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<i>♪ When I was a child... ♪</i>

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[Grey] <i>Until the 17th century, scientists
thought blood was a one-way street.</i>

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Corban's labs are in.
[sighs] His white count's 22.

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- [sighs]
- And his acidosis is getting worse.

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He's septic.

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All he wanted was to meet his nephew.

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[Griffith] Should we consider
comfort care measures?

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No. Page Ndugu, and tell the OR desk

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that I want the same team
from Nora Young's ventral aorta surgery.

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You're doing
the ventral aortic reconstruction?

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Between his sepsis and the bleeding,
it's our only option,

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assuming that I can get
the consent from his sister.

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[Griffith] You want me to talk to her?

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I was the one who convinced him
to do the TEVAR. It should be me.

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[Grey] <i>They believed blood
was produced by the liver</i>

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<i>and consumed like food
by the body's tissues.</i>

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<i>Until British physician
William Harvey published a treatise</i>

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<i>so explosive, it was banned in England.</i>

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I spent a lot of time imagining this
in med school

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instead of studying microbiology.

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- Mmm. Does the real thing measure up?
- I wouldn't want to inflate your ego.

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[Shepherd chuckles]

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Well... [kisses]

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...I'm a neurosurgeon,
so that ship has sailed.

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[chuckles]

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Hey.

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This is gonna sound crazy, but, um...

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Do you wanna, like, go on a proper date?

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Get dinner tomorrow night?

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Yeah, I'd love to,
but I have my s-- [inhales deeply]

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Um...

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My sunrise hiking club, uh,
in the morning.

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- You hike?
- [stammers]

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I just started, you know, there's
nothing like fresh air in the morning.

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[Wright] Right. Um...

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I should go.
I should probably change before rounds.

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[Grey] <i>He posited that blood was part
of a circulatory system</i>

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<i>continuously pumped through the body
and recycled by the heart.</i>

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<i>In other words, when it comes to blood,
what goes around comes around.</i>

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[chuckling] Ooh. No. Okay. Why...
Why do you have to leave so early?

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I have to prep
for a sternal reconstruction.

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Dr. Wright wants to work
with me more before she'll write me

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a letter of recommendation
for that attending position in Boston.

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You're still on this Boston thing?

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- What do they have that we don't?
- My parents.

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- Nieces and nephews.
- Mm-hmm.

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- Cream pie.
- Oh, I forgot about the pie.

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- [scoffs]
- [Kwan] Mmm.

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- Uh, did you forget how to knock?
- The door was open.

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Millin, you're on my service today.
Thought you'd be at work by now.

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- I'll be in time for rounds.
- I expect you to bring your A game.

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It's an important case.

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I always do.

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- I'll see you both later.
- Yeah.

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[door closes]

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- [Millin] Simone!
- Would it kill you to be nice?

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She is trying to tell me what to do
before I've had coffee.

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Where is Simone? We're supposed to be
going over fertility stuff on the way in.

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- Fertility stuff?
- Yeah, we're freezing our eggs.

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Well, I mean, I am. I can't speak for her.

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- Pretty sure you just did.
- [groans]

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Look, Simone never made it back
last night. Critical patient.

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- [gasps] Oh, then can I get a ride?
- Oh, me too. Please?

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Do I look like a soccer mom to you?

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[sirens wailing in distance]

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[chimes]

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- She is texting me.
- I didn't say anything.

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[Adams] Look.

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I muted her.
Focusing on my other patients,

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- like you told me to.
- [sighs]

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[laughs] You must have really
handed it to him.

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I gave him constructive feedback.

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At least he knows where he stands.
It's the same with me and Dr. Wright.

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I know what I need to improve on.

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See, he thinks that I don't care,
but I've been searching high and low

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for more infusion treatments for Katie.

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Any luck?

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Just a bunch of unanswered emails
and dead ends.

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Sugihara wants to put her on
her prior immunotherapy regimen.

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- That was... [sighs] Yeah.
- Well, I'm sorry.

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Hey, what's on your schedule today?

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Um, consults, meetings, residency admin.

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- Push 'em.
- Hmm?

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Dr. Goldberg is out sick today and
he needs somebody to take his procedures.

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Oh, come on.

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Save some lives with me.

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- Let's save some lives.
- [chuckles]

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Luna and Hattie are still napping.

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Uh, the baby monitor's
on the coffee table.

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All right, you already mentioned that.

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Um, extra diapers are upstairs
in the linen closet,

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and the... the... the pediatrician's number
is on the fridge.

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- We're not going to Siberia.
- I know that.

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And we need to find a dresser
big enough for the twins today.

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I've been fasting in anticipation
for the Swedish meatballs,

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so I would love to get there

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- before I go into a hypoglycemic coma.
- [sighs]

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If you have any issues at all,
please don't hesitate to call.

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Will do.

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Okay.

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[baby babbling]

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I think you're supposed
to hand over the baby now.

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- Oh, yeah. Okay. Okay, okay.
- [baby gurgles]

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- Don't wake your sisters up.
- [nanny chuckles]

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- Is it weird that we're...
- [sighs]

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...handing our babies over to someone else
for the first time and all I feel is--

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- Unbridled joy?
- Mm-hmm.

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- [phone chimes]
- [Lincoln chuckles]

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No. There might be a leak
at my rental property.

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Where I lived
before I moved in here with you.

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Oh! Wow, I always forget
that you own that dump.

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I installed a water sensor
when the last tenants moved out,

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- and I should probably check on this.
- Well, just call a plumber.

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Oh, no, they'll charge an arm and a leg
just for showing up.

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- It won't take long to fix.
- Okay, I'll come.

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[Wilson grunts]

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Are you sure you really wanna hang out
at that dump?

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Yeah, I'll just, um, sit in the car.

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First day of freedom.

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- [chuckles]
- [door opens]

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[Hunt] Hey, so I haven't gotten
to officially welcome you back yet.

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You go somewhere tropical?

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No, do Chicago or Boston count?

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[chuckles] Now, sabbatical looks
good on you.

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What have we got?

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42-year-old male, head trauma
after colliding with a glass door.

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[phone chimes]

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GCS 15. No LOC. Presented
with epistaxis and a small forehead lac.

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BP is 130 over 80.

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Nasal bandage was applied at the scene.

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Okay, sir, welcome to Grey Sloan.

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- I'm Dr. Hunt. This is Dr. Shepherd.
- [phone chimes]

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[patient] Yeah, yeah, do you have a safe?

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- What are you doing?
- Sorry, I'm, uh... I'm done.

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Only my little brother could get
hospitalized running into a door.

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It happens more than you think.

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We were brunching with my work buds.
Finally got this VP promotion.

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Hey, I... I don't know what happened.
I must have blacked out when I won the...

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Won what? [chuckles]

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Won biggest loser? [chuckles]

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[Hunt]
We've got a possible head trauma here.

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[Adams] What's that?

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It's a lottery ticket.
It says he won two million dollars.

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What? You won two million dollars?

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Oh. He's out!

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Trauma 3 is free. Let's move!

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Hey, hey, hands off.

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Okay.

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- [knocks on door]
- [Ndugu] Hey.

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Griffith said
you're doing the ventral aorta.

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I said she must've misheard.

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Yeah, first, I need to come up with a plan

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to present to Leticia,
who is understandably skeptical.

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Wait, you said the TEVAR went well.

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Well, it did.

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And then he coded.

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His pseudoaneurysm degenerated.

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- How badly?
- [scoffs]

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The aorta is unsalvageable.

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Break glass in case of emergency.

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The TEVAR could've worked. I had to try.

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We should have done this yesterday
when he was more stable.

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We don't have time for hindsight.

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That's on you. You were so afraid
to try this surgery again

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that you wasted his best shot.

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Nora was just as bad, if not worse.

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That was a miracle. You said it yourself,

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"If this doesn't work on Corban, that's
it. We'll never try this surgery again."

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Now you've made that almost certain here.

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What, do you want me to apologize
and say that I was wrong?

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I made the right call with the information
that I had at the time,

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and it was a bad outcome.

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And now Corban is dying.

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So either you can help me come up with a
plan to save him or stop wasting my time.

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[♪ dramatic music playing]

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{\an8}Dr. Millin.

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{\an8}- Mr. Hill didn't wanna start without you.
- [gasps] Oh. [chuckles]

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{\an8}[Mr. Hill] I was starting
to think you abandoned me.

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{\an8}No, I was just finishing a chest tube.

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{\an8}I would never abandon my favorite patient
or his better half.

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{\an8}Oh, I bet you say that
to all the old fogies.

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{\an8}- [Mr. Hill chuckles]
- I didn't realize you all knew each other.

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{\an8}I scrubbed in on Scott's CABG
with Dr. Beckman a couple months ago.

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{\an8}[Wright] Then, by all means, take it away.

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{\an8}Scott Hill, 73, status post-CABG
complicated by osteomyelitis.

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{\an8}Now status post multiple debridements
to the sternum and costal cartilage,

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{\an8}resulting in a 12-by-10-centimeter wound.

