1 00:00:40,587 --> 00:00:43,886 Nice and warm. 2 00:00:46,393 --> 00:00:48,054 Watch your feet! 3 00:00:50,697 --> 00:00:51,959 Twice. 4 00:00:55,369 --> 00:00:56,495 Sleep well. 5 00:00:59,806 --> 00:01:01,706 Pleasant dreams. 6 00:01:16,590 --> 00:01:17,921 Eyes shut. 7 00:01:19,359 --> 00:01:20,849 You'll get the white. 8 00:01:29,703 --> 00:01:31,398 Not your turn! 9 00:01:47,421 --> 00:01:49,514 Go to the sacristy tomorrow. 10 00:01:49,723 --> 00:01:51,054 Ask them to say a mass. 11 00:01:51,191 --> 00:01:53,785 - For whom? - For my purposes. 12 00:01:53,927 --> 00:01:56,521 But don't tell a soul. Don't tell Dad. 13 00:01:59,666 --> 00:02:02,464 l'm to say, ''Here's a coin.'' 14 00:02:02,602 --> 00:02:05,070 l want a mass said for Th�r�se's special purposes. 15 00:02:05,205 --> 00:02:07,469 - Not very serious! - lt's a secret. 16 00:02:07,607 --> 00:02:08,403 Go on. 17 00:02:08,542 --> 00:02:10,407 Between a mean man and me. 18 00:02:10,544 --> 00:02:12,068 Tell, or l'll pinch you. 19 00:02:12,412 --> 00:02:13,470 lt's for a killer. 20 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:16,012 - Know him? - No. lt's Pranzini. 21 00:02:16,149 --> 00:02:19,016 That monster! He did 3 women in! 22 00:02:19,152 --> 00:02:21,620 He's too proud to beg for forgiveness. 23 00:02:21,755 --> 00:02:23,916 He cut a child's throat. 24 00:02:24,090 --> 00:02:26,558 l'll save him before they cut his. 25 00:02:26,693 --> 00:02:27,785 A mass for... 26 00:02:27,928 --> 00:02:29,088 lmpossible! 27 00:02:29,496 --> 00:02:31,020 l'm not asking him for much. 28 00:02:31,164 --> 00:02:34,998 Just a little remorse. To console me. 29 00:02:35,135 --> 00:02:37,000 What do l tell the priest? 30 00:02:37,537 --> 00:02:39,061 Let me. lt's my business. 31 00:02:54,821 --> 00:02:56,618 Go to sleep. 32 00:03:47,574 --> 00:03:49,599 What are you doing? 33 00:04:06,059 --> 00:04:07,583 Come see. 34 00:04:11,698 --> 00:04:15,498 At the guillotine, Pranzini pushed away the executioner. 35 00:04:15,936 --> 00:04:17,233 ''Leave me,'' he said. 36 00:04:17,337 --> 00:04:18,804 He rejected the priest... 37 00:04:18,872 --> 00:04:20,999 but kissed the crucifix. 38 00:04:21,341 --> 00:04:24,003 He died at 5:02 this morning. 39 00:04:24,611 --> 00:04:26,101 He kissed it! 40 00:04:27,080 --> 00:04:28,638 He's saved! 41 00:04:28,915 --> 00:04:31,383 l saved him! l won! 42 00:04:31,585 --> 00:04:33,018 Oh, Terry, my pet... 43 00:04:33,286 --> 00:04:34,947 What a gift you have! 44 00:04:35,355 --> 00:04:37,152 l'm so thirsty. 45 00:04:38,158 --> 00:04:41,457 Haven't had a drop all day. My throat's on fire. 46 00:04:43,763 --> 00:04:44,991 Slowly! 47 00:04:45,565 --> 00:04:48,193 - Was that also for his sake? - lt wasn't hard. 48 00:04:48,602 --> 00:04:51,366 - l bet Mom's watching. - She'll be glad. 49 00:04:51,471 --> 00:04:52,631 Put it back. 50 00:04:52,872 --> 00:04:54,806 l see my Pranzini in his cell. 51 00:04:54,908 --> 00:04:56,967 Dawn. Door opens slowly. 52 00:04:57,644 --> 00:04:59,669 ''Come, sir. Time to lose your head!'' 53 00:04:59,813 --> 00:05:00,905 Hush, Terry! 54 00:05:01,247 --> 00:05:04,375 l wish l'd been with him, held his hand. 55 00:05:06,286 --> 00:05:07,480 Put it back. 56 00:05:07,854 --> 00:05:09,822 Why shouldn't we read it? 57 00:05:39,853 --> 00:05:43,118 Thank you, Jesus. 58 00:05:43,957 --> 00:05:45,015 Anything wrong? 59 00:05:45,091 --> 00:05:46,422 Not at all. 60 00:05:46,493 --> 00:05:48,984 When Pauline and Marie became Carmelites... 61 00:05:49,963 --> 00:05:51,294 how did you feel? 62 00:05:51,431 --> 00:05:53,194 - Want to know? - Yes. 63 00:05:53,366 --> 00:05:55,732 Giving 2 daughters away is an honor. 64 00:05:55,802 --> 00:05:58,032 - And? - Not really a pleasure. 65 00:05:58,171 --> 00:05:59,900 But l'm proud of them. 66 00:05:59,973 --> 00:06:03,909 Be proud of me, too. l'm in love with Jesus, l'll marry him. 67 00:06:04,110 --> 00:06:05,543 Bored with me here? 68 00:06:05,612 --> 00:06:07,603 He chose me with his arms open. 69 00:06:07,814 --> 00:06:09,338 Dreams. 70 00:06:09,482 --> 00:06:11,541 He's courting me, what can l do? 71 00:06:11,785 --> 00:06:15,221 l want to pray, save a lot of people for him. 72 00:06:15,288 --> 00:06:17,916 So young, so fragile. You'll be turned down. 73 00:06:17,991 --> 00:06:19,549 You know nothing. 74 00:06:19,659 --> 00:06:22,093 But he knows. He'll teach me. 75 00:06:23,630 --> 00:06:25,495 l knew you'd be sad. 76 00:06:25,899 --> 00:06:29,391 You're my king, too. Nothing's changed. 77 00:06:29,769 --> 00:06:31,634 We'll never be apart. 78 00:06:43,249 --> 00:06:45,911 - What's with her? - She has a cold. 79 00:06:47,620 --> 00:06:50,384 - And Dad? - So-so. Better. 80 00:06:50,523 --> 00:06:52,923 - And you? - Something is wrong, Terry. 81 00:06:52,992 --> 00:06:55,586 l hardly sleep or eat. l'm not all there. 82 00:06:55,695 --> 00:06:58,596 Don't worry, kid. We'll help you. Be patient. 83 00:06:58,732 --> 00:07:01,030 l don't want to wait, or be unfaithful. 84 00:07:01,101 --> 00:07:02,159 Honeybunch... 85 00:07:02,235 --> 00:07:05,033 no one is asking you to do so. And don't say ''l want.'' 86 00:07:05,105 --> 00:07:07,573 lf ever l was, l'd be disappointed. 87 00:07:08,541 --> 00:07:12,875 Quit worrying. You'll never meet the boy who could satisfy you. 88 00:07:12,979 --> 00:07:14,276 He doesn't exist. 89 00:07:14,380 --> 00:07:17,247 - Eat sweets, enjoy yourself. - Have fun. 90 00:07:17,383 --> 00:07:18,907 Go to Paris with Dad. 91 00:07:19,119 --> 00:07:21,349 And risk a broken leg before l'm here? 92 00:07:21,821 --> 00:07:24,415 l have a friend, can't say who... 93 00:07:24,657 --> 00:07:26,818 who fears dying before knowing love. 94 00:07:26,926 --> 00:07:28,325 That's Clothilde! 95 00:07:28,394 --> 00:07:31,522 The way she looks at men! 96 00:07:31,865 --> 00:07:35,767 l plucked it for you. Last one from the garden. 97 00:07:37,470 --> 00:07:41,873 Teresita, l doubt you'll be joining us that soon. 98 00:07:42,275 --> 00:07:44,766 My hands are tied. Men decide. 99 00:07:45,779 --> 00:07:50,239 l know this town, l don't need such a scandal... 100 00:07:50,450 --> 00:07:52,247 about Th�r�se entering Carmel. 101 00:07:52,318 --> 00:07:54,878 Again people will say, and l've heard them say it: 102 00:07:54,954 --> 00:07:57,422 ''ltchy Martin! He likes to travel. 