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This programme contains
some strong language

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and scenes which
some viewers may find upsetting.

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Oh, come on.

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What is it?

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It's not him.

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I didn't want to text or phone
to tell you but...

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It's true.

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No.

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You've had it confirmed it's Myers
and now you're scared.

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You have to listen to me.

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Craig Myers is not Eddie J Turner.

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You're lying.

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I saw him, Anna.

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what I'm telling you?

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Who did you see? We have ruined
an innocent man's life!

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Who, Mo?

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I won't tell you.

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Mo! No.

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You have to tell me,
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This isn't about Liam,

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not any more.

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It's over, Anna.

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We ruined his life.

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Members of the jury,
will your spokesperson please rise?

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Have you reached a verdict
in respect of the accused,

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Yes.

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What is your verdict?

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Guilty.

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Are there any deletions or
amendments to the charge?

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Deletion of the word murder,

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amended to
assault to danger of life.

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of reports,

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I make an application for bail.

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Mrs Dean is part of a strong family
unit, has no previous convictions

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and has adhered to the conditions
of bail set at the petition hearing.

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I will continue to grant bail,

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special conditions.

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PHONE RINGS

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This is Christian. Leave me a
message and I'll get back to you.

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It's not him.

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Christian, it's not Craig Myers.

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The social worker meets Turner
in the cafe

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for Craig Myers.

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OK, so...

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..in short, they believed
Anna posted the message

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and wanted Craig Myers assaulted
but not that she wanted him dead.

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It's not great but it could
have been a lot worse.

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Sentencing in a few weeks' time.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm so sorry.

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Oh, Mum.

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I was wrong.

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About what?

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Everything.

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Craig Myers.

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All of it.

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You were never convinced
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..and now it's too late.

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Anna, are you genuinely saying
you may have made a mistake?

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Does that mean you might be willing
to apologise to Mr Myers?

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What does it matter?
It may matter a lot.

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Restorative justice.

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It's a process in which
the guilty party

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meets with the victim of a crime

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and takes part in a mediated
discussion about the impact of it.

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An apology isn't a strict
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but for the purposes of the court,
if it goes well,

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it may just persuade the judge to
go for a community-based disposal.

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So you mean this could keep her
out of prison?

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It's worth a try, isn't it?

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accept the roles assigned

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by the court, namely that she is
the criminal and he's the victim.

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PHONE RINGS

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Craig?

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At last! Where have you been?
They've delivered the verdict.

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What happened?

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We won, Craig.

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You won.

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Thanks.

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Can you talk to someone for me?

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About what?

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TELEPHONE RINGS

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Hello?

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They found me guilty
of a lesser charge

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Thanks.

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She's here now, Danny.
I'll pass you over.

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Ben?

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Ben's at school.

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Where are you?

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Louise?!

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What's going on with Lou and Danny?

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Was that him on the phone?
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She's been trying to get hold of him
all night. Lenny, what's going on?

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It was Danny who found Liam's body.

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No, it wasn't!

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It couldn't have been...

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Danny?

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Gerry Tythe told us.

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tell you. He's got Ben.

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Danny's got Ben!

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Phone the school.

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You heard the verdict, boss?

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Did you go and see a William Napier
in custody at Edinburgh?

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Told you that, did he?

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No, because Anna Dean
has a hold over him,

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but I'm going to talk to DS Harvey.
No. No, you're not.

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Napier has made a complaint
to his solicitor

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despite your warnings or threats.

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a direct order from me...

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Look, if we can get an admission
before Anna Dean is sentenced...

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..you interviewed a potential
suspect alone and unrecorded.

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Do you really think we'd get
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Well, I'm surprised you're not
congratulating me.

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It means all this will go away
a lot quicker, doesn't it?

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I'm suspending you from duty
as of now.

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She's laughing at us, you know that?

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right now having a good old chuckle.

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Napier isn't chuckling with anyone.
He tried to kill himself last night.

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I need your warrant card.

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Ben!

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Come here!

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Why?

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Just do as you're told, OK?

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He never wanted to lie.

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What have you told him?

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The truth. And what's that?

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Why, Danny?

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The night we met...

