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- Previously, on Doc.
- He's back!

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I made mistakes.

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Actually, you leveraged
an incredibly painful situation

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to your advantage.

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And how are things
with Nora now?

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- Over.
- I found a lump.

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Please don't tell
anyone about this.

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Do you have a minute?

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I'm in radiology
right now with a patient.

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What if she's sick
and she's trying to hide it?

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It's progressing quickly.

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I suggest you
reach out to Ethan.

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Get a support system in place.

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You went into her desk?

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We had no other choice.

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I'm afraid that
you might be sick.

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We have to talk about Joan.

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Dr. Ridley?

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- Oh, they're here?
- Heading up now.

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OR 3 is clear
and the blood bank's on standby.

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Good. Then we are ready.

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Bay 4. Read me in.
- Penetrating abdominal wound.

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Initial stabilizing
surgery on site,

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but multiple retained foreign
bodies could not be removed.

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Open wound packed for transport.

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- How'd he do on the flight?
- Hypotensive and tachy.

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Started nor-epi
and fluid resus en route.

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- Conscious?
- In and out.

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And asking for you.
- On my count.

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Three, two, one.

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Hang TXA. Two of O-neg.

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I want him on the table
in half an hour.

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Ridley?

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Is that you?

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If you missed me this much,
you could've just called.

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You know I love
to make an entrance.

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Well, you are here now, Javi,
and I am gonna take care of you.

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I thought you were
coming in later.

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So did I, but I've gotta review

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all of Amy's cases
by end of day.

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- She doing the same for yours?
- She handed hers in already.

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Not that it matters anymore.
- Okay, why do you say that?

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Don't you think Joan's gonna
figure out we were the ones

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who told Jake about her?

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She was hazing me yesterday
as if she already knew.

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I'm pretty sure Jake passed
that baton to Amy today,

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so I'm sure you're on
equal footing now.

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I heard she's prepping
another surgery.

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And clearly she hasn't
invited you to audit.

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We did the right thing.

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Can't overthink
the consequences.

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This should hold him for now,

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but prep the team for
massive transfusion protocol.

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Damn generator exploded.

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We worked medical
missions together for 22 years,

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but why don't you go ahead
and say what you need to say?

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Uh, I thought maybe
we could step away.

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Is your boyfriend hiding
out there somewhere

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to double team me?

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Joan.

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It's MDS.

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- Oh, God.
- Please. Don't.

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I was diagnosed a few weeks ago,
it's mostly indolent.

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Haven't had a chance
to tell Michael yet,

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so I'd appreciate
if you let me do that.

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Yeah, of course.

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And, before you ask, Javi knows.

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He came here anyway.
He has Addison's.

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He needed a surgeon
he could trust.

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Does he know that
your hand's been shaking?

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That happened once, Amy,
after a very difficult surgery.

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Which this will be.

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I'm medicated and I'm fine.

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You could use an extra set
of hands to manage his cortisol

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and electrolyte levels.

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Is that you offering?

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I'll get him started on a TTE.

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- Thank you, Wright.
Mr. Voit.

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Who are you? I'm supposed
to be seeing Dr. Ridley.

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Dr. Ridley had an emergency,
but I can assure you...

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And Dr. Hamda was supposed
to be joining us as well.

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His whereabouts I can't speak
to, but I'm Dr. Miller...

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- First name?
- Uh, Richard.

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And you are?

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- Fiona. Xander's COO.
- And my wife.

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You're an internist?

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Board-certified
in oncology as well.

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Pulmonary subspecialty.

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- Where?
- St. Agericus.

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And he used to be Chief
of Internal Medicine here.

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For just two months?

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I didn't love the admin.

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So, I took a little hiatus and I
came back to work with patients,

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which is what I do love.

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Okay. Continue.

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I understand you have
a suspicious mass

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in your right lung.

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I get regular full-body
scans in Palo Alto.

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But I was here at a conference
when the PolaDx flagged it.

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It's an AI diagnostic program.

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17 percent better than humans
at early cancer detection.

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It's also far more likely
to give you a false positive.

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Well, that's the hope.

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But I won't wait to
get home to find out.

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- Hi, I'm Dr. Coleman.
I'll be assisting Dr. Miller.

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- Uh, yeah.
That's Theodore Coleman.

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He's an intern.
Columbia Med School.

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Army ranger medic.

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He is highly skilled,
very ambitious,

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and an extremely hard worker.

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- Are we being interviewed?
- Vetted.

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- It's gonna be on him anyway.
Steiner vouches.

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- Oh, I'm flattered.
- Great.

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I want the tissue
removed and studied.

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So, how would you do
that, Dr. Coleman?

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A bronchoscopic biopsy
and a PET scan.

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- Is that correct?
- It is.

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Then let's do that, huh? Stat.

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I want to thank you both
for being here today.

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My role is not to judge
or to take sides

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but to facilitate a productive,
respectful conversation.

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- I'm so sorry. It's Max.
- It's fine, Michael.

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I told you I had a personal
matter to attend to today.

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You also told me Joan would
be taking care of Xander Voit.

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Well, she has a patient who
is a higher priority.

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Than a tech tycoon who can
fund our entire capital campaign

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with what he makes
while brushing his teeth?

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Well, Dr. Miller's
on the case.

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I hear he's excellent.

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Why else would you
have hired him back?

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- Not funny, Michael.
- No, it's not.

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I'll deal with this
in a few hours

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when I get back to the hospital.
Goodbye, Max.

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So she took this job
and she didn't tell Michael?

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No. She was diagnosed after
she was offered the job.

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And she still hasn't told him.

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She's getting her
head around it.

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And in the meantime, what?

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You're aiding and abetting?
Risking a patient?

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The patient knows
and he chose her anyway.

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Besides, there's no
time to move him.

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- I don't know.
Something doesn't feel right.

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She's working you.
- No, she isn't.

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You... you just don't
know her the way I do.

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- You don't know her either.
Not in the last eight years.

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I'm sorry. But that's the truth.

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And you know you can't
justify any of this.

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How long has it been like this?

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Mom says a week. They thought
it would heal on its own but...

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No. She's too malnourished.

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Fighting in Goma
cut off the food supply.

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So I got saline,
debridement kit, mupirocin.

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Please trade with me.

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What's wrong with your case?

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Oh, Marcus keeps sending me
lumps, bumps and dumps.

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That's what you get
for sleeping with him

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and not calling him back.

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- Dr. Ridley?
- Mm-hmm?

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- It's your son.
- What?

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It's... it's 2 AM
in Minneapolis.

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Ethan?

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Hey, what's wrong?

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No, no, no. Uh...

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Forget the pediatrician.
Get to Westside, ask for Amy.

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I'll make sure
she's waiting for you.

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Thank you for doing this.
- I'm here for you.

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But keeping this a secret

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won't do you, or our patients,
any favors.

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You're giving me an ultimatum?

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I'm asking you
to tell Michael today.

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We both know that this disease
will take things from you.

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Your legacy
shouldn't be one of them.

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I'll see you in there.

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- I can't do dinner.
I'm too tired.

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But we are
still facing resistance

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from regulators
on the new build.

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So find a new country
or grease the wheels.

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I don't care which.
Look, I gotta go.

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But one way or another,
I want movement by next week.