103 00:07:57,490 --> 00:07:59,185 ''So he's getting rid of his daughters.'' 104 00:07:59,259 --> 00:08:00,351 That's horrible. 105 00:08:00,426 --> 00:08:02,724 That's how it is. The world is vile. 106 00:08:03,563 --> 00:08:05,087 l won't say yes for 3 years. 107 00:08:05,365 --> 00:08:06,593 l'll die before. 108 00:08:06,733 --> 00:08:10,260 You're too young to endure such hardships. Carmel is tough. 109 00:08:10,503 --> 00:08:11,868 You should know. 110 00:08:12,172 --> 00:08:15,403 - l'll move mountains. - The mother superior agrees. 111 00:08:15,508 --> 00:08:19,171 Why push me? There's no fire. 112 00:08:19,779 --> 00:08:22,543 Go see the bishop if you wish. 113 00:08:22,849 --> 00:08:25,283 My answer, however, is no. 114 00:08:25,351 --> 00:08:27,182 Definitely no. 115 00:08:27,687 --> 00:08:29,678 End of discussion. l'm not mean... 116 00:08:29,823 --> 00:08:32,690 but l'm responsible for the convent. 117 00:08:33,193 --> 00:08:34,626 l must protect it. 118 00:08:36,996 --> 00:08:41,558 Strange. Both father and daughter in such a hurry. 119 00:08:41,701 --> 00:08:45,432 l can sum it up in 2 words: patience and hope. 120 00:08:45,572 --> 00:08:47,369 Months go fast, days are like hours. 121 00:08:47,841 --> 00:08:51,709 Why does Jesus make me desire something... 122 00:08:52,278 --> 00:08:53,973 and refuse it to me? 123 00:08:54,214 --> 00:08:57,479 lt is to test you, to strengthen your calling. 124 00:08:57,750 --> 00:08:59,012 Test me? 125 00:08:59,986 --> 00:09:02,284 Why test me if l can't bear it? 126 00:09:02,422 --> 00:09:04,686 l must tell you the truth. 127 00:09:04,824 --> 00:09:08,260 On our way here, Th�r�se told me... 128 00:09:08,394 --> 00:09:12,626 that if you refuse, she will ask the pope. 129 00:09:12,866 --> 00:09:15,630 We'll apply for the next pilgrimage to Rome. 130 00:09:34,520 --> 00:09:36,852 Forget everybody around you. 131 00:09:36,990 --> 00:09:38,389 Got it pat? 132 00:09:38,524 --> 00:09:41,015 Yes. ''Your Holiness, l have a big favor.'' 133 00:09:41,327 --> 00:09:43,659 All l want is a yes. l hope he says it. 134 00:09:50,703 --> 00:09:54,195 You are next. Don't speak to his Holiness. 135 00:09:55,041 --> 00:09:56,838 He is ill. 136 00:10:10,490 --> 00:10:12,390 l have a favor to ask you. 137 00:10:13,059 --> 00:10:15,459 Please let me enter Carmel. 138 00:10:16,529 --> 00:10:19,589 This very young girl wishes to enter Carmel. 139 00:10:19,766 --> 00:10:21,859 lt is being taken care of. 140 00:10:26,005 --> 00:10:28,667 You must obey your superiors, my child. 141 00:10:29,442 --> 00:10:32,502 Say yes and everyone will agree! 142 00:10:36,616 --> 00:10:39,141 You'll go, if heaven wishes. 143 00:10:40,186 --> 00:10:41,653 Say yes, your Holiness! 144 00:10:43,489 --> 00:10:44,683 Say yes! 145 00:10:59,839 --> 00:11:02,103 Tell father that everyone... 146 00:11:02,575 --> 00:11:05,840 thoroughly enjoyed his pear tarts. 147 00:11:05,979 --> 00:11:09,972 The crust was crunchy. Just as l like it. 148 00:11:11,017 --> 00:11:13,008 Lost your tongue? 149 00:11:13,720 --> 00:11:17,713 My one visit a week, l save it for you, and what do l get, a wall. 150 00:11:18,858 --> 00:11:21,918 Quit sulking or l'll pull the curtain. 151 00:11:22,395 --> 00:11:23,987 l warned you... 152 00:11:24,097 --> 00:11:24,995 Stop! 153 00:11:25,064 --> 00:11:26,088 lt's scary. 154 00:11:26,165 --> 00:11:30,397 lf we weren't sisters, we'd have to talk like this. 155 00:11:30,536 --> 00:11:32,800 - Open. - lf you smile. 156 00:11:32,972 --> 00:11:34,496 Open or l'll go! 157 00:11:35,541 --> 00:11:38,442 Blackmail doesn't work here! 158 00:11:38,911 --> 00:11:41,379 The cardinal wrote to Mother Superior. 159 00:11:41,514 --> 00:11:45,416 He entrusts her with the decision. No explanation. 160 00:11:45,585 --> 00:11:47,678 Now you tell me? 161 00:11:48,488 --> 00:11:49,978 How wonderful! 162 00:11:50,123 --> 00:11:54,787 l'm not going to cry, l promise! 163 00:11:56,696 --> 00:11:59,563 lt's very cold, we have no heat. 164 00:11:59,699 --> 00:12:02,463 We're fasting till Easter. You're growing up. 165 00:12:02,602 --> 00:12:05,002 l suggested you join us in the spring. 166 00:12:05,138 --> 00:12:06,503 Spring? 167 00:12:06,773 --> 00:12:10,607 l want you to make it. Let's place all the odds on your side. 168 00:12:10,743 --> 00:12:14,179 ls that so! What does Marie think? 169 00:12:14,480 --> 00:12:17,540 We're not keeping you out of our husband's house. 170 00:12:17,683 --> 00:12:19,480 But you could knock some more. 171 00:12:19,619 --> 00:12:21,382 l have knocked, Pauline, l have. 172 00:12:21,454 --> 00:12:23,854 Keep knocking. Suffering is the key. 173 00:12:24,057 --> 00:12:25,183 Not love? 174 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:30,994 You're engaged. Come on, wait a bit for the wedding. 175 00:12:31,264 --> 00:12:33,095 You want it all at once. 176 00:12:33,199 --> 00:12:36,464 - Yes! l must act quickly. - Why? 177 00:12:36,803 --> 00:12:38,498 Let's not talk about me. 178 00:12:53,786 --> 00:12:55,913 Don't go catch cold now. 179 00:12:56,055 --> 00:12:57,716 No chance. 180 00:13:23,916 --> 00:13:25,645 You're adorable. 181 00:13:26,552 --> 00:13:29,783 Go back to bed. l'm better. 182 00:13:29,922 --> 00:13:31,651 lt's over. 183 00:13:34,227 --> 00:13:36,559 Lord, your love is ferocious. 184 00:13:42,101 --> 00:13:45,229 l'm frightened. Hold me. 185 00:13:45,338 --> 00:13:46,703 What if l'm wrong? 186 00:13:47,240 --> 00:13:48,935 Hold me tight! 187 00:13:51,177 --> 00:13:53,270 l'll never be able to leave you. 188 00:14:00,720 --> 00:14:03,712 Come back, Sebastian. l love you. 189 00:14:10,096 --> 00:14:12,155 - For me? - Yes. 190 00:14:16,169 --> 00:14:18,763 - lt's too small. - lt won't fit? 191 00:14:20,673 --> 00:14:21,833 l can't. 192 00:14:23,876 --> 00:14:25,639 lt doesn't fit? 193 00:14:27,313 --> 00:14:31,272 l wanted to give you a present. But what? 194 00:14:33,386 --> 00:14:35,513 So here's my pencil box. 195 00:14:40,359 --> 00:14:42,657 Of course, Bernard's name is on it. 196 00:14:43,696 --> 00:14:45,391 You'll think of me? 197 00:14:45,531 --> 00:14:46,964 - You'll write? - Yes. 198 00:14:47,700 --> 00:14:49,634 What'll l do without you? 199 00:14:49,902 --> 00:14:51,199 You'll come too. 200 00:14:51,304 --> 00:14:54,364 Don't talk nonsense. 