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Hi.

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<i>Hi, I'm Sam.
This is my voice mail.</i>

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<i>Samantha, it's your mother.</i>

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<i>I don't remember
what time you get off,</i>

5
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<i>but please come home
right after.</i>

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<i>I need to talk to you
about something, okay?</i>

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Just make sure it's yours.

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- Hey.
- Hey.

9
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- How are you doing?
- Good.

10
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How was your weekend?

11
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<i>Reaching Jackson
Heights, Roosevelt Avenue.</i>

12
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<i>Transfers available
to 7 E and F...</i>

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Samantha?

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Hey.

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Listen, I need to talk
to you about something.

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- Come, sit.
- What's it about?

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Well, as you know,

18
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Derek and I have been seeing
each other for some time now.

19
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Two months.

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Well, actually,
we're moving in together.

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Here.

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You can have the couch
for as long as you need,

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but eventually we think
it's best for everyone,

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especially you, if you
found another place.

25
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Derek had a son
that's going through

26
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exactly what you're going
through and he thought it was...

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What is it that
I'm going through?

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Well, some people just have a
harder time finding their way.

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You made me break my lease
the last time I moved out.

30
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That was different.

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Derek is different.

32
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And we both know you don't
do well on your own.

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I need to say something, and it's
not because you're kicking me out.

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- No one is kicking you out.
- Okay, Derek is an asshole.

35
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What about... what about
what happened the last time?

36
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Okay? He's taking advantage of you.

37
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This is not
what you think that it is.

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Hi, sweetheart.

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Are you outside?

40
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Okay, I'll be right down.

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<i>♪ Hit me once for broke ♪</i>

42
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<i>♪ Hit me two for the road ♪</i>

43
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<i>♪ Well, Abilene was a scream
And a curse ♪</i>

44
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<i>♪ Tell another joke
Before I go ♪</i>

45
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<i>♪ For better or, baby,
For worse ♪</i>

46
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<i>♪ Well, back when high was high
And low was low ♪</i>

47
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<i>♪ And ten cent would buy you
The matinee show ♪</i>

48
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<i>♪ Give a damn who the star
The theater was dark ♪</i>

49
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<i>♪ And took you away
With a glow ♪</i>

50
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<i>♪ If I had a dollar
For every wallet I stole ♪</i>

51
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<i>♪ Oh, I'd buy this whole town ♪</i>

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<i>♪ The judge and the pound ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'd let All them bad dogs go ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But I don't So I'll spend... ♪</i>

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<i>Attention in the terminal.</i>

56
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<i>Flight 2647 to Portland
now boarding.</i>

57
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<i>We're going to start with those
needing extra time to board.</i>

58
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<i>♪ I took it spinning, love
With the top down ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Rode her three times
Down the Highway Nine ♪</i>

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<i>♪ May have broke a bone
Oh, I don't know ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Anyway, I'm still alive ♪</i>

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Hello?

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Anybody here?

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- Oh, my God.
- Taylor?

65
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Yeah.

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Holy shit, you work here?

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Yeah, part of the year.

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You cut your hair.

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Yeah... I did.

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It looks good. You look good.

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Thanks. You too.

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Um, you're probably wondering
where your dad is, right?

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Oh... yeah.

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Is he here?

75
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Well, he's out running
a few errands right now, but...

76
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he should be back in a few.

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I have the keys
to his place if you want.

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Yeah, that'd be great.

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- Yeah? All right.
- Thanks.

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How is he?

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He's good.

82
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You know.

83
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He'll be happy to see you.

84
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How long has it been?

85
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I don't know, like,
eight years maybe?

86
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Something like that.

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It's really good to see you.

88
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It's good to see you, too.

89
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Hey, if you're maybe
around later,

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if you want to go
away for a bit, um,

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we should hang out maybe.

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After I'm done here, of course.

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Yeah, I'd like that.

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Cool.

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Okay, I'm going to go.

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Yeah, I'll see you.

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<i>Hi, it's Diane.
I can't get the phone right now.</i>

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<i>Please leave a message
and I'll get back to you.</i>

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Hi, Mom, it's me.

100
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Um, I left my phone
on the plane,

101
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so if you need me,
just call over here.

102
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Um, I got extra food for Philly.

103
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It's under the sink,
and I also paid those bills.

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They just need stamps,
and they're underneath the mail thing.

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Um, I think that's it.

106
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Okay, bye.

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Hey, kid.

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Hi.

109
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What are you doing here?

110
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- I...
- I mean, I'm glad you're here.

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- I... I just didn't...
- Um, I wanted to see you.

112
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Oh, okay.

113
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That's great.

114
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Welcome.

115
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You remember this little place
well enough, I guess?

116
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<i>♪ Freaking' out
on the interstate... ♪</i>

117
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Is that my dad's old bike?

118
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Still remember how to ride?

119
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I don't remember
you knowing how to drive.

120
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Didn't you fail your driver's
permit, like, three times?

121
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Fourth time's a charm.

122
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<i>♪ And I can feel
them staring at me ♪</i>

123
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<i>♪ Baby, do you think
I'm doing something wrong? ♪</i>

124
00:10:02,795 --> 00:10:05,164
<i>♪ And you got a lot
On your mind ♪</i>

125
00:10:07,433 --> 00:10:10,669
<i>♪ And your heart
it looks just like mine ♪</i>

126
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<i>♪ There's no use in wasting
Your time, anymore ♪</i>

127
00:10:19,912 --> 00:10:25,552
<i>♪ I'm sorry I haven't
been myself ♪</i>

128
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<i>♪ And something's
Got me down... ♪</i>

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- I'm gonna introduce you to some friends.
- Okay.

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Sam, this is Vili.
Vili, this is Sam.

131
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- Hey, Sam.
- Hi.

132
00:10:36,362 --> 00:10:38,731
Vili is actually working
on his own wine right now.

133
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Yeah, it's not really ready,
but you can try some if you wanna.

134
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Please don't make her
taste that shit, Vil.

135
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- I'm sure it's great.
- It's not.

136
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Good things
take time and effort,

137
00:10:48,307 --> 00:10:50,347
which isn't something
this guy knows anything about.

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00:10:50,442 --> 00:10:51,944
Sam, Matt Danger.

139
00:10:52,044 --> 00:10:53,580
Matt, Sam.

140
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Nice to meet you.

141
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Who's this?

142
00:10:57,617 --> 00:10:59,351
Oh, this is my friend, Sam.

143
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- This is Allie over there.
- Hi, Allie.

144
00:11:03,557 --> 00:11:04,690
We're about to eat.

145
00:11:06,058 --> 00:11:08,662
Oh, you're unbalanced, all right.

146
00:11:09,728 --> 00:11:14,099
Oh, yeah. Yeah.

147
00:11:17,903 --> 00:11:19,205
- Hey, Luna.
- Hey.

148
00:11:19,305 --> 00:11:21,240
This is Sam.
This is our new friend.

149
00:11:21,340 --> 00:11:23,309
Luna here grows,
makes most of our food.

150
00:11:23,409 --> 00:11:25,645
In general, just a great artist,

151
00:11:25,778 --> 00:11:28,314
a great person
like the rest of us.

152
00:11:28,414 --> 00:11:29,583
Except for wino over there.

153
00:11:29,683 --> 00:11:31,551
Hey, I'll take that
as a compliment.

154
00:11:31,651 --> 00:11:34,453
- It's great to meet you, Sam.
- Yeah, it's great to meet you, too.

155
00:11:34,554 --> 00:11:37,022
Sam's an old friend of mine.
We grew up together here.

156
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Oh, actually, I'm sorry,
I don't drink.

157
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Oh, it's okay.

158
00:11:42,596 --> 00:11:44,230
- Yeah, is it yours?
- No.

159
00:11:44,330 --> 00:11:46,131
Mine won't be ready for a while.

160
00:11:46,232 --> 00:11:48,300
All right, tonight we have
a nice little pinot noir

161
00:11:48,400 --> 00:11:50,670
from the upper elevation
of Underwood Mountain.

162
00:11:50,769 --> 00:11:52,572
We know where Ray's is.

163
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The palate is decadent
and refined,

164
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medium body,
medium tannins, dry.

165
00:11:58,344 --> 00:12:01,413
Cheers.

166
00:12:04,516 --> 00:12:06,485
Right?

167
00:12:09,955 --> 00:12:11,924
Ah! Wow.

168
00:12:12,024 --> 00:12:14,093
- What's everyone think?
- I like it.

169
00:12:14,193 --> 00:12:15,427
Tastes like wine.

170
00:12:15,528 --> 00:12:17,463
Yeah, there's more
to it than that.

171
00:12:17,564 --> 00:12:19,633
Everything looks really great.
Thank you.

172
00:12:19,733 --> 00:12:21,701
Of course.

173
00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:24,136
- You grew up here?
- Yeah, till I was 15.

174
00:12:24,236 --> 00:12:26,848
And then I moved back to Queens with
my mom after my parents split up.

175
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The Big Apple.
That's what they call it, right?

176
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Yeah.

177
00:12:30,943 --> 00:12:33,045
I've always wanted
to visit the Guggenheim.

178
00:12:33,145 --> 00:12:35,848
Yeah, you should.
The architecture is insane.

179
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What brings you back here?

180
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Um, I had a few days off

181
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and I've been wanting
to visit my dad.

182
00:13:02,808 --> 00:13:07,647
<i>♪ We parked in the back
By the 18-wheelers ♪</i>

183
00:13:09,915 --> 00:13:11,685
<i>♪ You had a joint rolled ♪</i>

184
00:13:11,785 --> 00:13:14,721
<i>♪ I shoot a cigarette
Out of the box ♪</i>

185
00:13:16,756 --> 00:13:21,661
<i>♪ And as we stood there Spitting
smoke back To the clouds ♪</i>

186
00:13:21,761 --> 00:13:24,330
<i>♪ Then I had a thought ♪</i>

187
00:13:30,436 --> 00:13:36,075
<i>♪ If we die here On this
Canadian highway... ♪</i>

188
00:13:36,175 --> 00:13:38,277
This is quite a group
you've assembled here.

189
00:13:38,377 --> 00:13:40,580
Yeah, they're all right.

190
00:13:40,680 --> 00:13:42,716
How long have you guys
lived together?

191
00:13:42,816 --> 00:13:44,784
A few years, most of them.

192
00:13:44,883 --> 00:13:47,453
Luna showed up last year
from Costa Rica.

193
00:13:47,554 --> 00:13:49,388
We all work the harvest
around the year,

194
00:13:49,488 --> 00:13:53,392
and then Allie and Matt
play in a band together,

195
00:13:53,492 --> 00:13:56,730
and Vili does
whatever he does now.

196
00:13:56,830 --> 00:13:59,298
Eh, Samantha Rose!

197
00:13:59,398 --> 00:14:01,835
You're gonna want a picture of this.

198
00:14:04,470 --> 00:14:07,239
- Fucking Matt.
- Whoo!

199
00:14:11,143 --> 00:14:13,245
I don't think Allie likes me.

200
00:14:13,345 --> 00:14:14,880
No, she's fine.

201
00:14:14,980 --> 00:14:17,883
It does take her a little while,
though, with new people.

202
00:14:20,587 --> 00:14:22,988
How about you, though?
How's New York?

203
00:14:23,088 --> 00:14:24,089
It's good.

204
00:14:24,189 --> 00:14:27,159
Um, I work
in a photo studio there.

205
00:14:27,259 --> 00:14:29,796
- Wow, you're really doing it.
- Mm-hmm.

206
00:14:29,895 --> 00:14:31,296
This is so nice now.

207
00:14:31,397 --> 00:14:37,302
<i>♪ If we die here
On the old sewered highway ♪</i>

208
00:14:37,403 --> 00:14:39,438
I'm sorry I didn't
keep in touch.

209
00:14:40,573 --> 00:14:42,575
It's okay.

210
00:14:42,675 --> 00:14:44,744
I always knew
you'd come back someday.

211
00:14:44,844 --> 00:14:47,847
<i>♪ Do you know how much
You mean to me? ♪</i>

212
00:14:47,946 --> 00:14:49,582
I should've called, though.

213
00:14:49,682 --> 00:14:51,651
You guys just gonna watch
or you gonna come in?

214
00:14:51,751 --> 00:14:53,952
I don't have a suit.

215
00:14:54,052 --> 00:14:57,289
Sam, you don't need one.

216
00:14:57,389 --> 00:14:59,158
Oh, my God.

217
00:14:59,258 --> 00:15:00,459
Come on!

218
00:15:01,895 --> 00:15:02,895
I'm not kidding.

219
00:15:02,961 --> 00:15:04,798
- Come here, boy.
- No! Fuck, no!

220
00:15:04,898 --> 00:15:08,835
<i>♪ We fell fast 'cause We were lonely ♪</i>

221
00:15:08,934 --> 00:15:11,503
No, fuck that, man!

222
00:15:11,604 --> 00:15:16,743
<i>♪ I had arms, you had
A hotspot, baby, to dance ♪</i>

223
00:15:18,310 --> 00:15:21,714
<i>♪ And as we stood there
Puffing smokes... ♪</i>

224
00:15:21,815 --> 00:15:23,449
Allie!

225
00:15:24,450 --> 00:15:25,984
Ah!

226
00:15:26,084 --> 00:15:27,620
- Hey.
- No, don't do it.

227
00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:29,054
- Don't do it, Al.
- Come here.

228
00:15:29,154 --> 00:15:30,456
Come here. Jump.

229
00:15:30,557 --> 00:15:31,957
Hey, Vili.

230
00:15:33,459 --> 00:15:35,327
It's shrinking. It's not little!

