 01:00:16,104
Okay. Just come out with it.

903
01:00:18,540 --> 01:00:19,541
Did you ever...

904
01:00:21,643 --> 01:00:22,877
prostitute yourself?

905
01:00:27,616 --> 01:00:29,217
I never had sex for money,

906
01:00:31,453 --> 01:00:33,355
but I have had sex for drugs.

907
01:00:33,388 --> 01:00:35,757
- Well, that's not prostitution.
- Well...

908
01:00:35,790 --> 01:00:37,392
No, that's survival.

909
01:00:37,425 --> 01:00:41,796
That's, uh, a sick person
trying to survive.

910
01:00:41,830 --> 01:00:44,366
Yeah, but if I had had sex
for money to buy drugs,

911
01:00:44,399 --> 01:00:46,134
would that make me a prostitute?

912
01:00:49,204 --> 01:00:50,639
So what's the verdict, Mom?

913
01:00:52,474 --> 01:00:55,744
Whore? Not whore?

914
01:00:58,613 --> 01:01:00,248
Wait, wait, wait, sorry.

915
01:01:00,281 --> 01:01:02,217
Since we're already here,
I meant to ask you,

916
01:01:02,250 --> 01:01:04,653
can we go and find
a friend of mine?

917
01:01:04,686 --> 01:01:08,189
Her name is Sammy,
we used to live together sometimes.

918
01:01:08,223 --> 01:01:09,658
- Who?
- Sammy?

919
01:01:09,691 --> 01:01:10,825
We used to look out
for each other.

920
01:01:10,859 --> 01:01:13,728
She texted me two days ago
from someone else's phone,

921
01:01:13,762 --> 01:01:15,363
and then she just vanished.

922
01:01:15,397 --> 01:01:16,564
I think that she's in trouble.

923
01:01:17,465 --> 01:01:18,933
Look, I want to go help her.

924
01:01:18,967 --> 01:01:22,237
- No, I don't want to stay.
- Come on, Mom, I would just like to help her.

925
01:01:22,270 --> 01:01:27,609
We're already here...
She's 15, Mom, she's 15.

926
01:01:31,613 --> 01:01:33,782
This isn't one of your schemes.

927
01:01:34,883 --> 01:01:37,252
You are so close
to getting that shot.

928
01:01:38,987 --> 01:01:40,188
Mom, look at me.

929
01:01:43,591 --> 01:01:44,726
I'm doing good.

930
01:01:45,727 --> 01:01:47,529
I just want to build momentum.

931
01:01:47,562 --> 01:01:50,632
I want to start helping people,
to just start making up

932
01:01:50,665 --> 01:01:53,668
for all the shit that I have
put everybody through.

933
01:01:53,702 --> 01:01:55,503
That's all.

934
01:01:55,537 --> 01:01:58,339
Please. I am begging you.
Just give me 15 minutes.

935
01:01:59,574 --> 01:02:02,744
Fine, five minutes.
I know where she lives.

936
01:02:04,979 --> 01:02:08,483
Mom, maybe if she sees me doing
good, it will help her get help.

937
01:02:13,955 --> 01:02:15,223
Please.

938
01:02:17,492 --> 01:02:19,928
- Five minutes.
- Okay, five minutes.

939
01:02:21,463 --> 01:02:22,464
Let's go.

940
01:02:36,411 --> 01:02:37,846
- Five minutes.
- Okay?

941
01:02:47,455 --> 01:02:50,325
She texted you.
How did she even get your phone number?

942
01:02:54,496 --> 01:02:56,865
- You're shopping?
- Excuse me?

943
01:02:56,898 --> 01:02:59,601
Are you buying?
You looking for a fix?

944
01:02:59,634 --> 01:03:01,503
Do I look like I'm shopping?

945
01:03:02,804 --> 01:03:06,307
Oh, shit. Mrs. Wheeler.

946
01:03:07,776 --> 01:03:11,546
It's me, Eric.
Molly's old boyfriend.

947
01:03:15,383 --> 01:03:18,386
- Jesus, Eric.
- What are you doing here?

948
01:03:18,419 --> 01:03:19,487
Molly's in there.

949
01:03:20,421 --> 01:03:22,423
She's just looking for a friend.

950
01:03:22,457 --> 01:03:25,326
She's clean, so
stay away from her.

951
01:03:26,061 --> 01:03:27,762
Oh...

952
01:03:27,796 --> 01:03:29,964
Oh, I don't think
that she wants to see me.

953
01:03:31,533 --> 01:03:33,635
I haven't seen her
since she was pregnant.

954
01:03:35,003 --> 01:03:36,838
She warned me at the clinic.

955
01:03:40,042 --> 01:03:42,077
Oh, shit.

956
01:03:42,111 --> 01:03:43,645
She didn't tell you.

957
01:03:44,712 --> 01:03:47,582
Of course she did.

958
01:03:47,615 --> 01:03:51,086
You wouldn't happen to have a couple
of dollars that I could borrow.

959
01:03:51,120 --> 01:03:53,388
Mrs. Wheeler, I'm hungry.

960
01:04:00,562 --> 01:04:01,896
Molly, come on!

961
01:04:10,405 --> 01:04:12,407
- Hey.
- Get in the car.

962
01:04:12,440 --> 01:04:13,641
They said that she's
staying down the street.

963
01:04:13,675 --> 01:04:14,909
I'm just gonna go
and check real quick.