201 00:14:55,408 --> 00:14:57,433 He'll come for you. 202 00:14:57,577 --> 00:14:58,771 And Sebastian? 203 00:14:59,011 --> 00:15:01,536 He'll love you more. He'll never betray you. 204 00:15:01,747 --> 00:15:04,375 - And my jam? - Let's see... 205 00:15:05,785 --> 00:15:06,809 Push! 206 00:15:08,854 --> 00:15:10,253 You'll have to bring it. 207 00:15:28,841 --> 00:15:30,001 You desire? 208 00:15:30,376 --> 00:15:31,570 His mercy. 209 00:15:31,744 --> 00:15:34,838 The poverty of the Order and company of the sisters. 210 00:15:35,047 --> 00:15:36,981 Are you determined to persevere? 211 00:15:37,883 --> 00:15:40,443 l wish and hope to do so... 212 00:15:40,586 --> 00:15:44,545 with His mercy and the prayers of the sisters. 213 00:15:46,559 --> 00:15:48,686 l'm not worthy for you to come in. 214 00:15:49,061 --> 00:15:51,791 But say a word and l'll be cured. 215 00:15:52,898 --> 00:15:54,525 The body of Christ. 216 00:16:09,649 --> 00:16:12,277 l too wanted to be a bride. 217 00:16:13,052 --> 00:16:14,576 l'm happy for you. 218 00:16:17,657 --> 00:16:19,921 Thanks for coming from so far. 219 00:17:43,976 --> 00:17:48,379 Take on the slight burden of Jesus. 220 00:17:48,514 --> 00:17:50,539 Those who follow the pure lamb... 221 00:17:50,816 --> 00:17:54,513 will be part of his sparkling white escort. 222 00:18:15,741 --> 00:18:17,572 My beloved speaks. 223 00:18:17,777 --> 00:18:20,177 He says, ''Come, my beloved, come.'' 224 00:18:20,479 --> 00:18:24,438 Winter is over. The rain has stopped. 225 00:18:26,185 --> 00:18:28,449 How l've longed for this day! 226 00:18:29,555 --> 00:18:31,785 l'll give my life for you. 227 00:18:35,661 --> 00:18:37,891 l'll be yours forever. 228 00:18:39,532 --> 00:18:41,500 l am not perfect... 229 00:18:43,169 --> 00:18:46,229 help me to do good, to help others... 230 00:18:47,239 --> 00:18:49,605 to please you. 231 00:18:52,044 --> 00:18:56,572 l wish l were already up there, to see you. 232 00:18:59,051 --> 00:19:02,578 Jesus was greeted by the waiting crowd. 233 00:19:02,721 --> 00:19:06,157 A woman there had been bleeding for 1 2 years. 234 00:19:06,325 --> 00:19:09,590 She'd spent all her money but no doctor could cure her. 235 00:19:10,196 --> 00:19:13,495 She touched Jesus' garments. 236 00:19:13,766 --> 00:19:16,530 She stopped bleeding instantly. 237 00:19:16,669 --> 00:19:19,001 Jesus said, ''Who touched me?'' 238 00:19:19,171 --> 00:19:21,435 Peter and his friends said: 239 00:19:21,707 --> 00:19:24,835 You're in a crowd, and you wonder who touched you? 240 00:19:25,044 --> 00:19:28,309 Jesus said, ''Someone touched me.'' 241 00:19:28,514 --> 00:19:30,846 l felt a force leave me. 242 00:19:31,517 --> 00:19:35,214 The woman threw herself at his feet and told him publicly... 243 00:19:35,287 --> 00:19:37,619 how touching him had cured her. 244 00:19:37,957 --> 00:19:39,015 Jesus said: 245 00:19:39,091 --> 00:19:41,685 ''Your faith saved you. Go in peace.'' 246 00:19:52,338 --> 00:19:55,034 Lie on the floor outside the refectory. 247 00:19:55,274 --> 00:19:56,605 Yes, Mother. 248 00:21:00,406 --> 00:21:02,101 Passing by me... 249 00:21:02,241 --> 00:21:05,438 he said it was time for me to be loved. 250 00:21:06,378 --> 00:21:08,573 Washed me with perfumes... 251 00:21:08,747 --> 00:21:11,307 gave me lace to wear. 252 00:21:11,617 --> 00:21:16,213 He fed me the purest flour and honey in abundance. 253 00:21:16,422 --> 00:21:19,050 l became beautiful in his eyes. 254 00:21:19,191 --> 00:21:22,786 He made me a powerful queen. 255 00:22:40,472 --> 00:22:43,270 That was my husband. 256 00:22:44,710 --> 00:22:46,337 My husband. 257 00:22:47,746 --> 00:22:51,409 l hardly knew him. He sold wood. 258 00:22:51,550 --> 00:22:54,246 His horse threw him one day. Smashed his head. 259 00:22:54,820 --> 00:22:57,618 l've had it on the sly for 50 years. 260 00:22:58,223 --> 00:23:00,384 l've known many Mothers Superior... 261 00:23:00,626 --> 00:23:02,651 never could confess it. 262 00:23:03,662 --> 00:23:05,254 Take it. 263 00:23:05,831 --> 00:23:08,527 Ask our Mother to keep it. 264 00:23:11,570 --> 00:23:14,471 You're silent, you obey the rules. 265 00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:15,834 That's good. 266 00:23:17,309 --> 00:23:19,675 At my age, not talking all day... 267 00:23:21,413 --> 00:23:22,505 is hard. 268 00:23:25,718 --> 00:23:27,879 Now give me a kiss. 269 00:23:28,821 --> 00:23:30,948 A real kiss. 270 00:23:33,425 --> 00:23:35,552 The kind that warms you up. 271 00:24:04,323 --> 00:24:05,517 Put it there. 272 00:24:05,891 --> 00:24:07,586 We knew all about it. 273 00:24:08,627 --> 00:24:11,892 Tell no one though. We can't agree whether... 274 00:24:12,197 --> 00:24:14,688 to let her keep it or not. What do you think? 275 00:24:14,900 --> 00:24:16,527 She no longer wants it. 276 00:24:17,369 --> 00:24:20,600 l like her. A broken heart can make a good Carmelite. 277 00:24:21,607 --> 00:24:25,441 She had some money. She added butter to our bread. 278 00:24:27,212 --> 00:24:29,510 You have little to say to your superior. 279 00:24:29,782 --> 00:24:31,272 The words fail me. 280 00:24:31,416 --> 00:24:33,976 They won't come to your lips? Write them down. 281 00:24:35,521 --> 00:24:39,423 Why not write down your feelings and your memories here? 282 00:24:41,226 --> 00:24:43,751 lt might be interesting. Do it for me. 283 00:24:50,435 --> 00:24:51,561 Take this. 284 00:24:51,737 --> 00:24:53,637 Bring it back when it is full. 285 00:24:53,839 --> 00:24:55,033 Yes, Mother. 286 00:25:18,463 --> 00:25:19,794 l'll call our Mother. 287 00:25:21,066 --> 00:25:25,298 No... Your hand... 288 00:25:25,904 --> 00:25:28,031 He is the Consoler... 289 00:25:28,340 --> 00:25:31,776 always beside us, loving... 290 00:25:32,744 --> 00:25:34,905 Not in a hurry! 291 00:26:47,853 --> 00:26:52,847 Sheets, family, Mother Superior. Us = servants. 292 00:27:10,175 --> 00:27:11,802 We've been washing. 293 00:27:33,131 --> 00:27:35,861 - The scissors. - They're on the way. 294 00:27:36,001 --> 00:27:39,437 They aren't here yet... Small scissors. 295 00:27:47,779 --> 00:27:52,409 Give me roots or give me wings... 296 00:27:53,552 --> 00:27:55,884 like you. 297 00:28:11,436 --> 00:28:14,166 You didn't drink the hot milk. Nor the potion. 298 00:28:14,239 --> 00:28:15,331 Sorry, no. 299 00:28:15,407 --> 00:28:18,308 You must! Tomorrow l'll give you a rubdown. 