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{\an8}Today we are starting his reconstruction.

189
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{\an8}I thought the CABG would help me
be more active in retirement.

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{\an8}We're in our "world-traveler era,"
as the kids say.

191
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{\an8}Love that for you guys.

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{\an8}[Mrs. Hill] We did have to cancel
our safari in Tanzania.

193
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{\an8}Fortunately, the tour company
let us reschedule.

194
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{\an8}[chuckles] She did what you told her
to do, Dr. Millin.

195
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{\an8}What? You sweet-talked them
and then cried?

196
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{\an8}Mm-hmm. The tears did them in.

197
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{\an8}Well, that, or describing this gaping hole
in my chest.

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{\an8}We're gonna try
and close that up today, okay?

199
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{\an8}Millin, Mohanty, take him for a repeat CT
to confirm our surgical plan.

200
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{\an8}- [Millin] You got the full refund, right?
- Yes, the full refund.

201
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{\an8}[Millin] I told you it works
every time, every time.

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{\an8}- [Mr. Hill chuckles]
- [Mrs. Hill] I was crying and crying.

203
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{\an8}Can't believe he won two mil. It's almost
as much as I loaned the poor bastard.

204
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{\an8}You should wait outside.

205
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{\an8}Okay, let's get ready
for rapid sequence intubation.

206
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{\an8}I love his broke ass,
but he's a sad, bottomless money pit,

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{\an8}you know what I'm saying?

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{\an8}[Hunt] Whoa, whoa, hold the paralytic.
He's waking up. Shepherd.

209
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{\an8}- Hey, look right here.
- [patient exhales]

210
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{\an8}[Shepherd] Okay, do you know
your name and where you are?

211
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{\an8}Jeremy. I'm... I'm in the hospital.

212
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{\an8}Hey, I'm right here with you, bro.

213
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{\an8}- Anything of note happen today, Jeremy?
- Uh...

214
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{\an8}[chuckles] Yeah, my boy got paid, y'all.

215
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{\an8}Okay, let's do a FAST exam
and get that bleeding under control.

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{\an8}[Shepherd] I wanna get
a head CT right away.

217
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{\an8}- No, I can hold on to that.
- No, I think he's got it.

218
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{\an8}His sweat might melt off the numbers, bro.

219
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{\an8}Okay, I'm not seeing any free fluid.

220
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{\an8}Yeah, we need to get him upstairs.

221
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{\an8}We'll update you when we can.
Can you please leave the room, sir?

222
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{\an8}Please. Thank you so much.

223
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{\an8}Goodbye. Thank you.

224
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{\an8}Thank you, Bryant. Let's get him up to CT.

225
00:10:05,730 --> 00:10:08,274
{\an8}I gave your sex friend
a ride to work this morning.

226
00:10:08,358 --> 00:10:09,818
{\an8}You're welcome.

227
00:10:09,901 --> 00:10:11,528
{\an8}- I hope you were normal.
- Griffith, you have that?

228
00:10:11,611 --> 00:10:13,905
{\an8}I was. Yeah, we got it.

229
00:10:13,988 --> 00:10:16,282
{\an8}[sighs] Wish I could say
the same for Millin.

230
00:10:16,366 --> 00:10:18,493
{\an8}Oh, crap, I was supposed to meet her.

231
00:10:18,576 --> 00:10:19,619
{\an8}But you didn't.

232
00:10:19,702 --> 00:10:22,497
{\an8}And now Bryant may or may not think
that you're trying to have a baby.

233
00:10:22,580 --> 00:10:23,832
{\an8}What?

234
00:10:23,915 --> 00:10:25,083
{\an8}I'm just a messenger.

235
00:10:25,917 --> 00:10:27,293
{\an8}[Altman] <i>We will dissect away</i>

236
00:10:27,377 --> 00:10:31,047
{\an8}the part of Corban's reconstructed
esophagus that's behind the sternum,

237
00:10:31,131 --> 00:10:33,049
{\an8}and that should give us the access
that we need.

238
00:10:33,133 --> 00:10:35,718
{\an8}- It should?
- It's hard for us to know,

239
00:10:35,802 --> 00:10:37,929
{\an8}given Corban's scar tissue.

240
00:10:38,471 --> 00:10:40,348
{\an8}He wanted the surgery yesterday.

241
00:10:40,431 --> 00:10:41,516
{\an8}You talked him out of it.

242
00:10:41,599 --> 00:10:44,185
{\an8}[Altman] It was an unnecessary risk then.

243
00:10:44,269 --> 00:10:45,270
{\an8}And now?

244
00:10:45,854 --> 00:10:48,231
{\an8}His aorta is too damaged.

245
00:10:48,314 --> 00:10:49,858
{\an8}It has to come out.

246
00:10:51,651 --> 00:10:52,777
{\an8}[Leticia scoffs]

247
00:10:56,072 --> 00:10:57,282
{\an8}What do you think?

248
00:11:01,202 --> 00:11:02,412
{\an8}I know it's scary.

249
00:11:03,705 --> 00:11:07,083
{\an8}But this surgery
is Corban's only chance of survival.

250
00:11:07,167 --> 00:11:13,381
{\an8}And Dr. Altman and Dr. Ndugu are the only
surgeons who can and have done it.

251
00:11:13,464 --> 00:11:15,550
{\an8}Yeah, after they drew it on a napkin.

252
00:11:16,092 --> 00:11:18,511
{\an8}If it helps, I assisted on the first one.

253
00:11:18,595 --> 00:11:20,638
{\an8}I've seen it save someone's life.

254
00:11:23,224 --> 00:11:26,811
{\an8}If I say yes and he dies, I...

255
00:11:26,895 --> 00:11:29,689
{\an8}He will die for sure if you say no.

256
00:11:35,361 --> 00:11:37,447
{\an8}[sniffles] Yeah.

257
00:11:38,198 --> 00:11:39,407
{\an8}Do it.

258
00:11:43,369 --> 00:11:45,246
{\an8}Please don't make me regret it.

259
00:11:48,124 --> 00:11:51,211
{\an8}[Kavita] Did you check Scott for scars
at possible donor sites?

260
00:11:51,294 --> 00:11:56,633
{\an8}Lots of moles, but no sign of scarring
on the arms, back, abdomen or legs.

261
00:11:56,716 --> 00:11:58,301
{\an8}Did you measure the depth of his wound?

262
00:11:59,135 --> 00:12:01,888
{\an8}Same as when I staffed it with you,
4 centimeters.

263
00:12:03,014 --> 00:12:04,098
{\an8}[Wright] How's it looking, team?

264
00:12:05,099 --> 00:12:09,354
{\an8}The internal mammary arteries must
have been sacrificed in the debridements.

265
00:12:09,437 --> 00:12:12,649
{\an8}There's no local blood supply
to plug a flap into,

266
00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:15,902
{\an8}but we could connect it
with the axilla or lateral chest.

267
00:12:15,985 --> 00:12:18,571
{\an8}What about tunneling omentum
from the abdomen?

268
00:12:19,614 --> 00:12:21,699
{\an8}It's interesting. Mohanty, thoughts?

269
00:12:23,326 --> 00:12:24,744
{\an8}It's a nice idea in theory,

270
00:12:24,827 --> 00:12:28,581
{\an8}but a free flap offers thicker
soft-tissue coverage over the heart,

271
00:12:28,665 --> 00:12:30,458
{\an8}and it looks so much better.

272
00:12:30,541 --> 00:12:33,169
{\an8}Well, Scott doesn't care how it looks.
He just wants to go on safari.

273
00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:35,588
{\an8}He'll care when he sees it, trust me.

274
00:12:35,672 --> 00:12:38,591
{\an8}Maybe, but that's if he survives
a ten-hour surgery.

275
00:12:38,675 --> 00:12:40,760
{\an8}I mean, omentum must be less.

276
00:12:40,843 --> 00:12:42,887
{\an8}And it comes with a built-in blood supply.

277
00:12:42,971 --> 00:12:46,683
{\an8}This is lifelong coverage.
It's what I would want on my chest.

278
00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:47,809
{\an8}- Sometimes...
- [Wright sighs]

279
00:12:47,892 --> 00:12:50,436
{\an8}- ...the correct approach just takes longer.
- [Wright] Yeah.

280
00:12:50,937 --> 00:12:54,565
{\an8}Okay, if Scott were a 20-year-old
bodybuilder, we'd do the free flap,

281
00:12:54,649 --> 00:12:56,192
{\an8}but omentum is the right call.

282
00:12:56,276 --> 00:12:57,735
{\an8}- Way to jump in, Millin.
- Thanks. [sighs]

283
00:12:57,819 --> 00:13:00,488
{\an8}- I'll page general surgery.
- That's the spirit.

284
00:13:03,366 --> 00:13:04,367
{\an8}What's your problem?

285
00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:06,077
I don't have one
now that we're doing omentum.

286
00:13:06,160 --> 00:13:09,205
You're a second year. I'm a fellow.
We're not even running the same race.

