1 00:00:02,002 --> 00:00:05,005 [music, glass shatters] 2 00:00:28,629 --> 00:00:29,830 - [Voiceover] What you are looking at is 3 00:00:29,863 --> 00:00:33,567 250 million light years away. 4 00:00:33,601 --> 00:00:36,804 This means that it took 250 million years 5 00:00:36,837 --> 00:00:40,741 for the light from those stars to reach our eyes. 6 00:00:40,774 --> 00:00:44,778 We are thus, at present, staring into the past. 7 00:01:39,233 --> 00:01:41,535 (sighs) 8 00:01:43,137 --> 00:01:46,807 - My dad died during my sophomore year of college. 9 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:49,377 For five years, Mom kept a strong front 10 00:01:49,410 --> 00:01:52,413 as she wanted us to move on with our lives. 11 00:02:01,389 --> 00:02:04,925 Mom, do you have a favorite designer? 12 00:02:04,958 --> 00:02:07,195 - No. (chuckles) 13 00:02:07,228 --> 00:02:09,630 - Didn't you want to be one? 14 00:02:09,663 --> 00:02:11,131 - Yes. 15 00:02:11,165 --> 00:02:14,268 - So, how is it that you don't have a favorite? 16 00:02:14,302 --> 00:02:17,405 - Well, I suppose, 17 00:02:17,438 --> 00:02:20,641 that would be me. 18 00:02:20,674 --> 00:02:22,343 - Seriously, Mom. 19 00:02:22,376 --> 00:02:23,611 - Well, honey, I don't know. 20 00:02:23,644 --> 00:02:28,115 I can't afford them so I don't bother with that. 21 00:02:29,683 --> 00:02:31,985 - Why'd you become a nurse then? 22 00:02:32,986 --> 00:02:35,022 - Stability. 23 00:02:36,890 --> 00:02:39,727 Income, you know. 24 00:02:40,828 --> 00:02:43,797 Helping people. (chuckles) 25 00:02:43,831 --> 00:02:45,666 Who knows? 26 00:02:46,534 --> 00:02:49,069 - Maybe you could do both. 27 00:02:49,102 --> 00:02:51,972 - Ah, I think it's too late for that. 28 00:02:52,940 --> 00:02:55,276 - It's never too late. 29 00:02:55,309 --> 00:02:57,945 - That is true 30 00:02:57,978 --> 00:03:01,215 but I'm really good with what I do. 31 00:03:01,249 --> 00:03:04,452 - Right. 32 00:03:08,389 --> 00:03:11,325 When are you gonna use that handbag? 33 00:03:13,394 --> 00:03:16,830 - I'll use that for a special occasion. 34 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:18,699 - [Nate] Like what? 35 00:03:19,733 --> 00:03:22,336 - Like Steven's commencement. 36 00:03:23,604 --> 00:03:26,407 - [Nate] You should just use it every day. 37 00:03:27,941 --> 00:03:32,680 - No, it's too expensive. 38 00:03:33,614 --> 00:03:35,649 Precious. 39 00:03:38,319 --> 00:03:43,324 - [Voiceover] After Mom's funeral, everything went downhill. 40 00:05:08,342 --> 00:05:09,810 - [Larry] Hey. - [Steven] Hey, Uncle Larry. 41 00:05:09,843 --> 00:05:10,978 - Hey, Steven. 42 00:05:11,011 --> 00:05:11,879 I thought you boys would be hungry. 43 00:05:11,912 --> 00:05:13,246 - Oh, thank you. 44 00:05:26,494 --> 00:05:28,328 (groans) 45 00:05:29,262 --> 00:05:31,932 - [Steven] Uncle Larry brought dinner. 46 00:05:31,965 --> 00:05:33,333 - Is he here? 47 00:05:33,367 --> 00:05:35,135 - [Steven] Yeah. 48 00:05:36,269 --> 00:05:38,672 - I don't know. 49 00:05:38,706 --> 00:05:40,574 - [Steven] Are you hungry? 50 00:05:40,608 --> 00:05:42,443 - No. 51 00:05:44,578 --> 00:05:45,979 - [Steven] No worries, then. 52 00:05:46,013 --> 00:05:47,014 - Thanks. 53 00:05:58,426 --> 00:06:00,761 - [Larry] Well, you're gonna be a doctor, aren't you? 54 00:06:00,794 --> 00:06:02,663 - (chuckles) Hope so. 55 00:06:02,696 --> 00:06:05,566 - [Larry] Then maybe your brother will follow. 56 00:06:05,599 --> 00:06:06,767 - Follow? 57 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:08,436 - [Larry] Yeah, and finish his studies. 58 00:06:08,469 --> 00:06:09,703 - He did already. 59 00:06:09,737 --> 00:06:11,539 - [Larry] He did? 60 00:06:11,572 --> 00:06:14,207 - Yeah, two years ago. 61 00:06:14,241 --> 00:06:15,809 - I thought that he moved back home. 62 00:06:15,843 --> 00:06:19,447 - He did just because he didn't want Mom to be by herself. 63 00:06:20,514 --> 00:06:23,517 - So, he would drive two hours to college every day? 64 00:06:23,551 --> 00:06:25,619 - An hour 45 if you drive like him. 65 00:06:25,653 --> 00:06:28,221 - [Larry] (laughs) Yeah. 66 00:06:28,255 --> 00:06:29,890 Sorry, I didn't know. 67 00:06:29,923 --> 00:06:31,191 - It's alright, 68 00:06:31,224 --> 00:06:32,225 he doesn't really advertise his life too much. 69 00:06:57,150 --> 00:06:59,119 You need to eat. 70 00:07:00,353 --> 00:07:03,223 I know you didn't eat lunch. 71 00:07:06,393 --> 00:07:09,262 - [Nate] What's for dinner? 72 00:07:09,296 --> 00:07:11,098 - Pasta. 73 00:07:12,533 --> 00:07:15,569 - [Nate] I'll get to it, just leave it on the table. 74 00:07:17,037 --> 00:07:19,106 - OK. 75 00:07:21,775 --> 00:07:23,777 (running water) 76 00:10:52,285 --> 00:10:54,287 (whimpering) 77 00:12:14,802 --> 00:12:17,404 (electronic music) 78 00:12:17,437 --> 00:12:19,739 - [Steven] Hey, is Herman around? 79 00:12:19,773 --> 00:12:21,008 - He is I. 80 00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:23,710 - Hi, I'm Nate's brother, Steven. 81 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:25,712 - My condolences. 82 00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:26,880 - Thank you. 83 00:12:26,914 --> 00:12:28,681 - How's Nate doin'? 84 00:12:28,715 --> 00:12:29,917 - Not too well. 85 00:12:29,950 --> 00:12:32,319 I think he just needs time. 86 00:12:32,352 --> 00:12:34,922 - Totally understand. 87 00:12:34,955 --> 00:12:37,157 - I hope this doesn't inconvenience your business too much. 88 00:12:37,190 --> 00:12:39,026 - No, it does not. 89 00:12:39,059 --> 00:12:41,461 Trent has volunteered to take all of his clients. 90 00:12:41,494 --> 00:12:48,301 - Oh, that's very kind of him. 91 00:12:52,772 --> 00:12:53,941 - [Trent] Hi. 92 00:12:53,974 --> 00:12:55,475 - Hi, you're Trent? 93 00:12:55,508 --> 00:12:57,710 - Yeah, and you're Steven. 94 00:12:57,744 --> 00:12:58,912 - I am. 95 00:12:58,946 --> 00:13:00,480 I think I saw you at the funeral. 96 00:13:00,513 --> 00:13:04,985 - Yeah, I'm really sorry for your loss. 97 00:13:05,018 --> 00:13:05,785 - [Steven] Thank you. 98 00:13:05,819 --> 00:13:06,954 - How's Nate? 99 00:13:06,987 --> 00:13:08,788 - [Steven] Not too well. 100 00:13:08,822 --> 00:13:11,024 - Oh, I'm sorry. 