231
00:15:35,427 --> 00:15:38,798
<i>♪ ...highway ♪</i>

232
00:15:38,898 --> 00:15:42,000
<i>♪ If we drink ourselves
To death ♪</i>

233
00:15:45,638 --> 00:15:49,241
<i>♪ But you know how much
You mean to me ♪</i>

234
00:15:49,341 --> 00:15:52,812
<i>♪ How much you mean
To everyone ♪</i>

235
00:15:55,949 --> 00:15:58,585
<i>♪ But especially me ♪</i>

236
00:16:36,121 --> 00:16:37,322
Here you go.

237
00:16:38,490 --> 00:16:40,693
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

238
00:16:43,028 --> 00:16:44,196
To you.

239
00:16:52,204 --> 00:16:55,909
So, the shop looks good.

240
00:16:56,009 --> 00:16:58,277
I saw Taylor
is working with you.

241
00:16:58,377 --> 00:17:00,680
Yeah, he's a good kid.

242
00:17:07,820 --> 00:17:09,254
You drink iced tea now?

243
00:17:09,354 --> 00:17:12,090
Hmm, yeah.

244
00:17:12,190 --> 00:17:13,593
You know, it's not bad.

245
00:17:15,260 --> 00:17:16,696
How long has it been?

246
00:17:17,730 --> 00:17:20,265
I'd get my two-year chip
next month.

247
00:17:22,367 --> 00:17:25,137
Had a couple of false starts,
as you know.

248
00:17:25,237 --> 00:17:29,107
Didn't want to jinx anything by
making a big deal about it this time.

249
00:17:30,610 --> 00:17:32,612
I'm doing good, though.

250
00:17:32,712 --> 00:17:34,914
Yeah, I... I got your letters.

251
00:17:37,249 --> 00:17:38,685
What can I get for you, hon?

252
00:17:38,785 --> 00:17:42,755
Um... you go first.

253
00:17:42,855 --> 00:17:45,424
Um, I'll have burger, fries.

254
00:17:47,560 --> 00:17:49,328
And for you?

255
00:17:49,428 --> 00:17:51,965
- Um, do you have a veggie burger?
- Yes, we do.

256
00:17:52,065 --> 00:17:53,933
- Okay, I'll have that.
- Perfect.

257
00:17:54,033 --> 00:17:56,268
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

258
00:18:02,441 --> 00:18:03,910
Are you okay?

259
00:18:04,644 --> 00:18:07,179
This is strange, I know.

260
00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:11,249
Look, I don't really want
to talk about everything.

261
00:18:12,284 --> 00:18:14,419
I just needed to get away
for a few days.

262
00:18:15,420 --> 00:18:18,357
- Is that okay?
- Yeah, of course it is.

263
00:18:19,792 --> 00:18:22,160
Mom has a new boyfriend
moving in, so.

264
00:18:22,260 --> 00:18:23,696
How's she doing?

265
00:18:24,731 --> 00:18:26,298
She's okay.

266
00:18:26,398 --> 00:18:27,834
Ups and downs.

267
00:18:27,934 --> 00:18:29,702
It's been a rough
couple of years.

268
00:18:33,940 --> 00:18:35,642
<i>Eight men.</i>

269
00:18:35,742 --> 00:18:37,509
<i>We won't have
any trouble handling them.</i>

270
00:18:37,610 --> 00:18:40,046
<i>All right, men.</i>

271
00:19:07,874 --> 00:19:10,076
- Morning.
- Hi.

272
00:19:10,175 --> 00:19:12,545
- Got any plans right now?
- What?

273
00:19:12,645 --> 00:19:14,714
Today's the first day
of the harvests.

274
00:19:14,814 --> 00:19:17,050
We're gonna be picking
at a few vineyards close by,

275
00:19:17,150 --> 00:19:18,618
and I thought
you'd like to come.

276
00:19:18,718 --> 00:19:21,020
We're also gonna be
staying the night.

277
00:19:22,487 --> 00:19:23,388
- Yeah.
- Yeah?

278
00:19:23,488 --> 00:19:24,724
- Yeah, sure.
- Cool.

279
00:19:24,824 --> 00:19:27,359
- Just give me a minute.
- Yeah, take your time.

280
00:20:11,503 --> 00:20:17,476
<i>♪ Even if we hated On your way ♪</i>

281
00:20:17,577 --> 00:20:23,616
<i>♪ You kept complaining
About my way ♪</i>

282
00:20:23,716 --> 00:20:26,085
<i>♪ It was on you ♪</i>

283
00:20:28,955 --> 00:20:31,256
I'm just saying, you know.

284
00:20:31,356 --> 00:20:35,293
You don't really get kind
of... outside of a steamboat.

285
00:20:42,367 --> 00:20:44,871
- You're wrong.
- I don't care that I'm wrong.

286
00:20:44,971 --> 00:20:46,806
It's about the two of them
together, you know?

287
00:20:46,906 --> 00:20:48,507
No, George Harrison forever.

288
00:20:51,778 --> 00:20:54,881
Okay, guys,
we're spending $35 total.

289
00:20:54,981 --> 00:20:57,449
- That means total.
- Got it.

290
00:21:04,924 --> 00:21:08,861
We share most of what
we make and Luna manages it.

291
00:21:08,961 --> 00:21:10,730
Did she get elected
town treasurer?

292
00:21:10,830 --> 00:21:13,566
Self-appointed,
actually, but she's probably

293
00:21:13,666 --> 00:21:15,668
the least bad option
we got, you know.

294
00:21:17,003 --> 00:21:18,838
That's not even food.

295
00:21:39,592 --> 00:21:41,828
Let's go!

296
00:21:41,928 --> 00:21:43,461
Oh, real nice.

297
00:21:56,374 --> 00:21:58,443
Honestly, there's not
much to it, really.

298
00:21:58,544 --> 00:22:02,181
Just pull from the back, make sure the
berries are, you know, weighed evenly,

299
00:22:02,281 --> 00:22:04,550
and the color is about the same.

300
00:22:05,952 --> 00:22:07,887
- Wanna try?
- Yeah.

301
00:22:13,358 --> 00:22:14,927
- This one?
- Yeah.

302
00:22:15,695 --> 00:22:17,597
That's perfect.

303
00:22:17,697 --> 00:22:19,732
Look at that.
You're becoming a natural.

304
00:22:31,644 --> 00:22:33,579
<i>All the greats
have had it, you know?</i>

305
00:22:33,679 --> 00:22:36,616
That thing that just
reaches out and grabs you,

306
00:22:36,716 --> 00:22:38,751
and says, "Fuck you,
world, listen up."

307
00:22:38,851 --> 00:22:41,587
Except wearing lipstick and shit
on stage does not make you an icon.

308
00:22:41,687 --> 00:22:44,323
It just makes you some other
dude trying to channel Bowie.

309
00:22:44,422 --> 00:22:46,125
Okay, A, don't hate
the comparison.

310
00:22:46,225 --> 00:22:48,003
We could all do
a hell of lot worse than that.

311
00:22:48,027 --> 00:22:50,462
And B, I'm just saying that
that shit works, you know?

312
00:22:50,563 --> 00:22:51,664
It's memorable.

313
00:22:51,764 --> 00:22:53,733
Like, think about
Kurt Cobain, you know,

314
00:22:53,833 --> 00:22:55,500
that whole troubled mind thing.

315
00:22:55,601 --> 00:22:57,469
Think about, like, KISS.

316
00:22:57,570 --> 00:22:59,906
Yeah, but that's not
stage craft for Kurt.

317
00:23:00,006 --> 00:23:02,407
Yeah, and KISS
just generally sucks.

318
00:23:02,507 --> 00:23:04,977
Sucks to the tune of they're
on pinball machines.

319
00:23:05,077 --> 00:23:06,812
- It's not about that.
- Have you played it?

320
00:23:06,913 --> 00:23:10,316
- No, but I do love KISS.
- Thank you.

321
00:23:10,415 --> 00:23:12,084
Think about, like,
The Doors, you know.

322
00:23:12,184 --> 00:23:14,120
- Like, think about Jim Morrison.
- Oh, God!

323
00:23:14,220 --> 00:23:16,265
Do you think that that guy didn't
understand the power of persona?

324
00:23:16,289 --> 00:23:19,125
Are you seriously gonna put yourself
in the same level as Jim Morrison?

325
00:23:19,225 --> 00:23:20,860
I'm just saying
that that shit works

326
00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:22,962
because it's memorable,
you know?

327
00:23:23,062 --> 00:23:25,430
It cuts through the static
or whatever, you know.

328
00:23:25,531 --> 00:23:28,000
Like, straight up, no one even
knew who I was in middle school

329
00:23:28,100 --> 00:23:30,636
until I showed up to class
in sixth grade wearing a bikini.

330
00:23:30,736 --> 00:23:33,873
And that was polarizing.

331
00:23:33,973 --> 00:23:36,075
God, I love that story.

332
00:23:37,410 --> 00:23:38,844
Do you play with them?

333
00:23:38,945 --> 00:23:41,113
Sometimes,
when His Majesty let me

334
00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:42,682
join in for a jam sesh.

335
00:23:42,782 --> 00:23:45,184
- What do you play?
- I play bass.

336
00:23:45,284 --> 00:23:47,219
Fuck off, Allie.

337
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:50,289
So then, what do you do
after the harvest season?

338
00:23:50,389 --> 00:23:52,825
I teach coding
to kids in France.

339
00:23:52,925 --> 00:23:54,527
Wow, you speak French?

340
00:24:00,833 --> 00:24:02,500
Oy, vey, Mr. Pretentious
over here.

341
00:24:02,601 --> 00:24:04,804
My grandparents made wine
in the South of France.

342
00:24:19,517 --> 00:24:21,554
Luna, you got plans tonight?

343
00:24:21,654 --> 00:24:23,488
Yeah, I do.

344
00:24:24,790 --> 00:24:27,727
- Uh, no, thanks.
- All right.

345
00:24:28,828 --> 00:24:30,162
Tomorrow, then.

346
00:24:30,963 --> 00:24:33,699
Sorry, I'm just
really not interested.

347
00:24:35,034 --> 00:24:36,736
All right.

348
00:24:36,836 --> 00:24:39,839
Don't pretend like you haven't
been catching eyes with me, though.

349
00:24:39,939 --> 00:24:42,541
- I think you have that backwards.
- I just smiled.

350
00:24:42,641 --> 00:24:44,543
- See?
- She said no.

351
00:24:44,643 --> 00:24:46,545
What about that
don't you understand?

352
00:24:46,645 --> 00:24:49,291
What about this conversation makes
you think you're involved at all?

353
00:24:49,315 --> 00:24:51,350
The part where you made
my friend uncomfortable.

354
00:24:51,450 --> 00:24:53,586
- S'up, y'all?
- Do you know this dude?

355
00:24:53,686 --> 00:24:55,788
Oh, yeah, he's Brad.
He's a fucking creep.

356
00:24:55,888 --> 00:24:58,190
- Guys, it's fine. It's fine.
- I'm not a creep.

357
00:24:58,290 --> 00:25:00,693
It's fine that you guys
might not get paid tonight.

358
00:25:00,793 --> 00:25:02,962
- Fuck off, Brad.
- Please don't do that.

359
00:25:03,062 --> 00:25:04,864
You gotta take it up
with George next week.

360
00:25:04,964 --> 00:25:06,599
That was not part
of the arrangement.

361
00:25:06,699 --> 00:25:09,268
Well, the arrangement changed.

362
00:25:09,368 --> 00:25:11,404
Let me know
when you change your mind.

363
00:25:11,504 --> 00:25:15,074
You don't have to be slumming it with
the help, not with a body like that.

364
00:25:22,882 --> 00:25:24,717
Vili, help!

365
00:26:38,824 --> 00:26:40,326
They like you.

366
00:26:41,293 --> 00:26:43,229
What are their names?

367
00:26:43,329 --> 00:26:47,366
This girl here is Bella
and that one is Mack.

368
00:26:48,501 --> 00:26:51,203
Yeah. Yeah. Hi.

369
00:26:53,305 --> 00:26:56,342
I used to ride horses over in
White Salmon when I was younger,

370
00:26:56,442 --> 00:26:58,377
but I haven't seen one in years.

371
00:26:58,477 --> 00:27:01,213
Hi. Hey.

372
00:27:01,313 --> 00:27:04,884
I grew up on a cattle farm
in Costa Rica,

373
00:27:04,984 --> 00:27:07,720
so the smell of horse shit
just reminds me

374
00:27:07,820 --> 00:27:11,457
of being a kid, being free.

375
00:27:12,825 --> 00:27:14,894
What made you leave?

376
00:27:14,994 --> 00:27:17,597
I worked at an ad
agency with my cousin,

377
00:27:17,696 --> 00:27:21,901
and it was for sure a big step
for my family at the time,

378
00:27:22,001 --> 00:27:23,736
but I was miserable.

379
00:27:26,972 --> 00:27:28,874
So, you just left?

380
00:27:28,974 --> 00:27:30,075
Yeah.

381
00:27:31,043 --> 00:27:33,479
I left, started over.

382
00:27:35,481 --> 00:27:36,982
That's what I'm doing now...

383
00:27:38,552 --> 00:27:42,922
tracing my steps back to the places
that make me feel like myself again.