287
00:13:12,750 --> 00:13:16,337
[Wilson] Hey, Nardi just fed Hattie,
and now Peyton's down.

288
00:13:16,421 --> 00:13:18,881
I gotta pee. Ooh. How's it going?

289
00:13:18,965 --> 00:13:20,717
The pipe is completely corroded.

290
00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,427
Why don't you take the car
and you go without me?

291
00:13:22,510 --> 00:13:26,931
God, your place is an explosion
of linoleum and wood paneling.

292
00:13:27,015 --> 00:13:28,182
Yeah, well, you've been here before.

293
00:13:28,266 --> 00:13:30,184
Who thought popcorn ceilings were
a good idea?

294
00:13:30,268 --> 00:13:32,061
- Hmm.
- No wonder your tenants fled.

295
00:13:32,145 --> 00:13:33,646
- [chuckles]
- Wow.

296
00:13:34,188 --> 00:13:36,441
- Isn't it crazy they left this?
- Oh.

297
00:13:37,025 --> 00:13:38,192
What's with all the packages?

298
00:13:38,276 --> 00:13:40,945
Oh, I, uh, ordered a few things
that got delivered here by mistake.

299
00:13:41,029 --> 00:13:42,113
Uh-huh.

300
00:13:47,410 --> 00:13:48,453
Um...

301
00:13:49,704 --> 00:13:52,832
Have you been spending time here?

302
00:13:54,125 --> 00:13:55,960
Only when I have to check on something.

303
00:13:56,711 --> 00:13:57,795
Okay.

304
00:13:58,796 --> 00:14:00,256
When was the last time?

305
00:14:00,882 --> 00:14:02,633
Ah... [stammers]

306
00:14:02,717 --> 00:14:03,718
Tuesday?

307
00:14:03,801 --> 00:14:05,678
When you went to get diapers

308
00:14:05,762 --> 00:14:08,681
and you left me with screaming twins
for two hours?

309
00:14:08,765 --> 00:14:11,726
I did stop here briefly.

310
00:14:11,809 --> 00:14:17,690
I had to check on the mailbox, and then
I just needed a little time to decompress.

311
00:14:17,774 --> 00:14:18,941
[whispering] Oh, yeah?

312
00:14:20,068 --> 00:14:21,819
You really need to stop talking right now.

313
00:14:22,820 --> 00:14:24,280
- Jo.
- [normal] You know what?

314
00:14:24,363 --> 00:14:26,657
You wanna decompress?
You want a little space?

315
00:14:27,158 --> 00:14:28,159
Be my guest.

316
00:14:28,242 --> 00:14:29,911
[stammers] Jo.

317
00:14:29,994 --> 00:14:31,370
- [sighs]
- [door closes]

318
00:14:35,541 --> 00:14:37,752
[chuckles] Well, you made
that chole look easy.

319
00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:39,837
I can't believe how quickly
you got the critical views.

320
00:14:39,921 --> 00:14:41,547
[chuckles] Yeah.

321
00:14:43,591 --> 00:14:45,176
You still thinking about Katie?

322
00:14:46,260 --> 00:14:48,304
I just feel like I failed her.

323
00:14:48,387 --> 00:14:49,514
Mm-mmm, mm-mmm.

324
00:14:49,597 --> 00:14:51,474
The federal government failed her.

325
00:14:51,557 --> 00:14:54,477
Saving her life doesn't align
with their priorities.

326
00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:56,354
- But I'm her doctor...
- [phone chimes]

327
00:14:56,437 --> 00:14:58,606
...and I'm supposed to figure it out.

328
00:14:58,689 --> 00:15:01,359
"Consult request for
a sternal reconstruction...

329
00:15:02,235 --> 00:15:03,569
for Dr. Wright."

330
00:15:04,570 --> 00:15:05,822
Wright? Uh...

331
00:15:08,116 --> 00:15:11,035
You know, if you're not feeling up to it,
I'm sure they can find somebody else.

332
00:15:11,702 --> 00:15:12,703
[Bailey sighs]

333
00:15:12,787 --> 00:15:16,457
You know, I can't help Katie,
but I can help you get in with Wright.

334
00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:20,586
- Let's show Plastics what you're made of.
- [chuckles]

335
00:15:22,505 --> 00:15:24,173
Put your hands down for me. Thank you.

336
00:15:24,257 --> 00:15:26,092
Would you go out with someone
who has kids?

337
00:15:27,135 --> 00:15:29,554
- Are you trying to set me up?
- Just answer the question.

338
00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:31,180
- No, thanks.
- Hmm.

339
00:15:31,264 --> 00:15:32,765
- Hey.
- You have kids.

340
00:15:32,849 --> 00:15:33,850
Mm-hmm.

341
00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:36,018
When do you tell people that you're seeing
about them?

342
00:15:36,102 --> 00:15:38,437
Uh, only person I've dated so far
already knew about them.

343
00:15:38,521 --> 00:15:39,814
- You two are useless.
- [Hunt chuckles]

344
00:15:39,897 --> 00:15:42,483
I told him security could hold on to
his ticket, but he won't let go of it.

345
00:15:42,567 --> 00:15:43,609
Would you? [exhales]

346
00:15:44,443 --> 00:15:45,736
All right, Jeremy, hold still.

347
00:15:45,820 --> 00:15:50,533
Okay. Hey, while it's just us,
I'm sorry about my brother.

348
00:15:52,243 --> 00:15:54,495
- No need. He's fine.
- He's a jerk.

349
00:15:54,579 --> 00:15:56,747
I'd tell him off for you,
but he's been keeping me afloat

350
00:15:56,831 --> 00:15:59,417
since I lost my job,
and I don't want him to cut me off.

351
00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:00,585
Didn't you just win the lottery?

352
00:16:01,627 --> 00:16:03,963
Yeah, I guess I did.

353
00:16:04,046 --> 00:16:07,258
He has a small contusion
on the left temporal lobe.

354
00:16:07,341 --> 00:16:08,759
- Bryant.
- Monitor him for any change

355
00:16:08,843 --> 00:16:11,053
in clinical status
and give prophylactic Keppra.

356
00:16:11,137 --> 00:16:13,014
I'll let you take it from here. Okay.

357
00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:19,812
It's time. You can go to the waiting room.

358
00:16:22,440 --> 00:16:23,733
Can he hear me?

359
00:16:23,816 --> 00:16:26,652
- He's heavily sedated.
- But it can't hurt to try.

360
00:16:33,451 --> 00:16:34,994
[Leticia sniffles]

361
00:16:37,747 --> 00:16:38,956
Hi.

362
00:16:42,126 --> 00:16:44,545
I hope my son is just like you.

363
00:16:46,547 --> 00:16:48,633
We've decided to name him Corban.

364
00:16:49,217 --> 00:16:54,889
And if you don't want us to, make it
through surgery and tell me yourself.

365
00:16:59,101 --> 00:17:00,311
Love you.

366
00:17:04,106 --> 00:17:07,360
- The second that you know anything...
- I will come and tell you.

367
00:17:07,902 --> 00:17:09,612
Okay.

368
00:17:16,202 --> 00:17:18,162
[Lincoln] <i>Can you come out
so I can explain?</i>

369
00:17:21,958 --> 00:17:23,709
How long has this been going on?

370
00:17:23,793 --> 00:17:26,254
[exhales] I don't know. A few months.

371
00:17:26,337 --> 00:17:27,964
What about your tenants?

372
00:17:29,590 --> 00:17:31,634
I told you they moved out.

373
00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:35,388
A few months ago?
My God, this is worse than I thought!

374
00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:37,848
You've been cheating
on me with your house.

375
00:17:37,932 --> 00:17:39,559
It's platonic, I swear.

376
00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:43,479
Look, it's not like I was coming here when
you were in the hospital with the girls.

377
00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:45,773
Oh, how thoughtful of you.

378
00:17:45,856 --> 00:17:50,194
We can't fit any of this stuff
at our place, and music is how I relax.

379
00:17:50,278 --> 00:17:52,321
Cry in the shower like a normal person.

380
00:17:52,905 --> 00:17:56,576
You know what? I'll go shopping,
and you can stay here and jam.

381
00:17:56,659 --> 00:17:59,453
Fine. I've got a new reverb pedal
I can try out.

382
00:17:59,537 --> 00:18:00,663
Great.

383
00:18:00,746 --> 00:18:02,707
[water running]

384
00:18:03,541 --> 00:18:04,917
I'll call the plumber.

385
00:18:05,001 --> 00:18:06,294
[sighs] No, I can fix it myself.

386
00:18:06,377 --> 00:18:08,170
No, you've lost that privilege.

387
00:18:08,879 --> 00:18:09,964
[Lincoln sighs]

388
00:18:13,593 --> 00:18:14,927
[Wilson exhales]

389
00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:16,012
[knocks on door]

390
00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:17,722
I thought I saw signs of life in here.

391
00:18:17,805 --> 00:18:19,599
Well, I'm not back to work
until next week.

392
00:18:19,682 --> 00:18:21,017
I'm just grabbing a few things.

393
00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,602
Aren't you supposed to be resting?