101 00:13:11,058 --> 00:13:13,026 He really loved his mom. 102 00:13:13,060 --> 00:13:15,963 - She was well-loved by the family. 103 00:13:15,996 --> 00:13:17,931 - Of course, yeah. 104 00:13:17,965 --> 00:13:19,066 - Hey, thanks, Trent. 105 00:13:19,099 --> 00:13:20,667 - No, any time. 106 00:13:20,700 --> 00:13:22,802 - Give Nate my regards. 107 00:13:22,836 --> 00:13:24,104 - [Trent] Definitely. 108 00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:25,172 - [Woman] OK, bye. 109 00:13:25,205 --> 00:13:26,907 - [Trent] OK, bye. 110 00:13:27,975 --> 00:13:29,142 Sorry. 111 00:13:29,176 --> 00:13:30,310 - It's OK. 112 00:13:30,343 --> 00:13:31,444 Thanks for taking Nate's clients. 113 00:13:31,478 --> 00:13:33,213 - [Trent] Oh, no problem at all. 114 00:13:33,246 --> 00:13:35,215 - Herman told me you weren't getting paid for it. 115 00:13:35,248 --> 00:13:36,616 - It's fine. 116 00:13:36,649 --> 00:13:39,619 A little something for Nate during his tough time. 117 00:13:39,652 --> 00:13:40,420 - [Steven] That's too kind. 118 00:13:40,453 --> 00:13:41,288 I insist you get paid. 119 00:13:41,321 --> 00:13:42,789 - No, I don't want it. 120 00:13:42,822 --> 00:13:47,160 Besides, Nate knows that I'll never take a cent from him. 121 00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:49,696 - Of course. 122 00:13:49,729 --> 00:13:53,166 - When's a good time to drop by and see him? 123 00:13:53,200 --> 00:13:56,369 - [Steven] He's not really too keen on visitors right now. 124 00:13:57,905 --> 00:13:59,639 - OK, 125 00:13:59,672 --> 00:14:03,476 I'll just drop him a text then. 126 00:14:03,510 --> 00:14:04,844 - That's very thoughtful. 127 00:14:32,005 --> 00:14:39,046 - [Steven] Hey. 128 00:14:43,516 --> 00:14:44,517 - Don't go. 129 00:14:55,862 --> 00:14:57,965 Please don't go back yet. 130 00:14:57,998 --> 00:15:01,101 - I already booked a flight. 131 00:15:01,134 --> 00:15:02,802 - Can't you call and change it? 132 00:15:02,835 --> 00:15:04,637 - It's an internet ticket. 133 00:15:07,807 --> 00:15:10,377 I left it open for now. 134 00:15:10,410 --> 00:15:13,446 (chuckles) Yes, they let me do that. 135 00:15:15,082 --> 00:15:17,384 I miss you too, Babe. 136 00:15:18,285 --> 00:15:19,286 I love you too. 137 00:15:32,199 --> 00:15:34,001 You're up. 138 00:15:34,034 --> 00:15:35,868 - Yeah. 139 00:15:35,902 --> 00:15:37,504 - You hungry? 140 00:15:37,537 --> 00:15:39,706 - No. 141 00:15:41,641 --> 00:15:43,977 - You should eat though. 142 00:15:44,011 --> 00:15:45,345 - I know, I will. 143 00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:17,544 Do you see that handbag there? 144 00:16:17,577 --> 00:16:19,446 - Yeah. 145 00:16:20,447 --> 00:16:23,450 - [Nate] Mom was gonna use it for your commencement. 146 00:16:35,295 --> 00:16:37,297 (sniveling) 147 00:17:09,262 --> 00:17:11,198 - There's something I need to tell you. 148 00:17:11,231 --> 00:17:12,732 - [Nate] Yeah? 149 00:17:12,765 --> 00:17:14,867 - I have a boyfriend. 150 00:17:14,901 --> 00:17:16,369 - Oh, great. 151 00:17:16,403 --> 00:17:18,171 - [Steven] He's super nice. 152 00:17:18,205 --> 00:17:20,507 - That's good. 153 00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:23,976 - So, I told him that I was staying longer over here 154 00:17:24,010 --> 00:17:26,813 so, he's flying over. 155 00:17:27,947 --> 00:17:29,149 - What for? 156 00:17:29,182 --> 00:17:30,583 - [Steven] Emotional support. 157 00:17:30,617 --> 00:17:32,952 He's nice like that. 158 00:17:35,088 --> 00:17:36,389 - Doesn't he have to work? 159 00:17:36,423 --> 00:17:38,258 - [Steven] Nah, he's a student as well. 160 00:17:38,291 --> 00:17:39,259 - Med student? 161 00:17:39,292 --> 00:17:41,094 - No, he's getting his PhD. 162 00:17:41,128 --> 00:17:42,695 - [Nate] Smart guy. 163 00:17:42,729 --> 00:17:44,030 - He is. 164 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:45,532 So, I don't know if we'll get a hotel 165 00:17:45,565 --> 00:17:48,201 or if I should have him stay here. 166 00:17:48,235 --> 00:17:49,736 - [Nate] He could sleep in the living room. 167 00:17:49,769 --> 00:17:53,506 - Nate, you know I'm gonna have to share a bed with him. 168 00:17:53,540 --> 00:17:55,342 - Right. 169 00:17:57,677 --> 00:18:00,413 - [Steven] So, what do you think? 170 00:18:00,447 --> 00:18:01,314 - Is he rich? 171 00:18:01,348 --> 00:18:03,183 - [Steven] No. 172 00:18:03,216 --> 00:18:05,518 - What do you suggest? 173 00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:10,623 - Would it bother you if we stayed in Mom's room? 174 00:18:12,192 --> 00:18:13,460 - Why would I mind? 175 00:18:13,493 --> 00:18:15,828 - 'Cause you're emotional like that. 176 00:18:15,862 --> 00:18:18,731 - [Nate] But I'm not unreasonable. 177 00:18:18,765 --> 00:18:20,833 - Well, then it's settled. 178 00:18:20,867 --> 00:18:23,102 - Yes, it is. 179 00:18:23,136 --> 00:18:25,605 - [Steven] You'll like him. 180 00:18:25,638 --> 00:18:27,474 - I'm sure I will but 181 00:18:27,507 --> 00:18:30,510 I'm not exactly in the mood to make new friends. 182 00:18:54,767 --> 00:18:57,670 - [Steven] Follow me. 183 00:19:02,041 --> 00:19:03,310 Ray, this is Nate. 184 00:19:03,343 --> 00:19:04,677 - Hi, I'm Ray. - [Nate] Hi. 185 00:19:04,711 --> 00:19:06,746 - Steven talks about you all the time. 186 00:19:06,779 --> 00:19:07,647 - [Nate] He does? 187 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:09,015 - Yeah. 188 00:19:09,048 --> 00:19:11,050 - [Steven] Let's get that luggage in the room. 189 00:19:46,686 --> 00:19:47,820 Thirsty, Babe? 190 00:19:47,854 --> 00:19:49,922 - [Ray] I'm good, thanks. 191 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:53,426 - So, I heard you're getting your PhD. 192 00:19:53,460 --> 00:19:54,661 - I am. 193 00:19:54,694 --> 00:19:56,429 - In what field, if you don't mind me asking? 194 00:19:56,463 --> 00:19:57,830 - Astrophysics. 195 00:19:57,864 --> 00:19:59,232 - How's that going? 196 00:19:59,266 --> 00:20:01,934 - You know, ups and downs but moving along. 197 00:20:01,968 --> 00:20:03,135 - I see. 198 00:20:03,169 --> 00:20:05,972 - Ray's studying black holes. 199 00:20:06,005 --> 00:20:07,006 - Really? 