384
00:27:47,193 --> 00:27:51,830
<i>♪ Late afternoon's drifting ♪</i>

385
00:27:54,033 --> 00:27:58,370
<i>♪ Some skin, some bones ♪</i>

386
00:27:59,505 --> 00:28:05,679
<i>♪ He said it's the sexy part
Of your torso ♪</i>

387
00:28:08,047 --> 00:28:13,852
<i>♪ Blue jeans, white shirt
Highlights ♪</i>

388
00:28:17,156 --> 00:28:23,762
<i>♪ Whatever happened
To slow dancing? ♪</i>

389
00:28:26,533 --> 00:28:33,205
<i>♪ Whatever happened
To slow dancing? ♪</i>

390
00:28:35,609 --> 00:28:42,616
<i>♪ I'm gonna find
That last tender place ♪</i>

391
00:28:42,716 --> 00:28:49,488
<i>♪ And I'll sink my teeth
Right in ♪</i>

392
00:28:53,225 --> 00:28:57,463
<i>♪ Watch that golden light ♪</i>

393
00:28:57,564 --> 00:29:01,800
<i>♪ Turn into a quiet night ♪</i>

394
00:29:01,900 --> 00:29:07,973
<i>♪ Whatever happened
To slow dancing? ♪</i>

395
00:29:08,073 --> 00:29:10,843
<i>♪ Slow dancing ♪</i>

396
00:29:10,943 --> 00:29:16,616
<i>♪ Whatever happened
To slow dancing? ♪</i>

397
00:29:16,716 --> 00:29:18,618
<i>♪ Slow dancing ♪</i>

398
00:29:18,718 --> 00:29:22,321
<i>♪ Slow dancing ♪</i>

399
00:29:28,260 --> 00:29:30,462
- That was pretty nice.
- Thanks.

400
00:29:30,563 --> 00:29:32,197
Did you write that?

401
00:29:32,298 --> 00:29:34,500
Yeah, it's something
I've been working on.

402
00:29:34,601 --> 00:29:37,303
- It's beautiful.
- Thanks.

403
00:29:38,605 --> 00:29:40,406
All right, Al,
I'll play something.

404
00:29:42,174 --> 00:29:44,977
- If you insist.
- Damn, Matt.

405
00:29:45,077 --> 00:29:47,880
The artist
formally known as Matt Danger.

406
00:29:50,583 --> 00:29:54,053
I don't really do barn performances.

407
00:29:54,153 --> 00:29:58,223
- Well, this is your stage, so.
- Guess so.

408
00:29:59,693 --> 00:30:03,295
Um, this one's called
"Nobody's Lonely."

409
00:30:07,933 --> 00:30:09,703
<i>♪ Nobody's lonely ♪</i>

410
00:30:09,803 --> 00:30:16,442
<i>♪ Everybody's having fun ♪</i>

411
00:30:16,543 --> 00:30:21,080
<i>♪ Except you ♪</i>

412
00:30:21,180 --> 00:30:23,248
<i>♪ Nobody's lonely ♪</i>

413
00:30:23,349 --> 00:30:29,088
<i>♪ Everyone knows
Something cool to do ♪</i>

414
00:30:29,188 --> 00:30:32,057
<i>♪ Somebody to talk to ♪</i>

415
00:30:32,157 --> 00:30:38,330
<i>♪ Someone to ease their pain And
make their brains Feel less askew ♪</i>

416
00:30:39,865 --> 00:30:43,969
<i>♪ Everybody except you ♪</i>

417
00:30:44,069 --> 00:30:45,772
<i>♪ Nobody's lonely ♪</i>

418
00:30:45,871 --> 00:30:52,444
<i>♪ Everybody's hanging out
At the barn ♪</i>

419
00:30:52,545 --> 00:30:58,317
<i>♪ Without you Nobody's lonely ♪</i>

420
00:30:58,417 --> 00:31:04,089
<i>♪ Everyone knows
The coolest place to go ♪</i>

421
00:31:04,189 --> 00:31:09,228
<i>♪ Everybody showed The coolest
time blew All their minds ♪</i>

422
00:31:09,328 --> 00:31:12,131
<i>♪ And they took Lots of photos ♪</i>

423
00:31:13,932 --> 00:31:18,504
<i>♪ But you didn't know ♪</i>

424
00:31:18,605 --> 00:31:20,005
This is obviously about you.

425
00:31:20,105 --> 00:31:24,844
<i>♪ 'Cause nobody's lonely, Vili
Except you ♪</i>

426
00:31:24,943 --> 00:31:30,282
<i>♪ Nobody's lonely ♪</i>

427
00:31:30,382 --> 00:31:34,587
<i>♪ Nobody's lonely except... ♪</i>

428
00:31:39,425 --> 00:31:43,095
App designers.

429
00:31:44,697 --> 00:31:46,298
All right, that's the song.

430
00:31:46,398 --> 00:31:48,167
It's not about you.
It's about society.

431
00:31:48,267 --> 00:31:51,538
- Oh, jeez.
- Or you as, like, a microcosm of society.

432
00:31:51,638 --> 00:31:53,773
Ah.

433
00:31:57,409 --> 00:31:59,111
I didn't know you played.

434
00:32:00,446 --> 00:32:02,047
Just a little.

435
00:32:02,147 --> 00:32:04,818
Whatever you're doing
is gonna beat the bass solo...

436
00:32:07,119 --> 00:32:09,521
I can't believe you brought
an acoustic bass to this.

437
00:32:09,622 --> 00:32:12,892
- Who sits alone in their room playing an acoustic bass?
- That is so you.

438
00:32:12,991 --> 00:32:14,960
It's fun. It's a vibe.

439
00:32:15,060 --> 00:32:16,863
Can you even hear that?

440
00:32:16,962 --> 00:32:18,964
Every time you guys talk
like this, it makes me

441
00:32:19,064 --> 00:32:20,834
just want to buckle down
and work on my app

442
00:32:20,934 --> 00:32:23,335
so I can bust out
of this liberal shit hole.

443
00:32:24,637 --> 00:32:26,739
- You're working on an app?
- Yeah.

444
00:32:26,840 --> 00:32:28,240
Oh, God, kill me now.

445
00:32:28,340 --> 00:32:30,877
It's a machine learning app
that generates melodies

446
00:32:30,976 --> 00:32:32,879
over chord progressions.

447
00:32:32,978 --> 00:32:36,315
That defeats the whole concept
of art as an original act of creation.

448
00:32:36,415 --> 00:32:39,384
- And it will never work.
- It already works, you know.

449
00:32:39,485 --> 00:32:41,588
Rock and roll has been
going on for 50 years,

450
00:32:41,688 --> 00:32:43,890
and we're still trying
to reinvent the wheel.

451
00:32:43,989 --> 00:32:46,091
You know, technology
is the future.

452
00:32:46,191 --> 00:32:48,327
It's inevitable that we're
gonna be using technology.

453
00:32:48,427 --> 00:32:51,598
- You're in a barn.
- What you're describing is so...

454
00:32:51,698 --> 00:32:53,666
You truly believe that?

455
00:32:53,766 --> 00:32:55,167
Nothing's original anymore?

456
00:32:55,267 --> 00:32:57,169
Well, I mean, I can't
speak for all art forms,

457
00:32:57,269 --> 00:33:00,239
but music specifically works
within a finite field

458
00:33:00,339 --> 00:33:04,009
of notes, rhythms, and timbres.

459
00:33:04,109 --> 00:33:06,846
And when you look
at classic rock, for example,

460
00:33:06,946 --> 00:33:10,215
you're hearing things that are
reminiscent of Bach and Beethoven.

461
00:33:10,315 --> 00:33:12,217
So when you look at...
when you look at music

462
00:33:12,317 --> 00:33:15,087
from more of a modeling
standpoint, at least, I think...

463
00:33:15,187 --> 00:33:17,523
What a terrible way to talk
about something that's so...

464
00:33:17,624 --> 00:33:18,892
But that's the point, you know.

465
00:33:18,992 --> 00:33:22,394
We live in a world
of algorithms, not symphonies.

466
00:33:22,494 --> 00:33:25,532
And no matter
what you say, all of us,

467
00:33:25,632 --> 00:33:28,601
all of you, are trying to reinvent
the wheel with rock and roll.

468
00:33:28,701 --> 00:33:30,737
We're born
a few generations too late.

469
00:33:30,837 --> 00:33:33,757
Well, I'd rather die trying than live
in the world that you're describing.

470
00:33:33,806 --> 00:33:36,074
And I can respect that, truly.

471
00:33:36,174 --> 00:33:37,744
What about people, though?

472
00:33:37,844 --> 00:33:39,979
Aren't they original?

473
00:33:40,078 --> 00:33:44,316
I think that deep inside,
everyone has something pretty unique.

474
00:33:44,416 --> 00:33:46,653
Like, when I look at you,
for example,

475
00:33:46,753 --> 00:33:50,389
I see something that I've never
really quite seen before.

476
00:33:50,489 --> 00:33:52,424
Bullshit.

477
00:33:52,524 --> 00:33:55,060
What, like, you look at me
and you see, like,

478
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:57,764
kind of, like, an old-school,
classic-model type,

479
00:33:57,864 --> 00:33:59,632
musician, rock and roll,
or whatever.

480
00:33:59,732 --> 00:34:02,467
I see a big, beautiful heart.

481
00:34:05,203 --> 00:34:08,307
I see a fucking survivor.

482
00:34:11,243 --> 00:34:13,412
A rare kindness.

483
00:34:18,551 --> 00:34:21,320
You're just brilliant.

484
00:34:21,420 --> 00:34:22,956
Thanks, Luna.

485
00:34:23,056 --> 00:34:25,992
And I see somebody searching.

486
00:34:27,459 --> 00:34:28,995
A sojourner.

487
00:34:55,822 --> 00:34:57,522
Good morning.

488
00:34:57,624 --> 00:34:58,992
Morning.

489
00:35:00,258 --> 00:35:01,493
Hey...

490
00:35:02,629 --> 00:35:04,731
tell Matt today is the day.

491
00:35:04,831 --> 00:35:06,331
What?

492
00:35:06,431 --> 00:35:07,867
Just do it.

493
00:35:09,301 --> 00:35:10,837
Okay.

494
00:35:12,437 --> 00:35:14,306
Matt.

495
00:35:14,406 --> 00:35:15,808
Mm-hmm.

496
00:35:15,908 --> 00:35:18,510
Matt.

497
00:35:18,611 --> 00:35:19,979
Mmm?

498
00:35:20,079 --> 00:35:21,714
Today is the day.

499
00:35:56,849 --> 00:36:01,054
<i>♪ Oh, Miss Misty
Was a stone-skinned gal ♪</i>

500
00:36:02,989 --> 00:36:06,425
<i>♪ She didn't stick around
In one town for too long ♪</i>

501
00:36:06,525 --> 00:36:10,129
<i>♪ "'Cause too long is too long"
She said ♪</i>

502
00:36:10,228 --> 00:36:13,966
<i>♪ She said
"I'll be gone by morning ♪</i>"

503
00:36:14,067 --> 00:36:17,302
<i>♪ Don't come looking after me ♪</i>

504
00:36:17,402 --> 00:36:22,441
<i>♪ Got to get back to that place
I've never been ♪</i>

505
00:36:22,542 --> 00:36:24,544
Hey, Vili, you watching?

506
00:36:27,647 --> 00:36:31,551
<i>♪ T-Bone City, up the 215 ♪</i>

507
00:36:33,820 --> 00:36:37,289
<i>♪ She traded in her daddy's
Old Packard Super Eight sedan ♪</i>

508
00:36:37,389 --> 00:36:40,993
- Ready?
- <i>♪ For a Vincent Black Shadow Machine ♪</i>

509
00:36:41,094 --> 00:36:45,131
<i>♪ Yeah, she opened him up
Some 50 horses hot ♪</i>

510
00:36:45,230 --> 00:36:48,134
<i>♪ Foaming at their mouths
In a dust cloud headed south ♪</i>

511
00:36:48,233 --> 00:36:51,604
<i>♪ On down the devil's backbone
Down his crooked legs ♪</i>

512
00:36:51,704 --> 00:36:55,141
<i>♪ "Fly Away Old Glory"
Ringing in her head ♪</i>

513
00:36:55,240 --> 00:36:56,508
<i>♪ I'll be gone... ♪</i>

514
00:36:56,609 --> 00:36:57,944
Wanna try it?

515
00:36:59,579 --> 00:37:01,446
Come on, you'll love it.

516
00:37:02,949 --> 00:37:04,382
Is it safe?

517
00:37:06,052 --> 00:37:07,252
Trust me.

518
00:37:12,558 --> 00:37:13,793
Okay.

519
00:37:14,694 --> 00:37:15,695
One...

520
00:37:15,795 --> 00:37:18,164
Two, three.

521
00:37:46,424 --> 00:37:50,196
<i>♪ The big magnolia
Down by Bueller's pond ♪</i>

522
00:37:52,732 --> 00:37:56,002
<i>♪ In a hand-me-down sun dress
And roper boots ♪</i>

523
00:37:56,102 --> 00:37:58,436
<i>♪ I could go on and on ♪</i>

524
00:38:00,072 --> 00:38:04,010
<i>♪ With my bolt action .22
I'd knock the blossoms down ♪</i>

525
00:38:04,110 --> 00:38:07,079
<i>♪ Misty'd catch them in her skirt
before they hit The ground ♪</i>

526
00:38:07,180 --> 00:38:10,550
<i>"♪" I'll be gone by morning ♪</i>

527
00:38:10,650 --> 00:38:13,886
<i>♪ Don't come looking after me ♪</i>

528
00:38:13,986 --> 00:38:19,025
<i>♪ Got to get back to that place
I've never been ♪</i>

529
00:38:19,125 --> 00:38:22,261
<i>"♪ Never been before" ♪</i>

530
00:39:00,933 --> 00:39:02,935
- Hello?
- <i>Samantha, thank God.</i>

531
00:39:03,035 --> 00:39:05,271
- <i>Where have you been?</i>
- Hi, Mom. I'm...

532
00:39:05,370 --> 00:39:07,740
<i>I really don't appreciate
you not returning my calls,</i>

533
00:39:07,840 --> 00:39:09,441
<i>not to mention
just up and leaving</i>

534
00:39:09,542 --> 00:39:11,244
<i>without anything more
than a note.</i>

535
00:39:11,344 --> 00:39:14,313
Sorry. Dad's been asking me to
come out here for more than a year

536
00:39:14,412 --> 00:39:16,549
and I just thought this was
as good a time as any.