394
00:18:22,685 --> 00:18:26,147
I'll rest when I'm dead,
which I'm not unless Catherine finds me.

395
00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:28,774
- [Webber chuckles]
- [chuckles] Well, I won't tell.

396
00:18:28,858 --> 00:18:31,485
Oh, um, tell Altman good luck for me.

397
00:18:32,528 --> 00:18:35,156
The ventral aorta?
I assumed you knew they're doing it again.

398
00:18:36,365 --> 00:18:37,366
[sighs]

399
00:18:37,867 --> 00:18:41,370
Richard, Teddy and I,
we just signed divorce papers.

400
00:18:41,454 --> 00:18:43,497
[clicks tongue] I'm sorry to hear that.

401
00:18:43,581 --> 00:18:45,374
Honestly, I'm not sure
how we ended up here.

402
00:18:45,458 --> 00:18:47,335
Well, sometimes
things just don't work out.

403
00:18:47,418 --> 00:18:49,045
More often than not in my case.

404
00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,671
Oh, you'll get back on your feet.

405
00:18:50,755 --> 00:18:52,923
I'd stay for the surgery,
but Catherine's at the dentist.

406
00:18:53,007 --> 00:18:56,177
If I'm not back before she is,
there'll be hell to pay.

407
00:18:56,260 --> 00:18:57,261
You should go.

408
00:18:57,345 --> 00:18:59,930
Yeah, I'll see if I have time.
It was good to see you, Richard.

409
00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:03,601
[Bailey] Oh.

410
00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:05,853
Someone order a general surgeon?

411
00:19:05,936 --> 00:19:08,022
- Oh, Dr. Bailey, thanks for joining.
- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

412
00:19:08,105 --> 00:19:09,607
Dr. Warren, good to see you again.

413
00:19:09,690 --> 00:19:12,401
At your service,
or rather on your service.

414
00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:14,320
- Her service actually.
- Okay.

415
00:19:14,403 --> 00:19:15,571
So, I took a look

416
00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:17,031
- at your patient's scans...
- Uh-huh.

417
00:19:17,114 --> 00:19:21,285
...and, you know, it should be relatively
straightforward as long as

418
00:19:21,369 --> 00:19:25,915
the right gastroepiploic vessel is enough
to supply the omentum.

419
00:19:25,998 --> 00:19:26,999
Looks sufficient to me.

420
00:19:27,083 --> 00:19:28,084
- We'll see you in the OR?
- Mm-hmm.

421
00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:30,336
We're gonna harvest that omentum
like you've never seen.

422
00:19:30,419 --> 00:19:31,462
Okay.

423
00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,173
I panicked.

424
00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:37,843
[stammers] Oh, this is gonna be
harder than I thought. [groans]

425
00:19:40,721 --> 00:19:41,722
[door opens]

426
00:19:42,264 --> 00:19:43,391
[Hunt] Oh, Kwan was right.

427
00:19:43,474 --> 00:19:46,227
You are in the supply closet.
Why are you in the supply closet?

428
00:19:46,310 --> 00:19:47,687
We're doing another ventral aorta.

429
00:19:47,770 --> 00:19:49,313
I heard. Big day.

430
00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:50,648
Can you watch the kids for me tonight?

431
00:19:50,731 --> 00:19:53,859
Of course. I just wanted to say good luck.

432
00:19:53,943 --> 00:19:56,821
What if we can't do it again?
What if Nora was just an anomaly?

433
00:19:56,904 --> 00:19:58,364
There was a lot of skill involved.

434
00:19:58,447 --> 00:20:01,909
If this doesn't work out, then Corban
never meets his nephew, and I'm a fraud.

435
00:20:01,992 --> 00:20:04,537
When you're backed into a corner,
that is when you rise.

436
00:20:04,620 --> 00:20:06,205
I've seen it in war zones.

437
00:20:06,288 --> 00:20:08,207
I've seen it in the OR.
I see it with our kids.

438
00:20:08,290 --> 00:20:09,959
Don't put more pressure on me right now.

439
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:12,294
I am just saying you can do this.
You're just in your head.

440
00:20:12,378 --> 00:20:14,672
- You need to take a breath--
- Don't tell me what I need.

441
00:20:14,755 --> 00:20:17,800
That's not your job anymore. And frankly,
it was infuriating when it was.

442
00:20:20,344 --> 00:20:21,762
Okay. Well, I'll, um...

443
00:20:22,430 --> 00:20:23,556
I'll get the kids from school.

444
00:20:24,181 --> 00:20:26,308
And, uh, good luck.

445
00:20:33,566 --> 00:20:35,609
- [monitor beeping]
- [buzzing]

446
00:20:35,693 --> 00:20:39,697
[Wright] That was excellent technique
with the dermatome, Dr. Mohanty.

447
00:20:40,364 --> 00:20:42,199
Wanna do the honors with the mesher?

448
00:20:42,283 --> 00:20:44,034
[Kavita] Absolutely. Thank you.

449
00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:51,751
- [Bailey clears throat]
- [Warren] Mm-hmm.

450
00:20:51,834 --> 00:20:53,586
[Bailey] Um, pull the omentum
through for me.

451
00:20:54,378 --> 00:20:57,506
Okay, no twisting on its pedicle,

452
00:20:57,590 --> 00:21:02,011
and the main vascular arcade
remains intact.

453
00:21:02,094 --> 00:21:04,221
- Well done, Dr. Warren.
- [Warren] Thank you.

454
00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:06,390
[Bailey] You're one
of our best and brightest.

455
00:21:06,474 --> 00:21:10,561
I'd hate to lose you to Plastics,
but I know that's where your heart is,

456
00:21:10,644 --> 00:21:14,815
especially with your interest in burn
patients and experience as a firefighter.

457
00:21:14,899 --> 00:21:17,485
[Wright] Firefighter
and an anesthesiologist,

458
00:21:17,568 --> 00:21:18,861
how many lives have you had?

459
00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:20,488
I'd like to think
they all led me here. [chuckles]

460
00:21:20,571 --> 00:21:23,073
[Bailey] Well, that should do it for me.

461
00:21:23,157 --> 00:21:26,577
Thanks to Dr. Warren's dissection, your
flap should cover everything you need.

462
00:21:26,660 --> 00:21:28,829
[Wright] Hey, do you call him Dr. Warren
at home too?

463
00:21:29,955 --> 00:21:31,499
[Bailey chuckles]

464
00:21:31,999 --> 00:21:34,251
[Wright] Okay, that looks great.

465
00:21:34,335 --> 00:21:36,212
- Now, we just need to finish the inset...
- [phone ringing]

466
00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:38,547
- ...and get the graft on.
- [nurse] This is OR 2.

467
00:21:38,631 --> 00:21:42,176
Dr. Wright, they're asking for you
on an urgent burn case in the pit.

468
00:21:44,053 --> 00:21:45,638
[Wright] Warren, wanna join me?

469
00:21:46,847 --> 00:21:47,973
- I'd love to.
- Great.

470
00:21:48,516 --> 00:21:50,810
[Wright] Dr. Mohanty, you and Millin here
good to finish up?

471
00:21:51,769 --> 00:21:52,895
[Kavita] Of course.

472
00:21:58,108 --> 00:22:02,404
Come on now, y'all can't keep him here.
We gotta go pop some bottles, celebrate.

473
00:22:02,488 --> 00:22:03,697
On him for once.

474
00:22:03,781 --> 00:22:05,825
Yeah, no. Sorry, doctor's orders.

475
00:22:06,492 --> 00:22:09,453
All right, let's talk dollars and cents.
Of course you're gonna hit me back

476
00:22:09,537 --> 00:22:10,913
for the car and the back rent, right?

477
00:22:10,996 --> 00:22:12,706
Millionaire. You're a millionaire,
you're a millionaire...

478
00:22:12,790 --> 00:22:15,626
Okay, why don't we table this until
after your brother's out of the hospital?

479
00:22:15,709 --> 00:22:18,003
- Yeah.
- Doc, J Dog would be facedown

480
00:22:18,087 --> 00:22:19,421
in a ditch if it wasn't for me.

481
00:22:19,505 --> 00:22:21,006
You know, I've hated that
nickname since I was eight.

482
00:22:21,090 --> 00:22:23,384
Well, I've hated picking up
your tab for the last 12 months,

483
00:22:23,467 --> 00:22:24,802
but that's what brothers are for, right?

484
00:22:24,885 --> 00:22:26,720
Hey, if you don't wanna do it, I will.

485
00:22:26,804 --> 00:22:28,806
- We got a problem here?
- Uh, that depends.

486
00:22:28,889 --> 00:22:31,141
- Are you going to keep being a total--
- [Adams] You should go.

487
00:22:32,268 --> 00:22:33,394
Him or me?

488
00:22:33,477 --> 00:22:35,437
Bryant, out. Now.

489
00:22:39,358 --> 00:22:40,693
[Shepherd] I'm sorry about that.

490
00:22:40,776 --> 00:22:42,486
Yeah, that's...