200 00:21:19,379 --> 00:21:22,715 (flushing toilet) 201 00:21:22,749 --> 00:21:24,751 (running water) 202 00:23:33,212 --> 00:23:35,615 This is a picture I took of Steven 203 00:23:35,648 --> 00:23:39,919 during our last hiking trip. 204 00:23:44,090 --> 00:23:45,558 After Steven left for college, 205 00:23:45,592 --> 00:23:49,428 we never got a chance to go hiking again. 206 00:23:52,164 --> 00:23:57,036 So, I printed it out, framed it, and set it on my desk. 207 00:23:59,606 --> 00:24:01,841 Of course Mom and Dad 208 00:24:01,874 --> 00:24:09,516 thought I was just a sweet little brother. 209 00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,187 Steven and I had always been close 210 00:24:15,221 --> 00:24:17,356 and shared a bedroom. 211 00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:22,495 When I was 11 and he was 12, 212 00:24:22,529 --> 00:24:27,199 we started to experiment with each other sexually. 213 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:32,939 After a few years, we had realized 214 00:24:32,972 --> 00:24:35,474 we'd fallen in love. 215 00:24:36,442 --> 00:24:38,477 Of course, we felt guilty and ashamed 216 00:24:38,511 --> 00:24:43,149 and we didn't dare tell anybody what we were doing. 217 00:24:46,452 --> 00:24:50,923 We'd hoped it was a phase we'd grow out of. 218 00:24:53,693 --> 00:24:55,461 But we ended up sleeping with each other 219 00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:58,598 until Steven left for college. 220 00:24:59,932 --> 00:25:02,168 We knew this could destroy our lives 221 00:25:02,201 --> 00:25:04,170 so we made a pact. 222 00:25:04,203 --> 00:25:05,404 - I'll be in Maryland 223 00:25:05,437 --> 00:25:07,439 and you'll go to college in a different state. 224 00:25:19,752 --> 00:25:21,988 - When's the last night you'll sleep in my bed? 225 00:25:22,021 --> 00:25:24,924 - [Steven] The night before I fly off. 226 00:25:26,492 --> 00:25:27,760 - OK. 227 00:25:28,460 --> 00:25:31,598 - You'll be leaving for college soon. 228 00:25:31,631 --> 00:25:33,733 - Gonna miss you so much. 229 00:25:33,766 --> 00:25:35,167 - [Steven] I'll miss you too. 230 00:25:35,201 --> 00:25:37,937 - You're moving to a diverse city. 231 00:25:37,970 --> 00:25:40,072 - Your mom and I want you to know 232 00:25:40,106 --> 00:25:41,107 that if you fall in love... 233 00:25:41,140 --> 00:25:42,374 - Bae. 234 00:25:42,408 --> 00:25:44,844 - It doesn't matter to us whether that person 235 00:25:44,877 --> 00:25:48,648 is black, white, Asian, Latino, whatever. 236 00:25:48,681 --> 00:25:52,819 - As long as that person loves you completely. 237 00:25:57,089 --> 00:25:58,958 - Excited about college? 238 00:25:58,991 --> 00:26:01,227 - [Steven] A little bit. 239 00:26:01,260 --> 00:26:03,062 - That's great. 240 00:26:04,130 --> 00:26:06,265 - No, it's not. 241 00:26:07,700 --> 00:26:09,936 Out with it, Nate. 242 00:26:12,338 --> 00:26:14,473 - Fine. 243 00:26:15,374 --> 00:26:17,409 Why are you so nonchalant about the whole thing? 244 00:26:17,443 --> 00:26:20,512 - (chuckles) I am far from it. 245 00:26:20,546 --> 00:26:23,149 - You seem to be taking this transition pretty well. 246 00:26:23,182 --> 00:26:25,284 - So are you. 247 00:26:25,317 --> 00:26:29,756 - Not now, am I? 248 00:26:34,126 --> 00:26:36,328 - Can you feel it? 249 00:26:39,331 --> 00:26:43,803 I hate this just as much as you do. 250 00:26:48,007 --> 00:26:50,576 Now, what would you have us do? 251 00:26:53,279 --> 00:26:55,648 - Move to a town far far away. 252 00:26:55,682 --> 00:26:58,951 - And cut ties with Mom and Dad? 253 00:26:58,985 --> 00:27:00,987 - Of course not. 254 00:27:01,020 --> 00:27:04,323 - OK, what then? 255 00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:10,797 - We'll stick to the plan. 256 00:27:10,830 --> 00:27:12,965 - You sure? 257 00:27:14,300 --> 00:27:16,202 - Is there a choice? 258 00:27:16,235 --> 00:27:17,569 - No, not really. 259 00:27:30,917 --> 00:27:34,787 - [Voiceover] My grades went down after Steven left. 260 00:27:36,088 --> 00:27:40,392 Didn't help that we agreed not to text each other. 261 00:27:41,828 --> 00:27:44,831 The night before Thanksgiving I could not sleep. 262 00:28:01,848 --> 00:28:03,215 - [Mom] Steven? 263 00:28:03,249 --> 00:28:05,184 Oh, great. 264 00:28:05,217 --> 00:28:06,652 - Hi, Ma. 265 00:28:10,622 --> 00:28:11,924 - Come on in, let me get your bag. 266 00:28:11,958 --> 00:28:14,126 - [Steven] I got it, it's heavy. 267 00:28:14,160 --> 00:28:15,027 Hey, Nate. 268 00:28:15,061 --> 00:28:16,162 - Good to see you, Steven. 269 00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:17,730 - [Steven] Good to be back. 270 00:28:17,764 --> 00:28:19,298 When's Dad comin' back? 271 00:28:19,331 --> 00:28:21,000 - About an hour or so. 272 00:28:21,033 --> 00:28:22,902 - [Steven] OK. 273 00:28:25,504 --> 00:28:28,140 I think I might go with a Japanese car 274 00:28:28,174 --> 00:28:30,076 because they last longer. 275 00:28:30,109 --> 00:28:31,343 - Oh, is that so? 276 00:28:31,377 --> 00:28:33,946 - [Steven] People say that. 277 00:28:33,980 --> 00:28:35,948 - Japanese or American doesn't matter. 278 00:28:35,982 --> 00:28:38,617 Just make sure you get the car inspected before you buy it. 279 00:28:38,650 --> 00:28:40,186 - I know. 280 00:28:40,219 --> 00:28:42,955 - [Mom] Maybe Steven should just take the bus. 281 00:28:42,989 --> 00:28:46,225 - He needs a car for social activities. 282 00:28:46,258 --> 00:28:48,761 - [Mom] He needs to focus on his studies. 283 00:28:48,795 --> 00:28:50,462 - I am, Mom. 284 00:28:54,300 --> 00:28:57,804 - That was not scary at all. 285 00:28:57,837 --> 00:29:01,040 - Apparently, Nate fell asleep. 286 00:29:01,073 --> 00:29:03,075 - I'm just tired. 287 00:29:03,109 --> 00:29:04,811 - Your dad was scared. 288 00:29:04,844 --> 00:29:06,078 - Pardon me? 289 00:29:06,112 --> 00:29:09,315 - I saw you closing your eyes and covering them. 290 00:29:09,348 --> 00:29:17,356 - It's late. 291 00:29:21,693 --> 00:29:22,561 - Here, I'll get it. 292 00:29:22,594 --> 00:29:24,797 - [Mom] No, no, no, no, no. 293 00:29:24,831 --> 00:29:26,899 It's after midnight for you. 294 00:29:26,933 --> 00:29:27,934 - Thanks, Mom. 295 00:29:40,012 --> 00:29:42,849 - Honey, turn off the lights before you go to bed. 296 00:29:42,882 --> 00:29:50,456 - OK. 297 00:29:54,894 --> 00:29:58,430 (sighs) Nate. 298 00:29:58,464 --> 00:30:00,266 - Yes? 299 00:30:00,299 --> 00:30:02,401 - Go to bed. 300 00:30:03,435 --> 00:30:04,770 - I will, don't worry. 