300 00:28:18,710 --> 00:28:22,669 l'd rather not. lt's not like we were at home. 301 00:28:23,248 --> 00:28:24,647 Or what's the point? 302 00:28:24,783 --> 00:28:26,978 True, you're no longer a kid sister... 303 00:28:27,652 --> 00:28:29,745 but a sister like the others. 304 00:28:30,122 --> 00:28:33,751 - l must get used to it. - We're sisters even more. 305 00:28:34,092 --> 00:28:35,992 Did l hurt you? 306 00:28:36,528 --> 00:28:37,722 No. 307 00:28:41,266 --> 00:28:42,961 l sleep, but not my heart. 308 00:28:43,101 --> 00:28:45,092 l hear my beloved knock. 309 00:28:45,237 --> 00:28:48,400 Open, my sister, my friend, my dove, my perfection. 310 00:28:48,507 --> 00:28:52,637 For my head is covered with dew, my curls glisten from the night. 311 00:28:54,179 --> 00:28:57,671 My beloved, come into your garden. 312 00:28:57,816 --> 00:29:00,216 Take the fruit of your trees. 313 00:29:00,852 --> 00:29:03,787 My beloved instructs my soul... 314 00:29:04,056 --> 00:29:07,685 speaking to it in silence and in darkness. 315 00:29:11,797 --> 00:29:14,027 He wasn't in the kitchen. 316 00:29:14,499 --> 00:29:17,696 Normally he'd be making breakfast. 317 00:29:18,170 --> 00:29:21,571 l went to his room. He was on the floor by the bed. 318 00:30:08,753 --> 00:30:12,018 He caught these today. He fears you might need them. 319 00:30:12,424 --> 00:30:13,413 Poor father. 320 00:30:13,558 --> 00:30:15,549 He's my baby. l'm a mother to him. 321 00:30:15,694 --> 00:30:16,820 ls he in pain? 322 00:30:16,962 --> 00:30:19,396 He tries hard to talk with his eyes. 323 00:30:19,531 --> 00:30:22,193 - ls he in pain? - Being helpless hurts. 324 00:30:22,367 --> 00:30:24,699 - He understands us? - Just a bit. 325 00:30:25,103 --> 00:30:27,367 lf l leave him, he moans like an animal... 326 00:30:27,906 --> 00:30:29,567 until l come back. 327 00:30:34,913 --> 00:30:36,540 He often does that. 328 00:30:37,048 --> 00:30:41,041 l thought, he's ashamed. But it's something else. 329 00:30:41,786 --> 00:30:42,514 What? 330 00:30:42,654 --> 00:30:43,678 Only he knows. 331 00:30:43,822 --> 00:30:45,653 He'll be a sun in heaven. 332 00:30:46,691 --> 00:30:49,717 Here's oil from the Holy Face. 333 00:30:50,862 --> 00:30:52,659 He carries a gun. 334 00:30:53,565 --> 00:30:54,793 lt's loaded. 335 00:30:54,933 --> 00:30:56,161 - Quiet. - Go on. 336 00:30:57,869 --> 00:31:00,064 At any sound, he pulls it out. 337 00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:03,501 Thinks l'm in danger. 338 00:31:05,443 --> 00:31:08,970 So no one comes over. Not even Sebastian. 339 00:31:10,749 --> 00:31:12,148 Everyone thinks... 340 00:31:12,984 --> 00:31:15,612 it's your fault, you and your sisters. 341 00:31:15,987 --> 00:31:18,387 Especially you, Th�r�se. 342 00:31:18,623 --> 00:31:20,989 - That you killed him. - That's enough! 343 00:31:21,826 --> 00:31:24,795 That you're selfish, useless and crazy. 344 00:31:25,564 --> 00:31:26,997 Don't get all worked up. 345 00:31:27,132 --> 00:31:28,463 That's the rumor. 346 00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:30,465 l hate when you exaggerate. 347 00:31:30,602 --> 00:31:31,694 We can't talk any longer. 348 00:31:31,836 --> 00:31:35,169 Let's all kneel and pray for father. 349 00:31:46,084 --> 00:31:50,646 Sundays are difficult. All your things are still there. 350 00:31:52,691 --> 00:31:55,159 Give me the handkerchief, l'll wash it. 351 00:31:58,663 --> 00:32:00,221 Control yourself! 352 00:32:31,062 --> 00:32:33,087 l won't tell a soul. 353 00:32:33,231 --> 00:32:35,927 You're lucky to have such a family. 354 00:33:11,503 --> 00:33:12,401 Speak. 355 00:33:12,537 --> 00:33:15,563 May l keep my father's handkerchief? 356 00:33:15,807 --> 00:33:17,968 lf you have nothing else from home... 357 00:33:18,276 --> 00:33:19,675 l have a pencil box. 358 00:33:19,978 --> 00:33:22,276 You'll return the handkerchief. 359 00:33:22,580 --> 00:33:23,842 Yes, Mother. 360 00:33:23,982 --> 00:33:27,975 Carmel cannot pay... 361 00:33:28,486 --> 00:33:32,513 the property taxes. 362 00:33:38,530 --> 00:33:40,998 - You want to talk? - No, Mother. 363 00:33:41,833 --> 00:33:43,767 l wanted to say, l had a dream. 364 00:33:43,968 --> 00:33:48,029 You gave everyone a gift. My turn came, there was nothing left. 365 00:33:49,374 --> 00:33:50,068 And? 366 00:33:50,375 --> 00:33:53,606 l'm ashamed. Can't tell you, Mother. 367 00:33:54,379 --> 00:33:58,008 Speak properly, make complete sentences. 368 00:33:58,316 --> 00:34:02,412 My turn came, there was nothing left. Your hands were empty. 369 00:34:02,921 --> 00:34:06,413 You smiled and said, ''l give you my heart.'' 370 00:34:06,791 --> 00:34:08,850 Such a gift is a godsend. 371 00:34:09,494 --> 00:34:11,758 l wish to be a saint. 372 00:34:11,896 --> 00:34:12,828 Pride. 373 00:34:12,964 --> 00:34:16,730 No, l'll become a great saint in secret. 374 00:34:16,968 --> 00:34:20,335 Only He will know. 375 00:34:21,106 --> 00:34:23,438 No credit due to me, Mother. 376 00:34:23,675 --> 00:34:26,109 Don't always say ''Mother.'' 377 00:34:27,078 --> 00:34:29,410 l'll not consider you a child. 378 00:34:29,547 --> 00:34:32,448 You're strong. l'll never fear to humiliate you. 379 00:34:33,318 --> 00:34:36,913 As the last to enter, you are everyone's servant. 380 00:34:37,055 --> 00:34:38,852 That should make you happy. 381 00:34:43,595 --> 00:34:46,120 He brought me to his wine cellar. 382 00:34:46,765 --> 00:34:48,824 He poured his friendship in me. 383 00:34:49,734 --> 00:34:54,467 Sustain me with flowers, strengthen me with fruit. 384 00:34:54,639 --> 00:34:56,573 l pine away for love. 385 00:34:57,776 --> 00:35:01,837 He puts one hand on my head, the other embraces me. 386 00:36:06,211 --> 00:36:08,145 l'm allowed to talk to you. 387 00:36:08,713 --> 00:36:11,705 About everything, with no witnesses. 388 00:36:11,950 --> 00:36:12,939 Great! 389 00:36:13,084 --> 00:36:15,746 l had to ask three times for it. 390 00:36:15,887 --> 00:36:17,184 Thanks for trying. 391 00:36:17,489 --> 00:36:19,013 My pleasure. 392 00:36:20,058 --> 00:36:21,082 Your Mother? 393 00:36:21,226 --> 00:36:23,194 Yet another wire. She won't come. 394 00:36:23,495 --> 00:36:25,827 Oh? How's your eczema? 395 00:36:25,964 --> 00:36:26,988 Worse. 