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..I didn't know how to talk to you,
and then...

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straight away. Why?!

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All those years...

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..I didn't know what to do
with any of it.

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I couldn't let go of it.
I couldn't talk about it either.

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Then, all of a sudden...

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..real.

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You and then Anna, you made it...

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..normal.

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You think what you've done
is normal?

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You used me. I couldn't tell you
straight off, could I?

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Ben, can you please just come here?

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I said no. Tell Anna that.

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No, no. Don't you ever contact
me or my family ever again.

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Go on, pal.

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Go on.

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And remember...

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..OK?

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It's not my fault.

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Will you tell her that?
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Oh!

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I don't understand this.

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Why should he?

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That's a good question. I know.

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But what's the answer?

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She's ruined his life.

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You can refuse the meeting, Craig.

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It's in her interests, though,
isn't it?

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Not his.

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Actually, this process
is all about the victim.

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The questions we ask
after a crime -

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what laws have been broken,
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what do they deserve as punishment -
are about the offender,

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whereas restorative justice asks,

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who's been hurt?

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What do they need?

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And whose obligation is it
to repair that damage?

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I think it's right to focus
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This is about what you need
to move forward now.

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That's all.

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I'd have come sooner if I'd known.

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But the surgery only called me
today.

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Carol said you had some interesting
ideas for redecorating the place.

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I've told you before,

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you don't have to apologise to me.

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You trusted me...

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..and I got you in trouble.

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William, tell me you didn't.

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Not you.

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I didn't mean to get you in trouble.

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Is that why you did this
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He doesn't deserve to be free.

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I want him to die.

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I want all the sick bastards to die.

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This is my fault.

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What I did was wrong.

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I'm going to tell them it was me.

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I'm going to confess.

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He says I am a victim...

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No.

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CAR HORN

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TEXT ALERT

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Taxi's here.

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Are you sure you don't want me
to drive you?

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I'll call you straight after.

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We're all proud of you, you know.

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Welcome. How was the journey?

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It's important,

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the circle,

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because we're all connected.

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What you do affects me
and vice versa.

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Welcome.

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Thank you both for coming.

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I'm Simone.

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Craig, this is Anna.

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You're both here voluntarily

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to talk about the offence
Anna was recently convicted of.

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You'll both get a chance to speak

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but I'd ask you to be respectful
and not to interrupt.

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Mobile phones off or on silent,
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Obviously, I'll be writing
a report the judge will see,

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but can we agree that anything
said in this room

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will remain private
and confidential?

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OK.

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Anna, can I ask you to go back
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and talk about your state of mind
leading up to the offence?

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It was the same as it's been
since as long as I can remember.

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How much I miss my son.

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And that I can't rest until
the identity of the man

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A few weeks before Halloween...

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..I received information
that Eddie J Turner

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was living in Port Glasgow
under the name Craig Myers.

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I looked his address up online...

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..and I saw two schools
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I felt sick.

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I needed to warn people.

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So I bought a pay-as-you-go phone...

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..set up an account
using false details

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and I posted his picture online
with his name and address.

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there would be consequences.

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For Craig, you mean?

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For everyone.

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And knowing there would be
consequences, can you remember

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how it felt pressing that button
and making the accusation public?

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..at the time.

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Why do you think that was, Anna?

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I think it was because
I was doing something.

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And even if I got caught, it was
still better than being so...

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..helpless, I suppose.

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You mean guilt?

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If you felt any.

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The only guilt I felt at the time
was about lying to my family.

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I regret that.

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But the anger was bigger
than the guilt.

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It always is.
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Are you angry now?

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I'm always angry.

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It never goes away.

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It's hate.

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I hate him.

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You mean Eddie J Turner?

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Is it him you hate or what he did?

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I don't believe you can
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And I know that sometimes

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the hate can affect my judgments...

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..but it's who I am now.

269
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I was never the same person
after Liam died.

270
00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:33,320
I started to see the bad
in people...

271
00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:36,040
..before the good.

272
00:23:39,280 --> 00:23:41,280
<font color="

273
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:49,760
None of this is any excuse
for what I've done to you.

274
00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:54,040
I thought he was you
but I was wrong...