301 00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:44,610 (flushing toilet) 302 00:30:44,643 --> 00:30:46,645 (running water) 303 00:32:07,960 --> 00:32:08,961 - [Nate] I miss you. 304 00:32:25,377 --> 00:32:26,712 - I miss you too. 305 00:32:43,029 --> 00:32:43,762 - Good afternoon. 306 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:45,064 - [Nate] Afternoon. 307 00:32:45,097 --> 00:32:46,665 - We left breakfast for you in the fridge. 308 00:32:46,698 --> 00:32:47,699 - Thank you. 309 00:33:40,552 --> 00:33:42,321 - Hey. 310 00:33:43,189 --> 00:33:45,391 - Did you sleep well? 311 00:33:45,424 --> 00:33:46,058 - It was alright. 312 00:33:46,092 --> 00:33:47,359 How 'bout you? 313 00:33:47,393 --> 00:33:50,329 - Took me a while but I did it. 314 00:33:51,197 --> 00:33:53,565 - Good. 315 00:33:53,599 --> 00:33:55,734 - So, did you get any on the sheets? 316 00:33:55,767 --> 00:33:57,169 - Excuse me? 317 00:33:57,203 --> 00:33:58,704 - Your come or his come? 318 00:33:58,737 --> 00:34:00,772 - [Steven] What the fuck? 319 00:34:00,806 --> 00:34:02,508 - You guys were fucking, weren't you? 320 00:34:02,541 --> 00:34:04,576 - Yes, I missed him. 321 00:34:04,610 --> 00:34:06,212 - I don't know how I feel about you guys 322 00:34:06,245 --> 00:34:07,646 fucking on Mom's bed. 323 00:34:07,679 --> 00:34:09,681 - Mom wanted us to be happy. 324 00:34:09,715 --> 00:34:13,419 - Her bed is not even five days cold. 325 00:34:15,554 --> 00:34:16,888 - We're getting a hotel. 326 00:34:35,006 --> 00:34:35,874 - [Ray] What's going on? 327 00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:37,243 - [Steven] Close the door. 328 00:35:09,575 --> 00:35:12,043 We're gonna check in. 329 00:35:12,077 --> 00:35:14,380 I'll come back. 330 00:35:15,847 --> 00:35:17,183 (sniffling) 331 00:36:24,450 --> 00:36:26,885 - Where did Mom and Dad go? 332 00:36:29,154 --> 00:36:31,022 - I don't know. 333 00:36:34,926 --> 00:36:37,863 - Do you think there might be an afterlife? 334 00:36:38,964 --> 00:36:42,701 - You know I'm an atheist and I know you are too. 335 00:36:42,734 --> 00:36:44,303 - You never was. 336 00:36:44,336 --> 00:36:45,571 - Agnostic. 337 00:36:45,604 --> 00:36:47,406 - I suppose. 338 00:36:48,640 --> 00:36:50,175 - And you suppose there's an afterlife 339 00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,944 for all the plants and animals too? 340 00:36:53,979 --> 00:36:56,114 - I don't know. 341 00:36:57,783 --> 00:37:00,352 - Like Christopher Hitchens said, 342 00:37:00,386 --> 00:37:02,788 "We can't lie to ourselves that we're any more important 343 00:37:02,821 --> 00:37:05,824 than any other living creature." 344 00:37:06,658 --> 00:37:07,859 - You worship him. 345 00:37:07,893 --> 00:37:11,196 - (chuckles) He makes a lot of sense. 346 00:37:13,865 --> 00:37:16,735 - I'm not fully convinced. 347 00:37:16,768 --> 00:37:18,937 - What about the fact that the Universe, 348 00:37:18,970 --> 00:37:23,875 vast as it is, only has one known planet to support life? 349 00:37:23,909 --> 00:37:25,777 This goes against the notion that there is a creator 350 00:37:25,811 --> 00:37:27,979 because, if there was one, 351 00:37:28,013 --> 00:37:29,581 he certainly did not do a very good job 352 00:37:29,615 --> 00:37:32,984 fine tuning the Universe. 353 00:37:36,755 --> 00:37:40,759 - Yeah, well, Christopher Hitchens is dead. 354 00:37:56,107 --> 00:37:59,044 I want to see Mom and Dad again. 355 00:38:00,011 --> 00:38:01,980 - Me too. 356 00:38:05,984 --> 00:38:08,420 - Do you think we will? 357 00:38:10,088 --> 00:38:12,090 - I wish I could say, "we will." 358 00:38:28,173 --> 00:38:29,274 We're not leaving. 359 00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:32,611 - (laughs) I figured. 360 00:38:32,644 --> 00:38:34,846 - You're too smart for me. 361 00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:38,216 - Hardly, you're just too patient. 362 00:38:38,249 --> 00:38:40,318 - I'm so sorry. 363 00:38:41,219 --> 00:38:43,121 - It's OK. 364 00:38:43,154 --> 00:38:45,824 You get a free pass. 365 00:38:45,857 --> 00:38:47,859 - How did I get so lucky? 366 00:38:59,538 --> 00:39:02,908 - [Voiceover] It's been hard without Dad and Mom. 367 00:39:04,710 --> 00:39:07,245 Their absence has caused a black hole 368 00:39:07,278 --> 00:39:13,485 which seems to be sucking the life out of me. 369 00:39:17,489 --> 00:39:20,091 I remember the mornings before school. 370 00:39:20,125 --> 00:39:20,859 - Bye, Mom. 371 00:39:20,892 --> 00:39:25,997 - [Mom] Bye. 372 00:39:30,502 --> 00:39:31,236 - Bye, Mom. 373 00:39:31,269 --> 00:39:32,604 - [Mom] Bye, Honey. 374 00:39:44,616 --> 00:39:46,151 - Dad. 375 00:39:46,184 --> 00:39:47,819 - Yes? 376 00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:52,491 - I understand how all the forces add up to zero now. 377 00:39:52,524 --> 00:39:53,892 - Good. 378 00:39:53,925 --> 00:39:55,594 Go to sleep. 379 00:39:55,627 --> 00:39:58,396 You need a sharp mind for tomorrow. 380 00:39:58,430 --> 00:40:01,833 - I'm gonna read over some more stuff before bed. 381 00:40:01,867 --> 00:40:02,834 - Really? 382 00:40:02,868 --> 00:40:04,002 Now? 383 00:40:04,035 --> 00:40:08,707 - Yes. 384 00:40:12,911 --> 00:40:14,813 Can I ask you another question? 385 00:40:14,846 --> 00:40:16,314 - Sure. 386 00:40:17,649 --> 00:40:20,385 - How do you manage to stay up so late 387 00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:23,822 and get up so early every morning to work? 388 00:40:23,855 --> 00:40:28,259 - Son, when you find a job that you love, 389 00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:32,163 you will never work a day in your life. 390 00:40:50,982 --> 00:40:53,985 - You should sleep already. 391 00:40:54,019 --> 00:40:56,154 - Just want to make sure I remember everything. 392 00:40:56,187 --> 00:40:58,223 - You will. 393 00:41:00,225 --> 00:41:02,694 - It's important. 394 00:41:03,662 --> 00:41:07,899 The following month Dad was diagnosed with stomach cancer. 395 00:41:11,336 --> 00:41:15,440 (sniffles) He died two years later. 