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Hi, Mr. Voit, Max Garner,
CEO of the hospital.

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Just wanted to say that we
will do everything in our power

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to give you what you need today.

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My test results would be nice.

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Unfortunately, I'm going
to have to eat my words.

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The biopsy confirms
you have small cell lung cancer.

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- Lung cancer?
- Yes.

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But he hasn't smoked
a day in his life.

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And he's meticulous
about his health.

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Fiona, we are not
gonna argue this away,

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but I'm sure if you
couldn't see the mass,

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we caught it early, right?

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Yes, but genetic sequencing

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indicates it's an
aggressive variant.

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And the PET scan shows

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micro-metastases in your brain,
abdomen and bones.

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So it's already spread?

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So what now?

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Well, we can try chemo
and molecular therapy,

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but those treatments
are very painful.

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And even then...
- So, how long do I have?

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Best guess,

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we can get you
four to six months.

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Personally, I'd consider
palliative care.

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I'm getting Dr. Steiner.

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We'd be happy to interface

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with any of your
own specialists.

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Well, we've already conferred
with our Chief of Oncology,

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and he agrees
with our assessment.

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Well, of course he does.

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He works in a bureaucracy
and can't think out of the box.

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- I wish we could do more.
- We could try CAR-T.

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- No, we cannot.
- What is CAR-T?

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Chimeric Antigen
Receptor T-cell therapy.

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It reprograms your
white cells...

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And has absolutely no efficacy
on this type of cancer.

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I don't think anyone
knows that for sure.

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There's not enough data.

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Steiner is fielding
second opinions

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and wants to
teleconference in an hour.

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The plane will be ready to
take you to Sloan or Hutch

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or Oxford if we have to.

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Wait a minute.

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Anything any of those
places can do, we can do.

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And we'll be completely
transparent with your team.

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Your team is not even
on the same page.

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- We will get there.
I assure you.

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Then come back
to me with a plan.

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If I'm still here, I'm all ears.

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One centimetre
fragment in segment six.

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Two-suture repair.

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Hey, any news?

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No. I'm freaking out.

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Listen, I told you.

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Just because you're taking
longer to get the results,

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that doesn't mean anything.

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I know, I know.

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And I thought I'd be okay at
this, but I am really not.

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Maybe stay away from work today.

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Just try and distract yourself.

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Funny you should say that.

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'Cause I'm kind of at the cafe
around the corner.

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- Uh, from the hospital?
Right now?

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Look, is there any way
you can come for a minute?

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I'm really not
handling this well.

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- Yeah, yeah.
I'll be right there.

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BP's dropping.
91 over 59.

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- Amy?
- Pushing 100 hydrocortisone.

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Normal saline wide open.
What's his sodium?

249
00:10:50,330 --> 00:10:51,830
It's fine. 134.

250
00:10:51,830 --> 00:10:53,970
- It's not me.
You have a bleeder.

251
00:10:53,970 --> 00:10:56,310
- My field is clear.
Unless...

252
00:10:56,740 --> 00:10:58,550
Damn it! Suction!

253
00:10:58,550 --> 00:11:00,210
200 CCs lost already.

254
00:11:00,210 --> 00:11:01,380
You're counting?

255
00:11:01,380 --> 00:11:03,890
I can't clear
the field fast enough.

256
00:11:03,890 --> 00:11:05,630
Want another clamp
for a Pringle maneuver?

257
00:11:05,630 --> 00:11:07,460
No time.
I'll do it blind.

258
00:11:07,460 --> 00:11:09,300
Vicryl suture
on a needle driver.

259
00:11:30,840 --> 00:11:32,210
BP's rising.

260
00:11:34,650 --> 00:11:36,320
That was amazing.

261
00:11:36,750 --> 00:11:38,490
Piece of cake.

262
00:12:00,640 --> 00:12:01,910
Yeah, we're here with Amy now.

263
00:12:01,910 --> 00:12:03,270
She's checking his lungs.

264
00:12:03,270 --> 00:12:06,310
Stop, stop, I can't hear
anything you're saying.

265
00:12:06,310 --> 00:12:09,250
You have to find somewhere
with a better signal.

266
00:12:09,250 --> 00:12:10,660
Mom? Mom?

267
00:12:16,730 --> 00:12:19,370
So, the albuterol is working,

268
00:12:19,370 --> 00:12:21,240
but his oxygen is still low.

269
00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:22,680
If it drops any more...

270
00:12:22,680 --> 00:12:24,180
Don't tell me you
have to intubate.

271
00:12:24,180 --> 00:12:26,190
- Oh my God!
- No, we're not there yet.

272
00:12:26,190 --> 00:12:28,420
Let's... let's just
try to stay calm.

273
00:12:29,690 --> 00:12:31,030
I never thought I'd say this,

274
00:12:31,030 --> 00:12:32,530
but I wish my mother were here.

275
00:12:32,530 --> 00:12:33,800
There's nothing she would do

276
00:12:33,800 --> 00:12:34,940
that I'm not already doing.

277
00:12:34,940 --> 00:12:36,410
You think I want her here

278
00:12:36,410 --> 00:12:37,540
for medical expertise?

279
00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:39,110
Oh.

280
00:12:39,110 --> 00:12:41,950
You know, when I had
meningitis in college,

281
00:12:41,950 --> 00:12:43,820
she at least
offered to fly home.

282
00:12:43,820 --> 00:12:45,690
Ethan, she's doing the best...

283
00:12:45,690 --> 00:12:48,000
- Don't defend her, Amy.
All right? Please.

284
00:13:07,140 --> 00:13:07,970
Joan?

285
00:13:07,970 --> 00:13:10,340
- Yep.
- You okay?

286
00:13:10,340 --> 00:13:12,010
I'm fine.

287
00:13:12,510 --> 00:13:16,320
I just had to splash
a little water on my face.

288
00:13:16,320 --> 00:13:18,320
I'll be right out.

289
00:13:29,010 --> 00:13:31,080
Okay, let's bump
his methimazole up to 20

290
00:13:31,080 --> 00:13:32,420
and then recheck his TSH.

291
00:13:32,420 --> 00:13:34,860
And can you have
Dr. Park give me a call

292
00:13:34,860 --> 00:13:36,290
when labs come back on 612?

293
00:13:36,290 --> 00:13:38,030
Okay, thanks.

294
00:14:08,490 --> 00:14:10,230
- All handled?
- Yeah.

295
00:14:10,630 --> 00:14:11,900
I think they can
survive without me.

296
00:14:11,900 --> 00:14:13,640
Apparently, I can't.

297
00:14:13,640 --> 00:14:15,710
Hey, it's fine. Okay?

298
00:14:15,710 --> 00:14:19,080
I'm not going anywhere until
the labs come back. Thank you.

299
00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:22,050
- What is this?
- This is the Mia treatment.

300
00:14:22,050 --> 00:14:23,690
And you thought
this would distract me

301
00:14:23,690 --> 00:14:24,820
from my impending doom?

302
00:14:24,820 --> 00:14:26,990
I've seen you around a sundae.

303
00:14:33,270 --> 00:14:36,280
I want primary custody for
as long as I'm breastfeeding.

304
00:14:36,280 --> 00:14:37,550
Absolutely.

305
00:14:37,550 --> 00:14:40,190
I'll take regular visitation
rights for the first year.