275
00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:58,040
..and I'm sorry.
I don't want your apology.

276
00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:02,040
Anna, you said you accept
you were wrong

277
00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:05,040
<font color="
you believed... No.

278
00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:07,520
That's not what I'm saying.
I'm saying...

279
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:12,440
..I'm saying I was wrong
to accuse him.

280
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:15,760
So if I was him,
you wouldn't be sorry?

281
00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:20,600
No.

282
00:24:20,600 --> 00:24:22,680
<font color="

283
00:24:23,680 --> 00:24:27,520
I can't apologise for trying
to get justice for my son.

284
00:24:27,520 --> 00:24:29,280
Not to anyone.

285
00:24:29,280 --> 00:24:32,040
And what exactly did you hope
to achieve, Anna,

286
00:24:32,040 --> 00:24:33,800
by doing what you did?

287
00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:37,040
I thought, naively...

288
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:40,520
..that if I made him stand up
<font color="

289
00:24:41,880 --> 00:24:44,040
..it would all come out.

290
00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:46,040
The mask would slip.

291
00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:50,080
He'd have to face what he did.
Face me.

292
00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:55,520
And I would find out why.

293
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:01,040
The "Why?" question is a huge one
for anybody

294
00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:04,040
who's been affected by crime,
<font color="

295
00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:08,520
Has what Anna's shared so far
gone any way

296
00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:10,520
to answering the "Why?" for you?

297
00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:13,040
She still hasn't said
where my name came from.

298
00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:15,360
I'm sorry, I can't tell anyone that.

299
00:25:15,360 --> 00:25:18,280
Or whether she sent that guy
<font color="

300
00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,640
I didn't.
Do you know who he was?

301
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:24,760
All I can say

302
00:25:24,760 --> 00:25:28,360
is I truly wish it hadn't happened.

303
00:25:29,360 --> 00:25:33,040
Craig, when you woke in hospital
and found out you'd been attacked

304
00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:35,320
as a result of this accusation,

305
00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:37,440
<font color="

306
00:25:39,040 --> 00:25:41,040
I know about anger.

307
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,920
She's not the only one.

308
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:46,520
I felt guilty.

309
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:48,040
In the hospital?

310
00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:49,760
Guilty about what?

311
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:53,520
That my daughter had to
see me like that.

312
00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:57,640
Lying there,
bleeding all over the carpet.

313
00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:00,760
<font color="

314
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:03,200
The one place she should feel safe.

315
00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:06,280
She thought I was dead.

316
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:11,520
Six years old and she's defending me
to the other kids at school.

317
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,520
It's meant to be me protecting her.

318
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:18,520
And you feel guilty about that?

319
00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:21,840
And that it was a relief,

320
00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:23,760
<font color="

321
00:26:23,760 --> 00:26:25,520
when they left.

322
00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:31,040
Because at least when
they're nowhere near me,

323
00:26:31,040 --> 00:26:33,360
I don't have to worry
about them so much.

324
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:45,760
I'd be lying if I said I was sorry
for trying to find Turner...

325
00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:49,120
..but the last thing I wanted

326
00:26:49,120 --> 00:26:51,520
<font color="
to get hurt.

327
00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:54,520
I'm so sorry, Craig.

328
00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:57,000
I don't want your apology.
I said that!

329
00:26:57,000 --> 00:26:59,600
You obviously find it hard to hear.

330
00:27:00,600 --> 00:27:02,240
I think I need a break.

331
00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:04,040
Will you look at me?

332
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:06,520
Please.

333
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:10,480
<font color="
but I need you to know.

334
00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:11,720
Don't!

335
00:27:11,720 --> 00:27:13,280
Don't what, Craig?

336
00:27:13,280 --> 00:27:14,880
I need a break!

337
00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:17,320
I'm so sorry for what
I've done to you.

338
00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:19,040
Don't! Craig.

339
00:27:19,040 --> 00:27:20,760
Please...

340
00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:23,400
<font color="
Will you look at me, please?

341
00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:26,280
Stop! OK. I'm so sorry, Craig.

342
00:27:26,280 --> 00:27:28,680
Please... I'm not Craig!