964
01:04:14,943 --> 01:04:16,711
No way. Are you crazy?

965
01:04:16,744 --> 01:04:18,346
Does Sammy even exist?

966
01:04:19,714 --> 01:04:20,849
Fuck you!

967
01:04:20,882 --> 01:04:23,085
Get in the goddamn car!

968
01:04:33,728 --> 01:04:34,996
Just get in the car!

969
01:04:43,605 --> 01:04:45,773
Molly! Please!

970
01:04:48,710 --> 01:04:50,012
I'll leave you!

971
01:04:50,045 --> 01:04:52,147
You think I fucking
give a shit?

972
01:04:52,181 --> 01:04:53,381
Watch me!

973
01:04:55,884 --> 01:04:59,121
You fucking ungrateful bitch!

974
01:06:02,284 --> 01:06:04,053
Moly, what the fuck are you...

975
01:06:13,095 --> 01:06:16,664
Molly, I am so done
with your fucking...

976
01:06:16,698 --> 01:06:18,167
- What are you doing here?
- This is Sammy.

977
01:06:18,200 --> 01:06:19,934
I'm just trying
to get her temperature down.

978
01:06:19,968 --> 01:06:22,071
- What you got in your hand?
- She's dope sick with drugs.

979
01:06:22,104 --> 01:06:24,206
- Come with me right now.
- Calm the fuck down.

980
01:06:24,239 --> 01:06:25,807
- Stop it!
- What the fuck!

981
01:06:25,840 --> 01:06:26,975
- What are you doing here?
- Who are you?

982
01:06:27,009 --> 01:06:28,810
Do you think I'm scared of you?

983
01:06:28,843 --> 01:06:31,013
No! No, no!

984
01:06:31,046 --> 01:06:33,514
You fucked up!
You got me fucked up now.

985
01:06:33,548 --> 01:06:36,218
- Greg, that's my mom. Stop!
- What? What?

986
01:06:36,251 --> 01:06:39,587
You people are monsters,
you hear me?

987
01:06:39,620 --> 01:06:42,523
- You deserve to die. I'll kill you myself!
- What is wrong with you?

988
01:06:42,557 --> 01:06:44,126
You almost got
both of us killed.

989
01:06:44,159 --> 01:06:48,030
Jesus! You are unhinged!
You are scaring me!

990
01:06:48,063 --> 01:06:49,231
Now know what it's like.

991
01:06:50,732 --> 01:06:52,633
I was just trying
to help Sammy.

992
01:07:36,611 --> 01:07:38,613
I saw Eric today.

993
01:07:39,981 --> 01:07:41,050
Who?

994
01:07:42,117 --> 01:07:44,253
Guitar Eric, your boyfriend.

995
01:07:46,921 --> 01:07:50,825
- Where?
- Outside that flop house.

996
01:07:50,858 --> 01:07:55,130
He came over to the car
trying to sell me some drugs.

997
01:07:55,164 --> 01:07:57,598
Mom, I swear to God,
I did not know that he was there.

998
01:07:59,201 --> 01:08:02,337
If you think that I was trying
to scheme you, I wasn't.

999
01:08:02,371 --> 01:08:03,638
He...

1000
01:08:04,939 --> 01:08:09,278
He said something
about you being pregnant.

1001
01:08:12,381 --> 01:08:13,614
I'm not judging you.

1002
01:08:15,250 --> 01:08:19,254
Eric said you...
you didn't want him to be with you.

1003
01:08:19,288 --> 01:08:22,690
I'm just sorry that you had
to go through that alone.

1004
01:08:22,723 --> 01:08:24,859
An abortion is hard enough
as it is.

1005
01:08:30,232 --> 01:08:34,236
I didn't have an abortion,
I carried it to term.

1006
01:08:37,772 --> 01:08:40,975
Spent seven months
puking every morning

1007
01:08:41,009 --> 01:08:44,079
from morning sickness
and withdrawals

1008
01:08:45,380 --> 01:08:46,914
and staying on couches.

1009
01:08:49,451 --> 01:08:51,186
That was hardest thing
I've ever done.

1010
01:08:58,193 --> 01:08:59,261
Beautiful baby though.

1011
01:09:00,928 --> 01:09:01,996
A boy.

1012
01:09:04,266 --> 01:09:06,368
Where is he?

1013
01:09:06,401 --> 01:09:09,904
In New Jersey,
with a family in their forties.

1014
01:09:11,273 --> 01:09:13,175
No kids, rich enough
to have a boat.

1015
01:09:13,208 --> 01:09:14,775
That's what
the agency told me.

1016
01:09:16,711 --> 01:09:18,080
When... When did this happen?

1017
01:09:19,248 --> 01:09:21,450
Why didn't you call me?

1018
01:09:21,483 --> 01:09:25,720
Because I didn't want another
thing to feel shitty about.

1019
01:09:27,022 --> 01:09:28,190
What's his name?

1020
01:09:28,223 --> 01:09:29,224
I don't know.

1021
01:09:30,325 --> 01:09:32,361
Can I meet him?
Do you get visits?

1022
01:09:32,394 --> 01:09:35,763
No. It's a closed adoption
just like I wanted.

1023
01:09:35,796 --> 01:09:36,898
Well, can I write them a letter?

1024
01:09:36,931 --> 01:09:38,267
No!

1025
01:09:38,300 --> 01:09:39,767
Molly, that's my grandson.