306
00:14:40,190 --> 00:14:42,460
And after this first period,

307
00:14:42,460 --> 00:14:45,130
we'll transition
to the 50-50 custody?

308
00:14:45,630 --> 00:14:46,970
- Yes.
- Agreed.

309
00:14:46,970 --> 00:14:48,970
Now on to assets.

310
00:14:48,970 --> 00:14:51,740
First, the family home,
it's in Michael's name.

311
00:14:51,740 --> 00:14:54,120
I'm prepared to sell it
and give Nora half the proceeds.

312
00:14:54,120 --> 00:14:56,660
I can't let you
do that, Michael.

313
00:14:56,660 --> 00:14:58,060
Why not?

314
00:14:58,060 --> 00:15:00,090
- I know what it means to you.
And what about Katie?

315
00:15:00,090 --> 00:15:01,800
She's fine with it.

316
00:15:01,800 --> 00:15:03,100
She's off to college soon,

317
00:15:03,100 --> 00:15:04,470
and I think it's
the least I can do.

318
00:15:04,470 --> 00:15:07,110
Oh God. Don't you dare
be kind to me right now.

319
00:15:08,780 --> 00:15:11,150
What else would I...

320
00:15:13,390 --> 00:15:16,430
- I need to hate you, Michael.
And you need to let me.

321
00:15:21,710 --> 00:15:23,110
- Hey.
- Hey!

322
00:15:23,110 --> 00:15:24,540
How's our patient?

323
00:15:24,540 --> 00:15:27,250
Well, strong vitals,
no sign of infection.

324
00:15:27,250 --> 00:15:30,520
Emptied his drains,
hung post-op antibiotics...

325
00:15:30,520 --> 00:15:32,830
Wow, you're gonna put
our nurses out of business.

326
00:15:34,160 --> 00:15:37,670
I can handle post-op if you
just wanna sit with him.

327
00:15:38,540 --> 00:15:41,740
That's a hell of a bedside
manner you got there.

328
00:15:44,120 --> 00:15:46,450
You all right? Amy?

329
00:15:47,420 --> 00:15:48,560
Hey.

330
00:15:49,560 --> 00:15:51,200
I'm good. Uh...

331
00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:52,230
I...

332
00:15:52,530 --> 00:15:55,000
I have another patient
I should check on.

333
00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:58,910
But Javi needs post-op
lytes and hourly labs.

334
00:15:58,910 --> 00:16:00,380
I'll take care of it.

335
00:16:05,330 --> 00:16:06,730
We talked about this.

336
00:16:06,730 --> 00:16:09,100
I don't want you back
in that chair until we have...

337
00:16:09,100 --> 00:16:11,400
I know, until I've had
two months of normal EEGs.

338
00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:14,840
I know, but I've had
four clean studies,

339
00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:16,250
and I need this memory now.

340
00:16:16,250 --> 00:16:17,820
Look, I know you're
going for Chief Resident,

341
00:16:17,820 --> 00:16:20,620
and recovering your medical
knowledge is important, but...

342
00:16:20,620 --> 00:16:21,990
No, it's not that.

343
00:16:21,990 --> 00:16:23,760
When my brain does this,
it's because...

344
00:16:24,430 --> 00:16:26,200
it's trying to
tell me something.

345
00:16:26,200 --> 00:16:28,540
My friend needs help
and this memory

346
00:16:28,540 --> 00:16:30,640
may be the only way
that I can help her.

347
00:16:31,740 --> 00:16:34,520
Any headaches or nosebleeds
and I'm pulling the plug.

348
00:16:34,520 --> 00:16:36,090
Of course.

349
00:16:37,220 --> 00:16:40,060
I want to be clear that
the treatment protocol

350
00:16:40,060 --> 00:16:42,170
that I'm proposing will
be risky and painful.

351
00:16:42,170 --> 00:16:43,900
- Pain is irrelevant.
Will it work?

352
00:16:43,900 --> 00:16:45,710
I found one successful case.

353
00:16:45,710 --> 00:16:48,180
But as your team will tell you,
cancer involves many mutations.

354
00:16:48,180 --> 00:16:50,920
The treatment has to be
as unique as the disease.

355
00:16:50,920 --> 00:16:52,690
That is where CAR-T comes in.

356
00:16:52,690 --> 00:16:55,490
We take your own T-cells
and re-engineer them

357
00:16:55,490 --> 00:16:58,360
to target the specific
markers of your illness.

358
00:16:58,360 --> 00:17:00,030
Which antigen will you use?

359
00:17:00,030 --> 00:17:02,040
His cancer cells exhibit
a large number of DLL3

360
00:17:02,040 --> 00:17:03,440
surface proteins.

361
00:17:03,440 --> 00:17:05,440
And which viral
vector for delivery?

362
00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:07,750
The case I'm referencing
used a lentivirus model.

363
00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:09,990
The case he's referencing
was so much less aggressive,

364
00:17:09,990 --> 00:17:11,360
it shouldn't even
be considered a comp.

365
00:17:11,360 --> 00:17:13,260
Mr. Voit's immuno-response

366
00:17:13,260 --> 00:17:16,170
will almost certainly
be catastrophic.

367
00:17:16,170 --> 00:17:18,940
There's a very good chance
this treatment will kill you.

368
00:17:18,940 --> 00:17:20,210
By tomorrow.

369
00:17:20,210 --> 00:17:22,080
Or it could add years
to his life.

370
00:17:22,080 --> 00:17:24,820
- Team?
Some feedback would be nice.

371
00:17:24,820 --> 00:17:26,450
Give us a moment please.

372
00:17:26,450 --> 00:17:28,460
I thought you were getting
on the same page?

373
00:17:28,460 --> 00:17:29,730
So did I.

374
00:17:30,090 --> 00:17:32,000
Okay.

375
00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:34,970
The only other option we can se
here is Ludo's team in Zurich.

376
00:17:34,970 --> 00:17:36,610
They have a vaccine model

377
00:17:36,610 --> 00:17:38,240
that's had some limited
success in mice.

378
00:17:38,240 --> 00:17:41,380
- Limited? And only with mice?
No. That's out. What else?

379
00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:44,360
I'm sorry, but there's nothig
we can stand behind.

380
00:17:44,360 --> 00:17:46,860
So Dr. Coleman's idea
is the best option?

381
00:17:46,860 --> 00:17:48,430
It would be, yes.

382
00:17:48,430 --> 00:17:49,500
Elise?

383
00:17:49,500 --> 00:17:52,270
With more time
we could dig deeper,

384
00:17:52,270 --> 00:17:55,110
but big things don't happen
overnight in the cancer game.

385
00:17:55,110 --> 00:17:58,280
Okay, so... we have no choice.

386
00:17:58,280 --> 00:18:00,620
Okay then,
let's get the ball rolling

387
00:18:00,620 --> 00:18:02,830
with whatever we need
to do next.

388
00:18:02,830 --> 00:18:05,230
I'm sorry, but clearly
these people on your payroll

389
00:18:05,230 --> 00:18:07,170
don't know how to say
"no" to you.

390
00:18:07,170 --> 00:18:08,670
- Dr. Miller.
- And I gotta say...

391
00:18:08,670 --> 00:18:10,910
if you were anyone else,
this hospital wouldn't even be

392
00:18:10,910 --> 00:18:12,280
considering this
course of treatment.