343
00:27:30,760 --> 00:27:32,960
I'm Eddie J Turner!

344
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:38,240
That's why I'm here.

345
00:27:39,240 --> 00:27:41,520
<font color="
from it.

346
00:27:41,520 --> 00:27:43,040
I'm him, he's me.

347
00:27:43,040 --> 00:27:44,480
He still is.

348
00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:52,040
PHONE VIBRATES

349
00:27:52,040 --> 00:27:53,680
Anna.

350
00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:04,320
SHE SOBS

351
00:28:05,320 --> 00:28:06,760
Don't go.

352
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:09,760
Anna!

353
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:35,280
Which way is out?

354
00:28:41,080 --> 00:28:43,120
CHATTER

355
00:29:00,520 --> 00:29:02,360
<font color="

356
00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:04,760
Leave me a message
and I'll get back to you.

357
00:29:05,760 --> 00:29:08,480
Faster, please. As fast as you can.

358
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:10,960
CAR REVS UP

359
00:29:26,760 --> 00:29:29,040
Answer, Christian.
Please answer the phone!

360
00:29:29,040 --> 00:29:32,280
ANSWERPHONE: This is Christian.
<font color="
and I'll get back to you.

361
00:29:44,720 --> 00:29:46,280
Excuse me.

362
00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:48,040
Are you Christian?

363
00:29:48,040 --> 00:29:49,880
Your wife's on the phone.

364
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:21,080
KNOCK ON DOOR

365
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:33,520
Your bell's broke.

366
00:30:33,520 --> 00:30:36,000
I took the batteries out.

367
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,760
I come in peace.

368
00:30:49,280 --> 00:30:51,040
You didn't phone.

369
00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:58,120
<font color="

370
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:03,760
You said you'd phone and tell me
what was said at the meeting.

371
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:06,280
Were there any...admissions?

372
00:31:22,360 --> 00:31:24,280
Only mine.

373
00:31:48,280 --> 00:31:50,320
DOOR SLAMS

374
00:32:01,800 --> 00:32:03,840
SEAGULLS SQUAWK

375
00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:05,760
You should tell someone.

376
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:09,760
Solomon, at least.

377
00:32:13,280 --> 00:32:15,520
<font color="

378
00:32:17,040 --> 00:32:19,000
SHE SIGHS

379
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:20,520
I don't know.

380
00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:26,680
I should definitely phone them,
though.

381
00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:28,520
They'll be wondering.

382
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:43,520
He must have put this in my bag.

383
00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:45,920
What the hell was he thinking?

384
00:32:45,920 --> 00:32:48,040
Phone Solomon now.

385
00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:56,600
<font color="

386
00:32:56,600 --> 00:33:00,360
He's the only one that can
tell us what happened. No.

387
00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:05,040
We should make him do
what I just had to do.

388
00:33:05,040 --> 00:33:08,280
Make him tell the truth
with no-one there to speak for him.

389
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:12,520
I don't want to know what happened.

390
00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:22,200
<font color="

391
00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:26,080
Because we can't go back, can we?

392
00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:31,440
So what do you want?

393
00:34:02,320 --> 00:34:04,360
Hiya, mate.

394
00:34:09,760 --> 00:34:11,760
What are you doing here?

395
00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:21,280
Judith said you went to see her
as well.

396
00:34:22,520 --> 00:34:24,600
Yeah, because I'm worried about you.

397
00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:29,720
<font color="

398
00:34:29,720 --> 00:34:31,680
Who's Judith?

399
00:34:39,040 --> 00:34:42,520
She's the woman who's looked after
my case since I was released.

400
00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:48,480
I'm a liar, Bex.

401
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:54,080
I was taught to lie. I was told
my life depended on it.

402
00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:10,600
I came close to telling you
so many times

403
00:35:10,600 --> 00:35:13,040
<font color="

404
00:35:13,040 --> 00:35:16,800
You looked me in the eye
and you said, "I'm not him."

405
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:18,680
How could you do that?!

406
00:35:18,680 --> 00:35:21,040
Because I'd convinced myself
that I wasn't!

407
00:35:22,040 --> 00:35:26,040
You see, I've lied to everybody,
including me.