537
00:39:16,649 --> 00:39:18,618
<i>Well, it was very embarrassing
for me with Derek,</i>

538
00:39:18,718 --> 00:39:20,987
<i>not even knowing you had left
until he saw your note.</i>

539
00:39:21,087 --> 00:39:22,288
<i>It was very selfish.</i>

540
00:39:22,387 --> 00:39:24,290
I thought you'd want
the place to yourself.

541
00:39:24,389 --> 00:39:26,559
<i>That doesn't mean you just
fly across the country</i>

542
00:39:26,659 --> 00:39:28,127
<i>without even telling me
about it.</i>

543
00:39:28,227 --> 00:39:29,595
<i>What if I needed you?</i>

544
00:39:29,695 --> 00:39:31,764
<i>And how did you lose
your phone on the plane?</i>

545
00:39:31,864 --> 00:39:33,933
<i>And why didn't you
realize it and go back?</i>

546
00:39:34,033 --> 00:39:37,737
I called the airline and they
said that they're looking for it.

547
00:39:37,837 --> 00:39:39,305
<i>How's your father?</i>

548
00:39:39,404 --> 00:39:42,775
He seems good,
you know, different.

549
00:39:42,875 --> 00:39:45,611
<i>Well, don't fall
for the whole new person story.</i>

550
00:39:45,711 --> 00:39:47,412
<i>No one ever really changes.</i>

551
00:39:47,512 --> 00:39:50,249
<i>Anyway, we got this cheap
wine, which made me look cheap,</i>

552
00:39:50,349 --> 00:39:52,118
<i>so I had to go back
to the store.</i>

553
00:39:52,218 --> 00:39:53,518
How are things going with Derek?

554
00:39:53,619 --> 00:39:54,987
<i>It's going very well,</i>

555
00:39:55,087 --> 00:39:56,365
<i>as much as you probably
don't wanna hear that.</i>

556
00:39:56,389 --> 00:39:58,658
Mom, I want you to be happy,
you know that.

557
00:39:58,758 --> 00:40:01,526
<i>Well, you sure do have a strange
way of communicating that.</i>

558
00:40:01,627 --> 00:40:03,195
<i>I feel great, though.</i>

559
00:40:03,296 --> 00:40:06,132
- <i>I think he's my soul mate.</i>
- Good. I'm glad.

560
00:40:06,232 --> 00:40:08,433
Just... no matter
how good you feel,

561
00:40:08,534 --> 00:40:10,369
just remember to take
your meds, okay?

562
00:40:10,468 --> 00:40:12,138
<i>You don't have to talk
to me like that.</i>

563
00:40:12,238 --> 00:40:13,539
<i>I'm not a child.</i>

564
00:40:13,639 --> 00:40:15,284
<i>I'm not the one
leaving phones on airplanes.</i>

565
00:40:15,308 --> 00:40:17,843
Mom, just promise me.

566
00:40:17,944 --> 00:40:19,278
<i>Okay, yes, I promise.</i>

567
00:40:19,378 --> 00:40:21,113
<i>Jesus, enough already.</i>

568
00:40:21,213 --> 00:40:22,648
<i>Something good
comes along for me</i>

569
00:40:22,748 --> 00:40:24,750
<i>and all you ever see
is the other side.</i>

570
00:40:37,663 --> 00:40:39,365
So, what's the deal with Allie?

571
00:40:39,464 --> 00:40:40,766
What do you mean?

572
00:40:41,968 --> 00:40:45,071
- Like, have you two ever...
- No.

573
00:40:45,171 --> 00:40:47,807
She and I met a few years back
through Matt, actually.

574
00:40:47,907 --> 00:40:50,242
Um, and she scared me at first,

575
00:40:50,343 --> 00:40:52,578
but she is a really good friend,

576
00:40:52,678 --> 00:40:55,881
Sort of helped me through
a pretty dark time in my life.

577
00:40:55,982 --> 00:40:57,717
What made it such a dark time?

578
00:41:00,619 --> 00:41:03,589
Well, my mom died.

579
00:41:03,689 --> 00:41:06,659
- What?
- Yeah.

580
00:41:06,759 --> 00:41:09,195
I'm so sorry. I had no idea.

581
00:41:09,295 --> 00:41:11,330
It's okay. I'm... I'm okay.

582
00:41:13,966 --> 00:41:16,569
What happened, if you...
I mean, you don't have to talk about it.

583
00:41:16,669 --> 00:41:19,905
- I just...
- No, I... I don't mind, honestly.

584
00:41:20,006 --> 00:41:21,874
And don't feel bad.

585
00:41:23,508 --> 00:41:28,114
But, yeah, um, the doctor said
that she had a brain aneurysm.

586
00:41:28,214 --> 00:41:32,018
And I came home one day
on my senior year,

587
00:41:32,118 --> 00:41:35,721
and she was just on the floor
in the kitchen.

588
00:41:37,656 --> 00:41:40,359
That day, that year...

589
00:41:42,795 --> 00:41:44,930
Yeah, and I never thought
something could hurt

590
00:41:45,031 --> 00:41:47,600
so much for so long like that.

591
00:41:50,169 --> 00:41:53,272
Yeah, it's been
almost about five years

592
00:41:53,372 --> 00:41:55,708
and it still feels like
a couple of weeks ago.

593
00:41:57,743 --> 00:42:00,913
But, like, what can you do?

594
00:42:02,948 --> 00:42:04,950
I loved her so much.

595
00:42:07,253 --> 00:42:09,221
Yeah, she really loved you too.

596
00:42:37,950 --> 00:42:39,718
- Thanks.
- Yeah.

597
00:42:41,353 --> 00:42:43,489
- Okay, good night.
- Good night.

598
00:42:45,124 --> 00:42:47,093
Hey.

599
00:42:47,193 --> 00:42:48,961
Maybe you wanna
hang out tomorrow,

600
00:42:49,061 --> 00:42:50,729
just the two of us?

601
00:42:52,898 --> 00:42:54,500
Yeah, I'd like that.

602
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:58,504
Wear something nice, but not,
like, too nice, all right?

603
00:42:58,604 --> 00:43:01,640
- Bye! Have a good night, guys.
- Good night.

604
00:43:18,558 --> 00:43:20,693
You have to do this every day?

605
00:43:20,793 --> 00:43:22,795
At least twice a day, ideally.

606
00:43:24,930 --> 00:43:28,334
- Feels kind of great.
- Right?

607
00:43:28,434 --> 00:43:30,169
How many bottles will this make?

608
00:43:30,269 --> 00:43:32,471
This should be about five cases,

609
00:43:32,572 --> 00:43:34,306
and each case is 12 bottles.

610
00:43:34,406 --> 00:43:35,708
So it's bad.

611
00:43:35,808 --> 00:43:37,688
You have an awful lot
of bad wine on your hands.

612
00:43:37,743 --> 00:43:39,979
Yeah, except it's not
gonna be bad, Matt.

613
00:43:41,413 --> 00:43:44,884
Vil, tell her that thing
that your grandma used to say.

614
00:43:44,984 --> 00:43:47,554
Uh, my grandma used to say
that when you bottle wine,

615
00:43:47,653 --> 00:43:49,688
you're bottling
a moment in time.

616
00:43:49,788 --> 00:43:52,691
The sun, the smell, the grapes
in the vineyard air

617
00:43:52,791 --> 00:43:54,260
all go into that moment.

618
00:43:54,360 --> 00:43:55,895
And when you open the bottle,

619
00:43:55,995 --> 00:43:57,564
you have access to that moment.

620
00:43:57,663 --> 00:44:00,332
- God, I fucking love that.
- Right?

621
00:44:00,432 --> 00:44:01,867
She was a great lady.

622
00:44:01,967 --> 00:44:04,236
- She doesn't make it anymore?
- Sadly, no.

623
00:44:04,336 --> 00:44:06,872
Uh, but she stayed at it
right up until the end.

624
00:44:06,972 --> 00:44:10,052
She had me doing exactly what you're
doing right now when I was eight or nine,

625
00:44:10,109 --> 00:44:13,245
and the grapes came up so high
on me that I could barely move.

626
00:44:13,345 --> 00:44:16,916
I still have a bottle of hers that
I'm saving for just the right moment.

627
00:44:17,016 --> 00:44:20,085
I'm just glad that she didn't live long
enough to actually taste that wine.

628
00:44:20,186 --> 00:44:21,621
Pain might have
killed her sooner.

629
00:44:21,720 --> 00:44:23,789
God, Matt, you're such a dick.

630
00:44:23,889 --> 00:44:25,559
I'm just kidding.

631
00:44:25,659 --> 00:44:27,826
Looks like
you're about ready to go.

632
00:44:29,061 --> 00:44:31,230
Ah, two and a half minutes.

633
00:44:32,666 --> 00:44:35,801
Ooh. You good?

634
00:44:35,901 --> 00:44:37,571
- Yeah.
- Okay.

635
00:44:41,974 --> 00:44:43,776
- Come on, just tell me.
- No.

636
00:44:43,876 --> 00:44:45,044
Please?

637
00:44:45,144 --> 00:44:46,779
Okay, I'll give you
three chances,

638
00:44:46,879 --> 00:44:49,315
and if you guess it,
I'll tell you.

639
00:44:49,415 --> 00:44:50,617
All right.

640
00:44:53,687 --> 00:44:55,721
- Suzanne Whitman?
- Fuck, no.

641
00:44:56,590 --> 00:44:58,257
- Okay.
- Not even close.

642
00:45:02,562 --> 00:45:03,762
Beth Lyman?

643
00:45:04,863 --> 00:45:07,567
Almost, but no.

644
00:45:07,667 --> 00:45:10,836
She works on a cruise ship and
she sends everyone postcards

645
00:45:10,936 --> 00:45:13,472
like we're, you know,
still in high school or something.

646
00:45:13,573 --> 00:45:16,242
It's kind of weird.

647
00:45:16,342 --> 00:45:17,644
Okay, okay.

648
00:45:22,514 --> 00:45:23,983
Not Kelly Brennan?

649
00:45:24,083 --> 00:45:25,117
No way.

650
00:45:27,419 --> 00:45:29,656
Oh, my God!

651
00:45:29,755 --> 00:45:31,691
- Wow!
- Stop.

652
00:45:31,790 --> 00:45:33,325
- Oh, my God.
- Okay, all right.

653
00:45:33,425 --> 00:45:35,961
- My choices weren't endless.
- Yikes.

654
00:45:37,429 --> 00:45:38,831
Who'd you go with, then?

655
00:45:40,199 --> 00:45:42,636
Junior year I didn't go.

656
00:45:43,469 --> 00:45:44,370
Why?

657
00:45:44,470 --> 00:45:45,804
Um...

658
00:45:45,904 --> 00:45:48,173
my mom had a really bad
break-up in the morning,

659
00:45:48,274 --> 00:45:50,009
so I had to stay home
and take care of her,

660
00:45:50,109 --> 00:45:52,679
and I canceled on a guy
named, uh, Mike Murphy.

661
00:45:52,778 --> 00:45:54,614
- Mike Murphy?
- Yeah.

662
00:45:54,714 --> 00:45:57,216
- That's a solid name.
- Yeah.

663
00:45:57,316 --> 00:46:00,219
Uh, he never spoke to me again, so.

664
00:46:00,319 --> 00:46:02,689
And then senior year,
I went with a guy

665
00:46:02,788 --> 00:46:05,124
that I had just started seeing,

666
00:46:05,224 --> 00:46:07,493
um, who was four years
older than me.

667
00:46:07,594 --> 00:46:09,495
His name was John Lansing.

668
00:46:10,764 --> 00:46:13,365
What about you,
Who did you go with senior year?

669
00:46:13,465 --> 00:46:17,069
Dropped out because
of my mom, you know.

670
00:46:17,169 --> 00:46:18,971
Just needed to start working.

671
00:46:24,276 --> 00:46:27,813
And your dad offered me a job,
which I'm really grateful for

672
00:46:27,913 --> 00:46:29,549
because I didn't know much
at the time

673
00:46:29,649 --> 00:46:33,852
and, you know, he showed me
everything I needed to know.

674
00:46:38,424 --> 00:46:40,492
It was just really giving me
a hard time.

675
00:46:42,194 --> 00:46:43,663
You didn't want to go back?

676
00:46:44,798 --> 00:46:46,432
Didn't really saw the point.

677
00:46:46,533 --> 00:46:48,735
I just needed to stay busy.

678
00:46:50,704 --> 00:46:53,038
The crowd goes wild.

679
00:46:53,138 --> 00:46:54,173
Come on.

680
00:47:01,213 --> 00:47:02,649
Oh, shit.

681
00:47:06,218 --> 00:47:08,588
Oh!

682
00:47:09,823 --> 00:47:11,758
Come here. No.

683
00:47:22,535 --> 00:47:30,442
<i>♪ Everybody tries
To make me dance ♪</i>

684
00:47:30,543 --> 00:47:36,181
<i>♪ But I just want To sit still ♪</i>

685
00:47:36,281 --> 00:47:40,219
<i>♪ And stare right at you ♪</i>

686
00:47:40,319 --> 00:47:43,956
<i>♪ With my strongest gaze ♪</i>

687
00:47:44,056 --> 00:47:50,295
<i>♪ It's an innocent
Youthful thrill ♪</i>

688
00:47:50,396 --> 00:47:57,136
<i>♪ And hold your hand
On my front porch swing ♪</i>

689
00:47:57,236 --> 00:48:04,611
<i>♪ When the summer night
Sends a chill ♪</i>

690
00:48:04,711 --> 00:48:11,450
<i>♪ And dream of driving
Way up north ♪</i>

691
00:48:11,551 --> 00:48:19,551
<i>♪ Though I know
We'll never get our fill ♪</i>

692
00:48:32,371 --> 00:48:34,874
It's... all the rain
and the spring,

693
00:48:34,973 --> 00:48:37,176
it makes the soil super fertile.