491
00:22:44,280 --> 00:22:45,406
- What's happening?
- All right.

492
00:22:45,489 --> 00:22:47,575
- He's seizing.
- Adams, help roll him.

493
00:22:47,658 --> 00:22:49,952
We need some diazepam and alert CT.

494
00:22:53,873 --> 00:22:56,876
Oh. Hey, what you heard
this morning isn't true.

495
00:22:56,959 --> 00:22:59,461
- Okay.
- I'm not actively trying to have a baby.

496
00:22:59,545 --> 00:23:02,631
I'm just freezing my eggs
in case I want one someday.

497
00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:04,008
- Got it.
- Which I might not want one.

498
00:23:04,091 --> 00:23:06,302
- Just an insurance policy.
- Congrats. Also, none of my business.

499
00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:10,306
Oh, I just didn't want you to think I was
withholding some critical information--

500
00:23:10,389 --> 00:23:11,515
- I don't. Yeah. Yeah.
- Great.

501
00:23:11,599 --> 00:23:13,225
Because what we're doing right now
doesn't have to stop.

502
00:23:13,309 --> 00:23:15,686
I mean, there might be a few days
here and there where we shouldn't...

503
00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:17,646
- Mm-hmm. Yeah.
- You know, but, overall, we can keep

504
00:23:17,730 --> 00:23:19,607
- doing the thing that--
- Understood, but, uh, right now,

505
00:23:19,690 --> 00:23:22,902
I'm trying to do my job, and I'm mostly
failing, so I really can't talk.

506
00:23:22,985 --> 00:23:26,071
- Oh, how-how about a drink at Joe's later?
- If they ever let me leave, sure.

507
00:23:26,155 --> 00:23:27,239
Okay.

508
00:23:27,323 --> 00:23:29,783
Yeah. Okay, so...

509
00:23:29,867 --> 00:23:31,744
- Oh, sorry. Yeah.
- [Bryant clears throat]

510
00:23:33,662 --> 00:23:34,663
Okay.

511
00:23:35,331 --> 00:23:37,207
[monitor beeping]

512
00:23:40,753 --> 00:23:43,464
- I can, uh, cut the sutures for you.
- [Kavita] I've got it.

513
00:23:44,131 --> 00:23:46,175
- [Millin] I really don't mind.
- [Kavita] I said no.

514
00:23:48,761 --> 00:23:51,931
Should I call for another resident since
you clearly don't want me to help you?

515
00:23:52,014 --> 00:23:55,601
Not if your idea of helping is making me
look ridiculous in front of our attending.

516
00:23:55,684 --> 00:23:57,478
[Millin] You told me to be on my A game.

517
00:23:57,561 --> 00:23:59,688
[Kavita] So that I can impress Dr. Wright.

518
00:23:59,772 --> 00:24:03,984
I applied for an attending position
at the Fox Flagship in Boston.

519
00:24:04,068 --> 00:24:07,988
It's perfect. Great benefits,
grant money, close to my family.

520
00:24:08,072 --> 00:24:11,700
And I needed her recommendation,
which I was supposed to lock down today.

521
00:24:11,784 --> 00:24:15,079
If you wanted me to make you look good,
you should have said so.

522
00:24:15,788 --> 00:24:17,414
- [Kavita] Right.
- [Millin] I'm serious.

523
00:24:19,667 --> 00:24:21,543
I'll keep that in mind for next time.

524
00:24:23,379 --> 00:24:24,380
[sighs]

525
00:24:26,757 --> 00:24:28,634
Can I get in on those lower inset sutures?

526
00:24:28,717 --> 00:24:30,678
[Kavita] Nope. Too close to the pedicle.

527
00:24:31,387 --> 00:24:33,931
[Altman] I know that we have disagreed
on Corban's care,

528
00:24:34,932 --> 00:24:37,977
but I need to know
that you are fully on board

529
00:24:38,060 --> 00:24:40,020
with the surgery and with me.

530
00:24:40,104 --> 00:24:42,106
[Ndugu] I was on board
with the surgery yesterday.

531
00:24:42,189 --> 00:24:43,399
- Still am.
- [Altman] And me?

532
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:46,235
- [Ndugu] I'm a professional.
- [Altman] That's not what I'm asking.

533
00:24:46,902 --> 00:24:49,738
[Ndugu] It's not just that
you made the wrong call.

534
00:24:49,822 --> 00:24:51,198
You flat out dismissed my opinion.

535
00:24:51,281 --> 00:24:53,158
[Altman] I didn't. I considered it fully.

536
00:24:53,242 --> 00:24:55,035
[Ndugu] Did you? 'Cause if you'd set
your ego aside,

537
00:24:55,119 --> 00:24:56,412
we may not be in this mess.

538
00:24:56,495 --> 00:25:00,457
[Altman] Or Corban would already be dead,
and then that would be on both of us.

539
00:25:00,541 --> 00:25:03,711
[Ndugu] If something goes wrong in there,
I need to know you hear me.

540
00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:06,171
[Altman] I will.

541
00:25:06,797 --> 00:25:07,881
You have my word.

542
00:25:09,758 --> 00:25:13,095
- [Ndugu] Then I have your back.
- [Altman] Let's go build an aorta.

543
00:25:20,769 --> 00:25:21,854
Where is this guy?

544
00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:26,316
- [Wilson] Hmm.
- [Lincoln] What are you doing?

545
00:25:26,400 --> 00:25:29,403
I just thought
I'd see what all the fuss is about.

546
00:25:29,486 --> 00:25:30,821
[Lincoln] Yeah, that's my Martin.

547
00:25:32,281 --> 00:25:33,907
- Mm-hmm.
- So, be careful.

548
00:25:33,991 --> 00:25:37,286
This song is called... [exhales]
..."This is What Betrayal Feels Like."

549
00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:43,876
Okay, I get your point.
Can we put it back now?

550
00:25:43,959 --> 00:25:47,254
Not until you apologize.

551
00:25:50,632 --> 00:25:52,634
- You know what? No.
- [gasps]

552
00:25:52,718 --> 00:25:54,428
What is wrong with me
grabbing a few minutes

553
00:25:54,511 --> 00:25:57,598
of alone time, so I can be
better for you and the kids?

554
00:25:57,681 --> 00:26:00,476
I had a heart pump keeping me alive

555
00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:03,729
after delivering two
other bodies out of my body.

556
00:26:03,812 --> 00:26:07,399
I can't breastfeed, which I know is okay,
but I still feel horrible about,

557
00:26:07,483 --> 00:26:10,903
and hormones have turned me into someone
that I would avoid on the OB floor.

558
00:26:10,986 --> 00:26:12,696
I am not okay!

559
00:26:13,238 --> 00:26:14,782
I am not me.

560
00:26:14,865 --> 00:26:17,868
I am a hideous shell of my former self,

561
00:26:17,951 --> 00:26:19,161
- and you don't see it...
- No.

562
00:26:19,244 --> 00:26:24,666
...because you're off in the man cave,
which is actually an entire crappy house.

563
00:26:24,750 --> 00:26:26,001
[knocks on door]

564
00:26:27,419 --> 00:26:28,670
Plumber's here.

565
00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:32,424
[groans]

566
00:26:36,386 --> 00:26:38,305
Here's a list of discharge summaries.

567
00:26:38,388 --> 00:26:39,848
Stay away from Jeremy and don't leave

568
00:26:39,932 --> 00:26:41,433
- until you get them done.
- You punishing me?

569
00:26:41,517 --> 00:26:43,185
- You were out of line.
- That dude was walking all over

570
00:26:43,268 --> 00:26:44,311
- our patient, man.
- It doesn't matter.

571
00:26:44,394 --> 00:26:47,147
It's not our job to get involved, and if
you do it again, I'll have to tell Bailey.

572
00:26:47,231 --> 00:26:49,108
Got it. So don't treat the whole person,

573
00:26:49,191 --> 00:26:50,651
just be a robot checking boxes.

574
00:26:50,734 --> 00:26:51,819
Yeah. That's not what I said.

575
00:26:51,902 --> 00:26:54,154
I'd love to stay and chat, but I've got
a whole bunch of discharge summaries

576
00:26:54,238 --> 00:26:56,073
I need to go through.
Thanks for the lesson, boss.

577
00:27:00,285 --> 00:27:01,703
[Jeremy chuckles]

578
00:27:01,787 --> 00:27:05,165
Thank you. I thought
that Brent took it. [chuckles]

579
00:27:05,249 --> 00:27:07,501
You have a condition called SIADH.

580
00:27:07,584 --> 00:27:09,670
It can happen after a head trauma.

581
00:27:09,753 --> 00:27:11,088
Usually resolves on its own.

582
00:27:11,171 --> 00:27:12,589
Low sodium levels caused the seizure.

583
00:27:12,673 --> 00:27:14,716
You'll need IV fluids
and medication to correct it.

584
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:16,343
- Okay, thank you.
[knocks on door]

585
00:27:16,426 --> 00:27:18,428
Boom. [chuckles]

586
00:27:18,512 --> 00:27:20,264
[Brent] Don't ever say
I never did anything for you.