1026
01:10:06,028 --> 01:10:07,129
Yeah, hello.

1027
01:10:08,130 --> 01:10:09,264
Yeah, this is Molly.

1028
01:10:11,466 --> 01:10:15,836
We already scheduled the shot with
Dr. Ortiz for 9:00 a.m. tomorrow.

1029
01:10:17,972 --> 01:10:20,775
No, no, no, I can't wait.

1030
01:10:21,410 --> 01:10:22,910
No!

1031
01:10:22,944 --> 01:10:24,745
Can you, can you please
just talk to Dr. Ortiz?

1032
01:10:24,779 --> 01:10:26,281
Because he knows
that this is urgent.

1033
01:10:26,914 --> 01:10:28,983
Please.

1034
01:10:29,017 --> 01:10:30,851
Oh, my God! Are you serious?

1035
01:10:32,920 --> 01:10:33,988
Stop!

1036
01:10:34,855 --> 01:10:36,458
Okay.

1037
01:10:36,491 --> 01:10:38,060
Yeah, we'll see you on Monday.

1038
01:10:38,993 --> 01:10:40,028
Okay. So what was that?

1039
01:10:41,363 --> 01:10:42,464
Three more days.

1040
01:10:42,497 --> 01:10:43,699
Three more days
that they're waiting

1041
01:10:43,731 --> 01:10:45,900
- for my insurance papers to go through.
- That's bullshit.

1042
01:10:45,933 --> 01:10:47,001
I don't think I can make it.

1043
01:10:47,035 --> 01:10:49,904
Do you have any fucking idea
how hard it is for us

1044
01:10:49,937 --> 01:10:51,939
to get through one goddamn day?

1045
01:10:51,973 --> 01:10:54,042
Three days is a death sentence.

1046
01:10:54,076 --> 01:10:56,044
- It's an eternity.
- Jesus, you're not helping.

1047
01:11:09,991 --> 01:11:12,060
Insurance companies.
They run the fucking world.

1048
01:11:12,094 --> 01:11:13,528
Why didn't I hear
your phone ring?

1049
01:11:16,031 --> 01:11:17,332
- What?
- Your phone?

1050
01:11:17,366 --> 01:11:18,899
Why didn't I hear it ring?

1051
01:11:18,933 --> 01:11:20,469
Because it was on vibrate.

1052
01:11:20,502 --> 01:11:22,803
Why is the office still open?

1053
01:11:22,837 --> 01:11:24,506
It's after six o'clock.

1054
01:11:24,539 --> 01:11:26,807
- I don't know.
- I want to see your phone.

1055
01:11:26,841 --> 01:11:28,310
- Give me your phone.
- Are you fucking crazy?

1056
01:11:28,343 --> 01:11:29,745
- Am I crazy?
- Yes.

1057
01:11:29,777 --> 01:11:32,481
How many fake phone calls have
you made since you hurt your knee?

1058
01:11:32,514 --> 01:11:34,249
Or did you ever even
hurt your knee?

1059
01:11:34,283 --> 01:11:36,018
- Must've been lies from the very beginning.
- You serious?

1060
01:11:36,051 --> 01:11:37,219
Are you doing this
to me right now?

1061
01:11:37,252 --> 01:11:39,087
- Oh, my God.
- Just never ends.

1062
01:11:39,121 --> 01:11:40,955
No! You're such a trigger!

1063
01:11:40,988 --> 01:11:42,090
But it just goes on and on.

1064
01:11:42,124 --> 01:11:44,393
I am so sorry

1065
01:11:44,426 --> 01:11:46,428
that my drug addiction

1066
01:11:46,461 --> 01:11:49,231
is so incredibly difficult
on you.

1067
01:11:52,067 --> 01:11:55,470
Look, I, I am not going to make
it to Monday if I stay here.

1068
01:12:00,208 --> 01:12:03,345
I'm gonna go to Sean's,
I'm gonna go stay with Sean.

1069
01:12:03,378 --> 01:12:05,180
He... he said that he can
pick me up.

1070
01:12:05,213 --> 01:12:07,115
It will be good.
I can see the kids.

1071
01:12:07,149 --> 01:12:09,318
- I could be with the kids...
- What Sean?

1072
01:12:09,351 --> 01:12:12,120
The same Sean who wanted
you to score for him?

1073
01:12:12,154 --> 01:12:14,022
Do you hear yourself?

1074
01:12:14,056 --> 01:12:16,425
I mean, do you fucking
hear yourself?

1075
01:12:17,192 --> 01:12:18,859
Do you?

1076
01:12:18,893 --> 01:12:23,265
If I say it's sunny outside,
are you gonna go and check?

1077
01:12:23,298 --> 01:12:24,499
I might have to.

1078
01:12:26,068 --> 01:12:27,935
Well, then, maybe
when I'm dead,

1079
01:12:27,968 --> 01:12:31,939
you can tell yourself,
"Hmm, she's just pretending."

1080
01:12:35,310 --> 01:12:36,378
All right.

1081
01:12:39,081 --> 01:12:40,915
Do what you're gonna do.

1082
01:13:15,517 --> 01:13:16,585
So, uh...

1083
01:13:19,187 --> 01:13:20,188
I'll see you Monday at 8:00.

1084
01:13:23,525 --> 01:13:24,526
Yes.

1085
01:13:33,168 --> 01:13:34,236
I love you.

1086
01:13:48,517 --> 01:13:49,551
You all right?