694
00:48:37,276 --> 00:48:39,044
Everything grows really easily.

695
00:48:39,144 --> 00:48:41,013
So do these weeds.

696
00:48:47,319 --> 00:48:49,221
This one is insane.

697
00:48:49,321 --> 00:48:51,658
Thanks.

698
00:48:51,758 --> 00:48:54,561
Um, they're mostly just
concepts for paintings.

699
00:48:54,661 --> 00:48:57,697
But I think that's what I like,
when they're just potential.

700
00:49:00,098 --> 00:49:02,201
Have you ever sold your work?

701
00:49:02,301 --> 00:49:05,037
Actually, for the first time
this year,

702
00:49:05,137 --> 00:49:07,406
a gallery took
a couple of my paintings.

703
00:49:07,506 --> 00:49:10,577
One of them sold,
and I couldn't believe it, really.

704
00:49:10,677 --> 00:49:12,612
Oh, I could
totally believe that.

705
00:49:14,781 --> 00:49:18,217
My dream is to have
an artist residency

706
00:49:18,317 --> 00:49:21,186
on a property
up in the mountains,

707
00:49:21,286 --> 00:49:26,325
a place where artists
can come, create, heal.

708
00:49:31,664 --> 00:49:35,300
How do you know you could
do it, like, be an artist?

709
00:49:36,101 --> 00:49:38,237
I don't know.

710
00:49:38,337 --> 00:49:40,540
I guess drawing and painting

711
00:49:40,640 --> 00:49:44,009
just make it easier for me
to live with myself.

712
00:49:44,811 --> 00:49:47,079
- You don't know how to shuffle.
- I don't... me?

713
00:49:47,179 --> 00:49:48,982
You haven't even started yet.

714
00:49:49,782 --> 00:49:52,084
- Two fives.
- Bullshit.

715
00:49:52,184 --> 00:49:54,554
- It was real, dude.
- Really?

716
00:49:54,654 --> 00:49:56,623
- Yikes.
- All right, one, two.

717
00:49:56,723 --> 00:49:58,925
- All right.
- Bullshit.

718
00:50:01,360 --> 00:50:04,296
- No, we're not.
- Hey!

719
00:50:04,396 --> 00:50:05,532
That sucks.

720
00:50:05,632 --> 00:50:07,534
Like, when you've gotten
so good at cards

721
00:50:07,634 --> 00:50:10,603
that you've gone to, like, the World
Series of Poker, or whatever the fuck,

722
00:50:10,703 --> 00:50:13,138
I would pay to have the entire
deck stacked against you,

723
00:50:13,238 --> 00:50:16,709
just bad hand after bad hand
after fucking bad hand.

724
00:50:16,809 --> 00:50:18,319
- What's a rich-person prank?
- Two fives.

725
00:50:18,343 --> 00:50:20,145
It's like where if you had
unlimited resources

726
00:50:20,245 --> 00:50:22,147
to mess with somebody
at your disposal.

727
00:50:22,247 --> 00:50:25,552
Yeah, I had one where Matt's
playing the biggest show of his life

728
00:50:25,652 --> 00:50:27,921
and everyone in the audience
is a paid actor,

729
00:50:28,021 --> 00:50:29,254
so he plays this first song,

730
00:50:29,354 --> 00:50:30,890
which is inevitably
disappointing,

731
00:50:30,990 --> 00:50:33,392
and everyone just starts
filtering out one by one

732
00:50:33,492 --> 00:50:35,427
until he's left playing
to an empty room,

733
00:50:35,527 --> 00:50:38,831
which, incidentally, perfect title for
that memoir you've been working on.

734
00:50:38,932 --> 00:50:41,333
All right, I got one...

735
00:50:41,433 --> 00:50:44,336
where Vili here, when he gets
to his fucking dream paradise,

736
00:50:44,436 --> 00:50:46,582
when he's in, like,
the startup whatever the hell he does...

737
00:50:46,606 --> 00:50:50,309
- Don't doubt it.
- Gets that dream house in Pasadena or a fucking Mars,

738
00:50:50,409 --> 00:50:52,679
- wherever you go when you're rich.
- One of the two.

739
00:50:52,779 --> 00:50:54,479
Where you got your dream house

740
00:50:54,581 --> 00:50:56,983
and I pay to have it completely
leveled when you're gone,

741
00:50:57,115 --> 00:50:59,251
rebuilt like at the end
of <i>Freddy Got Fingered,</i>

742
00:50:59,351 --> 00:51:00,753
upside down.

743
00:51:00,853 --> 00:51:03,488
I've got one, but I'm not
even going to tell you guys

744
00:51:03,590 --> 00:51:05,524
because I'm probably gonna
do it to one of you.

745
00:51:05,625 --> 00:51:07,860
Okay, I'm actually scared.

746
00:51:07,961 --> 00:51:10,495
But I do like the idea of
cutting the brakes in the truck

747
00:51:10,597 --> 00:51:12,497
right before Matt goes to drive.

748
00:51:12,599 --> 00:51:14,601
- Whoa.
- Okay.

749
00:51:14,701 --> 00:51:17,135
Well, one, that's not
a rich-person prank

750
00:51:17,235 --> 00:51:19,038
because it doesn't cost
any money.

751
00:51:19,137 --> 00:51:21,608
And two, that's called
murder, you fucking psycho.

752
00:51:24,944 --> 00:51:26,345
Fuck it. It doesn't matter.

753
00:51:26,445 --> 00:51:28,480
- It doesn't matter.
- Just somebody go.

754
00:51:28,581 --> 00:51:31,116
- Sam, tell us something interesting about you.
- Bullshit.

755
00:51:31,216 --> 00:51:33,385
- No, it's real.
- Damn.

756
00:51:33,485 --> 00:51:35,655
When I was younger,
I used to sing opera.

757
00:51:35,755 --> 00:51:38,457
Yeah, I had this lady come
to my house every weekend.

758
00:51:38,558 --> 00:51:40,627
Oh, fuck, dude, opera's fire.

759
00:51:40,727 --> 00:51:42,160
- I love opera.
- Word.

760
00:51:42,260 --> 00:51:43,796
- No.
- Oh.

761
00:51:43,896 --> 00:51:45,197
Not me.

762
00:51:45,297 --> 00:51:46,775
And I can balance
anything on my head.

763
00:51:46,799 --> 00:51:47,867
- Really?
- Yeah.

764
00:51:47,967 --> 00:51:49,802
Show us.

765
00:51:51,236 --> 00:51:52,538
Oh, my God.

766
00:51:52,639 --> 00:51:54,073
- Wow!
- Wow.

767
00:51:54,172 --> 00:51:56,341
- Wow.
- That's pretty cool.

768
00:51:56,441 --> 00:51:58,243
- That's a life skill.
- I can hold...

769
00:51:58,343 --> 00:51:59,846
Please don't drop that on me.

770
00:51:59,946 --> 00:52:02,347
I can hold my breath
so my body doesn't even move,

771
00:52:02,447 --> 00:52:04,516
so I'd be perfect
for, like, a crime show.

772
00:52:04,617 --> 00:52:06,919
Like, the beginning scene
when there's a dead body?

773
00:52:07,020 --> 00:52:08,353
Whoa, so true.

774
00:52:08,453 --> 00:52:11,591
One three, Uno out, bitches.

775
00:52:11,691 --> 00:52:13,191
All right, second place, then?

776
00:52:13,291 --> 00:52:14,827
I just don't care. I'm done.

777
00:52:14,927 --> 00:52:16,487
Well, I can do
a sick Australian accent.

778
00:52:16,529 --> 00:52:18,531
- Really? Do it.
- Let's hear it.

779
00:52:20,033 --> 00:52:22,234
G'day, mate! Danger's me name.

780
00:52:22,334 --> 00:52:24,037
Playing music's me game.

781
00:52:24,137 --> 00:52:26,338
Please, next time you
think to do that, spare us.

782
00:52:26,438 --> 00:52:28,541
You sound like a fucking pirate.

783
00:52:28,641 --> 00:52:30,442
I'm pretty good at masturbating.

784
00:52:32,111 --> 00:52:33,713
- What, anywhere?
- Oh, my God!

785
00:52:33,813 --> 00:52:35,782
- Yeah.
- In a room with four other people?

786
00:52:35,882 --> 00:52:37,750
Wait, yeah,
you're right next to my bed.

787
00:52:37,850 --> 00:52:39,384
- I'm quiet.
- Dang.

788
00:52:39,484 --> 00:52:41,253
- Oh, my God.
- You are a deep sleeper.

789
00:52:41,353 --> 00:52:42,955
That's true, lots of wine.

790
00:52:43,056 --> 00:52:44,456
That's another life skill,
no doubt.

791
00:52:44,557 --> 00:52:46,491
No boo, no boo, no boo.

792
00:52:55,300 --> 00:52:57,737
Al, Al, Al.

793
00:53:47,120 --> 00:53:48,755
Go ahead.

794
00:53:53,025 --> 00:53:54,160
Nice.

795
00:54:00,900 --> 00:54:03,335
So, what's my dad like
these days?

796
00:54:03,435 --> 00:54:05,303
You know...

797
00:54:05,403 --> 00:54:07,840
pretty quiet, I guess,
keeps to himself.

798
00:54:07,940 --> 00:54:09,942
Likes the work.

799
00:54:10,042 --> 00:54:12,344
Yeah, he seems really different.

800
00:54:12,444 --> 00:54:13,846
People change.

801
00:54:13,946 --> 00:54:15,648
It's been a long time.

802
00:54:15,748 --> 00:54:17,049
Yeah, I guess.

803
00:54:17,150 --> 00:54:19,051
He's happy to have you
here, though.

804
00:54:19,152 --> 00:54:21,053
That's for sure.

805
00:54:21,154 --> 00:54:23,022
Does he say anything about me?

806
00:54:23,990 --> 00:54:25,457
Little things here and there.

807
00:54:25,558 --> 00:54:29,629
Like, he'll mention you
as if you're still here, but...

808
00:54:31,998 --> 00:54:34,033
I guess it helps.

809
00:54:34,133 --> 00:54:35,467
I'm gonna go pay.

810
00:54:35,568 --> 00:54:37,203
- Okay.
- I'll be back.

811
00:54:56,122 --> 00:54:57,522
I'll drive.

812
00:54:57,623 --> 00:54:59,357
You remember how?

813
00:54:59,457 --> 00:55:01,227
Taylor, I taught you
how to drive.

814
00:55:01,326 --> 00:55:02,460
Okay.

815
00:55:03,863 --> 00:55:05,363
Just don't kill me.

816
00:57:06,886 --> 00:57:08,453
It's so beautiful here.

817
00:57:12,457 --> 00:57:14,660
I always pictured
bringing you here.

818
00:57:14,760 --> 00:57:16,195
Really? Why?

819
00:57:17,163 --> 00:57:20,700
It's gonna sound strange,
but remember those blanket forts

820
00:57:20,800 --> 00:57:23,602
we used to make as kids
at my mom's place?

821
00:57:24,670 --> 00:57:27,273
Yeah, I do.

822
00:57:28,274 --> 00:57:31,143
Every time I'm out here,
I... I just think of that.

823
00:57:34,680 --> 00:57:35,982
I don't know why.

824
00:57:42,321 --> 00:57:43,723
Taylor, I lied to you.

825
00:57:49,494 --> 00:57:51,364
I lied to you about New York.

826
00:57:53,432 --> 00:57:55,735
I don't work at a photo studio.

827
00:57:57,103 --> 00:58:00,906
I work a graveyard shift
at a copy and print shop.

828
00:58:03,376 --> 00:58:05,578
I'm afraid to show my photos.

829
00:58:07,680 --> 00:58:09,915
I don't think they're any good.

830
00:58:10,016 --> 00:58:13,853
And my life looks nothing
like the one that I pictured.

831
00:58:17,623 --> 00:58:19,458
I'm sorry
that I lied to you, but...

832
00:58:19,558 --> 00:58:21,560
Don't apologize for that.

833
00:58:21,660 --> 00:58:23,696
None of that matters to me.

834
00:58:28,467 --> 00:58:32,571
I think just being back here
has made me realize

835
00:58:32,671 --> 00:58:35,574
all the dreams that I've had
that are slipping away

836
00:58:35,674 --> 00:58:37,710
without me even realizing it.

837
00:58:39,912 --> 00:58:42,615
Maybe that's why
you're here now...

838
00:58:42,715 --> 00:58:44,784
to find that.

839
00:58:44,884 --> 00:58:47,853
What did that 15-year-old
want with her life?

840
00:58:56,062 --> 00:58:58,197
I wanted to be a photographer.

841
00:58:59,698 --> 00:59:01,901
I wanted to shoot for magazines.

842
00:59:02,001 --> 00:59:04,070
I wanted to travel the world.

843
00:59:04,170 --> 00:59:05,871
I wanted to move to LA.

844
00:59:07,006 --> 00:59:08,207
Why LA?

845
00:59:11,343 --> 00:59:14,680
I had this book of Stephen Shore
photographs from his LA series,

846
00:59:14,780 --> 00:59:17,716
and I was just obsessed with it.

847
00:59:20,719 --> 00:59:22,188
I would look at those photos

848
00:59:22,288 --> 00:59:25,157
and I would just think,
"I belong here."

849
00:59:26,859 --> 00:59:27,993
Yeah?

850
00:59:29,028 --> 00:59:31,497
You know when you're a kid
and you think

851
00:59:31,597 --> 00:59:34,834
you are the only person
that has a dream like that?