396 00:36:27,131 --> 00:36:28,496 And the rest? 397 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:31,098 My periods are gone, my tummy's a mess. 398 00:36:31,236 --> 00:36:34,535 This isn't a sacrifice, it's a massacre! 399 00:36:34,672 --> 00:36:36,970 My body's here, my mind's elsewhere. 400 00:36:37,242 --> 00:36:38,038 Well! 401 00:36:38,843 --> 00:36:41,869 Gift from the chemist! 402 00:36:42,146 --> 00:36:45,081 Boil it 20 minutes, then call Mother Superior. 403 00:36:50,221 --> 00:36:51,688 l'm becoming stupid! 404 00:36:51,823 --> 00:36:55,452 They tell me to stretch toward perfection. 405 00:36:55,693 --> 00:36:58,958 The way l see it, l'm stretching thin. 406 00:36:59,030 --> 00:37:00,497 That's my whole spiritual life. 407 00:37:00,565 --> 00:37:01,827 We're so tiny. 408 00:37:02,734 --> 00:37:04,167 We don't have great thoughts. 409 00:37:04,235 --> 00:37:06,066 l try hard, but no one notices. 410 00:37:06,204 --> 00:37:08,502 - He does. - Oh, him... 411 00:37:08,573 --> 00:37:10,473 Fondle him, that's how l snared him. 412 00:37:10,675 --> 00:37:13,303 - l'm not his type. - He fancies you! 413 00:37:13,478 --> 00:37:14,911 He stands me up. 414 00:37:15,046 --> 00:37:17,742 - Playing. He'll be back. - l'll shut my door! 415 00:37:17,815 --> 00:37:18,839 He'll crawl. 416 00:37:18,917 --> 00:37:21,511 On his knees? That'll do him good! 417 00:37:21,653 --> 00:37:24,144 - He'll beg you. - Yes! Yes! 418 00:37:38,102 --> 00:37:39,535 We're nuts! 419 00:37:41,906 --> 00:37:45,000 Falling for a guy dead 2000 years. lf he ever existed! 420 00:37:45,143 --> 00:37:47,634 - He did. - lt's all in the mind. 421 00:37:55,286 --> 00:37:56,753 Know what l do in bed? 422 00:37:57,021 --> 00:37:58,488 lt'll make you blind. 423 00:37:58,590 --> 00:37:59,887 l'm ashamed. 424 00:38:01,926 --> 00:38:03,587 You're cutting on his share. 425 00:38:03,728 --> 00:38:06,595 l've put these all over. 426 00:38:06,998 --> 00:38:08,465 And that will lure him? 427 00:38:08,600 --> 00:38:10,830 l like him a bit rough. Or else... 428 00:38:20,812 --> 00:38:22,905 lt's the devil! 429 00:38:23,047 --> 00:38:24,571 As ugly as the seven sins! 430 00:39:03,454 --> 00:39:05,149 - Cut your tongue? - A scratch. 431 00:39:05,256 --> 00:39:07,224 l'll tell the boss. 432 00:39:07,458 --> 00:39:11,485 Don't. lt's nothing, really. Gone, see? 433 00:39:11,629 --> 00:39:15,326 l'll report you right away. l love squealing. 434 00:39:21,673 --> 00:39:24,904 Your tomcat is the talk of the town, Mother. 435 00:39:26,411 --> 00:39:30,677 They say you woke your girls one night to find him. 436 00:39:32,483 --> 00:39:35,509 You had them catch birds... 437 00:39:36,354 --> 00:39:39,255 and stew them so your pet could feast. 438 00:39:40,658 --> 00:39:42,888 lt is true. l had that weakness. 439 00:39:43,027 --> 00:39:44,995 l asked them to forgive me. 440 00:39:45,563 --> 00:39:46,757 Step up. 441 00:39:49,400 --> 00:39:51,994 Press your chest against the grating. 442 00:39:53,638 --> 00:39:55,538 Where is your heart? 443 00:40:01,579 --> 00:40:04,707 l had a lump under my jaw, but now it's gone. 444 00:40:05,650 --> 00:40:08,847 Here, l'm not a man, but a doctor. Take off this sack. 445 00:40:13,624 --> 00:40:14,648 Open the window. 446 00:40:21,733 --> 00:40:25,066 Just a broken vessel in your throat. 447 00:40:25,403 --> 00:40:27,462 Or perhaps in your nose. 448 00:40:28,339 --> 00:40:29,704 - Eat well? - Too well. 449 00:40:29,807 --> 00:40:30,865 How so? 450 00:40:32,910 --> 00:40:35,640 l'm always hungry. lt often wakes me at night. 451 00:40:36,047 --> 00:40:37,639 A touch of anemia. 452 00:40:39,884 --> 00:40:43,945 Give her fats and red meat for a month. Whatever it costs. 453 00:40:45,323 --> 00:40:48,690 An odd thing occurred at Mestivier's wedding. 454 00:40:49,594 --> 00:40:53,052 C�line was about to dance with the most handsome guy... 455 00:40:53,364 --> 00:40:56,697 when suddenly her knees jammed, as if paralyzed. 456 00:40:57,135 --> 00:40:58,727 They had to help her sit. 457 00:40:58,970 --> 00:41:02,133 He was so embarrassed, he vanished. 458 00:41:06,377 --> 00:41:08,368 He's answered my prayers! 459 00:41:08,513 --> 00:41:11,949 C�line can't dance with another. He wants her all for himself. 460 00:41:12,083 --> 00:41:15,541 - Want C�line here? - Oh, ever so much! 461 00:41:15,686 --> 00:41:19,019 All 4 of you? lt's an invasion! They'll vote no. 462 00:41:19,157 --> 00:41:22,684 l paved the way. Most will vote yes. 463 00:41:22,827 --> 00:41:25,523 - Then, if l may... - Speak. 464 00:41:25,696 --> 00:41:27,561 l wish to leave! 465 00:41:27,799 --> 00:41:28,857 Leave us? 466 00:41:29,000 --> 00:41:33,494 l want to go to a Carmel far away, across the world. 467 00:41:34,539 --> 00:41:36,404 To hide, save from him. 468 00:41:36,874 --> 00:41:40,173 l'd miss you. Especially your simplicity. 469 00:41:40,478 --> 00:41:44,642 lt'll shine out of you some day. l wish to see it. 470 00:41:45,883 --> 00:41:49,478 l need strong, happy girls. Be careful. 471 00:41:49,620 --> 00:41:50,712 l am. 472 00:41:50,855 --> 00:41:52,550 You're burning. 473 00:41:54,992 --> 00:41:56,550 Dear sis, 474 00:41:56,694 --> 00:42:00,095 lf l told you my dream... You were dying a martyr. 475 00:42:00,798 --> 00:42:03,665 A man dragged you into the woods. 476 00:42:03,801 --> 00:42:07,669 l saw you leave for martyrdom with glee, l held my breath. 477 00:42:08,239 --> 00:42:11,868 We saw a wisp of smoke rise to the sky. 478 00:42:12,310 --> 00:42:15,677 A bird sang. We said, the sacrifice is over. 479 00:42:15,813 --> 00:42:17,337 Th�r�se is a martyr. 480 00:42:18,282 --> 00:42:20,807 My heart beat wildly. And me? 481 00:42:21,586 --> 00:42:23,781 Would l be parted from my sweet Th�r�se? 482 00:42:23,921 --> 00:42:26,583 That couldn't be! 483 00:42:27,124 --> 00:42:29,786 Something made me hope to join you in your happiness. 484 00:42:29,861 --> 00:42:31,658 l was out in the country. 485 00:42:32,363 --> 00:42:34,991 A young cobbler threw himself upon me. 486 00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:38,998 He stuck his awl down my throat. 487 00:42:39,303 --> 00:42:41,999 l was too happy to run away. 488 00:42:42,373 --> 00:42:45,934 But he was too weak, and l didn't die. 489 00:42:47,245 --> 00:42:50,578 He got angrier, and ended up plucking my eyes out. 490 00:42:50,848 --> 00:42:53,783 l collapsed, thinking, more, more... 491 00:42:54,518 --> 00:42:57,214 l wanted more, but l still wasn't dying. 