396 00:41:15,473 --> 00:41:19,477 The doctors said he put up a good fight, 397 00:41:19,511 --> 00:41:22,080 lived longer than they ever expected. 398 00:41:24,850 --> 00:41:25,851 Mom? 399 00:41:25,884 --> 00:41:27,452 - Yeah? 400 00:41:28,520 --> 00:41:30,221 - I need to tell you something. 401 00:41:30,255 --> 00:41:31,823 - Sure. 402 00:41:34,593 --> 00:41:36,895 - Can you sit down? 403 00:41:38,163 --> 00:41:39,898 - Sure. 404 00:41:44,035 --> 00:41:47,673 OK, I'm all ears. 405 00:41:52,043 --> 00:41:54,345 - I'm not straight. 406 00:41:55,614 --> 00:41:58,183 - Oh, Honey, that's OK. 407 00:41:58,216 --> 00:42:04,122 - [Nate] Really? - Yes. 408 00:42:04,155 --> 00:42:08,026 - I never got the chance to tell Dad. 409 00:42:08,059 --> 00:42:12,831 - Oh, Honey, your Dad would not have cared either way. 410 00:42:12,864 --> 00:42:16,902 He loved you so much. 411 00:42:17,936 --> 00:42:22,373 It only matters that you find somebody to love. 412 00:42:22,407 --> 00:42:24,375 - Thanks, Mom. 413 00:42:28,246 --> 00:42:30,882 - Is there? 414 00:42:30,916 --> 00:42:33,619 - Is there what? 415 00:42:33,652 --> 00:42:36,221 - [Mom] Someone special? 416 00:42:36,254 --> 00:42:38,323 - No. 417 00:42:38,356 --> 00:42:42,360 - Good, 'cause you're too young. 418 00:43:06,051 --> 00:43:10,622 (sniveling) 419 00:43:13,925 --> 00:43:15,560 - It's OK. 420 00:43:15,593 --> 00:43:17,595 It's OK, I'm here. (weeping) 421 00:43:17,629 --> 00:43:19,497 I'm here. 422 00:43:23,334 --> 00:43:25,503 It's OK, Bae. 423 00:43:29,007 --> 00:43:31,643 - What if Mom and Dad know? 424 00:43:31,677 --> 00:43:33,745 - How would they? 425 00:43:33,779 --> 00:43:35,546 - What if they're in Heaven watching? 426 00:43:35,580 --> 00:43:37,382 - Nate. 427 00:43:37,415 --> 00:43:40,085 - They'll be so ashamed of us. 428 00:43:40,118 --> 00:43:42,754 - There is no Heaven. 429 00:43:42,788 --> 00:43:44,990 - What if there is? 430 00:43:45,023 --> 00:43:47,592 - Don't be silly. 431 00:43:52,197 --> 00:43:53,965 Relax. 432 00:43:53,999 --> 00:43:55,834 Go to sleep. 433 00:43:57,302 --> 00:44:00,371 - Can you please hold me until I fall asleep? 434 00:44:00,405 --> 00:44:03,541 - Are you going to sleep soon? 435 00:44:03,574 --> 00:44:05,143 - I don't know. 436 00:44:06,678 --> 00:44:08,880 - I don't know if I can. 437 00:44:09,815 --> 00:44:12,283 - You could just slip out as soon as I fall asleep. 438 00:44:12,317 --> 00:44:15,020 - Ray's still awake. 439 00:44:15,053 --> 00:44:16,688 - Please. 440 00:44:16,722 --> 00:44:20,125 - It's not a good idea. 441 00:44:24,595 --> 00:44:27,265 - (sighs) OK. 442 00:44:30,468 --> 00:44:33,138 Thanks for not leaving just yet. 443 00:44:33,171 --> 00:44:35,941 - You don't need to say that. 444 00:44:39,277 --> 00:44:43,782 (sniffling) 445 00:44:43,815 --> 00:44:46,651 - You're right, you should go. 446 00:44:46,684 --> 00:44:49,054 Don't keep Ray waiting. 447 00:44:49,087 --> 00:44:50,889 - Are you sure? 448 00:44:52,924 --> 00:44:54,826 - Yeah. 449 00:44:56,461 --> 00:44:57,462 - OK. 450 00:45:12,177 --> 00:45:13,144 - Thank you. 451 00:45:13,178 --> 00:45:14,913 - You're welcome. 452 00:45:17,082 --> 00:45:18,383 - Do you want to go get your brother? 453 00:45:18,416 --> 00:45:19,717 - [Steven] No, he's still sleeping. 454 00:45:19,751 --> 00:45:20,518 - Are you sure? 455 00:45:20,551 --> 00:45:21,352 - [Steven] Yeah. 456 00:45:21,386 --> 00:45:22,420 - It's lunch time. 457 00:45:22,453 --> 00:45:23,889 - [Steven] I know. 458 00:45:23,922 --> 00:45:25,891 - Is it possible for someone to sleep more than 12 hours? 459 00:45:25,924 --> 00:45:26,925 - [Steven] If he only sleeps part of it. 460 00:46:01,426 --> 00:46:02,293 - [Voiceover] Like most brothers, 461 00:46:02,327 --> 00:46:05,030 Steven and I disagreed a lot 462 00:46:05,063 --> 00:46:10,501 but never to a point where we couldn't get back together. 463 00:46:14,439 --> 00:46:16,274 - What's wrong with doing your pre-med here? 464 00:46:16,307 --> 00:46:18,810 It's just pre-med anyway. 465 00:46:18,844 --> 00:46:21,679 - 'Cause my chances of getting into med school are higher 466 00:46:21,712 --> 00:46:25,150 if I do my pre-med at a good college. 467 00:46:25,183 --> 00:46:27,853 - He'll come visit during the holidays. 468 00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:30,055 - [Nate] You do realize 469 00:46:30,088 --> 00:46:31,289 that Dad's prognosis is a year, right? 470 00:46:31,322 --> 00:46:33,258 - Yes, Nate, I'm very aware of that. 471 00:46:33,291 --> 00:46:34,692 - [Nate] Well, don't you want to be here? 472 00:46:34,725 --> 00:46:36,627 - Kids, 473 00:46:37,996 --> 00:46:43,701 your dad just wants you to live your lives. 474 00:46:48,073 --> 00:46:49,407 - Let's eat dinner. 475 00:47:00,518 --> 00:47:03,021 - Nate loves you to death. 476 00:47:03,054 --> 00:47:06,091 - (chuckles) Literally. 477 00:47:06,124 --> 00:47:09,460 - Exactly. (chuckles) 478 00:47:14,065 --> 00:47:18,069 Look. 479 00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:24,042 - [Dad] They finally stopped fighting. 480 00:47:35,987 --> 00:47:39,124 - I think my perversion has reached a new level. 481 00:47:39,157 --> 00:47:41,259 - Why do you say that? 482 00:47:44,129 --> 00:47:47,632 - I'm using Dad's cancer to keep you here. 483 00:47:47,665 --> 00:47:50,068 - Nate. 484 00:47:50,101 --> 00:47:51,937 - Yeah? 485 00:47:51,970 --> 00:47:53,939 - I love you. 486 00:47:55,640 --> 00:47:57,275 - Will you always love me? 487 00:47:57,308 --> 00:47:59,244 - Of course. 488 00:48:01,379 --> 00:48:03,181 - Even after you find someone? 489 00:48:03,214 --> 00:48:06,517 - Regardless. 490 00:48:10,388 --> 00:48:13,591 - You will find someone, you know that, right? 491 00:48:15,326 --> 00:48:17,095 - I don't. 492 00:48:18,596 --> 00:48:23,668 - It's college, everybody's looking. 493 00:48:27,338 --> 00:48:31,376 - We should go back inside before they suspect something. 494 00:48:31,409 --> 00:48:34,012 - OK. 495 00:48:37,415 --> 00:48:39,350 Will you sleep in my bed tonight? 496 00:48:39,384 --> 00:48:45,356 - Of course. 497 00:48:49,827 --> 00:48:50,828 (knocking) 498 00:49:11,349 --> 00:49:13,418 - [Steven] Hey, Trent. 499 00:49:13,451 --> 00:49:15,753 - Yeah, how are you doing, Steven? 