408
00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,040
You didn't lie to him.

409
00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:30,840
<font color="

410
00:35:30,840 --> 00:35:33,520
I had to tell somebody
or else I would have...

411
00:35:35,680 --> 00:35:38,760
After I got out, they wanted me
to move to England.

412
00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:41,520
I found out he was coming back here
and...

413
00:35:43,040 --> 00:35:45,520
..I had to be myself with someone.

414
00:35:47,040 --> 00:35:48,920
<font color="

415
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:50,520
Could I?

416
00:35:54,520 --> 00:35:57,760
I'm going to have to go somewhere
and start again, Bex.

417
00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:01,280
I want that to be with you.

418
00:36:03,680 --> 00:36:05,040
No.

419
00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:07,400
Leave me alone. Leave me alone.

420
00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:10,280
I want you to know who I am.
You and Jess.

421
00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:12,480
<font color="

422
00:36:19,840 --> 00:36:21,520
I love you.

423
00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:49,480
KNOCK ON DOOR

424
00:36:55,520 --> 00:36:57,000
Hi.

425
00:36:58,040 --> 00:37:01,520
You know you don't have to talk
about it until you're ready,

426
00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:04,000
but as soon as you are, then...

427
00:37:07,040 --> 00:37:09,360
I'm so lucky to have you.

428
00:37:10,360 --> 00:37:11,840
We all are.

429
00:38:15,520 --> 00:38:17,040
I'm sorry.

430
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,040
<font color="

431
00:38:31,280 --> 00:38:33,320
PHONE VIBRATES

432
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:53,520
Hello.

433
00:38:53,520 --> 00:38:55,760
ANNA: 10am tomorrow.

434
00:38:55,760 --> 00:38:57,520
You know where.

435
00:39:03,280 --> 00:39:07,040
Come on, then.
I don't want to.

436
00:39:07,040 --> 00:39:08,760
Why not?

437
00:39:08,760 --> 00:39:10,520
I'm doing this, Dad!

438
00:39:11,520 --> 00:39:15,040
They're not going anywhere.
<font color="

439
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:17,760
OK, then.

440
00:39:19,040 --> 00:39:20,760
Right, then.

441
00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:22,280
Here we go.

442
00:39:22,280 --> 00:39:23,680
Name?

443
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:26,040
Liam. Liam Graham.

444
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:27,520
Age?

445
00:39:27,520 --> 00:39:29,040
Nine.

446
00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:31,760
And...OK, what else?

447
00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:34,280
What do you want to be
when you grow up?

448
00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:36,680
<font color="

449
00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:38,800
I want to be big.

450
00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:22,760
No.

451
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:27,280
I used to come and lay flowers here
at first.

452
00:41:28,280 --> 00:41:30,040
Lots of people did.

453
00:41:32,040 --> 00:41:35,040
And then I thought,
what the hell are we doing?

454
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:37,760
Anywhere but here.

455
00:41:45,760 --> 00:41:48,200
Why did you give me your number?

456
00:41:51,520 --> 00:41:53,720
<font color="

457
00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:58,320
We didn't really start it, did we?

458
00:42:52,080 --> 00:42:53,560
Well, Eddie?

459
00:42:57,280 --> 00:42:59,360
Are you sure you want to hear this?

460
00:42:59,360 --> 00:43:03,040
Don't use my feelings as an excuse
to get out of this.

461
00:43:04,280 --> 00:43:06,360
I know you think I kept it from you

462
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:09,040
and I refused to say anything
<font color="

463
00:43:10,040 --> 00:43:13,040
..the truth is,
I didn't even tell my best friend,

464
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:17,000
and I'd have gotten out a lot
sooner if... You got out pretty
bloody quick as it was.

465
00:43:17,000 --> 00:43:19,520
You're not supposed to interrupt.
Fuck you!

466
00:43:19,520 --> 00:43:22,280
<font color="
keep quiet to hurt you.

467
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:24,760
It was for...

468
00:43:26,760 --> 00:43:28,600
It was for safety.

469
00:43:34,520 --> 00:43:38,280
You have to tell me everything
right now.

470
00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:43,520
The first thing he said
to the last thing he saw.