1087
01:13:49,584 --> 01:13:50,685
Yeah.

1088
01:14:11,573 --> 01:14:12,674
You okay?

1089
01:14:12,707 --> 01:14:13,708
Yeah.

1090
01:14:14,810 --> 01:14:18,547
You can't go down the hole
with her every time, Deb.

1091
01:14:18,580 --> 01:14:20,081
You got to put yourself first.

1092
01:14:21,583 --> 01:14:23,652
You know, sometimes
it just...

1093
01:14:25,287 --> 01:14:27,456
Sometimes, I feel
that you're patronizing me.

1094
01:14:27,489 --> 01:14:29,224
- Really?
- Yeah.

1095
01:14:29,257 --> 01:14:32,160
Just feeding me
pat little phrases.

1096
01:14:32,194 --> 01:14:34,995
- Does that make you happy?
- Okay.

1097
01:14:35,030 --> 01:14:36,531
Oh, don't fucking walk away.

1098
01:14:43,038 --> 01:14:44,039
Well, say something.

1099
01:14:46,241 --> 01:14:47,476
You're such a wimp.

1100
01:14:51,079 --> 01:14:52,147
What?

1101
01:14:53,048 --> 01:14:55,550
What, Chris? Say something.

1102
01:14:55,584 --> 01:14:57,219
Saint fucking Chris.

1103
01:14:57,252 --> 01:14:59,087
You wanna have a fight,
is that it?

1104
01:14:59,120 --> 01:15:00,355
Huh?

1105
01:15:00,388 --> 01:15:02,757
You want... You want us to have
a knockdown, drag out fight

1106
01:15:02,791 --> 01:15:04,759
so you can blow off
some fucking steam?

1107
01:15:04,793 --> 01:15:08,196
I'm not your fucking
punching bag, Deb!

1108
01:15:08,230 --> 01:15:11,066
I'm not your fucking
punching bag!

1109
01:15:13,568 --> 01:15:14,703
Oh, God!

1110
01:15:15,804 --> 01:15:17,339
- I'm sorry.
- Stop.

1111
01:15:17,372 --> 01:15:20,609
- I'm sorry.
- Just stop apologizing, it's annoying.

1112
01:15:22,777 --> 01:15:24,212
How did I get here?

1113
01:15:25,146 --> 01:15:26,248
What did I do?

1114
01:15:28,416 --> 01:15:29,584
Nothing.

1115
01:15:29,885 --> 01:15:31,253
You...

1116
01:15:32,454 --> 01:15:33,755
You...

1117
01:15:33,788 --> 01:15:35,390
have done nothing.

1118
01:15:36,791 --> 01:15:40,629
You know, maybe it's just
the way her brain is wired.

1119
01:15:40,962 --> 01:15:41,897
You know?

1120
01:15:41,930 --> 01:15:46,334
Maybe she'd taken the pills
the year before,

1121
01:15:46,368 --> 01:15:48,703
or a year after, she wouldn't
have gotten hooked.

1122
01:15:50,605 --> 01:15:54,809
But she needed to be high because
she was too sensitive, but not...

1123
01:15:54,843 --> 01:15:58,280
sensitive enough or if you'd
stayed in your bad marriage,

1124
01:15:58,313 --> 01:16:02,450
she would have been
an even bigger addict.

1125
01:16:02,484 --> 01:16:05,554
Or if you bought her
those blue shoes that time

1126
01:16:05,587 --> 01:16:08,156
when she was three,
instead of the red.

1127
01:16:09,558 --> 01:16:11,826
It's none of that.

1128
01:16:11,860 --> 01:16:17,699
Because maybe, the moment her
father's sperm reached your egg,

1129
01:16:17,732 --> 01:16:22,237
she was already an addict,
waiting to happen.

1130
01:16:33,381 --> 01:16:34,382
Okay.

1131
01:16:59,741 --> 01:17:00,742
Thank you.

1132
01:17:01,743 --> 01:17:03,211
...never ends.

1133
01:17:03,244 --> 01:17:05,847
I still get panic attacks
when there's a siren.

1134
01:17:05,880 --> 01:17:07,782
Even one on TV.

1135
01:17:07,816 --> 01:17:10,785
Every time the phone rings,
my heart stops.

1136
01:17:10,819 --> 01:17:14,556
My old ring tone makes me
pee, literally.

1137
01:17:14,589 --> 01:17:17,459
I was at the pharmacy
and the lady next to me,

1138
01:17:17,492 --> 01:17:20,528
had it on her phone,
I nearly wet myself when I heard it.

1139
01:17:23,632 --> 01:17:27,769
This new shrink diagnosed me
with chronic anxiety.

1140
01:17:27,802 --> 01:17:31,506
He wants to give
me something to help me sleep.

1141
01:17:31,539 --> 01:17:33,541
I said I can't keep pills
at the house.

1142
01:17:34,743 --> 01:17:36,211
So I keep them at work.

1143
01:17:37,345 --> 01:17:39,447
Take one pill home
every evening.

1144
01:17:42,417 --> 01:17:43,685
Let go and let God...

1145
01:17:46,254 --> 01:17:47,689
This too shall pass.

1146
01:17:49,391 --> 01:17:50,925
Time takes time.

1147
01:17:55,330 --> 01:17:56,398
It helps me...

1148
01:17:57,332 --> 01:18:02,270
to believe
in these platitudes.