500 00:49:15,786 --> 00:49:16,821 - [Steven] Gettin' by. 501 00:49:16,854 --> 00:49:19,090 Come on in. - [Trent] Thanks. 502 00:49:22,293 --> 00:49:25,896 - I'll get Nate for ya. 503 00:49:29,667 --> 00:49:32,637 - Is Jessica's knee still givin' her problems? 504 00:49:32,670 --> 00:49:33,904 - Yes. 505 00:49:33,938 --> 00:49:37,675 I've taken her off squats and lunges. 506 00:49:37,708 --> 00:49:38,709 - She loves 'em though. 507 00:49:38,743 --> 00:49:41,546 - (chuckles) She totally does. 508 00:49:41,579 --> 00:49:43,981 She loves the pain. 509 00:49:45,150 --> 00:49:47,552 - Thank you for helping me out. 510 00:49:47,585 --> 00:49:48,586 I should be back soon. 511 00:49:48,619 --> 00:49:50,221 - Don't worry about it. 512 00:49:50,255 --> 00:49:53,391 Just take all the time that you need. 513 00:49:54,425 --> 00:49:55,760 - Thank you. 514 00:49:55,793 --> 00:49:58,129 - So, your brother's still in town? 515 00:49:58,163 --> 00:49:59,497 - Yes. 516 00:49:59,530 --> 00:50:02,733 - Who's the other guy, huh? 517 00:50:02,767 --> 00:50:05,670 - His boyfriend. 518 00:50:05,703 --> 00:50:06,704 - They make a cute couple. 519 00:50:26,424 --> 00:50:28,025 - Everything OK? 520 00:50:28,059 --> 00:50:29,860 - Yeah. 521 00:50:30,861 --> 00:50:32,897 - Looks like something's goin' on there. 522 00:50:32,930 --> 00:50:35,100 - Looks like it. 523 00:50:35,133 --> 00:50:36,801 - That's a good thing, right? 524 00:50:36,834 --> 00:50:43,908 - Yes, definitely. 525 00:50:48,379 --> 00:50:51,282 - [Nate] Trent. 526 00:50:51,316 --> 00:50:53,818 - Yes? 527 00:50:53,851 --> 00:50:57,288 - [Nate] You are an amazing guy. 528 00:50:57,322 --> 00:50:58,323 - No. 529 00:50:58,356 --> 00:51:00,158 - You are. 530 00:51:01,526 --> 00:51:05,330 You deserve a really good guy. 531 00:51:06,797 --> 00:51:08,933 - [Trent] You think so? 532 00:51:08,966 --> 00:51:10,868 - Yes. 533 00:51:11,602 --> 00:51:15,506 Do you find any of the new trainers hot? 534 00:51:15,540 --> 00:51:17,375 - Yes. 535 00:51:18,876 --> 00:51:21,879 - [Nate] Do you flirt with any of them? 536 00:51:22,980 --> 00:51:24,915 - You know the answer to that, Nate. 537 00:51:24,949 --> 00:51:26,784 Stop playing games, OK? 538 00:51:26,817 --> 00:51:27,952 - [Nate] I'm not playing games. 539 00:51:27,985 --> 00:51:30,388 - What is this, then? 540 00:51:32,957 --> 00:51:35,493 - I know we had sex. 541 00:51:38,095 --> 00:51:39,664 - I know, I was there. 542 00:51:39,697 --> 00:51:43,067 - Trent, it meant a lot to me. 543 00:51:43,100 --> 00:51:44,769 - Really? 544 00:51:44,802 --> 00:51:46,771 - Yeah. 545 00:51:46,804 --> 00:51:48,139 - But you drew back. 546 00:52:12,763 --> 00:52:14,732 There's no one here. 547 00:52:14,765 --> 00:52:16,734 - I can't. 548 00:52:16,767 --> 00:52:19,970 - You want to go back to my place? 549 00:52:20,004 --> 00:52:23,408 - I can't. 550 00:52:27,912 --> 00:52:29,747 - You can't? 551 00:52:29,780 --> 00:52:31,582 - No. 552 00:52:34,685 --> 00:52:36,587 - OK. 553 00:52:38,756 --> 00:52:44,395 - I'm sorry. 554 00:52:48,333 --> 00:52:50,535 - You have to give me more than that. 555 00:52:50,568 --> 00:52:53,904 OK, what's going on? 556 00:52:58,142 --> 00:52:59,277 I love you, Nate. 557 00:52:59,310 --> 00:53:00,378 - Oh, Trent, please don't say that. 558 00:53:00,411 --> 00:53:01,979 - Why not? 559 00:53:02,012 --> 00:53:02,980 It's true. 560 00:53:03,013 --> 00:53:08,719 - Because I can't say it back. 561 00:53:12,623 --> 00:53:15,960 - How long you gonna make me wait for it? 562 00:53:17,628 --> 00:53:21,466 - I don't know. 563 00:53:25,836 --> 00:53:27,938 - What's goin' on? 564 00:53:30,375 --> 00:53:33,344 (sighs) 565 00:53:33,378 --> 00:53:36,013 - Trent, I'm conflicted. 566 00:53:37,548 --> 00:53:41,586 - You're conflicted. 567 00:53:43,854 --> 00:53:51,296 - My heart wants one thing and my mind wants another. 568 00:53:55,633 --> 00:53:58,603 - Is there someone else? 569 00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:04,074 - I never see him. 570 00:54:04,108 --> 00:54:06,311 He lives out of state. 571 00:54:08,779 --> 00:54:10,648 - Where is he? 572 00:54:10,681 --> 00:54:13,484 - Maryland. 573 00:54:13,518 --> 00:54:17,855 - Why didn't you tell me about him? 574 00:54:21,792 --> 00:54:24,329 - I am really sorry. 575 00:54:25,195 --> 00:54:29,166 - (laughs) You're really sorry? 576 00:54:29,199 --> 00:54:31,001 - Trent. 577 00:54:32,370 --> 00:54:36,774 (laughs) 578 00:54:39,844 --> 00:54:44,349 - I am such an idiot, right? 579 00:54:48,486 --> 00:54:51,021 I'll lock the gate. 580 00:54:51,055 --> 00:54:54,191 Can you activate the alarm? 581 00:54:54,224 --> 00:55:00,264 - OK. 582 00:55:04,301 --> 00:55:07,271 - You still in love with that guy? 583 00:55:08,906 --> 00:55:10,708 - Yes. 584 00:55:13,411 --> 00:55:16,013 - You guy's together? 585 00:55:16,046 --> 00:55:18,583 - No. 586 00:55:23,087 --> 00:55:25,356 - Who is he? 587 00:55:26,090 --> 00:55:27,858 - I can't tell you. 588 00:55:27,892 --> 00:55:29,860 - Why? 589 00:55:29,894 --> 00:55:32,363 - I can't say but please know that it's killing me. 590 00:55:32,397 --> 00:55:35,466 - It's killing me too. 591 00:55:35,500 --> 00:55:37,868 - I'm so sorry. 592 00:55:40,405 --> 00:55:42,840 - I'll still do anything for you. 593 00:55:42,873 --> 00:55:47,378 That's how stupid I am. 594 00:55:48,245 --> 00:55:51,616 - I know I'll commit murder for you. 595 00:55:52,450 --> 00:55:56,721 - (chuckles) Well, that makes me happy. 596 00:55:56,754 --> 00:55:59,557 - I'm serious. 597 00:56:02,326 --> 00:56:03,327 - I know. 598 00:56:16,407 --> 00:56:22,146 (Trent sighs) 599 00:56:26,517 --> 00:56:30,421 - I'm glad you came. 600 00:56:34,892 --> 00:56:35,893 - Me too. 601 00:56:54,745 --> 00:56:56,914 What's on your mind? 602 00:56:58,215 --> 00:57:00,651 - My parents. 603 00:57:00,685 --> 00:57:02,753 - I'm sorry. 604 00:57:04,288 --> 00:57:06,891 - It's good memories. 605 00:57:08,859 --> 00:57:12,830 - They were pretty awesome, weren't they? 606 00:57:12,863 --> 00:57:14,932 - Yes. 607 00:57:16,767 --> 00:57:19,003 I miss them. 608 00:57:23,240 --> 00:57:25,342 - I'm sorry. 609 00:57:28,278 --> 00:57:29,279 - Thank you. 610 00:57:41,626 --> 00:57:43,628 (running water) 611 00:58:00,611 --> 00:58:02,079 What's wrong? 