492 00:42:57,488 --> 00:43:00,355 l envied your fate. Having endured all these horrors.... 493 00:43:00,958 --> 00:43:04,621 l woke up, regretting it was only a dream. 494 00:43:25,850 --> 00:43:28,614 l bathed him, shut his eyes. He's beautiful. 495 00:44:24,942 --> 00:44:28,878 l, Sister Th�r�se of the child Jesus and the Holy Face... 496 00:44:30,348 --> 00:44:31,815 solemnly declare... 497 00:44:33,050 --> 00:44:36,315 to promise obedience... 498 00:44:36,487 --> 00:44:39,388 chastity and poverty... 499 00:44:39,857 --> 00:44:41,552 to God our Lord... 500 00:44:42,193 --> 00:44:44,661 to the Holy Virgin of Mount Carmel... 501 00:44:45,229 --> 00:44:48,528 and to you, Mother Superior... 502 00:44:48,833 --> 00:44:50,801 and to those after you... 503 00:44:50,935 --> 00:44:52,459 until death. 504 00:46:01,205 --> 00:46:03,605 A riddle for a heathen. 505 00:46:03,674 --> 00:46:07,201 T as in...Th�r�se. 506 00:46:19,457 --> 00:46:23,894 After our walk, during which Dad always gave me a little gift... 507 00:46:24,195 --> 00:46:25,526 l came home... 508 00:46:25,663 --> 00:46:29,326 l did my homework, and the rest of the time... 509 00:46:33,437 --> 00:46:36,736 l hopped around in the garden, near Father... 510 00:46:36,874 --> 00:46:38,432 because dolls bored me. 511 00:46:40,611 --> 00:46:44,206 And then, on winter evenings, especially Sundays... 512 00:46:44,381 --> 00:46:48,374 how nice it was, after our game... 513 00:47:08,606 --> 00:47:10,767 She's quite a problem. 514 00:47:10,908 --> 00:47:13,536 Help me. Hurry. 515 00:47:14,512 --> 00:47:16,412 You do nothing for her. 516 00:47:17,681 --> 00:47:19,842 l can't tell her l love her. 517 00:47:21,585 --> 00:47:23,712 Careful, she's capable of anything. 518 00:47:24,788 --> 00:47:27,279 Make her your best bride. 519 00:47:46,777 --> 00:47:48,267 So what? 520 00:49:07,124 --> 00:49:09,388 His left hand touches my head... 521 00:49:10,027 --> 00:49:12,018 the other embraces me. 522 00:49:12,763 --> 00:49:15,561 Downpour cannot extinguish love... 523 00:49:16,166 --> 00:49:18,031 nor floods submerge it. 524 00:49:18,602 --> 00:49:20,729 Downpour cannot extinguish love... 525 00:49:20,871 --> 00:49:23,101 nor floods submerge it. 526 00:49:46,630 --> 00:49:48,860 Only way to cure chilblains. 527 00:49:49,733 --> 00:49:54,534 Christmas, our husband-child's birthday. 528 00:49:55,072 --> 00:49:59,202 We'll embrace one another and ask for forgiveness. 529 00:50:00,144 --> 00:50:02,874 We must always love and help one another. 530 00:50:37,614 --> 00:50:39,605 - You won't wear them? - No. 531 00:50:40,718 --> 00:50:42,185 Like little flowers. 532 00:50:43,554 --> 00:50:44,885 But l like them. 533 00:51:00,337 --> 00:51:03,170 l have two little candles, two little messages. 534 00:51:05,943 --> 00:51:08,571 Those messages are a secret, sister Lucy. 535 00:51:28,866 --> 00:51:30,163 Thank you. 536 00:51:34,805 --> 00:51:36,238 Sisters! 537 00:51:41,111 --> 00:51:42,635 From the sea! 538 00:51:47,384 --> 00:51:48,783 Are they real? 539 00:51:48,886 --> 00:51:50,751 Yes, they're real! 540 00:51:51,922 --> 00:51:53,856 One for each. 541 00:52:00,364 --> 00:52:01,456 For Carmel. 542 00:52:02,566 --> 00:52:04,056 A man's at the door! 543 00:52:05,102 --> 00:52:06,831 With a heavy trunk. 544 00:52:07,070 --> 00:52:09,265 Of course, show him in. 545 00:52:11,141 --> 00:52:12,540 Put it there. 546 00:52:14,912 --> 00:52:16,709 Who sent this? 547 00:52:17,681 --> 00:52:20,047 l'm not to say. 548 00:52:21,018 --> 00:52:22,315 Thank you. 549 00:52:22,586 --> 00:52:25,987 My cousin Aim�e is here. Can l shake her hand? 550 00:52:26,290 --> 00:52:29,020 Of course. Come here, sister Aim�e. 551 00:52:34,765 --> 00:52:36,528 She left me for you, see. 552 00:52:36,667 --> 00:52:39,261 lt was quite a shock. We were engaged. 553 00:52:39,403 --> 00:52:40,427 Quiet. 554 00:52:41,338 --> 00:52:45,570 She sewed a medal of the Virgin in my jacket. 555 00:52:46,510 --> 00:52:48,034 Secretly. lt's still there. 556 00:52:48,479 --> 00:52:50,242 l'll rip your tongue off! 557 00:52:50,380 --> 00:52:51,711 You've been very kind. 558 00:52:51,849 --> 00:52:53,282 Miss me? 559 00:52:53,550 --> 00:52:55,484 Please leave me alone. 560 00:52:56,620 --> 00:52:59,521 - Merry Christmas, ladies! - Merry Christmas! 561 00:52:59,656 --> 00:53:01,021 Long live the Republic! 562 00:53:10,701 --> 00:53:14,432 Merry Christmas, from a carpenter and his wife. 563 00:53:14,571 --> 00:53:17,267 lt's real champagne, it's not cider. 564 00:55:42,719 --> 00:55:45,119 Everyone's looking for you. 565 00:55:46,156 --> 00:55:47,418 The party's not over. 566 00:55:48,191 --> 00:55:50,591 Go away. This is my home. 567 00:55:52,229 --> 00:55:54,220 l can't bear those crazy old hags. 568 00:55:54,531 --> 00:55:55,759 They are treasures. 569 00:55:55,899 --> 00:55:58,265 You and l are the only treasures. 570 00:55:58,435 --> 00:56:02,235 Know what they call you? Little sister Amen. 571 00:56:03,340 --> 00:56:06,503 l love you. l'm your fountain of love, l'm your shadow. 572 00:56:06,643 --> 00:56:08,474 A grain of sand casts no shadow. 573 00:56:08,912 --> 00:56:12,814 Silly. lt's yes to him, but without you, it's no. 574 00:56:13,917 --> 00:56:15,782 That's my deal. 575 00:56:17,387 --> 00:56:21,346 l came because it's heaven here. Out there was so ugly. 576 00:56:23,593 --> 00:56:26,585 But why are you in this hole? 577 00:56:26,730 --> 00:56:28,357 lt's my niche. 578 00:56:31,168 --> 00:56:33,693 Stupid bandages! 579 00:56:37,340 --> 00:56:38,932 You two stay apart. 580 00:56:39,710 --> 00:56:42,838 l wasted my time on you, sister Th�r�se. 581 00:56:53,623 --> 00:56:55,750 l opened the door to my beloved. 582 00:56:56,793 --> 00:56:59,762 l turned around and he had vanished. 583 00:57:00,630 --> 00:57:03,622 What despair! l fainted. 584 00:57:04,568 --> 00:57:07,594 l looked but couldn't find him. 585 00:57:07,938 --> 00:57:11,897 l called, he didn't answer. 586 00:57:12,442 --> 00:57:16,276 l ran into the night watchmen. 587 00:57:16,613 --> 00:57:18,774 They beat me, they wounded me. 588 00:57:19,950 --> 00:57:24,683 They who guard the ramparts took off my coat.... 589 00:58:45,669 --> 00:58:47,637 This will be my best picture. 