393
00:18:12,280 --> 00:18:14,380
Mr. Voit has an
appetite for risk...

394
00:18:14,380 --> 00:18:16,150
An appetite for risk
is one thing.

395
00:18:16,150 --> 00:18:19,630
This is trying to kill
a lion with a toothpick.

396
00:18:23,770 --> 00:18:26,670
Look, sometimes we fly
too close to the sun,

397
00:18:26,670 --> 00:18:30,620
but we get nowhere
if we don't try to fly.

398
00:18:30,620 --> 00:18:32,220
Right, Dr. Coleman?

399
00:18:33,660 --> 00:18:36,900
Well, I sincerely
hope this works.

400
00:18:37,300 --> 00:18:40,370
But, respectfully,
I won't be a part of it.

401
00:18:52,230 --> 00:18:54,500
I, uh...

402
00:18:54,500 --> 00:18:57,070
I didn't mean
what I said before.

403
00:18:57,070 --> 00:18:58,670
I mean...

404
00:18:59,770 --> 00:19:01,180
I don't want to hate you.

405
00:19:01,180 --> 00:19:03,820
I wouldn't blame you if you did.

406
00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:10,260
I hope that selling the house
will be a fresh start for you.

407
00:19:12,060 --> 00:19:13,770
I think you really need that.

408
00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:17,580
Okay, I've drafted an agreement.

409
00:19:17,580 --> 00:19:19,680
Why don't we give it
a once-over?

410
00:19:23,790 --> 00:19:25,190
And focus.

411
00:19:25,190 --> 00:19:27,230
Ground yourself in the memory.

412
00:19:27,230 --> 00:19:31,240
What can you smell, hear, see?

413
00:19:36,310 --> 00:19:37,920
Okay, let it rip.

414
00:19:48,100 --> 00:19:49,370
So just stay out of it!

415
00:19:49,370 --> 00:19:50,510
What are you not telling me?

416
00:19:50,510 --> 00:19:52,550
It's... it's MDS.

417
00:19:52,550 --> 00:19:56,850
So there's a good chance
it'll turn into leukemia.

418
00:19:59,630 --> 00:20:02,400
- What is it, Amy?
- I have to go.

419
00:20:08,340 --> 00:20:10,620
You can't perform
surgery anymore.

420
00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:19,400
Place a vascath.

421
00:20:19,400 --> 00:20:21,500
Prep him for temporary
hemodialysis.

422
00:20:21,500 --> 00:20:23,880
- What happened?
- BP spike.

423
00:20:23,880 --> 00:20:25,980
Acute renal failure.

424
00:20:25,980 --> 00:20:27,310
But that makes no sense.

425
00:20:27,310 --> 00:20:28,790
Addison's should
prevent BP spikes,

426
00:20:28,790 --> 00:20:31,120
and his renal function
was normal pre-op.

427
00:20:31,120 --> 00:20:33,260
Well, clearly,
we're missing something.

428
00:20:33,260 --> 00:20:36,500
Blood cultures, autoantibodies
and a Pan CT scan.

429
00:20:36,500 --> 00:20:38,300
That's a good idea.

430
00:20:38,300 --> 00:20:39,410
It was even better when

431
00:20:39,410 --> 00:20:40,880
Dr. Maitra had it
five minutes ago.

432
00:20:40,880 --> 00:20:42,340
Where were you?

433
00:20:43,610 --> 00:20:45,020
I was in TMS.

434
00:20:45,020 --> 00:20:46,890
I love your sense of timing.

435
00:20:46,890 --> 00:20:48,620
I remembered.

436
00:20:49,290 --> 00:20:50,830
You were diagnosed months ago

437
00:20:50,830 --> 00:20:52,670
and the disease certainly
wasn't indolent.

438
00:20:52,670 --> 00:20:54,700
So, you're off chasing
unreliable memories

439
00:20:54,700 --> 00:20:56,840
while our patient's life
hangs in the balance?

440
00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:58,950
You're gonna look me
in the eye and tell me

441
00:20:58,950 --> 00:21:00,180
that was a false memory?

442
00:21:00,180 --> 00:21:01,720
It was a bad day.

443
00:21:01,720 --> 00:21:04,460
I was emotional,
and I'm fine now.

444
00:21:04,460 --> 00:21:07,700
You took this job
knowing you couldn't handle it!

445
00:21:07,700 --> 00:21:09,670
- I am handling it.
- Really?

446
00:21:09,670 --> 00:21:11,170
Where did you get this bruise?

447
00:21:11,170 --> 00:21:13,110
And what about the edema
in your wrist?

448
00:21:13,110 --> 00:21:16,450
How much prednisone does it
take to get you through a shift?

449
00:21:16,450 --> 00:21:19,020
You know what? Dr. Maitra
and I will take it from here.

450
00:21:21,490 --> 00:21:24,060
I would never do anything

451
00:21:24,060 --> 00:21:25,500
to jeopardize a patient,

452
00:21:25,500 --> 00:21:28,640
and I don't need you
to tell me that!

453
00:21:49,610 --> 00:21:51,920
Let me ask you something.

454
00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:54,160
When you went up
against Dr. Miller,

455
00:21:54,160 --> 00:21:58,430
was that for my sake, or were
you just pandering to your CEO?

456
00:21:59,330 --> 00:22:00,770
Oh, c'mon.

457
00:22:00,770 --> 00:22:02,670
Don't pretend you don't have
a lot riding on this, too.

458
00:22:02,670 --> 00:22:04,840
I don't do anything
I don't believe in.

459
00:22:06,050 --> 00:22:08,550
- A man of conviction.
Guess I'm not surprised, huh?

460
00:22:08,550 --> 00:22:10,250
Four years in Afghanistan.

461
00:22:10,250 --> 00:22:11,820
Took a bullet during
that hostage crisis...

462
00:22:11,820 --> 00:22:14,030
Okay, you guys gotta ease up
on the background checks.

463
00:22:14,030 --> 00:22:15,830
It's getting weird.

464
00:22:15,830 --> 00:22:17,670
Honest too, huh?

465
00:22:17,670 --> 00:22:20,470
Look, this idea
is out of the box.

466
00:22:20,470 --> 00:22:22,410
But you push boundaries
for a living.

467
00:22:22,410 --> 00:22:24,980
Controversial but
necessary to a society.

468
00:22:27,860 --> 00:22:29,460
I've just...

469
00:22:31,430 --> 00:22:33,730
I've never been
the lab rat before.

470
00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:53,240
Dr. Ridley,
he has tuberculosis.

471
00:22:53,840 --> 00:22:57,420
I saw some nonspecific
areas lighting up on CT,

472
00:22:57,420 --> 00:22:59,290
figured they were artifact,

473
00:22:59,290 --> 00:23:00,720
but his sed rate was up

474
00:23:00,720 --> 00:23:02,560
so I ordered an ultrasound
with Doppler.

475
00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:06,230
And found a cavitous lesion
in his hepatic artery.

476
00:23:06,230 --> 00:23:09,310
Add that to his chronic
inflammation, milky drain fluid,

477
00:23:09,310 --> 00:23:10,840
travel exposure...

478
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:12,910
extra-pulmonary TB
explains it all.