471
00:43:44,520 --> 00:43:46,200
Everything.

472
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:58,080
<font color="
my dad knew.

473
00:43:59,080 --> 00:44:01,520
I hadn't been back
in a couple of days but...

474
00:44:02,520 --> 00:44:06,760
..no-one had bothered
so I spent half that day here.

475
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:12,760
I picked up a piece of glass off
a broken bottle and I was just...

476
00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:16,040
..cutting myself.

477
00:44:17,520 --> 00:44:19,600
<font color="

478
00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:23,040
Like I wasn't really here.

479
00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:28,040
I was looking for somewhere
to be invisible.

480
00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:31,040
Not for a victim.

481
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:34,120
I didn't choose Liam.

482
00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:43,960
So you didn't take him
from the shops?

483
00:44:44,960 --> 00:44:47,040
I don't know where he came from.

484
00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:50,520
<font color="

485
00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:56,520
So he could have been anyone?

486
00:45:02,760 --> 00:45:04,280
No.

487
00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:09,760
I saw him walking there.

488
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:14,560
He was holding something in his hand
like it was treasure.

489
00:45:16,520 --> 00:45:19,520
He just stopped dead
and stared straight at me.

490
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:23,040
It was a packet
<font color="

491
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:28,520
He started walking towards me and
he could see the blood on my arm.

492
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:30,440
He should have run a mile!

493
00:45:30,440 --> 00:45:32,040
But he didn't.

494
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:36,520
He just stood where you're
standing now and he said,

495
00:45:36,520 --> 00:45:38,360
"Are you all right?"

496
00:45:40,040 --> 00:45:42,280
<font color="

497
00:45:43,760 --> 00:45:45,520
But he doesn't.

498
00:45:48,280 --> 00:45:50,280
He was so small.

499
00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:54,280
Vulnerable.

500
00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:00,920
"Shall I get someone?" he says.

501
00:46:01,920 --> 00:46:04,040
And I can feel it.

502
00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:06,520
The anger's starting to build up.

503
00:46:09,520 --> 00:46:11,760
"Leave me alone," I say again.

504
00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:15,040
He just moves closer...

505
00:46:17,760 --> 00:46:19,280
<font color="

506
00:46:21,040 --> 00:46:24,040
.."My mum's a nurse. I can get her."

507
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:28,760
He said that?

508
00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:32,120
He said you could help me.

509
00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:37,840
You have to tell me
the exact words he used.

510
00:46:37,840 --> 00:46:39,520
All of them.

511
00:46:45,760 --> 00:46:47,960
He said, "My mum's a nurse.

512
00:46:47,960 --> 00:46:50,040
"She can help you.

513
00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:52,040
<font color="

514
00:47:04,760 --> 00:47:08,040
I stand up and I've still got
the piece of glass in my hand.

515
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:13,520
I shout at him then,
"Fuck off, will you?!"

516
00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:17,600
But he doesn't go.

517
00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:20,760
He just looks scared.

518
00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:25,760
He says,
"You won't get into trouble."

519
00:47:28,040 --> 00:47:31,760
<font color="
he didn't just go.

520
00:47:35,040 --> 00:47:38,040
He's looking right in my eyes
but why didn't he just go?

521
00:47:38,040 --> 00:47:39,840
Why didn't he go?!

522
00:47:53,040 --> 00:47:55,680
I've waited so long
to see you suffer.

523
00:48:04,520 --> 00:48:06,120
Then what?

524
00:48:07,760 --> 00:48:09,600
Then what, Eddie?

525
00:48:10,760 --> 00:48:12,520
<font color="

526
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:18,840
Where?

527
00:48:20,760 --> 00:48:22,680
In the neck.

528
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:27,440
How many times?

529
00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:28,680
Twice.

530
00:48:29,680 --> 00:48:31,280
Three times.

531
00:48:33,520 --> 00:48:35,280
And then he just...

532
00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:38,160
..sat down...

533
00:48:39,160 --> 00:48:40,760
..surprised.

534
00:48:43,760 --> 00:48:47,040
He tried to say something
<font color="

535
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:49,320
What was he saying?

536
00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:52,440
I...I don't know.