1149
01:18:04,506 --> 01:18:06,508
I'd be even more resentful
and angry

1150
01:18:06,541 --> 01:18:09,177
if I didn't repeat
this stuff to myself.

1151
01:18:10,412 --> 01:18:12,414
I'd be furious...

1152
01:18:12,447 --> 01:18:15,684
for all, all the dead dreams.

1153
01:18:21,923 --> 01:18:24,793
<i>At the tone, please record your message.</i>

1154
01:18:24,826 --> 01:18:26,928
Hey, I hope you're having fun
with the kids.

1155
01:18:26,961 --> 01:18:30,465
I'm just checking in with
with you about tomorrow.

1156
01:18:30,498 --> 01:18:34,736
Um, I'm really happy
you're doing this.

1157
01:18:34,769 --> 01:18:36,705
I know it's not been
an easy week,

1158
01:18:36,738 --> 01:18:39,808
and I can be a real hard-ass.

1159
01:18:40,742 --> 01:18:41,910
It's just that...

1160
01:18:43,545 --> 01:18:46,948
someday, I want things
to be easier for you, you know?

1161
01:18:46,981 --> 01:18:49,484
You deserve good things.

1162
01:18:49,517 --> 01:18:52,520
All right. So, um, bye,
call me back.

1163
01:18:53,455 --> 01:18:54,622
I love you.

1164
01:19:58,353 --> 01:20:00,622
Dale, pick up the fucking phone.

1165
01:20:00,655 --> 01:20:03,525
<i>Hey, this is Dale.
Leave a message... or don't.</i>

1166
01:20:03,558 --> 01:20:05,426
Damn it!

1167
01:20:24,979 --> 01:20:26,681
What the fuck?

1168
01:20:26,714 --> 01:20:28,716
- Do you know what time it is?
- Is he here?

1169
01:20:34,123 --> 01:20:35,390
Dale.

1170
01:20:40,095 --> 01:20:41,329
Fuck.

1171
01:20:43,932 --> 01:20:45,366
Have you heard from Molly?

1172
01:20:46,467 --> 01:20:47,468
No. Why?

1173
01:20:48,037 --> 01:20:49,737
Why?

1174
01:20:49,771 --> 01:20:52,407
Oh, Jesus Christ.
Did you even bother to call her?

1175
01:20:53,908 --> 01:20:55,844
Why the hell not?

1176
01:20:55,877 --> 01:20:57,445
This is your daughter's life.

1177
01:20:57,478 --> 01:20:58,847
Because I can't control it, Deb.

1178
01:20:58,880 --> 01:21:01,449
Oh, come on, Dale.

1179
01:21:01,482 --> 01:21:05,386
She's one day away from getting a shot
that might actually save her life.

1180
01:21:05,420 --> 01:21:08,389
And God knows where she is
and you don't give a shit.

1181
01:21:08,423 --> 01:21:10,692
I give a shit.

1182
01:21:10,725 --> 01:21:13,895
I give a shit. There's not a day that
goes by that I don't think about her.

1183
01:21:13,928 --> 01:21:15,797
But it's not up to me
to change any of that.

1184
01:21:15,830 --> 01:21:18,600
And God knows I've fooled myself
time and time again before.

1185
01:21:18,633 --> 01:21:20,102
And so did you.

1186
01:21:20,135 --> 01:21:22,971
- I'm done.
- Oh, God. That's so convenient.

1187
01:21:23,004 --> 01:21:25,907
I thought you said that you weren't gonna
let her back in until she was clean.

1188
01:21:25,940 --> 01:21:28,110
- She's been clean a week.
- Oh.

1189
01:21:28,143 --> 01:21:30,778
Oh, boy. Well, when it's real,
you let me know.

1190
01:21:30,812 --> 01:21:32,580
So you want us
to do all the work?

1191
01:21:32,614 --> 01:21:35,483
You're not doing
the fucking work, Deb.

1192
01:21:35,516 --> 01:21:37,752
She's doing it.
If in fact, she's even doing it.

1193
01:21:37,785 --> 01:21:39,787
So don't fucking
flatter yourself here.

1194
01:21:39,821 --> 01:21:42,191
By the way, you're not going to make
me feel guilty about this either,

1195
01:21:42,224 --> 01:21:43,625
so why don't you kiss my ass?

1196
01:21:43,658 --> 01:21:45,927
You know what? We wouldn't even
be standing here

1197
01:21:45,960 --> 01:21:48,097
if you paid more attention
to her when she got that injury.

1198
01:21:48,130 --> 01:21:49,831
You wanna say this is my fault?

1199
01:21:49,864 --> 01:21:51,267
Is that the game
you want to play?

1200
01:21:51,300 --> 01:21:56,071
Let's. You walked out on us because
you wanted to find the new you.

1201
01:21:56,105 --> 01:21:58,773
She wanted her mom back,
she wanted her mom's attention,

1202
01:21:58,806 --> 01:22:01,010
and that's exactly what
she friggin' got, didn't she?

1203
01:22:01,043 --> 01:22:02,710
Fuck, you, Dale!

1204
01:22:02,744 --> 01:22:04,679
Save the speeches
for her funeral.

1205
01:22:04,712 --> 01:22:06,581
Oh, you're planning
her funeral now, huh?

1206
01:22:06,614 --> 01:22:09,218
You have a flair
for drama there, don't you, Deb?

1207
01:22:09,251 --> 01:22:11,053
Whoa, whoa, whoa...