612 00:58:02,112 --> 00:58:04,515 - I know you're grieving and so am I 613 00:58:04,549 --> 00:58:08,218 but you need to start cleaning up after yourself. 614 00:58:08,252 --> 00:58:09,520 - That's what this is about? 615 00:58:09,554 --> 00:58:10,521 - Yes. 616 00:58:10,555 --> 00:58:11,956 - [Nate] Really? 617 00:58:11,989 --> 00:58:15,926 - Yeah, there's a fine line between depression and laziness. 618 00:58:20,430 --> 00:58:22,132 Good night. 619 00:58:22,166 --> 00:58:23,167 - G'night. 620 00:59:00,170 --> 00:59:02,439 Go away. 621 00:59:02,472 --> 00:59:03,841 - [Steven] Nate. 622 00:59:03,874 --> 00:59:06,844 - [Nate] I'm not being lazy, I swear. 623 00:59:09,546 --> 00:59:11,048 - I know. 624 00:59:11,081 --> 00:59:13,383 I overreacted. 625 00:59:15,853 --> 00:59:19,123 Can you face me, please? 626 00:59:23,594 --> 00:59:25,930 Can't sleep? 627 00:59:27,097 --> 00:59:29,233 Maybe if you turned the lights off that would help. 628 00:59:29,266 --> 00:59:31,535 - Makes it worse. 629 00:59:32,770 --> 00:59:34,972 - OK. 630 00:59:36,440 --> 00:59:37,441 Come here. 631 00:59:51,288 --> 00:59:52,823 - Come back to me. 632 00:59:52,857 --> 00:59:54,992 - Nate, we agreed about this. 633 00:59:55,025 --> 00:59:56,661 - But Mom and Dad are gone now. 634 00:59:56,694 --> 00:59:58,763 - But we still have relatives to face. 635 00:59:58,796 --> 01:00:00,430 Uncle Larry, Susie. 636 01:00:00,464 --> 01:00:01,598 - Who cares about them? 637 01:00:01,632 --> 01:00:03,801 - And what about our friends? 638 01:00:03,834 --> 01:00:05,135 - I don't care. 639 01:00:05,169 --> 01:00:07,972 - You're not thinking properly. 640 01:00:09,106 --> 01:00:12,076 - I've never stopped loving you, Steven. 641 01:00:12,109 --> 01:00:14,845 - And I never stopped loving you. 642 01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:17,748 - Seems like you moved on though. 643 01:00:17,782 --> 01:00:20,084 - Ray? 644 01:00:20,117 --> 01:00:21,886 Nate, we're capable of loving more than one person 645 01:00:21,919 --> 01:00:23,921 in our life. 646 01:00:23,954 --> 01:00:24,855 One day you'll have someone else 647 01:00:24,889 --> 01:00:27,725 and I'll be the one jealous. 648 01:00:27,758 --> 01:00:30,895 - Are you jealous of Trent? 649 01:00:30,928 --> 01:00:33,097 - Should I be? 650 01:00:33,130 --> 01:00:34,899 - We fucked. 651 01:00:36,934 --> 01:00:37,935 - Great. 652 01:01:13,603 --> 01:01:15,605 (heavy breathing) 653 01:02:00,584 --> 01:02:02,319 Lube? 654 01:02:02,352 --> 01:02:03,353 - Same place. 655 01:02:24,241 --> 01:02:26,243 (deep panting) 656 01:03:55,599 --> 01:03:57,601 (moaning) 657 01:04:23,961 --> 01:04:25,662 - Do you want milk, Babe? 658 01:04:25,695 --> 01:04:26,696 - No thanks. 659 01:04:43,180 --> 01:04:47,317 - So, any interesting news? 660 01:04:47,351 --> 01:04:48,352 - Not really. 661 01:05:06,003 --> 01:05:07,904 I think that's the earliest I've seen him up. 662 01:05:07,938 --> 01:05:09,439 - Nah, he might go back to bed. 663 01:05:41,571 --> 01:05:43,640 - Good morning. 664 01:05:44,508 --> 01:05:46,310 - Up already? 665 01:05:46,343 --> 01:05:48,212 - Yes. 666 01:05:48,245 --> 01:05:49,279 - Good morning. 667 01:05:49,313 --> 01:05:51,515 - Good morning, how are you? 668 01:05:51,548 --> 01:05:53,583 - Good, thanks for asking. 669 01:05:53,617 --> 01:05:55,219 How are you? 670 01:05:55,252 --> 01:05:56,386 - [Nate] Sleepy. 671 01:05:56,420 --> 01:05:57,554 - [Steven] You want to go back to bed? 672 01:05:57,587 --> 01:05:59,723 - [Nate] I think I'm fine. 673 01:06:00,824 --> 01:06:03,327 - [Ray] What's your plan for today? 674 01:06:03,360 --> 01:06:04,594 - Clean up the house. 675 01:06:04,628 --> 01:06:05,962 - I said it was fine. 676 01:06:05,996 --> 01:06:08,232 - No, I insist. 677 01:06:08,265 --> 01:06:09,633 - [Ray] Babe, did you want to show me the sandwich shop 678 01:06:09,666 --> 01:06:11,968 you went to as a kid? 679 01:06:12,002 --> 01:06:12,769 - He is a kid. 680 01:06:12,802 --> 01:06:14,438 - (chuckles) Shut up. 681 01:06:14,471 --> 01:06:16,006 - A big kid. 682 01:06:16,040 --> 01:06:17,607 - [Steven] Yes, of course. 683 01:06:17,641 --> 01:06:19,576 - I look forward to it. 684 01:06:22,546 --> 01:06:24,614 - Sorry. 685 01:06:24,648 --> 01:06:25,715 - [Ray] It's OK. 686 01:06:25,749 --> 01:06:27,884 - Should we go at noon? 687 01:06:27,917 --> 01:06:34,924 - Sounds good. 688 01:06:39,363 --> 01:06:41,065 I ate so much. 689 01:06:41,098 --> 01:06:42,399 I need to go to the bathroom. 690 01:06:42,432 --> 01:06:44,634 - Go ahead. - Excuse me. 691 01:06:44,668 --> 01:06:46,136 - So, how was it? 692 01:06:46,170 --> 01:06:46,870 - It never changes. 693 01:06:46,903 --> 01:06:49,239 - I told you so. 694 01:06:50,874 --> 01:06:54,544 - [Steven] (sighs) Miss you. 695 01:06:58,548 --> 01:07:00,884 Nate, not here. 696 01:07:00,917 --> 01:07:02,018 - Want to go to our room? 697 01:07:02,052 --> 01:07:03,320 - No. 698 01:07:03,353 --> 01:07:04,254 - Just cuddle? 699 01:07:04,288 --> 01:07:05,855 - Nate, I really shouldn't. 700 01:07:05,889 --> 01:07:07,191 - Why not? 701 01:07:07,224 --> 01:07:09,359 - Because of Ray. 702 01:07:12,396 --> 01:07:14,164 I'm sorry. 703 01:07:14,198 --> 01:07:15,499 - You're sorry? 704 01:07:15,532 --> 01:07:17,467 - Yes. 705 01:07:17,501 --> 01:07:19,469 - About what? 706 01:07:19,503 --> 01:07:22,106 - (sighs) About this. 707 01:07:22,139 --> 01:07:23,907 About last night. 708 01:07:25,041 --> 01:07:27,911 - You're sorry about last night? 709 01:07:28,745 --> 01:07:30,747 - Yes. 710 01:07:32,449 --> 01:07:34,651 - I'm not sorry. 711 01:07:34,684 --> 01:07:37,921 - You know what I mean. 712 01:07:37,954 --> 01:07:40,790 - I do 713 01:07:40,824 --> 01:07:43,227 but I honestly don't know how much longer 714 01:07:43,260 --> 01:07:45,362 I can bear it anymore. 715 01:07:45,395 --> 01:07:46,896 - What do you mean by that? 716 01:08:06,015 --> 01:08:07,351 - [Ray] What did I miss? 717 01:08:07,384 --> 01:08:08,752 - Miss? 718 01:08:08,785 --> 01:08:09,653 - That's what he said. 719 01:08:09,686 --> 01:08:11,588 - I was just clarifying. 720 01:08:11,621 --> 01:08:13,623 - Have a seat. 721 01:08:17,127 --> 01:08:19,363 I'll tell you what you missed. 