587
00:27:20,347 --> 00:27:22,349
And I, um, also called Mom.

588
00:27:23,684 --> 00:27:25,811
- Man get... Stop!
- [Shepherd] You should let Jeremy rest.

589
00:27:25,894 --> 00:27:29,481
No, I've been wanting
to say this to him for a long time.

590
00:27:30,274 --> 00:27:32,317
I hate you. I mean, I love you.

591
00:27:32,401 --> 00:27:34,236
You're my brother, and I wouldn't
have been able to get through

592
00:27:34,319 --> 00:27:36,697
this last year without you,
but when you're mean about it,

593
00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:37,906
it makes me hate you.

594
00:27:37,990 --> 00:27:40,033
- We were just having fun.
- It's not fun.

595
00:27:40,117 --> 00:27:41,994
- Not for me.
- Maybe we just take a breather.

596
00:27:42,870 --> 00:27:45,330
I... I just always thought
it rolled off your back.

597
00:27:45,414 --> 00:27:46,790
[Jeremy scoffs]

598
00:27:46,874 --> 00:27:47,875
I'll lay off.

599
00:27:47,958 --> 00:27:50,002
Really? That's it?

600
00:27:50,085 --> 00:27:52,045
Yeah, I'm not a monster.

601
00:27:53,922 --> 00:27:57,134
[chuckles] I guess I should have
said something years ago.

602
00:27:57,217 --> 00:27:58,218
[exhales]

603
00:27:58,302 --> 00:27:59,720
I'm gonna put in your orders.

604
00:28:01,013 --> 00:28:03,181
[Brent] You still gonna pay me
back for the rent though?

605
00:28:03,265 --> 00:28:04,266
[Jeremy scoffs]

606
00:28:05,726 --> 00:28:08,270
[Altman] This scar tissue is cemented in.

607
00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:10,689
- [Griffith] Worse than Nora's?
- [Ndugu] By a mile.

608
00:28:10,772 --> 00:28:12,399
[Kwan] You know what else
is different this time?

609
00:28:12,482 --> 00:28:15,110
- [Griffith] Blood flow?
- All those people watching up there.

610
00:28:17,487 --> 00:28:18,864
[Altman] Stay focused.

611
00:28:18,947 --> 00:28:21,491
[Ndugu] I don't know if we're gonna be
able to get through all this.

612
00:28:23,994 --> 00:28:25,162
Altman.

613
00:28:25,245 --> 00:28:26,705
[♪ tense music plays]

614
00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,791
[Altman] If we give up now, he'll die.

615
00:28:33,003 --> 00:28:35,589
- [Ndugu] All right, um, 15 blade.
- [Altman] What are you--

616
00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:38,133
[Ndugu] Using these scissors is like
blunt dissection. It isn't working.

617
00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:40,010
I'm gonna try working layer by layer,

618
00:28:40,093 --> 00:28:43,263
see if I can find the correct
surgical plane to orient myself.

619
00:28:46,016 --> 00:28:48,977
[Altman] Okay. I'm with you.
Thank you, BokHee.

620
00:28:58,737 --> 00:29:01,239
Guess who aced his burn consult?

621
00:29:01,323 --> 00:29:02,824
Okay, tell me everything.

622
00:29:03,325 --> 00:29:06,036
Well, thanks to my days as a firefighter...

623
00:29:06,119 --> 00:29:08,246
- Okay. [chuckles]
- ...I knew to mix and put a laxative

624
00:29:08,330 --> 00:29:09,414
on the burn.

625
00:29:09,498 --> 00:29:11,208
Yeah, the polyethylene
glycol binds to the phenol

626
00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:13,961
to stop the chemical burn
from getting worse.

627
00:29:14,044 --> 00:29:17,172
- Impressive.
- And that is what Dr. Wright said.

628
00:29:17,255 --> 00:29:18,298
- [chuckles]
- Aw.

629
00:29:18,382 --> 00:29:21,134
- Thank you for talking me up.
- Someone had to.

630
00:29:21,218 --> 00:29:22,928
You weren't doing yourself any favors.

631
00:29:23,011 --> 00:29:24,137
[chuckles]

632
00:29:25,263 --> 00:29:27,849
- Okay, what can I do to help you?
- Oh. [scoffs]

633
00:29:27,933 --> 00:29:31,186
Yeah. Call more hospitals
about Katie's immunotherapy?

634
00:29:31,269 --> 00:29:34,272
Handle bedtime so, you know,
you can look into more options?

635
00:29:34,356 --> 00:29:37,401
Yeah, I don't need any of those things,
but, no, I appreciate the sentiment.

636
00:29:37,484 --> 00:29:39,236
- [phone chimes]
- Hold on.

637
00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:47,202
[♪ melancholy music plays]

638
00:29:47,953 --> 00:29:49,162
How's my favorite patient?

639
00:29:49,997 --> 00:29:51,665
Well, nurse gave him

640
00:29:51,748 --> 00:29:53,875
- some pretty strong pain meds.
- Uh-huh.

641
00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:55,669
- So, he's a little loopy.
- [Millin chuckles]

642
00:29:55,752 --> 00:29:57,546
Love of my life over there.

643
00:29:57,629 --> 00:30:00,590
I love her more than I love elephants.

644
00:30:01,758 --> 00:30:03,051
Is something wrong?

645
00:30:03,135 --> 00:30:05,220
Uh, the flap is dark and swollen.

646
00:30:05,303 --> 00:30:06,596
I'm going to take a listen.

647
00:30:11,059 --> 00:30:12,728
- Damn it.
- What's happened?

648
00:30:12,811 --> 00:30:14,563
- Everything okay?
- There's no signal.

649
00:30:15,522 --> 00:30:19,818
<i>♪ Just 'cause it's gone, it's not over... ♪</i>

650
00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:21,945
I'll call the OR and page Dr. Wright.
Get him ready.

651
00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:23,572
He needs to go to surgery again?

652
00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:25,198
Well, there's no blood flow to his flap

653
00:30:25,282 --> 00:30:28,243
so we need to get him to the OR
to see what's happening ASAP.

654
00:30:28,326 --> 00:30:31,246
Don't go visit the zebras without me.

655
00:30:31,329 --> 00:30:32,330
Excuse me.

656
00:30:36,043 --> 00:30:37,461
All right, graft is completed.

657
00:30:37,544 --> 00:30:39,129
It's time.

658
00:30:39,212 --> 00:30:41,339
[Altman] All right,
let's rapid pace the heart.

659
00:30:43,759 --> 00:30:45,010
[Ndugu] All right, clamp's off.

660
00:30:45,093 --> 00:30:46,803
GIA stapler.

661
00:30:48,764 --> 00:30:49,765
[Altman] All right.

662
00:30:49,848 --> 00:30:51,349
Ready to staple off the aorta?

663
00:30:56,563 --> 00:30:59,649
Staple line is well approximated,
looks intact.

664
00:31:02,986 --> 00:31:04,362
We did it.

665
00:31:04,446 --> 00:31:05,947
[doctors applauding]

666
00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:10,452
[Altman] All right,
let's take him off bypass.

667
00:31:11,495 --> 00:31:12,537
Clamps.

668
00:31:14,372 --> 00:31:18,460
<i>♪ Where love and loss intersect ♪</i>

669
00:31:18,543 --> 00:31:22,422
<i>♪ Carry it like a... ♪</i>

670
00:31:22,506 --> 00:31:24,049
It's amazing.

671
00:31:24,132 --> 00:31:26,426
[Ndugu] All right,
I am gonna go update Leticia.

672
00:31:26,510 --> 00:31:28,595
- You good? All right.
- [Altman] Yep, ready to close.

673
00:31:30,639 --> 00:31:33,058
- Whoa, whoa, whoa. Ndugu!
- [Griffith] Oh, my God!

674
00:31:33,141 --> 00:31:35,310
[Ndugu] Damn it! All right,
get me a gown and gloves.

675
00:31:35,393 --> 00:31:37,145
[Altman] All right, I've got
pressure on the defect.

676
00:31:37,229 --> 00:31:39,314
Griffith, get in here
and suction around my hand.

677
00:31:39,397 --> 00:31:40,398
[suction tube gurgling]

678
00:31:43,110 --> 00:31:44,402
[Altman] Come on.

679
00:31:46,321 --> 00:31:47,322
[Altman] All right, there.

680
00:31:47,405 --> 00:31:50,367
A small defect
on the leading edge of the staple line.

681
00:31:50,450 --> 00:31:52,285
We didn't fire the staples
all the way across.

682
00:31:52,369 --> 00:31:53,829
Okay, put him back on bypass.

683
00:31:54,704 --> 00:31:56,623
- [Kwan] Clamp on.
- [Ndugu] All right, I'm here.

684
00:31:56,706 --> 00:31:58,333
- [Altman] Okay, put your hand in here.
- [Ndugu] Yeah.