852
00:59:38,237 --> 00:59:41,240
I don't think anyone sees the
world the way you do, Sam.

853
00:59:46,745 --> 00:59:48,080
It's all just...

854
00:59:50,049 --> 00:59:52,485
more complicated now.

855
00:59:52,586 --> 00:59:55,087
You don't have to
figure it all out tonight.

856
00:59:57,890 --> 01:00:00,359
We can just pretend
things are simple again.

857
01:00:15,074 --> 01:00:18,878
<i>♪ The waves got high
Didn't they? ♪</i>

858
01:00:18,978 --> 01:00:22,549
<i>♪ I know I tried
But I lost the way ♪</i>

859
01:00:22,648 --> 01:00:28,320
<i>♪ I didn't know which way
To go, so I held on ♪</i>

860
01:00:29,623 --> 01:00:33,593
<i>♪ I cannot lie I promise you ♪</i>

861
01:00:33,692 --> 01:00:36,996
<i>♪ Through it all
It was always you ♪</i>

862
01:00:37,096 --> 01:00:41,333
<i>♪ I prayed that I could
Stop loving you ♪</i>

863
01:00:42,835 --> 01:00:46,405
<i>♪ Now we're staring
At a shipwreck ♪</i>

864
01:00:46,505 --> 01:00:52,711
<i>♪ Oh, my God, I never thought
That we'd get lost at sea ♪</i>

865
01:00:53,979 --> 01:00:56,015
<i>♪ How did we? ♪</i>

866
01:00:57,349 --> 01:01:01,020
<i>♪ It takes two to keep going ♪</i>

867
01:01:01,120 --> 01:01:04,056
<i>♪ It takes one to let go and ♪</i>

868
01:01:04,156 --> 01:01:07,561
<i>♪ You're lost at sea ♪</i>

869
01:01:08,562 --> 01:01:12,097
<i>♪ How did we? ♪</i>

870
01:01:15,067 --> 01:01:18,904
<i>♪ When there's no anchor
There's no safety ♪</i>

871
01:01:19,004 --> 01:01:22,908
<i>♪ You started drifting
I tried to save you ♪</i>

872
01:01:24,243 --> 01:01:28,047
<i>♪ But you let go ♪</i>

873
01:01:28,147 --> 01:01:31,817
<i>♪ Now we're staring
At a shipwreck ♪</i>

874
01:01:31,917 --> 01:01:34,887
<i>♪ Oh, my God
I never thought that ♪</i>

875
01:01:34,987 --> 01:01:39,258
<i>♪ We'd get lost at sea ♪</i>

876
01:01:39,358 --> 01:01:41,227
<i>♪ How did we? ♪</i>

877
01:01:42,761 --> 01:01:46,332
<i>♪ It takes two to keep going ♪</i>

878
01:01:46,432 --> 01:01:49,501
<i>♪ It takes one to let go and ♪</i>

879
01:01:49,603 --> 01:01:53,739
<i>♪ You're lost at sea ♪</i>

880
01:01:53,839 --> 01:01:55,774
<i>♪ How did we? ♪</i>

881
01:01:55,874 --> 01:01:59,445
<i>♪ How did we? How did we? ♪</i>

882
01:02:19,365 --> 01:02:20,766
<i>And I'm glad for you.</i>

883
01:02:20,866 --> 01:02:23,703
<i>It must be nice having
your little vacation out there.</i>

884
01:02:23,802 --> 01:02:26,171
<i>But what you need
is a real plan.</i>

885
01:02:26,272 --> 01:02:29,208
<i>Derek always says
this thing that I just love.</i>

886
01:02:29,308 --> 01:02:32,111
<i>A goal without a plan is a goal.</i>

887
01:02:32,211 --> 01:02:35,548
<i>No, wait, that's not it.</i>

888
01:02:35,649 --> 01:02:39,285
<i>It's a goal
without a plan is a...</i>

889
01:02:39,385 --> 01:02:42,121
<i>Oh, well,
I forgot the last part.</i>

890
01:02:42,221 --> 01:02:45,324
<i>But the point is you need to
get serious about your life.</i>

891
01:02:45,424 --> 01:02:48,494
<i>Remember, this is
an opportunity for you.</i>

892
01:02:48,595 --> 01:02:50,496
<i>A wish! That was it.</i>

893
01:02:50,597 --> 01:02:53,499
<i>A goal without a plan
is just a wish.</i>

894
01:02:54,967 --> 01:02:58,137
All right, just something
I've been working on, you know.

895
01:02:58,237 --> 01:03:01,874
It's not like a...
like a solo project.

896
01:03:01,974 --> 01:03:05,311
- It's more of, like, a side thing.
- Okay.

897
01:03:05,411 --> 01:03:06,713
Allie is going to hate it.

898
01:03:06,812 --> 01:03:08,612
It's like when Lennon
first heard "Yesterday,"

899
01:03:08,682 --> 01:03:11,059
and he's like, "There's no way we're
gonna release that as a single."

900
01:03:11,083 --> 01:03:13,485
- "It's too soft."
- Okay, just show me.

901
01:03:13,586 --> 01:03:14,721
All right.

902
01:03:15,689 --> 01:03:18,324
- And the guitar is not mixed at all.
- Matt, just play it!

903
01:03:18,424 --> 01:03:19,559
All right.

904
01:03:22,961 --> 01:03:26,265
<i>♪ What I need is ♪</i>

905
01:03:26,365 --> 01:03:30,704
- Thanks.
- <i>♪ What I need is ♪</i>

906
01:03:30,804 --> 01:03:37,242
<i>♪ What I need is ♪</i>

907
01:03:37,343 --> 01:03:40,279
- <i>♪ What I need is... ♪</i>
- Ten bucks, best out of three?

908
01:03:40,379 --> 01:03:43,717
- <i>♪ What I need is... ♪</i>
- I got five.

909
01:03:43,817 --> 01:03:46,586
- <i>♪ What I need is... ♪</i>
- You shoot first.

910
01:03:46,686 --> 01:03:48,253
That'll do.

911
01:03:53,793 --> 01:03:55,861
Shit.

912
01:04:00,966 --> 01:04:02,334
Can't see it.

913
01:04:04,970 --> 01:04:06,405
Come...

914
01:04:06,505 --> 01:04:07,674
All right.

915
01:04:10,376 --> 01:04:14,480
<i>♪ What I want is, want is ♪</i>

916
01:04:14,581 --> 01:04:17,416
<i>♪ Want is you... ♪</i>

917
01:04:17,516 --> 01:04:19,385
- As if.
- Pay up, motherfucker.

918
01:04:19,485 --> 01:04:21,320
- This gun fucking sucks.
- You suck.

919
01:04:21,420 --> 01:04:24,089
- Pay me.
- Double or nothing.

920
01:04:25,524 --> 01:04:27,526
I'm like a hillbilly Lara Croft.

921
01:04:30,929 --> 01:04:32,565
Shit!

922
01:05:06,566 --> 01:05:09,903
I really, really like it.

923
01:05:11,771 --> 01:05:13,005
Thanks.

924
01:05:13,105 --> 01:05:15,675
Yeah, it's... it's really good.

925
01:05:17,409 --> 01:05:18,477
Cool.

926
01:05:19,546 --> 01:05:21,447
How can you not see
there's something broken?

927
01:05:21,548 --> 01:05:24,149
Yeah, but what are you even
talking about, like, anti-capitalist?

928
01:05:24,249 --> 01:05:25,729
That's like me saying
I'm anti-oxygen.

929
01:05:25,819 --> 01:05:28,320
I depend on it
every day of my life.

930
01:05:28,420 --> 01:05:31,791
We're actually a lot less
dependent than you think.

931
01:05:31,891 --> 01:05:34,226
Guys, this bread's
not even expired.

932
01:05:34,326 --> 01:05:35,728
This is what
the system produces...

933
01:05:35,829 --> 01:05:37,963
need and waste simultaneously.

934
01:05:38,063 --> 01:05:39,566
It's fucked up
on so many levels.

935
01:05:39,666 --> 01:05:42,134
But there's always been need.
That's intrinsic to humanity.

936
01:05:42,234 --> 01:05:45,170
There's always going to be
some kind of need.

937
01:05:45,270 --> 01:05:47,248
You just think you're gonna
make a fortune someday,

938
01:05:47,272 --> 01:05:49,392
and maybe you will,
but the rest of us probably won't.

939
01:05:49,475 --> 01:05:53,045
I saw a documentary one time
that said that, like...

940
01:05:53,145 --> 01:05:56,549
um, that, like, half
the food on Earth is wasted.

941
01:05:56,649 --> 01:05:59,084
Matt, I seriously doubt that.

942
01:05:59,184 --> 01:06:00,920
It was a pretty compelling
documentary.

943
01:06:01,019 --> 01:06:02,421
Yeah, well, so there's waste.

944
01:06:02,521 --> 01:06:04,232
That's just a by-product
of being able to produce

945
01:06:04,256 --> 01:06:05,725
whatever you want,
whenever you want.

946
01:06:05,825 --> 01:06:07,827
That is some free-market
bullshit and you know it.

947
01:06:07,927 --> 01:06:10,095
It's not free market!
I'm just being realistic.

948
01:06:10,195 --> 01:06:12,842
I'm not gonna fucking sit here and
have a conversation with you guys

949
01:06:12,866 --> 01:06:15,033
about some utopia that's
never gonna actually exist.

950
01:06:15,133 --> 01:06:17,102
You sound like
a fucking libertarian.

951
01:06:17,202 --> 01:06:18,872
So what if I am a libertarian?

952
01:06:18,972 --> 01:06:21,674
Libertarians are just hippies
that grew up and bought guns.

953
01:06:21,774 --> 01:06:23,943
Well, I'm glad you read
your first Noam Chomsky book

954
01:06:24,042 --> 01:06:27,112
and now you're an expert on
oversimplified global economics.

955
01:06:27,212 --> 01:06:29,014
Like, Jesus Christ,
you and Matt should make

956
01:06:29,114 --> 01:06:31,885
a really compelling
documentary about it.

957
01:06:31,985 --> 01:06:34,419
- That sounds cool.
- I don't think it's naïve

958
01:06:34,520 --> 01:06:36,320
to think that there could be
something better.

959
01:06:36,388 --> 01:06:39,358
Yeah, well, then show me system
that actually exists, you know,

960
01:06:39,458 --> 01:06:41,804
and we can sit here and have an
intelligent conversation about it.

961
01:06:41,828 --> 01:06:45,230
But until then, I'm gonna try to work
within the system that actually exists.

962
01:06:54,473 --> 01:06:55,775
What's your plan?

963
01:06:59,211 --> 01:07:00,379
This.

964
01:07:01,213 --> 01:07:02,715
No, like, your life plan.

965
01:07:04,182 --> 01:07:05,350
What do you mean?

966
01:07:06,686 --> 01:07:10,590
Like, if you could
wake up in 10 years,

967
01:07:10,690 --> 01:07:12,124
what would you be doing?

968
01:07:13,993 --> 01:07:17,262
I'd be here with you.

969
01:07:18,096 --> 01:07:20,465
- I'm serious.
- So am I.

970
01:07:25,672 --> 01:07:28,340
You never thought about
going back to school?

971
01:07:28,440 --> 01:07:32,812
- I knew that bothered you.
- No, it doesn't.

972
01:07:37,382 --> 01:07:40,753
I'm just wondering
if you've ever thought

973
01:07:40,853 --> 01:07:43,923
about doing something else.

974
01:07:45,858 --> 01:07:47,827
Sam, I don't have what you have.

975
01:07:49,062 --> 01:07:54,132
For me, there's no special
gift or secret skill,

976
01:07:54,232 --> 01:07:56,936
but I'm happy here

977
01:07:57,036 --> 01:08:00,472
and I wanna share that
with someone.

978
01:08:12,351 --> 01:08:15,855
I don't understand why you can't
just tell your partner your number.

979
01:08:15,955 --> 01:08:17,857
They separate the numbers
at the beginning

980
01:08:17,957 --> 01:08:19,559
before she gets the first clue.

981
01:08:19,659 --> 01:08:22,494
You could definitely make up
signals, though, like...

982
01:08:24,496 --> 01:08:27,165
Very subtle, though.

983
01:08:27,265 --> 01:08:28,433
Wait.

984
01:08:29,902 --> 01:08:31,236
Ew.

985
01:08:31,336 --> 01:08:33,472
I got you some of that
non-dairy ice cream in there

986
01:08:33,573 --> 01:08:35,307
in case you want some.

987
01:08:35,407 --> 01:08:38,210
- I didn't even know that was a thing.
- Thank you.

988
01:08:43,348 --> 01:08:45,885
- Hello?
- <i>Samantha, it's your mother.</i>

989
01:08:45,985 --> 01:08:48,087
- Hi, Mom.
- <i>I was just thinking about you</i>

990
01:08:48,186 --> 01:08:49,822
<i>and wanted to see
how you're doing.</i>

991
01:08:49,922 --> 01:08:52,491
I'm good. I'm actually in the
middle of something right now.

992
01:08:52,592 --> 01:08:54,159
Can I call you back later?

993
01:08:54,259 --> 01:08:56,062
<i>Oh, real quick while I have you.</i>

994
01:08:56,161 --> 01:08:57,664
<i>What's the Wi-Fi password?</i>

995
01:08:57,764 --> 01:09:00,165
<i>Derek is trying to log in
with his laptop computer</i>

996
01:09:00,265 --> 01:09:01,668
<i>and I don't know the password.</i>

997
01:09:01,768 --> 01:09:04,202
- It's on the back of the router.
- <i>No, I already looked.</i>

998
01:09:04,302 --> 01:09:05,772
<i>It's not. Just give it to me.</i>

999
01:09:05,872 --> 01:09:10,109
- Okay, it's H-N-S-N...
- <i>Wait, hold on.</i>

1000
01:09:10,208 --> 01:09:11,944
<i>Sweetie, I have the password.</i>

1001
01:09:12,045 --> 01:09:13,613
<i>Okay, say it again.</i>

1002
01:09:13,713 --> 01:09:16,415
H-N-S-N...