479
00:23:12,910 --> 00:23:13,980
Even the Addison's.

480
00:23:13,980 --> 00:23:16,050
He must have a lesion
on his adrenal gland.

481
00:23:16,050 --> 00:23:18,060
And who knows where else.

482
00:23:18,060 --> 00:23:19,160
We need a full-body MRI

483
00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:22,370
with contrast and surgery
to remove infection.

484
00:23:22,370 --> 00:23:24,840
- Good.
I'll take him to radiology.

485
00:23:24,840 --> 00:23:27,540
You can grab a few protein bars,
Dr. Maitra. We're going back in.

486
00:23:31,450 --> 00:23:33,020
You feeling okay?

487
00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:35,590
I feel like crap.

488
00:23:35,590 --> 00:23:37,930
Guess that's what we want,
though, right?

489
00:23:39,230 --> 00:23:40,640
Means it's working.

490
00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:42,240
Yeah, well, your BP's
a little low.

491
00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:43,940
I'm gonna start you on pressors.

492
00:23:45,510 --> 00:23:47,750
Mr. Voit? Mr. Voit!

493
00:23:47,750 --> 00:23:51,790
- Two milligrams IV lorazapam.
Stat!

494
00:23:51,790 --> 00:23:53,360
When did you inject
the CAR-T cells?

495
00:23:53,360 --> 00:23:56,170
- An hour ago.
- It's a cytokine storm.

496
00:23:56,170 --> 00:23:58,340
But I pre-medicated with
Benadryl and methylprednisolone.

497
00:23:58,340 --> 00:24:00,240
Well, it wasn't enough!

498
00:24:18,610 --> 00:24:20,520
What else we got?
- Dinner.

499
00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:22,520
Oh, no, I'm gonna eat later.

500
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:25,120
You can't help them
if you can't stand.

501
00:24:25,120 --> 00:24:26,730
Ridley, eat.

502
00:24:31,670 --> 00:24:34,280
Can we talk about the real
reason you won't slow down?

503
00:24:34,280 --> 00:24:35,850
Have you had Terry's moambe?

504
00:24:38,550 --> 00:24:39,920
Your grandson's gonna be fine.

505
00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:41,790
From everything
you've said about Amy,

506
00:24:41,790 --> 00:24:43,830
he's in the best possible hands.

507
00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:46,530
Not mine, though.

508
00:24:46,530 --> 00:24:48,500
You can't be everywhere.

509
00:24:51,080 --> 00:24:53,650
When Harry and I
were first married,

510
00:24:53,650 --> 00:24:55,850
I tried to stay put.

511
00:24:56,190 --> 00:24:58,390
Be the doting wife and mother

512
00:24:58,390 --> 00:25:00,630
and have a regular nine to five.

513
00:25:02,230 --> 00:25:06,370
The truth is,
I just wasn't cut out for it.

514
00:25:08,540 --> 00:25:11,020
Maybe you were right
to never settle down.

515
00:25:12,380 --> 00:25:14,160
Or maybe I just
never found a man

516
00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:15,420
who could put up with me.

517
00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:19,670
Well, that makes two of us.

518
00:25:25,340 --> 00:25:26,450
Hello?

519
00:25:26,450 --> 00:25:27,720
It's me.

520
00:25:27,720 --> 00:25:30,450
Albuteral and high flow oxygen

521
00:25:30,450 --> 00:25:31,860
are keeping his numbers
in the 80s.

522
00:25:31,860 --> 00:25:33,730
So no need to intubate?

523
00:25:33,730 --> 00:25:35,200
No, he's stabilized.

524
00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,130
But they've got an intense

525
00:25:37,130 --> 00:25:38,200
recovery ahead of them.

526
00:25:38,200 --> 00:25:41,310
If you could come home, I would.

527
00:25:44,220 --> 00:25:45,820
I'm trying to do my job.

528
00:25:45,820 --> 00:25:49,030
- At what cost?
Joan! 60 milligrams!

529
00:25:49,030 --> 00:25:51,700
At that rate,
you will flame out in weeks!

530
00:25:51,700 --> 00:25:52,830
That's my choice!

531
00:25:52,830 --> 00:25:54,300
Does Javi know
what you're doing?

532
00:25:54,300 --> 00:25:55,470
I'm not killing myself, Amy.

533
00:25:55,470 --> 00:25:57,710
I am trying to make the most

534
00:25:57,710 --> 00:25:59,380
of the time I have left.

535
00:25:59,380 --> 00:26:01,620
And he would respect that.

536
00:26:01,620 --> 00:26:03,450
Well, what does Ethan think?

537
00:26:03,450 --> 00:26:05,260
I don't know.

538
00:26:05,260 --> 00:26:06,760
He doesn't know?

539
00:26:06,760 --> 00:26:08,160
He doesn't return my calls.

540
00:26:08,160 --> 00:26:10,500
- What? Wait...
How long have things...

541
00:26:10,500 --> 00:26:12,740
- You know what?
I think you've dredged up

542
00:26:12,740 --> 00:26:14,980
enough bad memories for one day,
and if you'll excuse me,

543
00:26:14,980 --> 00:26:17,110
I have a patient who needs me.

544
00:26:19,620 --> 00:26:21,290
What do we got?

545
00:26:21,290 --> 00:26:25,100
Uh, granulomas in the liver,
kidney, adrenals, bowel...

546
00:26:25,100 --> 00:26:26,700
they're everywhere.

547
00:26:32,180 --> 00:26:34,680
Tell the on-call surgeons
to drop what they're doing

548
00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:36,050
and meet us in the OR,

549
00:26:36,050 --> 00:26:37,990
we're gonna need all
the hands we can get.

550
00:26:38,420 --> 00:26:40,190
I commend you, my dear brother,

551
00:26:40,190 --> 00:26:44,140
to Almighty God
and entrust you to your Creator.

552
00:26:44,140 --> 00:26:45,940
May you return to Him,

553
00:26:45,940 --> 00:26:48,510
who made you from
the dust of the earth.

554
00:26:48,950 --> 00:26:51,050
May Holy Mary, the angels

555
00:26:51,050 --> 00:26:53,090
and all the saints
come to greet you..

556
00:26:53,090 --> 00:26:54,390
I'm...

557
00:26:55,260 --> 00:26:56,330
I'm so sorry, Mrs. Voit.

558
00:26:56,330 --> 00:26:58,800
May Christ who
was crucified for you...

559
00:26:58,800 --> 00:27:01,670
I never should have let
him go through with this.

560
00:27:03,540 --> 00:27:05,410
Excuse me.

561
00:27:17,170 --> 00:27:20,140
Care to explain how
this went so wrong?

562
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:23,110
We tried CAR-T...

563
00:27:23,110 --> 00:27:25,050
No, I read the report,
I know what was attempted.

564
00:27:25,050 --> 00:27:27,090
I'm wondering how that
was allowed to happen.

565
00:27:27,090 --> 00:27:29,390
You'd have to ask
the CEO about that.

566
00:27:29,390 --> 00:27:31,660
He was pushing
medical decisions?

567
00:27:31,660 --> 00:27:33,430
We could've used you here.

568
00:27:35,870 --> 00:27:37,580
So what are you proposing now?

569
00:27:37,580 --> 00:27:40,580
I'm thinking IL-6 blockers.