590 00:58:48,405 --> 00:58:50,270 lt'll go to all the Carmels. 591 01:01:40,510 --> 01:01:42,171 No cause for such alarm. 592 01:01:42,312 --> 01:01:44,439 Get the doctor, please! 593 01:01:44,848 --> 01:01:46,543 l'll think about it. 594 01:01:46,683 --> 01:01:48,708 Now! lt's serious. 595 01:01:49,219 --> 01:01:51,210 Our doctor is gone till Sunday. 596 01:01:51,354 --> 01:01:52,582 He has a replacement. 597 01:01:53,690 --> 01:01:55,487 A beginner. Too young. 598 01:01:55,625 --> 01:01:56,853 They say he is good. 599 01:01:56,993 --> 01:01:58,620 l will not let in an unknown. 600 01:01:58,762 --> 01:02:00,457 She's in danger! 601 01:02:00,597 --> 01:02:03,430 Don't insist. That's disobedience. Go! 602 01:02:03,566 --> 01:02:06,592 - l shall inform the Bishop. - Watch your tone! 603 01:02:06,870 --> 01:02:10,328 Get out! l'm sick of the Martin sisters. 604 01:02:10,807 --> 01:02:13,776 Let election time come so l'm no longer in charge. 605 01:02:14,611 --> 01:02:17,011 You'll get my job, don't worry. 606 01:03:13,803 --> 01:03:14,997 She's very ill. 607 01:03:15,438 --> 01:03:16,405 She is not. 608 01:03:16,473 --> 01:03:18,907 - The lung is gone. - l don't believe you. 609 01:03:19,642 --> 01:03:21,041 lt's tuberculosis. 610 01:03:21,711 --> 01:03:22,871 You're wrong. 611 01:03:23,012 --> 01:03:25,981 - Your doctor will confirm. - He said no such thing. 612 01:03:26,516 --> 01:03:29,952 To each his method. l prefer frankness. 613 01:03:32,388 --> 01:03:34,379 Give her rubdowns. 614 01:03:34,824 --> 01:03:37,918 - Fever cups, morphine shots. - No way. 615 01:03:38,895 --> 01:03:40,021 For the pain. 616 01:03:40,096 --> 01:03:41,290 There's no need. 617 01:03:41,431 --> 01:03:42,420 There is. 618 01:03:42,899 --> 01:03:45,868 - She'll refuse them. - l'll ask her. 619 01:03:46,102 --> 01:03:48,832 We're on earth to suffer as our husband did. 620 01:03:48,972 --> 01:03:50,496 He suffered only a day. 621 01:03:50,940 --> 01:03:52,965 He's in agony till the world ends. 622 01:03:53,109 --> 01:03:55,543 For you, for me, for all our crimes. 623 01:03:55,778 --> 01:03:57,473 Suffering is hideous. 624 01:03:57,881 --> 01:03:59,075 Not here. 625 01:03:59,616 --> 01:04:02,414 They ought to burn this place down. 626 01:04:02,685 --> 01:04:04,118 They probably will. 627 01:04:04,454 --> 01:04:06,388 - How much? - Nothing. As you know. 628 01:04:12,128 --> 01:04:14,562 - l'll tell her parents. - They're dead. 629 01:04:14,697 --> 01:04:18,497 - You're dangerous. - No, the salt of the earth. 630 01:04:22,639 --> 01:04:23,901 Are you dressed? 631 01:04:24,174 --> 01:04:26,369 l have a sheet to finish. 632 01:04:26,676 --> 01:04:28,940 Go back to bed. You remain at the infirmary. 633 01:04:39,088 --> 01:04:41,420 He's not sure what's wrong with you. 634 01:04:42,458 --> 01:04:44,449 He'll wait for our doctor. 635 01:04:56,873 --> 01:05:00,400 Shall l go on writing in the notebook? 636 01:05:00,843 --> 01:05:03,812 The notebook? Yes, fill it up. 637 01:05:05,848 --> 01:05:06,974 l don't even think. 638 01:05:07,684 --> 01:05:09,982 lt's like fishing. l write whatever pops up. 639 01:05:10,753 --> 01:05:13,381 - l look forward to reading it. - Not what l'm writing now. 640 01:05:13,890 --> 01:05:16,085 Why? ls it gloomy? 641 01:05:16,559 --> 01:05:18,424 l see nothing after this life. 642 01:05:19,762 --> 01:05:22,162 A wall rising to the stars. 643 01:05:24,133 --> 01:05:25,828 Maybe he's mad at me? 644 01:05:26,669 --> 01:05:28,534 He used to make me so happy! 645 01:05:28,671 --> 01:05:31,071 You're just tired, pet. He's faithful. 646 01:05:31,207 --> 01:05:34,802 l'd love a chocolate cake with custard inside. 647 01:05:34,944 --> 01:05:35,968 A bouch�? 648 01:05:36,045 --> 01:05:39,503 Even better. l think it's called an �clair. 649 01:05:40,717 --> 01:05:43,379 Just one, if we can afford it. 650 01:05:51,227 --> 01:05:53,161 She might be contagious. 651 01:05:53,263 --> 01:05:55,322 Let her rest. No visitors. 652 01:05:55,698 --> 01:05:57,791 Especially not sister Lucy. 653 01:05:58,968 --> 01:06:00,560 Very well. 654 01:06:02,605 --> 01:06:04,800 l see nothing after death. 655 01:06:06,843 --> 01:06:09,175 A wall rising to the stars. 656 01:06:12,181 --> 01:06:14,513 Maybe he's mad at me. 657 01:06:16,319 --> 01:06:20,278 Please, if you meet my beloved... 658 01:06:21,124 --> 01:06:23,854 tell him l'm ill with love. 659 01:07:17,547 --> 01:07:20,812 Carry on. l still give the orders here. 660 01:07:26,489 --> 01:07:27,751 What was for lunch? 661 01:07:28,057 --> 01:07:29,490 Rice with herbs. 662 01:07:42,705 --> 01:07:44,696 l love the wide-open spaces. 663 01:07:45,041 --> 01:07:47,032 l love gigantic pine trees. 664 01:07:47,944 --> 01:07:51,937 But is there pure love in my heart? 665 01:08:12,835 --> 01:08:14,735 We look for Jesus. 666 01:08:15,371 --> 01:08:16,736 We go to the hospital. 667 01:08:18,441 --> 01:08:21,433 We wash the hands and feet of the sick. 668 01:08:21,577 --> 01:08:23,511 Among them is a leper. 669 01:08:24,580 --> 01:08:27,310 His hands are putrid stumps. 670 01:08:27,450 --> 01:08:28,849 We wash them, too. 671 01:08:29,419 --> 01:08:32,946 Then we drink the water we used to wash them. 672 01:08:33,589 --> 01:08:38,253 lt floods us so sweetly that we sail on joy all the way home. 673 01:08:40,329 --> 01:08:44,265 A scaly piece of skin from the leper's sores... 674 01:08:44,434 --> 01:08:46,368 slips into my mouth. 675 01:08:47,804 --> 01:08:50,864 l don't spit it out. l swallow it. 676 01:08:52,208 --> 01:08:54,540 l feel like l've taken communion. 677 01:09:02,618 --> 01:09:04,609 l share with you. 678 01:09:04,754 --> 01:09:08,212 You can't die or l'll leave. 679 01:09:12,795 --> 01:09:14,126 Tear this up. 680 01:11:28,130 --> 01:11:31,998 My beloved, you instruct me in silence... 681 01:11:32,969 --> 01:11:34,459 and in darkness. 682 01:11:49,151 --> 01:11:52,609 - Time out. May l talk to you? - Of course. 683 01:11:52,855 --> 01:11:54,152 You look well. 684 01:11:54,724 --> 01:11:56,453 Thank you. 685 01:11:57,193 --> 01:11:59,661 Maybe you're not as ill as they say. 686 01:12:03,366 --> 01:12:05,231 l'd like something to remember you by. 687 01:12:06,102 --> 01:12:07,296 Take a flower. 