1003
01:09:16,515 --> 01:09:18,751
<i>H-N-S-N.</i>

1004
01:09:18,851 --> 01:09:23,321
- I-V-V-7.
- <i>I-V-V-7.</i>

1005
01:09:25,524 --> 01:09:27,794
<i>No, that didn't work.
You must have said it wrong.</i>

1006
01:09:27,894 --> 01:09:30,262
<i>Okay, say it again.
I'm going to write it down.</i>

1007
01:09:30,362 --> 01:09:32,632
Okay, it's written on the
back of the router, though.

1008
01:09:32,732 --> 01:09:34,734
<i>Okay, I'm ready, go ahead.</i>

1009
01:09:34,834 --> 01:09:39,572
Okay, it's H-N-S,
"N" as in "Nancy,".

1010
01:09:39,672 --> 01:09:43,375
I-V, "V" as in "Victoria," 7.

1011
01:09:43,475 --> 01:09:45,678
<i>Okay, here, try this.</i>

1012
01:09:47,180 --> 01:09:50,482
<i>Oh, good, he got the password
off the back of the router.</i>

1013
01:09:50,583 --> 01:09:53,653
<i>When you're back, you should change
it to something easier to remember.</i>

1014
01:09:53,753 --> 01:09:55,320
Okay.

1015
01:09:55,420 --> 01:09:57,090
<i>Oh, I did want to make sure</i>

1016
01:09:57,190 --> 01:09:59,224
<i>you're still helping with rent
this month.</i>

1017
01:09:59,324 --> 01:10:02,294
<i>Derek's in between jobs,
so that would really help.</i>

1018
01:10:02,394 --> 01:10:05,263
Yeah, okay. I gotta go.

1019
01:10:26,085 --> 01:10:27,587
Oh, my God!

1020
01:10:28,520 --> 01:10:30,823
I can't believe
you still have this.

1021
01:10:31,958 --> 01:10:33,726
She still runs good, too.

1022
01:10:56,115 --> 01:10:58,383
I can't believe
you still have this.

1023
01:10:58,483 --> 01:11:00,519
It wasn't mine to give away.

1024
01:11:00,620 --> 01:11:04,289
Plus, I always kind of hope somehow
you might have use for it one day.

1025
01:11:04,389 --> 01:11:07,492
Yeah, I still remember you
picking me up from school in it.

1026
01:11:07,593 --> 01:11:09,595
Yeah, me too.

1027
01:11:14,332 --> 01:11:16,035
Can I ask you something?

1028
01:11:19,304 --> 01:11:20,438
Of course.

1029
01:11:21,941 --> 01:11:23,876
How do you know
what the right thing to do is

1030
01:11:23,976 --> 01:11:25,645
when it isn't clear?

1031
01:11:26,679 --> 01:11:28,480
I'm the last person
who should be offering

1032
01:11:28,581 --> 01:11:31,150
anyone advice, especially you.

1033
01:11:32,484 --> 01:11:33,686
I'm serious.

1034
01:11:35,755 --> 01:11:38,390
In the program, you know,
we have that prayer thing.

1035
01:11:39,125 --> 01:11:40,425
Yeah.

1036
01:11:40,525 --> 01:11:43,729
"Serenity to accept
the things I cannot change,

1037
01:11:43,830 --> 01:11:45,698
courage to change
the things I can,

1038
01:11:45,798 --> 01:11:47,900
and wisdom to know
the difference."

1039
01:11:48,000 --> 01:11:50,703
It's a lot harder
than it sounds.

1040
01:11:50,803 --> 01:11:54,540
But except that you can't
save anyone,

1041
01:11:54,640 --> 01:11:56,242
or fix anyone, or change anyone.

1042
01:11:56,341 --> 01:11:58,343
That's where it all starts.

1043
01:11:58,443 --> 01:12:01,346
That's where you stop thinking
you control that much

1044
01:12:01,446 --> 01:12:03,549
and start to realize
how little you really do.

1045
01:12:03,649 --> 01:12:05,218
Yeah, well, that's easy
for you to say.

1046
01:12:05,318 --> 01:12:07,119
You're not responsible
for anybody.

1047
01:12:07,220 --> 01:12:11,624
Believe me, my whole life
has been filled with mistakes,

1048
01:12:11,724 --> 01:12:14,227
things that I'm still
trying to make amends for,

1049
01:12:14,327 --> 01:12:16,796
but I can't be responsible
for anyone else's life,

1050
01:12:16,896 --> 01:12:19,298
just like you can't be
responsible for your mom's.

1051
01:12:19,397 --> 01:12:22,201
- Somebody had to be.
- When you take on the weight of someone else,

1052
01:12:22,301 --> 01:12:25,271
it holds you back, and it cripples
them from growing themselves.

1053
01:12:25,370 --> 01:12:28,040
Is that what you think
I'm doing, I'm crippling her?

1054
01:12:30,076 --> 01:12:31,911
I think you have a big heart

1055
01:12:32,011 --> 01:12:34,247
and you don't want her
to feel pain.

1056
01:12:35,513 --> 01:12:38,284
But you can't do that forever.

1057
01:12:38,383 --> 01:12:41,554
Right now, you need to do
what's best for you,

1058
01:12:41,654 --> 01:12:44,489
not her or anyone else, you.

1059
01:12:44,590 --> 01:12:45,791
So, is that what you did?

1060
01:12:45,892 --> 01:12:47,727
You just did what was best
for you?

1061
01:12:47,827 --> 01:12:50,963
Because you weren't around when
I was the one taking care of her

1062
01:12:51,063 --> 01:12:53,431
and trying to put myself
through high school, okay.

1063
01:12:53,532 --> 01:12:55,467
So you don't get
to write your letters,

1064
01:12:55,568 --> 01:12:57,803
you don't get to call me
on my birthday,

1065
01:12:57,904 --> 01:13:02,775
and you don't get to tell me this
bullshit 12-step speech, okay.

1066
01:13:02,875 --> 01:13:05,044
It's too fucking late.

1067
01:13:06,712 --> 01:13:09,982
All I know
is a person's life is defined

1068
01:13:10,082 --> 01:13:13,152
by just a handful of choices.

1069
01:13:13,252 --> 01:13:16,055
Yeah, well, you really missed
some of those, didn't you?

1070
01:13:37,209 --> 01:13:39,312
Hey, look, it's Ansel Adams.

1071
01:13:43,582 --> 01:13:46,484
- Cute pics here.
- Give me those.

1072
01:13:47,286 --> 01:13:50,089
- Really edgy.
- I'm serious, give them to me.

1073
01:13:50,890 --> 01:13:52,267
- What are you so upset about?
- Hey.

1074
01:13:52,291 --> 01:13:53,659
Why does she have these?

1075
01:13:53,759 --> 01:13:55,194
Al, give those back.

1076
01:13:59,565 --> 01:14:01,834
- Fuck you!
- Hey.

1077
01:14:01,934 --> 01:14:03,436
Hey, stop. What...

1078
01:14:04,770 --> 01:14:07,649
I... you left those in the back of my
trunk and I thought it would be nice to...

1079
01:14:07,673 --> 01:14:09,175
I didn't ask you to do that.

1080
01:14:09,275 --> 01:14:11,119
I thought the whole point was
for people to see anyways.

1081
01:14:11,143 --> 01:14:13,312
No, I don't need you
to do shit for me, all right.

1082
01:14:13,412 --> 01:14:16,582
- I don't need you to fix me.
- That's not what I'm doing.

1083
01:14:16,682 --> 01:14:18,551
Okay, so then what is it
that you're doing?

1084
01:14:18,651 --> 01:14:19,919
What is this?

1085
01:14:20,019 --> 01:14:22,588
I love you,
but you have to let me.

1086
01:14:22,688 --> 01:14:25,424
- It's not that simple.
- Why?

1087
01:14:25,523 --> 01:14:27,135
Why does it have to be
more complicated than that?

1088
01:14:27,159 --> 01:14:29,695
Because this isn't a life, okay?

1089
01:14:29,795 --> 01:14:32,098
It's cute,
but it's also pathetic.

1090
01:14:32,198 --> 01:14:35,334
I'm fucked up, but at least
I live in the real fucking world

1091
01:14:35,434 --> 01:14:37,103
where people don't grow up
to be painters

1092
01:14:37,203 --> 01:14:40,072
and rock stars
and drink wine all day.

1093
01:14:43,609 --> 01:14:45,344
I think you should go.

1094
01:15:30,423 --> 01:15:33,092
Hello?

1095
01:15:33,192 --> 01:15:35,161
Mom? Is that you?

1096
01:15:35,261 --> 01:15:38,397
- Is everything okay?
- <i>I'm okay.</i>

1097
01:15:38,497 --> 01:15:41,967
- Mom, what's wrong?
- <i>He... he left.</i>

1098
01:15:42,068 --> 01:15:43,769
- Who left?
- <i>Derek.</i>

1099
01:15:43,869 --> 01:15:45,504
<i>Derek left just now.</i>

1100
01:15:45,604 --> 01:15:47,573
What do you mean he left?
He just moved in.

1101
01:15:47,673 --> 01:15:49,108
<i>He said I was weak</i>

1102
01:15:49,208 --> 01:15:51,644
<i>and that this just wasn't
working out for him.</i>

1103
01:15:51,744 --> 01:15:54,113
<i>Then I got upset and he told
me there was another woman,</i>

1104
01:15:54,213 --> 01:15:56,782
<i>Lisa, who he had ended
things with a few months ago</i>

1105
01:15:56,882 --> 01:15:59,985
<i>but he said he loved her and wanted
to be with her instead of me.</i>

1106
01:16:00,086 --> 01:16:02,755
<i>So he's gone, and I'm alone,
and I need you to come back</i>

1107
01:16:02,855 --> 01:16:05,257
- <i>and take care of me, Samantha.</i>
- Mom...

1108
01:16:06,625 --> 01:16:07,960
Okay, just listen to me.

1109
01:16:08,060 --> 01:16:10,963
Just take a shower,
get something to eat.

1110
01:16:11,063 --> 01:16:12,131
Okay? Breathe.

1111
01:16:12,231 --> 01:16:13,966
Everything's gonna be fine.

1112
01:16:14,066 --> 01:16:15,835
<i>I need you here.</i>

1113
01:16:36,590 --> 01:16:38,424
Thought you'd want
to have these.

1114
01:16:41,260 --> 01:16:43,295
Sorry for being an asshole.

1115
01:16:45,565 --> 01:16:46,632
Thanks.

1116
01:16:47,433 --> 01:16:48,868
I was just playing around.

1117
01:16:50,169 --> 01:16:51,538
I know.

1118
01:16:51,637 --> 01:16:52,972
I'm just going through a lot,

1119
01:16:53,072 --> 01:16:55,207
and I definitely
took it out on you.

1120
01:16:56,308 --> 01:16:58,711
This is just the first place
that's ever felt like home,

1121
01:16:58,811 --> 01:17:00,980
so I got really protective.

1122
01:17:01,080 --> 01:17:02,815
Taylor is like a brother to me.

1123
01:17:05,518 --> 01:17:07,686
I just don't wanna
hurt him, you know.

1124
01:17:07,786 --> 01:17:09,355
And I definitely did.

1125
01:17:13,627 --> 01:17:15,161
I think I'm just scared.

1126
01:17:17,696 --> 01:17:19,064
What are you scared of?

1127
01:17:21,267 --> 01:17:22,701
Relationships.

1128
01:17:24,803 --> 01:17:28,140
Getting close to somebody,
them leaving.

1129
01:17:29,441 --> 01:17:31,810
I don't know,
just all of it, I guess.

1130
01:17:33,312 --> 01:17:36,081
I think you're a good person
and you'll figure it out.

1131
01:17:37,516 --> 01:17:39,251
But what the fuck do I know?

1132
01:17:45,457 --> 01:17:48,227
I'm not really
into that type of stuff,

1133
01:17:48,327 --> 01:17:50,396
but those photos
are pretty cool.

1134
01:17:51,363 --> 01:17:52,498
Thanks.

1135
01:18:12,251 --> 01:18:14,787
- Hey.
- Hey.

1136
01:18:14,887 --> 01:18:16,455
What are you doing in the rain?

1137
01:18:17,389 --> 01:18:19,158
I don't mind it.

1138
01:18:19,258 --> 01:18:20,960
Just taking a break.

1139
01:18:28,767 --> 01:18:31,638
I'm sorry for everything
that I said.

1140
01:18:31,737 --> 01:18:33,973
I didn't mean it.

1141
01:18:34,073 --> 01:18:35,474
Yeah, I know.

1142
01:18:37,343 --> 01:18:38,944
It's just that...

1143
01:18:41,347 --> 01:18:44,516
nobody's ever
really looked at me

1144
01:18:44,618 --> 01:18:46,285
the way that you do.

1145
01:18:47,753 --> 01:18:52,057
Or cared about me
the way that you do.

1146
01:18:53,192 --> 01:18:54,760
I do care.

1147
01:18:59,566 --> 01:19:01,066
I can't stay here.

1148
01:19:03,603 --> 01:19:05,404
Yeah, you made that
pretty clear.

1149
01:19:09,275 --> 01:19:11,110
My mom wants me to come home.

1150
01:19:13,045 --> 01:19:14,581
What do you want?

1151
01:19:18,884 --> 01:19:20,119
I don't know.