570
00:27:40,580 --> 00:27:41,980
The COVID treatment?

571
00:27:41,980 --> 00:27:45,390
CAR-T triggers a similar
inflammatory cascade,

572
00:27:45,390 --> 00:27:47,830
and I don't think that
the standard protocol

573
00:27:47,830 --> 00:27:49,970
will get the inflammation
under control.

574
00:27:49,970 --> 00:27:51,800
He's been right all along.

575
00:27:54,410 --> 00:27:56,150
We should follow his lead.

576
00:27:59,620 --> 00:28:01,320
Your patient, your call.

577
00:28:04,090 --> 00:28:06,970
- Okay, okay, okay! The, the...
our Thailand trip!

578
00:28:06,970 --> 00:28:08,040
You got booed off
the karaoke stage...

579
00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:10,170
- Uh, Bohemian Rhapsody!
- Yes, yes!

580
00:28:12,580 --> 00:28:13,780
And for the record,

581
00:28:13,780 --> 00:28:16,150
it wasn't my performance
that people hated,

582
00:28:16,150 --> 00:28:18,260
it was just that
that song is too long.

583
00:28:29,480 --> 00:28:30,820
They in?

584
00:28:32,350 --> 00:28:34,320
I can't look, you do it.

585
00:28:46,110 --> 00:28:47,320
It's negative.

586
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:50,150
- I don't have cancer?
- You don't have cancer.

587
00:29:04,020 --> 00:29:05,790
Saddle up, everyone.

588
00:29:05,790 --> 00:29:09,530
For the next 11 hours,
we're doing an ex-vivo.

589
00:29:10,260 --> 00:29:11,660
That's right.

590
00:29:11,660 --> 00:29:13,030
The thing you learned
about in med school

591
00:29:13,030 --> 00:29:14,370
but never thought
you'd actually do.

592
00:29:14,370 --> 00:29:17,340
We're removing every damaged
organ, repairing it,

593
00:29:17,340 --> 00:29:20,310
and then putting it back
where we found it.

594
00:29:20,310 --> 00:29:23,920
We'll run two full operating
fields side-by-side.

595
00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:26,560
My team will be the one
removing organs

596
00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:28,100
and keeping Javi alive.

597
00:29:28,100 --> 00:29:30,770
That means controlling bleeding,
managing perfusion,

598
00:29:30,770 --> 00:29:32,670
oxygenating his heart and brain.

599
00:29:32,670 --> 00:29:35,440
Team Two is on ex-vivo work.

600
00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:37,310
When we pass off an organ,

601
00:29:37,310 --> 00:29:40,660
you strip the granulomas
and adhesions,

602
00:29:40,660 --> 00:29:42,260
repair what you can,

603
00:29:42,260 --> 00:29:45,830
then it comes straight back
to us in working order.

604
00:29:45,830 --> 00:29:47,600
Precision is everything.

605
00:29:47,600 --> 00:29:49,840
We lose focus, we lose an organ.

606
00:29:49,840 --> 00:29:52,310
We lose an organ,
we lose the man.

607
00:29:55,890 --> 00:29:57,590
No mistakes.

608
00:29:57,590 --> 00:29:58,820
Let's go.

609
00:29:59,860 --> 00:30:01,860
God, I cannot
believe I'm seeing this.

610
00:30:01,860 --> 00:30:03,600
All right,
I brought nourishments.

611
00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:06,010
- Oh, great.
- There you are.

612
00:30:06,540 --> 00:30:08,280
Did she just do

613
00:30:08,280 --> 00:30:09,950
a rapid artery reconstruct
on the fly?

614
00:30:09,950 --> 00:30:12,120
Yeah, it's unreal.

615
00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:13,950
She's a friggin' rockstar.

616
00:30:13,950 --> 00:30:16,260
She's something,
that's for sure.

617
00:30:16,260 --> 00:30:18,500
You wonder why I didn't
want to tell you?

618
00:30:18,500 --> 00:30:20,470
Look, but the way
she's managing everyone,

619
00:30:20,470 --> 00:30:22,340
she's like a maestro.

620
00:30:23,170 --> 00:30:25,140
Okay, so what exactly
is her endgame here?

621
00:30:25,140 --> 00:30:26,910
She's just going to keep
operating until she drops?

622
00:30:26,910 --> 00:30:29,320
I can't believe what
she's doing to herself.

623
00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:31,420
I know that you don't
want to go behind her back,

624
00:30:31,420 --> 00:30:34,190
but I don't think she's really
leaving us many options here.

625
00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:37,330
Just give me a couple hours.

626
00:30:37,330 --> 00:30:39,040
Till the end of the day.

627
00:30:47,450 --> 00:30:49,330
Ethan, it's Amy.

628
00:30:49,330 --> 00:30:52,930
Uh, gimme a call back
when you can. There's...

629
00:30:52,930 --> 00:30:55,640
There's something going on
with your mom.

630
00:30:55,640 --> 00:30:57,210
Okay, liver's coming out.

631
00:30:57,210 --> 00:31:00,410
Subhepatic space is clear.
Put a retractor in there, Carol.

632
00:31:00,410 --> 00:31:01,650
Sponge.

633
00:31:04,220 --> 00:31:05,490
Okay.

634
00:31:07,700 --> 00:31:11,070
That granuloma's wrapped
around the inferior vena cava.

635
00:31:11,070 --> 00:31:12,940
We can clamp, take it out,

636
00:31:12,940 --> 00:31:14,280
then reconstruct
with Dacron graft?

637
00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:16,350
No. We've made enough
compromises today.

638
00:31:16,350 --> 00:31:19,020
I'll dissect it off the wall,
leave the vein intact. Scalpel.

639
00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:22,590
Uh... isn't it safer
to do a graft?

640
00:31:22,590 --> 00:31:24,930
One slip and he could
bleed out in seconds.

641
00:31:24,930 --> 00:31:26,330
I know.

642
00:31:26,330 --> 00:31:28,710
I wrote that chapter in your
vascular surgery textbook.

643
00:31:28,710 --> 00:31:30,570
Suction, Dr. Maitra.

644
00:31:31,980 --> 00:31:34,450
Clamp ready in case
it goes south.

645
00:31:46,410 --> 00:31:48,040
Metz.

646
00:31:49,210 --> 00:31:51,080
I'm securing the vena cava now.

647
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:53,690
Dr. Maitra, get that lump
out of my hair, please.

648
00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:00,200
You know what they say about me?

649
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:03,270
Hands of stone.

650
00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:09,820
Hi. Hi.

651
00:32:10,250 --> 00:32:11,690
What are you doing here, Mom?

652
00:32:11,690 --> 00:32:14,300
- I wanted to check on Robbie.
I came as soon as I could.

653
00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:16,570
Well, we both know
that's not true.

654
00:32:16,570 --> 00:32:17,970
Okay, okay.

655
00:32:17,970 --> 00:32:20,270
I came as soon as I could
responsibly leave.

656
00:32:20,270 --> 00:32:22,240
And why is it you feel
a greater sense

657
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:25,350
of responsibility to a group of
strangers than your own family?

658
00:32:25,350 --> 00:32:27,860
Robbie was fine,
he didn't need me.

659
00:32:27,860 --> 00:32:29,320
No, I needed you!

660
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:33,840
You know, for once,
I actually let myself believe

661
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:34,870
that you'd be here.