688 01:12:07,436 --> 01:12:10,371 No, it'll wither and l'll be sad. 689 01:12:12,541 --> 01:12:13,872 lt's all l have. 690 01:12:14,910 --> 01:12:16,241 A hair? 691 01:12:16,746 --> 01:12:17,906 A fingernail? 692 01:12:21,450 --> 01:12:23,850 Will you forget l didn't like you? 693 01:12:24,186 --> 01:12:26,313 l never thought that. 694 01:12:26,489 --> 01:12:30,550 - Pray for me in heaven? - lf l go there! l'm still strong! 695 01:12:42,872 --> 01:12:44,931 l can't pray for you. 696 01:12:45,741 --> 01:12:49,802 We all agree, you deflect the prayers onto others. 697 01:12:50,246 --> 01:12:52,214 You pass on all your gifts. 698 01:12:52,348 --> 01:12:54,873 - So why make me any gifts? - Right! 699 01:12:56,285 --> 01:12:59,777 You don't have to struggle. lt's easy for you. 700 01:12:59,889 --> 01:13:01,083 You think so? 701 01:13:02,692 --> 01:13:05,627 l'd love to catch you in error. l can't. 702 01:13:06,929 --> 01:13:08,521 l'm just a spiteful old goat. 703 01:13:08,664 --> 01:13:11,462 l'll never change. 704 01:13:12,835 --> 01:13:14,666 Don't worry. 705 01:13:14,804 --> 01:13:19,571 At Carmel, the first 30 years are the hardest. 706 01:14:03,285 --> 01:14:05,412 l see only a void. 707 01:14:05,955 --> 01:14:07,923 lt's his doing. 708 01:14:08,224 --> 01:14:13,025 He wants me to think heaven doesn't exist. 709 01:14:14,330 --> 01:14:17,788 They warned me he's even more handsome when he hides. 710 01:14:17,933 --> 01:14:21,596 You must pull yourself out of this! 711 01:14:22,738 --> 01:14:25,605 l'll think of you every day when l say mass. 712 01:14:25,741 --> 01:14:27,368 You will never be alone. 713 01:14:27,510 --> 01:14:29,000 Am l in error? 714 01:14:29,779 --> 01:14:33,510 No. l promise you. l give you absolution. 715 01:14:41,023 --> 01:14:44,481 l am not worthy for you to come through my door. 716 01:14:44,860 --> 01:14:48,455 Just say a word and l'll be cured. 717 01:15:20,863 --> 01:15:22,990 Do all you can for your sister. 718 01:15:23,966 --> 01:15:26,867 Miss services, break silence when you have to. 719 01:15:27,570 --> 01:15:28,969 You be the judge. 720 01:15:50,359 --> 01:15:53,385 l'm sorry. l ruined it. 721 01:15:54,763 --> 01:15:56,094 Drink a little. 722 01:15:57,399 --> 01:15:58,866 My mouth isn't dry. 723 01:15:59,001 --> 01:16:02,801 Still depriving yourself! Whatever you need, you must ask. 724 01:16:03,372 --> 01:16:04,964 Drink in obedience. 725 01:16:11,380 --> 01:16:13,041 You may not find me... 726 01:16:13,649 --> 01:16:15,742 You may not find me tomorrow. 727 01:16:15,885 --> 01:16:17,785 No grief, no handkerchiefs. 728 01:16:18,787 --> 01:16:20,846 He'll have come for me. 729 01:16:21,156 --> 01:16:23,624 - His baby needs him. - You're not a baby. 730 01:16:24,026 --> 01:16:26,995 Yes, l am. Small enough to stay in his arms. 731 01:16:30,933 --> 01:16:34,960 l'd cross mountains and plains in search of my loves. 732 01:16:35,571 --> 01:16:37,937 l'd go see the shoots in the valleys... 733 01:16:38,173 --> 01:16:41,904 the budding vine, the blooming pomegranate trees. 734 01:17:06,568 --> 01:17:07,796 We're off limits. 735 01:17:07,937 --> 01:17:09,495 l was thirsty. 736 01:17:09,705 --> 01:17:10,694 Me, too. 737 01:17:10,839 --> 01:17:13,205 - So hot! - Record high. 738 01:17:13,342 --> 01:17:14,707 ls sister Th�r�se very ill? 739 01:17:14,843 --> 01:17:15,502 Very. 740 01:17:15,644 --> 01:17:16,611 Will she.... 741 01:17:17,346 --> 01:17:19,576 Unless there's a miracle, yes. 742 01:17:22,651 --> 01:17:25,745 l dreamt that l escaped from here. 743 01:17:26,689 --> 01:17:29,249 This is not a prison. The door is open. 744 01:17:29,391 --> 01:17:32,952 l traded a violin for a train ticket to Paris. 745 01:17:34,663 --> 01:17:37,223 l am a shepherd. You are my lamb. 746 01:17:37,499 --> 01:17:39,490 l'll do all l can to keep you. 747 01:18:11,633 --> 01:18:13,328 Expensive water from Lourdes. 748 01:18:13,469 --> 01:18:15,334 lf you don't sleep, l won't! 749 01:18:15,471 --> 01:18:16,529 l'm in pain! 750 01:18:16,939 --> 01:18:17,928 Pray! 751 01:18:18,240 --> 01:18:20,367 - l'm praying. - What are saying to him? 752 01:18:20,843 --> 01:18:22,208 - Nothing. - And he? 753 01:18:22,344 --> 01:18:24,574 - Nothing. - Pray louder. He's deaf. 754 01:18:26,382 --> 01:18:30,682 When l say, ''lt hurts,'' you say, ''Good.'' 755 01:18:30,819 --> 01:18:31,751 No. 756 01:18:32,221 --> 01:18:33,449 lt hurts. 757 01:18:34,823 --> 01:18:36,256 lt hurts! 758 01:18:38,994 --> 01:18:39,756 Good! 759 01:18:39,995 --> 01:18:41,326 - lt hurts! - Good! 760 01:18:57,146 --> 01:18:59,808 - lt's stopped hurting. - Good. 761 01:19:01,817 --> 01:19:03,409 lt's stopped. 762 01:19:34,950 --> 01:19:36,884 Can l see her? One second? 763 01:19:37,352 --> 01:19:38,512 No longer. 764 01:19:40,956 --> 01:19:41,980 Sleep. 765 01:19:43,592 --> 01:19:47,756 Sleep, my little blue nestling. 766 01:19:47,963 --> 01:19:49,828 You're going to sleep well. 767 01:19:50,499 --> 01:19:53,024 And so will l, you know. 768 01:19:53,836 --> 01:19:55,861 lt's going to be good. 769 01:22:31,326 --> 01:22:32,725 l'm walking for someone. 770 01:22:33,562 --> 01:22:34,426 Who? 771 01:22:35,797 --> 01:22:36,855 Someone. 772 01:22:37,532 --> 01:22:38,897 You won't say who? 773 01:22:39,334 --> 01:22:39,993 No. 774 01:22:44,439 --> 01:22:45,736 l want to sit there. 775 01:22:50,412 --> 01:22:51,640 For sister Lucy. 776 01:22:51,780 --> 01:22:53,543 lt's plain Lucy now. 777 01:23:20,042 --> 01:23:21,805 Don't you ever stop? 778 01:23:22,477 --> 01:23:24,968 No. We sell them. 779 01:23:29,384 --> 01:23:31,579 l'd like to give you a proof of my love. 780 01:23:46,034 --> 01:23:48,559 No one ever gave you that. 781 01:23:48,870 --> 01:23:50,428 We'll miss you. 782 01:23:53,408 --> 01:23:54,602 l'll send flowers. 783 01:24:16,965 --> 01:24:18,523 She might jump away. 784 01:24:18,700 --> 01:24:20,031 She'll hurt herself. 785 01:24:21,536 --> 01:24:22,901 l'll let her go. 786 01:24:38,720 --> 01:24:40,119 Back together, eh? 787 01:24:40,989 --> 01:24:44,891 Poor thing, he's a bit lonely. 788 01:25:42,818 --> 01:25:46,083 After her death, Th�r�se's notebook was published 789 01:25:46,288 --> 01:25:48,313 and translated in several languages. 790 01:25:48,490 --> 01:25:50,617 Her tomb is often visited. 791 01:25:51,092 --> 01:25:55,688 In 1925, she was declared a saint and canonized.