1152
01:20:26,820 --> 01:20:30,690
<i>♪ I step outside and make
My way on from Carolina ♪</i>

1153
01:20:30,790 --> 01:20:34,193
<i>♪ Any way the weather blows
Home is where I find ya ♪</i>

1154
01:20:34,293 --> 01:20:38,430
<i>♪ We ache inside To ride the
mighty wind And nothing more ♪</i>

1155
01:20:38,531 --> 01:20:43,102
<i>♪ Oh, I just wanna See you
there sleepin' On my floor ♪</i>

1156
01:20:44,870 --> 01:20:48,407
<i>♪ Well, I don't really like you
I just wanna kiss you ♪</i>

1157
01:20:48,507 --> 01:20:52,244
<i>♪ I don't know how to love you
But some days I miss you ♪</i>

1158
01:20:52,344 --> 01:20:56,148
<i>♪ I just wanna see you there
Sleepin' on my floor ♪</i>

1159
01:20:56,248 --> 01:21:01,120
<i>♪ With the ache inside To ride
the mighty wind And nothing more ♪</i>

1160
01:21:01,220 --> 01:21:04,390
<i>♪ And I'm calling
On angels now ♪</i>

1161
01:21:04,490 --> 01:21:07,926
<i>♪ I want them to set me free ♪</i>

1162
01:21:08,026 --> 01:21:11,296
<i>♪ I hope that they're real
Though sometimes it feels ♪</i>

1163
01:21:11,397 --> 01:21:17,169
<i>♪ Like nobody's listening ♪</i>

1164
01:21:34,554 --> 01:21:38,157
<i>♪ When I was only 12 years old
And my parents went a-walkin' ♪</i>

1165
01:21:38,257 --> 01:21:41,861
<i>♪ I hate those wicked words They'd
say when they Started talking</i>

1166
01:21:41,960 --> 01:21:43,797
<i>♪ He was headed
For the open road ♪</i>

1167
01:21:43,897 --> 01:21:46,498
<i>♪ She turned
And slammed the door ♪</i>

1168
01:21:46,599 --> 01:21:50,770
<i>♪ Learning love Ain't easy,
child When all you see is war ♪</i>

1169
01:21:50,870 --> 01:21:54,541
<i>♪ And I'm calling
On angels now ♪</i>

1170
01:21:54,641 --> 01:21:58,110
<i>♪ I want them to set me free ♪</i>

1171
01:21:58,210 --> 01:22:01,947
<i>♪ I hope that they're real
Though sometimes it feels ♪</i>

1172
01:22:02,047 --> 01:22:05,384
<i>♪ Like nobody's listening ♪</i>

1173
01:22:22,167 --> 01:22:23,736
Took her out this morning.

1174
01:22:23,837 --> 01:22:25,337
Running fine.

1175
01:22:25,437 --> 01:22:28,407
Put in new oil
and topped out the fluids.

1176
01:22:28,507 --> 01:22:31,343
Steering was drifting a little to the
left, but should be centered now.

1177
01:22:31,443 --> 01:22:32,679
I put some oil in the trunk.

1178
01:22:32,779 --> 01:22:34,155
It doesn't have a leak,
but just in case...

1179
01:22:34,179 --> 01:22:35,481
Okay, I got it.

1180
01:22:38,618 --> 01:22:40,787
There's a map in the glove box.

1181
01:22:40,887 --> 01:22:44,122
It's prettier route
if you take 26 down to 97.

1182
01:22:45,290 --> 01:22:46,726
Thank you.

1183
01:22:49,027 --> 01:22:51,764
You should stop and see
San Francisco on the way down.

1184
01:22:51,865 --> 01:22:54,366
That's the farthest south
I ever went.

1185
01:22:54,466 --> 01:22:57,904
Everything below that,
you'll have to tell me about, okay?

1186
01:23:07,614 --> 01:23:09,649
No, I can't.
That's too unpretty.

1187
01:23:11,283 --> 01:23:13,051
Guys, come on.

1188
01:23:13,151 --> 01:23:15,087
We're taking a photo.

1189
01:23:15,187 --> 01:23:18,423
I mean,
weddings are open... weddings are open bar!

1190
01:23:18,524 --> 01:23:20,502
- I need to take another.
- I wasn't even ready for that.

1191
01:23:20,526 --> 01:23:22,729
Yeah, I wasn't ready either.

1192
01:23:22,829 --> 01:23:25,006
- Samantha Rose, let us know, please.
- Give us a countdown.

1193
01:23:25,030 --> 01:23:29,536
Okay, okay, okay, okay.
Three, two, one.

1194
01:23:30,870 --> 01:23:32,572
Nice.
That was fucking beautiful.

1195
01:23:32,672 --> 01:23:34,273
- Right, yeah.
- All right, guys, wait.

1196
01:23:34,373 --> 01:23:36,074
I have a surprise for you.
Follow me.

1197
01:23:36,174 --> 01:23:37,710
- What is it?
- What is it?

1198
01:23:37,810 --> 01:23:40,112
- God.
- Hmm, let's see.

1199
01:23:40,212 --> 01:23:41,714
Taking us into the woods?

1200
01:23:41,814 --> 01:23:44,584
- He's taking us to prom!
- Oh, my God!

1201
01:23:45,417 --> 01:23:48,053
- It's time.
- Oh, my God, Vil.

1202
01:23:48,153 --> 01:23:50,088
- No way.
- Allie, for you, obviously.

1203
01:23:50,188 --> 01:23:51,399
- Thank you, sir.
- Is this your wine?

1204
01:23:51,423 --> 01:23:53,726
You bet your ass.

1205
01:23:53,826 --> 01:23:57,062
- Matt. Lu.
- Thank you.

1206
01:23:57,162 --> 01:24:01,366
- Water for Sam.
- All jokes aside, pretty excited.

1207
01:24:02,535 --> 01:24:05,905
To friends, to family.

1208
01:24:06,005 --> 01:24:09,107
Cheers.

1209
01:24:09,207 --> 01:24:12,545
Remember... swish, smell, sip.

1210
01:24:14,847 --> 01:24:17,050
Ah.

1211
01:24:17,617 --> 01:24:19,284
That is rich.

1212
01:24:23,923 --> 01:24:26,593
- That is... that is terrible.
- Tastes like fucking poison.

1213
01:24:26,693 --> 01:24:28,236
- It's the worst thing I've ever tasted.
- Oh, my God.

1214
01:24:28,260 --> 01:24:30,063
My tongue is numb.

1215
01:24:30,930 --> 01:24:32,197
Sorry about that, guys.

1216
01:24:32,297 --> 01:24:34,033
But you're gonna
get it next time.

1217
01:24:34,132 --> 01:24:36,268
- All jokes aside.
- We'll see.

1218
01:24:36,368 --> 01:24:39,137
Sam, I drew this for you.

1219
01:24:41,708 --> 01:24:44,109
- Thanks.
- Did you give a gift?

1220
01:24:44,209 --> 01:24:47,279
- I think it's brave what you're doing.
- Yeah.

1221
01:24:47,379 --> 01:24:49,549
- Thanks.
- I can't believe it was that bad.

1222
01:24:49,649 --> 01:24:51,216
It wasn't that bad.

1223
01:24:51,316 --> 01:24:54,721
Also, I didn't...
I didn't realize that we were doing gifts.

1224
01:24:54,821 --> 01:24:56,288
She did. Eh, it doesn't matter.

1225
01:24:56,388 --> 01:24:59,291
But I'm happy to send you
my new song when it's done.

1226
01:24:59,391 --> 01:25:00,693
I'd like that.

1227
01:25:01,828 --> 01:25:04,129
- It's gonna be rough now.
- Probably will be.

1228
01:25:04,229 --> 01:25:06,566
Don't worry. Love you, kid.

1229
01:25:06,666 --> 01:25:08,500
Make better wine.

1230
01:25:08,601 --> 01:25:10,003
I'll try.

1231
01:25:12,572 --> 01:25:14,506
Yeah, we don't have to hug.
It's okay.

1232
01:25:17,342 --> 01:25:18,778
Um, take care of them.

1233
01:25:19,679 --> 01:25:22,381
Yeah, I'll make sure there's
no skanky bitches around here.

1234
01:25:30,690 --> 01:25:33,126
So, I heard they closed
all the roads out of here.

1235
01:25:34,594 --> 01:25:36,696
Wow, all of them?

1236
01:25:36,796 --> 01:25:39,032
Yeah, they're saying
it's gonna be a while.

1237
01:25:41,801 --> 01:25:44,070
Are you sure
I can't change your mind?

1238
01:25:46,039 --> 01:25:47,707
I think I'm in love with you...

1239
01:25:49,842 --> 01:25:51,878
but I need to be sure.

1240
01:25:52,879 --> 01:25:56,716
And if I don't
do this now, I... I won't.

1241
01:25:58,151 --> 01:25:59,752
Don't say that.

1242
01:25:59,852 --> 01:26:02,254
Some shit you say
at the end of things, you know.

1243
01:26:09,896 --> 01:26:11,531
I promise I'll write.

1244
01:26:26,079 --> 01:26:28,014
I hope you found
what you're looking for.

1245
01:26:49,535 --> 01:26:50,570
<i>Hi, it's Diane.</i>

1246
01:26:50,670 --> 01:26:52,004
<i>I can't get the phone right now.</i>

1247
01:26:52,105 --> 01:26:54,073
<i>Please leave a message
and I'll get back to you.</i>

1248
01:26:54,173 --> 01:26:56,542
Hi, Mom, it's me.

1249
01:26:58,711 --> 01:26:59,879
<i>Um...</i>

1250
01:27:01,013 --> 01:27:02,882
<i>I can't come back there
right now.</i>

1251
01:27:07,285 --> 01:27:10,489
<i>For so long, I think
I've been trying to save you</i>

1252
01:27:10,590 --> 01:27:12,825
<i>but you don't need any saving.</i>

1253
01:27:14,961 --> 01:27:17,930
<i>You're a good person
and you're gonna be fine.</i>

1254
01:27:20,066 --> 01:27:22,467
<i>I just need to figure out
what's next for me.</i>

1255
01:27:24,103 --> 01:27:26,839
<i>I'll get a new phone and I'll
call you once I get there.</i>

1256
01:27:28,306 --> 01:27:30,777
<i>Don't forget to eat
and to get outside.</i>

1257
01:27:32,377 --> 01:27:35,815
<i>And if Derek calls again,
tell him to fuck off.</i>

1258
01:27:35,915 --> 01:27:37,650
<i>You deserve better than that.</i>

1259
01:27:39,719 --> 01:27:40,953
I love you.

1260
01:27:42,622 --> 01:27:43,790
Okay.

1261
01:28:53,893 --> 01:28:57,763
It's like a dating app,
except it's for finding friends.

1262
01:28:57,864 --> 01:29:00,266
<i>How does it pick the
people it matches you with?</i>

1263
01:29:00,365 --> 01:29:02,405
You fill out a questionnaire
and then they match you

1264
01:29:02,500 --> 01:29:04,971
with the people that you have
the most shared interests with.

1265
01:29:05,071 --> 01:29:07,073
<i>God, that sounds awful.</i>

1266
01:29:11,509 --> 01:29:12,612
I miss you.

1267
01:29:13,846 --> 01:29:15,281
<i>You're just lonely.</i>

1268
01:29:15,380 --> 01:29:17,083
<i>That's not the same thing.</i>

1269
01:29:18,383 --> 01:29:19,986
No.

1270
01:29:20,086 --> 01:29:22,255
I miss you.

1271
01:29:45,177 --> 01:29:52,285
<i>♪ August, honey
Tasted sweeter with you ♪</i>

1272
01:29:56,689 --> 01:30:03,329
<i>♪ Sticky fingers
From your old residue ♪</i>

1273
01:30:07,767 --> 01:30:13,406
<i>♪ Do you remember
You used to breathe so loud ♪</i>

1274
01:30:19,145 --> 01:30:25,017
<i>♪ Do you remember
The taste, the sound? ♪</i>

1275
01:30:30,289 --> 01:30:34,860
<i>♪ And it sounded So damn good ♪</i>

1276
01:30:36,262 --> 01:30:43,135
<i>♪ And it tasted
Just like it should ♪</i>

1277
01:30:46,238 --> 01:30:52,311
<i>♪ We don't talk about it
We don't have the time ♪</i>

1278
01:30:52,411 --> 01:30:58,317
<i>♪ We thought love was something
We weren't meant to find ♪</i>

1279
01:30:58,417 --> 01:31:04,390
<i>♪ But now you're a stranger
And I'm still July ♪</i>

1280
01:31:04,489 --> 01:31:10,162
<i>♪ But don't you remember
August, honey, you were mine ♪</i>

1281
01:31:45,798 --> 01:31:53,773
<i>♪ Well, I've loved you
From the start ♪</i>

1282
01:31:57,743 --> 01:32:05,743
<i>♪ And I've loved you
From the start ♪</i>

1283
01:32:10,689 --> 01:32:16,495
<i>♪ We don't talk about it
We don't have the time ♪</i>

1284
01:32:16,595 --> 01:32:22,568
<i>♪ We thought love was something
We weren't meant to find ♪</i>

1285
01:32:22,668 --> 01:32:28,808
<i>♪ But now you're a stranger
And I'm still July ♪</i>

1286
01:32:28,908 --> 01:32:35,381
<i>♪ But don't you remember
August, honey, you were mine ♪</i>

1287
01:33:46,652 --> 01:33:52,725
<i>♪ We don't talk about it
We don't have the time ♪</i>

1288
01:33:52,825 --> 01:33:58,664
<i>♪ We thought love was something
We weren't meant to find ♪</i>

1289
01:33:58,764 --> 01:34:04,837
<i>♪ But now you're a stranger
And I'm still July ♪</i>

1290
01:34:04,937 --> 01:34:12,845
<i>♪ But don't you remember
August, honey, you were mine ♪</i>