662
00:32:34,870 --> 00:32:36,740
I was on my way

663
00:32:36,740 --> 00:32:38,140
and then we got the call.

664
00:32:38,140 --> 00:32:41,620
Fighting broke out in Sake,
we were inundated...

665
00:32:41,620 --> 00:32:44,350
It's always something, Mom.

666
00:32:47,030 --> 00:32:48,700
And what would you have me do?

667
00:32:48,700 --> 00:32:51,140
Let those people die so
I can come and hold your hand?

668
00:32:51,140 --> 00:32:52,540
No, you're right.

669
00:32:52,540 --> 00:32:54,710
No, you had to do what
you thought was right.

670
00:32:54,710 --> 00:32:57,050
And now I have to do the same.

671
00:32:57,050 --> 00:32:59,280
So... you know what?
I'm... I'm done.

672
00:32:59,280 --> 00:33:01,020
What does that mean,
"You're done?"

673
00:33:01,020 --> 00:33:02,560
It means I'm just... I'm done.

674
00:33:02,560 --> 00:33:04,330
You know, at some point,
I only have myself to blame

675
00:33:04,330 --> 00:33:06,030
for letting you disappoint me.

676
00:33:11,580 --> 00:33:15,880
If you can't see I made
the only choice I could,

677
00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:17,590
in that moment,

678
00:33:17,590 --> 00:33:20,230
then I didn't raise
the man I thought.

679
00:33:21,930 --> 00:33:24,370
You barely raised me at all.

680
00:33:39,630 --> 00:33:41,140
Welcome back.

681
00:33:43,170 --> 00:33:44,710
Must've been a close one.

682
00:33:45,710 --> 00:33:48,250
Turns out your Addison's

683
00:33:48,250 --> 00:33:50,620
was a symptom of indolent TB.

684
00:33:50,620 --> 00:33:53,590
You had a lesion
on your adrenal gland.

685
00:33:53,990 --> 00:33:55,500
Along with 14 others.

686
00:33:55,500 --> 00:33:58,570
But we cleared the damage,
and you'll make a full recovery.

687
00:34:00,040 --> 00:34:03,110
So... so, no more Addison's?

688
00:34:03,110 --> 00:34:06,050
No more Addison's.

689
00:34:10,260 --> 00:34:12,160
You saved my life.

690
00:34:13,130 --> 00:34:15,840
I wish there were more
I could do for you.

691
00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:17,240
Are you kidding?

692
00:34:17,240 --> 00:34:19,680
That was a career-making
surgery you bagged me,

693
00:34:19,680 --> 00:34:21,880
I'm gonna live forever
in these halls.

694
00:34:23,820 --> 00:34:25,460
So, uh...

695
00:34:27,260 --> 00:34:29,430
when can I get back out there?

696
00:34:29,430 --> 00:34:31,140
Well, in the last 12 hours,

697
00:34:31,140 --> 00:34:33,510
most of your organs have
been outside your body,

698
00:34:33,510 --> 00:34:36,080
so maybe you wanna
give it a few weeks.

699
00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:41,090
Hey, we go where
we're needed, right?

700
00:34:41,090 --> 00:34:42,860
Hmm.

701
00:35:03,900 --> 00:35:05,600
Hi, stranger.

702
00:35:07,440 --> 00:35:08,740
Mom.

703
00:35:25,410 --> 00:35:28,450
Unfortunately, the CAR-T

704
00:35:28,450 --> 00:35:30,890
hit you harder than your cancer.

705
00:35:30,890 --> 00:35:32,320
We've retested your blood

706
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:34,030
and your small cell
tumour markers

707
00:35:34,030 --> 00:35:35,800
only dropped three percent.

708
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:37,540
Meaning it didn't make a dent.

709
00:35:37,540 --> 00:35:38,800
Right.

710
00:35:39,910 --> 00:35:42,610
Well, then, what's next?

711
00:35:43,280 --> 00:35:45,020
We're back where we started.

712
00:35:45,420 --> 00:35:48,290
Chemo and molecular therapy.

713
00:35:48,290 --> 00:35:49,590
So, you were right.

714
00:35:49,590 --> 00:35:52,670
My "yes men" almost
killed me for nothing.

715
00:35:53,070 --> 00:35:55,170
We're just glad
you're still here.

716
00:35:55,170 --> 00:35:56,910
I'll be dead
by the end of the year.

717
00:35:56,910 --> 00:35:57,940
I'm sorry.

718
00:35:57,940 --> 00:35:59,780
But there's plenty you can do

719
00:35:59,780 --> 00:36:01,120
with the time you have left.

720
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:02,720
No. I won't slowly degenerate.

721
00:36:02,720 --> 00:36:05,960
If you can't cure me,
I will wait.

722
00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:07,330
Xander, no.

723
00:36:07,330 --> 00:36:08,760
What better time
to do it than now?

724
00:36:08,760 --> 00:36:10,370
I'm sorry,
what are we talking about?

725
00:36:10,370 --> 00:36:12,200
There's a Swiss cryogenics
company that will freeze me

726
00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:13,510
until further notice.

727
00:36:13,510 --> 00:36:15,380
When there's a cure for this
in 10, 20, 30 years,

728
00:36:15,380 --> 00:36:17,350
I'll be first in line.

729
00:36:17,350 --> 00:36:20,990
If they find a way to reverse
the freezing process.

730
00:36:20,990 --> 00:36:22,590
We can do it with embryos.

731
00:36:23,460 --> 00:36:24,730
It's only a matter of time.

732
00:36:24,730 --> 00:36:26,100
And I won't...

733
00:36:26,470 --> 00:36:28,440
exactly be in a rush.

734
00:36:35,150 --> 00:36:36,890
She knew who she married,

735
00:36:36,890 --> 00:36:39,860
and I still have way too much
to do in this world.

736
00:36:41,560 --> 00:36:43,030
The man needs a psych consult.

737
00:36:43,030 --> 00:36:44,400
We should put him on
a 72-hour hold.

738
00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:45,940
On what grounds?

739
00:36:45,940 --> 00:36:48,280
He's not depressed
or pathological,

740
00:36:48,280 --> 00:36:49,980
he's got a God complex.

741
00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:52,950
And I flew too close to the sun.

742
00:36:53,990 --> 00:36:55,390
The CEO's watching,

743
00:36:55,390 --> 00:36:57,830
you got a billionaire
setting you up to be a hero.

744
00:36:57,830 --> 00:36:59,360
You got carried away.

745
00:36:59,360 --> 00:37:00,970
You're right.

746
00:37:00,970 --> 00:37:01,970
I'm sorry.

747
00:37:03,240 --> 00:37:04,540
I know you think

748
00:37:04,540 --> 00:37:06,310
I don't have a leg
to stand on here,

749
00:37:06,310 --> 00:37:09,180
but what happened with
Mr. Voit was unethical.

750
00:37:09,180 --> 00:37:10,820
And there isn't always gonna be

751
00:37:10,820 --> 00:37:12,890
someone more senior
around to push back.

752
00:37:12,890 --> 00:37:15,160
You're not a rookie anymore, TJ.

753
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:17,300
Time to start acting like it.

754
00:37:25,150 --> 00:37:26,320
Hey.