685
00:31:58,416 --> 00:32:00,836
[Altman] Suction. Hang on, Corban. [sighs]

686
00:32:00,919 --> 00:32:02,587
- Hang on.
- [suction gurgling]

687
00:32:03,713 --> 00:32:06,716
[siren wailing]

688
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:07,801
[groans]

689
00:32:07,884 --> 00:32:10,178
Katie Rogers, 27,
stage-four gastric cancer.

690
00:32:10,262 --> 00:32:11,346
I already know that part.

691
00:32:11,429 --> 00:32:13,431
Short of breath. Satting 89%.

692
00:32:13,515 --> 00:32:15,767
- Abdomen's distended.
- Dr. Bailey.

693
00:32:15,851 --> 00:32:17,144
I can't breathe. [gasps]

694
00:32:17,227 --> 00:32:18,228
No, no. It's okay.

695
00:32:18,311 --> 00:32:19,563
We've got you.

696
00:32:19,646 --> 00:32:22,274
Well, don't just stand there. Let's move.

697
00:32:24,025 --> 00:32:25,026
[♪ song ends]

698
00:32:27,988 --> 00:32:29,990
- [monitor beeping]
- [suction gurgling]

699
00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:44,045
[Wright] There's a stitch tied down over
the pedicle cutting off its blood supply.

700
00:32:46,131 --> 00:32:47,299
Nothing?

701
00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:49,092
This is a serious mistake.

702
00:32:49,176 --> 00:32:53,805
Warren and I left you to complete
the inset and place the skin graft.

703
00:32:53,889 --> 00:32:57,017
I expected it to be done not
only successfully, but perfectly.

704
00:33:01,771 --> 00:33:03,648
[Millin] The flap looked viable
when we left the OR.

705
00:33:03,732 --> 00:33:05,942
[Kavita] We didn't see anything
restrictive over the pedicle.

706
00:33:06,026 --> 00:33:08,028
[Wright] Save it.
I don't have time for excuses.

707
00:33:09,779 --> 00:33:12,574
Our patient now has
no tissue coverage over his wound

708
00:33:12,657 --> 00:33:16,077
and will most likely need
many surgeries he might not survive.

709
00:33:19,206 --> 00:33:20,624
Just go.

710
00:33:21,374 --> 00:33:24,211
I'll clean up the wound
and get the wound vac back on myself.

711
00:33:33,762 --> 00:33:35,805
[Ndugu] Almost finished closing this gap.

712
00:33:35,889 --> 00:33:37,766
[Altman] All right, last stitch.

713
00:33:43,813 --> 00:33:45,315
[Ndugu] And right there.

714
00:33:46,650 --> 00:33:48,109
- Done.
- [Kwan] Are we sure

715
00:33:48,193 --> 00:33:49,486
the closure is going to be adequate?

716
00:33:49,569 --> 00:33:51,738
- [Griffith] Will the suture hold?
- [Altman] After watching so much

717
00:33:51,821 --> 00:33:53,990
of Corban's blood volume spray
all over this OR,

718
00:33:54,074 --> 00:33:56,576
I am not sure of anything.

719
00:33:57,202 --> 00:34:01,206
But I watched Ndugu tie these sutures,
and they look great.

720
00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:06,044
So, let's take him off bypass.

721
00:34:06,127 --> 00:34:07,963
- [♪ dramatic music plays]
- [machine beeps]

722
00:34:08,922 --> 00:34:10,757
[Ndugu] All right. Clamp's off.

723
00:34:19,182 --> 00:34:20,183
We have a rhythm.

724
00:34:20,850 --> 00:34:22,102
The pressures are coming up.

725
00:34:24,771 --> 00:34:25,772
All right.

726
00:34:25,855 --> 00:34:27,232
Altman, we did it.

727
00:34:30,068 --> 00:34:31,069
Altman.

728
00:34:33,238 --> 00:34:34,239
[Altman] We did it.

729
00:34:34,322 --> 00:34:35,573
[♪ "Misplaced" playing]

730
00:34:36,866 --> 00:34:37,909
Well done, everyone.

731
00:34:37,993 --> 00:34:39,119
[doctors applauding]

732
00:34:39,953 --> 00:34:41,621
All right. Let's prep to close.

733
00:34:43,456 --> 00:34:44,457
[sighs]

734
00:34:46,459 --> 00:34:49,963
$400 and he has to come back
tomorrow with a part.

735
00:34:50,046 --> 00:34:52,299
Should've fixed it yourself.

736
00:34:52,382 --> 00:34:53,842
<i>♪ The love I had for you ♪</i>

737
00:34:53,925 --> 00:34:54,926
[Lincoln chuckles]

738
00:34:55,010 --> 00:34:57,053
<i>♪ It used to keep me up at night... ♪</i>

739
00:34:57,137 --> 00:34:59,681
You know,
I'm sorry for hiding all this from you.

740
00:34:59,764 --> 00:35:02,601
I guess I was afraid that
you'd be madder if you knew.

741
00:35:02,684 --> 00:35:04,769
<i>♪ It was hard to close my eyes... ♪</i>

742
00:35:05,979 --> 00:35:11,568
Honestly, I'm more jealous than mad.

743
00:35:12,986 --> 00:35:14,654
See, you need a place like this too.

744
00:35:14,738 --> 00:35:16,906
You need someplace you can go
for peace and quiet.

745
00:35:17,449 --> 00:35:19,326
A woman cave.

746
00:35:20,035 --> 00:35:23,955
- I feel guilty even thinking about it.
- Why?

747
00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:25,582
The patriarchy.

748
00:35:27,250 --> 00:35:29,419
- Mm-hmm.
- [chuckles]

749
00:35:29,502 --> 00:35:30,712
You know, if we're gonna get through this,

750
00:35:30,795 --> 00:35:32,881
we have both got to
take care of ourselves.

751
00:35:32,964 --> 00:35:35,967
- What would I even do in my--
- She shed?

752
00:35:36,051 --> 00:35:38,470
<i>♪ Not abandoned just misplaced... ♪</i>

753
00:35:38,553 --> 00:35:40,096
- Dame den?
- Mm-mmm.

754
00:35:40,180 --> 00:35:42,057
[chuckles] Okay, I'll stop.

755
00:35:44,559 --> 00:35:45,560
Lady lair.

756
00:35:46,728 --> 00:35:48,730
<i>♪ All the love you had for me... ♪</i>

757
00:35:48,813 --> 00:35:50,273
[chuckles]

758
00:35:50,940 --> 00:35:52,984
- [chuckles]
- You could take guitar lessons.

759
00:35:53,068 --> 00:35:56,446
- Yeah, but I'm already a musical genius.
- [laughs]

760
00:35:56,529 --> 00:36:00,367
<i>♪ And what should I do
With the love I have for you? ♪</i>

761
00:36:00,450 --> 00:36:01,576
[both sigh]

762
00:36:01,660 --> 00:36:05,497
<i>♪ Was it ever mine to lose? ♪</i>

763
00:36:05,580 --> 00:36:09,250
<i>♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪</i>

764
00:36:09,334 --> 00:36:10,960
Honey, you look like you've seen a ghost.

765
00:36:11,044 --> 00:36:12,045
Yeah.

766
00:36:12,837 --> 00:36:18,051
The ghost of an omental flap that
died at the hands of negligent residents.

767
00:36:18,885 --> 00:36:20,011
You've got a lot going on.

768
00:36:20,095 --> 00:36:21,096
We can chat tomorrow.

769
00:36:21,179 --> 00:36:24,182
- I...
- No, no. It's fine. Everything's fine.

770
00:36:24,265 --> 00:36:26,059
It's all... It's all fine.

771
00:36:27,811 --> 00:36:28,853
What's up?

772
00:36:30,397 --> 00:36:31,481
Um...

773
00:36:32,732 --> 00:36:34,651
I have a son, Scout.

774
00:36:34,734 --> 00:36:36,820
He's five. He's adorable.

775
00:36:36,903 --> 00:36:40,949
He splits his time between his dad and me,
and I have him tonight.

776
00:36:41,032 --> 00:36:43,785
And that is why I couldn't hang.

777
00:36:44,369 --> 00:36:46,371
You were nervous
to tell me about a cute kid?

778
00:36:46,454 --> 00:36:51,876
It was kind of a deal-breaker in my last
relationship and that kind of broke me.

779
00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,045
And if it is a deal-breaker for you too,

780
00:36:54,129 --> 00:36:57,757
I totally get it... [stammers] But I would
rather know before starting something.

781
00:36:58,425 --> 00:36:59,843
That would make me a hypocrite.

782
00:37:02,178 --> 00:37:03,388
So...

783
00:37:04,097 --> 00:37:05,098
[gasps]

784
00:37:05,181 --> 00:37:07,225
- This is Zachary. He's seven.
- Oh, my...

785
00:37:07,308 --> 00:37:12,605
Obsessed with trash compactors
and, uh, synthesizers from '80s pop songs.

786
00:37:13,606 --> 00:37:15,442
- Are you...
- Single mom? Mm-hmm.

787
00:37:15,525 --> 00:37:16,901
Uh, my sister lives with me.