537
00:48:52,440 --> 00:48:54,440
Yes, you do. I don't remember.

538
00:48:55,440 --> 00:48:57,080
What did he say?

539
00:48:58,080 --> 00:48:59,760
Say it!

540
00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:02,120
Say it!

541
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:03,920
He called for you.

542
00:49:06,040 --> 00:49:08,040
And his dad too.

543
00:49:21,040 --> 00:49:24,280
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in front of you.

544
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:28,600
I've let him down again.

545
00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:54,760
Then what did you do?

546
00:49:56,760 --> 00:49:58,760
I didn't know what to do.

547
00:49:59,760 --> 00:50:01,680
I was covered in blood.

548
00:50:02,680 --> 00:50:04,200
So I ran.

549
00:50:05,520 --> 00:50:07,520
What? I ran.

550
00:50:10,040 --> 00:50:11,800
You left him here?

551
00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:13,840
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552
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:16,680
"If I hide him properly,
no-one will know."

553
00:50:16,680 --> 00:50:19,680
How long for? They said
I tortured him and I didn't.

554
00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:22,280
How long?! I don't know.
Ten minutes?

555
00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:26,480
But when I came back, he hadn't
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556
00:50:29,280 --> 00:50:31,200
But you didn't check?

557
00:50:37,520 --> 00:50:39,280
You didn't check.

558
00:50:56,040 --> 00:50:58,240
There were other injuries.

559
00:50:58,240 --> 00:51:01,400
I had to get it off the path
and down the bank. Him!

560
00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:05,760
I had to get him down the hill
but he was dead.

561
00:51:08,040 --> 00:51:09,400
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562
00:51:10,400 --> 00:51:14,040
..threw bricks and rubbish
all over him.

563
00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:16,040
I was trying to hide it.

564
00:51:16,040 --> 00:51:17,520
Him!

565
00:51:17,520 --> 00:51:19,040
Him.

566
00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:22,280
Him.

567
00:51:25,280 --> 00:51:27,040
He was dead.

568
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:32,800
I promise you.

569
00:51:46,400 --> 00:51:49,520
They told me I'd have to
forgive myself!

570
00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:54,200
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571
00:51:56,040 --> 00:51:57,760
I couldn't do it.

572
00:52:03,040 --> 00:52:05,760
But I can't live with this

573
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:08,040
every minute of every day.

574
00:52:10,040 --> 00:52:11,760
So how do I go on?

575
00:52:17,280 --> 00:52:20,040
I know I can't ever make it right.

576
00:52:21,040 --> 00:52:23,360
I knew that straight away.

577
00:52:23,360 --> 00:52:26,040
That it would never go away.

578
00:52:26,040 --> 00:52:30,040
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smiling...

579
00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:34,120
..watching Jess in her school play,

580
00:52:34,120 --> 00:52:36,760
laughing at something on the TV,

581
00:52:36,760 --> 00:52:38,960
I'd remember what I did...

582
00:52:39,960 --> 00:52:42,520
..and I've got no right to be happy.

583
00:52:44,520 --> 00:52:46,520
Not even for a minute.

584
00:52:51,520 --> 00:52:55,040
I asked them after the sentencing
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585
00:52:55,040 --> 00:52:58,280
so I could apologise
but they said it wasn't allowed

586
00:52:58,280 --> 00:53:01,240
and you wouldn't accept it anyway.

587
00:53:02,240 --> 00:53:06,520
And after time, I realised
how small it is, that word.

588
00:53:09,280 --> 00:53:11,120
It just got smaller.

589
00:53:12,120 --> 00:53:14,560
And what I did kept on
getting bigger.

590
00:53:20,040 --> 00:53:24,520
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be said in the end, is there?

591
00:53:27,520 --> 00:53:29,680
But I am, Anna.

592
00:53:33,040 --> 00:53:36,040
I am so sorry.

593
00:53:47,760 --> 00:53:49,680
I'm Eddie.

594
00:53:51,040 --> 00:53:53,680
There was nothing that you
could have done.

595
00:53:55,760 --> 00:53:58,520
I'm the only one
that could have stopped it.

596
00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:11,200
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