755
00:37:26,750 --> 00:37:28,120
Oh, hey.

756
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:29,660
So...

757
00:37:31,160 --> 00:37:33,930
I need to tell you
where I was yesterday.

758
00:37:35,040 --> 00:37:36,270
Okay.

759
00:37:36,840 --> 00:37:39,780
Rachel had a mammogram
and they found a mass.

760
00:37:39,780 --> 00:37:42,920
Oh, no. Is she okay?

761
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:44,320
Yeah, yeah, she's fine now.

762
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:45,860
The biopsy results
finally came back negative,

763
00:37:45,860 --> 00:37:49,200
but the past week has been kind
of tough, so I just...

764
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:50,640
I wanted to be there for her.

765
00:37:51,270 --> 00:37:53,810
So that's why you left early?

766
00:37:53,810 --> 00:37:56,010
- Yeah, yeah.
She was spiralling.

767
00:37:56,680 --> 00:38:00,020
And that patient you were with

768
00:38:00,020 --> 00:38:01,890
in radiology last week?

769
00:38:01,890 --> 00:38:03,960
When you didn't want to talk?
That was her?

770
00:38:04,630 --> 00:38:06,800
She asked me not to tell anyone.

771
00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:08,400
Um...

772
00:38:10,240 --> 00:38:11,740
But I see the look on your face,

773
00:38:11,740 --> 00:38:14,650
so clearly I went
about this all wrong...

774
00:38:14,650 --> 00:38:16,350
No, you were in a tough spot.

775
00:38:16,350 --> 00:38:18,820
I'm just glad she's okay.

776
00:38:18,820 --> 00:38:20,990
- Yeah?
- Yeah!

777
00:38:25,540 --> 00:38:26,670
Yeah.

778
00:38:28,210 --> 00:38:29,650
Okay.

779
00:38:31,650 --> 00:38:35,120
That was pretty sneaky,
you calling Ethan.

780
00:38:35,660 --> 00:38:37,700
Dare I ask how it went?

781
00:38:39,460 --> 00:38:41,070
Well, uh...

782
00:38:41,070 --> 00:38:43,010
we have a lot to clean up.

783
00:38:43,010 --> 00:38:44,470
But...

784
00:38:45,510 --> 00:38:48,420
He's here.
So, thank you.

785
00:38:49,550 --> 00:38:51,790
If there's one thing
this year has taught me,

786
00:38:51,790 --> 00:38:54,730
it's that family
finds a way to forgive.

787
00:38:56,700 --> 00:38:58,070
Let's hope.

788
00:38:59,640 --> 00:39:02,750
He certainly thinks
I have a lot to answer for.

789
00:39:06,050 --> 00:39:09,560
We need to figure out
what you're gonna do, Joan.

790
00:39:10,030 --> 00:39:12,100
Oh, I know what I'm gonna do.

791
00:39:13,770 --> 00:39:16,370
I didn't think
it could get any worse

792
00:39:16,370 --> 00:39:17,710
than being schooled
by Richard Miller,

793
00:39:17,710 --> 00:39:19,280
and knowing he was right.

794
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:20,810
Try this.

795
00:39:20,810 --> 00:39:23,550
I spent all of last week trying
to sideline Dr. Ridley,

796
00:39:23,550 --> 00:39:27,560
and the second she asks me
to scrub in for a big operation,

797
00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:29,160
I leap at the chance.

798
00:39:29,160 --> 00:39:30,670
So we're hypocrites.

799
00:39:30,670 --> 00:39:33,810
Or maybe we're just
doing the best we can

800
00:39:33,810 --> 00:39:36,750
in a job that has
a lot of grey areas.

801
00:39:37,450 --> 00:39:39,420
Maybe we are.

802
00:39:40,050 --> 00:39:43,760
So? You wanna give our
date another shot?

803
00:39:44,390 --> 00:39:45,700
Dinner?

804
00:39:45,700 --> 00:39:49,040
That Italian place
on the corner?

805
00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:50,710
Or we could just go to mine.

806
00:39:50,710 --> 00:39:53,810
- For dinner?
- That, too.

807
00:40:07,210 --> 00:40:09,680
Dr. Ridley would
like all of Internal Medicine

808
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:12,150
to report to the office
for an all hands.

809
00:40:17,190 --> 00:40:19,100
Excuse me.

810
00:40:20,030 --> 00:40:22,070
Any idea what this is about?

811
00:40:22,070 --> 00:40:23,640
Uh... nope.

812
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:25,610
No idea, but... I guess
we'll both find out.

813
00:40:35,770 --> 00:40:39,910
- Wow, that was fast.
Am I that scary?

814
00:40:39,910 --> 00:40:41,340
Yes!

815
00:40:43,450 --> 00:40:47,320
Uh, this is not a conversation

816
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:49,660
I ever wanted to have, so...

817
00:40:51,030 --> 00:40:53,870
forgive me if I'm not exactly
sure where to start.

818
00:40:56,270 --> 00:40:59,240
I know there's been concern

819
00:40:59,240 --> 00:41:01,080
about my health,

820
00:41:01,080 --> 00:41:02,750
and I truly appreciate it.

821
00:41:03,220 --> 00:41:05,860
It turns out, it was warranted.

822
00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:10,500
I have MDS. It's advanced.

823
00:41:10,500 --> 00:41:13,740
And it's time for me
to accept that...

824
00:41:15,780 --> 00:41:18,350
it's not something I can outrun.

825
00:41:18,350 --> 00:41:19,890
So...

826
00:41:23,130 --> 00:41:24,900
last night

827
00:41:26,170 --> 00:41:28,870
will be my final surgery.

828
00:41:29,670 --> 00:41:34,150
And next week will be
my last as your chief.

829
00:41:37,190 --> 00:41:39,120
I've spoken to Dr. Hamda

830
00:41:39,120 --> 00:41:43,300
and he has agreed to facilitate
a smooth transition.

831
00:41:43,300 --> 00:41:44,800
And never fear...

832
00:41:44,800 --> 00:41:47,440
you will all receive
your long-awaited

833
00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:49,240
evaluations before I go.

834
00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:53,250
I'd like to think, um...

835
00:41:53,250 --> 00:41:56,530
that I still have some wisdom

836
00:41:58,400 --> 00:42:00,870
to impart on
the next generation.

837
00:42:02,140 --> 00:42:03,710
Even you, Peter.

838
00:42:05,910 --> 00:42:06,950
So, um,

839
00:42:07,820 --> 00:42:11,660
as my friend reminded
me today, uh...

840
00:42:12,220 --> 00:42:14,600
we go where we're needed.

841
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:17,740
And right now, there are more
important places

842
00:42:17,740 --> 00:42:21,780
for me to be than inside
an OR, or behind a desk.

843
00:42:24,580 --> 00:42:26,690
Being a doctor

844
00:42:28,020 --> 00:42:30,630
has been the privilege
of my life.

845
00:42:33,570 --> 00:42:35,070
Being your chief

846
00:42:37,340 --> 00:42:40,210
has meant more to me
than I expected.

847
00:42:41,380 --> 00:42:43,050
Thank you.

848
00:42:47,360 --> 00:42:49,570
All of you.

849
00:42:52,510 --> 00:42:55,310
And I'll see you tomorrow.

850
00:43:30,280 --> 00:43:32,720
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