1208
01:22:46,188 --> 01:22:47,455
Any news?

1209
01:22:48,523 --> 01:22:49,557
Mm-mm.

1210
01:22:58,033 --> 01:22:59,600
<i>Door...</i>

1211
01:22:59,634 --> 01:23:01,836
- Where the hell have you been?
- Hey!

1212
01:23:01,869 --> 01:23:02,904
What the fuck?

1213
01:23:03,604 --> 01:23:05,174
I've been trying to call you.

1214
01:23:05,207 --> 01:23:06,674
My phone died.

1215
01:23:06,708 --> 01:23:08,010
Why aren't you ready?

1216
01:23:08,043 --> 01:23:10,045
We have to be there
in, like, 45 minutes.

1217
01:23:11,313 --> 01:23:12,580
All right.

1218
01:23:14,615 --> 01:23:15,683
Come on.

1219
01:23:23,025 --> 01:23:24,559
Okay, I'm almost there.

1220
01:23:25,827 --> 01:23:26,861
How are the kids?

1221
01:23:28,097 --> 01:23:29,530
They're good.

1222
01:23:29,564 --> 01:23:30,898
Yeah, they, um...

1223
01:23:32,201 --> 01:23:33,601
They say hi.

1224
01:23:39,341 --> 01:23:40,541
What?

1225
01:23:41,976 --> 01:23:42,977
Um...

1226
01:23:46,981 --> 01:23:48,250
I need your pee.

1227
01:23:50,019 --> 01:23:51,552
What?

1228
01:23:51,586 --> 01:23:54,756
I said I need your pee, like,
in a plastic container.

1229
01:23:54,789 --> 01:23:56,858
I need your pee, now.

1230
01:24:00,928 --> 01:24:02,697
Do I have to
spell it out for you?

1231
01:24:04,599 --> 01:24:05,767
I'm not clean.

1232
01:24:09,238 --> 01:24:12,307
The other day when when we went
looking for Sammy, I, um...

1233
01:24:14,009 --> 01:24:15,210
I met up with a dealer.

1234
01:24:17,112 --> 01:24:18,280
With what money?

1235
01:24:20,815 --> 01:24:21,849
Oh.

1236
01:24:22,617 --> 01:24:24,019
You fucking thief.

1237
01:24:27,189 --> 01:24:28,623
And the appointment?

1238
01:24:29,391 --> 01:24:30,725
I faked it.

1239
01:24:32,194 --> 01:24:33,228
I'm sorry.

1240
01:24:34,396 --> 01:24:37,598
And the weekend,
visiting the kids?

1241
01:24:38,766 --> 01:24:40,169
No, I saw them.

1242
01:24:40,202 --> 01:24:43,805
I did. I even took them
to the movies, but then, um...

1243
01:24:45,374 --> 01:24:48,609
Then Sean and I got a sitter
and we went out, uh...

1244
01:24:52,214 --> 01:24:53,348
I got high.

1245
01:24:57,652 --> 01:24:59,620
I'm sorry I suck.

1246
01:25:01,956 --> 01:25:03,991
I'm a terrible person.

1247
01:25:11,100 --> 01:25:13,801
I am a fucking moron.

1248
01:25:14,470 --> 01:25:17,738
No, no, because I'm here now.

1249
01:25:17,772 --> 01:25:19,941
Look, I could have
stayed back at Sean's,

1250
01:25:19,974 --> 01:25:22,643
or met back up with Eric
or just disappeared.

1251
01:25:22,677 --> 01:25:24,812
But... But I didn't...

1252
01:25:24,846 --> 01:25:28,083
I don't want to do this
anymore, okay?

1253
01:25:28,117 --> 01:25:30,285
Please. I just want
to get the shot.

1254
01:25:30,319 --> 01:25:32,020
- Well, you can't, Molly. It's over.
- Yes, I can.

1255
01:25:32,054 --> 01:25:34,056
You have drugs in your system.

1256
01:25:34,089 --> 01:25:36,024
Maybe you could
wait for another week.

1257
01:25:36,058 --> 01:25:38,093
I am not gonna make it
another week,

1258
01:25:38,127 --> 01:25:40,028
and you and I both know that.

1259
01:25:40,062 --> 01:25:41,629
Mom, please.

1260
01:25:43,232 --> 01:25:45,100
Please, just give me your pee.

1261
01:25:45,134 --> 01:25:47,702
If you give me your pee,
I can pass the drug test.

1262
01:25:47,735 --> 01:25:48,970
I can get the shot.

1263
01:25:49,003 --> 01:25:53,408
And that means that I can't
get high for an entire month.

1264
01:25:53,442 --> 01:25:56,145
No, you, you have drugs
in your system.

1265
01:25:56,178 --> 01:25:58,046
- No.
- Mom, please.

1266
01:25:58,080 --> 01:26:01,283
Please, I am begging you
for help to get clean.

1267
01:26:02,950 --> 01:26:06,188
Look, this could be it, okay?

1268
01:26:06,221 --> 01:26:08,290
It's like what you said
on the message last night

1269
01:26:08,323 --> 01:26:10,758
about this being the start
of something new.

1270
01:26:11,893 --> 01:26:13,728
It is.

1271
01:26:13,761 --> 01:26:15,397
I thought your phone was dead.

1272
01:26:17,832 --> 01:26:18,900
Fuck.

1273
01:26:26,908 --> 01:26:27,975
Oh.