722 01:08:19,396 --> 01:08:20,264 - Sure. 723 01:08:20,297 --> 01:08:22,799 - Why don't you, Nate? 724 01:08:23,800 --> 01:08:24,801 - Go ahead. 725 01:08:38,215 --> 01:08:39,783 - What did he miss? 726 01:08:39,816 --> 01:08:43,520 - I, uh, can't recall. 727 01:08:44,321 --> 01:08:47,090 - For some reason, I can't either. 728 01:08:47,123 --> 01:08:48,992 - Did you two just get amnesia or something? 729 01:08:49,025 --> 01:08:52,329 - When we get together we just talk randomly. 730 01:08:52,362 --> 01:08:55,432 - You can't remember what you just talked about? 731 01:08:55,465 --> 01:08:57,734 - Do you have a brother? 732 01:08:57,767 --> 01:08:59,303 - No. 733 01:08:59,336 --> 01:09:01,405 - Well, let me tell you this: 734 01:09:01,438 --> 01:09:03,373 When you have a brother, close to your age 735 01:09:03,407 --> 01:09:05,242 and you grow up together, 736 01:09:05,275 --> 01:09:08,077 he becomes the wall at which you bounce 737 01:09:08,111 --> 01:09:10,247 your racquetballs off. 738 01:09:10,280 --> 01:09:11,181 - I hear what you're sayin', Nate, 739 01:09:11,215 --> 01:09:14,117 but I'm not sure if Ray does. 740 01:09:14,150 --> 01:09:16,486 - I think I do. 741 01:09:16,520 --> 01:09:20,224 - It's someone you can challenge and be challenged by. 742 01:09:20,257 --> 01:09:22,826 It's a boy thing. 743 01:09:22,859 --> 01:09:24,394 Two boys challenging each other 744 01:09:24,428 --> 01:09:26,530 but in a good way. 745 01:09:27,564 --> 01:09:28,565 - Sounds good. 746 01:09:58,728 --> 01:09:59,729 (knocking) 747 01:10:33,263 --> 01:10:34,264 (Steven sighs) 748 01:10:49,145 --> 01:10:52,416 - [Steven] Sometimes I wish we weren't brothers. 749 01:10:54,083 --> 01:10:55,952 - I don't. 750 01:10:55,985 --> 01:10:58,388 - We could be together. 751 01:11:02,258 --> 01:11:05,562 - But how would I have survived elementary, 752 01:11:05,595 --> 01:11:08,264 middle and high school? 753 01:11:08,298 --> 01:11:10,967 - I'm sure you would've been fine. 754 01:11:13,069 --> 01:11:16,740 - Wouldn't have had anyone to defend me against the bullies. 755 01:11:16,773 --> 01:11:18,742 - You were fierce in high school. 756 01:11:18,775 --> 01:11:21,811 You defended me from the bullies. 757 01:11:25,615 --> 01:11:28,352 - They weren't bullies. 758 01:11:28,385 --> 01:11:30,587 - They were bitches. 759 01:11:32,055 --> 01:11:33,056 - Exactly. 760 01:12:05,121 --> 01:12:07,290 - [Ray] Thanks for having me. 761 01:12:08,191 --> 01:12:10,527 - [Nate] Take care of Steven for me. 762 01:12:10,560 --> 01:12:16,700 - You bet. 763 01:12:20,904 --> 01:12:22,672 - I'll call you when we land. 764 01:12:22,706 --> 01:12:23,773 - OK. 765 01:12:23,807 --> 01:12:25,442 - Bye. 766 01:12:25,475 --> 01:12:27,276 - Safe travels. 767 01:12:27,310 --> 01:12:31,214 - Hey, Babe, can you give me a minute? 768 01:12:31,247 --> 01:12:33,049 - Shuttle's here. 769 01:12:33,082 --> 01:12:36,753 - I know, can you load my luggage please? 770 01:12:36,786 --> 01:12:38,522 - OK. 771 01:12:38,555 --> 01:12:39,556 - Thanks. 772 01:13:01,478 --> 01:13:06,282 (Nate snivels) 773 01:13:06,315 --> 01:13:08,952 - [Nate] I can't live without you. 774 01:13:10,554 --> 01:13:13,222 - I'm just a phone call away. 775 01:13:14,791 --> 01:13:16,760 - I miss you. 776 01:13:17,927 --> 01:13:19,896 - I've always missed you. 777 01:13:22,365 --> 01:13:23,266 - Babe. 778 01:13:23,299 --> 01:13:25,869 - I'll be right there. 779 01:13:25,902 --> 01:13:27,771 - OK. 780 01:13:27,804 --> 01:13:28,938 Goodbye, Nate. 781 01:13:28,972 --> 01:13:31,374 - Bye. 782 01:13:34,711 --> 01:13:36,946 - I should go. 783 01:13:38,815 --> 01:13:39,816 - OK. 784 01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:07,210 - [Voiceover] Steven called me later that day. 785 01:14:09,012 --> 01:14:10,213 He told Ray everything 786 01:14:10,246 --> 01:14:13,483 but Ray was not surprised. 787 01:14:14,518 --> 01:14:16,452 Ray went on to say that 788 01:14:16,486 --> 01:14:18,688 he would accept Steven's past on condition 789 01:14:18,722 --> 01:14:22,458 that Steven would not be intimate with me again. 790 01:14:23,392 --> 01:14:25,495 Needless to say, 791 01:14:25,529 --> 01:14:29,833 Steven told me that we absolutely needed to move on. 792 01:14:30,667 --> 01:14:31,668 - Goodbye. 793 01:15:39,535 --> 01:15:40,536 (deep sigh) 794 01:15:58,822 --> 01:16:04,828 (electronic music) 795 01:16:09,398 --> 01:16:11,935 - Nine. 796 01:16:11,968 --> 01:16:18,574 Eight. 797 01:16:23,079 --> 01:16:24,180 - Hey, Nate. 798 01:16:24,213 --> 01:16:26,315 - Hey, Jess. (laughs) 799 01:16:26,349 --> 01:16:27,250 You're early. 800 01:16:27,283 --> 01:16:29,052 - Well, you know, it happens. 801 01:16:29,085 --> 01:16:30,186 I'm excited to see you. 802 01:16:30,219 --> 01:16:31,087 - Thank you. 803 01:16:31,120 --> 01:16:35,191 - Give me a hug. (laughs) 804 01:16:39,528 --> 01:16:40,730 - [Trent] Leaving? 805 01:16:40,764 --> 01:16:43,399 - Yeah, my last client cancelled. 806 01:16:43,432 --> 01:16:47,170 - Oh, I was going to ask you if you wanted 807 01:16:47,203 --> 01:16:49,839 to get dinner or something. 808 01:16:50,774 --> 01:16:53,142 - You're not done yet, are you? 809 01:16:54,277 --> 01:16:57,246 - I can cancel. 810 01:16:57,280 --> 01:17:00,483 - No, you shouldn't do that. 811 01:17:00,516 --> 01:17:02,518 - That's true. 812 01:17:04,520 --> 01:17:06,890 How are you? 813 01:17:09,025 --> 01:17:11,094 - I'm OK. 814 01:17:11,127 --> 01:17:12,395 (chuckles) 815 01:17:12,428 --> 01:17:14,063 - So, after I left you, 816 01:17:14,097 --> 01:17:17,701 I went and got my favorite dish in the whole world. 817 01:17:18,735 --> 01:17:20,837 Yes, it's meatloaf from the same place. 818 01:17:20,870 --> 01:17:22,872 I know you're sick of it. 819 01:17:33,649 --> 01:17:36,786 You must be wondering why I've e-mailed you a video 820 01:17:36,820 --> 01:17:41,090 telling you my deepest, darkest secret. 821 01:17:45,261 --> 01:17:51,667 Life has no purpose for me now. 822 01:17:55,872 --> 01:17:59,208 Please forgive me. (sniffles) 823 01:18:10,419 --> 01:18:11,755 I love you. 824 01:18:41,650 --> 01:18:42,651 (knocking) 825 01:19:13,950 --> 01:19:14,951 (knocking) 826 01:19:33,569 --> 01:19:36,806 - I was just in the neighborhood. 827 01:19:39,508 --> 01:19:40,844 You OK?