788
00:37:16,985 --> 00:37:20,405
She watches him
when I reconnect with an old crush.

789
00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:23,283
Which happens all the time?

790
00:37:24,701 --> 00:37:25,702
Not really.

791
00:37:25,785 --> 00:37:27,704
<i>♪ Was it ever mine to lose? ♪</i>

792
00:37:29,456 --> 00:37:30,457
Rain check?

793
00:37:34,252 --> 00:37:35,253
Rain check.

794
00:37:44,012 --> 00:37:46,306
[♪ song ends]

795
00:37:46,389 --> 00:37:49,476
His pressures are holding
without much inotropic support.

796
00:37:50,393 --> 00:37:51,686
- That's great news.
- Yeah.

797
00:37:53,229 --> 00:37:56,983
Do you think that we will ever do
this surgery without major complications?

798
00:37:58,151 --> 00:38:00,320
- Third time's a charm. [chuckles]
- [chuckles]

799
00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:03,031
Somehow, I doubt it.

800
00:38:06,618 --> 00:38:08,119
We're a team on this.

801
00:38:08,203 --> 00:38:11,581
If we stay one, we could save way
more patients than just Nora and Corban.

802
00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:16,544
- You've been here for two days.
- [chuckling] Yeah.

803
00:38:16,628 --> 00:38:19,005
[chuckles] You should go home,
and I'll keep an eye on him.

804
00:38:19,088 --> 00:38:20,089
Thanks.

805
00:38:22,175 --> 00:38:23,635
[indistinct PA announcement]

806
00:38:29,682 --> 00:38:34,354
Poor thing. Must've had liters of fluid
in her abdomen pushing up on her lungs.

807
00:38:34,437 --> 00:38:36,147
Okay, so we'll need to do a paracentesis

808
00:38:36,231 --> 00:38:37,816
if you can get me set up for that.

809
00:38:38,358 --> 00:38:40,652
Adams. Adams.

810
00:38:40,735 --> 00:38:42,695
She called and texted.

811
00:38:42,779 --> 00:38:45,782
And I didn't respond because I was
too busy following your rules.

812
00:38:45,865 --> 00:38:48,159
This would have happened regardless.

813
00:38:48,243 --> 00:38:49,327
No, she trusted me.

814
00:38:49,410 --> 00:38:52,121
[stammers] And she was scared
and alone and...

815
00:38:53,540 --> 00:38:54,999
[sighs] I wasn't there.

816
00:38:57,752 --> 00:39:01,381
I think you need to take a break
from this case.

817
00:39:01,464 --> 00:39:02,674
No, no, no. I... [stammers]

818
00:39:02,757 --> 00:39:04,425
- I will do whatever you need. I just need...
- No, no.

819
00:39:04,509 --> 00:39:06,094
It's not a punishment. I just... I...

820
00:39:06,636 --> 00:39:09,222
I think you need to step back.

821
00:39:09,305 --> 00:39:12,100
[♪ "Shelter" playing]

822
00:39:22,986 --> 00:39:26,114
<i>♪ Keep the storm behind me ♪</i>

823
00:39:26,197 --> 00:39:28,116
[Grey] <i>Breaking new ground is never easy.</i>

824
00:39:28,825 --> 00:39:31,077
<i>♪ Gimme peace through the heartache... ♪</i>

825
00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:33,746
- Yo.
- Hey.

826
00:39:33,830 --> 00:39:37,083
I just did the ventral aorta
with Altman and Ndugu.

827
00:39:37,166 --> 00:39:38,835
It was freaking epic.

828
00:39:38,918 --> 00:39:40,295
- It was historic.
- That's cool.

829
00:39:40,378 --> 00:39:43,089
- I'm proud of you.
- [chuckles] Something happen today or...

830
00:39:44,382 --> 00:39:46,718
- My patient won the lottery.
- By having you as their doctor?

831
00:39:46,801 --> 00:39:49,220
No, no. He literally won the lottery,
two million dollars.

832
00:39:49,304 --> 00:39:50,972
Mmm. Did not see that coming.

833
00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:52,098
[both chuckle]

834
00:39:52,181 --> 00:39:54,225
<i>♪ So give me shelter... ♪</i>

835
00:39:54,309 --> 00:39:55,768
I'm going out of town for a minute.

836
00:39:56,811 --> 00:39:59,647
- Is everything okay?
- My brother's epilepsy's gotten worse.

837
00:40:00,857 --> 00:40:01,941
And he's in a coma.

838
00:40:03,151 --> 00:40:04,152
I'm sorry.

839
00:40:05,069 --> 00:40:06,321
You want to talk about it?

840
00:40:06,404 --> 00:40:10,533
No, no, no, I just didn't want you
wondering where your lap dances went.

841
00:40:10,617 --> 00:40:12,869
Well, I mean, you sure? I've been told

842
00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,245
- I'm a pretty good listener.
- I said I'm good.

843
00:40:14,329 --> 00:40:16,039
[Grey] <i>You have to pull
the rug out from under people.</i>

844
00:40:16,122 --> 00:40:17,123
Have a good night.

845
00:40:17,206 --> 00:40:19,000
[Grey] <i>Shatter their reality.</i>

846
00:40:19,083 --> 00:40:21,544
<i>Ask more questions than you answer.</i>

847
00:40:21,628 --> 00:40:24,255
<i>It takes what Dr. Harvey
called a love of truth.</i>

848
00:40:25,048 --> 00:40:27,216
<i>And a whole lot of intestinal fortitude.</i>

849
00:40:27,300 --> 00:40:29,761
<i>♪ Take me to the other side... ♪</i>

850
00:40:29,844 --> 00:40:33,014
Thank you for not saying anything.
You didn't have to do that.

851
00:40:33,097 --> 00:40:36,726
Look, I could tell that the Boston job
is really important to you.

852
00:40:37,727 --> 00:40:38,728
It is.

853
00:40:40,104 --> 00:40:42,190
There will probably be an MandM soon.

854
00:40:42,273 --> 00:40:45,526
I'll email you my op note
and photos from the OR.

855
00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:47,570
They'll want to review
post-op imaging too.

856
00:40:47,654 --> 00:40:48,905
Well, should I be worried?

857
00:40:48,988 --> 00:40:51,824
<i>♪ 'Cause the storm is coming... ♪</i>

858
00:40:52,450 --> 00:40:54,911
The MandM will suck, but we'll be fine.

859
00:40:55,703 --> 00:40:56,829
Get some sleep.

860
00:40:56,913 --> 00:41:01,084
<i>♪ And I'm tired of running
When I need some cover... ♪</i>

861
00:41:01,793 --> 00:41:03,419
[Grey] <i>But it also requires faith.</i>

862
00:41:04,545 --> 00:41:06,923
<i>That the world won't come
crashing down around you.</i>

863
00:41:07,006 --> 00:41:08,716
<i>That you won't be burned at the stake.</i>

864
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:10,593
<i>♪ Give me shelter... ♪</i>

865
00:41:10,677 --> 00:41:11,803
How'd it go?

866
00:41:11,886 --> 00:41:15,765
Oh, well, it wasn't smooth sailing
but our patient's stable.

867
00:41:15,848 --> 00:41:16,849
That's great.

868
00:41:18,267 --> 00:41:22,438
So, uh, Allison wanted
to fall asleep with the lamp on,

869
00:41:22,522 --> 00:41:24,857
so just make sure to turn it off
before you go to bed.

870
00:41:25,984 --> 00:41:27,110
Thank you for pinch-hitting.

871
00:41:27,193 --> 00:41:29,070
I... I really appreciate it.

872
00:41:29,696 --> 00:41:31,948
Always happy to get
more time with the kids.

873
00:41:32,615 --> 00:41:34,701
I'm sorry I bit your head off earlier.

874
00:41:34,784 --> 00:41:37,704
You did nothing wrong.
I was just in a panic spiral,

875
00:41:37,787 --> 00:41:39,288
and I couldn't see it.

876
00:41:40,206 --> 00:41:41,207
Well, I stand by it.

877
00:41:41,290 --> 00:41:43,668
You are at your best
when you're backed up against the wall.

878
00:41:43,751 --> 00:41:46,504
A little mean sometimes. [chuckles]

879
00:41:46,587 --> 00:41:47,588
But brilliant.

880
00:41:48,965 --> 00:41:51,300
You are never gonna stop
believing in me, are you?

881
00:41:52,010 --> 00:41:54,137
<i>♪ Give me shelter ♪</i>

882
00:41:54,220 --> 00:41:55,221
Why would I?

883
00:41:55,304 --> 00:41:58,057
<i>♪ Oh, oh, oh... ♪</i>

884
00:42:02,437 --> 00:42:05,106
[Grey] <i>And that this new reality
is going to be better.</i>

885
00:42:10,570 --> 00:42:13,197
<i>♪ Give me shelter... ♪</i>

886
00:42:13,281 --> 00:42:16,951
<i>Or at least truer
than the one that came before.</i>

887
00:42:17,035 --> 00:42:18,036
[song ends]