1274
01:27:12,087 --> 01:27:13,121
Thank you.

1275
01:27:20,429 --> 01:27:21,496
Oh, my God.

1276
01:27:26,168 --> 01:27:28,070
What if they check
the temperature of the pee?

1277
01:27:30,938 --> 01:27:33,275
- What?
- The pee was barely lukewarm.

1278
01:27:33,308 --> 01:27:35,177
What if they check...

1279
01:27:35,210 --> 01:27:37,012
Why am I freaking out?

1280
01:27:37,045 --> 01:27:38,846
Well, don't.

1281
01:27:40,582 --> 01:27:41,816
Okay.

1282
01:27:43,218 --> 01:27:44,419
Everything here looks good.

1283
01:27:46,488 --> 01:27:47,489
Ready to go?

1284
01:27:48,090 --> 01:27:49,458
Yeah.

1285
01:27:49,491 --> 01:27:51,426
- Uh, I'll step out.
- No.

1286
01:27:52,461 --> 01:27:53,495
Mm-mm.

1287
01:28:05,307 --> 01:28:06,375
All right.

1288
01:28:13,115 --> 01:28:14,116
All set.

1289
01:28:45,347 --> 01:28:46,847
What?

1290
01:28:46,881 --> 01:28:47,915
How are you feeling?

1291
01:28:48,650 --> 01:28:51,353
Fine. Yeah.

1292
01:28:51,386 --> 01:28:52,887
All right.

1293
01:28:52,920 --> 01:28:55,357
You'll get a follow up call at the end
of the day to see how you're doing.

1294
01:28:55,390 --> 01:28:57,192
I'll see you in a month.
Congratulations.

1295
01:28:57,225 --> 01:28:58,293
Thank you.

1296
01:29:06,601 --> 01:29:07,902
Oh, my God.

1297
01:29:10,971 --> 01:29:12,007
I'm okay.

1298
01:29:12,407 --> 01:29:13,841
I am. I, um...

1299
01:29:15,344 --> 01:29:16,378
I feel good.

1300
01:29:16,411 --> 01:29:17,646
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

1301
01:29:17,679 --> 01:29:18,946
Oh, my God.

1302
01:29:20,082 --> 01:29:21,249
Yeah.

1303
01:29:21,283 --> 01:29:23,085
Oh, my God. You look good.

1304
01:29:23,118 --> 01:29:24,286
- Yeah.
- I can't believe it.

1305
01:29:24,319 --> 01:29:27,888
Thirty days without having
to worry about this nightmare.

1306
01:29:27,922 --> 01:29:29,157
Yeah.

1307
01:29:29,191 --> 01:29:31,093
Can't believe
I went through with it.

1308
01:29:31,126 --> 01:29:32,394
Pretty damn brave.

1309
01:29:33,128 --> 01:29:34,529
Oh, my God.

1310
01:29:34,563 --> 01:29:38,500
I always knew your talent for lying
would, you know, come in handy.

1311
01:29:40,268 --> 01:29:42,037
We fucking pulled it off.

1312
01:29:43,038 --> 01:29:45,040
You hungry?

1313
01:29:45,073 --> 01:29:46,274
Wanna grab some breakfast?

1314
01:29:52,947 --> 01:29:53,948
What?

1315
01:30:01,223 --> 01:30:03,625
Oh, my God! Get in the car.
Get in the car. Quick.

1316
01:30:03,658 --> 01:30:07,162
- Oh, my God!
- Here. Quick, quick. Get in. Get in.

1317
01:30:07,195 --> 01:30:10,998
Can you close the door? Get in.

1318
01:30:11,032 --> 01:30:13,968
- Let me just get...
- Don't fucking touch me. Fuck!

1319
01:30:14,469 --> 01:30:15,704
Oh, my God.

1320
01:30:15,737 --> 01:30:18,407
Oh, just fucking drive.

1321
01:30:18,440 --> 01:30:20,709
God. Just drive!

1322
01:30:20,742 --> 01:30:22,077
Oh!

1323
01:30:29,618 --> 01:30:32,020
I can't. I can't...

1324
01:30:32,053 --> 01:30:34,122
Oh, my God. I can't. I can't...

1325
01:30:34,156 --> 01:30:35,290
I know, I know, I know...

1326
01:30:35,323 --> 01:30:36,691
Why did we do this?

1327
01:30:36,725 --> 01:30:38,660
Oh, why the fuck did we do this?

1328
01:30:38,693 --> 01:30:41,329
Can we have some
help out here, please?

1329
01:30:42,197 --> 01:30:43,931
Anyone? I need some help.

1330
01:30:49,671 --> 01:30:51,740
Please, somebody help us.

1331
01:30:51,773 --> 01:30:53,442
She's in acute withdrawal.

1332
01:30:53,475 --> 01:30:55,010
- Heroin?
- Yes, heroin.

1333
01:30:55,043 --> 01:30:57,045
Just get us back there.
I've never seen her like this.

1334
01:30:57,078 --> 01:30:58,680
We can restrain her.
We can give her fluids.

1335
01:30:58,713 --> 01:31:00,148
But she's gonna
have to go through it.

1336
01:31:00,182 --> 01:31:01,650
She just had
the Naltrexone shot.

1337
01:31:01,683 --> 01:31:03,685
She's not supposed to get that
if she has drugs in her system.

1338
01:31:03,718 --> 01:31:05,654
No shit, Sherlock.

1339
01:31:05,687 --> 01:31:08,023
Doctor, please, can you help?
She's in acute withdrawal.

1340
01:31:08,056 --> 01:31:09,758
Miss, can you sign this form?

1341
01:31:09,791 --> 01:31:11,992
But, ma'am, she has to sign herself.

1342
01:31:12,027 --> 01:31:13,562
- She can't sign it.
- Fine!

1343
01:31:15,030 --> 01:31:16,131
Okay, we'll call you.

1344
01:31:16,164 --> 01:31:17,632
Seriously?

1345
01:31:20,602 --> 01:31:23,472
It's okay. Okay. It's okay.

1346
01:31:23,505 --> 01:31:25,973
Oh. Oh, Mom, please,
make it stop.

1347
01:31:29,344 --> 01:31:31,580
Can we have some
fucking help here?

1348
01:31:33,148 --> 01:31:35,350
- Make it stop.
- I know, I know.

1349
01:31:35,383 --> 01:31:36,451
- Here.
- Thank you.

1350
01:31:36,485 --> 01:31:38,353
I'm begging you.

1351
01:31:38,386 --> 01:31:40,722
- No.
- I'm so sorry, Mom.

1352
01:31:40,755 --> 01:31:42,190
Please, I can't do this.

1353
01:31:42,224 --> 01:31:44,192
Yes, you can.

1354
01:31:44,726 --> 01:31:46,194
Are you enjoying this?

1355
01:31:46,228 --> 01:31:47,729
I don't fucking
believe you people.

1356
01:31:47,762 --> 01:31:51,600
She's been convulsing and puking
for, I don't know how long.

1357
01:31:51,633 --> 01:31:53,735
What does it take to get seen?

1358
01:31:53,768 --> 01:31:55,604
It is called a waiting room
for a reason.

1359
01:31:55,637 --> 01:31:58,073
- Sometimes you wait.
- There's no one else here.

1360
01:31:58,106 --> 01:31:59,641
We take people
based on the complaint

1361
01:31:59,674 --> 01:32:01,743
and some thing's demand
more immediate attention.

1362
01:32:01,776 --> 01:32:04,179
Thank you for your compassion.

1363
01:32:06,381 --> 01:32:08,416
Do you want to know
why she's an addict?

1364
01:32:08,450 --> 01:32:09,751
It's because of you people.

1365
01:32:09,784 --> 01:32:11,319
So don't you sit there

1366
01:32:11,353 --> 01:32:13,455
- and fucking tell me...
- Hey, whoa! Whoa!

1367
01:32:14,823 --> 01:32:16,057
Is everything okay?

1368
01:32:19,294 --> 01:32:21,263
- Doctor, please.
- Molly Wheeler.

1369
01:32:21,296 --> 01:32:23,465
Oh... Okay, sweetie.

1370
01:32:23,498 --> 01:32:24,733
- The doctor's here.
- I got it.

1371
01:32:24,766 --> 01:32:26,301
- He's gonna take good care of you, all right?
- Thank you.

1372
01:32:26,334 --> 01:32:28,336
We're gonna take
real good care of you.

1373
01:32:28,370 --> 01:32:30,071
Ma.

1374
01:32:30,105 --> 01:32:31,339
- Ma.
- I'm here. I'm here, sweetie.

1375
01:32:31,373 --> 01:32:32,541
Mom, don't leave.

1376
01:33:41,643 --> 01:33:43,178
- Hey.
- Hey.

1377
01:33:44,779 --> 01:33:45,847
How are the kids?

1378
01:33:46,781 --> 01:33:48,416
They're good.

1379
01:33:48,450 --> 01:33:50,452
You know, Cory's still
got that cold.

1380
01:33:51,419 --> 01:33:52,854
Chloe never got it.

1381
01:33:52,887 --> 01:33:55,657
I don't get it. That kid
lives off of junk food.

1382
01:33:55,690 --> 01:33:57,258
And never gets sick.

1383
01:33:58,493 --> 01:33:59,861
Kids are indestructible.

1384
01:34:02,731 --> 01:34:04,833
Hey, so, um...

1385
01:34:04,866 --> 01:34:09,204
Sean wants me to come back again
on Friday and watch the kids.

1386
01:34:09,237 --> 01:34:11,873
I think it's good, you know,
him trusting me more.

1387
01:34:11,906 --> 01:34:13,174
Mm-hm.

1388
01:34:15,577 --> 01:34:18,880
Say, isn't Friday when you
need to get your shot?

1389
01:34:18,913 --> 01:34:20,415
Yes, but it's no big deal.

1390
01:34:20,448 --> 01:34:22,751
They said they can see me
first thing next week.

1391
01:34:22,784 --> 01:34:24,486
- Are you sure?
- Mm-hm.

1392
01:34:24,519 --> 01:34:26,855
- You called them?
- Yes.

1393
01:34:26,888 --> 01:34:28,523
Yeah. Monday, three o'clock.

1394
01:34:31,526 --> 01:34:32,560
What?

1395
01:34:33,228 --> 01:34:34,229
Uh...

1396
01:34:35,397 --> 01:34:36,431
Nothing.

1397
01:34:37,232 --> 01:34:38,700
Not a thing.

1398
01:34:38,733 --> 01:34:39,934
You look wonderful.

1399
01:36:32,754 --> 01:36:37,754
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1399
01:36:38,305 --> 01:37:38,531
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